Speaker 1: Okay, h.
Speaker 2: H hello everybody, are we ready for a round table?
Speaker 3: Mh the screen of all of us here, I'm.
Speaker 4: Just gonna oh my god, it's so many.
Speaker 2: I haven't haven't tweeted.
Speaker 5: Can we do the Brady Bunch?
Speaker 6: Yeah, we got Sorry, I.
Speaker 2: Haven't done it because I wanted to have everybody on
the screen. So can we wave so that I can tweet?
Speaker 5: Yeah?
Speaker 7: This is magical? Yeah, thank you, crazy cool.
Speaker 8: I finally get to be sandwich.
Speaker 2: I got the caption Yeah, so that was the other thing.
We're using close captioning for this, and hopefully if I've
done it right, it should be captioning everyone and not
just my microphone.
Speaker 8: It's covering.
Speaker 2: It's covering my face. So sorry, I'm so sorry. No,
it's cool because I would like my face covered. Pro this.
I don't know how to change that.
Speaker 9: Use three syllable words and we'll never see Zeke's face
the entire time.
Speaker 2: Or you can close close captioning if you'd like.
Speaker 10: That depends if you guys want to read words or
see faces.
Speaker 7: Important to you.
Speaker 9: You put where the logo is, like just right there
in the top center, or can you move captioning.
Speaker 2: This is the captioning This is through twitch of official.
Speaker 8: So it's pretty good though, It's very good.
Speaker 3: Actually, yeah, why I'm the Lake Chicago man, chicagog gunga.
Speaker 8: That was like Chicago dog.
Speaker 7: That was the first question answered.
Speaker 2: Yep, that does that work? Okay, stop, So I'm gonna
I'm going to pass this over to John. John, do
you want to like say hi to everyone in I
just have to do the tweet and then I'll be
right back with you guys. But I didn't all of
our faces narrated.
Speaker 7: Should never this over to me? A rocket like streams
so fast?
Speaker 11: What's up?
Speaker 5: Homies? Yo? This is a this is crazy.
Speaker 7: This is very overwhelming to see us all here. We are.
Speaker 3: The show is, the show is over. The show is done.
Speaker 7: But it was we start on a bright note. I'm
just making it very clear.
Speaker 3: You know, maybe someone it doesn't know you know, they didn't,
they haven't caught up.
Speaker 5: But it was great.
Speaker 3: I mean it was just really fucking magical with a
lot of really great people. And this is I mean
you what's really cool is you get to see every
single person who had a part in it, uh on
screen and what.
Speaker 7: What except Peach except Peach?
Speaker 3: Yeah, which goddamn Peachy, literally cover up the Gone logo
get in here.
Speaker 7: Like yeah, such a huge part of this show.
Speaker 2: Actually, we're going to actually talk about them because a
lot of crazy hidden stuff is in the music. So
we're gonna have another round table with just Peachy and I.
At some point we figured we would do that. Also
Volume two. I see somebody says we need that Volume
two music release. It happened. It's on Spotify, should be
dropping everywhere else as well. So I have the link
here for you, which I'll drop in the chat, but
you can also just search Gone Soundtrack, pechi, pixelate or
Gone Soundtrack table story and it'll come up.
Speaker 7: So yeah, and it's so good. Wait, can we get
DMC for using it?
Speaker 2: Nope, you're welcome to use it.
Speaker 10: Yes.
Speaker 2: Also, like I do already have someone that asked for
the DMV chime sound for like a cell alert or
a following alert. So if you guys want any sounds
from Gone, just let me know you're welcome out, including
the bad boob like clip for remix.
Speaker 12: That I.
Speaker 1: Fantastic, so good.
Speaker 2: So a little bit of housekeeping for you guys in chat.
I know you guys have a bunch of questions here,
So if you can do at table story with your question,
I have a bunch that we're posted in the discord
that we're going to start with. But you can go
ahead and start asking the questions now and then we'll
collect them and we're going to try to get to
every question, but we're not question Yeah, we're going to
try our best to hold the major questions. But so yeah,
thank you for being here and thank you for asking questions.
So let me go ahead and start with I can't
answer that one. Oh. Also, any questions that are mostly
directed at me, I might be setting those aside and
saving them for you know, the Peachy and I round table.
I'd really like to focus on the cast here today
if we can. Okay, here's a good one. How satisfied
are you all with your characters and how they turned
out in the end? Not as a player but as
a viewer looking in on your character? Did you did
they end up where you hoped they would or did
they end up going down a path you wish you hadn't.
Speaker 5: Well, I'll start.
Speaker 4: Yuh, going down a path they wish that? Yes, I
wish I hadn't gone down that path because I ended
up being the only one down there, so thanks of
Pantla guys, like we got episodes left because everybody's gonna
do the can't and go the thing and then's like
all start, okay, I'll be the first one. Wait a minute,
I'm the only one rolled perfectly.
Speaker 13: Unfortunately it was not intentional.
Speaker 8: I was like he I kept in character questioning like
if Maury was there or if we were going to
see him again and stuff, because I was like, did
he just died for nothing? We just let him off
a mountain just like took him around the back of
the shed and lowered a shot. He was perfectly healthy.
Speaker 9: Everyone was having a good time at the Gone concert
and then to do a little bit of crowdsurfing and
everyone's just slipping on slap.
Speaker 12: Then later he's like, I will surfing all right.
Speaker 5: I will say that.
Speaker 4: I did get an episode that was kind of focused
like centrally on me, which was which was cool, Like.
Speaker 8: If anyone needed a redemption of a little bit, yeah.
Speaker 3: I mean to that that journey was. Wasn't that two
or two or three episode? Two episodes?
Speaker 11: It was the dust fail one that was like all
around the world that you.
Speaker 7: Oh ship, that's what I was thinking about.
Speaker 14: But yeah, mountains, like both of those were were great
for really showing a different side of Maury.
Speaker 7: Yeah, was so detailed.
Speaker 4: I'm not like, yeah disappointed about like the thing I got.
Speaker 2: It was just kind of funny, Okay, fucking believable that
Zeke can't be here because we like, yeah, I was like, really,
I'm right there with you. But yeah, I also think
that the Mountain was really good at illustrating kind of
like well, one of the themes we were aiming for
with the show. So without it, it wouldn't quite be
the same. I don't think.
Speaker 7: I agree.
Speaker 3: And we were literally planning on going to everyone's world.
I mean that was the plan this whole. I mean,
if we got to blame one person, we gotta, it's
gotta be Elsbeth, right like for like really unlocked it.
Speaker 2: Really.
Speaker 7: I mean that that.
Speaker 1: I apologize for that, so sorry Mariy, because I was like, wow,
this guy didn't go the way I thought it was
gonna go. And and yeah, Zeke ended up being the
only one that was like, well, it's my time and
then he.
Speaker 13: Like turns into start us. We're all like later, got you, suckers.
Speaker 5: Everyone, We're we're.
Speaker 1: Just gonna chill, So I guess yeah, to to piggyback
off of that, I felt very happy with where Autumn.
Speaker 13: Ended up, but I also felt like maybe.
Speaker 2: This was where was she?
Speaker 13: Where we were we supposed to be, Like, maybe we
weren't supposed to go this direction.
Speaker 1: There was a whole other thing that Pbid planned and
we never got to see it because we had some
really good roles and you know, right exactly. So yeah,
it's that's fault man, feel dead.
Speaker 2: No, it's good. It was perfect. It's one of the
things I will walk away and it'll be a golden
artifact for me for the rest of my life. Is
that moment in the show?
Speaker 8: So I pointed the question at someone.
Speaker 2: Sure me, yeah, because I feel like Hiss.
Speaker 8: Had the craziest reveal maybe yeah, twist and change at
the end, so that same question.
Speaker 15: Yeah, I really when I started Run, I didn't expect,
for of course, there to be any crazy redemption arc
at all, or like a crazy reveal of anything.
Speaker 16: So as things started to unfold, especially towards the end, yeah,
that was awesome. Like as a viewer, I was cheering
on Run, like when it come when it came to
being in the moment being like, oh, how do you
think you can or did? If you weren't playing them,
I feel like I would be cheering on Run. And
as far as like when I first started the character
he was a shit bag, I think the whole time
is just like he was just going to be, like
he was just going to be for himself, and that
was kind of it. A survivalist through and through, a
person who throws baby sheep at predators just so he
can survive things like that. And to see it spin
around slowly and like throughout the entire thing was super
cool and really like it felt really cool to be
a part of it and at the end just being like,
it doesn't seem like me. I was very nervous to
be to be Captain Run but or Captain were on Dusk,
but I knew that, Like before we went into that episode,
I was super nervous and stuff, but I knew that
Run needed to That was a thing that like we had,
that was a story that was too good for Run
to not tell and for us to not tell. So
as much as I was like, I don't know if
I want to be the leader quote unquote or like
I don't know if I want to do this necessarily
Mekor didn't want to do that, but then just I
had to think of how everything was and how how
poignant this could be if run. This whole time was
that and that's when I was like, well, I gotta
do it because that's what run story is now and
it's too good to say no to it. So I
really enjoyed it. It was took me to the field,
but I really so good.
Speaker 8: Yeah, it was really cool.
Speaker 16: It was a really cool experience.
Speaker 2: Thank you. Okay, So this is a good one. I'm
skipping right to this one because I like it. This
is for anybody in the cast, which character or persona
would you say you relate to the most or touched
you the most emotionally? And that's for any of the cast,
about any of the other cast members in their character. Cool,
it's a good one.
Speaker 13: I think that is such a good question.
Speaker 16: Wow, I think I relate to Lucian, I think or
Blake see that. I'm still calling imlutionion just because of
just that critical thinking and just the practicality of just
need to where are the answers? I need to find
the answers so I can then move on, and then
I think that is I think that's probably what I
would do. I would probably shell into I would put
up some walls, and then I would just try to
figure out if I was put into that situation of
figuring out Vieru from day one, I would think that's
probably what I would do, and.
Speaker 11: I was.
Speaker 10: I think Decks for me, just like especially the parts
like in the beginning when Decks would like cling to
his reality and the enthusiasm for it, like no, these
are my neighbors, this is my house, Like these are
my things.
Speaker 2: I could see myself like.
Speaker 10: In a situation like this, like as a safety net,
like grasping to my own reality as a way of like,
oh the weird isn't happening.
Speaker 2: And that was like freaky relatable for me. Yeah.
Speaker 1: Yeah, Specifically, I think it's that is a really good question,
Like I'm actually really struggling to pick a character that
I think made the biggest impression. I think it's because
everyone on the show is so dynamic. Pebe yourself included.
Everyone has multidimensional characters that we eventually got to flesh out.
It wasn't just here, you're gonna stick with your stereotype
of your character. We get to explore different avenues of that.
So it was in a way everyone got to play
multiple characters. I think some people with like the scenes
that I think affected me the most, or probably Laura
and Reckon. I think that that their their relationship eventually
became something that we we we were able to see,
you know, they they were able to make up their
differences and and be at peace with each other instead
of like at each other's throats, and that was that
was kind of a resolution that I wanted to see
in the show.
Speaker 13: Maybe a little bit earlier too.
Speaker 1: I was like, I really wish they had been friends before,
but I'm really glad that they eventually found that that
connection with each other.
Speaker 13: That made me, like that really hit me.
Speaker 8: You know.
Speaker 1: Again, it's so hard to pick because then we also
had some really great scenes with Adam, who you know,
can only speak in a monotone voice, so you really
don't get a lot of inflection.
Speaker 13: But the way he portrayed.
Speaker 1: Adam was was so good that his his own writing,
his own character of Adam came out in just how
he presented Adam.
Speaker 13: Adam was dependable and and and you know loving. I
would say he really did care about his people, and
but he was uh, he was a robot.
Speaker 1: He was synthetic and and in that moment where alike,
but he is also multid he's dynamic. So it's really hard.
It's really hard for me to be like who Who
for me.
Speaker 13: Was my favorite? I don't know if I have a favorite.
I think I just have specific scenes out of the
whole show that I'm like, Damn, that was great. Yeah,
that was so well played.
Speaker 1: That was so well just on the spot stuff, you
know that really I don't see a lot of in
some role playing.
Speaker 13: It was a very emotional show.
Speaker 2: Yeah, I think I have little bits of each character
that I relate to rather than just one specific character.
There's like pieces from everyone where I'm like, oh, yeah,
I can relate to that. So yeah, I think I'm
with s Beeth on that one. Did anybody else have anything?
Speaker 16: Though?
Speaker 9: I can't say relate, but I can say appreciate. I
like Dex's appreciation for the character dynamic from how it
starts from someone who's kind of childish in mind, a
little bit lacks responsibility, and then it's thrown to this
deep end of you know, quote unquote reality basically has
to grow up, yeah, with some harsh facts and deal
with some really tough topics with his own starring, and
then that that vulnerable at the beginning, and then using
the role play as it comes at you with the punches,
and then just dribbling in extra extra layers.
Speaker 12: And then coming to you know, quote unquote a man.
If you want to put it that way, it's a
very interesting.
Speaker 9: It's a great concept to work with because you you
come in with a blank slake of innocence and by
the end of it, you're a wise old story. So
I appreciate that type of character growth. I really enjoyed
watching that unfold. If I had to take one.
Speaker 8: When he made Dex, I thought he was making may
at first, and that's not me being egoistical. I just
was like, is he trying? Is he making me as
a He even like put a beanie on and was like, Oh,
I'm just going to be, you know, like a twenty
something failure who's addicted to drugs, and I was like, Oh, good,
he's playing me. Okay, it's going to be really fun
to watch him.
Speaker 3: I think you truly asked me if I was like,
if I was playing I was?
Speaker 7: I don't know then, uh.
Speaker 8: And then, like Pax said, you see this weird thing
with Dex where he is kind of just forced into
this position of responsibility and is due or die. And
it's a weird thing that I think a lot of people.
I don't necessarily fully relate to Dex as my answer
for this, by the way, I feel like I'm somewhere
between between Run and DECKX, which is maybe even more
depressive button. But yeah, like there is a weird thing
that I think a lot of people go through when
they're in a position like Dex was right at the
very beginning and when you were making the character and
who you were bringing to that, because sometimes you don't
know until you start playing it and it grows from there.
But there is like a weird moment in your life
where you kind of have to make but you go,
I need to, you know, get it together, sort of
out grow up, figure out what I'm going to do
or not, you know. And I feel like Dex kind
of had to face that a little bit, and I
can recognize that somewhat. But that was interesting to see,
and it was weird at first when you were making
this character, and then it just it just Yeah, it was. Yeah,
it was cool to see. Yeah, I think you did
a good job with it as well.
Speaker 5: Thank you.
Speaker 8: I don't know if I truly related to anyone though,
kind of all little bits and pieces, Memories was the
most emotional one for me, though, which one app's ridiculous
Oscar winning scene where she broke down because of because
of Adam. I wasn't on the screen, thank god, but like,
it's the only time I think, maybe ever on a
camera where if you had just if the thing had
fallen off, like you would have just sent me with
like water, like don't blink or that's where I was at,
and I don't really get to that. It's quite hard
for me to get to that level of open. I
don't know, I'm just all barriers. So that was pretty
It was intense for me to watch, I feel like,
and we've spoken about it at great length, I think,
but it was just because you felt you were drawing
on something real, and I feel like that resonated and
it came through. They just got me. I was like,
oh God, for sure, that was the most emotional part,
even though there were tons of points where I was like,
oh God, don't don't switch to Blake right now, Blake,
Blake goes f and be like, oh, hello, how are
you to like?
Speaker 2: I also really enjoyed, And by enjoyed, I mean this
was difficult for me. Was the argument between Autumn and Blake,
that breakup where they were kind of no longer friends
and they went in the opposite direction.
Speaker 5: That was crazy.
Speaker 2: That was hard for me to watch because it was
very clearly like they both needed that friend to be
something they weren't in that moment, and they both deserved
what they needed and they just weren't. They weren't working
for each other. So it was it was just tough
to watch, tough to watch.
Speaker 16: Gyps the fellowship splace.
Speaker 8: It was even weirder because we had that synergy on
the dice rolls. It was like it was it was
really matter in a weird way, and then we were
working really well together on what like a weird unconscious level,
but just terribly in terms of like a personality mesh,
I guess yeah, it happens. I think a lot.
Speaker 3: And that's what I love so much is like everything
could have been different if one role in episode four
happened failure happened instead of a like everything could have
been different. And I remember starting this show and I
was like, Okay, it's gonna be me, Brad and Elsbeth.
That's what we were told, is like you know, we're
like you know, and everyone's going to be helping us out.
Speaker 17: Now.
Speaker 7: I don't. I don't feel that at all.
Speaker 3: I do feel like it was, you know, the ten
of us. I think it was like, isn't that weird?
Speaker 9: Yeah, you want to be actually on the show, and
then all of a sudden, it's like they're one of
these key, like major role.
Speaker 12: It becomes a large cast and you never know how
That's what it was like.
Speaker 3: There was no I didn't. I never felt like, oh yeah,
they're they're on part time. It's like a part time
you know, like you guys were major players, and.
Speaker 13: Like completely I had that same thought John, Uh.
Speaker 1: Like our second to last episode, I was like, fuck,
everyone is so connected in the show and it it
went from being like connected by twine to being connected
by like chains of iron, like everyone in some way
had affected the others on the show, and that for me,
really helped bring the story together.
Speaker 13: It was it was not just like you're gonna see
these people as guests, you know, it was.
Speaker 1: It was more like they are integral to the story.
They're not just here to be like, Okay, well we'll
be we'll be you know, a side part, because a
lot of the side parts ended up being so monumental
to the story and emotionally charged that it was like
impossible to just say, well, now.
Speaker 13: We're going to just relegate them over here.
Speaker 1: No, like this, we're focusing on them and they deserve
to be focused on.
Speaker 3: You didn't even we us three didn't even role play
that much together, Yeah, truly. Yeah, it was mainly us
going with all everyone else and like being you know,
like and developing our own relationships and whatever. It just
that blows my mind to this day is like, yeah,
we were like the three right who like you know,
all that stuff, But like I still am just like, fuck, dude,
like we didn't even.
Speaker 5: Fuck.
Speaker 7: It's amazing.
Speaker 3: It's incredible just that it turned into such a beautiful
ensemble with incredible people.
Speaker 7: It's so cool.
Speaker 2: So there's actually a question related to that, and I
will address the first part of it, which was how
did the rotating or guest caf feel about suddenly becoming
main characters essentially as the show progressed. Hopefully they knew
how much we adored them, is what it says. And
then also, you know, PB was this plan from day one,
I will admit to absolutely know. It was intended that
it would be these three and these very skilled players
would come in and play multiple different people. Now that
you guys know the you know nine worlds, you can
guess kind of what they would have been doing. However,
we did a meet and greet where we sat down
and they wrote their initial Nibiru characters and I just
fell in love with all of them. Then I just
threw the shit out the window and was like, yep, no,
the story it revolves around all these people now, and
that's just what's going to happen. So yeah, it wasn't
It wasn't planned from day one, But the moment, the
moment they put pen to paper for these characters, I
fell in love with them and was like, Nope, okay,
they're going to be these people. So then for you,
for the rest of you, for the rotators, how did
you feel about becoming main characters to the show, Like,
how did you? I guess was that strange? Because I
definitely told you you'll be playing multiple people don't worry.
Speaker 16: Yeah, I was sure it.
Speaker 14: Was going to be a dwarf in a fantasy world
at one point. Yeah, pretty sure. We've thought about that.
Speaker 13: Yeah, and that episode was such a good one, so fun.
Speaker 14: I felt like that that flashback with Dex definitely was
the this is what the show could have been at
one point. It's not those so haha, it's just a memory.
Speaker 2: Uh.
Speaker 8: I felt.
Speaker 11: It was.
Speaker 14: It was interesting, like I know a number of us,
especially those of us who were knock turning, kind of
had that expectation ahead of time, was the I don't
get to play right now, great.
Speaker 11: You know, I mean just disappear.
Speaker 14: And the first half I felt like that to be
like I get to go do dishes and put on
gone and this is awesome and I'm not here and
I don't have to think and like and so it
wasn't a disappointment, but it was definitely like about that
halfway mark where we all started or most of us
were in here, like, well, I gotta shift my expectations now.
Speaker 11: It's fine.
Speaker 10: But I kind of had the exact same thing, like
I was like, like I love the scenes where you
just get to chill and like watch everybody, but you're
still kind of in the show, dropping in now and
then and then I just like, I don't think we've
had a killer moment where Pep was like, oh, you're
gonna be here regularly now.
Speaker 2: It was just like we would hit her.
Speaker 10: Up like are we here this week? Yep, and it
just kept happening. And then I noticed she kept starting
with me first in the scene.
Speaker 2: I was like, fuck, I gotta do something with my
character now. God, I was trying to be happening ship.
So it's more just like, you know, I don't know,
you just go with the flow.
Speaker 12: Yeah, start your care drops posted on your mod and.
Speaker 2: All like what the literally now violets a book and
that was never gonna happen.
Speaker 14: So extremely.
Speaker 2: It's very, very very good. Did anybody else though, have
any comments on that? PPP?
Speaker 18: I know, I'm quite I'm a very observant person. I
realize I need to speak up more. I don't know,
I feel like I thought Laura was just going to
be like in the background kind of doing law drops
and being like I'm coming out of the shadows to
tell you something and going back. So I never expected
her to like when you were like telling us like, hey,
are you guys gonna be there this week. I was like,
oh god, I'm here more than I expected. And I
thought we're gonna do the characters all the time too.
Speaker 2: Yeah, but I don't know.
Speaker 18: I think I'm kind of happy with how everything turned out,
and I'm very honored to have been able to be
a part of the show and else like be part
of the integral storyline as well. So I don't know
that was really cool. I don't know, I was. I'm
always excited to RP, so I was really jazz. That
stuff kind of accelerated at a very fast rate.
Speaker 2: Same, Okay, I have another one that is specifically for
c K. Who do you think or wish was the
second person reaching Violet? As you mentioned with your final
amazing monologue, You do not have to answer that if
you don't want to.
Speaker 10: But who do I think or wish was the second
person reaching for her? I don't think I want to answer.
Speaker 2: That, Okay, I wasn't sure. Uh, it's so funny, Okay,
I will answer this one. Peb went to you? When
did the idea come to you to evolve your role
as the narrator into your the core of the mother
Day One? I've always been that way, So when you
rewatched the show, be careful and pay attention to what
I say because it's always been that way. Okay, maybe yeah.
Speaker 3: Is there anything that you can like just off the
top of your head remember that you changed? That was
pretty like an integral part of the show that like
changed halfway through where you're like, oh, I'm not going
to do this or that that you could just remember
off the top of your head.
Speaker 2: Oh, yeah, lot lots lots of things.
Speaker 7: Actually, want sure there any you can speak of?
Speaker 11: Yeah, well I was in those meetings.
Speaker 2: Yeah, the nine the Nine Worlds. Obviously we ended up
scraping that or not going to all of them as
per expected. But you guys also had the option to
go further into Neberu and have a bigger experience with
the NKI, which we never covered because you guys stayed.
