WEBVTT 1 00:00:00.120 --> 00:00:06.839 From Workhouse Connect and aj Benza fame. Uh, he'd liked 2 00:00:06.839 --> 00:00:09.160 to be walked on a leash and play really dirty, 3 00:00:09.279 --> 00:00:12.519 kinky sex games. He's uh the guy put the cock 4 00:00:12.800 --> 00:00:18.960 in the Peacock network. Okay, bitch, Hey, everybody, aj Benzy 5 00:00:19.000 --> 00:00:21.039 here with fame as a bitch. This is your daily 6 00:00:21.120 --> 00:00:27.199 Unfiltered podcast for August twelfth, twenty twenty six. Eight one 7 00:00:27.440 --> 00:00:33.119 two to zero two six. I like it, although there 8 00:00:33.159 --> 00:00:35.320 is an odd number, but we can, you know, we can. 9 00:00:35.479 --> 00:00:38.359 We can deal with that. It's been a while, couple 10 00:00:38.399 --> 00:00:41.439 of days. I gotta be honest. I since I've gotten 11 00:00:41.479 --> 00:00:49.200 home from Illinois, Oh my clock is just off. I'm 12 00:00:49.000 --> 00:00:52.520 I'm staying up till two fifty five in the morning, 13 00:00:52.679 --> 00:00:56.119 going to bed, waking up at three fifty Like what what? 14 00:00:56.679 --> 00:00:59.399 How can I get one hour sleep? I don't understand 15 00:00:59.399 --> 00:01:01.799 what's going on? You know. I did the podcast this 16 00:01:01.880 --> 00:01:04.640 morning with Mike and Kenny. We did everything was a 17 00:01:04.640 --> 00:01:08.239 bitch and I'm like, I woke up at seven am 18 00:01:09.439 --> 00:01:12.319 and I had a to do a podcast with Craig 19 00:01:12.439 --> 00:01:17.200 Kilbourne at eight am, and I love I Oh fucking crowd. 20 00:01:17.920 --> 00:01:21.760 Craig Kilbourne is the best. He came out with his 21 00:01:22.680 --> 00:01:27.879 talk show and change the game. I mean, I'm being 22 00:01:27.920 --> 00:01:32.200 honest watching him do his podcast. He used to announce himself, 23 00:01:33.239 --> 00:01:35.640 you know, he would say Greg Kilbourne and then run 24 00:01:35.640 --> 00:01:40.719 out to play that funky music white Boy. He was amazing. 25 00:01:41.000 --> 00:01:43.959 He had a lot of hot actresses and models that 26 00:01:44.000 --> 00:01:46.840 he'd have on. He'd chat with them and man, I 27 00:01:47.040 --> 00:01:49.120 love that show. And I'm like, oh, I got to 28 00:01:49.200 --> 00:01:52.680 do a show like that, and then I did. But 29 00:01:53.439 --> 00:01:57.640 the people at E who didn't want to know about 30 00:01:57.680 --> 00:02:01.359 that after four weeks, What can I tell you? But yeah, 31 00:02:01.560 --> 00:02:06.040 kill Bohmer's great. He begins. He ends each show with 32 00:02:06.280 --> 00:02:10.800 asking you your five favorite movies. I'm like Godfather one 33 00:02:10.840 --> 00:02:16.599 and two, Good Fellas, Brownstail, Casino, you can throw in Shortshank, Redemption, 34 00:02:16.879 --> 00:02:21.439 Slums of Beverly Hills, Sunset Boulevard, throw them all in there, 35 00:02:21.639 --> 00:02:25.159 because oh man, I love those movies. And you know, 36 00:02:25.199 --> 00:02:28.680 I didn't want to bring this up, but when I 37 00:02:28.840 --> 00:02:33.080 was at E and there was this really oh my god. 38 00:02:33.199 --> 00:02:36.719 She was such a sweetie, a beautiful girl with long 39 00:02:36.879 --> 00:02:43.199 black hair and dark eyes. And she worked on the 40 00:02:43.240 --> 00:02:48.520 weekends to be Princess Jasmine at Disneyland, right, I mean 41 00:02:48.560 --> 00:02:51.199 it was perfect. She had the long hair, the eyes, 42 00:02:51.240 --> 00:02:56.080 she was gorgeous. And you know, I ended up dating 43 00:02:56.120 --> 00:02:59.960 her and she told me, you know I used to 44 00:03:00.680 --> 00:03:03.560 killed one. I go, oh, really in my capacity? Well, 45 00:03:03.719 --> 00:03:07.560 you know, I was just like, I don't know. She 46 00:03:07.680 --> 00:03:11.039 was like an assistant in some bullshit, and he liked 47 00:03:11.039 --> 00:03:14.599 her a lot. There was a lot to like about her, 48 00:03:14.680 --> 00:03:20.639 trust me. And she told me one day that they 49 00:03:20.680 --> 00:03:23.240 were having some fun and he and he was getting 50 00:03:23.439 --> 00:03:25.840 people in his office and he says, stay in the closet, 51 00:03:25.919 --> 00:03:29.479 don't don't say