Speaker 1: Be qualified next to your voice any day. So thank
Speaker 1: you so much for coming here. Of course, thank you
Speaker 1: for having me. What have you been up to, miss lady.
Speaker 1: It's been crazy times. It's been a year COVID happened.
Speaker 1: You know, we're back where. You know, it's not that
Speaker 1: we never stopped working, because it's like, you know, you're
Speaker 1: an artist, so it's like you just keep on grinding.
Speaker 1: It's just different types of you know, things are going on.
Speaker 2: So what do you have going on?
Speaker 1: Let us know?
Speaker 3: So I have been working with some new people in
Speaker 3: my career now because I'm independent, and so I'm really excited.
Speaker 1: I'm getting in the studio with new writers.
Speaker 3: I having songs that I really really like that are demos,
Speaker 3: so I just got to cut them. Now that I'm
Speaker 3: back in La, I've been in Miami soaking up all
Speaker 3: the Latin vibes.
Speaker 1: I'm jealous. I'm you know, I'm meaning a tammy. I
Speaker 1: don't have any sun La. It's been quite gloomy, so
Speaker 1: I apologize for coming back.
Speaker 2: And it's not so.
Speaker 3: No, no, it's so sexy there too, and I'm just like,
Speaker 3: it's funny because some of my friends came to visit
Speaker 3: and they're like, what should I wear?
Speaker 1: I'm like, girl, you always wear hills and it's like
Speaker 1: it's like it's like micro bikinis. It's like you cover ups,
Speaker 1: like it's really like and then even when you do,
Speaker 1: you pack, you have way too many clothes anyways, because.
Speaker 3: It's exactly because all the things that I ever wear
Speaker 3: is basically bikinis.
Speaker 1: Occasionally it rains, so whatever. But if you got a flaw,
Speaker 1: it poll it. Get it. Girl. So how is it
Speaker 1: the difference between you know, being with a label and
Speaker 1: then now being independent? What are you know some of
Speaker 1: the difference that she's that you've seen. Are you really
Speaker 1: excited to be in these you know, being independent now?
Speaker 1: I am excited.
Speaker 3: I mean I feel like I've always because people have
Speaker 3: asked me this, so like do you did you have
Speaker 3: a voice back then?
Speaker 1: Like could you like do your own stuff? Did you?
Speaker 3: Were you a part of it? I've always been a
Speaker 3: part of it. But for me, it's just like from
Speaker 3: the ground up, it's like that that that hustle.
Speaker 1: That grind, that like almost kind of not working backwards,
Speaker 1: but in a sense it's like kind of like picking
Speaker 1: yourself back up and like you know, like look i'm're
Speaker 1: still here, I'm still talented, I'm still doing all these things.
Speaker 1: Like you know, it's like it's one of those things
Speaker 1: where it's like you know again, like being an entrepreneur
Speaker 1: one and then being an artist. It's so many different
Speaker 1: facets that you don't really get to go to in
Speaker 1: these avenues because you've been with a label or you know,
Speaker 1: and sometimes it takes you to lanes, but sometimes you
Speaker 1: just don't really know where I go.
Speaker 3: I feel it like it like for me, I take
Speaker 3: it as lessons learned. I mean, just being sixteen and
Speaker 3: being signed was incredible, you know, seeing the world.
Speaker 1: At a very young age. Give it up to you
Speaker 1: just because in the sense it's like, hey, don't you
Speaker 1: know it's it's such a huge accomplishment happened for yourself,
Speaker 1: right of course, you know if you don't, if you're
Speaker 1: not your biggest clader, then who else? How are you
Speaker 1: gonna start that? Oh? I definitely am.
Speaker 3: I think it's a scorpio in me too, though I'm
Speaker 3: very like I want to push other people to see
Speaker 3: their potential too, because I see mine and I'm so
Speaker 3: like gun ho about this is what I'm gonna do,
Speaker 3: This is how I'm gonna do it. And I think
Speaker 3: that's why I did get signed at a young age,
Speaker 3: because I was so like into singing and I was like,
Speaker 3: you know, I want to be a singer.
Speaker 1: That's what I'm gonna do.
Speaker 3: And I just put it out there and kept going
Speaker 3: and going and manifestation.
Speaker 2: I'm a big believer into that.
Speaker 1: I'm making into energies and like what you really put
Speaker 1: your energy to, you know, you can make anything really happen. Sure,
Speaker 1: so did you know early on that you always wanted
Speaker 1: to be a singer, so you knew, you know, you
Speaker 1: obviously got signed at sixteen, Like yeah, how did that
Speaker 1: like fundamental stage start? Did you you know, out the
Speaker 1: womb and you're singing or like did you have your
Speaker 1: parents pretty background? Did you have you know, family influences.
Speaker 3: I wish I had more influences in my family. I
Speaker 3: will say my dad's side of the family, they were
Speaker 3: musicians and like at the Hano band.
Speaker 1: So that was cool.
Speaker 3: But nobody's saying my mom doesn't sing, my dad doesn't sing.
Speaker 3: My oldest sister she dabbled in it, but like no
Speaker 3: one sings.
Speaker 1: Really took it to the lengths that you kind of did. Yeah,
Speaker 1: but maybe that's you know, exactly where you're supposed to be.
Speaker 1: Like those were all like little you know, etches of
Speaker 1: what your family, you know, generational is what it was.
Speaker 1: But now it's like you're the one who's bringing it home. Yeah, said,
Speaker 1: I like that, And I'm from Texas, so I always support. Yeah,
Speaker 1: everything's bigger in Texas. You always get that Southern live.
Speaker 1: I think I think so too.
Speaker 3: I feel like people's hearts and Texas are just different,
Speaker 3: you know. And I love when I meet somebody that's
Speaker 3: not from Texas too, because I'm like, you see, they're
Speaker 3: not going to get no bullshit for me, like, are
Speaker 3: sure who I am? Like, I'm not faking who I
Speaker 3: am like, and they're.
Speaker 1: Just like, Wow, you're so genuine, You're so real.
Speaker 3: I want to be your best friend. I'm like, okay,
Speaker 3: well let's.
Speaker 1: See how you do that. Last And it was just
Speaker 1: because the people, you know, people say they like honesty,
Speaker 1: but people really don't. And that's you know, being one
Speaker 1: thing from Texas. And I wasn't you know, really aware
Speaker 1: of how much like the straight shooter I really was
Speaker 1: until coming to LA and being in you know, a
Speaker 1: business mode. Was that I'm like, I'm just telling you
Speaker 1: how I would talk to anybody. I'm not talking to
Speaker 1: you any different, you know what I mean, Like, it's
Speaker 1: all accordingly to what's going on.
Speaker 3: Well, I think being a woman too in general, when
Speaker 3: we speak, we have to speak in a certain way
Speaker 3: and we have to be understanding.
Speaker 1: And I'm starting to learn that now.
Speaker 3: I'm like, pH uh uh yeah anymore, I'm not just
Speaker 3: gonna be there and.
Speaker 1: Take the shit. I think I've kind of like was
Speaker 1: always that person. That's why maybe I went into the
Speaker 1: adult side of the entertainment and I was just like,
Speaker 1: look at me here I am. I know what I'm
Speaker 1: good at, and I know what sells, and I know
Speaker 1: you know what it is. So for me was very
Speaker 1: I never knew back then like what my not necessarily
Speaker 1: would say my talent, but kind of in a sense,
Speaker 1: what my talent really was. But I knew I was
Speaker 1: supposed to be entertainment. I knew people were gonna have
Speaker 1: my name in their mouth.
Speaker 2: I just didn't know how or why.
Speaker 1: And a Lexis Texas was born.
Speaker 3: So yeah, so and again, sexuality is a big thing
Speaker 3: for me, especially right now. I just did a song
Speaker 3: called Freaky and it's like celebrating boldness. It's celebrating like
Speaker 3: women who find other women attractive kind of thing. And
Speaker 3: it's like it's there's so many girls that are just like,
Speaker 3: oh my gosh, I just think she's so pretty, but
Speaker 3: I would never and I'm like, just be free. But
Speaker 3: I also do know that that society puts restrictions on people.
Speaker 1: Agreed.
Speaker 2: I think that, I mean everybody.
Speaker 1: For me, I've always in a sense, I've known that,
Speaker 1: especially again going you go back to going from Texas
Speaker 1: in college and everything like that. Like I remember, you know,
Speaker 1: when being drunk with your girlfriends and like you're kissing girls.
Speaker 1: But then like the next day they're like, that didn't happen,
Speaker 1: but there's pictures, but they're like, that didn't happen. I'm like, Okay,
Speaker 1: it didn't happen to you, but I knew it happened.
Speaker 1: Not that I needed to go any further than that
Speaker 1: because it was a drunk moment, yeah, But as far
Speaker 1: as the shutting down of like something happened, not talking
Speaker 1: about it and putting it away, and that's just what
Speaker 1: it is. And now I feel like, what's really cool
Speaker 1: about the generational like what we're in right now, is,
Speaker 1: so it's so liberating and it's not like you're not
Speaker 1: just put in well, you shouldn't be able to put
Speaker 1: or in one little like.
Speaker 3: It should like the label stuff like there shouldn't be
Speaker 3: a label either. It's kind of crazy to me because
Speaker 3: I have a lot of fans that are you know,
Speaker 3: my gay fans are the best.
Speaker 1: And I love gay gay guys.
Speaker 3: I feel like they just give me such good energy
Speaker 3: and they're just who they are, you know.
Speaker 1: Yeah.
Speaker 3: And I had a really good friend from Texas and
Speaker 3: he finally came out to me. I never forced it
Speaker 3: out of him because I didn't want to be like, hey, are.
Speaker 1: You you know what you always kind of new kind
Speaker 1: of thing. No people would tell me, are you sure
Speaker 1: you don't you don't think? I'm like, I don't know.
Speaker 3: I see him with these hot girls. He's always telling
Speaker 3: me like we're going out of dates. So I thought
Speaker 3: whatever he said was what he said. And then one
Speaker 3: night he was just like, yeah, so I hooked up
Speaker 3: with this guy and I was like.
Speaker 1: What, oh, casually like are you telling lil in there?
Speaker 1: I'm throw you this son? So you know, how is
Speaker 1: you know your food? Me?
Speaker 2: Like, you know, I really hate it with the guy
Speaker 2: last night.
Speaker 1: I like, but wait, yeah, He's like and you know
Speaker 1: who he.
Speaker 3: Is, and I'm like, oh, so, yeah, he gave me
Speaker 3: the tea.
Speaker 1: So do you find that a lot that where people
Speaker 1: kind of feel gravitate to you because they feel comfortable
Speaker 1: with you and just over over indulging because you have
Speaker 1: that kind of like wholesomeness about you for sure? Yeah,
Speaker 1: So what let's talk about how you know, you begin
Speaker 1: it in the industry when you're sixteen and you know
Speaker 1: now you know, you're thirty one, and what is what
Speaker 1: can we see that's different from what the you in
Speaker 1: the beginning of coming out and being you know, I
Speaker 1: don't hate to say that we're just being with the
Speaker 1: label and not being independent, but how as an artist
Speaker 1: have you evolved from being sixteen into now what you're
Speaker 1: producing and putting out there for your fans.
Speaker 3: Well, it's crazy because I love those songs. They take
Speaker 3: me back to a time and a place. We were
Speaker 3: talking about this earlier. How you just you're back in
Speaker 3: that moment and you're just like, Wow, this is what
Speaker 3: I was doing, this is who I was with, this
Speaker 3: is what was you know, seeing in the world. And
Speaker 3: they're such great songs, and what's crazy is like it's
Speaker 3: hard to top those songs like walk Aways still being
Speaker 3: played by people doing too much is still people's favorite song,
Speaker 3: and just the album in general. So right now I'm
Speaker 3: working on an album and I feel like I just
Speaker 3: want to add more of my mature self into it,
Speaker 3: but also give them a little nostalgic.
