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<v Speaker 1>Be qualified next to your voice any day. So thank

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<v Speaker 1>you so much for coming here. Of course, thank you

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<v Speaker 1>for having me. What have you been up to, miss lady.

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<v Speaker 1>It's been crazy times. It's been a year COVID happened.

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<v Speaker 1>You know, we're back where. You know, it's not that

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<v Speaker 1>we never stopped working, because it's like, you know, you're

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<v Speaker 1>an artist, so it's like you just keep on grinding.

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<v Speaker 1>It's just different types of you know, things are going on.

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<v Speaker 2>So what do you have going on?

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<v Speaker 1>Let us know?

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<v Speaker 3>So I have been working with some new people in

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<v Speaker 3>my career now because I'm independent, and so I'm really excited.

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<v Speaker 1>I'm getting in the studio with new writers.

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<v Speaker 3>I having songs that I really really like that are demos,

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<v Speaker 3>so I just got to cut them. Now that I'm

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<v Speaker 3>back in La, I've been in Miami soaking up all

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<v Speaker 3>the Latin vibes.

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<v Speaker 1>I'm jealous. I'm you know, I'm meaning a tammy. I

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<v Speaker 1>don't have any sun La. It's been quite gloomy, so

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<v Speaker 1>I apologize for coming back.

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<v Speaker 2>And it's not so.

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<v Speaker 3>No, no, it's so sexy there too, and I'm just like,

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<v Speaker 3>it's funny because some of my friends came to visit

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<v Speaker 3>and they're like, what should I wear?

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<v Speaker 1>I'm like, girl, you always wear hills and it's like

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<v Speaker 1>it's like it's like micro bikinis. It's like you cover ups,

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<v Speaker 1>like it's really like and then even when you do,

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<v Speaker 1>you pack, you have way too many clothes anyways, because.

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<v Speaker 3>It's exactly because all the things that I ever wear

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<v Speaker 3>is basically bikinis.

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<v Speaker 1>Occasionally it rains, so whatever. But if you got a flaw,

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<v Speaker 1>it poll it. Get it. Girl. So how is it

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<v Speaker 1>the difference between you know, being with a label and

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<v Speaker 1>then now being independent? What are you know some of

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<v Speaker 1>the difference that she's that you've seen. Are you really

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<v Speaker 1>excited to be in these you know, being independent now?

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<v Speaker 1>I am excited.

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<v Speaker 3>I mean I feel like I've always because people have

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<v Speaker 3>asked me this, so like do you did you have

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<v Speaker 3>a voice back then?

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<v Speaker 1>Like could you like do your own stuff? Did you?

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<v Speaker 3>Were you a part of it? I've always been a

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<v Speaker 3>part of it. But for me, it's just like from

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<v Speaker 3>the ground up, it's like that that that hustle.

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<v Speaker 1>That grind, that like almost kind of not working backwards,

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<v Speaker 1>but in a sense it's like kind of like picking

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<v Speaker 1>yourself back up and like you know, like look i'm're

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<v Speaker 1>still here, I'm still talented, I'm still doing all these things.

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<v Speaker 1>Like you know, it's like it's one of those things

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<v Speaker 1>where it's like you know again, like being an entrepreneur

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<v Speaker 1>one and then being an artist. It's so many different

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<v Speaker 1>facets that you don't really get to go to in

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<v Speaker 1>these avenues because you've been with a label or you know,

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<v Speaker 1>and sometimes it takes you to lanes, but sometimes you

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<v Speaker 1>just don't really know where I go.

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<v Speaker 3>I feel it like it like for me, I take

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<v Speaker 3>it as lessons learned. I mean, just being sixteen and

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<v Speaker 3>being signed was incredible, you know, seeing the world.

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<v Speaker 1>At a very young age. Give it up to you

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<v Speaker 1>just because in the sense it's like, hey, don't you

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<v Speaker 1>know it's it's such a huge accomplishment happened for yourself,

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<v Speaker 1>right of course, you know if you don't, if you're

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<v Speaker 1>not your biggest clader, then who else? How are you

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<v Speaker 1>gonna start that? Oh? I definitely am.

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<v Speaker 3>I think it's a scorpio in me too, though I'm

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<v Speaker 3>very like I want to push other people to see

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<v Speaker 3>their potential too, because I see mine and I'm so

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<v Speaker 3>like gun ho about this is what I'm gonna do,

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<v Speaker 3>This is how I'm gonna do it. And I think

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<v Speaker 3>that's why I did get signed at a young age,

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<v Speaker 3>because I was so like into singing and I was like,

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<v Speaker 3>you know, I want to be a singer.

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<v Speaker 1>That's what I'm gonna do.

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<v Speaker 3>And I just put it out there and kept going

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<v Speaker 3>and going and manifestation.

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<v Speaker 2>I'm a big believer into that.

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<v Speaker 1>I'm making into energies and like what you really put

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<v Speaker 1>your energy to, you know, you can make anything really happen. Sure,

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<v Speaker 1>so did you know early on that you always wanted

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<v Speaker 1>to be a singer, so you knew, you know, you

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<v Speaker 1>obviously got signed at sixteen, Like yeah, how did that

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<v Speaker 1>like fundamental stage start? Did you you know, out the

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<v Speaker 1>womb and you're singing or like did you have your

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<v Speaker 1>parents pretty background? Did you have you know, family influences.

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<v Speaker 3>I wish I had more influences in my family. I

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<v Speaker 3>will say my dad's side of the family, they were

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<v Speaker 3>musicians and like at the Hano band.

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<v Speaker 1>So that was cool.

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<v Speaker 3>But nobody's saying my mom doesn't sing, my dad doesn't sing.

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<v Speaker 3>My oldest sister she dabbled in it, but like no

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<v Speaker 3>one sings.

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<v Speaker 1>Really took it to the lengths that you kind of did. Yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>but maybe that's you know, exactly where you're supposed to be.

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<v Speaker 1>Like those were all like little you know, etches of

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<v Speaker 1>what your family, you know, generational is what it was.

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<v Speaker 1>But now it's like you're the one who's bringing it home. Yeah, said,

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<v Speaker 1>I like that, And I'm from Texas, so I always support. Yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>everything's bigger in Texas. You always get that Southern live.

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<v Speaker 1>I think I think so too.

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<v Speaker 3>I feel like people's hearts and Texas are just different,

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<v Speaker 3>you know. And I love when I meet somebody that's

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<v Speaker 3>not from Texas too, because I'm like, you see, they're

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<v Speaker 3>not going to get no bullshit for me, like, are

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<v Speaker 3>sure who I am? Like, I'm not faking who I

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<v Speaker 3>am like, and they're.

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<v Speaker 1>Just like, Wow, you're so genuine, You're so real.

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<v Speaker 3>I want to be your best friend. I'm like, okay,

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<v Speaker 3>well let's.

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<v Speaker 1>See how you do that. Last And it was just

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<v Speaker 1>because the people, you know, people say they like honesty,

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<v Speaker 1>but people really don't. And that's you know, being one

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<v Speaker 1>thing from Texas. And I wasn't you know, really aware

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<v Speaker 1>of how much like the straight shooter I really was

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<v Speaker 1>until coming to LA and being in you know, a

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<v Speaker 1>business mode. Was that I'm like, I'm just telling you

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<v Speaker 1>how I would talk to anybody. I'm not talking to

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<v Speaker 1>you any different, you know what I mean, Like, it's

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<v Speaker 1>all accordingly to what's going on.

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<v Speaker 3>Well, I think being a woman too in general, when

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<v Speaker 3>we speak, we have to speak in a certain way

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<v Speaker 3>and we have to be understanding.

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<v Speaker 1>And I'm starting to learn that now.

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<v Speaker 3>I'm like, pH uh uh yeah anymore, I'm not just

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<v Speaker 3>gonna be there and.

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<v Speaker 1>Take the shit. I think I've kind of like was

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<v Speaker 1>always that person. That's why maybe I went into the

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<v Speaker 1>adult side of the entertainment and I was just like,

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<v Speaker 1>look at me here I am. I know what I'm

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<v Speaker 1>good at, and I know what sells, and I know

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<v Speaker 1>you know what it is. So for me was very

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<v Speaker 1>I never knew back then like what my not necessarily

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<v Speaker 1>would say my talent, but kind of in a sense,

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<v Speaker 1>what my talent really was. But I knew I was

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<v Speaker 1>supposed to be entertainment. I knew people were gonna have

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<v Speaker 1>my name in their mouth.

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<v Speaker 2>I just didn't know how or why.

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<v Speaker 1>And a Lexis Texas was born.

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<v Speaker 3>So yeah, so and again, sexuality is a big thing

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<v Speaker 3>for me, especially right now. I just did a song

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<v Speaker 3>called Freaky and it's like celebrating boldness. It's celebrating like

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<v Speaker 3>women who find other women attractive kind of thing. And

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<v Speaker 3>it's like it's there's so many girls that are just like,

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<v Speaker 3>oh my gosh, I just think she's so pretty, but

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<v Speaker 3>I would never and I'm like, just be free. But

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<v Speaker 3>I also do know that that society puts restrictions on people.

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<v Speaker 1>Agreed.

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<v Speaker 2>I think that, I mean everybody.

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<v Speaker 1>For me, I've always in a sense, I've known that,

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<v Speaker 1>especially again going you go back to going from Texas

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<v Speaker 1>in college and everything like that. Like I remember, you know,

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<v Speaker 1>when being drunk with your girlfriends and like you're kissing girls.

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<v Speaker 1>But then like the next day they're like, that didn't happen,

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<v Speaker 1>but there's pictures, but they're like, that didn't happen. I'm like, Okay,

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<v Speaker 1>it didn't happen to you, but I knew it happened.

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<v Speaker 1>Not that I needed to go any further than that

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<v Speaker 1>because it was a drunk moment, yeah, But as far

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<v Speaker 1>as the shutting down of like something happened, not talking

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<v Speaker 1>about it and putting it away, and that's just what

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<v Speaker 1>it is. And now I feel like, what's really cool

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<v Speaker 1>about the generational like what we're in right now, is,

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<v Speaker 1>so it's so liberating and it's not like you're not

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<v Speaker 1>just put in well, you shouldn't be able to put

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<v Speaker 1>or in one little like.

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<v Speaker 3>It should like the label stuff like there shouldn't be

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<v Speaker 3>a label either. It's kind of crazy to me because

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<v Speaker 3>I have a lot of fans that are you know,

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<v Speaker 3>my gay fans are the best.

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<v Speaker 1>And I love gay gay guys.

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<v Speaker 3>I feel like they just give me such good energy

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<v Speaker 3>and they're just who they are, you know.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah.

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<v Speaker 3>And I had a really good friend from Texas and

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<v Speaker 3>he finally came out to me. I never forced it

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<v Speaker 3>out of him because I didn't want to be like, hey, are.

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<v Speaker 1>You you know what you always kind of new kind

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<v Speaker 1>of thing. No people would tell me, are you sure

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<v Speaker 1>you don't you don't think? I'm like, I don't know.

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<v Speaker 3>I see him with these hot girls. He's always telling

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<v Speaker 3>me like we're going out of dates. So I thought

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<v Speaker 3>whatever he said was what he said. And then one

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<v Speaker 3>night he was just like, yeah, so I hooked up

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<v Speaker 3>with this guy and I was like.

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<v Speaker 1>What, oh, casually like are you telling lil in there?

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<v Speaker 1>I'm throw you this son? So you know, how is

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<v Speaker 1>you know your food? Me?

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<v Speaker 2>Like, you know, I really hate it with the guy

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<v Speaker 2>last night.

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<v Speaker 1>I like, but wait, yeah, He's like and you know

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<v Speaker 1>who he.

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<v Speaker 3>Is, and I'm like, oh, so, yeah, he gave me

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<v Speaker 3>the tea.

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<v Speaker 1>So do you find that a lot that where people

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<v Speaker 1>kind of feel gravitate to you because they feel comfortable

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<v Speaker 1>with you and just over over indulging because you have

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<v Speaker 1>that kind of like wholesomeness about you for sure? Yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>So what let's talk about how you know, you begin

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<v Speaker 1>it in the industry when you're sixteen and you know

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<v Speaker 1>now you know, you're thirty one, and what is what

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<v Speaker 1>can we see that's different from what the you in

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<v Speaker 1>the beginning of coming out and being you know, I

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<v Speaker 1>don't hate to say that we're just being with the

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<v Speaker 1>label and not being independent, but how as an artist

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<v Speaker 1>have you evolved from being sixteen into now what you're

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<v Speaker 1>producing and putting out there for your fans.

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<v Speaker 3>Well, it's crazy because I love those songs. They take

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<v Speaker 3>me back to a time and a place. We were

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<v Speaker 3>talking about this earlier. How you just you're back in

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<v Speaker 3>that moment and you're just like, Wow, this is what

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<v Speaker 3>I was doing, this is who I was with, this

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<v Speaker 3>is what was you know, seeing in the world. And

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<v Speaker 3>they're such great songs, and what's crazy is like it's

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<v Speaker 1>So do you look at those people and like, then

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<v Speaker 1>you not emulate, but you that helps you as an

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<v Speaker 1>So how often how much to your craft do you

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<v Speaker 1>Influence what I record.

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<v Speaker 3>Because I'm a big Mariah Carey fan and Christina Aguilera,

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<v Speaker 3>and I know you hear those kind of things here

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<v Speaker 3>and there because it's just what I listened to when

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<v Speaker 1>So but yeah, I feel like you still feel in

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<v Speaker 1>Challenging yourself, but you're already like that you can be challenged. Yeah.

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<v Speaker 3>Yeah. I mean, if I ever meet Mariah Carey, that

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<v Speaker 3>my whole like singing career wanting to be a singer,

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<v Speaker 3>and Christine A.

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<v Speaker 1>So so those are your top people that you would

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<v Speaker 3>Oh. I would listen to everything they told me in

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<v Speaker 3>the studio. I'm like, okay, you're like, yes, ma'am.

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<v Speaker 1>Shoulders back.

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<v Speaker 3>I don't know, I don't know what they would tell me.

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<v Speaker 3>Postures is important.

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<v Speaker 1>I do a lot of like fire drills when I'm

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<v Speaker 3>Hold on.

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<v Speaker 1>I got to move away from the mic. I'm sure

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<v Speaker 3>Yeah, every time I walk in the building, you know,

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<v Speaker 3>So how often do you do that to like when

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<v Speaker 2>So that's what your warm up is.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah, my warm.

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<v Speaker 3>Ups and then I drink a lot of tea, and

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<v Speaker 3>tea is very good for you. It keeps you young.

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<v Speaker 3>I feel like because people don't know I'm thirty one

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<v Speaker 3>and I'm thirty one, you know.

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<v Speaker 1>I like it. It's like fine wine, you get better

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<v Speaker 1>with time. That's what i'd sement myself. I feel like

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<v Speaker 1>I still get carted. I'm good even you know, same

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<v Speaker 1>or like, you know, if I go and get bleunts

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<v Speaker 1>or something, I'm like, I'm really I'm like, thank you,

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<v Speaker 1>but that's a little insulting, but whatever.

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<v Speaker 3>I was at a bar at the Hotel in Miami

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<v Speaker 3>and there the lady was like, can I see your ID?

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<v Speaker 1>And I was like yeah, sure, so sure.

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<v Speaker 3>She goes, oh my gosh, you just look you just

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<v Speaker 1>I'm like, oh, so now I don't cause you know

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<v Speaker 1>I am. Now you've got that. I was like, thank

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<v Speaker 1>you for sure. I like it. So what do you

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<v Speaker 1>think you would be doing. If you weren't singing.

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<v Speaker 3>I think I would be really big into. Like the

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<v Speaker 3>makeup world has been on my mind a lot lately,

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<v Speaker 3>and I feel like I've grown into my features and

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<v Speaker 3>my eyes and you know, learning how to contour and

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<v Speaker 3>all that I still have to learn. Trust me, I'm

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<v Speaker 1>You know. So are you one of those girls that

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<v Speaker 1>are on those YouTube tutorials LA on the night and

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<v Speaker 1>you're like it again this product? Yesing, we're gonna sit

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<v Speaker 1>here and we're gonna do all these other things.

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<v Speaker 3>Yes, on the way over here. I just ordered some

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<v Speaker 3>new powder because I'm not big into powder, but I

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<v Speaker 3>know that everyone uses it.

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<v Speaker 2>That's all private talk about powder, you.

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<v Speaker 1>Got, girl. I just I just ordered the Sasha powder.

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<v Speaker 3>I think it's s A C H A. I just

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<v Speaker 3>it's not as it's it's pigmented and it's soft, but

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<v Speaker 3>it's not.

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<v Speaker 1>It doesn't give you that like gray white thing. That's

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<v Speaker 1>why I don't use a kind of super like. Yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>I've tried for myself like that. It's like pink undertones. Yes,

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<v Speaker 1>it doesn't do it as much as like a bright

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<v Speaker 3>Why I'm like sometimes I just want to sit in

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<v Speaker 3>a chair and like y'all just do what y'll do

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<v Speaker 3>because y'all.

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<v Speaker 1>Know how to do it. So what in makeup would

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<v Speaker 1>you want to do? Would you actually want to be

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<v Speaker 1>a makeup artist or have your own makeup line? Would

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<v Speaker 1>you want to do your own company line? Make line? Yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>I want to start.

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<v Speaker 3>I feel like I would start with like lipsticks, flip liners,

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<v Speaker 3>and then lashes and then from.

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<v Speaker 1>There one we're stopping you. We're here at private talk.

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<v Speaker 1>We're gonna speak it into exist. I'm a big believer

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<v Speaker 1>in speaking and believing in what you want to do.

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<v Speaker 1>So private talks of you know, we're here. We want

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<v Speaker 1>to support you. Let us know what your social medias

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<v Speaker 1>are so we can support you, go and follow you

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<v Speaker 1>and do all those things that you're doing well. My

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<v Speaker 3>let me see you know, I'm growing on TikTok.

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<v Speaker 1>So you're I feel like my last couple of guests

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<v Speaker 1>what a lot of things going on, and not that

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<v Speaker 1>I'm not obviously conscious of what's going on in the world,

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<v Speaker 1>but I don't really know how it is. It.

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<v Speaker 3>It's crazy because the simple things go. So I was

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<v Speaker 3>having a good time listening to Ashantis songs and Who's

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<v Speaker 3>you going against and versus oh Keisha Cole Kisha, and

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<v Speaker 3>I was just having a good time on the beach

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<v Speaker 3>in Miami. Am i bikini and this one got two

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<v Speaker 1>So what are you just grooving to the music? You're

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<v Speaker 3>Like I'm vibing out and I sing a little part,

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<v Speaker 3>a tiny little part, mind you. I sing all the

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<v Speaker 1>I'm like, so, what do you think that made this special?

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<v Speaker 1>You know, there's nothing wrong with that, it's just it's

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<v Speaker 1>funny though, the cliches of like something like that. Like

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<v Speaker 1>you said, it's just like if I was wearing normal

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<v Speaker 2>What I get as many views, what I get as

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<v Speaker 2>many whatever. But I don't know.