anything, don't make a move. He put 52 00:03:29.520 --> 00:03:33.719 them in the fucking closet for like an hour. I'm like, no, 53 00:03:34.599 --> 00:03:36.919 why would he do that? Oh, it was no a 54 00:03:37.000 --> 00:03:39.759 big deal. It is a big deal. You can't be 55 00:03:39.800 --> 00:03:43.639 in the closet for an hour. You're a human being. Yeah, 56 00:03:43.680 --> 00:03:46.879 but he had a lot to lose. I don't get it. 57 00:03:46.919 --> 00:03:51.439 So I tried to bring it up by saying, hey, 58 00:03:51.639 --> 00:03:53.879 I had an assistant Mark and he that worked for you. 59 00:03:53.960 --> 00:03:57.879 Do you remember. He's like, no, I can't place it. Okay, 60 00:03:58.879 --> 00:04:01.960 I'm sure you can't, But I tell you what. Creig 61 00:04:02.080 --> 00:04:08.199 Kilboyt has learned how to live the wonderful sweet life. 62 00:04:08.240 --> 00:04:13.479 This fucking guy. Check his Instagram page at this guy's 63 00:04:13.639 --> 00:04:16.720 living life. I mean he was on Sports Center then 64 00:04:16.759 --> 00:04:20.120 at his talk show. He's done nothing since then, although 65 00:04:20.160 --> 00:04:26.120 he's directing a movie about himself with some actors involved. 66 00:04:26.120 --> 00:04:28.120 I'm like what he's like, Yeah, I want to do 67 00:04:28.199 --> 00:04:34.000 this and this is where I've Yeah, he's directing a 68 00:04:34.120 --> 00:04:38.959 movie called The Life Golden. I love that title. The 69 00:04:39.040 --> 00:04:44.199 Life Golden, starring Lauren Jerman and Tom Byrne. Don't know them. 70 00:04:44.480 --> 00:04:47.560 Can I tell you some I watched a movie the 71 00:04:47.600 --> 00:04:51.560 other night, Lay the Favorite. It's on Amazon product, not 72 00:04:51.600 --> 00:04:54.000 a big movie. It's sucking Bruce Wille's while he was 73 00:04:54.040 --> 00:04:58.319 still standing up and being Bruce. It's Vince Flawn. You know. 74 00:04:58.399 --> 00:05:06.759 It's bookies and gambling. And my goodness, this actress, Rebecca Hole. 75 00:05:07.759 --> 00:05:12.879 Where where has she been? I am? I am crazy 76 00:05:13.000 --> 00:05:18.360 about Rebecca Hole. This girl is on fire. Oh yeah, no, 77 00:05:18.519 --> 00:05:20.800 look up, Rebecca Hall. You have no idea? And watch 78 00:05:20.879 --> 00:05:23.800 that movie? What the hell is it called? I don't 79 00:05:23.839 --> 00:05:28.040 know Lay the Favorite. Watch Lay the Favorite and watch 80 00:05:28.199 --> 00:05:32.759 her smile, her dimples, her cheeks, her teeth. She's gonna 81 00:05:33.600 --> 00:05:43.040 she's gonna bowl you over. I mean, she really will yesterday, 82 00:05:43.879 --> 00:05:46.120 one of you reached out to me and said, heja 83 00:05:46.240 --> 00:05:50.720 you okay, I'm just considered. I'm fine. You know you 84 00:05:50.720 --> 00:05:54.040 you listen to me every single day of the week. 85 00:05:54.279 --> 00:05:56.519 There's gonna be days I don't sound that good, I 86 00:05:56.519 --> 00:05:59.079 don't feel that good. But that's just the way it is. 87 00:05:59.120 --> 00:06:00.720 You grabbed the mic and you do what the fuck 88 00:06:00.800 --> 00:06:04.360 you gotta do. But don't worry, man, I'm here, I'm cool, 89 00:06:04.439 --> 00:06:08.519 I'm good. Don't worry about me. And you know, I 90 00:06:09.519 --> 00:06:13.519 told Rosalie I didn't want to do this when when 91 00:06:13.600 --> 00:06:16.480 my brother in law Jack was alive. I just felt 92 00:06:17.439 --> 00:06:23.720 funny doing that. But you know, Rosalie dated sorry. When 93 00:06:23.720 --> 00:06:26.879 she was in high school, she was the head twirler 94 00:06:27.519 --> 00:06:31.839 and the quarterback at Neutrich High School in Brooklyn was 95 00:06:31.839 --> 00:06:35.480 a guy named Louis Day don't handsome as hell, looked 96 00:06:35.519 --> 00:06:40.000 like a young sly stallone. Rosalie was crazy about him 97 00:06:40.000 --> 00:06:43.920 and it, you know, I mean she still talks about Louis. 98 00:06:44.000 --> 00:06:49.199 You know. He was eventually the acting boss of the 99 00:06:49.319 --> 00:06:54.279 Luks organized crime family. They called them Louis Bagels or 100 00:06:55.519 --> 00:06:58.439 Cross Bay Lout because he was off the Cross Bay Boulevard. 