Speaker 1: Thank you for coming taking the time. So I recently
Speaker 1: saw an interview you did with Vice. Tell us a
Speaker 1: little bit about that. How is that experience? How is
Speaker 1: that working for you know, a big company like that?
Speaker 2: It was a lot of fun working with them. They're
Speaker 2: really nice people. The location was cool, lots of plants
Speaker 2: and like very naturey vibes, and they made everything just
Speaker 2: feel easy and super down to earth.
Speaker 1: Okay, So for those of the private talk people out
Speaker 1: there that do not know you yet that are gonna
Speaker 1: come and see all your sites and jerk mate and all,
Speaker 1: tell us about the Vice.
Speaker 3: Interview, like, how was that? How is it you know
Speaker 3: working with them?
Speaker 1: Can you tell us a little bit about it without
Speaker 1: giving it all away so they can go and see
Speaker 1: it after the show.
Speaker 2: Oh yeah. So basically what it was like is there
Speaker 2: was a lot of people to meet, and we all
Speaker 2: sat down and they asked questions about like who I
Speaker 2: was and how I felt about being a cam model,
Speaker 2: and they asked about my day to day life as
Speaker 2: a cam model, like the things I do to get ready,
Speaker 2: how I prepare, and then what I do when I
Speaker 2: log off, like my hobbies. And I guess they wanted
Speaker 2: to get to know me as a person, not just
Speaker 2: what I do as a job.
Speaker 3: Just not the cam model. We want to know who
Speaker 3: Amber really is.
Speaker 2: Yeah, and I liked that a lot.
Speaker 1: Yeah, So what would you say you took away from
Speaker 1: that interview?
Speaker 2: I took away a few things like that it was
Speaker 2: a cool experience. Like also like, oh, like I kept
Speaker 2: thinking that in my head, like that's so cool.
Speaker 1: Did you have maybe a misconception because it was like
Speaker 1: a mainstream type thing that you thought it would be
Speaker 1: kind of negative or did you always go in with
Speaker 1: a positive mindset because you seem pretty big about energy
Speaker 1: and that.
Speaker 2: Yeah, I actually hold a lot of positivity inside. Like
Speaker 2: people let me know to I guess prepare me that
Speaker 2: it was possible that there would be negativity, and I
Speaker 2: don't know, I didn't let it get to me. I
Speaker 2: just I thought about it for a few minutes and
Speaker 2: I was like, you know, it is what it is,
Speaker 2: like not everybody's going to accept what I do, and
Speaker 2: that's okay. I just kind of made peace with it.
Speaker 3: I love that.
Speaker 1: I feel like, you know, that really kind of makes
Speaker 1: who you are, and I feel like if you're being
Speaker 1: true to who you are, then nothing can really be
Speaker 1: negative for you because it's like you're standing your you know,
Speaker 1: your ground of who you are and what you.
Speaker 3: Want to do.
Speaker 1: You're a beautiful lady who wants to do cam modeling
Speaker 1: and there's nothing wrong with that. Yeah, So your Jerkmate model,
Speaker 1: how do you like working with that company?
Speaker 3: And what? You know?
Speaker 1: What's what was it like working for that platform? So
Speaker 1: those people out there that maybe have been kind of
Speaker 1: on this fence about maybe joining a cam model agency,
Speaker 1: how do you like working with jerk Mate?
Speaker 2: I like working with jerk Mate. It's a lot And
Speaker 2: I would say for anyone that wants to be a model,
Speaker 2: like do your research and you know, pick what's right
Speaker 2: for you. And but I personally I love it. I
Speaker 2: love working for them. We as models we get to
Speaker 2: set our own hours. We have a lot of control
Speaker 2: about how we want to present ourselves, so we get
Speaker 2: to pick our own outfits, own makeup.
Speaker 3: And I like that to get total control.
Speaker 2: Yeah, and that's maybe one of my favorite things about
Speaker 2: being a cam model. It's like it doesn't have to
Speaker 2: be a nine to five suit and tie kind of thing.
Speaker 2: You have a lot of ability to be yourself and
Speaker 2: do things how you want.
Speaker 3: I like that.
Speaker 1: So we've talked about you know, there's all different kinds
Speaker 1: of cam sites and Jerk May is obviously our sponsor
Speaker 1: of this show, so we want to highlight with their
Speaker 1: you know, their platform. What kind of features do they
Speaker 1: have that you really like using that's different and sets
Speaker 1: them apart from others.
Speaker 2: I like how easy it is to chat with fans.
Speaker 2: I like how it's like I do it all the time,
Speaker 2: so I don't really break it down like step by
Speaker 2: step what it's like. It's like, I like the colors
Speaker 2: of the platform, Like little stuff like that makes me happy.
Speaker 2: I like even the like the little music kind of
Speaker 2: things we have when people.
Speaker 3: Like to try, like the little like the noises and
Speaker 3: the sides.
Speaker 2: Yeah, like the little cutesy stuff means a lot to me.
Speaker 1: So it's like, is that because it represents your personality?
Speaker 2: Yeah, okay, it's like it reminds me how lighthearted and
Speaker 2: how we're just there to have fun.
Speaker 3: So yeah, I love that, you got it.
Speaker 1: I always feel like, you know, when I was in
Speaker 1: the adult industry and me being on set was always about.
Speaker 3: Keeping the fun.
Speaker 1: Like, yes, it is a job, yes, you know, it's
Speaker 1: sexual related in sense, but it's like you gotta have
Speaker 1: fun because if not, why do it?
Speaker 3: You know what I mean?
Speaker 1: And I think that also exudes on camera and brings
Speaker 1: more fans and they keep on coming back for more
Speaker 1: because you have such a positive, bright attitude about doing
Speaker 1: what you love.
Speaker 2: Yeah, I would say the job aspect of it is
Speaker 2: more like taking responsibility for when we choose to show up,
Speaker 2: like setting our own schedule, like trying to be like, Okay,
Speaker 2: let's be responsible. I'm going to show up these days
Speaker 2: in this time. Like that's kind of the work aspect
Speaker 2: of it. Okay, so that's cool.
Speaker 1: But yeah, so with jerk mate, bring us, you know,
Speaker 1: to a day in the life. You know, I know
Speaker 1: you said you talked about it on Vice, but we're
Speaker 1: at private talk with the Lexus Texas, so I gotta
Speaker 1: know all the goods. What is uh, you know, regular
Speaker 1: typical day. If you're gonna be on a dirt make site,
Speaker 1: what are you doing? How long do you work?
Speaker 2: Like?
Speaker 3: How does it really work for you and your fan base?
Speaker 2: Okay, well I wanna emphasize first we can all do
Speaker 2: it differently. So what I'm about to say is my
Speaker 2: own personal way that I do it, but no one
Speaker 2: has to do it exactly the way I do it,
Speaker 2: but like I like to put in like maybe four
Speaker 2: to five days a week about five to six hours.
Speaker 2: If we have events like competitions, then maybe I'll double
Speaker 2: my time. I'll do like eight, ten, twelve hours.
Speaker 3: Could you explain to us, like a competition, like what
Speaker 3: is something that would be that? A competition you've you've
Speaker 3: had in the past with drink Mate.
Speaker 2: So we'll have competitions based on like holidays, like if
Speaker 2: it's Christmas, Thanksgiving, Saint Patti's and we'll get emails in
Speaker 2: our inbox about like, oh it's Christmas, so dress Christmasy.
Speaker 2: And then that's kind of it. We dress for the
Speaker 2: holiday or for the season.
Speaker 1: But are you competing against other Jerkmate cam models for
Speaker 1: something like what is the contest? Or you're just trying
Speaker 1: to get more viewers to like a Christmas special?
Speaker 3: Like what is what is? I mean?
Speaker 1: A contest to me means we're competing against something. I'm competitive.
Speaker 3: I played I played sports my whole life, so I'm like,
Speaker 3: what are we winning? Do we get?
Speaker 2: Okay? That is true? So like a contest is we
Speaker 2: are competing against I guess other models, Like it's to
Speaker 2: see like how much we can earn and based on
Speaker 2: that then.
Speaker 3: So based on a tipping scale.
Speaker 2: Yeah, okay, so based on a tipping scale, like the
Speaker 2: more you do, then at the end of the event,
Speaker 2: we get like a bigger prize money and it'll be
Speaker 2: like rank one through ten, ranked ten through twenty, so
Speaker 2: it'll vary based on that.
Speaker 1: Yeah, Money's always a good incentive, you know what I mean.
Speaker 1: You want to be the top, especially around Christmas times
Speaker 1: and things like that, it makes it, I mean.
Speaker 3: That much more special.
Speaker 2: True.
Speaker 3: Yes, So have you been one of your top the
Speaker 3: top earners.
Speaker 2: Yeah, Like I I go into it like I'll hit
Speaker 2: a certain rank and I'll see what I do and
Speaker 2: then I just use it as motivation. So it's like
Speaker 2: whatever that number is, I'll look at it and I'll
Speaker 2: kind of break it down mentally like Okay, I could
Speaker 2: have done this better, I could have done that, and
Speaker 2: then for the next event, I try to go into
Speaker 2: it like okay, I want to beat that. I want
Speaker 2: to top that number.
Speaker 3: There you go, see, there's a competitive mature. It has
Speaker 3: to come out you a little bit.
Speaker 1: Like I said, you say, contest, you know, you always
Speaker 1: have to like you know, strive to even if you're
Speaker 1: only competing against yourself doing better than you did last time.
Speaker 3: I feel like it's important too.
Speaker 1: I feel like a lot of girls in the industry
Speaker 1: sometimes it's like they think we're all competing against each other.
Speaker 1: I think there's a lane for everybody, and I think that,
Speaker 1: like you said, you know earlier in your description, was
Speaker 1: you do.
Speaker 3: How you do it.
Speaker 1: But that's what uniquely makes you you, that makes your
Speaker 1: fans come back and has that you know, real like
Speaker 1: the recycle of them wanting more and being like, oh,
Speaker 1: you know, I want to see what you're up to you.
Speaker 2: Yeah, I would say for competitions, I don't. I don't
Speaker 2: compete with other people, like mentally, it's definitely myself.
Speaker 1: Like yeah, So how long have you been with the
Speaker 1: jerk mat platform?
Speaker 2: A few years? About three?
Speaker 3: Three years? Love it?
Speaker 2: Yeah? I love it?
