WEBVTT 1 00:00:03.839 --> 00:00:05.879 Welcome back to the Black Girl Experience. 2 00:00:06.000 --> 00:00:08.839 I'm your host, Jasin Danielle, and I have a very 3 00:00:09.000 --> 00:00:11.759 very special guest with me today. I have my homegirl, 4 00:00:11.839 --> 00:00:20.320 Diana from Detroit to Dallas, and this bitch period what welcome? 5 00:00:20.440 --> 00:00:20.920 Welcome? 6 00:00:21.399 --> 00:00:22.679 I don't know if I feel like I should be 7 00:00:22.679 --> 00:00:25.920 looking at you were just looking at the TV and 8 00:00:26.000 --> 00:00:27.719 I can't see y'all. I got these on just for 9 00:00:27.760 --> 00:00:32.880 the vibes. Put your lips on the mic. I'm sure you're. 10 00:00:32.759 --> 00:00:40.200 Familiar, bitch speaking to the vibe. 11 00:00:40.200 --> 00:00:43.439 No, no, I just got my little glasses on for 12 00:00:43.479 --> 00:00:45.359 the vibes. But I really can't see shit right now. 13 00:00:45.399 --> 00:00:51.640 It's crazy. I'm not high, guys, don't worry. Yeah, So 14 00:00:51.719 --> 00:00:52.960 welcome to Dallas. 15 00:00:53.399 --> 00:00:56.280 Thank you. Even though it's fucking cold. I wasn't expecting 16 00:00:56.320 --> 00:00:56.920 that it is. 17 00:00:56.920 --> 00:00:59.600 It's cold as fuck, cold as fuck here. She was 18 00:00:59.640 --> 00:01:01.600 asking and like, I don't know, maybe a week or 19 00:01:01.640 --> 00:01:03.960 so ago, like what's what's the weather? Like I'm like, girl, 20 00:01:04.040 --> 00:01:07.079 just bring a jacket in, like some boots, but no, 21 00:01:07.319 --> 00:01:11.439 she is, it's given detrait, right, give it given Detroit. 22 00:01:11.840 --> 00:01:15.040 I will say, I feel like Texas wouldn't know winter 23 00:01:15.120 --> 00:01:18.120 if it hit it in the face though, because the 24 00:01:18.159 --> 00:01:20.159 other day we were supposed to have a winter mix 25 00:01:20.239 --> 00:01:24.280 which was supposed to be like rain and snow, and 26 00:01:24.319 --> 00:01:25.400 it really didn't do sit. 27 00:01:25.760 --> 00:01:27.480 It just rained really bad and it. 28 00:01:27.439 --> 00:01:30.319 Was about it. It was a blizzard and it's nothing 29 00:01:30.359 --> 00:01:34.400 on the ground. Yeah yeah, so yeah, they wouldn't know 30 00:01:34.439 --> 00:01:35.799 what to do because that one nothing. 31 00:01:36.200 --> 00:01:38.079 It ain't shit. And then everybody was like, oh my god, 32 00:01:38.079 --> 00:01:39.799 I'm so scared. I don't know how to drive in 33 00:01:39.840 --> 00:01:44.680 the snow. Like yeah, I was like, I'm going to 34 00:01:44.719 --> 00:01:46.280 get my hair retwisted. I don't know about y'all. 35 00:01:46.319 --> 00:01:50.280 I'm on the road, Okay, should we driving deeper shit 36 00:01:50.359 --> 00:01:51.400 than that? That one nothing? 37 00:01:51.920 --> 00:01:53.920 So what are you doing here in Dallas? 38 00:01:54.319 --> 00:01:57.200 So I'm here, I'm a here stylist by the way, everybody, 39 00:01:57.319 --> 00:02:00.560 and I'm here taking a class that I'm we're excited 40 00:02:00.560 --> 00:02:02.879 about and you have just trying to elevate this year. 41 00:02:03.480 --> 00:02:05.719 I will say Dianna is true to her craft. How 42 00:02:05.719 --> 00:02:06.599 long you been doing here? 43 00:02:08.560 --> 00:02:14.080 What's this two thousand? So I've been doing here fourteen years? 44 00:02:14.080 --> 00:02:15.879 Wow, I'm not gonna lie. 45 00:02:15.879 --> 00:02:17.759 I'm gonna be looking ahead because I don't I feel 46 00:02:17.759 --> 00:02:19.520 weird looking at I'm trying to look just to I 47 00:02:19.520 --> 00:02:20.879 don't know, I'm just looking ahead. 48 00:02:20.960 --> 00:02:25.199 I just feel weird looking this way. But no, fourteen 49 00:02:25.280 --> 00:02:26.639 years that's a long ass time. 50 00:02:26.719 --> 00:02:27.919 That is a long ass time. 51 00:02:28.879 --> 00:02:30.360 And what do you specialize in? 52 00:02:30.960 --> 00:02:34.560 I specialize and silk press, his color and haircuts. But 53 00:02:34.680 --> 00:02:36.560 I'm transitioning into doing. 54 00:02:36.800 --> 00:02:39.960 Short hair primarily y'all see the hair. Yeah you did 55 00:02:40.039 --> 00:02:40.560 y'all own hair. 56 00:02:40.840 --> 00:02:43.039 I actually have to fix it, girl, because I fucked. 57 00:02:43.159 --> 00:02:45.599 Up her shit looks good as herr hear, looks fly 58 00:02:45.639 --> 00:02:52.120 as fucked she got in the car. No, but yeah, 59 00:02:52.159 --> 00:02:54.439 Deanna been doing her thing. I feel like I've seen you, 60 00:02:56.680 --> 00:03:00.360 like through the years, like through your hair journey. 61 00:03:00.520 --> 00:03:05.479 Yeah for real. Yeah, and I've done just about everything, 62 00:03:06.080 --> 00:03:08.240 like everything. I can't even name nothing I haven't done. 63 00:03:09.000 --> 00:03:11.240 I don't even know what's your favorite thing to do 64 00:03:11.280 --> 00:03:11.560 with her? 65 00:03:11.639 --> 00:03:11.919 Color? 66 00:03:15.439 --> 00:03:18.560 Yeah, I will have to say color. I will have 67 00:03:18.560 --> 00:03:19.120 to say color. 68 00:03:19.919 --> 00:03:22.639 I will say Deanna has always inspired me, even though 69 00:03:22.680 --> 00:03:24.680 I'm not really I'm not really a person that steps 70 00:03:24.680 --> 00:03:28.080 outside of the boxer does anything different, oh ever, but 71 00:03:28.319 --> 00:03:31.680 it's inspiring to see somebody that's willing to try new 72 00:03:31.759 --> 00:03:34.319 things and just has a different sense of style. So 73 00:03:34.360 --> 00:03:38.400 that's what I. 74 00:03:34.840 --> 00:03:39.000 Think, thank you. I appreciate that you. 75 00:03:39.639 --> 00:03:41.560 So we we're just gonna take it back. She's like, 76 00:03:41.560 --> 00:03:43.560 what we gonna be on here talking about like is. 77 00:03:43.520 --> 00:03:45.000 It my first time y'all? 78 00:03:45.080 --> 00:03:47.680 So I'm like, we're just kicking the ship, just kicking 79 00:03:47.680 --> 00:03:47.960 the ship. 80 00:03:49.240 --> 00:03:51.479 So we're gonna take you back to two thousand and eight. 81 00:03:52.080 --> 00:03:53.000 We're gonna go there. 82 00:03:53.439 --> 00:03:55.560 The fact that we've probably known each other, like what 83 00:03:55.719 --> 00:04:00.800 is that like, oh, twenty. 84 00:04:02.120 --> 00:04:05.080 Almost twenty years since he'll be graduated in no age, 85 00:04:05.159 --> 00:04:07.479 so and I know you a little before that. 86 00:04:08.360 --> 00:04:09.280 So I don't even know. 87 00:04:09.360 --> 00:04:11.960 That's the thing, Like, I never remember when I first 88 00:04:12.000 --> 00:04:12.680 met somebody. 89 00:04:12.719 --> 00:04:16.959 Ever, I know it was a little bit. I would 90 00:04:17.000 --> 00:04:19.199 say this. I feel like we got closer towards the 91 00:04:19.319 --> 00:04:22.480 end of our senior year. We just talked it up 92 00:04:22.519 --> 00:04:26.040 to two thousand and eight. Yeah, yeah, yeah. 93 00:04:26.079 --> 00:04:28.120 What what is your very first memory of me? 94 00:04:29.800 --> 00:04:31.079 I don't want to say it all. 95 00:04:32.120 --> 00:04:34.199 No, we're here. Put it on the floor. What's your 96 00:04:34.319 --> 00:04:36.079 very first memory? 97 00:04:36.120 --> 00:04:38.160 It couldn't have it couldn't have been nothing crazy your 98 00:04:38.199 --> 00:04:39.040 first memory. 99 00:04:39.199 --> 00:04:44.040 No, it couldn't have been nothing crazy first memory. 100 00:04:45.360 --> 00:04:50.959 I don't know you being that gross on the hirleading team. Yeah, 101 00:04:51.399 --> 00:04:53.040 but crazy times. 102 00:04:53.839 --> 00:04:55.519 We're gonna get there already know where she's going. She 103 00:04:55.600 --> 00:04:59.800 going straight to eighteen Night. She's going straight to eighteen night. 104 00:05:00.000 --> 00:05:01.160 That was some crazy shit. 105 00:05:01.040 --> 00:05:02.240 Okay, so let's just back it up. 106 00:05:02.240 --> 00:05:05.319 Two thousand and eight, Deanna went to Southfield a thrip, 107 00:05:05.519 --> 00:05:10.959 which was right down the street from Birmingham Gross anytimes Like, well, 108 00:05:12.199 --> 00:05:14.680 I just posted on Instagram, I said, from Detroit to Dallas. Yeah, 109 00:05:14.759 --> 00:05:16.959 niggas be from Detroit. But we really went to school 110 00:05:17.000 --> 00:05:18.759 in the suburbs, so we really did. 111 00:05:18.839 --> 00:05:20.839 We really did. But no, it's so funny. 112 00:05:20.879 --> 00:05:23.079 I remember, like anytime that I would tell somebody that 113 00:05:23.120 --> 00:05:24.839 I went to girls, They'd be like, where's that at? 114 00:05:24.879 --> 00:05:26.560 And I'm like, do you know where Southfield A three is? 115 00:05:26.600 --> 00:05:29.360 It's literally a mile away, It's right down the street. 116 00:05:29.800 --> 00:05:31.360 That shit is so funny. But yeah, she went to 117 00:05:31.360 --> 00:05:36.879 Southfield a thrip and we met. I always say this. 118 00:05:37.439 --> 00:05:42.040 I feel like in life, I think you meet a 119 00:05:42.120 --> 00:05:45.800 lifetime friend from a relationship. I have another very close 120 00:05:45.800 --> 00:05:48.279 friend that I met like at the till end of 121 00:05:48.279 --> 00:05:50.079 my relationship with my baby daddy, and like me and 122 00:05:50.120 --> 00:05:53.160 her like best friends now and Damn and his I mean, 123 00:05:53.399 --> 00:05:55.519 you know, Ian and his best friends still best friends, 124 00:05:55.560 --> 00:05:57.959 but we I can't say we don't talk to them, 125 00:05:57.959 --> 00:06:00.360 but you know, you know what I'm saying, like, y'all, yeah, 126 00:06:00.439 --> 00:06:02.160 we don't fuck with them, but I still have a 127 00:06:02.160 --> 00:06:06.560 lifetime friend and the girl that I met through that relationship. 128 00:06:07.120 --> 00:06:10.000 And that's the same thing with you, Like Deanna is 129 00:06:10.040 --> 00:06:14.839 a lifetime friend. That shit is crazy, and we met, 130 00:06:15.079 --> 00:06:18.759 we really got close through I would say heartbreak a 131 00:06:18.839 --> 00:06:22.639 little bit someone well, not really well, I would say me, 132 00:06:22.680 --> 00:06:24.360 I don't know about damn. 133 00:06:24.399 --> 00:06:26.439 You ain't even got my friend till it was over. 134 00:06:27.600 --> 00:06:28.120 It was over. 135 00:06:28.160 --> 00:06:30.399 I would say, we went through a lot going through that. 136 00:06:30.800 --> 00:06:31.879 Yeah yeah, yeah, but I'm. 137 00:06:31.720 --> 00:06:34.720 Saying, okay, but you feel like we got closer through 138 00:06:34.759 --> 00:06:35.480 the heartbreak. 139 00:06:36.000 --> 00:06:37.800 Yeah, okay, Well. 140 00:06:37.839 --> 00:06:40.879 Whatever, I just know I met we I'm sorry, I'm 141 00:06:40.959 --> 00:06:44.839 name dropping. I'm name dropping today. I mean, everybody knows 142 00:06:44.879 --> 00:06:46.879 the situation, everybody, but. 143 00:06:48.839 --> 00:06:50.680 I don't. I do not remember the first time I 144 00:06:50.759 --> 00:06:51.959 met Deiana. I don't remember. 145 00:06:52.040 --> 00:06:56.360 I feel like the earliest memory that I have of us, I. 146 00:06:56.319 --> 00:06:58.319 Don't even know who house it was. I don't. 147 00:07:00.120 --> 00:07:02.800 No, we was never at Aaron house. It was like Roberts. 148 00:07:02.920 --> 00:07:05.199 I don't I can't even I don't know if it 149 00:07:05.240 --> 00:07:07.759 was like a grandma or somebody. It was somebody house. 150 00:07:07.800 --> 00:07:11.399 We used to be at what's it Daddy house, because 151 00:07:11.399 --> 00:07:13.959 I do remember going over there before. I don't know 152 00:07:14.040 --> 00:07:17.879 the only house that I remember Dary's driving over there. 153 00:07:18.000 --> 00:07:18.959 So it was. 154 00:07:18.959 --> 00:07:21.879 Somewhere in Detroit though it wasn't Stacey house. It was 155 00:07:21.879 --> 00:07:24.639 somebody We used to be at somebody house in Detroit. 156 00:07:24.879 --> 00:07:27.639 I don't know whatever the earliest. This is the earliest 157 00:07:27.680 --> 00:07:29.600 memory that I have. I just remember us being over 158 00:07:29.639 --> 00:07:32.240 there and this is kind of like, it's so funny. 159 00:07:32.240 --> 00:07:36.480 We was just talking about cast Tech holes in the car. 160 00:07:37.839 --> 00:07:41.360 We we were becoming fond of the cast Tech house. 161 00:07:42.199 --> 00:07:45.120 And that's just the earliest memory that I have. And 162 00:07:46.199 --> 00:07:47.879 I don't know at that time. I believe at that 163 00:07:47.879 --> 00:07:49.800 time like you and Darius was together, and I don't know, 164 00:07:49.839 --> 00:07:52.560 it was like, yeah, this is Deanna's Darius girlfriend, and 165 00:07:52.600 --> 00:07:54.519 I'm like okay, and then after that it was just 166 00:07:54.639 --> 00:07:56.639 like I feel like it was just us four. 167 00:07:56.959 --> 00:07:58.720 Yeah, it was for real. 168 00:07:59.040 --> 00:08:06.040 It was good, very good times, very good times. Do 169 00:08:06.120 --> 00:08:10.439 you have any other memories prior to eighteen hundred Nights? 170 00:08:11.839 --> 00:08:16.439 Mmm? You know, it's so crazy. I can't think of 171 00:08:16.519 --> 00:08:18.360 nothing prior to that night, and I said. 172 00:08:18.519 --> 00:08:20.160 I feel like And then I remember one time we 173 00:08:20.199 --> 00:08:22.800 was at the house and I think you had to 174 00:08:22.839 --> 00:08:23.720 go pick up Essence. 175 00:08:23.759 --> 00:08:25.199 She was in cheerleading or something. She was like, I 176 00:08:25.240 --> 00:08:26.120 gotta go pick up Essence. 177 00:08:26.959 --> 00:08:29.560 That shit used to get on my notes. So I 178 00:08:29.600 --> 00:08:31.360 was like, I don't give my fucking license to be 179 00:08:32.759 --> 00:08:34.559 taking this bitch everywhere I want to do. 180 00:08:34.559 --> 00:08:36.519 I don't think, no go get you like, like, no, 181 00:08:36.759 --> 00:08:39.679 I don't do it. Do you feel like you in? 182 00:08:39.799 --> 00:08:41.600 Essence was always close growing up. 183 00:08:42.200 --> 00:08:45.759 Absolutely, That's one thing that my mom did insteall of 184 00:08:45.879 --> 00:08:49.080 us growing up. You and your sister are your first friends, 185 00:08:49.080 --> 00:08:51.159 and that's all y'all gonna have is each other. If 186 00:08:51.159 --> 00:08:53.559 not nobody, if y'all don't ever have friends, y'all each 187 00:08:53.600 --> 00:08:56.080 other friends. And this is what happened. I remember the 188 00:08:56.120 --> 00:08:58.720 story when we was kids. One time me and her 189 00:08:58.720 --> 00:09:00.799 got into it because Essence was such a fucking break 190 00:09:01.559 --> 00:09:05.000 and I think my mama heard her call me. No, 191 00:09:05.080 --> 00:09:07.159 I call her a bitch, and she called me one back, 192 00:09:07.159 --> 00:09:07.759 and she came here and. 193 00:09:07.720 --> 00:09:09.840 She's like, don't I don't want to ever hear you. 194 00:09:09.759 --> 00:09:13.159 Say that shit again. And we was like and then 195 00:09:13.200 --> 00:09:15.519 after that that was it. But I feel like as 196 00:09:15.559 --> 00:09:17.960 she's grown older, we are like so of course, like 197 00:09:17.960 --> 00:09:20.559 I said, we've always been close, but like since we 198 00:09:20.679 --> 00:09:22.919 become adults, Like that's my role dog, Like if I 199 00:09:22.919 --> 00:09:24.799 don't have no friends, my sister's my friend. Like I 200 00:09:24.840 --> 00:09:26.720 go to her and tell her every fucking thing, Like 201 00:09:26.799 --> 00:09:30.240 she knows everything before anybody else anything. 202 00:09:29.919 --> 00:09:32.159 Like I wish sister. Yeah, I wish I had a sister. 203 00:09:32.159 --> 00:09:34.720 Now she get on my mother fucking hers but that's 204 00:09:34.759 --> 00:09:36.440 my dog. No, I want to trade my sister for 205 00:09:36.480 --> 00:09:36.840 the world. 206 00:09:36.919 --> 00:09:50.399 So what do you think so being a young black woman. 207 00:09:51.600 --> 00:09:54.919 And experience and all the things that you've experienced in life. 208 00:09:55.200 --> 00:09:58.840 I don't know, just kind of explain or describe your 209 00:09:58.879 --> 00:10:02.279 situation growing up up, like just as a young woman, 210 00:10:02.360 --> 00:10:05.519 like going through relationships, going through all of that, and 211 00:10:06.000 --> 00:10:10.600 like where you are now, Like what was your experience. 212 00:10:10.120 --> 00:10:12.759 Like growing up as a black woman. 213 00:10:14.440 --> 00:10:14.759 Hmmm. 214 00:10:15.879 --> 00:10:18.639 I would say it wasn't bad, but I would say 215 00:10:18.759 --> 00:10:26.320 I was and like a couple of crazy situations. What 216 00:10:26.440 --> 00:10:27.399 else could I say? 217 00:10:29.440 --> 00:10:30.440 How did like the. 218 00:10:32.039 --> 00:10:34.000 We now your dad passed away when you was young, 219 00:10:34.600 --> 00:10:38.879 but like how did that type of stuff like affect 220 00:10:39.000 --> 00:10:43.000 you and just like what was your relationship with like 221 00:10:43.000 --> 00:10:44.639 with your mom growing up and all of that, Like 222 00:10:44.679 --> 00:10:45.559 how did that really? 223 00:10:47.720 --> 00:10:49.879 I had a great I still obviously do, but have 224 00:10:49.919 --> 00:10:54.159 a great relationship with my mom. But I think once 225 00:10:54.200 --> 00:10:56.960 my dad passed, she had to be both parents, so 226 00:10:57.039 --> 00:10:59.720 she was like really strict, like really strict. I couldn't 227 00:10:59.720 --> 00:11:02.200 go of places, I couldn't do a lot, and I 228 00:11:02.200 --> 00:11:03.960 always just be like, why are you like that? And 229 00:11:04.000 --> 00:11:06.240 it's like, now that I'm grown, I understand she was 230 00:11:06.279 --> 00:11:09.399 protecting me because he wasn't there. Yeah, so I get 231 00:11:09.440 --> 00:11:11.200 it now, especially seeing all this shit going on with 232 00:11:11.240 --> 00:11:13.600 these kids. I'm like, ain't no damn way I can 233 00:11:13.679 --> 00:11:19.480 do that. But I always thank my mom and dad. 234 00:11:19.480 --> 00:11:22.720 She's like, see you're saying and not you. I'm like, listen, 235 00:11:22.919 --> 00:11:23.559 we ain't going there. 236 00:11:23.759 --> 00:11:23.879 Though. 237 00:11:24.919 --> 00:11:29.799 I'm grateful, but I had a good upbringing. My mom 238 00:11:29.840 --> 00:11:31.840 did everything she could even though my dad wasn't there. 239 00:11:31.879 --> 00:11:34.480 And I'm blessed because I would say, like my family 240 00:11:34.480 --> 00:11:36.559 on my dad's side, like they always thought okay because 241 00:11:36.559 --> 00:11:38.559 my dad was in the streets or whatever, so when 242 00:11:38.559 --> 00:11:40.120 he died, they didn't think my mom was gonna be 243 00:11:40.159 --> 00:11:42.519 able to keep everything a floating. She did, and they 244 00:11:42.600 --> 00:11:43.399 still be looking. 245 00:11:43.200 --> 00:11:50.159 Like period, okay, cause she was like, my baby's ain't 246 00:11:50.320 --> 00:11:52.559 And my mom had a rough upbringing too, so that's 247 00:11:52.559 --> 00:11:53.279 a whole other thing. 248 00:11:53.320 --> 00:11:57.000 She's always about to not let us go through things 249 00:11:57.000 --> 00:11:58.879 that she went through like she didne have the best 250 00:11:58.919 --> 00:12:00.759 of the childhood, so she I would get that to 251 00:12:00.840 --> 00:12:03.039 my mom, like even still to this day, she still 252 00:12:03.039 --> 00:12:04.720 do what she gotta do. No matter what she got 253 00:12:05.120 --> 00:12:06.320 to do, she gonna do it. 254 00:12:06.879 --> 00:12:09.120 Do you feel like you were a problem child growing up? 255 00:12:09.159 --> 00:12:14.320 Absolutely not. No, No, my SI, No, neither me or 256 00:12:14.360 --> 00:12:16.279 my sister wasn't. I would have to say. So. They 257 00:12:16.279 --> 00:12:18.759 always say I was the one that had the attitude problem. 258 00:12:19.080 --> 00:12:22.200 Really yeah, they said I had an attitude hm hmm. 259 00:12:22.720 --> 00:12:23.200 Interesting. 260 00:12:23.399 --> 00:12:24.480 I don't care, though, but. 261 00:12:25.159 --> 00:12:25.759 What I don't care. 262 00:12:26.360 --> 00:12:28.320 I know, I don't get that from you. I mean 263 00:12:28.360 --> 00:12:30.720 I don't know because I wouldn't. I didn't really know 264 00:12:30.720 --> 00:12:32.639 you in the growing up process for real. But you 265 00:12:32.679 --> 00:12:33.960 never sparked me as a type of person to have 266 00:12:34.000 --> 00:12:34.600 an attitude. 267 00:12:35.039 --> 00:12:37.039 But that's my mom. I mean, yeah, she would do. 268 00:12:37.279 --> 00:12:38.919 She only said that because I would do shit to 269 00:12:39.120 --> 00:12:40.480 I mean, she would do shit to your date me 270 00:12:40.559 --> 00:12:43.720 and who don't. That's part of being a teenager. What teenager? 