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<v Speaker 1>Thank you to our executive producers, Sundean and Aaron. It's

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<v Speaker 1>getting dark Outside.

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<v Speaker 2>Tapes from the Dark Side contains descriptions of violence and sexuality.

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<v Speaker 3>Listener discretion is advised.

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<v Speaker 1>Fan Duel, DraftKings Bet, MGM, Caesar's Fanatics, Fliff Bet three

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<v Speaker 1>six y five Underdog, and the Score Bet. Between March

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<v Speaker 1>twenty ninth and April seventh, I deposited money into nine

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<v Speaker 1>different sports betting apps. I place bets on baseball, basketball,

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<v Speaker 1>even hockey. I place bets at three in the morning.

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<v Speaker 1>I place bets on my lunch break. I placed bets.

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<v Speaker 1>I don't even remember placing. And here's the part that

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<v Speaker 1>makes the story different for the one you might think

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<v Speaker 1>you're hearing. I was winning.

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<v Speaker 4>I think everyone has a bit of a fascination with

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<v Speaker 4>the dark side.

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<v Speaker 1>I myself always loved the dark side as well.

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<v Speaker 3>I think it's something that everyone secretly longs for in walks.

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<v Speaker 5>The people of this community community need us, and the

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<v Speaker 5>people with this community wants They want the good ones,

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<v Speaker 5>and we're going to be the good ones.

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<v Speaker 6>The dark side.

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<v Speaker 1>The day after Yukon beat Duke, I woke up and

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<v Speaker 1>did something that felt completely rational at the time. I

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<v Speaker 1>signed up for five more apps. I only know this

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<v Speaker 1>because I went back through my bank statements for this series.

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<v Speaker 1>Transaction by transaction. Here's what March thirtieth looked like in

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<v Speaker 1>my Wells Fargo checking account DraftKings five dollars deposit. That

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<v Speaker 1>was the minimum to activate their sign up bonus. You

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<v Speaker 1>put in five and they give you two hundred in

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<v Speaker 1>bonus bets. I remember thinking that's a forty to one

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<v Speaker 1>return before I even pick a team. Bet MGM three

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<v Speaker 1>separate deposits ten dollars, then one hundred, then twenty five,

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<v Speaker 1>Each one unlocked a different promotional tier. The app walked

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<v Speaker 1>me through it, deposit this much, get this bonus, deposit more,

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<v Speaker 1>get a bigger one one hundred and thirty five dollars

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<v Speaker 1>in real money, one hundreds more in bonus bets waiting

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<v Speaker 1>for me. Fanatics one hundred dollars, then another one hundred,

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<v Speaker 1>BET three six five ten dollars, just enough to activate

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<v Speaker 1>the three hundred and sixty five dollars bonus, Caesar's two

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<v Speaker 1>hundred and fifty one dollars, and another four hundred FanDuel

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<v Speaker 1>on top of what was already in there. Five new

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<v Speaker 1>apps plus additional deposits into my existing FanDuel account, all

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<v Speaker 1>in one day. That was over eleven hundred dollars, leaving

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<v Speaker 1>my checking account before dinnertime, and every app I opened

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<v Speaker 1>had a little pile of free bets waiting for me,

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<v Speaker 1>like chocolates on a hotel pillow. The next day, March thirty, first,

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<v Speaker 1>I signed up for the score Bet five hundred dollars deposit,

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<v Speaker 1>then another five hundred, one thousand dollars to an app

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<v Speaker 1>I had never heard of twenty four hours earlier. I

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<v Speaker 1>put another three hundred into DraftKings and another four hundred

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<v Speaker 1>and twenty five into bet MGM. Then April First, Bet

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<v Speaker 1>three sixty five again, two hundred and seventy nine dollars,

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<v Speaker 1>this time on my credit card. Yes, I know, only

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<v Speaker 1>a fucking idiot would fund their fan Duel account with

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<v Speaker 1>a credit card. I wouldn't discover this until days later,

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<v Speaker 1>but Wells Fargo charged me a fee on this transaction. Now,

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<v Speaker 1>there was no warning in the app that using a

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<v Speaker 1>credit card would trigger such a fee. Should I have

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<v Speaker 1>known better? Probably, Yet the reality was the bank charged

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<v Speaker 1>me a thirteen dollars a ninety five cent cash advanced fee.

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<v Speaker 1>Wells Fargo like all banks, classify gambling deposits as cash advances,

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<v Speaker 1>higher fee, higher interest rate, and the interest starts accruing immediately.

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<v Speaker 1>There is no grace period. Most apps don't even let

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<v Speaker 1>you deposit with a credit card. Almost every other app

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<v Speaker 1>I used Apple Pay tied to my debit card. But

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<v Speaker 1>when I saw Bet three six' five had a credit card,

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<v Speaker 1>OPTION i, thought why not get some reward points While

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<v Speaker 1>i'm at. It that's the kind of logic that makes

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<v Speaker 1>perfect sense at the time and sounds Looney. Tunes three weeks,

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<v Speaker 1>later NOW i realized WHAT i was actually, doing which

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<v Speaker 1>was training my brain to believe that funding bets with

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<v Speaker 1>a credit card was a viable. Option it was as

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<v Speaker 1>easy as tapping a, screen and in the future it

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<v Speaker 1>would be oh so much easier to reach for the

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<v Speaker 1>credit card, if, say the bank account was running a little.

