WEBVTT 1 00:00:00.040 --> 00:00:06.160 Private talk to introduce Safar eas I bess because in 2 00:00:06.200 --> 00:00:08.480 my studio, I have buttons, you know, I have a cheers. 3 00:00:08.480 --> 00:00:09.080 I got ba. 4 00:00:10.599 --> 00:00:12.320 In your like your world. 5 00:00:12.080 --> 00:00:14.359 In my original setting, this is my world. That's where 6 00:00:14.400 --> 00:00:16.480 I thought it was really cool because you're living out 7 00:00:16.480 --> 00:00:20.320 here in Miami. Now we're in Florida, and sometimes people 8 00:00:20.359 --> 00:00:22.920 are super busy, like yourself, and you can't always come 9 00:00:22.920 --> 00:00:24.559 to my studio. So I thought that this was a 10 00:00:24.600 --> 00:00:28.199 good introduction to tip your toe in this Texas is 11 00:00:28.239 --> 00:00:30.280 pond because I feel like you've been hiding me from 12 00:00:30.359 --> 00:00:31.320 me for a long time. 13 00:00:31.640 --> 00:00:33.520 It's just because you're in LA and I don't ever 14 00:00:33.600 --> 00:00:34.399 go to La. 15 00:00:34.439 --> 00:00:36.439 But it's not really all that it is because I 16 00:00:36.439 --> 00:00:40.640 feel like, after knowing you from myself, I'm afar not 17 00:00:40.799 --> 00:00:42.560 knowing you. Because you said you are a fan of me, 18 00:00:42.920 --> 00:00:44.880 I've also been a fan of yours from Afar because 19 00:00:44.880 --> 00:00:47.320 I've seen obviously you've in television, you do music, You're 20 00:00:47.359 --> 00:00:49.920 in like the you know, mainstream what spot. 21 00:00:50.439 --> 00:00:51.359 I'm honored. Wow. 22 00:00:51.640 --> 00:00:54.679 So to me is I've always from Afar. I loved 23 00:00:54.719 --> 00:00:55.240 your energy. 24 00:00:55.280 --> 00:00:59.359 I'm about energy, personality and everything that you incumbents is 25 00:00:59.759 --> 00:01:01.920 You're truly who you are, you don't stray from it. 26 00:01:02.079 --> 00:01:04.400 You don't care what people say. You are who you are. 27 00:01:04.439 --> 00:01:06.680 And for me, that's how I am so I related 28 00:01:06.680 --> 00:01:09.120 to that in so many ways because as artists sometimes 29 00:01:09.159 --> 00:01:11.799 it's hard to like get those creative channels to let 30 00:01:11.799 --> 00:01:13.959 our like articular power really be heard. 31 00:01:14.319 --> 00:01:17.319 Criticized, and you can't to exotica. 32 00:01:17.359 --> 00:01:19.359 So I love that even more because some people straight 33 00:01:19.400 --> 00:01:22.959 away from. 34 00:01:20.760 --> 00:01:24.799 Me, I'm like, I'm more shocked now because it's like 35 00:01:24.840 --> 00:01:27.480 I feel like you know me, like you didn't. 36 00:01:27.200 --> 00:01:31.879 Just like assume of like wrong things or just believe 37 00:01:31.879 --> 00:01:34.040 everything you see. It's like you're talking like you know. 38 00:01:34.079 --> 00:01:36.879 Me so well. Again, it's about the energy. 39 00:01:37.000 --> 00:01:39.079 I could see people all the time, or you see 40 00:01:39.120 --> 00:01:41.640 things on you know, from the media, to people things 41 00:01:41.640 --> 00:01:43.879 that I've had stories about me that aren't true, but 42 00:01:43.920 --> 00:01:46.200 people take them and spin it and then it creates 43 00:01:46.200 --> 00:01:48.239 a narrative that is falsely about you. So for me 44 00:01:48.359 --> 00:01:50.719 is why I loved my show Private Talk is when 45 00:01:50.719 --> 00:01:52.760 we get an intimate conversation with somebody and getting to 46 00:01:52.799 --> 00:01:53.560 know you're really true. 47 00:01:53.760 --> 00:01:54.359 I am like to give you. 48 00:01:54.400 --> 00:01:56.280 I'm gonna be so rial, I'm giving you all of me, 49 00:01:56.560 --> 00:01:58.680 so anything we can give it to me. Anything we 50 00:01:58.719 --> 00:01:59.799 talk about it's gonna be. 51 00:02:01.040 --> 00:02:01.599 I gotta be. 52 00:02:01.560 --> 00:02:03.760 Careful how I use these puns because I feel like 53 00:02:04.920 --> 00:02:06.760 I just said, give it to me, and I don't know. 54 00:02:06.760 --> 00:02:08.960 If we're here in Exotica. 