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Speaker 1: Hey, you filthy devents. Welcome back to another episode of

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Nikki After Dark, where we dive deep into your dirtiest,

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most honest confessions. I'm your host, Nikki, and tonight we're

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getting extra spicy. Here are three teasers of what you're

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here on the show tonight. A thirty seven year old

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landlord walks in on his hot twenty year old blonde

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tenant riding her boyfriend on the living room sofa, and

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instead of leaving, she keeps bouncing while staring straight at

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him with a wicked smile. A married mom on a

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long flight gets upgraded and finds herself sitting next to

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a smooth, confident French stranger. Things get very handsy under

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a scarf at three thirty thousand feet while her husband

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sits rows behind her, and a reserved straight twenty five

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year old guy who's about to get married secretly rides

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a seven inch dildo for hours. Fantasy about being converted

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into an eager cow core by experienced man. Stick around

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because these stories are very delicious. Hello OyamO, how are

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you Do you ever think the scholar that you named

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yourself after here ever thought his name would be said

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on an erotic podcast? I thought of that, As you

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know so many times I say people's names are like

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yours is named after someone you know. Hmmm. Before we

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jump into these confessions, I want to read this juicy

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listener question. I've been with my partner for six years

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and the sex is still good, but I constantly fantasize

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about being dominated and used by a much older and

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more aggressive than my partner. I feel guilty for wanting

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it so badly. Am I wrong for craving something darker

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than what I have at home? Now? I want to

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hear from all of you, my listeners, what's one fantasy

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that you have that your current partner could never fulfill?

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What would you rather keep those fantasies private for a

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risk of telling your partner, impossibly changing the relationship, or

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maybe tiptoe into it. Hmm. You can send your answers

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in the chat or to Nikky and I kk Y

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at dearerniki dot com, anonymously through our website at dearniki

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dot com under the confessions tab, and join us over

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on our discord channel Monday through Saturday, eight pm Central

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Standard Time. The wilder and the better, and I do

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read every single one of them, and now it's my

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favorite part of the show. I think you all know

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by now it's time for our reddle. Here you go.

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I'm always wet on the inside and sometimes people blow me.

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What am I stick around and I'll give you the

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answer an they very end of our show. You know

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what time it is. It's time to sit back, relax.

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Let's have a whiskey with some filthy cherries, of course,

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and explore some erotic fantasies from people just like you

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and me. I kind of have the hiccups, Dear Nikki.

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I need to confess something that's making my nights so

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much hotter lately. I've developed this intense, filthy obsession with

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Axed and Veil. God, that man's so fucking hot. There's

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just something about him that hits every button for me.

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He's unapologetically himself and a world full of fake, polished

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guys who are scared to say what they really think,

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his directness is a breath of fresh air, especially for

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a man his age. He doesn't want dance around the

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issues or soften his words to please anyone. He's just raw,

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honest and stands by exactly what he means. That kind

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of real masculinity turns me on more than I can explain.

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Every night, when he goes live, I tune in like

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my personal ritual. I lie in bed with my headphones on,

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lights low and just listen to that deep voice and

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sharp laugh, the way he cuts through the bullshit. The

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more he talks, the later I get. I slip my

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hand between my thighs and start touching myself slowly, at first,

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matching the rhythm of his stream. As he gets fired

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up about something, calling it exactly like he sees it.

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I rub my clip faster, imagining him looking straight at

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me with the intense stare. I love how he owns

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the room without trying. He's a real man who says

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exactly what he thinks and doesn't apologize for it. That

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confidence makes me throb, fantasizing about him noticing me in

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his chat or catching me in private moment a picture

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sneaking into his streaming room after hours, the glow of

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the monitors lighting up his face. He'd look up at

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me with the same direct gaze, no games, and tell

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me exactly what he wants. I dropped to my knees

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right there, eager to please him, while he keeps that

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same unfiltered attitude. The thought of him gripping my hair

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and guiding me, still being that brutally honest version of himself,

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makes me explode. I come listening to him almost every

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single night he's live. Sometimes I have to bite my

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pillows so I don't moan too loud when the orgasm hits.

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It's become my dirty little secret. I feel the rush

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every time I hear his voice, now knowing where my

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hand is going to end up. He makes me feel

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like it's okay to want something real and raw. Signed

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his secret nighttime listener. So, yes, I know who this is,

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and yes that's a fake name, and I did reach

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out to this person and I've not heard anything back.

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Hello Harbor again, I have not heard anything. That's why

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I left the name as is. And no, I will

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not say or admit if you figure it out, so

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unless I have permission from them, it's all sush. So well,

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it'll be interesting to see, but don't count your chickens

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before they hatch kind of thing. Not expecting to hear anything,

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I like this. The confession is super hot and honest,

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with nothing wrong, craving that unfiltered masculine energy. I love

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a good man like a man. I love that authentic feel.

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And I know that. I've also said before, and it's

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very true that my definition of a man that I

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crave is very different than what other people crave. And

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men or woman. You know, you may I want a

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more demure woman. I am not and never will be that.

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So if you're looking for someone that's a little soft

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and demure, that is not me unless you're hitting on me,

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and then that's what I blush. So otherwise I am

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just very I'm very cool and calm and quiet. But

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get me riled up and I can be Yeah, just

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let me walk away. In other words, Questions for my author,

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how long have you been having these nightly sessions? Would

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you ever actually try to meet him? Or is this fantasy?

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Honor when it stays private? And for my listeners, have

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you ever gotten off of someone's voice or live stream

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like this? What public figure directness or confidence turns you

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on the most? Share it in the comments. I want

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to read them all. Oh you don't, no, no, it's

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not typing only here, Yeah, yeah, no, it's typing out.

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We talked about opening up, but I was afraid it

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would just become like the nineties. When you called the Chat,

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I heard horror stories about the Chat lions of nine

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hundre numbers. He just everybody was talking at once, so

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we left it like this. But thanks for being here, Derniki.

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I need to confess a wild night from my study

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abroad days that still get me hard thinking about it.

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The wingman succeeded in London. One fine night in the

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early nineteen ninety eight, I was in the second semester

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of junior at University of Wisconsin Madison that Smetterster. I

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studied in London, UK. My study abroad program was off

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to a slow start. I kissed a girl on my

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program and took an English woman I met Vanessa to

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dinner and theater, only to engage in a fully clothed

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light petting no second date. However, I did reasonably well

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with a woman in my college campus in Wisconsin. To

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that end, I reasoned I'm might have some luck going

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to the University of London's student union. The University of

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London was the college that I partnered with the University

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of Wisconsin to allow u W students the opportunity to

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study in the UK and receive credit toward our undergraduate degrees.

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So I suggested to a buddy I had made, Eric,

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that we would head to the pub at the student Union.

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Eric was a nice yet somewhat quiet guy. For better

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or worse, he was my wingman. However, I was a

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better wingman to him than he was to me, doing

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all the heavy lifting. On this night, we spied two

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British co eds who appeared to be around our age.

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As always the case, I was the one who would

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go up to them. I did, and they were receptive.

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Eric followed and the four of us hit it off.

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Their names were Abby and Kate. Covertly, Eric would only

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get with Kate because Abby was too fat. I didn't

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mind at all, because while Kate may have had the

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conventionally better figure, Abby was prettier, with a beautiful light

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blue eyes and pleasant features. As for her figure, I'd

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been with plenty of gals by that time with similar builds.

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I always enjoyed myself. She was not that. She merely

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was on the short side, with thick arms and legs

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and a bubble butt. In other words, she might aptly

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be described as chubby. To his credit, Eric had hit

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it off with Kate and took her back to his flat.

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I hit it off with Abby and took her back

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to mine. Fortunately, I had the room to myself as

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my roommate, not just a flatmate, but the guy with

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whom I shared an actual room in the flat was

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always there for the weekend. Fortunately, Abby was different than

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Vanessa and that she was not bashful about getting undressed.

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We were both nude within ten minutes of our hook up.

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This hookup was noteworthy to be because Abby was the

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first female I encountered with a totally shaved pussy. Annie Novelty, however,

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was nullified by the horrible jobs she had done, so

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many bumps and grow hairs and Nick's. It really would

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have looked better with hair. Abby had raven colored hair

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and a nice triangle of black pubic hair would have

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been a lot more enticing than these bumps and cuts.

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I noticed this because I was literally heading down on

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her flag on the field. She didn't want to do

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that on the first date. No problem. We got under

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my bed sheets and I fingered her while she gave

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me a blow job. She had that tight vaginal opening

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and seemed to like my technique. Her hand job technique

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was great too. After about five minutes I orgasmed. My

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penis was aimed at her side, and I ejaculated four

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or five big jets of seamen on her side and

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on my bed sheets below. That sordid was all her

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too British response. Even now, years later, I still replay

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that night, the way your thick thighs wrapped around my

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hand while I fingered her, our soft, chubby body felt

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pressed against mine, and that cheeky British attitude after I

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painted her side with my cumb It was raw fun

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and perfectly imperfect. Abby may not have been everyone's type,

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but that little, curvy little brit with the pretty blue

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eyes gave me one of my hottest study of broad memories.

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Signed your horny former wingmanned, I would kick the brit

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if he ever said, well, that's sortid and when he

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hears this on Monday morning, that's a little note to him.

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And by the way, I totally got waxed yesterday. So

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you are talking to a minty fresh chick. Put that

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in your pipe and smoke a gentleman. Hello and JB,

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you changed your picture? Is that a full beard? Am

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I looking at a full beard? Okay? You look age

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appropriate now, thank you? I love this study abroad. I

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was never allowed to study abroad because my dad said

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I would never come home because I was looking at

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the UK in Scotland, and he's probably right. I never

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would have came home. Just saying I love the honesty

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about the shape pussy. I have never shaped my pussy.