271 00:12:43.759 --> 00:12:47.519 Don't have attitude? But I want a bad kid though. 272 00:12:48.080 --> 00:12:50.840 What was the best part of your teenage years? 273 00:12:51.720 --> 00:12:59.039 Best part? Hmmm, this gonna sound crazy. Doing crazy shit 274 00:12:59.039 --> 00:13:00.360 I wasn't supposed to do with my friends? 275 00:13:01.360 --> 00:13:03.879 Name it, name it. Tell us something crazy you was 276 00:13:03.919 --> 00:13:04.960 doing with your friends. 277 00:13:07.919 --> 00:13:12.080 I'm trying to think all those parties go to in 278 00:13:12.080 --> 00:13:12.480 the hood. 279 00:13:12.639 --> 00:13:15.919 Wait, right, right, right right? Wait, what was the remember 280 00:13:15.919 --> 00:13:17.559 the Howard Johnson parties? 281 00:13:18.480 --> 00:13:18.799 Wait? 282 00:13:18.879 --> 00:13:22.879 What that the little hotel that Howard Johnson? First of all, like, wait, 283 00:13:23.320 --> 00:13:26.159 first of all, if you know you know, if you 284 00:13:26.360 --> 00:13:28.080 grew up in Detroit and went to school in South 285 00:13:28.120 --> 00:13:31.679 and whatever, you already know how them parties was in 286 00:13:31.759 --> 00:13:32.399 high school? 287 00:13:32.639 --> 00:13:40.200 Like snatching cartis next tale? Baby, it was a time, a. 288 00:13:40.279 --> 00:13:43.559 Time was had them bitch is getting snatched period Like 289 00:13:43.559 --> 00:13:51.480 it's not giving your ass like no, like a whole 290 00:13:51.480 --> 00:13:54.240 bunch of them be to death over a phone and 291 00:13:54.360 --> 00:13:56.320 some glass crazy. 292 00:13:57.559 --> 00:13:58.399 That's what I just said. 293 00:13:59.279 --> 00:14:03.879 That's what I said, Carti's in next tails nigga beating 294 00:14:03.919 --> 00:14:07.399 nassat our times outside. First of all, it was a 295 00:14:07.679 --> 00:14:09.799 that's why they stopped my sweet sixteen party? 296 00:14:09.919 --> 00:14:11.159 Did you come to my sweet sixteen? 297 00:14:11.320 --> 00:14:11.480 No? 298 00:14:11.840 --> 00:14:13.759 See that? Yeah, that was before that was my sweet 299 00:14:13.759 --> 00:14:14.480 sixteen party. 300 00:14:14.639 --> 00:14:18.080 It was right across from the Southfield to start south 301 00:14:18.080 --> 00:14:21.240 Field at the little apartment my auntie lived in a 302 00:14:21.240 --> 00:14:22.559 little place, and we had it in the. 303 00:14:22.519 --> 00:14:24.519 Little where I lived. 304 00:14:24.879 --> 00:14:27.200 It was it was I forgot the name of it, 305 00:14:27.240 --> 00:14:28.799 but it was like in the little club house. 306 00:14:28.919 --> 00:14:29.240 Baby. 307 00:14:30.200 --> 00:14:32.240 Everybody was trying to get in that bitch and my 308 00:14:32.360 --> 00:14:35.759 daddy and his friends had to come police the motherfucking party. 309 00:14:36.200 --> 00:14:37.360 It was getting too wild. 310 00:14:37.600 --> 00:14:40.519 Too many niggas was pulling up my auntie like, Jazmin, 311 00:14:40.799 --> 00:14:42.759 why are these niggas coming? And they not coming with 312 00:14:42.799 --> 00:14:44.720 no gifts or nothing. They like y'all, y'all gonna have 313 00:14:44.759 --> 00:14:46.559 to start giving some money. After dough, I made like 314 00:14:46.600 --> 00:14:49.200 six hundred dollars or something like that. And then it 315 00:14:49.279 --> 00:14:53.519 just got too fucking crazy. And I guess what happened 316 00:14:53.679 --> 00:14:55.840 was one of the niggas tried to swing on my 317 00:14:55.919 --> 00:14:58.279 daddy friend outside, not knowing that my daddy is the 318 00:14:58.679 --> 00:15:02.679 yeah Detroit police partment, him and his friends. So it 319 00:15:02.759 --> 00:15:05.559 was a big old little brawl outside. Party was over, 320 00:15:06.240 --> 00:15:06.960 but it was lit. 321 00:15:07.200 --> 00:15:07.960 It was lit. 322 00:15:08.480 --> 00:15:09.840 I made I missed that. I would have loved to 323 00:15:09.840 --> 00:15:10.320 be there for that. 324 00:15:10.879 --> 00:15:12.879 It was lit. High schools. 325 00:15:13.039 --> 00:15:16.279 High school was cool, cool. I would try and go back. 326 00:15:16.320 --> 00:15:17.960 I would say that I forget. 327 00:15:18.000 --> 00:15:20.799 What would you change? What would you do over? Why 328 00:15:20.840 --> 00:15:22.039 would you keep it all the same? 329 00:15:23.679 --> 00:15:25.960 I would keep it the same. I would keep it 330 00:15:26.000 --> 00:15:29.399 the same. I won't change nothing. Mm hmmm. I wish, 331 00:15:29.559 --> 00:15:32.480 I wish. And it's so funny like being grown, a 332 00:15:32.519 --> 00:15:36.000 grown ass woman now, all the stuff like my parents 333 00:15:36.039 --> 00:15:38.120 and aunties I said, my parents, my mom and her 334 00:15:38.120 --> 00:15:40.960 friends and stuff were saying, way too listen, it's gonna 335 00:15:40.960 --> 00:15:42.559 be over soon and you're gonna wish it was there. 336 00:15:42.600 --> 00:15:45.399 And I'm like, damn, my daddy always made fun of 337 00:15:45.440 --> 00:15:46.759 me about that, like you guys used to be like, 338 00:15:46.799 --> 00:15:47.159 I wish. 339 00:15:47.200 --> 00:15:50.159 I can't wait to be grown. I can't baby, I 340 00:15:50.159 --> 00:15:51.240 can turn back to Hamson. 341 00:15:51.480 --> 00:15:54.240 I want to be grown no more. Being Being grown 342 00:15:54.240 --> 00:15:58.559 ain't all that? Baby is not fun. Adulting is skettle 343 00:15:58.600 --> 00:15:58.960 as hell. 344 00:15:59.159 --> 00:16:01.480 It is Why did I ever ask to be here? 345 00:16:01.759 --> 00:16:05.799 But it's also it's a vibe in itself. It's yeah, 346 00:16:05.960 --> 00:16:07.919 it's a different stage, it's a different. 347 00:16:09.399 --> 00:16:12.279 It's a different stage, and you go through a lot 348 00:16:12.919 --> 00:16:15.519 once you be coming a doul for real. We went 349 00:16:15.559 --> 00:16:19.200 through a lot as fucking kids, though, yeah, young, yeah, 350 00:16:19.279 --> 00:16:22.799 we went through a lot. Yeah yeah we did. 351 00:16:23.720 --> 00:16:24.559 But that's what I. 352 00:16:24.559 --> 00:16:27.240 Can appreciate about having a friend like Dianna's that I 353 00:16:27.240 --> 00:16:31.519 feel like we both seen each other transition through every 354 00:16:31.519 --> 00:16:33.960 stage of our life. And that's what I'll be trying 355 00:16:33.960 --> 00:16:37.519 to tell people, Like even like the last nigga that 356 00:16:37.559 --> 00:16:39.639 I fucked with, like a lot of times, I felt 357 00:16:39.639 --> 00:16:41.519 like he didn't understand me. I felt like he didn't 358 00:16:41.519 --> 00:16:43.679 really see me for me, And I'm like, you don't 359 00:16:43.799 --> 00:16:44.240 really know. 360 00:16:44.320 --> 00:16:45.039 I mean, he didn't. 361 00:16:45.120 --> 00:16:47.080 I don't even know how long it takes to really 362 00:16:47.120 --> 00:16:49.200 get to know a person, But I'm like, you don't 363 00:16:49.279 --> 00:16:50.039 know me for real. 364 00:16:50.120 --> 00:16:51.559 You know what I'm saying. You don't really know the 365 00:16:51.600 --> 00:16:52.559 shit that I've been through. 366 00:16:52.600 --> 00:16:56.279 I'm like my homegirls that have been here since the 367 00:16:56.279 --> 00:16:58.720 beginning of time to have seen everything that happened with 368 00:16:58.840 --> 00:17:00.639 like me as a mom and all that, Like, you 369 00:17:00.679 --> 00:17:02.080 don't really know me like that. 370 00:17:02.720 --> 00:17:07.240 So but a person like Dianna knows me for real. 371 00:17:07.519 --> 00:17:11.319 So being there every step of the way ship with 372 00:17:11.400 --> 00:17:12.759 Anne was born, all of. 373 00:17:12.680 --> 00:17:14.920 That, all of that I will never forget. This moment 374 00:17:14.920 --> 00:17:17.160 always sticks out of my head. At my baby shower, 375 00:17:17.440 --> 00:17:19.200 I remember you was taking pictures of shit and afterwards 376 00:17:19.240 --> 00:17:22.440 you was like, Jasmine, you just look so happy. And 377 00:17:22.480 --> 00:17:24.519 I was like, because at that time, at that time, 378 00:17:24.559 --> 00:17:27.200 I'm not gonna lie. I was very happy. I was 379 00:17:27.319 --> 00:17:27.880 very happy. 380 00:17:28.039 --> 00:17:31.920 So yeah, yeah, you know, but I'm happy, I say, 381 00:17:32.799 --> 00:17:34.599 And I know you are. You should be a proud mom. 382 00:17:34.680 --> 00:17:37.680 Your son is awesome. And just to see him like 383 00:17:37.839 --> 00:17:40.559 grow up into like ship damn, a grown man. He's 384 00:17:40.559 --> 00:17:43.000 still keeping his grace up like that's that's good. And 385 00:17:43.000 --> 00:17:45.400 he's always been such a kid since he was little, 386 00:17:46.240 --> 00:17:48.799 and it's good to see that he still is himself, 387 00:17:48.880 --> 00:17:51.000 like he ain't changing for nobody, Like he's just being him. 388 00:17:51.039 --> 00:17:51.759 So that's what's up. 389 00:17:52.240 --> 00:18:01.240 And he noted they are kid. I seeing like Amelia 390 00:18:01.559 --> 00:18:02.839 grow up like they. 391 00:18:02.920 --> 00:18:06.000 He's so funny. Oh my god. Now she's now, she's 392 00:18:06.000 --> 00:18:07.720 still a good kid too. But she got a lot 393 00:18:07.839 --> 00:18:12.240 of personality, a lot of sass. She speaks her mind. 394 00:18:12.400 --> 00:18:14.000 She don't like something, she gonna tell you. 395 00:18:14.400 --> 00:18:21.240 Leo too, right, Dianna's a Leo. Everybody le y'all slander here. 396 00:18:22.519 --> 00:18:25.119 Le Leo's aren't loyal as fuck. They are. 397 00:18:26.079 --> 00:18:32.799 They are about that word. I will say, loyalty has 398 00:18:32.839 --> 00:18:37.000 got me in trouble, but has benefited me too. But 399 00:18:37.119 --> 00:18:40.759 being yer has loyal loyal, being loyal has got me 400 00:18:41.079 --> 00:18:42.319 got me into a lot of trouble. 401 00:18:42.960 --> 00:18:43.519 I agree. 402 00:18:43.559 --> 00:18:47.599 I say that from my lives, well, friendships, niggas. Baby, 403 00:18:47.640 --> 00:18:51.279 I'm loyal to a nigga I am baby baby. 404 00:18:52.680 --> 00:18:54.240 Well mm hmmm. 405 00:18:54.799 --> 00:18:57.680 I would say my first real relationship made me not 406 00:18:57.799 --> 00:19:00.359 really be that way like that no more, I say 407 00:19:00.359 --> 00:19:03.880 I'm not loyal, but I'm trying. I don't know how 408 00:19:03.920 --> 00:19:05.920 to explain what I'm trying to say. Like you know 409 00:19:05.960 --> 00:19:06.599 how it was with. 410 00:19:06.599 --> 00:19:09.240 Derry, Yeah, and I was like you feel like you 411 00:19:09.279 --> 00:19:11.039 just don't put you all into a nigga, like you 412 00:19:11.039 --> 00:19:12.640 ain't gonna be that Okay. 413 00:19:12.680 --> 00:19:17.400 I will say I pay attention to signs more than 414 00:19:17.440 --> 00:19:20.440 ever now, like I would less Shiit Fly. I remember 415 00:19:20.559 --> 00:19:22.400 calling you crying and ship and then I'm right back 416 00:19:22.440 --> 00:19:23.200 talking to the nigga. 417 00:19:23.200 --> 00:19:25.319 He's like, what's I love? 418 00:19:25.440 --> 00:19:26.240 Yeah, my mind. 419 00:19:26.799 --> 00:19:28.720 But I feel like at this point in my life, 420 00:19:28.799 --> 00:19:31.200 I don't even I don't feel like I ever judged 421 00:19:31.240 --> 00:19:34.440 my friends for real. I just don't even I kind 422 00:19:34.440 --> 00:19:36.799 of just try to stay out of that now because 423 00:19:36.839 --> 00:19:39.720 even with myself, like it's. 424 00:19:40.440 --> 00:19:41.920 Bitch is gonna be with that, nigga, I'm sorry. 425 00:19:41.960 --> 00:19:46.400 That's my thing with that though. With that, I don't 426 00:19:46.440 --> 00:19:48.960 judge my friends either, but my thing is, don't call 427 00:19:49.039 --> 00:19:51.480 me complaining about the same shit. Yeah. Yeah, that's why 428 00:19:51.480 --> 00:19:54.000 I don't problem. I don't do that or don't tell 429 00:19:54.039 --> 00:19:56.240 me at all. Yeah, because you, on my opinion, you 430 00:19:56.279 --> 00:19:57.880 don't take my advice and then you keep asking me 431 00:19:57.960 --> 00:19:59.279 on already told you. 432 00:19:59.279 --> 00:20:00.960 Yeah, I don't do that. 433 00:20:01.279 --> 00:20:06.960 Yeah, but yeah, so yeah, let's go back to two 434 00:20:07.000 --> 00:20:07.599 thousand and eight. 435 00:20:08.359 --> 00:20:09.200 Let's go back to. 436 00:20:10.200 --> 00:20:13.240 I told you what my earliest memory was, So we 437 00:20:13.319 --> 00:20:17.920 got that, and then like where do we go from there? 438 00:20:18.240 --> 00:20:19.519 Where do we go from there? 439 00:20:21.359 --> 00:20:23.880 I ain't gonna I also have a really bad memory too, so. 440 00:20:26.519 --> 00:20:28.000 Huh you said you do or don't. 441 00:20:28.039 --> 00:20:31.000 I have a really bad memory. So I only I'm 442 00:20:31.000 --> 00:20:32.599 just saying no, I'm talking about period. 443 00:20:32.759 --> 00:20:35.519 I really only remember like five things in life real. 444 00:20:35.720 --> 00:20:42.119 But how long? 445 00:20:42.599 --> 00:20:45.720 How long or when did you start dating Darius? Was 446 00:20:45.759 --> 00:20:47.640 that senior year? 447 00:20:47.799 --> 00:20:54.599 So technically yes, technically yes, I met him at oh 448 00:20:54.759 --> 00:20:58.000 seven because he was always at Aaron House and he's like, 449 00:20:58.000 --> 00:21:01.200 we're cute, but I try to whatever, and then I 450 00:21:01.240 --> 00:21:02.759 end up finding out he was looking at me too, 451 00:21:03.559 --> 00:21:05.519 and then we started talking like that. And then what 452 00:21:05.640 --> 00:21:07.880 happened was he ended up being my prime day. I 453 00:21:07.880 --> 00:21:10.200 wouldn't go to go to problem with nobody already had 454 00:21:10.200 --> 00:21:11.440 it in my mind. I was gonna go with my 455 00:21:11.440 --> 00:21:14.240 friends or just whatever. And then I asked him, like, 456 00:21:14.279 --> 00:21:16.000 you want to go, and he was like yeah, and 457 00:21:16.119 --> 00:21:17.960 I saw everything really got started to be honest. 458 00:21:18.160 --> 00:21:19.839 I don't remember your Prome pictures. 459 00:21:20.240 --> 00:21:23.519 What I remember so like I don't know why, like 460 00:21:23.559 --> 00:21:26.440 for whatever reason, like I remember like Southfield later pictures, 461 00:21:26.440 --> 00:21:29.079 but I don't remember you. I don't I remember your dress. 462 00:21:29.400 --> 00:21:31.720 I hate that, but I don't remember I don't remember 463 00:21:31.720 --> 00:21:32.680 no pictures of you and him. 464 00:21:32.799 --> 00:21:35.680 I hate that. If I could not one thing, I 465 00:21:35.720 --> 00:21:36.400 will go back. 466 00:21:37.480 --> 00:21:41.200 Oh you'll change the dress. Then you make the dress. 467 00:21:41.359 --> 00:21:44.000 No, so I sketched it and somebody made it for 468 00:21:44.119 --> 00:21:46.519 I got a custom made, but I sketched it out 469 00:21:46.839 --> 00:21:49.599 see fashionista. But I hate that dress. 470 00:21:49.640 --> 00:21:51.599 Now I'll just be looking like girl, how was your 471 00:21:51.599 --> 00:21:52.079 prom night? 472 00:21:53.960 --> 00:21:59.799 But that's the fucking story. So the beginning, everything was good. 473 00:22:00.079 --> 00:22:02.599 Whatever you remember. We well, I don't know if you remember, 474 00:22:02.640 --> 00:22:04.519 but we met up at Airhouse to take pictures and 475 00:22:04.559 --> 00:22:07.319 then we went to I forgot what part that was 476 00:22:07.319 --> 00:22:09.519 in Southfield, and I guess they had beef with some 477 00:22:09.559 --> 00:22:13.119 other niggas at another high school. These niggas got out 478 00:22:13.279 --> 00:22:19.640 the fucking limo fighting or from a dress shoes. 479 00:22:19.799 --> 00:22:20.519 I'm trying to tell you. 480 00:22:20.720 --> 00:22:23.319 Just looking at the WINDOW'M like, oh my god, all air, 481 00:22:23.400 --> 00:22:27.640 all ass, Darius too fighting for what. I don't it 482 00:22:27.799 --> 00:22:29.960 has something to do with Mark Keith asked, I think 483 00:22:31.680 --> 00:22:32.160 I think it? 484 00:22:32.240 --> 00:22:33.920 Did? I really do? 485 00:22:34.160 --> 00:22:35.799 And they was out there fighting. We all looked like, 486 00:22:35.880 --> 00:22:37.480 what the fuck are you all doing? We gotta go 487 00:22:37.519 --> 00:22:40.000 to Prime. Girl, I get back in the car. Suits 488 00:22:40.000 --> 00:22:42.160 fucked up thereious time I'm sending in the back time 489 00:22:42.240 --> 00:22:42.680 his ship. 490 00:22:42.880 --> 00:22:45.640 Girl. It was a love Yes, that's south Field Easter 491 00:22:45.720 --> 00:22:45.920 for you. 492 00:22:45.960 --> 00:22:51.519 That didn't happen to girl having that grow saying no, 493 00:22:51.720 --> 00:22:54.480 that was a crazy night. And then we get to 494 00:22:54.519 --> 00:22:57.240 because our said our prime was at the Rooster Hill 495 00:22:57.359 --> 00:23:02.079 Dot Aaron got put out because him and he passed away. 496 00:23:02.119 --> 00:23:05.279 What was his name, e Jones? 497 00:23:08.240 --> 00:23:09.759 I know I like him. 498 00:23:09.839 --> 00:23:12.319 He was so fucking cool. Dog that ship was says, 499 00:23:12.880 --> 00:23:15.559 But yeah, they were beefing then and they got into 500 00:23:16.039 --> 00:23:17.400 a real bad I think they got into a fight 501 00:23:17.480 --> 00:23:20.400 or something. They put Aaron Oak. Wow. So him and 502 00:23:20.680 --> 00:23:24.599 Caitlyn has a problem child always has been girl. 503 00:23:25.079 --> 00:23:26.079 A quiet soul. 504 00:23:26.200 --> 00:23:30.400 But I would say I won't even say a problem child. 505 00:23:30.400 --> 00:23:32.200 He was real quiet, but back then he ain't taking 506 00:23:32.200 --> 00:23:33.640 no shit and he was always fighting, So I guess 507 00:23:33.640 --> 00:23:36.960 you can't say he was a is a fucking problem 508 00:23:37.400 --> 00:23:39.920 world girl. 509 00:23:41.519 --> 00:23:43.799 My problem, My problem was cool. I was mad as 510 00:23:43.880 --> 00:23:46.039 fucking Robert the dad problem though. 511 00:23:46.160 --> 00:23:46.759 What happened? 512 00:23:46.960 --> 00:23:47.839 Baby? 513 00:23:48.640 --> 00:23:51.640 First of all, I don't appreciate how my parents did 514 00:23:51.680 --> 00:23:52.920 not or maybe maybe y'all did. 515 00:23:52.960 --> 00:23:54.519 All y'all could my bad. I'm sorry. 516 00:23:54.559 --> 00:23:57.240 I don't know how y'all had it, But y'all got 517 00:23:57.240 --> 00:23:59.640 me my my dress and stuff was cute. I didn't 518 00:23:59.640 --> 00:24:04.200 get my makeup done like the hair I did. I mean, 519 00:24:04.200 --> 00:24:06.680 my hair was done, but it was just very I 520 00:24:06.680 --> 00:24:08.880 don't know it. Just no the way these kids go 521 00:24:09.039 --> 00:24:16.319 to prom now, Baby, No, but Robert was just a 522 00:24:16.359 --> 00:24:20.960 problem the whole fucking the whole, the whole process of prom. 523 00:24:21.039 --> 00:24:23.359 But the day of he was supposed to be going 524 00:24:23.359 --> 00:24:25.960 to get his haircut or something. We didn't know if 525 00:24:26.000 --> 00:24:28.599 he was gonna rent a car or whatever was gonna happen. 526 00:24:28.880 --> 00:24:32.079 So everybody else went together in a group. They all 527 00:24:32.079 --> 00:24:35.039 got a limo. We was all right, we going by ourselves. 528 00:24:35.359 --> 00:24:37.119 I'm at my girline house. I remember he got to 529 00:24:37.119 --> 00:24:39.079 some point where I took my shoes off, and I 530 00:24:39.119 --> 00:24:41.319 was getting so mad, like this nigga is late, bro, 531 00:24:42.440 --> 00:24:45.359 This nigga pulled up and Stacey range Rover late as hell, 532 00:24:47.279 --> 00:24:50.000 took our little pictures whatever. But no, like he was 533 00:24:50.079 --> 00:24:52.839 just late. We got their prom school, I don't know. 534 00:24:53.200 --> 00:24:55.920 And then I was mad because we had got a 535 00:24:56.039 --> 00:25:00.880 room after prim and my homegirl she was younger than me, 536 00:25:00.920 --> 00:25:02.079 she was two years younger than me, and her and 537 00:25:02.160 --> 00:25:05.200 her dude wanted to you know, they wanted to yeah 538 00:25:05.240 --> 00:25:08.799 the room too, so they came to our room and. 539 00:25:08.759 --> 00:25:10.759 Then we had to leave them in the room. 540 00:25:10.759 --> 00:25:14.319 We had to go take Stacey Carr back and then. 541 00:25:13.200 --> 00:25:14.640 Cut to give my card and it come. 542 00:25:14.799 --> 00:25:16.240 It was just it was just a mess. And then 543 00:25:16.279 --> 00:25:17.960 I remember the next morning I had to take her 544 00:25:17.960 --> 00:25:18.400 to a tract. 