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<v Speaker 1>For me, I feel like because of your voice and

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<v Speaker 1>Maybe they just liked because the verses was going on

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<v Speaker 3>And I think, I think people don't get to see

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<v Speaker 1>So I think that's see And that's what I think

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<v Speaker 1>or if you even have one.

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<v Speaker 3>And what you're doing on your lone time because people

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<v Speaker 3>Okay, so next time you're in the moment, put your

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<v Speaker 3>from TikTok, like a dance or something.

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<v Speaker 1>A dance that will never happen, a dance you don't never.

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<v Speaker 1>I can work, but I'm not it can work. You

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<v Speaker 1>can dance, but it's not even like I could never do.

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<v Speaker 1>Like I was on a TikTok thing that where Aloha?

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<v Speaker 1>Then I was like, I will just dance over here

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<v Speaker 1>by myself. But I'm not even get that going. Sorry,

425
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<v Speaker 1>I just danced different. I'm not like a uniform like

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<v Speaker 1>you know. I did tap, jazz and ballet in my

427
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<v Speaker 1>whole life, you know, growing up. But yeah, that dancing

428
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<v Speaker 1>stuff for me. There, ballet, that's amazing. That is a

429
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<v Speaker 1>lot of discipline. It is, it is. That's why you know,

430
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<v Speaker 1>point my toes all the time. I did to split,

431
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<v Speaker 1>so I can do a lot of things wrong.

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<v Speaker 3>Well, you got to teach me how to do splits

433
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<v Speaker 3>because I don't know.

434
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<v Speaker 1>Oh, I will teach you. I'll teach you a lot

435
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<v Speaker 1>of things. On the private talk we're getting, we're getting

436
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<v Speaker 1>to know each other. I'm enjoying our conversation. We're feeling

437
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<v Speaker 1>a little bit more comfortable with each other and all

438
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<v Speaker 1>those great things. For sure. What would you say that

439
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<v Speaker 1>is one subscription that you have right now currently that

440
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<v Speaker 1>you could not live without. I'm addicted to IG. I

441
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<v Speaker 1>will say that, but you don't. It's not lessarily a

442
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<v Speaker 1>subscription that you pay for. Oh no, no, no, So

443
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<v Speaker 1>something that you have that you have if it's either

444
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<v Speaker 1>a Netflix It could be iTunes, It could be anything

445
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<v Speaker 1>that you have, I mean any like you know what

446
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<v Speaker 1>apps do you have over there? That's just like a subscription.

447
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<v Speaker 3>Based nothing really that I can think of that I

448
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<v Speaker 3>could live.

449
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<v Speaker 1>Without, I think for me. So my example would be

450
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<v Speaker 1>I have the com app. Right, so I have like

451
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<v Speaker 1>the whole paid feed, sure of it. Because I'm super

452
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<v Speaker 1>big and I traveled so much, you know, the last

453
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<v Speaker 1>ten twelve years that being in all these different places,

454
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<v Speaker 1>it was hard to like sleep. So I listened to

455
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<v Speaker 1>sleep sounds. And so when you purchase the thing, it

456
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<v Speaker 1>tells you bedtime stories. Girl, no stories, I will talk

457
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<v Speaker 1>myself to sleep. Well, maybe I should just have you.

458
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<v Speaker 1>I'll call you and be like, hey, can you tell

459
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<v Speaker 1>me a bedtime story and put me in it? Please

460
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<v Speaker 1>call it.

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<v Speaker 3>I have been thinking about doing that. Actually, maybe you

462
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<v Speaker 3>could be on the app.

463
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<v Speaker 1>They have like different celebrities doing like they read stories,

464
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<v Speaker 1>and I did because your voice is very soothing. I

465
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<v Speaker 1>do that with my dog. It's funny. Then I tell

466
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<v Speaker 1>your dog bedtime stories.

467
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<v Speaker 3>We do meditation together, and I swear he feels it.

468
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<v Speaker 3>We're like on the couch and like, right now you're

469
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<v Speaker 3>gonna feel a calmness through your body.

470
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<v Speaker 1>It's going up all the way.

471
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<v Speaker 3>Towards your whatever, you know, your other arm into your legs.

472
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<v Speaker 1>You're a meditating instructor for dogs. Yeah, I'm gonna send

473
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<v Speaker 1>my dog is. You know, we're we're like Texas sisters.

474
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<v Speaker 1>You know, we have this bond. I need to have

475
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<v Speaker 1>like the first try, the first time free and I'll

476
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<v Speaker 1>see if your skills are really good. If my dogs

477
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<v Speaker 1>are feeling your meditation, I think they will, then we'll

478
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<v Speaker 1>talk about opening a business meditating dogs. Right. Honestly, I

479
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<v Speaker 1>stay on YouTube.

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<v Speaker 3>I know it sounds crazy and so old, but I

481
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<v Speaker 3>love to watch music videos on YouTube. I watch I

482
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<v Speaker 3>do the calm stuff, the rainforest, that.

483
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<v Speaker 1>Kind of thing. I just leave it on. I I'm

484
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<v Speaker 1>really big into I fall asleep to rain like all

485
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<v Speaker 1>the time. People think that I'm like crazy, Like I

486
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<v Speaker 1>have guys and they're like, is it raining.

487
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<v Speaker 2>I'm like, no, it's an app just calm down.

488
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<v Speaker 1>Like my grandparents had a rainstick, like you. I remember that.

489
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<v Speaker 1>It's like, yeah, it's so cool. I like that.

490
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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, I'm like I'm like being soothed.

491
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<v Speaker 1>Well you say it. I'm like thinking about the rain stick.

492
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<v Speaker 3>Yes, you just need a couple and you just turn

493
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<v Speaker 3>them over.

494
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<v Speaker 1>Somebody's gonna have to turn them for you. I guess

495
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<v Speaker 1>why turn it over? What does the word boss mean

496
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<v Speaker 1>to you?

497
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<v Speaker 3>I'm a boss as bitchy am boss, you really want

498
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<v Speaker 3>me to work?

499
00:19:19.240 --> 00:19:21.759
<v Speaker 1>I can feel we'll get there.

500
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<v Speaker 3>Boss. I feel like a boss is someone who's unapologetic,

501
00:19:29.359 --> 00:19:33.759
<v Speaker 3>knows their vision and it really doesn't take no for

502
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<v Speaker 3>an answer. Boss, ass bitch, sass bitch like that Paula version.

503
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<v Speaker 3>That's gonna be me this year.

504
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<v Speaker 1>This is your year because I feel like I have

505
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<v Speaker 1>the tendency to kind of be persuaded to other people

506
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<v Speaker 1>be like, okay, yeah, I'll do this for you.

507
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<v Speaker 3>You know what, a little bit okay, but I'm aware

508
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<v Speaker 3>of it now.

509
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<v Speaker 1>Okay, so what are you doing to like change that

510
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<v Speaker 1>pattern now? And to be like, hey, I'm a boss

511
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<v Speaker 1>ass bitch is twenty twenty one COVID was a fucked

512
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<v Speaker 1>up year, but it got me right on track because

513
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<v Speaker 1>this is where it is because for me, I don't

514
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<v Speaker 1>think that twenty twenty was a bad year. I think

515
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<v Speaker 1>that it was an adjustment year. I think it was

516
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<v Speaker 1>just kind of like almost in a sense, like and

517
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<v Speaker 1>I hate like the older we get. I feel like

518
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<v Speaker 1>it's like things can become so cliche of like, oh,

519
00:20:17.160 --> 00:20:19.240
<v Speaker 1>stop and smell the roses, stop and do whatever and it.

520
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<v Speaker 1>But what's those things? It was like, you get so

521
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<v Speaker 1>you know, busy and caught up in like your everyday schedule,

522
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<v Speaker 1>and you think that there's nothing in the world that

523
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<v Speaker 1>could stop it because you're so busy in those things.

524
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<v Speaker 2>And then COVID happened.

525
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<v Speaker 1>And then there was no choice.

526
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<v Speaker 3>But I feel like me and you, you're probably more

527
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<v Speaker 3>of a planner than me. I don't know, are you okay,

528
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<v Speaker 3>I'm not so I.

529
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<v Speaker 1>Yes and no. Like I like to have plans, but

530
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<v Speaker 1>I'm very like I hate to make them because I'm like,

531
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<v Speaker 1>I don't know if something's gonna come up, and that's.

532
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<v Speaker 3>What stops us, because that's my thing. I will plan

533
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<v Speaker 3>something out and something will go wrong, totally wrong. I'm like,

534
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<v Speaker 3>you know what, fuck it. I'm just gonna go with

535
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<v Speaker 3>the flow. I'm gonna be on my vibration. Wherever the

536
00:20:56.039 --> 00:20:58.400
<v Speaker 3>vibration takes me, That's where I'm going to be. And

537
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<v Speaker 3>I feel like now I do want to plan things,

538
00:21:00.720 --> 00:21:03.680
<v Speaker 3>but again, like the whole pandemic thing, people are planning

539
00:21:03.720 --> 00:21:09.759
<v Speaker 3>so many things, weddings, birthday big celebrations, trips with your friends.

540
00:21:10.119 --> 00:21:12.880
<v Speaker 3>None of those things could happen, so you were down

541
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<v Speaker 3>to your own self, your root of it. And I

542
00:21:15.480 --> 00:21:18.759
<v Speaker 3>feel like being independent and not being on tour and

543
00:21:18.799 --> 00:21:20.799
<v Speaker 3>doing all these other things that artists have to do

544
00:21:20.839 --> 00:21:25.519
<v Speaker 3>when they're signed, you know, those things stop for them,

545
00:21:25.920 --> 00:21:29.039
<v Speaker 3>like tours stop for artists that were popping.

546
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<v Speaker 1>And that, and that's crazy me is like how people

547
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<v Speaker 1>really in a sense made money. That's why everyone was

548
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<v Speaker 1>always on the road because you know you that's just the.

549
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<v Speaker 3>Way we can imagine having that stimulation stuff, stimulation, stimulation,

550
00:21:41.839 --> 00:21:44.480
<v Speaker 3>and it helps your numbers wherever, whatever it may be,

551
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<v Speaker 3>and then it just be taken.

552
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<v Speaker 1>Oh trust draw. I mean it happened to me in

553
00:21:49.279 --> 00:21:51.319
<v Speaker 1>my world, like I literally was traveling. I was in

554
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<v Speaker 1>a different city every single weekend. And it's because you

555
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<v Speaker 1>know this, this last year was supposed to be my

556
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<v Speaker 1>last year of you know, my final tour, and it

557
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<v Speaker 1>happened and then and it was like at the end, oh, well,

558
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<v Speaker 1>let's do this now. It's like I couldn't even fathom

559
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<v Speaker 1>putting myself in that situation anymore, not because I don't

560
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<v Speaker 1>like it, and I didn't like that rush, but because

561
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<v Speaker 1>the circumstances of the world have changed, so it's very

562
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<v Speaker 1>different for me because I'm such a personal person with

563
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<v Speaker 1>my fans that I wouldn't want to offend anybody in

564
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<v Speaker 1>a way that I didn't know how to appropriately act

565
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<v Speaker 1>myself yet and give them what they like because I'm,

566
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<v Speaker 1>you know, you being you know, Southerners yourself. It's like

567
00:22:26.599 --> 00:22:29.039
<v Speaker 1>I'm like hugging people I don't know, like I'm a hugger.

568
00:22:29.119 --> 00:22:31.160
<v Speaker 1>I'm like, oh, we know, and not that it's over

569
00:22:31.319 --> 00:22:33.480
<v Speaker 1>like overly, but if it's genuine and I feel it,

570
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<v Speaker 1>then I'm I'll vibe with you. For me, like, fans

571
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<v Speaker 1>are the most important. It's why we are who we

572
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<v Speaker 1>are and you know, keep us going and all the

573
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<v Speaker 1>things that vehicles that we have driven was because they're

574
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<v Speaker 1>the ones that pay for things. They're the ones that

575
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<v Speaker 1>pay you know, buy your music. They're doing all these things,

576
00:22:48.440 --> 00:22:50.960
<v Speaker 1>the merchandise and all this stuff. So it's like, why

577
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<v Speaker 1>shouldn't I talk to them?

578
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<v Speaker 3>Yeah, it was bittersweet for me, but I know again,

579
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<v Speaker 3>I put myself in positions where I'm like, wow, the

580
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<v Speaker 3>people that Jos came out with an album that have

581
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<v Speaker 3>to promote this that cannot go on tour.

582
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<v Speaker 1>That's worse. Like that's but then I always feel too,

583
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<v Speaker 1>It's like you know, as a hustler, it's like it's

584
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<v Speaker 1>just you. Yes, that's just very true what everything you're saying.

585
00:23:10.480 --> 00:23:12.519
<v Speaker 1>But it's like, now, how I still have this out?

586
00:23:12.880 --> 00:23:14.559
<v Speaker 1>But how do I still promote it and not be

587
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<v Speaker 1>on tour. I'm gonna be on live, I'm gonna be

588
00:23:16.920 --> 00:23:18.519
<v Speaker 1>on everywhere. I'm gonna be on everything that you can

589
00:23:18.559 --> 00:23:20.039
<v Speaker 1>listen to me that I'm gonna be like, hey, you're

590
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<v Speaker 1>gonna get anorous fuck with me.

591
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<v Speaker 3>But I like people like, here's my cell phone number,

592
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<v Speaker 3>I'm like, huh what.

593
00:23:26.440 --> 00:23:27.440
<v Speaker 1>There's apps for that? Girl?

594
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<v Speaker 3>You'll be like, you know, I'll charge I guess I'm

595
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<v Speaker 3>gonna do the app because I've never tried that yet.

596
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<v Speaker 1>See there's That's the thing. And that's what's the cool

597
00:23:33.319 --> 00:23:35.519
<v Speaker 1>thing about what this whole slowdown of certain things.

598
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<v Speaker 2>Other things did come up to.

599
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<v Speaker 1>Creativity of knowing like different lanthes and knowing what you

600
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<v Speaker 1>know your fan base in your market wants and people

601
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<v Speaker 1>do want, you know, personal interaction with you, and as

602
00:23:45.839 --> 00:23:47.640
<v Speaker 1>an artist, you want to give them that. But you

603
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<v Speaker 1>also want to have your space, you know what I mean,

604
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<v Speaker 1>because it is you know, you are still a person

605
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<v Speaker 1>and a human that has a life, a regular You

606
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<v Speaker 1>have a dog, you have your family, you have all

607
00:23:54.759 --> 00:23:57.400
<v Speaker 1>these things that are normal that shouldn't be invaded. But

608
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<v Speaker 1>there's also hey, for this price and this time, I'm

609
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<v Speaker 1>gonna do these things over here. If it's a cameo,

610
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<v Speaker 1>if it's a you know, text messaging whatever, like are

611
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<v Speaker 1>you on cameo? I am on cameo? Me too, shout

612
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<v Speaker 1>out to cameo, Yes, cameo. I do love my cameos.

613
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<v Speaker 1>It's one of those things. It's bittersweet, you know what

614
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<v Speaker 1>I mean. Like in the beginning I started, when it

615
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<v Speaker 1>first started, everything happening, and it's very it's it's huge now.

616
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<v Speaker 3>I feel like a lot more people are on it,

617
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<v Speaker 3>but I'm like, we want it first. I know.

618
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<v Speaker 1>It's like I'm like that myself. I'm like, Okay, that's cool,

619
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<v Speaker 1>but when did you start? No kind of thing. But

620
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<v Speaker 1>but for sure, it's one of those things that it's

621
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<v Speaker 1>really cool that that can be a thing for your

622
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<v Speaker 1>fans to give, like a birthday message, a good luck

623
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<v Speaker 1>at work. Most of the time, it's a.

624
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<v Speaker 3>Shout out to whatever business they have, but more more

625
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<v Speaker 3>times out of not I'm singing happy Birthday, Happy.

626
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<v Speaker 2>I don't sing it, but i'll sing.

627
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<v Speaker 1>I mean, I'm getting one from you singing happy birthday.

628
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<v Speaker 1>It was way better than me. See, like I'll be like,

629
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<v Speaker 1>m Paula help me. I don't know. Yeah, They're like,

630
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<v Speaker 1>we're going to Vegas. I'm like, I'm the pandemic. Okay,

631
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<v Speaker 1>I'll have fun. But my what I will find that

632
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<v Speaker 1>it's fun is like now that there's a feature on

633
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<v Speaker 1>it that they can give you a video back after

634
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<v Speaker 1>you send it. So like I had one night, I've

635
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<v Speaker 1>only had one, I would say, and it's and it's new.

636
00:25:06.400 --> 00:25:07.839
<v Speaker 1>I think he was last month, literally that I think

637
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<v Speaker 1>that it just came out.

638
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<v Speaker 2>But they came back.

639
00:25:09.440 --> 00:25:12.559
<v Speaker 1>And they showed that somebody recorded the guy's reaction of

640
00:25:12.680 --> 00:25:15.279
<v Speaker 1>him watching it, and it was so priceless, and I go,

641
00:25:15.359 --> 00:25:17.680
<v Speaker 1>this is exactly why I do it. And that's what

642
00:25:18.759 --> 00:25:22.160
<v Speaker 1>so heartfelt. Oh nice, good to know, but it's so

643
00:25:22.279 --> 00:25:24.599
<v Speaker 1>heart felt that you could see the genuiness that he

644
00:25:24.759 --> 00:25:27.200
<v Speaker 1>was so shocked and it was on a big screen

645
00:25:27.200 --> 00:25:29.039
<v Speaker 1>and all his friends were like, yeah, it was like

646
00:25:29.079 --> 00:25:30.599
<v Speaker 1>a big hyph thing that I was like, yeah, I

647
00:25:30.720 --> 00:25:32.400
<v Speaker 1>got you, Like you feel like you're a part of it,

648
00:25:32.599 --> 00:25:34.599
<v Speaker 1>Like it's just like this whole thing that is cool.

649
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<v Speaker 3>I did see the update, but I didn't read it,

650
00:25:36.599 --> 00:25:37.640
<v Speaker 3>so I guess that's what it is.

651
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<v Speaker 1>Yes, I'm a big fan of not reading things and

652
00:25:40.200 --> 00:25:41.640
<v Speaker 1>be like sure, I'll figure it out later, but yeah,

653
00:25:41.680 --> 00:25:43.119
<v Speaker 1>know it's that's a good part of that one.

654
00:25:43.400 --> 00:25:45.920
<v Speaker 3>Again, I don't, like I said, I go with the flow.

655
00:25:46.559 --> 00:25:48.519
<v Speaker 3>If it's something that's new, I have to do this

656
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<v Speaker 3>this that I'm.

657
00:25:49.000 --> 00:25:49.880
<v Speaker 1>Like, Nope, not gonna do it.

658
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<v Speaker 2>Well, now you have a friend in me, you can

659
00:25:51.200 --> 00:25:51.480
<v Speaker 2>ask me.

