Speaker 1: Welcome to Private Talk. Thank you for shoining us her
Speaker 1: Private Talk. So let Private Talk let them know of
Speaker 1: your background. I know you're a reality star. Let them
Speaker 1: know all about miss Nia. Well, I'm a reality star.
Speaker 2: I guess I've been on love and hip hop and marriage.
Speaker 1: So that's all I've done so far. But so far,
Speaker 1: I like thought, so they made the more, They made
Speaker 1: me more to come. So, so what made you start
Speaker 1: love and hip hop? Did you? Was it something that
Speaker 1: you kind of just fell into? That is something that
Speaker 1: you did? You even know that reality you know, TV
Speaker 1: was like something that you even wanted to do. How
Speaker 1: does that even come about?
Speaker 2: Honestly, I initially probably never would have done it if
Speaker 2: my ex wouldn't ask me. But we had such a
Speaker 2: long history prior to all those shows, so he asked.
Speaker 1: Me and I was like, sure, why not? So your
Speaker 1: ex who died?
Speaker 2: Doug?
Speaker 1: Who are you on? For those of the Private Talk
Speaker 1: podcast out there who doesn't know who you were with
Speaker 1: in this reality show? At the time, I was dating
Speaker 1: Soldier Boy, So he it was at his idea he
Speaker 1: brought to you and was like, hey, let's do this.
Speaker 1: They came to him about it and then he gave
Speaker 1: me and then we were like, all right, let's just
Speaker 1: do it. So doing that whole thing, did you know
Speaker 1: like what you were really taking on, Like how evasive
Speaker 1: it was going to be to your life? Because you
Speaker 1: know from you know, you seem like a pretty like
Speaker 1: private person, So how does how do you take that leap?
Speaker 2: I was pretty private, honestly, I wasn't.
Speaker 1: I wasn't very prepared.
Speaker 2: It was just more so like he asked me, I
Speaker 2: trust him, so I was like, why not do it?
Speaker 2: Like and at the time, I had just had my daughter.
Speaker 2: She was about she was almost one at the time,
Speaker 2: so I was just like, look, I had to take
Speaker 2: care of my kid too, So.
Speaker 1: For sure, I'll do it. It's gotta make money somehow,
Speaker 1: you know. So with all that being said, did you
Speaker 1: have a good experience? Are you still you know, are
Speaker 1: you going to come back on the show? You're no
Speaker 1: longer on you know right now?
Speaker 2: I don't think I'll go back on the show. I
Speaker 2: won't say I'm scarred, but I'm a little slightly traumatized maybe.
Speaker 1: So how many seasons did you actually?
Speaker 2: I did four seasons, and then while they were doing
Speaker 2: their fifth season, I did the when I did.
Speaker 1: Marriage with camp with him? Okay, so why when you
Speaker 1: say scarred, explain to us here at private talk with
Speaker 1: that kind of like scenario happened.
Speaker 2: No, I can't even blame like anything on the show specifically.
Speaker 2: I just think in real life we should have had
Speaker 2: a better foundation, I mean in your relationshipmanship. Yeah, the relationship.
Speaker 2: We should have talked about things more before actually going
Speaker 2: before the camera.
Speaker 1: So do you think it was just him? You know,
Speaker 1: it's pretty clear. Did you have other you know, issues
Speaker 1: with other castmates that made a scarring issue as well?
Speaker 2: I mean there was like little little stuff with other castmates,
Speaker 2: but that wasn't ever big like that normally got squashed beforehand.
Speaker 2: But you know, dealing with guys, they don't want to
Speaker 2: tell you things up front.
Speaker 1: So it was just like some things.
Speaker 2: That had a wow I was filming or on camera
Speaker 2: and it was just like, Okay, we could have discussed
Speaker 2: this first and I would have known how to address
Speaker 2: it in front of the camera.
Speaker 1: So with being with someone such you know, a public
Speaker 1: figure like you know, soldier boy, how did that kind
Speaker 1: of did the show have an effect? Was it just
Speaker 1: already because of what he was doing and he was
Speaker 1: very always you know, very vocal about it on social
Speaker 1: media and going back and forth about his put more of.
Speaker 2: A magnifying glass on everything, like you know what I mean,
Speaker 2: it wasn't so much like cheating, and it's just like
Speaker 2: it gets intensified when everybody specifically watching waiting to see
Speaker 2: what you're going to do, whose picture you're going to, like,
Speaker 2: who you're outside.
Speaker 1: With, They're waiting for something, waiting for you to like
Speaker 1: make something out of nothing, because you know, it is Hollywood,
Speaker 1: it's entertainment. So do you think that you guys would
Speaker 1: still be together if the show was it wouldn't have
Speaker 1: been taken place. No, I don't think so. I don't
Speaker 1: think so. Well, you seem very happy, and you know
Speaker 1: what I mean, I feel you know, I didn't know
Speaker 1: you then, but I know you now. You look you're
Speaker 1: very glowing, and you know, things happen for a reason.
Speaker 1: So those are just you know, situations and it all.
Speaker 1: So talk about your space now, what are what's your
Speaker 1: relationship status? Are you dating? Are you what is what's
Speaker 1: nea up to? A single? Dating? And single? So me
Speaker 1: and single? Explain that because you know I like that too,
Speaker 1: But I feel like nowadays it's like the dating world myself.
Speaker 1: I'm single and dating as well. Like it's it's hard
Speaker 1: to like especially in Hollywood. And I don't limit to
Speaker 1: Hollywood because you know, you know, peaceful say slighting the dams,
Speaker 1: but just because we travel for work and we're going
Speaker 1: to appearances, so you meet a lot of people. But
Speaker 1: you know, how do you deal with that? Are you
Speaker 1: still you know, looking for someone in entertainment? Do you
Speaker 1: not care anymore? Hard?
Speaker 2: Because I always say like, oh, I don't care, like
Speaker 2: it doesn't have to be a celebrity, But then I
Speaker 2: date somebody normal and then it's just kind of weird
Speaker 2: because like.
Speaker 1: They don't know your life.
Speaker 2: You want to date me because you want to get
Speaker 2: posted on Instagram or who I'm going out with, and
Speaker 2: you want to be seen like it's really hot.
Speaker 1: So you feel like you have a lot of walls
Speaker 1: up because of that. So how all the walls are up?
Speaker 1: So if somebody slid into your dms, you know they
Speaker 1: would get no shock.
Speaker 2: You know they do it often like oh, would you
Speaker 2: date a regular guy? And I'm like, no, I just
Speaker 2: ignore him.
Speaker 1: So you haven't answered any dms? Nope, I haven't.
Speaker 2: I really have it. I think a lot of people
Speaker 2: are intimidating as well. But that's even like when I
Speaker 2: was younger, as far as like my father like it's
Speaker 2: just too much.
Speaker 1: It's just too much. So being Teddy Riley's daughter growing up,
Speaker 1: it was just too much too. So you have all
Speaker 1: these like people.
Speaker 2: Think I'm high maintenance of like really Hollywood, and I
Speaker 2: don't think I'm like that.
Speaker 1: At all though I don't feel like that either. I
Speaker 1: feel like people are intimidated just because of the title
Speaker 1: and like you know, and I feel like myself because
Speaker 1: I don't. I may not talk at first, but I
Speaker 1: talk a lot. When people talk to me, they think like, oh,
Speaker 1: she's mean or she's a bit like no, if you
Speaker 1: just take the ton of talk or even say hi,
Speaker 1: I thought you were a bitch.
