WEBVTT 1 00:00:01.879 --> 00:00:19.519 Here take my advice, you have to be very careful 2 00:00:20.640 --> 00:00:26.079 if you call out to one of the dead, all 3 00:00:26.120 --> 00:00:35.960 of them can hear you down. 4 00:00:36.560 --> 00:00:45.679 Throw them down down the living. 5 00:01:10.879 --> 00:01:18.280 Hello, and welcome to the brand new mini series where 6 00:01:18.359 --> 00:01:23.599 we will be traveling into the Further. So get your 7 00:01:23.719 --> 00:01:29.760 lanterns and follow me. My nose is still a little 8 00:01:29.760 --> 00:01:32.719 bit stuffed up. I've been dealing with some type of 9 00:01:32.760 --> 00:01:38.840 congestion shit. Sorry to sound like Frian pressure, but we're. 10 00:01:38.680 --> 00:01:45.840 Gonna get through it together. So I was inspired by my. 11 00:01:45.920 --> 00:01:50.280 Love of the Insidious movies and hearing about my husband's 12 00:01:50.319 --> 00:01:55.879 terrifying encounters with sleep paralysis to create this series. But 13 00:01:56.079 --> 00:01:59.239 we're going to go all the way into the Further. 14 00:02:00.319 --> 00:02:05.200 Not only are we going to dive into sleep paralysis, 15 00:02:06.120 --> 00:02:10.879 We're also gonna listen to some of the craziest paranormal 16 00:02:11.000 --> 00:02:16.479 experiences I've ever heard, and I've got some crazy ass 17 00:02:16.520 --> 00:02:20.960 clips lined up for us to discuss. But before we 18 00:02:21.039 --> 00:02:24.000 do that, let's lay. 19 00:02:23.840 --> 00:02:25.120 Some groundwork here. 20 00:02:25.479 --> 00:02:31.599 Okay, I've never personally experienced sleep paralysis, thank god, but 21 00:02:32.000 --> 00:02:36.240 I understand that science has done a great job, like 22 00:02:36.400 --> 00:02:41.960 with literally everything else, making it sound like a biological 23 00:02:42.080 --> 00:02:47.840 issue and not a spiritual one. I personally would categorize 24 00:02:47.919 --> 00:02:50.159 sleep paralysis into. 25 00:02:49.919 --> 00:02:51.520 The paranormal realm. 26 00:02:52.560 --> 00:02:57.000 And for those of you who disagree, maybe by the 27 00:02:57.159 --> 00:03:00.479 end of this series I can persuade you others wise, 28 00:03:01.400 --> 00:03:07.639 so we all know what they say, right. Sleep paralysis 29 00:03:07.719 --> 00:03:10.919 is what happens when you wake up out of your dream, 30 00:03:11.360 --> 00:03:15.080 but your body doesn't know you're awake yet, and you 31 00:03:15.240 --> 00:03:18.879 remain in a state of paralysis for several minutes, which 32 00:03:19.039 --> 00:03:26.680 is usually accompanied by hallucinations quote unquote, And I actually 33 00:03:26.759 --> 00:03:29.840 want to talk about a couple of those different types 34 00:03:29.879 --> 00:03:38.759 of hallucinations. You got your visual hallucinations. People may see 35 00:03:38.919 --> 00:03:47.240 flashing lights, colors, or even physical figures, including shadowy figures, demons, 36 00:03:47.520 --> 00:03:54.599 or intruders. Then you have your auditory hallucinations. These can 37 00:03:54.759 --> 00:04:01.520 include sounds like whispers, screams, or the sound of Then 38 00:04:01.560 --> 00:04:06.719 you have tactile hallucinations. People may feel a sense of 39 00:04:06.960 --> 00:04:10.599 pressure on their chest or a feeling of being touched 40 00:04:10.800 --> 00:04:13.479 or held down. That's gotta be the worst fucking one. 41 00:04:14.039 --> 00:04:20.160 And then some other hallucinations include that some may experience 42 00:04:20.360 --> 00:04:24.439 out of body sensations or feelings. 43 00:04:23.680 --> 00:04:29.800 Of movement, like I can only imagine. 44 00:04:29.199 --> 00:04:31.600 What it would feel like to wake up and see 45 00:04:31.639 --> 00:04:35.680 some fucked up dementor looking motherfuckers from Harry Potter standing 46 00:04:35.720 --> 00:04:43.519 over your bed. But besides just regular shadow people, it 47 00:04:43.639 --> 00:04:48.879 seems like there are a few entities that appear to 48 00:04:49.079 --> 00:04:55.040 almost every experiencer at some point or another, including the hag, 49 00:04:56.040 --> 00:05:00.480 the hat man, or the creature like entity that literally 50 00:05:00.720 --> 00:05:02.839 sits on your chest. 