101 00:06:59.199 --> 00:07:02.079 But he got he got sentenced to life in prison, 102 00:07:02.399 --> 00:07:06.480 no chance of parole. He killed two people, two mob informers. 103 00:07:07.240 --> 00:07:14.000 And you know, he's a fucking killer man, like the 104 00:07:14.120 --> 00:07:16.240 kind of killer that puts two bullets in the back 105 00:07:16.240 --> 00:07:19.560 of someone's head and puts a fucking burden in their 106 00:07:19.639 --> 00:07:22.959 mouth because they talk too much. That's that's what Louis did. 107 00:07:24.519 --> 00:07:28.839 He rose up quickly, you know, through the ranks. He 108 00:07:29.040 --> 00:07:32.079 was acting Coppo, then he was Consolieri, then he was 109 00:07:32.160 --> 00:07:38.639 acting boss. But you know he had two associates back then, 110 00:07:40.199 --> 00:07:45.120 uh Red Gilmore and who the hell was that a guy? 111 00:07:46.720 --> 00:07:53.079 Alfons de Arco. Yeah, Bruno Faciola. He's a rat. His daughter, 112 00:07:53.160 --> 00:07:58.680 who I love. She's gorgeous. She was on the The 113 00:07:58.720 --> 00:08:03.399 Mob Wives show. Oh god, she was so pretty. But 114 00:08:03.480 --> 00:08:08.439 that's her dad. And you know Louis, I mean, Louis 115 00:08:08.519 --> 00:08:12.360 was a major Mafio said, I'm always like Rosalie, you 116 00:08:12.439 --> 00:08:15.040 could have been a mom wife. I know, I mean 117 00:08:15.120 --> 00:08:18.399 you that was actually what you were gonna be. I know. 118 00:08:21.639 --> 00:08:26.040 He put a dead canary, all right, He got a 119 00:08:26.079 --> 00:08:28.920 dead canary and put it in a freezer. Then he 120 00:08:29.120 --> 00:08:32.960 arranged with two of his associates to get fat Schola 121 00:08:33.039 --> 00:08:37.320 into a garage, and when this guy saw the people, 122 00:08:38.120 --> 00:08:41.799 he ran, but Louis chased him down and dragged him back, 123 00:08:42.279 --> 00:08:44.240 and he was stamped. He was shot in the head 124 00:08:44.759 --> 00:08:49.600 and shot in both eyes, by the way, and they 125 00:08:49.639 --> 00:08:52.240 took that canary and put it in his mouth to say, 126 00:08:52.600 --> 00:08:54.639 you singing to the fence, You're gonna get your head 127 00:08:54.639 --> 00:08:58.200 blown off. They found nobody in Brooklyn days later, stuffed 128 00:08:58.240 --> 00:09:00.840 in the trunk of his own car. That's what New 129 00:09:00.919 --> 00:09:02.759 York City was like. I don't know where you live. 130 00:09:03.799 --> 00:09:06.519 I mean, I don't know. I mean, this is what 131 00:09:06.639 --> 00:09:08.440 we grew up with in New York. We heard this 132 00:09:08.720 --> 00:09:13.159 all the time. It was kind of cool, like, oh 133 00:09:13.240 --> 00:09:16.799 my god, this guy just got his hands chopped off. 134 00:09:17.000 --> 00:09:19.919 He you know, when when I was a young kid, 135 00:09:20.080 --> 00:09:24.799 my father I had a friend named Freddie Mozzarella. Freddie 136 00:09:24.840 --> 00:09:29.039 was a big dude, three hundred pounds, white white Lincoln 137 00:09:29.120 --> 00:09:32.159 town car. He had a pull queue in the back 138 00:09:32.240 --> 00:09:34.759 window and he said, I don't play pool. I use 139 00:09:34.799 --> 00:09:37.639 it for other reasons we knew, and he would tell 140 00:09:37.679 --> 00:09:42.639 me over dinner how he punched padlocks open and put 141 00:09:42.720 --> 00:09:46.559 guy's teeth on the curb and smashed their head. And 142 00:09:46.639 --> 00:09:49.120 he said, there were chick lits all over the place. 143 00:09:49.200 --> 00:09:52.039 That's what I did. I mean, it was, this was 144 00:09:52.200 --> 00:09:56.200 Sunday dinner, and asked Freddy telling me everything, and my 145 00:09:56.279 --> 00:09:59.919 father's laugh and my mother's laughing, and you know, then 146 00:10:00.039 --> 00:10:02.600 you go to Rosy's backyard and the fucking ducks in 147 00:10:02.720 --> 00:10:07.320 Rosy's backyard would start chasing him, flying eight inches off 148 00:10:07.320 --> 00:10:09.759 the ground, and he'd be like, get the fuck. He 149 00:10:10.080 --> 00:10:12.759 was gonna shoot them. He had white pat and leather 150 00:10:12.840 --> 00:10:15.480 shoes and he'd run to the fence and go, I'm 151 00:10:15.480 --> 00:10:19.759 gonna shoot these motherfucking ducks. He was petrified of ducks. 