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Speaker 1: What's up everyone, and welcome back to the Epstein Chronicles.

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Today we're going to hear from another survivor of Glaine

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Maxwell and Jeffrey Epstein, and this survivor's name is Gretchen Rhodes.

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Today's article is from I News and it's relatively lengthy,

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so we're just going to dive right in headline, Glaine

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Maxwell survivor reveals for first time her abuse on Jeffrey

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Epstein's island and jet. Isn't that the jet that all

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of his friends like to ride on? You know? Bill

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Clinton rode on it, Bill Gates, all of the Oh yeah,

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that's right, that's the same jet. The author of this

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article Rob Hastings. Gretchen Rhodes was a twenty four year

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old massage therapist when Glaine Maxwell walked into her life

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and changed it forever. It was two thousand and one

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and Rhodes was working in a spa on the Caribbean

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island of john when the socialite co conspirator General all

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Around scuzbeg fellow child abuser and bipedal serpent entered the room,

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spotted her, and made a beeline for her target. She

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had a proposal clearly attracted by rhodes good looks, or

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rather knowing they would appeal to her partner Jeffrey Epstein.

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Maxwell wanted this young woman to work for her as

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a personal masseuse. And we've seen this how many times?

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This was them. Oh look, massage was critical to them.

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It was a crucial function of everything that was going

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on within the Epstein organization. And they would go out

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and recruit these massage therapists and they'd bring them in

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under the guise of them being, you know, a massuse,

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but the reality is once they got on scene, the

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abuse would begin. And it's also laughable that anyone would

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think that Virginia Roberts at sixteen, who is working not

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as a messuse at the time, by the way, would

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be recruited as a massus. If you have all the

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money that Epstein and Maxwell has, why would you be

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recruiting a massus off the street or in a towel

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room when you could pay for top of the line

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massage therapists from anywhere in the world. It doesn't make

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any sense, unless, of course, you have other desires. Rhoades

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felt uneasy and politely turned her down, but Maxwell handed

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over her business card and returned to the salon several

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times over the next few weeks. She was persistent, she

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was intense, she was going to get what she wanted,

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and she wanted Rhodes again. This is part of the grooming, right,

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This is all part of the reason why Glene Maxwell

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is in prison. Oh well, she was being tried for

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Jeffrey Epstein's crimes. She's the one out here recruiting these girls.

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She was the one who walked them directly into the

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pit of the viper. So don't tell me she's being

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held as some sort of scapegoat. That is so weak

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when people say stuff like that, and it shows how

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little they understand about what truly went on here. The

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Kansas born aspiring singer who had trained in massaging to

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pay her bills, eventually gave in and it was exciting.

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She admits to be picked up by boat and taken

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on the fifteen minute voyage to Epstein's private island of

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Little Saint James. Look, if you don't know what's going on, right,

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say you're just some young massage therapist or young man

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or woman whatever, and you have this opportunity to go

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and work with these super rich people and perhaps launch

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your career into the stratosphere. That's a big deal. And

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I know a lot of you out there have been

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in positions like that before. You've been on the cusp

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of breaking through in your industry. You get invited to

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a party, maybe with colleagues, and boom, before you know it,

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you made some contacts and you're off and running. And

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a lot of these girls who were over here as

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massage therapists and from broken homes, that was the original intent.

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They thought they were going to have a better life

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because of the circumstance of meeting Maxwell or Epstein. But

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the reality is it made their lives a lot worse.

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Only now does Rhodes finally feel able to publicly disclose

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the sexual abuse that followed. And again, this is one

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of the unnamed girls we talk about all the time.

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Now Miss Rhodes is coming out and bravely telling her

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story and adding her voice to the chorus of those

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who have had enough. But how many other women like

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Ms Rhodes are there out there? My guess is hundreds, folks,

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if not thousands. I'm a victim and they are predators,

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she tells I, speaking on a video call from Italy.

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They manipulated me, and they did all these things to

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make me feel like this stuff was normal. It was

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not normal, and it should not have ever happened. I

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should never have been put in that position. I went

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through something horrific. These people targeted me and that Look

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how many times have I told you that the whole

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point is for them to try and normalize this behavior.

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And when it's normalized, then it's a lot easier for

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the girls that they're just bringing in to get groomed

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and molded in the correct way. Because if everybody else

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is doing it around you, you think, hell, this is

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the way the rich people live. I gotta get on board.

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How many of you would know the protocol if you

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were at some chooree in the Upper East Side of

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New York Not many of us. First of all, I

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wouldn't even be invited. I wouldn't get by the guards

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because I'm showing up in a T shirt, probably a

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Rancid T shirt, maybe a Bad Religion T shirt, a

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pair of jeans, and some Chuck Taylor's That's how I'm

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showing up. So I'm not even getting through the front door.