51 00:05:03.519 --> 00:05:04.800 I mean, think about that. 52 00:05:05.759 --> 00:05:10.959 How can this be a shared delusion seen by so 53 00:05:11.439 --> 00:05:17.000 many people? Going all the way back in time, There 54 00:05:17.120 --> 00:05:22.040 are recorded accounts as early as sixteen sixty four and 55 00:05:22.199 --> 00:05:28.240 even earlier of these night demons. If this is something 56 00:05:28.519 --> 00:05:33.439 that can be explained away as just a simple biological response, 57 00:05:34.600 --> 00:05:40.399 why are the same demons popping up over and over 58 00:05:40.720 --> 00:05:45.639 and over again. You would think it would be individual 59 00:05:45.680 --> 00:05:51.000 to the person experiencing these hallucinations quote unquote. 60 00:05:50.639 --> 00:05:51.199 But it's not. 61 00:05:53.839 --> 00:05:53.920 So. 62 00:05:55.279 --> 00:06:03.199 The first known clinical description of paralysis, referred to as 63 00:06:03.519 --> 00:06:11.319 incubus or the knight mayor, was published in sixteen sixty 64 00:06:11.319 --> 00:06:18.399 four by Dutch physician Ibrend van Demmerbrock. I think is 65 00:06:18.439 --> 00:06:23.879 how you pronounced the last name in his case histories right. 66 00:06:25.920 --> 00:06:30.439 This description documented a woman's experience of feeling like something 67 00:06:30.560 --> 00:06:34.600 was pressing on her and preventing her from moving while. 68 00:06:34.360 --> 00:06:35.279 She was asleep. 69 00:06:35.720 --> 00:06:39.920 And while the Dutch physician's account is considered the earliest 70 00:06:40.000 --> 00:06:45.879 written medical description, there are even earlier mentions of this 71 00:06:45.959 --> 00:06:52.040 phenomenon in folklore and medical texts from ancient civilizations like 72 00:06:52.399 --> 00:07:00.920 Mesopotamia and Persia. The concept of the incubus or old 73 00:07:01.120 --> 00:07:06.680 hag quote unquote as a demon causing sleep paralysis in 74 00:07:06.879 --> 00:07:14.680 nightmares actually has roots in ancient cultures. So I want 75 00:07:14.680 --> 00:07:18.519 to open us up by playing a super short clip 76 00:07:18.519 --> 00:07:22.519 here that I came across on YouTube of this very thing, 77 00:07:23.519 --> 00:07:27.079 and it's a lady talking about her experience, and we'll 78 00:07:27.079 --> 00:07:28.839 be back right after this. 79 00:07:29.040 --> 00:07:32.759 Hang on, tell me about a time you experienced sleep paralysis. 80 00:07:32.879 --> 00:07:34.920 I had a nightmare. I literally called my mom because 81 00:07:34.920 --> 00:07:36.639 I thought my room was haunted. It was in a hotel. 82 00:07:36.680 --> 00:07:38.519 I was stuck and something held me down and it 83 00:07:38.560 --> 00:07:41.639 had four feet. I literally googled sleep paralysis. There's an 84 00:07:41.720 --> 00:07:44.319 illustration from like the eighteen hundreds of this little demon 85 00:07:44.360 --> 00:07:46.279 that was exactly what I saw, and I had never 86 00:07:46.279 --> 00:07:48.399 seen that picture before. Are you sure it wasn't your cat? 87 00:07:48.439 --> 00:07:49.720 That's what I thought at first. I was like, what's 88 00:07:49.720 --> 00:07:52.079 just a cat ghost, It's fine, And then I realized, no, 89 00:07:52.199 --> 00:07:54.439 this is terrifying. Google sleep paralysis demon. 90 00:07:54.600 --> 00:07:59.160 It will come up and we'd back. 91 00:07:59.439 --> 00:08:04.839 So it's like I said, why are the same demons 92 00:08:05.040 --> 00:08:10.120 popping up over and over and over again? You would think, 93 00:08:10.279 --> 00:08:13.240 like I said before, it would be individual to the person, 94 00:08:13.399 --> 00:08:14.120 but it's not. 95 00:08:15.439 --> 00:08:17.240 Was the hotel this. 96 00:08:17.160 --> 00:08:20.800 Woman was staying at some kind of a portal, cause 97 00:08:21.319 --> 00:08:27.759 it looks like this was probably a thirty year old 98 00:08:27.839 --> 00:08:31.959 woman and it sounds like this was her first experience 99 00:08:32.039 --> 00:08:35.039 with sleep paralysis at this random ass hotel. 