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I have always gotten it waxed. I just I love

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you can do. You can still get you know all that,

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but it seems like it grows up better and it

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just now. And I'm a ninja, so I always nick

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my legs. I get those wax too. Questions for my author,

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did you ever see Abby again after that night or

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was it just a one night stand? What's the hottest

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part of that memory that you now jerk off to?

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And for my listeners, have you ever had a chubby

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but super pretty hookup that ended up being way better

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than expected? And what's the funniest, most awkward post sex

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comment that a partner has ever given to you. I'm

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trying to think of mine. I had it the other

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three minutes ago, but I it's totally blank. Don't forget.

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You can send all your confessions below in my show links.

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You updated it. The other one looked I mean, this

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one looks great, but the other one looked really hot too,

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just saying you didn't have to change it for me.

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Dear Nighy, I need to confess something that completely changed

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my life during the first UK lockdown. I'm Charlotte. During

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the first lockdown, I became uncontrollably horny, which ultimately led

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to my boyfriend leaving me. During the first lockdown in

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the UK, I was living with my boyfriend now X.

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For reasons I'll explain, we were both told to work

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from home for the foreseeable future, which was fine for

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the both of us at the first. A couple of

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weeks in, I noticed that my panties were becoming wet

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at even the slightest things, accidentally only brushing against my boobs,

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my boyfriend touching my arm or anywhere else for that matter.

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I could feel myself becoming more and more frustrated as

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the days went on, so I seduced my boyfriend into

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bucking me during work hours. We always had an incredible

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sex and we only ever had sex once a week,

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but as soon as lockdown hit I wanted it every day.

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We went from wearing respectable office clothes at home to

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joggers and tank top within a couple of weeks. A

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couple days a week after that, I only wore underwear

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at first. My boyfriend loved that I wasn't wearing that

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many clothes as I was getting impromptu sex during the day,

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sucking him at his desk, making him eat meat under

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my desk. It was incredible, and the more stuff we did,

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the more horny I was getting. I started to want

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sex more than once a day. I'd grab his cock

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a lot and always try to play with it, begging

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him to fuck me. One day, we had sex twice

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in the morning, but I wanted more. I didn't get

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changed to indy underwear that day. I just kept begging

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him to fuck me. He did two more times, but

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I still wanted more. He said he was getting tired,

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and I told him I'll go on top. I love

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to ride, but in my incredibly horny state, I wrote

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him too hard. He slipped out and I'd been to

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his penis. Ooh. After that, we ended up in a

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and E, but even though he was in pain, I

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was still horny and wanted to use him. This is

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when we decided it would be best if we broke up.

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I thought that once lockdown had ended and that my

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sex drive would go back to normal, but it didn't.

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While working for home, I rarely wear any clothes unless

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I have a meeting. If I have a meeting, then

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I'm still bottomless, hoping to meet meeting ends soon so

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I can go back to playing with myself. Even now,

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years later, I still get soaked just remembering how fearal

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I became, constantly dripping, constantly aching my body, betraying me

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with every single hour. The freedom of being home alone

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and throbbing pussy turned me into a insatiable little slut

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who can't get enough. Signed you're turned in satiable slut

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during lockdown. I don't understand why they broke up. They

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broke up just because he she accidentally fucked him too hard,

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and I mean, don't get me wrong, I feel it.

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It sounds like something that would go ouchy, and I

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would never want to do something like that to a gentleman.

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But I think there's more to the story. She's living

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out and gentlemen. I always have shorts on, sometimes panties,

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sometimes not before I'm wearing a dress, which is most

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of the time. I went from home with no panties

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and no bra just saying this is this was hot

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except for the penis thing. That level, constant dribbig horniness

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is every girl's secret Fanta Saint, even if the cost

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of your relationship, I couldn't disagree with that. Questions for

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my author, how long did your insane sex drive stay

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this I after lockdown ended? Have you ever found a

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partner who can actually keep up with how much you

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need it? Or do you mostly just satisfy yourself now?

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And for my listeners, have you or someone you've been

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with ever became uncontrollably horny during the lockdown or a

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stressful period. What's the most desperate thing you've done while

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ridiculously turned on? Drop your confessions below. All my links

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are in my show notes. Dear Nikki, I need to

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confess how deeply I've fallen into a new dynamic with

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my sir. This feels exactly what I've been craving a

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diary to my dom. I'm pretty sure I finally answered

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the right ad. This is exactly what I've been looking for, Sir,

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makes a lot of men look bad like fake Dom's.

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It's been less than a week, but I'm I'm very

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pleased so far. It started out with a little mix

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of questions, immediate tasks to judge my level or something.

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We wanted photos of my toys and that was bound

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to be disappointing. A photo of me with a coat

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hanger clamping my nipples, Sir made it very clear I'd

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be judged on the pose and execution given my rating.

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I like the freedom to choose how best to show myself,

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mixed with the added pleasure of a literal number stamped

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to it. The rest of the day was just back

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and forth getting to know each other despite being very

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different people. The conversation flows very nicely. Sir is very intelligent, creative,

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and super interesting, yet strict, firm and fair. The latter

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is something I need more of. The former is required

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to keep me engaged. He also allows wishes if I

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passed tasks, which is fun. I know I'm skirting the

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lines there a bit, but it's fun. I enjoy being

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called a wish and not every war. It leaves it

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up in the air for him to decide to deny

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me anyway. He hasn't so far. I took a BD

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s M test for him. He might have been the

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tiniest bit surprised. We discussed anel only and I had

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to take pictures of my cunt tape shut. That was

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a new experience for me. It didn't go great rating wise,

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but I always learned something. Always about learning over here.

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I've done some research into butt blogs and anal research

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while playing with myself, writing up my findings, what I enjoyed,

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how I felt It's like I'm being psychoanalyzed by a

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sex therapist, and totally in a good way. Might as

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well beat up ourselves for a minute and overcover the

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fuck ups where I didn't follow directions properly or ask

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enough questions. The task to shove my panties up my

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cunt then put them in my mouth till I gagged.

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Yikes to say I misunderstood and went overboard would be

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fucking understatement. Or the time I half asked my commentary

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on a new topic and he asked for missing parts

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that sucked. It made me sad, disappointed, and shameful. Definitely

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didn't care for the feelings of him not being pleased

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with me. There were also some fun selfie style photos

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that seemed to have gone overwhel I received my highest

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score today. The rection was so good God, damn. Nothing

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quite like your domb telling you the things you do.

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The biggest hang up was vulnerability in telling Sir about

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my hopes and fears in our relationship. He valued my

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honesty and appreciated that I don't know if I'm good

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at that stuff. I have zero doubts. Intends to stop

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either digging his way into my brain bit by bit.

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The transparency and the critiques are so refreshing. I never

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have to worry about being judged or that I'm doing

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something right. He will tell me there's no guessing or uncertaninity.

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While I've only been getting mediocre score. I think I'm

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doing decent enough a plan to put in the work,

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so I think everything will work out. I have a

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good feeling about it anyway, Here's to hoping. Every night

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I reread our messages and feel my pussy throb, knowing

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he's slowly breaking the open, opening my mind as much

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as my body. The mix of praise and strict correction

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has me soaked constantly. I can't wait to earn better

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scores and feel what real ownership from him actually feels like.

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Signed your eager fuck toy. This was interesting. It was

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a diary injury. I don't know if Sir had her

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do it or if she decided to do it her own.

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Either way, I liked it. I liked it's very interesting.

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We don't really we get sometimes stories and confessions of

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what's going on in a d's life, but we never

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get like their flaws and where they're at. So this

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was a very refreshness into the BDSM dom having a

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dom life, you know, kind of thing in her window

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from her eyes. Questions for my author, what's the hottest

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task Sir has given you so far? How did it

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make you feel when you completed it? Have you already

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started training your ass for him? Or is that still

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in the early stages? And for my listeners, have you

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ever had a DOM who actually followed through with structure,

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ratings and honest feedback like this? What's the one task

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or rule that pushed you out of your comfort zone

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but ended up turning you on the most. Send your

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answers to Nikki and Ikky at darniki dot com anonymously

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through our website at darniki dot com and our confessions tab,

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and join us over on our discord channel Monday through Saturday,

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eight pm Central Standard time anybody a domin here? No,

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I figured you were not. I think I've asked you

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that question too before. Dear Niki, Tonight, when I close

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my eyes and drift off, going to be mine in

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the most intense, filthy dream I've ever had. I can

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already fild the building as I lie here in bed,

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my cock twitching at the thought of you. Let me

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tell you exactly how I'm going to fuck you. My

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dreams tonight, every slow, wet, throbbing detail, it starts in

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this luxurious, dimly lit bedroom that doesn't exist anywhere about

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my mind. Silk sheets, the color of deep crimson candles flickering,

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and the air thick with the scent of your perfume

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mixed with raw lust. You're standing there by the window,

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wearing nothing but a tiny black laced thong that barely

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covers your perfect ass and a sheer robe that's slipping

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off one shoulder. Your tits are heavy, nipples are hard

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and begging for attention. I walk up behind you, press

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my body a gunst yours, and whisper in your ear.

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I've been waiting all day to ruin this pretty little pussy, Nikki.

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My hands slattered around you cupping those corgeous breast squeezing

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them firmly while my thumb circle your nipples, he moans softly,

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pushing your ass back against my hard cock that's already

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straining in my boxers. I pinch your nipples just hard

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enough to make you gasp, then spin you around and

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kiss you deep, tongue invading your mouth and claiming you.

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My hands roam down your back, grabbing that juicy ass

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and lifting you up so your legs wrap around my waist.