You stayed safe. It was smart, you stayed safe. But
I feel like the story could have gone in a
completely different direction had you actually tried to immerse yourself
in the cities and stuff like that in Naberu. I
was Violet Rewrite number one. Thanks three main guys.
Speaker 7: Damn, that would be a really cool spin off in.
Speaker 2: I keep saying that this will not be the only
thing that I run in the world of Neiberu because
it's so rich, and yeah, the city lore is really
really good and has some Blade Runner vibes to it,
and I like it a lot, So I will probably
run something in the future that's in the city proper.
But yeah, you guys did the right thing by staying
safe out in the outskirts of the Umbra, but there
is a lot of life to be had in the
rest of it.
Speaker 8: So I really wanted to become a Krajh baron of Krajh.
Speaker 7: You tried to push for that.
Speaker 2: He was like, I'm going to be and I.
Speaker 8: Was like, I was like, I'm going to break in
badness and overtake, Like surely I can use these two
idiots or Jesse Pinkman's there's like, run who I can
completely control. If I can crash in my pocket, and
then if I can just get Reckon on side, we're good.
Speaker 11: On my side.
Speaker 8: At worst, he'll be like the Gustavo Fringe and my
wall to white and I can just utterly and completely
overtake the Kraush business in the Umber of Nebro. But
then well then Blake was like, this isn't real.
Speaker 11: This there is no craw.
Speaker 3: I'm scared to see what the show would have been
if Blake was not around, if it was me and
Elsbeth and then like everyone else and we were running
around and just on our ideas of just I think
we would have gone the way of going to all
the world and like and it would have just been
like two episodes, you know, like one episode a week
or you know, once every two weeks.
Speaker 7: That was like us exploring this land and now we
go to.
Speaker 2: This landing would have gotten done.
Speaker 1: Yeah, Dex in Autumn. Dex was very adventurous and Autumn
is very whimsical. So that that combined is like, way
we're going off Blake's up.
Speaker 2: That's exactly what I was gonna say. Hearts, No, you
didn't ruin it. It was wonderful. Without Blake, it would
have been just a different show. It would have just
been very different.
Speaker 8: At the beginning.
Speaker 7: Dairy Queen McDonald's Windy Who Bunch of Drivers.
Speaker 16: Four episodes and I'm still waiting in the black with
mask On.
Speaker 8: Not progressing anything.
Speaker 2: There are this one's for Speth. There are a lot
of questions about the losing and regaining of the accent
for Autumn at the end. Did you want to comment
on that at all or like explain how you decided
to do that or just speak on that a little bit.
Speaker 1: Yeah, she was starting to lose her not lose, but
switch identities again.
Speaker 13: I think once we uh what else?
Speaker 1: Saw that scene where she goes to space essentially and
she sees it's very you know, two thousand and one.
She sees like just shit kind of stuff, like she
might as well be dropping acid. And then she just
wakes up from this kind of well who have I
been this whole time?
Speaker 8: You know?
Speaker 13: And I think she is trying.
Speaker 1: She was trying to both comfort people with her accent
and then forgetting that she no longer has an accent
because she's Timmy instead of Autumn. Right, So she goes
from this switch of like I used to be Autumn,
but I should probably still be Autumn for my friends
because they know me as Autumn.
Speaker 13: And then she slowly starts to lose that.
Speaker 1: Because because because it's very, like it's a very it's
a subconscious choice like Okay, well I'm no longer Autumn,
so what do I do?
Speaker 13: Do I keep this accent. My brain still knows how
to make this, but do I keep doing it?
Speaker 3: You know?
Speaker 1: And so there's like these two parts of her brain
that are like, well, make sure your friends know that
you're still here and you're still there for them as Autumn,
but also you're still Timmy from forever ago. So it's
it's it was very like, I'll just do this one
I want to. I will, I will switch this on
and off just like maybe Autumn would. And I know
a lot of people notice that they were like, well, weird,
she's like using this accent for uh for run, but
she's also using she's she's doing the Autumn voice for
for a dex or trying to be more comforting, because
I feel like Autumn definitely has a much more calming
uh voice than than Timmy would. Timmy was just my
regular voice, but you know, Autumn has that draw that's
very like, uh, familiar and hopefully friendly. Uh So, So
it really went from like a what mood is what
mood is Autumn in right now? What mood is Timmy
in right now? So it was kind of like doing
the different person thing mm hmm, so.
Speaker 10: Wild like it reminded me I watched a really cool
show on linguistics a really long time ago about kids
in Canada and how they learn French and English. You know,
but like their mind will it's really bizarre, like when
they're in school, they'll know other school words in French
and at home they'll flow between the two languages depending
on what the subject is, like completely un And that's
what your accent reminded me of, Like depending on what
you were talking about, you would flowing out of it,
and it.
Speaker 8: Was it was cool.
Speaker 2: I liked listening to it.
Speaker 1: Yeah, yeah, I mean that's it's a lot like Spanglish, right,
So yeah that are bilingual are very they like like
my boyfriend is Venezuelan, so he just he goes like
you're not a Spanish all the time, and I'm just like, damn,
that is so impressive to know that your mind thinks
in two different languages. Like I'm just you know, English boring, right,
I'm like, man, if I if I were multilingual, that
I would love to be able to do that, you know.
Speaker 13: So yeah, it's kind of kind of like that. I guess.
Speaker 2: Yeah, while I have you, everyone's dying to know what
you had intended with the Christmas ornaments or why they
were so important to Autumn. And I feel like you
answered that at the end of one of the episodes,
but it's a lot a lot of people have asked
this question, so.
Speaker 1: You know, I really didn't have any Uh. I didn't
have anything in mind for the Christmas ornaments. What I
wanted the Christmas ornaments to represent were memories that she
was holding on to something that she associated with good feelings,
good vibes, so like Christmas, even though it was technically
not real, it was like she was clinging onto something
that never happened. And so those Christmas ornaments represent a
part of Autumn's past that was completely fabricated.
Speaker 13: And that was in the that was in the beginning.
Speaker 1: So I don't know if it was ever like intentional,
like these are just fake, but she was clinging onto
them and she didn't know why. And this was before
you were like, yeah, you're not actually, we're not actually Autumn,
You're not actually this person.
Speaker 13: She was just like, I know, I'm I'm I.
Speaker 1: These are shiny and they represent something warm, they represent
a good time, and I will I will cling onto
these as long as I can. And maybe maybe that
was a subconscious choice, you know, like I just want
something to remind me of good times. Because Autumn was
a hoarder. Autumn was like talking to squirrels every day.
Speaker 13: Autumn was lonely. She had a lot of issues that
she was like, well, why why am I doing this?
You know, I don't know why, but I'm going to
continue doing it.
Speaker 1: And I think that's that's the same kind of mindset
that hoarders have, where they they need to cherish something
and they're often very lonely people. And and so Autumn
was kind of this representation of I have a I
had a life, and I want that life back.
Speaker 2: You know, when you told me, h, Autumn was a hoarder,
I sat there and I was like, are you kidding me?
Because a lot of times when people who have suffered
a traumatic brain injury and they are losing their memories,
they do become a bit hordy because they are like
I need to hold on, I need to have something
that makes me feel good, or you know, I need
to have all these things. So when you said that,
I was like, for real, Wow, that's that is quite
the coincidence.
Speaker 1: Yeah, yeah, yeah, that's that's that is pretty coincidental because
I didn't know that this was going to be I
didn't know that this was a.
Speaker 13: The rules were, you know, focused around memories.
Speaker 1: I had no idea that this was a memory based
game where where you have to like write down your
favorites stuff and.
Speaker 2: That kind of thing.
Speaker 1: Was like, damn, I'm this was a really I thought
it was a good character to be, like, well, now
I can really flash Autumn out. There's so many different
ways I can go with her. So so yeah, kind
of I'm glad that that turned out the way it did.
Made for a cool backstory, very very good.
Speaker 2: So this one's for everybody. But was there a memory
on your sheet that you didn't get to share that
you wish you had?
Speaker 11: Oh, let's go check we have memories.
Speaker 2: Maybe not you, honey, while people are.
Speaker 14: Looking up, did you have a blank sheet run? I
never actually asked that. Yes, okay, yeah, I had.
Speaker 16: One memory that on my sheet the whole time.
Speaker 11: I had too.
Speaker 16: The one that I first started with was his how
he got his jacket. Someone very special to him gave
him his jacket, which could really could be anything, and
he couldn't remember it anymore, but he do. He does
remember to how it made him feel I did him
feel confident, and it gave him plus one in confidence
and or things that involved that. And then he also
had the second one, which was he he couldn't he
was having a hard time exiting because of what happened
in dust Vail. And that was the only really the
two until the last bit, when I should have just
filled out my sheet with a whole bunch of cool
or in memories that would be cool anyway, I didn't.
Speaker 7: That was well, the.
Speaker 5: That's exactly what I did.
Speaker 4: Because the setup for Morey was that he had so
many memories he kind of forgot who he was.
Speaker 5: And all the memories that I have are from the
years that he spent.
Speaker 4: Just jumping in and out of the sim and trying
to find whatever he was looking for, and his goal
became more and more deluded, until it was like one
idea that he was searching for. But all of them
had to do peevee and I discussed this, but all
of his memories had to do with his hands, because
his hands are what creates, creates everything.
Speaker 2: And like in my head, I imagine, well, because when
you originally told me, you were like all these memories
and they all have something to do with hands, and
I was like, wow, that's really great and I can
use that. But in my brain I already knew that
you were the scientist, right, So I'm like, oh, this
is kind of cool because he's like remembering that he
used to work a lot with his with his hands
and like tinker with devices and stuff like that. So
I thought that was really neat and you would get
I don't know if you noticed this, but you would
get bonuses when you were trying to figure things out
using your hands. If you were like touching things, you'd
get a plus one to figuring that out because you
were using your hands.
Speaker 8: Yeah.
Speaker 2: I did little stuff like that for each of you. Yeah,
good to.
Speaker 4: Answer, Johnny katz A diluted just adding more and more memories. Well,
I'll just I can run through them just real quick.
So there's a memory. We have a beatnik snapping his
fingers during a poem. The poem is about his addiction
to heroin. It's killing him, but his words are his power.
He looks out at the faces watching him, and their
hearts are breaking. He smiles despite himself. There's a mother
and labor holding my child for the first time. Pain
fades time stops. She's never known love until this moment.
Ladies with papers enter. She tells them she has changed
her mind. Old West Hangman his hand killed over two
hundred men. He keeps the gallows clean and working right.
He is infamous. His clients have a drop and a stop.
No fish wriggling on the hook while he's in charge.
Today is his turn, sculptor. The final stroke on his ps,
the resistance.
Speaker 11: It's for the Duke.
Speaker 4: If this wins his favorite, he'll be conscripted to make
art for the rest of his days. His chisel is
like an extension of his arm. It has finished.
Speaker 5: It is perfect.
Speaker 4: Soldier in Afghanistan. He pulls the trigger the first time
with the intent to kill. Later, he is crying alone
in the hand dug latrine. He tries to be quiet.
He knows this will not be the last time he's
called to do his duty, not by a long shot.
A plague doctor his hands closed the eyes of his
most recent patient. The sickness fascinates him. He calls the
wheelbarrewman over to collect the body. Her skin is a
masterpiece of sores and infection. Now the best part the dissection.
The prom queen waving to the crowd. This is the
best moment of her life. Everyone loves her. She's beautiful
and the center of attention. Her dress fits perfectly, and
the crown feels as though it were made for her.
Southern Judge Banging the gavel he presided over. Banging the gavel.
He presided over a case where a black man was
arrested and beaten by police during a sit in. He
was found guilty of disturbing the peace.
Speaker 5: A governor. Her hands are on the podium.
Speaker 4: She was the deputy governor and this is her first
speech after the previous governor was assassinated. She has more
nervous than she's ever been, but now she can do
what's right.
Speaker 7: Uh, this is incredible because I'm literally Dex's sheet.
Speaker 3: So yeah, but like it's very like I didn't like
you would ask me to phone in a memory and
I wouldn't.
Speaker 7: I just forget as as John and as Dex. I
would just be like, did she say.
Speaker 2: Something to me?
Speaker 7: I don't know? And then you look at like memory
man like with.
Speaker 3: This poetic the scenes that are set, and it's just
like it's really cool to hear I didn't know.
Speaker 7: I didn't know, Like how other people were doing it.
Speaker 4: It was it was fun coming up with all of them,
like these are you know, thirty forty years of going
in and out of the swimulation and collecting the memories
and implanting them in himself. Yeah, yeah, every little like
has he I think if Mary had a through line,
it would be.
Speaker 7: Not just the the.
Speaker 5: Like more even even further.
Speaker 4: If if if you dug deeper, it's just the pursuit
of answers to everything, anything, which.
Speaker 5: Is the curiosity.
Speaker 2: Because that's why you and Blake got along so well.
You both had that dinner drive to like answer all
those questions. I thought that was interesting. Something that we
didn't ever get a chance to see you sharing those yes,
thank you, I'm Something we never got to see with
Maury that I really wanted to see was his hut
because inside the hut was like many many, many different
objects with more memories in it, and if anybody had
picked up any one of those objects, you could have
collected some memories from inside. He had like a little
hoarder's cabin with a whole bunch of like artifacts and
things that he'd picked up. And in fact, there were
two artifacts in that related to one of you guys
that had you found it, it would have been yours. Yeah,
which was really really cool, but we just never got
around to it. Sometimes that happens.
Speaker 8: Yeah.
Speaker 4: Oh and one more little tidbit. Maury was a hermit
and pretty much shunned everybody. He begrudgingly kind of m
as good a friends as he could be with Adam and.
Speaker 2: Uh lower, no, not lower recy was that?
Speaker 5: Oh yeah, no, it was Laura. I'm sorry, sorry, on
the same beach. Yeah, exactly. But he was mostly a hermit.
Speaker 4: And the reason why he didn't have to the reason
why he put his shack where it was and he
didn't have to.
Speaker 5: Like go out, is because he put his shack on
top of a.
Speaker 4: A fertile ground for the like underneath, like there's a hatch,
there's in his hut where he grows his own crash.
Speaker 16: Yeah, it's so interesting that like the contrast between Maury
and Run because I also was the same with thing
with Autumn. I also was a hoarder. Run was also
a hoarder. I mean I am a hoarder, but Run
was a hoarder. And uh, the he has nothing but
broken toys in his apartment and even in his his
jacket is stuffed like in the pockets there's just stuff
with broken toy. He's always looking for stuff because he's
trying to scrounge around for broken things he has. So
it's cool that you had artifacts just around that were active, right,
and then Run just had in like cut smash cut
over to Run's house where Runs house the where it's
full of just broken artifacts and things. It's just really
cool how that that just happened, and like there was
a lot.
Speaker 2: Of mirroring you guys did your characters. It was really
really cool. So this question is for packs and it
is how does it feel? And or do you have
any comments on the coolest character entrance of all time?
Speaker 12: Pebe did it?
Speaker 7: No?
Speaker 2: Yeah, I prepared for it, but you still did it.
You made that, you made the mask, you came in,
you said those lines.
Speaker 7: It's not like God.
Speaker 2: Any comments, Yeah, I just Uh.
Speaker 9: The funnest part in the whole process of this, for
me at least, the part that gets me like on
my seat and giddy, is the same one that I
get when I'm video editing. There's like this magic moment
while you're doing the production part of it and you're
spit all with other people and like, peebe you can
already is already nodding your head. I think I know
why when you started going back and forth and get
in link and sink and you start to see the
picture in your head. And we were talking about how
it's going to enter and how we're gonna set it
up and or should we tell those effects, and you're
just like yeah then.
Speaker 2: Yeah, yeah, yeah, so really good.
Speaker 9: That's my favorite part doing it is just kind of
like a revisit of what we already got excited about
ahead of time.
Speaker 12: Yeah, the production part of it, and that's I don't know,
it's just.
Speaker 7: It was just fun.
Speaker 8: I think one really much to say.
Speaker 2: Something that sticks out to me is that you and
I were both like, it's got to be violent, Like
it has to be a yes, that encounter with Decks
has to be pretty like very body aggressive and like
you're yanking him up and calling him down.
Speaker 12: Yeah, yeah, I pulled a lot of it.
Speaker 9: I didn't even realize it at the time, but it
was probably subconsciously.
Speaker 12: Like a lot of matrix.
Speaker 9: Yeah that when when they wake them up Keanu and
then then the robots violent sucking tubes out.
Speaker 5: Of him, like just doing the process things like what's happening?
Speaker 9: I think I think a lot of that came from that.
I'm pretty sure before I wanted to be a wake
up call, and because the cast didn't know what in
the flying hell they were getting into, that was even better.
Speaker 7: That was the moment, dude. I was like, then, it's
fucking amazing to.
Speaker 8: Make it sweet.
Speaker 9: I didn't want to go from that type of violentness
and then have a conversation. I just wanted to make
it a protocol shut down and then put the camera
on Decks and the Decks has to sit there and
going and then see where it goes from there, and
then only answer when he talks or whatever or does
the processes. And I think that was kind of the
beauty of it, just to see in that very weird
type of improv set.
Speaker 12: Yeah, yeah, no, no, please not again.
Speaker 2: Yeah, I can't see.
Speaker 12: Under the mask, but I'm just nearly going.
Speaker 2: Yeah, so good. Okay, this one is for Bradley. Did
you sorry? What initially tipped you off that you were
in dust Veil? How did it feel being gmmed by
somebody else in the world that you've written and or
what was the best part of visiting dust Veil. This
is like three different questions that I'm wrapping into one
about dust Veil for you.
Speaker 8: I ruined it for him, yep, to answer the first
one the second one, so no one else I gm
the first part of dustfol She once again just didn't
even bother during this. And what was the third part?
Speaker 2: What was the most fun about playing in Dustville?
Speaker 8: There are two things that I really enjoyed personally about
playing in it. One is that I got to play
an old man who just died of old age, which
I've just always wanted to do in D and D
because it just never happened. Always get eaten by a
dragon or something of natural one, or you fall off
a cliff or something crazy. You never just kind of
die of old age. So good, just like the best
thing ever. So I got to live that out. It
was really call to link that in to the existing
law of my well, like I I guess technically because
of that episode, my entire like four years of work
that I've spent on these three D and D campaigns
that I've been running exist within gone.
Speaker 5: The holy shit.
Speaker 8: It's a spin off of this show. Even though I
started it in twenty seven, twenty sixteen, twenty seventeen. It's
really weird, and it's just so like I love that shit, man,
I love it. I love it when you see it
in books and TV shows and movies and stuff. It's
my favorite thing.
Speaker 2: I've been waiting to have references in dying order, Like
I'm just answer, is he going to drop any gone references?
Speaker 8: Like there's legit like answers to questions in my campaign
that I didn't think would ever be like canonically answered
that are canonically answered now in this show, which is
the weirdest thing that And it's like a lot of
stuff that like you don't need to know, but when
you do know it, it's like, oh, that's set off
one of the most important events that ever happened in
my entire thing that I've been building for this whole time.
Speaker 5: So that was welcome.
Speaker 2: It's crazy like that as the conversation was happening, because
it was with Beth's character and your character with Maury,
and as it was happening, I remember likes brand I
message each other. At the same time, I'm zoom, like,
is this is this conversation that's happening right now?
Speaker 8: Yes, this is the moment, this is like a point
I remember what it's called when, yeah, like a thing
happens where Maury technically brings a kind of I guess
he just brings this kind of otherworldly way of thinking
into this fantasy dimension and starts messing with stuff to
the point where he invents a version of like technology
that then else best character gets kind of credited for
in the future, but also just creates this like technology
boom in like a fantasy medieval setting. So as by
the point, you know, some of my shows have been
running in some of the Cinnicle moments revolve around kind
of that having happened. So it's it that I just
eat it up. I loved it. It's my favorite thing.
It was super surreal to be playing in my own setting,
Like it was just so weird, and like I joke
that pebe kind of just like I did it all,
but she just said, what do they see? What does
it look like? So I just described it because I've
described us well so many times. But I also kind
of just gave you a town and.
Speaker 2: Just said I that you guys didn't go to as well,
I'll have to give that.
Speaker 8: I have this section of the map that I've never visited.
I've just got a blank area of my notes for
that Peebee's now created.
Speaker 11: So that was fun.
Speaker 8: It was kind of like a call thing that me
and You've got to work on a little bit that
I enjoyed about it. It was just really fun. It's
just so weird and twisty and yeah, I don't know,
I don't know what that is really because I think
maybe as gems, you kind of get used to you
being the only one running your thing and maybe even
really caring about it a little. So it must be
really strange. This must be how people feel when they
create setting books and put them out.
Speaker 2: And then and then they see somebody play Yeah.
Speaker 8: They're watching it and yeah. So that was very fun
for me because it was one of the most unique experiences.
I had a lot of unique feelings and experiences on
this show, and that was definitely one of them. Very surreal,
really fun though, And yeah, thanks for setting that up everyone,
mostly pb Zeke.
Speaker 2: I'm sorry that I I'm still I will regret that
for the rest of my life. I was going to
surprise him with it, by the way, everyone, Yeah, I
was like gonna just open the episode in dust vail
using his music and freak him out and then be
like surprise you and wait wait for him to figure
it out. And then I asked Noodle and he was like,
I don't know, he might freak out. And then I
was like, okay, so I'll ask his permission first. I
waited a whole week. I was like, oh, I don't know,
because both Peachey and I were like, oh no, he'll
fucking love it. And then I just I fucking panicked,
and I asked your permission at the last second, and
you were like, yeah, you asked. Your first response, your
first response was like I I'm so mad. I'm so
sad you told me, Like I'm so disappointed you told me.
Speaker 8: And I'm like, it's just like you you have you know,
that's three people there with like paranoid anxiety. That's just
what happens over a week of paranoid or anxiety. When
you're like, love that your instinct is correct, and then
you're like, I think it's crazy that I'm just taking
his thing and I get it, Yeah, I understand it,
but it's no.
Speaker 11: I loved it.
Speaker 8: I loved it, even being warned about it. It didn't matter.
Speaker 2: It was only a couple of days ahead of time,
so it's not like I could have done anything differently,
but loss you Okay, So I have I have another
question here for everybody here. This is a bit intense,
So you guys can think about this one while I
answer another one. But this one is what would you
you your golden artifact be in your life so far?
What would the object be? Can it be alive? Yes,
my dog.
Speaker 13: So absolutely would be.
Speaker 2: Sorry, effect would be a golden clio yep, yep. Anybody
else have one? A bong ckses a golden bong?
Speaker 5: Dude, let's go.
Speaker 2: Great eche one. That's a really good question, A really
good question. I will answer this one. Will you guys
think on that. I normally don't answer questions like these,
but I think this is an interesting tidbit that was
just in my notes. But what were this question was
asked a lot. What was the significance in the numbers
seventy eight, eighty eight and eighty nine. It's the number
of their where they were located, the number that was
picked up. So if you think of Nibiru having a
bunch of like, you know, bodies that it's taking care
of people, that it's taking care of that's their number
in order. They're right next to each other. Number seventy
eighty or seventy eighty seven, eighty eight and eighty nine.