Speaker 3: I love it. Want some more of it?
Speaker 2: Yeah?
Speaker 3: I like it?
Speaker 1: So walk us through what kind of things do you
Speaker 1: do on your live shows?
Speaker 3: So? I are you just you know? Are you are
Speaker 3: you do more dirty talk? Do you just do solos?
Speaker 1: Do you have other jerk mat models on your site
Speaker 1: with you? How do you what kind of content I guess,
Speaker 1: are you creating where they can see it?
Speaker 3: On jerk Meat.
Speaker 2: I perform solo, but we do have the option to
Speaker 2: perform with other people if we want, but personally I
Speaker 2: always choose to go solo. I do dirty talk, which
Speaker 2: is a lot of fun, but I also talk to
Speaker 2: customers about like just everyday stuff too. I dance and
Speaker 2: move around and can.
Speaker 3: You give us an example of your dirty talk?
Speaker 2: It's so cool.
Speaker 3: We want to hear it. We want to hear.
Speaker 2: I'll say like silly things like oh, you want me
Speaker 2: to shake my tits? Or yeah, like your big cock,
Speaker 2: or yeah, you're so hot, Like I'll say stuff like that.
Speaker 3: I love it.
Speaker 1: You can get so shy, but you no, you're you're
Speaker 1: a cam model. Are you still shy when it comes
Speaker 1: to those things? As far as being sexual to you know,
Speaker 1: sort of.
Speaker 2: It's like in the moment when I know I'm talking
Speaker 2: to a customer, it's like it's like a switch, like
Speaker 2: a light switch.
Speaker 1: Goes off, and so it's a persona. Yeah, okay, there's
Speaker 1: nothing wrong with that. I feel like that's also you know,
Speaker 1: like Alexis Texas is a persona and I kind of
Speaker 1: really dirty mouth too, you know, what would you say,
Speaker 1: is the hardest thing you've ever had to say no to?
Speaker 2: Just saying no sometimes, like, for example, having to say
Speaker 2: no to simple things like I've been asked if I
Speaker 2: was super flexible, like if I could do all kinds
Speaker 2: of splits or certain things, and I've had to say.
Speaker 3: No to that to be like, no, are you flexible?
Speaker 2: I'm not that bendy?
Speaker 1: Okay, So do you feel did you feel bad because
Speaker 1: you feel like you weren't going to deliver what they wanted,
Speaker 1: like in a people pleasing sense, or just because you
Speaker 1: just don't like it's hard for you to say no
Speaker 1: because if you can't do the splitch, you can't do
Speaker 1: this splitch.
Speaker 3: You don't want to hurt yourself either.
Speaker 2: I would say both, like I learned through experience of
Speaker 2: trying to say yes to things that I couldn't really do,
Speaker 2: and in the moment of trying to give a show,
Speaker 2: I realized like, oh, they're not really liking it. I'm
Speaker 2: not really liking it, and that kind of hurt. And
Speaker 2: then the other side of yeah, sometimes it is just
Speaker 2: hard to say no because it's like I want to
Speaker 2: make everybody happy. But I had to learn like, yeah,
Speaker 2: I really can't do it all and it's okay.
Speaker 3: You got to make yourself happy first.
Speaker 2: Yeah.
Speaker 1: I used to have that written about, oh buy my door.
Speaker 1: Every time you go in and out, you always remember
Speaker 1: you're gonna love yourself first. Yes, describe something that is
Speaker 1: exciting in your life right now?
Speaker 2: Just living life. It's like I wake up and sometimes
Speaker 2: I go to work, or if I'm not working, I
Speaker 2: read or go for walks, and it's like, right now,
Speaker 2: I'm just learning to appreciate the simple stuff and letting
Speaker 2: that excite me. Yeah.
Speaker 3: I like that.
Speaker 1: Are you do you have any other job besides camming
Speaker 1: or is that camming is what you're main thing right now?
Speaker 2: Camming is my main thing. I do porn, but it's
Speaker 2: not it's not my main focus. It's something I do sometimes.
Speaker 1: But yeah, So do you do porn for other companies
Speaker 1: with other people or you said you know you only
Speaker 1: do solo? Is that only for the camside? Do you
Speaker 1: work with other performers as well?
Speaker 2: So for camming itself? Yeah, I'm totally solo. I'm open
Speaker 2: to working with other people, but I don't know. I
Speaker 2: guess I haven't really gone after that, but I always
Speaker 2: keep it in the back of my mind, like, oh,
Speaker 2: if someone asks me sure for porn, yeah, I'll do
Speaker 2: boy girl or like girl girl girl girl boy, So yeah,
Speaker 2: I'll work with other people. Sometimes I do solo scenes
Speaker 2: for porn too. Yeah.
Speaker 3: What's your favorite porn company to work for?
Speaker 2: Browsers?
Speaker 1: Browsers, is there a you know, a particular person that's
Speaker 1: maybe your favorite costar female or male?
Speaker 2: Not yet and maybe not ever. It's like I always
Speaker 2: think like, oh, I'm gonna have a favorite guy or girl,
Speaker 2: and then I get on set and we laugh and
Speaker 2: we have fun, and I'm like, oh, I liked it
Speaker 2: the same.
Speaker 1: Do you think that? Like you like the same as
Speaker 1: far as in what context? Like it's the same, Like
Speaker 1: it's not any different that stands out where you're like
Speaker 1: I like to be infatuated with them, or just it's
Speaker 1: like more of a hangout where it's like because you know,
Speaker 1: you giggle and you laugh, but you sleek it earlier.
Speaker 3: You know you're a stoner. Are you getting high with
Speaker 3: the Coast stars?
Speaker 1: And is that why you're giggling and laughing or are
Speaker 1: you you know? Is it I feel like you kind
Speaker 1: of give off the shy persona sometimes as well.
Speaker 2: It's I think it's the more fun like giggling aspect
Speaker 2: getting to know people. Yeah, that's the parts I remember
Speaker 2: them most because it's like I'll get the script and
Speaker 2: the emails and I'll run through it and then but
Speaker 2: when I leave, that's not really what I remember. It's
Speaker 2: like I remember sitting with the makeup art and meeting
Speaker 2: the director and the other performers and us talking about
Speaker 2: everything else.
Speaker 1: So the experience of being like on set with is
Speaker 1: it like like minded people that are like kind of
Speaker 1: all kind of doing the same sex work in different ways.
Speaker 3: Yeah, all right, I vibe with that.
Speaker 1: What about females do you like, are you more particular
Speaker 1: to any females or is it just overall for man
Speaker 1: and females you feel that way both?
Speaker 2: Yeah, yep both.
Speaker 1: Is there a scene in particular that you could tell
Speaker 1: maybe some of your new fans from private talk that
Speaker 1: they should go and watch.
Speaker 2: So for Brawsers, I don't remember any of the titles
Speaker 2: of My Born, It's okay, describe it.
Speaker 1: Once they go and search your name, it'll be it'll
Speaker 1: be Amber Elena.
Speaker 2: Okay, if you search my name Amber Elena. For Brassers,
Speaker 2: A lot of people like a scene I did for
Speaker 2: them where I was wearing like a blue sports bra
Speaker 2: and the zipper broke and the titties popped out.
Speaker 3: Because your titties are so big, girl, keep them inside.
Speaker 2: Yeah, so that's a good one.
Speaker 3: Does that happened to you a lot?
Speaker 2: Yeah? Yeah, that's funny more times than it should.
Speaker 1: Hey, they're nice titties, you know. They just sometimes they
Speaker 1: want to be free. My mine's my ass. My ass
Speaker 1: just always wants to come out and play and just needs.
Speaker 3: To be unleashed.
Speaker 2: Sometimess is hot.
Speaker 3: Thank you. I appreciate that.
Speaker 1: If you could obtain any three skills in the world,
Speaker 1: what would they be?
Speaker 2: More patience?
Speaker 3: Okay, that's a good one.
Speaker 2: Do better at multitasking. I wish I could do like
Speaker 2: fifty million things at the same time.
Speaker 3: That's a lot, fifty million.
Speaker 2: And cooking. I wish I was a good cook it,
Speaker 2: but I suck at it.
Speaker 1: So okay, there's always cooking classes, you know. Yeah, we
Speaker 1: can always do better, all right. Who was your first
Speaker 1: celebrity crush?
Speaker 2: The classics? Like Marlon Brando, Paul Newman, like okay, back
Speaker 2: in the day, vintage Hollywood people.
Speaker 3: How old are you?
Speaker 2: Twenty one?
Speaker 3: And you like the old vintage Hollywood.
Speaker 1: That's very rare, I feel like, because I feel like
Speaker 1: I was like, I knew you were young, but I
Speaker 1: was like with those with those people you were saying,
Speaker 1: I'm like, how old are you?
Speaker 3: Girl? You lying to us? Is this a weake on
Speaker 3: your page?
Speaker 2: It's like I grew up watching like mcgiver and like
Speaker 2: I love Lucy.
Speaker 3: So did you have older brothers and sisters?
Speaker 2: Yeah, just like older people in my life, like grandparents,
Speaker 2: and it's just what they would put on okay, and
Speaker 2: they were more like, no, don't watch the new stuff,
Speaker 2: and so I don't know, I think they.
Speaker 3: That's beautiful though.
Speaker 1: I feel like a lot of people forget like those
Speaker 1: are classics, you know what I mean. But you just
Speaker 1: don't think a twenty one year old would say, Marlon Brando,
Speaker 1: have you masturbated to him?
Speaker 3: No? He's got those eyes. Girl.
Speaker 2: You know, you never know they're hot people.
Speaker 1: When you're crushing on someone, it's more than just the
Speaker 1: fact that they're like. You like what they're doing, you know,
Speaker 1: you like what they look like, what they bring like hall.
Speaker 1: I feel like that time and era is like men
Speaker 1: were men and they were just very like gentleman and
Speaker 1: very just charismic, like very all of those things in
Speaker 1: the right passage.
Speaker 3: Yeah, where are those men at now?
Speaker 2: I was gonna say, there's something about it. It's like
Speaker 2: there's something about Hollywood back then, Like I think they
Speaker 2: even call it the Golden age of Hollywood.
Speaker 3: Did we miss out sort of a little bit? I
Speaker 3: don't know.
Speaker 1: So with that being said, I don't know, we can
Speaker 1: either miss out or not. But how is your dating
Speaker 1: life now?