Speaker 1: So I don't know nostalgic, Which are those songs that's
Speaker 1: your favorite song? And where were you at these times
Speaker 1: in these just nostalgic moments, tell private talk what you
Speaker 1: were doing and how popular and how like that feeling
Speaker 1: was because you know, you're sixteen and you're doing something
Speaker 1: that most people in their lifetime never accomplished, Like you
Speaker 1: had big accomplishment. It was really young going on. So
Speaker 1: how does those, you know, big accolades feel for you
Speaker 1: as an artist?
Speaker 3: Very surreal, especially when you're that age, and you don't
Speaker 3: realize till after. I'm like, I look at it now,
Speaker 3: I'm like, wow, I have a gold plaque. That's amazing,
Speaker 3: Like that is amazing, not true.
Speaker 1: I want to be at that every day and we're like, yes, girl,
Speaker 1: that's gold.
Speaker 3: People come in to get maintenance and I swear they're
Speaker 3: staring at it. I'm like, oh my gosh.
Speaker 1: But I don't know.
Speaker 3: I just feel like, in general, I've really grown as
Speaker 3: an artist, even vocally, because then I was so green,
Speaker 3: I guess you could say, and I never had really lessons.
Speaker 3: I just took opera for two years, so that kind
Speaker 3: of helped me with breathing techniques. Now I just really
Speaker 3: I watch a lot of people online and I see
Speaker 3: how they sing, and I see the placement of their
Speaker 3: tongue and all these different things that I never thought
Speaker 3: about before I would just sing.
Speaker 1: So do you look at those people and like, then
Speaker 1: you not emulate, but you that helps you as an
Speaker 1: artist yourself and you show them doing them? Yeah? Yeah?
Speaker 1: So how often how much to your craft do you
Speaker 1: have to really like put in to prepare for yourself? So,
Speaker 1: if you're gonna go into a studio or if you're
Speaker 1: gonna have an album coming out, like, what do you
Speaker 1: do to prepare yourself to get you like album ready?
Speaker 3: I think for me, I don't listen to anything outside
Speaker 3: of what I'm working on because I feel like if
Speaker 3: I listen to something else, it's gonna it's going to.
Speaker 1: Influence what I record.
Speaker 3: Because I'm a big Mariah Carey fan and Christina Aguilera,
Speaker 3: and I know you hear those kind of things here
Speaker 3: and there because it's just what I listened to when
Speaker 3: I was younger. I would go on the swing set
Speaker 3: and I would just try to sing like all the
Speaker 3: Mariah Carey riffs and like the little whistle tones.
Speaker 1: So but yeah, I feel like you still feel in
Speaker 1: yourself doing stuff like that.
Speaker 3: Yeah, yeah, for sure. It's like my kid's stuff comes
Speaker 3: out every over once, like.
Speaker 1: Challenging yourself, but you're already like that you can be challenged. Yeah.
Speaker 3: Yeah. I mean, if I ever meet Mariah Carey, that
Speaker 3: would be amazing because she's such an instrumental person and
Speaker 3: my whole like singing career wanting to be a singer,
Speaker 3: and Christine A.
Speaker 1: So so those are your top people that you would
Speaker 1: like want to just bump into or work with.
Speaker 3: Oh. I would listen to everything they told me in
Speaker 3: the studio. I'm like, okay, you're like, yes, ma'am.
Speaker 1: Shoulders back.
Speaker 3: I don't know, I don't know what they would tell me.
Speaker 3: Postures is important.
Speaker 1: I do a lot of like fire drills when I'm
Speaker 1: I'll do it right now.
Speaker 3: Hold on.
Speaker 1: I got to move away from the mic. I'm sure
Speaker 1: your neighbors love you.
Speaker 3: Yeah, every time I walk in the building, you know,
Speaker 3: So how often do you do that to like when
Speaker 3: I record?
Speaker 2: So that's what your warm up is.
Speaker 1: Yeah, my warm.
Speaker 3: Ups and then I drink a lot of tea, and
Speaker 3: tea is very good for you. It keeps you young.
Speaker 3: I feel like because people don't know I'm thirty one
Speaker 3: and I'm thirty one, you know.
Speaker 1: I like it. It's like fine wine, you get better
Speaker 1: with time. That's what i'd sement myself. I feel like
Speaker 1: I still get carted. I'm good even you know, same
Speaker 1: or like, you know, if I go and get bleunts
Speaker 1: or something, I'm like, I'm really I'm like, thank you,
Speaker 1: but that's a little insulting, but whatever.
Speaker 3: I was at a bar at the Hotel in Miami
Speaker 3: and there the lady was like, can I see your ID?
Speaker 1: And I was like yeah, sure, so sure.
Speaker 3: She goes, oh my gosh, you just look you just
Speaker 3: have this low, youthful look.
Speaker 1: I'm like, oh, so now I don't cause you know
Speaker 1: I am. Now you've got that. I was like, thank
Speaker 1: you for sure. I like it. So what do you
Speaker 1: think you would be doing. If you weren't singing.
Speaker 3: I think I would be really big into. Like the
Speaker 3: makeup world has been on my mind a lot lately,
Speaker 3: and I feel like I've grown into my features and
Speaker 3: my eyes and you know, learning how to contour and
Speaker 3: all that I still have to learn. Trust me, I'm
Speaker 3: not the best, but when I apply myself, I can
Speaker 3: be a battie.
Speaker 1: You know. So are you one of those girls that
Speaker 1: are on those YouTube tutorials LA on the night and
Speaker 1: you're like it again this product? Yesing, we're gonna sit
Speaker 1: here and we're gonna do all these other things.
Speaker 3: Yes, on the way over here. I just ordered some
Speaker 3: new powder because I'm not big into powder, but I
Speaker 3: know that everyone uses it.
Speaker 2: That's all private talk about powder, you.
Speaker 1: Got, girl. I just I just ordered the Sasha powder.
Speaker 3: I think it's s A C H A. I just
Speaker 3: ordered it because for me, it has no flash and
Speaker 3: it's not as it's it's pigmented and it's soft, but
Speaker 3: it's not.
Speaker 1: It doesn't give you that like gray white thing. That's
Speaker 1: why I don't use a kind of super like. Yeah,
Speaker 1: I've tried for myself like that. It's like pink undertones. Yes,
Speaker 1: it doesn't do it as much as like a bright
Speaker 1: like looks like your Dracula kind of like grows. I'm like,
Speaker 1: oh girl, that's.
Speaker 3: Why I'm like sometimes I just want to sit in
Speaker 3: a chair and like y'all just do what y'll do
Speaker 3: because y'all.
Speaker 1: Know how to do it. So what in makeup would
Speaker 1: you want to do? Would you actually want to be
Speaker 1: a makeup artist or have your own makeup line? Would
Speaker 1: you want to do your own company line? Make line? Yeah,
Speaker 1: I want to start.
Speaker 3: I feel like I would start with like lipsticks, flip liners,
Speaker 3: and then lashes and then from.
Speaker 1: There one we're stopping you. We're here at private talk.
Speaker 1: We're gonna speak it into exist. I'm a big believer
Speaker 1: in speaking and believing in what you want to do.
Speaker 1: So private talks of you know, we're here. We want
Speaker 1: to support you. Let us know what your social medias
Speaker 1: are so we can support you, go and follow you
Speaker 1: and do all those things that you're doing well. My
Speaker 1: social media is Paula DeAnda p A U l A
Speaker 1: d e A n DA. That's my IG.
Speaker 3: It's also my Twitter, and I think my TikTok is
Speaker 3: let me see you know, I'm growing on TikTok.
Speaker 1: So you're I feel like my last couple of guests
Speaker 1: have all been new TikTok people and me myself included.
Speaker 1: I'm not like in that big in the TikTok world,
Speaker 1: just because I don't understand it yet. I feel like
Speaker 1: it's not my like generation where it's like I get
Speaker 1: what a lot of things going on, and not that
Speaker 1: I'm not obviously conscious of what's going on in the world,
Speaker 1: but I don't really know how it is. It.
Speaker 3: It's crazy because the simple things go. So I was
Speaker 3: having a good time listening to Ashantis songs and Who's
Speaker 3: you going against and versus oh Keisha Cole Kisha, and
Speaker 3: I was just having a good time on the beach
Speaker 3: in Miami. Am i bikini and this one got two
Speaker 3: hundred forty four point four k.
Speaker 1: So what are you just grooving to the music? You're
Speaker 1: just kind of.
Speaker 3: Like I'm vibing out and I sing a little part,
Speaker 3: a tiny little part, mind you. I sing all the
Speaker 3: time on my social media, so people nicing round of
Speaker 3: a plus, and so when I do these little clips,
Speaker 3: I'm like, you can you can hear me? But there's
Speaker 3: like wind in the air and like and they love it.
Speaker 1: I'm like, so, what do you think that made this special?
Speaker 1: This video as bikini I guess the bikini m the
Speaker 1: bikini sex sous girl. I mean you got if you
Speaker 1: got it on it. I mean, I mean it wasn't
Speaker 1: industry for in the adult entertainment where they like that.
Speaker 1: You know, there's nothing wrong with that, it's just it's
Speaker 1: funny though, the cliches of like something like that. Like
Speaker 1: you said, it's just like if I was wearing normal
Speaker 1: clothes singing the same thing.
Speaker 2: What I get as many views, what I get as
Speaker 2: many whatever. But I don't know.
Speaker 1: For me, I feel like because of your voice and
Speaker 1: who you are, I feel like that you would stand
Speaker 1: out on your own and it wouldn't be like the video.
Speaker 1: Maybe they just liked because the verses was going on
Speaker 1: and it was more gravitating to the people.
Speaker 3: And I think, I think people don't get to see
Speaker 3: my personality enough.
Speaker 1: So I think that's see And that's what I think
Speaker 1: about the whole social media with the tiktoking thing, is
Speaker 1: that it really sets people aside to see their personality
Speaker 1: or if you even have one.
Speaker 2: And that's why I feel like.
Speaker 3: And what you're doing on your lone time because people
Speaker 3: are doing crazy stuff.
Speaker 1: I'm like, what see, I'm boring, Like I feel like
Speaker 1: I'm like no, I mean, I don't believe do stuff.
Speaker 1: But it's like I'm more one of those people. And
Speaker 1: I think this is why it hasn't clicked with me.
Speaker 1: Is that for me to take the time to put
Speaker 1: my phone and be like, yeah, let's do a TikTok,
Speaker 1: it takes me out of the realness of what's going
Speaker 1: on in our in our person like the personal time
Speaker 1: that I feel like it's not authentic and I'm really
Speaker 1: big on being authentic and in the moment.
Speaker 3: Okay, so next time you're in the moment, put your
Speaker 3: phone up, pretend like it's not there, and do something
Speaker 3: from TikTok, like a dance or something.
Speaker 1: A dance that will never happen, a dance you don't never.
Speaker 1: I can work, but I'm not it can work. You
Speaker 1: can dance, but it's not even like I could never do.
Speaker 1: Like I was on a TikTok thing that where Aloha?
Speaker 1: Where is Alexis Texas? Was this whole back you know,
Speaker 1: when TikTok first started being crazy.
Speaker 2: I was in the video for def Jam. I couldn't
Speaker 2: even do the dance.
Speaker 1: Then I was like, I will just dance over here
Speaker 1: by myself. But I'm not even get that going. Sorry,
Speaker 1: I just danced different. I'm not like a uniform like
Speaker 1: you know. I did tap, jazz and ballet in my
Speaker 1: whole life, you know, growing up. But yeah, that dancing
Speaker 1: stuff for me. There, ballet, that's amazing. That is a
Speaker 1: lot of discipline. It is, it is. That's why you know,
Speaker 1: point my toes all the time. I did to split,
Speaker 1: so I can do a lot of things wrong.