That's it.
Speaker 8: Yeah, fucking cool. I didn't have an eyem tell me.
Speaker 11: Yeah, I'm trying to drink and I have gold rim.
Speaker 2: Well, yeah, it's anything. It's just a small golden lift
of robuster up. No, it's like it's like Maury's Golden train.
It's small, or like the golden Beanie. I feel like
you'd have a small buster sword for sure.
Speaker 8: I'll take it.
Speaker 16: Yeah, what I have instinct, I want to say a
bow tie, but it's not it. I think it would
be a D twenty. Yeah, yeah, yeah, I think D twenty.
Speaker 5: Good.
Speaker 11: Yeah, I'm being told that golden whiskey glasses.
Speaker 2: Oh yeah, that makes sense. I was.
Speaker 11: I also literally bought gold rimmed glasses for this show.
Speaker 2: So oh yeah, so good.
Speaker 4: Mine would be probably a golden microphone. Yeah, something so
I could be heard, like whether it's on stage or
on stream or whatever. Just something to make me super
loud and everybody pay attention.
Speaker 2: Oh baby, you don't need help with that. Trying to think,
but it doesn't hurt. What about ethyl, she's deaf. Now, Copp, do.
Speaker 4: You have one?
Speaker 5: This is hard.
Speaker 2: I actually have one for you.
Speaker 18: I think membership.
Speaker 2: No, but that's a good one. I was going to
say a robin.
Speaker 18: I think a robin. My instincts are saying either a
blanket or I mean my dog's collar.
Speaker 2: Yeah, I was going to say your dog's collar, but
I didn't want to like bring that up to that
was my first thought.
Speaker 18: Yeah, that's my like instinct was like my dog's collar,
for sure.
Speaker 2: I feel that harden in gold mm hmm bronze. That shit.
I don't know.
Speaker 7: I really don't.
Speaker 3: I keep thinking, and this is gonna sound so cheesy,
but I keep thinking of those like family ornaments. That's
like the families, but they're all like just the stick
figure kind of families, and they're just like so like
I just see.
Speaker 7: That like dip in gold. Literally, that's literally what I think.
Speaker 2: Really sweet, perfect, that's really really good.
Speaker 8: Yeah, yeah, Tax, you have one.
Speaker 7: Pax, you got some? What are you dipping in gold?
What what you dip in?
Speaker 12: I can't I can't find one.
Speaker 11: I'm sorry.
Speaker 12: I've been trying, but I can't think of one.
Speaker 3: See for me, Like whenever I talk to you or
whenever I think about you, I always think of you
as and this isn't just because of like Adam, but
I always think of you as just this audio god.
And I don't know if that's true, but I just
think of you as a voice. So like I would
literally dip like either like like oh.
Speaker 2: Like the old the old gramophone.
Speaker 7: Gramophone like a like a. I always just think of
you as an audio.
Speaker 5: Actually I would probably.
Speaker 9: It's a little big, but I would probably like that's
my grandfather's World War two uniform.
Speaker 16: Yeah, god, so much of that.
Speaker 2: Oh that's very good.
Speaker 7: Hell yeah, that's a great question.
Speaker 2: Yeah, it's a really really good one. I like that
one a lot. Okay, so here's another one. You What
is a I don't want to use the word underrated,
but what is a scene that after this finale ended
and this week went by that popped in your head
of like, oh that was a good scene. That isn't
one of the like major ones I guess that we've
had that we've already talked about, but something that kind
of like went under the radar.
Speaker 7: I guess that we did or someone else did or
whatever whatever you.
Speaker 2: Did, somebody else.
Speaker 8: Just barely in the background. Yeah, almost inaudible. He would
just there would just be a little like a word
or a line that would reference what's happening in the
foreground and everyone having a main scene, and he would
just say something that was so spot on, right. I
can't even think of a good example, but it was
just like every time he would just say something like
a flippant comment because he didn't know or he was
his memory of the experience was removed, or you know
like that. Those little moments got me every time. Yeah,
there are a couple I think where I was in
the scene and I was like, fucking hold it together.
It was so impressive.
Speaker 2: You flyne in Like I think it's episode two or three.
You guys were talking about twin sense, and then John
came in and asked you the same question, like you
must get this question all the time, but do you
have that twin thing? Oh man, that's so good. There
were a couple of lines like where I almost broke
just because like the.
Speaker 8: Joke at the end, because then who wanted me to
make a joke? So I came in and made the
joke We're in a memory. They were like, oh, he's
gonna walk in and be like we're in a memory.
I figured it out, so I walked in and when
we're in a memory.
Speaker 3: Well, Brad's character for sure for me was just I
feel like I watched Brad. I was not in a
lot of scenes of Brad, so I got to just
watch Brad, which wasn't you know? It worked out perfectly.
He would we would have hated each other. We were
always going back and places, but like, uh, watching him
not talk. I know that sounds so weird, but there
were so many scenes where he wouldn't say anything and
he would just like stare and look and I was
like either dying laughing or like so into what he
was like portraying in that moment because it's so unlike
Brad really just to like not say not be like
outer or boisterous, are like in it, like and just
like have to be like.
Speaker 2: Just letting that punchline go, like we're just incredible, and
I know.
Speaker 7: He's he's like wanting to jump on it or wanting
to say something.
Speaker 2: Different jokes in this one conversation that he can't say.
Speaker 7: I was like cry laughing in a bunch of things.
Speaker 8: That I even just have to do it. Then when
packs have lifted up the uniform and I wanted to go, oh,
I didn't know that you were German, Like I just
I the I have to just I have I've learned
now on a Wednesday at this time, to just quell,
don't don't take the jokes. I did a lot of
like just sitting and listening in this and it was
really fucking hard to do. But also most of the
time I was in character like these guys are idiots
and we're all going to die, like that's all he
was thinking. A lot of the time, he's like we're
never getting out of this. They're all crying about like
something that like someone spilled some milk and you know,
they're like whining about like oh this thing, Well, we're
gonna go and get a monk flurry and stuff, and
like blake. The whole time is like, oh my god,
nothing matters. Like the house is on fire and everyone's like,
oh my desk, and he's just putting out the little
fire on the desk and everything else is a blaze
around you. Is kind of how he was watching everything.
But I didn't He didn't interrupt or anything, because I
guess he just like there's no point. I think it
was a lot of his reasoning and then like I
also got to flip that a little bit and bring
it back around as Wicks and Wicks actually just was
extremely like unassertive or unassertive, but he just he quite it,
doesn't want to interrupt. Blake would absolutely interrupt you, or
he just saw no point in doing it.
Speaker 11: You know.
Speaker 8: It's just like you see two dogs barking, it's like, well,
I'm not going to the middle of that. Like That's
what he kind of was doing the whole time. But
it was really difficult to do. And I just like,
I feel like also he was just gathering data. He's
listening to you all speak and then he goes, okay,
so it's this, and then he can present you with
something pragmatic and conclusive, something you can you can use,
which is all he cared about. Yeah, it was almost impossible.
Speaker 11: For me to do.
Speaker 8: Really different was that question again?
Speaker 2: What was the questions.
Speaker 8: Kind of Brad interrupt.
Speaker 2: John's answer about little little scenes that you really enjoyed
that maybe flew under the radar that aren't like one
of the big big ones that we've talked about.
Speaker 12: Mmmm, okay, flew under the radar. Okay, I thought I
thought it was like the scenes we wish are more of.
Speaker 2: Yeah, well that's another question too, that's coming out. Well,
if you have that, you can answer that too. Is
there any scenes that you wish were extended or scenes
that you wish you could have had a.
Speaker 9: Full episode of Autumn on a bench forest gum style
telling stories?
Speaker 11: Yep, yeah, yeah, totally.
Speaker 9: People come and said, the bus stop beside her, and
she just sitting there knit and just just chatting the
to death and they're just wonderful older lady stories.
Speaker 12: They just go and just listen to three hours of that. Yeah,
three hours of that.
Speaker 2: I can also three hours of Decks and Autumn going
back and forth like they're back and forth with Hysterical.
It was so good, so good. I wanted to do
a musical episode, but Brad said no, So you guys
can stop asking me about that.
Speaker 3: I don't think we should have just done it. I
do throw it on him, like the dust failed thing
just starting.
Speaker 2: It would have been I was going to have you
do a rap battle with John. It would have been perfect.
Has it been perfect?
Speaker 5: Can you hear me?
Speaker 2: Sh so good?
Speaker 7: That'll be next level at table story musical.
Speaker 2: I want to do it, mark my words. Yeah, but
anybody else with the small moments that you really enjoyed.
Speaker 7: I loved the one shots so much, and I know
that's such a thing.
Speaker 3: I'm not picking a moment, but like those and and
I'll be honest, I was like, like, once again, I've
learned a lot to just trust and like a lot
of things that I just always did, but like I
would secretly be like.
Speaker 7: Well, I don't think this is a great idea, and
then after one I was like, this is the this
is the best show.
Speaker 10: Can we flash back to like months ago when Hed
wanted to jump a couple of weeks ahead and John
was right there was guys, he was weeks and now
he's like, fuck it, do it.
Speaker 2: It's awesome.
Speaker 1: I love how everyone in the show was willing to
go along with whatever craziness anyone else came up with.
Speaker 13: It was the whole thing was a trustful It.
Speaker 1: Was like I hope that we're cool and we're having
this conversation, and and even when we were arguing, like
with with Blake and Autumn, it was really intense and
they were both like really like they had conviction, you know,
and they were like, well fuck you too then, and
it was it was just like, well we're doing this.
Speaker 13: We know we're arguing, and Brad and I were like afterwards,
We're like, I'm so sorry, are you okay?
Speaker 1: Like we we would like message each other like, fuck,
I'm really sorry about really sorry about autumn. He's like, no, man,
Blake was just if he hadn't done that, it would
have been like, we want to say true to the characters.
Speaker 13: But but you know, Brad and I are just like,
well are you okay?
Speaker 1: You know, we want to make sure that everyone it's
it's it's comforting to know that your fellow castmates care
about your mental well being while you're role playing with them.
Speaker 3: You know.
Speaker 1: It's it's very like, ugh, this was so it was
such a wonderful thing to be a part of knowing
that people had your back on role playing and not
just like Okay, well I'm gonna be angry at you
have a nice day, you know, because that affects you.
It affects you whether you think about it or not.
So really really happy with that we were able to
add lib and just bounce off.
Speaker 5: Each other like that.
Speaker 4: One of the things that made made nocturn so special
is that after certain episodes like I remember there was
a couple episodes where I had a message Packs and
be like, bro, bro, listen, that wasn't me.
Speaker 5: I hope you know that, And I know that wasn't you.
Speaker 12: Like with some right, like no one put on my
work hat exactly.
Speaker 7: He's like whatever.
Speaker 5: And then you take it family game night and you're
like you snuck on park place and didn't say anything.
When you put it away, you're like, okay, game's over. Yeah.
Speaker 2: To be fair with Nocturne, like Pack set the tone
episode one by I think he slapped another player and
called me yeah yeah it was yeah, it was yeah.
He was like shut bitch or something like that.
Speaker 8: Yeah, yeah, so good.
Speaker 2: Do you think that is that everyone to be slapped
before go on? Do you think that that trustful aspect,
Sbeth is what helped you just take that leap during
that Autumn revelation because you messaged me and I wasn't
like I had gone to go pee, and she had
messaged me being like is this like I could take
this in a number of different ways, and I had
said like do whatever, I trust you, and then I
went up to go pee. And I came back and
she's like, is this okay? And I'm like, yes, whatever
you're doing, Yes, it's totally fine. I totally am with it.
But like I am curious to to know, like how
you had the stones to just do that, because that
is such a crazy bold thing to do, and I'm
so happy you did it, But like you mean, like
to like.
Speaker 13: Take over the narration.
Speaker 1: Yeah, ye, that that was well, that was That was
a moment of I hope I'm not stepping on Peebe's
toes here, because I definitely don't want to control the narrative.
But also I'm going to control the narrative now because
that that's a part of that's a part of gone.
That was a part of like, ho shit, we're not
who we think we are. So in that moment, it
was like, at least I have Peb's permission to do this.
At least I have like her her blessing to be
like take it.
Speaker 13: Away, you know, And it was.
Speaker 1: It was a really fucking cool moment of like, oh
my god, I've never done this in a table tap
game before.
Speaker 12: That's yeah.
Speaker 9: Segueing off of that's actually kind of like a sorry,
a spitball question like New Table Story Virgins, specifically John
and Elspeth, from expectations to now like because everyone else
is like we knew we were getting into this is
just like ding ding around too, like we're already covered
in blood, Like let's go, well, how was it from
like the beginning, like, oh, I don't know, what's the
How was the process from like signing up to today?
Speaker 12: Emotionally whatever?
Speaker 3: I think like, I think I you could read me
like a book. At the end of every episode every.
Speaker 7: Time, I was just like, I fuck, Like they literally
think there could.
Speaker 17: Be a compilation of me at the end of every
episode either tears of my eyes, upset, happy, and literally
welcome John.
Speaker 7: And everyone in the comments who had seen nocked him
was like, oh, you have no idea this is this
is normal, And I'm like, what do you mean this
is normal?
Speaker 3: Every episode felt like like a season finale. Every episode
in its own right felt like this big. Even if
it was like, you know, quieter and more chill, it just.
Speaker 7: Felt like this, like Oh my fucking god, Oh my
fucking god.
Speaker 3: So I'm gonna throw this question back you and I want.
I was about to answer it as well, but real quick,
what was this different than nock Turn as far as
like PB style did PEB style change? Were there any
surprises for you guys, as far as.
Speaker 2: I would like to know this too, because I tried
to do some things differently. So I'm curious to what
you're gonna say different whatever that is.
Speaker 3: Like different in a sense of like you know, like
I think what PB does at least this is up
just for me.
Speaker 2: I don't know if I'm talking for anybody else.
Speaker 10: What p B does to me is she wraps me
in a blanket of set of security. This isn't a
dark show. This isn't a dark show. It's not Nocturne.
It's gonna be fine. Everything's gonna be okay. Like you're
just you're picking a little kid to play, like you're
gonna come in as an NPC. It's gonna be funny.
And now I'm dead. So nine months later, like so
when a new show comes up, you're like, well, I
mean she won't do the same thing again, right, she
got you debaited, But I mean I'm happy for it.
Speaker 11: I thought I was gonna play a happy character.
Speaker 2: She shit a little bit, a little bit.
Speaker 7: H one episode the kind of okay that was what
else do you feel? Like, how do you feel like
were you just because I know this is very different
for you too, Like this was.
Speaker 13: Apart from like like the beginning.
Speaker 1: When Pebe messaged me, she basically was like, Hey, do
you want to be on this This this new show
I'm doing.
Speaker 13: It's uh, it's dark, it's it's you know, science fiction.
Speaker 1: It's based around like really like just just some really
cool topics that I was immediately on board with. Like
my my favorite movie of all time is The Matrix.
I think Matrix is fascinating. I can watch that every
single day of my life. And this reminded me so
much of that storyline and The Matrix about like, wow,
you're actually like not who you think you are.
Speaker 2: I love that.
Speaker 1: I love that that humans are way more powerful than
they give themselves credit for. And this show was a
perfect example of that. It was a perfect example of
you you can do this. And although this may be fantasy,
I think that humans are just haven't quite unlock some
shit yet.
Speaker 2: Yeah for a small percentage of our brain right for action, right,
And so.
Speaker 1: This show for me was like fuck, I love like
just busting out of that norm right, Like like like
the the what you expect from U from a tabletop
show was was not what I was expecting going I
was like, Okay, this is gonna be some weird mind
game shit, and I'm here for it.
Speaker 2: Right Like.
Speaker 1: I absolutely loved every episode because it always went a
different direction.
Speaker 13: I was like, Wow, I did not see that coming.
Speaker 1: And I sometimes I pride myself on being able to
like predict movies and the writing and stuff.
Speaker 13: I'm like, okay, here we go. Good, I've seen this
movie before. This story was.
Speaker 1: Unique and colorful and sad and uplifting, and it was
fucking incredible.
Speaker 13: So my expectations were just blown out of the water
Man absolutely.
Speaker 7: And we knew nothing going into this. Nothing.
Speaker 3: When we made our characters, I'll say it again, Peb said,
make the most normal character you've ever made, make a boring,
average show living in Louisiana.
Speaker 7: And I'm like, so wait, I'm not like, I'm not
I don't have superpowers, No, of course not.
Speaker 3: You're just like a normal guy. You can work at
a Starbucks. I was like, like, fuck a Starbucks. I
was like, okay, I guess I'll just be like I
guess I'll just feel like my life if I kept
playing music at twenty like that kind of sounds cool,
but kept touring the world.
Speaker 2: Man, There's a point during character creation gen where you
were like or it was like a week or so
after we had made everybody, and you were like, hey,
I'm actually like really excited to play an average Joe
and just like the regular world. And I was sitting
there like, I was like, this is so weird because.
Speaker 7: I come from shows where you're like you're a rogue.
Speaker 3: You can be like yeah, you can be like these,
like you know, crazy dwarf characters with like accents.
Speaker 7: And I was like, okay, so just normal.
Speaker 3: I think I messaged you like ten separate times, like
you just want normally my memories to just be like
normal memories, Like your mom and dad got into a
fight about money.
Speaker 5: I'm like what the fuck? Like what is this?
Speaker 7: Okay, how were you gonna do anything with this? Whatever?
Speaker 8: I'll trust you about that as well. I'm like, what's
everyone else got on those sheets? Because mine sucks?
Speaker 7: Yeah, there's no way.
Speaker 2: I was like crazy it on yours.
Speaker 1: I had some really boring crap. I was like dropped acid,
Like that's that. Autumn was like very very average, you know,
she was like sewing with her Graham. I think the
thing she the craziest thing she did was like grow
tomatoes in her toilet by accident.
Speaker 13: That was that was a memory of what like she legitimately.
Speaker 1: Had a like just off the wall, you know what,
what the hell's am I doing here? Like her memories
are very all over the place.
Speaker 8: But number two mom.
Speaker 4: On the other side of that, though, I want to
I want to mention and like the people, like the
people who were uh essensibly supposed to be, like the
Bit characters, the Bit players. Yeah, it felt like we
were plotting against you, Like how are we gonna fuck
their minds up? Like the hardest, the fastest, Like yeah,
tell like how how like how is it going to
be when we go surprise bitches?
Speaker 5: Like that ain't what you think it is?
Speaker 12: College freshman thing, you know what I mean?
Speaker 5: Yeah, Like every little thing was like lighting a different fuse.
Speaker 4: Like all of us had little like cherry bombs set
up and when we pop in, we go, I'm gonna
give you a little nugget here and then I'm gonna
peace out.
Speaker 11: For a little bit.
Speaker 5: Yeah.
Speaker 2: That was that was fun and interesting too, because like
what I told you, yeah, what I told you guys
the rotators too, was also somewhat a lie. Like, so
I told the main three characters. I was like, you
guys don't know anything, and then we sat down and
I was like, here's what you know for reality. But
then there was still a surprise for you guys after
that fact. But I struggled with that because the whole
point in trying to do it the way that I
did it was the weird meta line, Like I really
wanted to see if we could push that and make
you feel like you were you know, like, oh, well
what I know is real because that's what I that's
what I was given by the GM or whatever. And
so then that's the only way for me to really
feel satisfied. If you guys ever broke the narrator, if
you ever broke out, you need to be breaking out
of the boundaries that are set that you think are unbreakable.
The rules that the rules. Yeah, the rules of the
game that are unbreakable. So yeah, I love it.
Speaker 8: Yes, it was the rules.
Speaker 2: Yeah, there was a lot of Yeah.
Speaker 8: Most unique things about this was that us three specifically
were told not to look at the books, look at
the rule worry about the game, because ironically, to learn
what the game was and then stop playing the game, yes, yes, weird.
Speaker 5: Learn the world so fun not the game.
Speaker 8: It's just so coun it's my shit for and throw
to just be completely in character without it's pure. I
literally can't matter.
Speaker 2: If one yes exactly Anyway, I think it gives you
a sense of comfort too, because you just do whatever.
You don't have to worry about anything else in the background,
because you know, you know, all you know is what
has been given to you. So yeah, I think that's great.
It's a little extra work for me because I'm like, look,
keeping track of your numbers and shit on your sheets,
and sometimes you guys would roll for stuff and all
it was was you just didn't have enough point. You
hadn't accumulated enough points to be able to do a thing,
so you would fail. But it was fun watching you
try to figure out, you know, like why didn't it
work this time versus that time? And yeah, it was
just it was just really neat. There was another question
that I will actually answer since it's come up, but
about home brewing the vagabonds and not using their uh
it's called u habitat in the book and they absolutely
were using habitats. They're just using custom, home brewed stuff
that I wrote for them. But most of the other players,
the Rotators were using uh abilities that were in the book.
It was only the main three decks, Autom and Blake
that had custom uh uh abilities. Rather, I almost said spells.
That's not what I meant, but custom custom powers and abilities.
So yeah, another question for you guys, for everybody, what
was your favorite one shot? So dust Veil, the scientists
so violets one shot, yeah, Pilet's one shot dust Veil,
and then the the d and d ceasfire and then
the ship. Yeah. Those are four that come off the
top of my head. I don't know if we did
any answer. The last one where you guys were all
before the flashback yeah yeah, yeah, oh yeah, I really
like the flash breaking. Yeah that was one shot too.
Speaker 7: The DND session was kind of nutty.
Speaker 2: Yeah, it was pretty wild. It was also crazy because
Brad was GMing. He just decided to GM for me
and that was awesome. I have to just say this
again because nobody notices this stuff unless you're a GM.
It's really fucking hard to GM, period. What's even harder
is to pretend like you are a bad GM while
also simultaneously being a good GM and getting in all
the things that I was throwing at him like this
in there. Yeah and he just yeah, yeah, he just
it was It was flawless pacing, flawless GMing while making
it look like he was stumbling. It was so good.
Speaker 8: Hill told me that die as well.
Speaker 13: Yeah I didn't.
Speaker 11: Who wants to be the GM, And like, I guess
I'll do it.
Speaker 8: I'll I can't remember, That's how my memory is.
Speaker 2: Yeah.
Speaker 8: I really enjoyed doing that because I remember for me
as much as like you know, you say all those things,
I would like. I was having fun trying to just
throw references in that were in the game that referenced
because I had, like you told me that I had
to say like three things to decks like wake up
or you know, there were like three things and you
wanted me to get so I kind of had. I
kind of knew what was going on a little bit,
but I got to just sprinkle in these little references
and I don't know, just stuff that made sense and mirrored.
That was really fun to do.
Speaker 3: Pes for anyone who ever watches that back. I had
a full blown panic attack during that episode. Really, I
was you'll just see me like grabbing like my chest
and ship. I was fully having a panic attack. I
was tripping balls because it was scaring me so much
that it was like I just I is like going
in and out of like reality of kind of thing,
and I just started my heart crazy slipping out.
Speaker 5: Yeah, which one is?
Speaker 7: It was good because it played perfectly. Sure we got done.
