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<v Speaker 1>And I get to know more Private Talk situation. So

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<v Speaker 1>we're excited for you to have you here. We want

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<v Speaker 1>to know all of what you've been up to, what

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<v Speaker 1>you have going on. Private Talk wants to now more

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<v Speaker 1>intimately about you. Laura.

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<v Speaker 2>All right, so I'll just go right into it. So

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<v Speaker 2>I'm Laura go Van right now. I was just finishing

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<v Speaker 2>my book called Don't Get Maggot Sexy, so that'd be

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<v Speaker 2>out really soon, hopefully in the fall. And with that,

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<v Speaker 2>I've created a whole ensemble of things, candles and just

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<v Speaker 2>an array of things like T shirts. I wanted to

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<v Speaker 2>make that part a brand because I have a couple

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<v Speaker 2>of things going on. And I also started back up

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<v Speaker 2>my clothing line, Slash accessory line. I did it a

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<v Speaker 2>few years ago when it wasn't as poppin', but now

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<v Speaker 2>it's so saturated.

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<v Speaker 3>It's so hard to do certain things.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, you have different Yeah, it's pretty It's before before

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<v Speaker 2>I was making money so fast, I didn't appreciate it

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<v Speaker 2>and I didn't keep it pushing, I should say. But yeah,

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<v Speaker 2>So now just getting back in the groove of that.

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<v Speaker 2>It's called se La vill dot Com. So I have

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<v Speaker 2>that going on. It's oh, my god, I have so

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<v Speaker 2>my stuff. It's like, but yeah, so those are like

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<v Speaker 2>my biggest two things is that, Yes, and I'm also

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<v Speaker 2>going to be working with.

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<v Speaker 1>A school called Future Elite for kids for middle school kids, and.

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<v Speaker 2>It's it's a school that has athletes and studies. So

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<v Speaker 2>that's the thing. It's like a program that most kids

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<v Speaker 2>don't get to really really have that focus time on

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<v Speaker 2>whatever sport they're playing to become that elite athlete.

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<v Speaker 1>You know. It was always like, oh, you just go

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<v Speaker 1>to practice.

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<v Speaker 2>So with this school, it's more of a transition of

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<v Speaker 2>Actually because I was a college basketball player, so this

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<v Speaker 2>school reminds me a lot of how we're like, we're

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<v Speaker 2>creating students to get ready for college, you know what

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<v Speaker 2>I mean.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah exactly that.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, so they already had that responsibility kind of and that, yeah,

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<v Speaker 2>that awareness to get ready and what they're getting into

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<v Speaker 2>because it's gonna be tough, you know.

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<v Speaker 1>For sure, especially if people don't have that you know,

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<v Speaker 1>other people to know, if they haven't had somebody in

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<v Speaker 1>their family do it, but they want to do it.

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<v Speaker 1>But you know, you're good at some thing, So it's

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<v Speaker 1>like having those kind of skills to like kind of

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<v Speaker 1>be played out for it is really cool to be

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<v Speaker 1>able to have access to.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, absolutely, and not only that, like just teaching them

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<v Speaker 2>basic skills, speaking to people, shaking hands, eye contact.

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<v Speaker 3>You know, those things are big and huge studies.

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<v Speaker 2>You know, a lot of kids don't think that school

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<v Speaker 2>is that important because they become great athletes and they

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<v Speaker 2>think that that's going to carry them and it doesn't.

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<v Speaker 2>So those are things we're explaining at this school and

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<v Speaker 2>bringing awareness to. But it's a great program. So I

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<v Speaker 2>have that going on. And oh and I just started

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<v Speaker 2>a line called Unarmed. And I came up with that

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<v Speaker 2>concept because my thirteen year old son.

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<v Speaker 3>Oh, he's fourteen now, he's just inn fourteen.

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<v Speaker 2>My fourteen year old son, who's six feet tall, brown

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<v Speaker 2>skin boy, and we live in a pretty much white

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<v Speaker 2>neighbor a white predominantly neighborhood. And I saw him walking

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<v Speaker 2>down the hill to go to McDonald's because we don't

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<v Speaker 2>live that far, and he was had a hood on

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<v Speaker 2>and I flipped out and I was like, oh, no,

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<v Speaker 2>like I can't do that, you know.

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<v Speaker 1>So I had to first check myself. I had to.

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<v Speaker 2>Explain to him why and how I felt what was

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<v Speaker 2>going on. But I created this line and it says unarmed.

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<v Speaker 2>So they're hoodies that say unarmed and their camouflage so

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<v Speaker 2>at night you could see it says unarmed. You know,

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<v Speaker 2>it's just to bring awareness, Like, look, a police officer

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<v Speaker 2>is gonna think twice before he kind of sees you coming.