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On Maxwell's sentencing last week for five counts of the

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countless girls and young women she tricked and groomed into

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becoming Epstein's victims. Rhoades says, in my eyes, honestly, twenty

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years is being let off. That's nothing. I was really

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upset about it. I was very angry. And look, every

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single one of these women who were abused or going

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to have their own emotions about this. They're not just

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one giant, you know, one group. You could paint with

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a broad brush and say, well, all of the survivors

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feel one way or the other. That's not the case.

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Everybody's a unique individual. Everybody experienced their own pain and suffering,

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and everyone's going to look at the situation differently. But

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I tend to agree with Ms Rhodes. Twenty years is

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certainly not enough in my opinion, especially when you understand

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that she's going to be able to Scooch and Scotch.

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Opening up more than two decades after first encountering the couple,

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Rhodes is preparing for her life to change again. She

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is among the survivors revealing what happened to them in

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the new Channel four documentary series Gallainne Maxwell Making of

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a Monster, which begins tomorrow night. I need to concentrate

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on speaking out the documentary, being out doing interviews, and

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then I can see what the next phase is. I

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would love to be able to start a nonprofit for

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all the people that go through this and don't have

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a voice, she says. And I would think as a

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survivor of this sort of horrible abuse, it would be

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very cathartic to do something like that, start a nonprofit

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to help other people, help battered women, children, boys, whatever.

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But trying to give back because you know what this

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pain is like, right, you know what it is. And unfortunately,

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if you're someone who has been abused, you're part of

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a club nobody ever wants to be a part of.

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But the reality is there's a lot of people who

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have been abused, and there's a lot of people who

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are suffering trauma because of it. It's about empowering people

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for the future. Even if I just helped one person

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to be able to have the confidence and the love

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and the worth and the value for themselves to be

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able to get themselves out of a really terrible situation.

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If I bring that to just one person, then this

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will have been worth everything. Look very brave. I don't

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know how many times I can say it. This is

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some of the bravest shit you can do. Putting yourself

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on display for the whole entire world to dissect you

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certainly not easy, and especially if you've suffered trauma, because

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you're reliving it every time you talk about it. What

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happened to Gretchen Rhodes. For the first three or four

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months that Rhodes worked on Little Saint James, she was

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solely asked to massage Maxwell. Once she was considered trustworthy

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and ready, the British woman led her down to Epstein's

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room and instructed that whatever happen next must remain confidential.

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Epstein entered and laid down Maxwell's stripped take it to

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change your clothes, while Rhodes tried not to look. And

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then she was left alone with the millionaire in need

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of a rubdown. You mean, the pedophile animal who was

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in need of a rubdown, right. It still amazes me

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that they call him, you know, the millionaire or the financier.

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Bro was one of the sickest fucking dudes in the

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history of the world. Let's call him what he is.

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What followed on this occasion was just a regular massage,

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like so many others were While the situation on Little

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Saint James was creepy, Rhodes was reassured that before I

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started massaging Jeffrey, he had a sixty five year old

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dude massaging him, which made me feel very safe. Looking

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at the harmless older man she was replacing, it was

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hard to believe anything bad what happened to her. And again, look,

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you gotta remember, we're looking at this as people who

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have the knowledge of what happened, of who Epstein was,

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of who Maxwell was. These girls didn't know that. They

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thought they were getting the opportunity of a lifetime, and

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instead that opportunity was flipped on its head and turned

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into a life shattering situation. And what about Epstein himself?

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What was he like? Oh my god, he was so engaging,

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she tells me. He was enjoyable to be around, which

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is so fucked sounding. When he wanted to talk, he

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wanted to know everything about everything, everything about music because

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he was a pianist. He wanted me to sing for him.

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He wanted to know everything about my family. He wanted

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to know about how I was living on a sailboat.

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Then he would talk about himself too, He would talk

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about how much he loved his mother, how he had

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bought her a bionic heart and it would probably last

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for longer than her body. There was a big conversation

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about mensa and being involved in all of these scientific

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foundations and projects. He was articulate and extremely smart. He

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was good at making me feel like I wanted to

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be around him, and that certainly was part of his charm.

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The dude had some charm. There's no doubt as far

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as being smart, I find that laughable at best. But

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the charming part, there's no doubt that he had some

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charisma and that people wanted to hang out with him.

