Speaker 1: It's the time to reflect. You know, I'm fifty years old.
Speaker 1: If it it's called fifty plus, I'm looking back at
Speaker 1: my life as I also look ahead at the future,
Speaker 1: being fifty plus, and I'm heading towards fifty six and
Speaker 1: six months seven months I was looking back at cause
Speaker 1: I'm doing research. I don't know if I mentioned on
Speaker 1: this show. I know I mentioned on what and I
Speaker 1: mentioned it on a jail Ja this evening. I dated
Speaker 1: someone who had a very interesting, we'll say interesting thing
Speaker 1: come out against them that was major and they died
Speaker 1: in prison, and so I had the correspondence. I have
Speaker 1: the j I found the journals of the time period,
Speaker 1: like journals when I was dating this person, and I
Speaker 1: and I'm going, I'm trying to think about what I'm
Speaker 1: gonna do with it. I think it's a fascinating story.
Speaker 1: It's it's fifth the time people are MC stories. It's
Speaker 1: not a true crime story per se, cause hey, I
Speaker 1: don't get touch right. But I have been asking people,
Speaker 1: so I do movie or TV or podcast or a book.
Speaker 1: Everybody's thinking so far, I've got mostly you should do
Speaker 1: a podcast something about it. But they got me thinking
Speaker 1: about my other relationships. I've had some very unique relationships.
Speaker 1: There's one person to be famous, but the others aren't famous.
Speaker 1: It's just regular people that I dated. We've had some
Speaker 1: interesting stuff, and I have the journals and I have
Speaker 1: some of the cards, and there's there's one particular I
Speaker 1: was talking about on another show, and so it's a veteran.
Speaker 1: I'm like, I love to tell that story, but I
Speaker 1: don't want to. I don't wan miss up their identity.
Speaker 1: I don't if they're still around, I have no idea.
Speaker 1: But I've had other relationships too, And that's one of
Speaker 1: the things when you if if you were mostly single,
Speaker 1: that's dif's between people in their fifties. If you were
Speaker 1: mostly single and have and had years your relationship, or
Speaker 1: you were in long term relationships are married. But also
Speaker 1: then it had single bubbins, because it's different if you
Speaker 1: were I got on with somebody at twenty one and
Speaker 1: you're with them and they bring up fifty that's different
Speaker 1: than someone who we had. Maybe we was married eighteen,
Speaker 1: got divorced twenty three, did it for a while as
Speaker 1: the relationships twenty seven, Maybe got long ter relationship for
Speaker 1: ninety years, thirty five, And that's different that's like, that's
Speaker 1: to me, it's just regular life, right, So when do
Speaker 1: you do that? Do you think, wow, that was I
Speaker 1: did so and so that was so interesting, Like you think,
Speaker 1: like why would I think you know, well, how to
Speaker 1: go out that person. But I've had some really interesting
Speaker 1: situations based on geography, time period eighties, nineties, two thousands
Speaker 1: er my becoming kind of famous a little bit, that
Speaker 1: whole situation with that, what that means several things, just
Speaker 1: to severals. I look at that, I'm like, that's that
Speaker 1: kind of Maybe that's a book too, Maybe it's another book.
Speaker 1: Just why I talk about the relationships and don't give
Speaker 1: names out. I've had super romantic relationships. I've had whirlwind,
Speaker 1: I've had someone from Norway to be off my feet.
Speaker 1: I've had all kinds of stuff and and it and
Speaker 1: you know, right now, I'm single, don't have anybody, and
Speaker 1: people always tells you what you want. I d I
Speaker 1: would love to be in love. I love that feeling
Speaker 1: being in love with somebody you can't get enough of them.
Speaker 1: I love I love all that. I would love to
Speaker 1: have that sure and someone loved me back. That would
Speaker 1: feel amazing, I said the episode before the show I
Speaker 1: don't know who's gonna happen. I don't know if my
Speaker 1: time is up. I get I'm not out looking. I'm
Speaker 1: actively looking out there, actually I want to. I'm not
Speaker 1: on any apps and I'm gone to stay clubs or anything.
Speaker 1: I literally just work all time. See my friends, and
Speaker 1: most of my friends are in couples, in relationships, so
Speaker 1: they they're no help. And then I and then I
Speaker 1: just work. That is it. So I have no idea
Speaker 1: if that's come for you. But I'm looking back at
Speaker 1: my previous ones, and I will say I was very blessed,
Speaker 1: very lucky. I had some really loving, romantic, impactful relationships
Speaker 1: I have. If if I died tomorrow, we'll talking about
Speaker 1: I don't. But if I did, I say, you know what,
Speaker 1: I really did live life. I lived life and I
Speaker 1: dated around and I have a million I have some
Speaker 1: funny experiences. I have serious ones. Yeah, I mean, I
Speaker 1: mean I was I was out there. I would say
Speaker 1: I was out there. I was trying Sacramento in San Francisco,
Speaker 1: in New York and Sanders in Pittsburgh. But I was
Speaker 1: out there. I was trying, and there was times when
Speaker 1: I things would line up and there is I found
Speaker 1: two people that I used to know thirty years ago.
Speaker 1: I found my face and I reached out to them. Now,
Speaker 1: Facebook's weird because if you're not friends, already get you
Speaker 1: when I get to requests. But I'm hoping they up
Speaker 1: with one of them season it. At some point I
Speaker 1: did a friend of the question one too. If they
Speaker 1: remember me? They do not remember me. It's been so long.
Speaker 1: I remember them and we kind of fund it reconnect.
Speaker 1: But there was I had a question on one of them.
Speaker 1: I still do. I was looking at God and other
Speaker 1: people like, Okay, I still do. But it's just it's
Speaker 1: just that I've been very fortunate and I look back
Speaker 1: and go, wow, I've had some very varied experiences. I
Speaker 1: really have, Like I mean, it's it's a trip. So
Speaker 1: think back to your life and what your day life
Speaker 1: was like. I don't know. I mean, you're still dating
Speaker 1: me out. But I say for those of us who
Speaker 1: are just sitting here kind of going, okay, I don't
Speaker 1: listen ex romantically, but I'm looking back. What is what
Speaker 1: does your life say? You look back in your relationships
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