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I carry you to the bed and toss you down,

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watching your body bounce and tits jiggling. I crawl over

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to you, kissing down your neck, sucking on your collarbone,

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then lower to those perfect tits. I take one nipple

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in my mouth, sucking hard while my hand needs the other.

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My teeth graze you lightly, making you arch and whisper

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my name. Hey, fuck, you sound so needy already. I

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keep going, licking and biting my way down your stomach

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until I reached that tiny thong. I rip it off

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with my teeth, exposing your smooth, dripping, wet pussy. God

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your soak for me. I spread your legs wide, hooking

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them over my shoulders. And bury my face between your thighs.

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My tongue drags slowly up your slit, tasting avery drop

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of your sweet juice. I circle your clit with the

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tip of my tongue, then suck it into my mouth

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while sliding two fingers deep inside you. You're so tight

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and hot, clinching around my fingers as I curl them

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to hit that spot that makes you scream. I eat

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you like a starving man, licking, sucking, fingering you faster,

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feeling your thighs tremble around my head. You grab my air,

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grinding against my face, and come hard. You're pussy pulsing,

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blooding my mouth your cream. I don't stop. I keep

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devouring you through your orgasm until you're shaking and backing.

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Then I stand up, dripping off my clothes so my thick,

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hard cock springs free. It's rock solid for you, veins

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pulsing pre com dripping from the tip. I stroke it

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slowly while looking down at your flushed face and wrecked body.

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You're ready for this, tic nikki, ready for me to

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stretch that tight cunt. You nod desperately, spreading your legs wider.

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I climb back on top, rubbing the hat of my cock,

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up and down your slippery folds, teazing your clit before

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pushing in, inch by inch, I sink into you. Fuck

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You're so damn wet and gripping me like a vice.

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I groan as I bottom out, balls deep filling your

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walls flutter around every inch. I start slow, long deep strugs,

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pulling almost all the way out before slamming back in.

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Your tits bounce with every thrust, and I lean down

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to suck them while I fuck you. I pick up

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the pace, pounding you harder. The sound of our skins

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slapping filled the room. I grab your hips, angling you

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so I hit deeper, grotting against your clit with every thrust.

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You're moaning louder, now, nails ticking into my back. Hi, eh,

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fuck me harder, so I do. I flip you onto

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your hands and knees, smacking your ass hard enough to

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leave red marks, then slam back into you from behind,

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doggy style, gripping your hair, pulling your head back as

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I rail you. My balls slap against your clit. I

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reach around to rub it while you destroy that pussy.

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You come again, screaming my name, pussy squirting around my cock,

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and I don't pull out. I keep sucking you through it,

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chasing my own release. I flip you onto your back again,

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pinning your legs back with your hat, and so I'm

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folding you in half deep brutal thrust. Now I'm owning

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every interview. Your eyes are rolling back, mouth open and ecstasy.

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I kiss you messily, biting your lip as I feel

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my balls tightened. I'm gonna come deep inside your nikki

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and fill this pussy up while a guttural groan, I

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bury myself in you and explode. Thick ropes of hot

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come pump into you, flooding your womb so much it

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leaks out around my cock. As I keep thrusting through

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my orcasm, your body milks every drop out of me.

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But we're not done in this dream. My cock stasts hard.

471
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I pull out and watch my coum trip from your

472
00:29:32,720 --> 00:29:36,160
ruined hole, then flip you over and slide back in

473
00:29:36,279 --> 00:29:41,400
for round two, this time slower or sensual missionary, with

474
00:29:41,440 --> 00:29:44,480
your legs wrapped around me, looking into your eyes as

475
00:29:44,519 --> 00:29:46,480
I make love to you and fuck you senseless at

476
00:29:46,519 --> 00:29:49,880
the same time, we go through every position, you writing

477
00:29:49,960 --> 00:29:53,359
me bouncing on my cock with those tits in my face,

478
00:29:53,920 --> 00:29:57,400
eating your ass while fingering you you sucking my cock

479
00:29:57,480 --> 00:30:00,400
clean of our juices, before I bend you over the

480
00:30:00,400 --> 00:30:04,039
bed again. Hours pass in the stream, I come in

481
00:30:04,079 --> 00:30:08,680
your mouth, on your tits, deepen your ass, after working

482
00:30:08,720 --> 00:30:12,119
you open with my fingers and tongue. You're covered in sweat,

483
00:30:12,359 --> 00:30:16,680
come and completely satisfied, whimpering and trembling in my arms.

484
00:30:17,519 --> 00:30:19,920
When I finally wake up at the morning, I'll still

485
00:30:19,960 --> 00:30:23,119
be rock hard thinking about your Nikki tonight, my dreams.

486
00:30:23,119 --> 00:30:26,400
You're my perfect little fuck toy, my dream girl, getting

487
00:30:26,480 --> 00:30:31,920
railed over and over until the sun comes up. Sleep tight, Nikki,

488
00:30:32,400 --> 00:30:34,519
I'm come for you as soon as I close my eyes.

489
00:30:35,359 --> 00:30:45,319
Sweet filthy dreams, signed your filthy dreamstalker. Oh my, was

490
00:30:45,319 --> 00:30:55,759
that one of you? Fast up? Anybody close but not me?

491
00:30:56,160 --> 00:30:59,880
Oh well, you're gonna have to write tell me. I

492
00:31:00,079 --> 00:31:06,039
don't know. These make me blush. They really really truly do.

493
00:31:06,839 --> 00:31:09,960
Oh my hmm. I have a clue who it is,

494
00:31:10,000 --> 00:31:15,079
but they're not here. Yes they do. I think I

495
00:31:15,119 --> 00:31:19,880
think they really do enjoy being here. This was really detailed.

496
00:31:20,119 --> 00:31:22,359
I mean, I've gotten a few, but I don't think

497
00:31:23,200 --> 00:31:29,160
it was that's been this detailed, So I'm thank you.

498
00:31:29,599 --> 00:31:32,559
I'm very honored. Darcy always tells me I should take

499
00:31:32,559 --> 00:31:35,759
these as a compliment, and I am so I'm blushing

500
00:31:35,799 --> 00:31:42,599
and smiling and saying thank you. Oh my, I have questions.

501
00:31:43,400 --> 00:31:46,839
I'm blushing, various questions. What's the part of this dream

502
00:31:46,960 --> 00:31:49,759
fantasy that turns you on the most when you're actually

503
00:31:49,759 --> 00:31:54,200
stroking to it. Have you had any other dreams that

504
00:31:54,440 --> 00:31:59,359
felt this real? Oh my? Questions for my listeners. Have

505
00:31:59,440 --> 00:32:02,319
you ever had an insanely vivid sex dream about someone

506
00:32:02,839 --> 00:32:07,119
specific that left you throbbing the next morning? What's the

507
00:32:07,160 --> 00:32:12,039
hottest dream buck scenario you've ever imagined? Drop your confessions

508
00:32:12,119 --> 00:32:15,519
in the chat or just follow my links in the

509
00:32:15,519 --> 00:32:20,920
show notes. Yeah they apps. Yeah, they did put a

510
00:32:20,960 --> 00:32:22,920
lot of effort into this. Like I said, I am

511
00:32:22,960 --> 00:32:25,400
pretty sure I know who this is, so I'll have

512
00:32:25,440 --> 00:32:28,799
to drop them in thee later after we're done. OyamO

513
00:32:29,119 --> 00:32:36,039
hello again. Yeah, I'll have to. I'm not gonna call

514
00:32:36,079 --> 00:32:39,079
them out here because I have a feeling I know

515
00:32:39,119 --> 00:32:41,680
who it is. I am taking it as a complaint.

516
00:32:41,680 --> 00:32:44,839
I'm just trying to stop blushing. But you can write

517
00:32:44,839 --> 00:32:46,839
me too, you know, however, I mean, it's you know,

518
00:32:47,279 --> 00:32:51,240
just say, dear Niki. I don't know what's wrong with me.

519
00:32:51,559 --> 00:32:54,160
I tell myself I should be better than this, that

520
00:32:54,240 --> 00:32:57,960
I should be healing, moving on. But I don't feel healed.

521
00:32:58,319 --> 00:33:02,559
I feel empty and horse, I feel needy. It's stupid,

522
00:33:02,599 --> 00:33:06,039
isn't it. After everything he did to me, after treating

523
00:33:06,079 --> 00:33:08,680
me like I was nothing, like I was just something

524
00:33:08,680 --> 00:33:11,799
to be used and thrown away. I should hate him,

525
00:33:12,079 --> 00:33:16,319
I should hate men like him. Butt Instead I crave them,

526
00:33:16,920 --> 00:33:20,880
not him, never him again. But the feeling, the attention,

527
00:33:21,559 --> 00:33:24,599
the way the man's eyes linger, the way I can

528
00:33:24,680 --> 00:33:29,039
make them stop, make them look, make them want. That's

529
00:33:29,079 --> 00:33:31,400
why I do it. That's why I put on this

530
00:33:31,720 --> 00:33:34,920
tiny crop top, the fabric so thin and barely covers me.