Speaker 2: I was like, because I didn't talk to you, I'll
Speaker 2: have to talk to you. But now, yeah, I mean
Speaker 2: I'm your favorite person exactly. See.
Speaker 1: I like that you have a big heart inside there,
Speaker 1: So let private talk know where we can follow you.
Speaker 1: Maybe they can slide into the DMS. Maybe it won't work,
Speaker 1: maybe it will, but you know, let them see what
Speaker 1: the chances. See there you go, there's hope. See see
Speaker 1: I like this, So I like where this is going.
Speaker 2: I'm really I'm really mainly just on Instagram. Neor Iley
Speaker 2: Snapchat is the same ne or Riiley. I have Twitter.
Speaker 2: I talk my shit on Twitter. You talk your ship?
Speaker 2: What do you talk?
Speaker 1: I don't know. I don't have to start following you.
Speaker 2: I had to kind of bring it back a little
Speaker 2: because every time I say something ends up on somebody's blogs,
Speaker 2: So I gotta hold back sometimes.
Speaker 1: Why. I feel like that's the place you're not supposed
Speaker 1: to hold back into who you are. You're not supposed
Speaker 1: to be.
Speaker 2: You know, it gets overwhelming with every little thing you
Speaker 2: say ends up on somebody's blog, and everybody else's opinions
Speaker 2: come into it. What's the craziest thing that's been on
Speaker 2: someone else's blog, on somebody's blog.
Speaker 1: That was taken from your Twitter? From my Twitter? You
Speaker 1: said you say crazy stuff on your Twitter?
Speaker 2: What kind of But a lot of times they take
Speaker 2: things out of context and think I'm talking about somebody
Speaker 2: that I'm not like, and I'll just be speaking in
Speaker 2: general and then'll apply it to apply it to a
Speaker 2: cast member. I'm like, I wasn't even talking about that,
Speaker 2: because if I was talking about that, person almost definitely
Speaker 2: at them.
Speaker 1: So you're the type of girl that's gonna add that person. Yeah,
Speaker 1: no DM, no texting, But why act like I would
Speaker 1: just go texting?
Speaker 2: Yeah, that's what I'm saying. Like I said it directly
Speaker 2: to say to somebody, I would have just said it
Speaker 2: to them.
Speaker 1: I'll have to go to Twitter. Yeah, I like thimes.
Speaker 2: I try to be as real as possible.
Speaker 1: So how is it as a kid growing up with
Speaker 1: a celebrity as big as your father?
Speaker 2: I get that question so much, And honestly, it was normal,
Speaker 2: and as a kid, it was even more normal than
Speaker 2: what kids go through now, Like people weren't pulling out
Speaker 2: their phones every five seconds or posting it on Snapchat, Instagram,
Speaker 2: and like, you know, it wasn't as intensified now. It
Speaker 2: was normal to me, and people weren't like wild and
Speaker 2: crazy like my Gud's. He's very humble, he'll speak to
Speaker 2: any and everyone. But it was normal. It wasn't chaotic ever,
Speaker 2: not that I ever recall. And I would go to
Speaker 2: his shows and everything and they were great. But it's
Speaker 2: so different now, like so now I'm like, oh, that
Speaker 2: was normal, Like yeah, that was nothing compared to what
Speaker 2: goes on now.
Speaker 1: So as a kid, do you do you remember a
Speaker 1: time when you knew, like hate your dad was famous
Speaker 1: because you think, like you said, it was pretty normalized,
Speaker 1: like younger was like, you.
Speaker 2: Know certain advantages like you know, at restaurants and not waiting.
Speaker 1: So you knew something. Yeah, of course, of course.
Speaker 2: And then you know, people would come and ask their pictures,
Speaker 2: but they were way more polite and discreet about it.
Speaker 1: And now that ship's out the door. Now it's like
Speaker 1: a they said, it's like, hey, when you're.
Speaker 2: Eating, don't let's just take a picture you eat and
Speaker 2: post it like, oh I just saw so and so
Speaker 2: and okay, that's happened to me before.
Speaker 1: And I hate it. I hate it. How do you
Speaker 1: how do you approach that? Because you're such you know,
Speaker 1: your public figure, and I feel like everyone that they're like,
Speaker 1: well they feel entitled, which you guys do not, are
Speaker 1: not entitled what you should be like everyone should respect.
Speaker 2: I feel like I'm I'm approachable. So if you do
Speaker 2: see me, like, just ask poor picture, don't sneak and
Speaker 2: take a picture all while I'm like a mile away
Speaker 2: eating or in the middle of a conversation, I'm.
Speaker 1: Like looking crazy in the picture because you.
Speaker 2: Didn't come ask you just try to sneak a pictures. Yeah,
Speaker 2: I'd rather you just speak to me. I say it
Speaker 2: all the time. People will DM and me like I
Speaker 2: saw you the years, like why didn't you speak like
Speaker 2: I'm gonna bite you a promise.
Speaker 1: I feel like it's you know, it's both because it's
Speaker 1: like as much as that person's gonna do the you know,
Speaker 1: take pictures, as much as like they're like what if
Speaker 1: they're gonna be you know, they don't want to respect
Speaker 1: her time too, I feel like it's about them. They
Speaker 1: won't say anything in real life, but they'll DM me like,
Speaker 1: oh I just saw you.
Speaker 2: Oh I knew that was you walking somewhere or doing
Speaker 2: this or walking into I'm.
Speaker 1: Like, okay, so you heard that private talk you just have.
Speaker 1: It's about your approach, you know what I mean. We're
Speaker 1: we're nice people. She's not gonna like bite you, She's
Speaker 1: really you know, it's just about your approach.
Speaker 2: It might bother me a little bit as if my
Speaker 2: daughter's with me, only because that distracts me from her
Speaker 2: and like, you know, she's a kid, like she'll be
Speaker 2: gone in five seconds.
Speaker 1: How did you you know with doing the reality shows
Speaker 1: and things like that. How did you kind of keep
Speaker 1: your daughter away from that because you don't see her
Speaker 1: at all in any of that? Did it? I have
Speaker 1: affected her in her life?
Speaker 2: I had her on TV the first season, but she
Speaker 2: was a baby, she was one, and I chose not
Speaker 2: to bring her back on. But she's grown to know
Speaker 2: who I am, what I do, so on like, we'll
Speaker 2: be at Target and people stare and then she'll be like, Mommy, I.
Speaker 1: Think they know you.
Speaker 2: I'm like you think so She's like yeah, And sometimes
Speaker 2: she'd be like that's Nea Riley.
Speaker 1: Oh my god, how cute kids? Kids like they have
Speaker 1: no filter? Oh, it was a rap. It was a rap.
Speaker 2: When she learned my name, like around two, when she
Speaker 2: could say my first and last name, I was like, Okay.
Speaker 1: She's your biggest fan. Absolutely, That's how I love that
Speaker 1: she loves it. That's really cool. So do you love
Speaker 1: or hate reality TV? I'm in between. It's a love
Speaker 1: hate kind of love hate. So that's you're open to you?
Speaker 1: I will I'll say this.
Speaker 2: I actually really enjoyed the marriage boot Camp segment, Like
Speaker 2: that whole situation.
Speaker 1: I feel like it was definitely more real.
Speaker 2: You know, we got a little bit of therapy here
Speaker 2: and there, but we could be ourselves.
Speaker 1: They caught a lot more.
Speaker 2: Reality, even though there were still things in my situation
Speaker 2: I held back on. But for the most part, like
Speaker 2: it was very real, genuine.