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I don't know if that's, you know, just the money,

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or if the dude actually had, you know, a bit

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of charm. I've never met the guy, but the fact

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is everybody tells the same story. He was an engaging guy,

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and most of these scumbags are right. They'll get you

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to lower your guard. You'll got comfortable around them. Oh,

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it was just a nice old guy. Look, he loves

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his mom, and before you know it, he's engaging in

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all kinds of abuse. She recognizes now how his energetic

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charm contributed to a Stockholm syndrome kind of feel leading

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her to stay working for the man who became her

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abuser on this sordid island. For five years. She lived

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on the island of Saint Thomas and would be picked

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up whenever Maxwell and Epstein were staying on Little Saint

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James in between their visits to Florida, New York, London,

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and wherever else their glamorous lives took them. Let's not

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forget zoro Ranch. Guess what, I am never gonna stop

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talking about Zoro Ranch. Sorry, It's just never gonna stop

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until something happens about Zoro Ranch, until someone raids the place,

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until there's an actual investigation about what went down there. Sorry,

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I'm gonna keep talking about it, because what secrets does

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Zoro Ranch continue to hide? It was Epstein's interest in

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Rhodes' dreams of singing for a living that led to

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the first violation. With seemingly limitless connections, the financier Pedophile

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offered the fly Roads to New York on his private

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jet dubbed the Lolita Express to meet with executives from

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the music labels em I and Universal. Oh that's nice.

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Record execs being used as parts and pieces of Jeffrey

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Epstein's plots and schemes. You know what's so funny about that.

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If your friend was engaging in a criminal conspiracy and

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he got slapped with RICO, and you were setting up

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meetings and being involved in business with them, you'd be

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part of that RICO case. But if you're the head

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of you know, EMI or Universal or anybody else who

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has a little bit of a sway, forget it. That

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doesn't that doesn't apply to you. And it's very transparent

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at this point that that's the reason RICO wasn't used.

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They didn't want the wide ranging scope. They wanted it

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to be narrow in scope so they can act like, hey, look,

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we gave you guys a little bit of a victory here,

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let's move on. But the fact is this, that's not

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going to happen. Sure, it's a good victory. It's nice

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to have Maxwell locked up forever or hopefully close to forever,

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but it's not over. What about all these other scumbags.

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On the flight back with Maxwell and a group of

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scientists among her fellow passengers, Rhodes was told to give

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Epstein a massage. I had to massages nipples while he masturbated,

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she reveals in the Channel four documentary, looking like she

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can barely find it within herself to say the words.

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I mean, for real, bro, you're on your plane and

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you have to have this girl touch you while you

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diddle your own nipples. It just shows you the sort

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of sick duty is. You know, most people can hang

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on and wait till they get home, have their wife

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or their girlfriend, you know, get down with whatever they

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want to get down with. Like I said, whatever you

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do in your bedroom with your wife, your husband, your girlfriend,

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any consenting adult. I do not care if you want

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to rub your nipples and honey and run around the

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house and call yourself Scott, go for it. Not my business.

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But when these sick bastards like Jeffrey Epstein pray on

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these young girls and get do all this disgusting shit,

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it just goes to show you the sort of people

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that they really were. And the fact that some people

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are still refusing to believe the scope of what went

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on here is just beyond me. Shocked at what was

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going on, she asked herself, what the fuck is happening

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right now? She tried to avert her eyes. I just

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wasn't looking at his face. I was looking beyond him.

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Trying to separate myself, take myself out of my body.

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It was my payment payment from having been flown up

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from New York and given these opportunities on such a

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high and then such a low. And it's the thousand

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Yard Stare. How many people come home from war and

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they have something called the thousand Yard Stare where they

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just basically stare through people. And a lot of that

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has to do with, you know, trauma that was suffered

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while in the war, and it's no different here. When

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you suffer this kind of trauma, there is no doubt

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the gigantic toll it's going to take on you for

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the rest of your life. And unfortunately we're seeing that

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with Gretchen here with miss Votes, she is certainly certainly

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gonna feel this for the rest of her life and

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have to deal with these emotions and feelings. And it's

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all because Jeffrey Epstein and Glene Maxwell were allowed to continue.

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They're spree of crime, disgusting, this human trafficking, rape and

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the rest of it right under the noses of the

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SDN Y. You know, the same jerkofs who get on

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the Twitter all the time or on the TV and

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start running their mouths about this, that or the other

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thing when they let one of the most prolific human

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trafficking rings of all time just run rampant in their district.

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So when I bag on the SDN Y, that's why

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I do it. This stuff was happening right under their eyes,

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right under their noses, and they didn't do a thing

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about it. All right, folks, that's gonna end episode one,

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Part one for this two part story. Part two is

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certainly on its way. If you'd like to contact me,

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you can do that at Bobby Kapuci at ProtonMail dot com.

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That's bo bb Y c apu Cci at ProtonMail dot com.

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You can also find me on Twitter at Bobby Underscore

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c ap use Cci. The link that I discussed can

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be found in the description box. All right, folks, Like

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I said, part two on its way. What's up everyone,

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and welcome back to the Epstein Chronicles. We're gonna pick

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right up where we left off talking about what happened

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to Gretchen Rhodes at the hands of Glen Maxwell and

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Jeffrey Epstein. Always I would feel horrible after Jeffrey Epstein

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had carried out such a disgusting exploitation of an employee.

