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Speaker 2: I'm Cole Connor and I'm Adam Ramsey. This is where
Speaker 2: we talk, shop, ask questions.
Speaker 1: Tell stories, and laugh some laughs about being creators as
Speaker 1: well as consumers of adult content.
Speaker 2: We love watching too.
Speaker 1: We certainly do. We also discussed the impact adult films
Speaker 1: have had on us, on our guests, and on the
Speaker 1: LGBTQ community.
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Speaker 1: And here we go.
Speaker 2: Hello, Hello, Hi there, oh hi, good morning.
Speaker 1: You just walked in.
Speaker 2: I was at my house maybe twelve minutes ago. I've
Speaker 2: never driven so fast in my life. Hello co Connor,
Speaker 2: cole Connor. I'm Adam Ramsey and I'm.
Speaker 1: Lorry for asking. Yeah and that. Yeah, so what happened?
Speaker 2: What happened? Okay, listen, all right, I've got a very
Speaker 2: big week. As some might remember, I might have made
Speaker 2: an announcement a couple episodes ago about my big party Axis,
Speaker 2: which is happening at the time this recording. That is
Speaker 2: in a couple of days. I have gym class tonight,
Speaker 2: I have hot talk on Sunday. It's just one of
Speaker 2: those weeks.
Speaker 1: I know.
Speaker 2: I was like, it's just one of those weeks. There's
Speaker 2: a lot happening.
Speaker 1: It's like my week next week is like bonkers to
Speaker 1: what's bonkers? Like I just have like two studio scenes
Speaker 1: because for some reason studios like to give me scenes
Speaker 1: all at once. Yes, which studio say uncle and men? Okay,
Speaker 1: So like men is fair, that's why. So, yeah, we
Speaker 1: have it comes into our guests, so we have guessed surprise, No, he.
Speaker 2: Was here before I was, you guys, he was.
Speaker 1: We showed up at the exact same time. But mean,
Speaker 1: our guest is the man the Legends Reese ride Out
Speaker 1: finally finally ride out?
Speaker 2: There. How you doing now?
Speaker 1: And we are here in the morning. We're here in
Speaker 1: the morning, which we usually are not.
Speaker 2: Usually record in the afternoon.
Speaker 1: I kind of like the parking situation and everything.
Speaker 2: Yes, in the morning, I might this is rich coming
Speaker 2: from the one who's late, But I actually asked him
Speaker 2: maybe like eleven, maybe like eleven eleven is a good Yeah,
Speaker 2: we were going to have him next week, but then
Speaker 2: we had to reschedule to this week because he also
Speaker 2: he has a scene on Tuesday for men and mine
Speaker 2: is on Wednesday for men, And yeah, they could have
Speaker 2: just put us together, but that would have been too
Speaker 2: convenient for of course, right convenience. What's that? Yeah, so
Speaker 2: we know we also almost had him a few months ago. Yeah,
Speaker 2: so I'm really excited to finally have you. I have
Speaker 2: so many questions. Mister out. I'm here and alive. Awesome, cool,
Speaker 2: that's great, It's a low bar alive. How are you
Speaker 2: doing today? Doing wonderful? Yeah? Yeah, I mean it's a
Speaker 2: late night.
Speaker 3: Last night at hot Rod hosted that and hot Rody
Speaker 3: and Mickey. Oh cool, how'd that go?
Speaker 2: Yeah? Went really good.
Speaker 3: Yeah, went great, And I got to bed around three
Speaker 3: am at eight Look at you.
Speaker 1: Yeah, it'll easy when you're sober. You don't have to
Speaker 1: sleep that much when you're sober.
Speaker 3: Yeah, uh huh. Yeah, that's that's cool. It's true. Where
Speaker 3: do we start?
Speaker 2: I know how there are so many ways we can
Speaker 2: start this conversation.
Speaker 1: We were supposed to have you on the day after
Speaker 1: my gang bang my birthday gang bang, yes, which is
Speaker 1: three months ago now, yes, and we was three months ago.
Speaker 1: We had a little hiccup.
Speaker 2: Do you want to Oh sure, let's just throw it
Speaker 2: up jump in. Yeah.
Speaker 3: Yeah, we're supposed to film I think it was June
Speaker 3: twenty sixth, possibly or.
Speaker 1: Yeah, because we yeah, we filmed the We filmed the
Speaker 1: group thing on on June twenty fifth.
Speaker 2: It was after my birthday.
Speaker 1: It wasn't on my birthday.
Speaker 2: Okay, well, I guess I'll start it off.
Speaker 3: So my mom and dad first had intercourse and then
Speaker 3: the sperm went into the egg.
Speaker 1: And it was a lovely April morning and journey, the
Speaker 1: journey begau on the roses.
Speaker 3: I didn't drink for three months, and I came out
Speaker 3: on June twenty third, and I was going to the
Speaker 3: abbey's grand reopening and the big party open bar, and
Speaker 3: I was like, I'm going to break my sobriety. And
Speaker 3: then that week just kind of went you know, remember
Speaker 3: half of it. Yeah, And yeah, it was a it
Speaker 3: was a tough week drinking. And that's why I'm not
Speaker 3: drinking now.
Speaker 1: Yeah, because I mean when we went, because we went
Speaker 1: to London and Madrid together, Yeah, in spring twenty three, Yeah,
Speaker 1: like April, like late April May, and you weren't doing
Speaker 1: anything then, so like I had never seen I'd never
Speaker 1: seen this side of you, never seen I hadn't seen
Speaker 1: this side of you, and like I didn't I didn't
Speaker 1: know it existed. So like when you came over to
Speaker 1: my place the night before the gang bang and like
Speaker 1: we had some drinks and whatever and it was it
Speaker 1: was fine. The next day I could tell. I was like,
Speaker 1: you know, we tried to we worked out in my
Speaker 1: apartment gym, like it just like we got to the
Speaker 1: hotel later than later than i'd wanted to, and like
Speaker 1: I could tell you wanted to like keep drinking, and
Speaker 1: I just was like, I was like, you know what,
Speaker 1: I really need you to be like the professional that
Speaker 1: you are. There are gonna be guys that like don't
Speaker 1: know what they're doing at this thing, and I need
Speaker 1: you to like stay together. We can do drinks after,
Speaker 1: like we'll have fun after, but I need you like
Speaker 1: on your game for this.
Speaker 2: Yeah.
Speaker 3: Yeah, you laid down the law, and you know, I
Speaker 3: obeyed it until the shot.
Speaker 2: Okay, where's the where's the bottle? Yeah?
Speaker 1: And then yeah, and then I just kind of noticed
Speaker 1: it was like, oh, okay, this is different, this is
Speaker 1: like a little off.
Speaker 3: Yeah, Spain in Madrid, I was getting ready for Mark
Speaker 3: Henderson's photo shoot, so I had something to work towards
Speaker 3: and you know, not to touch on it much. But
Speaker 3: after my brother passing, the drinking has became a bigger problem,
Speaker 3: and so I just go into a deeper hole quicker.