Speaker 1: Do you think it was because it was you know,
Speaker 1: film twenty four hours even though if you knew it
Speaker 1: was or not, Yeah, because at that point you you
Speaker 1: can't hide from anything, you know, with reality TV, I'm
Speaker 1: sure like how many hours a day are they in
Speaker 1: your house or do you how does that scheduling even work?
Speaker 2: Only filmed for a couple of hours unless we had
Speaker 2: two scenes, two or three scenes, but one scene, it
Speaker 2: probably takes us about four hours maybe and then that
Speaker 2: was it. But yeah, in Marriage boot Camp, it was
Speaker 2: all around the clock, Like there were certain hours there'd
Speaker 2: be someone actually filming and then they were gone.
Speaker 1: There's like one there, one there, like every corner. So
Speaker 1: walk us through that, you know that process. You stopped
Speaker 1: doing reality TV? You stopped, you know, with the Love
Speaker 1: and Hip Hop. How did you get talked back into
Speaker 1: again doing Marriage boot Camp with the same partner that
Speaker 1: got you to do the first reality TV At the time,
Speaker 1: we were actually broken up.
Speaker 2: And for me personally, I was just like for a
Speaker 2: to get back together, somebody needs therapy, like either it's
Speaker 2: you or me. And then that opportunity came and I
Speaker 2: genuinely felt like that was the perfect opportunity for us
Speaker 2: to try and work it out.
Speaker 1: And you had never taken that approach before or like
Speaker 1: not on TV, but you know, you know, but just
Speaker 1: counseling in general, Yeah you had. He had not. Oh no,
Speaker 1: I said it before, Okay, but it just nothing happened.
Speaker 1: So it was like, I'll talk. So you guys decided
Speaker 1: to go to marriage boot camp And with that, did
Speaker 1: you have expectations of you guys getting back together and
Speaker 1: fixing it? Or did y'all get back together before you're
Speaker 1: the show? Because how does that?
Speaker 2: Because I was I don't feel like I was so
Speaker 2: much like, oh, I want to be with him, he
Speaker 2: needs therapy, but so let's try and figure this out.
Speaker 2: It was really more so I've known him since I
Speaker 2: was seventeen, and it was at the point where I
Speaker 2: don't want us. I didn't want us to not have
Speaker 2: any kind of contact at all because at that point,
Speaker 2: love for somebody, Yeah, you were like family. So I'm
Speaker 2: like together or not. I still want us to be
Speaker 2: able to learn how to communicate properly, and you learn
Speaker 2: how to be around me without expecting too much from
Speaker 2: me relationship wise. And I wanted him to learn some
Speaker 2: things about hisself that he wasn't listening coming from me.
Speaker 1: So I was thinking, maybe a stranger could.
Speaker 2: Help you realize what you do wrong and how you
Speaker 2: speak to me and even with other people, not even
Speaker 2: just necessarily me, just in life in general. And that
Speaker 2: was my initial intent as far as going into doing
Speaker 2: that show.
Speaker 1: But so how long was that process? Is it four
Speaker 1: weeks or.
Speaker 2: No, it's.
Speaker 1: Like two and a half weeks. Okay, yeah, so you're
Speaker 1: there twenty twenty four hours, yeah, and.
Speaker 2: Not twenty four hours. You're there for the whole two
Speaker 2: and a half.
Speaker 1: Weeks and you're wak but they're filming every twenty four hours.
Speaker 1: So it's like literally like you have nothing. You have
Speaker 1: everything's on the table. But you said you still held back.
Speaker 1: Why do you think holding back? And like, do you
Speaker 1: think that was part of the reason because you knew
Speaker 1: you weren't really going to stay with him, You just
Speaker 1: wanted him to have help. No, I held back on
Speaker 1: certain things to protect him and that was just it.
Speaker 1: That was it. So you guys you're current. Do you
Speaker 1: guys talk now? Because have you did? You guys both
Speaker 1: learn something from that that if it was just not
Speaker 1: you guys being together and you have to be completely
Speaker 1: separate because you grow apart. I learned things about myself.
Speaker 2: I'm not sure he learned much, but I mean leaving
Speaker 2: the house he proposed to me. It obviously didn't work out.
Speaker 2: We're just two different spaces. I think I'm too mature, really,
Speaker 2: and I just it'll never be fixed.
Speaker 1: Yeah, too much damage happened, Like, uh no, that just
Speaker 1: takes an honest woman, you know, and a lot of
Speaker 1: you know, as women, we take a lot and we
Speaker 1: put up with a lot, if it's protecting him or
Speaker 1: protecting yourself or protecting just your family, you know. So
Speaker 1: it's it takes a strong woman to endure all those things,
Speaker 1: especially in a reality form and being showed that you
Speaker 1: don't know what's being cut or anything like that to
Speaker 1: you know, to show your your rawness, your realness and
Speaker 1: your relationship. So thank you for you know, showing that.
Speaker 1: If anything, you know, I think that that's just real
Speaker 1: and you know, it's unfortunate that it didn't you know
Speaker 1: happened what happened, But you know you're in a better
Speaker 1: place now, and I hope that you find someone out
Speaker 1: there that's gonna make you happy and a few on
Speaker 1: the roster.
Speaker 2: So how about are you in your roster? I feel
Speaker 2: like three three? Yeah, like two and a potential two
Speaker 2: and a potential.
Speaker 1: I like that.
Speaker 2: I like that for now, I'm so easily irritated though,
Speaker 2: like it's I need to work on that.
Speaker 1: What's your ideal date? If they were going to take
Speaker 1: you out?
Speaker 2: I'm not like I'm so I think I'm easy to please,
Speaker 2: like if you know what I like, I'm easy to please.
Speaker 1: But how do we know what you like? I mean, I.
Speaker 2: Feel like we'll have those conversations.
Speaker 1: So it takes a minute to get to that point.
Speaker 1: So you're not just going to go on a blind
Speaker 1: date and like.
Speaker 2: Expect like I've never been on a blind date.
Speaker 1: I don't think I could do that. I need to.
Speaker 2: I'm too nosy, like I have to know something.
Speaker 1: So because you said it's harder to date like normal
Speaker 1: people or not or not celebrities just said they're not
Speaker 1: normal people. But non celebrities do you go on their
Speaker 1: Instagram and stock their Instagram before you go on that date,
Speaker 1: of course, so you're Instagram investigator absolutely. I like that
Speaker 1: find you can find scary. Is that? How do you
Speaker 1: deal with like groupies in the industry? Because is that
Speaker 1: how you you're investigating skills? Like, yes, it were males,
Speaker 1: because you know it goes both ways, and sometimes the
Speaker 1: males are just as bad or worse, they are beyond or worse.
Speaker 1: Tell us the worst groupie story if you had to encounter.
Speaker 2: I don't really have any groupie stories. I just feel
Speaker 2: like it's just it's always like females sliding DMS like constantly,
Speaker 2: but men do it too, Like it's definitely reversed. Even
Speaker 2: guys that are celebrities, they're groupies too, so it's like
Speaker 2: it goes hand in hand.
Speaker 1: So they're all groupies. They're all groupies. They are all groupies,
Speaker 1: all right, And let's see if you're how comfortable you
Speaker 1: are with me. What's your craziest sex story the celebrity.
Speaker 2: Oh, I don't think I really have one, but see,
Speaker 2: am I crazy?
Speaker 1: Might not? Really? It's okay. Let us know, we want
Speaker 1: to know what's inside the mine THEA.
Speaker 2: I don't think I have any crazy.
Speaker 1: You have no crazy sectory. I do not believe that.
Speaker 1: Think of one.