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This jeckl and hyed Man would revert to the warm

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and kind person he had been before. Rhoades chooses not

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to describe any more specific incidents on camera and tells

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and tells, I totally understandably that I'm not super into

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talking about that, but she makes clear that this wasn't

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the only incident. It definitely happened more than that time.

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So look, nobody can force anybody to talk about things

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that are traumatizing to them. Whenever these women are ready

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to come out and talk about their story or what

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happened to them at the hands of Epstein, then they'll

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do so. And if they never decide to tell their story,

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that is certainly their prerogative as well. I can't imagine

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going through my life with this hanging over my head.

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Further abuses were sporadic, she explains. It was the normality

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of his behavior the rest of the time, normal for

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any rich businessman staying on his own paradise island at least,

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that made the situation such a mind fuck, said Rhodes.

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She apologizes for swearing like a pirate, but it is

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the only way she can get across what she was

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subjected to, Oh, that's right, you know, swearing like a pirate,

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cursing like a pirate. That's right in my wheelhouse. I

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have to really control myself on the podcast. I try

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not to curse too much here because I know that

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you know a wide variety of people who listen, people

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who are you know, religious or so I try to

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respect that. But every now and then I can't help it.

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And you have to remember, at least for me, your

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boy speaks New York Italian. That means every other word

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basically is an F bomb in my real life, so

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I understand completely miss roads. Normally it was such a

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run of the mill massage, and then every once in

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a while it would happen. Always I would feel horrible

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in the scope of how many times I massaged him.

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It wasn't that many times, but also none of it

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was okay. One time is too many. This dude touching

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you one time, fondling you one time, rubbing you, groping you,

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whatever it is, one time is way too many. Prince

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Andrew is believed to have visited Little Saint James in

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February of nineteen ninety nine. According to flight logs. He

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is thought to have flown there once more on Good

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Friday two thousand and one and stayed for forty eight hours.

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This was weeks after the infamous photo of him with

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Maxwell and Virginia Roberts, who accuses the Royal of sexually

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assaulting her three times, is thought to have been taken.

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Roberts has claimed that later in two thousand and one,

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she had to take part in an open air orgy

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on the island with the Prince, involving up to eight

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other teenage girls, though she has given conflicting accounts of this.

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In March, she settled a civil lawsuit with Andrew, who

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was always denied wrongdoing. Oh yeah, well, of course, he has.

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Rhodes was never asked to massage celebrity guests and does

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not believe her time on the island coincided with any

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of Prince Andrew's visits. But it was very much as

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speak when spoken to situation over there, she says, so

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it was hard to know what others were going through.

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Epstein and Maxwell managed to create an environment where nobody

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felt able to confront themselves with what was happening, let

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alone tell others. So they fomented an environment where the

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girls weren't really to interact with one another. It was

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you're here to do a job, not hang out with

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your friends and socialize. That was what you know. Maxwell

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and Epstein were running on these girls. There were always

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different groups of girls. He would have different people that

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would stay with them. One of them could have caught

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me on my way back to the kitchen or before

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I was taken back to the other island where I live,

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and been like, we have to tell we have to

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tell somebody, you have to help me or get me

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off of here. But there was none of that. Everybody

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was always laughing and joking and and having wonderful dinners

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and bouncing up and down on the little trampoline that

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was out in the cove. No one was ever like,

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oh my god, get me out of here. I'm sure

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there were things that were happening, one hundred percent, but

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no one ever acted like they were in distress. Ever.

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But did I I didn't either. I was just full

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of shame. So maybe these people were full of shame

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and embarrassed as well and didn't want to admit what

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was happening to them. I can only assume. Well for me,

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and again, this is just my opinion the outside view.

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A lot of it has to do with it being normalized.

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If everybody else is doing it around you, then it's

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just normal behavior. When all of your friends are heroin addicts,

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then it's not out of the norm to walk into

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a room and see people pop in mainline, just like

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it's not out of the norm if you're on the

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island with a pedophile and a sick women abuser to

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have a bunch of women around who might look like

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they're not in distress because in their minds they might

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not be. It was all part of it, you see.

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This wasn't just girls that were brought in for one

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day or two days. These girls were groomed over a

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period of time, and they were groomed not only to

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the sexual abuse, but to the normal sea of it.

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It was only years after she left the island that

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Rhodes learnt the terrible truth of what others had to endure.