Speaker 3: And yeah, it's over the years, it's been there. It's
Speaker 3: just the last two years worse. Getting into stripping and
Speaker 3: adult films early two thousands and doing tours and clubs,
Speaker 3: drinking has always kind of been there. There were times
Speaker 3: I didn't after high school. I just have alcohol and
Speaker 3: the refrigerator and not touch it. But you know, you
Speaker 3: get older and life smacksia a few times. But I'm
Speaker 3: taking this at silver with a front, trying to find
Speaker 3: the silver lining in this because I was you drop
Speaker 3: me out of the hotel the twenty sixth. Yeah, And
Speaker 3: then I went to the Burbank airport on the twenty seventh,
Speaker 3: polished off a bottle before I went in around noon,
Speaker 3: and I ended up getting arrested at the Burbank Airport.
Speaker 2: But I was minding my complete own business. So the
Speaker 2: story goes like this.
Speaker 3: I'm sitting there just drunk, you know, around noon on
Speaker 3: the phone, and the lady next to me must have
Speaker 3: I think she overheard I'd do gay porn and she
Speaker 3: had it out for me. But she goes, let me,
Speaker 3: let me camp your phone and talk to Is that
Speaker 3: your wife you're talking to?
Speaker 2: I'm like sure.
Speaker 3: She takes it and she's like, hey, do you know
Speaker 3: your Husband's like he's like really drunk. Did he take
Speaker 3: anything or something? And she's like he might have took
Speaker 3: a sleeping pill. I didn't though I was only drunk,
Speaker 3: and I was drunk, and she goes, oh, I'm a nurse,
Speaker 3: I'm a mandatory reporter. I now have to report this
Speaker 3: because of mixing that with alcohol. So she calls the
Speaker 3: Burbank Police Department. They come over and just calmly take
Speaker 3: me out. I felt pretty cool walking through baggage claim
Speaker 3: with two big cops taking my luggage and then they
Speaker 3: had to handcuff me out on the but ultimately I
Speaker 3: got it dropped. I had to pay an attorney hefty fee,
Speaker 3: but he was going to charge the Burbank Airport Police
Speaker 3: Department with miscarriage justice because there's really no reason to
Speaker 3: arrest me. Yeah, I'm in AA now I'm doing better.
Speaker 2: Yeah. Have you experienced something like that before? Like I
Speaker 2: think the term is bender? Is that what it was?
Speaker 2: Was it a bender? Yeah?
Speaker 1: Yeah?
Speaker 2: Bender? Yeah, and maybe not to that extent, you know.
Speaker 3: I think that was probably the pinnacle of a bender
Speaker 3: that I've gone through. Yeah, there's it would usually be
Speaker 3: like a Friday would supposed to be just Friday, Saturday
Speaker 3: would turn into Tuesday, but this was like a week. Yeah,
Speaker 3: and there were yeah, stuff I don't remember. Alexander was
Speaker 3: telling me, you were out there drinking four locals with
Speaker 3: the homeless guy. I thought he was cool, he looked
Speaker 3: like he looked like young gravy. I was trying to
Speaker 3: build him up, you know, and I bought him beer
Speaker 3: and stuff.
Speaker 2: And so you just had a week. You had a
Speaker 2: rough week. I'm happy to see you on the other
Speaker 2: side of it. How are you feeling about him? You know,
Speaker 2: actually actually pretty amazing. Yeah. Yeah.
Speaker 3: The eleventh is my sobriety birthday. So my wife's birthday
Speaker 3: was on the tenth when I was coming back from LA,
Speaker 3: and I felt back because you know, she wasn't with
Speaker 3: me on her b day. So the eleventh, I cleaned up,
Speaker 3: been doing AA and do it each morning at seven
Speaker 3: am except Sunday, and yeah, I have a lot clearer head.
Speaker 2: And like you go to a meeting every morning, Yeah,
Speaker 2: doing in person? Oh zoom meeting.
Speaker 3: I started in person. Yeah, and then it's just easier
Speaker 3: since my schedules so busy. I'm working like fifteen hour days,
Speaker 3: you know, chatting and filming and editing.
Speaker 1: Oh so like while you're because you're on this like
Speaker 1: content trip tour, that's why you're in LA and like
Speaker 1: Vegas and Palm Springs. Yeah, I like the next what month, Yeah, yeah, it.
Speaker 3: Comes out to about a month. I left my house
Speaker 3: on like the fourteenth. I'll get back on the thirteenth
Speaker 3: of October, so a whole month. I'm doing twenty films, wow,
Speaker 3: four podcasts.
Speaker 1: And I guess twenty a month is like it's a lot.
Speaker 1: Quite one a day.
Speaker 2: It's a lot.
Speaker 1: Though my first month I did like one a day.
Speaker 2: I mean, and that's a lot. That's a lot.
Speaker 1: It was a lot.
Speaker 2: Yeah, but if you're a bottom.
Speaker 1: But no, but I wasn't just bottoming. Yeah oh yeah, yeah,
Speaker 1: I was doing it at all. Bottom knew I was fresh,
Speaker 1: I was hot.
Speaker 3: Yeah, I bottom with the Michael Boston the other day.
Speaker 3: Yeah you bottom, Yeah, I didn't know you bottom rarely
Speaker 3: rarely sometimes Okay, well, you know, I appreciate you being
Speaker 3: super candid about this, but I also do want to
Speaker 3: give our listeners kind of a bit of a background
Speaker 3: as well as myself. I want to learn a lot
Speaker 3: about you because I've seen you over the years. I
Speaker 3: love what you put out there.
Speaker 2: For those of you who don't know, Reese's has a
Speaker 2: very funny Internet presence. He's not just about his bicet,
Speaker 2: his bicets sorry, that was the first time I ever
Speaker 2: saw you on person, was performing that song on stage
Speaker 2: at Heart. But I kind of want to get into
Speaker 2: where you're from, what your background is, what kind of
Speaker 2: adult films you watched, and what got you into adult films.
Speaker 2: So tell us a little bit about the creation of Reese.
Speaker 3: Write out sure, sure, Pacific Northwest, actually within a two
Speaker 3: mile radius. I've never left, oh whereabouts. It's an hour
Speaker 3: south of Portland, cool little town. What's interesting is my
Speaker 3: whole family is like, well, Jackie moved away, well just
Speaker 3: like thirty minutes away, one of my sisters. There's in
Speaker 3: my family. You got Josh, Jackie, Julie, Jordan, Jared, Jessica
Speaker 3: and Nick. Okay, I used to be a twin past
Speaker 3: the birth. Jordan was a twin past the birth too,
Speaker 3: and then but we currently have there's two sets of
Speaker 3: twins in the family, Jackie and Julie and Jared and Justine.
Speaker 2: Wow.
Speaker 1: Really that's insane.