Speaker 2: But my memory is trash, so let me think.
Speaker 1: Okay, don't make me have to sit here and go
Speaker 1: through the lists. Let me the one I said craziest
Speaker 1: one girl, I got all I got all day.
Speaker 2: You have to help me trigger something like I'm like, okay, yeah,
Speaker 2: I remember that happened.
Speaker 1: I mean, did you like to twerk it? Do you
Speaker 1: like to work it? You like to do multiple see
Speaker 1: like multiple people? Do you like to do like toys?
Speaker 1: You like to do like fetish play, role play, public sex. Well,
Speaker 1: people's situation. But that wasn't guys and girls.
Speaker 2: No, not guys and girls, but like a guy and
Speaker 2: a girl, yeah, or multiple girls. Yeah, just try and
Speaker 2: hear it all out. Okay, that wasn't like celebrity.
Speaker 1: So you've never had two guys at the one time. No,
Speaker 1: that's not Is that like nothing? That doesn't excite you
Speaker 1: at all. I'm not really into that. No, we're so
Speaker 1: trained to me, but I feel like the train is
Speaker 1: like multiple like chew chew, chew, chew choo choo choo
Speaker 1: joo choo choo choo. The guys like every time when
Speaker 1: they're like you know, when they come and they finish,
Speaker 1: they're like choo choo, and then it's next and then
Speaker 1: cheo choo and then next and then like the train,
Speaker 1: I feel like it's like four people. If it's two guys,
Speaker 1: there's a chew and then there's the chew. But it's
Speaker 1: how guys. That's not real. It's like it's half the train.
Speaker 1: That other part like didn't make the train station, they
Speaker 1: didn't get on and they missed their train. Considered it.
Speaker 2: I've never been offered it either, so uh, you know,
Speaker 2: it keeps you busy, It keeps you busy, sure it does.
Speaker 2: I feel like I'd be way busier and but.
Speaker 1: Sometimes, you know, you got to keep your mind occupied. Especially,
Speaker 1: I mean I'm a Gemini, so, like I said, my
Speaker 1: mind like goes everywhere. And then maybe that's why I
Speaker 1: did porn for so long. I don't really know, but
Speaker 1: I keep it keep it busy. Now that's not something
Speaker 1: that my preference. But it's you know, something I have
Speaker 1: done twice, Okay, only twice, I mean three times. It
Speaker 1: makes it nice, but I haven't done a third time,
Speaker 1: So okay, are you gonna go for three? I'm not
Speaker 1: opposed to anything, but not like you know, I don't
Speaker 1: do scenes anymore. I haven't done. And that's both signs
Speaker 1: it was real. Yeah, this would be real life. Okay,
Speaker 1: that means like that's that's real life. That means it's scary, man,
Speaker 1: it's real. I'm really prude in my real life. I
Speaker 1: don't have sex at all. I mean either I am
Speaker 1: people think twenty twenty I am a virgin. You're a
Speaker 1: twenty twenty virgin. I can't say that, But I still
Speaker 1: don't have that much sex. You know, in my mind,
Speaker 1: certain situations don't count. So but what makes it not count?
Speaker 1: I didn't get where you got it? I it doesn't count.
Speaker 1: So if you didn't come, it doesn't countly not interesting,
Speaker 1: but I don't count it. But is it because he's
Speaker 1: going like he's not lasting long? Or is it because
Speaker 1: it takes you a long time to come or they
Speaker 1: just don't know what they're doing It takes you a
Speaker 1: long time to come.
Speaker 2: I don't think I've ever had sex with someone that
Speaker 2: didn't know what they were doing.
Speaker 1: But if they're not making you come, how to know
Speaker 1: what they're doing.
Speaker 2: You know, it's really hard for me. I think it's
Speaker 2: like a mind thing though, a mind thing. So but
Speaker 2: why do you know everybody you have sex with your
Speaker 2: love with? Okay, and that's so I think for me,
Speaker 2: it's like it takes me a while to get there.
Speaker 1: So do you feel like if you come, that means
Speaker 1: that that you're like, I love you, but but you're
Speaker 1: like you have this feeling. Yes, okay, so that's okay,
Speaker 1: that's fair, that's fair. I feel it. So you're just
Speaker 1: more resistant. So it's like power of the pussy if
Speaker 1: you give them the real good good because once it
Speaker 1: gets wet wet, then it's just you know, they're not
Speaker 1: on a whole no level. Yeah, then you know things.
Speaker 2: If you can do it the first time, then we
Speaker 2: might have issues, like I might start blowing.
Speaker 1: Has that happened? It has happened? Are you like what? Yes? Yeah,
Speaker 1: i'd be shook it first time. I've never squirted. I
Speaker 1: don't know if that's too personal, but it's not too personal.
Speaker 1: It's private talk private. Don't like it, you don't like it,
Speaker 1: that's because you don't like you have control. That's control issues.
Speaker 1: It's okay, I do too, I don't like to, but
Speaker 1: notwthcoming though, I feel like to me, if we're doing it,
Speaker 1: I'm coming because I'm not gonna do it for no reason.
Speaker 1: And I feel like it's like but I'm with that.
Speaker 2: I'm like, okay, I want to. But as far as squirting,
Speaker 2: I'm like, okay, hold on you. But that's a form
Speaker 2: of coming, yeah, you know, and that I'm like, all right,
Speaker 2: give me a second. Was it from having like sexual
Speaker 2: penetration or with like fingers sexual Yeah? See mine was
Speaker 2: only with fingers, like for play. I've never done it
Speaker 2: with having sex like penetrated. And it like came out.
Speaker 1: It was like Niagara Falls. It was like I just
Speaker 1: didn't know what was happening. But they said it was good.
Speaker 1: So I was like, yes, I love I love it
Speaker 1: because I feel like they won something. It's like, you know,
Speaker 1: like yeah they do.
Speaker 2: They really feel like that's an accomplishment, you know, shout
Speaker 2: out there to the guys that can make him score
Speaker 2: because not every man can do that. It is really
Speaker 2: a talent and it's actually like you know, hitting a
Speaker 2: really you know.
Speaker 1: Sensitive spot out there. Private talk. They will definitely pussy twice.
Speaker 1: I like this. I like this. I like where this
Speaker 1: is going. All right, well we're going to take a
Speaker 1: little break, and I think this is a good time
Speaker 1: to segue into Truth with Texas. It is one of
Speaker 1: my favorite parts of this segment. It's we're going to
Speaker 1: get a little bit more personal. I feel like we're
Speaker 1: warm up. We're talking about squirting, We're talking about these
Speaker 1: celebrities sexual experiences. We're getting it off from Yeah, So
Speaker 1: make sure that you are liking and subscribing to the
Speaker 1: channel because Private Talk it's about to get crazy. All right,
Speaker 1: Private Talk, we are back with me and Riley, and
Speaker 1: she has been on the Private Talk couch giving us
Speaker 1: that hot and steamy info. And I like her honesty
Speaker 1: because you know, some people get a little scared. But
Speaker 1: I like and love where we're going with this. So
Speaker 1: we're going to get to Truth with Texas. We're going
Speaker 1: to get a little bit more spicy. Or do you
Speaker 1: think you're ready for this? All right? I hope you're
Speaker 1: ready for it. They're not too bad, don't worry. Okay,
Speaker 1: all right, Ace of Spades. That's Private Talk's favorite one
Speaker 1: because it's my logo. It's, you know, the best one
Speaker 1: out there, you know, but it's going to be the
Speaker 1: naughtiest question. So you're like starting with the naughty one.