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<v Speaker 1>You know, it's in your face exactly. That's you know,

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<v Speaker 1>I think more things like me that had to happen

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<v Speaker 1>because it's like, just bring more awareness. The more awareness

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<v Speaker 1>you can, the more you know safe that we can

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<v Speaker 1>keep our kids out there and the situations. So what

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<v Speaker 1>do you say Reality TV is a gift or a curse?

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<v Speaker 2>I think it's you know what I think. I think

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<v Speaker 2>it's a gift. I don't look at nothing like it's

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<v Speaker 2>a curse. Like curses come from within to me. So

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<v Speaker 2>like if I was in a relationship for a long time,

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<v Speaker 2>I was cursed cursing myself, you know what I mean,

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<v Speaker 2>Like I should have got out of it, I should

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<v Speaker 2>have recognized realized.

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<v Speaker 1>But were you always like that in that moment? Though?

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<v Speaker 1>In time wanted to take time to like kind of

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<v Speaker 1>realize that lesson later. Oh, it's hard to check yourself

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<v Speaker 1>on the moment, you know what, I mean because where

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<v Speaker 1>you live it. Well, let me say this, I didn't.

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<v Speaker 2>Get mature till I was about thirty five in real life,

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<v Speaker 2>and I start having kids at twenty five. My life

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<v Speaker 2>changed then, but I was still really immature.

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<v Speaker 1>I was.

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<v Speaker 2>I'm a great mom, but I just wasn't a mature person.

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<v Speaker 1>Does that make sense? I don't know I explain that,

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<v Speaker 1>but it makes sense. You know. It's like, you know,

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<v Speaker 1>I think that you know at certain times, even though

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<v Speaker 1>we do adult things, sometimes you know you're still do

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<v Speaker 1>now the way that experiences are, knowing how to handle

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<v Speaker 1>if it's like you know your you know how your

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<v Speaker 1>emotions are, how you express it and things that until

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<v Speaker 1>you deal with experience and like see things or have

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<v Speaker 1>things that you have something to live for more than

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<v Speaker 1>yourself to see, like more perspective of I feel like

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<v Speaker 1>it gives you a clever different, like a hindsight of

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<v Speaker 1>kind of things. Maturity.

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<v Speaker 3>But with your question, I think that it was a gift.

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<v Speaker 2>I mean it brought awareness to you know, the brand

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<v Speaker 2>that I've built or have or and to be honest

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<v Speaker 2>with you, I feel like it's.

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<v Speaker 1>Not a lot.

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<v Speaker 2>I don't really the effort I put into it is

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<v Speaker 2>not as much because.

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<v Speaker 3>I really am my hands on mom. I have four kids.

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<v Speaker 2>I had four kids in five and a half years.

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<v Speaker 2>I'm pretty busy just with what I have.

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<v Speaker 1>Yes, yeah, I have. Yeah. The bullshit is very minimal

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<v Speaker 1>in my life.

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<v Speaker 2>I'm sure there men to dogs to to help, to

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<v Speaker 2>the gardener.

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<v Speaker 1>I don't put up with nothing for sure. Personality to

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<v Speaker 1>all keep in tap, to be like you.

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<v Speaker 2>Know, and the four personalities that make I will spend

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<v Speaker 2>are the number ones that I deal with, you know

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<v Speaker 2>what I mean?

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<v Speaker 1>So and I put life in perspective with those four

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<v Speaker 1>kids very quick. So you think that that's a test

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<v Speaker 1>of why you you know, matured as much as you have.

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<v Speaker 2>Absolutely, But also I mean I got tired of being

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<v Speaker 2>just you know, a chicken head. I was just running

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<v Speaker 2>around and no guid like I wasn't I had guidance.

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<v Speaker 2>I wouldn't have taken nobody's advice. I wasn't listening to nobody.

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<v Speaker 2>I was a hot head, you know, I was. I

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<v Speaker 2>was miserable. So with that miserable, like with being miserable

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<v Speaker 2>came with being.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah, it was.

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<v Speaker 2>Like I was always on and I was always on,

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<v Speaker 2>and you know, I've experienced having nothing with four kids

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<v Speaker 2>and having a man who at the time, you know,

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<v Speaker 2>their dad has has money and I didn't have access,

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<v Speaker 2>and so we were I was stuck with four kids

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<v Speaker 2>and almost pretty much homeless.

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<v Speaker 1>What is that feeling like knowing that you know, it's

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<v Speaker 1>so vulnerable of a situation, and like knowing that you

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<v Speaker 1>still you know, you're you're the mama bear, you know,

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<v Speaker 1>you just do it? Like how is how does that feel?