Speaker 2: Yeah, you couldn't do that nowadays.
Speaker 3: It's hard to take care of yourself with just food
Speaker 3: rent stuff like that.
Speaker 2: Yeah, indeed, I mean, god, your mom must have gone
Speaker 2: through it.
Speaker 3: Yeah, yeah, I remember when you have the twins, you know,
Speaker 3: like one on each side and right and other kids
Speaker 3: holding on to her crossing the street.
Speaker 1: It just looks like a hazard nightmare.
Speaker 2: Yeah, So what was it like growing up in that household?
Speaker 3: There was never a second alone, Okay, there's always somebody there,
Speaker 3: no matter what time a day or When I was
Speaker 3: two years old, we moved to the road I live
Speaker 3: on now, just for a couple of years, and I
Speaker 3: moved back there after being with Randy Blue when I
Speaker 3: got a house in seven and then we moved a
Speaker 3: Sunnyside Road where I was going to be Ryan's Sunnyside
Speaker 3: was gonna be my adult name, but.
Speaker 1: The middle name in the street you live on.
Speaker 3: But yeah, complex we lived in it's just this big
Speaker 3: circle and is lower income housing. And I was there
Speaker 3: from four to like fourteen ten years. Everybody had families
Speaker 3: because that was one of the requirements a certain income
Speaker 3: and that you had families. It wasn't just single people
Speaker 3: or elderly there. And they had a playground in the
Speaker 3: middle of it, and we just summertimes, you'd just be
Speaker 3: bright and early, wake up and just go out and play.
Speaker 3: You just have interactions with hundreds of kids every day.
Speaker 3: It is wild, really interesting, fun experience and just always
Speaker 3: something to do.
Speaker 1: Where do you fall in line of the kids, like age.
Speaker 2: Second oldest, second oldest, Yeah, yeah.
Speaker 3: And you had an older brother, Josh's older brother, he's
Speaker 3: still around.
Speaker 1: What was your first experience with porn like consuming it?
Speaker 3: Oh yeah, okay, that would have been in the complex.
Speaker 3: There were always playgirl magazines around. We'd find them just
Speaker 3: either dumpster dive and we'd find them at once a
Speaker 3: year they'd bring a giant dumpster for people to get
Speaker 3: rid of furniture or whatever it may be that just
Speaker 3: clutter their houses, and we'd all go in there just
Speaker 3: it just so magical inside there, find the best stuff
Speaker 3: and especially the play voice and then we'd take them
Speaker 3: either in the bush and you know, dry hump the
Speaker 3: fuck out of them at that place too. Someone showed
Speaker 3: me with a sander what it can vibrate and cause,
Speaker 3: m yeah sounds dangerous. Yeah, just an oscillating vibrating.
Speaker 2: Sure, okay, okay, all right.
Speaker 3: And that started my addiction to orgasmine. Oh yes, it's
Speaker 3: one of my favorite things to do for sure. First
Speaker 3: of all, how do you identify it? If I may ask?
Speaker 2: Yeah? Bisexual? Bisexual? Okay, cool, nice, and did you know
Speaker 2: that that's what you were early on or is that
Speaker 2: something you had to kind of come into Well I
Speaker 2: was thinking about that earlier today too.
Speaker 3: It's always a question that comes up, and I've had
Speaker 3: different answers, and it's kind of changed over the years
Speaker 3: and maybe progressed.
Speaker 1: Yeah, I think. I mean even when we were in Europe,
Speaker 1: you were like, yeah, Nick is straight, but Rees is gay.
Speaker 2: That's always been true.
Speaker 3: Yeah, yeah, Reese is more gay than Nick. But like
Speaker 3: there's been times when I was younger, maybe a high
Speaker 3: school friend, I've wanted to ask can I fuck you
Speaker 3: in ass?
Speaker 2: You know, but just didn't and then didn't get around
Speaker 2: to it. Yeah, then it didn't come up. I told
Speaker 2: him like a decade later.
Speaker 3: And then and he brought it up one night when
Speaker 3: we're out at the at the local speakeasy, and I was.
Speaker 2: Like, no, I didn't. He was like, you remember that
Speaker 2: time you asked to fuck me in the ass.
Speaker 1: Something like I want to. He was like, I want
Speaker 1: to let you who knows?
Speaker 3: You know, when you're that hard on it, whatever age
Speaker 3: we were, you put it in anything, and I have
Speaker 3: put it in anything.
Speaker 2: Yeah. Yeah.
Speaker 3: One of my great experiments was to to fuck corn
Speaker 3: starch and water. It's a science experiment. You mix it
Speaker 3: and if you push your finger it goes in.
Speaker 2: If it's slow, make a.
Speaker 1: Like a like a create your own willy.
Speaker 3: Oh yeah, that's alginate.
Speaker 1: You have one of those in my closet and I
Speaker 1: have not done that because I don't my pubes. You
Speaker 1: have to shave your pubes.
Speaker 2: I have no idea what you're talking about. The clone wheeler.
Speaker 1: Yeah, like you can make a dildo out of your
Speaker 1: own deck.
Speaker 2: Oh you've got to do it, I know, But I
Speaker 2: have to say my view, do you have to?
Speaker 1: I think it's probably a lot easier.
Speaker 2: To get it going. Get a mold and just start
Speaker 2: selling cold Connor dildos. Why not? It's col Connor Cox
Speaker 2: cold Connor cocksh that's good. Alliteration is sexy c c C.
Speaker 2: All right, But go on what we were where we
Speaker 2: were talking about his experience being a bisexual young man.
Speaker 3: Yeah, yeah, And I think you know everybody has little
Speaker 3: something in them. You know that Kinsey scale there is.
Speaker 3: You can't say you have your one one or the other,
Speaker 3: and a lot of those factors, I believe, as we
Speaker 3: know society, that kind of puts that pressure. It makes
Speaker 3: you feel shameful or guiltful that you're not showing your
Speaker 3: true self. And besides society and religion, I think another
Speaker 3: thing that comes into factor I've been noticing over the
Speaker 3: past ten fifteen years and I'm seeing more so now,
Speaker 3: is now that the stigma of HIV and AIDS has
Speaker 3: been diminished due to medic medications and knowledge about it
Speaker 3: and people being undetectable and not less likely to catch
Speaker 3: it from them from someone who who who doesn't think
Speaker 3: they have it. But that that too was instilled through
Speaker 3: the media and people's minds that you're going.
Speaker 2: To die right if you have gay sex, if you
Speaker 2: have gay sex.
Speaker 3: That's why I think, you know, if mister took me
Speaker 3: on and I could bridge that gap between the gay
Speaker 3: and the straight and show that if everybody straight men, wives,
Speaker 3: was on PREP, they might have a little more gay sex,
Speaker 3: right because that's not stuck back there.
Speaker 2: I might die. You're gonna die, right, you know.