100 00:08:35.600 --> 00:08:36.879 So what's going on here? 101 00:08:37.000 --> 00:08:41.919 She's never experienced sleep paralysis before this in probably thirty 102 00:08:42.039 --> 00:08:45.240 years of being alive. She stays at this random ass place, 103 00:08:45.639 --> 00:08:47.600 and then all of a sudden, she's got this demon 104 00:08:47.639 --> 00:08:50.159 sitting on her chest that people have been seeing since 105 00:08:50.240 --> 00:08:51.279 the beginning of time. 106 00:08:51.360 --> 00:08:54.440 Almost. I mean, it just doesn't. 107 00:08:54.080 --> 00:08:57.039 Seem like you can explain it away as some type 108 00:08:57.039 --> 00:09:00.200 of like scientific or biological thing that's going on. On. 109 00:09:01.000 --> 00:09:05.440 So I know, I covered the ancient history of sleep paralysis, 110 00:09:05.480 --> 00:09:06.639 but how about something a. 111 00:09:06.600 --> 00:09:07.840 Little bit more recent. 112 00:09:09.440 --> 00:09:14.240 In nineteen seventy seven, it was discovered more than one 113 00:09:14.440 --> 00:09:20.720 hundred previously healthy people from various Southeast Asian communities had 114 00:09:20.879 --> 00:09:27.080 died mysteriously in their sleep. The individuals affected were dying 115 00:09:27.279 --> 00:09:32.480 from something that they called sudden unexplained nocturnal death syndrome. 116 00:09:33.440 --> 00:09:39.240 No underlying cause was ever found, only that subsequent studies 117 00:09:39.320 --> 00:09:45.000 revealed a high rate of sleep paralysis and the belief 118 00:09:45.200 --> 00:09:50.879 in the dab song or nightmare spirit amongst members of 119 00:09:51.000 --> 00:09:51.720 the community. 120 00:09:52.480 --> 00:09:53.399 What's the kicker. 121 00:09:54.159 --> 00:09:59.840 Most died at the age of thirty three. But remember 122 00:10:00.200 --> 00:10:04.080 this is just supposed to be some kind of biological thing, right, 123 00:10:04.679 --> 00:10:09.879 even though people are dying a basically sudden unexplained nocturnal 124 00:10:09.919 --> 00:10:15.200 death syndrome sounds a lot like the SIDS sudden infant 125 00:10:15.320 --> 00:10:21.279 death syndrome, which I also think is spiritual. So let's 126 00:10:21.279 --> 00:10:25.039 just say, for the rest of this series, I want 127 00:10:25.080 --> 00:10:29.399 you to maintain an open mind as we search for 128 00:10:29.519 --> 00:10:37.399 the truth behind sleep paralysis. So we're gonna take another 129 00:10:37.799 --> 00:10:40.759 quick break, actually, and I'm gonna play a clip from 130 00:10:40.759 --> 00:10:41.240 this guy. 131 00:10:41.960 --> 00:10:43.480 His name is Isaiah, and. 132 00:10:43.440 --> 00:10:47.600 I've been following him on YouTube for a while. And yeah, 133 00:10:47.840 --> 00:10:51.440 this guy's voice gets on my fucking nerves. But I 134 00:10:51.559 --> 00:10:55.840 really like what he's saying. And literally, right as I 135 00:10:55.919 --> 00:11:00.080 decided to create this series. He posted this video, and 136 00:11:00.120 --> 00:11:04.559 there are no such thing as coincidences, so I definitely 137 00:11:05.200 --> 00:11:08.360 had to throw this one in there. So let's take 138 00:11:08.559 --> 00:11:11.639 another quick break and we'll be back right after this. 139 00:11:12.559 --> 00:11:15.039 Hey, guys, today I want to talk to you about nightmares, 140 00:11:15.240 --> 00:11:18.840 night terrors, and sleep paralysis. If you ever wondered if 141 00:11:18.879 --> 00:11:21.519 sleep paralysis is demonic, that's what we're going to talk 142 00:11:21.519 --> 00:11:23.720 about in this video. Please do me a favor. Stop 143 00:11:23.759 --> 00:11:25.720 what you're doing in like the video from you, guys. 144 00:11:25.759 --> 00:11:28.759 The question I'm always getting is are these encounters with 145 00:11:28.840 --> 00:11:33.480 sleep paralysis a demon or a natural phenomenon? Now, before 146 00:11:33.559 --> 00:11:36.519 you see Isaiah, I read an article it's what happens 147 00:11:36.519 --> 00:11:39.360 when you wake up while dreaming. You're just hallucinating. It's 148 00:11:39.399 --> 00:11:40.639 when you open your eyes while you're dreaming. 