Speaker 2: I'm actually single. I just decided that right now I
Speaker 2: wanted to take a break.
Speaker 1: Okay, Well, does that mean that you were in a
Speaker 1: relationship and you chose yourself or what do you mean?
Speaker 3: You just are not dating? When's the last time you dated?
Speaker 2: Yep, I broke up with someone like a little over
Speaker 2: a year ago, and I didn't think i'd be single
Speaker 2: as long. So it's been over a year. I thought, oh,
Speaker 2: I'll date someone a few months later, but then I
Speaker 2: was like, no, I choose myself and I liked it.
Speaker 1: So yeah, So, being you know, a jerk make cam girl?
Speaker 1: Is it hard to date because of that? Did your
Speaker 1: partner have any issues with camming? Did they try to
Speaker 1: cam with you? Because sometimes I feel like it's always
Speaker 1: get in the beginning, and then they like try to
Speaker 1: change you or try to kind of get or either
Speaker 1: kind of creep in with you and be like.
Speaker 3: Well, let's just do it together.
Speaker 2: Yes, that is what I have encountered, is it is
Speaker 2: hard to date in the industry. I think as a model,
Speaker 2: because I have encountered people that in the beginning, I
Speaker 2: don't know. It's like they're like, yeah, I think it's awesome.
Speaker 2: I think it's great, and then a few weeks later,
Speaker 2: a few months later, they're really realizing.
Speaker 1: What I do, but it's actually a job and it's
Speaker 1: not just like a title on your Instagram.
Speaker 2: Like yo, yeah, and then it's like why can't you
Speaker 2: do something else or why are you doing It's like
Speaker 2: these little things here and there, and it's like, well,
Speaker 2: I support you, support me, And then I have to
Speaker 2: choose myself because it's like, well I like what I do,
Speaker 2: so if you don't, then yeahy yeah, next yeah, Okay.
Speaker 1: How did you get into the cam world or was
Speaker 1: porn first and then you did camming?
Speaker 2: So it kind of happened a little at the same time.
Speaker 2: But I would say camming first, I knew someone that
Speaker 2: was already doing it, and they were like, hey, what
Speaker 2: do you think about it? Give it a try, and
Speaker 2: I was like, all right, cool, and I did, and
Speaker 2: I was like, yeah, I like it. So it was
Speaker 2: like that.
Speaker 1: Did people in your life kind of think it? Were
Speaker 1: they shocked? Were they like, oh, I figured she would
Speaker 1: do something like that where you like, was it kind
Speaker 1: of on brand like with who you are?
Speaker 2: So my friends and family at the time, I think
Speaker 2: I got lucky because they just were supportive. They were like, yeah,
Speaker 2: I'll go for it.
Speaker 3: Nice. I feel like that's very important to you know.
Speaker 1: Not everybody's stories is that way where they have to
Speaker 1: support but I feel like when it is support behind you,
Speaker 1: especially by big prominent people in your life like family
Speaker 1: and those things, it's it helps you say fuck everybody else, yeah,
Speaker 1: because you know once you have that family core of
Speaker 1: like knowing that it doesn't matter what you chose to do,
Speaker 1: that they still love you for who you are, because
Speaker 1: at the end of the day, we're all still people.
Speaker 1: We put our pants on every single day just like
Speaker 1: one another. It's all about respect and loving what you do.
Speaker 1: And I feel like that's very important. But I feel
Speaker 1: like a lot of people don't have that support system.
Speaker 1: So it's great to hear stories more like that, because
Speaker 1: I feel like that's the way it should be exactly. Yes,
Speaker 1: have you ever had any crazy fan interaction or maybe
Speaker 1: somebody who's a regular and your jerk made account that's
Speaker 1: gotten too crazy?
Speaker 3: Uh?
Speaker 2: Define crazy?
Speaker 3: What do you mean? I don't know?
Speaker 1: You tell me how your fans are. I mean I've
Speaker 1: got we all got kind of our crazy fans, and
Speaker 1: we can you know, they can a little, these little
Speaker 1: little restless sometimes I can ask you some outlandish like requests,
Speaker 1: or they can maybe stalk you, like you could go
Speaker 1: all kinds of ways.
Speaker 3: You can go up and down.
Speaker 2: My mind just went many directions. So I guess I've
Speaker 2: encountered this quite a few times.
Speaker 3: I like it. We want to hear it all. We
Speaker 3: want the truth, Domber, we want the truth.
Speaker 2: Okay. I have done shows and they were great, and
Speaker 2: then maybe after three, four or five or ten shows
Speaker 2: with the same customer, then they were like, where do
Speaker 2: you live? I really want to get to know you.
Speaker 2: And so it's also against our rules, so it's like, no,
Speaker 2: I can't see you, I can't meet you.
Speaker 3: But sometimes have you ever crossed the line and given
Speaker 3: your information.
Speaker 2: No, no, never.
Speaker 1: So how do you approach that something When that happens,
Speaker 1: you just say you just can't because of the rules.
Speaker 2: Yeah, and that's where things get. That's where the crazy
Speaker 2: part comes in because sometimes it hurts the customer's feelings.
Speaker 3: Because they really believe that you're theirs.
Speaker 2: Yeah, and they're like, well, I spent all this money
Speaker 2: or I spent all this time with you. And so
Speaker 2: then it gets a little crazy because I have to
Speaker 2: continue to say no, no, no, and then if they're
Speaker 2: too persistent, then I have to make a choice. At
Speaker 2: that point, after so many warnings, I have to choose.
Speaker 2: It's like, well, do I want to keep arguing with
Speaker 2: them and they're still spending money getting shows or should
Speaker 2: I kick them out or block them? And at that
Speaker 2: point they can message us. So if we block someone,
Speaker 2: they have the opportunity to go in our inbox and
Speaker 2: be like I'm sorry, please ut block me. I won't
Speaker 2: do that again.
Speaker 1: So, yeah, has anybody crossed the barriers and found that
Speaker 1: information out by themselves? Like, have you had somebody like
Speaker 1: maybe show up somewhere that you didn't think and like
Speaker 1: because back in the day, I feel like too, when
Speaker 1: we were on social media. Sometimes we would post where
Speaker 1: we are and like, you don't think that that could
Speaker 1: really be detrimental at the time, so it's like, you know,
Speaker 1: you learn later on to post when you leave or
Speaker 1: things like that. Has anybody ever kind of stepped out
Speaker 1: of line and kind of fread you out a little
Speaker 1: bit about that?
Speaker 2: Oh no, No, I got really lucky. So like the
Speaker 2: person I knew that was already doing it, they were like,
Speaker 2: just make a fake location, like fake city. So that's
Speaker 2: how I learned very quickly that that was such a
Speaker 2: good thing to do. So I would sit there, like
Speaker 2: in the chat room and they'd be like, where are
Speaker 2: you from where you live? And I used to say
Speaker 2: a fake city, and then I would discover on social
Speaker 2: media or when i'd go back to work they'd be like, hey,
Speaker 2: I was in that city and I was looking for you,
Speaker 2: and I was like, I'm so glad I never you
Speaker 2: know for sure. Yeah, that's how I learned.
Speaker 1: Because sometimes I feel like people are very smart and
Speaker 1: to matipulate information out of you. And it's not that
Speaker 1: we don't want to give that information, but it's also
Speaker 1: far our safety because we are, you know, crossing the
Speaker 1: line where we're being nude or we're talking dirty and
Speaker 1: we're you know, there's also but there's boundaries within.
Speaker 3: That that to keep us safe. Is like why we have.
Speaker 1: Certain standards and protocols in place to make sure that
Speaker 1: all is okay.
Speaker 2: Yes, and also we have rules, so we have like
Speaker 2: a code of conduct, and that's also how we learn
Speaker 2: really quickly too, Like it will say don't do this,
Speaker 2: don't do this, and spell it out, so it's like
Speaker 2: no one can say, well, I didn't know, I didn't
Speaker 2: exactly exactly.
Speaker 1: Yeah, but is it one of those things where it's
Speaker 1: like you just put oh, I acknowledge and you accept
Speaker 1: and you don't really really read it. Or is are
Speaker 1: you saying that we're code of conduct as performers and
Speaker 1: being with jerk mate or is it does that also
Speaker 1: go and turn with the fan?
Speaker 2: Oh no, we actually have to read it like this
Speaker 2: is one of the other things I like about the
Speaker 2: jerk mat. When I log on to start my stream,
Speaker 2: they have a pop up that opens immediately, and there's
Speaker 2: certain things that we have to check every time, and
Speaker 2: one of those things says I consent to not get
Speaker 2: my personal information where I am. So it's like a daily.
Speaker 1: Every reminder kind of thing or whatever, and not that
Speaker 1: you would want you, but just to be I like that.
Speaker 1: I like that good job drink made I feel like
Speaker 1: for us to keep their safety of and everything like that.
Speaker 1: Sometimes you need to pop up reminder. Sometimes you forget
Speaker 1: that you're not on the phone with your friend or
Speaker 1: FaceTime call or something like that.
Speaker 3: What makes you smile besides missus Texas?
Speaker 2: Besides your beautiful self? Okay, corny jokes like I like
Speaker 2: comedy stuff or just I don't know, silly things, Like
Speaker 2: the simplest things really do make me happy. Like if
Speaker 2: I hear like a kid laughing and they're happy, then
Speaker 2: I'll smile, even if I don't know that kid. Or
Speaker 2: like like the other day I was driving and the
Speaker 2: sky was just so pretty and I was like, and
Speaker 2: I just kind of smiled at Like, little stuff like
Speaker 2: that will make me happy.
Speaker 3: I like that. What is the best advice that you've
Speaker 3: ever gotten?
Speaker 2: There's too much. People give me so much vine.
Speaker 1: What's one that she sticks out in your mind that
Speaker 1: you know you always kind of live by, or you know,
Speaker 1: maybe it's your code of conduct of how you know
Speaker 1: you go about things. Is there anything that kind of
Speaker 1: sticks out.
Speaker 2: The old saying. Someone told me a long time ago
Speaker 2: patience is a virtue, and that's helped me through life
Speaker 2: a lot.
Speaker 3: But you said earlier you needed to have more patience exactly. Yeah,
Speaker 3: so it's a double on touch of what your reality is.