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Sarah Ransom, who gave a survivor impact statement at Maxwell's

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sentencing in New York last week, told Sky News before

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the hearing, I have spent the last seventeen years in

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my own prison for what she Jeffrey and all the

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co conspirators did to me. I was raped repetialy. I

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was raped three times a day sometimes. And I was

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not the only girl on that island. There was a

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constant stream of girls being raped over and over again

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and again. That locks right into what we were just said,

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that's what they do. Once it's normalized, then they can

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do whatever they want because it doesn't seem weird or

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out of the box. Right. Escape from Little Saint James. Somehow,

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Roads lasted five years working on the island, which Ransom

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has described as a dungeon of sexual hell. It was

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meeting the man who would become her husband on a

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flight in Europe that led her to finally breaking free.

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In two thousand and six, she moved thousands of miles

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away to the Hawaiian island of Maui. Now, if you're

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gonna go and heal somewhere, and you got to go

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and get your mind right, I can think of a

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lot worse places to go than Maui. And you see

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the comparison here with Virginia. Virginia met a good guy, Robert,

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and he helped her. And Miss Rhodes she met a

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good man and he helped her as well. The moral

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of the story there is, well, not all men are

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pieces of shit right. By then, an investigation into Epstein

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was finally under way. In two thousand and eight, he

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pleaded guilty to soliciting a fourteen year old girl who

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he had molested in Palm Beach. His sentence was just

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eighteen months, of which he served thirteen, and he was

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allowed to travel to his office on work release for

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twelve hours a day, six days a week. Must be nice, huh,

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next time you get in trouble. Hopefully you don't, but

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next time you do, if you do, just tell the

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judge I'm looking for the Jeffrey Epstein plans, Sir. I'd

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like to just I'd like to be sentenced to eighteen months,

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but I'll only serve thirteen of those. But I get

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to do work release six days a week. And let's

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see what the judge has to say to you. In

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many ways, life has been good to Road since leaving

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the Caribbean. She and her husband have a daughter. She

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had dreamed her She achieved her dream of singing for

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a living, performing blues and rock in a local band

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with Mick Fleetwood, the co founder and drummer of Fleetwood

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mag and she did her best to compartmentalize what had

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happened with Maxwell and Epstein. That's what a lot of

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people do with trauma. You compartmentalize it, right, You try

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and bury it so it doesn't ever come back and

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rear its ugly head. If I really scratched the surface

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and I went into it, there were always going to

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be huge amounts of shame and embarrassment, she says. But

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pushing forward in her music career also meant empowering myself

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by not ever letting anybody fuck with me again. I'm

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taking the reins of what I want to do with

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my life. No one's handing it to me, and for

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my money, that's the best way to do it. You

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have to go out and take whatever you want. You

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have to go and do it. And let me tell

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you something, folks, all right, you gotta believe in yourself

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and you better not back down ever, because if you

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don't believe in yourself, nobody's ever going to believe in you.

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And you can talk the talk all you want, but

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you better damn well walk the walk. Unbeknownst to Rhodes, however,

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her name had been listed in Epstein's contacts. I can't

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get away from it because my name is in that

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black book, she says. And speaking of the black book,

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you know everybody wants names and the list and all

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of that. Folks dig into that black book. Take a

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look at those names. People weren't in that black book

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just because that wasn't like when you were growing up.

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If you were growing up in the eighties and the nineties, Yeah,

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you know your little black book of phone numbers, all

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the girls that you met during the weekend when you

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were hanging out on the strip with your boys or

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up it went and wild. It's not the same kind

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of black book, folks. So all of those names in there.

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If your name is in that black book, now, it

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doesn't automatically mean that you were engaged in something fed up.

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But I'll tell you this much. You got my attention

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and you should be looked at. Reporters attained this and

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she was eight months pregnant when a journalist first contacted her.

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He kept calling and calling and calling, saying, I'm here

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00:27:47,640 --> 00:27:50,160
on Maui and I came to your house, she says.

477
00:27:50,680 --> 00:27:54,000
Her husband, who knew Roads had worked for Epstein but

478
00:27:54,200 --> 00:27:57,400
did not know he had abused her, warned the reporter away,

479
00:27:58,079 --> 00:28:01,039
but then she was contacted by a Britainish journalist who

480
00:28:01,079 --> 00:28:04,640
was very understanding and explained she had been included in

481
00:28:04,759 --> 00:28:08,000
Epstein's address book. You know, the thing is, these jerk

482
00:28:08,039 --> 00:28:11,319
off reporters, this isn't your story where you go and

483
00:28:11,440 --> 00:28:13,960
kick in someone's door, bro, and you go and harass

484
00:28:14,039 --> 00:28:17,839
people at their home. These girls suffered severe trauma. They

485
00:28:17,839 --> 00:28:21,319
don't need some jerk off from some ragass publications showing

486
00:28:21,400 --> 00:28:24,759
up at their house. And it's like the people who

487
00:28:24,799 --> 00:28:28,240
tag these girls in everything they do on Twitter so weird.