149 00:11:40.639 --> 00:11:40.960 Guess what. 150 00:11:41.039 --> 00:11:43.320 I read the same article. But let me just explain 151 00:11:43.360 --> 00:11:46.519 something to you. The world is always going to try 152 00:11:46.559 --> 00:11:51.519 to find natural ways to describe supernatural experiences. Now, if 153 00:11:51.559 --> 00:11:53.639 you've ever been attacked by a demon at night, or 154 00:11:53.679 --> 00:11:57.320 had a sleep paralysis or a night demon attack you, 155 00:11:57.320 --> 00:11:59.879 you'll know that the only word you can't say is 156 00:12:00.080 --> 00:12:03.519 the name of Jesus. So if it's just natural, and 157 00:12:03.559 --> 00:12:06.240 it's your body waking up while you're dreaming, and it's 158 00:12:06.279 --> 00:12:07.639 what happens when you wake up in the middle of 159 00:12:07.679 --> 00:12:09.559 the night because you're stressed or you're sleeping on your back. 160 00:12:09.879 --> 00:12:12.840 Why is it Jesus is the only name you can't. 161 00:12:12.600 --> 00:12:14.679 Say, And I'm gonna tell you why, because it's not 162 00:12:14.919 --> 00:12:19.000 natural or just sleep paralysis. It's a demonic attack. And 163 00:12:19.039 --> 00:12:22.320 there is power in the name of Jesus. So I 164 00:12:22.399 --> 00:12:24.639 get the science with it and the health things and 165 00:12:24.679 --> 00:12:27.159 the articles that you read. But guys, this is not 166 00:12:27.279 --> 00:12:29.799 just hallucinating. You're telling me that you wake up while 167 00:12:29.799 --> 00:12:32.600 you're dreaming and your body hallucinates demons and the only 168 00:12:32.639 --> 00:12:35.960 word you can't say is Jesus. And that's a natural phenomenon. 169 00:12:36.120 --> 00:12:38.919 That's what the devil wants you to believe. I'm telling you, guys, 170 00:12:38.960 --> 00:12:42.480 these are demonic spirits that are attacking or manifesting at night. 171 00:12:42.840 --> 00:12:46.039 Often symptoms of these demonic night terrors that we call 172 00:12:46.080 --> 00:12:49.679 sleep paralysis are a weight on your chest, not being 173 00:12:49.720 --> 00:12:52.360 able to speak the name of Jesus, seeing dark figures 174 00:12:52.399 --> 00:12:55.720 or dark or dark dark objects in the corners of 175 00:12:55.759 --> 00:12:58.960 your room. That's a very very common one, or feeling 176 00:12:59.000 --> 00:13:01.440 like you're being suffocated, only like somebody's suffocating you and 177 00:13:01.480 --> 00:13:04.600 you can't breathe. These are all symptoms of night terrors 178 00:13:04.720 --> 00:13:05.360 night demons. 179 00:13:05.600 --> 00:13:06.440 Now think about this. 180 00:13:07.240 --> 00:13:10.919 The word nightmare is derived from the Old English word mayor, 181 00:13:10.960 --> 00:13:14.519 so night mayor and the word mayor is a means 182 00:13:14.559 --> 00:13:19.120 this literally, the actual word comes from a mythological demon 183 00:13:19.279 --> 00:13:23.279 or a goblin who torments others with frightening dreams. So 184 00:13:23.399 --> 00:13:26.200 this is not a Christian description. This is literally where 185 00:13:26.200 --> 00:13:28.519 the word nightmare comes from. You can find this on Wikipedia. 186 00:13:28.559 --> 00:13:31.840 It's a goblin or a night demon. So even the 187 00:13:31.879 --> 00:13:36.440 world recognizes nightmares are night demons. The sleep paralysis is 188 00:13:36.559 --> 00:13:40.279 just a certain type of demonic attack. It's not always 189 00:13:40.320 --> 00:13:43.879 a demon where you're having nightmares, but it also can 190 00:13:43.919 --> 00:13:45.840 be things you're watching or things you're letting in your mind. 191 00:13:45.840 --> 00:13:48.559 And I would say this, be very careful with what 192 00:13:48.600 --> 00:13:51.360 you're watching before bed, because you have to understand there's 193 00:13:51.399 --> 00:13:54.120 three sources of dreams. There's a holy spirit gives you dreams, 194 00:13:54.279 --> 00:13:56.840 the human spirit could dream, and a demonic spirit. So 195 00:13:56.879 --> 00:13:59.360 today we're talking about demonic spirits attacking at night. But 196 00:13:59.440 --> 00:14:03.080 other way is your human spirit have giving you these 197 00:14:03.159 --> 00:14:05.559 dreams because what you've opened up the doors, or