660
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<v Speaker 1>I'm on a lot of like you know, networks like

661
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<v Speaker 1>that that like some of them are you know, useful

662
00:25:55.400 --> 00:25:56.839
<v Speaker 1>and some of them aren't, but some of them are, like,

663
00:25:57.000 --> 00:25:59.039
<v Speaker 1>you know, it's worth it, like I said, especially because

664
00:25:59.039 --> 00:26:00.920
<v Speaker 1>you seem like you're really like into your fans and

665
00:26:00.920 --> 00:26:03.640
<v Speaker 1>what you have going on and just a personal interaction

666
00:26:03.720 --> 00:26:05.359
<v Speaker 1>of being like if you have something new coming out,

667
00:26:05.400 --> 00:26:08.200
<v Speaker 1>be like, hey, a question, you like this or this?

668
00:26:08.640 --> 00:26:09.680
<v Speaker 1>You know what I mean, like and just and I

669
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<v Speaker 1>feel like fan input. You know, it's not that we

670
00:26:11.759 --> 00:26:14.920
<v Speaker 1>can't make our own decision, but because we're so indecisive.

671
00:26:14.920 --> 00:26:17.240
<v Speaker 1>But sometimes we're like, oh okay, well now we're gonna

672
00:26:17.240 --> 00:26:19.759
<v Speaker 1>go here, because I'll be like, it's showed me five things,

673
00:26:19.799 --> 00:26:21.960
<v Speaker 1>and I'm like, well, like all five of them, Like,

674
00:26:22.000 --> 00:26:24.079
<v Speaker 1>but you got to pick one. I'm like, I don't know,

675
00:26:24.200 --> 00:26:26.119
<v Speaker 1>you've been help me. I know.

676
00:26:26.200 --> 00:26:28.799
<v Speaker 3>I see that a lot to where people ask they're like,

677
00:26:28.839 --> 00:26:30.359
<v Speaker 3>what should I wear today? I'm like, that would be

678
00:26:30.359 --> 00:26:32.920
<v Speaker 3>cool to try. I mean, just different things because you

679
00:26:32.960 --> 00:26:35.480
<v Speaker 3>never know what people's opinion is. I've actually wanted to

680
00:26:35.559 --> 00:26:38.240
<v Speaker 3>have people to dress me to like style me, because

681
00:26:38.279 --> 00:26:41.799
<v Speaker 3>I don't have a personal stylist. But if like a

682
00:26:41.920 --> 00:26:44.599
<v Speaker 3>random person that has style would style me, I would

683
00:26:44.599 --> 00:26:46.079
<v Speaker 3>love to put on all those.

684
00:26:45.839 --> 00:26:49.519
<v Speaker 1>Clothes like like a fan random moment thing. Yes, that's

685
00:26:49.559 --> 00:26:51.160
<v Speaker 1>kind of hot. Maybe you should do like a contest

686
00:26:51.200 --> 00:26:54.279
<v Speaker 1>that they could like in something very skimmy though, but

687
00:26:55.000 --> 00:26:57.119
<v Speaker 1>maybe you have put that on my only fan. Maybe

688
00:26:57.160 --> 00:27:00.960
<v Speaker 1>you should put like, you know, limitations, certain things about

689
00:27:00.960 --> 00:27:03.079
<v Speaker 1>your what Okay, I'll wear this, I want you know

690
00:27:03.319 --> 00:27:05.119
<v Speaker 1>to do Okay, yes, yes, on a no list of

691
00:27:05.160 --> 00:27:06.480
<v Speaker 1>what you can do and then like you.

692
00:27:06.400 --> 00:27:08.640
<v Speaker 2>Know, have it mapped out, but it definitely can happen.

693
00:27:08.799 --> 00:27:10.839
<v Speaker 1>Yeah, so you casually threw and you have an only

694
00:27:10.880 --> 00:27:13.319
<v Speaker 1>fans I do nice. What is on your only fans

695
00:27:13.319 --> 00:27:16.920
<v Speaker 1>that we can see? Is it something new? Did you

696
00:27:17.000 --> 00:27:19.279
<v Speaker 1>jump on the bandwagon during the pandemic or is it

697
00:27:19.359 --> 00:27:19.759
<v Speaker 1>like what?

698
00:27:20.039 --> 00:27:24.319
<v Speaker 3>Okay, So I got into it in March, and I'll

699
00:27:24.319 --> 00:27:27.240
<v Speaker 3>had like one photo that I did during quarantine, like.

700
00:27:27.200 --> 00:27:29.440
<v Speaker 1>The photo that your TikTok video got all these likes

701
00:27:29.440 --> 00:27:31.440
<v Speaker 1>because you were in a bikini. Girl tell us no.

702
00:27:32.359 --> 00:27:33.680
<v Speaker 1>The photo I had on clothes.

703
00:27:33.759 --> 00:27:36.400
<v Speaker 3>It was a really cute, like up like close and

704
00:27:36.480 --> 00:27:38.160
<v Speaker 3>personal selfie and I was like, ooh, I'm.

705
00:27:38.079 --> 00:27:40.279
<v Speaker 1>Gonna I'm gonna sell this. But I didn't even know

706
00:27:40.359 --> 00:27:42.799
<v Speaker 1>how to do it. So I was just on it forever.

707
00:27:42.519 --> 00:27:43.720
<v Speaker 2>And you don't know how to do it.

708
00:27:43.759 --> 00:27:46.640
<v Speaker 1>I finally on it, okay, So I.

709
00:27:46.559 --> 00:27:49.519
<v Speaker 3>Was like, oh, this is how it works. My first

710
00:27:49.559 --> 00:27:51.319
<v Speaker 3>video I put up for a hundred bucks and someone

711
00:27:51.319 --> 00:27:52.880
<v Speaker 3>bought it, and someone else bought it, and someone else

712
00:27:52.880 --> 00:27:55.880
<v Speaker 3>bought it. I'm in a bikini then, and it was cool.

713
00:27:55.880 --> 00:27:57.440
<v Speaker 3>I was like, okay, let me let me see what

714
00:27:57.480 --> 00:28:00.319
<v Speaker 3>else I can do. So I finally put my new

715
00:28:00.400 --> 00:28:06.000
<v Speaker 3>project on there. It's very cinematic, sexy again girl girl action,

716
00:28:06.240 --> 00:28:10.119
<v Speaker 3>you know, nothing too crazy. It was freaky. It's called

717
00:28:10.160 --> 00:28:13.680
<v Speaker 3>freaky freaky. So we put that out directly to them first.

718
00:28:14.000 --> 00:28:15.359
<v Speaker 3>Also they could see it see.

719
00:28:15.160 --> 00:28:16.559
<v Speaker 1>And that's what I think is cool, is like so

720
00:28:16.599 --> 00:28:19.160
<v Speaker 1>everybody gets like, oh, only fans and they be like, oh,

721
00:28:19.160 --> 00:28:22.119
<v Speaker 1>like it's so like sexual for me, I've had only

722
00:28:22.160 --> 00:28:23.920
<v Speaker 1>fans before. Only fans was cool and one of those

723
00:28:23.920 --> 00:28:25.799
<v Speaker 1>types of things whatever because it was I feel like

724
00:28:25.839 --> 00:28:29.000
<v Speaker 1>it wasn't started because of adult business, but adult people

725
00:28:29.039 --> 00:28:31.279
<v Speaker 1>made it popular. Then. What I what I feel like

726
00:28:31.359 --> 00:28:33.480
<v Speaker 1>is having more people on is like everybody has their

727
00:28:33.480 --> 00:28:36.119
<v Speaker 1>own lane. You're you know, you're a musician, you're a songwriter,

728
00:28:36.240 --> 00:28:38.680
<v Speaker 1>you have like so much talent that people don't get

729
00:28:38.680 --> 00:28:40.799
<v Speaker 1>to see the behind the scenes, and it's like, why

730
00:28:40.880 --> 00:28:43.400
<v Speaker 1>not use a platform for what it's made for in

731
00:28:43.440 --> 00:28:44.799
<v Speaker 1>your lane and what it's doing. I think it's a

732
00:28:44.799 --> 00:28:46.960
<v Speaker 1>beautiful thing. I think that's its marketing wise. If you

733
00:28:47.039 --> 00:28:49.480
<v Speaker 1>do it correctly and it stays you know, within what

734
00:28:49.559 --> 00:28:51.640
<v Speaker 1>you have and you can maintain with your fans. I

735
00:28:51.640 --> 00:28:54.079
<v Speaker 1>think it's amazing. Yeah, and you definitely should do more

736
00:28:54.079 --> 00:28:55.640
<v Speaker 1>of it, Like I feel like that's where they get

737
00:28:55.640 --> 00:28:56.400
<v Speaker 1>to see.

738
00:28:56.599 --> 00:28:58.000
<v Speaker 2>What you want to show them, you.

739
00:28:58.039 --> 00:29:01.240
<v Speaker 3>Know, I want to show them my my mature side,

740
00:29:01.279 --> 00:29:02.759
<v Speaker 3>and I feel like if I put that on my

741
00:29:02.799 --> 00:29:05.279
<v Speaker 3>ig on my Twitter, it could be no flag, No,

742
00:29:05.359 --> 00:29:07.599
<v Speaker 3>somebody might say something or even get them deleted.

743
00:29:07.640 --> 00:29:10.519
<v Speaker 1>I'm sure you've had deleted. I mean even now, like

744
00:29:10.599 --> 00:29:12.720
<v Speaker 1>and I feel like I'm typecasted because I did for

745
00:29:13.039 --> 00:29:15.000
<v Speaker 1>I haven't even done I pornantine in like four years,

746
00:29:15.039 --> 00:29:16.960
<v Speaker 1>but I will always be known as like Texas who's

747
00:29:16.960 --> 00:29:18.920
<v Speaker 1>done porn or the porn star or whatever like whatever.

748
00:29:19.000 --> 00:29:19.680
<v Speaker 1>To each his own.

749
00:29:19.960 --> 00:29:20.960
<v Speaker 2>I don't like knock.

750
00:29:21.000 --> 00:29:23.160
<v Speaker 3>It's one of those things.

751
00:29:23.200 --> 00:29:25.680
<v Speaker 1>But it's like because of that, my ass is so big,

752
00:29:25.720 --> 00:29:27.279
<v Speaker 1>and they're like, oh you have this, I'm like, I

753
00:29:27.519 --> 00:29:29.599
<v Speaker 1>have a bikini on. Just because my ass is big

754
00:29:29.680 --> 00:29:32.680
<v Speaker 1>doesn't mean I'm doing anything inappropriate, So now put that

755
00:29:32.759 --> 00:29:37.400
<v Speaker 1>on the like definitely exactly they flagged, but now they're

756
00:29:37.400 --> 00:29:39.319
<v Speaker 1>also doing targeting them as well. And it's to the

757
00:29:39.319 --> 00:29:41.160
<v Speaker 1>point where it's like because they just came out with

758
00:29:41.200 --> 00:29:43.240
<v Speaker 1>the whole new guidelines whatever, and the guidelines is like

759
00:29:43.279 --> 00:29:46.279
<v Speaker 1>I haven't read them so heavily and me neither. But

760
00:29:46.359 --> 00:29:48.000
<v Speaker 1>I have a team of people that like, we can't

761
00:29:48.119 --> 00:29:50.680
<v Speaker 1>post certain things because it's like if you're in a

762
00:29:50.720 --> 00:29:53.319
<v Speaker 1>song and you're having your face to the camera, it

763
00:29:53.359 --> 00:29:55.279
<v Speaker 1>can be deleted if it's not that. It could be

764
00:29:55.319 --> 00:29:57.000
<v Speaker 1>a bikini picture, but it can't be a thong. And

765
00:29:57.000 --> 00:29:58.839
<v Speaker 1>I'm like, who makes these rules?

766
00:29:58.839 --> 00:29:59.319
<v Speaker 2>And why?

767
00:30:00.119 --> 00:30:00.319
<v Speaker 1>Sorry?

768
00:30:00.359 --> 00:30:02.319
<v Speaker 3>But if you in Miami, like I have been there

769
00:30:02.400 --> 00:30:04.240
<v Speaker 3>all thongs, I'm learning to live in thongs.

770
00:30:04.240 --> 00:30:06.440
<v Speaker 1>But see that's the thing. It's like, but what should

771
00:30:06.480 --> 00:30:09.480
<v Speaker 1>discriminate a woman feeling comfortable and I'm not naked and

772
00:30:09.599 --> 00:30:12.640
<v Speaker 1>I and I I respect the guidelines of like you

773
00:30:12.640 --> 00:30:14.640
<v Speaker 1>don't want to do too much because I'm not trying

774
00:30:14.640 --> 00:30:16.480
<v Speaker 1>to show my pussy and my asshole to the whole

775
00:30:16.519 --> 00:30:19.039
<v Speaker 1>world for free. Let's just be honest. Yeah. So it's like,

776
00:30:19.279 --> 00:30:21.400
<v Speaker 1>but the thing is tastefully like I can't even be

777
00:30:22.759 --> 00:30:27.319
<v Speaker 1>use my creativity sexually, like to over sexualized to make

778
00:30:27.359 --> 00:30:29.200
<v Speaker 1>it even anything, because now it's seemed like if I

779
00:30:29.240 --> 00:30:32.839
<v Speaker 1>touch my boob like this, oh, you're insinuating sex. If

780
00:30:32.880 --> 00:30:35.119
<v Speaker 1>I put my finger in my mouth, you're insinuating sex.

781
00:30:35.160 --> 00:30:37.119
<v Speaker 1>So it's like it's so geared that they just want

782
00:30:37.160 --> 00:30:40.720
<v Speaker 1>to shut everybody out that I'm like, how, like why

783
00:30:40.839 --> 00:30:42.960
<v Speaker 1>it's money it who fucked you over? Because it's not

784
00:30:43.039 --> 00:30:45.359
<v Speaker 1>a girl that fucks them, dude that cheated on them

785
00:30:45.400 --> 00:30:47.319
<v Speaker 1>and they found out about it, and it's not our

786
00:30:47.359 --> 00:30:48.640
<v Speaker 1>fault exactly.

787
00:30:48.920 --> 00:30:52.039
<v Speaker 3>So for me, what I find really interesting about that

788
00:30:52.200 --> 00:30:56.440
<v Speaker 3>is that if it makes the man uncomfortable or whoever uncomfortable,

789
00:30:56.640 --> 00:31:00.559
<v Speaker 3>then don't look at it like just be you know,

790
00:31:01.240 --> 00:31:04.359
<v Speaker 3>have a sense of confidence in yourself. Like I have

791
00:31:04.400 --> 00:31:07.440
<v Speaker 3>some friends that are a little more I guess you

792
00:31:07.440 --> 00:31:10.519
<v Speaker 3>could say reserved in me, And sometimes they say stuff like,

793
00:31:10.799 --> 00:31:12.839
<v Speaker 3>oh I wouldn't I couldn't wear that, but you could

794
00:31:12.880 --> 00:31:13.960
<v Speaker 3>get away with it kind of thing.

795
00:31:14.000 --> 00:31:16.799
<v Speaker 1>I'm like, because I don't give a fuck why they

796
00:31:16.839 --> 00:31:17.720
<v Speaker 1>say in a sense.

797
00:31:17.680 --> 00:31:20.400
<v Speaker 3>Because like because they're scared to do it, because.

798
00:31:20.400 --> 00:31:21.319
<v Speaker 1>They don't want to be judged.

799
00:31:21.359 --> 00:31:23.240
<v Speaker 3>I don't want somebody to say, well, then she's not

800
00:31:23.279 --> 00:31:25.880
<v Speaker 3>a boss. She can't have her own company if she

801
00:31:25.880 --> 00:31:26.279
<v Speaker 3>wears this.

802
00:31:26.519 --> 00:31:29.119
<v Speaker 1>Like so, what why do you feel like that you're

803
00:31:29.200 --> 00:31:31.079
<v Speaker 1>labeled as to do too much girl because of the

804
00:31:31.119 --> 00:31:33.640
<v Speaker 1>way that you're dressed, or you're over sexualized or why

805
00:31:33.640 --> 00:31:34.920
<v Speaker 1>do you feel that way? No, I was making a

806
00:31:35.000 --> 00:31:36.200
<v Speaker 1>joke because the song doing too much?

807
00:31:36.720 --> 00:31:42.920
<v Speaker 3>Oh no, But I feel like for me, people knew

808
00:31:42.960 --> 00:31:46.319
<v Speaker 3>me as a six sixteen year old young youthful girl

809
00:31:46.960 --> 00:31:48.599
<v Speaker 3>or maybe they might have not even know I'm sixteen,

810
00:31:48.599 --> 00:31:51.799
<v Speaker 3>but I was sixteen, so I got in that little

811
00:31:51.839 --> 00:31:54.519
<v Speaker 3>box to where that she's so sweet, she's so innocent,

812
00:31:54.640 --> 00:31:57.440
<v Speaker 3>she's this and that, Like nobody knew me obviously I

813
00:31:57.519 --> 00:32:00.920
<v Speaker 3>was at that age, but I've I feel like I was.

814
00:32:01.000 --> 00:32:03.079
<v Speaker 1>Yeah, I was actually a prude. I will say that

815
00:32:03.279 --> 00:32:05.160
<v Speaker 1>I was a prude. I was always scared to like

816
00:32:05.359 --> 00:32:05.799
<v Speaker 1>hook up.

817
00:32:05.759 --> 00:32:07.680
<v Speaker 3>With guys or anybody because I was just like, I

818
00:32:07.720 --> 00:32:10.119
<v Speaker 3>don't know, somebody might give me something I don't know.

819
00:32:10.359 --> 00:32:13.160
<v Speaker 1>Like I grew up very like in.

820
00:32:13.160 --> 00:32:14.799
<v Speaker 3>The church, that kind of thing, like I say in

821
00:32:14.839 --> 00:32:15.359
<v Speaker 3>the church choir.

822
00:32:15.400 --> 00:32:16.880
<v Speaker 1>I wanted to be a nun growing up like this

823
00:32:17.000 --> 00:32:17.559
<v Speaker 1>is crazy.

824
00:32:17.839 --> 00:32:20.720
<v Speaker 3>And then I went into the industry and I'm like,

825
00:32:21.000 --> 00:32:23.440
<v Speaker 3>maybe I don't want to be a nun. And I still,

826
00:32:23.480 --> 00:32:26.440
<v Speaker 3>you know, I have I have a higher power that

827
00:32:26.519 --> 00:32:28.640
<v Speaker 3>I feel like I believe in, you know, to each

828
00:32:28.680 --> 00:32:29.000
<v Speaker 3>his own.

829
00:32:29.119 --> 00:32:33.119
<v Speaker 1>But I also feel like I want to I want.

830
00:32:32.920 --> 00:32:35.720
<v Speaker 3>To express myself of the newdest that I am sometimes

831
00:32:36.000 --> 00:32:37.920
<v Speaker 3>and I know it offends other people, but I really

832
00:32:37.960 --> 00:32:38.599
<v Speaker 3>don't care. Now.

833
00:32:38.880 --> 00:32:42.119
<v Speaker 1>Yeah, and nudest is like do you go full like

834
00:32:42.200 --> 00:32:43.839
<v Speaker 1>you're just don't care then you can be new to

835
00:32:44.000 --> 00:32:46.920
<v Speaker 1>like around anybody, or as far as like just a

836
00:32:46.960 --> 00:32:47.519
<v Speaker 1>little bit further.