545 00:25:18.480 --> 00:25:18.519 Me. 546 00:25:18.640 --> 00:25:20.319 It was just I don't know, it was just not 547 00:25:20.400 --> 00:25:21.920 really an enjoyable experience. 548 00:25:23.559 --> 00:25:23.799 Man. 549 00:25:23.880 --> 00:25:29.640 I've told him to this, Robert. A lot of my 550 00:25:29.720 --> 00:25:32.359 memories with them are bad, like my senior year, like 551 00:25:32.400 --> 00:25:33.680 he ruined my open house. 552 00:25:34.559 --> 00:25:37.720 He left and see I didn't know he left. He 553 00:25:37.799 --> 00:25:38.200 went with. 554 00:25:38.200 --> 00:25:41.440 Jerry and Ryan for hours, and I don't either he 555 00:25:41.480 --> 00:25:43.519 didn't come back or he came back late ast hell, 556 00:25:43.519 --> 00:25:45.599 And I'm like, bro, where the fuck did you? 557 00:25:45.720 --> 00:25:49.440 Like? Just every memory he made bad, and it's like 558 00:25:49.880 --> 00:25:52.119 he always wanted, well, I was young and no. 559 00:25:52.319 --> 00:25:53.680 Fuck that, nigga. You were wrong. 560 00:25:54.440 --> 00:25:58.119 You were young and wrong, and these memories are etched 561 00:25:58.119 --> 00:25:59.160 in my memory forever. 562 00:25:59.240 --> 00:26:07.559 So thank you. Like girl, eighteen hundred night, though, eighteen 563 00:26:07.599 --> 00:26:08.079 hundred night. 564 00:26:08.559 --> 00:26:10.519 First of all, why the fuck was we drinking that? 565 00:26:10.680 --> 00:26:12.480 Let's start there that. First of all, that was the 566 00:26:12.559 --> 00:26:15.119 drink of choice in eight around that top. 567 00:26:15.160 --> 00:26:17.799 I'm saying, now, why were we drinking that? 568 00:26:18.400 --> 00:26:20.680 I'm saying that ship is horrible, it is, but I 569 00:26:20.680 --> 00:26:23.079 mean back then, like when you turn eighteen, that was 570 00:26:23.160 --> 00:26:24.640 like the first thing that niggas was drinking. 571 00:26:24.680 --> 00:26:27.279 Speaking of drinking, the fucking omni. 572 00:26:28.680 --> 00:26:29.319 The omni. 573 00:26:29.519 --> 00:26:31.519 You don't know about the omnie. No, the liquor. 574 00:26:32.079 --> 00:26:33.960 We used to go, oh yeah, what about it? 575 00:26:34.039 --> 00:26:36.319 Now? I'm just saying, we go there getting shipped. 576 00:26:36.359 --> 00:26:38.559 We weren't supposed to get back there. See that's see, 577 00:26:38.559 --> 00:26:41.359 that's what I'm saying. The memory is bad. The memory 578 00:26:41.440 --> 00:26:41.880 is bad. 579 00:26:44.119 --> 00:26:47.160 But yeah, so eighteen hundred night, now my at eighteen, 580 00:26:47.240 --> 00:26:50.279 I feel like the go to drink was eighteen hundred 581 00:26:50.279 --> 00:26:51.720 and that's where we used to be pouring shots in 582 00:26:51.759 --> 00:26:53.839 the cap, throwing them bitches back. 583 00:26:54.559 --> 00:26:57.119 I at the time, I was at. 584 00:26:57.000 --> 00:26:59.839 Eastern, I was going to Eastern, but for I guess 585 00:26:59.839 --> 00:27:01.240 I came home for that weekend. 586 00:27:01.319 --> 00:27:03.039 I don't know how we all linked up. 587 00:27:04.440 --> 00:27:05.119 I don't remember. 588 00:27:05.200 --> 00:27:06.839 I don't we all linked up for whatever. 589 00:27:06.920 --> 00:27:09.759 I remember us house we. 590 00:27:09.680 --> 00:27:12.160 Pull I remember pulling up at Darius house. 591 00:27:13.839 --> 00:27:18.680 At a time was a time was had, baby, I 592 00:27:18.680 --> 00:27:23.680 don't even was we just like chilling or kicking it 593 00:27:23.720 --> 00:27:24.119 at first? 594 00:27:24.160 --> 00:27:26.279 I don't know. At first, I don't even remember. 595 00:27:26.279 --> 00:27:29.359 All I know is that we were taking shots, just 596 00:27:29.559 --> 00:27:33.839 back to back to back, and then. 597 00:27:33.960 --> 00:27:36.519 You know what young niggas do. 598 00:27:36.880 --> 00:27:39.119 Of course, it was getting wild. 599 00:27:39.240 --> 00:27:42.279 It was a wild night, bro. It was wild as fun. 600 00:27:42.759 --> 00:27:46.079 But the best part, the best memory of this all was, 601 00:27:46.160 --> 00:27:48.319 like I remember, I don't know if y'all niggas will 602 00:27:48.319 --> 00:27:51.599 sleep or whatever. Robert ass is on a computer on 603 00:27:51.640 --> 00:27:55.559 Facebook doing Lord knows what, I'm hanging over the side 604 00:27:55.599 --> 00:27:58.839 of the bed, throwing up from all the fucking liquor. 605 00:27:58.880 --> 00:28:01.319 Bro I don't know if this nigga couldn't hear me 606 00:28:01.359 --> 00:28:03.000 throwing up or what I was on the side of 607 00:28:03.000 --> 00:28:07.519 the benches throwing up. Wake up the next morning, come 608 00:28:07.559 --> 00:28:11.200 to find out I was throwing up in demetrious and shoe. 609 00:28:11.680 --> 00:28:14.920 He was so fucking pissed. But I'm glad I didn't 610 00:28:14.960 --> 00:28:16.720 know that he was pissed. I'm glad that I didn't 611 00:28:16.720 --> 00:28:18.000 know that but he was. 612 00:28:19.039 --> 00:28:21.960 But now I think back, and I imagine, like somebody 613 00:28:22.319 --> 00:28:25.240 throwing up your probably an air force one, like something 614 00:28:25.680 --> 00:28:26.559 throwing up at somebody's. 615 00:28:26.559 --> 00:28:27.839 She was crazy as head. 616 00:28:30.279 --> 00:28:31.759 And then I remember you was mad a rapper because 617 00:28:31.759 --> 00:28:33.279 he told us, I don't remember you doing. How the 618 00:28:33.319 --> 00:28:34.640 fuck you don't hear nobody throwing up? 619 00:28:35.039 --> 00:28:37.160 I told you he was on Facebook, Okay, the real 620 00:28:37.240 --> 00:28:42.440 him was in the Facebook messages. And then I don't 621 00:28:42.480 --> 00:28:44.240 know if it was that next morning where we went 622 00:28:44.279 --> 00:28:46.000 back to his daddy house and then. 623 00:28:47.359 --> 00:28:51.000 We was making breakfast and shit, wait, we were there too, yes, 624 00:28:52.039 --> 00:28:53.240 And that's that's another thing. 625 00:28:53.680 --> 00:28:56.440 Like, first of all, Robber's daddy is very old. He 626 00:28:56.559 --> 00:28:59.680 always been, like his daddy was just old. I don't 627 00:28:59.720 --> 00:29:01.319 know how oh he was when he had Robbert, but 628 00:29:01.359 --> 00:29:04.640 he was always oh. But uh, Robert daddy used to 629 00:29:04.680 --> 00:29:08.519 just be letting that nigga have sleepovers. Like all throughout 630 00:29:08.599 --> 00:29:10.519 high school, he was always having people spend the night 631 00:29:10.559 --> 00:29:14.279 at his house. But senior year, like my dad had 632 00:29:14.400 --> 00:29:18.559 moved to Arizona my senior year and he had left me. 633 00:29:18.720 --> 00:29:20.799 He had left me, him and his wife went to 634 00:29:20.839 --> 00:29:22.720 Arizona and moved and left me in the condo on 635 00:29:22.759 --> 00:29:26.880 Southfield Road. Yes, like I used to go to school. 636 00:29:26.880 --> 00:29:28.480 I used to wake up and go to school by myself. 637 00:29:28.480 --> 00:29:29.799 He trusted me enough to do all that. 638 00:29:30.200 --> 00:29:35.079 Like I was grown as fuck and I don't know that. Yeah, 639 00:29:35.319 --> 00:29:38.240 so Robert used to be going all the time and 640 00:29:38.279 --> 00:29:41.200 then uh, I don't know, for a period of time 641 00:29:41.279 --> 00:29:44.240 after the like after he I moved out of the condo, 642 00:29:44.279 --> 00:29:45.519 I had to stay at my grandma house. But I 643 00:29:45.559 --> 00:29:47.200 will always go over Robert house and I would just 644 00:29:47.240 --> 00:29:51.279 be spending the night at his house. Like, wow, that's crazy. 645 00:29:52.640 --> 00:29:55.519 That's my kid could never my kid can never don't 646 00:29:55.519 --> 00:29:56.680 thank your girlfriend bout. 647 00:29:56.759 --> 00:29:59.000 This ain't no parlay over here. This is this is 648 00:29:59.079 --> 00:30:08.799 not that that's crazy. So wow, when did you? Let's see. 649 00:30:11.319 --> 00:30:13.920 So whatever, I went off to school. Me and Robert 650 00:30:13.920 --> 00:30:16.799 had ended up breaking up. How long did you? And 651 00:30:16.839 --> 00:30:22.400 when was you and Darius officially over? And what was 652 00:30:22.440 --> 00:30:24.519 the straw that broke the camel's back with that? 653 00:30:25.960 --> 00:30:30.599 So I was coming back from Chicago. I was just 654 00:30:30.599 --> 00:30:32.079 about to ask you that, when did you want to 655 00:30:32.119 --> 00:30:35.880 go back from Chicago? And oh nine, he was getting 656 00:30:36.039 --> 00:30:38.319 out of jail from doing some bullshit. We're not going 657 00:30:38.400 --> 00:30:43.079 to talk about it anyway, excited to come. We're coming home, 658 00:30:43.200 --> 00:30:45.000 say he getting out, I'm coming home whatever. So I'm 659 00:30:45.039 --> 00:30:49.359 all excited. I'm not about to what they say about 660 00:30:49.359 --> 00:30:57.160 them jail niggers a fucking fool. So everything was okay, 661 00:30:57.240 --> 00:30:59.559 but I was just started noticing weird shit man like 662 00:30:59.599 --> 00:31:02.319 he just want acting right and I let it go. 663 00:31:02.440 --> 00:31:05.279 Of course, you signed like we said, the signs be there, 664 00:31:05.319 --> 00:31:08.200 and you don't fucking listen, so he stayed acting weird. 665 00:31:08.240 --> 00:31:10.640 And I remember one day I had went to Aaron 666 00:31:10.680 --> 00:31:12.799 house and it was this girl. I ain't gonna say 667 00:31:12.799 --> 00:31:16.440 her name, but this girl out there, and I pulled 668 00:31:16.519 --> 00:31:19.200 up and I get out the car and she all 669 00:31:19.240 --> 00:31:20.839 in his face. So I'm looking like, who the fuck 670 00:31:20.920 --> 00:31:22.960 is this bitch? So I walk up to him and 671 00:31:23.039 --> 00:31:25.039 she grimmed me up and down like I'm not supposed 672 00:31:25.079 --> 00:31:26.559 to be there, and I'm looking like, who the fuck 673 00:31:26.559 --> 00:31:29.599 are you? So I said something to him about it. 674 00:31:29.720 --> 00:31:31.839 He was like, oh, she ain't nobody cheeing nobody whole time, 675 00:31:33.400 --> 00:31:34.960 the cousin and him fucking. 676 00:31:35.440 --> 00:31:39.480 Wow, oh wow, oh why oh wow. 677 00:31:40.039 --> 00:31:43.400 So I didn't notice at the time. I found out later, right, 678 00:31:43.839 --> 00:31:47.759 So that was that. And then I remember one day 679 00:31:47.799 --> 00:31:53.039 I had went to Aaron house and no no back up, 680 00:31:53.480 --> 00:31:55.960 So sweetie, say happened I had? I remember I bought 681 00:31:56.000 --> 00:31:59.200 himself stermulaus because he asked me for them. I was 682 00:31:59.240 --> 00:32:01.359 always buying thisnigga shit. Shouldn't have been buying him shit. 683 00:32:01.480 --> 00:32:02.920 Just young and say, don't. 684 00:32:02.759 --> 00:32:04.599 Buy a nigga those shoes because he's gonna walk right 685 00:32:04.640 --> 00:32:05.279 out of your life. 686 00:32:05.480 --> 00:32:08.799 And he walked the fuck off out of it. So 687 00:32:09.160 --> 00:32:11.480 bought him some tremulants or whatever. Girl. He broke me 688 00:32:11.559 --> 00:32:14.160 right after that, so my phone was so hard or whatever. 689 00:32:14.200 --> 00:32:18.119 So I went to Aaron house and I went to 690 00:32:18.200 --> 00:32:21.359 check on him about something had happened, and his mama 691 00:32:21.400 --> 00:32:23.920 was in the living room, so she was like, you talking, Darius, 692 00:32:23.920 --> 00:32:25.359 and I'm like, girl, no, he broke with me. She 693 00:32:25.440 --> 00:32:27.200 was like, oh, you know, he got that bitch stad 694 00:32:28.039 --> 00:32:30.240 at his house and I was like, what are you 695 00:32:30.279 --> 00:32:34.359 talking about? Girl? Whitney was with me. I'll never forget this. 696 00:32:34.920 --> 00:32:37.319 Ben Whitney got in my car my toys, remember from 697 00:32:37.359 --> 00:32:40.480 Blak Sords. Yes, yes, bitch. I did about one hundred 698 00:32:40.599 --> 00:32:42.319 on soft Field Road full to his house and was 699 00:32:42.359 --> 00:32:43.640 maamming on the door. So let me tell you what 700 00:32:43.640 --> 00:32:45.160 my dumb ass did. I don't know if you remember this. 701 00:32:46.160 --> 00:32:49.519 I called Robert asked crying. He told on me and snitched. 702 00:32:49.799 --> 00:32:51.440 So by the time I got to Dary's house, this 703 00:32:51.519 --> 00:32:53.559 nigga had left in the bitch car. I'm chasing him 704 00:32:53.559 --> 00:32:59.200 all around fucking school Craft. I finally caught up with him. Girl. 705 00:32:59.240 --> 00:33:01.319 We outside of the car arguing, all he can get 706 00:33:01.319 --> 00:33:03.240 that what you've done over here? Said, so you got 707 00:33:03.240 --> 00:33:05.559 that bitch up in the house. It was just the 708 00:33:05.559 --> 00:33:08.400 whole big ass thing. So after that we just that 709 00:33:08.519 --> 00:33:10.559 was it. After that, my feelings saw hurt, you know 710 00:33:10.559 --> 00:33:12.200 how long it took me to get over that ship. 711 00:33:12.279 --> 00:33:13.039 My feelings was hurt. 712 00:33:13.119 --> 00:33:14.440 Now, it took a long time. 713 00:33:14.559 --> 00:33:17.039 It took so fucking long to get over that ship. Dog, 714 00:33:17.079 --> 00:33:19.799 Cause it's like I'm away at school, all these niggas 715 00:33:19.799 --> 00:33:21.640 trying to fuck with me, and I'm like, no, because 716 00:33:21.640 --> 00:33:23.680 I'm trying to you know, I'm being loyal to you, 717 00:33:23.759 --> 00:33:25.240 and I call mom, you do this shit to me? 718 00:33:26.559 --> 00:33:28.400 You had a real bitch if you ain't went through 719 00:33:28.400 --> 00:33:29.400 heartbreak with your friend. 720 00:33:29.640 --> 00:33:32.480 Like man, I used to call you every day crying. 721 00:33:32.480 --> 00:33:34.559 I used to be like, bitch, i'p call me girl. 722 00:33:34.640 --> 00:33:38.000 My feelings was so hurt about that shait. But you 723 00:33:38.319 --> 00:33:40.839 so crazy about that situation with me and him? How 724 00:33:40.880 --> 00:33:43.680 we after a while, I forgave him, and everybody used 725 00:33:43.680 --> 00:33:46.119 to be like, how could you be cool with him? 726 00:33:46.119 --> 00:33:48.960 And I'm like, I'm over that. I don't wish cormon 727 00:33:49.000 --> 00:33:51.680 on nobody. But it came back and he apologized and 728 00:33:51.759 --> 00:33:54.680 he understood his wrongs. But I forgave him. I don't 729 00:33:54.720 --> 00:33:56.839 hold grudges against people. And we were still a fuck 730 00:33:56.839 --> 00:33:58.599 when that happened, you know what I'm saying, And we 731 00:33:58.720 --> 00:34:01.799 actually were better off as friends then being together. See me, 732 00:34:02.160 --> 00:34:05.759 like that was my dog at years later, but we 733 00:34:05.759 --> 00:34:07.039 was better off best friends. 734 00:34:09.119 --> 00:34:11.800 Darius was always there were me and Darius was the 735 00:34:11.840 --> 00:34:13.519 only one that was at Robert graduation. 736 00:34:14.000 --> 00:34:17.840 Yeah, and then we went to dinner after like that, 737 00:34:18.039 --> 00:34:19.039 that was my dog too. 738 00:34:19.400 --> 00:34:20.280 That was my dog too. 739 00:34:20.320 --> 00:34:22.159 I knew miss him. I'll be having dreams about him 740 00:34:22.159 --> 00:34:22.960 all the time now too. 741 00:34:23.280 --> 00:34:23.639 That ship. 742 00:34:23.880 --> 00:34:26.880 Yeah, I do, and they've been a lot frequent. I 743 00:34:26.880 --> 00:34:28.880 don't know what that's about. It's weirdest hell, but I 744 00:34:28.920 --> 00:34:32.239 do miss him. It's just I cannot believe dog. Can 745 00:34:32.239 --> 00:34:35.679 you still believe that? That's so feel like it still 746 00:34:35.760 --> 00:34:36.760 don't feel real to. 747 00:34:36.840 --> 00:34:39.320 Me, and don't I always been trying to figure out 748 00:34:39.440 --> 00:34:41.280 the last time that I saw him, which was a 749 00:34:41.360 --> 00:34:42.079 very long time ago. 750 00:34:42.159 --> 00:34:44.320 I feel like to ask about you too. 751 00:34:44.400 --> 00:34:44.679 He did. 752 00:34:44.760 --> 00:34:46.280 He was always talking to me on Instagram too, but 753 00:34:46.360 --> 00:34:47.599 he was always told me he was so proud of 754 00:34:47.639 --> 00:34:53.880 me doing the podcast. So you're looking now, But I 755 00:34:54.039 --> 00:34:57.119 feel like me, you and him went to Fridays one time, 756 00:34:58.440 --> 00:35:00.000 like after he had Cadence. 757 00:35:00.320 --> 00:35:03.159 I feel like I feel like we did. 758 00:35:03.159 --> 00:35:04.800 I see I'm telling you my memory is so bad, 759 00:35:04.840 --> 00:35:06.920 but I feel like we all went to Fridays for 760 00:35:06.960 --> 00:35:07.360 some reason. 761 00:35:07.400 --> 00:35:11.880 I remember when I found out that, No, I remember, 762 00:35:12.039 --> 00:35:13.760 I don't remember who baby shot with this was. I 763 00:35:13.760 --> 00:35:15.440 remember he brought that little boy up there. That was 764 00:35:15.480 --> 00:35:17.719 the first time after she had had the baby, because 765 00:35:17.719 --> 00:35:20.400 remember she had went to jail whatever, and he brought 766 00:35:20.480 --> 00:35:22.880 him in there and I left. I just busted out 767 00:35:22.920 --> 00:35:24.679 crying because I can I can't believe it. And he 768 00:35:24.760 --> 00:35:27.039 looked just like him. I'm like this Ninger really had 769 00:35:27.039 --> 00:35:29.480 a baby with this, Like I was saw hurt about that, 770 00:35:29.559 --> 00:35:33.960 still saying so long to get over there. Yeah, and 771 00:35:34.000 --> 00:35:36.039 now he looked like him more than ever. It's scary 772 00:35:36.079 --> 00:35:39.960 as hell. Girl, he looked just like him. It's scary. 773 00:35:41.000 --> 00:35:41.519 Wow. 774 00:35:41.800 --> 00:35:44.239 Yeah, but that was who. That was a crazy sign 775 00:35:44.280 --> 00:35:44.840 shot who. 776 00:35:46.199 --> 00:35:48.119 Speaking of the Corammer ship, I feel like you told 777 00:35:48.119 --> 00:35:52.159 that to Robert too, about playing with your friend like 778 00:35:52.199 --> 00:35:55.960 that shit gonna that shit gonna come back, bro. Yeah, 779 00:35:56.000 --> 00:35:57.400 And like I said, I feel like they buff used 780 00:35:57.440 --> 00:35:58.960 to try to chalk it up to like we were young, 781 00:35:59.039 --> 00:36:01.440 and that's COOLNI was do dumb shit when they're young. 782 00:36:01.559 --> 00:36:04.239 But it's also just I also just still don't respect 783 00:36:04.239 --> 00:36:07.559 that though, because y'all know right from wrong. You know 784 00:36:07.559 --> 00:36:09.800 what I'm saying it ain't no reason to be like 785 00:36:10.599 --> 00:36:13.719 dogging nobody out or just doing no just file lass 786 00:36:13.719 --> 00:36:14.920 ship the way niggas. 787 00:36:14.800 --> 00:36:15.400 Was, that's shit. 788 00:36:15.719 --> 00:36:18.719 Like yeah, I don't know, but again I feel like 789 00:36:18.760 --> 00:36:19.719 we're both past that. 790 00:36:19.760 --> 00:36:20.760 I feel like we both over that. 791 00:36:21.480 --> 00:36:23.760 It's just it's great to talk about it and laugh 792 00:36:24.199 --> 00:36:25.760 because the ship was funny when it. 793 00:36:25.760 --> 00:36:30.320 Was it was that ship was not funny. 794 00:36:30.400 --> 00:36:31.599 That ship was not funny. 795 00:36:31.719 --> 00:36:34.119 Now, when you came back from Chicago, when did you 796 00:36:34.159 --> 00:36:34.880 get that apartment? 797 00:36:34.880 --> 00:36:37.239 When you lived in Harmington, I. 798 00:36:37.280 --> 00:36:38.760 Got that apartment. 799 00:36:41.280 --> 00:36:43.960 Actually it had to be like in two. It was 800 00:36:44.039 --> 00:36:46.320 right when I had in. I remember I came over there. 801 00:36:46.119 --> 00:36:48.440 Like because me and Dairy's broke up in Oh wait, 802 00:36:48.519 --> 00:36:52.119 you had n When what was that? Oh yeah, it 803 00:36:52.199 --> 00:36:55.280 was around that time because I was at AI and 804 00:36:55.320 --> 00:36:57.000 that's when I met the other fucking Dairy. 805 00:36:57.159 --> 00:36:59.280 Is the Daries just love me or something? 806 00:36:59.320 --> 00:37:00.760 Bitch? Because with the like is that about? 807 00:37:01.039 --> 00:37:01.559 I don't know. 808 00:37:01.800 --> 00:37:04.079 I don't know, but I was at AI when I 809 00:37:04.119 --> 00:37:06.880 got that apartment because I think I was still working 810 00:37:06.880 --> 00:37:09.079 at Anti Stays or Buckle. I had two jobs, so 811 00:37:09.119 --> 00:37:11.000 I was working at the SMAs and assistant and then 812 00:37:11.039 --> 00:37:13.480 I was working at buckle or I think it was 813 00:37:13.519 --> 00:37:14.039 buckled In. 814 00:37:15.239 --> 00:37:18.800 Yeah, and then remember your uh, your your jewelry phase 815 00:37:18.840 --> 00:37:20.079 when he was making the basketball. 