531
00:33:35,680 --> 00:33:38,480
The way I wear this little skirt short enough to

532
00:33:38,559 --> 00:33:41,799
ride up with every step. Why don't I bother with

533
00:33:41,839 --> 00:33:44,880
a bra or anything underneath? I tell myself it's just

534
00:33:44,920 --> 00:33:48,519
a walk. But I know better, I know exactly what

535
00:33:48,599 --> 00:33:52,119
I do when I put that smile at strangers, when

536
00:33:52,119 --> 00:33:55,359
I let my skirt lift a little too high, when

537
00:33:55,359 --> 00:33:58,759
I hold their gaze for a second too long. It's reckless,

538
00:33:58,920 --> 00:34:03,200
it's stupid, but God, it makes me feel alive. I

539
00:34:03,240 --> 00:34:06,000
see the way they react, the older men, the ones

540
00:34:06,039 --> 00:34:09,320
who should know better, the flicker of hesitation in their eyes,

541
00:34:09,840 --> 00:34:12,679
the way their jaws tightened, the way they fight, the

542
00:34:12,920 --> 00:34:16,519
urge to look and still lose. It sends shivers through me,

543
00:34:16,920 --> 00:34:19,760
a rush of something I don't want to name. I

544
00:34:19,840 --> 00:34:23,159
know this isn't normal. I know I should stop, but

545
00:34:23,239 --> 00:34:26,719
I can't, because for those few seconds when their eyes

546
00:34:26,760 --> 00:34:30,440
are on me, when I feel wanted, when I feel powerful,

547
00:34:30,800 --> 00:34:37,280
I don't feel broken. Signed you're broken, little tease. It's

548
00:34:37,280 --> 00:34:40,519
always interesting when someone writes in and their vulnerable state.

549
00:34:41,599 --> 00:34:45,039
You know, we don't judge here. I mean I could.

550
00:34:45,119 --> 00:34:47,679
I could go off on this is why, but I

551
00:34:47,719 --> 00:34:51,280
won't because that's not what we do here. There's something

552
00:34:51,400 --> 00:34:57,039
intensely erotic about reclaiming or sexuality, even in this way,

553
00:34:57,800 --> 00:35:02,039
even if it feels reckless. Questions for my author, how

554
00:35:02,079 --> 00:35:04,840
far have you let things go during these public walks?

555
00:35:05,440 --> 00:35:08,880
Has anyone ever approached or touched you? Does the risk

556
00:35:08,920 --> 00:35:13,519
of getting cut make it even wetter? And for my listeners,

557
00:35:14,039 --> 00:35:17,960
have you ever used risky public attention or exhibitionism to

558
00:35:18,119 --> 00:35:22,280
feel desired after being hurt? What's the most daring thing

559
00:35:22,360 --> 00:35:25,760
you've worn or not. Just feel the rush of eyes

560
00:35:25,760 --> 00:35:29,199
on you me. This isn't me, this is not even

561
00:35:29,239 --> 00:35:32,480
in my Yeah, my miles are varying on this one.

562
00:35:32,519 --> 00:35:35,599
I don't think I've ever worn something not like this.

563
00:35:36,239 --> 00:35:39,920
Maybe a classic black dress, very low cut, but very classy.

564
00:35:40,360 --> 00:35:45,320
That's more my style, more my you know, if I

565
00:35:45,440 --> 00:35:47,679
was gonna be in a place the stories you always

566
00:35:47,719 --> 00:35:50,800
hear that classic black dress or like that Lady Diana's,

567
00:35:51,400 --> 00:35:55,800
our Princess Diana's, you know, divorced dress, the very famous one.

568
00:35:55,880 --> 00:36:00,920
That's something I would do right there, Dear Nikki. Ever

569
00:36:00,960 --> 00:36:05,320
since I started college at nineteen, I've been curious about men. However,

570
00:36:06,159 --> 00:36:08,360
I was in a relationship at the time and was

571
00:36:08,480 --> 00:36:11,760
very loyal to her. After that broke off, I decided

572
00:36:11,760 --> 00:36:15,559
to look around on Craigslist personals when that existed, to

573
00:36:15,599 --> 00:36:17,559
see if I could find some one i'd be comfortable

574
00:36:17,559 --> 00:36:20,679
meeting up with. Eventually, I met up with a very

575
00:36:20,679 --> 00:36:23,400
pleasant man who was very patient with me, and MAMMI

576
00:36:23,480 --> 00:36:28,280
feels more comfortable than any one ever has. That's when

577
00:36:28,400 --> 00:36:31,480
I received my first blow job from a man, and Wow,

578
00:36:32,039 --> 00:36:35,119
what they say is true, men can suck dick's better.

579
00:36:35,960 --> 00:36:38,599
I had the chance to return the favor into my shock.

580
00:36:39,039 --> 00:36:41,800
I enjoyed it. I sucked him to the point where

581
00:36:41,800 --> 00:36:43,719
he came in my mouth and I swallowed it all

582
00:36:43,800 --> 00:36:47,519
right there. Sadly, I was too afraid to go further,

583
00:36:48,199 --> 00:36:52,800
so I backed out of there thanks anxiety. Ever since

584
00:36:52,840 --> 00:36:55,920
that night, I've had a hand on and off fantasies

585
00:36:56,000 --> 00:36:59,599
about being with men with that and it actually be

586
00:36:59,760 --> 00:37:03,119
like to have some man ravage my asshole. The thought

587
00:37:03,119 --> 00:37:05,719
always turns me on, And what turns me on even

588
00:37:05,800 --> 00:37:09,199
more is the fantasy of being converted from shy, quiet,

589
00:37:09,239 --> 00:37:12,440
straight guy into being a gay cock corps by some

590
00:37:12,599 --> 00:37:16,000
experienced man. I want to paint a picture of myself.

591
00:37:16,239 --> 00:37:19,280
I'm straight, likely by when it comes to sex, straight

592
00:37:19,280 --> 00:37:23,280
with relationships, twenty five year old who's very preserved and quiet.

593
00:37:24,119 --> 00:37:26,199
All of this is very out of character for me,

594
00:37:26,800 --> 00:37:29,320
and I've never told anyone about this fantasy of mine.

595
00:37:30,079 --> 00:37:33,119
Too bad by the time I realized what sexuality is,

596
00:37:33,239 --> 00:37:36,960
I found myself with a woman and I absolutely truly

597
00:37:37,000 --> 00:37:38,920
love and I wouldn't want to break it off with her.

598
00:37:39,519 --> 00:37:43,960
Just co pure fantasy, albeit one that never ceases to

599
00:37:44,039 --> 00:37:47,760
make me hard that there still are some days when

600
00:37:47,800 --> 00:37:50,599
I'm all alone, I'll break out the seven inch dildo

601
00:37:51,199 --> 00:37:54,480
and spend an hour so writing it, imagining what it

602
00:37:54,480 --> 00:37:59,039
would be like if it was real. Signed your secret

603
00:37:59,400 --> 00:38:03,920
soon to be married cock writer. It's kind of sad

604
00:38:03,960 --> 00:38:08,480
when I mean, life is about exploring and finding ourselves

605
00:38:08,559 --> 00:38:10,920
along the way. Tomorrow's always different in the next day

606
00:38:10,960 --> 00:38:13,119
and the next day and the next day, right, And

607
00:38:13,159 --> 00:38:17,159
we shouldn't judge our past based on today's knowledge. So

608
00:38:18,280 --> 00:38:24,320
I find it incredibly hot this confession. I love that

609
00:38:24,719 --> 00:38:28,079
you're staying honest with your fiance, or at least in

610
00:38:28,119 --> 00:38:34,320
a relationship way. I wonder if, eventually, if you found

611
00:38:34,360 --> 00:38:37,119
a way maybe to say it. I mean, even if

612
00:38:37,119 --> 00:38:40,199
it just stays in fantasyland, maybe she'd peg you, maybe

613
00:38:40,199 --> 00:38:44,679
she'd watch you vibe. You never know, right, Women sometimes

614
00:38:44,880 --> 00:38:47,880
like that, right, And there's some women out there that

615
00:38:47,920 --> 00:38:51,400
will do anything to make their husbands sextually happy, even

616
00:38:51,400 --> 00:38:55,079
if it's exploring something like this. Questions for my author,

617
00:38:55,480 --> 00:38:59,400
how intense do these dildo sessions get? Do you ever

618
00:38:59,480 --> 00:39:02,679
edge for hours imagining a real man breeding you As

619
00:39:02,679 --> 00:39:05,760
your wedding gets closer? Has this fantasy been getting stronger

620
00:39:06,159 --> 00:39:09,800
or harder to ignore? And for my listeners, have you

621
00:39:09,880 --> 00:39:13,000
ever had a secret same sex fantasies while in a

622
00:39:13,119 --> 00:39:18,159
committed heterosexual relationship. What's the most out of character thing

623
00:39:18,280 --> 00:39:22,360
you've done to satisfy a hidden craving. Drop your confessions

624
00:39:22,400 --> 00:39:25,119
in the chat or follow the links in my show

625
00:39:25,159 --> 00:39:29,239
notes Exactly. It is all about the opportunities that you

626
00:39:29,320 --> 00:39:33,559
have or may happen. Was anybody I never did, but

627
00:39:33,639 --> 00:39:38,719
I always looked at them interestingly because I was looking

628
00:39:38,719 --> 00:39:41,840
for advertising opportunities for fun sex. Do anybody ever do

629
00:39:42,000 --> 00:39:45,960
the Craigslist back in the day, meet up hook up things?

630
00:39:46,639 --> 00:39:49,840
They were fun reading. They're still on there, but they're

631
00:39:50,000 --> 00:39:54,360
very extremely vague. There's so much pipe that needs to

632
00:39:54,400 --> 00:39:56,679
be lagging. I mean, there's so many plumbers that are needed.