837
00:32:47.640 --> 00:32:51.480
<v Speaker 3>I probably could if it were if it was not

838
00:32:51.640 --> 00:32:53.519
<v Speaker 3>indecent exposure what is it called.

839
00:32:53.440 --> 00:32:55.880
<v Speaker 1>If it was legalized in sense or whatever, and then

840
00:32:55.880 --> 00:32:57.559
<v Speaker 1>you could do I went to a nude beach. It

841
00:32:57.680 --> 00:32:59.200
<v Speaker 1>was so fun and.

842
00:32:59.160 --> 00:33:00.319
<v Speaker 2>It's liberating, you know what I mean.

843
00:33:00.359 --> 00:33:01.920
<v Speaker 1>And that's why I feel like I feel like, you know,

844
00:33:02.279 --> 00:33:05.039
<v Speaker 1>you naked say the same thing all the time. For me,

845
00:33:05.119 --> 00:33:07.200
<v Speaker 1>it's like I've traveled so many like to you know,

846
00:33:07.359 --> 00:33:09.839
<v Speaker 1>to Europe and all these other different countries where it's

847
00:33:09.920 --> 00:33:13.240
<v Speaker 1>not looked upon like sex. I feel like in the

848
00:33:13.359 --> 00:33:18.279
<v Speaker 1>US is so overly like, oh, it's about you have

849
00:33:18.319 --> 00:33:19.599
<v Speaker 1>to be married, you have to do that. There's all

850
00:33:19.640 --> 00:33:21.680
<v Speaker 1>these rules in striction, like the restrictions whatever I mean.

851
00:33:21.680 --> 00:33:23.440
<v Speaker 1>And maybe not so much now, but in the beginning,

852
00:33:23.440 --> 00:33:25.720
<v Speaker 1>and it was like it was so I don't know

853
00:33:26.079 --> 00:33:27.720
<v Speaker 1>biblical is the word, but it was just very like

854
00:33:27.759 --> 00:33:29.160
<v Speaker 1>into that sense where it was like this is the

855
00:33:29.160 --> 00:33:30.759
<v Speaker 1>way it's supposed to be. You're a ciner. If it

856
00:33:30.759 --> 00:33:33.920
<v Speaker 1>didn't happen the So when I first found the industry,

857
00:33:34.160 --> 00:33:37.079
<v Speaker 1>traveling overseas, I remember going to I believe it was

858
00:33:37.920 --> 00:33:40.480
<v Speaker 1>New Zealand or Australia, one of the two that I remember.

859
00:33:40.640 --> 00:33:43.680
<v Speaker 1>But we did a tour called Boobs on Bikes. So

860
00:33:43.839 --> 00:33:47.319
<v Speaker 1>basically it was a tour that sounds fun, I'm a

861
00:33:47.400 --> 00:33:50.359
<v Speaker 1>kid for free much for the ticket. Well, this is

862
00:33:50.359 --> 00:33:52.200
<v Speaker 1>the thing it was in. It was a parade in

863
00:33:52.240 --> 00:33:55.240
<v Speaker 1>the town, so families everyone. Then there was like a

864
00:33:55.440 --> 00:33:58.440
<v Speaker 1>they roped everything off and people were supporting. So at first,

865
00:33:58.680 --> 00:34:01.599
<v Speaker 1>riding through the city all these cities, there's kids and

866
00:34:01.640 --> 00:34:03.519
<v Speaker 1>they're like, oh whatever. And at first I'm like, oh

867
00:34:03.559 --> 00:34:05.680
<v Speaker 1>my god. And I'm because I'm like they're kids and

868
00:34:05.680 --> 00:34:08.559
<v Speaker 1>you're you know, you're not naked, but you're topless. Yeah.

869
00:34:08.599 --> 00:34:12.000
<v Speaker 1>But the and they're like like they're like Americans make

870
00:34:12.119 --> 00:34:15.960
<v Speaker 1>that like overly done. They're like on their regular TV

871
00:34:16.400 --> 00:34:18.559
<v Speaker 1>they can show boobs, they can say whatever. So like

872
00:34:18.639 --> 00:34:20.920
<v Speaker 1>we make it seem bad that we're like, oh no, no, no, no,

873
00:34:20.960 --> 00:34:22.760
<v Speaker 1>don't do it that. It's like then I started thinking

874
00:34:22.760 --> 00:34:25.159
<v Speaker 1>about it differently and I'm like, oh, we're the ones

875
00:34:25.199 --> 00:34:27.480
<v Speaker 1>like when you're like, when you shame someone to do something,

876
00:34:27.599 --> 00:34:29.239
<v Speaker 1>is why you think that it's so bad?

877
00:34:29.519 --> 00:34:30.800
<v Speaker 2>But why should it be shameful?

878
00:34:30.800 --> 00:34:32.719
<v Speaker 1>It should be a conversation and it should be said

879
00:34:32.719 --> 00:34:34.239
<v Speaker 1>the same way. Why I'm an advocate for free the

880
00:34:34.320 --> 00:34:37.280
<v Speaker 1>nipple is if I have my top off, or if

881
00:34:37.320 --> 00:34:39.119
<v Speaker 1>men can have their tops off and be like whatever,

882
00:34:39.199 --> 00:34:40.880
<v Speaker 1>then why is it any different than if a woman

883
00:34:40.960 --> 00:34:43.639
<v Speaker 1>doing it. Just because a man can be overly sexualized

884
00:34:43.679 --> 00:34:45.679
<v Speaker 1>and they think like, oh that means oh I'm going

885
00:34:45.760 --> 00:34:48.000
<v Speaker 1>to jerk off to you or something like inappropriately, that's

886
00:34:48.039 --> 00:34:50.599
<v Speaker 1>on them and they should be tried for what's going

887
00:34:50.599 --> 00:34:52.239
<v Speaker 1>on and be in jail for those things. But because

888
00:34:52.280 --> 00:34:55.440
<v Speaker 1>I'm walking freely or laying out and topless and tanning,

889
00:34:55.960 --> 00:34:57.599
<v Speaker 1>I'm mine in my own business, you know what I mean.

890
00:34:57.599 --> 00:34:59.480
<v Speaker 1>I'm not going at a kid's store. I'm not doing

891
00:34:59.480 --> 00:35:02.559
<v Speaker 1>anything in appropriate. I feel in the guidelines. And that's

892
00:35:02.599 --> 00:35:03.880
<v Speaker 1>why I think that it's just I.

893
00:35:03.800 --> 00:35:07.519
<v Speaker 3>Feel like I have always been told like I used

894
00:35:07.519 --> 00:35:09.840
<v Speaker 3>to wear like tighter dresses and people be like, oh,

895
00:35:10.079 --> 00:35:12.119
<v Speaker 3>she's probably a sla or this and that, the people

896
00:35:12.159 --> 00:35:15.199
<v Speaker 3>that didn't know me, And I'm like, what, Like, I

897
00:35:15.239 --> 00:35:19.559
<v Speaker 3>can't be sexy, I can't enjoy my body and celebrate

898
00:35:19.639 --> 00:35:21.320
<v Speaker 3>my body and be bold, and like.

899
00:35:21.440 --> 00:35:24.119
<v Speaker 1>Yes you can, you're in private. I'm a boss, as

900
00:35:24.519 --> 00:35:26.840
<v Speaker 1>we preach it. We want it to happen, you know,

901
00:35:26.920 --> 00:35:28.920
<v Speaker 1>like I don't. I don't get that part.

902
00:35:29.039 --> 00:35:30.920
<v Speaker 3>That part of me is just like it's it makes

903
00:35:30.960 --> 00:35:33.719
<v Speaker 3>me sad because I feel like there's so many women

904
00:35:33.880 --> 00:35:37.440
<v Speaker 3>and even men that don't they're not confident, Like your

905
00:35:37.480 --> 00:35:40.519
<v Speaker 3>confidence is everything and you have to be like you said,

906
00:35:40.559 --> 00:35:41.960
<v Speaker 3>you're number one supporter.

907
00:35:42.079 --> 00:35:45.599
<v Speaker 1>You gotta really root for yourself before you better give

908
00:35:45.639 --> 00:35:46.840
<v Speaker 1>yourself and yes.

909
00:35:48.119 --> 00:35:51.280
<v Speaker 3>Before anybody does, because if you're not believing in yourself,

910
00:35:51.320 --> 00:35:52.079
<v Speaker 3>nobody is going.

911
00:35:52.000 --> 00:35:52.480
<v Speaker 1>To believe in you.

912
00:35:52.880 --> 00:35:55.079
<v Speaker 2>I believe in that one ten percent.

913
00:35:55.159 --> 00:35:57.239
<v Speaker 1>I feel like if you cause it's confidence shows if

914
00:35:57.239 --> 00:35:59.119
<v Speaker 1>you're not confident in your own skin, and how are

915
00:35:59.159 --> 00:36:02.599
<v Speaker 1>you going to like have anybody believe in what you're singing,

916
00:36:02.920 --> 00:36:05.280
<v Speaker 1>believe in what I'm you know, talking about on the podcast.

917
00:36:05.320 --> 00:36:07.760
<v Speaker 1>And vulnerability is sexy, vulnerable.

918
00:36:07.760 --> 00:36:11.119
<v Speaker 3>I'm gonna say this again, Vulnerability is sexy.

919
00:36:11.119 --> 00:36:13.440
<v Speaker 1>You use your sexy voice, poss sexy.

920
00:36:14.239 --> 00:36:16.639
<v Speaker 3>And it's crazy because I'll be on clubhouse and a

921
00:36:16.719 --> 00:36:20.400
<v Speaker 3>human on clubhouse and I hear these conversations about men.

922
00:36:20.440 --> 00:36:24.719
<v Speaker 3>We're changing into another subject, but it still goes with vulnerability,

923
00:36:24.960 --> 00:36:28.119
<v Speaker 3>like men how they are told not to cry they're

924
00:36:28.119 --> 00:36:30.679
<v Speaker 3>told not to have emotions, and it's like, what, like,

925
00:36:30.760 --> 00:36:33.280
<v Speaker 3>we all have emotions. That doesn't make you any less

926
00:36:33.280 --> 00:36:35.280
<v Speaker 3>of a man to me. To me, it makes you

927
00:36:35.320 --> 00:36:38.320
<v Speaker 3>a man, It makes you a person, a human being, a.

928
00:36:38.159 --> 00:36:40.400
<v Speaker 1>Great And I think all these hard conversations and places

929
00:36:40.440 --> 00:36:43.079
<v Speaker 1>like the platforms like clubhouse and I have I've been

930
00:36:43.119 --> 00:36:44.760
<v Speaker 1>on cobus for a while, but I haven't actually.

931
00:36:44.480 --> 00:36:45.800
<v Speaker 2>Made my introduction a clubhouse.

932
00:36:45.840 --> 00:36:47.320
<v Speaker 1>We should have done this on club We should do.

933
00:36:49.000 --> 00:36:50.280
<v Speaker 1>But for sure, it's one of those things that I

934
00:36:50.320 --> 00:36:53.119
<v Speaker 1>think these conversations and why I love my podcast is

935
00:36:53.159 --> 00:36:56.280
<v Speaker 1>that communication is key. If you can talk about and

936
00:36:56.280 --> 00:36:59.039
<v Speaker 1>have an adult conversation, we can educate everybody, and you know,

937
00:36:59.079 --> 00:37:01.400
<v Speaker 1>everybody takes away with they want to from it their

938
00:37:01.440 --> 00:37:02.079
<v Speaker 1>own way.

939
00:37:02.280 --> 00:37:03.480
<v Speaker 2>Just because we're having commer.

940
00:37:03.239 --> 00:37:05.519
<v Speaker 1>Saving conversation right now about it doesn't mean that we

941
00:37:05.559 --> 00:37:07.480
<v Speaker 1>have to agree. We can agree to disagree and we

942
00:37:07.480 --> 00:37:08.760
<v Speaker 1>can take our own parts of what it is.

943
00:37:08.800 --> 00:37:09.840
<v Speaker 2>But it's about being.

944
00:37:09.719 --> 00:37:12.599
<v Speaker 1>You know, having awareness and just being honest and knowing

945
00:37:12.639 --> 00:37:14.239
<v Speaker 1>that what works for me may not work for you

946
00:37:14.320 --> 00:37:16.039
<v Speaker 1>and vice versa, but it doesn't. I don't put my

947
00:37:16.079 --> 00:37:18.360
<v Speaker 1>pants on any differently that you do, vice versa. So

948
00:37:18.360 --> 00:37:20.800
<v Speaker 1>it's like, why should I draw you different? Well, you know,

949
00:37:20.840 --> 00:37:21.639
<v Speaker 1>my booty mad Wig.

950
00:37:24.119 --> 00:37:26.199
<v Speaker 3>We don't put our fans on the same we know,

951
00:37:26.239 --> 00:37:28.480
<v Speaker 3>but in actual you know what I mean, I know,

952
00:37:28.920 --> 00:37:31.880
<v Speaker 3>it's like I just don't see like if I'm gonna

953
00:37:31.880 --> 00:37:32.800
<v Speaker 3>treat you how you treat me.

954
00:37:32.840 --> 00:37:34.239
<v Speaker 1>And that's just how I was taught from the you know,

955
00:37:34.280 --> 00:37:36.320
<v Speaker 1>when I was young, and that's just respect.

956
00:37:36.440 --> 00:37:39.360
<v Speaker 3>I feel like for you, especially like you have probably

957
00:37:39.400 --> 00:37:42.400
<v Speaker 3>come across more men than I have that are just

958
00:37:42.519 --> 00:37:46.800
<v Speaker 3>like dogs, you know, and they they put you in

959
00:37:46.800 --> 00:37:49.320
<v Speaker 3>a category before they even know you. And they and

960
00:37:49.440 --> 00:37:52.920
<v Speaker 3>especially in the industry, like me being a singer and

961
00:37:53.000 --> 00:37:55.239
<v Speaker 3>working with different guys, and they're always coming to me

962
00:37:55.360 --> 00:37:56.599
<v Speaker 3>like hard eyes, hard eyes.

963
00:37:56.639 --> 00:37:58.320
<v Speaker 1>I'm like, you know, I'm a.

964
00:37:58.280 --> 00:38:02.079
<v Speaker 3>Singer, right, Like I have a voice, and I have,

965
00:38:02.519 --> 00:38:05.119
<v Speaker 3>you know, done some things not to toot my own horn,

966
00:38:05.159 --> 00:38:07.480
<v Speaker 3>but like I'm not just out here being thirsty, like.

967
00:38:07.480 --> 00:38:08.360
<v Speaker 2>I've done some things.

968
00:38:08.679 --> 00:38:11.320
<v Speaker 1>Do you want to work or do you want to work?

969
00:38:11.440 --> 00:38:13.480
<v Speaker 1>But that's why I've met with this whole you know,

970
00:38:13.719 --> 00:38:17.800
<v Speaker 1>new wave of people in generational time things. It's like

971
00:38:18.400 --> 00:38:20.360
<v Speaker 1>people think that it's so easy, Like I was at

972
00:38:20.440 --> 00:38:22.320
<v Speaker 1>something before the pandemic habin. It was like a fashion

973
00:38:22.360 --> 00:38:24.079
<v Speaker 1>show and someone just came to me and was like, hey,

974
00:38:24.079 --> 00:38:26.039
<v Speaker 1>put your number in it, and I'm like, I looked

975
00:38:26.039 --> 00:38:27.559
<v Speaker 1>over to my friend and I was like, does this

976
00:38:27.840 --> 00:38:31.519
<v Speaker 1>work to people? Because I found that bitch that I'm like,

977
00:38:31.599 --> 00:38:33.400
<v Speaker 1>and it does you. But I was like, you can

978
00:38:33.440 --> 00:38:35.239
<v Speaker 1>have your phone back because I ain't giving you my

979
00:38:35.320 --> 00:38:37.880
<v Speaker 1>number about anything, but thank you very much, sir. And

980
00:38:37.920 --> 00:38:40.159
<v Speaker 1>for me it's like, I'm very polite because for me,

981
00:38:40.199 --> 00:38:42.199
<v Speaker 1>it's like and that's why, you know the difference of

982
00:38:42.239 --> 00:38:43.639
<v Speaker 1>like when someone's hitting on you and they're like, oh,

983
00:38:43.760 --> 00:38:46.239
<v Speaker 1>you know, baby girl, this or whatever, and I'm like, okay,

984
00:38:46.239 --> 00:38:48.119
<v Speaker 1>thank you, but nothing. You're like, well fuck you, that bitch,

985
00:38:48.119 --> 00:38:50.559
<v Speaker 1>And I'm like, okay, well I said it to me

986
00:38:50.679 --> 00:38:52.519
<v Speaker 1>tastefully to you that I don't want you. But if

987
00:38:52.519 --> 00:38:53.360
<v Speaker 1>that's you, that's all.

988
00:38:53.800 --> 00:38:56.880
<v Speaker 3>I'll give the person the benefit of the doubt at first,

989
00:38:57.039 --> 00:39:00.400
<v Speaker 3>unless I feel really really weird vibes, like people'll be like,

990
00:39:00.679 --> 00:39:02.920
<v Speaker 3>let's go to dinner, let let's talk about whatever.

991
00:39:03.320 --> 00:39:05.920
<v Speaker 1>What are you up to in your your new music?

992
00:39:06.119 --> 00:39:08.320
<v Speaker 1>And I'll entertain it. But as soon as I.

993
00:39:08.280 --> 00:39:11.000
<v Speaker 3>Figure out that it's not about work, I'm like so

994
00:39:11.159 --> 00:39:11.639
<v Speaker 3>over it.

995
00:39:11.800 --> 00:39:13.079
<v Speaker 2>Yeah, and it's hard to distinguish.

996
00:39:13.079 --> 00:39:15.840
<v Speaker 1>I'm sure, Like I mean, I can only imagine the

997
00:39:15.920 --> 00:39:18.400
<v Speaker 1>DMS that you get from all these things. So let's

998
00:39:18.400 --> 00:39:20.519
<v Speaker 1>talk about being in the industry being so like, you know,

999
00:39:20.559 --> 00:39:23.079
<v Speaker 1>it's kind of it's female driven, but it's male dominant.

1000
00:39:23.119 --> 00:39:25.079
<v Speaker 1>And you being so young when you first started, did

1001
00:39:25.119 --> 00:39:27.320
<v Speaker 1>you have any things that happened that you know were

1002
00:39:27.360 --> 00:39:29.800
<v Speaker 1>on you know, uneventful to the point where it's like

1003
00:39:29.880 --> 00:39:32.000
<v Speaker 1>kind of masked where your career went, or you kind

1004
00:39:32.000 --> 00:39:33.679
<v Speaker 1>of took a step back that you were just like, oh,

1005
00:39:33.679 --> 00:39:35.960
<v Speaker 1>wait a minute, I'm sixteen, hommy, I took you have

1006
00:39:36.119 --> 00:39:38.679
<v Speaker 1>somebody that kind of like guided you, that protected you.