what 198 00:14:05.559 --> 00:14:06.080 you've been. 199 00:14:05.960 --> 00:14:06.919 Watching before bed. 200 00:14:07.080 --> 00:14:09.240 It could be a horror movie, it could be sexual things, 201 00:14:09.480 --> 00:14:11.559 and now you're getting these dreams and you're like, why 202 00:14:11.559 --> 00:14:13.919 am I getting these nightmares? It's not necessarily a demon 203 00:14:13.960 --> 00:14:16.879 attacking you. It could also be, like I said, what 204 00:14:17.000 --> 00:14:18.960 you've been watching before bed. Now you need to know 205 00:14:19.000 --> 00:14:21.799 the devil does prey on us at night. We as 206 00:14:21.840 --> 00:14:24.360 believers know the devil's always looking for a way in, 207 00:14:24.799 --> 00:14:27.080 and if a demon cannot gain access through the day, 208 00:14:27.279 --> 00:14:29.879 they're gonna try to gain access at night. Psalms ninety 209 00:14:29.919 --> 00:14:33.159 one to five says to not fear the terrors of 210 00:14:33.200 --> 00:14:36.120 the night. So there are terrors that come in the night. 211 00:14:36.360 --> 00:14:39.320 There's a spiritual war friend going on right now, and 212 00:14:39.399 --> 00:14:40.639 it doesn't stop at night. 213 00:14:40.679 --> 00:14:41.720 It doesn't go on pause. 214 00:14:42.120 --> 00:14:44.919 Just because your natural man is sleeping doesn't mean your 215 00:14:44.960 --> 00:14:47.399 spirit man is not still awake. I pray the Arm 216 00:14:47.440 --> 00:14:49.320 of God on every night before bed because I know 217 00:14:49.759 --> 00:14:53.000 that when I go to bed, the battle continues. So 218 00:14:53.039 --> 00:14:54.919 you need to realize the battle doesn't just stop because 219 00:14:54.919 --> 00:14:57.720 you go to bed, but it rages on even after 220 00:14:57.799 --> 00:14:59.919 you go to sleep. That's why you can also pray 221 00:15:00.080 --> 00:15:02.279 in the Spirit while sleeping. If you've ever woken up 222 00:15:02.279 --> 00:15:04.240 at night and you're praying the Holy Spirit while sleeping, 223 00:15:04.279 --> 00:15:06.600 it's because the Holy Spirit is using your body at 224 00:15:06.679 --> 00:15:09.080 night to pray through you, and your body stays awake. 225 00:15:09.240 --> 00:15:12.080 The Bible says that although your body's asleep, your heart 226 00:15:12.159 --> 00:15:15.240 is still awake, so this is definitely possible. People don't 227 00:15:15.240 --> 00:15:18.720 realize this, and oftentimes one of the reasons why you're 228 00:15:18.720 --> 00:15:22.559 attacked by demons at night or it's abnormal demonic activity 229 00:15:22.559 --> 00:15:25.279 at night, is because you already had demons, and in 230 00:15:25.320 --> 00:15:27.360 the daytime you might think, oh, it's just my thought 231 00:15:27.480 --> 00:15:28.600 or just my desire. 232 00:15:28.919 --> 00:15:30.519 But at night, as you're. 233 00:15:30.399 --> 00:15:33.759 Having these reoccurring sexual dreams or traumatic dreams or nightmares 234 00:15:33.960 --> 00:15:36.919 over and over again, it's revealing a demon that's in you, 235 00:15:37.000 --> 00:15:39.399 that has access to you in your dreams. So you 236 00:15:39.480 --> 00:15:42.559 might in the daytime say that's just my thoughts, that's 237 00:15:42.639 --> 00:15:45.519 not me. But then at night, because you're not conscious 238 00:15:45.600 --> 00:15:48.240 or awake, those demons are manifesting through you and they're 239 00:15:48.279 --> 00:15:51.360 being revealed in your dreams over and over. I've seen 240 00:15:51.360 --> 00:15:55.639 people have done deliverance on that had constant nightmares after deliverance. 241 00:15:55.679 --> 00:15:58.960 They never had another nightmare. Why because it was the 242 00:15:59.039 --> 00:16:00.600 demon giving them nightmares. 243 00:16:02.200 --> 00:16:07.519 And we're back really powerful clip. Isaiah said some really 244 00:16:07.559 --> 00:16:14.080 cool things, So let's talk about a few of them. First, 245 00:16:14.639 --> 00:16:17.759 not being able to say the name of Jesus while 246 00:16:17.840 --> 00:16:22.120 in sleep paralysis. I've actually never heard this one, and 247 00:16:22.240 --> 00:16:27.000 like I said, I'm very grateful that I've never needed to. 248 00:16:28.000 --> 00:16:31.360 But if it's true, what the fuck right? 