Speaker 2: You had to take a moment, yea, our kids are crying.
Speaker 11: Down the living room.
Speaker 7: At the end. At the end.
Speaker 8: Remember that was also classy Kat every other minute during
every other episode.
Speaker 2: So you think in Nocturne, I legitimately had some breakdowns.
Speaker 11: Oh, same, heavily.
Speaker 2: It's if you got fuel it. I had a rough
one in Doctrine too, where I was like fucked out
for for a day or two. Yeah, someone's performance.
Speaker 8: I love the GM panic attack. While you're still having
to spin the plates, you're also kicking over the sticks
of that.
Speaker 2: Then you're like, I'm I'm actually really surprised that I
was able to keep it together as much as I
did during the show, because there were moments where I
think if I had been like you know, Nocturne narrator,
I would have, because with Nocturne, I was just present
and I was there and I was like an observer.
But for Gone, I very specifically had a like I
was role playing somebody the whole time for the most part,
so that that was a that kept me together. There
were moments where I wanted to break down and I
had to like bite my cheek and just be like,
fucking you cannot. You cannot cry right now, because if
anybody knows this or when they rewatch it back there,
it's got to stay cohesive.
Speaker 8: I guess.
Speaker 2: Yeah, So it was good. My favorite was the dust
Veil one. I liked them all, but I really liked
that one.
Speaker 7: That was really good, super fun.
Speaker 2: With the goggle. Yeah, the machine, Yeah, the flying machine
that they imagine.
Speaker 10: HOWE shot characters separately and they were like and they
worked together.
Speaker 2: Oh, it was so amazing cool. Yeah, and I know
this wasn't a one shot, but I really enjoyed Maurice Mountain.
It turned out like I had had Fuels episode very
different plans for like towards the end, because I think
we were aiming. I was personally aiming for like four
or five episodes before he left. And then the departure
just happened organically and I was like, yep, it's happening now.
So yeah, it was. It was really really good. But
I really really enjoyed the Mountain, the Candy Mountain. If
I if I hadn't, like I was so close to
just like, I don't care. I'm gonna fucking play it
during the end credits and I'll just replace it for
the YouTube version. But I'm really glad I didn't know
all thewise we'd be in big credit.
Speaker 8: Yeah.
Speaker 2: Yeah, I was like, fuck it.
Speaker 5: I'm on that might be public it's so old.
Speaker 2: Yeah, it might be, but it depends on the recording
version of it, and I didn't have time to look
it up on y Yeah. Yeah I pulled it. I
was so close. Yeah, but yeah.
Speaker 7: Scientists, yeah, oh yeah.
Speaker 2: That one was really Yeah.
Speaker 3: I think I.
Speaker 4: Happened to something so dark and so like yeah, like
to try and tap, like try and become a character
that is so unlike me, like the ends justify.
Speaker 16: The means kind of thing that was.
Speaker 5: That was a challenge.
Speaker 4: I love those those opportunities to challenge myself to put
to put myself not only in somebody else's shoes, but
somebody's who I probably would detest.
Speaker 2: Yes, I reash. I don't know about Brad, but I
recently did that for the Vampire Show. It was six episodes,
six grueling episodes of being like the worst person imaginable,
and I just like, I can only do it for
six episodes. I don't know if I could go any
longer than that.
Speaker 8: I do it for like full five hours every day.
Speaker 2: That's it.
Speaker 7: Easy, it's a slow day. Yeah, that'll be my next character.
I'm going to be just a piece of ship.
Speaker 8: The reason.
Speaker 4: It's hard to well, the thing that a lot of
people like actors and improv and and role players and
stuff that I want to stress so hard is that
if you're going to play a character that you yourself
personally would not like, you have to find something about them,
like it's too like like something you can understand, Yeah,
because you'll end up playing a caricature.
Speaker 5: Rather than a real person.
Speaker 4: That's the hardest part, and that's the most like mentally
taxing part is when you get done, you're.
Speaker 5: Like, you really, I don't really think like that right.
Speaker 7: To keep you from Yeah, yeah, you understand why these
actors go crazy?
Speaker 3: Yeah, yeah, character actors who get so into it, the
method actors and method actors.
Speaker 2: I was doing this thing for the Vampire show where
it was like something would come up, and throughout the
week I'd be like, what would Sophia do? What would
her reaction be during this particular moment, and just be
like throughout the day, and then it's like when the
show's over and a thing happens, and then I'm like, wait, no,
that's a Sophia reaction, Like I don't want anything to
do with that. I'm glad I know what it would be,
but I don't need to know it anymore. By you know,
it's just yeah, it's tough, It's yeah, nope, I don't know. Okay,
I have some more questions, But does anybody want to
have an answer for the favorite one? Shot kpp?
Speaker 18: I just no, that's fine. I like the thing just
because because it was fun. I was only really a
part of the ship one, so that is my favorite.
But I watched the other ones and they were all
great in their own way. Yeah I was jealous. I
wasn't a part of the other ones.
Speaker 2: So I have to say which one were you most
jealous that you weren't to.
Speaker 19: Have really hard the Feelers, you were in the you
were in the flashback, you were in you were in
the D and D one.
Speaker 8: Oh, and that you were a character that I created
in the Ship one, which made me think you're in
where wasn't it right, Captain?
Speaker 5: Yeah, that's why I thought you were in it?
Speaker 2: That's so weird.
Speaker 18: Yeah, in my honestly minute to go like, was I
in it?
Speaker 8: And I don't know?
Speaker 6: That's really.
Speaker 1: Yeah.
Speaker 18: I think in a way the D and D one
because I feel like I was a part of it,
but I wasn't.
Speaker 8: So yeah, I think that one everyone was in it.
I had everyone's head roll out of the bag.
Speaker 2: But the Nine Heads, Yeah, I don't think we ever
said that the Nine Heads. Oh. I did want to
answer something, if it's okay with you, Brad. A lot
of questions came in about dust Veil and who the
man in red was? Can I answer that or would
you prefer I not say anything? That shot runs, Yeah,
it's it's Rajah the Red from Brad's campaign dust Fail.
Speaker 8: And I also feel like you did a great impression
of like excalibut. Can you go back and watch it?
It's actually a legit impression.
Speaker 7: Is that when we see him, me and Mariy.
Speaker 2: Yeah, yeah, and he's like, how did I get here?
I don't even know how I got here? Yeah, because
there's a moment in Brad's campaign where he disappears and
goes somewhere and then comes back, and that's what happened.
Speaker 8: Yeah.
Speaker 2: Cool, Yeah, I'm just weird, weird behind the scenes crap.
So yeah, I'd like to open it up to you
guys to ask each other questions. We still have some,
but I'd love for you guys to have the opportunity
to ask each other stuff. If anybody had.
Speaker 8: Anything only fans, when.
Speaker 2: U c k you had one, I'll save you want
a question, right? Yeah?
Speaker 10: I wanted to ask Zeke this question. It's cheating because
we lived together, but I wanted to hear. I didn't
ask him in private because I want to put him
on the spot. Oh yes, yes, how the hell would
you redeem Maury?
Speaker 2: Like how could Maury go on?
Speaker 10: Was there ever an option for Maury to survive and
be a real functioning human?
Speaker 5: Ever? Heartbreaking?
Speaker 10: But like when I contemplate, I mean, Violet had a
lot of memories, but like Moury did it to himself,
and like the whole reason he was driven was his kid.
Speaker 2: But like, is there a redeemable moment for Maury? Do
you honestly think? I don't know. I'm very just curious.
Speaker 5: Do I think he could have been redeemed?
Speaker 2: Do you in his eyes?
Speaker 10: In Moury's eyes, was he redeemable? Do you think he
would have ever been at peace for anything?
Speaker 4: That's the part of the reason why he I think
he told himself. He lied to himself saying that the
experiments that he did sure means to an end, But
after he had had time to think about what he
had done, there's no like, there's no getting rid of that.
There's no taking that out of your brain unless you
unless you like Like it's like a drop of poison
in a glass of water. He just kept adding more
and more water to try and to loote the poison.
But the poison's still there.
Speaker 2: God, that's.
Speaker 4: And that's why at the end, like towards the end
of his his run, it was he didn't want redemption.
Speaker 5: He just wanted to be useful.
Speaker 4: That's the only thing that was left for him. He
didn't have anything else. He knew his son was long gone.
There's nothing else driving him the only thing that he
could figure that would be doing the most good was
to have a use, and that's what he did. That's
what he tried to do, and then it was completely nullified,
which is hilarious, which I think is just deserts.
Speaker 5: It's like, I'm going to facilitate this happening. Oh you
didn't need me perfect.
Speaker 8: Yeah, kind of a fitting end, so to speak, actually
make up that mountain. I don't know if any PB
can answer this, Like, I don't know how he wasn't
white down. I'm guessing every other time he was white
down to the point where he wasn't successfully able to
make it to the top, and they shed the load
between them.
Speaker 2: I'll let answer this one. There was his journey up
the mountain.
Speaker 8: Yeah, if he didn't feel like he was redeemable, I
think carrying that gilt.
Speaker 5: I think it was he finally was able to accept
the truth. But it wasn't about it son.
Speaker 4: You see, Like his memory at the very end was choose,
you mean, choose the mountain or choose your son, and
he chose, and at that time he like he was
finally at the point after however, many journeys where he
was able to go you know, able to forget it
and say there's nothing to be done about that.
Speaker 2: This was never about my son, always about me. I
want to Yeah, yep, Sad, I regret my question. I
have a question for you, c Do you think do
you think that Violet is redeemable because she did some
pretty shitty things as well. I don't think so.
Speaker 10: And just because she's so young, I think the peace
she found in the end of being absorbed again into
Nibiro was honestly what she wanted all along. Yeah, Like
just like the sheer happiness, the joy on the ship,
you know, having a family, like her family.
Speaker 2: Her cornerstone was a family, and that's why she.
Speaker 10: Would like continuously just pull people out and hope for
someone to stay and be with her. Like she just
had this drive to collect people, because that's what's her
instinct was to get her friends back. And I think
like once you got all the memories of like the
ship and the happiness and the joy they had and
like the relationships, and then what she had done to
recover that, it's I think it was almost as bad
as Mary.
Speaker 2: Yeah, So this is a question for everybody. I mean,
and this is just a general question, but like, is
there a difference between like intent here where Maury was
aware of what he was doing when he was doing
these bad things, but you know, the ends justify the means,
whereas Violet was doing these horrific things but she didn't
really she was like lied to and manipulated.
Speaker 18: Does it make a difference, Yeah, I would say so
it's kind of like brainwashing. She's not really in control
of it. I would say that there's a little bit
of redemption probably there for her more so than Maury.
Speaker 5: Sorry, Zeke, No, absolutely right.
Speaker 14: I think it's also when you're presented with what you're doing,
how you react that determines if you can get your
redemption or not. Because Violet immediately was like destroyed because
of realizing what had happened, Like when she got her
bracelet back and had her memories, went.
Speaker 11: Yeah, oh no, that's what I've been doing.
Speaker 2: Yeah, finally for like drive made sense, and I think
that would have driven her.
Speaker 14: Yeah, and we saw her like, you did a great
job with the character, and I know you and I
talked about it like off screen to like kind of
work through it. Like she immediately was like, I don't
know if I can even look at reckon anymore, Like,
I know what I did to him. I was the
reason he's like this, Like I can't, I can't deal
with that anymore.
Speaker 10: Yeah, I thought, like the whole conclusion at the end
between you and I was a very beautiful conclusion of
that story. When I was looking back at like the
first couple episodes you and I were together in and
the way we ended together, I thought it was really
pretty harp I'm not gonna cry see this.
Speaker 2: I saw something pop up that I heard you two
talk about Chord and Katie that I thought you might
want to mention. Somebody says they're a bit surprised by
hints of a relationship between Run and Violet because of
like how young Violet was, But I think they're misinterpreting
what you were putting out. Would you like to comment
on that. Yeah, I mean I didn't have any hints.
I was going for more like a father daughter, That's
what I mean. I think the relationship, Yeah, yeah, it wasn't.
It wasn't a great because she was very like mature
and emotionally wise. She was a little bit older because
she'd been on a.
Speaker 10: Bureau for god, she doesn't even know how long like
she was technically the first to wash up and start
pulling people out, and so she has no idea how
long she's been there, but probably mature why it's a
little bit older. But she was a young like like
a like a you know, an intern on the ship.
So I think she was more like looking for someone
strong to idolize, and he was the guy that saved everybody,
you know, like why, and she always wanted friends and
that made you feel valuable. So I think like it
was more of an idolization than anything cool. Sorry if
it felt weird, No, no, I.
Speaker 2: Just thought it good to good to clarify it because
of course, yeah, yeah, I thought at least.
Speaker 7: I was going for like a sister thing with Laura,
like just brotherly.
Speaker 2: Yeah, ok, yeah, yeah I can yeah, yeah, you know.
Speaker 1: For sure.
Speaker 2: Oh my goodness. Does anybody else have any other questions
for each other about your characters or about the show?
Speaker 8: Right now? I can't think of any Yeah, yeah.
Speaker 18: Packs was there anything you wanted or wish you could
have done with Adam that you didn't get to?
Speaker 5: Great question?
Speaker 12: Sure, but I can't even think of it anymore.
Speaker 9: I mean I've already wrote in the off I just
went with what I had and then you know, life
hit me and it wasn't they able to do it.
But I try not to think of like what could
have yea, because if you start doing that, then you're
just lying yourself up for potential failure or.
Speaker 2: Just disappointment and what actually should happen.
Speaker 12: Yeah, yeah, yeah, I try not.
Speaker 9: I mean, obviously you still do like, oh yeah, that'd
be so cool if this happened, but you try to
like put down the back so that you don't, yeah,
you don't line up like that. I think the biggest
thing would be if there's something I wish to do
was just I guess drive a little more, a supportive
role a little bit longer, just just for the sake
of connecting with someone else a little deeper from the
main cast, particularly because that was what was signed on for,
was to be like a you know, an accent to
the means. I just wanted to have a little chance,
a little more chance just to kind of grow on
one and then and then cut the ties and fuck
it up and make them feel miserable.
Speaker 8: It's just just just.
Speaker 2: Actually really interested in the decks. Adam dynamic. When Adam
saved Dex and was like, you know, and then he
was like, oh man, this is my savior. Twice now
literally was yeah, yeah, And I.
Speaker 9: Had I had mental notes of like how am I
going to approach each of the three in the back
of my head. So if it was I was stuck
with Decks, I was going to do this, So I
was stuck with Autumn. I was going to do this,
and I was stuck with Brad's character. I was going
to do this, but keep it obviously true to being
a responsive, responding robots. I don't give I don't get
a lot of freedom in that sense. But I had
ideas whoever it was going to be, I was looking
forward to seeing, like like, all right, I'm going to
make you like me and then I'm going.
Speaker 11: To leave you.
Speaker 2: Yeah, yeah, yeah.
Speaker 11: That thing you recorded was maybe I didn't.
Speaker 12: I just sat there and spoke you and you monotone.
Speaker 2: That I did not want to be here that day.
Speaker 7: Yeah, that day was tough.
Speaker 2: Yeah, me either, but it was it was good. It
was a very good day. It's a fun story that
I think I actually shared already, but I wrote that
in the emergency room after I'd been hit by a car.
On my phone, I was so yeah, so, yeah, here's
what I'm thinking about about. How do you tell someone
a thing when you know you're gonna die? Okay, wow, Yeah,
I think I have a couple more some are This
one's a really good one, but I don't know if
it's kind of putting everybody on the spot. But what
are some themes that happened throughout the show that made
you kind of reflect in your real life or was
there anything that changed your perspective from the show in
real life. I think it's a really interesting question.
Speaker 3: Yeah, I personally am very much like Dex in the
sense of wanting to make everyone happy, and it made
me really realize that hardcore the point where like when
you try and make so many people happy, you end
up actually hurting people more because you're like trying so
hard to make this group in that group and like
your family and this side of the family and that
side of the family.
Speaker 7: So it kind of like just woke me up on
that in that sense, was like just trying just too much.
Speaker 5: Then feel that are you even happy?
Speaker 3: Like if you're just trying to make everyone app are
you so like making those choices and sticking with it,
you know, putting.
Speaker 2: Your foot on.
Speaker 7: That's just eye opening for me.
Speaker 14: It was similar for myself, like but but not on
the making them happy, but trying to help, because that's
that's why I built Reckons character, was he just wanted.
Speaker 2: To help and everyone hated him and.
Speaker 11: Everyone hated him.
Speaker 14: Yeah, like it was the great intentions, but he I mean,
he wasn't great at executing it either. Like That's why
I really liked his and Runs relationship was all he
wanted to do was help Run, but he probably hurt
him more in a lot of ways because of that,
and he couldn't recognize it until like way way later.
But yeah, that that was just like, oh, you can't
help those that don't want to be helped, like you know,
and it's good to like have that reinforced as a thought,
like they don't want it, It doesn't matter what you do.
Speaker 11: Yeah I don't want it done. That's it. You can
just move on, like he got behind you with a
memory tool but yeah until then, Yeah.
Speaker 10: Dude, the scene where it just got to like suck
your neck with the memory tool or like I was
pushing memories.
Speaker 2: Back in that was awesome. That was a really fun scene.
I really liked that one. Entertaining. I feel like to
force things on people, right Fancy, I would never he
likes it, I feel like.
Speaker 18: For me, Like, there's a lot about identity that we
talked about throughout this whole show, which I really I
don't know, like finding out who you are as a person.
But also there's a lot of stuff with Laur's arc
that was like letting go of things, which I think
kind of paralleled to some things in my own life
that I really liked. And then like also the realizing
that you're enough no matter where you come from or
what you did, and that kind of stuff and finding
a group that accepts you for that. I didn't expect
the show to really kind of delve deep, like into
my own mind, and so it differs from Nocturne in
that way. But I really appreciated the discussions and it
was like philosophical a lot of the times, and I
ended up walking away thinking about it throughout the week like, oh,
that's an interesting way to put it. And getting perspectives
from everybody else in the cast too, which is from
their characters, was really cool.
Speaker 2: Yeah. I took a lot away from the conversation between
Lare and Blake about how Blake is like, I just
don't interface with the world that way, but that's okay,
Like I'm yeah, I don't need to change, you can't
to be enough, which was really nice.
Speaker 1: I like that.
Speaker 18: I don't know, metaphor Mountain was really good.
Speaker 2: Yeah, I really liked that.
Speaker 18: And sorry Brad for yelling at you weekly.
Speaker 2: I will miss that, are you sorry?
Speaker 18: Yes, I don't want to yell at Brad, but I mean, we.
Speaker 2: Know, Yeah, I think it's I think it sounds fun.
Speaker 8: Yeah. No, that's interesting though, because I feel the same way.
I like, I just played the character where where everyone
else felt like they were discovering themselves. I played a
character who kind of already knew himself but was not
accepted a little, do you know what I mean? So
he didn't necessarily discover himself, even though in the literal
sense he did. He already was himself and he was
okay with it and fine. It didn't affect his decision
making how everyone thought of him, or didn't really have
any anxiety that made him question his decision making necessarily.
He just had theories. He just saw theories and different
you know, things that he would posit and test an
experiment with so I kind of did it the other
way around, and so for my character, it was actually
kind of fun playing somebody who's it wasn't I wouldn't
like confident is a bad word, but I'm not good
with words. So he was confident in who he was,
and then trying to get that across.
Speaker 11: To people was.
Speaker 8: More interesting for me than like specifically I think with Law,
where at the end he got to be like, I'm
just me. This is who I am. You know, it
doesn't he's just Blake, you know, or he's Wix, or
he's Lucian, or he's ancient. You know, that's just who
he is. So that was an interesting one for me
to think of. I guess even if some people don't
accept that, get really mad, you know, me or him.
Speaker 2: Anybody else before I ask some quick gunshot questions, this
is there.
Speaker 16: We're still on the deep one about character stuff.
Speaker 2: Yeah, like what you took away from the show or
anything that kind of helped you or changed your perspective
in real life.
Speaker 16: Yeah, Run has changed my perspective and a lot of things,
delving into a character that is never really there for
reasons being his own, whether it be drugs or whether
it be just his memory was really easy for me
to just grab on to and express and being in
that perspective, it's been really helpful for me to be
a better listener and to be in the moment, because
there's many times where he wasn't in the moment because
he never would allow himself to be in the moment,
because he was always afraid of which moments he always
had to face. And I have grown up and still
have an and figuring out and by thirty two years
how ADHD works, and a lot of us I think
are too, not just to hear in the call, but
just everyone across the world, and whether it's whether it
is growing up in a world or a society, or
a schooling system that doesn't that doesn't help, or anyway
it's the care or anything like that. But delving into
run and having these a character who just doesn't who
just isn't there because by choice. It was really easy
for me to reflect on because there are plenty of
times in my life where I will have conversations with
people and or events will happen, but I'm super hyper
focused on something else where I'm distracted, but so much
distracted that I don't remember what happened, and then I
am embarrassed about it, and then I will just nod
like I knew what happened, and then and then run
yeah and right, yeah exactly, and then run later run and.
Speaker 5: What are we doing here again?
Speaker 2: And we told you that?
Speaker 16: Oh right, and so it was just yeah, and it's
just this, uh, it was it was very easy and
I and there was a lot of those times where
I felt like people were talking to me, and it
was nice to know that they weren't talking to me,
but to recognize where and run those things were and
recognize where I was and how I can, as cord
be a better listener and be in the moment. Uh
and and and and do these things and and to
be and just to be better for it. So like
that's what I love about role playing, is to throwing
your giving yourself. Yes, it's all it's for a lot
of people, it's all about acting and being oh how
was I today and blah blah blah. But over the
years it's been more of a really dawning that role
and being at that therapeutic piece of finding the character.
What's interesting about this character? Where is your anchor? Like
we spoke about before what what ties you into that character?
Speaker 8: Uh?
Speaker 16: And then from the when you're safely find that strand
of you and that character, branching out and exploring what
makes them them and what differs them from you and
how you can change from it. So I think just
a lot of a lot of run and a lot
of the experience, a lot of the perspectives from all
these characters and am interacting with everyone has helped me
a lot. So thank you everybody.
Speaker 2: Word to that. Yeah, does anybody else have an answer
to this one? Or can I continue with the couple
couple quick questions? And then I have another one?
Speaker 5: Can you repeat the question?
Speaker 8: Yeah?
Speaker 2: It's just did you take away any of the themes
or the philosophies from the show? Did they change or
shape you outside of the game as well?
Speaker 10: I would say, honestly, like role play in general has
made me a better listener. Just when Mith said that,
like that rang in my head. Like just learning to
step back and allow silence fucking kill me. It's the
hardest thing in the world. But it's really just role
playing in general and doing you know, D and D
and stuff with friends has really given me this allow
it to be quiet for a minute, it's cool, which
is kind of just a life skill in general.
Speaker 2: Seek did you have an answer as well? It seemed
like you were going to say.
Speaker 4: Something though, well, I'm trying to I'm trying to like
like answer the questions best I can. As far as
themes from the show.
Speaker 2: Yeah, themes of identity or the philosophy or the mind cage.