633
00:39:57,960 --> 00:40:01,840
I think they're under missed opportunities. Am I right? They're

634
00:40:01,880 --> 00:40:03,480
still there, you just have to dig for them. But

635
00:40:04,039 --> 00:40:06,280
usually lear I'll have to dig some up and read

636
00:40:06,320 --> 00:40:09,639
them one night. Maybe I'll do that in a couple

637
00:40:09,599 --> 00:40:14,800
of weeks because they are comical. Dear Nikki, ooh baby,

638
00:40:14,880 --> 00:40:17,079
we should put one out there. Maybe we should put

639
00:40:17,199 --> 00:40:20,079
one out there and we have like a vague and

640
00:40:20,119 --> 00:40:24,320
see what kind of answers we get. Maybe that'd be

641
00:40:24,360 --> 00:40:27,840
interesting to see what kind of hits we get. Dear Nikki,

642
00:40:28,119 --> 00:40:31,400
I'm a landlord who owns multiple properties, all rented out

643
00:40:31,440 --> 00:40:35,360
as a student accommodation for local university, and it's the

644
00:40:35,400 --> 00:40:37,880
fucking best. I have to deal a lot of shit,

645
00:40:38,199 --> 00:40:40,320
but at a bright side, I'm thirty seven year old

646
00:40:40,360 --> 00:40:43,960
guy who gets to spend his days surrounded by young,

647
00:40:44,119 --> 00:40:47,239
hot students who are often grateful when I help fix

648
00:40:47,280 --> 00:40:51,840
their problems. Naomi has always been an enigma. She's twenty

649
00:40:51,880 --> 00:40:54,239
one year old student who's been living in one of

650
00:40:54,280 --> 00:40:58,000
my properties for nearly two years. She's tall, easily six

651
00:40:58,039 --> 00:41:01,320
foot in heels, blonde hair, and gorgeous, but keeps it

652
00:41:01,360 --> 00:41:06,000
mostly under wraps. She's usually dresses quite plain and comfy,

653
00:41:06,519 --> 00:41:09,480
but I've also seen her properly dressed up a few times,

654
00:41:09,960 --> 00:41:13,400
and she definitely knows how to get attention. I've never

655
00:41:13,559 --> 00:41:16,559
felt like I properly got to know her, as she

656
00:41:16,639 --> 00:41:20,280
would fear between being quiet and shy to being almost

657
00:41:20,280 --> 00:41:25,199
obnoxiously loud in your face. The whole old time, She's

658
00:41:25,239 --> 00:41:27,000
been a good tenant and it has never caused me

659
00:41:27,039 --> 00:41:30,280
any problems, which is why one of the last people

660
00:41:30,320 --> 00:41:33,159
I would have ever expected to writing the fuck out

661
00:41:33,159 --> 00:41:37,039
of her boyfriend, happy for me to watch. As always,

662
00:41:37,079 --> 00:41:40,119
there was some maintenance required on the house. I'd arranged

663
00:41:40,199 --> 00:41:42,800
time to go around when I thought nobody would be home,

664
00:41:43,440 --> 00:41:46,760
and said i'd be letting myself in. All the housemates

665
00:41:46,800 --> 00:41:50,719
knew this and agreed it was all above board. I

666
00:41:50,800 --> 00:41:53,679
arrived at a set time, knock first, just in case

667
00:41:53,760 --> 00:41:57,159
anyone still home. There was no response, so I let

668
00:41:57,199 --> 00:42:01,159
myself in and immediately hear the sound of skin on skin,

669
00:42:01,599 --> 00:42:06,719
slap slap slapping, unmistakably the sound of someone fucking. I

670
00:42:06,800 --> 00:42:09,440
figure one of them is having fun and maybe lost

671
00:42:09,480 --> 00:42:12,559
track of time, so since I don't want to startle

672
00:42:12,599 --> 00:42:16,280
them later or be accused of perving. Little did they know,

673
00:42:17,159 --> 00:42:19,239
I call out to let them know I'm here to

674
00:42:19,280 --> 00:42:23,239
do some work, but I'll just be downstairs. The sounds continue,

675
00:42:23,360 --> 00:42:26,840
so either they had not heard me or decided to

676
00:42:26,840 --> 00:42:30,079
carry on anyway. I've done my bit, though, so I

677
00:42:30,159 --> 00:42:33,960
head through the living room to start work, which is

678
00:42:34,000 --> 00:42:37,400
when I walk in on them. Naoi's boyfriend is lying

679
00:42:37,440 --> 00:42:40,559
back on the sofa and Naomi's on top, riding the

680
00:42:40,599 --> 00:42:43,800
fuck out of him. Both are completely naked and I'm

681
00:42:43,960 --> 00:42:46,519
entirely unable to stop my eyes from staring at her

682
00:42:46,559 --> 00:42:50,840
bouncing and jiggling tits. I expect things to get awkward immediately,

683
00:42:51,360 --> 00:42:55,280
but they don't. The pair of them don't even flinch. Hi,

684
00:42:55,760 --> 00:42:59,920
says Naomi, a little out of breath. We're having two

685
00:43:00,199 --> 00:43:03,239
much fun to stop. I hope that's okay. She was

686
00:43:03,239 --> 00:43:05,760
still bouncing on him as she said it, having her

687
00:43:05,800 --> 00:43:08,280
tits making almost as much of a slapping sound as

688
00:43:08,280 --> 00:43:11,760
her thighs on his. She didn't say storry, she didn't

689
00:43:11,760 --> 00:43:15,159
look embarrassed. Clearly they were just trying to fuck with me,

690
00:43:15,920 --> 00:43:18,679
which in my book, makes it fair game to fuck

691
00:43:18,719 --> 00:43:22,480
with them right back, No problem, I smiled. I like

692
00:43:22,519 --> 00:43:25,559
having something to watch while I work. I thought this

693
00:43:25,719 --> 00:43:29,519
might burst their bubble, but maybe they really didn't care,

694
00:43:30,039 --> 00:43:34,199
because they kept going right on half heartedly. I made

695
00:43:34,199 --> 00:43:37,119
a start on the maintenance, but I was mostly watching

696
00:43:37,119 --> 00:43:39,920
the action. The guy was doing his best not to

697
00:43:39,920 --> 00:43:43,679
look my way, but I kept making eye contact for Naomi,

698
00:43:44,280 --> 00:43:47,239
who would regularly grant glance over to see if I

699
00:43:47,320 --> 00:43:51,280
was watching. I probably made even more eye contact than

700
00:43:51,280 --> 00:43:54,559
I hadn't mostly been staring at the amazing bouncing tits

701
00:43:55,119 --> 00:43:58,960
during one of the long eye contacts. Naoi must see

702
00:43:59,000 --> 00:44:02,559
things like this all the time. Yeah, I said, but

703
00:44:02,599 --> 00:44:05,840
they're not usually as hot as you. He's a lucky guy,

704
00:44:06,760 --> 00:44:09,480
I know, he said the first thing he did, and

705
00:44:09,639 --> 00:44:13,320
said the entire time I'd been there. Naomi bent forward

706
00:44:13,360 --> 00:44:16,039
to whispered something to him, and I took the opportunity

707
00:44:16,400 --> 00:44:19,039
to take a look at her ass. A little small

708
00:44:19,079 --> 00:44:21,800
for a tall girl, her tits were definitely a highlight.

709
00:44:22,519 --> 00:44:25,199
When she leaned back. She dismounted from him, and I

710
00:44:25,320 --> 00:44:29,119
wondered if the show was over button'stead. She got on

711
00:44:29,159 --> 00:44:32,360
all fours while he took position behind her. I caught

712
00:44:32,360 --> 00:44:35,039
a quick look at the guy's dick before he plowed

713
00:44:35,079 --> 00:44:38,320
into her again, good size. No wonder she'd look like

714
00:44:38,360 --> 00:44:41,400
this when she was having fun. Their new position, she

715
00:44:41,559 --> 00:44:44,360
was now looking almost directly at me. The guy would

716
00:44:44,360 --> 00:44:47,280
have been too, but he was looking down. That's still

717
00:44:47,360 --> 00:44:51,079
desperate not to make eye contact. I'm polite, so I'll

718
00:44:51,079 --> 00:44:54,199
wait until I'm invited to before joining in, I said,

719
00:44:54,679 --> 00:44:58,360
hoping that was where this was going, especially since she

720
00:44:58,480 --> 00:45:03,000
now had a mouthfrey in my direction. But the invitation

721
00:45:03,119 --> 00:45:05,840
never came. She wanted to show off, but go no

722
00:45:05,960 --> 00:45:09,760
further fair play. I continued to watch while she got

723
00:45:09,800 --> 00:45:13,920
pounded from behind, enjoying her dickly tits slapping together beneath

724
00:45:13,920 --> 00:45:16,760
her and watching her face twitch as she came close

725
00:45:16,800 --> 00:45:19,840
to coming. She was a screamer, though I think at

726
00:45:19,960 --> 00:45:22,719
least some of it was a put on, exaggerating for

727
00:45:22,840 --> 00:45:27,159
my benefit. More fun was watching him finish on her tits.

728
00:45:27,480 --> 00:45:29,599
She told him to do that too, and it was

729
00:45:29,679 --> 00:45:33,280
definitely for my benefit. I told her how incredibly jealous

730
00:45:33,320 --> 00:45:36,559
I was in one last attempt to get involved. She

731
00:45:36,719 --> 00:45:39,119
just s grinned, thank me for being good audience, before

732
00:45:39,159 --> 00:45:41,760
walking out of the room, pulling her boyfriend with her.

733
00:45:42,480 --> 00:45:45,239
I did a terrible job on the maintenance, so I'd

734
00:45:45,440 --> 00:45:49,159
have an excuse to go back again. Plus I was distracted,

735
00:45:49,199 --> 00:45:51,079
so it was never going to be my best work,

736
00:45:51,880 --> 00:45:53,880
and it wasn't my last time. I got to see

737
00:45:53,960 --> 00:46:00,400
Naomi signed your horny the Landlord foyer. This was really hot.