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<v Speaker 1>Dry two days, Later april, third another credit card deposit

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<v Speaker 1>twenty five dollars to the, score, bet another ten dollars

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<v Speaker 1>cash advance fee twenty three. Dollars in ninety five cents

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<v Speaker 1>in total fees across two, deposits not a lot of,

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<v Speaker 1>money but the bank was sending me a SIGNAL i

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<v Speaker 1>wouldn't understand until much. LATER i was now using two

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<v Speaker 1>different funding sources to feed nine different, apps and then

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<v Speaker 1>On april, second the stakes were. Upped underdog two thousand dollars,

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<v Speaker 1>deposit the largest single DEPOSIT i made during the entire ten,

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<v Speaker 1>days two thousand dollars in one transaction to an App

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<v Speaker 1>i'd had for less than a. Day here's what The

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<v Speaker 1>underdog promo looked like on the. Surface deposit two thousand

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<v Speaker 1>dollars and get a thousand dollars bonus fifty percent. Match

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<v Speaker 1>here's what was buried in the terms of service THAT

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<v Speaker 1>i didn't read until about an hour. Later the thousand

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<v Speaker 1>dollars bonus could only be played through on, parlays not straight,

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<v Speaker 1>bets not money, lines parlays, only and the original two

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<v Speaker 1>thousand dollars deposit also had playthrough requirements BEFORE i could

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<v Speaker 1>withdraw any of. IT i was locked. In WHEN i first,

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<v Speaker 1>STARTED i was mostly picking high odd two leg parlays

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<v Speaker 1>that would be more likely to. HIT i just wanted

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<v Speaker 1>to churn a couple hundred from the bonus money without

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<v Speaker 1>thinking too. Hard but NOW i see WHAT i was actually,

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<v Speaker 1>doing which was priming my brain to see parlays as

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<v Speaker 1>yet another viable option for making, money and after hitting

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<v Speaker 1>it big on a dozen of, them my confidence in

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<v Speaker 1>this area started to grow. Too if you haven't bet,

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<v Speaker 1>before a parlay is when you chain multiple bets together

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<v Speaker 1>into one. Ticket say you pick The brewers to win

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<v Speaker 1>and the over on run totals and a player to

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<v Speaker 1>hit a home. Run all three legs have to hit

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<v Speaker 1>or the whole ticket. Loses the payout multiplies because the odds.

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<v Speaker 1>Stack say a five leg parlay on a ten dollars

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<v Speaker 1>bet can pay, hundreds if not, thousands of, dollars but

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<v Speaker 1>the math is. BRUTAL a straight bet against the spread

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<v Speaker 1>and you win roughly half the. Time a five leg

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<v Speaker 1>parlay you win maybe three percent of the. Time the

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<v Speaker 1>sportsbook's cut jumps from around five percent on a money

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<v Speaker 1>line to over twenty percent on same game. Parlays by

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<v Speaker 1>restricting The underdog bonus to parlay, only the company guaranteed

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<v Speaker 1>that most of that thousand dollars would eventually come back to.

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<v Speaker 1>Them the, promo like all, promos wasn't a. Gift it

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<v Speaker 1>was a. Primer one more thing About underdog is that

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<v Speaker 1>it isn't a traditional sports. Book neither Is, fliff WHICH

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<v Speaker 1>i also used both operate in legal gray Areas underdog

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<v Speaker 1>runs under Daily fantasy sports. Licensing in states where sports

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<v Speaker 1>betting isn't, legal they call their parlay style bets pick them.

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<v Speaker 1>Contests as For, fliff they operate as a sweepstakes platform

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<v Speaker 1>using virtual currency that can be redeemed for cash, loopholes

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<v Speaker 1>and that's what these apps are built. ON i didn't

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<v Speaker 1>know any of this WHEN i signed. UP i just

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<v Speaker 1>knew the promos looked. Generous at the end of those

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<v Speaker 1>two to three, DAYS i had every sports betting app

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<v Speaker 1>could legally download in the state Of North. Carolina that's

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<v Speaker 1>what acceleration looks like from the inside of a checking.

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<v Speaker 1>Account it doesn't climb in a straight line and holds

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<v Speaker 1>steady and then. Jumps one, day you're putting in one hundred.

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<v Speaker 1>Dollars three days, later you're putting in two, thousand and

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<v Speaker 1>you don't feel the jump because each step had a,

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<v Speaker 1>reason a, promo to claim a, bonus to unlock a,

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<v Speaker 1>system to, execute and to be honest with, you the

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<v Speaker 1>deposits weren't the part that kept me. Going the withdrawals

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<v Speaker 1>were not the kind of withdrawals usually associated with. Addiction

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<v Speaker 1>i'm talking cash withdraws On april first three days IN

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<v Speaker 1>i pulled twenty four hundred dollars out of the score

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<v Speaker 1>bed back into my checking. ACCOUNT i deposited one, thousand

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<v Speaker 1>fourteen hundred dollars profit on one, app and three days

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<v Speaker 1>and eight other apps were also. Running that withdrawal didn't

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<v Speaker 1>feel like a, warning felt like. PROOF i had a.

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<v Speaker 1>Plan FanDuel's three hundred dollars bet reset token promotion ran

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<v Speaker 1>for ten days, straight ten, tokens ten days of, bets

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<v Speaker 1>SO i decided to play it all the way through day.

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<v Speaker 1>ELEVEN i uninstall, everything cash, out and walk. Away if

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<v Speaker 1>you haven't used sports betting, apps the promos sound, interchangeable

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<v Speaker 1>and they're not. EXACTLY a deposit bonus is the money

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<v Speaker 1>you put in and the app matches. It you deposit

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<v Speaker 1>one hundred and they give you another hundred and bonus.

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<v Speaker 1>BETS a profit boost means you make a bet and

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<v Speaker 1>the app pays out more than the odds normally would

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<v Speaker 1>allow free upside paid for it by the house odds

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<v Speaker 1>boost same kind of. Deal the app takes a specific

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<v Speaker 1>bet and temporarily improves the. Odds and then there's the

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<v Speaker 1>one that got me through the. Door the bet, reset

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<v Speaker 1>sometimes called a second chance, bet sometimes called a No sweat.

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<v Speaker 1>Bet here's how it. Works you place a bet with

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<v Speaker 1>your own, money real. Money if you win. Great if you,

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<v Speaker 1>lose the app gives you an amount, back not as,

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<v Speaker 1>cash but as bonus, bets non withdrawable credits that expire

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<v Speaker 1>in seven to fourteen. Days if you win with those,

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<v Speaker 1>credits the app keeps the original steake amount and only

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<v Speaker 1>pays out the. Profit so a three hundred dollars risk

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<v Speaker 1>free bet at even odds is not exactly worth three

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<v Speaker 1>hundred dollars if you lose and get the bonus bet.