249 00:16:31.440 --> 00:16:34.159 That's very interesting to me. That's the one name that 250 00:16:34.200 --> 00:16:38.279 you cannot say. Another thing that he mentioned is be 251 00:16:38.559 --> 00:16:43.399 careful what you watch before bed. Now, this one struck 252 00:16:44.240 --> 00:16:52.440 a chord for me because story time, my mom was 253 00:16:52.559 --> 00:16:58.240 a horror movie slash true crime fanatic, and she started 254 00:16:58.279 --> 00:17:02.840 me from a very very very very young age watching 255 00:17:02.960 --> 00:17:07.400 stuff that I had no business watching at all. And 256 00:17:07.799 --> 00:17:11.680 one of the most traumatic moments I can remember as 257 00:17:11.720 --> 00:17:14.519 a kid, I was probably in third grade or even younger. 258 00:17:15.119 --> 00:17:21.480 My mom were into a Jeffrey Dahmer docu movie and 259 00:17:22.000 --> 00:17:27.039 there were scenes of him drugging and raping and dismembering 260 00:17:27.240 --> 00:17:35.680 and eating dudes, and I remember watching it and that night, 261 00:17:36.039 --> 00:17:37.400 I legit woke. 262 00:17:37.279 --> 00:17:41.319 Up in the middle of the most. 263 00:17:41.039 --> 00:17:46.440 Horrible nightmare I've ever had and I had sweats, cold chills, 264 00:17:46.480 --> 00:17:49.400 and I actually ended up throwing up that night, and 265 00:17:49.519 --> 00:17:52.279 I will never forget that. It was almost as if 266 00:17:52.319 --> 00:17:59.240 my body was purging whatever evil I consumed watching that movie. 267 00:17:59.680 --> 00:18:02.640 And so so yeah, I do think what you consume, 268 00:18:03.400 --> 00:18:09.319 especially because the TV in itself, When you consume something 269 00:18:09.359 --> 00:18:13.160 through this magic box, if you will, it. 270 00:18:13.079 --> 00:18:16.480 Goes straight inside of you. There's no filter. 271 00:18:16.680 --> 00:18:21.119 It just goes in straight through your eyes and into 272 00:18:21.160 --> 00:18:22.559 your soul almost. 273 00:18:22.920 --> 00:18:24.240 And there was even. 274 00:18:24.079 --> 00:18:28.240 A movie that me and my husband watched recently called 275 00:18:28.359 --> 00:18:32.160 Bone Tomahawk, and it got to this detainting scene where 276 00:18:32.200 --> 00:18:36.960 this guy was getting you know, jawboned tomahawk to the 277 00:18:37.039 --> 00:18:41.519 taint and I had horrible nightmares that night too. And 278 00:18:41.799 --> 00:18:45.119 it okay, this brings me to my next point. Right, 279 00:18:45.960 --> 00:18:50.799 doorways you can open is another thing that he mentioned. 280 00:18:51.480 --> 00:18:57.200 Sometimes I believe we are completely unaware of these doorways 281 00:18:57.279 --> 00:19:03.039 we are creating on even a daily, hourly basis. I know, 282 00:19:04.119 --> 00:19:08.799 because of the darkness I have plunged myself into doing 283 00:19:08.839 --> 00:19:13.240 this research that I am not the same human being 284 00:19:13.440 --> 00:19:16.920 I was a few years ago when I started this podcast. 285 00:19:17.680 --> 00:19:23.039 The problem is when we create these doorways, we have 286 00:19:23.240 --> 00:19:28.359 no control over what comes in and out of these 287 00:19:28.400 --> 00:19:33.599 doorways using drugs drinking as another one that I've heard before. 288 00:19:34.200 --> 00:19:39.319 The spirits, you know, and our lifestyle choices can open 289 00:19:39.519 --> 00:19:43.440 up new doorways all the time. I've seen it in 290 00:19:43.519 --> 00:19:48.400 my own family with drug addicts. They became vessels for 291 00:19:48.599 --> 00:19:53.440 demonic entities to reside in, and it's probably one of 292 00:19:53.480 --> 00:19:57.200 the scariest things I've ever witnessed personally in my life, 293 00:19:57.920 --> 00:20:01.319 which of course leads us to the next point of 294 00:20:01.400 --> 00:20:06.720 spiritual warfare. Whether you want to believe it or not, 295 00:20:07.599 --> 00:20:10.880 or whether you are aware of it or not, each 296 00:20:10.920 --> 00:20:15.599 and every one of us are constantly in the middle 297 00:20:16.240 --> 00:20:21.480 of a spiritual war. Luckily, for me, my grandpa was 298 00:20:21.519 --> 00:20:25.079 a pastor and my family was very involved in our church, 299 00:20:25.400 --> 00:20:29.640 and I was made aware from a very early age 300 00:20:29.759 --> 00:20:34.279 that we must defend our spirit from unseen forces that 301 00:20:34.440 --> 00:20:39.279 seek to destroy us. Put up a spiritual hedge of 302 00:20:39.319 --> 00:20:44.119 protection around you and your kids, and where the armor 303 00:20:44.240 --> 00:20:45.160 of God. 304 00:20:45.720 --> 00:20:47.079 These are things. 