1007
00:39:39.480 --> 00:39:41.639
<v Speaker 3>I I feel like I had a little bit of

1008
00:39:41.639 --> 00:39:44.800
<v Speaker 3>both because I was sheltered, you know, from a very

1009
00:39:44.840 --> 00:39:47.119
<v Speaker 3>young age. My mom did go on tour with me,

1010
00:39:47.239 --> 00:39:49.760
<v Speaker 3>so that was amazing, and that was it made me

1011
00:39:49.800 --> 00:39:52.000
<v Speaker 3>feel more safe, okay, because I was always around men

1012
00:39:52.119 --> 00:39:52.760
<v Speaker 3>and I always saw.

1013
00:39:52.920 --> 00:39:54.719
<v Speaker 1>I can only imagine that's I say, I had sixteen men.

1014
00:39:54.840 --> 00:39:57.440
<v Speaker 1>It's such an influential age where it's like they don't

1015
00:39:57.480 --> 00:39:59.920
<v Speaker 1>like you're not a woman or an adult, but you're

1016
00:40:00.079 --> 00:40:01.719
<v Speaker 1>in that teetering line, you know what I mean.

1017
00:40:01.800 --> 00:40:04.119
<v Speaker 2>So it's like and then men are just.

1018
00:40:04.360 --> 00:40:07.800
<v Speaker 3>Perverts well too, But I love the men that loved men.

1019
00:40:08.079 --> 00:40:10.639
<v Speaker 3>That's amazing because that didn't put me in a weird position.

1020
00:40:10.719 --> 00:40:13.599
<v Speaker 3>And there's so many men that love men and there's

1021
00:40:13.639 --> 00:40:15.360
<v Speaker 3>no knock to that. They'll just never come out. They'll

1022
00:40:15.360 --> 00:40:16.840
<v Speaker 3>never say it. They don't want to be looked in

1023
00:40:16.840 --> 00:40:20.440
<v Speaker 3>that light. But for me, I'm like, thank goodness because.

1024
00:40:20.239 --> 00:40:22.639
<v Speaker 1>I don't have to sleep with them. I would never hear.

1025
00:40:24.119 --> 00:40:26.039
<v Speaker 3>So, you know, that made me feel a little better

1026
00:40:26.079 --> 00:40:29.880
<v Speaker 3>about it. But I have been in situations to where

1027
00:40:29.920 --> 00:40:32.760
<v Speaker 3>they were like, you know, I don't want to put

1028
00:40:32.760 --> 00:40:34.920
<v Speaker 3>this music out with you on this i'm your boyfriend

1029
00:40:34.960 --> 00:40:38.559
<v Speaker 3>type thing, and I'm like, wow, this is the real

1030
00:40:38.599 --> 00:40:41.960
<v Speaker 3>shit that that people talk about that actually happens. And

1031
00:40:42.000 --> 00:40:44.199
<v Speaker 3>I was like, you know, even though I'm single right now,

1032
00:40:44.360 --> 00:40:46.639
<v Speaker 3>doesn't mean that you're my boyfriend because we're working on

1033
00:40:46.760 --> 00:40:49.119
<v Speaker 3>music and you feel like you like me, Like no.

1034
00:40:49.159 --> 00:40:51.519
<v Speaker 1>So have you had opportunities like pass you by because

1035
00:40:51.519 --> 00:40:52.239
<v Speaker 1>of those situations?

1036
00:40:52.320 --> 00:40:54.719
<v Speaker 2>Yes, that's unfortunate.

1037
00:40:54.800 --> 00:40:58.559
<v Speaker 3>It is unfortunate because the art suffers. You know, the

1038
00:40:58.599 --> 00:41:01.119
<v Speaker 3>guy could be an amaze or I could be an

1039
00:41:01.159 --> 00:41:03.920
<v Speaker 3>amazing writer. We have chemistry in the studio, but they

1040
00:41:03.920 --> 00:41:07.079
<v Speaker 3>want chemistry out of the studio and you're like, eh.

1041
00:41:06.480 --> 00:41:08.760
<v Speaker 1>I'm good. Yeah, yeah, No, that's the bad part. I

1042
00:41:08.760 --> 00:41:10.599
<v Speaker 1>feel like with women is like you almost get like

1043
00:41:10.679 --> 00:41:12.000
<v Speaker 1>your preyed on sometimes. That's right.

1044
00:41:12.079 --> 00:41:13.559
<v Speaker 2>I wondered being so young.

1045
00:41:13.599 --> 00:41:15.119
<v Speaker 1>How do you kind of like stay out of that

1046
00:41:15.199 --> 00:41:17.400
<v Speaker 1>because you hear so many especially with all the documentaries

1047
00:41:17.400 --> 00:41:19.280
<v Speaker 1>from like the Britney Spears thing that came out and

1048
00:41:19.320 --> 00:41:21.000
<v Speaker 1>all these things that you hear behind the scenes because

1049
00:41:21.000 --> 00:41:24.119
<v Speaker 1>everything looks glamorized on camera, but behind the scenes, you

1050
00:41:24.119 --> 00:41:26.559
<v Speaker 1>know that other things happen and it's Hollywood. Yeah, you

1051
00:41:26.599 --> 00:41:28.760
<v Speaker 1>know what I mean. And it's unfortunate because people make

1052
00:41:28.760 --> 00:41:30.119
<v Speaker 1>you grow up too fast. Yeah.

1053
00:41:30.159 --> 00:41:33.840
<v Speaker 3>I feel like again, it's like what you say we wear,

1054
00:41:33.920 --> 00:41:37.519
<v Speaker 3>Like I could be in baggiest of sweatpants and a

1055
00:41:37.599 --> 00:41:40.719
<v Speaker 3>sweatshirt and people would still try because they're that type

1056
00:41:40.760 --> 00:41:43.760
<v Speaker 3>of person. It's nothing that I did, and I have

1057
00:41:43.840 --> 00:41:46.039
<v Speaker 3>to know that. And I know that now, like I

1058
00:41:46.079 --> 00:41:48.480
<v Speaker 3>didn't do anything. That's on you because.

1059
00:41:48.199 --> 00:41:50.719
<v Speaker 1>That's how you were thinking. That was your intentions. Yeah,

1060
00:41:51.000 --> 00:41:55.119
<v Speaker 1>fuck you, I I like it. Well, it seems like

1061
00:41:55.199 --> 00:41:57.159
<v Speaker 1>you have a great head on your shoulders. I'm excited

1062
00:41:57.199 --> 00:42:00.320
<v Speaker 1>for your new projects coming out and being independent doing

1063
00:42:00.320 --> 00:42:02.679
<v Speaker 1>your own thing. You know, it's definitely a difference between

1064
00:42:02.760 --> 00:42:06.079
<v Speaker 1>you obviously starting breaking through at sixteen and now being

1065
00:42:06.079 --> 00:42:07.920
<v Speaker 1>the full you know, the woman that you are today

1066
00:42:07.960 --> 00:42:11.079
<v Speaker 1>and experienceting all the experiences that you've gone through. And

1067
00:42:11.119 --> 00:42:13.440
<v Speaker 1>you're a songwriter, so I'm very excited to see what

1068
00:42:13.519 --> 00:42:15.519
<v Speaker 1>you have coming out. Yeah, I'm so excited.

1069
00:42:15.559 --> 00:42:17.800
<v Speaker 3>Like these demos, guys, when you guys hear me on

1070
00:42:17.920 --> 00:42:20.039
<v Speaker 3>the song, ooh, I'm excited.

1071
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<v Speaker 1>All right, private talk, We're gonna take a little bit

1072
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<v Speaker 1>of a break. I hope that you are liking this episode.

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<v Speaker 1>Make sure that you like and subscribe, and we're gonna

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<v Speaker 1>get back to my favorite part, truth with Texas. One

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<v Speaker 1>thing you don't know about me, I don't sleep well.

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<v Speaker 3>All.

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<v Speaker 1>Right, Private Talk, we are back and we are still

1087
00:43:03.280 --> 00:43:07.000
<v Speaker 1>with the miss lovely Paula DeAnda, and we are about

1088
00:43:07.039 --> 00:43:09.639
<v Speaker 1>to play Truth with Texas. And I hope she's ready

1089
00:43:09.639 --> 00:43:11.880
<v Speaker 1>because I've been waiting since she's walked through the door

1090
00:43:11.920 --> 00:43:14.360
<v Speaker 1>for it because I just feel like, you know, sometimes

1091
00:43:14.400 --> 00:43:16.679
<v Speaker 1>you just gotta like inner, you know, unleash. You're in

1092
00:43:16.760 --> 00:43:19.679
<v Speaker 1>a freak. Your song is freaky, freaky. It's all like

1093
00:43:19.679 --> 00:43:20.559
<v Speaker 1>the word play.

1094
00:43:20.480 --> 00:43:22.920
<v Speaker 2>Goes in like the whole little thing of it all.

1095
00:43:23.039 --> 00:43:25.199
<v Speaker 1>You know what I'm saying. I'm saying. Okay, all right,

1096
00:43:25.239 --> 00:43:26.920
<v Speaker 1>So how this is gonna go is we're gonna play

1097
00:43:26.920 --> 00:43:30.119
<v Speaker 1>Truth with Texas. We've got four cards here, they're all aces.

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00:43:30.159 --> 00:43:34.679
<v Speaker 1>Each suit is a different type of question. We've got spicy, naughty, sexy,

1099
00:43:34.880 --> 00:43:37.360
<v Speaker 1>and romantic. We've got it all. So we're gonna get

1100
00:43:37.360 --> 00:43:40.760
<v Speaker 1>to know you a little bit more intimately. So let's

1101
00:43:41.119 --> 00:43:44.599
<v Speaker 1>start with card number one. So I just pick whatever,

1102
00:43:44.719 --> 00:43:46.920
<v Speaker 1>you pick whatever card, and you're gonna tell Private Talk

1103
00:43:46.960 --> 00:43:47.840
<v Speaker 1>what you've got. Girl.

1104
00:43:49.800 --> 00:43:52.679
<v Speaker 3>Oh, this is diamonds.

1105
00:43:52.760 --> 00:43:58.320
<v Speaker 1>Ace of diamonds is a spicy question. Oh spicy, all spicy.

1106
00:43:59.039 --> 00:44:00.920
<v Speaker 1>But you know maybe you that one for a reason,

1107
00:44:00.960 --> 00:44:03.000
<v Speaker 1>because you're a spicy girl over there. It must be.

1108
00:44:03.960 --> 00:44:13.320
<v Speaker 1>So let's same sex toys? Yes or absolutely no. So

1109
00:44:15.199 --> 00:44:19.079
<v Speaker 1>as much as I would love to say that, don't

1110
00:44:19.119 --> 00:44:22.159
<v Speaker 1>fuck with us, tell me the truth, you're like, as

1111
00:44:22.239 --> 00:44:23.880
<v Speaker 1>much as I want to tell you what, I'm not

1112
00:44:23.920 --> 00:44:25.199
<v Speaker 1>telling you that answered, I want to.

1113
00:44:25.199 --> 00:44:27.639
<v Speaker 3>Hear that no, no, no, as much as I want

1114
00:44:27.679 --> 00:44:29.599
<v Speaker 3>to tell you that I do have them, I have

1115
00:44:29.920 --> 00:44:33.079
<v Speaker 3>never ever used sex toys.

1116
00:44:32.679 --> 00:44:36.880
<v Speaker 1>Never ever, never ever have I ever I girls, I

1117
00:44:36.920 --> 00:44:39.280
<v Speaker 1>would clutch, but I'm gonna clutch. I lock it on.

1118
00:44:40.000 --> 00:44:42.760
<v Speaker 1>What am I missing out on? Tell me because you're icing? Okay,

1119
00:44:42.800 --> 00:44:45.440
<v Speaker 1>first ball, let's through wine. So never ever, ever, never

1120
00:44:45.519 --> 00:44:48.719
<v Speaker 1>by yourself, never with a guy, never any time. Never.

1121
00:44:48.960 --> 00:44:51.239
<v Speaker 1>I tell them I've seen them, Well, I hope you've

1122
00:44:51.239 --> 00:44:52.960
<v Speaker 1>seen them. I know what they look like, but I

1123
00:44:53.000 --> 00:44:55.519
<v Speaker 1>have no idea. But have you just been so intimidated?

1124
00:44:55.639 --> 00:44:57.519
<v Speaker 1>Have you just not wanted to explore that? Have you

1125
00:44:57.599 --> 00:44:59.480
<v Speaker 1>just been getting enough dick that it doesn't matter that

1126
00:44:59.559 --> 00:45:01.480
<v Speaker 1>you just like fuck the toys? I'm just getting fucked

1127
00:45:01.559 --> 00:45:02.519
<v Speaker 1>enough but it doesn't matter.

1128
00:45:03.440 --> 00:45:05.199
<v Speaker 3>I think I just have enough of it, you know.

1129
00:45:05.320 --> 00:45:08.599
<v Speaker 3>But I'm not opposed to it. I just have never

1130
00:45:08.679 --> 00:45:09.239
<v Speaker 3>it's crazy.

1131
00:45:09.440 --> 00:45:12.079
<v Speaker 1>So I'm a fan of sex toys. I'm a fan

1132
00:45:12.119 --> 00:45:14.039
<v Speaker 1>of healthy sex lives, and that's a fan of it all.

1133
00:45:14.079 --> 00:45:16.239
<v Speaker 1>But I feel like there has to be like tears

1134
00:45:16.280 --> 00:45:19.760
<v Speaker 1>of certain things. Sometimes you know your man's gone, maybe

1135
00:45:19.800 --> 00:45:22.159
<v Speaker 1>you're home alone and he's like whatever, and.

1136
00:45:22.119 --> 00:45:23.079
<v Speaker 2>You just get the urge.

1137
00:45:23.119 --> 00:45:25.000
<v Speaker 1>Or sometimes you're just fucking horny, but you don't want

1138
00:45:25.039 --> 00:45:26.480
<v Speaker 1>him to fucking talk. You don't want him to do

1139
00:45:26.480 --> 00:45:29.840
<v Speaker 1>anything or her whatever the situation. Maybe, so you gotta

1140
00:45:29.960 --> 00:45:32.760
<v Speaker 1>like treat yourself right, Okay, it's like self care, you know,

1141
00:45:32.840 --> 00:45:35.519
<v Speaker 1>like Sunday self care Sundays and Today's Sunday. By the way,

1142
00:45:35.639 --> 00:45:38.440
<v Speaker 1>it's like a face mask before. So I'm actually, I

1143
00:45:38.519 --> 00:45:41.280
<v Speaker 1>have I have some sex toys upstairs of my own

1144
00:45:41.360 --> 00:45:43.119
<v Speaker 1>that I'm gonna actually not to like my own that

1145
00:45:43.159 --> 00:45:46.320
<v Speaker 1>I've used, but my own that I sell that I

1146
00:45:48.039 --> 00:45:50.440
<v Speaker 1>that I will give you one of those before you leave.

1147
00:45:50.480 --> 00:45:52.559
<v Speaker 1>So my gosh, I'm being gifted. Yes, you're being gifted.

1148
00:45:52.559 --> 00:45:54.719
<v Speaker 1>You gave me tequila, I'm gonna give you a sex toy.

1149
00:45:54.760 --> 00:45:57.760
<v Speaker 1>It's like a friendship made in heaven. What an amazing exchange.

1150
00:45:57.840 --> 00:46:00.719
<v Speaker 1>So I feel like it's why I like sex toys

1151
00:46:00.719 --> 00:46:02.639
<v Speaker 1>and like the whole realm of it is the fact

1152
00:46:02.679 --> 00:46:05.320
<v Speaker 1>that you get to know what you really liked a

1153
00:46:05.320 --> 00:46:07.159
<v Speaker 1>little bit more, what gets you off.

1154
00:46:07.360 --> 00:46:08.679
<v Speaker 2>Yes, so to certain things.

1155
00:46:08.719 --> 00:46:11.599
<v Speaker 1>For me, like with myself, I'm a clatoral stimulated person,

1156
00:46:11.719 --> 00:46:17.000
<v Speaker 1>like if I'm going to get anything mon yes, like

1157
00:46:17.039 --> 00:46:19.159
<v Speaker 1>all those platoral simulations out there, I know that you

1158
00:46:19.559 --> 00:46:22.559
<v Speaker 1>living out there. When you sing it, it sounds much so

1159
00:46:22.599 --> 00:46:24.559
<v Speaker 1>much more sexier. So you could be doing that while

1160
00:46:24.559 --> 00:46:26.719
<v Speaker 1>you're organzing by yourself and you be like, oh my gosh,

1161
00:46:26.960 --> 00:46:28.719
<v Speaker 1>I can't do it. Like now record it and then

1162
00:46:28.760 --> 00:46:31.159
<v Speaker 1>put it on somewhere and OnlyFans and there you go.

1163
00:46:31.199 --> 00:46:32.599
<v Speaker 1>And then you're gonna be like you just do voice

1164
00:46:32.639 --> 00:46:34.519
<v Speaker 1>recordings of that and they be like, hey, you want

1165
00:46:34.519 --> 00:46:36.400
<v Speaker 1>to hear this, this is what's gonna do. But yes,

1166
00:46:36.480 --> 00:46:39.079
<v Speaker 1>it interlocks your freak in a sense, you know what

1167
00:46:39.079 --> 00:46:42.599
<v Speaker 1>I mean. So it's like sometimes with the clastoral stimulation

1168
00:46:42.679 --> 00:46:45.559
<v Speaker 1>for myself, it's like I wouldn't have climax that way

1169
00:46:45.719 --> 00:46:48.079
<v Speaker 1>if I was with my partner, not that I couldn't

1170
00:46:48.519 --> 00:46:51.199
<v Speaker 1>like climax to a certain point where that feels good.

1171
00:46:51.280 --> 00:46:52.599
<v Speaker 2>But it's just a different type of.

1172
00:46:52.920 --> 00:46:55.639
<v Speaker 1>Climax, got it. So you just you know, unless sure

1173
00:46:55.760 --> 00:46:56.400
<v Speaker 1>you're in a freak.

1174
00:46:56.440 --> 00:46:58.480
<v Speaker 2>But don't worry. Miss Texas is going to give you

1175
00:46:58.519 --> 00:46:59.119
<v Speaker 2>all the right things.

1176
00:46:59.280 --> 00:47:02.320
<v Speaker 1>I'm in tree. So we're gonna have like a catch

1177
00:47:02.400 --> 00:47:03.920
<v Speaker 1>up session, you know what I mean, maybe not have

1178
00:47:03.960 --> 00:47:05.760
<v Speaker 1>to be on line. Maybe we'll go live on you know,

1179
00:47:05.800 --> 00:47:08.280
<v Speaker 1>we have a stereo app that we're using now. It's

1180
00:47:08.960 --> 00:47:10.400
<v Speaker 1>that we maybe would go on there and we'll talk

1181
00:47:10.440 --> 00:47:12.840
<v Speaker 1>about it, how your use was and if you sing

1182
00:47:12.920 --> 00:47:15.159
<v Speaker 1>any songs or any octaves that were too high that

1183
00:47:15.239 --> 00:47:19.519
<v Speaker 1>your neighbors didn't like, you're missing out, missing out. How

1184
00:47:19.559 --> 00:47:22.159
<v Speaker 1>many times a day do you like to have sex?