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<v Speaker 1>Back that bonus converts to real cash as roughly sixty

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<v Speaker 1>to seventy cents on the dollar if you play it.

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<v Speaker 1>Perfectly most people. Don't the term risk free got so

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<v Speaker 1>misleading that The American Gaming association band member companies from

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<v Speaker 1>using it as Of JULY, ti twenty twenty, three and

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<v Speaker 1>that's why the apps rebranded it To No sweat and second.

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<v Speaker 1>Chance the mechanics didn't, change just the. Label all three

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<v Speaker 1>types of promos hit your inbox at different rates depending

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<v Speaker 1>on how the app reads your. BEHAVIOR i THOUGHT i

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<v Speaker 1>was choosing which apps to bet on based on which

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<v Speaker 1>ones had the best? Promos what was actually. Happening the

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<v Speaker 1>apps that liked my behavior kept feeding me. Promos the

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<v Speaker 1>apps that didn't. STOPPED i wasn't picking, them they were picking.

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<v Speaker 1>Me by day, FIVE i was almost exclusively using Fan, Duel, DraftKings,

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<v Speaker 1>fanatics And caesar's because those were the ones that were

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<v Speaker 1>sending me. Offers bet three six' five had, Gone quiet

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<v Speaker 1>fliff had. GONE quiet i drifted away. FROM them i

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<v Speaker 1>thought that was. My decision my phone changed during that

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<v Speaker 1>Week before march. Twenty ninth my home screen had the usual, Stuff, Messages.

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<v Speaker 1>Instagram spotify after, the flood there were nine, new icons,

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<v Speaker 1>Bright colors DraftKings, IN green, Fandul, BLUE Bet, mgm gold

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<v Speaker 1>each one with a, notification badge each one sending. Push

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<v Speaker 1>alerts your bonus bet is waiting tonight's, odd boost you

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<v Speaker 1>have free bets. Expiring soon, nine apps all competing for

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<v Speaker 1>the same, real estate all whispering the. Same thing. Open

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<v Speaker 1>me my phone had become a. SLOT machine i was

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<v Speaker 1>carrying it in my pocket sixteen hours. A day i

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<v Speaker 1>was sleeping with it on my nightstand or, more accurately under,

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<v Speaker 1>my pillow and EVERY time i picked, it up nine

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<v Speaker 1>sports books were fighting for. The rights you take. My money.

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<v Speaker 1>DARK side i usually don't discuss THE work i do outside,

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<v Speaker 1>this podcast but today that's going. TO change i work

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<v Speaker 1>second shift at a drug and alcohol rehab center as a.

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<v Speaker 1>Clinical aid there was a client who came through during

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<v Speaker 1>that TIME who i took a liking to talk, about,

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<v Speaker 1>philosophy recovery. Anything really and this guy used to trade options.

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<v Speaker 1>Buzzer beater we jumped up from the couch. High fived

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<v Speaker 1>i immediately shrugged. Him off. I'm out but that's all.

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<v Speaker 1>close the. DOOR entirely i, started THINKING if i could

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<v Speaker 1>make an extra two to three hundred dollars, a night

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<v Speaker 1>INTELLECTUALLY everything i told you last episode about dopamine and

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<v Speaker 1>cross addiction AND the. Dsm five but knowledge doesn't. Protect

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<v Speaker 1>Protect you the thing in the crawl space doesn't care what.

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<v Speaker 1>In nineteen, seventy five a Psychologist Named ellen langer ran

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<v Speaker 1>an Experiment. At yale she gave office workers. Lottery tickets

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<v Speaker 1>half got to pick their, own ticket half were handed one.

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<v Speaker 1>it the illusion. Of control sports betting triggers it harder

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<v Speaker 1>than almost any other form. Of gambling you're not pulling a.

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<v Speaker 1>you have. A system a two thousand and four study

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<v Speaker 1>actual returns were no better than. Random picks the sportsbook's

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<v Speaker 1>margin wiped out every bit of. Their expertise the, researcher's

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<v Speaker 1>conclusion the skills sports betters believe they have are. COGNITIVE

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<v Speaker 1>distortions i had, A system i had, A spreadsheet i

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<v Speaker 1>had an options trader TELLING me i was good, at

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<v Speaker 1>THIS and i had nine apps in my pocket confirming.

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<v Speaker 1>The illusion the dopamine high from winning a bet. IS

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<v Speaker 1>real i told you about it. Last episode the, mesolymbic PATHWAY,

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<v Speaker 1>high of winning a bet for me was nothing like

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<v Speaker 1>the high. Of alcohol it was nothing. Like oxycodone those

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<v Speaker 1>lit up in a way that gambling never came close.

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<v Speaker 1>Quieter duller and that might actually be what makes it

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<v Speaker 1>WAS exhausted i was not. SLEEPING well i was checking

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<v Speaker 1>level i was not enjoying, this ANYMORE and i still

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<v Speaker 1>flood that hit me didn't come out. Of nowhere somebody built.

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<v Speaker 1>The river somebody spent a lot of money. Building it

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<v Speaker 1>in twenty, Twenty, Four DraftKings, fan duel AND bet mgm

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<v Speaker 1>spend it combined three hundred and fourteen million dollars on

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<v Speaker 1>television advertising in a. Single Year john ham's done A Commercial.

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<v Speaker 1>Three Hundred, Kevin, Hart Yeah kevin hart. SPORTS books i respect, The.

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<v Speaker 5>Bet him GM's got all the sports betting.