Speaker 3: So that that has helped me also transition into it's
Speaker 3: it's more of a you know, natural thing to do
Speaker 3: and it's just pleasure between each other.
Speaker 2: Yeah.
Speaker 1: Yeah, Like for women it's like cool to hook up
Speaker 1: with the girl in college.
Speaker 2: Right, you know, especially in our in our age.
Speaker 1: Yeah, it was like never a dangerous thing for like
Speaker 1: two girls to have sex.
Speaker 2: There was experimental and funa and yeah, but that was
Speaker 2: not like it was not viewed that way for men.
Speaker 3: Well, I remember the first time I had male com
Speaker 3: on me other than my own When was that?
Speaker 2: Tell us that story? I want to hear that.
Speaker 1: The first one.
Speaker 3: I don't know if I can share the story, but
Speaker 3: we'll just say there was a penis. I remember the
Speaker 3: com coming out and I was just like it was
Speaker 3: afraid to get it near me. But that's obviously changed
Speaker 3: due to in part what I've just mentioned, right, So
Speaker 3: people I believe still have that deeply in them.
Speaker 2: So then when did you start being in adult films?
Speaker 2: When did that journey begin?
Speaker 3: I was doing a bodybuilding show in Washington State around
Speaker 3: what year would this be? I was twenty okay, I'm
Speaker 3: forty one now, okay, yeah, it was like two thousand
Speaker 3: and like three, I think it was three, And there
Speaker 3: was a scout there who's alsoographer, and then he somehow
Speaker 3: got my name from seeing me on stage. I was
Speaker 3: still living at my parents' house and I got a
Speaker 3: phone call. He called me up and said he did
Speaker 3: Playgirl magazine and that was like, you know, everybody knows
Speaker 3: that it's a resshold name. Yes, So I was like, yeah,
Speaker 3: he got me down. I started out with photos, body,
Speaker 3: solo solo videos.
Speaker 2: Yeah.
Speaker 3: Is Ron Lloyd really great photographer? He shot on film,
Speaker 3: so when I shot about twenty one is I think
Speaker 3: when I finally got out to the end of Washington
Speaker 3: where he was, they didn't come out for a bit
Speaker 3: because they had to develop them, and then it finally
Speaker 3: gotten the magazine's mandate to Torso freshman Hancho. He didn't
Speaker 3: get me on Playgirl. I did eventually get on the
Speaker 3: cover with Greg Wiener. That was like eighth nine.
Speaker 2: For you as Reese ride Out at that point, was
Speaker 2: that name in use or not yet? Yeah? It was
Speaker 2: Reese ride Out.
Speaker 3: Ron's actually the one that helped come up with Reese
Speaker 3: ride Out. He had an old classmate the last name
Speaker 3: was right out and he must have had a crush
Speaker 3: or just loved the name. And then we rolled with
Speaker 3: a first name that also started with R because that's
Speaker 3: always good for an adult.
Speaker 2: Alliteration comes back.
Speaker 1: Yeah, Okay, it's memorable and memorable what's alliteration when when.
Speaker 3: Cole I'm picking it up, picking up the literation. Okay,
Speaker 3: I don't think I've heard that term before. When literally
Speaker 3: fucking it.
Speaker 1: All?
Speaker 2: Right, So you were on the cover of Playgirl with
Speaker 2: Greg Wiener. I'm definitely gonna look that up see if
Speaker 2: I can find it.
Speaker 3: Yeah, it was a college edition and we went out
Speaker 3: to New Mexico to shoot it. I thought that was
Speaker 3: going to be my break because the whole reason I
Speaker 3: kind of I got into the industry in the beginning
Speaker 3: was to get down to La. This poor kid that
Speaker 3: wanted to go down to La meet people to get
Speaker 3: in the acting world because my brother got a VHS
Speaker 3: camera when I was twelve and we'd always film movies
Speaker 3: over the summer, and that's just always what I've wanted
Speaker 3: to do.
Speaker 2: So it got me there.
Speaker 3: Steven Spielberg, Yeah, yeah, yeah, Super eight.
Speaker 2: I'm trying. I got the VHS.
Speaker 3: I need to go through them, but they were sitting
Speaker 3: outside in my parents' house. But got down and met
Speaker 3: a lot of people, and I know it's hindered my
Speaker 3: abilities in that in that realm over the years. Yet
Speaker 3: I do have a great group of people in where
Speaker 3: I live the directors, producers, actors, actresses, writers. So we're
Speaker 3: working on stuff. So we don't need Hollywood to say
Speaker 3: you can't come in and play with us, because we
Speaker 3: want to play with you behind closed doors, but.
Speaker 2: Not now in the public. Gotcha. So when did you
Speaker 2: have gay butt sex on camera for the first time?
Speaker 2: It was.
Speaker 1: The first time was the first time you did it
Speaker 1: on camera? The first actual time that you did it?
Speaker 2: It was yeah, yeah, yeah, because it was not that
Speaker 2: be crazy. So you know, obviously we have we have
Speaker 2: a variety of guests on this show, mostly they're gay performers.
Speaker 2: So I think I would love to listen and I
Speaker 2: think our listeners would love to listen to what that
Speaker 2: process was like to make that decision as somebody who
Speaker 2: was maybe bisexual, maybe hetero flexible. What made you think
Speaker 2: I'm not going to get into straight porn, I'm going
Speaker 2: to have sex with men on camera. We're gonna take
Speaker 2: this dive because.
Speaker 1: At the time you identified as a straight man? Yeah, yeah, yeah,
Speaker 1: what what makes us straight led to that decision?
Speaker 2: Make that decision?
Speaker 3: Yeah, magazines once they came out studios, you know, saw
Speaker 3: the saw circulating and then they're reaching out and getting
Speaker 3: a hold of me anyway they could. I went out
Speaker 3: to d C to do I flew up by myself
Speaker 3: with mighty men and so I as technically the first
Speaker 3: time I was with the guy, but not sex. They
Speaker 3: just sucking, sucking each other off. Flying back, I felt
Speaker 3: so so shameful coming back on the airplane. I made
Speaker 3: my fifteen hundred bucks, but I.
Speaker 2: Just I don't know.
Speaker 3: Then I got a phone call from Randy at Randy Blue.
Speaker 3: This is around five after they saw magazines, and I
Speaker 3: was also on the phone with a recruiter from Davan
Speaker 3: corbyin Fisher. Dino was one of the recruiters during the time,
Speaker 3: and I was back and forth that week, but I
Speaker 3: just had a really good feeling form from Randy. With
Speaker 3: Randy Blue, I went with them, went down and so
Speaker 3: you first, this is how you start out. You you
Speaker 3: do a j O and then that's jerk off for
Speaker 3: the moms, a jerk off, and then somebody sucks you.
Speaker 3: Then you get sucked, Then you put a toy up
Speaker 3: your butt, then you fuck a guy, then you get fucked.
Speaker 3: It's down the slippery slope. So is a progression, and
Speaker 3: then the money, would you know, gradually.