Speaker 3: Well, you got to teach me how to do splits
Speaker 3: because I don't know.
Speaker 1: Oh, I will teach you. I'll teach you a lot
Speaker 1: of things. On the private talk we're getting, we're getting
Speaker 1: to know each other. I'm enjoying our conversation. We're feeling
Speaker 1: a little bit more comfortable with each other and all
Speaker 1: those great things. For sure. What would you say that
Speaker 1: is one subscription that you have right now currently that
Speaker 1: you could not live without. I'm addicted to IG. I
Speaker 1: will say that, but you don't. It's not lessarily a
Speaker 1: subscription that you pay for. Oh no, no, no, So
Speaker 1: something that you have that you have if it's either
Speaker 1: a Netflix It could be iTunes, It could be anything
Speaker 1: that you have, I mean any like you know what
Speaker 1: apps do you have over there? That's just like a subscription.
Speaker 3: Based nothing really that I can think of that I
Speaker 3: could live.
Speaker 1: Without, I think for me. So my example would be
Speaker 1: I have the com app. Right, so I have like
Speaker 1: the whole paid feed, sure of it. Because I'm super
Speaker 1: big and I traveled so much, you know, the last
Speaker 1: ten twelve years that being in all these different places,
Speaker 1: it was hard to like sleep. So I listened to
Speaker 1: sleep sounds. And so when you purchase the thing, it
Speaker 1: tells you bedtime stories. Girl, no stories, I will talk
Speaker 1: myself to sleep. Well, maybe I should just have you.
Speaker 1: I'll call you and be like, hey, can you tell
Speaker 1: me a bedtime story and put me in it? Please
Speaker 1: call it.
Speaker 3: I have been thinking about doing that. Actually, maybe you
Speaker 3: could be on the app.
Speaker 1: They have like different celebrities doing like they read stories,
Speaker 1: and I did because your voice is very soothing. I
Speaker 1: do that with my dog. It's funny. Then I tell
Speaker 1: your dog bedtime stories.
Speaker 3: We do meditation together, and I swear he feels it.
Speaker 3: We're like on the couch and like, right now you're
Speaker 3: gonna feel a calmness through your body.
Speaker 1: It's going up all the way.
Speaker 3: Towards your whatever, you know, your other arm into your legs.
Speaker 1: You're a meditating instructor for dogs. Yeah, I'm gonna send
Speaker 1: my dog is. You know, we're we're like Texas sisters.
Speaker 1: You know, we have this bond. I need to have
Speaker 1: like the first try, the first time free and I'll
Speaker 1: see if your skills are really good. If my dogs
Speaker 1: are feeling your meditation, I think they will, then we'll
Speaker 1: talk about opening a business meditating dogs. Right. Honestly, I
Speaker 1: stay on YouTube.
Speaker 3: I know it sounds crazy and so old, but I
Speaker 3: love to watch music videos on YouTube. I watch I
Speaker 3: do the calm stuff, the rainforest, that.
Speaker 1: Kind of thing. I just leave it on. I I'm
Speaker 1: really big into I fall asleep to rain like all
Speaker 1: the time. People think that I'm like crazy, Like I
Speaker 1: have guys and they're like, is it raining.
Speaker 2: I'm like, no, it's an app just calm down.
Speaker 1: Like my grandparents had a rainstick, like you. I remember that.
Speaker 1: It's like, yeah, it's so cool. I like that.
Speaker 2: Yeah, I'm like I'm like being soothed.
Speaker 1: Well you say it. I'm like thinking about the rain stick.
Speaker 3: Yes, you just need a couple and you just turn
Speaker 3: them over.
Speaker 1: Somebody's gonna have to turn them for you. I guess
Speaker 1: why turn it over? What does the word boss mean
Speaker 1: to you?
Speaker 3: I'm a boss as bitchy am boss, you really want
Speaker 3: me to work?
Speaker 1: I can feel we'll get there.
Speaker 3: Boss. I feel like a boss is someone who's unapologetic,
Speaker 3: knows their vision and it really doesn't take no for
Speaker 3: an answer. Boss, ass bitch, sass bitch like that Paula version.
Speaker 3: That's gonna be me this year.
Speaker 1: This is your year because I feel like I have
Speaker 1: the tendency to kind of be persuaded to other people
Speaker 1: be like, okay, yeah, I'll do this for you.
Speaker 3: You know what, a little bit okay, but I'm aware
Speaker 3: of it now.
Speaker 1: Okay, so what are you doing to like change that
Speaker 1: pattern now? And to be like, hey, I'm a boss
Speaker 1: ass bitch is twenty twenty one COVID was a fucked
Speaker 1: up year, but it got me right on track because
Speaker 1: this is where it is because for me, I don't
Speaker 1: think that twenty twenty was a bad year. I think
Speaker 1: that it was an adjustment year. I think it was
Speaker 1: just kind of like almost in a sense, like and
Speaker 1: I hate like the older we get. I feel like
Speaker 1: it's like things can become so cliche of like, oh,
Speaker 1: stop and smell the roses, stop and do whatever and it.
Speaker 1: But what's those things? It was like, you get so
Speaker 1: you know, busy and caught up in like your everyday schedule,
Speaker 1: and you think that there's nothing in the world that
Speaker 1: could stop it because you're so busy in those things.
Speaker 2: And then COVID happened.
Speaker 1: And then there was no choice.
Speaker 3: But I feel like me and you, you're probably more
Speaker 3: of a planner than me. I don't know, are you okay,
Speaker 3: I'm not so I.
Speaker 1: Yes and no. Like I like to have plans, but
Speaker 1: I'm very like I hate to make them because I'm like,
Speaker 1: I don't know if something's gonna come up, and that's.
Speaker 3: What stops us, because that's my thing. I will plan
Speaker 3: something out and something will go wrong, totally wrong. I'm like,
Speaker 3: you know what, fuck it. I'm just gonna go with
Speaker 3: the flow. I'm gonna be on my vibration. Wherever the
Speaker 3: vibration takes me, That's where I'm going to be. And
Speaker 3: I feel like now I do want to plan things,
Speaker 3: but again, like the whole pandemic thing, people are planning
Speaker 3: so many things, weddings, birthday big celebrations, trips with your friends.
Speaker 3: None of those things could happen, so you were down
Speaker 3: to your own self, your root of it. And I
Speaker 3: feel like being independent and not being on tour and
Speaker 3: doing all these other things that artists have to do
Speaker 3: when they're signed, you know, those things stop for them,
Speaker 3: like tours stop for artists that were popping.
Speaker 1: And that, and that's crazy me is like how people
Speaker 1: really in a sense made money. That's why everyone was
Speaker 1: always on the road because you know you that's just the.
Speaker 3: Way we can imagine having that stimulation stuff, stimulation, stimulation,
Speaker 3: and it helps your numbers wherever, whatever it may be,
Speaker 3: and then it just be taken.
Speaker 1: Oh trust draw. I mean it happened to me in
Speaker 1: my world, like I literally was traveling. I was in
Speaker 1: a different city every single weekend. And it's because you
Speaker 1: know this, this last year was supposed to be my
Speaker 1: last year of you know, my final tour, and it
Speaker 1: happened and then and it was like at the end, oh, well,
Speaker 1: let's do this now. It's like I couldn't even fathom
Speaker 1: putting myself in that situation anymore, not because I don't
Speaker 1: like it, and I didn't like that rush, but because
Speaker 1: the circumstances of the world have changed, so it's very
Speaker 1: different for me because I'm such a personal person with
Speaker 1: my fans that I wouldn't want to offend anybody in
Speaker 1: a way that I didn't know how to appropriately act
Speaker 1: myself yet and give them what they like because I'm,
Speaker 1: you know, you being you know, Southerners yourself. It's like
Speaker 1: I'm like hugging people I don't know, like I'm a hugger.
Speaker 1: I'm like, oh, we know, and not that it's over
Speaker 1: like overly, but if it's genuine and I feel it,
Speaker 1: then I'm I'll vibe with you. For me, like, fans
Speaker 1: are the most important. It's why we are who we
Speaker 1: are and you know, keep us going and all the
Speaker 1: things that vehicles that we have driven was because they're
Speaker 1: the ones that pay for things. They're the ones that
Speaker 1: pay you know, buy your music. They're doing all these things,
Speaker 1: the merchandise and all this stuff. So it's like, why
Speaker 1: shouldn't I talk to them?
Speaker 3: Yeah, it was bittersweet for me, but I know again,
Speaker 3: I put myself in positions where I'm like, wow, the
Speaker 3: people that Jos came out with an album that have
Speaker 3: to promote this that cannot go on tour.
Speaker 1: That's worse. Like that's but then I always feel too,
Speaker 1: It's like you know, as a hustler, it's like it's
Speaker 1: just you. Yes, that's just very true what everything you're saying.
Speaker 1: But it's like, now, how I still have this out?
Speaker 1: But how do I still promote it and not be
Speaker 1: on tour. I'm gonna be on live, I'm gonna be
Speaker 1: on everywhere. I'm gonna be on everything that you can
Speaker 1: listen to me that I'm gonna be like, hey, you're
Speaker 1: gonna get anorous fuck with me.
Speaker 3: But I like people like, here's my cell phone number,
Speaker 3: I'm like, huh what.
Speaker 1: There's apps for that? Girl?
Speaker 3: You'll be like, you know, I'll charge I guess I'm
Speaker 3: gonna do the app because I've never tried that yet.
Speaker 1: See there's That's the thing. And that's what's the cool
Speaker 1: thing about what this whole slowdown of certain things.
Speaker 2: Other things did come up to.
Speaker 1: Creativity of knowing like different lanthes and knowing what you
Speaker 1: know your fan base in your market wants and people
Speaker 1: do want, you know, personal interaction with you, and as
Speaker 1: an artist, you want to give them that. But you
Speaker 1: also want to have your space, you know what I mean,
Speaker 1: because it is you know, you are still a person
Speaker 1: and a human that has a life, a regular You
Speaker 1: have a dog, you have your family, you have all
Speaker 1: these things that are normal that shouldn't be invaded. But
Speaker 1: there's also hey, for this price and this time, I'm
Speaker 1: gonna do these things over here. If it's a cameo,
Speaker 1: if it's a you know, text messaging whatever, like are
Speaker 1: you on cameo? I am on cameo? Me too, shout
Speaker 1: out to cameo, Yes, cameo. I do love my cameos.
Speaker 1: It's one of those things. It's bittersweet, you know what
Speaker 1: I mean. Like in the beginning I started, when it
Speaker 1: first started, everything happening, and it's very it's it's huge now.
Speaker 3: I feel like a lot more people are on it,
Speaker 3: but I'm like, we want it first. I know.
Speaker 1: It's like I'm like that myself. I'm like, Okay, that's cool,
Speaker 1: but when did you start? No kind of thing. But
Speaker 1: but for sure, it's one of those things that it's
Speaker 1: really cool that that can be a thing for your
Speaker 1: fans to give, like a birthday message, a good luck
Speaker 1: at work. Most of the time, it's a.
Speaker 3: Shout out to whatever business they have, but more more
Speaker 3: times out of not I'm singing happy Birthday, Happy.
Speaker 2: I don't sing it, but i'll sing.
Speaker 1: I mean, I'm getting one from you singing happy birthday.
Speaker 1: It was way better than me. See, like I'll be like,
Speaker 1: m Paula help me. I don't know. Yeah, They're like,
Speaker 1: we're going to Vegas. I'm like, I'm the pandemic. Okay,
Speaker 1: I'll have fun. But my what I will find that
Speaker 1: it's fun is like now that there's a feature on
Speaker 1: it that they can give you a video back after
Speaker 1: you send it. So like I had one night, I've
Speaker 1: only had one, I would say, and it's and it's new.