55 00:02:08.680 --> 00:02:10.759 You know you can have anything from me. 56 00:02:11.439 --> 00:02:12.520 You can have whatever you like. 57 00:02:13.520 --> 00:02:15.599 Is that how it works? You me? 58 00:02:16.400 --> 00:02:16.719 All right? 59 00:02:16.879 --> 00:02:18.479 See the thing is is I can't see your eyes, 60 00:02:18.520 --> 00:02:19.759 so I don't know if you're believing you. 61 00:02:21.840 --> 00:02:23.960 You eye content. 62 00:02:24.080 --> 00:02:25.439 She has green eyes. 63 00:02:26.039 --> 00:02:30.240 I'm big on eye contact, so to like, look at 64 00:02:30.280 --> 00:02:33.560 somebody and I have green eyes looking back. 65 00:02:33.439 --> 00:02:35.439 At you, daous. 66 00:02:35.479 --> 00:02:37.599 It's funny because most times I start my interviews and 67 00:02:37.680 --> 00:02:39.400 I talk all about the person. But I almost kind 68 00:02:39.400 --> 00:02:43.120 of like this situation because you were a fan of me. 69 00:02:43.199 --> 00:02:44.840 I was a fan of you in different states, but 70 00:02:44.840 --> 00:02:48.439 we didn't know each other the first ever meet. So 71 00:02:48.520 --> 00:02:50.240 it's like, it's funny because, like you said, it's almost 72 00:02:50.280 --> 00:02:52.000 like you're talking to a friend, Like it's almost like 73 00:02:52.280 --> 00:02:54.240 and that's why I wanted to get you here, because 74 00:02:54.280 --> 00:02:56.719 I was like, you have so much truth, but people 75 00:02:56.719 --> 00:02:59.120 don't ask you questions because you don't let them in 76 00:02:59.159 --> 00:03:02.199 your circle to allow that. So I decided to break 77 00:03:02.240 --> 00:03:05.120 those walls and they're like, hey, so private talk, we 78 00:03:05.159 --> 00:03:06.080 got truth with Texas. 79 00:03:06.080 --> 00:03:08.000 We got a lot of hot questions. I hope you're 80 00:03:08.039 --> 00:03:08.599 ready for it. 81 00:03:08.680 --> 00:03:09.080 Let's do it. 82 00:03:09.080 --> 00:03:10.479 You're in the hot seat. 83 00:03:10.759 --> 00:03:12.599 In the hot seat, and you want to know what 84 00:03:13.280 --> 00:03:16.919 I don't do. I don't do sit downs. I think 85 00:03:16.919 --> 00:03:19.840 it's my first pot this is my first on the podcast. 86 00:03:19.879 --> 00:03:22.919 I don't like, I just don't. 87 00:03:22.960 --> 00:03:24.599 I just be like, I just feel like it's unfair 88 00:03:24.639 --> 00:03:27.840 because it's like these people have these platforms. They'll take 89 00:03:27.879 --> 00:03:30.560 one thing, make that a headline, and then it goes 90 00:03:30.599 --> 00:03:32.120 everywhere and then it's like I didn't get. 91 00:03:31.960 --> 00:03:33.680 Nothing from viral moments. 92 00:03:33.759 --> 00:03:35.680 Yeah, but I think that's why it takes you know, 93 00:03:36.039 --> 00:03:37.680 two to tango in a lot of ways. And I 94 00:03:37.719 --> 00:03:39.680 think that again, being here around the right people and 95 00:03:39.680 --> 00:03:41.479 picking what you really choose to sit down and have 96 00:03:41.520 --> 00:03:43.879 a conversation with, Yeah, I think that is it's telling. 