Speaker 1: Are you a naughty girl? I can be naughty girl.
Speaker 1: How much I was drinking? Have you ever given head
Speaker 1: while driving? Oh? Yes, I have? How many times? Multiple times?
Speaker 2: Multiple times? They were all great times, except for one.
Speaker 1: One was bad. There was he actually got pulled over
Speaker 1: and got arrested. He got pulled over because you were
Speaker 1: giving him had not That's not why.
Speaker 2: We had been drinking already, So it led to that.
Speaker 1: Do you think that it was he was swerving because
Speaker 1: of your head? Game was so strong? Y like, what's
Speaker 1: going on with I'm gonna say that's why? Yes, yes,
Speaker 1: that's the time. I can't of course. So why when's
Speaker 1: the last time you had sex with your ex? Which
Speaker 1: X just ax? You're like, what? Who told you? What?
Speaker 1: Miss Texas? Why that happened? Do you know? I don't know.
Speaker 1: I haven't had.
Speaker 2: Private any x is in a very long time.
Speaker 1: I haven't even been in that many.
Speaker 2: Real relationships, so I you know, I've gone back to
Speaker 2: guys that have dated, but we weren't in a real relationship,
Speaker 2: so X very long time.
Speaker 1: Because you're still a twenty twenty virgin. Yes, we're trying
Speaker 1: to change that here at private Talk. We're trying to
Speaker 1: get you ways, and we're trying to get you laid
Speaker 1: in the right way. But only a real man can
Speaker 1: please this lady because she's not giving you up that
Speaker 1: fountain of youth, that fountain of gold, that fountain of
Speaker 1: power between those legs, unless you give it to her. Right,
Speaker 1: that's right, all right? Pick another one?
Speaker 2: Okay?
Speaker 1: Clubs? All right? What do we have in clubs? We
Speaker 1: have kinky? Are you kinky? I don't know if I'm
Speaker 1: considered kinky or not? Is kinky? What is kinky?
Speaker 2: Kinky's like you know, bondage, like you might have a
Speaker 2: different definition.
Speaker 1: Are you? Are you typecasting me because I used to
Speaker 1: do porno videos? Not at all? What kind of kinky?
Speaker 1: I'm not? Like? You know, what is that that movie
Speaker 1: that all the girls like kinky? Mister Gray's Dungeon, Like,
Speaker 1: I'm not that cy I would do stuff like that.
Speaker 1: I just haven't. Look your voice told me like, I
Speaker 1: would do stuff like that. You like that ship?
Speaker 2: So you like to be tied up? I would I
Speaker 2: would do that. I think that would be fun.
Speaker 1: So you haven't. I have not, but you would like that.
Speaker 1: You hear that? Take notes, Guys out here.
Speaker 2: Definitely try it as long as you have a safe
Speaker 2: for it. Say what what's your safe would be? You've
Speaker 2: thought about it.
Speaker 1: I know you have sushi sushi. What if they just
Speaker 1: think you're hungry? Well, something's wrong with me. It's randomly screaming,
Speaker 1: you're tied up and you're like sushi, sushi, sushi. Yeah,
Speaker 1: something's wrong with me. Then maybe you should explore. You know,
Speaker 1: you need the expert to like do the tying up
Speaker 1: thing because you know it takes a perfect craft thing.
Speaker 1: But you definitely should try it. I definitely won't to
Speaker 1: try it. So your kinky question is, have you ever
Speaker 1: been caught in the act going solo masturbating and somebody
Speaker 1: walked in the room masturbating? No? No, no one's caught
Speaker 1: you masturbating. Never has anybody caught you having sex? Uh?
Speaker 2: Yeah, but that doesn't really count. Like friends walking in
Speaker 2: like who cares, But not anybody like a parent, not
Speaker 2: like your dad or your No, I've never even had
Speaker 2: what do you think the same roof what do you
Speaker 2: think you're doing? I would die, I just have I'd
Speaker 2: probably honestly have a whole heart attack if it happened.
Speaker 2: Oh my god, that's so I'm getting hot flashed about
Speaker 2: that ever happened or my mother? Oh god, no, no, no,
Speaker 2: that would be awkward.
Speaker 1: That would ever, Yeah, very awkward.
Speaker 2: And I'm not like quiet, so that so you're a
Speaker 2: loud person. I'm kind of loud.
Speaker 1: How loud? Can you give us an example? Like how
Speaker 1: loud does it go?
Speaker 2: I mean, I'm not like super loud because I don't
Speaker 2: want to disrupt anybody, Like.
Speaker 1: But why maybe that knows that they're going to go more.
Speaker 2: Depends on if I know other people are around, Like,
Speaker 2: I know how loud?
Speaker 1: What's you're offt of highest? I'm give it time. I
Speaker 1: can't I'll get too loud now, way louder than that though.
Speaker 1: Oh I was just trying to draw it out of you.
Speaker 1: I can't do it. No, okay, I try it. I
Speaker 1: tried time to talk. I try next time. Let me
Speaker 1: finish my drinking. I'll give you, yeah drinking, I'll give
Speaker 1: you a little bit. I like it. We'll come back
Speaker 1: to that one. We'll come on all right, let's get
Speaker 1: it keep it going. Our hearts the romantic one, right, yes, romantic?
Speaker 1: So what was your first experience sexual experience? Like? Was
Speaker 1: that that that seems horrible? Was your first sexual experience horrible?
Speaker 1: Why explain it to us?
Speaker 2: Why my how I lost my virginity?
Speaker 1: I was right?
Speaker 2: So oh that was the greatest good at all. Remember
Speaker 2: my second time? I was six, I don't remember what
Speaker 2: that was.
Speaker 1: Like, Okay, let's change it up. Then, let's say this,
Speaker 1: what is your ideal for place situation? If you had
Speaker 1: that guy that you I know hasn't happened in twenty twenty.
Speaker 1: But what if that person that you did start to
Speaker 1: have feelings for and he's mister X right now we
Speaker 1: don't know who. Yeah, and question mark, we'll put question
Speaker 1: mark and he's doing all the right things. What would
Speaker 1: your be like ideals set up for play like situation
Speaker 1: that would really like stimulate your mind to like to
Speaker 1: the next level like four play. I mean, I want
Speaker 1: to be banded, not tied up. That's your foreplay. Hell yeah,
Speaker 1: that's what I want to do. But what so, but
Speaker 1: would you want to.
Speaker 2: Haven't done handcuffs either? Need a little bit of that
Speaker 2: in my life. I need to spice it up. I'm thirty.
Speaker 1: Now it's time we need to like, we need to
Speaker 1: get you so okay, I know exactly what's going You
Speaker 1: need bondage gear. We're gonna go to the sextor I'll
Speaker 1: go with you, I'll help you out. I'll yes, because
Speaker 1: I need to be pink though I'm okay with that
Speaker 1: and they have you know, pink and black. It goes,
Speaker 1: it's come together. It's good. I mean, I think it'd
Speaker 1: be really great. But I feel like you're on this
Speaker 1: whole like different like energy right now, this like sexual
Speaker 1: heightened empowered single woman as you are is twenty twenty.
Speaker 1: Even though I'm not having sex, You're still in power thirty.
Speaker 2: Honestly, I say, like I never really had my whole face,
Speaker 2: so I've entered that.
Speaker 1: So you're in hope.
Speaker 2: Face now I'm in home face like I'm going he
Speaker 2: is in her face private brottle right now.
Speaker 1: Oh she's on it. I'm ready, full throttle. What is?