I guess was one that we touched on for your Mind.
Speaker 4: I mean every every like session or season, I guess
of role playing that I do always teaches me a
little bit more about myself every time, but.
Speaker 5: This this show specifically, the idea that.
Speaker 7: That who we are is just our memories.
Speaker 4: That was a fun thing to like to think about,
Like you don't have your memories, Like you take away
every single memory someone has.
Speaker 5: And then they're just left with knowledge not like how
to speak, how to write, like that kind of stuff.
Speaker 2: Yeah, I mean, I that's an interesting concept for the
show too, Like just in general. When I sat down
to write it, I was like, that's that's something that's
very near and dear to me because through my own
life journey, I have had to come to terms with
like some bad shit that happened when I was young.
If I got rid of it, I wouldn't be who
I am today. And so now, in a weird way,
I still I hate to use the word cherish, but
I understand that it very needed for me to be
where I am today and I wouldn't just give it away.
So when I found this rule set that uses trades
memory currency, I was like, that's such an interesting idea
and a very challenging role play situation where you could
be becoming a different person week to week because of
what you're trading away. Now, we didn't do a lot
of that, a save from Run who gave away a
lot of his memories all the time. But that's one
aspect of the show that I I mean, I'm very
happy with the way Gone went, and I wouldn't change
it for the world, but I am interested in that
and I would have liked to see more of that maybe,
or I'd be interested in what Gone would have been
had it been more about kind of like trading that
and shifting and changing in that way. It would have
been a very different story, I think. But yeah, that
doesn't trigue me as well. That's one of the ones
that gets me. So I have some bullet questions for
you guys, Brad, Why did Blake dance?
Speaker 8: I think because I think there's two reasons. One, I
think maybe it was one of them times I did
matter a little bit. I wanted him to have some
kind of character arc and not just remain relatively staple,
you know, in his ways and have that just he
didn't really learn anything. That was kind of my addition too.
I think also he thought that maybe from his perspective,
he Kniburu or something was questioning him and seeing if
he could, I don't know, go beyond himself and think
outside of his own ways. And maybe he it wanted
him to dance with Auto then and dex and to
just let go. And like the reason he's struggling to
see these answers is because he's just he never one
place he's never looking is you know where everyone else
is kind of looking like in the hearing, now, enjoy yourself,
be free, relaxed, And maybe that's the reason he's been
trapped for so long, and maybe he came to that conclusion.
I just thought it would be nice to see him
actually let loose. It would be kind of it works
in one of his theories. And also it's just nice
to see him actually relax for once and let go
and accept. It's a nice thing where he kind of
accepts the way they are and they accept the way
he is, and there's a blend. You know, you probably
danced awfully, but he danced. I think that was really
all I was thinking at the time.
Speaker 2: I think that's a beautiful answer. KPP. What is laur
scar If you're willing to share on her face? Where
did it come from?
Speaker 18: I kind of like the idea keep in that secret?
Speaker 2: Yeah, that's okay.
Speaker 18: Yeah, there's a lot I think that we didn't dive
into with Laura.
Speaker 2: So I don't know, is there anything that we didn't
dive into Laura that you'd be willing to share?
Speaker 18: Ooh, that's a good one.
Speaker 2: Yeah.
Speaker 18: I mean, did people figure out what my.
Speaker 2: Habitation, my revelation? They didn't, But you're welcome to share
those things because they're amazing.
Speaker 18: Yeah, I'm from it was the Dreadlinds yea and then
also revelation of the mourner, which is why she cried
black drug like tears.
Speaker 2: Yeah, so I think what was really interesting? Do you
want to tell them like about what's in her because
that's that's Lore that when you never saw it's up
to you, though I don't want to share it. If
you don't want to share it.
Speaker 18: That's fine. There's a lot because earlier you said, are
there any memories you wish we shared? And I was like, no,
because they're all so damn depressing. Like Lore found memories
that she thought were intended for her but weren't, and
so she took on all these depressing dark memories. So essentially,
what the tears that would come and stuff she had
what was like in an essence of parasite within her
that kind of personified depression in my head a bit,
and it ate away at her and so she was
always looking to try to fix that, and that's what
a lot of this stuff came from. So I'm kind
of glad we didn't tackle some of these memories.
Speaker 2: Yeah, some of them are pretty rough, but yeah, she
has a a para parasite that's called a nightmare, which
is actually in the rule book. So she is actually ill,
which is insanely awesome that we said that we didn't
touch on it. But yeah, it was a really cool
tidbit that I think we didn't discover about her.
Speaker 8: Ok.
Speaker 2: Next, shotgun question, Pax, Why a robot?
Speaker 16: Why not?
Speaker 10: Yeah?
Speaker 2: Love robots? Sorry you are anything more to expand on
that or no, it is a shotgun question, you know.
Speaker 9: I think it just came from your excitement really when
we're when we were spitballing about ideas.
Speaker 2: And stuff like that, Like, is anybody thinking it's true?
Speaker 9: You just started just going on this crazy tangent about
the AI virus. You can hear the pitch your voice.
Speaker 8: I know what I'm doing.
Speaker 12: Yeah, I did, watching your streams and little death robots.
You just go nuts about Look what's.
Speaker 16: Next?
Speaker 5: Campaign?
Speaker 2: Walking?
Speaker 8: Walking?
Speaker 5: God?
Speaker 2: Yeah, Okay, now that I think about back on it,
I did get very excited talking about the AI and
how it was like consciousness is a disease in this
rule book, and I was like, that's so cool, Okay,
I did What was one thing that we never discovered
about Adam? If you're willing to share, you.
Speaker 9: Don't have to We did didn't discover about Adam or
we didn't really go into the creators of him, like
Decks asked, there was there was something that Deck said
for a moment, I kind of hinted at it about
like avoiding those people. We never did to go down
that avenue which was going to get like the best
involved and a whole bunch of things.
Speaker 5: Yeah, it was.
Speaker 9: It was like a potential branch to something which never
ended up coming to fruition anyways, So on the whole,
which is fine, I guess that would be the one thing, yeah,
that we never really touched on. Plus the fact that
we never got to really touch on Lore when.
Speaker 5: It came to.
Speaker 9: Her parasite, so that because it was always she helps me,
I help her things, so we never really got to
play tennis with that.
Speaker 12: But yeah, yeah, probably those two things.
Speaker 2: Thank you, Cord. Why an Addict? And is there anything
about Run that we didn't discover that you're willing to share?
Speaker 16: Why an Addict?
Speaker 7: I don't know.
Speaker 16: I think we decided, just like in Passing, how cool
it would be. I think it was someone sells memories,
and then I was like, oh, that's cool.
Speaker 8: And then.
Speaker 16: And then I think in Passing I was like Oka,
and I thought somebody else grabbed that. And then later,
like maybe a week or that week before episode one,
they were like, no, I thought you were taking I
thought you were taking the one who sells memories. I
was like, oh, okay, cool, okay, all right, okay. And
then so I was trying to figure out how that
would work, and then how a character that is selling
all of their memories would stay sane. And I feel
like that would probably the best grasp of it is
not necessarily what they're thinking, because if you can't think
of anything because you are, let's say, in some sort
of catatonic state, because you don't remember what you just
went through because you actively traumatically took it out of
your brain, what do you feel and how do you
make feeling it better? And I feel like they would
It would be absolutely it would be just a gateway
to addiction towards trying to however, like, oh my chest
hurts a lot because of the gravity here.
Speaker 8: Why is that?
Speaker 16: Oh man, if only I remembered why I'm gonna keep smoking,
I feel better now smoking the craj And then and
then it's just an addiction forms. And then the same
thing with So, I think that's just kind of how
I think he just kind of went hand in hand
with the concept of him selling, yeah, or trading or
being and being and I think him also being like
he was an adrenaline junkie in the simulator, but he
was terrified and the survivalist outside of the simulator.
Speaker 2: Mm hmm. Is there anything else that we didn't uncover?
Oh wait, sorry, everyone has been asking who's his roommate.
I don't know if you want to answer that or not.
Speaker 16: So I had a name in mind that was ven
Dayah and he mentioned it when one of the one
of the episodes. There are a lot of a lot
of like easter eggs about the character that I just
kind of breezed across, and that was one of them.
But as far as the rest of anything about them,
they were a shepherd and their name is ven Daya
or that was also interpretation because I really wanted to
give that one over to Pebe for any reason if
we wanted to use it. So it's just kind of
an open ended, an open ended nugget about my character that.
Speaker 2: Phoebe could have, so I will share with I think
Dan and I came up with an answer for you,
or we had one, and that is that Run had
an altercation with the roommate, right and the roommate has
passed away. He killed his roommate over drugs, and then
Reckon has been lying to him about it. This entire time, like, oh,
your your roommate's just gone.
Speaker 16: Yeah, yep, yeah, so all kind of worked out and yeah,
and and I forgot about that scene happened, and then
that scene happened and that was and that was perfectly
fine too, because I made that character just as a
subject we can spin off of or not, or they
could be alive or not or whatever, and it definitely
worked out for yeah, some great storytelling.
Speaker 2: So thank you both, empty empty, empty room, empty roommate.
Speaker 11: Also, why that room was kept up very well, it
would have been Reckon was going.
Speaker 2: Just tuing it up.
Speaker 14: Yeah, just that his roommate's room. Reckon was keeping it
to make it, to keep the illusion going.
Speaker 2: And I think that we decided as a group, the
three of us, that you asked him to do it.
You asked him to take it from you.
Speaker 11: You wanted the memory of you, yeah, killing your roommate gone.
Speaker 2: And that would have promised to and in that way,
like Reckon was, Well, that's the next shotgun question for Dan,
So I will immediately just go into that. Dan, why
secret robot? And was it difficult playing an enabler?
Speaker 14: Uh?
Speaker 2: To run? And then is there anything we didn't learn
about Reckon that you would like to share.
Speaker 11: Secret Robot one. I just wanted. I mean, I'll be
completely honest.
Speaker 14: I love playing characters that are weirdly complex and that
you don't know what their motives are. I don't say,
you know, bizarre, I just I just like complexity. I
don't like, no, not to say that anyone in the
show was two D in any way, shape or form, because.
Speaker 7: They were not, but yeah, it was.
Speaker 11: I really wanted that.
Speaker 14: I wanted like a character that really struggled with their
own identity in the show about identity, especially because yeah,
like I mean just to like to pull up like
a little bit into like my own self. I have mild,
It's very mild, but my mild body this for me,
not in like male female side, just like me seeing
my own image and being like ugh that no, and
it just it happens, you know, and people experience that
in way shapes or forms differently. But I wanted to
kind of lean on that a little bit for Reckon
and have him constantly going this isn't my body, yeah,
which was super fun with the theme of you were
your memories, so it made it a very very fun
dynamic because it'd be like, Nope, he knews. He knows
who he is from day one.
Speaker 11: He knew who he was. He just didn't feel like it.
Speaker 2: I thought that was very powerful the way you played him.
I really I think that we'll speak to a lot
of people. So thank you for playing him breaking man.
Speaker 11: He eventually eventually got what he wanted, so it worked out.
Oh gosh, what was the fall up?
Speaker 8: Yeah?
Speaker 2: Oh yeah, yeah, that was that was tough.
Speaker 14: Kind of like what I mentioned with the I built
his character in the he wants to help, he only
wants to help, and so he I basically had to
play constantly being angry with himself for enabling and at
the same time knowing that it wouldn't help run. If
he didn't do it, one would do it himself and
eventually make it worse. So it was and in between
of if I don't do this, he's gonna get worse.
If I do do this, he's never going.
Speaker 11: To get better.
Speaker 14: Yeah, So that was a yeah, that's cause that was
that that great friction there for sure, things that I
didn't get to show off with Reckon though almost all
of his AI memories were about music.
Speaker 2: Yeah, you got bonuses when music was playing like during
stimulation and stuff like that.
Speaker 14: Yeah, and I thought that would have been really interesting
with because Dex and him barely got to to talk
and Dex was a musician and there would have been
a really interesting potential connection there.
Speaker 5: That was hard.
Speaker 11: Yeah, Well that's what woke up reckons Ai was music.
Speaker 14: He was a cleaning bot and then he started singing along, right,
he started singing along. He cleaned barges and eventually was
at a like an orchestra style'll like concert is what
he cleaned.
Speaker 11: And that woke him up. And so that that was
a fun a fun time.
Speaker 2: But yeah, thank you, John. Yeah, why the blue and
green eye? And was there anything we didn't discover about
Decks that you're willing to share?
Speaker 3: So I'm gonna be honest. The blue and green eye
was something at the beginning because Peb was like making.
Speaker 7: Born making boring.
Speaker 3: Yeah, I was like, I want to make no motherfucker. Okay,
he's gonna be boring as it can be, Like he's
gonna have two different eyes to deal with it.
Speaker 2: Okay. So so funny that you say that, John, because
when you made him with the blue and the green eye,
I knew that's what you were doing because I literally
told him I knew you were breaking the rules. So
I wrote that blue Green Eye into the show because
I was like, drive at home, that that might be
your way out, that.
Speaker 7: Might be your way breaking. Yeah.
Speaker 2: Yeah, I knew it. The moment you gave me that character,
I was like, Oh, that's a big I'm not going
to be normal. I'm not gonna be as normal what
you want me to.
Speaker 7: I also think that's why you, like, you knew I
was gonna do that. You knew I was not gonna listen.
Speaker 2: I was hoping. I was hoping that you were gonna
not listen, and you didn't. You you kept trying to,
You kept trying to break out really early. I was
very very Yeah.
Speaker 3: And it's so crazy because I remember when brad as
Blake was saying, like as Lucian was saying, dude, you
got to stop doing this so much because it could
be bad, and I remember being like, that's so true,
and it definitely help hone me back a little, yeah,
because otherwise I would have just kept going crazy ice
cream sandwiches for you, fucking let's throw a party over here,
birthday party, like, let's just like cast stuff. I was
having that was like one of the most magical moments.
Was just like, hey, blank Slate, do whatever the fuck,
like go have fun. And it was just like for me,
like I'm just like, I'm like a a fourteen year
old trapped in a thirty two year old thirty one
year old's body, Like I'm just like a kid at
heart still, So I was just like anything, like I can,
let's go.
Speaker 7: So that was magical. What was the second part of the.
Speaker 8: Question, And I just say real quick that also. One
of the reasons I thought that was because you were
just going like ape shit with it. I was, and
I was like, I'm like, he's playing an addict, you know,
and he's just binging, and there's always a cause and effect.
There's something you're giving something to take this much. And
I was like, oh, I wonder if that's something PB.
Speaker 3: And I never told PB this and this is why
you cannot always trust Peb's facial expressions. But Brad, when
you first had said that, like I was dead set
watching PB. I was just like and when you said it,
PB did like one of those like eyebrow raises, like
m mmm, like lil tea the fuck the teeth thing
literally the teeth, and I was just like, oh shit,
I need to calm down.
Speaker 7: I'm going to ruin this show.
Speaker 2: Like there were there were consequences behind the scenes.
Speaker 7: One, he was right, I was using the power I
was using, right, I was using the like.
Speaker 2: Yeah, no, no, which was memories yeah, yes, yes, and no.
It like depends a little bit on roles and like
how much pool you had, but like you had the potential.
Speaker 7: I was also getting stronger, right, Yes, it was like a.
Speaker 2: It's like every time you used it, you got stronger.
But there's a risk that It's like and like with
anything you skateboarding, you're going to get better, but you
can also bail and break your arm, right, Like there you.
Speaker 8: Were drawing it from neighbor as well, Yeah, you draw
from neighbor, which I felt like it's probably more like
you were getting more skillful as opposed to stronger. You're
still drawing the energy from somewhere.
Speaker 2: Yes, And let's just say that like one of the
options at the like you could have just you guys
could have used your powers and become so strong that
you There wasn't an option at the end, right, because
all of your energy is coming from nibiru right, So
you could have it could have gone a very different
direction if you had continued just like using that.
Speaker 7: So yeah, it was one thing I would like. What
was the second part of the question.
Speaker 2: I want to make sure is there anything that we
didn't uncover about Dex that you're willing to share?
Speaker 1: Uh?
Speaker 3: Yeah, Dex had a really dark arc behind him about
his uncle who used to beat him growing up, so
like he had this perfect childhood, but he never talked
about his uncle who was like a major sports fan
and like heavily into like you know, football, and he
was like the rough, tough like and would just like
literally beat his ass. And like Dex's parents like never
really knew. But like also like his dad was kind
of like, come on, you're a man. You're a man, Like,
don't let me well he punches you around a little,
No big deal, You're good buddy. But my mom is
like a very mother like that why I was always
like I'm spoiled, a spoiled kid, like I had everything,
I had money and all that.
Speaker 7: But one thing I do have to let the audience
know which I was not.
Speaker 3: And you can never go into role play with an
idea and I did, and I'm glad it didn't happen
because or it didn't happen because it wasn't natural. Yeah,
but I have to because I've been geeking out about
this so pb and it honestly, like I think two
nights ago, I was like sitting there just like tearing
up thinking about it, and I was just like, so
beautiful is you guys made.
Speaker 7: Shirts on it, like some some of the miss friends
made shirts.
Speaker 3: The decks all lead and I was so excited in
the last episode. It just never came to it never happened.
But I wanted to look at you all in the
audience and say thank you. I remembered that I all
led because you guys.
Speaker 7: Gave Really is that all?
Speaker 2: We lost it?
Speaker 11: Two people?
Speaker 8: Wow?
Speaker 2: It has gone too? Is gone?
Speaker 10: We Yeah, so.
Speaker 7: You're like, I remember the audience, I'll lead and this
whole screen fourth wall not found.
Speaker 2: Yeah, we'll try to get her back. Let's see if we.
Speaker 7: Just Dan's other computer if we have to.
Speaker 2: Oh yeah, that's a good idea. Can you do that
for now? Let me just see if we Oh no,
she lost power, she's sitting in the dark.
Speaker 15: Oh no.
Speaker 5: Computers cool?
Speaker 3: Oh yeah, I can, I can hear I got it,
so yeah, that was no, it was I was just
excited to break that fourth wall, like how it has
kind of been broken, but like just be able to
look out and just say thank you because like he did.
Someone asked earlier, Uh if I like lost confident. I
did feel less confident for sure after losing that memory.
Uh and uh and then but then like I got
it back from the p I know it sounds so
super cheesy, but the power of chat and you guys
remembering that memory and you know, like when a story
is retold, it's just like you know it wasn't you
doing it, but it's like, hey, no, no, I saw
you do that. It's like when your parents, I don't
know if you've ever had this happen, but you don't
remember going to Disneyland, but your parents are like, you
went to Disney and you rode the roller coaster and
you had so much fun, and you're like, I did awesome, awesome,
Yeah okay I did, and you believe it yourself, So
like that's kind of I just I just I just
thought that was really nice and kind of beautiful.
Speaker 2: It's very very good and I'm glad that you shared it.
Speaker 8: I was so happy.
Speaker 7: I feel I feel like I feel like I allow
complete in my.
Speaker 2: Eyes, Like I just I also wanted that to happen,
but you're right, it just didn't. There wasn't a moment's
where it came up.
Speaker 7: Yeah, And I also thought that last, like the whole thing.
Speaker 3: I thought I was going to be like a mess
and sad I and that happened a week or two before,
Like it was like that moment.
Speaker 7: I just love it. I love how everything comes to be.
And once again, role.
Speaker 3: Play, just let it happen and you listen and you
let people take it where they want to take it
and where you want to take it, and you find
a middle gun and it just works out perfectly.
Speaker 2: Very cool magic. So I have a couple of questions
that I'm going to answer really quickly, and then we
will wrap up with everybody picking. I'm going to go
to each character and everybody's going to say one thing
you really liked about that character, one scene that you
really liked about that character, and that's where we will end.
So you guys, go ahead think about that right now
while I answer some of these. If I missed any
of your questions, oh yes, go ahead one.
Speaker 5: Of like one a piece, like I do just one person.
Speaker 2: No, you're everyone's going to do everybody. So basically I'm
going to go We're going to start with like, you know, Dex,
and then everybody lists off one thing that they liked
about Dex or I found interesting or yeah.
Speaker 5: We're going to go around the other way around.
Speaker 16: I got it.
Speaker 5: I got to read a lot like eight shit.
Speaker 2: No, no, yeah, it's it's like everybody's going to name
one thing they liked about about each character. But while
you guys are thinking about that, I'm just going to
answer some of these. A lot of you have been
asking what they actually did at the end of the show,
and obviously we ended the show the way we ended
it for a reason, so I cannot answer that question.
A lot of you had questions for me about GMing,
which I will happily answer, just not today. Next week
I will be coming back with Peachey, and he and
I are going to talk about like the stuff that
we hid in the music and the music creation process,
and I will answer any of your GMing questions at
that time. I will answer this one though, how surprising
or pleasing or disappointing was it when the players hit
a critical role or worked something out that then caused
them to skip a huge portion of content that you
may have written the best thing in the entire world.
I am very very happy when that happens. When I
have to throw things out, which happened in Nocturne two,
it's like exhilarating for me. It's a challenge when I'm like, okay,
well now they're going here, and I didn't expect that.
I I love it and I wouldn't have it any
other way. It happened to turn as well, Okay, okay,
you're confirming.
Speaker 3: Do we get to be guest characters in nocturn yesc
turn twothing.
Speaker 12: She was just saying.
Speaker 2: That main character that episode.
Speaker 12: That sent them okay.
Speaker 8: Every week, Oh.
Speaker 2: God, okay. And then let's see, there was one other
one that I wanted to answer. I'm so sorry, I've
lost it. Oh god, I'm sorry. I apologize.
Speaker 16: So I just want to say that I've nailed it
NIBU theory from the beginning.
Speaker 5: So just from an.
Speaker 16: Episode, Yeah, he did.
Speaker 2: He had a he sent me a huge thing that
I couldn't fucking respond to, and I was just like,
but now that oh that was a question. Yeah, that
was a question like, how how many times did you
guys think you'd figured it out before you actually figured
it out? Was a question that I thought was interesting.
Speaker 7: I still don't think I figured.
Speaker 11: I didn't try.
Speaker 2: That's that's exciting because it's not necessarily something that needs
to be figured out. It's like the journey, right, Okay,
so let's go around and uh cover some of the characters.
Let's start with who's first on our overlay, Adam. We're
gonna start with the character of Adam, and I will
go first. Love soup. I'm just going to take that
from you all. Love Soup was one of my favorite
moments in the show. I ended up trying to draw
an emote of Herb, the adorable sheep from one of
the early episodes, eating love soup with a glowing mushroom
in it. So, yeah, I loved the love suit. Oh
and I lied. I'm going to take another moment, the
hello you can't take sorry, somebody else has got to
do it. Yeah, start, Okay, I'm sorry, Nope, someone else go.
Speaker 16: The entrance. The entrance was amazing. There are so many
other things, but the entrance in the intro to that
character is just amazing the whole Like it was the reveal,
the immersion of just how everybody was in that moment,
how cinematic it was, and it was just a camera,
two cameras of both of you, and it was no
like like it was just I felt like I was
there watching uh this, just this epic moment of this
character now just not like gently being introduced, but just
making their presence known. Yeah, and it was just in
super contrast to what the character like. The character is
super supportive and like a support character from the like
all in all, but the just the the aggressive start
to such a like it was just it was it
was just really well.