97 00:03:44.439 --> 00:03:49.120 So let's do it. I'm ready. I say, you got 98 00:03:49.120 --> 00:03:50.639 a lot of stuff on the phone right here. 99 00:03:51.319 --> 00:03:54.280 These are these are the truth of Texas questions. These 100 00:03:54.280 --> 00:03:56.759 are like, once you're actually already warmed up, then we'll 101 00:03:56.759 --> 00:03:59.280 get to this part. Because you know, I'm rot I 102 00:03:59.280 --> 00:04:02.840 don't know if you're ready for this. I mean, here, sure, 103 00:04:07.400 --> 00:04:10.639 So let's talk about it. You're a big celebrity, you 104 00:04:10.680 --> 00:04:13.240 walk through these exotica doors. Tell us how that was 105 00:04:13.240 --> 00:04:14.759 for you. Were you like, was it the fear of 106 00:04:14.759 --> 00:04:16.199 the unknown? You kind of said you maybe went to 107 00:04:16.199 --> 00:04:18.000 an Atlanta or so another kind of show. Was it 108 00:04:18.120 --> 00:04:21.560 something totally crazy? Are you used to this lifestyle? There's ass, 109 00:04:21.639 --> 00:04:23.839 there's cities, there's toys, there's. 110 00:04:23.720 --> 00:04:26.759 I feel like this is a complete different world. Like 111 00:04:27.839 --> 00:04:31.240 I do music, I go to clubs, I perform, I'm 112 00:04:31.240 --> 00:04:34.519 on TV, So coming into something like this, this is 113 00:04:34.920 --> 00:04:38.160 totally different. I went to one before, and I think 114 00:04:38.160 --> 00:04:41.519 it was in New Jersey. 115 00:04:42.639 --> 00:04:44.600 It wasn't like this one. This one seems bigger. 116 00:04:45.279 --> 00:04:46.199 Do you feel like. 117 00:04:46.480 --> 00:04:49.680 In something like this it's easy to have like access 118 00:04:49.680 --> 00:04:51.160 to you or women kick them up to you, or 119 00:04:51.160 --> 00:04:51.959 are you like off? 120 00:04:52.079 --> 00:04:53.199 Are you more sandoffish? 121 00:04:53.279 --> 00:04:55.720 Because it is this environment because in the club, in 122 00:04:55.839 --> 00:04:58.000 like in your own environment at dinners or wherever you go, 123 00:04:58.079 --> 00:04:59.720 you know casually, I'm. 124 00:04:59.600 --> 00:05:02.519 Sure just now, like this girl just came up to me. 125 00:05:02.680 --> 00:05:03.439 I don't know if you saw. 126 00:05:03.720 --> 00:05:04.920 Did she give you her panties? 127 00:05:04.959 --> 00:05:07.720 She was like, oh, you're so fire right. I said, yeah, 128 00:05:07.800 --> 00:05:11.920 she said I saw your dick. I was like, nobody 129 00:05:11.959 --> 00:05:13.480 would ever just come up to me and say that, 130 00:05:13.959 --> 00:05:15.879 like outside of this type of setting. 131 00:05:16.319 --> 00:05:18.319 Really, I was like a hell of a I've. 132 00:05:18.120 --> 00:05:21.560 Been in several places outside of these settings and people 133 00:05:21.680 --> 00:05:24.000 have come up to me. Mind you, we do different professions, 134 00:05:24.399 --> 00:05:28.720 but there'll be like, oh that dog you style girl. 135 00:05:28.839 --> 00:05:31.759 I came to you so many times. It's like or 136 00:05:31.879 --> 00:05:33.720 my best one, which I feel like I corrected you, 137 00:05:33.800 --> 00:05:36.959 and it was like I've jerked off to you my 138 00:05:37.000 --> 00:05:39.160 whole childhood or my child and I'm like, how old 139 00:05:39.160 --> 00:05:41.040 are you? I'm like, I'm only thirty seven. I've been 140 00:05:41.079 --> 00:05:43.360 doing important for thirteen plus years. But if you do 141 00:05:43.399 --> 00:05:45.680 the mouth now, it kind of makes sense. 142 00:05:45.800 --> 00:05:49.319 Well, certain that means we were very close in age. 143 00:05:49.639 --> 00:05:52.800 And also I just did a. 144 00:05:52.759 --> 00:05:54.759 Lot of dirty things you were doing behind closed doors. 145 00:05:54.800 --> 00:05:57.399 I wanted the world to see. Yes, I mean my 146 00:05:57.680 --> 00:06:00.560 art is sex. From the beginning, was like, that's how 147 00:06:00.600 --> 00:06:02.639 express myself. I've always been comfortable with my body. 148 00:06:03.600 --> 00:06:05.439 It's just great. You took so much of my money 149 00:06:05.480 --> 00:06:05.920 growing up. 150 00:06:06.040 --> 00:06:08.959 You don't even know like you I didn't get any 151 00:06:09.079 --> 00:06:09.560 I need. 152 00:06:09.439 --> 00:06:13.879 Some and I wasn't buying the bootlegs. I was buying 153 00:06:13.879 --> 00:06:14.519 the real shit. 154 00:06:15.600 --> 00:06:17.319 What were you buying? What companies were you in. 155 00:06:17.480 --> 00:06:23.000 Like a Vivid Jewels, Jewels. 