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<v Speaker 2>To be honest with you, it's pressure. But I feel like,

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<v Speaker 2>I mean, I'm a believer in God. I do feel

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<v Speaker 2>like he gave me these kids for a reason. I

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<v Speaker 2>mean I was put on earth to be their mother,

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<v Speaker 2>you know what I mean? Like, and I realized that

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<v Speaker 2>also when you know, I have a picture of them

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<v Speaker 2>on my phone that they're one, two, three, four in age,

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<v Speaker 2>And I remember going to the park and I only

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<v Speaker 2>spoke Spanish to them, and so I remember a lady

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<v Speaker 2>saying to me, oh my god, you are such an

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<v Speaker 2>amazing nanny because they don't look like me, you know,

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<v Speaker 2>And I was like, wait, what crazy you talking about.

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<v Speaker 1>All these four kids? She was like, yeah, how do

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<v Speaker 1>you juggle it? Like what do you do?

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<v Speaker 2>Like I would like, do you get paid a lot like,

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<v Speaker 2>and I was like, hey, actually I don't. I don't

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<v Speaker 2>get right I should.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah, yeah exactly. Yeah. I was like, no, I'm everything. Yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>I'm a therapist.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, I hear him. I'm like, fuck, I need to

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<v Speaker 2>take care of myself. But in the introim I realized

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<v Speaker 2>that like damn, okay, wait, I am a good mom,

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<v Speaker 2>Like what can come out of this? And to be

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<v Speaker 2>honest with you, my focal point is my children. And

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<v Speaker 2>so a lot of times people will see me on

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<v Speaker 2>the GRAM and then they see me in real life

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<v Speaker 2>and they're like, oh my god, you're so different.

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<v Speaker 1>I'm like, no, I'm not. It's just a photo and

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<v Speaker 1>I'm only as good as my last photo. The perception

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<v Speaker 1>of yeah it is. I think that's also too in

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<v Speaker 1>a sense. And again it's like you said, I don't

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<v Speaker 1>think it's a curse of but like people's perception of

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<v Speaker 1>what they how they portray you, or seeing you on TV,

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<v Speaker 1>or reactions of what you were, and like you said,

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<v Speaker 1>you know, it's very humbling and honest of you to be,

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<v Speaker 1>you know, in your truth down and saying you know,

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<v Speaker 1>I was a bitch at that time, because you know,

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<v Speaker 1>sometimes you don't know how to deal with problems or

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<v Speaker 1>you're struggling with problems yourself and you're just trying to

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<v Speaker 1>make it, you know what I mean. People forget how

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<v Speaker 1>human we really are and you're just living your life

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<v Speaker 1>and it's like, let me be.

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<v Speaker 2>But people say all the time, like, oh, you're so

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<v Speaker 2>different from TV. But don't get me wrong. I would say, girl,

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<v Speaker 2>that girl you saw on TV ten years ago was

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<v Speaker 2>that girl? Like I was ready and I was on

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<v Speaker 2>And that doesn't come out of me unless it's defending

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<v Speaker 2>my children, for.

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<v Speaker 1>Sure, but outside of them, but it's always there, you

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<v Speaker 1>know what I mean in sense. But it's like, but

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<v Speaker 1>I think you know I value it is because for me,

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<v Speaker 1>so I'm Puerto Rican, I'm you know, I'm a Gemini.

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<v Speaker 1>I all these things that are like, oh you're this,

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<v Speaker 1>these like stigma of labels of what you are like,

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<v Speaker 1>and a lot of them are true. I'm not gonna lie,

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<v Speaker 1>you know what I mean. And so so I can

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<v Speaker 1>be fighting situations. I've been in situations where even you know,

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<v Speaker 1>my pop up Joe who we call him like my grandpa,

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<v Speaker 1>he was a dark skinned man and everyone thought that

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<v Speaker 1>us being like and they're like, you don't belong with them,

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<v Speaker 1>you know, the stigma of those things whatever. So it's

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<v Speaker 2>I'm thinking, like to me, you know how many people

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<v Speaker 3>And it's what they to say.

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<v Speaker 1>The people movies don't are the movies people don't watch

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<v Speaker 1>No people know who you are. Like, I have people

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<v Speaker 1>but you know who I am. But it's bad that

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<v Speaker 1>But that's the thing a lot of people are shy.

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<v Speaker 2>Away from you show it and showed it.

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<v Speaker 3>That's amazing.

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<v Speaker 1>It was thankful. It was my power. For me, it

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<v Speaker 1>and finding out who I really was. And I you know,

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<v Speaker 1>not for nothing new that men were weak and you know,

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<v Speaker 1>pussy is power to that and you know what I mean.

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<v Speaker 1>So for me, it's like if I can do my

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<v Speaker 1>be like I don't want nothing from you but this,

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<v Speaker 1>thank you, I'm going home. I'm getting you know what

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<v Speaker 1>I mean. Doing my thing. It was a business and

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<v Speaker 1>you know, and I and I was thankful for that

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<v Speaker 1>and it's very you know, successful in not doing that.