488
00:28:28,319 --> 00:28:30,720
Leave them alone, Go live your life, let them live

489
00:28:30,759 --> 00:28:36,880
their life. In twenty fifteen, a redacted version of the

490
00:28:36,920 --> 00:28:40,759
book was leaked online and Rhodes began being contacted more often.

491
00:28:41,279 --> 00:28:44,599
I've had journalists calling me constantly trying to get information.

492
00:28:44,759 --> 00:28:48,240
Because I hadn't spoken out to anybody. I was always deflecting,

493
00:28:48,319 --> 00:28:52,839
she says. A writer Leland Nahley tells Channel four how

494
00:28:52,839 --> 00:28:56,759
we investigated Epstein by calling every number in his infamous

495
00:28:56,799 --> 00:29:00,400
black book. One former friend of Epstein told Nolly how

496
00:29:00,400 --> 00:29:04,000
the hedge fund manager would interrupt ordinary conversations by asking,

497
00:29:04,599 --> 00:29:06,920
what has that got to do with the P word?

498
00:29:06,960 --> 00:29:10,720
He added that was his favorite expression. Now Leland Knolly

499
00:29:10,880 --> 00:29:14,640
is the author from Mother Jones, the journalist who called

500
00:29:14,680 --> 00:29:17,799
every name in the Black Book. You can find that

501
00:29:17,880 --> 00:29:20,440
in the catalog as well. Just type into the search

502
00:29:20,480 --> 00:29:23,279
function Black Book and it'll pop right up. But I

503
00:29:23,319 --> 00:29:28,400
did several different articles about that, saying that Epstein must

504
00:29:28,400 --> 00:29:33,079
have suffered from satriasis, the male equivalent of niphomania. The

505
00:29:33,160 --> 00:29:35,960
former friend added, probably a lot of men have that

506
00:29:36,279 --> 00:29:38,559
for all I know, except very few of them have

507
00:29:38,640 --> 00:29:41,319
the money to treat themselves to sex three times a

508
00:29:41,440 --> 00:29:44,319
day with young girls. He made an industry out of it.

509
00:29:44,640 --> 00:29:48,240
Jeffrey was a very, very sick man. Yeah, no shit,

510
00:29:48,799 --> 00:29:57,200
no shit. Confronting her past. By twenty nineteen, the only

511
00:29:57,240 --> 00:30:00,440
person Rhodes had ever spoken to about her experience lliances

512
00:30:00,799 --> 00:30:03,920
was her best friend when Epstein was arrested in July

513
00:30:04,119 --> 00:30:06,720
that year and killed himself in his prison cell a

514
00:30:06,759 --> 00:30:10,440
month later. Allegedly, more and more allegations were still coming

515
00:30:10,440 --> 00:30:14,319
to light. Though she worries it sounds horrible, Rhodes felt

516
00:30:14,359 --> 00:30:16,799
a bit of relief in that, Okay, I'm not the

517
00:30:16,799 --> 00:30:21,160
only person. The unavoidable media coverage made her secrecy about

518
00:30:21,160 --> 00:30:25,559
what happened impossible to sustain while around her family. However,

519
00:30:26,079 --> 00:30:28,440
that must be difficult. You have all of this media

520
00:30:28,440 --> 00:30:31,200
attention blowing up on Epstein and all of these people

521
00:30:31,200 --> 00:30:33,559
who have been abused by them, and you have also

522
00:30:33,640 --> 00:30:36,119
been abused by them, but you don't want to come forward.

523
00:30:36,559 --> 00:30:40,319
You know you're still repressing it. But finally it gets

524
00:30:40,359 --> 00:30:43,000
to a point where you know you can't do that anymore.

525
00:30:43,559 --> 00:30:47,759
And courageously, Miss Rhodes came out and she told her family.

526
00:30:49,400 --> 00:30:52,400
It was on the news constantly. She recalls my dad.

527
00:30:52,480 --> 00:30:55,440
He's passed since then, but he had Parkinson's and he

528
00:30:55,519 --> 00:30:57,920
had the news on all the time. It was the

529
00:30:57,920 --> 00:31:01,119
only thing he could do. There was this constant listening

530
00:31:01,160 --> 00:31:04,359
to this and that about him, about her all the time.

531
00:31:04,960 --> 00:31:07,440
We were there for my mother's birthday, the whole family

532
00:31:07,519 --> 00:31:10,200
was there. At a certain point, I was like, I

533
00:31:10,240 --> 00:31:12,720
can't keep burying my head in the sand. I can't

534
00:31:12,759 --> 00:31:16,279
keep hearing all these things without dealing with it. It

535
00:31:16,319 --> 00:31:19,640
was literally starting to make me feel sick. Every single

536
00:31:19,640 --> 00:31:23,039
cell in my body was screaming, just face this so

537
00:31:23,440 --> 00:31:25,440
that we can, so that we can have some relief.