Speaker 1: Go up and the fuckings all with condoms.
Speaker 2: Yeah.
Speaker 1: So now like it's like like we were saying in
Speaker 1: one of our recent episodes about the straight guys that
Speaker 1: do only fans, Like it's like a strategy. And then
Speaker 1: like the last thing is bareback.
Speaker 2: Sure, Okay, how did you like, were you enjoying it
Speaker 2: or were you like, was it just work? It felt good?
Speaker 1: I was.
Speaker 3: I'm really good with imagining what I want in my brain.
Speaker 3: So that's and you got to be when you're doing
Speaker 3: adult films because there's so much stuff going on, and
Speaker 3: there's times where it's something there may not be chemistry
Speaker 3: right to the you know degree, So you got to
Speaker 3: pull it from somewhere and I can just throw myself
Speaker 3: like I'm not even there. I'll look like I'm there,
Speaker 3: but I'm somewhere else.
Speaker 2: That's what makes you a good performer. I mean no, Yeah,
Speaker 2: we talk about this a lot, where like we kind
Speaker 2: of have these mental places that we go in order
Speaker 2: to make ourselves look like we are super into it. Obviously,
Speaker 2: like whether there's chemistry or not, it's still a lot
Speaker 2: of pressure to orgasm on camera. Yes, so all the
Speaker 2: last ones.
Speaker 1: And everybody wants to go home.
Speaker 2: And I've Also, I've also noticed, I don't know if
Speaker 2: you've noticed, a lot of studios lately have been a
Speaker 2: lot less pressuring people to finish, whereas before it was
Speaker 2: like if you don't finish paid, you don't get at
Speaker 2: least the full amount for sure. They call it a
Speaker 2: money shop for a reason for real.
Speaker 1: So it's interesting, yeah, because now that's so probably that
Speaker 1: like it's abusive, I.
Speaker 2: Mean yeah, but at the same time, like I don't
Speaker 2: know if maybe it's because I've been around longer than
Speaker 2: a lot of people who are consuming poor now these days,
Speaker 2: but like I want to see you come.
Speaker 1: Yeah, that's the thing, Like.
Speaker 2: It's the hottest part in my opinion.
Speaker 1: But we know that like taking something away if someone
Speaker 1: doesn't doesn't help the process.
Speaker 2: That is definitely true. There's a lot of pressure, I think,
Speaker 2: but like I think a lot of times that's why
Speaker 2: some people were were like the champions of the industry
Speaker 2: in terms of like being hired a lot because they
Speaker 2: were able to get hard, they were able to fuck,
Speaker 2: they were able to be present and ultimately to finish.
Speaker 1: I definitely would not want to work again with somebody
Speaker 1: if it took them a long, long, long time.
Speaker 2: Totally Yeah, was finishing ever an issue for you? I
Speaker 2: was the best at it.
Speaker 3: Ay, I love that, and you're right, you know, that's
Speaker 3: you know, showing up, getting along, working as a team.
Speaker 3: And then I would just wait for the other person,
Speaker 3: you know, and just because back in the day, we
Speaker 3: we'd just pull, we'd come by jacking off on each
Speaker 3: other's chest or abs. Now now I've worked to the
Speaker 3: point where you know, I I just all come out
Speaker 3: of your your butt or your pie or.
Speaker 2: Yes, and then and then you show it.
Speaker 3: Yeah, but yeah, so I would just edge and just
Speaker 3: wait for him. So I'd be the one waiting, and
Speaker 3: I was kind of back in the Randy Blue days.
Speaker 3: I was the one would break in the young straight eyes.
Speaker 2: Like, this is Reese. He's straight, he's cool, he does
Speaker 2: this stuff. Yeah, I'm cool. I fuck guys on the
Speaker 2: ass brow.
Speaker 1: There's nothing gay about it, dude. It's acting. Man, you're
Speaker 1: an you want to be an actor.
Speaker 2: Yeah, So tell us about what it's like having a
Speaker 2: straight relationship slash marriage while gape horn is the bulk
Speaker 2: of your income, if not all of it. Yeah, Yeah,
Speaker 2: how's that going? I've been how that even start? Yeah?
Speaker 3: We got together about twenty one years ago. Oh wow,
Speaker 3: so like when you started just before, So she's whoa
Speaker 3: whole ride?
Speaker 1: Wow?
Speaker 3: So yeah, she's she's I just got off the phone
Speaker 3: with this person. Should I do this? Should I do that?
Speaker 3: Telling her it can get me down, get me and
Speaker 3: to know a lot of people, which it has. Yeah,
Speaker 3: so she's been there from the very beginning. She was
Speaker 3: completely okay with the really easily okay with the gay straight.
Speaker 3: She didn't want me to do oh really? Yeah, so
Speaker 3: I was actually by the plot thickens.
Speaker 2: Yeah. Yeah, and would you have if she was not
Speaker 2: okay with it?
Speaker 3: I did in five do some without her knowing, because
Speaker 3: you know, it's my job and I needed money and
Speaker 3: PC and yes.
Speaker 1: Right kind is to find out though, Yeah.
Speaker 2: Yeah, well no, I'm fascinated by this. So she knew
Speaker 2: obviously that this is a career direction that you were taking,
Speaker 2: but in order to preserve the integrity of your relationship,
Speaker 2: she was like, I only want you fucking boys on camera. Yeah, yeah,
Speaker 2: that is very interesting.
Speaker 3: Yeah, and it was you know, at the beginning, it
Speaker 3: was just don't talk about it when I come back,
Speaker 3: or maybe she wouldn't want to have sex that night
Speaker 3: I flew in, but now it's completely progressed. Once she
Speaker 3: went to like the av Inn and the Gay Vienne
Speaker 3: and she saw the glitz and the glamour and the
Speaker 3: appreciation that US actors get from what we did the
Speaker 3: past year, and it's like the oscars of porn. She's like, Wow,
Speaker 3: this is a legitimate business. And then now she can
Speaker 3: dress up and pick outfits and come with me, and
Speaker 3: now she's okay with the straight matter of fact, she
Speaker 3: was just on the team VP's production house in Arizona,
Speaker 3: helping out with cooking and cleaning and doing behind the
Speaker 3: scenes videos or interviews, and there's just fucking going on
Speaker 3: left and right. They filmed like thirty films in that weekend,
Speaker 3: so it was really interesting to see Becky there and
Speaker 3: she was she was also talking to the girls for
Speaker 3: me because I'm busy, I might be helping film and
Speaker 3: she's like, hey, you want to film with my husband?
Speaker 2: And she was setting it off.
Speaker 1: She's honest.
Speaker 2: She's evolved, dude. Yeah, I mean that's awesome. Like the
Speaker 2: state of relationships I think have changed so much in
Speaker 2: the last twenty years too. I can see how, like
Speaker 2: you know, we evolve a little bit. There's a little
Speaker 2: less pressure. Does she have a career of her owner?