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<v Speaker 1>But I think also for me it was like it

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<v Speaker 1>because of who they portrayed me to be a certain thing,

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<v Speaker 1>they think that I have to be like stayed in

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<v Speaker 1>this box. No, like you can do any other things

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<v Speaker 1>and evolve from those things because it's all growth. It's

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<v Speaker 1>about you know what I mean. And again stages, for sure.

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<v Speaker 3>I was a stage in your life.

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<v Speaker 2>Now you're like, you know big, you know your your

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<v Speaker 2>podcast is amazing, like your businesses, you.

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<v Speaker 1>Know what I'm saying.

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<v Speaker 2>So it's like just stages and just imagine where you'll

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<v Speaker 2>you know what I'm saying.

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<v Speaker 1>So I just don't like that people are so.

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<v Speaker 2>In the moment of judgment. It's like, don't judge me

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<v Speaker 2>for now, because I'm not judging you, bro. I'm sure

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<v Speaker 2>you look like you was a crackhead a long time,

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<v Speaker 2>you know, even two weeks ago, Like let's keep it

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<v Speaker 2>on with you.

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<v Speaker 3>Know what I mean.

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<v Speaker 1>So it's like, I don't know.

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<v Speaker 2>I just feel like people just need to be more

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<v Speaker 2>open minded to people, period, you know what I mean.

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<v Speaker 1>For sure. I think a lot of it too, is

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<v Speaker 1>like the immaturity. Sometimes people just forget that other people

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<v Speaker 1>have feelings and have the other other things going on,

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<v Speaker 1>because it's always like a me me me world, like

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<v Speaker 1>where it's all about you and the current, but people

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<v Speaker 1>don't care. Like it's so crazy.

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<v Speaker 2>I realize when people when I realize that people didn't

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<v Speaker 2>care about nothing, is the day that like I had

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<v Speaker 2>separated from my eggs And I remember when I was

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<v Speaker 2>sitting there literally talking to the lady at Ralph's and

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<v Speaker 2>she was standing there long enough so I could talk.

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<v Speaker 2>So I was like, well, I'm gonna let her have it.

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<v Speaker 2>So I was just going, yeah, I'm like, hey, listen,

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<v Speaker 2>you're gonna get it lady.

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<v Speaker 1>So we got cool.

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<v Speaker 2>We're sitting there talking and she's telling me all her business,

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<v Speaker 2>telling her oh mind, and then.

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<v Speaker 1>I realized that she was like, Okay, I.

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<v Speaker 2>Gotta go buy and I was thinking, like, wait, well

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<v Speaker 2>I'm not done. She was like bitter, I gotta work, and.

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<v Speaker 1>I'm like, oh you off. I'm like okay, I'll be

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<v Speaker 1>back later.

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<v Speaker 2>But my point is that in all of that, she

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<v Speaker 2>don't give a shit about my life, you know what

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<v Speaker 2>I mean? Like you think I was thankful she lists

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<v Speaker 2>for you.

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<v Speaker 1>That was it, that was it.

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<v Speaker 2>But in all honesty, motherfuckers needs to learn how to

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<v Speaker 2>talk to themselves and talk to whatever it is they

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<v Speaker 2>believe in.

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<v Speaker 1>I'll tell you don't know, the answer is just speak

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<v Speaker 1>it to yourself, you know. That's what happening about. So

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<v Speaker 1>what do you think is more grueling dating a ballplayer

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<v Speaker 1>or reality TV?

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<v Speaker 2>I don't think dating. I don't put no category. I

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<v Speaker 2>think all men are in one box in real life.

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<v Speaker 2>And it's that grilling, right, that part now you know

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<v Speaker 2>what for me, I happen to like like a European.

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<v Speaker 2>I like European men.

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<v Speaker 1>Just the style of like how they treat their women,

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<v Speaker 1>like the you know, the you know it or just

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<v Speaker 1>the accents that you know, all of that.

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<v Speaker 2>Like my last boyfriend was Moroccan. He was a Jew,

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<v Speaker 2>Moroccan Jew, and he was born in Paris. Fine as

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<v Speaker 2>hell white, He looked white, you know, super handsome family,

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<v Speaker 2>beautiful family. He didn't have an accent and spoke French

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<v Speaker 2>it was his first language.

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<v Speaker 1>But do you like dirty French?

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<v Speaker 2>I like whatever he was doing through all kind of

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<v Speaker 2>shit and I was catching it. But but I just

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<v Speaker 2>like the swag. I don't really care for like Middle

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<v Speaker 2>Easter men. I like too, but I don't like him

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<v Speaker 2>too like vulgar or aggressive.

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<v Speaker 1>I don't like possessive at all. Like I just like

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<v Speaker 1>to be me.