Speaker 2: Done, so well done. Well done. I still show that
people come into my chat and they're like, what's gone,
and I'm like, here, hang on, let me just spoil
you and also show you like one of the best
moments ever.
Speaker 8: Yeah.
Speaker 2: I still I show them opening to episode five like
an asshole, just like here we go, We're gonna watch
it again. Everybody.
Speaker 7: Yeah, I think it's uh.
Speaker 3: For for me, it's super impressive and super incredible how
little Adam said and how influential he was in and
drove so much emotions from people and and did so
much for how many, like for how little truly he
was on the show.
Speaker 2: Yeah, and like every episode people were like, is Adam
coming back? Like where's Adam?
Speaker 3: Like it was like every person you know who is
the most popular, But you get to see him once
a month and you're just like people are always asking
you about him.
Speaker 7: You're like, I don't know, man, I don't know what
he's showing up like come boy when he can. Like,
but yeah, I was that's it for me.
Speaker 14: Plus he kicked a hole through someone's chest. There's not
much cooler than that.
Speaker 11: Let's be real.
Speaker 2: Oh yeah, that was really fucking cool. I think I
just loved every scene with Adam and Laura. I'm sorry,
I didn't mean to interrupt you.
Speaker 5: Go ahead, Adam was cue I hope there's a Q episode.
Speaker 2: Yes, that was perfect. That's pretty accurate.
Speaker 18: I just I love the soul you brought to Adam
for being a robot. He had a lot of soul
and I really like that.
Speaker 2: That switch because he's very robotic in the beginning, and
then all of a sudden he drops in and it's like,
oh okay, oh thank god, you know it's it's yeah,
it's really really nice hiding a personality behind the robot.
Interesting take on a.
Speaker 8: Robot, Brad, I actually wrote something about everyone that I
would like to just can I bang them all out
with the yes?
Speaker 2: Absolutely? I also did that, so yep, okay, yep, I'm
gonna do this.
Speaker 8: Sorry, no, it's.
Speaker 2: Okay, okay. Next up, we are gonna go with a Chord.
Chord's character Run.
Speaker 7: My favorite character.
Speaker 2: Are we allowed to say that?
Speaker 3: I will say I just look literally, I don't know
if I related with him. I don't know if it
was his the way he did things. Just I just
connected every I wanted every scene to have Run in it,
so easily my favorite character, he was one.
Speaker 2: Of my favorites too. Came out of nowhere and I
was just like, yeah, I love this man. Yep, I
want only good things to happen to him, but I
have to write the opposite every week. It was like
a tear fest. Anybody else have anything to say? Dan?
Do you want to go?
Speaker 12: Well, it's probably tough a powder keg and potential adventure.
Speaker 10: Dan always make me cry, just like consistently, and I'm
just grateful you pull emotions out of my cold void
of a heart, like it's as you are. Yeah, it's not,
but you know what I mean, Like he's you're so subtle,
like you're not like I'm crazy and I'm out there
all the time, but you're so subtle with your little things,
and I'll be listening and I'm like, oh.
Speaker 2: Oh, what's that dagger in my heart happening? Right now?
Can you magic?
Speaker 5: Are we on somebody right now?
Speaker 2: Right now?
Speaker 14: I'm really scared.
Speaker 2: Now sorry, I mean asking Dan for his one thing
about Run.
Speaker 14: And am I talking people talking about me? I'm very confused.
I think I memoricked myself. That's one of the things
Run took from me.
Speaker 11: Uh No, I mean like it was. It was lovely
being able to argue with that lovely mysmatic man.
Speaker 2: You guys did a lot of tough topics too.
Speaker 7: Yeah.
Speaker 2: You covered a lot of rough ground. And you've never
urpeed together before, right.
Speaker 14: No, no, no, no, this was our first time we
got that. I mean, we knew each other beforehand from
conventions and whatnot.
Speaker 16: And mutually to make sure that we were wea you're not.
Speaker 11: Yeah, we had to we had to make sure that
background beard.
Speaker 14: It was it was like is that myth or is
that Dan regularly at conventions and be like we both
were both eyes. Great, nothing wrong with that, oh god,
oh uh yeah, no, it was for I think it
was that, honestly, you touch done of the most. Maybe
we just we got to have we off screen established
a lot of background for our characters so that when
we had hard conversations, it didn't feel like it was
the first time. Yeah, even though it may have been
the first time for Run. Yeah, so that because I mean,
I guarantee you he wouldn't have kept those conversations ever,
in a hard conversation about his drug abuse, he would
have just made that go away, and so it was
reckoned constantly having to repeat himself, which was just a
very interesting dynamic and having recon know that that is
the first time he's hearing it. But yeah, so, I
don't know, it was It was great being able to
I loved that we got to work off the scenes
to establish character backgrounds consistently.
Speaker 11: That was great. It was a super fun thing to
argue with.
Speaker 2: Thank you, c K. What's your favorite thing about Run
or a moment?
Speaker 5: Oh no that I want to rush things, but John's
got a jetsune.
Speaker 2: Okay, okay, continue this, Yeah, yeah, okay, we move on.
Speaker 8: For me, no, I will keep shut.
Speaker 2: I'm trying to compliment with your motherfuckers.
Speaker 10: Shut the funk up, you dope as fuck. You shocked
the funk out of me with this RP. Like, not
that I thought you were bad, but you really brought
an a plus game and you made me piss my
pants with your talent. You made me cry a lot
because you're really tragic. And there was one scene I
was going to bring up and now I can't remember it.
Speaker 2: Damn it. You just dope, You just memory You're good.
You're great. I've been memoried, It's happened. KPP. What about you?
What's your favorite?
Speaker 18: You will always be my favorite Druggie and he has
a soft spot in my heart. Like I was rooting
for you so hard as your art at the end,
I just just wanted you to find that confidence in yourself.
Speaker 5: So I don't know.
Speaker 18: You did an amazing job Mith, you really did.
Speaker 8: Thank you.
Speaker 2: Sorry, I'm I'm I'm so sorry. I'm not laughing at
anything that you two did. I'm laughing at Brad's comment
in the chat. Sorry, Bradley, what's your favorite moment?
Speaker 7: He's going to go on his list.
Speaker 2: That's already answered. What about you?
Speaker 5: Uh it was run Old in the Great Marini.
Speaker 2: Yep, so good. That was such a good moment.
Speaker 5: I just love that he's like the Great Marini and
I'm run.
Speaker 12: Old beautiful, really really really good.
Speaker 5: Okay, well that was a buddy comedy in the making.
Speaker 2: Oh yeah, let's do John next. Let's go ahead and
do decks. However, can I say something? Actually, you guys
go first, you guys.
Speaker 3: Go, Okay, before you go, let me just say I'm
I'm so sorry that I have to leave her.
Speaker 7: It is the worst.
Speaker 3: You have no idea how I want to just spend
another hour and then when we get off stream, just
talk to you guys. It kills me on the inside,
first of all. That usually it's just obviously the kids
and the wife just got to go help out. But
today is my four year wedding anniversary, so I have
dinner plans, and we have a sitter who's here for
only two hours.
Speaker 7: So that's the only reason. All right, As long as guys,
I'm not like so say nice things, I'm leaving.
Speaker 3: Right.
Speaker 16: No, I really loved the just the leadership that has
always been hiding. Uh within decks and how he always
wanted to help and step up and to either it's
either prove himself or to prove that other people can
do their and they to show that other people have
the potential that they don't know they have. You're like
your Dex was an inspiration to a lot of characters,
and he was very He was an inspiring leader, and
he is the leader that Orrin thinks and wishes he
could have been.
Speaker 7: Oh wow, really well done.
Speaker 2: I am okay, kpp jesus sorry.
Speaker 18: I know, first of all, Laura loves you to but
like your ability to like bring out the best in people.
I really loved that, and honestly getting to RP with
you is one of my favorite things from this campaign.
So I just I adored Dex. I am just I
don't know. Just that whole lare and dex ending made
me so happy because it like gave her the ending
that she needed. So I don't know, I'm just grateful
for you for that. So, I don't know, Dex is
probably my favorite character. I know, We're I don't know. So,
I don't know. John, You're awesome, We're allowed, We're loud.
Speaker 8: Dan, Yeah, I'm on the same page this time.
Speaker 14: Uh yeah, with uh, I think I just had my
favorite thing about Dex, which also was totally with you.
I mean you as well, John, because I think there
was some some I'm gonna put quotes around it with bleed,
but in a positive way. Just being so especially the
first like ten episodes, so excited at all times, both
as Dex and you, because you would just be like,
as Dex, what what's going on?
Speaker 11: And then the episode end and we would what's going on?
Every time?
Speaker 14: Like it was it was the delight being able to like, again,
we didn't get the RP really that much together, but
watching your excitement and then as a result Dex's excitement
was a treat.
Speaker 10: Thank you, k That was kind of I was gonna
say your enthusiasm, like excitement kind of took it. But
like there's something about feeding a group of people, like
sometimes you be tired or something and you just be
punch at it with like craziness, and I was like,
I can't be tired right now.
Speaker 2: It's hilarious.
Speaker 10: Like honestly, your enthusiasm to the project and your commitment
to Dex, like Dex was kind of a goofy character
and you took that.
Speaker 2: You still took him very seriously and you still gave
him depth, which is not easy to do. And I
thought that was really beautifully done. Eloquent. Thank you and seek.
Speaker 5: Now we're just thinking about Dex or John or both
or either.
Speaker 2: That's just to both now it's kind of morphed into that.
So absolutely, whatever you'd like.
Speaker 4: There's something you look for in a role playing person,
in an improv person or something like that. It's I
don't know what it's called, but I just call it
the willingness to play super important. And I can tell
John had it. I don't know how much experience you
have doing tabletop or whatever, but it seemed like like
I could point to, like the perfect attitude for it.
You have the perfect attitude for stuff like this, Like
you come in, you're excited to play, and you're willing
to play, which is something that is hard to teach.
It's hard to teach people like it's okay to put
yourself out there and look like a risk, looking like
a fool because most of the time you won't. That's
great and I was really happy to play with something
like that.
Speaker 12: So there you go, back, guys, beautiful.
Speaker 2: I also had something to say to you John that
I wrote, but I'm gonna say it at the end
of his walk because I'm probably gonna go New Clear,
so you'll just have to watch it later. I'm so
sorry to do that, but that's way better for me.
I have something to say to everybody, so and I
don't want to cry.
Speaker 8: Yet, so I'll say something nice about John sure, and
this is.
Speaker 5: Your all right here he is to apologize. Come on,
you sorry you.
Speaker 11: Posted to Twitter and move on.
Speaker 8: Well he's going to leave, so the And really it's
not so much about this is just because I've had
the pleasure of GMing for John as well in something
that we're near as good as this. But John Zeke
is dead on, Like if I could roll, if I
could have a table that's just full of John's would
I know, and I can guarantee would be the best
campaign ever. That's not an attack on anyone else or
anything that or anyone I've ever GMed for. It's just
John is like the perfect player and I was spoiled
very early on in my GMing career by having John
at the table. And yeah, I just I think it's
it's dead on what Zeke was saying, You're like the
perfect player, and you're so willing to go at stuff
and so so good at doing it, and it's just
it's such a fucking joy. And now Pbe understands and
I think we've all roll paid with you. But when
you're GMing for someone who is like John, it's just
so nice to have someone who's always on task and
knows what they're doing and you're just going, you just
find the flow of the show and the and the
game and you and you ride it and everyone gets
to experience that wave. And yeah, so I just I
want to just confirm basically what Zeke is saying.
Speaker 7: It's all thank you, man than you, that's all.
Speaker 3: And I'm gonna I'm gonna really quickly just give my
my quick something that you want to say. Elsbeth, who
is not here, is just one of just a person
I looked at. She's like literally my sister Very. I've
been very close with her on Twitch for a long time,
and she knows that girl can do anything that girls
so fucking talented, like even outside of just like role
playing and stuff, voices and all that acting, she is
just an incredible human being. I'm just gonna go down
the list real quick, peb. I'm just gonna say this
right now. This is the best thing I've ever been
a part of my life as far as a show.
This is Brad And that's no offense too, That's a
whole different ballgame.
Speaker 8: Literally, I take zero offense.
Speaker 3: This is uh, this is this is this is I'm
spoiled now. I don't even know if I can, like,
I don't. I look at normal D and D and
I'm like, okay, maybe like that sounds okay, but serious,
welcome to incredible and I just can't wait to do.
Speaker 8: More them off.
Speaker 2: And you shot me.
Speaker 7: I don't like that cut off? Oh yeah, I am like, Internet, please,
I just need to get these words out. Okay. Uh, Dan,
you shocked the ship out of me. I just you,
I'm judging.
Speaker 3: At first, I was just like, okay, Dan, you were creepy,
too funny, just scary, too nice. To end it all
is just you hit so many points as an actor
and as an improviser that just blew my mind.
Speaker 7: Man.
Speaker 3: And it is just so many different feelings from you.
Crazy KPP. You know that honestly, Like I I loved.
Speaker 2: For sake, Internet Wow, But you're.
Speaker 16: Still thinking.
Speaker 2: I was waiting for you to go.
Speaker 7: Also, as a person, I just think you're a really
fucking awesome God.
Speaker 2: You cut out again. You said, but okay, oh wow,
that's good.
Speaker 5: I love more.
Speaker 3: Uh, And then I said, uh, but like even more
than that, is like I I love you as a person.
Like as a person, I just think you're a fucking
really cool person that just through this show, I'm excited
to just know you forever as just a person, you know,
like play games and chill and like, yeah, I love that.
Speaker 7: Uh and uh a zeke man, I think I told
you when when you left.
Speaker 3: Is like, I just remember partying with you early on,
had some drinks, just shot the ship and it was
just fucking homy status. But like you're so much deeper
than that, and you're so much smarter than just a
bro who parties and drinks, and.
Speaker 7: You're just such a deep Oh yeah, I can't tell everyone.
Speaker 5: You're just such a deep, deep.
Speaker 3: Fucking person and I really respect that about you. Uh,
it's just insane. Packs, I'm uh more scared.
Speaker 7: Of you than anyone. I think you are too good.
I'm not kidding, I'm intimidated. I always look to Packs
to see if he.
Speaker 3: Liked my things so I can like smile and be like,
oh my god, he liked it. I like want to
impress him. I don't know why. I just there's some
people in my life I just want to.
Speaker 7: Impress and I want to say same like. I just
I don't know why.
Speaker 3: I just looked to you as like this, like crazy,
like I just think you can do everything. And if
I'm wrong, so be it. But I fucking love you, dude, Brad.
You have been like one of my best buddies on Twitch.
You're literally the opposite of me. We should fucking.
Speaker 7: Hate each other. Uh, the way you played.
Speaker 3: Uh, I'm just I think you don't think you're good,
but you are so fucking good and uh and I
think you know that because everyone tells you that and
uh and and and they should keep telling you that.
Because I just can't wait to jam more games with
you and more things and hopefully more real life hangouts
over the next twenty thirty, forty fifty years. Uh, everyone
in this cast, I think I will know forever. And
and this is not this is not goodbye, this is
just hey, when's our next show? Truly, That's that's how
I feel about it.
Speaker 7: And please tell me I hit everyone, right.
Speaker 5: Did I?
Speaker 1: I think so?
Speaker 2: I don't. I think you hit everybody.
Speaker 11: And I think I'm right.
Speaker 7: When trying starts.
Speaker 8: Now fuck your wife?
Speaker 6: Yeah, yeah, good.
Speaker 5: Thinking, miss classic Katie. Katy.
Speaker 7: Holy shit, Katie, listen to me. Listen to me.
Speaker 5: I knew it.
Speaker 3: I knew Nope, don't leave me. She'll listen to it back,
She'll listen to it back. No, it's fine, it's fine. Listen, Katie.
And I think many of you might agree with me
on this is My wife texted me like, hey, honey,
it's for twenty twenty five, for twenty seven. That's why, uh, Katie,
will you guys will agree with me? Katie, I was
like creeped out by her character At first.
Speaker 7: I was like, I don't know, I don't know about
her character. I don't know what to think. And then.
Speaker 3: The last scene that she did was like broke me
apart more than any fucking scene of the whole show.
It hit me so hard, it fucking tugged at my
heart strings.
Speaker 7: It like it killed me.
Speaker 3: Her character killed me, Katie, your charter, her character ruined me.
Speaker 16: Uh.
Speaker 2: And and I can I can tell you should go
have sex with your wife now.
Speaker 7: Listen.
Speaker 3: I know, I know, I I just I fucking love
you all and that was the most incredible thing ever.
And seriously, thank you, thank.
Speaker 12: You all, Thank you all, and good night.
Speaker 8: Now go and life.
Speaker 5: I love you.
Speaker 8: It's gonna be a marathon him for a year. After
he recovers from.
Speaker 12: You'll be You'll be limping camera.
Speaker 8: We'll leave the stream up so he doesn't know to
say the state he returns in.
Speaker 2: I think we should, uh, if anybody has anything that
they would like to say, I think now is probably
the time to do that to each other, and then
we will wrap it up. We're gonna Oh Jesus, I
totally forgot we were in the middle of that. Does
anybody know where we left? I'm sorry, I'm broken already.
John After Yeah, oh, so we got to do Speth.
I know she's not here, but we got to talk
about autumn. So everybody go around and shotgun your favorite
moment with Autumn or your favorite thing about Autumnzelle. Yep,
that was a good one.
Speaker 3: Okay, take it.
Speaker 18: She's just so like the way that she talked. I
just wish I could have more conversations with her. Yeah,
I just want to talk to Autumn all the time,
and I wanted to be Yeah.
Speaker 2: Second, Yeah, I liked her perspective, which we really only
saw super early on, but I I would have liked
to see a little bit more of her spiritual take
on the world because she seemed she seemed pretty zen
in the beginning too. And I just I really liked that.
My favorite moment, I think is bad boob. I gotta
say the bad boob that bit was. Yeah, that was
my favorite.
Speaker 16: I think I really liked how brave she was, Like
Autumn was probably one of the bravest characters. She was
always uncovering things, not by figuring them out like Blake Wood,
but just by by trying it, and like not just
not trying it like Dex would, but just going all in.
Speaker 2: And I think my favorite moment a solid move and
everything too, like she was always.
Speaker 16: Willing to the the like be like waking up to
reality that whole like figuring out about the cosmos, unlocking
that like that whole that whole thing was And it
wouldn't have been done by probably any other character because
no one would have No one would have jumped off
the deep end like Autumn does.
Speaker 2: And yeah, I think it was you know what else
was interesting about Autumn that I'm just now realizing. She
taught people. She taught She taught Adam how to play
a game, and then at the very end she was
teaching somebody. She was teaching you how to play a game. Yeah,
she was choosing. Yeah, she taught yeah to dance. Yeah,
she did that a lot. That was the recurring theme
for her.
Speaker 11: Yeah.
Speaker 2: Another favorite moment, I don't know.
Speaker 11: I was gonna say it was bad boob, Yeah, just
because it was.
Speaker 14: It was Lauren Reckon trying to like, yeah, there's something
strange about them. We have to work together and figure
this out. It's like, don't come in, I'll show you
my bad boob. It's like, I don't know, Like it
was so hard not to just break character because I
was not expecting any of that.
Speaker 2: Do you have one.
Speaker 5: We didn't have. We honestly did not have a lot
of on.
Speaker 4: Like on screen time together, I guess whatever you want
to call it. So like the times that I remember
have already been mentioned, like the when she was shape
shifting into different things. That was always enjoyable to watch.
Speaker 5: I remember that, Like I think the d m V,
like the very.
Speaker 4: First couple of episodes was fun to fun to watch
Autumn's character like figure it out, figure out what's going on,
like and get like confused about things that didn't add up,
you know, and she played that at the confused uh
are uh confused good hearted Southerner?
Speaker 2: Pretty well? Kpp, did you have one?
Speaker 18: I just said, I wanted to talk to her all
the time.
Speaker 2: Oh yeah, that's right. Okay, sorry, I'm sorts. Yeah, forgive
me if I double ask. Another cool moment that I
really liked with Autumn was the the medic one where
she was sewing up and she used that memory with
her grandma to do it successfully. I thought that was
a really cool Autumn moment. And I know she's not here.
What about Blake Lucien? What are her favorite moments with Blake? Sorry, Brad?
Speaker 8: You know?
Speaker 12: Fun?
Speaker 2: Okay, Oh wait till you hear so he's got he's
got the headmone so he can hear you unless he
turns him off. Yeah.
Speaker 14: I just liked I liked any conversation that Reckon and
Blake had, honestly, any of those, because it was so
it was so hard to rp a person who's just
like it wasn't it wasn't yes, and but it was
a lot of it was like here's the things and
be like no, but he give reasons and like say why,
but it was always trying to cut off or like
you're wrong.
Speaker 11: This is why you're wrong.
Speaker 8: Yeah.
Speaker 14: It was so combative, but it made for very very
good conversation in like between the two characters, because it
was like your world view is wrong. This is why
it's wrong.
Speaker 2: Yeah.
Speaker 11: Even it's like, well do you have proof? What's sure?
Speaker 14: He's like, I don't have any proof, but you're still
wrong because of that, and it was I don't know.
I loved it because it was so challenging.
Speaker 2: Yeah, you can always count on him for the title
of the episode two, he'd be quiet for most of
the episode and then drop a line like every conversation
is currency and you what, like, you had really really
really good lines, which I liked, Korn, did you have
a favorite moment.
Speaker 5: A favorite moment?
Speaker 16: There were so many. Honestly, I really do like Blake.
I really liked I am a twin, So I also
felt like there was a lot that resonated there as well,
say like the practical thinking of things, and he responds
the same way. Probably I would if I was ever
in that situation. Of course he's more of extreme I think,
but also just the dryness. There was a lot of
humor behind Blake, uh and the way Brad portrayed Blake
that it's a lot of fun to either give it
a rewatch maybe on some of those scenes where you're like,
what Blake, cool it, cool it, calm down, go back,
give it a rewatch, because it's actually really funny. There
is really dry deliveries which were always so awesome and.
Speaker 2: I was laughing by of Macy's yeah exactly.
Speaker 16: Those kinds of things where it's just like it's just
that underlying humor. I've always I've always really appreciated about
Brad in putting it in Blake, so like it's yeah,
it's it's funny for Blake to say, or it's weird
that Blake would say it. But it was always it
was always fun because it was bits of Brad sticking
in uh uh into into Blake, which I really loved.
Speaker 8: And if you want more bits of Brad sticking and
just give me a call. Okay, I lost Toms and
I'm gonna hit on it.
Speaker 2: Yeah that's true, that's true. True. What about you, KPP.
Speaker 18: I feel like Lare would not have been the same
character had Blake not been in this campaign. I'm just
I don't know, like I've been thinking a lot the
last week and stuff. Like I told Brad, I was
really grateful I got to RP with him again. Like
my first show ever arpeeing was on Sector forty nine
with Brad, and Brad intimidated the hell out of me.