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<v Speaker 1>Charles barkley, Shaquille O'Neill, Derek Jeter, Barry sanders Peyton And,

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<v Speaker 1>Eli Manning, Vanessa Hudgens, Kevin Garnett, Jalen Rose, Marshawn Lynch,

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<v Speaker 1>David Artiz, Tony Hawk, Kendall, Jenner Ludacris, RYAN. Seacrest, Jb Smooth,

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<v Speaker 1>Patton Oswald, Gordon Ramsay, Halle Berry, Rob Gronkouncy, Luis, Kusman

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<v Speaker 1>Doesn't count digital social media, podcast sponsorships, stadium signage or.

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<v Speaker 1>Influencer deals these are not. Informational ads they're not explaining.

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<v Speaker 1>A product they're associating gambling, with, laughter, status competition. And

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<v Speaker 1>friendship they're embedding sportsbook apps into the emotional fabric of,

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<v Speaker 1>watching sports so that opening DraftKings feels as natural as

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<v Speaker 1>During timeouts every SPORTS podcast i listened to opened with

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<v Speaker 1>targeted draftking ads because my Phone knew i'd visited. Their

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<v Speaker 1>websites ESPN's scoreboard app had a bet button built into the.

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<v Speaker 1>Game page you couldn't check a score box without. Seeing

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<v Speaker 1>odds it was everywhere woven into the experience of being

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<v Speaker 1>a sports fan so thoroughly that not betting started to

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<v Speaker 1>feel like the, weird CHOICE like i was the only

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<v Speaker 1>person at the party without. A Drink in december twenty,

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<v Speaker 1>twenty Four The United States Senate judiciary committee held a

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<v Speaker 1>hearing on legalized. Sports Gambling Senator dick durbin opened with

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<v Speaker 6>The advent of online, sports betting everyone's cell phone is a.

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<v Speaker 6>Sports book LAST night i went to. A reception A

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<v Speaker 6>fella i didn't know came up to me, and said

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<v Speaker 6>thanks for having. This HEARING and, i said what's your interest?

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<v Speaker 6>It said my son's at An ivy. League school he bets,

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<v Speaker 6>every day and his fellow students. Do too it has

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<v Speaker 6>become so common they aren't even think it's a. New phenomenon.

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<v Speaker 8>What, it is we call it the big con taking, a,

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<v Speaker 5>Some usa how?

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<v Speaker 8>Casino operators how are they different than any? Other BUSINESS

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<v Speaker 8>i buy a ticket to. THE game i get. That,

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<v Speaker 8>experience okay it's a one for. One exchange commercialized gambling

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<v Speaker 8>is a financial exchange that's mathematically stacked. Against you the

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<v Speaker 8>longer you participate, in it the more frequently you participate,

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<v Speaker 8>in participating it's a mathematical guarantee you're going to lose all.

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<v Speaker 4>Your cash you're driving on, the highway there's a billboard

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<v Speaker 4>your phone there's. An, advertisement NO it's, i mean it's

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<v Speaker 4>probably testibate how much moneys in the industry with it,

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<v Speaker 4>Right now but it's everywhere.

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<v Speaker 5>You look the sports books and the commercials and the

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<v Speaker 5>leagues themselves are making it look so cool to gamble

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<v Speaker 5>and risk.

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<v Speaker 2>And money it's being marketed much more now as like.

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<v Speaker 2>Fun play, be happy, sell sports but just be aware

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<v Speaker 2>that it. Destroys lives gamblers have a highest suicide rate

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<v Speaker 2>compared to any other. You, KNOW addiction i think that

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<v Speaker 2>it being so ameshed, in society we're really just at

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<v Speaker 2>the beginning. OF It.

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<v Speaker 1>A landmark uk study analyzed one hundred and thirty nine thousand.

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<v Speaker 1>Gambling accounts eighty percent of revenue it came from just

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<v Speaker 1>five point seven percent. Of. Gamblers addicts the business model

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<v Speaker 1>doesn't need most people to, lose big it needs a

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<v Speaker 1>small number of people to. Lose everything have you ever

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<v Speaker 1>seen a? Venus flytrap it, sits still it, Doesn't chase

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<v Speaker 1>that mouth is a sweetened nectar that. Attracts insects the,

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<v Speaker 1>it waits and it only closes when the insect crosses a,

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<v Speaker 1>specific threshold a exact number of contact points that must. Be,

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<v Speaker 1>three hundred and fourteen million dollars, Of nectar Kevin Hart,

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<v Speaker 1>lebron James The manning brothers the scents and it gets

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<v Speaker 1>the attention, of insects and it gets them. To land

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<v Speaker 1>and once, you've landed there's, free bets, deposit matches. Profit

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<v Speaker 1>boosts the trap, is open, you're inside, feels, roomy spacious

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<v Speaker 1>and then the trap starts analyzing. Your behavior, every bets,

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<v Speaker 1>every deposit, every session the trap is. Testing you are

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<v Speaker 1>you a profitable customer or a? Bonus hunter are you

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<v Speaker 1>going to chase losses or walk away with. The promo

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<v Speaker 1>the sensors, are firing and once you hit these specific,

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<v Speaker 1>pressure points the. Trap closes for, some people that's the

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<v Speaker 1>first big. Unheedged bet for some it's the first deposit

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<v Speaker 1>from a. Credit card for some it's the moment they

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<v Speaker 1>stop watching a game for enjoyment and start watching it

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<v Speaker 1>purely for the. Bet outcome different triggers for, different insects

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<v Speaker 1>but for every person the industry turns into a long term.

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<v Speaker 1>Losing customer there is a specific moment with the trap.

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<v Speaker 1>Snap Shut carl jacobsen was inside a closed fly trap

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<v Speaker 1>by the time he. Was arrested i'm gonna show you

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<v Speaker 1>later in this series exactly when the trap closed. On

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<v Speaker 1>me the fly trap doesn't have to, chase you it

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<v Speaker 7>To exist we'll be right back after a. Quick break.