152 00:10:22.960 --> 00:10:27.720 Those guys, man, those guys who were involved in uh 153 00:10:28.120 --> 00:10:32.240 in the mob or I mean, I wish you could 154 00:10:32.279 --> 00:10:36.559 know them, because some of them have just so many 155 00:10:36.639 --> 00:10:40.960 great stories. They're not what you read about the regular people, 156 00:10:41.000 --> 00:10:44.200 but they have this past obviously. But when you hear 157 00:10:44.240 --> 00:10:46.559 them talk and you hear them being scared about a 158 00:10:46.679 --> 00:10:50.159 duck or whatever the fuck heights or whatever, you just go, oh, 159 00:10:50.240 --> 00:10:53.720 they're normal like me. But they're not normal like us. 160 00:10:53.840 --> 00:11:02.519 They're crazy, right. I mean, there's a joke that begins 161 00:11:03.639 --> 00:11:07.919 with a man and he's got this beautiful garden with flowers, 162 00:11:07.960 --> 00:11:12.519 and plants, even vegetables. And somebody comes over and say, hey, 163 00:11:12.559 --> 00:11:16.559 it's a great garden. And the guy says God's best work. 164 00:11:17.879 --> 00:11:20.519 And the guy who owns the garden says, you should 165 00:11:20.519 --> 00:11:23.080 have seen it before he was in charge of it. 166 00:11:23.519 --> 00:11:27.440 So sometimes we can do things I hesitate to say 167 00:11:27.480 --> 00:11:31.559 better than God. But you're you're, you're, you're giving something. 168 00:11:31.720 --> 00:11:34.759 You gotta make it work. And whether it's a garden 169 00:11:35.000 --> 00:11:38.000 or a life or a show, whatever the fuck, you 170 00:11:38.120 --> 00:11:43.840 just gotta make it work, you know. I mean, I'm sorry, 171 00:11:43.840 --> 00:11:46.080 this show is going every which way, but Louis, but 172 00:11:46.799 --> 00:11:48.879 you know, we all walk around, like, let's be honest, 173 00:11:48.960 --> 00:11:53.039 we all walk we all walk around. Then we feel 174 00:11:53.080 --> 00:11:56.759 alive or we are alive, let's put it that way. 175 00:11:56.799 --> 00:12:03.159 But don't don't don't many of us feel dead? I mean, 176 00:12:03.320 --> 00:12:07.039 really think about it. We're walking around, but isn't there 177 00:12:06.879 --> 00:12:10.279 are times you feel I'm fucking dead. This is you know, 178 00:12:11.399 --> 00:12:14.399 so you always got to do something that makes you 179 00:12:14.440 --> 00:12:17.519 feel alive. And I've done that and it's got me 180 00:12:17.559 --> 00:12:21.679 in trouble because I've you know, I've done I've leaned 181 00:12:21.720 --> 00:12:25.279 over too far and I've gotten myself into shit because 182 00:12:26.039 --> 00:12:28.080 you know, I don't even know what to say. But 183 00:12:28.559 --> 00:12:31.679 you know, you want to feel alive, so you do 184 00:12:31.759 --> 00:12:35.840 whatever you can to feel alive. And sometimes that's dangerous, 185 00:12:36.279 --> 00:12:41.799 you know, sometimes it's whatever. But that's what you gotta do. Man. 186 00:12:43.679 --> 00:12:45.480 I mean, I'll tell you right now, are you ready 187 00:12:45.480 --> 00:12:48.440 for this? There's no Sammy Davis Junius out there anymore? 188 00:12:48.679 --> 00:12:51.159 There's not. There's not a lot of guys who's singing, 189 00:12:51.320 --> 00:12:55.840 dance act and can be fucking crazy for weeks on it. 190 00:12:56.600 --> 00:12:59.720 Who Who are where are they? Who is it Clony? 191 00:12:59.840 --> 00:13:03.399 Is Sean Pan? Is it Robert Downey? No, they're all 192 00:13:03.440 --> 00:13:06.320 caged up in there a million dollar mansions. They're not 193 00:13:06.399 --> 00:13:09.440 doing What the fuck these guys did the Sammy Davis 194 00:13:09.480 --> 00:13:13.360 is those were men being men. I don't know. I 195 00:13:13.440 --> 00:13:17.600 just kind of I thought about this and it made 196 00:13:17.639 --> 00:13:21.799 me crazy, you know, I just don't. I talked to 197 00:13:21.840 --> 00:13:25.559 Craig Kilbourne today about life and about Hollywood, and I'm like, 198 00:13:25.960 --> 00:13:29.600 it ain't the same. I call him Kilby. I love 199 00:13:29.639 --> 00:13:32.919 what he's done with his life. He's so cool. I'm like, Kilby, 200 00:13:32.960 --> 00:13:35.080 it ain't the same, man. I mean, we used to 201 00:13:35.080 --> 00:13:39.080 play basketball in open gym when let Himan first came 202 00:13:39.120 --> 00:13:41.919 out and Larry Bud Melman was on this show, and 203 00:13:41.960 --> 00:13:45.159 we'd sit there and go, did you see Larry Bud Melbourne? 