Speaker 1: I think he was last month, literally that I think
Speaker 1: that it just came out.
Speaker 2: But they came back.
Speaker 1: And they showed that somebody recorded the guy's reaction of
Speaker 1: him watching it, and it was so priceless, and I go,
Speaker 1: this is exactly why I do it. And that's what
Speaker 1: so heartfelt. Oh nice, good to know, but it's so
Speaker 1: heart felt that you could see the genuiness that he
Speaker 1: was so shocked and it was on a big screen
Speaker 1: and all his friends were like, yeah, it was like
Speaker 1: a big hyph thing that I was like, yeah, I
Speaker 1: got you, Like you feel like you're a part of it,
Speaker 1: Like it's just like this whole thing that is cool.
Speaker 3: I did see the update, but I didn't read it,
Speaker 3: so I guess that's what it is.
Speaker 1: Yes, I'm a big fan of not reading things and
Speaker 1: be like sure, I'll figure it out later, but yeah,
Speaker 1: know it's that's a good part of that one.
Speaker 3: Again, I don't, like I said, I go with the flow.
Speaker 3: If it's something that's new, I have to do this
Speaker 3: this that I'm.
Speaker 1: Like, Nope, not gonna do it.
Speaker 2: Well, now you have a friend in me, you can
Speaker 2: ask me.
Speaker 1: I'm on a lot of like you know, networks like
Speaker 1: that that like some of them are you know, useful
Speaker 1: and some of them aren't, but some of them are, like,
Speaker 1: you know, it's worth it, like I said, especially because
Speaker 1: you seem like you're really like into your fans and
Speaker 1: what you have going on and just a personal interaction
Speaker 1: of being like if you have something new coming out,
Speaker 1: be like, hey, a question, you like this or this?
Speaker 1: You know what I mean, like and just and I
Speaker 1: feel like fan input. You know, it's not that we
Speaker 1: can't make our own decision, but because we're so indecisive.
Speaker 1: But sometimes we're like, oh okay, well now we're gonna
Speaker 1: go here, because I'll be like, it's showed me five things,
Speaker 1: and I'm like, well, like all five of them, Like,
Speaker 1: but you got to pick one. I'm like, I don't know,
Speaker 1: you've been help me. I know.
Speaker 3: I see that a lot to where people ask they're like,
Speaker 3: what should I wear today? I'm like, that would be
Speaker 3: cool to try. I mean, just different things because you
Speaker 3: never know what people's opinion is. I've actually wanted to
Speaker 3: have people to dress me to like style me, because
Speaker 3: I don't have a personal stylist. But if like a
Speaker 3: random person that has style would style me, I would
Speaker 3: love to put on all those.
Speaker 1: Clothes like like a fan random moment thing. Yes, that's
Speaker 1: kind of hot. Maybe you should do like a contest
Speaker 1: that they could like in something very skimmy though, but
Speaker 1: maybe you have put that on my only fan. Maybe
Speaker 1: you should put like, you know, limitations, certain things about
Speaker 1: your what Okay, I'll wear this, I want you know
Speaker 1: to do Okay, yes, yes, on a no list of
Speaker 1: what you can do and then like you.
Speaker 2: Know, have it mapped out, but it definitely can happen.
Speaker 1: Yeah, so you casually threw and you have an only
Speaker 1: fans I do nice. What is on your only fans
Speaker 1: that we can see? Is it something new? Did you
Speaker 1: jump on the bandwagon during the pandemic or is it
Speaker 1: like what?
Speaker 3: Okay, So I got into it in March, and I'll
Speaker 3: had like one photo that I did during quarantine, like.
Speaker 1: The photo that your TikTok video got all these likes
Speaker 1: because you were in a bikini. Girl tell us no.
Speaker 1: The photo I had on clothes.
Speaker 3: It was a really cute, like up like close and
Speaker 3: personal selfie and I was like, ooh, I'm.
Speaker 1: Gonna I'm gonna sell this. But I didn't even know
Speaker 1: how to do it. So I was just on it forever.
Speaker 2: And you don't know how to do it.
Speaker 1: I finally on it, okay, So I.
Speaker 3: Was like, oh, this is how it works. My first
Speaker 3: video I put up for a hundred bucks and someone
Speaker 3: bought it, and someone else bought it, and someone else
Speaker 3: bought it. I'm in a bikini then, and it was cool.
Speaker 3: I was like, okay, let me let me see what
Speaker 3: else I can do. So I finally put my new
Speaker 3: project on there. It's very cinematic, sexy again girl girl action,
Speaker 3: you know, nothing too crazy. It was freaky. It's called
Speaker 3: freaky freaky. So we put that out directly to them first.
Speaker 3: Also they could see it see.
Speaker 1: And that's what I think is cool, is like so
Speaker 1: everybody gets like, oh, only fans and they be like, oh,
Speaker 1: like it's so like sexual for me, I've had only
Speaker 1: fans before. Only fans was cool and one of those
Speaker 1: types of things whatever because it was I feel like
Speaker 1: it wasn't started because of adult business, but adult people
Speaker 1: made it popular. Then. What I what I feel like
Speaker 1: is having more people on is like everybody has their
Speaker 1: own lane. You're you know, you're a musician, you're a songwriter,
Speaker 1: you have like so much talent that people don't get
Speaker 1: to see the behind the scenes, and it's like, why
Speaker 1: not use a platform for what it's made for in
Speaker 1: your lane and what it's doing. I think it's a
Speaker 1: beautiful thing. I think that's its marketing wise. If you
Speaker 1: do it correctly and it stays you know, within what
Speaker 1: you have and you can maintain with your fans. I
Speaker 1: think it's amazing. Yeah, and you definitely should do more
Speaker 1: of it, Like I feel like that's where they get
Speaker 1: to see.
Speaker 2: What you want to show them, you.
Speaker 3: Know, I want to show them my my mature side,
Speaker 3: and I feel like if I put that on my
Speaker 3: ig on my Twitter, it could be no flag, No,
Speaker 3: somebody might say something or even get them deleted.
Speaker 1: I'm sure you've had deleted. I mean even now, like
Speaker 1: and I feel like I'm typecasted because I did for
Speaker 1: I haven't even done I pornantine in like four years,
Speaker 1: but I will always be known as like Texas who's
Speaker 1: done porn or the porn star or whatever like whatever.
Speaker 1: To each his own.
Speaker 2: I don't like knock.
Speaker 3: It's one of those things.
Speaker 1: But it's like because of that, my ass is so big,
Speaker 1: and they're like, oh you have this, I'm like, I
Speaker 1: have a bikini on. Just because my ass is big
Speaker 1: doesn't mean I'm doing anything inappropriate, So now put that
Speaker 1: on the like definitely exactly they flagged, but now they're
Speaker 1: also doing targeting them as well. And it's to the
Speaker 1: point where it's like because they just came out with
Speaker 1: the whole new guidelines whatever, and the guidelines is like
Speaker 1: I haven't read them so heavily and me neither. But
Speaker 1: I have a team of people that like, we can't
Speaker 1: post certain things because it's like if you're in a
Speaker 1: song and you're having your face to the camera, it
Speaker 1: can be deleted if it's not that. It could be
Speaker 1: a bikini picture, but it can't be a thong. And
Speaker 1: I'm like, who makes these rules?
Speaker 2: And why?
Speaker 1: Sorry?
Speaker 3: But if you in Miami, like I have been there
Speaker 3: all thongs, I'm learning to live in thongs.
Speaker 1: But see that's the thing. It's like, but what should
Speaker 1: discriminate a woman feeling comfortable and I'm not naked and
Speaker 1: I and I I respect the guidelines of like you
Speaker 1: don't want to do too much because I'm not trying
Speaker 1: to show my pussy and my asshole to the whole
Speaker 1: world for free. Let's just be honest. Yeah. So it's like,
Speaker 1: but the thing is tastefully like I can't even be
Speaker 1: use my creativity sexually, like to over sexualized to make
Speaker 1: it even anything, because now it's seemed like if I
Speaker 1: touch my boob like this, oh, you're insinuating sex. If
Speaker 1: I put my finger in my mouth, you're insinuating sex.
Speaker 1: So it's like it's so geared that they just want
Speaker 1: to shut everybody out that I'm like, how, like why
Speaker 1: it's money it who fucked you over? Because it's not
Speaker 1: a girl that fucks them, dude that cheated on them
Speaker 1: and they found out about it, and it's not our
Speaker 1: fault exactly.
Speaker 3: So for me, what I find really interesting about that
Speaker 3: is that if it makes the man uncomfortable or whoever uncomfortable,
Speaker 3: then don't look at it like just be you know,
Speaker 3: have a sense of confidence in yourself. Like I have
Speaker 3: some friends that are a little more I guess you
Speaker 3: could say reserved in me, And sometimes they say stuff like,
Speaker 3: oh I wouldn't I couldn't wear that, but you could
Speaker 3: get away with it kind of thing.
Speaker 1: I'm like, because I don't give a fuck why they
Speaker 1: say in a sense.
Speaker 3: Because like because they're scared to do it, because.
Speaker 1: They don't want to be judged.
Speaker 3: I don't want somebody to say, well, then she's not
Speaker 3: a boss. She can't have her own company if she
Speaker 3: wears this.
Speaker 1: Like so, what why do you feel like that you're
Speaker 1: labeled as to do too much girl because of the
Speaker 1: way that you're dressed, or you're over sexualized or why
Speaker 1: do you feel that way? No, I was making a
Speaker 1: joke because the song doing too much?
Speaker 3: Oh no, But I feel like for me, people knew
Speaker 3: me as a six sixteen year old young youthful girl
Speaker 3: or maybe they might have not even know I'm sixteen,
Speaker 3: but I was sixteen, so I got in that little
Speaker 3: box to where that she's so sweet, she's so innocent,
Speaker 3: she's this and that, Like nobody knew me obviously I
Speaker 3: was at that age, but I've I feel like I was.
Speaker 1: Yeah, I was actually a prude. I will say that
Speaker 1: I was a prude. I was always scared to like
Speaker 1: hook up.
Speaker 3: With guys or anybody because I was just like, I
Speaker 3: don't know, somebody might give me something I don't know.
Speaker 1: Like I grew up very like in.
Speaker 3: The church, that kind of thing, like I say in
Speaker 3: the church choir.
Speaker 1: I wanted to be a nun growing up like this
Speaker 1: is crazy.
Speaker 3: And then I went into the industry and I'm like,
Speaker 3: maybe I don't want to be a nun. And I still,
Speaker 3: you know, I have I have a higher power that
Speaker 3: I feel like I believe in, you know, to each
Speaker 3: his own.
Speaker 1: But I also feel like I want to I want.
Speaker 3: To express myself of the newdest that I am sometimes
Speaker 3: and I know it offends other people, but I really
Speaker 3: don't care. Now.
Speaker 1: Yeah, and nudest is like do you go full like
Speaker 1: you're just don't care then you can be new to
Speaker 1: like around anybody, or as far as like just a
Speaker 1: little bit further.
Speaker 3: I probably could if it were if it was not
Speaker 3: indecent exposure what is it called.
Speaker 1: If it was legalized in sense or whatever, and then
Speaker 1: you could do I went to a nude beach. It
Speaker 1: was so fun and.
Speaker 2: It's liberating, you know what I mean.
Speaker 1: And that's why I feel like I feel like, you know,
Speaker 1: you naked say the same thing all the time. For me,
Speaker 1: it's like I've traveled so many like to you know,
Speaker 1: to Europe and all these other different countries where it's
Speaker 1: not looked upon like sex. I feel like in the
Speaker 1: US is so overly like, oh, it's about you have
Speaker 1: to be married, you have to do that. There's all
Speaker 1: these rules in striction, like the restrictions whatever I mean.