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<v Speaker 2>I want you to accept that because if you start

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<v Speaker 2>putting me in a box, I start climbing out that

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<v Speaker 2>motherfucker and I start running. Yeah, and I just like

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<v Speaker 2>to I'm I'm cool as ship if you just leave

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<v Speaker 2>me alone, you know what I mean, Just let me be. Yeah,

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<v Speaker 2>So whatever mint man falls into that. But honestly, I've

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<v Speaker 2>been getting like mind you, he was ten years younger

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<v Speaker 2>than me. I've been getting nothing but ten years younger.

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<v Speaker 3>I can't get.

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<v Speaker 1>And I'm thinking in my you're not like that box?

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<v Speaker 1>Do you want to be? Which? Waited? Wait? I know, no,

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<v Speaker 1>I know, I know right?

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<v Speaker 2>Okay, okay, okay, So honestly speaking like, I do like

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<v Speaker 1>Don't lie to us. Don't don't you me? Girl, I

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<v Speaker 1>think too long, and you're gonna lie about your answer.

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<v Speaker 1>I don't lie. I don't lie.

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<v Speaker 2>I steal, but I don't lie. So if I get busted,

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<v Speaker 2>I'm gona tell you truth anyway. So I I like,

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<v Speaker 2>I don't like that and thinking and knowing that one

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<v Speaker 2>day i'll be fifty and you'll be forty.

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<v Speaker 1>And I do want more kids.

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<v Speaker 2>Okay, so I don't mind having them, but I want

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<v Speaker 2>tom you know. I'm like, I'm getting up there. So

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<v Speaker 2>I'm like, yo, bro, I like you, you like me? Okay,

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<v Speaker 2>let's have babies tomorrow. Okay, hug me, we're pregnant. Okay,

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<v Speaker 2>here we go.

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<v Speaker 1>It doesn't work, girl.

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<v Speaker 2>When I needed like that, that's what I need.

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<v Speaker 1>I need somebody who's young and ready. Those are a

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<v Speaker 1>lot of fast boxes really quickly, because that's how you

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<v Speaker 1>get in trouble so much, because this is when you

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<v Speaker 1>overlook the things because you don't have time to see

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<v Speaker 1>the red flags, and these things are being checked off

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<v Speaker 1>and they're lying to you because they're just fuzzy about

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<v Speaker 1>these boxes too. They're not really fool it's like a

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<v Speaker 1>half checked right, they're like, wait, did this really happen?

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<v Speaker 1>Or wait no, no, you like you lie. It's like

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<v Speaker 2>No word, no, absolutely not, you're not.

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<v Speaker 1>But the other half of that is that I'm not

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<v Speaker 1>a fucker either. So I'm like you like, I don't

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<v Speaker 1>like to fuck multiple people or like just fuck a

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<v Speaker 1>lot in general.

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<v Speaker 2>I like to do it a lot, actually, but I

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<v Speaker 2>don't like to do it to just people.

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<v Speaker 3>Does that make sense?

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<v Speaker 1>So it's like, I'm just not a fucker. If you're like,

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<v Speaker 1>if you find that one or whatever, or it's never a.

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<v Speaker 3>Minute, you know what I mean.

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<v Speaker 1>It's like so like, for myself, I'm at this pansation

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<v Speaker 1>in my life. I'm having like a demisexual, so I

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<v Speaker 1>for me to like want to like get my pussy wet.

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<v Speaker 1>It's just not going to happen exactly. So it's like,

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<v Speaker 1>because I'm physically attracted. Like it's like, okay, play it out,

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<v Speaker 1>you know, but it's like I need like I need

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<v Speaker 1>to be mind simulated.

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<v Speaker 3>You need mind fuck me first.

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<v Speaker 1>That's my four play and then then I'll be wet

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<v Speaker 1>and ready to go. But if not, it's just not

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<v Speaker 2>But you gotta come, man, gotta come with some ship, Like,

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<v Speaker 2>don't be telling me what you're gonna do.

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<v Speaker 1>Just do it. Just do it, and once you do it,

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<v Speaker 1>I'll follow suit. But do you But do you find

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<v Speaker 1>that they say that and they just never do it,

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<v Speaker 1>Like it's all talk, like it's a big talk, and

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<v Speaker 1>you're like, what the fuck happened to these messages here?

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<v Speaker 1>You're dirty messaging these people and you're just like you're

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<v Speaker 1>just basically gave me blue lips and a message because

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<v Speaker 1>I want to do?

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<v Speaker 2>Well that too, But I also feel like men are

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<v Speaker 2>just not.

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00:18:17.960 --> 00:18:19.039
<v Speaker 3>I just think they're liars.

424
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<v Speaker 1>Bro, Like just all of them, the.