538
00:31:26,240 --> 00:31:28,599
And I can't. Again, I can't Imagine what it must

539
00:31:28,640 --> 00:31:30,480
be like to have this kind of secret where you

540
00:31:30,559 --> 00:31:32,759
can't even tell the people you love the most, The

541
00:31:32,759 --> 00:31:35,440
people you know will not judge you, the people that

542
00:31:35,480 --> 00:31:37,799
you know are there for you, but you can't tell

543
00:31:37,839 --> 00:31:40,880
them because you just can't find it within yourself to

544
00:31:40,920 --> 00:31:46,599
do so. When the Netflix documentary Jeffrey Epstein Filthy Rich

545
00:31:46,720 --> 00:31:49,960
was released in May twenty twenty, Rhodes decided to watch

546
00:31:50,000 --> 00:31:53,359
the first episode. Then I watched all of them. I

547
00:31:53,400 --> 00:31:55,759
read and watched everything that I could possibly get my

548
00:31:55,839 --> 00:31:58,039
hands on at that point, and then I had a

549
00:31:58,119 --> 00:32:01,279
huge cry. We had a fan dinner. I put my

550
00:32:01,400 --> 00:32:04,079
daughter to sleep, I fell asleep with her, and then

551
00:32:04,200 --> 00:32:06,880
when I woke up, I saw my sister and my

552
00:32:06,960 --> 00:32:10,279
brother were still awake, and I told them. I told

553
00:32:10,359 --> 00:32:13,480
my husband two weeks after that. Now, think about that.

554
00:32:13,799 --> 00:32:17,119
Think about your loved one, your you know, husband, wife,

555
00:32:17,279 --> 00:32:21,640
whatever it is, whoever your person is. Imagine not being

556
00:32:21,759 --> 00:32:24,960
able to tell them such a secret like this the

557
00:32:25,039 --> 00:32:29,119
shame and you shouldn't have that shame. But it's just

558
00:32:29,160 --> 00:32:33,240
the way it works, right. You feel like you're less then,

559
00:32:33,359 --> 00:32:35,920
so you don't want to, you know, express your secrets

560
00:32:35,920 --> 00:32:37,720
to people you don't want to talk about what happened.

561
00:32:39,480 --> 00:32:41,759
And then she finally tells her her brother and sister,

562
00:32:42,000 --> 00:32:44,599
and it still takes two weeks after that to tell

563
00:32:44,599 --> 00:32:48,119
her husband. That just shows you the trauma right there alone.

564
00:32:50,960 --> 00:32:52,880
What let her to go public was an email from

565
00:32:52,960 --> 00:32:56,279
Kathy Haywood, the series producer of Channel four. Is Glaine

566
00:32:56,359 --> 00:33:00,440
Maxwell making of a monster It felt different, It felt

567
00:33:00,480 --> 00:33:03,920
like it wasn't pushing, pushing, pushing. She also wanted to

568
00:33:03,920 --> 00:33:06,640
explain how it was because of Glenn Maxwell that I

569
00:33:06,680 --> 00:33:11,559
was abused by Jeffrey. This person is a sociopath, a narcissist,

570
00:33:11,799 --> 00:33:14,759
she says, of Maxwell, I don't think she even recognizes

571
00:33:14,799 --> 00:33:17,599
the fact that she's the cause of all these victims,

572
00:33:17,720 --> 00:33:20,839
these people that have gone through these horrible, horrible things

573
00:33:20,839 --> 00:33:24,319
in their lives. Yeah, it's because of him, one hundred percent,

574
00:33:24,599 --> 00:33:27,319
but it's also because of her. I don't see any

575
00:33:27,359 --> 00:33:29,720
kind of remorse that she played any part in it.

576
00:33:30,160 --> 00:33:34,160
That's insane. That is one hundred percent correct, No remorse,

577
00:33:34,480 --> 00:33:37,240
But what do you expect from a bipedal serpent? She

578
00:33:37,319 --> 00:33:39,720
might not even be a human being, right, I don't

579
00:33:39,759 --> 00:33:42,079
even know if she's human at this point. Now I'm

580
00:33:42,160 --> 00:33:44,440
obviously just kidding. I'm not one of these people who

581
00:33:44,440 --> 00:33:47,480
believes in all that other you know, lizard people and

582
00:33:47,559 --> 00:33:49,759
all the rest of it. But I mean, how can

583
00:33:49,799 --> 00:33:52,519
you be a human, a real human, and conduct yourself

584
00:33:52,519 --> 00:33:58,279
the way Maxwell did? Living in Italy with her husband's family,

585
00:33:58,319 --> 00:34:01,720
for now, Rhodes is continuing to sing and write music,

586
00:34:02,039 --> 00:34:05,359
but she is also teaching music classes. Well, I'll tell

587
00:34:05,400 --> 00:34:07,839
you what, Pretty sure nobody's going to f with her

588
00:34:07,839 --> 00:34:11,079
if her family's in Italy. Pretty sure her husband, if

589
00:34:11,119 --> 00:34:14,039
he grew up in Italy, ah might know a crooked

590
00:34:14,079 --> 00:34:17,480
noser too. That would make sure no bs would happen.