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<v Speaker 1>In two thousand, and seven Researchers At Harvard medical school

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<v Speaker 1>before real. Betting data, not surveys not, self reports actual

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<v Speaker 1>anonymized account level records from tens of thousands of real

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<v Speaker 1>customers On, b win A major european. Sports book they

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<v Speaker 1>could see, every deposit, every bet every win and loss

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<v Speaker 1>in real time. At scale one of the things they

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<v Speaker 1>found was simple. And devastating people who experienced a big

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<v Speaker 1>early win placed more bets in, subsequent weeks wagered, larger

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<v Speaker 1>amounts took on, more risk and lost more money. Over

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<v Speaker 1>time early winning made them long. TERM losers a separate

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<v Speaker 1>study tracked thirty four thousand daily fantasy Sports subscrit greiber's.

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<v Speaker 1>Same findings big wins led to higher, entry fees, more

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<v Speaker 1>contests and greater. Net losses fifty five percent of at

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<v Speaker 1>risk gamblers recalled beginner's luck as a. Formative memory the

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<v Speaker 1>memory of winning early isn't just a nice story you.

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<v Speaker 1>Tell yourself it's a clinical predictor of what. Comes Next

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<v Speaker 1>Doctor robert custer mapped the progression of gambling disorder back

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<v Speaker 1>in nineteen eighty four, three stages the, winning phase the,

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<v Speaker 1>losing phase the. Desperation phase nobody skips the winning phase

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<v Speaker 1>because without it you. Walk away as, YOU know i

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<v Speaker 1>won two hundred and fifty two dollars on a one

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<v Speaker 1>point three percent. Probability game carl won somewhere early in his.

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<v Speaker 1>Cycle two we both entered the, winning phase and what

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<v Speaker 1>it did to both of us it changed our relationship

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<v Speaker 1>with our. Own judgment in the first, FOUR days i,

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<v Speaker 1>was disciplined. GENUINELY disciplined i, was hedging placing a bet on,

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<v Speaker 1>one app then placing the opposite bet on a different

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<v Speaker 1>app at a, different line locking in a small guaranteed

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<v Speaker 1>profit from the gap between the. Two books the profit,

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<v Speaker 1>was modest but it Was certain by, DAY six i

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<v Speaker 1>had stopped. Hedging entirely the shift didn't feel like. A

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<v Speaker 1>collapse it felt like. A promotion the hedging, was. MECHANICAL

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<v Speaker 1>boring i was spending an hour setting up guaranteed thirty

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<v Speaker 1>dollars PROFITS when i could just pick the right side

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<v Speaker 1>and make. Three hundred each step, Was incremental each step

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<v Speaker 1>made sense in the context of the step, before it

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<v Speaker 1>and by THE time i, looked up the entire foundation

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<v Speaker 1>OF what i was doing. Had changed and that's how.

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<v Speaker 1>Addiction works it doesn't. Announce itself it adjusts, the settings

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<v Speaker 1>one click at, a time until you're living in a

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<v Speaker 1>completely different program and you don't remember. The switch the

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<v Speaker 1>client's voice was in, my head, viable sidekick and my record.

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<v Speaker 1>Was confirmation, april fifth twenty, twenty six three point thirty

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<v Speaker 1>two in. The morning by THIS point i had been

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<v Speaker 1>betting for a, week straight placing bets, at lunch checking

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<v Speaker 1>odds while people were talking, to me waking up and

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<v Speaker 1>reaching for my phone before my feet hit, the floor

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<v Speaker 1>not to check the time or my emails, or messages

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<v Speaker 1>but to check if my overnight bet. Had Settled on,

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<v Speaker 1>FanDuel alone i had already made at least twenty seven

435
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<v Speaker 1>bets across the eight. OTHER apps i guarantee the number

436
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<v Speaker 1>of individual bets was over. One hundred at three thirty

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<v Speaker 1>two in, THE morning i placed a three hundred dollars

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<v Speaker 1>bet reset token On The cincinnati reds minus one point

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<v Speaker 1>five on the. Run line odds were plus one Sixty

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<v Speaker 1>four reds favored to win by two. Or more rough.

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<v Speaker 1>Plus money not exactly a, long shot but definitely not a.

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<v Speaker 1>Guaranteed thing if you GUESS that i watched that, game

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<v Speaker 1>live you'd. Be CORRECT but i didn't just watch. IT

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<v Speaker 1>live i watched it like it Was The, world series

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<v Speaker 1>a random game On a, sunday afternoon featuring two TEAMS

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<v Speaker 1>that i would never normally. Tune into it was a

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<v Speaker 1>three hundred dollars bet at one sixty. Four odds that's

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<v Speaker 1>a four hundred and ninety two, DOLLARS profit a payout

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<v Speaker 1>of eight. Hundred dollars eight hundred dollars is a full

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<v Speaker 1>Week's pay at my.

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<v Speaker 5>Day job Grand And right side And through wave is

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<v Speaker 5>on the scoop and right nimble fire to The plane

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<v Speaker 5>head's late head first line mclade HiT's two To one

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<v Speaker 5>cincinnati early eight.

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<v Speaker 1>Men are on first and. Second Base the reds are up.

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<v Speaker 1>By one everything is going according, to PLAN but i

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<v Speaker 1>Need the reds to win by. Two runs and two,

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<v Speaker 1>pitches later.

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<v Speaker 5>That's lined and down at left field base it stop

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<v Speaker 5>signing at Third Day la cruz. Late breaks could he have?

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<v Speaker 5>SCORED there i, thought.

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<v Speaker 1>So, another hit but the third base Coach Held Ellie

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<v Speaker 1>dela cruz at. Third base could he have? Scored, THERE

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<v Speaker 1>honestly i. DON'T know i, think so but no one.

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<v Speaker 1>Really Knows Ellie dela cruz used to be in the

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<v Speaker 1>top FIVE fastest mlb players in, the league clocking in

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<v Speaker 1>at thirty one miles an, hour absurd but he started

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<v Speaker 1>bulking up in recent years to, gain power and his

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<v Speaker 1>agility has taken a. Noticeable hits he is no longer

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<v Speaker 1>even the fastest person on. His team but still there

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<v Speaker 1>was only. One out bases. ARE loaded i just needed one.