Speaker 1: And maybe not so much now, but in the beginning,
Speaker 1: and it was like it was so I don't know
Speaker 1: biblical is the word, but it was just very like
Speaker 1: into that sense where it was like this is the
Speaker 1: way it's supposed to be. You're a ciner. If it
Speaker 1: didn't happen the So when I first found the industry,
Speaker 1: traveling overseas, I remember going to I believe it was
Speaker 1: New Zealand or Australia, one of the two that I remember.
Speaker 1: But we did a tour called Boobs on Bikes. So
Speaker 1: basically it was a tour that sounds fun, I'm a
Speaker 1: kid for free much for the ticket. Well, this is
Speaker 1: the thing it was in. It was a parade in
Speaker 1: the town, so families everyone. Then there was like a
Speaker 1: they roped everything off and people were supporting. So at first,
Speaker 1: riding through the city all these cities, there's kids and
Speaker 1: they're like, oh whatever. And at first I'm like, oh
Speaker 1: my god. And I'm because I'm like they're kids and
Speaker 1: you're you know, you're not naked, but you're topless. Yeah.
Speaker 1: But the and they're like like they're like Americans make
Speaker 1: that like overly done. They're like on their regular TV
Speaker 1: they can show boobs, they can say whatever. So like
Speaker 1: we make it seem bad that we're like, oh no, no, no, no,
Speaker 1: don't do it that. It's like then I started thinking
Speaker 1: about it differently and I'm like, oh, we're the ones
Speaker 1: like when you're like, when you shame someone to do something,
Speaker 1: is why you think that it's so bad?
Speaker 2: But why should it be shameful?
Speaker 1: It should be a conversation and it should be said
Speaker 1: the same way. Why I'm an advocate for free the
Speaker 1: nipple is if I have my top off, or if
Speaker 1: men can have their tops off and be like whatever,
Speaker 1: then why is it any different than if a woman
Speaker 1: doing it. Just because a man can be overly sexualized
Speaker 1: and they think like, oh that means oh I'm going
Speaker 1: to jerk off to you or something like inappropriately, that's
Speaker 1: on them and they should be tried for what's going
Speaker 1: on and be in jail for those things. But because
Speaker 1: I'm walking freely or laying out and topless and tanning,
Speaker 1: I'm mine in my own business, you know what I mean.
Speaker 1: I'm not going at a kid's store. I'm not doing
Speaker 1: anything in appropriate. I feel in the guidelines. And that's
Speaker 1: why I think that it's just I.
Speaker 3: Feel like I have always been told like I used
Speaker 3: to wear like tighter dresses and people be like, oh,
Speaker 3: she's probably a sla or this and that, the people
Speaker 3: that didn't know me, And I'm like, what, Like, I
Speaker 3: can't be sexy, I can't enjoy my body and celebrate
Speaker 3: my body and be bold, and like.
Speaker 1: Yes you can, you're in private. I'm a boss, as
Speaker 1: we preach it. We want it to happen, you know,
Speaker 1: like I don't. I don't get that part.
Speaker 3: That part of me is just like it's it makes
Speaker 3: me sad because I feel like there's so many women
Speaker 3: and even men that don't they're not confident, Like your
Speaker 3: confidence is everything and you have to be like you said,
Speaker 3: you're number one supporter.
Speaker 1: You gotta really root for yourself before you better give
Speaker 1: yourself and yes.
Speaker 3: Before anybody does, because if you're not believing in yourself,
Speaker 3: nobody is going.
Speaker 1: To believe in you.
Speaker 2: I believe in that one ten percent.
Speaker 1: I feel like if you cause it's confidence shows if
Speaker 1: you're not confident in your own skin, and how are
Speaker 1: you going to like have anybody believe in what you're singing,
Speaker 1: believe in what I'm you know, talking about on the podcast.
Speaker 1: And vulnerability is sexy, vulnerable.
Speaker 3: I'm gonna say this again, Vulnerability is sexy.
Speaker 1: You use your sexy voice, poss sexy.
Speaker 3: And it's crazy because I'll be on clubhouse and a
Speaker 3: human on clubhouse and I hear these conversations about men.
Speaker 3: We're changing into another subject, but it still goes with vulnerability,
Speaker 3: like men how they are told not to cry they're
Speaker 3: told not to have emotions, and it's like, what, like,
Speaker 3: we all have emotions. That doesn't make you any less
Speaker 3: of a man to me. To me, it makes you
Speaker 3: a man, It makes you a person, a human being, a.
Speaker 1: Great And I think all these hard conversations and places
Speaker 1: like the platforms like clubhouse and I have I've been
Speaker 1: on cobus for a while, but I haven't actually.
Speaker 2: Made my introduction a clubhouse.
Speaker 1: We should have done this on club We should do.
Speaker 1: But for sure, it's one of those things that I
Speaker 1: think these conversations and why I love my podcast is
Speaker 1: that communication is key. If you can talk about and
Speaker 1: have an adult conversation, we can educate everybody, and you know,
Speaker 1: everybody takes away with they want to from it their
Speaker 1: own way.
Speaker 2: Just because we're having commer.
Speaker 1: Saving conversation right now about it doesn't mean that we
Speaker 1: have to agree. We can agree to disagree and we
Speaker 1: can take our own parts of what it is.
Speaker 2: But it's about being.
Speaker 1: You know, having awareness and just being honest and knowing
Speaker 1: that what works for me may not work for you
Speaker 1: and vice versa, but it doesn't. I don't put my
Speaker 1: pants on any differently that you do, vice versa. So
Speaker 1: it's like, why should I draw you different? Well, you know,
Speaker 1: my booty mad Wig.
Speaker 3: We don't put our fans on the same we know,
Speaker 3: but in actual you know what I mean, I know,
Speaker 3: it's like I just don't see like if I'm gonna
Speaker 3: treat you how you treat me.
Speaker 1: And that's just how I was taught from the you know,
Speaker 1: when I was young, and that's just respect.
Speaker 3: I feel like for you, especially like you have probably
Speaker 3: come across more men than I have that are just
Speaker 3: like dogs, you know, and they they put you in
Speaker 3: a category before they even know you. And they and
Speaker 3: especially in the industry, like me being a singer and
Speaker 3: working with different guys, and they're always coming to me
Speaker 3: like hard eyes, hard eyes.
Speaker 1: I'm like, you know, I'm a.
Speaker 3: Singer, right, Like I have a voice, and I have,
Speaker 3: you know, done some things not to toot my own horn,
Speaker 3: but like I'm not just out here being thirsty, like.
Speaker 2: I've done some things.
Speaker 1: Do you want to work or do you want to work?
Speaker 1: But that's why I've met with this whole you know,
Speaker 1: new wave of people in generational time things. It's like
Speaker 1: people think that it's so easy, Like I was at
Speaker 1: something before the pandemic habin. It was like a fashion
Speaker 1: show and someone just came to me and was like, hey,
Speaker 1: put your number in it, and I'm like, I looked
Speaker 1: over to my friend and I was like, does this
Speaker 1: work to people? Because I found that bitch that I'm like,
Speaker 1: and it does you. But I was like, you can
Speaker 1: have your phone back because I ain't giving you my
Speaker 1: number about anything, but thank you very much, sir. And
Speaker 1: for me it's like, I'm very polite because for me,
Speaker 1: it's like and that's why, you know the difference of
Speaker 1: like when someone's hitting on you and they're like, oh,
Speaker 1: you know, baby girl, this or whatever, and I'm like, okay,
Speaker 1: thank you, but nothing. You're like, well fuck you, that bitch,
Speaker 1: And I'm like, okay, well I said it to me
Speaker 1: tastefully to you that I don't want you. But if
Speaker 1: that's you, that's all.
Speaker 3: I'll give the person the benefit of the doubt at first,
Speaker 3: unless I feel really really weird vibes, like people'll be like,
Speaker 3: let's go to dinner, let let's talk about whatever.
Speaker 1: What are you up to in your your new music?
Speaker 1: And I'll entertain it. But as soon as I.
Speaker 3: Figure out that it's not about work, I'm like so
Speaker 3: over it.
Speaker 2: Yeah, and it's hard to distinguish.
Speaker 1: I'm sure, Like I mean, I can only imagine the
Speaker 1: DMS that you get from all these things. So let's
Speaker 1: talk about being in the industry being so like, you know,
Speaker 1: it's kind of it's female driven, but it's male dominant.
Speaker 1: And you being so young when you first started, did
Speaker 1: you have any things that happened that you know were
Speaker 1: on you know, uneventful to the point where it's like
Speaker 1: kind of masked where your career went, or you kind
Speaker 1: of took a step back that you were just like, oh,
Speaker 1: wait a minute, I'm sixteen, hommy, I took you have
Speaker 1: somebody that kind of like guided you, that protected you.
Speaker 3: I I feel like I had a little bit of
Speaker 3: both because I was sheltered, you know, from a very
Speaker 3: young age. My mom did go on tour with me,
Speaker 3: so that was amazing, and that was it made me
Speaker 3: feel more safe, okay, because I was always around men
Speaker 3: and I always saw.
Speaker 1: I can only imagine that's I say, I had sixteen men.
Speaker 1: It's such an influential age where it's like they don't
Speaker 1: like you're not a woman or an adult, but you're
Speaker 1: in that teetering line, you know what I mean.
Speaker 2: So it's like and then men are just.
Speaker 3: Perverts well too, But I love the men that loved men.
Speaker 3: That's amazing because that didn't put me in a weird position.
Speaker 3: And there's so many men that love men and there's
Speaker 3: no knock to that. They'll just never come out. They'll
Speaker 3: never say it. They don't want to be looked in
Speaker 3: that light. But for me, I'm like, thank goodness because.
Speaker 1: I don't have to sleep with them. I would never hear.
Speaker 3: So, you know, that made me feel a little better
Speaker 3: about it. But I have been in situations to where
Speaker 3: they were like, you know, I don't want to put
Speaker 3: this music out with you on this i'm your boyfriend
Speaker 3: type thing, and I'm like, wow, this is the real
Speaker 3: shit that that people talk about that actually happens. And
Speaker 3: I was like, you know, even though I'm single right now,
Speaker 3: doesn't mean that you're my boyfriend because we're working on
Speaker 3: music and you feel like you like me, Like no.
Speaker 1: So have you had opportunities like pass you by because
Speaker 1: of those situations?
Speaker 2: Yes, that's unfortunate.
Speaker 3: It is unfortunate because the art suffers. You know, the
Speaker 3: guy could be an amaze or I could be an
Speaker 3: amazing writer. We have chemistry in the studio, but they
Speaker 3: want chemistry out of the studio and you're like, eh.
Speaker 1: I'm good. Yeah, yeah, No, that's the bad part. I
Speaker 1: feel like with women is like you almost get like
Speaker 1: your preyed on sometimes. That's right.
Speaker 2: I wondered being so young.
Speaker 1: How do you kind of like stay out of that
Speaker 1: because you hear so many especially with all the documentaries
Speaker 1: from like the Britney Spears thing that came out and
Speaker 1: all these things that you hear behind the scenes because
Speaker 1: everything looks glamorized on camera, but behind the scenes, you
Speaker 1: know that other things happen and it's Hollywood. Yeah, you
Speaker 1: know what I mean. And it's unfortunate because people make
Speaker 1: you grow up too fast. Yeah.
Speaker 3: I feel like again, it's like what you say we wear,
Speaker 3: Like I could be in baggiest of sweatpants and a
Speaker 3: sweatshirt and people would still try because they're that type
Speaker 3: of person. It's nothing that I did, and I have
Speaker 3: to know that. And I know that now, like I
Speaker 3: didn't do anything. That's on you because.