204 00:13:45.240 --> 00:13:47.600 Who is this guy? This is the funniest thing in 205 00:13:47.639 --> 00:13:52.480 the world. And we were so into that. And then 206 00:13:53.639 --> 00:13:57.679 years later Craig Kilbourne show comes on. He was a 207 00:13:57.720 --> 00:14:02.039 sports center sports He was great at that. You could 208 00:14:02.039 --> 00:14:05.159 tell he had a fancy noess to his attitude. You 209 00:14:05.159 --> 00:14:07.639 could tell he had more to say behind the words. 210 00:14:07.639 --> 00:14:10.960 And finally he gets a talk show and my goodness, 211 00:14:11.440 --> 00:14:16.679 he was great. Not only did he call, he announced himself. 212 00:14:18.159 --> 00:14:20.120 I mean, this is the best. He would be like 213 00:14:20.320 --> 00:14:24.159 ladies and gentlemen, Greg Gilbourt, and it was his voice, 214 00:14:24.440 --> 00:14:28.399 and he'd walk out with play that funky music, white 215 00:14:28.480 --> 00:14:32.799 boy behind him. I mean, he had every model on there, 216 00:14:33.120 --> 00:14:37.480 every chick who was hot. I gave him so much credit. Today, 217 00:14:37.519 --> 00:14:40.639 I'm like, Craig, no one has done it like you. 218 00:14:40.639 --> 00:14:43.399 You've learned to live your best life. You show us 219 00:14:43.519 --> 00:14:47.639 your best life. I'm in awe of what you do. Well, 220 00:14:47.679 --> 00:14:50.960 thank you, AJ And I just think I don't know 221 00:14:50.960 --> 00:14:52.879 what it's gonna air. He might hold it for a 222 00:14:52.879 --> 00:14:56.600 while because it's evergreen blah, blah blah, but I want 223 00:14:56.639 --> 00:14:59.240 them to do this show today. I don't think this 224 00:14:59.279 --> 00:15:01.960 show is going to be thirty minutes. I think it'll 225 00:15:01.960 --> 00:15:06.960 be shorter because I got a phone call today from 226 00:15:07.000 --> 00:15:12.879 an ex girlfriend, Rebecca Soda, and I love, Oh my god, 227 00:15:12.919 --> 00:15:15.799 that I love Rebecca. She was the best. She was 228 00:15:15.879 --> 00:15:22.279 my first New York City girlfriend. And you know, she 229 00:15:22.440 --> 00:15:25.919 was working at a bar, or a well not a bar, 230 00:15:26.000 --> 00:15:30.279 but a nightclub slash bar Cole Rouge, with which the 231 00:15:30.399 --> 00:15:32.600 Mafia owned. And I would go see her and I 232 00:15:32.639 --> 00:15:36.600 would just stare at her. Oh my god, that little 233 00:15:36.679 --> 00:15:40.960 pretty face, that bunch of black Puerto Rican hair, and 234 00:15:41.000 --> 00:15:46.679 that little five foot two body. Everything was perfect on Rebecca. 235 00:15:46.799 --> 00:15:50.120 She had these eyes that were so kind of sad, 236 00:15:50.159 --> 00:15:53.720 but they can turn happy in a minute. And you know, 237 00:15:53.799 --> 00:15:55.960 I couldn't date it right away because I knew she 238 00:15:56.039 --> 00:16:00.919 was dating somebody who was involved with the club. So 239 00:16:01.000 --> 00:16:03.600 I went to the Mafia guys. I said, listen, I 240 00:16:03.679 --> 00:16:05.960 really want to be with Rebecca. I don't know she's 241 00:16:06.000 --> 00:16:08.759 not happy with this guy, Nick, can you can you 242 00:16:08.799 --> 00:16:11.879 guys do something about this fucking kid. I mean, he walked, 243 00:16:12.080 --> 00:16:14.960 he climbed her fire escape, He walked into her sliding 244 00:16:15.000 --> 00:16:19.360 glass door. He was on top of her. Are you 245 00:16:19.399 --> 00:16:22.120 are you kidding me? Pal? No, that's what happened. I 246 00:16:22.200 --> 00:16:24.440 will take care of the pal and they took care 247 00:16:24.519 --> 00:16:28.600 of it. And Nikki never I don't know what happened 248 00:16:28.600 --> 00:16:33.080 to him. He wasn't killed, but he never went anywhere 249 00:16:33.240 --> 00:16:37.240 near Rebecca's apartment ever again. And her and I were together. 