Speaker 1: What is? What's going on? In full throttle? Can we have?
Speaker 1: You know?
Speaker 2: I haven't gotten there yet. I'm like trying to, you know,
Speaker 2: figure it out, but not go to I'm intrigued. But hey,
Speaker 2: if you need any pointers, any tips.
Speaker 1: I'm gonna call you. I got them. Private talk knows
Speaker 1: you like that, call you for sure. The last one Diamonds,
Speaker 1: it's spicy. Questions are a little spicy, little naughty, little everything?
Speaker 1: Are you a spicy mama? I think I'm a little spicy.
Speaker 1: You're a little spicy. Spicy. Okay, so since you haven't
Speaker 1: had sex this year, you've obviously masturbated. It didn't count.
Speaker 1: Oh it didn't count. Oh no, that this is not
Speaker 1: Why does it count? Because it didn't count?
Speaker 2: I feel like there's a redraw recount whatever is going on.
Speaker 1: Talk this is not. This is now Okay.
Speaker 2: If I didn't get there, it doesn't count.
Speaker 1: There must be a lot of counting on. It has
Speaker 1: been a lot, It has been a lot. But man,
Speaker 1: I don't think that that's only already. But if you
Speaker 1: enter and you penetrate, that counts unless it's a repeated
Speaker 1: funding and then but it still counts because if you've
Speaker 1: got in it like that's X thing like it already happens,
Speaker 1: so doesn't add to your numbers. So it doesn't count, right,
Speaker 1: you know, Yeah, it wasn't like a new person. Yeah,
Speaker 1: but if it's entering you, you know, all right, I
Speaker 1: guess you're not a virgin in twenty twenty. You lie
Speaker 1: to me. Everyone in this room is now dumber for
Speaker 1: having me but I had to. I had to do
Speaker 1: that to you because it's you know, we can still
Speaker 1: slide on your DMT because I don't want to be
Speaker 1: called out either. They're gonna be like, are lying. Well,
Speaker 1: we like the honesty and the truth you're probably talking.
Speaker 1: You know, we got it out of out. So now
Speaker 1: that we know that you still had sex, but it
Speaker 1: didn't count, but you masturbate it correct, I do.
Speaker 2: If it's been a long time, that what's a long time?
Speaker 2: I mean like I can go a while, Okay, like
Speaker 2: a year, six months.
Speaker 1: I've gone that long before for a year. Yeah, but
Speaker 1: I'm younger. How young I mean? I was like how
Speaker 1: old was I? I mean I was like nineteen. You
Speaker 1: must have been really mad, like I've been mad. I
Speaker 1: feel like there's a lot of sexual edit like tension
Speaker 1: brought like like lea, I can go without it.
Speaker 2: I can't too not be like cool. But then I
Speaker 2: realized I don't want to be without it.
Speaker 1: I might be sexually frustrated, but I'm ignoring it. But
Speaker 1: I can go a while.
Speaker 2: After twenty five, I think the longest I've gone is probably.
Speaker 1: Like maybe two months, two months, So after two months,
Speaker 1: you're a masturbabe. Yeah, do you do it with a
Speaker 1: like a dildo hatachi? Like a little pink one? Is
Speaker 1: it like a bullet or is it it's bigger so
Speaker 1: it's like internal yeah exactly. Okay, Oh it has a
Speaker 1: little outside. So it's a rabbit. Yeah, like a rabbit.
Speaker 1: So I have a rabbit somewhere out there in this world.
Speaker 1: There's a toy line that I have one. But so
Speaker 1: when you're doing that time, what do you think of?
Speaker 1: Or who do you think of?
Speaker 2: I normally watch porn like threesomes and then that'll do
Speaker 2: it for me.
Speaker 1: So you like three some porns and that's what gets
Speaker 1: it too over And you're screaming by yourself because I
Speaker 1: know you. I don't scream by myself. No screaming by myself.
Speaker 1: Sometimes I'm own a little louder. I feel like my
Speaker 1: neighbors probably think I'm like a big hoe because I
Speaker 1: do some webcam and shows and I've said every single name.
Speaker 1: I'm like Jeffrey tom Bill, and I'm like and my.
Speaker 2: And like my neighbor's doors right there, and the like
Speaker 2: my assistant she's like, you know, I bet you your
Speaker 2: neighbors really think you have a lot of sex cause
Speaker 2: I'm like, but I don't.
Speaker 1: That's funny that happens. I'm actually quiet. So you don't
Speaker 1: have like a celebrity crush that you're thinking of all
Speaker 1: your masturbating.
Speaker 2: Oh no, no, I don't think I really have one
Speaker 2: a celebrity.
Speaker 1: You don't have a celebrity crush.
Speaker 2: I know, Oh I do, but I don't think about
Speaker 2: him during sex.
Speaker 1: Who's your celebrity crush? I love Machine Gun Kelly, and
Speaker 1: I don't know why. He's a good one. He's gonna
Speaker 1: be on the private talk too. He's a good friend
Speaker 1: of mine. He's he's very he's very sexy. I should
Speaker 1: tell him. I'll let him not a slide on the dam.
Speaker 1: I'll let him know. He's definitely a true like condoisseur
Speaker 1: of like everything that is used, like I don't know,
Speaker 1: just realness. So it's I feel like when someone's real
Speaker 1: in their own skin, that they exude the sexiness or
Speaker 1: like just like a how man touches a man or someone,
Speaker 1: you know what I mean, Like a man touches a
Speaker 1: woman not rewind, I don't know, but you know, but
Speaker 1: the sensuality. I'm like, you know what I mean. It
Speaker 1: just I like to someone just be confident. And since
Speaker 1: the day I met him, he's like nothing but great
Speaker 1: things to say about him, and his success is like
Speaker 1: he deserves every bit of it. He's been humble like
Speaker 1: and super really cool to really cool. I like that one.
Speaker 1: All right, Well that is truth with Texas. We're going
Speaker 1: to take another little short break and I'm going to
Speaker 1: put you in charge of putting me in the hot seat.
Speaker 1: If you have any questions out there you think private
Speaker 1: talk would want to know, or even yourself a little
Speaker 1: bit curious. Yeah, we're gonna see what Miss Sonnia has
Speaker 1: to say for Miss Texas. I'm not sure if I'm running,
Speaker 1: but I know I'm always ready. So what questions do you?
Speaker 1: How do you mean what?
Speaker 2: The first question I can think of is what made
Speaker 2: you want to be in the adult industry?
Speaker 1: What made me want to be the adult industry? So
Speaker 1: were you? I was twenty one when I started. I
Speaker 1: had a company called Shane's World, which was a reality
Speaker 1: like amateur type worn thing, which is really new back then,
Speaker 1: which started in two thousand and six, and so they
Speaker 1: approached me about doing a scene, and long story short,
Speaker 1: I was like, the guy approached me and he was Basically,
Speaker 1: he's like, we're doing this thing getting girls in college.
Speaker 1: If you want to do a scene with me, He's like,
Speaker 1: I didn't think you would want to do it. Blah
Speaker 1: blah blah blah blah. He didn't call me. I was
Speaker 1: working at a bar. So the next day I was like, oh,
Speaker 1: I guess she really didn't want me to be in
Speaker 1: your movie anyways, just being like a college girl not
Speaker 1: liking rejection, and so he calls me meeting He's like,
Speaker 1: I wouldn't think you would even want to do it.