I was like, I don't know who this man is.
He talks a lot and I'm afraid of him and
cut till like two years later.
Speaker 2: I don't know.
Speaker 18: I just I really enjoyed this different dynamic because you
were so different than Ketchup, so different than Irish, and
I just think in a lot of ways, I think
I have more of just like a really thankful feeling
that I got to arpe with you again. I don't know,
like makes me weirdly emotional for some reason, but I
just I'm glad to know you.
Speaker 5: Brad.
Speaker 2: You have a favorite Blake.
Speaker 18: Anytime I yelled him no, I think the last moment
when when we were having our final moment, when he
said the idealism and pragmatism thing really click something for me.
Speaker 5: That.
Speaker 18: I appreciated that we ended on that note, like the
ying and the yang of it.
Speaker 2: Yeah, ck, do you have one. I'm trying to not
really be here, just kidding. It would have been a
good place.
Speaker 10: I mean, who's Brad. God, I gotta learn who's in
this show now? Nah, dude, Brad, like you fucking blew
me away. Man, I only know you as the sarcastic
asshole that jokes about suicide with.
Speaker 2: Me a lot.
Speaker 10: And to watch you like break down and like be
like this stoic, dead inside human was really bizarre. It
was very much like a flip cooint of who I
just knew from your streams, which was.
Speaker 5: Pretty fucking cool to watch.
Speaker 2: I couldn't do it. I could never play a role
like that that.
Speaker 10: It was so like stoic and quiet and just allowing
and being observing and then you kind of I think,
I said, this is Zeke, like one of the first
times you were ever in like I got to argue
with you. I said, you reminded me of like silent Bob,
Like you would just like watch things, watch things and
then fucking drop knowledge and I'd be like what he
was paying attention?
Speaker 2: So that was pretty dope.
Speaker 5: I was impressed.
Speaker 2: Thank you, Zeque. Favorite moment with Bleake.
Speaker 5: I don't know if I have a favorite moment, but
I do definitely have.
Speaker 1: A like.
Speaker 5: The thing I really liked about how you played someone
you didn't like, like you probably wouldn't like that person.
Speaker 14: Is.
Speaker 4: I always like it when people tell the truth. It's
always interesting. It's always an interesting choice to.
Speaker 5: Tell the truth.
Speaker 4: At the behest of anyone else's feelings, that logical part
of your brain. I tried it one time when I
was I don't know, newly out of high school. I
think it was nineteen twenty. Maybe I saw someone at
a bar or something. I'm like, you know what, I'm
gonna tell them exactly what I what I.
Speaker 5: Or like, I'm going to be straight and truthful. She
comes up to me and she goes, hey, oh man,
i've been a long time. How you been. I went,
you don't have to do that. You don't care. I
know you don't care, and she was like, but I do.
Speaker 4: And it ended poorly, very poorly, but to an outside
observer that she would have been fucking hilarious.
Speaker 5: And that's that's Blake. Yeah, that's like, you should go
away from me.
Speaker 4: Because you're not helping with what I'm doing right now,
Like it was so entertaining to watch those choices be
played out.
Speaker 5: So yeah, probably on that for sure.
Speaker 2: Acts. Did you have a favorite Blake moment?
Speaker 8: Uh?
Speaker 9: Well whatever role played with him once in the show,
but it's every time, every time he gets on someone
else's skin and he's like, all right, come on, what
are you going.
Speaker 5: To bring back?
Speaker 12: Verbal jousting? I love the verbal jousting.
Speaker 9: And while everyone is swimming this direction, Brad in his
mind's like, fuck that, I'm going that way.
Speaker 12: And it's and it's for all the right reasons. It's
to make it more interesting.
Speaker 9: It's to challenge his fellow cast and to see what
they can come up with, because he only wants because
I think, Brad, you want a minute, But I think
he always wants to see the best at everybody and
see what they could potentially do.
Speaker 7: And he thinks about the big picture a lot.
Speaker 9: And you come out of working with Brad vastly more
talented and better because he teaches you so much about
what's important and he's an incredible team player and he's
very passionate about it, regardless of what he says.
Speaker 12: He's always like you know, you know, like he always hides.
Speaker 9: What He's a very strong team player, and as Brad's
individual self, I owe him every everything when it comes
to be on table story.
Speaker 11: So it wasn't for him.
Speaker 12: I don't even know why he recommended me. I even
I can't remember how that started.
Speaker 2: I want I was looking for people that could handle
horror and he recommended you, and it was like and
I said to him, and I love you, Sam, But
I said to him, I was like, I have no
idea who this guy is, and like, I feel really
uncomfortable jimming for someone I've never met before because I'm
I'm going to fuck up this show. This was going
to be horrific. And he said, you have no choice
put him in your show, trust me, And I was like, okay,
fucking gold, I have Brad to thank for you as well,
because I was nervous. I was like, I don't want
to put someone I don't know in a horror show
that might fuck them up. And you just met me
where I was. It was very good for not caring. Yeah, yeah, yeah,
for not care.
Speaker 12: So yeah, I owe everything for him.
Speaker 9: He technically, between you and Brad primarily just like, if
it wasn't for this and getting into this, I would
have been done with r P. I would have never
touched it again with a ten foot pole ever. So
I owe my my love for this again, thanks to
you guys, solely.
Speaker 2: Maury. Right, we're on Maury now. Yes, I'm going by
the overlay because we already did run? Right did we do?
Speaker 1: Run?
Speaker 2: Okay? Okay, okay, I'm so sorry. Okay, Maury, hold it together, Pep,
hold on, let.
Speaker 8: Me just.
Speaker 6: Yeah, I am.
Speaker 8: I struggled so much. But thank you everybody. I appreciate you,
and Kypp. I'm very glad with We're friends me too.
Speaker 2: The potato Potato, I'm taking it.
Speaker 16: Potato, it all the best.
Speaker 2: That's one of my favorite fucking moments of all time.
And just the way Maury was portrayed in those those
first couple episodes, that crazy Maury man. I fucking loved
it it.
Speaker 8: I really loved the.
Speaker 16: The there were I spoke about the bravery that Autumn
had done, but I was talking about the bravery of
the character and what the character had done. But I
think the bravest of us taking these leaps and these
choices as a player, I would say your bravery and
making these strong choices and then going all in with them,
even like through every one shot you were one hundred
percent in Maury and and Maury had all of your
energy and that and there was no two ways about it.
Speaker 11: And it was and it was.
Speaker 16: It was awesome. It was really awesome to see. And
I think my favorite moment, or my favorite episode was
probably the uh the dust veil one shot where we
got to build a ship that was really awesome. And
to see you play around with the lore and to
see you play in that that playground of of what
Maury is and what Moury would create if he was
left alone in a world of magic was super cool
to see, So thank you for that.
Speaker 18: I loved all your memories, like how you just when
we all had like those shared memories, that was so
cool how you brought them to life. I just would
love to see how your brain works. You're just like
a powerhouse when it comes to RP. Like vision, vision,
what is it not visionry? That's not a word.
Speaker 2: It is vision.
Speaker 18: That's a word.
Speaker 2: Okay.
Speaker 18: I just I love the way that your brain explains
things and it's Oh I love rping with.
Speaker 2: You, Zeke.
Speaker 5: It a absolutely.
Speaker 14: Damn yeah, gosh, I think at least favorite Maori moment
would have been I mean, for for a funny one
was the fact that one your prop prop work, I
mean most most everyone here had amazing prop work. But
the flashback where you pulled out those other potatoes like
I found these on Earth the or it's been a potato,
one of my favorite things, and you just kept eating
the wrang man.
Speaker 4: I paid for that ship later, I know you did,
right Like this area right here was not very happy.
Speaker 14: No way, but because man oh but in terms, I
just wanted a really quick zeke.
Speaker 7: I don't know if I've ever expressed it. I've It's sorry.
Speaker 11: I'm gonna get a little little little emotional.
Speaker 8: Uh.
Speaker 14: I have looked up to you from before I started streaming.
You were like the first person ever watched. You're why
I'm on Twitch in general. I don't know if I've
ever been able to say that.
Speaker 8: Uh.
Speaker 11: People say, don't meet your heroes. I get to RP
with one of mine, and it has been an absolute
pleasure in the last two years. So thank you so
very much. It's just from ship, so that's fine, thank you.
Speaker 5: I talk right now. I'm sorry I'm so o this one.
Speaker 2: You're up, don't bow out.
Speaker 1: I don't know.
Speaker 2: I love him and.
Speaker 5: That was sad.
Speaker 2: I mean the moment then favorite Maury moment.
Speaker 10: Oh god, I mean, oh god, I got to pick
some of them potato because that was too good.
Speaker 2: I mean, it was too much.
Speaker 5: Oh man.
Speaker 2: It's the one shot when we were on when we
were creating.
Speaker 10: The whatever in dust Vail and the back and forth
between Speth and Zeke's characters Beth and Maury like arguing
with each other, and Speth's character Timmy was her name,
I think.
Speaker 2: At the end, uh oh what was her name? Remember
her characters?
Speaker 10: Anyway, she was so sassy, like her little fix and
no him self and like herdless getting in his face
and trying to fight him.
Speaker 2: And that was just the dichotomy of that.
Speaker 10: It was really fun to see Maury as fun, Like,
I like seeing him a little bit lighter, because we
always see him like, you know, either very confused or
searching for something or very serious.
Speaker 2: And so you saw this moment of him like people
aren't just listening to me, like the frustration was cool.
Speaker 10: I really liked that episode. That's probably my favorite. Also,
I mean the obvious. It's it's a blessing to role
play with your boyfriend. I mean, that's pretty dope. He's
pretty cool.
Speaker 2: Did I miss anyone? Packs? What about your favorite Mariy moment?
I don't know if you two ever had a moment
on screen either. I'm so sorry.
Speaker 12: I was never with Packs either, never had we were
never collided, and.
Speaker 2: Yeah happened.
Speaker 12: But as becas a person, his.
Speaker 9: Passion, prep craft, and creativity toward the art of D
and D is all inspiring and quite alarming. The amount
of effort that he puts to or even one would
argue like a smaller character, he's one hundred and ten
percent in ye and you don't even know it. Like
he's so humble about it too, be where he sits
back and he just does it.
Speaker 2: And that's it has three pages of beautifully written.
Speaker 9: And anything, anything and everything that Zeke does, he just
gives it one hundred and ten percent and it's phenomenal.
And any any show that I ever want to be
a part of her do, I want Zeke there every
time if you'll have me.
Speaker 12: Like it's just it's he's so easy to work with.
Speaker 9: He he can read the room quickly and effectively and
he's like, I got you, He'll back you up now
what the next step is, and you can rely on him.
Speaker 12: And that's that's a trait that is very admorable, and
I relish and cherish the.
Speaker 9: Fact that I've had the privilege to be doing this
stuff with someone who at that wavelength I can work
with so easily.
Speaker 12: And I love I love that.
Speaker 5: Quick truth be told you and c K during Nocturn.
Speaker 4: Immediately rubbed me the wrong way and maybe no, maybe
do some like self analysis, like why are they rubbed
me the wrong way? And it's because, like you're good
at things that you're good at things that I want
to be better at. And it's my jealousy, so thank you.
Speaker 5: Mm hmm, sorry, someone make a fart noise or something.
Speaker 9: I don't think it's jealousy. I think it's just your
passion for the craft. Always want to want to get
better and better and better. I don't think it's jealousy.
I don't think you do that type of level stuff.
You're just very very there's a very talented person who
always wants to just keep going up. Because you self
deprecate a little bit, but that's not a lot. But
you do that to try to push yourself farther. It's
a creative process that people go through, and you're you're
just astounding, astounding to work with, and it's it's impressive,
it's incredibly impressive.
Speaker 2: Did we do lare already? I'm so sorry. I am
barely keeping it together right now.
Speaker 8: We have not.
Speaker 2: We have not. I think Lore is the last one, right.
Speaker 5: Really, I quit.
Speaker 2: Let it go.
Speaker 10: I mean, can I.
Speaker 5: Kill me?
Speaker 2: Cause we haven't done records either, but neither. It's not
just you. I forgot Lore and Reckon and you, and
it's not that I forgot. I'm just like literally trying
to not vomit. H Like, we should start with k
because we're starting with Violet, super annoying, type cast and
creepy characters. Next character you have you, I didn't typecast you.
I said, you can blame myself. Yeah, okay, I love
kpp's ability to we're doing we're doing Violet right now,
right now, Violet, I don't even know where who's that's
a child and you're disgusting. So one of my one
of my favorite moments with Violet is actually, oh geez,
I was going to pick to you again, but I'm
breaking the rules all times now, okay. Is the realization
that she was had been done to her the Mermaid bit,
because that wasn't originally planned from the beginning, right, that
was something that we decided would be really cool a
couple of episodes in Yeah, Yeah, And I thought that
that really brought an interesting aspect to her, and watching
you play someone who has to kind of it's almost
like you and Dan were playing mirrored characters, but the
opposite of each other, right, Like you were trying to
reconcile your machine parts or your creature parts to be
more human again, and he was doing the opposite. And
I thought that that was very interesting that your characters
had kind of relied on each other. So it was
really cool watching you play Violet that way and battling
back and forth between the animal and the human. Thanks.
Speaker 16: Yeah, I love seeing the stern reality within Violet and
the stern reality portraying her as well.
Speaker 8: I loved the.
Speaker 16: Mermaid episode or the Scientist one show episode, the Origin
story I should call it. I love that it was
super awesome and to see you just really because we could,
like we could tell that you were really into it
and really loving it. And it was super awesome to
see you thrive in those moments and to enjoy it
and to have that those dark that darkness that makes
you who you are and who your character is, right,
So it's just really awesome to see that.
Speaker 8: So great of course.
Speaker 2: She's a broken child.
Speaker 16: I feel like for me, great job telling it.
Speaker 18: Watching you grow from the first few episodes to the
end was one of my favorite arcs of the show.
I also admire you to no end because you give
it your all, like on Nocturn and Gone, like you
just come into role play and you're just like, I'm
throwing everything at it, and I just love that about you.
So it's just you leave me in all lot whenever
I watch.
Speaker 2: You RP, it's.
Speaker 16: They're also never not in character. If you are on
the screen, you are in character. Your faces is representing
the exact same faces that that she would as well,
Like there you were never you're never off, which was
always awesome. So that was super cool to help us,
to help us be immersed as well.
Speaker 5: So thank you.
Speaker 4: I want I want to speak to that point because
that is absolutely true, and it's something that I think
goes well under appreciated because if you've ever directed a play.
Speaker 5: Or anything like that.
Speaker 4: And then you look at the people who are on,
who are upfront, but then you see the chorus or
whatever they're called, whatever, whatever they're doing in the background,
you pick out a couple of them that are there.
Speaker 5: They're present. That's that's c K like, that's that's my lady.
She's always present when she's there.
Speaker 2: She's also really good at the tension breaking comedy, like
she's got a very quick wit and she will just
slap in lines here and there and if they're fucking hysterical,
I can't. I can't that one shot. The D and
D episode would not have been the same without you
in your one liners. Oh good, so good.
Speaker 5: And just to put a tag on.
Speaker 4: My praise, seeing Katie grow from not not just in
this show, but grow from noct her until now like
as a role player, just.
Speaker 5: Stunning to see you love her.
Speaker 7: Well.
Speaker 5: I do love her, of course. I do like to
see like.
Speaker 4: To see a talent get fostered and get like it's
like watching a I don't know how to put it,
like watching a spider like mold out.
Speaker 5: Of its did you just skin like you know? And
and and grow and leave behind the old shell.
Speaker 11: Relevant, but I mean it's a good.
Speaker 4: Analogy though, Like like noct her and she grew and
then she shed shed her shell and this grewsome.
Speaker 5: Just watching that progression has just been wonderful.
Speaker 4: Also, she's the most beautiful and funniest and loveliest, and
she smells the best of anybody on this cast.
Speaker 12: You're all trash next to her.
Speaker 2: I don't know what he did wrong, but I'll find
out and let everyone know.
Speaker 4: The guy say something nice and build up points for
when he does something wrong.
Speaker 11: Funny, it's like a mutual fund.
Speaker 2: Yeah, exactly.
Speaker 5: Can my nice things that I've said build interest? Can
I five nice things? Like after a month? Can I
have one more nice thing? Just banked? No?
Speaker 2: Thanks, guys appreciate briss super awkward compliments.
Speaker 14: I liked that we we got to be friends in
character because you were the only character that Recon was
like actually could count on not hating him, which was
a stark contrast from Nocturn. So it was kind of
a nice. Uh yeah, it's definitely a nice like, oh, like, yeah,
if I'm in a scene with with Violet Recon, can
guy let his guard down a little bit?
Speaker 11: Which was neat.
Speaker 10: I think it's the first time we've ever got to
be friends in a show. Yeah, interestingly enough.
Speaker 2: Past, did you have a favorite Violet moment? I don't
know if you.
Speaker 12: It's in the same pool.
Speaker 2: I'm gonna eject myself from my chair, so I'm sorry.
Speaker 12: Classicadi.
Speaker 9: Her vulgar, vulgaric comedy, her comedic wit and how sharp
she is is one inspiring and I can gladly say
I'm one of the very few people who got to
grab her and uh do some role play in a
different game with her, and how sharp and witty she
is and how let Lucy can be in a situation.
I ended up watching back the VODs of the people
that she was interacting with, and they didn't know they
couldn't keep up with her. She was just constantly spewing
these comedic lines to the point of where they didn't
even know.
Speaker 12: How to react with her anymore.
Speaker 9: She was just blowing these people who've been doing it
for months and months and months this, where is this?
Speaker 12: They're probably all deleted by.
Speaker 9: But she played my I was so fortunately she got
to play my trailer trash type of sister, and it
was one of the funniest days I have had and
so holy fucking I remember that unsure.
Speaker 5: I was unsure of what you were talking about until
you said that, and I and yes agree.
Speaker 9: The Yeah, the police officers, the people that were role
playing police could they did not know how to handle her,
and they do this day in and day out. They've
met all walks of life in role play and then
just comes out of nowhere and just stumps them. And
they had no idea what to do that that's just
that has and it's hard. It's like playing ping pong
with a Chinese professional.
Speaker 16: You know what I mean.
Speaker 5: It's just like, where's the coming from?
Speaker 12: Like six ahead, and she's just that crazy good.
Speaker 7: Yeah, excus.
Speaker 2: No, I'm not going to suck it up lore And
I'm looking at the god overlay this time, and we'll
start heax. You want to go.
Speaker 12: First, an emotional ocean.
Speaker 9: They want to release so that you can experience it,
but you, god damn it, you don't want to feel
it because she's so good at it as she can
take those emotions that are on her shoulders and pour them,
and she delivers emotional scenes so well that it's incredibly
hard to stay professional. It is like super hard to
stay in character because you want you want to break
character to feel with her, and nobody doesn't quite like
Katie Peter Place can do to the point of where
you're like, you're trying to stay true, but she just yeah,
she flood gates you and you're waiting for it too.
It's a damn but you know it's going to happen.
Damn that builds up and when you get to know,
you know it's there. It just he just takes that
one break to plaw that wall. It's good, It's good.
Speaker 2: I agree.
Speaker 10: I kept trying to think of like one specific scene
where you made me cry, but I can't think of
which scene it was.
Speaker 2: I think it was. It might have been the fucking
atom scene.
Speaker 10: Yeah, but afterwards we were doing shout outs and I
remember Peb got to me and I said just said
no because I couldn't speak.
Speaker 2: I was like, no, shout out, classic Katie whatever. And
I was just like bawling into my because I.
Speaker 6: Mean that.
Speaker 2: You so perfectly conveyed the emotion of lose. I'm gonna cry.
Speaker 10: I think about losing your best friend, like that core
human that you live for and you exist for, and
that loss and when you.
Speaker 2: I can't who when you said I should have been
there with.
Speaker 5: Him, I was like, we cry again.
Speaker 7: It was such a good scene.
Speaker 2: It was a really good scene to keep it together.
Speaker 4: I mean I had to come out and give a
fucking emergency hug, like I'm never so to do that
in my life.
Speaker 2: It was so sad.
Speaker 10: And then afterwards you were like, actually I pulled on
the passing of my dog, and I was it was
horrible and wonderful, and you're such a beautiful actress. I
just can't It's a pleasure to do anything with you.
Speaker 16: Really.
Speaker 2: You make me feel things I don't want to feel.
Speaker 16: I like it. I feel like every like there were
a bunch of like there is the giant, amazing scene
that we are remembering and thinking of, but there are
a lot of gems throughout. And I feel like a
lot of what you said that you're a pretty observant person,
and that's true, but also like you observe kind of
like kind of like how blunt and using analogies from
other characters, but it kind of a blake analyzes everyone's
data and then says and then come with a masterful piece.
It's like you're doing the same thing. But through the
craft of the art is you're you're seeing everybody's piece
in the scene, and then you and everybody with this
diamond that you've you've had and just every every line,
every scene where we got to the camera got to
focus solely on Lore for a moment was just masterly done.
So and I'm honored to shine the.
Speaker 2: Screen with you. One particular Lore moment that I liked. Again,
I've written a whole bunch of stuff. I have something
to say to you too, Katie, but I am One
moment I really liked was the when Dex said something
like like love is a certain way, or like smells weird,
or I don't know something, and your reaction was just
like you kind of went like what what? And then
he went what And it was that first moment where
you two had a maybe chemistry minute and you played
with that a little bit, and I really enjoyed how
you did that. You do that, You have expressions all
the time that are you know, a lot of players
will just deliver lines or they'll just they'll be in character,
but they're not using all of themselves. You're using your body,
You're using your face, You're you're responding to what people
are saying physically, and I quite like that you do
that very very very well.
Speaker 1: Dan.
Speaker 14: Oh yeah, gosh, it's tough because we like we both
had a lot and had almost no like scenes together
as characters because we were both like, ah, like, no,
you're terrible, No, you're terrible for like a large chunk
of it. But it made it so, It made it
so interesting because every time we had to like were
forced to interact, like very early on and then throughout
it was we all of our pent up like in
character like issues that we would be because we were
talking about each other behind each other's back the whole
show to other people like don't don't trust that lord,
she's she's gonna she's gonna mess you up. And then
don't trust that reckon, he's gonna dissect you like like,
and then when we'd have to like go at it like,
it was every time you could see our walls breaking
down between each other when we realized our priorities are
almost identical. Yeah, but we were so blinded by our
own like prejudices we couldn't see it's like, no, we're.
Speaker 2: You're both parod that you're going to be betrayed, which and.
Speaker 14: We were fighting for the same thing, and we were
also both fighting for run like, which neither of us
wanted to accept. So I thought that was just really
it was really cool to be able to see like
the entirety of that going through the whole show. And
I think he did an incredible job just don't portraying
that you're trying to protect people and also help letting
me do the exact same thing.
Speaker 11: And I don't know, it showed really it showed really well.