Speaker 2: Do you guys work together on like the business of
Speaker 2: Reese write out? We work together? Okay? Yeah, so she
Speaker 2: helps out. She scheduled this whole trip for me. Wow,
Speaker 2: the whole She's like, she's like your pimp kind of Yeah,
Speaker 2: she sounds awesome. Pimp.
Speaker 3: We have this little joke for her, you know, you know,
Speaker 3: because even if you're a director or something, you give
Speaker 3: yourself a fake name. H yeah, a pseudonym. Yeah, pseudonym.
Speaker 2: Pseudonym. Do you like that one? Yeah?
Speaker 3: So her middle name, and then she sees more Dix
Speaker 3: than me, Sue Dix.
Speaker 2: Does she get some passes considering that you're fucking all
Speaker 2: over the place on camera? Does she get some fine
Speaker 2: Dix elsewhere without you know, divulging too much? Sure? Yes,
Speaker 2: I guess that's a personal question. I apologize well, I mean,
Speaker 2: on my behalf.
Speaker 3: You know, I wouldn't it doesn't I wouldn't blink an eye.
Speaker 3: But yeah, there's been a time where a friend of
Speaker 3: thirty five years wanted to play and I brought that
Speaker 3: up to her and think it maybe it'd flatter her,
Speaker 3: but it went the other way. Interesting, and there were
Speaker 3: a wanted to play with her, play with you, oh
Speaker 3: all of us?
Speaker 2: Oh gotcha?
Speaker 3: Okay, yeah, yeah, he's uh, he's married himself and he's
Speaker 3: in that lifestyle.
Speaker 2: Yeah.
Speaker 3: But yeah it was a swinging yeah yes, swing, yeah, yes, swing.
Speaker 3: But that's who she is. She doesn't play around. She
Speaker 3: did say those where's the dildo? Because I'm gone for
Speaker 3: a month?
Speaker 2: Yeah. I love that, you know, I think that. Honestly,
Speaker 2: that's super evolved. We talk about this on his podcast
Speaker 2: all the time, what it's like to be in the
Speaker 2: adult industry and date people who are not necessarily participants
Speaker 2: of the adult industry, at least as performers, and it
Speaker 2: can cause a lot of problems because a lot of
Speaker 2: times they all think like, well, if you're getting all
Speaker 2: this action, whether it's on or off camera, why shouldn't I,
Speaker 2: Or like, I'm a little jealous that I.
Speaker 1: Don't feel neglected.
Speaker 2: Yeah, all kinds of yeah, all kinds of things. So
Speaker 2: if she's able to just be like, you know what,
Speaker 2: that's your life, this is my life, and how I
Speaker 2: participate in your life, it's pretty cool. It is. I'm
Speaker 2: super lucky. That's awesome.
Speaker 1: We were facetiming a lot during that During the.
Speaker 2: Yeah, so I want to know about biceps. Is that
Speaker 2: just is do you have like a music portion of
Speaker 2: your career or is that just kind of one track
Speaker 2: you just touring around.
Speaker 3: It's always been it's always been something I've I've I mean,
Speaker 3: ever since I was in like elementary school, There'd be
Speaker 3: some sort of entertainment thing I wanted to do, like
Speaker 3: a magician or comedian. Or my grandpa did the accordion
Speaker 3: and piano and organ at his house, and so I
Speaker 3: did guitar, got my brother into brothers. We'd do guitar
Speaker 3: and he was really good at drums and so many instruments. Singing.
Speaker 3: My mom does some singing. That kind of gave me
Speaker 3: some courage. Did a year and a half of lessons.
Speaker 3: Even though I'm still I am in a musical coming
Speaker 3: up in March in Portland. I play he Man again again.
Speaker 2: Yeah, humble brag, backdoor bragging. Oh, they just hire me
Speaker 2: on these musicals to play muscly superheroes.
Speaker 3: Yeah, that's my hair blonde for the first I'll do
Speaker 3: a wig this time. It was too hard keeping my
Speaker 3: hair blonde herd orange. But the bicep song actually was
Speaker 3: I hit someone up on fiver and said, I want
Speaker 3: to beat the sounds eighties rapish you send me a.
Speaker 2: Beat I got, I got some hooks in my head.
Speaker 2: I want to lay down.
Speaker 3: And then one drunk night with my SM seven B
Speaker 3: sure microphone, same one, Michael Jackson recorded thriller Around. I
Speaker 3: busted it out in five minutes and then I sent
Speaker 3: it off to We Dope, their sounding engineers here in
Speaker 3: LA And that was like three years ago. But funny enough,
Speaker 3: they a week ago they hit me up and they're like, hey,
Speaker 3: we never did the splits on that song, Like, well, no,
Speaker 3: what's the splits? The split So it's a percentage that
Speaker 3: they composers, collaborators get even though they just did the
Speaker 3: mixing and masterin Yeah. But I was like, I'll give
Speaker 3: it to you guys because they can put in their
Speaker 3: catalog and potentially have productions use it.
Speaker 2: Yeah. So I'm like, yeah, here's your twenty five percent. Nice.
Speaker 3: It's only made one hundred bucks and over the last
Speaker 3: three years, but I probably one hundred and fifty on
Speaker 3: marketing right right.
Speaker 2: It made for a great stage show, I'll tell you that.
Speaker 2: Thank you, And that was on a night I think
Speaker 2: that was an award show right, and you won like
Speaker 2: a life shot oh, the Fleshbot Awards, and you won
Speaker 2: like a Life Achievement Award, the Legacy one, the Legacy Award. Yeah,
Speaker 2: that's fucking cool. It's really cool. Yeah, it felt good.
Speaker 2: I mean, having longevity in this industry, I mean I've
Speaker 2: I've been doing it eleven years and I'm kind of
Speaker 2: like shocked I'm still around, even in some capacity.
Speaker 3: Oh yeah yeah, and so like I see why you're
Speaker 3: still around. Oh yeah, yeah, I mean I see all around.
Speaker 2: I mean I don't want you to extrapolate, but I
Speaker 2: want you to extrapolate. No, pressure's extrapolate, alliteration, pseudonym, extrapolate,
Speaker 2: to keep going. What's that from the word of the
Speaker 2: day screaming? I don't know what a yeah, yeah, that
Speaker 2: was a little home alone.
Speaker 1: It was a little but you need your you need
Speaker 1: the hands up on your face to.
Speaker 2: Tev's Playhouse or is every time out yeaheah.
Speaker 3: I used to watch Yeah, I won Peewee for Halloween contest.
Speaker 2: Oh yeah, I know we're aging ourselves. I don't care.
Speaker 2: Whatever care early Tim Burton ship, I've seen a couple
Speaker 2: of interviews of you as well, and we had mentioned
Speaker 2: that we were on one of our Instagram posts that
Speaker 2: we were excited to have you on a guest and
Speaker 2: we had a couple of people comment like do you
Speaker 2: get a lot of flack for being bisexual or even
Speaker 2: hetero flexible or straight leaning and having this kind of
Speaker 2: position in the gay adult industry? Like do people give
Speaker 2: you ship for that?