816 00:37:20.119 --> 00:37:24.000 Why don't still be coming up on Facebook as memories 817 00:37:24.039 --> 00:37:25.800 bitch so much? 818 00:37:25.960 --> 00:37:29.000 No, when you got that apartment that was lit. I 819 00:37:29.039 --> 00:37:29.960 was very happy for you. 820 00:37:30.039 --> 00:37:32.480 That was a fun times. 821 00:37:32.679 --> 00:37:34.360 I feel like that was the little what was the 822 00:37:34.360 --> 00:37:38.480 club era at that time? Club and nov what was 823 00:37:38.519 --> 00:37:40.400 the club? What was it at the mall? 824 00:37:41.599 --> 00:37:43.039 We used to go there all the time. What is 825 00:37:43.079 --> 00:37:43.480 it called? 826 00:37:43.519 --> 00:37:44.639 And they had the fishbowls? 827 00:37:45.880 --> 00:37:46.559 What is it called? 828 00:37:46.639 --> 00:37:47.239 Damn h. 829 00:37:47.320 --> 00:37:49.159 I don't know, I don't know, but it was a time. 830 00:37:49.440 --> 00:37:51.159 We used to go there a lot. Do you remember 831 00:37:51.199 --> 00:37:53.480 Double I Love in all the places like Double ilive 832 00:37:53.840 --> 00:37:58.639 h of course. What's the place of Ferndal Sculls? 833 00:37:59.519 --> 00:37:59.719 Yeah? 834 00:37:59.760 --> 00:38:02.400 Bye, it was another club we used to go to. 835 00:38:02.679 --> 00:38:05.559 It was somewhere in Dearborn. I feel like, oh, I 836 00:38:05.599 --> 00:38:08.639 know you're talking about dag having something. They're going through 837 00:38:08.639 --> 00:38:12.480 so many names. Yeah, Yeah, we had some good times 838 00:38:12.480 --> 00:38:16.320 back then. Say going out, girl. 839 00:38:15.960 --> 00:38:16.719 You stay going on. 840 00:38:16.800 --> 00:38:20.280 I was really uh getting in the motherhood, but I was, 841 00:38:20.360 --> 00:38:21.440 you know, popping in and out. 842 00:38:21.760 --> 00:38:23.840 Yeah, like I'll never forget I can't. 843 00:38:23.920 --> 00:38:25.519 I don't know where was it. It might have been 844 00:38:25.519 --> 00:38:27.239 on Mama House that time. I remember I came over 845 00:38:27.280 --> 00:38:29.719 your Mama house and y'all niggas was hung the fuck. 846 00:38:29.760 --> 00:38:31.760 I remember Michelle was on the couch just late. 847 00:38:32.039 --> 00:38:35.239 Oh bro, that y'all nigga used to be going. 848 00:38:35.079 --> 00:38:38.559 Out like we did, all of us, Me and Weedy, 849 00:38:38.599 --> 00:38:41.239 Michelle or we had some goods. It's some crazy. We 850 00:38:41.559 --> 00:38:45.639 got some crazy stories with them bitches. Yeah, some crazy stories. 851 00:38:45.760 --> 00:38:46.920 But she's the least crazy. 852 00:38:47.039 --> 00:38:49.559 Something on. Dianna's really the cool, just chill. 853 00:38:50.400 --> 00:38:52.920 Yeah, I'm always the bitch that's in the middle with shit. 854 00:38:53.000 --> 00:38:55.400 That's the thing. I'm always in the middle of everybody shit. 855 00:38:56.079 --> 00:38:58.079 But I'll be there in the middle. Yeah, it's like, 856 00:38:58.119 --> 00:39:01.760 what is happening here? They always be like that, But 857 00:39:01.800 --> 00:39:03.840 I'm the chill damn. 858 00:39:03.960 --> 00:39:07.639 So yeah, back back to the other Darius, the Secondarius, 859 00:39:07.840 --> 00:39:10.360 that was also a time for you like that, I 860 00:39:11.079 --> 00:39:14.039 walked you, I walked that relationship down with you as well. 861 00:39:14.199 --> 00:39:16.480 That was because that was some crazy shit too, basically 862 00:39:16.519 --> 00:39:20.199 the same damn scenario. Yeah, the same that's that's you know, 863 00:39:20.400 --> 00:39:22.360 that's really crazy. Y'all just said that because. 864 00:39:22.199 --> 00:39:27.000 It was Yeah, and he's saying Aquarius Darius was a verger. 865 00:39:27.079 --> 00:39:29.840 What do you think is the worst male sign? Aquarious 866 00:39:29.880 --> 00:39:32.800 bitch period, But I don't know that. 867 00:39:33.360 --> 00:39:36.159 I used to say my baby daddy and Aquarius. But baby, 868 00:39:36.199 --> 00:39:38.920 they say, don't date your own sign. I've dated the 869 00:39:38.960 --> 00:39:41.679 Pisces and baby. That nigga gave everybody a run for 870 00:39:41.719 --> 00:39:44.239 their money. He was like, I'm gonna be the worst 871 00:39:44.280 --> 00:39:46.480 nigga you've ever had. Like he must have wanted. 872 00:39:46.559 --> 00:39:48.440 I've heard about I heard ain't no more. 873 00:39:49.360 --> 00:39:50.239 He's terrible. 874 00:39:50.679 --> 00:39:56.400 I heard they ain't no show. I got a couple HUDs. 875 00:39:56.440 --> 00:40:00.719 Mins was Pisces. I've heard actually were stories. 876 00:40:01.360 --> 00:40:04.760 Yeah, that is called terror sat. 877 00:40:05.960 --> 00:40:07.880 I just called him sagittarists now I can't even say 878 00:40:07.880 --> 00:40:08.639 it Sagittarius. 879 00:40:08.639 --> 00:40:10.679 So I would say I've dated one before, and my 880 00:40:10.760 --> 00:40:11.880 experience was amazing. 881 00:40:13.280 --> 00:40:15.920 I fucked with the Sagittarius. That nigga was terrible. Really 882 00:40:16.360 --> 00:40:18.800 he was terrible, and I uh, I. 883 00:40:18.800 --> 00:40:22.440 Would say, my that was a very fun situation I 884 00:40:22.480 --> 00:40:23.039 had going on. 885 00:40:23.199 --> 00:40:26.199 He was cool, he was he was whip and what 886 00:40:26.360 --> 00:40:29.960 was like the last straw from me was like my 887 00:40:30.039 --> 00:40:32.000 intuition was telling me to stop sucking him, and he was 888 00:40:32.000 --> 00:40:32.480 younger than me. 889 00:40:32.519 --> 00:40:33.960 I was already giving that a chance. He was younger 890 00:40:34.000 --> 00:40:34.280 than me. 891 00:40:34.639 --> 00:40:37.559 I had a dream, bitch, and I had to tell 892 00:40:37.679 --> 00:40:38.920 him about the dreaming, and then it came out that 893 00:40:38.960 --> 00:40:40.559 he was still sucking with both of his baby mamas. 894 00:40:40.559 --> 00:40:47.039 I'm like, damn, really really it is? It is so. 895 00:40:46.719 --> 00:40:50.199 Happened into mine and said, I'll say after like maybe thirty, 896 00:40:50.679 --> 00:40:51.199 Like thirty. 897 00:40:51.440 --> 00:40:52.159 I don't believe that. 898 00:40:52.360 --> 00:40:55.679 I because even how you said with Darius, like the 899 00:40:55.760 --> 00:40:57.679 signs were always there, we just ignored. 900 00:40:57.800 --> 00:40:59.079 We just don't be really tired. 901 00:40:59.119 --> 00:41:01.880 But I'm saying, I'm then when I feel I go 902 00:41:01.960 --> 00:41:04.480 off that yeah, they were always there, but like if 903 00:41:04.519 --> 00:41:06.760 I feel something, that's what it is. Whereas then I 904 00:41:06.760 --> 00:41:09.159 felt it and I was in denial about it, and 905 00:41:09.199 --> 00:41:12.239 I feel like that's what it was for girl. No man, 906 00:41:12.800 --> 00:41:14.320 I know, I feel like I didn't know what it 907 00:41:14.400 --> 00:41:16.760 was I was feeling. So that's why I was a denial. 908 00:41:17.519 --> 00:41:20.000 I ain't gonna lie be there for the thrill. How 909 00:41:20.039 --> 00:41:22.000 far are you willing to take it? 910 00:41:23.320 --> 00:41:24.559 You gonna you're gonna try to lie. 911 00:41:24.559 --> 00:41:26.280 I just be like, Okay, let's let's let's see how 912 00:41:26.320 --> 00:41:27.760 far are you gonna take it? Because I already know. 913 00:41:27.920 --> 00:41:29.559 I'm just here for the I'm here for the thrill. 914 00:41:30.119 --> 00:41:31.199 Girl, m. 915 00:41:35.159 --> 00:41:36.760 You watched me go through motherhood? 916 00:41:37.239 --> 00:41:37.440 Yes? 917 00:41:39.239 --> 00:41:40.360 What what? 918 00:41:40.360 --> 00:41:40.639 What? 919 00:41:40.639 --> 00:41:42.679 What is your take on my situation? 920 00:41:42.960 --> 00:41:46.400 Like as far as wisch one. 921 00:41:46.840 --> 00:41:49.239 Just like with my baby daddy, just that whole like, 922 00:41:49.280 --> 00:41:50.519 what is your take on that? 923 00:41:53.239 --> 00:41:57.519 I feel like you handled it in a good way 924 00:41:57.519 --> 00:41:59.239 because I know other people would have been tearing his 925 00:41:59.239 --> 00:42:01.320 shit up and you didn't not. I think you were 926 00:42:01.400 --> 00:42:04.599 very positive through the whole process, and I commend you 927 00:42:04.639 --> 00:42:07.480 for that because bitch, I would have been on his 928 00:42:07.519 --> 00:42:12.960 motherfucking because he's a fucking asshole, and you went through 929 00:42:13.000 --> 00:42:14.920 a lot. I just feel like too, That's one thing 930 00:42:14.920 --> 00:42:17.039 I'm married about you. You held your ground, like you didn't 931 00:42:17.039 --> 00:42:18.800 really show a lot of what you was going through. 932 00:42:18.880 --> 00:42:20.840 I knew it, but you didn't show it. You didn't 933 00:42:20.840 --> 00:42:23.400 wear your shit on your sleep like most people. You 934 00:42:23.440 --> 00:42:26.599 ain't no Instagram or whatever bashing his ass like most 935 00:42:26.639 --> 00:42:29.960 people will bash their niggas like, you ain't shit, You 936 00:42:30.000 --> 00:42:32.559 ain't bad like you never nobody would have ever knew 937 00:42:32.559 --> 00:42:34.760 you was going through anything unless you told him. You 938 00:42:34.840 --> 00:42:38.599 know what I'm saying, So I listen, listen. 939 00:42:38.719 --> 00:42:41.000 Thank you for real appreciate it. 940 00:42:41.119 --> 00:42:43.639 So you you handled that shit will and I'm really 941 00:42:43.679 --> 00:42:46.039 proud of you for that. And I feel like that's 942 00:42:46.079 --> 00:42:49.000 why your son and what he is too, because you 943 00:42:49.079 --> 00:42:51.239 raised him right and you didn't never try to keep 944 00:42:51.280 --> 00:42:52.840 him away from his dad even though he was on 945 00:42:52.880 --> 00:42:55.039 some bullshit. You still let him go over there and 946 00:42:55.079 --> 00:42:57.719 do whatever. You didn't force him if he didn't want 947 00:42:57.719 --> 00:42:59.280 to it. Whatever the case man have been. But you 948 00:42:59.320 --> 00:43:00.400 did really good well. 949 00:43:01.159 --> 00:43:04.719 And never bad mom them to to junior either. Yeah, 950 00:43:04.880 --> 00:43:07.440 because and you know a lot of moms do that today. Yeah, 951 00:43:07.559 --> 00:43:10.159 it ain't no point, bro, Yeah it's not. 952 00:43:11.159 --> 00:43:11.679 It's really not. 953 00:43:11.800 --> 00:43:13.840 Because kids are smart, they're gonna grow up. 954 00:43:13.800 --> 00:43:18.880 And anyway ship so and that's another thing I've noticed 955 00:43:18.920 --> 00:43:24.199 cybar about people with even being married. Like a lot 956 00:43:24.199 --> 00:43:26.920 of my clients have went through divorces, right and the 957 00:43:26.920 --> 00:43:28.760 first thing some people say, well, I'm standing till they 958 00:43:28.800 --> 00:43:31.519 get what you saying. No, because your kids ready to 959 00:43:31.559 --> 00:43:34.239 go too. And I have plenty of clients say well, 960 00:43:34.280 --> 00:43:36.079 my kid was like, well what took you so long? 961 00:43:36.599 --> 00:43:37.760 So I'm ready to go when we leave. 962 00:43:39.079 --> 00:43:40.760 It's like, why fuck would you go through that? 963 00:43:41.000 --> 00:43:44.199 I had my friends that got girls and they girls like, 964 00:43:44.239 --> 00:43:46.400 why you let this happen there? Why you let him 965 00:43:46.440 --> 00:43:48.800 talk to you like that? Like kids pay attention. I 966 00:43:48.800 --> 00:43:51.440 don't understand why people don't think they kids. No, they're 967 00:43:51.440 --> 00:43:55.320 not dumb. And social media is a thing too. We 968 00:43:55.360 --> 00:43:57.559 didn't really have that back then. They can learn a 969 00:43:57.599 --> 00:43:59.400 lot from the internet. They watch other people go through 970 00:43:59.400 --> 00:44:02.599 shit they learned in school. So it's like everything and 971 00:44:02.719 --> 00:44:09.199 you're setting the example. Yeah, yeah, oh yeah, yeah, yeah, 972 00:44:09.519 --> 00:44:11.920 but yeah, you handled that very very well. 973 00:44:12.079 --> 00:44:14.199 And I think everything has worked out in divine time 974 00:44:14.280 --> 00:44:17.199 and for me the way that my son is thirteen. 975 00:44:16.800 --> 00:44:18.320 Now he needs to be with his dad. 976 00:44:18.559 --> 00:44:22.880 Yeah, I'm able to live my life and give myself established. 977 00:44:22.920 --> 00:44:27.440 And so we had this conversation earlier about you having 978 00:44:27.480 --> 00:44:29.199 time for yourself. Now you can get to know you, 979 00:44:29.239 --> 00:44:30.679 because I feel like you being a mom and you 980 00:44:30.800 --> 00:44:32.880 raising him primarily on your own, you didn't get to 981 00:44:32.920 --> 00:44:34.760 know you and what you like and what your needs 982 00:44:34.760 --> 00:44:37.599 and wants to work. I think now you're able to 983 00:44:37.639 --> 00:44:37.920 do that. 984 00:44:38.239 --> 00:44:38.760 Yeah. 985 00:44:39.079 --> 00:44:41.480 I probably feel different though, because you used to having 986 00:44:41.519 --> 00:44:42.519 him around all the time. 987 00:44:42.559 --> 00:44:45.639 But I also feel like I had I had him 988 00:44:45.639 --> 00:44:47.400 at twenty one. I feel like I missed a lot 989 00:44:47.400 --> 00:44:47.880 of life. 990 00:44:47.920 --> 00:44:49.320 Brouh. Yeah, yeah, I. 991 00:44:49.239 --> 00:44:51.360 Missed a lot of I wasn't doing everything that everybody 992 00:44:51.360 --> 00:44:52.920 else was doing because I was being. 993 00:44:52.760 --> 00:44:53.719 A fucking mom. 994 00:44:54.000 --> 00:44:56.000 Yeah yeah, and. 995 00:44:55.880 --> 00:44:57.239 Trying to figure that shit out. 996 00:44:57.280 --> 00:45:01.559 That shit like, that's what I'm saying, Like, bitch, you 997 00:45:01.559 --> 00:45:03.599 don't look like shit that you went through nothing. 998 00:45:03.599 --> 00:45:06.039 Maybe shout out to Pastor Kinlin. 999 00:45:06.119 --> 00:45:08.480 That's what he always said, thing, God, all look like 1000 00:45:08.519 --> 00:45:11.599 what I did through because I watched him on New 1001 00:45:11.639 --> 00:45:12.119 Year's Eve. 1002 00:45:12.320 --> 00:45:15.000 I watched the little virtual Uh oh you did? Yeah, 1003 00:45:15.760 --> 00:45:19.679 but that was that you still be going to Triumph too? Right? 1004 00:45:19.880 --> 00:45:23.360 Yeah? When I came what what Tryumph? That? 1005 00:45:23.599 --> 00:45:26.360 My daddy's a girl, ex girlfriend. She was the one 1006 00:45:26.360 --> 00:45:28.119 who put me on Triumph in high school? 1007 00:45:28.400 --> 00:45:30.400 Real, I start going because of Whitney. Me and Whitney 1008 00:45:30.440 --> 00:45:32.400 went together, used to go together back that was back 1009 00:45:32.440 --> 00:45:34.880 in like fourteen, but then I stopped for years, and 1010 00:45:34.920 --> 00:45:37.000 then when we moved to a park, I start going. 1011 00:45:38.000 --> 00:45:40.440 But yeah, I got baptized and everything in high school 1012 00:45:40.480 --> 00:45:42.719 again at Triumph. 1013 00:45:42.320 --> 00:45:44.119 So mhmm. 1014 00:45:45.840 --> 00:45:48.719 Let's see, that was like twenty eleven. All that fast forward, 1015 00:45:49.199 --> 00:45:54.480 fast forward? What was happening after that? Thirteen fourteen? 1016 00:45:55.360 --> 00:45:58.119 Life is a blur. Life is a fucking blur. 1017 00:45:58.559 --> 00:45:59.920 Yeah, life is a blur. 1018 00:46:03.239 --> 00:46:05.199 What after that? I don't know. 1019 00:46:05.920 --> 00:46:08.440 I don't know either. A lot of shit happened, but 1020 00:46:08.519 --> 00:46:10.119 like you said, it's like a blur. I'm trying to 1021 00:46:10.119 --> 00:46:13.719 think of a monumental moments right right that I can 1022 00:46:13.760 --> 00:46:22.599 think of. Hmm, oh, I got one for you about me? 1023 00:46:23.239 --> 00:46:27.039 So with you knowing about my underlying health condition when 1024 00:46:27.039 --> 00:46:30.239 we have a loopis or whatever, seeing me go through 1025 00:46:30.239 --> 00:46:32.000 that and evolve from it, Like what's your take on it, 1026 00:46:32.079 --> 00:46:35.639 like me as a person, like just seeing my growth, 1027 00:46:36.079 --> 00:46:37.159 my physical change. 1028 00:46:37.400 --> 00:46:41.039 Yes, yes, because you went through Yes, it was so much. 1029 00:46:41.159 --> 00:46:43.960 It was so much when I can only imagine how 1030 00:46:44.000 --> 00:46:46.119 it was to deal with that, you know what I'm saying. 1031 00:46:46.320 --> 00:46:54.159 And I don't even really remember, like. 1032 00:46:51.400 --> 00:46:52.920 Liked, what was the first memory? 1033 00:46:53.719 --> 00:46:58.039 That's what I'm saying. I don't really have Like. 1034 00:46:56.760 --> 00:46:59.400 Like I'm trying to think, like do you would you 1035 00:47:00.400 --> 00:47:02.480 do you remember when I first got diagnosed or the 1036 00:47:02.519 --> 00:47:05.519 second time I had my second clear up? Like what 1037 00:47:05.559 --> 00:47:06.239 do you remember? 1038 00:47:06.360 --> 00:47:06.960 I don't remember. 1039 00:47:06.960 --> 00:47:08.800 I would say what was I don't want to say 1040 00:47:08.800 --> 00:47:10.960 the worst thing? Or what stage did you see me 1041 00:47:11.000 --> 00:47:15.840 in that was? Like dang, Like I don't want to 1042 00:47:15.840 --> 00:47:18.360 say feel bad, but like, is she gonna ever be 1043 00:47:18.400 --> 00:47:19.239 able to come out of that? 1044 00:47:20.440 --> 00:47:22.239 I don't know, but I do remember, like I don't 1045 00:47:22.239 --> 00:47:23.760 know if it was when you was in the hospital, 1046 00:47:23.800 --> 00:47:25.440 I feel like your mom had took your phone from 1047 00:47:25.480 --> 00:47:28.639 you or something like that, so I wasn't really able 1048 00:47:28.679 --> 00:47:30.280 to communicate with you, and I think that was the 1049 00:47:30.320 --> 00:47:30.800 whole thing. 1050 00:47:30.920 --> 00:47:32.280 Like I think you feel like people. 1051 00:47:32.079 --> 00:47:34.079 Wasn't trying to reach out to you or me specifically 1052 00:47:34.159 --> 00:47:36.000 or whatever, and it was just a lot going on 1053 00:47:36.039 --> 00:47:38.199 with that situation. So like I feel like for a 1054 00:47:38.280 --> 00:47:41.000 while I was kind of maybe like blocked out of it, 1055 00:47:41.079 --> 00:47:44.880 and then it had to come around to everything, but 1056 00:47:45.119 --> 00:47:49.480 it was it was just crazy just to the transition 1057 00:47:49.559 --> 00:47:51.880 through it all and seeing like the changes with you, 1058 00:47:51.960 --> 00:47:56.239 and like I feel like one of the things that 1059 00:47:56.239 --> 00:47:58.320 you always used to say was like it really just 1060 00:47:58.400 --> 00:48:01.159 showed you who was like your real girl. 1061 00:48:03.320 --> 00:48:04.280 I'm trying not to cry. 1062 00:48:04.519 --> 00:48:08.320 Oh look don't. 1063 00:48:08.360 --> 00:48:09.719 I don't want you to cry, but if you feel 1064 00:48:09.719 --> 00:48:13.199 like you need to, it's okay. 1065 00:48:13.400 --> 00:48:13.800 I don't know. 1066 00:48:13.840 --> 00:48:15.880 That just showed me a lot about people, and that 1067 00:48:15.960 --> 00:48:18.559 really changed me as a person too. And I feel 1068 00:48:18.559 --> 00:48:20.719 like as a Year's one on IVY for off ast person. 1069 00:48:21.960 --> 00:48:25.559 I just don't take life for granted. M That's why 1070 00:48:25.559 --> 00:48:29.920 it's so important to like take care of yourself absolutely absolutely, 1071 00:48:30.199 --> 00:48:32.599 because like even before I got dinosed, I didn't I 1072 00:48:32.679 --> 00:48:34.159 know one person that had it, but I didn't know 1073 00:48:34.199 --> 00:48:37.039 what it was. And now it's so prominent, especially in 1074 00:48:37.079 --> 00:48:39.360 like black women's who like a lot of people are 1075 00:48:39.440 --> 00:48:41.400 really getting that shit now and it's like where is 1076 00:48:41.440 --> 00:48:43.519 it coming from? But you gotta take care of yourself. 1077 00:48:44.039 --> 00:48:47.039 Dress causes it, you know what I'm saying. So you 1078 00:48:47.079 --> 00:48:49.320 just gotta take care of yourself for real, you do. 1079 00:48:49.880 --> 00:48:52.480 And it shit come out of nowhere, like it comes 1080 00:48:52.480 --> 00:48:54.880 out of no like mine. I it just came out 1081 00:48:54.920 --> 00:48:57.519 of nowhere. I ain't know what the fuck that shit was, Like, 1082 00:48:57.719 --> 00:48:58.880 it just came out of nowhere. 1083 00:49:00.039 --> 00:49:02.000 And now that you said that about the stress and everything, 1084 00:49:02.000 --> 00:49:03.719 we just talked about that in the car house, talking 1085 00:49:03.760 --> 00:49:05.599 about like one of my goals for the New Years 1086 00:49:05.639 --> 00:49:08.119 to stay active, stay doing my yoga, working out all 1087 00:49:08.159 --> 00:49:11.079 of that on top of the fact that my worst 1088 00:49:11.079 --> 00:49:15.960 schedule is so crazy, like even so now I'm trying. 