Speaker 1: Blah blah blah blah. So he stayed on the phone
Speaker 1: and he was like, if you want to do it,
Speaker 1: and I'm like, I'm not saying I want to do
Speaker 1: it at all, but you know what, So long story short,
Speaker 1: I was gonna I would have had sex with him anyways,
Speaker 1: and we had sex with a condom, and I was
Speaker 1: gonna I got a thousand dollars cash. I was like
Speaker 1: for a college kid, that's a lot of money. And
Speaker 1: there was a lot of porn going on, so there
Speaker 1: was like basically, they're like, no one's ever gonna know.
Speaker 1: It's like finding a needle in a haystack. So if
Speaker 1: you do this whatever. I was like, hey, I've done
Speaker 1: worse things in college. I'm sure why not. I could
Speaker 1: hay a lot of bills. So I ended up doing
Speaker 1: the scene and I never thought I would ever do
Speaker 1: a scene ever again. And he went back to California.
Speaker 1: I stayed in Texas. He hit me up like three
Speaker 1: months later. We would kind of like talk to here
Speaker 1: and there, and he's like a company called Bangbros. Wants
Speaker 1: to shoot you. And I'm like, oh, I don't even
Speaker 1: know like what that means. And he's like, well, just
Speaker 1: come out to California, you know, it'll just eat with me.
Speaker 1: And yeah. So I went to Florida, I went to Miami.
Speaker 1: I shot for Bangbros. I did two scenes with him,
Speaker 1: and I liked it. I like the whole glamour. I
Speaker 1: like the whole like the women empowerment. I've always been
Speaker 1: comfortable in my own skin, so I was always a
Speaker 1: curvy girl and I never had like shame. So I
Speaker 1: was the girl and I had all me aw me,
Speaker 1: it's all natural. I'm in Puerto Rican, German, Norwegian, and
Speaker 1: so when I was when I was growing up, I
Speaker 1: would like be the girl showing my guy friends how
Speaker 1: to take a bra off. I'm like, show me your dicks.
Speaker 1: I did not for sexual reasons, but I was like,
Speaker 1: I'll show you to tease, like to take a bra
Speaker 1: off with one hand if you show me. So it
Speaker 1: was just like I've always been comfortable with sexuality, but
Speaker 1: I didn't know what that meant. So when I went there,
Speaker 1: I felt it was like a first time that I
Speaker 1: was like, man, these are people that are like minded people.
Speaker 1: They're not thinking that it's like, you know, a sex
Speaker 1: for marriage type of thing. Because I didn't really believe,
Speaker 1: you know, I'm not a religious person, but I believe,
Speaker 1: you know, in God, in a higher power. But I
Speaker 1: wasn't you know, I didn't wasn't taught those kinds of
Speaker 1: you know, morals as far as what sexual things as
Speaker 1: that goes. And so I was just kind of finding
Speaker 1: my own sexuality. So when I kind of found a
Speaker 1: safe place to do that because we get tested and
Speaker 1: it's you know, in my own says of as far
Speaker 1: as what I want to do and what I don't
Speaker 1: want to do, I was like why not? And so
Speaker 1: I did the scene. I moved. I went back to
Speaker 1: La I mean, I went back to Texas, and I
Speaker 1: was bartending at the time, and literally because Bang Bros.
Speaker 1: Is a really huge, you know, website and company, and
Speaker 1: this is starting early on, so every Monday they would
Speaker 1: do scenes or new releases, and so I was a
Speaker 1: new release and I had just shot it like a
Speaker 1: couple of days before. So I go back, and of
Speaker 1: course every college kid watches porn. I don't know that
Speaker 1: because I'd never watched porn like that. So I'm at
Speaker 1: the bar and I have my ex roommate saying all
Speaker 1: kinds of stuff and calling me names, and I was
Speaker 1: getting to fight, and this is like whole big old thing,
Speaker 1: and I was just like, this is not the place
Speaker 1: for me, because you know, Texas has always got a
Speaker 1: stigma too of being really judgmental and set in their ways,
Speaker 1: and I was always different. And my family's from New
Speaker 1: York and I just move through the military, so I
Speaker 1: was kind of just put in that space. But I
Speaker 1: always knew that there was more for me and the
Speaker 1: way of thinking. I didn't like to be segregated or
Speaker 1: like conformed into certain idealism. I wanted to experience myself.
Speaker 1: So I feel like porn to me, it just kind
Speaker 1: of fell in my lap, and I was like, you
Speaker 1: know what, fuck it, go big or go home, and
Speaker 1: I haven't gone home. And I just kind of made
Speaker 1: my own way, and I did it the way I
Speaker 1: wanted to. I didn't do things the way typical people
Speaker 1: in my business probably would because of monetary reasons or
Speaker 1: because someone told you to do things. I just kind
Speaker 1: of did it on my own terms. And so yeah,
Speaker 1: that's why I did it. And you're you're done with
Speaker 1: it now though, Yeah, you know, for me, I haven't
Speaker 1: done scenes in number three. I keep saying three. I
Speaker 1: think it's probably four now, but it just years go by.
Speaker 1: You know, I've directed, you know, last year I did
Speaker 1: I directed a scene or a movie actually for Elegant Angel.
Speaker 1: But I haven't done my own movies in a really
Speaker 1: long time. I'd have an only fans, and I'd do,
Speaker 1: you know, solo stuff on my stuff. You would never
Speaker 1: you've done, you know, I never say never. But for me,
Speaker 1: it's like it was a part of a chapter that
Speaker 1: I always said, like it was a part of my twenties.
Speaker 1: I started when I was twenty one, you know, I'm
Speaker 1: thirty four now, and it's you know, it's I always
Speaker 1: wanted to leave when I was on top. I didn't
Speaker 1: want to be like, man, this bitch is still here
Speaker 1: and you know, things like that and not saying that again.
Speaker 1: I can't go back in any of those things. But
Speaker 1: for me, I feel like I've done my body of
Speaker 1: work in that in that industry, and for me now
Speaker 1: this is what's next for me. And I'm kind of
Speaker 1: really you know, taking the podcasting really serious and still
Speaker 1: using my brand and my fans because it's a part
Speaker 1: of who I am. I can't take that or you know,
Speaker 1: nor do I want to like diminish what I've ever
Speaker 1: done because I feel like it's a part of who
Speaker 1: I am. It doesn't define me, but it definitely is
Speaker 1: a part of who I am and how successful I've
Speaker 1: been in the industry.
Speaker 2: Okay, I like, thank you, cutee.
Speaker 1: I can't think of anything else that was the most
Speaker 1: Do you have any sexual questions since I've asked you,
Speaker 1: like my truths with Texas questions.
Speaker 2: Okay, what's the kinkiest thing you've done real life?
Speaker 1: Oh? That's why I told you I don't do kinky
Speaker 1: things in real life, but you have to it four years? Yeah,
Speaker 1: but thinkinky. No, I've been I was in a relationship
Speaker 1: for a really long time exactly like you're all the
Speaker 1: same here. See, that's why I hear private talk. It's
Speaker 1: about making new friends and having experiences and sharing those things.
Speaker 1: And you know we're not in the same industry by
Speaker 1: any means, but it's entertainment, you know industry, and it's like,
Speaker 1: you know, we we co exist and you know we
Speaker 1: cross paths on other levels. But it's just like you know,
Speaker 1: finding ways where we you know, connect and things like that.
Speaker 1: It's definitely. But in my personal life, I'm so prude.
Speaker 1: I don't I think I've done the most crazy things
Speaker 1: and I wouldn't say crude, like I can get down,
Speaker 1: trust me. But it's been and it's like the four
Speaker 1: years like I'm yeah, I can't really. I mean I
Speaker 1: think for me on film, I did a gang bang
Speaker 1: and that was the craziest thing. So the chew Choo.