305 00:20:46.759 --> 00:20:51.400 That were repeated to me throughout my entire life, and yes, 306 00:20:51.960 --> 00:20:56.440 like literally everyone else, I've struggled with what I actually 307 00:20:56.480 --> 00:20:59.960 believe in and sifting through dogma and lies and cover up. 308 00:21:00.920 --> 00:21:04.039 But I always end up coming back to the same conclusion. 309 00:21:04.880 --> 00:21:08.079 There is light and there is dark, and we make 310 00:21:08.240 --> 00:21:14.000 choices knowingly and unknowingly every minute of every day to 311 00:21:14.240 --> 00:21:16.920 what side we are subscribing to. 312 00:21:18.000 --> 00:21:20.880 And this also takes us to the. 313 00:21:20.799 --> 00:21:24.519 Next point I wanted to talk about, which is that 314 00:21:25.440 --> 00:21:29.440 they come for you at night. Whatever these entities are, 315 00:21:30.519 --> 00:21:33.240 this is one of the points he made that gave. 316 00:21:33.079 --> 00:21:35.640 Me full body chills. 317 00:21:35.759 --> 00:21:43.319 Dude, at night, weird thoughts pop up in my head. Okay, 318 00:21:43.839 --> 00:21:48.759 I'm definitely more melancholy at night, and I actually have 319 00:21:49.039 --> 00:21:52.559 this weird doom and gloom thing I do at night 320 00:21:52.640 --> 00:21:59.000 where I imagine all the absolute worst outcomes for every 321 00:21:59.119 --> 00:22:05.039 possible situation, and it's like I take on a completely 322 00:22:05.079 --> 00:22:10.480 different personality at times, and then I wake up in 323 00:22:10.519 --> 00:22:13.880 the morning and everything seems so much better. But it's 324 00:22:14.079 --> 00:22:19.799 like a switch has been flipped. Some might call this depression, 325 00:22:20.039 --> 00:22:25.640 some might call this opression, but either way, it's something 326 00:22:25.680 --> 00:22:29.960 that I've always struggled with. While I was working at 327 00:22:29.960 --> 00:22:34.640 my nine to five job, which really was more like 328 00:22:35.240 --> 00:22:42.000 uh seven to seven job because we worked like crazy shifts. 329 00:22:42.200 --> 00:22:48.440 Anyways, I would literally crave rainy, cloudy. 330 00:22:48.839 --> 00:22:53.599 Miserable days because for some reason it made me feel 331 00:22:53.640 --> 00:22:56.359 better about having to be at work. I guess like 332 00:22:56.920 --> 00:23:00.960 the outside matched my inside at a know, it's just 333 00:23:01.039 --> 00:23:02.200 an interesting thought. 334 00:23:02.880 --> 00:23:04.799 But also when it comes. 335 00:23:04.480 --> 00:23:09.279 To the doorways that we open without even knowing it, 336 00:23:09.359 --> 00:23:14.160 I think forms of childhood trauma are doorways that can 337 00:23:14.200 --> 00:23:18.279 be opened for not just victims of SRA or something 338 00:23:18.400 --> 00:23:21.119 like that, but just your average person. 339 00:23:21.440 --> 00:23:26.519 Like for me, I grew up with a drug addict father, and. 340 00:23:26.680 --> 00:23:29.480 I do believe that he was a host for some 341 00:23:29.759 --> 00:23:34.240 type of demon, whether it was residing in him or 342 00:23:34.319 --> 00:23:39.279 oppressing him. And I spent eighteen years of my life 343 00:23:39.559 --> 00:23:45.279 battling this demon that surrounded him, let's just say. And 344 00:23:45.440 --> 00:23:49.160 one of my other family members also had this same 345 00:23:49.240 --> 00:23:50.039 issue going on. 346 00:23:51.039 --> 00:23:52.960 My mom was always. 