250 00:16:37.279 --> 00:16:40.840 When I met her, she was at the back bar. 251 00:16:41.159 --> 00:16:46.080 If you can just let me say this because it's important. 252 00:16:46.120 --> 00:16:47.799 I want this to be the free show. I want 253 00:16:47.799 --> 00:16:51.000 Rebecca to hear this because I love her. She's not 254 00:16:51.120 --> 00:16:57.519 doing well and that makes me sad. I walked in, 255 00:16:58.039 --> 00:17:04.400 Oh kind, I'm gonna cry. Sorry. I walked into the 256 00:17:04.440 --> 00:17:09.720 bar and she was in the back. Sometimes they have 257 00:17:09.799 --> 00:17:13.799 this little bar in the back for people, not the 258 00:17:13.839 --> 00:17:16.119 front bar, but the back bar, and Rebecca was there 259 00:17:16.160 --> 00:17:18.400 and I would just sit there and look at her 260 00:17:19.000 --> 00:17:22.799 and I was like God, I would say, you're so beautiful. 261 00:17:23.160 --> 00:17:26.039 I want to you know, I love to take you out. Well, 262 00:17:26.079 --> 00:17:28.279 I got a boyfriend, you know, and then little by 263 00:17:28.319 --> 00:17:31.920 little it became my boyfriend's a problem. And then I 264 00:17:31.920 --> 00:17:34.279 I took that news to the mafia and they took 265 00:17:34.359 --> 00:17:36.720 care of it, and I'm like, okay, now what We're 266 00:17:36.759 --> 00:17:39.839 gonna be together. And we were. And when I met her, 267 00:17:41.200 --> 00:17:45.000 Rebecca had lupus. Her two sisters had lupus. Her mother 268 00:17:45.160 --> 00:17:49.200 had lupus, I think. But her sisters were taking medication 269 00:17:49.319 --> 00:17:52.160 that made them heavy, like pregnant zone and things like that. 270 00:17:52.559 --> 00:17:57.640 And Rebecca never went that route. She went supplements and vitamins, 271 00:17:57.640 --> 00:17:59.880 and she changed her diet. I mean, when I would 272 00:18:00.160 --> 00:18:02.359 to her apartment, you have no idea the ship. She 273 00:18:02.400 --> 00:18:07.240 would unpack from her kitchen to make it. I mean, 274 00:18:08.240 --> 00:18:11.000 this sounds stupid, but she's the first person who made 275 00:18:11.000 --> 00:18:14.640 me eat mango, believe it or not. And I love mango. 276 00:18:14.759 --> 00:18:17.519 But she turned me on to it. But she wouldn't. 277 00:18:17.799 --> 00:18:23.039 I mean, she just she changed her whole lifestyle to 278 00:18:23.200 --> 00:18:27.920 not have the loopus effector like her sisters. And I 279 00:18:27.960 --> 00:18:30.240 would be with her, you know, we were dating. We 280 00:18:30.279 --> 00:18:33.039 would to other two three years and I'd be doing 281 00:18:33.160 --> 00:18:36.000 my nightly rounds doing gossip and I get a call 282 00:18:36.119 --> 00:18:40.039 from her and she called me pie. I called her Schmants. 283 00:18:40.160 --> 00:18:42.759 I don't even know why, but she was Schmantz. I 284 00:18:42.880 --> 00:18:46.759 was Pie Hi Pye. What's on? What's up? Smarts? Can 285 00:18:46.799 --> 00:18:49.279 you come by? Can you get me? Can you give 286 00:18:49.319 --> 00:18:52.480 me chicken and raisin? Come over? I've got the snipers 287 00:18:52.519 --> 00:18:55.720 in my back. That meant her spine was hurting her 288 00:18:55.759 --> 00:18:58.400 so much from her loop as. I'd run to the 289 00:18:58.440 --> 00:19:01.559 bodega downtown and get her chicken and rice and bring 290 00:19:01.599 --> 00:19:04.680 it up to her apartment on twenty fourth Street. The 291 00:19:04.799 --> 00:19:08.640 building was called Penny Lane, and I'd run up there, 292 00:19:08.759 --> 00:19:11.480 and oh she loved it. She set up in bed 293 00:19:11.599 --> 00:19:16.400 so happy, and he was fucking crazy. She had the 294 00:19:16.559 --> 00:19:20.599 craziest hair, Rebecca. I mean, it just was everywhere, man, 295 00:19:20.960 --> 00:19:25.000 but it was so sexy, and I'd lay with her 296 00:19:25.039 --> 00:19:27.079 for a while. I said, Mama, I got to go 297 00:19:27.200 --> 00:19:29.799 back out of you. Okay, it's okay. Bye, I'm okay now, 298 00:19:29.799 --> 00:19:32.359 I feel good, Thank you, Pye, and I go back 299 00:19:32.400 --> 00:19:35.880 out and do my rounds. The only time I took 300 00:19:35.880 --> 00:19:39.200 her out, oh my god, it was a horrible thing. 