Speaker 1: That's why I know how I knew how to chew
Speaker 1: choo because I knew how many. But that's why I'm like,
Speaker 1: I can stick stuff. I think there was five people.
Speaker 1: I don't know. I stopped counting after a while, but yeah,
Speaker 1: I did a movie like that. One was a real
Speaker 1: it was uh, it was it was a real chew chew. Okay,
Speaker 1: how did you feel after that? Uh? I was come drunk.
Speaker 1: I don't even remember. Like for me, it was because
Speaker 1: I directed and I produced that movie, and so like
Speaker 1: having that power is a good and bad thing because
Speaker 1: like there would be so many moments that I'd be like,
Speaker 1: all right, cut and I'd walk off the set and
Speaker 1: I'm like, all right, I just need to like I
Speaker 1: need a break, I need to go smoke a blood
Speaker 1: or like, and then I'm like, all right, I'm good,
Speaker 1: let's go. And it wasn't because anything was bad was happening.
Speaker 1: It was just because it's intense, you know what I mean,
Speaker 1: And because it's what's portrayed behind or what happens onseen
Speaker 1: or on set, and what's on camera is portrayed very
Speaker 1: differently the same thing as like words similar to you
Speaker 1: which you're shooting. You don't know how it's going to
Speaker 1: be edited, so you don't know the intensity of what
Speaker 1: that really is going to be. So it's not like
Speaker 1: forty five minutes that you see, it's like two and
Speaker 1: a half hours, three hours, because you know they're trying
Speaker 1: to see something, they're trying to see the sex and
Speaker 1: you know, and it's kind of difficult when there's so
Speaker 1: many people involved. Yeah, I did that. You're welcome private talking.
Speaker 1: Have you watch that movie again and again and again,
Speaker 1: you know, promote it? So you uh, if you have?
Speaker 1: You have a playlist right now? And what are you
Speaker 1: listening to currently? I listen to Honestly, right now, I
Speaker 1: think I.
Speaker 2: Listened to like a lot of toy Lanes, so you
Speaker 2: like the slow jams kind of he's not really that
Speaker 2: slow though, he's like kind of in between in between. Yeah,
Speaker 2: he's like in between. That's how I can deal with it.
Speaker 2: And then I'll listen to the like old stuff still,
Speaker 2: like I just let my whole.
Speaker 1: Do you have your dad's favorite? Oh? Yeah, what's your
Speaker 1: dad's favorite?
Speaker 2: I listened to there's a song from Black Street he
Speaker 2: has that I loved when I was younger. It's called
Speaker 2: brown Eyes. And of course I love No Dignity pretty
Speaker 2: much all the guy's songs and yeah, it just it
Speaker 2: just close.
Speaker 1: But of course I have all those. All of those
Speaker 1: those are all great ones. Everyone loves those, I mean
Speaker 1: their classics absolutely. So. Is it true that you're allergic
Speaker 1: to chicken? I am? Have you always been allergic to chicken. No.
Speaker 2: I had no allergies at all until.
Speaker 1: I think I was seventeen.
Speaker 2: I about seventeen, and then one morning I actually ended
Speaker 2: up sleeping with my sister and I woke up and
Speaker 2: my top lip with like the size of my fist.
Speaker 2: And I was like okay, because before that I was
Speaker 2: just like getting highs. That day, I was like, okay,
Speaker 2: the next day, I'm going to an analogist, and I
Speaker 2: went and they tested me and they were like, yeah, that.
Speaker 1: Was one of them.
Speaker 2: It was a lot of other things, but they do
Speaker 2: everything on a scale from like zero to five or
Speaker 2: something like that, and for me, chicken was at like
Speaker 2: it was either three or four. I can't remember exactly.
Speaker 2: So it's like I can eat it, but like.
Speaker 1: It's not something you want to want. It's a week
Speaker 1: and chill out because if I eat it every day,
Speaker 1: I don't think I could ever stop. That's like anything now,
Speaker 1: Like don't I don't eve rend with her pork anymore.
Speaker 2: Yeah, I'm not a big meat person, but I love seafood,
Speaker 2: so I'm like, yeah, I'll take away my seafood on five.
Speaker 2: But chicken is like I can eat it, but like
Speaker 2: once a week I eat and I'll be fine, but
Speaker 2: if I eat like two three times, then I start
Speaker 2: itching hives and all kind of crazy stuff.
Speaker 1: We don't want to. I know. Yes, it's it's very stranger.
Speaker 2: People will hear me say that they're I know because
Speaker 2: it's and I tried to ignore it for so long,
Speaker 2: and sometimes I have these really bad like itching spells,
Speaker 2: and I'm like, oh my god, what is wrong with me?
Speaker 2: Like like when I'm trying to go to sleep too,
Speaker 2: and I'm.
Speaker 1: Like, damn. It's funny because like my my, my oldest
Speaker 1: girl dogs she's allergic to chicken. And that's why it
Speaker 1: was funny because like like yeah, like I see that
Speaker 1: I do my research here private top, but now my
Speaker 1: but my dog is like that, so like I feed
Speaker 1: them just for just for dogs. I think it's the food,
Speaker 1: so it's like all natural stuff. And that was like
Speaker 1: we like learning and she got like hives and it
Speaker 1: was like it was very The other dog is not
Speaker 1: like that at all.
Speaker 2: Actually, my best friend she her name is Na as well.
Speaker 2: She's alerted chicken, but her case is way worse than mine.
Speaker 2: Like I can cook it and touch it and I'll
Speaker 2: be okay, like.
Speaker 1: You're having at least we said once a week. That's
Speaker 1: not super highly allergic.
Speaker 2: But she can't do anything like she'll instantly break out
Speaker 2: in high It's.
Speaker 1: It's crazy how it affects different people like that. It's
Speaker 1: definitely different.
Speaker 2: But yeah, that's the only meat that does that to me.
Speaker 1: But I didn't grow up eating red meat.
Speaker 2: So now I'm like to my diet a little bit
Speaker 2: because I'm like, well, I can't really eat chicken like that.
Speaker 2: So now I didn't have my first steak until I
Speaker 2: was like pregnant with my daughter.
Speaker 1: Did you crave that kind of Yeah? I created that.
Speaker 1: I craved chitlins when I was pregnant with my daughter.
Speaker 1: It was so but I ate it. That's crazy how
Speaker 1: it works like that. See, for me, I was different.
Speaker 1: I'm from you know, raised in Texas. I used to
Speaker 1: have read me all the time. Now I don't. I
Speaker 1: haven't spent almost two years. Like, as long as I
Speaker 1: can still eat any and all seafood, I am say,
Speaker 1: I'm a seafood person. I am. That's I strictly really
Speaker 1: eat seafood. Chicken, yeah, occasionally because I can't not.
Speaker 2: Just eat it because it's just so yummy and it's
Speaker 2: so it's so convenience, like the most.
Speaker 1: Convenient they need, probably fast and quick and easy. And
Speaker 1: yet yep. So I have one more question for you.
Speaker 1: Is it true that she wanted to be a mortician?
Speaker 1: I did Where did that come from? I did, you
Speaker 1: know what?
Speaker 2: Because I was I was make barties, okay, and prior
Speaker 2: to me having my daughter, I was going to go
Speaker 2: back to school for forensics. And then I was just like, well,
Speaker 2: I don't want to start school and not be able
Speaker 2: to finish because I had a baby. Even though I
Speaker 2: was like, oh was I twenty three twenty four