Speaker 2: Yes, Yes, to slow down, to just remember to chill,
Speaker 2: to not take things so seriously, Like those basic, almost
Speaker 2: cheesy things have really helped me through life. Yeah.
Speaker 1: Is there someone that you kind of go to advice
Speaker 1: in hard situations that you have in particular?
Speaker 2: Not anymore. I used to like go to my grandmother
Speaker 2: for advice a lot. Now it's more so I get
Speaker 2: inspiration from social media. Like I'll open it up, like
Speaker 2: my TikTok or my Instagram and there will be like
Speaker 2: motivational messages or motivational videos and maybe that's what it
Speaker 2: is now. It's like, yeah, I like that.
Speaker 1: What would you say is your biggest social media weakness.
Speaker 2: Staying on it too long?
Speaker 1: You go down a rabbit hole? Which which one is
Speaker 1: your favorite? Or you said Instagram and TikTok. Is there
Speaker 1: one that she kind of favors even more?
Speaker 3: Not?
Speaker 2: Really, It's like I like my Twitter, Instagram, TikTok for
Speaker 2: completely different reasons.
Speaker 1: So you're going you're like an hour here, an hour here,
Speaker 1: an hour here, and then you're like, fuck, my whole
Speaker 1: day is gone. I'm not camming on fucking jerk ma.
Speaker 1: I'm gonna get in trouble with the fuck is basically,
Speaker 1: So explain to us they're at private talk. What do
Speaker 1: you like your Twitter for? What does it do for you?
Speaker 3: For Twitter?
Speaker 1: Like, why do you say you have completely different reasons?
Speaker 1: It's because it it's more.
Speaker 2: More what So for Twitter specifically, my favorite thing about
Speaker 2: it is I think they are the most accepting platform
Speaker 2: when it comes to rules and what we get to
Speaker 2: do because of what I do for the industry.
Speaker 1: So you can see those big titties and nobody's gonna
Speaker 1: bother you. You're not gonna get flagged on Instagram and be
Speaker 1: like no, no, no, exactly.
Speaker 2: And it's not that I'm looking for a platform to
Speaker 2: be like, oh you can get naked. I think it's
Speaker 2: more of the fact that they let it happen. That
Speaker 2: it's like, this is a platform that you know, more
Speaker 2: than anything, you're free to express yourself, Like there's a
Speaker 2: tolerance there to be yourself an individual. That's like my
Speaker 2: favorite thing about Twitter.
Speaker 3: Yeah, it's a good that's a good explanation of it,
Speaker 3: for sure.
Speaker 1: I feel like it's definitely because of what you know,
Speaker 1: we do in this in the adult industry. It's like
Speaker 1: we're not always it's not that we're always looking for
Speaker 1: that to be completely naked or do this whatever, but
Speaker 1: it's like you like to do it when if you
Speaker 1: want it to be artsy or not to have that
Speaker 1: way to like express yourself.
Speaker 3: In which way you like exactly. We just need to
Speaker 3: express ourselves, you know.
Speaker 2: Yes. Hmmm.
Speaker 1: So what's the biggest life lesson that you have learned
Speaker 1: from being in the adult industry?
Speaker 3: Oh?
Speaker 2: Wow, the biggest life lesson I've learned from being in
Speaker 2: the adult industry so many things, like one to accept
Speaker 2: my body, like to have more confidence ended up being
Speaker 2: a huge life lesson. Get out of my shell, Like
Speaker 2: just accept myself as I am, Like I'm not going
Speaker 2: to be perfect, you know, physically or in any other way.
Speaker 2: And it's okay, Like that was a huge lesson. Yeah.
Speaker 1: Would you say that prior to you doing adult work
Speaker 1: that you were not that you didn't feel comfortable in
Speaker 1: your body. Did industry kind of maybe open you up
Speaker 1: to feeling that femininity and kind of feeling your own.
Speaker 2: Yeah. I think before all of this, I was uptight,
Speaker 2: and I didn't really realize how uptight.
Speaker 1: I was uptight in what sense like sexually uptight or
Speaker 1: just uptight in general, because you thought like if you
Speaker 1: saw if someone else maybe showing their tits or being
Speaker 1: more provocative that you just thought that that wasn't what
Speaker 1: you're supposed to do and what nature do you mean?
Speaker 2: Yeah, like all of it, like physically sexuality. I realized, Oh,
Speaker 2: I'm really uptight, Like I need to open my mind
Speaker 2: more to exploring different things. And then also uptight in
Speaker 2: the way I was carrying myself, like how I would
Speaker 2: walk into a room and think of everyone else before
Speaker 2: myself sometimes Like yeah, stuff like that.
Speaker 1: Yeah, people pleasing doesn't get us anywhere. We've got to
Speaker 1: please ourselves again. It goes back to loving ourselves first.
Speaker 1: I feel like the biggest, the best thing I ever
Speaker 1: heard when someone said it was like, you know, when
Speaker 1: you're on a plane and it's going down, they always
Speaker 1: tell you put your oxygen mask on first, and then
Speaker 1: you help the person next to you because you can't
Speaker 1: you can't do anything if you're you're out. Yeah, that's
Speaker 1: yourself first. What is the best pickup line ever used
Speaker 1: on you? Or has any ever been used on you
Speaker 1: that's worked.
Speaker 2: I don't think so. I think I think just the
Speaker 2: simple stuff.
Speaker 3: It was like passing the joint.
Speaker 2: Yeah, like what, I don't think a pickup line has
Speaker 2: ever worked. I think if there was a pickup line,
Speaker 2: it was authenticity of just someone really being genuine when
Speaker 2: they said you're beautiful, or you want to hang out
Speaker 2: and or stuff like that, and I knew, like, oh,
Speaker 2: they mean it, like they're really trying out to something. Yeah,
Speaker 2: like the chemistry part.
Speaker 3: Maybe.
Speaker 2: Yeah.
Speaker 1: Have you ever been the one who actually approach somebody
Speaker 1: first and maybe used your own pickup line?
Speaker 2: Yeah? I did that one time and I'll never do
Speaker 2: it again.
Speaker 3: Did you get rejected? Is that why? Or I went
Speaker 3: a pickup line just too corny?
Speaker 2: I think it was just the rejection of it, and
Speaker 2: I was like, oh my gosh, I'll never do that again.
Speaker 3: But that was just the wrong person. You just got
Speaker 3: to keep trying. It's practice.
Speaker 1: I feel like some people think that you're too much
Speaker 1: for certain people, but then that person's just not for you. You
Speaker 1: find that person that's like, oh they like it. What
Speaker 1: was the pickup line?
Speaker 2: I don't think it was a pick up line. I
Speaker 2: think I was just I you know, I think I
Speaker 2: was sweating too much. That might have been what it was.
Speaker 2: And I said something like you want to go out
Speaker 2: with me? Or like can we can we date? Or
Speaker 2: something really corny like that, and they just looked at
Speaker 2: me and they were like They actually gave me a
Speaker 2: hug first, and then sat down in a chair and
Speaker 2: was like, no, but I like you.
Speaker 3: I was like, I would have been like just kidding.
Speaker 3: I didn't like you, hitch.
Speaker 2: Yeah, so yeah.
Speaker 3: No. Have you ever sent a nude to the wrong person?
Speaker 2: No, I've never done that.
Speaker 3: Actually, you never sent a new to anyone. I like that.
Speaker 3: You just went straight to doing porn and doing cam modeling.
Speaker 3: I like it. Okay, maybe you should do it, not
Speaker 3: to the wrong person, not to the world, to the
Speaker 3: deserving person. You know you are single.
Speaker 1: Maybe the next time you find somebody that's worthy of
Speaker 1: getting a fun message, you know.
Speaker 2: I'm open to it.
Speaker 3: There you go. Have you ever gotten a tattoo that
Speaker 3: you've regretted? No?
Speaker 2: I have tattoos across my stomach and I don't regret them.
Speaker 3: What are your tattoos.
Speaker 2: It's like an abstract design of like hearts and thorns.
Speaker 1: Okay, what is your favorite way to receive affection?
Speaker 2: Touch is nice and just spending time together?
Speaker 1: Okay, hmmm, let's see what is a deal breaker for
Speaker 1: you on a first date. What's something that someone can
Speaker 1: do that's just you completely know, like I'm never gonna
Speaker 1: do this again.
Speaker 2: Like maybe something corny, like if they didn't tell me
Speaker 2: that I needed to pay for the whole date, and
Speaker 2: then we get there and they're like, actually, I forgot
Speaker 2: my wallet. Can you do it?
Speaker 3: Has that happened?
Speaker 2: No? But I know what.
Speaker 3: I'd be like.
Speaker 1: There's so many forms of things. You have a phone,
Speaker 1: there's Apple Pay, there's all kinds of things.
Speaker 3: Now people can't get away with that as easily my
Speaker 3: left my wallet at home. They tried it. They tried it.
Speaker 3: Did you ever watch porn before getting into it?
Speaker 2: No?
Speaker 3: So how did that come about?
Speaker 2: So? I was discovered by an editor for a different
Speaker 2: porn company and they just messaged me on the DM's
Speaker 2: one day.
Speaker 1: When they say discovered, do you mean by how did
Speaker 1: they discover you from your social media?
Speaker 3: Or how did?
Speaker 2: I actually have no idea how they discovered me because
Speaker 2: it was like there was there's so many of us
Speaker 2: on Twitter, like that's where it happened, was on Twitter.
Speaker 2: So I had never heard of the company before.
Speaker 3: What's the company's name.
Speaker 2: Oh, it was a score Scoreland. So they're all about
Speaker 2: like big tits and stuff. So I'm wondering if someone
Speaker 2: told them about me, but I don't know how it happened.
Speaker 2: But one day they were in my DMS and they
Speaker 2: were like, hey, I've seen your picks.
Speaker 3: I like it.
Speaker 2: What do you think about working for us? And that's
Speaker 2: how porn happened.
Speaker 1: Okay, I just and immediately you were like fuck, yeah,
Speaker 1: I'll do it, or were you like I'm not really sure?
Speaker 2: So I wasn't as quick to jump into porn as camming.
Speaker 2: It actually took me like two or three weeks to
Speaker 2: decide to get into porn, Like.
Speaker 3: And why was that? Would you say?
Speaker 2: I'm not sure? I think I knew what porn was,
Speaker 2: and something just for some reason, something told me, like
Speaker 2: like a voice in my head was just like slow down,
Speaker 2: look into it, like do your research, make sure you
Speaker 2: want to do it. Nobody told me that. It was
Speaker 2: just it was like I was going to do it.