1185
00:47:22.239 --> 00:47:24.039
<v Speaker 1>Because you don't I mean, well, I can't say you

1186
00:47:24.039 --> 00:47:26.280
<v Speaker 1>don't masturbate. You just don't use toys when you masturbate.

1187
00:47:26.599 --> 00:47:30.880
<v Speaker 3>Yeah, I'm a solid two or three?

1188
00:47:31.400 --> 00:47:33.800
<v Speaker 1>Two or three? Are you angry if you don't come,

1189
00:47:34.000 --> 00:47:36.000
<v Speaker 1>like if you get blue lips in a situation, or

1190
00:47:36.000 --> 00:47:38.920
<v Speaker 1>if you're just your guineas. I like to give, but

1191
00:47:39.039 --> 00:47:42.599
<v Speaker 1>I also like to receive, So at least one one

1192
00:47:42.639 --> 00:47:43.880
<v Speaker 1>per session or you're upset.

1193
00:47:44.440 --> 00:47:46.880
<v Speaker 3>Yeah, yeah, I would be fucking furious.

1194
00:47:47.039 --> 00:47:48.360
<v Speaker 2>I'd be furious.

1195
00:47:48.760 --> 00:47:51.000
<v Speaker 1>Do you have because you're in the music industry, do

1196
00:47:51.039 --> 00:47:53.079
<v Speaker 1>you have like a sex playlist that gets you in

1197
00:47:53.119 --> 00:47:55.199
<v Speaker 1>the mood when you're like kind of romantic and if

1198
00:47:55.239 --> 00:47:56.159
<v Speaker 1>you do, what is it?

1199
00:47:56.679 --> 00:48:00.079
<v Speaker 3>I do one thing I haven't done yet, which I

1200
00:48:00.079 --> 00:48:02.199
<v Speaker 3>feel like I should put on Freaky one day and

1201
00:48:02.280 --> 00:48:02.679
<v Speaker 3>try it.

1202
00:48:02.920 --> 00:48:04.840
<v Speaker 1>You know, So you haven't fucked your own songs yet.

1203
00:48:04.880 --> 00:48:07.880
<v Speaker 3>It's not not yet, but people have and they've been

1204
00:48:07.960 --> 00:48:08.320
<v Speaker 3>telling me.

1205
00:48:08.360 --> 00:48:10.599
<v Speaker 1>They're like, so that's what just so you know it

1206
00:48:10.639 --> 00:48:11.920
<v Speaker 1>on TikTok that they send it to you.

1207
00:48:12.159 --> 00:48:14.360
<v Speaker 3>No on Instagram, but he was from OnlyFans. I guess

1208
00:48:14.360 --> 00:48:15.960
<v Speaker 3>he saw the video and he's like, just so you know,

1209
00:48:16.079 --> 00:48:18.760
<v Speaker 3>me and my girl we listened to Freaky last night, even.

1210
00:48:18.639 --> 00:48:21.320
<v Speaker 1>Know what I mean. I was like, Hey, that's good.

1211
00:48:21.679 --> 00:48:23.840
<v Speaker 1>I like it. Glad to inspire. They're giving you like

1212
00:48:23.880 --> 00:48:26.360
<v Speaker 1>breadcrumbs to being like, you should listen to Freaky and

1213
00:48:26.400 --> 00:48:27.559
<v Speaker 1>get freaky with it.

1214
00:48:27.719 --> 00:48:30.559
<v Speaker 3>I love any kind of R and B songs, That's

1215
00:48:30.599 --> 00:48:31.840
<v Speaker 3>that's my thing.

1216
00:48:32.199 --> 00:48:32.639
<v Speaker 1>I think.

1217
00:48:32.880 --> 00:48:34.400
<v Speaker 2>So what would be like your top three?

1218
00:48:34.559 --> 00:48:36.800
<v Speaker 1>Like we're gonna get down, like if these songs were

1219
00:48:36.800 --> 00:48:38.920
<v Speaker 1>playing in the background, and like you your man walked

1220
00:48:38.920 --> 00:48:42.320
<v Speaker 1>into the house, you'd be like, oh fuck, we're gonna freaky.

1221
00:48:42.360 --> 00:48:43.280
<v Speaker 1>The Weekend is one.

1222
00:48:43.559 --> 00:48:46.239
<v Speaker 3>He's kind of kinky, you know, he just yeah, he

1223
00:48:46.280 --> 00:48:46.960
<v Speaker 3>gives it to you.

1224
00:48:47.079 --> 00:48:49.519
<v Speaker 1>His voice is just kinky because every song could be

1225
00:48:49.599 --> 00:48:52.119
<v Speaker 1>like a sexual song where because whatever he's talking about,

1226
00:48:52.119 --> 00:48:53.719
<v Speaker 1>you're like, sure, whatever it is, let me just throw

1227
00:48:53.760 --> 00:48:55.119
<v Speaker 1>my panties on you. I don't care.

1228
00:48:55.280 --> 00:48:57.480
<v Speaker 3>And another one that I feel like I've done it

1229
00:48:57.480 --> 00:49:01.079
<v Speaker 3>too is Sabrina Claudio because her is so pretty.

1230
00:49:01.119 --> 00:49:04.119
<v Speaker 1>It's like, is there a certain story and pretty? I'm

1231
00:49:04.119 --> 00:49:05.679
<v Speaker 1>gonna have to listen because I don't know her.

1232
00:49:06.000 --> 00:49:08.440
<v Speaker 3>Oh, not a certain song, but just listen to him.

1233
00:49:08.440 --> 00:49:10.400
<v Speaker 1>I'm sure you'll find your favorite. All right, I'm gonna

1234
00:49:10.400 --> 00:49:14.000
<v Speaker 1>have to go in on my sex search list. Yeah,

1235
00:49:14.360 --> 00:49:16.320
<v Speaker 1>is there a favorite time you like to have sex?

1236
00:49:17.079 --> 00:49:20.239
<v Speaker 1>Favorite time? Are you like a morning girl? Late night?

1237
00:49:20.440 --> 00:49:24.239
<v Speaker 3>So? I like morning, but I don't get it too often,

1238
00:49:24.719 --> 00:49:28.199
<v Speaker 3>So it's basically it's mostly when the sun is done,

1239
00:49:28.360 --> 00:49:30.639
<v Speaker 3>you know, so freaky late night.

1240
00:49:31.360 --> 00:49:33.719
<v Speaker 1>So, I mean, I know you were like only five

1241
00:49:33.840 --> 00:49:36.519
<v Speaker 1>minutes late today, but did you participate in a steak

1242
00:49:36.519 --> 00:49:37.280
<v Speaker 1>and blowjob day?

1243
00:49:37.320 --> 00:49:38.199
<v Speaker 2>Is that why you were late?

1244
00:49:38.719 --> 00:49:42.000
<v Speaker 1>What is this? Is this National steak It's National Steak

1245
00:49:42.000 --> 00:49:45.320
<v Speaker 1>and blowdrop Day. Don't tell, don't tell anybody that. Please

1246
00:49:45.480 --> 00:49:47.679
<v Speaker 1>did were you giving a blowjob? Because if that's why

1247
00:49:47.719 --> 00:49:50.079
<v Speaker 1>you were late, then I will approve this message.

1248
00:49:50.400 --> 00:49:53.599
<v Speaker 3>Actually no, but I got in late last night and

1249
00:49:53.719 --> 00:49:54.159
<v Speaker 3>let's just.

1250
00:49:54.119 --> 00:49:56.320
<v Speaker 1>Say the fire trucks had to show up at my place.

1251
00:49:57.639 --> 00:49:59.599
<v Speaker 1>I like that. I like that, but it is it

1252
00:49:59.679 --> 00:50:02.880
<v Speaker 1>leaves a more mysterious. It is National Steak and Blowjob Day.

1253
00:50:02.920 --> 00:50:04.679
<v Speaker 1>So if you want to forget the steak because I

1254
00:50:04.719 --> 00:50:07.599
<v Speaker 1>did and just give a blowjob, I'm sure that's fine too, Okay,

1255
00:50:07.880 --> 00:50:09.880
<v Speaker 1>just to keep that out there, you know, keep things slicy.

1256
00:50:10.039 --> 00:50:12.440
<v Speaker 3>It's crazy because I grew up in Texas, right, and

1257
00:50:12.760 --> 00:50:14.440
<v Speaker 3>I used to eat a lot of red meat. I

1258
00:50:14.480 --> 00:50:15.639
<v Speaker 3>don't eat red meat as much.

1259
00:50:15.719 --> 00:50:17.920
<v Speaker 1>I don't either. I don't either. I haven't done it

1260
00:50:17.960 --> 00:50:18.639
<v Speaker 1>in like three years.

1261
00:50:18.719 --> 00:50:22.039
<v Speaker 3>Does one pieces, like a tiny piece of the steak count.

1262
00:50:22.920 --> 00:50:25.320
<v Speaker 1>I mean, you don't have to eat it. Your man

1263
00:50:25.440 --> 00:50:28.920
<v Speaker 1>has to. Oh, you serve him the blowjob and the steak.

1264
00:50:29.000 --> 00:50:30.599
<v Speaker 1>And you're like, because you know, we get all these

1265
00:50:30.679 --> 00:50:33.639
<v Speaker 1>crazy holidays like Women International, Well that's not crazy because

1266
00:50:33.639 --> 00:50:35.360
<v Speaker 1>you know, obviously I will support my women.

1267
00:50:35.440 --> 00:50:37.880
<v Speaker 3>I'm still I'm still celebrating Women's International.

1268
00:50:37.960 --> 00:50:39.119
<v Speaker 2>I mean I support it every day.

1269
00:50:39.280 --> 00:50:40.760
<v Speaker 1>I celebrated every day.

1270
00:50:40.800 --> 00:50:41.639
<v Speaker 2>I live it every day.

1271
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<v Speaker 1>That's just my truth because I'm a fucking badass bitch

1272
00:50:44.440 --> 00:50:46.519
<v Speaker 1>and that's just what happens. But no, today is the

1273
00:50:46.599 --> 00:50:49.280
<v Speaker 1>day for your man. If any ladies have a man

1274
00:50:49.599 --> 00:50:51.159
<v Speaker 1>and you didn't suck his dick and give him a

1275
00:50:51.199 --> 00:50:52.719
<v Speaker 1>stake today, I'm upset with you.

1276
00:50:53.119 --> 00:50:56.239
<v Speaker 3>Just go on that girl's TikTok. She's gonna say what

1277
00:50:56.280 --> 00:50:56.920
<v Speaker 3>does she say?

1278
00:50:57.199 --> 00:50:57.639
<v Speaker 1>Kings?

1279
00:50:58.280 --> 00:51:01.480
<v Speaker 3>If you're listening, Kings, this is for you. Everybody, keep scrolling.

1280
00:51:01.519 --> 00:51:04.039
<v Speaker 3>If you're not a king, Okay, Kings, she's talking to you.

1281
00:51:04.519 --> 00:51:06.119
<v Speaker 3>I hope you have an amazing day, and I hope

1282
00:51:06.159 --> 00:51:13.400
<v Speaker 3>you busts.

1283
00:51:10.280 --> 00:51:12.840
<v Speaker 1>And they're somewhere. I'm gonna hear it. I hear it.

1284
00:51:12.920 --> 00:51:14.159
<v Speaker 2>Maybe that's what you should be good at.

1285
00:51:14.199 --> 00:51:15.840
<v Speaker 1>I think that that would be something really good for

1286
00:51:15.880 --> 00:51:18.960
<v Speaker 1>you to like the as things where it's like it's

1287
00:51:19.000 --> 00:51:21.760
<v Speaker 1>like it's about sounds, how you read things, how you

1288
00:51:21.840 --> 00:51:23.559
<v Speaker 1>eat things, like the sounds of.

1289
00:51:24.159 --> 00:51:25.880
<v Speaker 3>Yeah, you have to really actual you have to have

1290
00:51:25.920 --> 00:51:28.360
<v Speaker 3>a really good mic for that, huh.

1291
00:51:28.480 --> 00:51:29.679
<v Speaker 2>I mean, I think you have it. It's a really

1292
00:51:29.679 --> 00:51:30.440
<v Speaker 2>good voice for it.

1293
00:51:30.639 --> 00:51:32.880
<v Speaker 1>The mic. The mic should follow. But I think that

1294
00:51:32.960 --> 00:51:35.960
<v Speaker 1>you'll be good with it. Eating steak. No, no, we're

1295
00:51:36.000 --> 00:51:39.239
<v Speaker 1>not eating steak. We're just getting blowjobs. Okay, oh that

1296
00:51:39.440 --> 00:51:42.880
<v Speaker 1>sound Oh my gosh, blowjobs for everybody. Not just kidding,

1297
00:51:42.960 --> 00:51:45.039
<v Speaker 1>just kidding. Don't don't get crazy out their private talk.

1298
00:51:45.199 --> 00:51:47.239
<v Speaker 1>Everyone would have a great day. I will say that

1299
00:51:48.400 --> 00:51:50.559
<v Speaker 1>there'd be a lot more smiles in the world. Yes,

1300
00:51:50.679 --> 00:51:52.239
<v Speaker 1>all right, let's go next card?

1301
00:51:53.159 --> 00:51:58.920
<v Speaker 3>Oh, next, god? Ooh is this romantic?

1302
00:51:58.920 --> 00:52:01.719
<v Speaker 1>Because this is a heart? You know, it's romantic, ace

1303
00:52:02.199 --> 00:52:06.599
<v Speaker 1>of hearts romantic? Would you consider yourself a romantic? I

1304
00:52:06.639 --> 00:52:09.800
<v Speaker 1>think so. I'm pretty romantic. What is the most romantic

1305
00:52:09.800 --> 00:52:12.840
<v Speaker 1>thing somebody has ever done for you? Somebody has ever

1306
00:52:12.880 --> 00:52:23.760
<v Speaker 1>done for me? Dun, dun. What is your favorite thing? O? Geesh?

1307
00:52:24.599 --> 00:52:32.199
<v Speaker 3>You know, my love language is affection and time quality time.

1308
00:52:32.280 --> 00:52:34.599
<v Speaker 3>So that is romantic to me because I feel like

1309
00:52:34.679 --> 00:52:38.280
<v Speaker 3>so many times than others, like people get so worked

1310
00:52:38.360 --> 00:52:41.039
<v Speaker 3>up in their own lives that they don't spend time

1311
00:52:41.079 --> 00:52:44.119
<v Speaker 3>with their significant other or their boyfriend or girlfriend, whatever.

1312
00:52:43.880 --> 00:52:44.159
<v Speaker 1>It may be.

1313
00:52:44.800 --> 00:52:46.800
<v Speaker 3>And I feel like when you have that one on

1314
00:52:46.800 --> 00:52:49.039
<v Speaker 3>one time you feel that spark again, that to me

1315
00:52:49.159 --> 00:52:53.599
<v Speaker 3>is romantic. I like receiving flowers, but I don't have

1316
00:52:53.639 --> 00:52:54.320
<v Speaker 3>to have flowers.

1317
00:52:54.639 --> 00:52:58.199
<v Speaker 1>Chocolate coverage. Strawberries are better, you know, like it of

1318
00:52:58.280 --> 00:53:03.119
<v Speaker 1>at all? Name something that turns you on, turns me out.

1319
00:53:05.119 --> 00:53:09.360
<v Speaker 1>You're just like, you know, it's just that. Yeah, mm hmm,

1320
00:53:09.480 --> 00:53:10.119
<v Speaker 1>that's it for me.

1321
00:53:11.159 --> 00:53:14.920
<v Speaker 3>That's it for me, turns me on. So there could

1322
00:53:14.920 --> 00:53:17.079
<v Speaker 3>be a lot of things. And when you're a scorpio,

1323
00:53:17.840 --> 00:53:21.719
<v Speaker 3>you are a confident sexual person.

1324
00:53:22.559 --> 00:53:25.360
<v Speaker 1>So I feel like whips and chains in your bedroom? Girl,

1325
00:53:25.360 --> 00:53:30.039
<v Speaker 1>what you got with that confidence? You got your dungeon

1326
00:53:30.079 --> 00:53:34.239
<v Speaker 1>over there. I don't have any toys, So I'm disappointing

1327
00:53:34.239 --> 00:53:36.519
<v Speaker 1>you guys with that. But but we're gonna fix that.

1328
00:53:36.639 --> 00:53:39.760
<v Speaker 1>It's okay. There's always growth, there's always there's something that

1329
00:53:39.760 --> 00:53:41.400
<v Speaker 1>there's anything wrong with it. We're just gonna make it

1330
00:53:41.440 --> 00:53:42.920
<v Speaker 1>that ten times better. Yeah.

1331
00:53:42.960 --> 00:53:44.920
<v Speaker 3>I think I think what turns me on is when

1332
00:53:47.559 --> 00:53:50.320
<v Speaker 3>my flower is stimulated with.

1333
00:53:50.840 --> 00:53:57.039
<v Speaker 1>Oral I think, so you're you're a clatoral simulation person. Yeah, yes,

1334
00:53:57.159 --> 00:54:01.039
<v Speaker 1>so you like kissing, You like sensual things like like yes,

1335
00:54:01.519 --> 00:54:04.719
<v Speaker 1>all up in that ship, spit slabber, all of it

1336
00:54:04.840 --> 00:54:08.679
<v Speaker 1>all of it. I like it. I love it lingerie,

1337
00:54:09.960 --> 00:54:12.960
<v Speaker 1>yes or no? Yes? Are you dressing up all the time?

1338
00:54:13.360 --> 00:54:15.480
<v Speaker 1>Not all the time, because you have those moments most

1339
00:54:15.480 --> 00:54:17.519
<v Speaker 1>of the time. I don't have panties today I do.

1340
00:54:18.719 --> 00:54:21.440
<v Speaker 1>Why what's the occasion? Why did you wear panties for me?

1341
00:54:21.559 --> 00:54:24.639
<v Speaker 1>Because I have just learn like they're nude. You guys

1342
00:54:24.679 --> 00:54:25.880
<v Speaker 1>can see me. I guess you can.

1343
00:54:27.119 --> 00:54:29.840
<v Speaker 3>I have on nude everything we're doing, like the monocy.

1344
00:54:29.920 --> 00:54:31.360
<v Speaker 1>You didn't want to get too happy and excited and

1345
00:54:31.400 --> 00:54:35.480
<v Speaker 1>wet for Miss Texas that I can to wear panties.

1346
00:54:35.760 --> 00:54:37.280
<v Speaker 2>Yeah, because now we're onto something.

1347
00:54:37.360 --> 00:54:43.000
<v Speaker 3>Yeah, yeah, but what were you saying, saye, naked?

1348
00:54:43.480 --> 00:54:45.679
<v Speaker 1>Do you would you prefer to we have lingerie or naked?

1349
00:54:45.719 --> 00:54:47.119
<v Speaker 1>You said you like to dress up and not all

1350
00:54:47.159 --> 00:54:47.480
<v Speaker 1>the time.