156 00:06:23.000 --> 00:06:26.040 I wasn't a lot because Jewels is is Actually he's 157 00:06:26.120 --> 00:06:28.720 like we're like twins because his birthday is exact same 158 00:06:28.759 --> 00:06:29.519 birthday as mine. 159 00:06:29.519 --> 00:06:31.480 But he's like the female version of me. I'm the 160 00:06:31.480 --> 00:06:32.319 male version of him. 161 00:06:32.360 --> 00:06:35.560 And this was before the Internet. So I had to 162 00:06:35.600 --> 00:06:36.920 go and buy the DVDs. 163 00:06:38.079 --> 00:06:39.680 Let me ask you a question. Did you ever buy 164 00:06:39.720 --> 00:06:40.959 the Pam and Tommy tape? 165 00:06:41.360 --> 00:06:45.399 The Pamm I got the bootleg? 166 00:06:45.399 --> 00:06:50.120 I didn't buy it. I was into like real porn stars. 167 00:06:50.480 --> 00:06:53.120 I didn't. I wasn't into the whole selection time. 168 00:06:52.959 --> 00:06:54.920 Before like the sex tips really happened. So when people 169 00:06:54.959 --> 00:06:57.240 were like that, like I I said, Internet, that was 170 00:06:57.279 --> 00:06:59.279 the first Internet type thing that popped off. People don't 171 00:06:59.279 --> 00:07:01.439 know how to resell them things. Yeah, it's kind of 172 00:07:01.439 --> 00:07:05.439 those things. So you have it only fans? Do you 173 00:07:05.480 --> 00:07:06.439 still have it only fans? 174 00:07:06.480 --> 00:07:07.040 I still have it? 175 00:07:07.720 --> 00:07:10.759 What kind of things are on your only fans? Because 176 00:07:10.920 --> 00:07:13.360 for me, let me say before you answer the question, 177 00:07:13.519 --> 00:07:14.519 is I touched you? 178 00:07:14.600 --> 00:07:14.800 Yeah? 179 00:07:14.879 --> 00:07:18.720 It's right, it's real. For someone like myself and even 180 00:07:18.759 --> 00:07:21.399 just in the masses. When when the pandemic happened, a 181 00:07:21.399 --> 00:07:24.120 lot of different revenues the stream income came about, and 182 00:07:24.199 --> 00:07:26.399 we also took time because we weren't touring, we weren't 183 00:07:26.399 --> 00:07:28.839 doing other stuff. Was it something that you were just 184 00:07:28.879 --> 00:07:31.279 taking the pictures you already posted on Instagram and doing 185 00:07:31.399 --> 00:07:33.079 or are you doing more explicit things? 186 00:07:33.319 --> 00:07:34.680 Because I thought you're. 187 00:07:34.519 --> 00:07:37.000 Like just fucking and you're doing showing your dick the 188 00:07:37.040 --> 00:07:38.639 same way as the girl said, you saw your dick. 189 00:07:38.720 --> 00:07:41.120 You have a you know, a toy of your dick. 190 00:07:41.199 --> 00:07:43.759 You have all these things and you're a sexual being. 191 00:07:45.040 --> 00:07:47.480 How did that whole like starting and only fans. 192 00:07:47.279 --> 00:07:49.879 Become well with the only fans? 193 00:07:49.920 --> 00:07:53.839 And I was the first like person who's like really 194 00:07:53.920 --> 00:07:56.040 out there in the public eye. 195 00:07:56.040 --> 00:07:58.519 So you started the trend the celebrities. 196 00:07:57.920 --> 00:08:00.680 Nobody else was doing like everybody else on a shut 197 00:08:00.879 --> 00:08:02.959 like looking down on it and judging it. I was 198 00:08:02.959 --> 00:08:05.639 the first person to be like yo, I got only fans, 199 00:08:06.040 --> 00:08:09.319 And then when I showed that I made eighty thousand 200 00:08:09.360 --> 00:08:12.519 in one week, people were like, what why. 201 00:08:12.399 --> 00:08:14.360 Do you think that? Is there a reason why you 202 00:08:14.399 --> 00:08:15.279 had to advertise? 