Speaker 2: I was going to type back yes, and then for
Speaker 2: some reason it was like it was just a voice
Speaker 2: in my head that was like, just look into it first,
Speaker 2: see if you want to do it. And it wasn't
Speaker 2: a bad thing. I'm glad I did that, And.
Speaker 3: That's a smart approach.
Speaker 1: I feel like a lot of people sometimes rush into
Speaker 1: things and not know and then they regret it. Where
Speaker 1: it's like, at least you're knowing and you're you know,
Speaker 1: getting all the information that's for you to kind of
Speaker 1: move forward or not. Because I feel like always say
Speaker 1: it's like you have to really make the decision, like
Speaker 1: these movies are never gonna go away. It's always gonna
Speaker 1: be out there on the internet, and so it's depending
Speaker 1: on like how you choose to move accordingly and how
Speaker 1: that fits for you in.
Speaker 2: Your life exactly.
Speaker 3: Yeah, what are you afraid to try? If anything like.
Speaker 2: Physical activity is like certain things like maybe skydiving stuff
Speaker 2: like that, does.
Speaker 3: That stuff intimidate you or it's.
Speaker 2: Yeah, it's like it looks exciting and I'd love to
Speaker 2: try it, but I don't know if I ever will,
Speaker 2: but I want to.
Speaker 1: Okay, So if somebody was like, hey, we're going on
Speaker 1: a first date skydiving and'd be like, I'm gonna have
Speaker 1: to take rain check or would you go are you
Speaker 1: adventurous enough to lease? You know, test the boundaries or
Speaker 1: is that just like you don't know if that's something
Speaker 1: that you could even work up the courage to do.
Speaker 2: In my head, I feel like I would say yes,
Speaker 2: but I'm kind of worried in the moment. I would
Speaker 2: be right there and that the last second I'd be like, no,
Speaker 2: I'll just watch you do it.
Speaker 1: I feel that would even worse because then they're like,
Speaker 1: are you gonna go all the way back down?
Speaker 3: And you have the exactly how funny? What is the
Speaker 3: worst gift that you have ever received?
Speaker 2: I think it was like a family member gave me
Speaker 2: a clown doll and they thought I would really.
Speaker 3: Like it, but it was were you a child? There
Speaker 3: was is of like last year?
Speaker 2: Oh yeah, this is like a long time ago. Okay, yeah, but.
Speaker 3: Do clowns scare you?
Speaker 2: No, they don't. It's just that doll was weird. I
Speaker 2: was just like, why would you think I like this?
Speaker 2: I don't know.
Speaker 3: Clouds are not for you?
Speaker 2: Yeah?
Speaker 1: Have you ever filmed yourself having sex? Not important? Personal life?
Speaker 2: Oh?
Speaker 3: No, no, You've never let somebody do that yourself.
Speaker 2: No, no, And I don't know if that makes me
Speaker 2: sound like a diva, but I have been asked, and
Speaker 2: the first thing I thought was like, no, I do
Speaker 2: porn camming OnlyFans, no where you're what I was thinking
Speaker 2: money first.
Speaker 3: That was like the first thing, why is that a
Speaker 3: bad thing?
Speaker 1: That's not a bad thing because you don't know if
Speaker 1: this person's going to try to use it, which nowadays
Speaker 1: people have these platforms that you have to have actual
Speaker 1: like someone's IDs, a model release and things like that,
Speaker 1: so it's harder to do those things. But you have
Speaker 1: your rules and your boundaries and someone can't just think
Speaker 1: that you're.
Speaker 3: Gonna just say fuck yeah, let's just shoot everything.
Speaker 2: It was a trust thing because of like celebrity stories
Speaker 2: of like they were with a boyfriend and then they
Speaker 2: broke up and then the tapes were released. That was
Speaker 2: literally the first thought in my micra.
Speaker 3: Happen you never know? You never know. Have you had
Speaker 3: a celebrities sled into your dams?
Speaker 2: I don't thinks so, like I am, yeah, maybe some
Speaker 2: famous people, but I don't want to say names.
Speaker 3: Have you slid into somebody's dams.
Speaker 1: No no, no, no, okay, okay, okay, when it's the
Speaker 1: last time that you had sex.
Speaker 2: If I don't count porn, I guess it's been a
Speaker 2: while since I chose not to be in a relationship.
Speaker 1: Yeah, so okay, that's a topic because Okay, we have
Speaker 1: this conversation with my girlfriends and like they're in the
Speaker 1: business and they say that when.
Speaker 3: It's for work, it doesn't count. But does it really
Speaker 3: not count? You're still fucking.
Speaker 2: Yes. I have to agree. I think it doesn't count
Speaker 2: because it's a I think it's about a person's mindset.
Speaker 2: So there I'll say it like that. I think if
Speaker 2: you're true to yourself and you know that what you're
Speaker 2: doing is a job, then if it's really a job
Speaker 2: for you, then it's a job and it doesn't count.
Speaker 2: But if it's not really a job for you, and
Speaker 2: you're there to like really feel things, and you you're
Speaker 2: not being professional and it's just all about that, then
Speaker 2: I could see how people would say.
Speaker 1: Like, I was never in the I was never there
Speaker 1: trying to date anyone, but I definitely like what I
Speaker 1: do for a living, so therefore it's like, you know,
Speaker 1: I'm gonna get mine so I feel like, if you're coming,
Speaker 1: then shouldn't it count.
Speaker 3: No, I have to say no, I mean you're not.
Speaker 1: You're not the only one, because my girlfriends are always
Speaker 1: like no, it doesn't count, Like, but wait, you just
Speaker 1: did it, Like that doesn't count. I'm like, we're me.
Speaker 1: I haven't had sex in months, and I'm not doing
Speaker 1: any scenes.
Speaker 3: I'm just over here. You know, I'm a virgin again.
Speaker 2: I just I feel like because it's a job. If
Speaker 2: it wasn't, if there wasn't that job aspect where I
Speaker 2: had to pay my taxes, then.
Speaker 3: Good maybe okay.
Speaker 2: But because there's a serious aspect to it at the
Speaker 2: end of the day, that's what keeps me being like
Speaker 2: all right, it's about the mentality overall.
Speaker 1: Like, yeah, for you, all right, you said you had
Speaker 1: an OnlyFans. What are your thoughts on OnlyFans?
Speaker 2: I like it. I like it a lot.
Speaker 1: Yeah, And from what aspect do you like the because
Speaker 1: if it's more like the financial freedom part, do you
Speaker 1: like it's the creator part? You know, you're doing all
Speaker 1: these different things from camming, Like what separates it between
Speaker 1: like camming with somebody like jerk mate, from OnlyFans to
Speaker 1: doing like scenes with brawsers.
Speaker 2: Camming is my absolute favorite thing, and then porn, and
Speaker 2: then I guess only fans, and just like social media,
Speaker 2: it's like I like each one for different different reasons.
Speaker 2: For only fans, I think they're a really nice platform,
Speaker 2: Like I like the way it looks, like I like
Speaker 2: how easy it is to navigate. I like that you
Speaker 2: can sell pictures and videos and just see what happens,
Speaker 2: Like I feel like the model is in control of that,
Speaker 2: Like you create an account, you try your best. You
Speaker 2: can use social media or not to see how your
Speaker 2: growth is going to go. I think I think they
Speaker 2: are just I don't know. I never really think about
Speaker 2: this stuff. It's like I just go into it and
Speaker 2: see what happens, and if it works, I'm like, oh yeah,
Speaker 2: I like it.
Speaker 1: Are some of your top selling clips or movies that
Speaker 1: you have on your only fans?
Speaker 3: Like what works best for you?
Speaker 2: So, actually I think I do. I've been told I
Speaker 2: do it different, Like I think there's two styles to
Speaker 2: go into OnlyFans. So I've been told that most models
Speaker 2: they will operate their OnlyFans to where they're charging every
Speaker 2: customer subscription to be there, like a monthly subscription. I
Speaker 2: don't do that. I make it free and the only
Speaker 2: thing I charge for is if a person wants to
Speaker 2: send me messages, and that's how I justify doing that.
Speaker 2: So I went into it like I'm not going to
Speaker 2: tell you to pay me. I'm going to try to
Speaker 2: give you incentives and then you decide how much you
Speaker 2: like me. So if you like the free pictures that
Speaker 2: I'm uploading on OnlyFans, then you can send me a
Speaker 2: message and ask about what I offer. And that's what's happened.
Speaker 2: It's like they liked the pictures I posted for free,
Speaker 2: they paid to send me a message like a dollar,
Speaker 2: five dollars whatever, and they were like, hey, do you
Speaker 2: offer videos, customs? Do you offer pictures? And then that's
Speaker 2: where the money starts coming in. So I'm like, I
Speaker 2: have their interest, then I'll give them the prices, see
Speaker 2: what they want, and then that's where it grew. So yeah,
Speaker 2: I like that because I feel like I think it's
Speaker 2: a good way to do it the other way. But
Speaker 2: for me personally, I was like, wait, if I'm telling
Speaker 2: them per person, like it's five bucks fifty bucks a
Speaker 2: month per person, then I'm I kind of felt for
Speaker 2: me personally, I was maybe they might spread me thin,
Speaker 2: like maybe they would have more control to be like,
Speaker 2: I'm paying you this per month just to watch you.
Speaker 2: I want to see more content and if you don't
Speaker 2: give it, I'm not going to pay. So I it
Speaker 2: was kind of a power thing.
Speaker 3: Yeah, yeah, for sure.
Speaker 1: I think that's one thing I feel about these platforms
Speaker 1: like OnlyFans and in the campsites, it's like, again, it's
Speaker 1: on how you want to You are your own brand business,
Speaker 1: you are your own brand. You bring these types of
Speaker 1: clients to your pages, so it's like you know how
Speaker 1: they operate or you know how you want to talk
Speaker 1: to them. And I think that that's a really great
Speaker 1: strategy to have because at the end of the day,
Speaker 1: you are feeling good about what you're doing and they're
Speaker 1: feeling getting about what they're doing, and everybody wins.