301 00:19:39.240 --> 00:19:41.480 I mean, she said, I want to go out with you, 302 00:19:41.559 --> 00:19:43.640 all right? Where do you want to go? Wherever you go, 303 00:19:43.720 --> 00:19:45.119 I want to be with you. So I'm going to 304 00:19:45.160 --> 00:19:48.119 Bowery Bar tonight, you know. I start there and then 305 00:19:48.160 --> 00:19:51.039 I moved to different places. I want to go it's okay, 306 00:19:51.119 --> 00:19:53.680 come with me, you know. I go to Bowery Bar 307 00:19:54.559 --> 00:19:59.400 and I see this knock out across the room looking 308 00:19:59.440 --> 00:20:02.240 at me and like kind of trying to say something 309 00:20:02.319 --> 00:20:06.440 to me. And I said to Rebecca, who is this? What? 310 00:20:06.960 --> 00:20:09.079 Hold on, han, I'll be right back. I go over 311 00:20:09.119 --> 00:20:15.839 to the girl beautiful, she's Princess X. She's at Polonia, 312 00:20:16.039 --> 00:20:19.559 Princess ex girl, and she's telling me I love your show. 313 00:20:19.640 --> 00:20:23.599 I watch you on the Gossip Show. Blah blah bah again, 314 00:20:23.799 --> 00:20:25.960 here's my number. Call me. I'm in La. If you 315 00:20:26.079 --> 00:20:28.960 come out, we'll hang out. I take her number. Rebecca's like, 316 00:20:29.559 --> 00:20:33.119 why the fuck would you? I said, Becky, it's just 317 00:20:33.200 --> 00:20:36.680 part of the job, honey, It's just it's just that's 318 00:20:36.680 --> 00:20:38.240 why they want to take you out, because you were 319 00:20:38.240 --> 00:20:41.440 going to be crazy about this kind of shit. It 320 00:20:41.599 --> 00:20:45.359 happens to me all the time. Well, fuck cutting out. 321 00:20:45.400 --> 00:20:48.400 Don't don't get mad at her. She's just trying to 322 00:20:48.440 --> 00:20:52.839 be you know, in the pages and you know relevant 323 00:20:52.920 --> 00:20:57.440 what have you. Don't worry about it. And I went 324 00:20:57.480 --> 00:21:01.240 to La and I called out Bolonia and we had 325 00:21:01.960 --> 00:21:05.720 we had lunch at some coffee shop on Melrose, and 326 00:21:05.799 --> 00:21:11.640 she was into God she was a born in young Christian. 327 00:21:11.680 --> 00:21:14.480 I mean there was I mean, it was like, what 328 00:21:14.559 --> 00:21:17.279 am I doing here? All she talked about was God. 329 00:21:17.480 --> 00:21:22.200 I'm like, okay, Chuck Ank Gill, you know, can I 330 00:21:22.240 --> 00:21:28.119 see Vanity please? I mean, you know I dated the 331 00:21:28.240 --> 00:21:32.519 chick wu dance for Prince in the video. The way 332 00:21:32.519 --> 00:21:35.039 you make me feel, I forget her name. I don't 333 00:21:35.039 --> 00:21:39.599 know what her fuck her name really cute girl. I've 334 00:21:39.680 --> 00:21:42.920 been around Prince's ex girlfriends. Him and I have the 335 00:21:42.960 --> 00:21:46.799 same taste, but that killed me that day that Rebecca 336 00:21:47.200 --> 00:21:50.759 saw that. So I've been trying to reach out to 337 00:21:50.839 --> 00:21:57.839 her for weeks, well months, because she loved Jack. She 338 00:21:58.079 --> 00:22:02.000 loved Papa, I mean they're both Puerto Rican and the 339 00:22:02.039 --> 00:22:05.480 way she treated Jack whenever she was at the house 340 00:22:05.680 --> 00:22:10.640 was in I mean she adored him, and adored Rosalie too, 341 00:22:10.680 --> 00:22:15.960 and Joey, Jackie. Everybody loved Becky. I mean, Becky was 342 00:22:16.240 --> 00:22:19.039 a sick You have to know this. There was a 343 00:22:19.079 --> 00:22:21.920 time when you know, Rebecca and I were not getting 344 00:22:21.920 --> 00:22:24.880 along and she was I mean, by the way, I 345 00:22:24.960 --> 00:22:27.720 fucking loved her, But there was a time when it 346 00:22:27.759 --> 00:22:31.279 wasn't going good and I was gonna pick her up 347 00:22:31.279 --> 00:22:33.400 and take it at Rosalies on a Sunday morning. But 348 00:22:33.559 --> 00:22:36.680 she wasn't ready. But bah bah, and she's calling me, 349 00:22:37.000 --> 00:22:41.000 and I'm with Johnny Boy and Jackie in the Mercedes 350 00:22:41.079 --> 00:22:45.480 going along Island. I got Rebecca on speakerphone and she's 351 00:22:45.519 --> 00:22:52.640 going turn the car round that Johnny Boy and Jackie. 