203 00:08:15.279 --> 00:08:17.160 Why you did is because the show like to like 204 00:08:17.240 --> 00:08:19.480 shut them up, the haters, or why did you choose 205 00:08:19.519 --> 00:08:22.800 to go that route? Because some people weren't even down 206 00:08:22.839 --> 00:08:24.720 with it, But now you're like, what do you have 207 00:08:24.800 --> 00:08:25.920 to like it? 208 00:08:26.040 --> 00:08:27.600 Worney numbers make sense? 209 00:08:27.959 --> 00:08:28.560 Yeah, it was. 210 00:08:28.680 --> 00:08:31.240 It was to like because it was the world was 211 00:08:31.279 --> 00:08:34.799 shut down and I ended up buying a stupid house 212 00:08:35.480 --> 00:08:37.759 when I wasn't working or nothing off of my only 213 00:08:37.799 --> 00:08:41.279 fan Like my one month of my Only Fans was 214 00:08:41.320 --> 00:08:43.559 like my down payment on a crazy ass house. 215 00:08:44.159 --> 00:08:46.799 So you have avoided the question very successfully. I feel 216 00:08:46.799 --> 00:08:48.480 like you're gonna what is on your Only Fans? 217 00:08:50.840 --> 00:08:51.639 Everything with me is? 218 00:08:53.480 --> 00:08:58.519 Yeah, yeah, everything with me on it is solo? 219 00:08:58.720 --> 00:09:01.000 Can hear that private talk? You could see it, so 220 00:09:01.039 --> 00:09:03.240 you should subscribe to it. People are curious. 221 00:09:03.279 --> 00:09:05.120 Some people just you know, see a face you don't know, 222 00:09:05.159 --> 00:09:07.879 and you don't have to assume you n not, so 223 00:09:08.039 --> 00:09:08.840 you're showing your dick. 224 00:09:09.120 --> 00:09:09.679 You see it? 225 00:09:09.840 --> 00:09:11.840 Like are you doing any like see is it only 226 00:09:11.879 --> 00:09:14.039 solo stuff? Have you did stuff with partners in the past? 227 00:09:14.159 --> 00:09:14.840 You want to know what? 228 00:09:14.919 --> 00:09:18.200 Like before I always because I was like with someone before, 229 00:09:18.279 --> 00:09:20.720 so I was doing all the solo shit. But now 230 00:09:20.799 --> 00:09:28.279 it's like now I'm like, shit game on. I don't know, 231 00:09:28.320 --> 00:09:28.879 it depends. 232 00:09:28.919 --> 00:09:32.919 That's a you know, dark waters. 233 00:09:33.000 --> 00:09:34.840 But the thing is is it's done of a post thing. 234 00:09:34.919 --> 00:09:35.360 It's for me. 235 00:09:35.440 --> 00:09:38.879 It's about enlightenment, right, even having someone like yourself who's 236 00:09:39.279 --> 00:09:41.600 very non judgmental in the world that in society that 237 00:09:41.600 --> 00:09:43.759 we live in and I'm throwing yourself and stuff like this. 238 00:09:44.120 --> 00:09:47.200 Sometimes it's for you and sometimes it's not. Even there's 239 00:09:47.279 --> 00:09:49.279 certain parts in these things that aren't for me. But 240 00:09:49.320 --> 00:09:51.360 I make it my own. And that's why even on 241 00:09:51.480 --> 00:09:54.360 my only fans, it's me, it's solo. It's you know, 242 00:09:54.480 --> 00:09:56.559 things that I choose to do and I like to do. 243 00:09:56.960 --> 00:09:58.480 I definitely subscribe to yours. 244 00:09:58.639 --> 00:10:02.279 Well, I'm not subscribed to my you're not talking to 245 00:10:02.320 --> 00:10:04.639 me in my dam so you're for sure that I don't. 246 00:10:04.840 --> 00:10:07.000 But I definitely I subscribed to see what it was like, 247 00:10:07.039 --> 00:10:08.720 you know what I'm saying, But I definitely subscribe. 248 00:10:09.440 --> 00:10:10.399 What did you see on there? 