Speaker 1: That's how you were thinking. That was your intentions. Yeah,
Speaker 1: fuck you, I I like it. Well, it seems like
Speaker 1: you have a great head on your shoulders. I'm excited
Speaker 1: for your new projects coming out and being independent doing
Speaker 1: your own thing. You know, it's definitely a difference between
Speaker 1: you obviously starting breaking through at sixteen and now being
Speaker 1: the full you know, the woman that you are today
Speaker 1: and experienceting all the experiences that you've gone through. And
Speaker 1: you're a songwriter, so I'm very excited to see what
Speaker 1: you have coming out. Yeah, I'm so excited.
Speaker 3: Like these demos, guys, when you guys hear me on
Speaker 3: the song, ooh, I'm excited.
Speaker 1: All right, private talk, We're gonna take a little bit
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Speaker 1: with the miss lovely Paula DeAnda, and we are about
Speaker 1: to play Truth with Texas. And I hope she's ready
Speaker 1: because I've been waiting since she's walked through the door
Speaker 1: for it because I just feel like, you know, sometimes
Speaker 1: you just gotta like inner, you know, unleash. You're in
Speaker 1: a freak. Your song is freaky, freaky. It's all like
Speaker 1: the word play.
Speaker 2: Goes in like the whole little thing of it all.
Speaker 1: You know what I'm saying. I'm saying. Okay, all right,
Speaker 1: So how this is gonna go is we're gonna play
Speaker 1: Truth with Texas. We've got four cards here, they're all aces.
Speaker 1: Each suit is a different type of question. We've got spicy, naughty, sexy,
Speaker 1: and romantic. We've got it all. So we're gonna get
Speaker 1: to know you a little bit more intimately. So let's
Speaker 1: start with card number one. So I just pick whatever,
Speaker 1: you pick whatever card, and you're gonna tell Private Talk
Speaker 1: what you've got. Girl.
Speaker 3: Oh, this is diamonds.
Speaker 1: Ace of diamonds is a spicy question. Oh spicy, all spicy.
Speaker 1: But you know maybe you that one for a reason,
Speaker 1: because you're a spicy girl over there. It must be.
Speaker 1: So let's same sex toys? Yes or absolutely no. So
Speaker 1: as much as I would love to say that, don't
Speaker 1: fuck with us, tell me the truth, you're like, as
Speaker 1: much as I want to tell you what, I'm not
Speaker 1: telling you that answered, I want to.
Speaker 3: Hear that no, no, no, as much as I want
Speaker 3: to tell you that I do have them, I have
Speaker 3: never ever used sex toys.
Speaker 1: Never ever, never ever have I ever I girls, I
Speaker 1: would clutch, but I'm gonna clutch. I lock it on.
Speaker 1: What am I missing out on? Tell me because you're icing? Okay,
Speaker 1: first ball, let's through wine. So never ever, ever, never
Speaker 1: by yourself, never with a guy, never any time. Never.
Speaker 1: I tell them I've seen them, Well, I hope you've
Speaker 1: seen them. I know what they look like, but I
Speaker 1: have no idea. But have you just been so intimidated?
Speaker 1: Have you just not wanted to explore that? Have you
Speaker 1: just been getting enough dick that it doesn't matter that
Speaker 1: you just like fuck the toys? I'm just getting fucked
Speaker 1: enough but it doesn't matter.
Speaker 3: I think I just have enough of it, you know.
Speaker 3: But I'm not opposed to it. I just have never
Speaker 3: it's crazy.
Speaker 1: So I'm a fan of sex toys. I'm a fan
Speaker 1: of healthy sex lives, and that's a fan of it all.
Speaker 1: But I feel like there has to be like tears
Speaker 1: of certain things. Sometimes you know your man's gone, maybe
Speaker 1: you're home alone and he's like whatever, and.
Speaker 2: You just get the urge.
Speaker 1: Or sometimes you're just fucking horny, but you don't want
Speaker 1: him to fucking talk. You don't want him to do
Speaker 1: anything or her whatever the situation. Maybe, so you gotta
Speaker 1: like treat yourself right, Okay, it's like self care, you know,
Speaker 1: like Sunday self care Sundays and Today's Sunday. By the way,
Speaker 1: it's like a face mask before. So I'm actually, I
Speaker 1: have I have some sex toys upstairs of my own
Speaker 1: that I'm gonna actually not to like my own that
Speaker 1: I've used, but my own that I sell that I
Speaker 1: that I will give you one of those before you leave.
Speaker 1: So my gosh, I'm being gifted. Yes, you're being gifted.
Speaker 1: You gave me tequila, I'm gonna give you a sex toy.
Speaker 1: It's like a friendship made in heaven. What an amazing exchange.
Speaker 1: So I feel like it's why I like sex toys
Speaker 1: and like the whole realm of it is the fact
Speaker 1: that you get to know what you really liked a
Speaker 1: little bit more, what gets you off.
Speaker 2: Yes, so to certain things.
Speaker 1: For me, like with myself, I'm a clatoral stimulated person,
Speaker 1: like if I'm going to get anything mon yes, like
Speaker 1: all those platoral simulations out there, I know that you
Speaker 1: living out there. When you sing it, it sounds much so
Speaker 1: much more sexier. So you could be doing that while
Speaker 1: you're organzing by yourself and you be like, oh my gosh,
Speaker 1: I can't do it. Like now record it and then
Speaker 1: put it on somewhere and OnlyFans and there you go.
Speaker 1: And then you're gonna be like you just do voice
Speaker 1: recordings of that and they be like, hey, you want
Speaker 1: to hear this, this is what's gonna do. But yes,
Speaker 1: it interlocks your freak in a sense, you know what
Speaker 1: I mean. So it's like sometimes with the clastoral stimulation
Speaker 1: for myself, it's like I wouldn't have climax that way
Speaker 1: if I was with my partner, not that I couldn't
Speaker 1: like climax to a certain point where that feels good.
Speaker 2: But it's just a different type of.
Speaker 1: Climax, got it. So you just you know, unless sure
Speaker 1: you're in a freak.
Speaker 2: But don't worry. Miss Texas is going to give you
Speaker 2: all the right things.
Speaker 1: I'm in tree. So we're gonna have like a catch
Speaker 1: up session, you know what I mean, maybe not have
Speaker 1: to be on line. Maybe we'll go live on you know,
Speaker 1: we have a stereo app that we're using now. It's
Speaker 1: that we maybe would go on there and we'll talk
Speaker 1: about it, how your use was and if you sing
Speaker 1: any songs or any octaves that were too high that
Speaker 1: your neighbors didn't like, you're missing out, missing out. How
Speaker 1: many times a day do you like to have sex?
Speaker 1: Because you don't I mean, well, I can't say you
Speaker 1: don't masturbate. You just don't use toys when you masturbate.
Speaker 3: Yeah, I'm a solid two or three?
Speaker 1: Two or three? Are you angry if you don't come,
Speaker 1: like if you get blue lips in a situation, or
Speaker 1: if you're just your guineas. I like to give, but
Speaker 1: I also like to receive, So at least one one
Speaker 1: per session or you're upset.
Speaker 3: Yeah, yeah, I would be fucking furious.
Speaker 2: I'd be furious.
Speaker 1: Do you have because you're in the music industry, do
Speaker 1: you have like a sex playlist that gets you in
Speaker 1: the mood when you're like kind of romantic and if
Speaker 1: you do, what is it?
Speaker 3: I do one thing I haven't done yet, which I
Speaker 3: feel like I should put on Freaky one day and
Speaker 3: try it.
Speaker 1: You know, So you haven't fucked your own songs yet.
Speaker 3: It's not not yet, but people have and they've been
Speaker 3: telling me.
Speaker 1: They're like, so that's what just so you know it
Speaker 1: on TikTok that they send it to you.
Speaker 3: No on Instagram, but he was from OnlyFans. I guess
Speaker 3: he saw the video and he's like, just so you know,
Speaker 3: me and my girl we listened to Freaky last night, even.
Speaker 1: Know what I mean. I was like, Hey, that's good.
Speaker 1: I like it. Glad to inspire. They're giving you like
Speaker 1: breadcrumbs to being like, you should listen to Freaky and
Speaker 1: get freaky with it.
Speaker 3: I love any kind of R and B songs, That's
Speaker 3: that's my thing.
Speaker 1: I think.
Speaker 2: So what would be like your top three?
Speaker 1: Like we're gonna get down, like if these songs were
Speaker 1: playing in the background, and like you your man walked
Speaker 1: into the house, you'd be like, oh fuck, we're gonna freaky.
Speaker 1: The Weekend is one.
Speaker 3: He's kind of kinky, you know, he just yeah, he
Speaker 3: gives it to you.
Speaker 1: His voice is just kinky because every song could be
Speaker 1: like a sexual song where because whatever he's talking about,
Speaker 1: you're like, sure, whatever it is, let me just throw
Speaker 1: my panties on you. I don't care.
Speaker 3: And another one that I feel like I've done it
Speaker 3: too is Sabrina Claudio because her is so pretty.
Speaker 1: It's like, is there a certain story and pretty? I'm
Speaker 1: gonna have to listen because I don't know her.
Speaker 3: Oh, not a certain song, but just listen to him.
Speaker 1: I'm sure you'll find your favorite. All right, I'm gonna
Speaker 1: have to go in on my sex search list. Yeah,
Speaker 1: is there a favorite time you like to have sex?
Speaker 1: Favorite time? Are you like a morning girl? Late night?
Speaker 3: So? I like morning, but I don't get it too often,
Speaker 3: So it's basically it's mostly when the sun is done,
Speaker 3: you know, so freaky late night.
Speaker 1: So, I mean, I know you were like only five
Speaker 1: minutes late today, but did you participate in a steak
Speaker 1: and blowjob day?
Speaker 2: Is that why you were late?
Speaker 1: What is this? Is this National steak It's National Steak
Speaker 1: and blowdrop Day. Don't tell, don't tell anybody that. Please
Speaker 1: did were you giving a blowjob? Because if that's why
Speaker 1: you were late, then I will approve this message.
Speaker 3: Actually no, but I got in late last night and
Speaker 3: let's just.
Speaker 1: Say the fire trucks had to show up at my place.
Speaker 1: I like that. I like that, but it is it
Speaker 1: leaves a more mysterious. It is National Steak and Blowjob Day.
Speaker 1: So if you want to forget the steak because I
Speaker 1: did and just give a blowjob, I'm sure that's fine too, Okay,
Speaker 1: just to keep that out there, you know, keep things slicy.
Speaker 3: It's crazy because I grew up in Texas, right, and
Speaker 3: I used to eat a lot of red meat. I
Speaker 3: don't eat red meat as much.
Speaker 1: I don't either. I don't either. I haven't done it
Speaker 1: in like three years.
Speaker 3: Does one pieces, like a tiny piece of the steak count.
Speaker 1: I mean, you don't have to eat it. Your man
Speaker 1: has to. Oh, you serve him the blowjob and the steak.
Speaker 1: And you're like, because you know, we get all these
Speaker 1: crazy holidays like Women International, Well that's not crazy because
Speaker 1: you know, obviously I will support my women.
Speaker 3: I'm still I'm still celebrating Women's International.
Speaker 2: I mean I support it every day.
Speaker 1: I celebrated every day.
Speaker 2: I live it every day.
Speaker 1: That's just my truth because I'm a fucking badass bitch
Speaker 1: and that's just what happens. But no, today is the
Speaker 1: day for your man. If any ladies have a man
Speaker 1: and you didn't suck his dick and give him a
Speaker 1: stake today, I'm upset with you.
Speaker 3: Just go on that girl's TikTok. She's gonna say what
Speaker 3: does she say?
Speaker 1: Kings?
Speaker 3: If you're listening, Kings, this is for you. Everybody, keep scrolling.
Speaker 3: If you're not a king, Okay, Kings, she's talking to you.
Speaker 3: I hope you have an amazing day, and I hope
Speaker 3: you busts.