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<v Speaker 1>More run it could be a, sack fly it could be,

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<v Speaker 1>a bunt, a. Groundball anything the one thing it could

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<v Speaker 1>not be was a double play.

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<v Speaker 8>On two pitch man that one is line a second

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<v Speaker 8>Cut by smith back to the.

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<v Speaker 1>About that sometimes he's got.

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<v Speaker 6>A Break tela cruz was way down the line at

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<v Speaker 6>Third and smith with the long thrown nailed him to in.

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<v Speaker 1>The inning inning, over In the reds would not. Score

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<v Speaker 1>again they won, the game but only by, one run

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<v Speaker 1>and i lost my three. Hundred dollars i'd been winning for,

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00:32:36.799 --> 00:32:42.160
<v Speaker 1>a week and this loss. Landed Different the tennessee loss

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<v Speaker 1>Back on march twenty ninth. DIDN'T register i MEANT what

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00:32:45.640 --> 00:32:49.279
<v Speaker 1>i said back in episode one slid, off me but

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<v Speaker 1>this one stayed because winning changes what a loss. Feels

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00:32:53.319 --> 00:32:57.480
<v Speaker 1>like after, a streak a loss isn't a normal. Outcome

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00:32:57.519 --> 00:33:01.240
<v Speaker 1>anymore feels, like theft like something that belonged to you,

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<v Speaker 1>Got taken and the response your brain generates before your

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00:33:04.960 --> 00:33:10.640
<v Speaker 1>conscious mind gets a vote is get. It back that response.

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<v Speaker 1>Is physical it's not even really. A thought it's not.

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<v Speaker 1>A decision it's a tightening in, your chest a heat behind,

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<v Speaker 1>your eyes an urgency, that, says now don't consult, your sponsor,

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<v Speaker 1>your spreadsheet or. Your friends and by the time your

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<v Speaker 1>prefrontal cortex catches up and tries to pump, the brakes

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<v Speaker 1>the bed is. Already placed that, is lost chasing one

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<v Speaker 1>of the diagnostic criteria for gambling disorder IN the. Dsm

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<v Speaker 1>five the, Next day April Sixth milwaukee brewers At The Boston.

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<v Speaker 1>RED sox i Bet the brewers not on one app

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<v Speaker 1>On five FanDuel three hundred dollars Bonus bet brewers money

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<v Speaker 1>line minus One eight FanDuel again three hundred dollars bet

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<v Speaker 1>Reset token brewers, minus One sixteen caesar ten dollars Bonus

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<v Speaker 1>bet brewers, minus One fifteen fanatics two hundred, dollars wager

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<v Speaker 1>one hundred dollar bet match another one hundred, dollars match

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<v Speaker 1>multiple profit boosted side bets, All brewers DraftKings twenty dollars

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<v Speaker 1>with a fifty percent. Profit boost underdog forty nine To

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<v Speaker 1>fifty brewers, To win underdog forty nine to. Ninety five

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<v Speaker 1>Entry on brewers to win, one game five apps and

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<v Speaker 1>every single dollar on the, same side, no hedge no

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<v Speaker 1>opposite bet on a different book.

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<v Speaker 2>On the ground, RIGHT side a long way to.

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<v Speaker 6>His left zoran uses the range to, get there And

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<v Speaker 6>the brewers are eight.

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<v Speaker 1>And Two the brewers won five apps one. After another

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<v Speaker 1>FanDuel settled one two hundred and seventy. Nine dollars fan

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<v Speaker 1>duel again settled one five hundred fifty. Eight dollars DraftKings.

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<v Speaker 1>Settled one caesar's settled one fanatics settled one one. One

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<v Speaker 1>one my phone lit up like, a switchboard, confetti animations,

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00:35:14.679 --> 00:35:18.039
<v Speaker 1>victory sounds each one engineered to make the moment feel

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<v Speaker 1>bigger than, it was multiplied that across. Five apps at the.

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<v Speaker 1>SAME time i won somewhere around fifteen hundred dollars on,

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<v Speaker 1>one GAME and i. Felt power it wasn't just. THE

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<v Speaker 1>money i FELT like i had cracked, the code and,

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<v Speaker 1>MOST importantly i FELT like i needed to place the.

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<v Speaker 1>Next bet the high of, that win my biggest, to

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<v Speaker 1>date the biggest in, my life had a half life

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00:35:46.679 --> 00:35:50.440
<v Speaker 1>of around forty. Five minutes there was something going on

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00:35:50.599 --> 00:35:53.880
<v Speaker 1>underneath that HIGH that i didn't feel. RIGHT away i

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<v Speaker 1>think it truly started the, next morning a kind, of,

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<v Speaker 1>emptiness grayness like THE joy i just had experienced that

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<v Speaker 1>last night wasn't, actually Mine like i'd. Borrowed it that

532
00:36:06.599 --> 00:36:09.480
<v Speaker 1>feeling has. A name it's been studied for over one,

533
00:36:09.519 --> 00:36:13.519
<v Speaker 1>hundred years and it's the reason sobriety alone never fixed

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<v Speaker 1>Anything For carl jacobson or. For me the thing in

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<v Speaker 1>the crawl space. Wasn't hungry it, was full comfortable feed

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<v Speaker 1>up on, the furniture settled in like it owned the

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<v Speaker 1>place and me, upstairs asleep THINKING that i was running.

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<v Speaker 1>The show the thing about mobile gambling is that it's

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00:36:34.280 --> 00:36:37.800
<v Speaker 1>nothing like going to. The casino you don't, drive somewhere

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00:36:38.000 --> 00:36:42.039
<v Speaker 1>gamble for, three hours and. Drive home mobile gambling, is.