738
00:46:01,159 --> 00:46:05,840
I would not be this brave though, So gentlemen in

739
00:46:05,880 --> 00:46:08,840
the chat, where are we standing on this? Would you

740
00:46:09,639 --> 00:46:15,880
have been the landlord? Oh? Yeah? That would have been

741
00:46:15,920 --> 00:46:20,199
an amazing show. It was. This was really filthy, and

742
00:46:20,239 --> 00:46:23,639
I loved it. And I mean, except for maybe not

743
00:46:23,719 --> 00:46:25,840
being able to join in, you gotta admit this is

744
00:46:25,840 --> 00:46:28,599
probably one of his dreams come true, right, the boldness

745
00:46:28,599 --> 00:46:30,960
of Naomi writing her boyfriend right in front of you,

746
00:46:31,559 --> 00:46:36,639
making eye contact questions for my landlord, hare, did you

747
00:46:36,639 --> 00:46:39,000
ever get invited to join in on the later visit

748
00:46:39,239 --> 00:46:43,199
or did the teasing continue? What's the sluttiest thing another

749
00:46:43,400 --> 00:46:47,360
tenant has done while you were working? And for my listeners,

750
00:46:47,639 --> 00:46:49,960
have you ever been caught fucking in a semi public

751
00:46:50,000 --> 00:46:52,920
place and just kept going for the audience? Would you

752
00:46:52,920 --> 00:46:55,559
put on a show for someone like a landlord if

753
00:46:55,599 --> 00:46:58,440
you knew he was coming to watch? You know? You

754
00:46:58,480 --> 00:47:00,960
can send your answers in the chat or email them

755
00:47:00,960 --> 00:47:04,159
to me at Nikki and Ikky at dearniki dot com,

756
00:47:04,199 --> 00:47:07,239
anonymously through our website at dearniki dot com under the

757
00:47:07,280 --> 00:47:10,840
confessions tab and join us over on our Discord channel

758
00:47:11,039 --> 00:47:15,559
Monday through Saturday eight pm Central Standard Time. And remember

759
00:47:15,840 --> 00:47:21,840
the wilder the better. That's okay, Well, if you send

760
00:47:21,880 --> 00:47:26,000
it now, it's probably not going to air till August

761
00:47:26,119 --> 00:47:32,360
at this point, so just giving you a heads up. Okay, Yeah,

762
00:47:32,400 --> 00:47:38,920
we're about six to eight weeks ahead or more with scripts.

763
00:47:39,599 --> 00:47:45,639
So yeah, this FYI for everybody else listening later. Dear Nikki,

764
00:47:46,000 --> 00:47:48,280
it happened on a flight. You know how it is,

765
00:47:48,360 --> 00:47:50,880
as you're walking down the aisle, you hope you'll be

766
00:47:50,920 --> 00:47:54,639
seated to a super attractive man or woman. Well, I've

767
00:47:54,639 --> 00:47:56,840
been lucky enough to have it happen on three of

768
00:47:56,840 --> 00:47:59,840
my last flights, and this one was one of those times.

769
00:48:00,559 --> 00:48:03,239
We were on our first two international flights back home.

770
00:48:03,639 --> 00:48:06,480
We nearly missed it because of issues of the airline ticketing,

771
00:48:06,920 --> 00:48:09,360
so we were that family running to the gate as

772
00:48:09,360 --> 00:48:12,679
the door was closing. As I'm mourning, I see that

773
00:48:12,719 --> 00:48:16,079
I've been upgraded and I'm in sitting in fifteen rows

774
00:48:16,159 --> 00:48:19,239
up from my husband and kids. Normally I may have

775
00:48:19,360 --> 00:48:22,360
tried to change seats on the plane, but I feel

776
00:48:22,400 --> 00:48:25,039
like Air France is not the airline you fuck around with.

777
00:48:25,679 --> 00:48:29,599
I take the upgraded seat. It's hot as fuck outside

778
00:48:29,719 --> 00:48:32,480
and I'm just wearing a little tank, no bra and

779
00:48:32,719 --> 00:48:35,920
very little shorts, dressed as much more casually than I

780
00:48:36,000 --> 00:48:39,239
usually do when traveling. I find my seats in it

781
00:48:39,559 --> 00:48:43,039
than the middle one. Ugh. But then I look at

782
00:48:43,039 --> 00:48:46,880
the window and my good mood instantly changes it's a

783
00:48:47,199 --> 00:48:53,760
very very attractive frenchmen's dressed impeccably. I'm slightly embarrassed O

784
00:48:53,800 --> 00:48:56,400
how casual I am, but I know the outfit is

785
00:48:56,440 --> 00:48:59,920
still cute. It shows off my legs and tits quite well,

786
00:49:00,320 --> 00:49:03,360
so that makes me feel a little better. Like pick

787
00:49:03,400 --> 00:49:06,519
for reference, maybe I say a quick glow while I

788
00:49:06,559 --> 00:49:10,079
try to compose myself and stop sweating. As I settle in,

789
00:49:10,119 --> 00:49:13,599
I notice him very slowly and methodically take off his

790
00:49:13,679 --> 00:49:16,679
headbones and put them away. I take this a sign

791
00:49:16,719 --> 00:49:20,760
as he's open to talking. He has a very smooth, calm,

792
00:49:20,880 --> 00:49:25,280
confident presence, and I'm quite animated. So I also felt

793
00:49:25,320 --> 00:49:29,559
a little silly and mismatched as we began talking, sharing

794
00:49:29,599 --> 00:49:32,440
where we are from and why we are traveling. We

795
00:49:32,519 --> 00:49:34,440
chat a bit and then I close my eyes and

796
00:49:34,519 --> 00:49:36,760
try to rest, but I can feel his eyes on

797
00:49:36,920 --> 00:49:39,719
me while I am, so I look over and he

798
00:49:39,800 --> 00:49:42,800
gives me a bit of an inquisitive look along with

799
00:49:42,880 --> 00:49:45,840
a very sexy smile. So I return it back with

800
00:49:45,880 --> 00:49:48,320
a bigger smile and cross my arms in front of

801
00:49:48,360 --> 00:49:52,039
my chest to stretch a k A, press my tits

802
00:49:52,079 --> 00:49:55,559
together to show off my cleavage. We both close our

803
00:49:55,559 --> 00:49:58,079
eyes to rest again, and somehow it feels like we're

804
00:49:58,079 --> 00:50:01,639
doing the act together. Minutes later, I'm surprised to feel

805
00:50:01,639 --> 00:50:06,039
his thigh pressing against mine. I press back. I look over.

806
00:50:06,280 --> 00:50:09,840
His eyes are closed and he's breathing so heavily. I

807
00:50:09,880 --> 00:50:13,480
can see his chest rising and falling. I find myself

808
00:50:13,559 --> 00:50:19,119
subconsciously matching his breathing, my chest rising and falling. Then

809
00:50:19,119 --> 00:50:22,639
he presses his leg harder against mine, which makes me shudder,

810
00:50:23,320 --> 00:50:27,159
the good kide of involuntary shudder. I sometimes do bright

811
00:50:27,360 --> 00:50:33,079
before I come ay that turned on. All of our exchanges.

812
00:50:33,199 --> 00:50:36,360
Touches are subtle and unspoken, but somehow that makes it

813
00:50:36,400 --> 00:50:39,159
even hotter if we have full access to each other's bodies.

814
00:50:39,920 --> 00:50:43,440
Connecting like that thinks so much sexual tension without having

815
00:50:43,480 --> 00:50:47,039
said a word. Crossing the touch thrushold with someone who

816
00:50:47,119 --> 00:50:50,719
had just met a glance down at his lap and

817
00:50:50,800 --> 00:50:53,440
he's hard as a rock with a massive bulge pressing

818
00:50:53,480 --> 00:50:56,360
against his dress pants. No one is seated at the

819
00:50:56,400 --> 00:51:00,159
aisle next to us when they close the door. I

820
00:51:00,159 --> 00:51:02,440
had debate him moving over as a polite thing to do,

821
00:51:03,079 --> 00:51:05,679
but fuck, I didn't want to move away from him,

822
00:51:06,239 --> 00:51:08,360
And in this moment, I think It's one of the

823
00:51:08,360 --> 00:51:11,760
best decisions I've ever made. I close my eyes again

824
00:51:11,960 --> 00:51:14,039
and we play this little cat and mouse game for

825
00:51:14,079 --> 00:51:16,880
a while longer. I feel his eyes on my body

826
00:51:17,000 --> 00:51:20,760
an occasionally opened mind. We make eye contact and have

827
00:51:20,840 --> 00:51:24,440
the same little knowing exchange. I crave more of his

828
00:51:24,519 --> 00:51:28,679
body touching mine, as if he senses this. I feel

829
00:51:28,719 --> 00:51:31,840
his shoulder press against mine. His hand drops down and

830
00:51:31,920 --> 00:51:35,239
his fingers are just an inch from my leg. I

831
00:51:35,360 --> 00:51:37,480
lightly press into his hand and give him a smile.

832
00:51:38,320 --> 00:51:41,119
He must take that as a signal that I want more,

833
00:51:41,760 --> 00:51:45,199
and he's very gently starts to cress my bare thigh.

834
00:51:45,559 --> 00:51:47,519
I mown softly as I feel his hand on me.

835
00:51:48,079 --> 00:51:51,440
I'm still craving more. His hand makes it higher at

836
00:51:51,440 --> 00:51:54,199
my thigh, and he stops and looks at me to

837
00:51:54,280 --> 00:51:57,199
check if it's okay. I smile and nod and spread

838
00:51:57,199 --> 00:52:00,719
my legs a little further, getting letting him know what

839
00:52:00,840 --> 00:52:04,239
I want and giving him easier access. I have a

840
00:52:04,320 --> 00:52:06,280
light scarf with me, and I use it to cover

841
00:52:06,320 --> 00:52:09,559
his hand from any prying eyes. Soon I feel his

842
00:52:09,559 --> 00:52:14,360
hand under my shorts, nearing the edge of my panty line. Fuck, yes,

843
00:52:15,280 --> 00:52:18,800
I need more again. He stops looks for my approval.