1351
00:54:47.679 --> 00:54:51.079
<v Speaker 3>I think I love lingerie for the fun of it,

1352
00:54:51.360 --> 00:54:55.440
<v Speaker 3>for someone looking at you and like you dressing up

1353
00:54:55.719 --> 00:54:58.480
<v Speaker 3>like it's like taking off a piece, okay, taking off

1354
00:54:58.519 --> 00:55:01.440
<v Speaker 3>a piece you have like this like inner stripper inside

1355
00:55:01.480 --> 00:55:03.519
<v Speaker 3>of you where it's like you're gonna sit the fuck

1356
00:55:03.599 --> 00:55:05.400
<v Speaker 3>down and you're gonna get a lap dance. Yeah, you're

1357
00:55:05.440 --> 00:55:08.159
<v Speaker 3>gonna get it fucking hard and we're gonna do the thing. Yes,

1358
00:55:08.280 --> 00:55:10.920
<v Speaker 3>So I was in Miami recently and I went to

1359
00:55:10.960 --> 00:55:13.480
<v Speaker 3>a couple of strip clubs, and I will say I'm

1360
00:55:13.559 --> 00:55:17.360
<v Speaker 3>always like so surprised by different moves they do because

1361
00:55:17.440 --> 00:55:19.760
<v Speaker 3>it's such an art by the way, and you have

1362
00:55:19.800 --> 00:55:20.639
<v Speaker 3>to have a really good core.

1363
00:55:20.760 --> 00:55:22.400
<v Speaker 2>Too bad you missed my strip club days.

1364
00:55:22.440 --> 00:55:22.679
<v Speaker 1>Girl.

1365
00:55:22.800 --> 00:55:25.480
<v Speaker 3>Damn, these girls will climb all the way up In

1366
00:55:25.519 --> 00:55:27.159
<v Speaker 3>this one, girl, I swear this is such a story

1367
00:55:27.159 --> 00:55:30.079
<v Speaker 3>for you guys. She climbed up, she put a dollar

1368
00:55:30.119 --> 00:55:35.559
<v Speaker 3>bill on her her flower, and she pushed it out somehow.

1369
00:55:35.719 --> 00:55:36.519
<v Speaker 1>And it goes down.

1370
00:55:38.039 --> 00:55:39.920
<v Speaker 3>Yeah, it looks like a like a flower, like you know,

1371
00:55:40.000 --> 00:55:42.000
<v Speaker 3>like a road, like a flowers pussy ray.

1372
00:55:42.679 --> 00:55:46.000
<v Speaker 1>Yeah, it was amazing. Nice. I've seen the ones where

1373
00:55:46.000 --> 00:55:47.639
<v Speaker 1>like they like climb all the way to the top

1374
00:55:47.679 --> 00:55:49.239
<v Speaker 1>and then they do like a superman thing and then

1375
00:55:49.239 --> 00:55:51.960
<v Speaker 1>they stop right before they fucking hit. Oh my god,

1376
00:55:52.079 --> 00:55:53.800
<v Speaker 1>it's like an adrenaline ruh. But she're like, oh my god,

1377
00:55:53.800 --> 00:55:55.360
<v Speaker 1>thank god, just throw money at you and make it

1378
00:55:55.360 --> 00:55:57.599
<v Speaker 1>feel better for real. Yeah. I never did any of

1379
00:55:57.599 --> 00:55:59.639
<v Speaker 1>those crazy tricks. I was more like it up in

1380
00:55:59.639 --> 00:56:02.119
<v Speaker 1>your face. I can shake my booty, like twenty thousand,

1381
00:56:02.480 --> 00:56:04.639
<v Speaker 1>it's not likely twenty thousand but you know, close enough

1382
00:56:04.679 --> 00:56:07.159
<v Speaker 1>to know he gets stimulated. I am sure.

1383
00:56:07.639 --> 00:56:09.639
<v Speaker 3>I feel like if I was ever to be like

1384
00:56:10.079 --> 00:56:13.760
<v Speaker 3>a stripper, I would do like the look back kind

1385
00:56:13.800 --> 00:56:14.239
<v Speaker 3>of thing.

1386
00:56:14.159 --> 00:56:16.559
<v Speaker 1>Look back at it. I like how you're like, hey, hey,

1387
00:56:17.039 --> 00:56:19.039
<v Speaker 1>the look back I think is so sexy. And just

1388
00:56:19.360 --> 00:56:21.239
<v Speaker 1>do you do the look back and you like talk

1389
00:56:21.320 --> 00:56:22.559
<v Speaker 1>or you just see the look back and you're just

1390
00:56:22.599 --> 00:56:25.679
<v Speaker 1>like I just eyes see I fucking is a thing.

1391
00:56:26.199 --> 00:56:28.079
<v Speaker 1>I fucking When you don't have to talk to somebody,

1392
00:56:28.079 --> 00:56:28.239
<v Speaker 1>you do.

1393
00:56:28.320 --> 00:56:31.199
<v Speaker 3>That's what gets me in trouble. People see my eyes

1394
00:56:31.239 --> 00:56:33.079
<v Speaker 3>and they think, oh, she's.

1395
00:56:33.000 --> 00:56:36.880
<v Speaker 1>Oh she's looking at me. No, I'm just this is

1396
00:56:36.960 --> 00:56:38.199
<v Speaker 1>just me like I do.

1397
00:56:38.360 --> 00:56:40.519
<v Speaker 3>Like you know, I know how to talk with my

1398
00:56:40.559 --> 00:56:41.280
<v Speaker 3>eyes for sure.

1399
00:56:41.800 --> 00:56:43.840
<v Speaker 1>I like it rough or sensual.

1400
00:56:45.599 --> 00:56:52.079
<v Speaker 3>Sensual let's see boobs or butts, m that's a tie.

1401
00:56:52.159 --> 00:56:54.360
<v Speaker 1>I know you're from Texas, girl, which curve are you

1402
00:56:54.360 --> 00:56:56.280
<v Speaker 1>gonna go with the top or the bottom? Where are

1403
00:56:56.280 --> 00:57:00.599
<v Speaker 1>we going? Where are we going? Well? I I don't

1404
00:57:00.639 --> 00:57:04.079
<v Speaker 1>know what you like to grab on. Girl. If you're

1405
00:57:04.079 --> 00:57:05.920
<v Speaker 1>in that moment and you be like at the strip club,

1406
00:57:06.000 --> 00:57:08.480
<v Speaker 1>you know you really feeling hot, well you gotta slack

1407
00:57:08.559 --> 00:57:11.800
<v Speaker 1>that ass. Get a motor boat. I haven't been motor boated,

1408
00:57:12.519 --> 00:57:14.360
<v Speaker 1>and you've been motorvoated in the strip club. They would

1409
00:57:14.360 --> 00:57:15.559
<v Speaker 1>have given you some money.

1410
00:57:15.280 --> 00:57:17.400
<v Speaker 3>Girl should They did not, but I was like, oh,

1411
00:57:17.639 --> 00:57:20.400
<v Speaker 3>they're they're in the zone, they're feeling it. And then

1412
00:57:20.840 --> 00:57:23.360
<v Speaker 3>I remember because I didn't know that you could touch them,

1413
00:57:23.360 --> 00:57:24.760
<v Speaker 3>because you know, different ones are different.

1414
00:57:25.519 --> 00:57:28.000
<v Speaker 1>But this girl was like, slap my ass, slap my ass.

1415
00:57:28.079 --> 00:57:31.800
<v Speaker 1>It was like, but I don't know. I feel like

1416
00:57:31.840 --> 00:57:34.440
<v Speaker 1>I'm more boot girl. I do like butts.

1417
00:57:34.519 --> 00:57:37.559
<v Speaker 3>I appreciate butts, real like nice, juicy butts.

1418
00:57:38.039 --> 00:57:40.679
<v Speaker 1>Have you ever watched in an Alexis Texas porno? I

1419
00:57:40.719 --> 00:57:45.119
<v Speaker 1>have not sad sad sad, But I know you're gonna

1420
00:57:45.119 --> 00:57:48.360
<v Speaker 1>send me your favorite links. I mean, I don't even

1421
00:57:48.400 --> 00:57:50.880
<v Speaker 1>really fuck on camera anymore, so there's not really that

1422
00:57:50.920 --> 00:57:53.639
<v Speaker 1>favorite links. But maybe I'll send you some personal content

1423
00:57:53.679 --> 00:57:55.679
<v Speaker 1>and maybe they'll just be like, oh that okay, that's

1424
00:57:55.719 --> 00:57:57.599
<v Speaker 1>why they like you got it.

1425
00:57:57.679 --> 00:57:58.639
<v Speaker 2>We'll see what's in there.

1426
00:57:58.800 --> 00:58:00.360
<v Speaker 1>But I mean there are so I so have only

1427
00:58:00.360 --> 00:58:02.920
<v Speaker 1>fans of myself, which is not you know, it's it's

1428
00:58:03.159 --> 00:58:05.079
<v Speaker 1>do you miss Texas taste. I do a lot of

1429
00:58:05.119 --> 00:58:07.039
<v Speaker 1>fun things on there that my fans like to see.

1430
00:58:07.039 --> 00:58:11.039
<v Speaker 1>They can only see exclusively fun things. I'm interested.

1431
00:58:11.280 --> 00:58:13.119
<v Speaker 2>You may just have to use that's the link that

1432
00:58:13.159 --> 00:58:14.159
<v Speaker 2>you made, girl.

1433
00:58:14.400 --> 00:58:15.760
<v Speaker 3>This is this is how she gets you, she said,

1434
00:58:15.760 --> 00:58:17.239
<v Speaker 3>Subscribe if you want to see what we're doing.

1435
00:58:17.320 --> 00:58:19.760
<v Speaker 1>Subscribe. You know you know what to do private talk,

1436
00:58:19.840 --> 00:58:21.599
<v Speaker 1>you know how to treat this Texas right, I know

1437
00:58:21.679 --> 00:58:23.079
<v Speaker 1>you're listening to be out there.

1438
00:58:23.960 --> 00:58:28.800
<v Speaker 3>Oh yes, all right, I'm gonna start following you. Oh

1439
00:58:28.960 --> 00:58:32.440
<v Speaker 3>next car, M this one I felt like the first.

1440
00:58:32.360 --> 00:58:36.639
<v Speaker 1>Moment aces spades, which is a knotty question which we're

1441
00:58:36.719 --> 00:58:41.599
<v Speaker 1>all nice, all right. Have you ever had sex in public?

1442
00:58:43.119 --> 00:58:47.480
<v Speaker 1>Mm hmm? In public could have been a balcony, could

1443
00:58:47.480 --> 00:58:49.679
<v Speaker 1>have been an airplane, could have been a park, could

1444
00:58:49.679 --> 00:58:53.280
<v Speaker 1>have been outside on your driveway, and your car could driveways.

1445
00:58:53.559 --> 00:58:55.360
<v Speaker 1>I likeways. You like driveways.

1446
00:58:55.440 --> 00:58:57.960
<v Speaker 3>I think it's like the thrill of like being outside someone.

1447
00:58:58.039 --> 00:59:00.960
<v Speaker 1>Now. For me, driveways remind me of like such like

1448
00:59:01.000 --> 00:59:03.320
<v Speaker 1>the juvenile of like when you like get finger banged

1449
00:59:03.320 --> 00:59:04.960
<v Speaker 1>in the car and you're like, my mom's not gonna

1450
00:59:04.960 --> 00:59:06.679
<v Speaker 1>know my curfews in five more minutes.

1451
00:59:06.800 --> 00:59:10.079
<v Speaker 3>Just keep going, keep going. But it's such a dangerous

1452
00:59:10.119 --> 00:59:12.920
<v Speaker 3>line because when you're in that zone, anybody could.

1453
00:59:12.679 --> 00:59:15.480
<v Speaker 1>Just walk out like so it's like the like the

1454
00:59:15.480 --> 00:59:18.079
<v Speaker 1>fear of getting caught, like that's the adrenaline part of like,

1455
00:59:18.199 --> 00:59:19.920
<v Speaker 1>you know, you just you know, you pull down the

1456
00:59:19.920 --> 00:59:22.400
<v Speaker 1>seat a little, and you haven't had any like balcony

1457
00:59:22.480 --> 00:59:25.119
<v Speaker 1>like sacks out, you know, like in hotel rooms like

1458
00:59:25.320 --> 00:59:28.360
<v Speaker 1>just no fuck it. But I definitely had sex out

1459
00:59:28.360 --> 00:59:31.880
<v Speaker 1>on the balcony. This this balcony, this balcony daylight, daylight.

1460
00:59:32.159 --> 00:59:33.760
<v Speaker 1>I did a porn scene out there. Actually I did

1461
00:59:33.800 --> 00:59:37.079
<v Speaker 1>aal I did anal scene out that she said, and

1462
00:59:37.159 --> 00:59:39.679
<v Speaker 1>it was daylight I did at the time. You know,

1463
00:59:39.719 --> 00:59:41.599
<v Speaker 1>I've been here for quite a long time, but I

1464
00:59:41.639 --> 00:59:43.480
<v Speaker 1>hadn't I didn't have neighbors that would come out. So

1465
00:59:43.519 --> 00:59:45.599
<v Speaker 1>it didn't really bother me because I was really like

1466
00:59:45.639 --> 00:59:47.199
<v Speaker 1>you know, and it's the highesting up here, so nobody

1467
00:59:47.199 --> 00:59:48.239
<v Speaker 1>can really see me unless.

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00:59:48.000 --> 00:59:51.199
<v Speaker 3>You imagine if your neighbors saw you, like like I

1469
00:59:51.199 --> 00:59:54.239
<v Speaker 3>would just been like I saw you and staking blowjob day.

1470
00:59:54.400 --> 00:59:56.079
<v Speaker 1>I wasn't even taking blow drop day. It was just

1471
00:59:56.079 --> 00:59:59.079
<v Speaker 1>a spontaneous Tuesday that Miss Texas was just getting it down.

1472
00:59:59.079 --> 01:00:01.239
<v Speaker 1>See and they say tuesday are bad days, That's not true.

1473
01:00:01.239 --> 01:00:03.000
<v Speaker 1>What you think Tuesdays are great and every day is

1474
01:00:03.000 --> 01:00:06.480
<v Speaker 1>great if you make it that way. I mean, perspective

1475
01:00:06.559 --> 01:00:07.039
<v Speaker 1>is everything.

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01:00:07.079 --> 01:00:08.920
<v Speaker 3>I haven't done on a balcony, but that would be fun.

1477
01:00:09.000 --> 01:00:10.920
<v Speaker 2>Or a boat, a boat. You've done a boat or

1478
01:00:10.920 --> 01:00:11.360
<v Speaker 2>you haven't done.

1479
01:00:11.519 --> 01:00:13.000
<v Speaker 1>I haven't done a boat or a balcony. I haven't

1480
01:00:13.000 --> 01:00:15.840
<v Speaker 1>done a boat. Well, I've done a boat for like

1481
01:00:15.920 --> 01:00:17.800
<v Speaker 1>porn scenes, which I don't feel like really counts, but

1482
01:00:17.840 --> 01:00:20.079
<v Speaker 1>spontaneously about I haven't, but I think that would be

1483
01:00:20.079 --> 01:00:22.559
<v Speaker 1>really hot too. It's like Titanic but different. You know,

1484
01:00:22.559 --> 01:00:24.280
<v Speaker 1>you don't want anything to sink or anything to go,

1485
01:00:24.440 --> 01:00:26.840
<v Speaker 1>you know, all anything bad, but you know you want

1486
01:00:26.840 --> 01:00:28.320
<v Speaker 1>to get off and maybe it's all sexy.

1487
01:00:28.360 --> 01:00:31.679
<v Speaker 3>And again I've been on a couple in Miami and

1488
01:00:31.719 --> 01:00:33.760
<v Speaker 3>I'm just like, oh, I can see I.

1489
01:00:33.679 --> 01:00:37.400
<v Speaker 1>Can see this. I like it. I ever had a threesome? Yes?

1490
01:00:38.039 --> 01:00:38.960
<v Speaker 1>Do you like girls?

1491
01:00:40.239 --> 01:00:44.360
<v Speaker 3>I do enjoy beautiful women for sure, But you've never

1492
01:00:44.599 --> 01:00:45.559
<v Speaker 3>enjoyed one sexually?

1493
01:00:45.960 --> 01:00:49.320
<v Speaker 1>Yes? Yes you have? Yeah? Like it all right? Last question,

1494
01:00:52.840 --> 01:00:56.119
<v Speaker 1>ace of clubs is a kinky question, but again we're

1495
01:00:56.119 --> 01:00:58.440
<v Speaker 1>all kinky, a little nice, bicy re, a little naughty.

1496
01:00:58.440 --> 01:01:00.000
<v Speaker 1>We just do it all Here at Truth with Texas

1497
01:01:00.000 --> 01:01:03.639
<v Speaker 1>because we're getting to know Miss Poladianda a little bit better. Hell,

1498
01:01:04.280 --> 01:01:09.199
<v Speaker 1>all right, what could I ask you? It's a kinky question.

1499
01:01:09.880 --> 01:01:15.639
<v Speaker 1>Mm hmmmm. Describe what your first sexual experience was like kinky?

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01:01:15.960 --> 01:01:19.119
<v Speaker 1>You think that's kinky unless it wasn't kinky, and then

1501
01:01:19.199 --> 01:01:22.239
<v Speaker 1>maybe I should maybe I would skip that one.

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01:01:22.320 --> 01:01:25.840
<v Speaker 3>I don't know, because you know, when you're when you're

1503
01:01:26.480 --> 01:01:30.960
<v Speaker 3>like first having a sexual whatever, it's not. I don't

1504
01:01:30.960 --> 01:01:32.960
<v Speaker 3>feel like it's everything that you would think it would be.

1505
01:01:33.719 --> 01:01:34.960
<v Speaker 2>There's so much it's.

1506
01:01:34.800 --> 01:01:39.559
<v Speaker 1>Like you're learning, you're not knowing whatever. What about describing

1507
01:01:39.559 --> 01:01:43.320
<v Speaker 1>your first sexual experience with a girl. I'm trying to

1508
01:01:43.320 --> 01:01:44.079
<v Speaker 1>think of the first one.

1509
01:01:44.199 --> 01:01:44.960
<v Speaker 2>Oh, there's many.

1510
01:01:45.039 --> 01:01:46.840
<v Speaker 1>I like it, all right, that's a plot to that.

1511
01:01:50.360 --> 01:01:54.440
<v Speaker 3>So usually I'm just there with my eye contact right

1512
01:01:55.199 --> 01:01:57.320
<v Speaker 3>and my cute little self, you know, just minding my

1513
01:01:57.320 --> 01:01:59.079
<v Speaker 3>own business.

1514
01:01:57.960 --> 01:02:02.880
<v Speaker 1>And then when I get approached and then from there,

1515
01:02:02.960 --> 01:02:05.360
<v Speaker 1>I don't know. So it's always been the one where

1516
01:02:05.480 --> 01:02:08.320
<v Speaker 1>like they gravitate to you and they're like you're a

1517
01:02:08.360 --> 01:02:10.239
<v Speaker 1>sexy bitch and I want to have sex with you,

1518
01:02:10.719 --> 01:02:12.079
<v Speaker 1>like it happened.