249 00:10:13.360 --> 00:10:16.480 You tell yourself was so little? But you know what, 250 00:10:16.600 --> 00:10:18.559 I subscribe. But I'm not gonna lie and act like 251 00:10:18.720 --> 00:10:21.759 I'm on it only fans all the time. It was 252 00:10:21.759 --> 00:10:25.559 like sometimes I forget, oh should I. 253 00:10:24.399 --> 00:10:29.440 Have so what when was the last time you've watching 254 00:10:29.480 --> 00:10:30.720 Alexis Texas corn. 255 00:10:32.039 --> 00:10:35.279 Before you came here, you had to you had. 256 00:10:35.200 --> 00:10:36.679 To like what did I used to say, It's like 257 00:10:36.879 --> 00:10:39.159 leach the poison before you came out to play. 258 00:10:40.240 --> 00:10:41.519 You want to know what's so crazy? 259 00:10:41.559 --> 00:10:43.360 Like when I was looking in the sky Safari, you 260 00:10:43.399 --> 00:10:44.159 look at my eyes. 261 00:10:45.000 --> 00:10:48.559 When I was younger, yo, I used to like all 262 00:10:48.639 --> 00:10:51.200 my money would go to it and it was like morning, 263 00:10:51.279 --> 00:10:54.159 day and night. I had to watch it. But since 264 00:10:54.200 --> 00:10:56.960 I got older, No, I'm not dope. 265 00:10:57.120 --> 00:10:58.919 Okay, haven't you been labeled up? 266 00:11:00.240 --> 00:11:01.799 Yeah, but that's really not true because I could go 267 00:11:01.879 --> 00:11:06.360 months without sex. Okay, But I'd rather deal with myself honestly, 268 00:11:06.519 --> 00:11:08.919 Sometimes I just don't want to have to deal with 269 00:11:08.960 --> 00:11:12.360 someone being clingy. I love being by myself. I don't 270 00:11:12.360 --> 00:11:15.320 want to no one asking me put shit, don't ask 271 00:11:15.360 --> 00:11:16.279 me for nothing. 272 00:11:16.440 --> 00:11:18.320 Unless you as. 273 00:11:21.279 --> 00:11:21.600 You said. 274 00:11:21.639 --> 00:11:25.120 But what happened was the problem with this is like, 275 00:11:25.159 --> 00:11:27.519 so we've had a side conversation prior to right, and 276 00:11:27.600 --> 00:11:30.600 I've been big on uh. The last year of my life, 277 00:11:30.639 --> 00:11:33.159 I've done a lot of self improvement. I work with 278 00:11:33.159 --> 00:11:35.399 an embodiment coach. You deal with all the certain things 279 00:11:35.759 --> 00:11:39.080 and there's certain things and triggers that we don't realize 280 00:11:39.120 --> 00:11:40.200 that we have or deal with. 281 00:11:40.240 --> 00:11:41.600 You say you like to deal with yourself. 282 00:11:41.919 --> 00:11:45.000 You've gone through a lot of open things, and all 283 00:11:45.000 --> 00:11:46.159 of your relationships have been. 284 00:11:46.080 --> 00:11:49.120 Open public not all of them, let me tell you something. 285 00:11:49.159 --> 00:11:51.279 In your adult life, they have a couple of them. 286 00:11:51.639 --> 00:11:54.159 But the ones that you don't see, those are the 287 00:11:54.159 --> 00:11:54.679 great ones. 288 00:11:54.759 --> 00:11:56.759 Are those the ones that are more detrimental to you 289 00:11:56.759 --> 00:11:58.159 than the ones that were public. 290 00:11:58.279 --> 00:12:00.279 Like the private ones, those are the ones where like 291 00:12:01.879 --> 00:12:05.759 we're like, like I love head, Like the amazing crazy 292 00:12:05.799 --> 00:12:08.080 Head was from the people that nobody knows about. 293 00:12:08.200 --> 00:12:11.039 But that's sexual only. We're talking about this. The whole 294 00:12:11.080 --> 00:12:15.480 thing is like, yes, partnership includes great sex and includes 295 00:12:15.559 --> 00:12:18.320 getting good heads. And I think also people being in 296 00:12:18.440 --> 00:12:21.320 like this in the celebrity world. And I use quotations 297 00:12:21.320 --> 00:12:24.000 because I hate that saying, but it's like, I think 298 00:12:24.080 --> 00:12:28.080 relationships should be private to in turn yes work because 299 00:12:28.159 --> 00:12:30.039 I feel like when we give too much of our 300 00:12:30.159 --> 00:12:31.559 relationship and our private life. 301 00:12:31.399 --> 00:12:33.320 People other people have opinions, it ruins it. 302 00:12:33.360 --> 00:12:35.320 And then it ruins it because maybe it may not 303 00:12:35.399 --> 00:12:37.200 be maybe it is what you thought, but now it's 304 00:12:37.240 --> 00:12:39.879 being overglorified by other people or people in your head. 305 00:12:39.759 --> 00:12:40.759 To make something like that. 306 00:12:40.879 --> 00:12:44.480 But that's why now I don't post my kids. You'll 307 00:12:44.559 --> 00:12:46.799 never see me with another female. Oh I post my 308 00:12:46.879 --> 00:12:48.159 kids on my close friends. 309 00:12:48.759 --> 00:12:51.200 Well you better be posting election of Texas and this interview. 310 00:12:51.320 --> 00:12:53.600 Oh this is all this is all cool work. 311 00:12:53.879 --> 00:12:54.919 No, but I get what you're saying. 312 00:12:55.000 --> 00:12:58.120 So is it because like why did you choose to 313 00:12:58.159 --> 00:12:58.840 go that route now? 314 00:12:59.559 --> 00:13:02.519 Because I just feel like people don't deserve that, like 315 00:13:02.600 --> 00:13:05.559 to get like the private side of me. It's like 316 00:13:05.759 --> 00:13:07.440 I want to keep that on myself, and it's like, 317 00:13:08.840 --> 00:13:11.159 why do you deserve to see everything that's going on 318 00:13:11.240 --> 00:13:11.799 in my life? 319 00:13:11.840 --> 00:13:12.559 You know what I'm saying. 320 00:13:12.919 --> 00:13:17.720 So you're limiting access? What made you get to that 321 00:13:17.759 --> 00:13:20.639 point to limit that access? You've given so much of yourself. 322 00:13:20.720 --> 00:13:23.840 You're on a reality TV show? You is do you 323 00:13:24.000 --> 00:13:26.200 have control of being in a reality TV show of 324 00:13:26.279 --> 00:13:29.120 what you actually limit? Because of course descripted is it? 325 00:13:29.279 --> 00:13:31.759 You know where they make storylines? Is like are you 326 00:13:31.840 --> 00:13:34.240 really fighting with these people on there? And is it 327 00:13:34.279 --> 00:13:36.720 sincere or is it because someone told you something and 328 00:13:36.720 --> 00:13:38.480 then it's made up a false narrative? 329 00:13:38.559 --> 00:13:44.679 Well it's TV. So things are enhanced, and it has 330 00:13:44.720 --> 00:13:48.000 to be entertaining, you know what I'm saying. But I 331 00:13:48.039 --> 00:13:49.960 don't put everything on TV. You know what I'm saying. 332 00:13:49.960 --> 00:13:52.720 I definitely control well half of it. 333 00:13:52.759 --> 00:13:55.440 Because there's another thing, well, I don't like about it. 334 00:13:55.480 --> 00:13:59.240 Is there able to just take a situation and edit. 335 00:13:59.120 --> 00:14:01.919 It how they want. Like they could film this conversation 336 00:14:02.000 --> 00:14:02.399 and make. 337 00:14:02.320 --> 00:14:04.679 It look like me and you win and had sex 338 00:14:04.799 --> 00:14:06.240 under the table and then came back. 339 00:14:07.279 --> 00:14:09.000 It's just not fair, for sure. 340 00:14:09.320 --> 00:14:12.000 And we're about controlling our narrative. And I think that 341 00:14:12.039 --> 00:14:15.600 the fairness is about being the raw, authentic who you are. 342 00:14:15.639 --> 00:14:17.159 And I think the more people who are actually your 343 00:14:17.200 --> 00:14:19.639 fans and your fan base will know who the true 344 00:14:19.679 --> 00:14:19.919 you are. 345 00:14:19.919 --> 00:14:21.000 It's because I feel. 346 00:14:20.799 --> 00:14:23.320 Like you're can't be here. Your eyes ain't so crazy. 347 00:14:23.639 --> 00:14:25.159 Yeah, I can't hear what you're saying. 348 00:14:25.200 --> 00:14:28.960 That will they be able to hear. 349 00:14:29.159 --> 00:14:31.600 They're hearing it. They're hearing it. So they're gonna tell 350 00:14:31.600 --> 00:14:35.679 me what your kryptodite kryptis tonight. I can't even say him. 351 00:14:37.399 --> 00:14:42.600 Yo, she is so fired. But yeah, all right, all right? 