591
00:34:21,639 --> 00:34:24,400
It's more about using the strength of one's voice. I

592
00:34:24,440 --> 00:34:27,159
started with a woman's group and it's evolved now into

593
00:34:27,239 --> 00:34:30,920
kindergarteners and first grader. She explains. It's about being strong

594
00:34:30,960 --> 00:34:33,960
in yourself and if you don't like something that's happening,

595
00:34:34,159 --> 00:34:36,639
if your friend is being mean, stick up for yourself.

596
00:34:36,719 --> 00:34:40,320
Little things like that there, Look, don't back down, folks,

597
00:34:40,800 --> 00:34:44,840
do not back down. Don't back down to bullies, don't

598
00:34:44,840 --> 00:34:49,599
back down to big mouths, don't give ground, stand up

599
00:34:49,599 --> 00:34:54,920
for yourself. It's very important to do that. I developed

600
00:34:54,920 --> 00:34:57,199
this mantra from thinking about what I would have liked

601
00:34:57,239 --> 00:34:59,480
to hear in my own head as I was going

602
00:34:59,519 --> 00:35:03,039
through this experience with these people Epstein and Maxwell. We

603
00:35:03,079 --> 00:35:05,840
say it three times. We begin class with it, we

604
00:35:05,920 --> 00:35:09,960
end class with it. I'm good enough, I'm worthy, I'm confident,

605
00:35:10,159 --> 00:35:12,880
and I love myself. Hey, you know what, there's nothing

606
00:35:12,920 --> 00:35:16,199
wrong with some self affirmation, hopping in the mirror and

607
00:35:16,239 --> 00:35:20,559
letting yourself know what the deal is. Look at Alexander Volkanovsky,

608
00:35:20,800 --> 00:35:24,280
champ for the UFC. He was giving himself self affirmation

609
00:35:24,639 --> 00:35:26,960
while he was in the ring a few seconds before

610
00:35:27,000 --> 00:35:29,400
he was getting ready to fight. I'm the greatest, I'm

611
00:35:29,400 --> 00:35:33,159
the best, I'm the champ. That shit works. Psyching yourself

612
00:35:33,159 --> 00:35:35,639
out works. I know it sounds like it doesn't, but

613
00:35:35,719 --> 00:35:39,480
it does. So there's nothing wrong with, you know, giving

614
00:35:39,480 --> 00:35:42,679
yourself a little bit of love. Folks, try it out.

615
00:35:42,960 --> 00:35:45,320
Because we sure can be hard on ourselves, can't we.

616
00:35:45,880 --> 00:35:47,880
So every now and then we have to do the

617
00:35:47,960 --> 00:35:50,320
reverse and give ourselves a little bit of a pat

618
00:35:50,360 --> 00:35:53,360
on the back, and self affirmation certainly is a good

619
00:35:53,400 --> 00:35:57,320
way to get there. Now for the story, it's brave

620
00:35:57,360 --> 00:35:59,679
that Miss Rhodes finally came out and she felt comfortable

621
00:35:59,679 --> 00:36:02,800
talking about what happened and I had I've said it

622
00:36:02,800 --> 00:36:05,239
before and I'll say it again. We're gonna see plenty

623
00:36:05,239 --> 00:36:09,559
more people like Miss Rhodes come out in the future because, folks,

624
00:36:10,000 --> 00:36:13,159
what happened here didn't happen in just a ten year period.

625
00:36:13,559 --> 00:36:17,880
It didn't just happen in one place. It happened for decades,

626
00:36:18,280 --> 00:36:22,480
and it spanned continents. So all of the other people

627
00:36:22,480 --> 00:36:26,039
who were involved, I'd be sleeping with one eye open

628
00:36:26,159 --> 00:36:31,800
because this is far from over all. Right, folks, that

629
00:36:31,960 --> 00:36:34,840
is going to do it. If you'd like to contact me,

630
00:36:34,880 --> 00:36:38,519
you can do that at Bobby Kopuci at ProtonMail dot com.

631
00:36:38,679 --> 00:36:42,480
That's bo b b y c A p u Cci

632
00:36:42,760 --> 00:36:45,840
at ProtonMail dot com. You can also find me on

633
00:36:45,880 --> 00:36:50,239
Twitter at bo bb y underscore c A p u

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00:36:50,320 --> 00:36:52,840
c c I. The link that I discussed can be

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