347 00:23:52.680 --> 00:23:56.839 Showing me horror movies and forensic files this and kids 348 00:23:56.839 --> 00:24:02.079 getting cut up, And like I do think, just based 349 00:24:02.160 --> 00:24:06.680 on those small little things throughout my childhood that doorways 350 00:24:06.759 --> 00:24:11.240 could have been opened. I know that I've experienced kind 351 00:24:11.240 --> 00:24:14.799 of a high level of paranormal activity throughout my life, 352 00:24:15.039 --> 00:24:19.279 maybe more than the average person. Obviously, all of these 353 00:24:19.319 --> 00:24:25.480 subjects intrigue me to a high degree, especially sleep paralysis. 354 00:24:25.480 --> 00:24:28.279 Like I said, thank God, I've never had it, but 355 00:24:28.519 --> 00:24:32.319 I know people who do have it, and it sounds horrific. 356 00:24:34.920 --> 00:24:36.920 But at the end of it, I think that. 357 00:24:36.920 --> 00:24:42.200 There's always some type of spiritual issue going on that's 358 00:24:42.279 --> 00:24:45.400 created a doorway for these demons to try to get in. 359 00:24:46.119 --> 00:24:46.519 And so. 360 00:24:48.200 --> 00:24:51.279 I do want to take another quick break, and we're 361 00:24:51.319 --> 00:24:56.039 actually going to take a break from sleep paralysis actually okay, 362 00:24:56.400 --> 00:25:00.400 and we're going to play a clip. This one comes 363 00:25:00.440 --> 00:25:06.440 from a very unlikely source. It's actually Bubba from Forrest Gump. 364 00:25:07.680 --> 00:25:12.240 His real name is michelth Williamson, and he has one 365 00:25:12.279 --> 00:25:17.480 of the craziest paranormal experiences I've ever heard, and surprisingly 366 00:25:17.680 --> 00:25:21.799 it's not shrimp related. So let's actually take a listen 367 00:25:21.960 --> 00:25:23.880 and we'll be back right after this. 368 00:25:25.599 --> 00:25:27.759 There's only three or four people in my life that 369 00:25:27.920 --> 00:25:30.640 call me Michael, because I hate being called that. And 370 00:25:30.799 --> 00:25:34.279 right off the bat, I knew his voice. It was 371 00:25:34.400 --> 00:25:37.640 him here, and he said, help. 372 00:25:37.480 --> 00:25:38.880 Me, help me. 373 00:25:40.359 --> 00:25:45.240 You know how to help me, amen, And I was like, Adrian, 374 00:25:45.319 --> 00:25:49.279 where are you? He said, they're trying to take me inside. 375 00:25:50.559 --> 00:25:51.359 I ran away. 376 00:25:51.519 --> 00:25:53.680 Help me. You got to help me right now before 377 00:25:53.680 --> 00:25:54.319 they get back. 378 00:25:54.359 --> 00:25:57.759 And then I can hear all these voices screaming at him 379 00:25:57.759 --> 00:26:01.039 for being on the phone. I can hear some sound 380 00:26:01.160 --> 00:26:06.039 behind him that sounded like I'm only reminded of when 381 00:26:06.039 --> 00:26:13.680 I'm near a roaring fireplace or a barbecue pit, when 382 00:26:13.720 --> 00:26:17.440 you can hear that he cut through the air, but 383 00:26:17.519 --> 00:26:20.559 it was magnified, and I could hear people screaming and 384 00:26:20.680 --> 00:26:24.160 arguing with him, and then I could hear him begin. 385 00:26:23.960 --> 00:26:26.119 To fight, and. 386 00:26:31.119 --> 00:26:35.559 I could hear that he was overpowering, and he kept screaming, no, 387 00:26:35.720 --> 00:26:38.920 let me go, No, no, no, no, I'm not going, 388 00:26:39.480 --> 00:26:41.039 I'm not going going. 389 00:26:41.480 --> 00:26:42.359 Even where are you? 390 00:26:43.039 --> 00:26:44.559 And he was screaming my name. 391 00:26:49.200 --> 00:26:56.359 Fucking scary as fuck, right, I mean, okay. I couldn't 392 00:26:56.440 --> 00:27:00.480 find the entire clip that explains why this is pairs normal, 393 00:27:00.480 --> 00:27:01.240 but I'll sum. 394 00:27:01.079 --> 00:27:01.759 It up for you. 395 00:27:02.559 --> 00:27:07.240 So Bubba would later find out that his mysterious phone 396 00:27:07.279 --> 00:27:12.559 call from his friend Adrian occurred hours after his friend 397 00:27:12.599 --> 00:27:15.240 Adrian had been pronounced dead at the scene of a 398 00:27:15.279 --> 00:27:15.960 car crash. 399 00:27:16.000 --> 00:27:19.599 If I'm not mistaken, and Bubba. 400 00:27:19.480 --> 00:27:23.839 Was literally getting a phone call from hell, and I 401 00:27:23.920 --> 00:27:27.799