425
00:18:20.720 --> 00:18:25.240
<v Speaker 2>Whole race, not all of them, but majority.

426
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<v Speaker 1>Not Okay, But is this based off of your experience,

427
00:18:29.079 --> 00:18:32.680
<v Speaker 1>because of your past or you just because that isn't

428
00:18:32.720 --> 00:18:35.039
<v Speaker 1>because it's a jaded like kind of like it puts

429
00:18:35.039 --> 00:18:36.880
<v Speaker 1>a big damper in those things because it's personal. But

430
00:18:36.920 --> 00:18:39.759
<v Speaker 1>it's hard not to because it's your perception of how

431
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<v Speaker 1>you feel.

432
00:18:40.480 --> 00:18:42.640
<v Speaker 2>You know, men are, but I let that go so

433
00:18:42.720 --> 00:18:45.440
<v Speaker 2>that doesn't know. I always give people the benefit of

434
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<v Speaker 2>the doubt. I let them fuck themselves, you know what

435
00:18:47.799 --> 00:18:48.079
<v Speaker 2>I mean.

436
00:18:48.240 --> 00:18:50.279
<v Speaker 1>But don't you think at that point that women it

437
00:18:50.359 --> 00:18:54.039
<v Speaker 1>could just be as equally liars. Hell, yeah, you didn't

438
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<v Speaker 1>ask that question, but you're just saying as far as

439
00:18:56.160 --> 00:18:59.359
<v Speaker 1>all men are liars, Well, I do feel I feel

440
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<v Speaker 1>like here's what I think.

441
00:19:00.880 --> 00:19:03.839
<v Speaker 2>I think everybody lies across the board. I think men, women,

442
00:19:04.160 --> 00:19:06.519
<v Speaker 2>I think dogs be thinking it. You know what I'm saying,

443
00:19:06.559 --> 00:19:09.319
<v Speaker 2>Like you know, cats, same shit, they all lie. They're

444
00:19:09.319 --> 00:19:09.920
<v Speaker 2>all sneaky.

445
00:19:10.119 --> 00:19:12.680
<v Speaker 1>It is what it is. Like, look, we're here, it's

446
00:19:12.680 --> 00:19:13.160
<v Speaker 1>the truth.

447
00:19:13.279 --> 00:19:14.960
<v Speaker 2>It's like, you know what I mean, Like you're smart

448
00:19:15.359 --> 00:19:17.240
<v Speaker 2>and at the end of the day, I'm like, look, bro,

449
00:19:18.240 --> 00:19:21.559
<v Speaker 2>I farted and I can't hold it. I'm not holding

450
00:19:21.559 --> 00:19:23.480
<v Speaker 2>it in for you, like it's not going at my back.

451
00:19:23.559 --> 00:19:25.119
<v Speaker 1>I'm not gonna sit here and be cute for.

452
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<v Speaker 2>You, like no, bro, like look, and I'm just gonna

453
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<v Speaker 2>give you who I am right now. I just I

454
00:19:30.680 --> 00:19:32.559
<v Speaker 2>can't wait till later and then you're gonna be looking

455
00:19:32.599 --> 00:19:34.799
<v Speaker 2>at me crazy. And when I go to the bathroom,

456
00:19:34.799 --> 00:19:36.400
<v Speaker 2>I like to leave the door open. If you don't

457
00:19:36.400 --> 00:19:38.519
<v Speaker 2>mind having a conversation with me, that'd be great, you

458
00:19:38.519 --> 00:19:40.359
<v Speaker 2>know what I'm saying, Like, let's just be honest. The

459
00:19:40.440 --> 00:19:44.640
<v Speaker 2>first date, like, look, I come with no makeup. Okay,

460
00:19:44.759 --> 00:19:47.680
<v Speaker 2>I don't wear no makeup. I don't my hair purpose.

461
00:19:47.759 --> 00:19:50.440
<v Speaker 2>I barely don't. I barely comb it anyway on purpose.

462
00:19:50.960 --> 00:19:52.559
<v Speaker 2>I always they always think I look like a little

463
00:19:52.599 --> 00:19:54.680
<v Speaker 2>boy because I always dressed like this, like you know, right,

464
00:19:54.839 --> 00:19:57.400
<v Speaker 2>but you though things think I appreciate it.

465
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<v Speaker 1>But like for the majority of it first day like this,

466
00:20:00.799 --> 00:20:02.400
<v Speaker 1>I'd be like, yeah, come on, sit down, come on,

467
00:20:02.480 --> 00:20:03.480
<v Speaker 1>what do you want you to drink? What do you

468
00:20:03.519 --> 00:20:05.319
<v Speaker 1>want you? What your name? I'm putting in the game.