1089 00:49:16.000 --> 00:49:18.880 I mean I was here and there in twenty three, 1090 00:49:18.960 --> 00:49:22.199 I what was lest year twenty four here and there 1091 00:49:22.280 --> 00:49:23.880 I was getting up and going to yoga and shit 1092 00:49:23.920 --> 00:49:28.280 like that. But even still, like just coming home, going 1093 00:49:28.320 --> 00:49:32.000 to sleep and waking up, my body always hurts. 1094 00:49:33.159 --> 00:49:34.800 So I'm gonna ask you this. So I know you 1095 00:49:35.079 --> 00:49:37.480 had got your yoga instructor's license to all of that, 1096 00:49:37.960 --> 00:49:39.880 and you was like heavy into yo yoga shit for 1097 00:49:39.920 --> 00:49:43.519 a while. So now that it kind of slowed down 1098 00:49:43.519 --> 00:49:46.239 for you, do you notice a difference in your body? Yeah? 1099 00:49:46.239 --> 00:49:50.639 Absolutely, absolutely, definitely more sluggish. I feel rusty. I went 1100 00:49:50.679 --> 00:49:55.519 to hot yoga. Last week was when I think last 1101 00:49:55.559 --> 00:49:58.719 week was the Yeah, last week, So y'all know my 1102 00:49:58.760 --> 00:50:01.320 worst schedule is Monday Tuesday as day sixteen hours. Thursday, 1103 00:50:01.360 --> 00:50:03.519 Friday is the off day. Saturday, and Sunday I worked 1104 00:50:03.519 --> 00:50:06.880 one day, one job. So last week Thursday to Sunday 1105 00:50:06.960 --> 00:50:09.559 I did something every day. I went to high yoga. 1106 00:50:09.599 --> 00:50:11.239 Man at Thursday, baby, I was. 1107 00:50:11.199 --> 00:50:13.119 In that bitch feeling like I wanted to throw up 1108 00:50:13.199 --> 00:50:16.679 my byfe yes that I still like. 1109 00:50:17.760 --> 00:50:19.239 I mean, if I if. 1110 00:50:19.159 --> 00:50:21.280 I get back to it, I'll be as flexible as 1111 00:50:21.320 --> 00:50:21.960 I was before. 1112 00:50:22.039 --> 00:50:23.760 But when you just don't move your. 1113 00:50:23.679 --> 00:50:27.119 Fucking body, you fucking lose it. So like I'm rusty 1114 00:50:27.119 --> 00:50:31.079 as hell with that shit. But I did find an 1115 00:50:31.199 --> 00:50:32.559 all women's gym that. 1116 00:50:32.559 --> 00:50:34.280 I really like out here that I want to start 1117 00:50:34.320 --> 00:50:38.559 going to, So I'm a fuck with that. But yeah, 1118 00:50:38.800 --> 00:50:40.480 just like going to. 1119 00:50:40.440 --> 00:50:46.239 Work, stress, paying bills, like all of that shit takes 1120 00:50:46.239 --> 00:50:49.519 a fucking toll on you. So and that's the importance 1121 00:50:49.679 --> 00:50:53.880 of keeping the right people around you because you don't 1122 00:50:53.920 --> 00:50:56.639 need no extra added stress to your life. I don't 1123 00:50:56.639 --> 00:50:59.119 need no nigga that's gonna be fucking. 1124 00:50:58.880 --> 00:50:59.519 Up the vibes. 1125 00:50:59.559 --> 00:51:02.440 I don't know, fake ass bitches or just bitches that's 1126 00:51:02.519 --> 00:51:06.639 just coming with drama or like no, like bro, nigga's 1127 00:51:06.679 --> 00:51:07.880 got another going on in their life. 1128 00:51:07.960 --> 00:51:10.639 Yeah, And I think a lot of people don't understand 1129 00:51:10.639 --> 00:51:13.400 that either a lot of people don't want to deal 1130 00:51:13.400 --> 00:51:16.920 with certain shit nowhere, Like we are grown to see 1131 00:51:17.000 --> 00:51:20.079 overly grown, and it's certain stuff that we would want 1132 00:51:20.119 --> 00:51:21.719 to talk about and want to deal when we was young. 1133 00:51:21.800 --> 00:51:23.400 We don't don't nobody want to deal with that. Not 1134 00:51:23.480 --> 00:51:26.239 everybody now. Some people are still stuck in certain stages 1135 00:51:26.239 --> 00:51:28.079 any life. Some people not you know what I'm saying. 1136 00:51:28.119 --> 00:51:30.679 And people do grow any off, and sometimes people don't 1137 00:51:30.719 --> 00:51:33.239 want to do certain stuff to talk. You don't want 1138 00:51:33.239 --> 00:51:34.639 to go No, I don't want to go there. That's 1139 00:51:34.679 --> 00:51:35.480 not what I like to do. 1140 00:51:35.559 --> 00:51:38.440 Now, say, what's your vibe? Not like nick Man, you 1141 00:51:38.559 --> 00:51:40.519 are not gonna catch me at no club. 1142 00:51:40.679 --> 00:51:41.360 That's number one. 1143 00:51:42.079 --> 00:51:44.119 You might not even really catch me at the bar. 1144 00:51:44.360 --> 00:51:46.519 Like I'm really a kickback type person. 1145 00:51:46.599 --> 00:51:47.000 I just be. 1146 00:51:47.480 --> 00:51:50.800 Yeah, I chill, real chill. Now. I like doing stuff 1147 00:51:50.800 --> 00:51:51.400 by myself. 1148 00:51:51.599 --> 00:51:54.480 I do too. I love it. I fucking love it. 1149 00:51:54.519 --> 00:51:57.199 Take myself to eat. I rather do stuff by myself. 1150 00:51:57.239 --> 00:51:59.559 I don't have to be with crowds. Yeah, I go 1151 00:51:59.599 --> 00:52:01.840 out of me people, random people and talking, kicking it in, 1152 00:52:02.000 --> 00:52:04.960 going home. Yeah, but I like doing stuff on myself 1153 00:52:05.000 --> 00:52:10.000 loud now. I appreciate me time. That's really important to me. Like, 1154 00:52:10.079 --> 00:52:11.519 I don't have to be with a whole much people 1155 00:52:11.559 --> 00:52:15.119 all the time, especially when the motherfucker's around. You just 1156 00:52:16.400 --> 00:52:19.559 suck up your fuck up your energy. Like bro, I don't. 1157 00:52:19.719 --> 00:52:20.480 I would rather dan. 1158 00:52:20.760 --> 00:52:24.840 It's like you can't bring speaking of that, like friends, 1159 00:52:24.880 --> 00:52:27.079 you can't bring certain friends around certain people either said, 1160 00:52:27.079 --> 00:52:29.039 that's a whole nother thing you gotta Okay, I know 1161 00:52:29.039 --> 00:52:31.559 I can't bring her. She ain't on Michell. You've got 1162 00:52:31.559 --> 00:52:33.639 to know your people too. So that's another thing that 1163 00:52:33.679 --> 00:52:35.280 I like, I just have to be the funk by 1164 00:52:35.320 --> 00:52:36.679 myself because I don't want to have to go through all. 1165 00:52:36.719 --> 00:52:41.000 Let yeah, but yeah, I'm for the for the most part, 1166 00:52:41.039 --> 00:52:44.800 I feel like Dianna's had a decent She's always had. 1167 00:52:44.760 --> 00:52:47.599 Decent friends for the most part. Decent for the most part. 1168 00:52:47.880 --> 00:52:49.679 I'm like it was some people in her life. 1169 00:52:49.719 --> 00:52:52.840 I was like, I don't know, but yeah, that's your friend, 1170 00:52:53.480 --> 00:52:59.880 that's your friend, but yeah, you were here thing. 1171 00:53:02.000 --> 00:53:05.440 But no, Dianna is a very good person. Though, Diana 1172 00:53:05.599 --> 00:53:08.960 is a very genuine person. You're a real person, Like 1173 00:53:10.719 --> 00:53:13.280 she's definitely a one of one. Like it's a lot 1174 00:53:13.360 --> 00:53:15.400 of fake ass bitches in the world. It's a lot 1175 00:53:15.440 --> 00:53:16.920 of people that are just not. 1176 00:53:18.639 --> 00:53:19.000 Thorough. 1177 00:53:19.079 --> 00:53:21.880 They're not a hundred like you are truly just like 1178 00:53:21.960 --> 00:53:25.320 a pure soul for real. That's like very hard to find. 1179 00:53:25.679 --> 00:53:27.519 I appreciate that I do. 1180 00:53:28.000 --> 00:53:28.599 And I know that. 1181 00:53:29.239 --> 00:53:32.280 Another thing is like, like you said, we've grown as hell, 1182 00:53:32.360 --> 00:53:34.320 we at different stages in life and stuff like that. 1183 00:53:34.400 --> 00:53:38.280 So people be one the oh you gotta talk to somebody. 1184 00:53:37.920 --> 00:53:40.199 Every day, Like, no, niggas do not talk. 1185 00:53:42.320 --> 00:53:47.079 People are so entitled. Yeah, they are so entitled. I don't. 1186 00:53:47.559 --> 00:53:49.480 Here's the thing, especially with me because of the line 1187 00:53:49.480 --> 00:53:53.000 of work. I mean talking to people all god damn day. 1188 00:53:53.000 --> 00:53:57.519 When I come home, I want to press R I 1189 00:53:57.639 --> 00:53:58.599 want to sit in sight. 1190 00:53:59.000 --> 00:54:00.079 I want it. I don't even want. 1191 00:54:01.719 --> 00:54:05.639 A complete silence. So when people call, I don't be 1192 00:54:05.719 --> 00:54:06.440 wanting a dog. 1193 00:54:08.760 --> 00:54:09.039 I don't. 1194 00:54:09.039 --> 00:54:09.920 I don't want to TG. 1195 00:54:10.719 --> 00:54:13.519 I don't the people listening have y'all found y'all tribe? 1196 00:54:13.519 --> 00:54:16.239 You just want to come home and for real, I'd 1197 00:54:16.239 --> 00:54:19.320 be at home in the in the dead silence, baby, like, 1198 00:54:19.559 --> 00:54:22.199 just enjoying the peace for real. 1199 00:54:22.840 --> 00:54:25.280 You know. My favorite thing to do is what come 1200 00:54:25.320 --> 00:54:30.519 home and get in my robe. Let. I love my rope, 1201 00:54:30.519 --> 00:54:31.960 me and my rod go to get the real bad. 1202 00:54:32.079 --> 00:54:34.280 I love my ro I love that. I need to 1203 00:54:34.280 --> 00:54:34.719 get a rope. 1204 00:54:34.800 --> 00:54:38.320 Get your rope in that, nigg and I'm wrong with 1205 00:54:38.360 --> 00:54:40.039 that listen. 1206 00:54:40.079 --> 00:54:41.079 But I do want to get a robe. 1207 00:54:41.079 --> 00:54:45.440 Tho. How do you feel about being the Aunties now? 1208 00:54:46.480 --> 00:54:50.039 Like we're the Aunties now? That sounds so fucking funny And. 1209 00:54:50.159 --> 00:54:53.400 I didn't realize it until niggas start calling me. Then 1210 00:54:53.440 --> 00:54:56.960 I'm like, Wow, niggas, first of all, I look, we 1211 00:54:57.039 --> 00:54:57.760 both look young. 1212 00:54:57.800 --> 00:55:00.199 That's why it's so funny to me because people it'll 1213 00:55:00.280 --> 00:55:01.760 tell me, I look twenty three. 1214 00:55:02.079 --> 00:55:03.280 Yeah we look young. 1215 00:55:03.320 --> 00:55:06.320 But I guess after conversation up like niggas know, like, 1216 00:55:06.320 --> 00:55:08.440 but you ain't no young, you ain't no young bitch, 1217 00:55:08.519 --> 00:55:08.960 Like what up? 1218 00:55:10.519 --> 00:55:11.679 I was screaming. 1219 00:55:12.039 --> 00:55:14.239 I had posted it like a yoga video on TikTok. 1220 00:55:14.400 --> 00:55:16.199 A nigga was in the comments talking about damn that 1221 00:55:16.320 --> 00:55:17.440 arch crazy auntie. 1222 00:55:17.480 --> 00:55:19.280 I'm like what he did? 1223 00:55:20.280 --> 00:55:23.559 Oh my, that arch crazy auntie. I'm like wow wow. 1224 00:55:24.599 --> 00:55:28.400 And then I'll just be looking like on TikTok and 1225 00:55:28.440 --> 00:55:30.239 you know, like it'd be like the little young bitches 1226 00:55:30.239 --> 00:55:32.440 on there, and it's like, it's so funny when young 1227 00:55:32.440 --> 00:55:35.880 people talk about older people like hat y'all ow thats 1228 00:55:36.119 --> 00:55:37.159 like thirty. 1229 00:55:36.840 --> 00:55:39.760 Four is not even I was just I don't feel that. Yeah, 1230 00:55:40.079 --> 00:55:41.320 like I don't feel like that. 1231 00:55:41.760 --> 00:55:44.199 You young bitches got a lot to learn about life. 1232 00:55:44.280 --> 00:55:46.039 Just what like what I ain't gonna like I probably 1233 00:55:46.039 --> 00:55:49.559 thought this age was old when I was younger, but 1234 00:55:50.000 --> 00:55:53.880 yeah it's not. It's not age and like fine wine 1235 00:55:53.960 --> 00:55:57.199 baby period age and like fine whine. 1236 00:55:59.239 --> 00:56:04.159 Yeah, our bodies sometimes, but we don't look like it. 1237 00:56:05.119 --> 00:56:05.639 Girl. 1238 00:56:08.000 --> 00:56:10.440 Let me see where else was we at? We got 1239 00:56:10.480 --> 00:56:12.400 lost for time in the years. I guess we just 1240 00:56:12.559 --> 00:56:21.280 like everything else is a blair. I think, yeah, nothing 1241 00:56:21.320 --> 00:56:23.079 else stands out in those years. 1242 00:56:26.360 --> 00:56:28.440 But you still, you've you've dated a little more. 1243 00:56:28.480 --> 00:56:33.920 We stopped at that. You've been through some other relationships. 1244 00:56:35.320 --> 00:56:40.119 I wouldn't even say ships. I would say one little situation, 1245 00:56:40.280 --> 00:56:44.719 but that, honestly, that one as bad as the other ones. 1246 00:56:44.719 --> 00:56:48.639 I'll say the ones previously were the worst. That one shit, 1247 00:56:49.960 --> 00:56:53.800 And I think I dealt with that different Like my 1248 00:56:53.880 --> 00:56:57.519 last relationship, I was okay with the ending. I didn't cry. 1249 00:56:57.519 --> 00:57:00.199 I didn't. You know what's so funny. You know, my 1250 00:57:00.280 --> 00:57:03.440 best friend when it happened, she was like, are you okay? 1251 00:57:04.119 --> 00:57:06.039 She FaceTime me, look at me. My face drives hell. 1252 00:57:06.119 --> 00:57:07.920 She like, you're not crying? I say, because I don't 1253 00:57:07.920 --> 00:57:12.440 give a fuck, And she was like, are you sure? 1254 00:57:12.559 --> 00:57:15.599 I said yes, I don't like. I just I'm just 1255 00:57:15.639 --> 00:57:19.000 over people niggas for sure. And they bullshit And the 1256 00:57:19.039 --> 00:57:21.320 whole thing was just childish shit. It was just it 1257 00:57:21.360 --> 00:57:24.559 was childish, Like I just I was okay with that ending. 1258 00:57:24.840 --> 00:57:27.760 I was sincerely, wholeheartedly okay with that. 1259 00:57:28.599 --> 00:57:32.760 So going forward are what are you looking for in life? 1260 00:57:32.880 --> 00:57:36.000 And a man? Like, what do you want for yourself? 1261 00:57:37.599 --> 00:57:37.760 Hm? 1262 00:57:38.440 --> 00:57:41.440 At this auntie age? 1263 00:57:43.880 --> 00:57:47.440 H A man? You know what? I can't answer that 1264 00:57:47.519 --> 00:57:50.000 question because I'm not looking so I don't have like 1265 00:57:50.119 --> 00:57:53.320 a idea of a certain type of man I'm looking 1266 00:57:53.360 --> 00:57:56.039 for because that's not something that's on my radar to 1267 00:57:56.199 --> 00:57:58.840 be interested in right now. That's like not a focus 1268 00:57:58.840 --> 00:57:59.079 for me. 1269 00:58:00.320 --> 00:58:02.280 Do you want kids? 1270 00:58:02.840 --> 00:58:10.800 That's a great question. So I'm gonna say this. If 1271 00:58:10.840 --> 00:58:14.679 I don't have none, I will be okay. Kids are cool, 1272 00:58:15.559 --> 00:58:17.159 but I'm getting up there in age and I don't 1273 00:58:17.159 --> 00:58:20.280 want to be no old as mama and it ain't 1274 00:58:20.320 --> 00:58:24.039 happen for me so yet, So if it doesn't, I 1275 00:58:24.079 --> 00:58:26.800 won't be upset. I'm not saying I don't want to, 1276 00:58:26.880 --> 00:58:29.920 but if it don't happen, I won't be But if 1277 00:58:29.920 --> 00:58:31.840 they come, I will be ecstatic to be a mon 1278 00:58:32.119 --> 00:58:34.960 I feel like I'll be a great mom. I feel 1279 00:58:34.960 --> 00:58:37.199 like I'll be a real good mom. But if I 1280 00:58:37.199 --> 00:58:39.639 don't have kids, I won't be upset. I got nieces 1281 00:58:39.639 --> 00:58:42.639 and nephews. Shit, I can brow my friends kids. But 1282 00:58:42.920 --> 00:58:46.199 if I don't have no kids, I won't be Honestly, 1283 00:58:46.239 --> 00:58:49.119 I ain't gonna lie. I like my fucking freedom, no 1284 00:58:49.360 --> 00:58:56.480 for real, selfish, but baby, I like my freedom. Yeah, 1285 00:58:59.480 --> 00:59:03.079 getting turned upside down because it's not about you after that, 1286 00:59:03.599 --> 00:59:05.800 Like you the first person you gotta think about when 1287 00:59:05.800 --> 00:59:06.559 you wake up it stay. 1288 00:59:06.519 --> 00:59:10.880 Kid, and don't let you not have a nigga with you. Yeah, 1289 00:59:11.079 --> 00:59:13.119 don't let it not be a man or a five 1290 00:59:13.559 --> 00:59:14.199 in life. 1291 00:59:15.519 --> 00:59:17.199 Yeah, it's yeah. 1292 00:59:17.559 --> 00:59:19.119 Yeah. 1293 00:59:19.159 --> 00:59:23.320 And if you man, nigga, life already take a toll 1294 00:59:23.360 --> 00:59:28.800 on you mentally physically, right exactly, maybe exactly. 1295 00:59:29.039 --> 00:59:30.559 And it's like you wake up every day you don't 1296 00:59:30.599 --> 00:59:33.719 know how gonna go. It's like you you have planned 1297 00:59:33.760 --> 00:59:37.199 days and sometimes that ship just don't go that way. Man, ever, 1298 00:59:37.840 --> 00:59:43.199 wake up always the financial aspect, the financial aspect of 1299 00:59:43.280 --> 00:59:43.599 it all. 1300 00:59:43.920 --> 00:59:46.199 Actually now yeah. 1301 00:59:46.800 --> 00:59:49.679 That is like I don't even want to bring another 1302 00:59:49.679 --> 00:59:52.079 baby into the world with just just the climate of 1303 00:59:52.119 --> 00:59:53.199 the world right now. 1304 00:59:53.400 --> 00:59:54.280 It's crazy. 1305 00:59:54.400 --> 00:59:57.960 Another thing, it's scary to even reads like kids are 1306 00:59:58.000 --> 01:00:02.119 safe nowhere? Yeah, your kids not even safe at school. Yeah, 1307 01:00:02.280 --> 01:00:04.039 that's always been a place, I would say from our 1308 01:00:04.039 --> 01:00:06.639 experience growing up, you safe for school or even where 1309 01:00:06.639 --> 01:00:08.760 you live on your block or your neighbors, Like everybody 1310 01:00:08.800 --> 01:00:10.800 watch out for your kids. You can't even shrush your 1311 01:00:10.800 --> 01:00:13.639 fucking neighbors now, Like it's bad out here. It's hard 1312 01:00:13.719 --> 01:00:17.079 bringing kids well, raising kids now. I don't know, it's 1313 01:00:17.159 --> 01:00:18.000 kind of scary too. 1314 01:00:19.880 --> 01:00:22.199 I do want a daughter, but I don't know. I 1315 01:00:22.239 --> 01:00:22.639 don't know. 1316 01:00:23.880 --> 01:00:29.320 Come in the future, m we'll see what's in the cards. Yeah, 1317 01:00:30.440 --> 01:00:33.199 we'll see what's in the cards. I should have brought 1318 01:00:33.199 --> 01:00:33.639 my cards. 1319 01:00:33.679 --> 01:00:38.599 Have you have you gotten any readings or anything done? Uh? 1320 01:00:39.679 --> 01:00:41.400 I haven't had one in a while. Actually needs to 1321 01:00:41.440 --> 01:00:43.719 get one, but I haven't had one in a while. 1322 01:00:43.960 --> 01:00:47.840 Deanna used to always be going to people like even 1323 01:00:48.119 --> 01:00:50.320 I feel like for years. 1324 01:00:50.320 --> 01:00:50.960 You was going. 1325 01:00:52.320 --> 01:00:54.599 I'm saying like you first went years. 1326 01:00:54.280 --> 01:00:57.639 Ago, Yeah, years ago. We were super like in our 1327 01:00:57.639 --> 01:00:59.440 early twenties when I went the first time, and then 1328 01:00:59.519 --> 01:01:02.199 after that I didn't go back. And then I recently 1329 01:01:02.239 --> 01:01:04.519 found another girl my friend told me about and she's 1330 01:01:04.519 --> 01:01:06.519 been the only one I've been to. But other than that, 1331 01:01:06.519 --> 01:01:06.960 I ain't been. 1332 01:01:09.679 --> 01:01:14.960 I never actually want to anybody, but I did want 1333 01:01:14.960 --> 01:01:16.559 to get back to the cards. My people want me 1334 01:01:16.559 --> 01:01:17.079 to get back. 1335 01:01:16.960 --> 01:01:17.440 To them too. 1336 01:01:21.920 --> 01:01:24.119 So you still wear your crystals and stuff? 1337 01:01:26.920 --> 01:01:28.320 I still got. 1338 01:01:28.400 --> 01:01:30.800 I got crystals at home in my room and stuff. 1339 01:01:30.840 --> 01:01:34.800 But my I had a haematite ring, which is like 1340 01:01:34.880 --> 01:01:37.880 it's all black and it's supposed to absorb all the 1341 01:01:37.920 --> 01:01:41.039 negative energy and like you know, repel it and all 1342 01:01:41.039 --> 01:01:41.320 of that. 1343 01:01:41.960 --> 01:01:44.280 It had broke, so I guess it absorbed all the 1344 01:01:44.280 --> 01:01:45.440 negative energy around me. 1345 01:01:46.480 --> 01:01:49.199 I need to get another one, but I haven't got 1346 01:01:49.239 --> 01:01:51.559 no like necklaces or nothing. I did find a nice 1347 01:01:51.599 --> 01:01:55.000 little crystal shop here that I like. Oh so, And 1348 01:01:55.039 --> 01:01:56.760 then for the New Year, when I went back home, 1349 01:01:57.519 --> 01:01:58.639 I went to the candle store. 1350 01:01:58.679 --> 01:01:58.880 There. 1351 01:01:59.800 --> 01:02:02.920 I got a New Year little starter kid for the 1352 01:02:02.960 --> 01:02:05.119 New Year. It came with a roll open her candle, 1353 01:02:05.280 --> 01:02:09.119 so new opportunities, new paths, all that. 1354 01:02:10.280 --> 01:02:10.719 It was a. 1355 01:02:12.320 --> 01:02:17.599 Bayberry candle, which is for like good luck, good wealth, health, 1356 01:02:17.679 --> 01:02:20.559 all of that. And then there was a Bee's West candle. 