1519
01:02:11.880 --> 01:02:13.360
<v Speaker 3>And then we have to say that it's the eye

1520
01:02:13.440 --> 01:02:14.599
<v Speaker 3>contact thing there, So no.

1521
01:02:14.639 --> 01:02:18.039
<v Speaker 1>Words are exchanged, and it's just like yes, like meet

1522
01:02:18.039 --> 01:02:21.079
<v Speaker 1>me in the bathroom or meet me in my hotel room, bathroom,

1523
01:02:21.079 --> 01:02:24.719
<v Speaker 1>hotel wherever. Whatever you're getting freaky, like freaky keeps coming out.

1524
01:02:24.760 --> 01:02:27.639
<v Speaker 1>I feel like it just comes with you. I told

1525
01:02:27.679 --> 01:02:31.159
<v Speaker 1>you I intend it. My songs are true oral sex,

1526
01:02:31.199 --> 01:02:32.000
<v Speaker 1>sloppy or clean.

1527
01:02:33.199 --> 01:02:40.239
<v Speaker 3>Mm So when I like oral, I guess on me

1528
01:02:40.599 --> 01:02:44.119
<v Speaker 3>it's more sloppy, okay, And.

1529
01:02:44.280 --> 01:02:46.039
<v Speaker 1>Guy, I try to keep it clean. I don't know why.

1530
01:02:46.159 --> 01:02:48.039
<v Speaker 2>I'm just a stack and blow drub day no clean.

1531
01:02:49.440 --> 01:02:52.400
<v Speaker 1>We're going spits again, learning a lot from TikTok as

1532
01:02:52.400 --> 01:02:54.320
<v Speaker 1>a girl's like and make sure you spit on it.

1533
01:02:55.079 --> 01:02:57.920
<v Speaker 1>This on TikTok because girl does, and porn girls people

1534
01:02:57.960 --> 01:03:00.000
<v Speaker 1>get it, just like that's what you don't to tell you.

1535
01:03:00.119 --> 01:03:02.519
<v Speaker 1>This girl she's a workout girl, right.

1536
01:03:02.559 --> 01:03:06.239
<v Speaker 3>And these guys, yes, Okay, I like it already.

1537
01:03:06.320 --> 01:03:06.599
<v Speaker 1>Let's go.

1538
01:03:06.760 --> 01:03:09.079
<v Speaker 3>She's in her car and she's basically like spitting and

1539
01:03:09.079 --> 01:03:11.360
<v Speaker 3>you can see the spit and then she goes, oh.

1540
01:03:11.239 --> 01:03:11.719
<v Speaker 2>That's hot.

1541
01:03:12.239 --> 01:03:13.880
<v Speaker 1>I think all those things are hot. But what I

1542
01:03:13.920 --> 01:03:15.960
<v Speaker 1>think is crazy is like why can she do that?

1543
01:03:16.000 --> 01:03:18.320
<v Speaker 1>But if I did that? I would be fucking all

1544
01:03:18.400 --> 01:03:21.840
<v Speaker 1>hell with broke loose, fucking TikTok would be fucking disabled.

1545
01:03:22.599 --> 01:03:23.559
<v Speaker 1>I think I think.

1546
01:03:23.440 --> 01:03:25.480
<v Speaker 3>For oral, what I'm going to try next is the

1547
01:03:25.519 --> 01:03:26.280
<v Speaker 3>ice cube thing.

1548
01:03:27.119 --> 01:03:29.000
<v Speaker 1>Tell private talk about the ice cube thing.

1549
01:03:29.079 --> 01:03:29.159
<v Speaker 3>Is.

1550
01:03:29.280 --> 01:03:31.480
<v Speaker 1>I know what it is because you know, I'm experienced.

1551
01:03:32.000 --> 01:03:34.679
<v Speaker 3>I just got I just got told this and this

1552
01:03:34.760 --> 01:03:36.880
<v Speaker 3>girl actually is into girls. But she was just like,

1553
01:03:36.920 --> 01:03:39.639
<v Speaker 3>you know, with whoever you're with, you just suck on

1554
01:03:39.679 --> 01:03:41.360
<v Speaker 3>an ice cube where you have ice cube by you

1555
01:03:41.599 --> 01:03:43.639
<v Speaker 3>and it it feels really good to your partner.

1556
01:03:43.679 --> 01:03:45.679
<v Speaker 1>I was like, it feels good on you too. I

1557
01:03:45.800 --> 01:03:49.360
<v Speaker 1>was like, what mind blown? Especially if you're because you're

1558
01:03:49.400 --> 01:03:51.599
<v Speaker 1>a cletoral person, like having it put it on your

1559
01:03:51.599 --> 01:03:54.960
<v Speaker 1>pussy while your pussy's being eaten. Wow, game changer. It's

1560
01:03:55.000 --> 01:03:58.039
<v Speaker 1>like a it's a game glacier like orgasm. So do

1561
01:03:58.079 --> 01:04:00.599
<v Speaker 1>you have any kinky that is shit? Is there some

1562
01:04:00.719 --> 01:04:03.360
<v Speaker 1>fetish that you like nobody would know that you had.

1563
01:04:03.519 --> 01:04:06.440
<v Speaker 1>Are you like into feet? Are you into midgets? Are

1564
01:04:06.440 --> 01:04:09.960
<v Speaker 1>you into gang bangs? Are you into squirting? Are you

1565
01:04:10.039 --> 01:04:13.079
<v Speaker 1>into I don't know that the monts.

1566
01:04:12.840 --> 01:04:13.840
<v Speaker 2>Are endless with fetishes.

1567
01:04:13.960 --> 01:04:17.119
<v Speaker 1>Midges are sexy, but I want to spin one one time,

1568
01:04:17.920 --> 01:04:20.039
<v Speaker 1>like like, what is that the price is right when

1569
01:04:20.039 --> 01:04:22.039
<v Speaker 1>you spin that, I just want to spin it, but

1570
01:04:22.119 --> 01:04:22.559
<v Speaker 1>like keep it.

1571
01:04:22.599 --> 01:04:25.960
<v Speaker 3>You know, did you see that one she's that has

1572
01:04:25.960 --> 01:04:27.239
<v Speaker 3>a really big booty?

1573
01:04:27.559 --> 01:04:30.239
<v Speaker 1>No, but I've seen some that do, and I think

1574
01:04:30.280 --> 01:04:33.199
<v Speaker 1>that it's crazy, not that it's like unheard of, I

1575
01:04:33.199 --> 01:04:35.280
<v Speaker 1>guess because it's There's one night on I G and

1576
01:04:35.280 --> 01:04:36.800
<v Speaker 1>I was like, but.

1577
01:04:36.800 --> 01:04:38.920
<v Speaker 2>I saw one. I saw one in like that wasn't

1578
01:04:38.920 --> 01:04:39.159
<v Speaker 2>an ig.

1579
01:04:39.480 --> 01:04:41.239
<v Speaker 1>It was in person and she was at this like

1580
01:04:41.360 --> 01:04:43.760
<v Speaker 1>indoor water park in Texas and I was like, it

1581
01:04:43.800 --> 01:04:44.719
<v Speaker 1>was her and her boyfriend.

1582
01:04:44.719 --> 01:04:46.400
<v Speaker 2>I was like, damn.

1583
01:04:46.559 --> 01:04:48.719
<v Speaker 1>I'm like, she's mad cute and she had a hell

1584
01:04:48.760 --> 01:04:53.159
<v Speaker 1>of booty. But I'm like, how do you approach that? Like, yeah,

1585
01:04:53.239 --> 01:04:55.480
<v Speaker 1>do you just tell her good ass girl? Or you

1586
01:04:55.519 --> 01:04:57.280
<v Speaker 1>just leave it and just admire from afar because she

1587
01:04:57.320 --> 01:04:59.199
<v Speaker 1>obviously was with her man, so I can't hit on her,

1588
01:04:59.320 --> 01:04:59.920
<v Speaker 1>but like you can.

1589
01:05:00.000 --> 01:05:02.079
<v Speaker 3>I probably just gave her the eye contact and be like,

1590
01:05:02.119 --> 01:05:04.320
<v Speaker 3>so you're all about the eye contact, I fuck your

1591
01:05:04.360 --> 01:05:05.440
<v Speaker 3>that booty.

1592
01:05:06.320 --> 01:05:08.119
<v Speaker 1>I have locked down a lot of men in my

1593
01:05:08.199 --> 01:05:10.360
<v Speaker 1>like younger days, like club days, when you like do

1594
01:05:10.440 --> 01:05:12.559
<v Speaker 1>the eye fucking and you're just like I know you're

1595
01:05:12.599 --> 01:05:14.559
<v Speaker 1>looking at me, and I'm looking at you and you

1596
01:05:14.599 --> 01:05:16.880
<v Speaker 1>know stums' you know what I'm saying. That's when you

1597
01:05:16.920 --> 01:05:18.719
<v Speaker 1>do your eyes perfect the blending.

1598
01:05:18.960 --> 01:05:20.760
<v Speaker 3>You think these making girls are just doing the blending

1599
01:05:20.800 --> 01:05:21.480
<v Speaker 3>for themselves, So.

1600
01:05:21.440 --> 01:05:23.239
<v Speaker 1>That's what you think it's for. They am not doing

1601
01:05:23.239 --> 01:05:27.440
<v Speaker 1>the blending for themselves. Trust me, I'm dead. I'm dead.

1602
01:05:28.000 --> 01:05:29.679
<v Speaker 1>So that next time you look at your YouTube, bro,

1603
01:05:30.199 --> 01:05:31.960
<v Speaker 1>that you better blend that ship before you make that

1604
01:05:32.039 --> 01:05:34.760
<v Speaker 1>eye contact girl, because if not, you might look at

1605
01:05:34.800 --> 01:05:36.760
<v Speaker 1>you like, damn, what's wrong with her? Fucking you know?

1606
01:05:36.800 --> 01:05:38.880
<v Speaker 1>It's not shaded properly, and I just don't know what

1607
01:05:38.960 --> 01:05:43.880
<v Speaker 1>to do. Do I ask for her number or not? Alrighty?

1608
01:05:44.119 --> 01:05:48.239
<v Speaker 1>So last question, how what is the longest you have

1609
01:05:48.320 --> 01:05:51.559
<v Speaker 1>gone without sex? Oh? This is a good one.

1610
01:05:52.000 --> 01:05:54.679
<v Speaker 3>I was getting off a seven year relationship. I'm a

1611
01:05:54.760 --> 01:05:57.119
<v Speaker 3>romantic person, you know. I love to be in love

1612
01:05:57.800 --> 01:06:00.599
<v Speaker 3>and I love hard. So when I was getting out

1613
01:06:00.599 --> 01:06:02.920
<v Speaker 3>of that relationship, I moved to New York. And in

1614
01:06:02.960 --> 01:06:05.800
<v Speaker 3>New York there's so many aggressive men and they're sexy.

1615
01:06:06.480 --> 01:06:08.880
<v Speaker 1>They are They've got that like East Coast swag that

1616
01:06:08.920 --> 01:06:10.960
<v Speaker 1>you like but don't want you don't want to say,

1617
01:06:11.039 --> 01:06:12.679
<v Speaker 1>because it does happen in Texas too, when they like

1618
01:06:12.840 --> 01:06:14.679
<v Speaker 1>holler at you whatever. Two but then you're like fuck you.

1619
01:06:14.760 --> 01:06:16.440
<v Speaker 1>And then New York You're like, but wait, should I

1620
01:06:16.480 --> 01:06:18.679
<v Speaker 1>be talking to you right? And You're like, I feel

1621
01:06:18.679 --> 01:06:19.480
<v Speaker 1>like I like.

1622
01:06:19.800 --> 01:06:21.760
<v Speaker 3>This Wall Street guy comes up to me. He's like, hey,

1623
01:06:21.840 --> 01:06:23.719
<v Speaker 3>what's up, what are you doing? Let's go out tonight

1624
01:06:23.760 --> 01:06:26.920
<v Speaker 3>or let's go out tomorrow, Let's go get steak, let's go.

1625
01:06:26.840 --> 01:06:28.599
<v Speaker 1>Have wine, guys.

1626
01:06:28.679 --> 01:06:31.760
<v Speaker 3>And I'm like, maybe I took his number, but I

1627
01:06:31.840 --> 01:06:34.239
<v Speaker 3>never hit him up. So anyways, I was being celibate

1628
01:06:34.400 --> 01:06:36.599
<v Speaker 3>during that time and it felt great because I felt

1629
01:06:36.599 --> 01:06:38.840
<v Speaker 3>like I had the power and no one could fuck

1630
01:06:38.880 --> 01:06:42.400
<v Speaker 3>with me unless I really really wanted to. And coming

1631
01:06:42.440 --> 01:06:44.719
<v Speaker 3>back after that is when I just kind of like,

1632
01:06:44.920 --> 01:06:46.880
<v Speaker 3>you know, so, how long was that abstinence period?

1633
01:06:48.079 --> 01:06:51.079
<v Speaker 1>A year? Or man? Girl? You mad it? I seem

1634
01:06:51.119 --> 01:06:52.800
<v Speaker 1>like it was like a year. No, no, but it

1635
01:06:52.920 --> 01:06:57.239
<v Speaker 1>feels as without having sex. It is good because I

1636
01:06:57.400 --> 01:06:59.559
<v Speaker 1>not only was in a long distance relationship, but I

1637
01:06:59.599 --> 01:07:02.119
<v Speaker 1>also like we broke up within that time and we

1638
01:07:02.119 --> 01:07:03.519
<v Speaker 1>didn't seen each other, so it was one of those

1639
01:07:03.559 --> 01:07:05.840
<v Speaker 1>things so it was like, you know, what do you so,

1640
01:07:06.119 --> 01:07:09.239
<v Speaker 1>what did you do? I masturbated a lot. I mean

1641
01:07:09.519 --> 01:07:13.320
<v Speaker 1>I definitely know my very very well. So understand me.

1642
01:07:13.559 --> 01:07:15.440
<v Speaker 1>This is why I say sex toys are a great thing.

1643
01:07:15.519 --> 01:07:15.800
<v Speaker 1>I know.

1644
01:07:15.880 --> 01:07:19.440
<v Speaker 3>So I was in New York, no toys, no no stimulation, nothing,

1645
01:07:19.599 --> 01:07:23.440
<v Speaker 3>just reading books, going to freaking I.

1646
01:07:23.400 --> 01:07:25.880
<v Speaker 1>Was going and making yourself sound so square now reading

1647
01:07:25.920 --> 01:07:28.639
<v Speaker 1>books I was reading. I was like doing weird stuff

1648
01:07:28.679 --> 01:07:31.360
<v Speaker 1>while I was celebrating, which is weird that it's educational.

1649
01:07:31.360 --> 01:07:33.800
<v Speaker 1>You're you're you're feeding your mind getting in this early,

1650
01:07:34.880 --> 01:07:35.400
<v Speaker 1>you know what I mean?

1651
01:07:35.519 --> 01:07:37.960
<v Speaker 3>Like I guess because it was an island.

1652
01:07:38.199 --> 01:07:40.239
<v Speaker 1>I'm not, but I went. I went to Central Park

1653
01:07:40.280 --> 01:07:42.320
<v Speaker 1>and I was like, this feels great. I'm in the world.

1654
01:07:42.400 --> 01:07:44.320
<v Speaker 1>It's six am, seven am.

1655
01:07:44.360 --> 01:07:47.679
<v Speaker 3>That's that's early for me. Physician hours are like four

1656
01:07:47.719 --> 01:07:48.840
<v Speaker 3>pm six You know.

1657
01:07:49.559 --> 01:07:51.239
<v Speaker 1>Last question? I know I said the last time, but

1658
01:07:51.719 --> 01:07:54.840
<v Speaker 1>this last one because I can't end with that one. Okay,

1659
01:07:55.079 --> 01:07:59.079
<v Speaker 1>let's see a favorite sexual position? Ah, which way do

1660
01:07:59.159 --> 01:07:59.639
<v Speaker 1>you like it?

1661
01:07:59.719 --> 01:07:59.920
<v Speaker 2>Paul?

1662
01:08:00.280 --> 01:08:02.639
<v Speaker 3>I thought about this one before I came.

1663
01:08:02.920 --> 01:08:04.679
<v Speaker 1>I was trying to do my research. I'm like, what

1664
01:08:04.679 --> 01:08:07.880
<v Speaker 1>would I say? She asked me this one? What when

1665
01:08:07.880 --> 01:08:08.760
<v Speaker 1>I swear? How where?

1666
01:08:08.800 --> 01:08:11.039
<v Speaker 3>Now I'm like blinking, okay, what is it?

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<v Speaker 1>My favorite? Here? What you need? This one again. What

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<v Speaker 1>is Paula's favorite sexual position? Private talk? What is it

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<v Speaker 1>going to be?

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<v Speaker 3>I mean I really like to sit on it which.

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<v Speaker 1>Way doggy or like reverse cowgirl or like okay, sitting

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<v Speaker 1>on a girl. So I do this special specialty thing

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<v Speaker 1>sights addle, Like what is it?

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<v Speaker 3>I like to do a little twirl on the So

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<v Speaker 3>how are you spinning? Like how from the front to

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<v Speaker 3>the back?

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<v Speaker 1>Like how are you twirling? Wait?

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<v Speaker 2>I'm trying to get a visual.

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<v Speaker 1>Okay, so regular, okay, so you're going you're on your

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01:08:47.720 --> 01:08:50.760
<v Speaker 1>partner person and then all of a sudden you kind

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<v Speaker 1>of turn your whole body around and you.

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<v Speaker 2>But still inside.

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<v Speaker 1>Yes, So but you're hat like you're at like a

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<v Speaker 1>half angle, so like you're kind of like sitting sideways. Yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>that's sideways backwards, Like oh so you're all the way

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01:09:04.119 --> 01:09:05.159
<v Speaker 1>looking back, so it's reverse.

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<v Speaker 2>It's reverse cowgirl.

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<v Speaker 1>So you'd like to go to transition from cowgirl to

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<v Speaker 1>reverse cowgirl? That's talent.

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<v Speaker 2>I like that.

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<v Speaker 1>You got to keep it inside. That's kind of like

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<v Speaker 1>the same thing how I said about the midget. I

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<v Speaker 1>just want to spin it, but keep it inside. Yes,

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<v Speaker 1>but different because that's the thing like if you guys

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<v Speaker 1>don't know. I don't know.

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<v Speaker 3>If you guys have try it, try it. It's really fun.

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<v Speaker 3>That's why it's fun, Paula, because if you take it out,

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<v Speaker 3>it takes the it takes the friction away.

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<v Speaker 1>I feel like it's too. You just want to feel

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<v Speaker 1>all the inside yea, all the good things.

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<v Speaker 3>And if you do this, I promise you, he will

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<v Speaker 3>have a smile on his face.

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<v Speaker 1>He will have that smile on his face or she

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<v Speaker 1>whatever you guys are doing private talk. You heard her.

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<v Speaker 1>You've heard all these great things that she's been revealing

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<v Speaker 1>with us on private Private Talk, Truth with Texas