Speaker 8: Everyone you were cloth to the BBG at one point, yeah, yeah,
like they were like, oh, Reckons the bad guy, and
then it was like he's okay. And then people kind
of flipped it to Law because they were like, well,
if he's not the bad guy, then is it her?
Is she doing something here? And then yeah, that was
really cool that early kind of thing between you two,
because I feel like in the late game, like app said,
like her Blake was framed partially around what.
Speaker 11: You were doing.
Speaker 8: I was like, she's being like super idealism and like
you know, emotional and in the moment and stuff. I
was like, oh, so, what what's the antithesis to that?
Because I guess that's literally what I'm representing. So it
helped me to frame a lot of my thoughts when
I saw you interacting with other people in the early game.
That reckon Law thing was so fucking fun, especially because
I didn't know. Fuck all, I didn't know what you
had planned. I didn't know if you knew stuff about
each other or you didn't. So I was just sitting here,
like one of them's evil, Like, who is it? Whose
side are we splitting up to pick sides here?
Speaker 5: And stuff?
Speaker 8: It was super cool.
Speaker 16: PC's are yelling at each other.
Speaker 8: One of them has to be evil. Yeah, one of
them's got to be evil. And it's a weird thing
that one was evil really only it was that simple. Yeah, yeah,
I don't know. I don't believe people are evil anyway,
but you know, it's a whole lot of philosophical that's.
Speaker 11: A different show.
Speaker 2: On the next show, Yeah, exactly, who's next? Did everybody no?
Did everyone go for law?
Speaker 8: No?
Speaker 2: I mean, did everybody talk on Lore?
Speaker 5: Yeah?
Speaker 2: Yes, okay, yeah, hasn't.
Speaker 5: Well, Like I said, you you crushed it during the
the Adam Goodbye thing. That was stellar.
Speaker 4: It was It was a it was a sight to
behold I don't know if I've ever seen anyone blubber
like during role playing, like just not in tears and shit,
just rolling and.
Speaker 5: The perseverance to like push through that. But more so,
I want to stress this, the vulnerability of doing something
like that.
Speaker 4: Is so honorable. It's something that should be lauded. It's
something that should be put on display and say, this
is what happens.
Speaker 5: Moments like this happen.
Speaker 4: When you allow yourself to be in a vulnerable state
when you're role playing, and it's okay. Not only is
it okay, it should be welcomed and encouraged. So mm hmm,
thank you Katie for not being afraid welcome. Sorry, you're
never Katy to me, your babe or whatever. She's Katie
your babe or hun or.
Speaker 5: You know whatever.
Speaker 2: I'm okay with them.
Speaker 18: I take I don't take compliments fall so I appreciate it, Okay.
Speaker 2: I will spare neither. We all hate it. We all
hate it. I don't know why. A long time ago,
I'm still trying to black out what you guys said.
Speaker 12: I reckon, Yeah, I know, Can I go first?
Speaker 2: I have to go pee ye ye ya yeah, yeah, yea, yeah, yep.
Speaker 12: Give Dan anything and anything to play and he'll play it,
and he'll.
Speaker 5: Do it well.
Speaker 9: Yeah, it don't matter if it's serious, if it's comedic.
I want you to play a robotic dog, I want
you to play a house plant. Dan will do it,
and he'll do it very well. It don't matter what
you throw out.
Speaker 5: The guy.
Speaker 9: He nails it every time and he's down for anything.
I mean, I think p B can definitely attest for
this and he's always up for the challenge and he
always nails it. I think I think we've made I
think Dan's made some very iconic characters because of just
on a whilm, Dan, can you do this? And Dan's
like sure, And now we got like one of the
greatest detectives we've ever seen, like from the from Nocturn. Yeah,
it's just never never underestimate Dan what he's going to
do next, an.
Speaker 2: Idea, artico or god damn it. I love that character.
Speaker 9: I love yeah, yeah, just and very very on the
fly creativity. He's great with what's the word I'm looking for.
It's just find things in your surrounding kind of like
not folly work, but I know I'm.
Speaker 12: That's fine.
Speaker 9: It's just working with his surroundings and using props and
stuff like that and very improv improvisational skills are just
fantastic space work.
Speaker 2: This is not gone. I'm so sorry. Yes, I'm so
sorry to bring this up because it's not ongone, but Nocturn.
I will never forget this in because I was in
the middle of GMing, so I didn't see this happen
until I hosted the Ghost Gribers episode on my channel
and I was able to sit and watch. But you're
picking up of the camera and shaking it as you
ran as it was a handicam. You're like, I'm coming
and you're like shaking your fucking logitech, and I just like,
I just died laughing, almost pissed myself. I was like,
I didn't see this the first time it happened, because like, what, God,
it was so good. Guys are just you're great. Okay, sorry,
I'll be going backstory. Yeah, reckon moment, Cord, let's start
with you.
Speaker 5: Okay.
Speaker 16: Well, there are a lot of great Recon moments the
entire arc of not just the character of Recon, but
the the relationship arc of Recon and was probably is
one of my favorites. Obviously because I was I was
experiencing it, but just going from this like murky confusing,
what is the relationship here? To solidifying it and then
potentially it could have been an evil one or no,
it's not, it's actually a just it's just the the
what's the word?
Speaker 8: It is just the.
Speaker 16: It is just the product of a loyal friend and
like this undying loyalty and also playing a character that
was undying. It was super awesome to just see both
of those reflect off of each other and to see
all of the layers to resonate within the character of
Reckon and your masterful portrayal of him was super super
cool to see and I.
Speaker 10: Honored to be a part of it, perty said mine
because earlier I was confused.
Speaker 2: But you make any cry and I love you.
Speaker 10: It's a pleasure to actually get to be your friend
in the game, and you know, and I've known you,
so it's so freaking long. It's crazy how our live
just keep coing through each other. So it's really cool.
Speaker 2: We still get to like work together and do fun
stuff even though you make me cry.
Speaker 11: And I still got those those my hot dogs.
Speaker 2: Oh my god, I'll survive the ApoA which is now.
Speaker 16: I think my favorite moment is run without eyes, I think,
and then run just like playing along it.
Speaker 2: Yep.
Speaker 5: That was so good.
Speaker 2: Mm hmm.
Speaker 16: The proper works amazing.
Speaker 10: Oh God, everybody's prop work and this show is blew
my mind. You guys, wasn't it You and Dan did
the scarf trading?
Speaker 2: Yes?
Speaker 10: Yeah, that fucking I was just jaw dropped. That was beautiful,
so well done, so understated. Flasks passing, yeah, yes, a
lot of flask passing scarf.
Speaker 2: Yep, it was awesome. App do you have one?
Speaker 18: I just feel like I love Mal and I just
I love I know he was only there for a
fleeting moment, but just I don't know. I've gotten the
honor to like RP with you, and you've GMed me
and I just gotten to play games with you, and
I just feel like, I don't know, there's something about
Dan and I together that makes me feel safe and
that anything can happen, and that it's no matter what
we do, it's gonna be okay because Dan's there, and
I have some of my favorite memories from the past
few years.
Speaker 5: Just I don't know.
Speaker 18: I'll search a dresser with you anytime. Dan in and
out of game.
Speaker 2: So I don't know.
Speaker 5: I'm just.
Speaker 18: You're just awesome.
Speaker 2: I don't know.
Speaker 18: I just it's I just I don't know.
Speaker 2: I am being emotionally destroyed right now. Do you have
a favorite wrecking moment?
Speaker 5: The Scientist episode?
Speaker 2: You guys killed that episode? That was really difficult, dude, Like,
wasn't it?
Speaker 5: Wasn't it you that I asked to go to go
get her?
Speaker 11: Yeah, and no, I went off to get lunch. I
was not even in that scene. I thought you were
getting I was getting your lunch.
Speaker 14: And and you had I think you sent the other
guy if I remember right, Well, that made it almost
worse and better at the same time, is because I
don't think I was involved with it.
Speaker 2: He left to go get us lunch. Yes, we were
gonna have lunch together. I'm gonna cry again.
Speaker 14: But you were my like subordinate right, Yeah, Yes, you
had me go get the fuck a few times.
Speaker 12: Oh fuck, we're gonna talk about fuck next.
Speaker 2: Right, yeah, on it.
Speaker 8: Considering what John's doing right now.
Speaker 2: That was the subtle joke.
Speaker 8: Will what hopefully plain it to you?
Speaker 11: Right?
Speaker 8: So basically a two hour marathon.
Speaker 5: No, that whole episode that was that was a lot
of fun, I mean.
Speaker 4: Any to echo A KPB said, there's there's a few
people that I would do whatever scene with, and you're
definitely one.
Speaker 5: Of those people that h the give and take. Oh
my god, I just remember the.
Speaker 16: The was it?
Speaker 5: Oh god, it was a one shot. I don't know
if it was knock turn or gone, I don't remember.
Speaker 2: But we were doing.
Speaker 5: Similar characters but different.
Speaker 11: That was the D and D episode.
Speaker 7: Yeah, yeah, yeah, that ship.
Speaker 4: We were both like I think we were both gay, yes,
and we didn't tell each other that before Handy, but
he like, he comes in and we start talking.
Speaker 5: With like, wait a minute, we both gay. But the
play that we had with each other was so like
the noe pun intended but was so good. The banter
was so goddamn good. That's my favorite for sure, my
favorite moment, just like noticing that like we wore the
same shirt, but we.
Speaker 4: Wear it differently because our body types Like I got bigger,
you know, titties and stuff, and you like slim, Like
that's that's that's.
Speaker 11: What I loved.
Speaker 16: That was awesome.
Speaker 11: No passing in that episode we didn't roll twenty made
me very happy.
Speaker 5: That's frightening.
Speaker 2: O god, the no.
Speaker 10: That's right.
Speaker 5: We played so good together. Oh my god, yes, man,
that was great.
Speaker 2: Who's taxed?
Speaker 8: No?
Speaker 2: God, no, please, I can't handle it. And also I
don't think we're done with reckon. Did everybody have a moment?
Speaker 1: No?
Speaker 2: I did?
Speaker 8: Oh we.
Speaker 2: Did, right? Okay, Brad? Do you want to give me
that thing and I'll play it?
Speaker 8: Okay?
Speaker 2: Do you need it now? I'll need it, okay, yeah,
because I think you're next. And then I will wrap
up because I have some stuff to say and then
just final things to take us out and then but first, people,
please please, I cannot handle it. I cannot handle it.
I will be able to get through the rest of this, right, redhead.
Speaker 11: But but what the chat wants?
Speaker 8: That a right as well? I'll tell you what I'll
I'll read what I was gonna read, and then uh,
and then we'll all go after bybe okay, how about that?
Speaker 2: Yeah?
Speaker 8: Okay?
Speaker 2: So do you want me to do that? Now?
Speaker 8: Give me a second, because this is not easy for
me to do. Okay, and I've worked pretty hard on something.
Speaker 2: Hold on.
Speaker 14: Oh fuck, it's times where you wonder is Brad gonna
make a big joke or is it going to be
I was just.
Speaker 5: Gonna say that.
Speaker 4: It's like, is he gonna is he gonna like show
us something like he just rode and crayon or.
Speaker 14: Something like that, like are you gonna or gonna get
throat punched? It's brilliant, It's what it is.
Speaker 2: It's going you guys can't hear of us, dream.
Speaker 8: Can go on. It's just that I've brought my roast
notes instead of my thank you notes. And let's see here. Okay,
So now the circle jerk is over, So let's take aim. Okay,
I had to fucking play a serious character this whole time. Okay,
I'm not doing it anymore. Let's take a First of all,
I'm going to start with the people who aren't here
and couldn't be bothered to commit to the show as
much as let's see. John Sandman played a failed musician
who was addicted to drugs, which was probably really hard
for him to role play since he's never been addicted
to drugs. Wow, all right, Elspeth is a professional voice anchor,
and after watching her for thirty three weeks, now we
know why. Okay, that's all right, it's okay, So I
got I got more, all right, So let's see who's next.
Ktp joined us as a histrionic, overly emotional woman whose
technology is failing around her, and she played a character
called Law.
Speaker 18: It's not accurate.
Speaker 8: Okay, it's okay, I got more class. Katie played a
character that is fifty percent fish, which is totally different
from Katie in real life, who is one hundred per annoying. Okay,
now moving on, all right? Next, next one, Mythematic played
a forgetful character.
Speaker 7: Wow.
Speaker 5: That's next level shit, right there? You Wow? All right?
Speaker 8: That one? All right? Next one, Reckon chose to chose
to leave the group and stay behind at the end,
which we're all really hoping PB does with Dan for
our next show. All right, Zeke played a character with
multiple personalities. Each one had their own set of interesting
and redeeming qualities, which is a true testament to his
role playing ability. All right, next, Okay, I'm told class
and Pax was in an episode at one point. All right,
I'm Kim Berry. I've never seen a cast carry a
show so hard that the GM was actively removed from play.
And the last thing I'd like to say is that
the story mirroring real life was incredible in that this
entire thing was one big mistake, all right, okay.
Speaker 2: Right, beautifully done, beautifully you can.
Speaker 8: Cut the music, right I did. Can I say one
serious thing?
Speaker 2: Yes?
Speaker 8: Can I cover my cam for it?
Speaker 2: Yes?
Speaker 8: Okay? Thank you so much. I just need I can't
be seen, all right, whatever you want, listen. I had
to spend the entire campaign being serious, so thank you
for letting me have that. I do want to say, though,
that I consider all of you to be fantastic role
players and peers, and I genuinely consider myself to be
like the least skilled role player here, and you all
inspire me to bring my best because I don't want
to let anybody down. And I know you all think
I did a really good job, blake, But I feel
like you can thank yourselves, and you can thank this
entire cast chat for motivating me to raise myself up
to your level, because I just look around me and
I just see all of these talented people and I
just feel like I'm just I shouldn't be here. I
said no at the beginning because people was like being
this with all these people, and I was like, I
cannot share a screen with these people. They're so good.
I can't do the things that they do. I can't
go to the levels that you guys can get to,
either in skill or like the way that CK is
able to weaponize the emotions that she feels and the
way that KPP can do it. The way that you
guys are just unbelievably good at this is insane to me.
And I feel like what you did was you inspired
me and you motivate me to really bring my best
and try my best, and that's kind of hard for
me to do. I don't like doing that. I'm not
a very passionate person. I'm scared to do it. And
the fact that you guys can draw that out of me,
and the fact that you think that I did a
good job, I feel like I owe you thanks for it. Really,
I've loved the entire show. I've loved watching it, and
I've loved being in the scenes with you. And that
includes PB, who continues to be the most unique GM
I have ever had the pleasure of witnessing and now
had the pleasure of playing it in her campaign and PB,
I'm so proud of you and this campaign. And she
has this special X factor that she applies to these
shows and it's just no one can replicate it. Whatever
she does will be the only thing you'll ever see
like it. I can't wait to see what you do next.
I know that everyone here is going to be in it,
and I'm really looking forward to seeing what everybody does.
And it's one of the best casts I've ever seen.
Chemistry and synergy and teamwork was just unreal. And I
loved it. I absolutely loved it. And I'm so grateful
to have met everybody here and to have been able
to role play alongside you. And You've inspired me and
you've made me feel like a better person, and I'm
trying to and I try, and that's it's special to me.
So even if you use a memory, I'm not going
to forget it. I'll never forget it. So thank you
so much for letting me be me, and I appreciate
you all.
Speaker 2: I have oh that thank you, Bradley Wait.
Speaker 16: I also have something.
Speaker 2: Okay.
Speaker 16: I was talking a lot about characters this whole time,
but I really this entire time, every episode, especially towards
the end of it all, I was feeling super and
of course in the beginning as well, I mean the
first episode of having to be on with all these
amazing people and to not be and to never really
interact or role play with a good chunk of these
people before uh and some of these just these these
greats has been just it's been just nothing but an
entire uh like feeling of just like I feel like
a mouse amongst giants when I'm here, uh and role
playing with all of you. I've been really quiet and
shy throughout this whole thing. And that's because I've just
been just been sucked in imposter syndrome. And just as
time goes on, and as we've been growing to play
with each other and and and learn more about each other,
and uh, I guess expose I guess there's not really
a great frame of context here, but when we when
we expose the raw parts of ourselves to one another
in telling a story the greatest way of the greatest
social dialogue that ever can be, and one that I
am very passionate about. Means so much to me that
I was able to do and to play in the
medium that I love, and to learn from all of
you and to learn who you all are and to
call you all friends of mine. And it's taking a
lot for me to just get through this, but you
all mean so much to me, and you are all inspirations,
all an inspiration to me, and when it comes to
channel and production and to professionalism and everything like that,
and just it really does mean a lot to just
be here. So thank you all for everything. I truly
mean that.
Speaker 8: And I'll say something nice about Baybe.
Speaker 2: No, I'm going now, I'm going to I'm going to
say my thing now or I won't be able to
make it out of here. Okay, So just a couple
of things I have to tell you guys before we
wrap up today. First thing is, Jesus, the the creator
of Neberu, is putting a creature in the new supplement
with thanks to the Table's toy community, and it is
I'm I'm going to share just a little bit of
the blurb with you guys. It's a bacteria like organism
that SAPs memories like a lot of Naberu life forms.
Its name and shape resembles something like an earthborn species,
so I'm going with forget me nots. It's a flowery
growth that will grow along the spine and it normally
wouldn't affect humans, but given the condition of the vagabond mind,
it's easy to affect player characters. So the Forget Me
Nots will be in the next supplement with a dedication
to the show and tables Tory and I think that's
amazing and that was created by the community. We got
together and we did that. Second thing is Peachy's second
album that you guys have been begging for for the
music drop today. You can find it on you can
find it on Spotify and Apple, all those things. The
next thing I wanted to mention was the community got
together and shared some of their own personal memories after
the Decks All Ead episode, and I was so touched
by that. We weren't able to put them each individually
into the show, but I would like to let you
know I will be narrating those individual memories and releasing
them as a special thing after Gone is over. So
thank you for those Thank you everyone for loving this show.
Thank you for every theory, art, fan music, and every
time you shared our show. Trivia and Siegel, thank you
for the amazing Octahedron music gift for the cast Ricardo
whose remixes ended up being a break staple. Thank you
so much, Lucifer and Mergles for the art in the show,
and myrgles, my bestie for writing that beautiful intro dialogue
that I used in the trailer, and I gave her
a very weird prompt and she just ran with it
and it was amazing. And for both forgiving me for
at times asking her opinion and at other times refusing
to spoil her. So Peachy, who did so much more
than make music for this show. Thank you for all
the little details, for putting up with my crazy metaphor
and tidbits I wanted to put in the show. Thank
you for the last minute sound engineering. Thank you for
your part in making this show beautiful. Zeke. When Zeke
and I talked about Mori's departure, it was an hour
long conversation about philosophy. We barely even spoke about the show,
and the moment he departed on the show was actually impromptu.
We weren't really expecting it for another week or two,
but when it happened, it was perfect. Your commitment and
understanding to me in my direction in an unspoken way,
has helped me in ways I cannot put into words.
It is an honor to GM for you.
Speaker 8: Packs.
Speaker 2: Very few people have the ability to make a character
so memorable within the first five minutes of meeting them.
I said this already, but I still share the opening
of episode five to nearly everyone who comes into my chat.
Thank you for giving me one hundred and ten percent
of yourself during your short time with us.
Speaker 8: C K.
Speaker 2: There's a level of energy that you always bring to
your characters, a beast mode if you would. You're unafraid
to go to dark places and moments, but you always
do it with such grace and dare I say, class,
I know I can count on you to go to
those dark places myth. I fell in love with Run.
What started as maybe a simple clas villain quickly became
a tragic hero, and your betrayal made him so human.
He really spoke to me in a lot of ways
that I wasn't expecting, and you were a role player
on my dream to GM four bucket list. So thank
you for the courage and the nuance that you brought
to Run. All Right, Dan, our very first show together,
you surprised me by turning my character, who was a
robot into a fleshy human. It made her arc take
a new direction, one I couldn't have planned for, and
was incredibly grateful for midway through this show, I realized
I might be able to do the same thing for you.
You played a very difficult character in the show, and
I admire the hell out of you and I'm honored
to have you at my table. Kpp. You never give
less than your best for the show. I've watched you
grow through Nocturne and now Gone, and it's been a pleasure.
Yourself and your vulnerability to every senior in and you
go above and beyond to lift up the other players
in the room. When the light is on you, you
steal the show. I admire your art piece skills so much.
I begged brad multiple times to put me on dying
order just for a chance to play with you. Jesus
christ Uh Bradley, you said no.
Speaker 20: To me no less than three times to be on
this show. Thank you for finally saying yes. Your dedication
and commitment to your characters is unlike anyone else. You
know them in and out in ways very few do.
And you're one of the best role players I know.
You handle Blake and my show with such care and love.
You're one of my best friends and it was an
honored GM for you.
Speaker 2: Speth. I know these two aren't here, but I gotta
do it. Sbeth is another one of my bucket lists.
Plays her moment, Your Moment, Your Revelation is both Speth
and Autumn will remain in my heart for the rest
of my life. When I wrote the show, I said, oh, man,
it would be cool if but then I said that
probably won't happen. But you did it. Your soft and
tender Autumn is someone I admire, as are you John.
I knew I wanted to GM for you when you
were in Dark Fire, but she blew me away during Gone.
I think I speak for the entire audience when I
say that we all felt what Dex felt. Your authentic
and vulnerable portrayal of him brought so much to this show,
and I'm so grateful that you said yes, and to
each and every one of you. I set out to
do something incredibly ambitious, and it wouldn't have been possible
without each of you. I'm very proud of what we've
done here, and I don't think it's too bold to
say we helped some people with this show. This show
will forever be a golden artifact for me. It is
an honor to GM for you. But I hope you
all know it is my dream to one day play
alongside you. That's it, and I think we should probably
wrap up now.
Speaker 8: Ah.
Speaker 10: We all just unanimously agree that Pep is a god,
and I would I would skip some a family member's
funeral if anyone.
Speaker 2: Was alive to arpe with her.
Speaker 8: Like.
Speaker 14: The only thing is my hard and fast rule is
if TB asked me to RP something, I say yes, yep, yep.
Speaker 2: I love when Pep hits me up with, oh do
you have time for this? And I'm like, hitch, let
me just clear my desk, let me just make time.
Speaker 5: Hold on, throw his poodle out the window.
Speaker 2: Read honestly, it's sorry. I couldn't look at you while
I was reading that, but I probably would have had
a total mountdown. But I just thank you guys for
thank you guys for bringing one hundred and ten and
just being amazing. And my cat is me owing because
he thinks I'm having a heart attack.
Speaker 4: Well, shall we just just think peeb Yeah, you know
how those you you were talking about your bucket list
and that kind of stuff. After these two shows that
you've done, I bet I bet you're on a lot
of people's bucket list.
Speaker 10: Oh my god, round of applause for peeb before we
leave and being an amazing Thanks everything.
Speaker 2: Friends, thank you for watching Gone and I'll be back
next week with Peache for music and GM roundtable bit. Okay,
I love you all, very very very much. I'm gonna
take us out now with the end screen because I
have nothing else to do, so I'm doing it. Bye
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