469
00:20:06.079 --> 00:20:09.839
<v Speaker 2>But no, so I just feel like I give you

470
00:20:09.880 --> 00:20:12.680
<v Speaker 2>who I am up front because I don't have time,

471
00:20:12.759 --> 00:20:14.799
<v Speaker 2>Like aren't you exhausted, like I.

472
00:20:14.720 --> 00:20:15.480
<v Speaker 1>Don't want to lie.

473
00:20:15.519 --> 00:20:17.039
<v Speaker 2>I don't want to see her and tell you like, bro,

474
00:20:17.119 --> 00:20:19.599
<v Speaker 2>I have the perfect family. I don't like I got

475
00:20:19.799 --> 00:20:21.799
<v Speaker 2>like there's nine of us, maybe four of us, not

476
00:20:21.839 --> 00:20:23.759
<v Speaker 2>real crackeads, but they act like it. It's like, what

477
00:20:23.799 --> 00:20:24.480
<v Speaker 2>do you want me to do?

478
00:20:24.519 --> 00:20:24.960
<v Speaker 1>You know what I mean?

479
00:20:25.000 --> 00:20:26.759
<v Speaker 2>Like they're gonna ask you for money if you got it,

480
00:20:26.799 --> 00:20:29.799
<v Speaker 2>so just don't put your chained away before walking. You're

481
00:20:29.799 --> 00:20:32.599
<v Speaker 2>giving all that's away on date one, one and two,

482
00:20:32.680 --> 00:20:34.039
<v Speaker 2>I'm like, I ain't not and I'm coming back.

483
00:20:34.079 --> 00:20:36.119
<v Speaker 1>I'll be back to my mouth. There wasn't enough to say,

484
00:20:36.160 --> 00:20:38.880
<v Speaker 1>well limit not COVID restrictions. We need to get up,

485
00:20:38.880 --> 00:20:42.279
<v Speaker 1>but I want to continue this way. I'm serious. It's

486
00:20:42.440 --> 00:20:44.440
<v Speaker 1>like I love it because I relate to the like

487
00:20:44.480 --> 00:20:47.880
<v Speaker 1>the realness and openness from it, but myself because I'm single,

488
00:20:47.920 --> 00:20:50.480
<v Speaker 1>so me dating in general is just awkward, like I

489
00:20:50.599 --> 00:20:53.720
<v Speaker 1>just because I've been divorced and I don't have any

490
00:20:53.759 --> 00:20:55.359
<v Speaker 1>kids whatever. But I'm also at a stage in my

491
00:20:55.359 --> 00:20:57.480
<v Speaker 1>life where you know, I've done self work, I've done

492
00:20:57.480 --> 00:20:58.880
<v Speaker 1>all that shit, like you know, I've done all the

493
00:20:58.960 --> 00:21:01.680
<v Speaker 1>necessary parts that I'm ready, that I'm open and ready

494
00:21:01.720 --> 00:21:03.720
<v Speaker 1>to you. I'm just not pushing it. Like when it happens,

495
00:21:03.720 --> 00:21:06.319
<v Speaker 1>it happens. But it's COVID's been weird. It's how to

496
00:21:06.359 --> 00:21:08.799
<v Speaker 1>find people organically and all these weird fucking things. So

497
00:21:08.839 --> 00:21:10.400
<v Speaker 1>you talk about you know, you want to be as

498
00:21:10.440 --> 00:21:12.079
<v Speaker 1>open and as fast because it's like who has time

499
00:21:12.119 --> 00:21:13.920
<v Speaker 1>for this ship? And you're busy. You're busy, and you're

500
00:21:13.960 --> 00:21:16.519
<v Speaker 1>you know, you're a mom, you know four which all

501
00:21:16.559 --> 00:21:18.799
<v Speaker 1>that is like all your truth. But it's like sometimes

502
00:21:18.799 --> 00:21:20.839
<v Speaker 1>you just like, you know, sprinkle it on whatever, and

503
00:21:20.880 --> 00:21:23.119
<v Speaker 1>it's not not that living your truth is just like

504
00:21:23.240 --> 00:21:26.319
<v Speaker 1>that's a lot for anybody. No, it's a lot for me. Shit,

505
00:21:26.359 --> 00:21:29.119
<v Speaker 1>I'm living it. I'm like, so think about that.

506
00:21:29.240 --> 00:21:31.039
<v Speaker 2>So as soon as you meet me, I'm up front

507
00:21:31.119 --> 00:21:33.119
<v Speaker 2>right and I'm like, yo, bro, I got four kre and.

508
00:21:33.039 --> 00:21:33.720
<v Speaker 1>You got a choice.

509
00:21:33.720 --> 00:21:36.000
<v Speaker 2>It's like, you know, you're showing up, never two or

510
00:21:36.079 --> 00:21:39.039
<v Speaker 2>not exactly like, and I leave it up to you.