1357 01:02:20.639 --> 01:02:23.559 So you light them on the thirty first and you 1358 01:02:23.679 --> 01:02:25.519 just let them burn until they burn out. 1359 01:02:25.599 --> 01:02:28.760 The bitches didn't burn out until like the fifth really, yes, 1360 01:02:29.039 --> 01:02:31.920 So I got the vibes in my creb for the 1361 01:02:31.960 --> 01:02:32.480 New Year. 1362 01:02:32.679 --> 01:02:33.760 So cool. 1363 01:02:34.079 --> 01:02:35.960 I'm excited to see what happens. 1364 01:02:36.119 --> 01:02:37.800 I be on my like when I go to sleep 1365 01:02:37.840 --> 01:02:42.039 at night, I listen to guided meditations, and she programmed 1366 01:02:42.079 --> 01:02:44.039 my subconscious mind. Because I ain't gonna lie. I'm a 1367 01:02:44.039 --> 01:02:45.000 negative ass bitch. 1368 01:02:45.440 --> 01:02:47.719 It's a lot of self sabotage in my mind. I mean, 1369 01:02:49.199 --> 01:02:52.039 what are the voice in your head be telling you it? 1370 01:02:52.159 --> 01:02:55.199 Dude? But I'll be trying to ignore work. Yeah, well 1371 01:02:55.760 --> 01:02:59.559 mine be talking so much shit it'd be like, God, damn, Jasmine, 1372 01:03:00.039 --> 01:03:00.400 are you. 1373 01:03:00.280 --> 01:03:00.800 So hard on? 1374 01:03:01.440 --> 01:03:05.239 I feel like I used to. I feel like I 1375 01:03:05.320 --> 01:03:07.079 was more like that when all that stuff when my 1376 01:03:07.119 --> 01:03:09.480 situation happened with me. But I think I've learned grown 1377 01:03:09.559 --> 01:03:11.719 to learn when you think like that, that's how you're 1378 01:03:11.719 --> 01:03:14.480 going track. So that's why I had to stop thinking 1379 01:03:14.559 --> 01:03:19.000 like that. And once I stop thinking like that, shit, 1380 01:03:19.039 --> 01:03:20.719 God always show up for me. So it's like, the 1381 01:03:20.760 --> 01:03:22.280 moment I get that thought of my head, I gotta 1382 01:03:22.280 --> 01:03:23.920 find something else to do to get that out, because 1383 01:03:23.920 --> 01:03:27.719 if I sit there in my thoughts. Yeah, I've always 1384 01:03:27.760 --> 01:03:31.239 been a pessimist, unfortunately, So I've always seen the glasses 1385 01:03:31.280 --> 01:03:32.239 half empty. 1386 01:03:31.960 --> 01:03:32.599 Not half full. 1387 01:03:34.599 --> 01:03:36.440 Why though, Why is that? 1388 01:03:37.079 --> 01:03:40.079 I don't know, I don't know. It's just always been 1389 01:03:40.159 --> 01:03:40.519 that way. 1390 01:03:40.800 --> 01:03:41.119 Really. 1391 01:03:41.519 --> 01:03:46.320 Yeah, it's easier to point, it's easier to point out 1392 01:03:46.320 --> 01:03:49.119 the bashit. It's easy, like I don't know, I feel like, 1393 01:03:49.159 --> 01:03:52.960 but that's something that I am working on. Okay, because again, 1394 01:03:53.039 --> 01:03:55.480 like you said, if you're a negative person, you're just 1395 01:03:55.519 --> 01:03:56.880 gonna tract more negative energy. 1396 01:03:57.000 --> 01:03:57.599 You know what I'm saying. 1397 01:03:57.639 --> 01:03:59.679 If you only see the bad side of thing, you 1398 01:03:59.760 --> 01:04:01.840 just go keep attracting that. If you're walking around talking 1399 01:04:01.840 --> 01:04:04.760 about I'm broke, you maybe the money gonna keep burning 1400 01:04:04.800 --> 01:04:05.760 a hole in your pocket. 1401 01:04:05.800 --> 01:04:08.920 This is why I tell people, don't say that word. Yeah, 1402 01:04:08.960 --> 01:04:10.679 so this is what I was always told. If you 1403 01:04:10.960 --> 01:04:14.920 stay broke, you stay broke. If you say that word, 1404 01:04:15.000 --> 01:04:15.960 you're going to stay there. 1405 01:04:16.039 --> 01:04:17.880 I don't be saying I'm broke. I don't say that. 1406 01:04:18.000 --> 01:04:21.320 When I hear people say that, I say I correct them. 1407 01:04:21.360 --> 01:04:24.119 I say, say you're financially challenged. Don't say broke. Please 1408 01:04:24.159 --> 01:04:29.239 don't say that. I'm in between deposits. Okay, But saying 1409 01:04:29.280 --> 01:04:32.199 that word, it's pending. Yeah, But saying that word, that's 1410 01:04:32.239 --> 01:04:35.400 henuously saying it. Yeah, it ain't gonna happen. I don't 1411 01:04:35.400 --> 01:04:37.159 say that. That'll come out of my mouth. 1412 01:04:37.440 --> 01:04:41.880 Yeah, I'm trying to be where the money reside. 1413 01:04:42.079 --> 01:04:46.880 That part period, that part, What are your plans for 1414 01:04:47.039 --> 01:04:51.079 twenty twenty four five. I mean, look at me, just 1415 01:04:51.079 --> 01:04:52.159 living in the past. 1416 01:04:52.719 --> 01:04:55.000 We listen, we need to get the fuck out up 1417 01:04:55.000 --> 01:04:57.280 out of that your baby word. They trying to pull 1418 01:04:57.400 --> 01:05:00.800 me back to twenty four No, I'm still in the past. 1419 01:05:00.840 --> 01:05:01.199 That's it. 1420 01:05:01.559 --> 01:05:02.119 I'm sorry. 1421 01:05:04.000 --> 01:05:07.960 My plans, my plans, my plans. I want to travel 1422 01:05:08.000 --> 01:05:12.440 more this year. I've noticed, like all the stuff I've 1423 01:05:12.480 --> 01:05:15.079 accomplished in my career, I don't travel the way I should, 1424 01:05:15.119 --> 01:05:16.519 like travel the world, go out the country and do 1425 01:05:16.559 --> 01:05:18.440 stuff like that. So I really want to explore more, 1426 01:05:19.519 --> 01:05:22.800 just keep elevating my career, taking care of myself, working 1427 01:05:22.840 --> 01:05:26.599 out more, yeah, just having more long time. 1428 01:05:27.079 --> 01:05:28.639 What kind of working out do you like to do? 1429 01:05:30.440 --> 01:05:32.360 So that's a crazy question. I haven't worked on in 1430 01:05:32.440 --> 01:05:33.880 like three years, but I need. 1431 01:05:36.639 --> 01:05:37.280 Three years. 1432 01:05:37.519 --> 01:05:38.960 I had so the girl I was showing you in 1433 01:05:39.000 --> 01:05:41.880 the car that was my trainer, So you said she 1434 01:05:41.880 --> 01:05:45.840 stopped training. Though she stopped, I'm so irritating. I forgot 1435 01:05:45.880 --> 01:05:47.519 what she said, but I want I keep I'll be 1436 01:05:47.639 --> 01:05:49.440 in her DMS every day, texting her like girl, please 1437 01:05:49.440 --> 01:05:52.760 start back. But she got my ass together. So the 1438 01:05:52.840 --> 01:05:55.519 lingering like steroid weight that I had it was starting 1439 01:05:55.559 --> 01:05:58.159 to really bother me a couple of years ago, and 1440 01:05:58.599 --> 01:06:00.480 I forgot who told me about her and she was 1441 01:06:00.480 --> 01:06:02.400 about to stop then, and I had wrote her. I 1442 01:06:02.440 --> 01:06:04.239 was like, are you still doing sessions? And she was 1443 01:06:04.239 --> 01:06:06.880 like yeah, and we started. She was in Atlanta there 1444 01:06:06.920 --> 01:06:09.400 before she moved back here, and we was doing our 1445 01:06:09.400 --> 01:06:12.760 workout sessions on the phone. I bought my workout equipment 1446 01:06:12.760 --> 01:06:14.199 for the house. I would get a best six am 1447 01:06:14.239 --> 01:06:16.360 every day. I started milk prepping all of that shit, 1448 01:06:16.400 --> 01:06:18.920 and I dropped that weight just like that. Wow, that's 1449 01:06:18.960 --> 01:06:22.480 my problem is it's the food, you know what. I 1450 01:06:22.559 --> 01:06:24.239 need to get back to doing that because when I 1451 01:06:24.519 --> 01:06:27.320 feel like when I did that Jazz, I had more structure. 1452 01:06:28.360 --> 01:06:30.880 Everything was on the set schedule. I had my gallon 1453 01:06:30.920 --> 01:06:33.239 of water with the times on it. I made sure 1454 01:06:33.719 --> 01:06:36.000 in between clients I did that. I ate, I brought 1455 01:06:36.039 --> 01:06:39.199 food to work. It was I felt even when I 1456 01:06:39.239 --> 01:06:42.320 worked out like it made me feel accomplished, like I 1457 01:06:42.320 --> 01:06:44.599 had a schedule, so when I didn't work out, I 1458 01:06:44.639 --> 01:06:47.079 felt weird. Yeah, so I feel like that's something I 1459 01:06:47.159 --> 01:06:48.760 most definitely want to start bag doing. 1460 01:06:49.400 --> 01:06:51.199 I feel like and once you get into the habit 1461 01:06:51.360 --> 01:06:54.920 of yeah, it kind of becomes like almost obsessive. 1462 01:06:55.159 --> 01:06:57.079 Yeah in a good way, in a good way here. 1463 01:06:57.400 --> 01:06:59.800 So so yeah, that's something I most definitely want to 1464 01:07:01.199 --> 01:07:04.360 start back doing too, because you noticed when you like 1465 01:07:04.360 --> 01:07:06.199 you were saying about the whole yoga thing, like when 1466 01:07:06.239 --> 01:07:08.039 you don't move your body you can feel that. Shit. 1467 01:07:08.280 --> 01:07:10.119 Yeah yeah that's why. 1468 01:07:10.159 --> 01:07:11.639 And I know you was bad to me when you can't. 1469 01:07:11.679 --> 01:07:14.800 But when you was like you, I'm like, bitch, listen, 1470 01:07:15.119 --> 01:07:16.360 but you. 1471 01:07:16.360 --> 01:07:17.719 Want to go to young She's like, hell no, I 1472 01:07:17.760 --> 01:07:18.400 ain't doing that. 1473 01:07:18.440 --> 01:07:20.920 Now, the girl, because I had worked all week and 1474 01:07:20.960 --> 01:07:23.440 I was so exhausted anyway, and I'm. 1475 01:07:23.559 --> 01:07:25.760 Trying to tell her it was a yen class though 1476 01:07:25.800 --> 01:07:26.079 it was. 1477 01:07:26.119 --> 01:07:31.159 Very No, I wouldn't take you to no power class, 1478 01:07:31.320 --> 01:07:34.920 hell no, because I was thinking about uh Jamail last. 1479 01:07:35.480 --> 01:07:37.920 I went to one of his classes last summer. I 1480 01:07:37.960 --> 01:07:40.760 loved it though. It was cool, but baby, he'd be 1481 01:07:40.760 --> 01:07:42.800 having you do all types of motherfuck posts. 1482 01:07:42.800 --> 01:07:45.039 I'm like, shit, yeah. 1483 01:07:44.679 --> 01:07:47.000 Like that's what That's somebody you gotta continuously go to, 1484 01:07:47.360 --> 01:07:49.760 like because he all play. But it was fun though 1485 01:07:49.800 --> 01:07:51.719 we would. I went to the one he had outside 1486 01:07:51.760 --> 01:07:56.159 downtown the end nights. I'll say, yuh yeah, yeah, I 1487 01:07:56.199 --> 01:07:58.320 went like twice. It was cool. I would go back 1488 01:07:58.679 --> 01:08:03.159 for sure, and that one was it's crazy. I would 1489 01:08:03.199 --> 01:08:06.360 say for me because I'm a beginner yoga yoga person, 1490 01:08:06.880 --> 01:08:09.920 you of it. I'm not, so it was for me. 1491 01:08:11.039 --> 01:08:12.880 He still was getting you in them positions. 1492 01:08:13.239 --> 01:08:16.840 Yeah, you're used to it. Yeah, I was still in 1493 01:08:16.920 --> 01:08:17.840 my beginning stages. 1494 01:08:17.920 --> 01:08:21.680 So I'm like, but other than get you in the positions, 1495 01:08:21.680 --> 01:08:28.600 and I'm just saying, I'm just saying, up now you 1496 01:08:28.720 --> 01:08:36.119 can't stretch, but okay, girl, whatever, okay or whatever. But yeah, 1497 01:08:36.159 --> 01:08:41.199 but yeah, absolutely, physical health is very important. 1498 01:08:41.560 --> 01:08:46.319 Yeah, New Year, I feel like it's important too, because 1499 01:08:47.439 --> 01:08:49.800 of course you see like yo, I don't know your 1500 01:08:49.840 --> 01:08:53.119 parents' grandparents not being over. They sick, they came over 1501 01:08:53.119 --> 01:08:56.319 their body. And then now you're seeing older people that's 1502 01:08:56.359 --> 01:08:58.920 their age, it was their age moving around, working out, 1503 01:08:58.920 --> 01:09:00.960 and they can do stuff like I got a client 1504 01:09:01.000 --> 01:09:05.479 girl she like, she gotta be at least seventies six. 1505 01:09:05.520 --> 01:09:07.520 She and her seventies and girl she move, come get 1506 01:09:07.560 --> 01:09:09.319 her hair done. She'd be going out of time doing 1507 01:09:09.359 --> 01:09:13.000 all types of shit. Two clients of mine, older ladies. 1508 01:09:13.000 --> 01:09:17.600 But she active, she's active, bro. She ain't walking around 1509 01:09:17.640 --> 01:09:19.960 with okay or nothing. Girl, she come every two weeks, 1510 01:09:19.960 --> 01:09:22.560 get her hair done. That's my girl. She's so sweet. 1511 01:09:23.479 --> 01:09:26.199 That's my girl. But she's active. 1512 01:09:26.439 --> 01:09:29.319 Like yeah, you know what else really blows me. 1513 01:09:30.520 --> 01:09:34.119 Everybody that got younger siblings that's grown as fuck now, 1514 01:09:34.880 --> 01:09:37.479 it's like, oh that that makes you feel old? 1515 01:09:37.600 --> 01:09:40.479 That that that? 1516 01:09:40.680 --> 01:09:41.039 Yeah? 1517 01:09:41.119 --> 01:09:44.239 Yeah, because like I remember when you was little and 1518 01:09:44.239 --> 01:09:45.239 they looking at you like. 1519 01:09:45.279 --> 01:09:47.279 Were you bitch on? Girl as hell? 1520 01:09:48.000 --> 01:09:52.359 Like yeah, that blows me, Like Aaron's sister, I just 1521 01:09:52.520 --> 01:09:56.159 that blows me the shit out of me, the youngest one. Yes, yeah, 1522 01:09:57.079 --> 01:10:00.000 I'm like, girl, I remember when you was a baby. Yeah, 1523 01:10:00.000 --> 01:10:02.119 when we was in high school and she just graduated 1524 01:10:02.199 --> 01:10:04.920 high school like that shit, wow, I think she in college. 1525 01:10:04.920 --> 01:10:09.399 Noo wow, that's what I'm saying, like big good, where 1526 01:10:09.479 --> 01:10:13.239 is the time going watching up? 1527 01:10:13.359 --> 01:10:14.079 That's crazy? 1528 01:10:14.279 --> 01:10:14.800 Yeah? 1529 01:10:15.680 --> 01:10:20.399 Yeah, Like I said, Amelia and Ian like that shit they. 1530 01:10:20.359 --> 01:10:24.760 Was just little. That ship is crazy and yeah that 1531 01:10:25.600 --> 01:10:31.279 she's some girls. Maybe she'd giving her feedback, you would 1532 01:10:31.319 --> 01:10:37.840 die laughing. She's some nose. She is a trulio. But 1533 01:10:37.880 --> 01:10:39.800 that's my baby. She's still a good kid, still good 1534 01:10:39.840 --> 01:10:44.840 good grades, very very smart. She's very smart. 1535 01:10:45.359 --> 01:10:45.880 That's good. 1536 01:10:46.159 --> 01:10:47.960 She already knows what school she wanted high school. She 1537 01:10:47.960 --> 01:10:51.720 wanted to go to Renaissance. Wow, she's still real smart too. Yep. 1538 01:10:52.119 --> 01:10:55.720 She plays volleyball. She's really good at volleyball. Volleyball. She 1539 01:10:56.039 --> 01:10:58.560 loves volleyball. And she good too. 1540 01:11:00.159 --> 01:11:00.680 That's good. 1541 01:11:00.920 --> 01:11:03.640 She's really good at volleyball. That's my baby. 1542 01:11:03.920 --> 01:11:05.560 Does she got a younger slip sibling? 1543 01:11:06.920 --> 01:11:12.159 Are you bad? Okay, I'm gonna say she's bad. She 1544 01:11:12.199 --> 01:11:14.600 speaks to her mind. She's a different kid. She's nothing 1545 01:11:14.640 --> 01:11:18.840 like how A Millia was. They are totally two different people. Wow, 1546 01:11:19.199 --> 01:11:24.159 she a little girl something she is something like. She 1547 01:11:24.359 --> 01:11:27.239 say whatever she wants. It's like word about man. I 1548 01:11:27.279 --> 01:11:30.399 swear it was es say she's something else. 1549 01:11:31.039 --> 01:11:33.239 How old is she a heard. 1550 01:11:33.119 --> 01:11:37.800 Y'all think just turns six? I think she's she's six 1551 01:11:37.880 --> 01:11:41.520 and something else going on? Damn sixty. Wow, I'm telling 1552 01:11:41.560 --> 01:11:45.319 you she's nothing like a Maybe it was nothing like her. 1553 01:11:45.880 --> 01:11:46.359 Mm hmmm. 1554 01:11:47.880 --> 01:11:50.399 So you pretty much have done hair your Have you 1555 01:11:50.479 --> 01:11:52.279 had any other job besides doing hair? 1556 01:11:54.359 --> 01:11:54.560 Yeah? 1557 01:11:54.680 --> 01:11:58.159 Working? Oh? I worked? Okay, So I worked at Burger 1558 01:11:58.199 --> 01:12:02.840 can't do you remember that? Yeah? No, yeah, my senior 1559 01:12:02.960 --> 01:12:05.159 year for a high second, and then I started working 1560 01:12:05.159 --> 01:12:06.800 at the hair something because I hated the break again 1561 01:12:06.880 --> 01:12:09.520 that ship. Yeah, I hated that job. And then you 1562 01:12:09.560 --> 01:12:13.119 said Buckle, but like you Buckle, I worked at Buckle 1563 01:12:13.920 --> 01:12:19.000 BCBG and I just said the name of that story 1564 01:12:19.000 --> 01:12:22.319 I forgot and he says, yeah, that's it. I ain't 1565 01:12:22.319 --> 01:12:26.840 had no other job. Wow, No, no, you like and 1566 01:12:26.840 --> 01:12:30.720 I would never. I could not work with I can't 1567 01:12:30.720 --> 01:12:32.840 do it. I can't work for nobody else. I cannot 1568 01:12:32.880 --> 01:12:34.359 imagine clocking the fucking. 1569 01:12:35.760 --> 01:12:38.119 Baby as hell. Let me let let me let you know. 1570 01:12:38.600 --> 01:12:43.199 No, I can imagine. I couldnot imagine it. I like 1571 01:12:43.319 --> 01:12:45.199 being able to create my schedule. If I don't want 1572 01:12:45.199 --> 01:12:47.600 to go to work, I don't have to. But I 1573 01:12:47.640 --> 01:12:50.079 think as recently I had to learn too to take 1574 01:12:50.199 --> 01:12:52.319 time for myself when to come to my job, because 1575 01:12:53.000 --> 01:12:55.920 it can feel like a nine to five sometimes. Whyons 1576 01:12:55.960 --> 01:12:58.000 think we robots, we don't get to take break so 1577 01:12:58.000 --> 01:13:00.520 we don't get to go on vacation like example, So 1578 01:13:02.000 --> 01:13:04.720 you know, I have blocked my schedule off for Saturday. 1579 01:13:04.720 --> 01:13:06.560 I didn't work there for Saturday, so people fixing like 1580 01:13:06.840 --> 01:13:12.680 ain't working. I'm going out of town. Bro. I love y'all, 1581 01:13:12.680 --> 01:13:15.359 but I need to break you like and it be 1582 01:13:15.359 --> 01:13:17.800 my fault sometimes because some of my clients I do sports, 1583 01:13:17.840 --> 01:13:19.279 so they be thinking I'm always gold and I have 1584 01:13:19.319 --> 01:13:22.079 to tell them like no, Like even during Christmas, people 1585 01:13:22.119 --> 01:13:26.359 texting can I come in? You got no? No, can 1586 01:13:26.399 --> 01:13:29.239 you squ And I'm learning to what I do. I 1587 01:13:29.279 --> 01:13:31.319 have to set boundaries because if you don't, people walk 1588 01:13:31.359 --> 01:13:35.560 the fuck over you, like no, you gotta I have 1589 01:13:35.640 --> 01:13:37.439 to learn that. You gotta say boundaries and say no. 1590 01:13:37.439 --> 01:13:39.399 It's okay to say no, and I feel good, sad, 1591 01:13:39.399 --> 01:13:41.000 and now I used to feel bad, like okay, I 1592 01:13:41.000 --> 01:13:43.199 can squeeze to me no, and then I'm going home. 1593 01:13:43.279 --> 01:13:45.640 We're to funk out, you know what I'm saying, Like 1594 01:13:45.680 --> 01:13:50.520 even after ship Christmas and uh New Year's I took 1595 01:13:50.520 --> 01:13:53.399 two days off. He's like, you ain't working. No, I'm 1596 01:13:53.439 --> 01:13:56.039 in my robe at home. I'm no, I'm not coming here. 1597 01:13:56.520 --> 01:13:58.479 And that's wear and tear on your body too in 1598 01:13:58.560 --> 01:14:01.159 their stylas. And that's what I'm saying, Like, that's what 1599 01:14:01.199 --> 01:14:03.279 I'm saying. I'm noticing that I have to do more 1600 01:14:03.319 --> 01:14:05.399 for myself when it pertains to my career, take more 1601 01:14:05.439 --> 01:14:08.560 breaks to do stuff. It's like you stand behind the 1602 01:14:08.640 --> 01:14:09.840 chair and do you look up and it's like you 1603 01:14:09.840 --> 01:14:12.439 don't have shit to show for it, You ain't doing nothing. No, 1604 01:14:12.600 --> 01:14:15.800 I don't know, but yeah, that's what I'm saying, Like 1605 01:14:15.840 --> 01:14:19.000 I have to do more for myself and expore more 1606 01:14:19.079 --> 01:14:20.880 because I feel like I have not done that and 1607 01:14:20.960 --> 01:14:22.800 I know I should be doing it. I deserve to 1608 01:14:22.800 --> 01:14:23.680 do that for myself. 1609 01:14:23.760 --> 01:14:26.359 So I want to travel more too, for sure. 1610 01:14:26.560 --> 01:14:28.840 But yes, of course, obviously I love what I do, 1611 01:14:28.920 --> 01:14:32.279 but it can be training sometimes. 