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<v Speaker 1>Ambient atmospheric it lives in the margins of. Your day

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00:36:46.840 --> 00:36:49.559
<v Speaker 1>you check the app while you're, making coffee you check

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00:36:49.599 --> 00:36:52.239
<v Speaker 1>it while you're waiting for, the microwave and a red

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00:36:52.320 --> 00:36:56.400
<v Speaker 1>light check it in. The bathroom every time, you check something,

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00:36:56.440 --> 00:37:00.239
<v Speaker 1>has changed a bet, has settled a line, has moved

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00:37:00.639 --> 00:37:05.079
<v Speaker 1>a bonus, has unlocked a. Notification popped the dopamine doesn't

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00:37:05.079 --> 00:37:08.039
<v Speaker 1>come in one. Big wave it comes in one hundred

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00:37:08.119 --> 00:37:12.199
<v Speaker 1>tiny pulses spread across the, entire day each one small

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00:37:12.280 --> 00:37:15.800
<v Speaker 1>enough that it doesn't really feel, like anything feels like checking,

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<v Speaker 1>your phone which everyone does one hundred times a. Day

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00:37:18.320 --> 00:37:23.119
<v Speaker 1>anyways but the cumulative effect is a brain receiving intermittent

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00:37:23.199 --> 00:37:26.400
<v Speaker 1>reinforcement from the moment you wake up to the moment you.

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00:37:26.519 --> 00:37:32.679
<v Speaker 1>Fall asleep and, intermittent reinforcement as THE Psychologist bf skinner documented,

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00:37:32.800 --> 00:37:36.840
<v Speaker 1>decades ago is the most powerful schedule for maintaining, a

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00:37:36.880 --> 00:37:42.199
<v Speaker 1>behavior more powerful than, constant reward more powerful than, predictable

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<v Speaker 1>reward the, not knowing the maybe, this time that's. The

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00:37:47.719 --> 00:37:53.440
<v Speaker 1>design there's a concept in gambling psychology called aspiration. Level

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<v Speaker 1>shift your internal. Goalpusts MOVE when, i started my goal,

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00:37:59.199 --> 00:38:02.280
<v Speaker 1>was simple extract a few hundred dollars from the sign

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<v Speaker 1>up bonuses and. Walk away by, day six the goal.

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<v Speaker 1>Had shifted build, a system make, consistent income replace the

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<v Speaker 1>need for a. Second job there's a post on our

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<v Speaker 1>slash problem Gambling User Gambling recovery calm. Posted quotes gambling is.

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<v Speaker 7>A paradox we're losing is actually the best. Case scenario

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<v Speaker 7>winning early is.

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<v Speaker 1>An infection it teaches your brain and, this works and

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<v Speaker 1>by the time the, losing starts infection has already. Taken hold.

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<v Speaker 7>We'll be right back after a. Quick break don't. Go anywhere.

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<v Speaker 1>At the beginning of, this episode during the, theme music

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<v Speaker 1>you heard, a voice a. Man's voice That Was. Carl

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<v Speaker 1>jacobson and this is, his story not the, arrest story not,

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00:39:08.719 --> 00:39:12.679
<v Speaker 1>the warrant not, the confession the story before, all that

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<v Speaker 1>the one that makes everything after. It hurt the easiest

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<v Speaker 1>way to get To know carl is to do what

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<v Speaker 1>you do when you want to get to know anyone

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<v Speaker 1>which is to spend some time. With Him so i'm

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<v Speaker 1>gonna place you in a Room with carl and a Woman.

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<v Speaker 1>Named kika they did an interview TOGETHER for wnhh one oh.

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<v Speaker 1>THREE five i found this video on YouTube and it

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<v Speaker 1>has a grand total of twenty, four views not twenty

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<v Speaker 1>four thousand or twenty, four hundred twenty, four TOTAL and

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<v Speaker 1>i know at least five or six of those are.

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<v Speaker 1>From me the live broadcast undoubtedly had more than twenty.

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<v Speaker 1>FOUR listeners i can't tell you exactly. How many this

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<v Speaker 1>kind of of hyper local community radio station doesn't even

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<v Speaker 1>track those kinds. OF numbers i share these details with

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<v Speaker 1>you to show you the kind of. Police chief karl

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<v Speaker 1>was the kind that took an hour out of his

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00:40:12.840 --> 00:40:16.280
<v Speaker 1>day to communicate with the actual People Of new haven

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<v Speaker 1>to be interviewed for a show that only a few

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<v Speaker 1>hundred or maybe few thousand people whatever here.

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<v Speaker 7>Talk to us.

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<v Speaker 5>About why from a very early age you already knew

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<v Speaker 5>that you were going to become a. Police OFFICER so

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00:40:34.800 --> 00:40:38.920
<v Speaker 5>i grew up in a household with. Alcoholism abuse there were,

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<v Speaker 5>some issues, you know and when the police arrived as a,

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<v Speaker 5>SMALL kid i. Felt safe my step parents and other

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<v Speaker 5>people didn't feel safe because they were probably going. To

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00:40:48.400 --> 00:40:51.159
<v Speaker 5>jail but as a, LITTLE boy i, felt SAFE and,

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<v Speaker 5>I said i want to do SOMETHING where i, help

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00:40:53.920 --> 00:40:56.199
<v Speaker 5>people AND when i, show up people.

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<v Speaker 1>FEEL safe a boy in a, chaotic home adults, who

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00:41:00.840 --> 00:41:04.119
<v Speaker 1>drank and then the police arrived and the boy. Felt

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00:41:04.159 --> 00:41:08.199
<v Speaker 1>safe the boy decided right then that he wanted to

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00:41:08.199 --> 00:41:10.719
<v Speaker 1>be the person who makes other people feel, that way

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00:41:11.280 --> 00:41:14.079
<v Speaker 1>and he held on to that for twenty. Nine years

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00:41:14.079 --> 00:41:17.679
<v Speaker 1>he held. Onto it He Found, new haven he saw the,

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00:41:17.719 --> 00:41:21.800
<v Speaker 1>walking beats the community, policing model and, he said THAT'S

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00:41:21.840 --> 00:41:24.840
<v Speaker 1>where i want. To go, He went he climbed, the

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<v Speaker 1>ranks and then in late twenty, twenty two the City

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<v Speaker 1>Chose carl jacobson to. Lead it everyone who spoke at

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00:41:32.440 --> 00:41:36.400
<v Speaker 1>his appointment said the. Same, thing officers, community members. Or

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00:41:36.519 --> 00:41:40.280
<v Speaker 1>organizers they, all said this is. The guy he, gets it,

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<v Speaker 1>He cares and when the Interviewer asked carl what his

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<v Speaker 1>top priority would be in the, big chair he.