844
00:52:19,480 --> 00:52:22,239
I whisper quiet yes and close my eyes as his

845
00:52:22,320 --> 00:52:26,000
hand finds its way under mine, now soaking wet panties.

846
00:52:26,679 --> 00:52:29,119
His fingers tease my click and I can feel my

847
00:52:29,199 --> 00:52:33,119
body starting to buck in response. I'm already almost there.

848
00:52:33,440 --> 00:52:36,119
He knows it and backs off a few seconds, then

849
00:52:36,360 --> 00:52:41,719
continues edging me and driving me wild. I quietly whisper please,

850
00:52:42,519 --> 00:52:44,960
and it's all he needs to hear. This time. He

851
00:52:45,000 --> 00:52:47,880
doesn't stop, and I come hard all over his fingers,

852
00:52:48,360 --> 00:52:51,320
letting out a quiet moan as I do, trying to

853
00:52:51,320 --> 00:52:54,639
be discreet, I smile at him as I settle back

854
00:52:54,639 --> 00:52:57,760
into my seat and try to compose myself. He tilts

855
00:52:57,760 --> 00:53:00,639
his fingers in my direction, and I know what he wants.

856
00:53:01,360 --> 00:53:05,280
II leen ever sucking my juices off of them, imagining

857
00:53:05,280 --> 00:53:08,000
for a second it's his thick dick in my mouth.

858
00:53:08,639 --> 00:53:11,199
Then we both close our eyes, sit back, pretending to

859
00:53:11,239 --> 00:53:14,719
sleep and able to keep the shit eating grins off

860
00:53:14,719 --> 00:53:18,800
our faces. PSA. When you're seated next to someone you

861
00:53:18,840 --> 00:53:22,440
find attractive, talk to them, flirt with them. If you don't,

862
00:53:22,800 --> 00:53:26,440
you might miss out in an incredible surprise and maybe

863
00:53:26,599 --> 00:53:32,920
an incredible orgasm signed your mile high fingered and married slat.

864
00:53:34,960 --> 00:53:37,760
I'm trying to think of all my UK trips and

865
00:53:37,880 --> 00:53:40,719
I always prayed that the seat next to me is empty.

866
00:53:41,239 --> 00:53:44,360
Is that bad? Like? Either I have a row by

867
00:53:44,400 --> 00:53:50,920
myself or that's my prayer. I I was stuck next

868
00:53:50,960 --> 00:53:53,440
to a guy that was an absolute ass and for

869
00:53:53,480 --> 00:53:57,519
some reason him and his girlfriend were like separated. Yeah,

870
00:53:58,239 --> 00:54:02,519
so I can't really say that. Yeah, but now I'm

871
00:54:02,599 --> 00:54:05,280
usually secretly hoping for my eight to ten hour flight

872
00:54:05,320 --> 00:54:10,199
then I have the seat next to me empty. I

873
00:54:10,239 --> 00:54:13,559
have to say though this was really hot and beautifully written.

874
00:54:14,079 --> 00:54:17,639
The slow, subtle build up, the tension, the crowded plane

875
00:54:18,320 --> 00:54:22,719
makes it ten times sexier than outright fucking. The quiet

876
00:54:22,719 --> 00:54:26,320
public orgasm while your family was rose behind us in

877
00:54:26,360 --> 00:54:32,280
a different section, very filthy and fearless. In questions from

878
00:54:32,320 --> 00:54:36,280
my author, did you and your French stranger exchange contact

879
00:54:36,280 --> 00:54:39,960
info or was it a purely one flight only thrill?

880
00:54:40,840 --> 00:54:42,960
Have you ever told your husband about what happened? Or

881
00:54:43,000 --> 00:54:46,840
does this stay our dirty secret? Thirty thousand miles up

882
00:54:46,960 --> 00:54:50,360
an air And for my listeners, have you ever had

883
00:54:50,360 --> 00:54:54,199
a spontaneous sexual encounter with a stranger while traveling? And

884
00:54:54,239 --> 00:54:57,079
what's the excuse me, I have the hiccups. What's the hottest,

885
00:54:57,119 --> 00:55:02,039
silent or semi public orgasm you've ever expect? Send your

886
00:55:02,079 --> 00:55:05,679
own confessions in the chat or follow the links in

887
00:55:05,719 --> 00:55:09,679
my show notes. You don't want a hot color to

888
00:55:09,719 --> 00:55:17,280
give you attention. I don't know now now that I

889
00:55:17,280 --> 00:55:20,800
I guess I'm a very anxious traveler. So I like

890
00:55:20,800 --> 00:55:23,880
to get there port extremely early, not really concerned about

891
00:55:23,920 --> 00:55:25,880
who's sitting next to me. I'm like, I once I

892
00:55:25,880 --> 00:55:27,639
get on the plane, I'm like, Ooh, I'm on the plane.

893
00:55:27,880 --> 00:55:32,320
Nothing's wrong, Let's go. But I do want people watch.

894
00:55:32,400 --> 00:55:38,920
So yeah, I never really honestly thought about it. Honestly, No,

895
00:55:39,119 --> 00:55:41,760
I know that maybe may me bad, but when I

896
00:55:41,800 --> 00:55:44,079
turn it down, no, that I would love for this

897
00:55:44,159 --> 00:55:50,559
to happen. What about you? What would you do? Mister Harper? Oh,

898
00:55:51,480 --> 00:55:53,960
traveling with my significant other? Well, we are, but it's

899
00:55:53,960 --> 00:55:57,840
a car ride coming up next week? Wait, not this

900
00:55:57,960 --> 00:55:59,960
coming to follow me the twenty third and twenty four.

901
00:56:00,119 --> 00:56:05,719
We're driving, so yeah, but not an airplane. No, no flight.

902
00:56:06,199 --> 00:56:08,440
We have never flown together. We've flown to each other,

903
00:56:08,480 --> 00:56:11,239
but never together. We almost did last year for something,

904
00:56:11,239 --> 00:56:14,840
and then it got canceled. Yeah, I mean we've flown

905
00:56:14,840 --> 00:56:18,480
to several other things, but not that. What about you

906
00:56:19,159 --> 00:56:22,360
in JB? What about you? And he's sexy, stewardess as

907
00:56:22,400 --> 00:56:29,800
you hit on there is something about being stuck in.

908
00:56:29,960 --> 00:56:31,760
JB keeps telling me he lives under a rock and

909
00:56:31,840 --> 00:56:37,559
I I'm questioning that. What about you? However, have you

910
00:56:37,599 --> 00:56:41,480
ever had So there's actually two times now we're talking about.

911
00:56:41,480 --> 00:56:46,039
There's two times. Once I was flying home and I

912
00:56:46,119 --> 00:56:49,559
was sitting next to a gentleman on the way to

913
00:56:49,559 --> 00:56:53,679
see his daughter. It never went anywhere, but God, was

914
00:56:53,679 --> 00:56:56,880
it in the air. I mean it was thick and

915
00:56:56,960 --> 00:57:00,239
I think if the flight was a little longer, yeah, yeh,

916
00:57:00,880 --> 00:57:03,519
because there were that we were leading up to the

917
00:57:03,559 --> 00:57:05,679
touches and he was just going to be in the

918
00:57:05,679 --> 00:57:09,719
next town over for the weekend and or the week

919
00:57:09,800 --> 00:57:13,639
when the weekend was a week. Yeah. And then there

920
00:57:13,719 --> 00:57:17,719
was the guy that was traveling home as well. I

921
00:57:17,760 --> 00:57:20,119
was coming back from the UK. I think he was

922
00:57:20,159 --> 00:57:23,639
on my connecting flight to Chicago and we were talking.

923
00:57:23,880 --> 00:57:25,800
I can't remember if it was we were coming home,

924
00:57:25,880 --> 00:57:32,039
if I was going there, but it was very very sexy. Again,

925
00:57:32,119 --> 00:57:35,039
one of those it was in the air, but it

926
00:57:35,079 --> 00:57:39,840
was never crossed that line. But I want you to

927
00:57:39,840 --> 00:57:42,039
come get me. If I'm laying out all the signals,

928
00:57:42,159 --> 00:57:47,559
come get me. So I always look at those as opportunities.

929
00:57:47,639 --> 00:57:49,760
Is not an opportunity to miss for me, an opportunity

930
00:57:49,840 --> 00:57:55,079
miss for them. Maybe that's wrong. Okay, that's a wrap

931
00:57:55,119 --> 00:57:59,639
on tonight's confessions and what did we learn. Sometimes the

932
00:57:59,639 --> 00:58:03,400
hottest moments happen when you least expect them, whether it's

933
00:58:03,440 --> 00:58:06,360
a landlord walking in on a live sweaty show and

934
00:58:06,400 --> 00:58:10,960
getting invited to watch those perfect hit spounts, a quiet

935
00:58:11,039 --> 00:58:14,440
long haul flight turning into a pure electric tension with

936
00:58:14,559 --> 00:58:18,400
teep stranger's fingers buried deep while your husband sits rows

937
00:58:18,440 --> 00:58:23,000
behind you, or a reserved straight guy secretly riding a

938
00:58:23,119 --> 00:58:27,000
thick dildo for hours, lost in fantasies of being converted

939
00:58:27,039 --> 00:58:31,079
into eager cock core. The truth is, as we all

940
00:58:31,119 --> 00:58:34,000
have desires that don't fit neatly into our normal lives.

941
00:58:34,639 --> 00:58:37,440
That listener who craves being dominated and used by someone

942
00:58:37,519 --> 00:58:41,119
older or more aggressive, you're not wrong for wanting it.