1612 01:14:32.359 --> 01:14:35.239 Is it a cutoff time for you? As far as 1613 01:14:35.279 --> 01:14:37.680 being a hairstyle is like I'm only gonna do here 1614 01:14:37.840 --> 01:14:39.680 for X amount of years and then I want to 1615 01:14:39.720 --> 01:14:42.279 go onto like another avenue of it, or. 1616 01:14:43.039 --> 01:14:45.279 I know there is going to be but I'm so 1617 01:14:45.600 --> 01:14:48.119 still I'm still so deep into it. I haven't thought 1618 01:14:48.159 --> 01:14:50.720 that far yet, but I don't know. I feel like 1619 01:14:50.800 --> 01:14:53.640 it's gonna come to end soon and I ain't gonna 1620 01:14:53.680 --> 01:14:56.479 be I don't know. I don't see myself being fifty 1621 01:14:56.560 --> 01:15:00.239 years old doing hair still. If anything, I'd rather te teach, 1622 01:15:02.159 --> 01:15:05.159 like teach classes around like that. I would rather make 1623 01:15:05.239 --> 01:15:07.720 that like my career, traveling and teaching. But as far 1624 01:15:07.760 --> 01:15:10.239 as me being hell and off, because I can feel 1625 01:15:10.239 --> 01:15:12.319 that shit. Now I need a massage so bad. I 1626 01:15:12.319 --> 01:15:13.119 don't make no sense. 1627 01:15:13.199 --> 01:15:14.199 And I was just thinking about it. 1628 01:15:14.239 --> 01:15:18.720 No, I need is bad. I was telling her in 1629 01:15:18.760 --> 01:15:20.039 the car. I was just a little kick by some 1630 01:15:20.039 --> 01:15:21.560 classes the day. I'm sure as fuck today. 1631 01:15:21.560 --> 01:15:21.720 But no. 1632 01:15:21.840 --> 01:15:26.279 Another person that makes me think about that is tattoo Wayine. 1633 01:15:27.760 --> 01:15:30.880 He been doing tattoos for like I want to say, 1634 01:15:30.960 --> 01:15:36.439 like long a probably like twenty years now, and he 1635 01:15:36.520 --> 01:15:40.119 will always talk about how like it it's so bad 1636 01:15:40.159 --> 01:15:43.560 on his body. But I know he just started like 1637 01:15:43.600 --> 01:15:45.039 getting in the gym and all that and like really 1638 01:15:45.039 --> 01:15:47.319 take care of so but even still like, yes, ship 1639 01:15:47.439 --> 01:15:49.319 like that you be having to go to the spine 1640 01:15:49.319 --> 01:15:50.680 and get a fucking massage. 1641 01:15:51.079 --> 01:15:52.520 He worked all them out. 1642 01:15:52.399 --> 01:15:54.880 Like and I have not I really honestly because I 1643 01:15:55.039 --> 01:15:57.319 was getting massage, just staying on the regiment with myself. 1644 01:15:57.359 --> 01:15:59.760 But I half slacked on that. I gotta get better 1645 01:15:59.800 --> 01:16:01.520 with you need to do that too. I was doing 1646 01:16:01.560 --> 01:16:03.920 that during COVID. I don't know, I was. I was 1647 01:16:03.960 --> 01:16:04.920 boiling during COVID. 1648 01:16:04.920 --> 01:16:08.279 I ain't gonna lie. I was going to the Spo 1649 01:16:08.560 --> 01:16:09.520 every week. 1650 01:16:10.039 --> 01:16:16.720 Off them, baby, I was, I was, I was living. 1651 01:16:17.000 --> 01:16:19.560 Yeah, I need to do that again. I need a 1652 01:16:19.560 --> 01:16:20.319 good massage. 1653 01:16:20.600 --> 01:16:22.279 Yeah, need one bad, badly. 1654 01:16:22.880 --> 01:16:26.520 I had got a CBD massage. Baby, I was snoring 1655 01:16:26.600 --> 01:16:28.640 on the table. I kept waking myself up. I'm like, 1656 01:16:28.680 --> 01:16:31.399 oh my god, I'm snoring. Like that's how good it was. Like, 1657 01:16:33.319 --> 01:16:36.560 I need to be a massage. I need me a massage, 1658 01:16:37.039 --> 01:16:37.640 a sap. 1659 01:16:40.399 --> 01:16:45.000 Hmm what else? What else? 1660 01:16:46.600 --> 01:16:47.000 Hm hmm? 1661 01:16:49.359 --> 01:16:51.319 You got anything you need to put on the floor 1662 01:16:52.880 --> 01:16:53.680 about anything? 1663 01:16:55.479 --> 01:16:58.000 Mm hmmm. Look, I had a brain fall again. I 1664 01:16:58.000 --> 01:16:58.880 can't think of nothing. 1665 01:17:00.760 --> 01:17:09.800 Okay, let me see him. 1666 01:17:10.079 --> 01:17:13.880 Oh, I have a question for you. So saying that 1667 01:17:13.920 --> 01:17:17.479 you're in a new destination, you're here in Dali's what 1668 01:17:17.560 --> 01:17:19.680 are your thoughts? Do you think this is going to 1669 01:17:19.720 --> 01:17:22.279 be a long term place you're going to live? Do 1670 01:17:22.319 --> 01:17:23.840 you want to go somewhere else? 1671 01:17:26.039 --> 01:17:30.439 What is so funny is that my dream destination was 1672 01:17:30.479 --> 01:17:34.760 always Cali, and I went there for you. Yeah, I 1673 01:17:34.800 --> 01:17:36.439 went there for a short period of time. It didn't 1674 01:17:36.479 --> 01:17:38.760 work out or whatever. And we see what's going on 1675 01:17:38.840 --> 01:17:41.399 in California right now. So prayer to everybody. 1676 01:17:41.000 --> 01:17:41.479 Out and care. 1677 01:17:41.520 --> 01:17:42.560 Yeah that's awesome. 1678 01:17:42.960 --> 01:17:47.039 But now that I've been here, like the cost of 1679 01:17:47.079 --> 01:17:50.000 living in Cali is just waist guy, yes, it's too much, 1680 01:17:50.079 --> 01:17:51.600 and then like, I don't know. 1681 01:17:52.000 --> 01:17:54.119 I don't know, it's too many natural disasters and ship 1682 01:17:54.199 --> 01:17:55.760 there too. Yeah, it's too much. 1683 01:17:55.800 --> 01:17:58.840 You got to and I mean, the traffic is bad here, 1684 01:17:59.079 --> 01:18:00.960 but the traffic is really bad a cat like I 1685 01:18:01.000 --> 01:18:03.800 don't know. So when I first got here, I wasn't 1686 01:18:03.960 --> 01:18:06.439 in Dallas. But now that I'm like in the heart 1687 01:18:06.439 --> 01:18:08.680 of Dallas, and I didn't, you know, I found my 1688 01:18:08.760 --> 01:18:10.000 little way, like I. 1689 01:18:09.880 --> 01:18:10.800 Really love it here. 1690 01:18:10.920 --> 01:18:13.840 So I could see myself being like, I don't know 1691 01:18:13.840 --> 01:18:15.960 how long I'm gonna be here, but for now like this, 1692 01:18:16.119 --> 01:18:18.800 I'm here. I'm in this bitch now, Okay, that's good, 1693 01:18:18.960 --> 01:18:22.520 and i'd have got myself set up so I'm here. 1694 01:18:22.600 --> 01:18:25.039 I like, I was encouraging to hear because honestly, I 1695 01:18:25.159 --> 01:18:27.640 thought about moving to I really want to. I don't 1696 01:18:27.680 --> 01:18:28.159 know where. 1697 01:18:28.920 --> 01:18:35.520 But what kind of places would you be feeling? 1698 01:18:36.159 --> 01:18:42.000 Mm hmm. I've been to North Carolina. I've been there before, 1699 01:18:42.079 --> 01:18:43.520 and I like it. I will move there. 1700 01:18:44.119 --> 01:18:45.279 That's where Chelsea lives. 1701 01:18:45.399 --> 01:18:46.159 How she likes it. 1702 01:18:46.600 --> 01:18:48.000 He like she's been there for a minute. 1703 01:18:48.680 --> 01:18:53.600 Yeah, I will moved there for sure. I kind of 1704 01:18:53.640 --> 01:18:55.880 did want to go to Houston, but it's too early saturated. 1705 01:18:55.920 --> 01:19:00.239 No thanks, they say that's they said that's Liddy City. Yeah, No, 1706 01:19:00.640 --> 01:19:01.199 I don't. 1707 01:19:00.960 --> 01:19:03.560 Think that'd be for me. But as of right now, 1708 01:19:03.560 --> 01:19:04.920 I can't think of nowhere else where I would want 1709 01:19:04.920 --> 01:19:06.640 to move. I did want to go to California, but 1710 01:19:06.640 --> 01:19:12.840 it's no too expensive. I'm were like Colorado, Hell no, 1711 01:19:13.960 --> 01:19:14.439 very boring. 1712 01:19:14.600 --> 01:19:21.720 No, they're random as hell. What about Delaware? You ain't like? 1713 01:19:21.720 --> 01:19:22.720 Like, No, I don't. 1714 01:19:24.399 --> 01:19:25.239 What about Florida? 1715 01:19:28.159 --> 01:19:32.840 Mm hmmm, I possibly could, but they be having a 1716 01:19:32.880 --> 01:19:34.600 lot of natural disasters too. 1717 01:19:34.800 --> 01:19:37.720 They be hurricane season down there. Yeah. 1718 01:19:40.159 --> 01:19:42.000 I feel like Vegas is just not a place to 1719 01:19:42.039 --> 01:19:47.760 live at all at all. Yuh, Ain's gonna be a 1720 01:19:47.800 --> 01:19:50.159 little spot too that I feel like people be going to. 1721 01:19:50.520 --> 01:19:52.319 Yeah, yeah, I know I want to go to there. 1722 01:19:52.359 --> 01:19:53.079 I've never been there. 1723 01:19:53.800 --> 01:19:54.760 Uh you know my daddy. 1724 01:19:54.800 --> 01:19:56.680 Yeah, my daddy had lived there for a little while. 1725 01:19:56.880 --> 01:19:58.119 It behind as fucked there too. 1726 01:19:58.319 --> 01:19:59.800 Yeah, I don't know. 1727 01:20:00.479 --> 01:20:03.159 Yeah, but I will say I do want to go 1728 01:20:03.159 --> 01:20:04.960 back to California because I never I want to know 1729 01:20:05.600 --> 01:20:07.800 I will go back to And it's gonna sound weird 1730 01:20:08.560 --> 01:20:09.720 now that I'm grown. 1731 01:20:09.960 --> 01:20:11.199 I went to Chicago. 1732 01:20:13.960 --> 01:20:16.119 I can see that I feel like that would be 1733 01:20:16.159 --> 01:20:16.840 a vibe too. 1734 01:20:17.079 --> 01:20:21.520 Yeah, yeah, because I appreciate it all that I'm grown. Yeah, 1735 01:20:21.560 --> 01:20:22.640 but yeah, I. 1736 01:20:23.199 --> 01:20:26.159 Think that would be good. I've never even really been 1737 01:20:26.159 --> 01:20:27.039 in Chicago for real. 1738 01:20:27.119 --> 01:20:31.960 I love Chicago. I just went for my friend birthday. 1739 01:20:32.119 --> 01:20:34.520 We did like a turnaround trip. We took the train there, 1740 01:20:35.239 --> 01:20:38.079 went to a nice restaurant Mastro downtown, and then we 1741 01:20:38.119 --> 01:20:42.199 went to cocktails and kitchen right before we left for brunch. 1742 01:20:42.279 --> 01:20:46.359 But yeah, just being there survive. I love it, especially downtown. Yeah, 1743 01:20:46.520 --> 01:20:50.079 you gotta have some much expensive then the motherfucker's shop. 1744 01:20:50.159 --> 01:20:52.159 I thought I was expensive at college, bitch. Hell no, 1745 01:20:52.520 --> 01:20:54.960 it's so many people moving from there. You gotta have something, say, look, 1746 01:20:55.079 --> 01:20:58.600 how was you doing it? Then ship loans? Wow? 1747 01:20:59.680 --> 01:21:04.199 Long little what's the little chick called the little refund check? 1748 01:21:04.920 --> 01:21:08.239 Bitch? I missed them. If if I knew what I 1749 01:21:08.319 --> 01:21:10.359 knew now, I used to get so much money from 1750 01:21:10.359 --> 01:21:13.319 the fucking refund checks. That's all the shoes and ship 1751 01:21:13.399 --> 01:21:16.319 was coming from from that nigga, then wow, hell yeah 1752 01:21:16.399 --> 01:21:18.479 we used to get tore off with the missus. I 1753 01:21:18.520 --> 01:21:22.800 missed them refund checks. I wish I would, man now 1754 01:21:22.920 --> 01:21:24.680 if I probably got like one, I only went to 1755 01:21:24.720 --> 01:21:28.920 college girl well a year and a half. Yeah, I 1756 01:21:29.000 --> 01:21:30.479 used to get a lot of money from ai as 1757 01:21:30.720 --> 01:21:34.119 from the checks they that school do I's not even 1758 01:21:34.159 --> 01:21:38.119 to school. Don't where they closed? Are? Yeah? We that's 1759 01:21:38.119 --> 01:21:41.359 not even they. I think they Yeah, we all got letters. 1760 01:21:41.359 --> 01:21:43.159 Whoever went to a I got a letter. They took 1761 01:21:43.159 --> 01:21:46.159 it off our It's not like on our creditor type 1762 01:21:46.159 --> 01:21:48.960 of thing. So we ain't gotta pay no yep, take 1763 01:21:49.279 --> 01:21:55.520 takes yep. I didn't even know. People was a couple 1764 01:21:55.560 --> 01:21:57.079 of people I went to college with had called like, 1765 01:21:57.079 --> 01:21:59.039 did you know that we ain't gotta pay the I'm like, 1766 01:21:59.039 --> 01:22:01.279 what y'all talking about? They're like, wet, we ain't gonna 1767 01:22:01.319 --> 01:22:01.960 pay no more. 1768 01:22:02.119 --> 01:22:04.880 I'm like what, Wow? 1769 01:22:05.479 --> 01:22:08.319 Yep, is that close? I think they got suited or 1770 01:22:08.359 --> 01:22:11.640 some ship. I forgot what happened. There was some bullshit, but. 1771 01:22:11.720 --> 01:22:18.359 Yep, damn, yep. Wow. 1772 01:22:19.079 --> 01:22:22.520 Do you are you still friends with like everybody that 1773 01:22:22.560 --> 01:22:23.800 you was friends with in high school? 1774 01:22:27.359 --> 01:22:31.079 I would say I am still friends with some people. 1775 01:22:31.159 --> 01:22:35.720 Some people I don't talk to. I can't say we're cordial, 1776 01:22:36.920 --> 01:22:38.720 but I'm still close to a lot of people I 1777 01:22:38.760 --> 01:22:40.479 went to high school with, like a lot, but we 1778 01:22:40.640 --> 01:22:41.479 more so talk. 1779 01:22:41.439 --> 01:22:43.760 Who was the less time you went to your little reunion? 1780 01:22:44.640 --> 01:22:47.520 So we were supposed to have a fifteen year one 1781 01:22:47.760 --> 01:22:50.600 and they end up canceling it because the ticket seals 1782 01:22:50.640 --> 01:22:57.640 was low and we had a fucking ball. Wow. We 1783 01:22:57.760 --> 01:23:00.720 had so much fun, so much fun. It was like 1784 01:23:00.760 --> 01:23:05.119 three days long. The first day we went to this 1785 01:23:05.279 --> 01:23:07.399 was right before the pandemic too. What is that place? 1786 01:23:07.479 --> 01:23:10.159 It's like a it was a nova and I think 1787 01:23:10.199 --> 01:23:12.239 they closed it. What was it called? They had like 1788 01:23:12.319 --> 01:23:13.319 bowling and all of that. 1789 01:23:13.960 --> 01:23:16.119 Oh what was it called? 1790 01:23:16.319 --> 01:23:17.399 Because they had one. 1791 01:23:18.319 --> 01:23:20.279 The fact that I can't remember none of the but 1792 01:23:20.359 --> 01:23:21.119 I know what you talk about. 1793 01:23:21.199 --> 01:23:25.159 The little up. So we met there. That was our 1794 01:23:25.159 --> 01:23:29.359 starting point. We met there, Uh, half food, play games, 1795 01:23:29.359 --> 01:23:31.159 did all of that. You know. Obviously we take pictures 1796 01:23:31.159 --> 01:23:35.560 of everybody, and I think we went to where do 1797 01:23:35.680 --> 01:23:37.880 we go after that? Because we were just going. We 1798 01:23:37.920 --> 01:23:40.079 went so many places that night that shit was crazy. 1799 01:23:40.439 --> 01:23:42.760 We had so much fun. Then the next day they 1800 01:23:42.840 --> 01:23:45.279 had like a family thing where people brought their kids. 1801 01:23:45.279 --> 01:23:47.000 They had like bounce houses that shit like that, And 1802 01:23:47.239 --> 01:23:48.920 we went to a whole bunch of bars after that, 1803 01:23:49.560 --> 01:23:51.359 and then the last day on Sunday, they did a 1804 01:23:51.359 --> 01:23:54.159 white party downtown somewhere, and then we went to a 1805 01:23:54.239 --> 01:23:55.840 day party after that. We had a ball. 1806 01:23:55.920 --> 01:23:58.079 The whole fucking weekend sounds pretty lit. 1807 01:23:58.439 --> 01:24:01.000 Yeah, it was lit. We had a ball, We had fun. 1808 01:24:01.199 --> 01:24:03.760 It was a lot of people that didn't come, like 1809 01:24:03.760 --> 01:24:05.000 I ain't going to that shit, and then when they 1810 01:24:05.039 --> 01:24:06.840 seeing all our pictures, everybody was like I should have, 1811 01:24:08.000 --> 01:24:10.680 Like bougie bitches, just come on. We had fun though. 1812 01:24:12.279 --> 01:24:14.560 I think girls had a ten year reunion, but I 1813 01:24:14.600 --> 01:24:15.960 obviously didn't go to that shit. 1814 01:24:16.840 --> 01:24:18.039 Now do you still talk to us? 1815 01:24:18.079 --> 01:24:22.760 Some people from on Instagram? Hey, y'all, they probably onnestly 1816 01:24:22.880 --> 01:24:23.680 when I post this. 1817 01:24:23.800 --> 01:24:27.159 Like, oh, let me go watch it? But yeah, yeah 1818 01:24:27.159 --> 01:24:29.279 I don't, not for real, don't girls? I talked to Chelsea, 1819 01:24:29.640 --> 01:24:30.920 Yeah that's the only person. 1820 01:24:31.359 --> 01:24:34.000 Yeah real, Yeah, most of the people, most of the 1821 01:24:34.000 --> 01:24:36.720 people I talked to through Instagram. 1822 01:24:36.760 --> 01:24:38.479 You still be on Facebook too, though, don't you? 1823 01:24:39.039 --> 01:24:41.720 I do? But I only comment. I don't like make 1824 01:24:41.760 --> 01:24:43.640 status a ship here and there. I'll say little shit, 1825 01:24:43.720 --> 01:24:44.520 but I do. 1826 01:24:44.640 --> 01:24:46.039 Niggas even be talking about them. 1827 01:24:46.039 --> 01:24:48.960 Girl everything, and it shit be funny. Facebook is the 1828 01:24:48.960 --> 01:24:50.720 place to go. People be talking shit on there, and 1829 01:24:50.800 --> 01:24:51.880 I be hollering. 1830 01:24:51.840 --> 01:24:54.800 Do you still got your original Facebook? Yes? 1831 01:24:56.239 --> 01:24:59.119 See I nott like even if I like, I don't 1832 01:24:59.239 --> 01:25:00.880 my original face gone. 1833 01:25:01.560 --> 01:25:04.800 Uh I deleted that ship, like. 1834 01:25:07.239 --> 01:25:10.239 I really commend y'all that still got your original social 1835 01:25:10.319 --> 01:25:13.119 media platforms, like you probably got your Facebook pictures from 1836 01:25:13.159 --> 01:25:16.840 two thousand and six on that bitch, Like, yeah. 1837 01:25:16.760 --> 01:25:20.039 Well that ain't obviously my profile, but I still alright school. 1838 01:25:20.520 --> 01:25:23.800 What was the best social media platform in high school? 1839 01:25:27.399 --> 01:25:32.239 I would have to say it was space? My Space? 1840 01:25:32.439 --> 01:25:34.119 It was what about crushbot? 1841 01:25:34.319 --> 01:25:35.399 Oh my god? 1842 01:25:35.520 --> 01:25:38.439 What about top writing? I was top writing in that bad. 1843 01:25:38.560 --> 01:25:40.720 For what my name was on there? But I remember 1844 01:25:40.760 --> 01:25:42.479 crushed But I don't even remember my name on. 1845 01:25:42.399 --> 01:25:43.720 That baby. 1846 01:25:44.960 --> 01:25:48.159 Black Planet and mid fucking I was like black Planet 1847 01:25:48.159 --> 01:25:50.840 in middle school, acting like I was. I know, I 1848 01:25:50.880 --> 01:25:53.319 cannot think of the name. It was Black fucking Planet. 1849 01:25:53.600 --> 01:25:58.399 Fourteen, Caramel Complexion, medium less here, how let your girls 1850 01:25:58.439 --> 01:26:02.680 signed the guest book? 1851 01:26:03.640 --> 01:26:05.880 Niggas was coding on my Space? 1852 01:26:07.720 --> 01:26:10.239 Oh my god? This was the top Who was it 1853 01:26:10.319 --> 01:26:12.239 your top eight? What was it on my space? Was 1854 01:26:12.239 --> 01:26:12.760 the top eight? 1855 01:26:14.119 --> 01:26:16.000 I don't remember how that ship went. I just remember 1856 01:26:16.000 --> 01:26:19.319 it being fun. 1857 01:26:18.479 --> 01:26:21.079 My Space you had like the top your top friends 1858 01:26:21.119 --> 01:26:21.920 in the top eight. 1859 01:26:23.119 --> 01:26:25.279 Uh, I don't remember. 1860 01:26:27.079 --> 01:26:29.960 Yeah that was wild? 1861 01:26:31.399 --> 01:26:32.239 That wild? 1862 01:26:33.159 --> 01:26:33.640 What else? 1863 01:26:33.720 --> 01:26:36.520 It was black planet crushed by my Space and then 1864 01:26:36.560 --> 01:26:37.840 it went over to Facebook. 1865 01:26:39.039 --> 01:26:41.920 You know, it's funny speaking of like them as it's 1866 01:26:42.119 --> 01:26:45.800 don't really have nothing. Remember? Do you remember some things 1867 01:26:45.840 --> 01:26:48.119 that you wanted, Like fashion wise in high school that 1868 01:26:48.159 --> 01:26:49.720 show Ma muror Daddy said they won't buy you. 1869 01:26:51.119 --> 01:26:53.920 I felt like I got. I was. 1870 01:26:54.119 --> 01:26:56.399 I was really into apple bottoms and I used to 1871 01:26:56.920 --> 01:26:59.079 get all that. I used to wear all the little 1872 01:26:59.079 --> 01:27:02.479 apple bottoms I have, the little pet my favorite pet page. 1873 01:27:02.479 --> 01:27:05.560 I had my favorite pep pet dress that was like 1874 01:27:05.800 --> 01:27:07.680 red but it had different patches. 1875 01:27:09.199 --> 01:27:14.319 Uh, what else? I don't know. What did you used 1876 01:27:14.359 --> 01:27:14.880 to want to wear? 1877 01:27:15.760 --> 01:27:17.520 Girl? A lot of ship that mama wanted let me 1878 01:27:17.560 --> 01:27:20.600 get I wanted? What did I want? I wanted the 1879 01:27:20.600 --> 01:27:22.000 next till mama won by dad. 1880 01:27:22.680 --> 01:27:24.000 My shout out to my daddy. 