352 00:22:53.079 --> 00:22:57.079 We said that to each other a million times, turn 353 00:22:57.200 --> 00:23:00.400 the car around. Because she wanted me to come back. 354 00:23:00.400 --> 00:23:02.279 I said, no, I'm not coming back. You were what 355 00:23:02.440 --> 00:23:05.279 the fuck were you? You were thirty minutes late? Fuck it? 356 00:23:05.359 --> 00:23:09.039 But I'm you know, oh my god. But she loved 357 00:23:09.160 --> 00:23:12.440 Jack and when he got cancer, I think the third time, 358 00:23:12.599 --> 00:23:16.440 she was like, Papa, here's supplements, here's vitamins, here's the books. 359 00:23:16.480 --> 00:23:19.880 You have to read. She gave him everything. He's like, oh, Rebecca, 360 00:23:19.920 --> 00:23:22.400 I don't think after Papa, you have to read this. 361 00:23:22.799 --> 00:23:28.000 She was such a sweetheart. And I remember we at 362 00:23:28.039 --> 00:23:34.720 some point went to Atlantis, right the Bahamas, Me, Rosalie, 363 00:23:34.839 --> 00:23:38.920 jack the kids, being Becky, and it was great. It 364 00:23:39.000 --> 00:23:43.119 was beautiful down there. And she woke up one morning 365 00:23:43.119 --> 00:23:46.240 in a bad mood. I don't know why, but I 366 00:23:46.319 --> 00:23:49.119 was a whipper snapper and I'm like, we go to 367 00:23:49.160 --> 00:23:51.839 the pool. I'm like, can you change your fucking attitude? 368 00:23:52.119 --> 00:23:55.119 And she's like, change your fucking attitude. I said, I 369 00:23:55.200 --> 00:23:58.720 will leave you so fast your head will spind. And 370 00:23:58.759 --> 00:24:02.160 that became a her and I said to each other 371 00:24:02.480 --> 00:24:06.480 for the next two years. Because I wasn't gonna leave her. 372 00:24:06.799 --> 00:24:09.119 I could never leave her. I loved it too much. 373 00:24:09.160 --> 00:24:13.119 But that statement was like, fuck you, I will leave you. 374 00:24:13.200 --> 00:24:17.640 Oh really okay, But I'm thinking about her a lot 375 00:24:17.640 --> 00:24:21.519 because I called her today, well, she called me after 376 00:24:21.640 --> 00:24:25.400 many messages on Facebook, and she's like, Pie, what's going 377 00:24:25.440 --> 00:24:29.000 on with Papa. I said he's gone, honey, Jackie's gone popy. 378 00:24:29.680 --> 00:24:31.960 She had no idea. I said, no, baby, it's all 379 00:24:32.000 --> 00:24:36.400 different now. Oh Pie, I'm so sorry. How about you? 380 00:24:36.480 --> 00:24:40.759 And she's not doing well. She's not doing well, she's sick. 381 00:24:41.599 --> 00:24:44.799 Why do I hear Why do I hear? Do you 382 00:24:44.799 --> 00:24:46.839 hear this noise in the fucking microphone? I don't know. 383 00:24:46.880 --> 00:24:50.440 I feel like I hear wind, there's no fan, there's 384 00:24:50.440 --> 00:24:52.839 no ac on. I don't know why I hear win anyhow, 385 00:24:54.200 --> 00:24:57.160 I'm sorry, and I'm like, oh, Becky, you know it's 386 00:24:57.200 --> 00:25:03.799 it's it's just different, baby. Oh, And she talked to me. 387 00:25:03.920 --> 00:25:07.359 We had an hour conversation and she's not doing well. 388 00:25:08.240 --> 00:25:10.519 Oh my god. She just texted me, how about this? 389 00:25:11.640 --> 00:25:18.079 How about this? I said, hearing your verse, hearing your 390 00:25:18.160 --> 00:25:22.000 voice turned to our past. You were the sexiest, baddest, 391 00:25:22.039 --> 00:25:25.240 sweetest girl I ever had. I want to come see you. 392 00:25:25.319 --> 00:25:28.480 I want to make you feel better, baby. And she said, oh, 393 00:25:31.079 --> 00:25:33.359 she said, I want to feel I feel too far 394 00:25:33.519 --> 00:25:36.279 gone at least to be seen right away, but you've 395 00:25:36.359 --> 00:25:39.880 inspired me to try harder. This disease is so painful. 396 00:25:40.480 --> 00:25:44.319 Oh man, Now you have to understand. Like when I 397 00:25:44.440 --> 00:25:48.480 fell in love with Rebecca, it was, you know, cataclysmic. 398 00:25:48.599 --> 00:25:51.039 It was like, oh my god, the first check in 399 00:25:51.039 --> 00:25:53.960 New York City, I felt for I mean, I was overborn. 400 00:25:54.759 --> 00:25:57.319 And she told me stories, and I've told you this 401 00:25:57.400 --> 00:26:01.160