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<v Speaker 5>On homicides i'm not there. To criticize i'm there to

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<v Speaker 1>YOU care.

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<v Speaker 5>him out For a sunday and a burger with a

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<v Speaker 5>couple other probation officers and we were getting them hooked up.

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<v Speaker 5>With school two, days later he shot SOMEBODY and i

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<v Speaker 5>had to arrest him. FOR it i was there when

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<v Speaker 5>he got out of jail, To say i'm here.

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<v Speaker 1>For you what do?

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<v Speaker 5>You need HOW can i help you? Stay alive and

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<v Speaker 5>he actually said in that hearing that he feels he's

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<v Speaker 5>alive today because.

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<v Speaker 4>Of me, you know.

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<v Speaker 5>It's been a, long week but, you know we have

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<v Speaker 5>officers that have relationships. LIKE that i want all of

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<v Speaker 5>our officers to have to have relationships. LIKE that i

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<v Speaker 5>have to be. The example and, you know the people

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<v Speaker 1>THREE words i.

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<v Speaker 1>a home. With alcoholism he. Survived it he built an

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<v Speaker 1>identity around being the opposite of the adults who, heard

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<v Speaker 1>the fly trap had Opened and carl.

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<v Speaker 7>HAD landed.

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<v Speaker 3>I never. Gambled before my life once turned twenty one

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<v Speaker 3>and me and my best friend went Out, TO vegas i,

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<v Speaker 3>you know learned how to play BLACKJACK and i started.

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<v Speaker 3>WINNING money i ended up winning like a thousand dollars.

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<v Speaker 3>Out there we were out there for. Six days the

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<v Speaker 3>LAST night i, WAS there i was at At the

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<v Speaker 3>palms Or hard rock, or SOMEWHERE and i don't. REALLY

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<v Speaker 3>didn't i don't really KNOW what i. WAS doing i

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<v Speaker 3>just kept pushing a lot of chips up there and

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<v Speaker 3>kept winning. Every hand, you know, BLACKJACK twenty i was

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<v Speaker 3>just on a roll on a street and we had

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<v Speaker 3>to fly Back. To charlotte our flight. Was leaving, he's like,

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<v Speaker 3>come on we got, to GO and i just had all.

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<v Speaker 3>This money so THEN when i, GOT back i had

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<v Speaker 3>the FEVER and i, was, LIKE man i want to.

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<v Speaker 3>You KNOW so i found out that there was blackjack

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<v Speaker 3>tables Up At. Harris CHEROKEE so i started going up there,

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<v Speaker 3>and gambling and, YOU know i went a, little bit

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<v Speaker 3>lose a, little bit and THEN before i, knew it,

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<v Speaker 3>YOU know i was just getting deeper. Into debt and

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<v Speaker 3>when did it escalate out?

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<v Speaker 7>Of control do.

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<v Speaker 3>You remember Most weekends i'd go up there, and LOSE

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<v Speaker 3>like i felt like, my thousand two thousand and one.

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<v Speaker 3>Week in more, THAN that i quit keeping track. Pretty

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<v Speaker 3>much they had a program where they could ban you

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<v Speaker 3>could ban yourself like self eighty. SIX yourself i did

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<v Speaker 3>THAT and i just never really. WENT back i just

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<v Speaker 3>REALIZED that i can't even go into a, casino really

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<v Speaker 3>you KNOW what, i mean because as SOON as i walk,

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<v Speaker 3>IN there I mean i want to go to a

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<v Speaker 3>black jack table and, start playing because it's so addictive

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<v Speaker 3>and it's, you know the change of luck can happen.

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<v Speaker 3>So fast there was some NIGHTS when i was up

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<v Speaker 3>like five, or, six, ten fifteen twenty thousand dollars up

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<v Speaker 3>right in front. OF me i started like a thousand

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<v Speaker 3>and have and have won like ten. Times that BUT

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<v Speaker 3>then i. WOULDN'T stop i would just, keep gambling give it.

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<v Speaker 3>All back And then i'd go up to the hotel

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<v Speaker 3>Room and i'd get comped hotel rooms and they had

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<v Speaker 3>like a. Diamond car they had this little private Room

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<v Speaker 3>for diamond card Members at harris where it was just

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<v Speaker 3>nothing but just hardcore at. Dambling acts i'd walk in

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<v Speaker 3>there and, look around smoke, a cigarette and go back.

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<v Speaker 3>And PLAY but i can't Say if i'm a real.

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<v Speaker 3>Gambling attic BUT when i get, in, there man if

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<v Speaker 3>something takes Over and i'm, just, like whoa because You lost,

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<v Speaker 3>OH probably i mean the, EXACT amount i. DON'T know

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<v Speaker 3>i would probably say anywhere from fifty two one hundred

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<v Speaker 3>grand maybe more with debt. CREDIT card, I mean i'd

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<v Speaker 3>defile bankruptcy, over it you KNOW if, I would like

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<v Speaker 3>this is fifteen twenty. Years ago i'll tell a STORY

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<v Speaker 3>when i Was In las VEGAS when i first went

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<v Speaker 3>out there in two thousand. And two we're At. THE

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<v Speaker 3>stratosphere i was at a black jack table and that

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<v Speaker 3>was all these police lines and. STUFF everywhere i was

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<v Speaker 3>talking to the dealer and talking. All this, she's, like

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<v Speaker 3>yeah this young kid lost everything he had and threw

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<v Speaker 3>himself from the top the one of the, motel rooms

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<v Speaker 3>jumped off. THE balcony i, was like does this happen?

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<v Speaker 3>A lot, she's like it happens about every. Other day