Speaker 2: Yeah. I want to stress that, like the things that
Speaker 2: I say that work for me, the thing I like
Speaker 2: about the industry and all these companies is it's like, Okay,
Speaker 2: if it works for me, great, but if it does
Speaker 2: if the same things I do don't work for someone else,
Speaker 2: that's also great because then they can learn, oh, something
Speaker 2: different works for me, and I love that because I
Speaker 2: think it keeps things exciting because it's like, oh, I
Speaker 2: can do things my own way and I don't have
Speaker 2: to do it like this. Because I think if if
Speaker 2: you feel like you have to be like everyone else,
Speaker 2: I think it can put a lot of pressure and.
Speaker 1: I feel like you get lost in the crowd. Yes,
Speaker 1: because it's like what sets you apart from anybody else?
Speaker 2: Yes.
Speaker 1: So my next question with that being said, is what
Speaker 1: makes you unique? What makes you stand out of how
Speaker 1: you do things?
Speaker 2: Based on what have been told, people have said it's
Speaker 2: my personality, like the way I engage with people, the
Speaker 2: way I move, Like just you're hypnotizing with those hips girl, anything.
Speaker 3: You know your boobies are dancing into their hearts.
Speaker 2: I am not sure. It's like people have said, it's
Speaker 2: like a vibe. Okay, that is different to them. So
Speaker 2: I'll go with that. I'll be like, it's the vibe,
Speaker 2: the way I interact with people.
Speaker 3: Your vibe is vibing. I'm with it. I'm fuck with it.
Speaker 3: If you could change jobs, would you and what would
Speaker 3: you do instead?
Speaker 2: Okay? If I could change jobs, honestly, no, I wouldn't
Speaker 2: because say a girl, say a prad I like, okay,
Speaker 2: So like for me personally, what I would like to
Speaker 2: do is I just want to do these things until
Speaker 2: I don't want to. And on the side, I have
Speaker 2: goals and dreams that I work towards and that makes
Speaker 2: me happy. So and the answer is no. But then
Speaker 2: in a hypothetical world, if it was like, okay, well
Speaker 2: what would you be doing?
Speaker 3: So what would you be doing?
Speaker 2: Art? Like I admire people that paint and like all that, So.
Speaker 1: Maybe are you do you paint or do you have
Speaker 1: that kind of like that gift because I feel like,
Speaker 1: I mean, we can all try and it's like whatever,
Speaker 1: But I feel like if you if you go that route,
Speaker 1: you're there creative in certain the ways.
Speaker 3: It's like you're either paint, you draw, or you're doing
Speaker 3: that stuff.
Speaker 2: I feel like I'm the suffering artist. So it's like
Speaker 2: I don't think I'm good at all and that's like,
Speaker 2: but I do like to paint, draw, color, like do
Speaker 2: things like that, So I love it.
Speaker 1: Okay, So you said you have these goals and things
Speaker 1: you're working towards.
Speaker 3: Can you tell us a little bit about those are
Speaker 3: for later on?
Speaker 1: Like right now, we know you love being a cam
Speaker 1: model for jerk mate. We know you love your only fans,
Speaker 1: you love shooting for companies.
Speaker 3: Nay, you're down the road. Do you see something else
Speaker 3: for you? Yeah?
Speaker 2: I would like to be an entrepreneur and I'm open
Speaker 2: to what that means for me.
Speaker 3: So you're already an entrepreneur.
Speaker 2: True? Okay, yeah, good point.
Speaker 1: You're already doing. You know, your own you have your
Speaker 1: own business. You gotta give yourself credit amber, you know
Speaker 1: what I mean. So you have the you know, as
Speaker 1: far as that being said, it's like you are your
Speaker 1: own business women, You have a female owned business, and
Speaker 1: you pay your taxes. That's the entrepreneur. I think all
Speaker 1: of those things. Is there something maybe that you see
Speaker 1: yourself maybe either adding to your brand and never really
Speaker 1: has to shy away from what you're doing, but maybe
Speaker 1: adding more to it. You know, you talked earlier a
Speaker 1: little bit, you know, on the sidelines about you know,
Speaker 1: you liked how I had my podcast and that's something
Speaker 1: that you kind of wanted. Is that maybe something that
Speaker 1: you'd maybe in a hosting situation okay, yeah, like not
Speaker 1: putting words in your mouth, but just giving you ideas.
Speaker 2: Yeah, I would, Okay, I'll rephrase it. I would like
Speaker 2: to in the future express my entrepreneurship through different mediums
Speaker 2: and see what works. So maybe a podcast one day,
Speaker 2: maybe opening a store of some kind like stuff like that.
Speaker 1: All right, See, you got to you gotta start thinking
Speaker 1: outside the box. That's why I like private talk. It's
Speaker 1: because it's kind of like not the hard questions, but
Speaker 1: questions that we don't typically know. We know you have
Speaker 1: great tits, we know that you have sex on camera.
Speaker 1: We know you're a cam model, which you know. We
Speaker 1: need to know all about Amber. We want to know
Speaker 1: all that encompasses you, things that motivate you, things that
Speaker 1: are kind of like driving you to put all this
Speaker 1: work that you're doing now as a twenty one year
Speaker 1: old to elevate yourself in your thirties.
Speaker 2: I like that. Thanks.
Speaker 3: Current, Let's see. Do you have a sex lit playlist?
Speaker 3: Do you have something that gets you in the mood
Speaker 3: maybe before you cam.
Speaker 1: Do you have like maybe when you're getting ready, maybe
Speaker 1: a genre type of music.
Speaker 2: I think I have a caffeine based playlist. Honestly, it's
Speaker 2: like it's like Go Go Go. It's very upbeat, like
Speaker 2: I will listen to like either eighties music or like dance,
Speaker 2: like like techno type, like, it's very techno.
Speaker 1: Gets you in the mood though, Yes, it makes you
Speaker 1: want to touch yourself and do not eat things zamber.
Speaker 2: Actually it really does.
Speaker 3: Do you do it to the beat? And well, do
Speaker 3: you do it to the beat? It does?
Speaker 2: Like I put like this music in my ears, and
Speaker 2: like I will have Okay, I'll put earbuds in and
Speaker 2: I'll have different music for the fans, But in my ears,
Speaker 2: there's a whole different world happening.
Speaker 3: Yeah, all right, I've never I've never thought of that.
Speaker 1: I always just put my own music and they're gonna
Speaker 1: see my ass shake the way I want it to,
Speaker 1: because I don't really care because it's my ass.
Speaker 3: It listens to what it wants.
Speaker 2: You know.
Speaker 3: It likes I like that, likes to it likes to move,
Speaker 3: It likes to jiggle, It likes to do a lot
Speaker 3: of things.
Speaker 2: Yeah, basically, my fans, the customers, they're listening to what
Speaker 2: I would consider elevator music. But I'm listening like to
Speaker 2: something completely.
Speaker 3: So how is that even on y'all are not on
Speaker 3: beating the same thing.
Speaker 1: You're like all over here and advancing everywhere with your tities,
Speaker 1: and they're just like yes, jerking it.
Speaker 2: Like this, Yes, that's exactly how it is.
Speaker 3: Hey, whatever works different strokes for different folks. That's always.
Speaker 3: That's funny. I love that. Okay, let's see you haven't
Speaker 3: said you've been single for a while?
Speaker 1: You have it?
Speaker 3: Have you? Are you still dating or nothing? Like?
Speaker 1: Have you been in any weird dates, any great dates,
Speaker 1: anything that's kind of Are you just not dating at all?
Speaker 2: I'm not dating at all.
Speaker 3: Have you tried dating sites? Was that some maybe to
Speaker 3: be open to?
Speaker 2: No? I am terrified to try that.
Speaker 3: Terrified that's a strong word.
Speaker 1: Why Terrified because they'll maybe see who you are and
Speaker 1: they think that like, oh that's a cam model that
Speaker 1: I talked to, or terrified and just that somebody is
Speaker 1: going to answer you back and actually go on a
Speaker 1: regular date and it could be your match.
Speaker 2: Actually, all the horror stories I've heard about what could happen,
Speaker 2: But maybe I shouldn't listen to those things and just
Speaker 2: like give it a try. But that's what's kept me
Speaker 2: from trying it.
Speaker 1: Well, you can't go based on other people's things, because
Speaker 1: I feel like, you know, yes, there are horror stories
Speaker 1: with everything, but you know, maybe I'll work for you.
Speaker 3: Maybe not may at least you know you try.
Speaker 1: That's why I was like, I'm a firm believer of
Speaker 1: trying everything once maybe twice, so you know, you know,
Speaker 1: first time is always kind of like second times then
Speaker 1: you really know third time.
Speaker 3: I'm done. What do I want to ask you next?
Speaker 2: M Mmm?
Speaker 3: Have you ever been kicked out of a place? And
Speaker 3: if so, what happened?
Speaker 2: No, it's never happened, Never happened.
Speaker 3: No, If you could relive one day, what would it be?
Speaker 3: And why?
Speaker 2: Maybe days that I've been to the beach. There's something
Speaker 2: about it.
Speaker 3: Water baby just makes it all peaceful.
Speaker 2: Yeah, I like that for you.
Speaker 1: Alright, last question before my favorite part, Truth with Taxos.
Speaker 1: What is your biggest fear?
Speaker 2: Um?
Speaker 3: Are you fearless?
Speaker 2: No? I have fears. Let's see. My biggest fear is
Speaker 2: that maybe I'll try really hard for something and not
Speaker 2: get it. Maybe something like that.
Speaker 1: Okay, well, we're gonna get to my favorite part. It's
Speaker 1: called Truth with Texas. It's a little game that Miss
Speaker 1: Texas made up and we get to play and get
Speaker 1: to know each.
Speaker 3: Other a little bit more. Intimately.
Speaker 1: There's four sets of questions Romantic, kinky, spicy, and naughty.
Speaker 3: And we'll go through each category. It's get to know
Speaker 3: you bit better.
Speaker 1: And yeah, maybe your fans on your jerk made account
Speaker 1: know these things already, Maybe they don't. Maybe private talk
Speaker 1: after dark is listening to some things and trying to
Speaker 1: get to know you a little bit better. So naughty
Speaker 1: questions choked or spaked?
Speaker 2: Spank?
Speaker 3: Do you like dirty talk?
Speaker 1: You dirty talk yourself, but do you like your partner
Speaker 1: to dirty talk and play with you? Or do you
Speaker 1: just like be the one dirty talking and being a domb?