Speaker 1: And they're somewhere. I'm gonna hear it. I hear it.
Speaker 2: Maybe that's what you should be good at.
Speaker 1: I think that that would be something really good for
Speaker 1: you to like the as things where it's like it's
Speaker 1: like it's about sounds, how you read things, how you
Speaker 1: eat things, like the sounds of.
Speaker 3: Yeah, you have to really actual you have to have
Speaker 3: a really good mic for that, huh.
Speaker 2: I mean, I think you have it. It's a really
Speaker 2: good voice for it.
Speaker 1: The mic. The mic should follow. But I think that
Speaker 1: you'll be good with it. Eating steak. No, no, we're
Speaker 1: not eating steak. We're just getting blowjobs. Okay, oh that
Speaker 1: sound Oh my gosh, blowjobs for everybody. Not just kidding,
Speaker 1: just kidding. Don't don't get crazy out their private talk.
Speaker 1: Everyone would have a great day. I will say that
Speaker 1: there'd be a lot more smiles in the world. Yes,
Speaker 1: all right, let's go next card?
Speaker 3: Oh, next, god? Ooh is this romantic?
Speaker 1: Because this is a heart? You know, it's romantic, ace
Speaker 1: of hearts romantic? Would you consider yourself a romantic? I
Speaker 1: think so. I'm pretty romantic. What is the most romantic
Speaker 1: thing somebody has ever done for you? Somebody has ever
Speaker 1: done for me? Dun, dun. What is your favorite thing? O? Geesh?
Speaker 3: You know, my love language is affection and time quality time.
Speaker 3: So that is romantic to me because I feel like
Speaker 3: so many times than others, like people get so worked
Speaker 3: up in their own lives that they don't spend time
Speaker 3: with their significant other or their boyfriend or girlfriend, whatever.
Speaker 1: It may be.
Speaker 3: And I feel like when you have that one on
Speaker 3: one time you feel that spark again, that to me
Speaker 3: is romantic. I like receiving flowers, but I don't have
Speaker 3: to have flowers.
Speaker 1: Chocolate coverage. Strawberries are better, you know, like it of
Speaker 1: at all? Name something that turns you on, turns me out.
Speaker 1: You're just like, you know, it's just that. Yeah, mm hmm,
Speaker 1: that's it for me.
Speaker 3: That's it for me, turns me on. So there could
Speaker 3: be a lot of things. And when you're a scorpio,
Speaker 3: you are a confident sexual person.
Speaker 1: So I feel like whips and chains in your bedroom? Girl,
Speaker 1: what you got with that confidence? You got your dungeon
Speaker 1: over there. I don't have any toys, So I'm disappointing
Speaker 1: you guys with that. But but we're gonna fix that.
Speaker 1: It's okay. There's always growth, there's always there's something that
Speaker 1: there's anything wrong with it. We're just gonna make it
Speaker 1: that ten times better. Yeah.
Speaker 3: I think I think what turns me on is when
Speaker 3: my flower is stimulated with.
Speaker 1: Oral I think, so you're you're a clatoral simulation person. Yeah, yes,
Speaker 1: so you like kissing, You like sensual things like like yes,
Speaker 1: all up in that ship, spit slabber, all of it
Speaker 1: all of it. I like it. I love it lingerie,
Speaker 1: yes or no? Yes? Are you dressing up all the time?
Speaker 1: Not all the time, because you have those moments most
Speaker 1: of the time. I don't have panties today I do.
Speaker 1: Why what's the occasion? Why did you wear panties for me?
Speaker 1: Because I have just learn like they're nude. You guys
Speaker 1: can see me. I guess you can.
Speaker 3: I have on nude everything we're doing, like the monocy.
Speaker 1: You didn't want to get too happy and excited and
Speaker 1: wet for Miss Texas that I can to wear panties.
Speaker 2: Yeah, because now we're onto something.
Speaker 3: Yeah, yeah, but what were you saying, saye, naked?
Speaker 1: Do you would you prefer to we have lingerie or naked?
Speaker 1: You said you like to dress up and not all
Speaker 1: the time.
Speaker 3: I think I love lingerie for the fun of it,
Speaker 3: for someone looking at you and like you dressing up
Speaker 3: like it's like taking off a piece, okay, taking off
Speaker 3: a piece you have like this like inner stripper inside
Speaker 3: of you where it's like you're gonna sit the fuck
Speaker 3: down and you're gonna get a lap dance. Yeah, you're
Speaker 3: gonna get it fucking hard and we're gonna do the thing. Yes,
Speaker 3: So I was in Miami recently and I went to
Speaker 3: a couple of strip clubs, and I will say I'm
Speaker 3: always like so surprised by different moves they do because
Speaker 3: it's such an art by the way, and you have
Speaker 3: to have a really good core.
Speaker 2: Too bad you missed my strip club days.
Speaker 1: Girl.
Speaker 3: Damn, these girls will climb all the way up In
Speaker 3: this one, girl, I swear this is such a story
Speaker 3: for you guys. She climbed up, she put a dollar
Speaker 3: bill on her her flower, and she pushed it out somehow.
Speaker 1: And it goes down.
Speaker 3: Yeah, it looks like a like a flower, like you know,
Speaker 3: like a road, like a flowers pussy ray.
Speaker 1: Yeah, it was amazing. Nice. I've seen the ones where
Speaker 1: like they like climb all the way to the top
Speaker 1: and then they do like a superman thing and then
Speaker 1: they stop right before they fucking hit. Oh my god,
Speaker 1: it's like an adrenaline ruh. But she're like, oh my god,
Speaker 1: thank god, just throw money at you and make it
Speaker 1: feel better for real. Yeah. I never did any of
Speaker 1: those crazy tricks. I was more like it up in
Speaker 1: your face. I can shake my booty, like twenty thousand,
Speaker 1: it's not likely twenty thousand but you know, close enough
Speaker 1: to know he gets stimulated. I am sure.
Speaker 3: I feel like if I was ever to be like
Speaker 3: a stripper, I would do like the look back kind
Speaker 3: of thing.
Speaker 1: Look back at it. I like how you're like, hey, hey,
Speaker 1: the look back I think is so sexy. And just
Speaker 1: do you do the look back and you like talk
Speaker 1: or you just see the look back and you're just
Speaker 1: like I just eyes see I fucking is a thing.
Speaker 1: I fucking When you don't have to talk to somebody,
Speaker 1: you do.
Speaker 3: That's what gets me in trouble. People see my eyes
Speaker 3: and they think, oh, she's.
Speaker 1: Oh she's looking at me. No, I'm just this is
Speaker 1: just me like I do.
Speaker 3: Like you know, I know how to talk with my
Speaker 3: eyes for sure.
Speaker 1: I like it rough or sensual.
Speaker 3: Sensual let's see boobs or butts, m that's a tie.
Speaker 1: I know you're from Texas, girl, which curve are you
Speaker 1: gonna go with the top or the bottom? Where are
Speaker 1: we going? Where are we going? Well? I I don't
Speaker 1: know what you like to grab on. Girl. If you're
Speaker 1: in that moment and you be like at the strip club,
Speaker 1: you know you really feeling hot, well you gotta slack
Speaker 1: that ass. Get a motor boat. I haven't been motor boated,
Speaker 1: and you've been motorvoated in the strip club. They would
Speaker 1: have given you some money.
Speaker 3: Girl should They did not, but I was like, oh,
Speaker 3: they're they're in the zone, they're feeling it. And then
Speaker 3: I remember because I didn't know that you could touch them,
Speaker 3: because you know, different ones are different.
Speaker 1: But this girl was like, slap my ass, slap my ass.
Speaker 1: It was like, but I don't know. I feel like
Speaker 1: I'm more boot girl. I do like butts.
Speaker 3: I appreciate butts, real like nice, juicy butts.
Speaker 1: Have you ever watched in an Alexis Texas porno? I
Speaker 1: have not sad sad sad, But I know you're gonna
Speaker 1: send me your favorite links. I mean, I don't even
Speaker 1: really fuck on camera anymore, so there's not really that
Speaker 1: favorite links. But maybe I'll send you some personal content
Speaker 1: and maybe they'll just be like, oh that okay, that's
Speaker 1: why they like you got it.
Speaker 2: We'll see what's in there.
Speaker 1: But I mean there are so I so have only
Speaker 1: fans of myself, which is not you know, it's it's
Speaker 1: do you miss Texas taste. I do a lot of
Speaker 1: fun things on there that my fans like to see.
Speaker 1: They can only see exclusively fun things. I'm interested.
Speaker 2: You may just have to use that's the link that
Speaker 2: you made, girl.
Speaker 3: This is this is how she gets you, she said,
Speaker 3: Subscribe if you want to see what we're doing.
Speaker 1: Subscribe. You know you know what to do private talk,
Speaker 1: you know how to treat this Texas right, I know
Speaker 1: you're listening to be out there.
Speaker 3: Oh yes, all right, I'm gonna start following you. Oh
Speaker 3: next car, M this one I felt like the first.
Speaker 1: Moment aces spades, which is a knotty question which we're
Speaker 1: all nice, all right. Have you ever had sex in public?
Speaker 1: Mm hmm? In public could have been a balcony, could
Speaker 1: have been an airplane, could have been a park, could
Speaker 1: have been outside on your driveway, and your car could driveways.
Speaker 1: I likeways. You like driveways.
Speaker 3: I think it's like the thrill of like being outside someone.
Speaker 1: Now. For me, driveways remind me of like such like
Speaker 1: the juvenile of like when you like get finger banged
Speaker 1: in the car and you're like, my mom's not gonna
Speaker 1: know my curfews in five more minutes.
Speaker 3: Just keep going, keep going. But it's such a dangerous
Speaker 3: line because when you're in that zone, anybody could.
Speaker 1: Just walk out like so it's like the like the
Speaker 1: fear of getting caught, like that's the adrenaline part of like,
Speaker 1: you know, you just you know, you pull down the
Speaker 1: seat a little, and you haven't had any like balcony
Speaker 1: like sacks out, you know, like in hotel rooms like
Speaker 1: just no fuck it. But I definitely had sex out
Speaker 1: on the balcony. This this balcony, this balcony daylight, daylight.
Speaker 1: I did a porn scene out there. Actually I did
Speaker 1: aal I did anal scene out that she said, and
Speaker 1: it was daylight I did at the time. You know,
Speaker 1: I've been here for quite a long time, but I
Speaker 1: hadn't I didn't have neighbors that would come out. So
Speaker 1: it didn't really bother me because I was really like
Speaker 1: you know, and it's the highesting up here, so nobody
Speaker 1: can really see me unless.
Speaker 3: You imagine if your neighbors saw you, like like I
Speaker 3: would just been like I saw you and staking blowjob day.
Speaker 1: I wasn't even taking blow drop day. It was just
Speaker 1: a spontaneous Tuesday that Miss Texas was just getting it down.
Speaker 1: See and they say tuesday are bad days, That's not true.
Speaker 1: What you think Tuesdays are great and every day is
Speaker 1: great if you make it that way. I mean, perspective
Speaker 1: is everything.
Speaker 3: I haven't done on a balcony, but that would be fun.
Speaker 2: Or a boat, a boat. You've done a boat or
Speaker 2: you haven't done.
Speaker 1: I haven't done a boat or a balcony. I haven't
Speaker 1: done a boat. Well, I've done a boat for like
Speaker 1: porn scenes, which I don't feel like really counts, but
Speaker 1: spontaneously about I haven't, but I think that would be
Speaker 1: really hot too. It's like Titanic but different. You know,
Speaker 1: you don't want anything to sink or anything to go,
Speaker 1: you know, all anything bad, but you know you want
Speaker 1: to get off and maybe it's all sexy.
Speaker 3: And again I've been on a couple in Miami and
Speaker 3: I'm just like, oh, I can see I.