352 00:14:42.879 --> 00:14:45.000 What were your top three ports as growing up? 353 00:14:45.159 --> 00:14:46.080 Top three growing up? 354 00:14:47.679 --> 00:14:49.799 You don't you can include me already know I'm number. 355 00:14:49.559 --> 00:14:52.399 One, and I'm not just saying it because you're here. 356 00:14:52.399 --> 00:15:07.919 But definitely A Lexis Texas Jada Stevens Icelip Box. Where 357 00:15:08.039 --> 00:15:09.600 is iceland Box at? 358 00:15:10.240 --> 00:15:14.399 You know, I haven't seen her in so long that 359 00:15:14.879 --> 00:15:17.120 it's honestly I'm searching for the ones. 360 00:15:17.120 --> 00:15:18.600 I'm be searching for the legend here too. 361 00:15:18.679 --> 00:15:21.600 I don't always see them, but we're legends right here, 362 00:15:21.639 --> 00:15:22.360 we're sitting. 363 00:15:22.080 --> 00:15:22.519 Here having this. 364 00:15:23.360 --> 00:15:30.320 Yeah, definitely definitely so Icelip Box Jada Stevens Alexa sexist. 365 00:15:30.559 --> 00:15:33.080 Yeah, I mean I get. 366 00:15:33.080 --> 00:15:39.120 You remember kitten, who kitten? Kitten kitten like a like 367 00:15:39.159 --> 00:15:42.799 a cat and a kitten. What about obsession? 368 00:15:43.759 --> 00:15:45.120 You just like these weird names. 369 00:15:46.279 --> 00:15:47.480 They're they're older than you. 370 00:15:47.799 --> 00:15:48.919 The thing the thing is is. 371 00:15:48.879 --> 00:15:51.279 Too is so we talk about like how we get 372 00:15:51.320 --> 00:15:53.600 into our crafts, we all this stuff. So I got 373 00:15:53.759 --> 00:15:56.000 I didn't get into porn because I watched porn. I 374 00:15:56.159 --> 00:15:59.000 just was always a sexual person. I like to create things, whatever, 375 00:15:59.039 --> 00:16:00.679 and so for me it was just like an outlet. 376 00:16:01.000 --> 00:16:03.480 At the time reality porn was non existent. 377 00:16:03.639 --> 00:16:04.639 Yeah. 378 00:16:04.720 --> 00:16:05.360 So I had. 379 00:16:05.360 --> 00:16:08.080 Actually worked for a company called Shane's World the first time. 380 00:16:08.120 --> 00:16:10.399 That was like amateur thing where they like found girls 381 00:16:10.399 --> 00:16:12.240 in college to do sees, this whole thing, and then 382 00:16:12.879 --> 00:16:15.480 I appeared. Then after like a week later, I did 383 00:16:15.480 --> 00:16:18.000 an ass parade, which then reality porn was a thing. 384 00:16:18.600 --> 00:16:18.720 Yo. 385 00:16:19.039 --> 00:16:22.279 Two days two days later, the whole world though that 386 00:16:22.480 --> 00:16:25.320 now I'm a big booty. So I chose to move 387 00:16:25.360 --> 00:16:28.639 to California and be in the creative Texas I am. 388 00:16:28.799 --> 00:16:31.240 I'm born in Panama, raised in Texas. 389 00:16:31.519 --> 00:16:32.399 You're a Panamanian. 390 00:16:32.759 --> 00:16:34.879 I was born there because I'm a military brat. I'm 391 00:16:34.919 --> 00:16:39.240 Puerto Rican, German Norwegian. That's where the big moody, the attitude, 392 00:16:39.480 --> 00:16:41.000 the greatness, the Gemini. 393 00:16:41.000 --> 00:16:41.960 I'm a Gemini too. 394 00:16:42.919 --> 00:16:45.519 Yeah, Geminis are nuts rule things. 395 00:16:45.519 --> 00:16:51.120 Gemini's man. Are you single? Are you in a relationship? 396 00:16:51.200 --> 00:16:53.200 Are you in a situationship? 397 00:16:53.279 --> 00:16:53.879 Are you in what? 398 00:16:54.799 --> 00:16:58.759 I'm single? I thank the God above. I just bought 399 00:16:58.799 --> 00:17:01.840 my new dream house. I went in it by myself, 400 00:17:02.720 --> 00:17:04.839 and I get to be with my kids when it's 401 00:17:04.839 --> 00:17:05.880