Speaker 2: I think in my personal life I'd prefer for them
Speaker 2: to just do the dirty talking and I kind of
Speaker 2: listen to it.
Speaker 3: So you like to be a sub?
Speaker 2: Yeah?
Speaker 3: Okay? Lube or spit.
Speaker 2: Loube?
Speaker 1: Have you ever prior to being in the adult industry
Speaker 1: had sex at work?
Speaker 2: No?
Speaker 3: Have you ever had sex outside?
Speaker 2: Yeah? Like in a truck?
Speaker 3: Okay?
Speaker 1: What kind of outfits turn you on? Are you someone
Speaker 1: who likes to dress up for your partner?
Speaker 3: Do you like just to be naked? Do you like
Speaker 3: just as long?
Speaker 2: Like?
Speaker 3: What is? What is your sexy alpha attires consist of?
Speaker 2: Personally? I just like being naked.
Speaker 1: Just naked, spread eagle and just take me as I
Speaker 1: am let's go big titties all.
Speaker 3: Yes, have you ever faked an orgasm?
Speaker 2: Yeah?
Speaker 3: Can I hear what that sounds like? I love?
Speaker 2: However, You're like, yeah, basically that's it, that's all.
Speaker 3: That's all.
Speaker 1: Is that how you really come? You only make that
Speaker 1: a little bit of a noise.
Speaker 2: Oh no, when I really come, I'm I'm probably too loud.
Speaker 3: And yeah, never too loud amber I never never tells
Speaker 3: you that they're just fucking the wrong person. Never too loud.
Speaker 3: The neighbors can hear.
Speaker 2: Yeah.
Speaker 3: Oral sex sloppy or clean? Sloppy, slappy toppy? What is
Speaker 3: your biggest turn off.
Speaker 2: Like sexually?
Speaker 3: Mm?
Speaker 2: I don't know, like like maybe licking you guys in nipples?
Speaker 2: Like I can do it, but it's not my favorite thing.
Speaker 3: Okay, yeah hmm. Do you like to role play just
Speaker 3: for work?
Speaker 2: I don't think in my personal life.
Speaker 1: I saw a little glimmer of you know, in the
Speaker 1: sparkling your eye. You're like, what did you dress up
Speaker 1: as that you really enjoyed?
Speaker 2: Like when I'm at work, I have a lot of
Speaker 2: fun with it, Like I'll do like nurse role play
Speaker 2: and stuff like that.
Speaker 1: Okay, Yeah, you like taking care of your patients. Do
Speaker 1: you smother them with your tats?
Speaker 2: Oh?
Speaker 3: Yeah, yeah, resuscitation the only way giving or receiving golden showers?
Speaker 3: Are you into it? Have you done it? Would you
Speaker 3: do it?
Speaker 2: I've never done it. I'm open to it, Like I
Speaker 2: want to be more open minded in life. So if
Speaker 2: I haven't tried something, i'd like to try it.
Speaker 3: I don't like that, all right, spicy questions. What's something
Speaker 3: you would not do sexually?
Speaker 1: Absolutely on your not list, Never gonna try it, don't
Speaker 1: have any desire to do it?
Speaker 3: Uh?
Speaker 2: I feel like any examples?
Speaker 3: I think it could be. It could be gangbang and
Speaker 3: it can be like maybe DP. It could be fingers
Speaker 3: in your ass. It could be spitting, it could be
Speaker 3: choking you like that? Are you like spanking?
Speaker 2: Double vage double anal? Like two cocks in my pussy,
Speaker 2: two cocks in my ass?
Speaker 3: Like that fits?
Speaker 2: I don't think I would do that, but I think
Speaker 2: it looks awesome when other people do it.
Speaker 3: Yeah, okay, fair enough. I saw other thing. What is it?
Speaker 1: The whole meme coming around where it's like it that's
Speaker 1: your ass while being able to stretch enough. It's like
Speaker 1: so we're like, what is it like four feet and
Speaker 1: I'm like, I don't want.
Speaker 3: To try or learn anything. But I'm like that's a lot.
Speaker 3: I'm like, what's going in there? I'm like it's nothing. No,
Speaker 3: thank you, let's talk. Just says no, just say no.
Speaker 1: Do you like sex toys in the bedroom in your
Speaker 1: personal life?
Speaker 2: Yeah, vibrator is all that. Yeah.
Speaker 3: Have you ever had a guy be too intimidated because
Speaker 3: you've whipped out a vibrator? Yes, and he said fuck you,
Speaker 3: I'm doing it anyways. Or you put it away in
Speaker 3: your drawer and just fucked him.
Speaker 2: I tried to put it away and just fuck but
Speaker 2: I remembered because I was like, well and.
Speaker 3: Then you stuck apart. Now it would be cool with it,
Speaker 3: and then you stuck it in his ass.
Speaker 2: That would be awesome. But then I didn't do it.
Speaker 1: So you'd be open to that with your partner if
Speaker 1: he allowed it, if he was in into it.
Speaker 2: Yeah, just to see if I liked it too.
Speaker 1: Like, have you ever been in that kind of scenario,
Speaker 1: Maybe not with a partner, but in the scenes that
Speaker 1: you kind of stimulated you to maybe where you could
Speaker 1: like it.
Speaker 2: No, No yet, not yet, I like that, not yet.
Speaker 1: Who are some of your favorite porn stars. Do you
Speaker 1: have any Do you watch any porn? Like after you
Speaker 1: being in the business that you made be like watched
Speaker 1: to like maybe get some tips, maybe because you were horny.
Speaker 2: I think, like, I don't watch porn. I just make
Speaker 2: the porn.
Speaker 3: Okay, that's fair. There ain't nothing wrong with that. Yeah, hmmmm.
Speaker 1: Have you ever had somebody fall and asleep during sex?
Speaker 3: No, craziest place you've ever had sex nowhere yet?
Speaker 2: And that pisses me off because I actually want to
Speaker 2: do stuff like that.
Speaker 3: This is why you need to go out there and
Speaker 3: be adventurous.
Speaker 1: You gotta, like, you know, you're not dating anyone particular,
Speaker 1: so you just date and find people who are at
Speaker 1: you know, adventuress. Yeah, dated somebody older?
Speaker 2: Yes?
Speaker 1: Is that normally typically your way you got to go?
Speaker 1: Or do you like the same age younger? Does it matter?
Speaker 3: Yeah?
Speaker 2: I typically like older guys. Yeah.
Speaker 3: Okay, what's the oldest guy you ever dated?
Speaker 2: He was in his forties.
Speaker 3: Okay. Have you ever stayed in a relationship because of sex?
Speaker 3: The sex is just so good that you're just like
Speaker 3: ignoring all these red flags.
Speaker 2: Yeah, yeah, I've done that.
Speaker 3: I've done that. I think we've all done that girl. Yeah,
Speaker 3: hmm mmmmmm. Have you ever thrown up on someone while
Speaker 3: giving head?
Speaker 2: Nope?
Speaker 3: Just for my porn okay, kinky questions bondage, yes or no?
Speaker 2: I haven't done it in my personal life, but I
Speaker 2: really want to try.
Speaker 3: That quickest orgasm.
Speaker 2: Couple of minutes.
Speaker 3: Okay.
Speaker 2: If I'm mentally stimulated, I can come very fast.
Speaker 3: What could you describe what an orgasm feels like to you?
Speaker 2: It's like an explosion that just takes over my whole body.
Speaker 1: Are you someone's like eyes rolled back kind of head?
Speaker 1: Are you screaming? Are you like shaking?
Speaker 3: Are you?
Speaker 2: I think I'll keep my eyes closed, but there is
Speaker 2: like a whole move going on in my head while
Speaker 2: the person's in front of me, and it's just like
Speaker 2: it's an over stimulation of awesomeness.
Speaker 3: Oh it's sexy.
Speaker 1: Get inside Amber's head and find all the good gems
Speaker 1: in there. Do you have any fetishes? Do you like feet?
Speaker 1: Do you like big asses? Do you like tit play?
Speaker 1: I know you've got some big titties over there, by
Speaker 1: the way, How big are your tits?
Speaker 3: So they are like M double M cups, M double
Speaker 3: m cups? What is that that exists.
Speaker 2: Oh yeah, there's way bigger out there, but yeah, these
Speaker 2: are mine. Yep, they're like twenty four hundred CC's and
Speaker 2: just of water bags.
Speaker 1: Do you did you name them? Do you just do
Speaker 1: you talk to them? Do you like do something special
Speaker 1: to them to keep them so nice? Salmon loise, salmond louise?
Speaker 2: Okay, I do keep them nice like oil lotion.
Speaker 3: Okay.
Speaker 1: Is that just for the cam for the caming or
Speaker 1: you just do it regardless if you're not working or not.
Speaker 2: It's also for my skin and a whole so much.
Speaker 2: Wearing a bra too. With how much they weigh. They
Speaker 2: weigh six pounds each, so I found wearing a bra
Speaker 2: just helps like keep them up them.
Speaker 3: How do you tell, like about how much your boobs weigh?
Speaker 3: Like you just what scale? Does this tit scale exist?
Speaker 2: When I woke up from the operating table, the surgeon
Speaker 2: was smiling and he was like, they weighed six pounds each.
Speaker 2: Just want you to know that. That's how I know that.
Speaker 3: I was like, nice, Okay, I'm like, how does this exist?
Speaker 3: I'm like, obviously, I mean I have nice boobs, but
Speaker 3: I don't care really like six pounds tits you know.
Speaker 2: Yeah, That's why I found out nice.
Speaker 3: Did you always want big boobs?
Speaker 2: Yeah?
Speaker 1: So when was that decision? Like did you do it
Speaker 1: right away? Did you like what prompted you to go
Speaker 1: that large?
Speaker 2: I just it was like I was just hoping my
Speaker 2: natural tits would just get bigger and they weren't, and
Speaker 2: then it became kind of an obsession. I was like, well,
Speaker 2: I want it. I want it, and then like seeing
Speaker 2: women with bigger boobs and then knowing I could do surgery,
Speaker 2: so I was like, I'll get it.
Speaker 3: Have you ever anything with those boobs?
Speaker 2: Water bottles?
Speaker 3: Water bottles? Okay? I saw this one night.
Speaker 1: I was on an interview with or I was in
Speaker 1: an interview somewhere when I was with a teacher dance
Speaker 1: and she like did this whole like broken watermelon with
Speaker 1: her tits.