1881 01:27:24.039 --> 01:27:26.319 My daddy had me laced with every next till I 1882 01:27:26.319 --> 01:27:28.079 ain't gonna lie not. 1883 01:27:28.119 --> 01:27:32.079 Buy me that I wanted Alva sim she won't buy 1884 01:27:32.079 --> 01:27:33.880 me that I had. 1885 01:27:34.800 --> 01:27:35.359 It wasn't. 1886 01:27:36.920 --> 01:27:39.359 Remember those Timbla books everybody had that came to the knee, 1887 01:27:40.319 --> 01:27:44.239 what bitch hop out. I just bought my first I 1888 01:27:44.319 --> 01:27:46.800 just got me a fresh pear. I wanted some bitches 1889 01:27:46.840 --> 01:27:50.640 so bad, my mom, cute ass pear they man, they 1890 01:27:50.720 --> 01:27:54.319 was cute. They had like I don't even I don't know, yep, 1891 01:27:55.720 --> 01:27:57.640 just brought them back off, bitch and I bought them. 1892 01:27:57.920 --> 01:28:01.039 Was yeah, them was the one I made. You probably 1893 01:28:01.039 --> 01:28:02.399 didn't see my post. I made it about it. I 1894 01:28:02.439 --> 01:28:05.760 posted it on my my business page about it about 1895 01:28:05.760 --> 01:28:08.279 when I got the boots. Everybody's cracking up. They're like, oh, 1896 01:28:08.479 --> 01:28:10.880 I still got mad. Everybody was coming in my dns 1897 01:28:10.920 --> 01:28:13.439 like I still got my ship. I remember them, man, 1898 01:28:13.439 --> 01:28:15.000 I wanted them so bad. As soon as I seen 1899 01:28:15.000 --> 01:28:16.960 them bitches, I said, I got to get these bitches 1900 01:28:17.520 --> 01:28:19.359 the luxury of being grown, being up. But about what 1901 01:28:19.359 --> 01:28:21.560 the fuck you won't because I wanted them so bad. 1902 01:28:21.600 --> 01:28:23.119 My moms like, I ain't got what they used to say. 1903 01:28:23.159 --> 01:28:27.960 Everybody that had them babyfat coats, it was pregnant. Everybody 1904 01:28:28.000 --> 01:28:32.039 had them, close them Melissa's remember them, yes, girl, everybody 1905 01:28:32.079 --> 01:28:33.439 had them. Everybody. 1906 01:28:33.399 --> 01:28:34.760 I had the little rock and I had a rocker 1907 01:28:34.800 --> 01:28:36.560 war coat. It was green, but it had the little 1908 01:28:36.560 --> 01:28:37.399 fur hood. 1909 01:28:37.199 --> 01:28:40.520 That was everybody, And that was everybody picture on Facebook 1910 01:28:41.720 --> 01:28:47.319 with that nog dog. Everybody had them. What else was? 1911 01:28:47.760 --> 01:28:49.119 What about the name belts? 1912 01:28:49.760 --> 01:28:52.680 Oh? I had the name I had? You had the 1913 01:28:52.720 --> 01:28:54.239 one that flashed with the light to. 1914 01:28:54.359 --> 01:28:56.560 No, I wanted that one. I had the one I 1915 01:28:56.640 --> 01:28:58.560 had mine set d on it, and I have rhyme 1916 01:28:58.640 --> 01:28:59.760 stones on my own thing. 1917 01:29:00.600 --> 01:29:01.560 I had a pink one. 1918 01:29:01.840 --> 01:29:02.520 Uh. 1919 01:29:02.600 --> 01:29:06.720 It was something that was always just about to say, did. 1920 01:29:06.600 --> 01:29:07.159 You have some of them? 1921 01:29:07.840 --> 01:29:08.920 You no shows? 1922 01:29:09.119 --> 01:29:13.920 Bitch? Everybody had shows. You did not have them? Are 1923 01:29:13.920 --> 01:29:17.600 you serious? I'm trying to think of what else. I 1924 01:29:17.640 --> 01:29:18.039 don't know. 1925 01:29:19.239 --> 01:29:21.159 It was something else I was about to say, damn 1926 01:29:24.439 --> 01:29:26.640 all the niggas was wearing jeans for sure. 1927 01:29:27.279 --> 01:29:30.159 Off they ass with them big ass T shirts. 1928 01:29:31.079 --> 01:29:33.119 I remember I went through like a tomboy face. I 1929 01:29:33.159 --> 01:29:35.319 was wearing tall tea. Why the funk was I wearing 1930 01:29:35.359 --> 01:29:39.920 tall teas? Bitch, bitch, that's dressing like a nigga in 1931 01:29:39.960 --> 01:29:42.119 the ninth grade. For a small period of time, I 1932 01:29:42.119 --> 01:29:42.920 had a tall tea. 1933 01:29:43.800 --> 01:29:46.439 Remember they had like the little it was like the beanie, 1934 01:29:46.439 --> 01:29:50.119 but it had like the little whatever. I don't know 1935 01:29:50.399 --> 01:29:58.159 I was wearing that. I have no idea, girl, Yeah, 1936 01:29:58.439 --> 01:30:01.399 good ship? What else I'm trying to think what else. 1937 01:30:04.479 --> 01:30:06.119 Was mex Was that in high school or that was 1938 01:30:06.159 --> 01:30:08.720 after Meg Jeans? 1939 01:30:10.119 --> 01:30:15.199 I think that was high school. I feel like that 1940 01:30:15.359 --> 01:30:20.399 was the thing. Did niggas start wearing truths in high school? Yes? 1941 01:30:21.439 --> 01:30:21.720 That was? 1942 01:30:21.960 --> 01:30:24.760 That was a I know for sure because I had 1943 01:30:24.760 --> 01:30:27.600 something one of my senior pictures. Bitch, yes, wow some 1944 01:30:27.760 --> 01:30:31.800 true Oh everybody picture was with that turned to the back, 1945 01:30:31.920 --> 01:30:33.199 bitch showing off the back. 1946 01:30:34.359 --> 01:30:38.920 Should have right, our dog. I was just about to 1947 01:30:38.960 --> 01:30:39.600 name another pair. 1948 01:30:41.520 --> 01:30:49.079 Oh what else? It was air hardy Air. Yes, dang 1949 01:30:50.119 --> 01:30:52.920 that ship that came back. That's so funny because I 1950 01:30:52.960 --> 01:30:55.359 was trying to get a hat from them. This is 1951 01:30:55.359 --> 01:30:57.000 what I hate about the internet night. If you don't 1952 01:30:57.000 --> 01:30:59.960 have it on your site, don't post it. I want to. 1953 01:31:00.079 --> 01:31:01.640 I had from them, and I went and looked for 1954 01:31:01.720 --> 01:31:04.439 it and it wasn't there. I was pissed. It Hardy 1955 01:31:04.520 --> 01:31:08.319 was the shape it was. The niggas was on coach too, 1956 01:31:09.199 --> 01:31:11.119 and they remember they had the white beater of the 1957 01:31:11.159 --> 01:31:16.039 air hearty. Yeah, yes I did, and I did have 1958 01:31:16.079 --> 01:31:17.920 some of them coach them shoes. I had to had them. 1959 01:31:18.479 --> 01:31:20.000 I never had I did. 1960 01:31:20.600 --> 01:31:24.359 I had them, and because I remember I bought my 1961 01:31:24.399 --> 01:31:25.960 own because that's how I got my first job. I 1962 01:31:25.960 --> 01:31:31.640 said I had the high top one the they was brown. 1963 01:31:31.800 --> 01:31:33.359 I never forgot I got in my senior year. 1964 01:31:34.439 --> 01:31:36.359 And that's so funny when you're talking about, like what 1965 01:31:36.359 --> 01:31:38.159 do we want in high school that we couldn't get. 1966 01:31:38.199 --> 01:31:40.960 Imagine being in high school now, these kids like bro, 1967 01:31:41.000 --> 01:31:44.199 I wouldn't be able to keep up. I don't know who. 1968 01:31:45.239 --> 01:31:47.479 Marry and ship you want and married a high school. 1969 01:31:49.199 --> 01:31:52.319 Like we're shout out to the parents. Niggas got it. 1970 01:31:52.359 --> 01:31:54.600 I don't know where y'all got it from, but y'all, 1971 01:31:54.720 --> 01:31:55.680 y'all got it. 1972 01:31:55.920 --> 01:31:56.680 Y'all got it. 1973 01:31:57.720 --> 01:32:00.399 And it'd be so funny because it's like a lot 1974 01:32:00.399 --> 01:32:01.960 of these kids be wearing that ship and I got 1975 01:32:02.000 --> 01:32:03.640 clients that's teachers, right, and they'd be like, they be 1976 01:32:03.640 --> 01:32:05.920 wearing all this expensive ship to school, but they're feeling 1977 01:32:06.920 --> 01:32:08.880 they're not doing shit. They come in here dripping a 1978 01:32:08.880 --> 01:32:12.239 designer every fucking day and can't even spell right, And 1979 01:32:12.279 --> 01:32:14.680 I'm like, what is going on? If we're the good 1980 01:32:14.760 --> 01:32:18.560 of grace, we won't get shipped. We had to iron 1981 01:32:18.640 --> 01:32:20.840 what we had, I would say most of us did. 1982 01:32:20.960 --> 01:32:22.680 These kids don't have to do ship. Their parents just 1983 01:32:22.720 --> 01:32:23.880 give them whatever. That's why they're so. 1984 01:32:24.199 --> 01:32:29.479 Mad, bad as hell and don't know the value of 1985 01:32:29.560 --> 01:32:33.079 nothing for real. They gonna care about his fucking clothes. 1986 01:32:33.199 --> 01:32:38.720 And yes, it's it's bad now. We thought they was 1987 01:32:38.760 --> 01:32:40.920 doing stuff back then, and all I think these kids 1988 01:32:40.960 --> 01:32:44.239 are way far like, they way worse. 1989 01:32:44.399 --> 01:32:45.840 And what social media is? 1990 01:32:46.079 --> 01:32:47.960 I think social media fucked a lot. And I think 1991 01:32:47.960 --> 01:32:49.880 too because of all these celebrities and what they got. 1992 01:32:49.880 --> 01:32:53.560 They seeing that and it's like that's not real life. 1993 01:32:54.119 --> 01:33:02.920 At all, cause them niggas be written that ship too. Yes, girl, 1994 01:33:05.159 --> 01:33:06.279 Yeah it's bad now. 1995 01:33:07.039 --> 01:33:08.800 Yeah, but we had a nice little era. 1996 01:33:09.800 --> 01:33:11.560 For sure for music. 1997 01:33:11.840 --> 01:33:14.760 Even the dances is different now, all of that, Like 1998 01:33:14.880 --> 01:33:18.640 we we had some classic ship we did. I can't 1999 01:33:18.640 --> 01:33:20.399 even do these new dances either. 2000 01:33:20.479 --> 01:33:22.520 I can't keep up. I feel like it's not even 2001 01:33:22.600 --> 01:33:24.520 that difficult, but I just can't do it. 2002 01:33:24.520 --> 01:33:27.119 It's just be like, what the fuck is this? I'm 2003 01:33:27.119 --> 01:33:28.880 still trying to learn how to trip out. I don't 2004 01:33:28.920 --> 01:33:29.600 know how to do that. 2005 01:33:29.920 --> 01:33:31.199 Yeah, I don't know how to do none of that, 2006 01:33:31.439 --> 01:33:32.920 none of that. I don't even know what the fuck 2007 01:33:32.960 --> 01:33:35.479 it is. My sister has to tell me. I just 2008 01:33:35.560 --> 01:33:38.600 I know a little lean with it, right with it, 2009 01:33:38.680 --> 01:33:44.039 right with it. You got to catch it, okay, you 2010 01:33:44.119 --> 01:33:44.840 know all that ship. 2011 01:33:44.880 --> 01:33:47.760 I don't remember when niggas niggas was really wearing the 2012 01:33:47.920 --> 01:33:50.399 gez shirts to school and that shit got banned at 2013 01:33:50.439 --> 01:33:52.720 school with a little snowman shirts. 2014 01:33:52.760 --> 01:33:56.640 All that ship. God, what a time, What a time 2015 01:33:56.680 --> 01:33:57.319 to be alive? 2016 01:33:57.680 --> 01:34:01.640 Yeah, what a time. Remember the dickies everybody used to 2017 01:34:01.680 --> 01:34:02.079 wear them. 2018 01:34:01.960 --> 01:34:06.800 Too, Yes, dickies, yes, everybody them at later. 2019 01:34:07.560 --> 01:34:09.640 Yes, the two pieces that the girls have like the 2020 01:34:09.680 --> 01:34:16.600 jumpsuitsan yes, yes, I remember that. We all had a Wow. 2021 01:34:19.039 --> 01:34:21.000 Do you still have actual pictures from high school? Where 2022 01:34:21.000 --> 01:34:22.479 you just got shit on Facebook? 2023 01:34:24.359 --> 01:34:26.079 I just got stuff on Facebook. I ain't got no 2024 01:34:26.159 --> 01:34:26.720 actual Like. 2025 01:34:27.000 --> 01:34:29.399 I got a few actual pictures that I was just 2026 01:34:29.399 --> 01:34:33.199 looking at my mama house, and. 2027 01:34:33.119 --> 01:34:34.760 They always come up at memories and I just be 2028 01:34:34.800 --> 01:34:36.560 looking like, girl, what the fuck did you have on? 2029 01:34:37.880 --> 01:34:39.039 Baby? 2030 01:34:39.199 --> 01:34:41.239 A lot of good memories. But I got a whole album. 2031 01:34:41.319 --> 01:34:42.800 I think you might be on this album too. 2032 01:34:44.279 --> 01:34:49.880 That's funny. High school was a time, bro. 2033 01:34:50.560 --> 01:34:53.119 It was. She said she wouldn't change nothing at all. 2034 01:34:53.119 --> 01:34:55.079 I'm trying to think I wouldn't. I want to go 2035 01:34:55.079 --> 01:34:55.319 back to. 2036 01:34:55.319 --> 01:34:56.520 It, except for your prim dress. 2037 01:34:58.640 --> 01:34:59.359 I don't. 2038 01:35:00.840 --> 01:35:05.399 Would I changed anything. First of all, my thing was 2039 01:35:05.560 --> 01:35:11.720 like I had moved back to Southfield. Uh, well, not 2040 01:35:11.920 --> 01:35:14.840 back because like elementary and all that, I was living 2041 01:35:14.840 --> 01:35:17.039 in Detroit, and then I moved with my dad. 2042 01:35:17.079 --> 01:35:18.039 We moved to Belleville. 2043 01:35:18.399 --> 01:35:19.800 I went to middle school out there, and then for 2044 01:35:19.880 --> 01:35:22.199 high school we moved to Southfield and I went to 2045 01:35:22.239 --> 01:35:24.239 grow because. 2046 01:35:25.680 --> 01:35:26.720 I didn't think I would be. 2047 01:35:28.600 --> 01:35:29.880 I thought you would have been there. 2048 01:35:30.359 --> 01:35:30.840 Mm hmmm. 2049 01:35:31.920 --> 01:35:33.600 I just forgot what I was saying. I moved back, 2050 01:35:33.800 --> 01:35:36.880 moved to Southfield. Uh, I don't know what I was 2051 01:35:36.880 --> 01:35:37.600 about to say. 2052 01:35:42.079 --> 01:35:42.560 I don't know. 2053 01:35:45.119 --> 01:35:50.960 Whatever, but yeah, motherfucking time was had for sure. I 2054 01:35:51.079 --> 01:35:55.079 want to go back. I wish oh I was saying, 2055 01:35:55.359 --> 01:35:58.119 Oh would I change anything? Oh, That's what I was saying. 2056 01:35:58.479 --> 01:36:01.439 So yeah, When I first got to the Groves, mind you, 2057 01:36:01.520 --> 01:36:03.039 I was coming from middle school. I had went to 2058 01:36:03.039 --> 01:36:05.000 school out in Billbille, so I came to Softwold. I 2059 01:36:05.000 --> 01:36:09.520 didn't know anybody at all. So everybody was hating on 2060 01:36:09.680 --> 01:36:12.199 me so fucking hard because you the new girl, you 2061 01:36:12.199 --> 01:36:16.840 you whatever, you know, Like I absolutely hated girls. 2062 01:36:16.880 --> 01:36:20.319 Like the first semester they was giving me. Hell. I 2063 01:36:20.359 --> 01:36:22.119 remember like coming back to. 2064 01:36:22.119 --> 01:36:24.640 School on like a Monday, and motherfucker's be like, oh, 2065 01:36:24.680 --> 01:36:26.359 they was looking for you at the game. They said 2066 01:36:26.359 --> 01:36:27.439 they was gonna jump. 2067 01:36:27.239 --> 01:36:28.319 You, Like for what? 2068 01:36:28.920 --> 01:36:29.079 Bro? 2069 01:36:30.520 --> 01:36:33.640 Then like, bitch just hated me. And then I don't know, 2070 01:36:33.720 --> 01:36:36.960 I just kind of got cool with people. But yeah, 2071 01:36:37.079 --> 01:36:38.680 I hated girls when I first got there. 2072 01:36:38.760 --> 01:36:45.680 Really mmm, but I will. 2073 01:36:47.279 --> 01:36:52.199 This is always a funny joke. But when I tell you, 2074 01:36:52.319 --> 01:36:55.000 Robert was on me the first day. He seen me 2075 01:36:55.119 --> 01:37:00.000 at orientation, bro, and never let it. 2076 01:37:00.159 --> 01:37:01.479 Never let that ship go. Bro. 2077 01:37:01.760 --> 01:37:06.000 That ship was so funny. But yeah, girls was cool. 2078 01:37:07.159 --> 01:37:09.439 I used to say, I wanted to go to Southfield High, but. 2079 01:37:11.319 --> 01:37:12.319 I Felkhio so bad. 2080 01:37:12.399 --> 01:37:16.039 Nah, so I've heard. 2081 01:37:16.359 --> 01:37:19.800 Yeah, one of my high school teachers teach her now too, 2082 01:37:19.840 --> 01:37:22.199 and she said, no kids is terrible. She was like, 2083 01:37:22.279 --> 01:37:24.640 y'all was my favorite class. It seemed like after y'all graduated, 2084 01:37:24.640 --> 01:37:25.560 everything just went down. 2085 01:37:25.399 --> 01:37:25.760 Here with. 2086 01:37:27.199 --> 01:37:32.840 S Rack rack Yes niggas as. I was known as 2087 01:37:32.880 --> 01:37:34.920 the basketool. You go to s RAQ, you bad as hell? 2088 01:37:36.600 --> 01:37:38.239 Why the fuck was these kids so fucked? 2089 01:37:38.279 --> 01:37:40.159 But it wasn't even honestly, it really wasn't just for 2090 01:37:40.199 --> 01:37:42.720 bad kids. It was people who didn't have good grades. 2091 01:37:42.760 --> 01:37:47.119 Either said they made him go there too. Yep, but yeah, 2092 01:37:47.119 --> 01:37:48.319 I know a lot of people that you got. 2093 01:37:48.359 --> 01:37:51.039 You gotta be good parents. You gotta work on your kids. 2094 01:37:51.119 --> 01:37:54.039 You gotta be on your kids. You gotta be aware 2095 01:37:54.039 --> 01:37:55.600 of what's going on with them. 2096 01:37:56.079 --> 01:37:59.479 Yeah, I feel like that's a lot of parents problem nowadays. 2097 01:37:59.560 --> 01:38:04.359 Dates got into checking backpacks, phones all that shit turned that. 2098 01:38:06.000 --> 01:38:10.279 Yes, baby, what yes, call me after nine. 2099 01:38:10.560 --> 01:38:12.800 Listen, call me after nine, but sprint. 2100 01:38:12.560 --> 01:38:15.279 If they had after seven though, I don't. 2101 01:38:15.119 --> 01:38:19.039 Remember what phone company I had back then. I don't remember. 2102 01:38:20.359 --> 01:38:22.760 But yeah, I went through my sidekick phase. I got 2103 01:38:22.760 --> 01:38:23.399 a sidekick. 2104 01:38:23.640 --> 01:38:27.159 I wanted one. No, my mama said, no, girl. 2105 01:38:27.520 --> 01:38:30.399 I had. I think I started paying my own field. 2106 01:38:30.600 --> 01:38:31.680 I don't know. It was something great. 2107 01:38:31.680 --> 01:38:33.680 I woudn't really start getting shit that I wanted until 2108 01:38:33.680 --> 01:38:36.359 I got my first shot, and then after that I 2109 01:38:36.399 --> 01:38:38.199 was it. You can't tell me what you're not gonna buy. 2110 01:38:38.399 --> 01:38:40.560 But before that she was like, hell no, I ain't 2111 01:38:40.560 --> 01:38:41.239 bout you that shit. 2112 01:38:41.880 --> 01:38:42.880 But see that was the thing. 2113 01:38:42.960 --> 01:38:45.399 I feel like my daddy got me everything, but pretty 2114 01:38:45.479 --> 01:38:46.479 much got me everything. 2115 01:38:46.520 --> 01:38:48.039 And then when I got ground, it was like, all right, 2116 01:38:48.079 --> 01:38:48.600 bitch is over. 2117 01:38:48.880 --> 01:38:52.279 Yeah, what yeh yeah, and. 2118 01:38:52.239 --> 01:38:53.560 Then a bitch turned around and had a baby in 2119 01:38:53.600 --> 01:38:57.199 twenty one what what like? Life was just crazy? It 2120 01:38:57.239 --> 01:38:58.239 got real real quick. 2121 01:38:58.520 --> 01:39:02.119 Yeah. So yeah, but a lot of experience don't do 2122 01:39:02.119 --> 01:39:05.239 what they're supposed to do with their kids. They feeling them. Yeah, 2123 01:39:05.279 --> 01:39:06.840 And I feel like it's a lot of young girl 2124 01:39:06.920 --> 01:39:10.079 parents now too, So it's just it's way different. They 2125 01:39:10.119 --> 01:39:16.039 still want to party and do shit they not Yeah yeah, 2126 01:39:15.800 --> 01:39:20.600 mmm yeah sad sad. 2127 01:39:20.760 --> 01:39:23.920 Wow, Well I think I think that's sad. Thank you 2128 01:39:23.960 --> 01:39:26.000 for joining me. 2129 01:39:27.279 --> 01:39:29.880 She had literally just texted me when I was going 2130 01:39:29.920 --> 01:39:31.680 to Detroit or when I was in Detray, like, girl. 2131 01:39:31.600 --> 01:39:33.079 I'm about to come to Dallas in like a week. 2132 01:39:33.159 --> 01:39:34.520 I'm like, oh, girl, you guys to get on the 2133 01:39:34.520 --> 01:39:37.720 podcast for sure. Yeah, I'm glad you asked me. 2134 01:39:37.760 --> 01:39:39.840 This was fun and this is what I want to do, 2135 01:39:40.000 --> 01:39:41.840 like I said, like, I've been doing this shit for 2136 01:39:41.880 --> 01:39:46.560 like seven years now. So I just got Hella episodes 2137 01:39:46.600 --> 01:39:49.319 of me talking to myself by myself, and it's like 2138 01:39:49.479 --> 01:39:54.239 I want to have other people, yeah, but and people have. 2139 01:39:54.479 --> 01:39:56.279 It's always people just asking like, oh let me get 2140 01:39:56.279 --> 01:39:56.880 on the podcast. 2141 01:39:57.119 --> 01:39:59.680 No, no, like you know what I'm saying, Like so 2142 01:40:00.199 --> 01:40:03.680 it gotta be niggas that I know. So what types 2143 01:40:03.720 --> 01:40:06.880 of things that you want to talk about? And what 2144 01:40:06.920 --> 01:40:09.119 type of people would you want to have on your podcast? 2145 01:40:09.239 --> 01:40:15.159 Like is there a certain type of uh mainly just women, 2146 01:40:15.399 --> 01:40:17.960 black women, uh, you know, just. 2147 01:40:17.920 --> 01:40:20.600 To talk about they experience this, all of that. 2148 01:40:20.720 --> 01:40:23.399 Like again, I wanted it don't necessarily have to be 2149 01:40:23.479 --> 01:40:26.640 somebody that I truly know. But you know what I'm saying, Like, 2150 01:40:28.520 --> 01:40:31.399 you gotta fit the criteria. You gotta make sense for 2151 01:40:31.479 --> 01:40:36.279 the audience. Yeah, sure so, but no, I think I 2152 01:40:36.319 --> 01:40:39.760 think they'll enjoy this for sure. Yeah yeah, and then 2153 01:40:40.199 --> 01:40:42.239 the niggas back home gonna be tuned in. 2154 01:40:42.439 --> 01:40:44.640 Like what y'all talking about exactly? 2155 01:40:45.000 --> 01:40:46.680 Yeah, but I think it was good. 2156 01:40:46.880 --> 01:40:48.119 Yeah, I think it was good too. 2157 01:40:49.079 --> 01:40:52.960 All right, y'all, do you want to let niggas know 2158 01:40:53.000 --> 01:40:55.039 where to find you or anything you got going on? 2159 01:40:55.720 --> 01:40:58.199 So, ladies, if you're looking for your new stylens a 2160 01:40:58.239 --> 01:41:01.600 professional license one, follow me on Instagram. My name is 2161 01:41:01.640 --> 01:41:07.039 Dianna Israel on ig How at your girl Hella? 2162 01:41:07.079 --> 01:41:09.199 My homies were out bye ye