Speaker 1: Now I remember the comment. It was like, it was like, oh,
Speaker 1: I hope not, like keep your keep your podcast gay,
Speaker 1: don't have straight people on it?
Speaker 2: I'm like, I mean and we have before, Yeah, we
Speaker 2: had Adam Kobatsky, Like we like hearing a variety of perspectives,
Speaker 2: but I just wanted to hear your perspective if it
Speaker 2: if it's sometimes it's difficult taking ship from people who
Speaker 2: are pureists.
Speaker 3: Yeah, it's happened more recently. You know, back in the day,
Speaker 3: the gay for pay was was that's it was touted
Speaker 3: and it was a term for marketing. Sure, but I
Speaker 3: think when when you when you say something like you know,
Speaker 3: don't have them on they're not gay enough, it makes
Speaker 3: that that straight man that's thinking about coming out, you know.
Speaker 2: Curl up good point.
Speaker 3: Then then you're going to be demonized. That's what it
Speaker 3: feels like it and that's you know, that's that's not
Speaker 3: a good feeling, and you should look at me. Is
Speaker 3: that bridge between the gap to get you through the
Speaker 3: over the moat to the castle, to the glory land.
Speaker 1: To the glory hole.
Speaker 3: But because I you know, I can, I can slip
Speaker 3: in both worlds in terms of gay and straight and
Speaker 3: buy and you know, I do it all FtM, you know, MTF,
Speaker 3: trans and I'm very fluid in that, in that aspect.
Speaker 3: And so it's like, I like to consider myself an
Speaker 3: ally for I'd stand up for anybody that is on
Speaker 3: on that rainbow of one side to the other. And
Speaker 3: I'm just waiting for the day for me to have
Speaker 3: to protect one of my gay friends out in the
Speaker 3: real world. You know, I'm always I'm hyper vigilant on that.
Speaker 2: Yeah, I want to be that hero. You know, I've
Speaker 2: been saying this for years, for at least for recent years,
Speaker 2: that fluid is the future. And I think that I
Speaker 2: think fluids started with bisexual. I think that, you know,
Speaker 2: the binary is becoming more of a spectrum. And I
Speaker 2: think that it's really cool that you have been a
Speaker 2: voice in that for this long and that that voice
Speaker 2: has kind of evolved, and it's nice to hear that
Speaker 2: you also work with like trans people and like that's
Speaker 2: some admirable thank you. Yeah. Yeah, So i' me into
Speaker 2: those comments.
Speaker 3: You gotta, you know, just take them with a grain
Speaker 3: of salt, and.
Speaker 1: Yeah, I get them if I even like if I
Speaker 1: like something on Twitter that is a straight video or
Speaker 1: like say something like people ask if I A'm gonna
Speaker 1: do a straight scene and I'm like, yeah, I don't know,
Speaker 1: I could, Yeah, why not? I don't know a lot
Speaker 1: of you are, and I am I'm I'm like, I
Speaker 1: don't know a lot of girls in the industry, but
Speaker 1: I'm like, I'm open to it. So if it gets
Speaker 1: set up, it gets set up. But I'm not going
Speaker 1: to like really, if it's easy to set up, I'll
Speaker 1: do it. Yeah, but sometimes it can be a little challenging,
Speaker 1: especially not knowing that many women that want to shoot
Speaker 1: with well.
Speaker 2: I think that that purest perspective is is dated. I
Speaker 2: think it's kind of a thing of the past, and
Speaker 2: I like, you know, performers like Derek Cage, who is like,
Speaker 2: you know, he considers himself gay, but he also has
Speaker 2: just such a curiosity for all things sexual yeah. So
Speaker 2: he's like he like, is curious about working with women,
Speaker 2: so he's going to ye and every time people give
Speaker 2: him sit for it, he's kind of like, I don't
Speaker 2: give a fuck. Yeah, I'm not doing this for you.
Speaker 2: I'm doing this for me, like yeah, And if he loses.
Speaker 1: Those fans, then I guess I'll have to take that
Speaker 1: attitude with me when I.
Speaker 2: Yeah, yeah, no, it clearly if you have a curiosity
Speaker 2: to work with women, follow that I do. Yeah, yeah, totally.
Speaker 1: Yeah, I have something on Sunday.
Speaker 2: Oh yeah, he's filming his first straight threesome.
Speaker 1: Well, it's I guess by threesome, I mean, I guess
Speaker 1: here's the thing straight enough. I think I think it's straight.
Speaker 1: I think it's straight. MMF is hotter to me than
Speaker 1: a by m ms.
Speaker 2: Well, because essentially what you're doing is you're filming something
Speaker 2: that you consume on your own. I know you've been
Speaker 2: saying this for years, that you love and yeah, yeah.
Speaker 1: I hope I do a good job. Another thing is
Speaker 1: like I get more stressed out about the idea of
Speaker 1: filming with a woman. I'm like, I don't want to
Speaker 1: bore her. I'm like with a guy, I know I'm
Speaker 1: like gonna have Like, he's gonna have a good time.
Speaker 1: But I'm pretty confident about that. But yeah, with a woman,
Speaker 1: I'm like, I don't want her to be like, who
Speaker 1: is this gay guy fucking me?
Speaker 2: Well you'll find out. I can't wait to talk about
Speaker 2: it on this podcast. They're gonna love it, yeah, Connor Cocks. Yeah.
Speaker 2: So bringing it back around to sobriety, obviously, you know
Speaker 2: when you're on stage winning legacy awards and performing for
Speaker 2: your gay fans, people are probably throwing substances at you
Speaker 2: all the time. I'm sure this is something you have
Speaker 2: to kind of you've been having to deal with for
Speaker 2: a long time. Have you been in and out of
Speaker 2: sobriety over the years or is this the first time
Speaker 2: that you're like committing to that title sober?
Speaker 3: Been in and out you have? I saw where it
Speaker 3: can take you. You know, it's it's either a slow
Speaker 3: death or a fast death. How it is with alcohol.
Speaker 1: Can you talk about like what you saw, oh, like
Speaker 1: in terms of like why it affects you?
Speaker 2: Yeah? You mean you mean I like who yeah?
Speaker 1: Yeah?
Speaker 2: Oh with my brother yeah yeah.
Speaker 3: Yeah, oh yeah, there was it was Halloween a couple
Speaker 3: of years ago and.
Speaker 2: We helped him move.
Speaker 3: Took him ten ten fifteen days, so many truckloads. He
Speaker 3: was really stressed out moving with his girlfriend. And then
Speaker 3: my younger brother Jared was living with me and he
Speaker 3: was just on the phone a lot with him the
Speaker 3: last week and tonight he was Jordan's acting. He's talking
Speaker 3: to me in like six seven different voices.