Speaker 1: Can see this. I like it. I ever had a threesome? Yes?
Speaker 1: Do you like girls?
Speaker 3: I do enjoy beautiful women for sure, But you've never
Speaker 3: enjoyed one sexually?
Speaker 1: Yes? Yes you have? Yeah? Like it all right? Last question,
Speaker 1: ace of clubs is a kinky question, but again we're
Speaker 1: all kinky, a little nice, bicy re, a little naughty.
Speaker 1: We just do it all Here at Truth with Texas
Speaker 1: because we're getting to know Miss Poladianda a little bit better. Hell,
Speaker 1: all right, what could I ask you? It's a kinky question.
Speaker 1: Mm hmmmm. Describe what your first sexual experience was like kinky?
Speaker 1: You think that's kinky unless it wasn't kinky, and then
Speaker 1: maybe I should maybe I would skip that one.
Speaker 3: I don't know, because you know, when you're when you're
Speaker 3: like first having a sexual whatever, it's not. I don't
Speaker 3: feel like it's everything that you would think it would be.
Speaker 2: There's so much it's.
Speaker 1: Like you're learning, you're not knowing whatever. What about describing
Speaker 1: your first sexual experience with a girl. I'm trying to
Speaker 1: think of the first one.
Speaker 2: Oh, there's many.
Speaker 1: I like it, all right, that's a plot to that.
Speaker 3: So usually I'm just there with my eye contact right
Speaker 3: and my cute little self, you know, just minding my
Speaker 3: own business.
Speaker 1: And then when I get approached and then from there,
Speaker 1: I don't know. So it's always been the one where
Speaker 1: like they gravitate to you and they're like you're a
Speaker 1: sexy bitch and I want to have sex with you,
Speaker 1: like it happened.
Speaker 3: And then we have to say that it's the eye
Speaker 3: contact thing there, So no.
Speaker 1: Words are exchanged, and it's just like yes, like meet
Speaker 1: me in the bathroom or meet me in my hotel room, bathroom,
Speaker 1: hotel wherever. Whatever you're getting freaky, like freaky keeps coming out.
Speaker 1: I feel like it just comes with you. I told
Speaker 1: you I intend it. My songs are true oral sex,
Speaker 1: sloppy or clean.
Speaker 3: Mm So when I like oral, I guess on me
Speaker 3: it's more sloppy, okay, And.
Speaker 1: Guy, I try to keep it clean. I don't know why.
Speaker 2: I'm just a stack and blow drub day no clean.
Speaker 1: We're going spits again, learning a lot from TikTok as
Speaker 1: a girl's like and make sure you spit on it.
Speaker 1: This on TikTok because girl does, and porn girls people
Speaker 1: get it, just like that's what you don't to tell you.
Speaker 1: This girl she's a workout girl, right.
Speaker 3: And these guys, yes, Okay, I like it already.
Speaker 1: Let's go.
Speaker 3: She's in her car and she's basically like spitting and
Speaker 3: you can see the spit and then she goes, oh.
Speaker 2: That's hot.
Speaker 1: I think all those things are hot. But what I
Speaker 1: think is crazy is like why can she do that?
Speaker 1: But if I did that? I would be fucking all
Speaker 1: hell with broke loose, fucking TikTok would be fucking disabled.
Speaker 1: I think I think.
Speaker 3: For oral, what I'm going to try next is the
Speaker 3: ice cube thing.
Speaker 1: Tell private talk about the ice cube thing.
Speaker 3: Is.
Speaker 1: I know what it is because you know, I'm experienced.
Speaker 3: I just got I just got told this and this
Speaker 3: girl actually is into girls. But she was just like,
Speaker 3: you know, with whoever you're with, you just suck on
Speaker 3: an ice cube where you have ice cube by you
Speaker 3: and it it feels really good to your partner.
Speaker 1: I was like, it feels good on you too. I
Speaker 1: was like, what mind blown? Especially if you're because you're
Speaker 1: a cletoral person, like having it put it on your
Speaker 1: pussy while your pussy's being eaten. Wow, game changer. It's
Speaker 1: like a it's a game glacier like orgasm. So do
Speaker 1: you have any kinky that is shit? Is there some
Speaker 1: fetish that you like nobody would know that you had.
Speaker 1: Are you like into feet? Are you into midgets? Are
Speaker 1: you into gang bangs? Are you into squirting? Are you
Speaker 1: into I don't know that the monts.
Speaker 2: Are endless with fetishes.
Speaker 1: Midges are sexy, but I want to spin one one time,
Speaker 1: like like, what is that the price is right when
Speaker 1: you spin that, I just want to spin it, but
Speaker 1: like keep it.
Speaker 3: You know, did you see that one she's that has
Speaker 3: a really big booty?
Speaker 1: No, but I've seen some that do, and I think
Speaker 1: that it's crazy, not that it's like unheard of, I
Speaker 1: guess because it's There's one night on I G and
Speaker 1: I was like, but.
Speaker 2: I saw one. I saw one in like that wasn't
Speaker 2: an ig.
Speaker 1: It was in person and she was at this like
Speaker 1: indoor water park in Texas and I was like, it
Speaker 1: was her and her boyfriend.
Speaker 2: I was like, damn.
Speaker 1: I'm like, she's mad cute and she had a hell
Speaker 1: of booty. But I'm like, how do you approach that? Like, yeah,
Speaker 1: do you just tell her good ass girl? Or you
Speaker 1: just leave it and just admire from afar because she
Speaker 1: obviously was with her man, so I can't hit on her,
Speaker 1: but like you can.
Speaker 3: I probably just gave her the eye contact and be like,
Speaker 3: so you're all about the eye contact, I fuck your
Speaker 3: that booty.
Speaker 1: I have locked down a lot of men in my
Speaker 1: like younger days, like club days, when you like do
Speaker 1: the eye fucking and you're just like I know you're
Speaker 1: looking at me, and I'm looking at you and you
Speaker 1: know stums' you know what I'm saying. That's when you
Speaker 1: do your eyes perfect the blending.
Speaker 3: You think these making girls are just doing the blending
Speaker 3: for themselves, So.
Speaker 1: That's what you think it's for. They am not doing
Speaker 1: the blending for themselves. Trust me, I'm dead. I'm dead.
Speaker 1: So that next time you look at your YouTube, bro,
Speaker 1: that you better blend that ship before you make that
Speaker 1: eye contact girl, because if not, you might look at
Speaker 1: you like, damn, what's wrong with her? Fucking you know?
Speaker 1: It's not shaded properly, and I just don't know what
Speaker 1: to do. Do I ask for her number or not? Alrighty?
Speaker 1: So last question, how what is the longest you have
Speaker 1: gone without sex? Oh? This is a good one.
Speaker 3: I was getting off a seven year relationship. I'm a
Speaker 3: romantic person, you know. I love to be in love
Speaker 3: and I love hard. So when I was getting out
Speaker 3: of that relationship, I moved to New York. And in
Speaker 3: New York there's so many aggressive men and they're sexy.
Speaker 1: They are They've got that like East Coast swag that
Speaker 1: you like but don't want you don't want to say,
Speaker 1: because it does happen in Texas too, when they like
Speaker 1: holler at you whatever. Two but then you're like fuck you.
Speaker 1: And then New York You're like, but wait, should I
Speaker 1: be talking to you right? And You're like, I feel
Speaker 1: like I like.
Speaker 3: This Wall Street guy comes up to me. He's like, hey,
Speaker 3: what's up, what are you doing? Let's go out tonight
Speaker 3: or let's go out tomorrow, Let's go get steak, let's go.
Speaker 1: Have wine, guys.
Speaker 3: And I'm like, maybe I took his number, but I
Speaker 3: never hit him up. So anyways, I was being celibate
Speaker 3: during that time and it felt great because I felt
Speaker 3: like I had the power and no one could fuck
Speaker 3: with me unless I really really wanted to. And coming
Speaker 3: back after that is when I just kind of like,
Speaker 3: you know, so, how long was that abstinence period?
Speaker 1: A year? Or man? Girl? You mad it? I seem
Speaker 1: like it was like a year. No, no, but it
Speaker 1: feels as without having sex. It is good because I
Speaker 1: not only was in a long distance relationship, but I
Speaker 1: also like we broke up within that time and we
Speaker 1: didn't seen each other, so it was one of those
Speaker 1: things so it was like, you know, what do you so,
Speaker 1: what did you do? I masturbated a lot. I mean
Speaker 1: I definitely know my very very well. So understand me.
Speaker 1: This is why I say sex toys are a great thing.
Speaker 1: I know.
Speaker 3: So I was in New York, no toys, no no stimulation, nothing,
Speaker 3: just reading books, going to freaking I.
Speaker 1: Was going and making yourself sound so square now reading
Speaker 1: books I was reading. I was like doing weird stuff
Speaker 1: while I was celebrating, which is weird that it's educational.
Speaker 1: You're you're you're feeding your mind getting in this early,
Speaker 1: you know what I mean?
Speaker 3: Like I guess because it was an island.
Speaker 1: I'm not, but I went. I went to Central Park
Speaker 1: and I was like, this feels great. I'm in the world.
Speaker 1: It's six am, seven am.
Speaker 3: That's that's early for me. Physician hours are like four
Speaker 3: pm six You know.
Speaker 1: Last question? I know I said the last time, but
Speaker 1: this last one because I can't end with that one. Okay,
Speaker 1: let's see a favorite sexual position? Ah, which way do
Speaker 1: you like it?
Speaker 2: Paul?
Speaker 3: I thought about this one before I came.
Speaker 1: I was trying to do my research. I'm like, what
Speaker 1: would I say? She asked me this one? What when
Speaker 1: I swear? How where?
Speaker 3: Now I'm like blinking, okay, what is it?
Speaker 1: My favorite? Here? What you need? This one again. What
Speaker 1: is Paula's favorite sexual position? Private talk? What is it
Speaker 1: going to be?
Speaker 3: I mean I really like to sit on it which.
Speaker 1: Way doggy or like reverse cowgirl or like okay, sitting
Speaker 1: on a girl. So I do this special specialty thing
Speaker 1: sights addle, Like what is it?
Speaker 3: I like to do a little twirl on the So
Speaker 3: how are you spinning? Like how from the front to
Speaker 3: the back?
Speaker 1: Like how are you twirling? Wait?
Speaker 2: I'm trying to get a visual.
Speaker 1: Okay, so regular, okay, so you're going you're on your
Speaker 1: partner person and then all of a sudden you kind
Speaker 1: of turn your whole body around and you.
Speaker 2: But still inside.
Speaker 1: Yes, So but you're hat like you're at like a
Speaker 1: half angle, so like you're kind of like sitting sideways. Yeah,
Speaker 1: that's sideways backwards, Like oh so you're all the way
Speaker 1: looking back, so it's reverse.
Speaker 2: It's reverse cowgirl.
Speaker 1: So you'd like to go to transition from cowgirl to
Speaker 1: reverse cowgirl? That's talent.
Speaker 2: I like that.
Speaker 1: You got to keep it inside. That's kind of like
Speaker 1: the same thing how I said about the midget. I
Speaker 1: just want to spin it, but keep it inside. Yes,
Speaker 1: but different because that's the thing like if you guys
Speaker 1: don't know. I don't know.
Speaker 3: If you guys have try it, try it. It's really fun.
Speaker 3: That's why it's fun, Paula, because if you take it out,
Speaker 3: it takes the it takes the friction away.
Speaker 1: I feel like it's too. You just want to feel
Speaker 1: all the inside yea, all the good things.
Speaker 3: And if you do this, I promise you, he will
Speaker 3: have a smile on his face.
Speaker 1: He will have that smile on his face or she
Speaker 1: whatever you guys are doing private talk. You heard her.
Speaker 1: You've heard all these great things that she's been revealing
Speaker 1: with us on private Private Talk, Truth with Texas