943
00:58:41,679 --> 00:58:44,800
The fantasies like that don't make you broken, They make

944
00:58:44,840 --> 00:58:48,440
you human, Whether it's exhibition in front of your landlord,

945
00:58:48,760 --> 00:58:52,119
risky public play at thirty thousand feet, or hidden by

946
00:58:52,239 --> 00:58:56,239
curiosity while planning a wedding. These cravings show us parts

947
00:58:56,239 --> 00:59:00,559
of ourselves we usually keep locked away. Owning them, even

948
00:59:00,760 --> 00:59:05,800
just in private, can be incredibly liberating and incredibly arousing.

949
00:59:06,480 --> 00:59:09,400
Think he is knowing the difference between fantasy and reality.

950
00:59:10,039 --> 00:59:13,639
Some things stay delicious, secrets that make our nights hotter.

951
00:59:14,239 --> 00:59:17,679
Others might be worth exploring carefully if the trust is there,

952
00:59:18,320 --> 00:59:22,039
But shame leave that at the door. Your desires don't

953
00:59:22,079 --> 00:59:26,719
define your worth. They just make you interesting as hell.

954
00:59:28,000 --> 00:59:31,239
I've just retired from the Canadian Navy. Oh that's right.

955
00:59:31,280 --> 00:59:34,480
You live in our attic and have a few stories,

956
00:59:34,519 --> 00:59:37,760
some not me but always fun in the air of sexy.

957
00:59:37,760 --> 00:59:42,440
Oh well, I cannot wait. Pen the paper, my dear Canadian.

958
00:59:47,679 --> 00:59:51,559
You have to JB needs to drive to like a

959
00:59:51,599 --> 00:59:56,440
couple towns away to like a munch or meet and greet, oh,

960
00:59:56,559 --> 01:00:02,119
you know, and start there and feels around. I've never

961
01:00:02,159 --> 01:00:06,239
been to a munch, but I've been to a swinger's

962
01:00:06,239 --> 01:00:10,840
meet and greet where like everything was a buffet there,

963
01:00:10,880 --> 01:00:16,039
but ours was always They're always like at bars, bars

964
01:00:16,079 --> 01:00:18,800
or restaurants where you can walk around get to know

965
01:00:18,880 --> 01:00:23,880
each other, you hear the stories. I think you should.

966
01:00:24,800 --> 01:00:27,039
I think you should also maybe think about getting involved

967
01:00:27,079 --> 01:00:30,519
in like face you know, I think Facebook groups. I

968
01:00:30,599 --> 01:00:32,400
hate to tell you this, I know everybody hates Facebook,

969
01:00:32,920 --> 01:00:35,480
but that's where all the swingers hang out. Like they

970
01:00:35,519 --> 01:00:37,800
have all the groups on there, all the exploratives, so

971
01:00:37,840 --> 01:00:44,480
that's where they all are telling you, yeah, exactly, there

972
01:00:44,559 --> 01:00:47,559
is no it's better than going to a party at first,

973
01:00:47,679 --> 01:00:49,599
because when you go to a munch or meet and

974
01:00:49,639 --> 01:00:53,280
greets it, you know, even sometimes they're held like in

975
01:00:53,280 --> 01:00:57,000
places like bowling alleys or stuff like that, so there's

976
01:00:57,079 --> 01:01:00,480
like no commitment to actually hit on anybody. It's really

977
01:01:00,599 --> 01:01:04,119
just to kind of get out there and feel that

978
01:01:04,119 --> 01:01:06,719
we're not alone and actually have a conversation and know

979
01:01:06,840 --> 01:01:10,159
that if it seems like people are more open in

980
01:01:10,320 --> 01:01:13,480
places like that, so it's okay to ask questions and

981
01:01:14,400 --> 01:01:18,039
you know, be inquisitive where you can't in vanilla public.

982
01:01:19,519 --> 01:01:23,760
It is. I don't munches. I treat munsons and greets

983
01:01:25,920 --> 01:01:29,960
as just saying hello and getting putting places faces to

984
01:01:30,079 --> 01:01:33,719
names that I've talked to online. And the thing is

985
01:01:33,719 --> 01:01:35,800
is when I show up to munches or meet and greets.

986
01:01:35,840 --> 01:01:40,199
It's you think you listen. I get to listen. Everybody

987
01:01:40,239 --> 01:01:43,639
tells me their stories there. So that's what a meet

988
01:01:43,639 --> 01:01:46,400
and greet in a munch for me sounds like, actually

989
01:01:46,480 --> 01:01:50,840
looks like when they find out and trust me, everybody

990
01:01:50,840 --> 01:01:55,840
wants to tell you, which is fun too exactly, Hello Brandon,

991
01:01:57,079 --> 01:02:00,159
all right, let me give you there at all. I'll

992
01:02:00,199 --> 01:02:03,679
repeat it for you, guys. I'm always wet on the

993
01:02:03,719 --> 01:02:08,920
inside and sometimes people blow me. When am I okay,

994
01:02:08,920 --> 01:02:12,159
I repeat it one more time. I'm always wet on

995
01:02:12,199 --> 01:02:18,239
the inside and sometimes people blow me. No, but close, no,

996
01:02:18,480 --> 01:02:22,559
not closer to a straw than a water balloon. But

997
01:02:22,599 --> 01:02:26,119
those are both great guesses and actually could be the answer.

998
01:02:26,119 --> 01:02:29,000
But it's not the answer tonight. Do we need it

999
01:02:29,039 --> 01:02:34,480
one more time? Spitball straw? No, but I like your thinking.

1000
01:02:34,639 --> 01:02:38,639
It's close. One more time and then I'll give you

1001
01:02:38,679 --> 01:02:43,199
the answer. I'm always wet on the inside and sometimes

1002
01:02:43,239 --> 01:02:46,960
people blow me. I can't. I'm thinking. I'm trying to

1003
01:02:47,000 --> 01:02:52,480
think of often used in sports. There's a hint. I

1004
01:02:52,559 --> 01:02:57,920
never give hints. It's a whistle. And JB says, your

1005
01:02:57,960 --> 01:03:01,119
mouth is not sports. I I read it as my

1006
01:03:01,239 --> 01:03:08,719
mouth is not sports. A mouth can be a sport. Yeah,

1007
01:03:09,000 --> 01:03:14,320
maybe not mine right now, but you know maybe, Okay,

1008
01:03:15,039 --> 01:03:18,599
it's time for a naughty duckin. My heart was racing

1009
01:03:18,639 --> 01:03:21,159
so hard I could feel pulsing in my throat as

1010
01:03:21,199 --> 01:03:24,199
I lay on my bed, wearing only black lace sprawl

1011
01:03:24,239 --> 01:03:27,960
and my tiny matching thong. My legs were already spread wide,

1012
01:03:28,119 --> 01:03:31,159
and my fingers had been lazily teasing my so pussy

1013
01:03:31,840 --> 01:03:34,159
for almost a half an hour while I waited for

1014
01:03:34,239 --> 01:03:38,039
his call. When the phone finally rang, I answered with

1015
01:03:38,119 --> 01:03:42,960
a breathy Hi. The moment I heard his deep, rich voice,

1016
01:03:43,360 --> 01:03:47,480
a fresh gush of wetness flooded between my thighs. Got

1017
01:03:47,480 --> 01:03:53,079
that voice, low, smooth and commanding my clip throb instantly.

1018
01:03:53,800 --> 01:03:56,960
I stayed quiet at first, letting him believe it was

1019
01:03:57,000 --> 01:04:02,079
the wrong number. All my fingers crept circling my swollen,

1020
01:04:02,679 --> 01:04:07,079
slippery clip. Every word he spoke, madbe wetter. When he

1021
01:04:07,119 --> 01:04:09,840
finally caught on that I was touching my shelf, a

1022
01:04:10,039 --> 01:04:13,840
shameless little moan slipped onto me. You and master panting.

1023
01:04:13,920 --> 01:04:18,960
When I called, weren't you? His voice stripped thick with lust.

1024
01:04:19,920 --> 01:04:25,239
Oh wait, you were not a Patreon member, yet if

1025
01:04:25,280 --> 01:04:30,199
you were, you'd get this episode ad free plus up

1026
01:04:30,199 --> 01:04:35,719
to full ten minutes delicious tuck in audio where my

1027
01:04:35,880 --> 01:04:40,599
soft voice whispers all the filthy things you've been dying

1028
01:04:40,599 --> 01:04:43,559
to hear at night. Just imagine me tucking you in

1029
01:04:43,639 --> 01:04:47,840
like that. And that's just one of the perks. So

1030
01:04:47,960 --> 01:04:51,480
tell me. You gotta slip behind the velvet rope with

1031
01:04:51,519 --> 01:04:55,920
me or keep missing out. Go on over to Patreon

1032
01:04:56,000 --> 01:05:00,599
dot com ports last year Nikki for more details. The

1033
01:05:00,719 --> 01:05:05,000
link is in the show notes. Thank you for listening

1034
01:05:05,079 --> 01:05:08,480
tonight and being here with me. Don't forget. Send your

1035
01:05:08,519 --> 01:05:10,960
own confessions to Nikki and I k k Y at

1036
01:05:11,039 --> 01:05:14,719
darniky dot com, anonymously through our website at doarnikky dot

1037
01:05:14,719 --> 01:05:18,239
com under our confessions tab, and join us on our

1038
01:05:18,239 --> 01:05:22,400
discord channel Monday through Saturday at eight pm Central Standard

1039
01:05:22,440 --> 01:05:27,320
time and until next time, Stay with stay naughty, and

1040
01:05:27,480 --> 01:05:31,280
keep those secrets coming. This is Nikki signing off.