Speaker 2: What's going on? You know? And then I.
Speaker 3: Kind of I kind of like picked up what was
Speaker 3: going on.
Speaker 2: So then I was like, we got to get over there.
Speaker 2: He's across town.
Speaker 3: And then I beg he had to go to the bathroom,
Speaker 3: which took a few minutes, and then we were driving
Speaker 3: over as fast as we can. And then, uh, I'm
Speaker 3: calling my dad, Hey, should I call the police? It's
Speaker 3: something something's not right here. He's not answering his phone
Speaker 3: and stuff. But my dad didn't want us to call
Speaker 3: the police, you know, so we just kept driving. And
Speaker 3: then Julie was with my dad and she had to
Speaker 3: stop and get alcohol. Took a few minutes at the store.
Speaker 3: So so many things that took a few minutes in
Speaker 3: one being alcohol. And then we get he wouldn't answer
Speaker 3: the doors, you know, candy out and on the porch
Speaker 3: and we walk around back and the back door is open.
Speaker 3: And then my brother Jared was with me. We're the
Speaker 3: first ones there. And then he said, there he is,
Speaker 3: and I turned around. He's just in the grass. So
Speaker 3: we immediately like run over to him.
Speaker 2: And I'm so sorry. It's just tried to plug the hole.
Speaker 2: There's just nothing there.
Speaker 3: And paramedics come in there just there's nothing they can do.
Speaker 3: And I was just why can't you, why can't you
Speaker 3: just try to shock him or something?
Speaker 2: And my dad he was, he was There's a lot of.
Speaker 3: The family members, my mom and Josh weren't there, but
Speaker 3: or Jackie. But we all rushed over there and just
Speaker 3: found just minutes late, too late. And then my dad
Speaker 3: he found his brother back in like seventy three or something,
Speaker 3: so I could see his face, you know, just saying Jeordie,
Speaker 3: you know Jordi. And it's just been a different world
Speaker 3: since then.
Speaker 2: And this was I mean, you don't have to get
Speaker 2: into too many details if you don't want to, but
Speaker 2: this was alcohol related.
Speaker 3: It had a large portion of it, okay, because it
Speaker 3: can make your life a mess. He was not completing
Speaker 3: his work anytime I saw and he helped me build
Speaker 3: the set for our movie set and he was doing
Speaker 3: construction and stuff, so that's good he was able to
Speaker 3: help me build that.
Speaker 2: But yeah, alcohol.
Speaker 3: We got there and on the table was just a
Speaker 3: handle or whatever, half gallon or gollon, and I didn't
Speaker 3: I wasn't drinking that Halloween, and I wish we would
Speaker 3: ask him to go out.
Speaker 2: He loved the Halloween.
Speaker 3: He was wearing a Yoshi Mario Kart costume.
Speaker 2: Well, now here you are sober three months? Yeah, congratulations, thanks, Yeah,
Speaker 2: that's something they'd be proud of him. Yeah. Yeah, we
Speaker 2: were really worried about you. We had that interview scheduled
Speaker 2: and we were really excited and then he told me
Speaker 2: what was going on, and it was just such a
Speaker 2: scary thing. So I'm really happy to hear that you've
Speaker 2: pulled out of it.
Speaker 3: Thank you, and thanks for having me on let me
Speaker 3: talk about it. That's the first time I've actually played
Speaker 3: it out in two years. It's been too hard to
Speaker 3: I really appreciate you being open and candid. Yeah, thank
Speaker 3: you for that.
Speaker 1: Yeah, we like in Europe. You kind of you started
Speaker 1: to tell me. I could tell you weren't ready to
Speaker 1: like talk about it. All the way and I didn't
Speaker 1: know you as well then, so it's been like, thank
Speaker 1: you for sharing that with me.
Speaker 3: Yeah, and definitely know mental health, you know, donate and
Speaker 3: look out for people, and you got to get out.
Speaker 2: There and there's always something extra you can do. And
Speaker 2: there's also the nine eight eight hotline if anybody needs
Speaker 2: to talk to somebody. Derek brought that to our attention
Speaker 2: because Derek has also dealt with some difficult times. But
Speaker 2: let's bring it up. Let's wrap up the suffering. He's
Speaker 2: doing well, he's doing he's looking fantastic and La not
Speaker 2: me yet, but we'll see if we can remedy that.
Speaker 2: But before we wrap it up, what is next for Reese?
Speaker 2: Ride out? You're you're on this tour. What are you
Speaker 2: excited about? How? Let's this out on a positive note?
Speaker 3: Yeah, so, fucking a lot of holes the best and
Speaker 3: doing a lot.
Speaker 1: What a hard right.
Speaker 3: They're all ninety eight point six degrees hopefully oh god,
Speaker 3: so yes, podcasts hosting some events, birthday parties.
Speaker 2: This will be after the fact, but coming up on
Speaker 2: twenty ninth.
Speaker 3: And then yeah, movie independent Films coming out doing film
Speaker 3: and one in moab Utah in November Crystal is still
Speaker 3: on the editing. It's hour and forty minutes. We're gonna
Speaker 3: trim a little fat, bring it down to ninety, get
Speaker 3: it colorized, get that out. You can see that at
Speaker 3: Nick Dent dot com. A real real name. The trailer
Speaker 3: and we're doing Killer clown Girls. You'll be able to
Speaker 3: see that. The musical coming up.
Speaker 2: You're fucking killing it. Man, You've got so much going on.
Speaker 2: It's so impressive. Thank you. Yeah, I try. Good thing
Speaker 2: you got. I know, right, Jesus, good thing you got.
Speaker 2: Maybe I need a Becky of my own. That's like,
Speaker 2: we all need some type a straight girl to just
Speaker 2: keep our shit in mind. Yeah, she does a great job. Well,
Speaker 2: that's awesome. Thank you so much for joining us today,
Speaker 2: Reese and getting into all all sides of what you've
Speaker 2: been through. Really appreciate it. Yeah, thank you for having me.
Speaker 2: It's good to see you. It's good to have you here.
Speaker 2: Thank you, Adam, Yeah, thank you so much. Yeah, and
Speaker 2: thank you all for listening. Powering through season three. I
Speaker 2: can't believe we're close to an end here. I know
Speaker 2: that was nineteen nineteen. Yeah, it's got a few left
Speaker 2: and then it's the holidays. Well, Thank you guys, Thank
Speaker 2: you Cole, Thank you guys for being patient with me
Speaker 2: being all late. Thank you Reese for joining us. Thank
Speaker 2: you Tony, Yeah, thank you to I'm Adam.
Speaker 1: Ramsey, I'm Cole Connor.
Speaker 2: It's been sorry for asking.
Speaker 1: Bye bye. This has been sorry for asking.
Speaker 2: Be sure to like, comment and subscribe, and until next time,
Speaker 2: stay sexy perfected. You know it