Speaker 3: It was like that was that was straight.
Speaker 1: That was like my mouth was like down to heroes,
Speaker 1: like how does that happen? I'm like, even if I
Speaker 1: sat on one, I don't think it would break.
Speaker 2: Yeah, I couldn't do that.
Speaker 3: What is your favorite time of day to have sex?
Speaker 2: As soon as I wake up or right before I
Speaker 2: fall asleep?
Speaker 3: Okay?
Speaker 1: Start the day off right and ended what is the
Speaker 1: sex skill that you are most proud of?
Speaker 2: Sex skill?
Speaker 3: Sex skill?
Speaker 2: Oh skill?
Speaker 3: Sorry, you're like scale. I already told you how big
Speaker 3: my teeths were. You're like blowjob, blowjobe, okay, throat goat
Speaker 3: over here? Am I over here? That's what you're known for.
Speaker 2: I love deep thirting. It's just I don't know, it
Speaker 2: turns me on.
Speaker 3: Nothing wrong with that. Have you ever woken up to
Speaker 3: someone that you did not know their name?
Speaker 2: No, but I have woken up thinking of other people
Speaker 2: and been like, oh, maybe I should quit having sex
Speaker 2: with this person since I woke up thinking of somebody else.
Speaker 1: But did you ever think about that person while you're
Speaker 1: getting sucked by the other person?
Speaker 2: Yeah?
Speaker 3: I did it all the time. I was like, that's
Speaker 3: just great. I'm like, who's wrong with that? They don't
Speaker 3: get to know exactly. Yeah, you're playing those movies in
Speaker 3: your head. Girl, that's it makes you come harder.
Speaker 1: It makes you thinks because it's taboo too, So you're
Speaker 1: just like, don't.
Speaker 3: You know there's someone else here but you don't know
Speaker 3: who he is.
Speaker 2: Yeah, but then I don't want to date them anymore
Speaker 2: because it's it's fun for a while, But then it's like,
Speaker 2: I don't even like you, I'm just using your dick
Speaker 2: and thinking of someone else.
Speaker 1: It's like I don't know, Yeah, I can see where
Speaker 1: it gets played out, you know, it's just you know,
Speaker 1: you don't keep repeat offending that fantasy can only play
Speaker 1: so many times until you need a new one, you.
Speaker 2: Know, Yeah, exactly.
Speaker 3: Have you ever been in an orgy?
Speaker 2: No?
Speaker 3: But I would like to what would you.
Speaker 1: Be your ideal scenario for an orgy? Like from girls
Speaker 1: to guys, Like, what would your ideal thing be?
Speaker 2: I'd like to like walk into like a party or
Speaker 2: something where there's like, I don't know, at least over
Speaker 2: fifty people. It's like girls, guys, couples, singles, so free
Speaker 2: for all.
Speaker 1: Yeah, should be invited to a swingers party. They could
Speaker 1: do that and be like, hey, tag me in, I'm
Speaker 1: in Yeah.
Speaker 2: Like something like that.
Speaker 1: But would you be open to it now? Or is
Speaker 1: that something that just kind of excites you like sexually?
Speaker 2: Oh?
Speaker 3: No? I think like if I told.
Speaker 1: You, Hey, Amber, I gotta I gotta invite for us,
Speaker 1: We're going to a fifty Uh, We're going to a
Speaker 1: swingers party and there's about fifty people.
Speaker 3: We might gape gang bain. We might not I would go,
Speaker 3: you would go, yes, I would go. Okay, I'll keep
Speaker 3: you in mind.
Speaker 1: Not that I get invited to any of these private
Speaker 1: these these parties, private talk, but you never know.
Speaker 3: There's always a time, there's always a chance. Now I
Speaker 3: know who can I can call?
Speaker 2: Yes? Hmmm.
Speaker 3: Have you ever been too kinky for a partner?
Speaker 2: Yes? I have been told that.
Speaker 3: What was the kink that made them like be like, girl,
Speaker 3: I just can't I was with someone you were choking them,
Speaker 3: or you wanted them to choke you.
Speaker 2: I wanted I wanted to try it for like the
Speaker 2: first time. We were just doing I guess vanilla stuff
Speaker 2: and I was like he was on top of me
Speaker 2: and I was laying on the bed and I just
Speaker 2: had the thought and I was like, hey, do it.
Speaker 1: And then that's when and he was like now we're
Speaker 1: trying to try to go to jail or he was
Speaker 1: just like, uh my dick went limp, like what scenario booth.
Speaker 2: It was like he was very nervous. And then he
Speaker 2: was like, no, why do you think like that? That's weird.
Speaker 2: And I was like, oh.
Speaker 3: Okay, your dick's not for me, sir. Next yeah, did
Speaker 3: he finish at.
Speaker 2: Least I don't even remember.
Speaker 3: I was like, You're like, fuck that guy all right.
Speaker 1: Last set of questions romantic questions. Would you consider yourself
Speaker 1: a romantic?
Speaker 2: Yes?
Speaker 3: What's the most romantic thing that you've done for a partner?
Speaker 2: I've been told I'm like a hopeless romantic. I'm the
Speaker 2: kind of person that I just want to do things
Speaker 2: for them. Whatever that means.
Speaker 1: We want you to be a hopeful romantic. We want
Speaker 1: to be a hopeless romantic.
Speaker 3: Hopeful.
Speaker 2: I like that better hopeful.
Speaker 3: Yeah, it gives more of the word behind it.
Speaker 1: I feel like I like things with intentions, and we
Speaker 1: have to put things out in the universe that are
Speaker 1: positive because I feel like sometimes we forget that when
Speaker 1: we either complain or say what other people think about
Speaker 1: us and that's not what we feel for us.
Speaker 3: Is that we also attract that which we don't want.
Speaker 1: That we want what we want to be hopefully romantic,
Speaker 1: because you know, I feel like too much of somebody
Speaker 1: something for someone means better somebody else's everything. Yeah, So
Speaker 1: what's something that maybe maybe a part if you haven't
Speaker 1: done anything for a partner, if somebody done something to
Speaker 1: you that's kind of stood out to you that was romantic.
Speaker 2: Like I would be open to like cooking for them
Speaker 2: or like just wanting to do special things or get
Speaker 2: something for them, like something they could.
Speaker 1: Do for me, like so acts of services, which how
Speaker 1: you like to show your love?
Speaker 2: Yeah, because I just like to see that they're happy
Speaker 2: what they could do for me, Like we could just
Speaker 2: do something spontaneous if they were like one day like, hey,
Speaker 2: we're gonna go here and we're gonna do this, that
Speaker 2: would make me really happy.
Speaker 1: I feel like you're also kind of like let somebody
Speaker 1: draw your bath kind of person, give you some unexpected flowers,
Speaker 1: maybe cook for you, or listen to something kind of
Speaker 1: that you talked about but they didn't really over like
Speaker 1: think about, but you were like made it known that
Speaker 1: they were listening to you.
Speaker 2: Yeah, Like if they surprised me with something that they
Speaker 2: knew that I liked, that would mean a lot to me. Yeah.
Speaker 3: Sex on the first date, Yeah, you're like absolutely, Yeah,
Speaker 3: if you like them, why not giving or receiving.
Speaker 2: Both?
Speaker 3: Gotta pick one?
Speaker 2: Oh, okay, fine, getting getting.
Speaker 1: I knew that that was gonna be your answer. Do
Speaker 1: you seem like quite the you know, giver? Turn on
Speaker 1: what turns you on about a significant other or a
Speaker 1: sexual partner.
Speaker 3: Didn't have to be significant other.
Speaker 2: Their smile, their eyes, their energy, chemistry means a lot
Speaker 2: to me.
Speaker 1: So yeah, four play or sex? If you could only
Speaker 1: have one? What would you get down with sex? That's
Speaker 1: a hard one.
Speaker 3: I know, naked or lingerie?
Speaker 2: Naked?
Speaker 3: Lights on? Are lights off? Off?
Speaker 2: Hmmm?
Speaker 3: Bathroom sex? Have you done it?
Speaker 2: No? But I'd love to fuck in the shower.
Speaker 1: It's tricky, slippery in there, slippery when wet. It's not Alie,
Speaker 1: what is a perfect date night for you?
Speaker 2: Perfect date night? Let's see, Like we go to a park,
Speaker 2: we get burger somewhere, like just simple stuff like I
Speaker 2: don't need like the whole red carpet thing. I think
Speaker 2: that would make me really nervous. The simpler the better. Yeah.
Speaker 3: Have you ever taken a call during sex?
Speaker 2: No? But I think it would be so hot, Like
Speaker 2: if him or I did that.
Speaker 3: Like, okay, that turns you on?
Speaker 2: Yeah?
Speaker 3: Okay?
Speaker 2: Would you were trying to talk all serious?
Speaker 1: Would you try to like be louder or make them
Speaker 1: do something to know that they were fucking in the background.
Speaker 2: I just feel like that would make me like giggle,
Speaker 2: a lot, and I'd be like, okay, but yeah.
Speaker 1: If you needed a fun safe word, what would your
Speaker 1: safe word be.
Speaker 2: A fun one? Maybe like flowers?
Speaker 3: Flowers peace, peace.
Speaker 2: Yeah, okay, okay, okay.
Speaker 3: All right, Well that is truth with Texas. You did
Speaker 3: very well. I hope you enjoyed yourself here at private talk.
Speaker 3: Is there anything that you would like to ask Miss Texas?
Speaker 2: What makes you love what you do?
Speaker 3: What makes me love what I do? I think for me,
Speaker 3: it's like just doing things.
Speaker 1: That I authentically like and that are on brand with me.
Speaker 1: I don't ever do anything I don't want to do.
Speaker 1: You know, I struggled with people pleasing in the past,
Speaker 1: and you know that didn't really serve me because I
Speaker 1: always didn't it wasn't what I wanted to do. So intentionally,
Speaker 1: I do what I'm good at. I like talking to people.
Speaker 1: I like, you know, having conversations and getting to know
Speaker 1: people more on a personal level and also on intimate level.
Speaker 1: And yeah, I just do what I do. Miss Texas
Speaker 1: is Miss Texas. If you're nasty, you know, but we're
Speaker 1: now we're not being that nasty. It's probably talk after dark,
Speaker 1: but you know, you want to see the good stuff.
Speaker 3: You know where to follow me,