511
00:21:39.160 --> 00:21:41.759
<v Speaker 2>I don't ever chase or find nobody. I feel like

512
00:21:42.440 --> 00:21:45.079
<v Speaker 2>I want my husband to find me. Have I met

513
00:21:45.119 --> 00:21:48.440
<v Speaker 2>him yet? I don't know? Probably not not yet anyway,

514
00:21:48.480 --> 00:21:50.920
<v Speaker 2>because in real life I find I see myself in

515
00:21:51.000 --> 00:21:53.799
<v Speaker 2>the rid seat on a yacht with an old white man,

516
00:21:54.200 --> 00:21:58.119
<v Speaker 2>like somebody feed me grapes and my fet is hanging

517
00:21:58.119 --> 00:21:59.000
<v Speaker 2>out and I'm good with that.

518
00:21:59.079 --> 00:22:01.799
<v Speaker 1>Yeah, Like that's something. Yeah, I got all that right there.

519
00:22:01.880 --> 00:22:08.440
<v Speaker 1>That's what I visualize, so god, yeah, yeah, you know

520
00:22:08.480 --> 00:22:09.759
<v Speaker 1>what I mean. So just think about that though.

521
00:22:09.799 --> 00:22:12.799
<v Speaker 2>But in the meantime between time, I'm be fucking and

522
00:22:12.839 --> 00:22:14.880
<v Speaker 2>having some good times, like it is what it is.

523
00:22:14.920 --> 00:22:17.200
<v Speaker 1>You're ready to go? Yeah, so what is your porn

524
00:22:17.279 --> 00:22:18.839
<v Speaker 1>search history?

525
00:22:18.960 --> 00:22:23.559
<v Speaker 2>So I have to be honest with you, my okay,

526
00:22:23.680 --> 00:22:25.720
<v Speaker 2>And people don't talk about this stuff like.

527
00:22:25.960 --> 00:22:27.759
<v Speaker 1>That's why we have the private talk because we want

528
00:22:27.799 --> 00:22:28.799
<v Speaker 1>to get to know you a little bit more.

529
00:22:29.000 --> 00:22:32.279
<v Speaker 2>Yeah. Like but it's like, you know, I had conversations

530
00:22:32.319 --> 00:22:35.200
<v Speaker 2>with my kids, with my son and my my daughter.

531
00:22:36.240 --> 00:22:38.400
<v Speaker 2>I'm like, look, there comes a time in your life,

532
00:22:38.440 --> 00:22:40.759
<v Speaker 2>you know. My son, I'm like, I know you got

533
00:22:40.839 --> 00:22:43.240
<v Speaker 2>you're going to do certain things, you know what I mean.

534
00:22:43.279 --> 00:22:45.920
<v Speaker 2>But until the white cream comes out, we don't need

535
00:22:45.960 --> 00:22:48.400
<v Speaker 2>to have a conversation. But when it does, that's a

536
00:22:48.440 --> 00:22:54.200
<v Speaker 2>different conversation. And he's like what he's like, And I'm like, yo, bro,

537
00:22:54.559 --> 00:22:57.079
<v Speaker 2>you'll know what I when listen to what mommy is

538
00:22:57.119 --> 00:22:59.960
<v Speaker 2>telling you, Okay, remember what I'm saying, because the mini

539
00:23:00.079 --> 00:23:02.920
<v Speaker 2>you see the white come out, you need to come

540
00:23:02.960 --> 00:23:03.240
<v Speaker 2>see me.

541
00:23:03.519 --> 00:23:06.480
<v Speaker 1>That's like having a period for women. Okay, when it's

542
00:23:06.599 --> 00:23:09.839
<v Speaker 1>gonna come over to you and say what you gonna

543
00:23:09.839 --> 00:23:11.920
<v Speaker 1>be that's that means a baby.

544
00:23:12.160 --> 00:23:14.200
<v Speaker 2>So that means you can't be sticking that thing that

545
00:23:14.319 --> 00:23:18.160
<v Speaker 2>pipe nowhere until you're of age and understand that you

546
00:23:18.200 --> 00:23:21.200
<v Speaker 2>can take on the responsibility not have a baby, not

547
00:23:21.720 --> 00:23:24.079
<v Speaker 2>do certain things. And we talk, we gotta talk about

548
00:23:24.160 --> 00:23:25.839
<v Speaker 2>kind of we gotta talk. We gotta talk it all through.

549
00:23:26.119 --> 00:23:28.200
<v Speaker 2>You're gonna wear a kindom and pull out, you know

550
00:23:28.240 --> 00:23:31.039
<v Speaker 2>what I mean. Like, there's just I would rather you

551
00:23:31.079 --> 00:23:34.039
<v Speaker 2>put it in her hair than make her wash it out.

552
00:23:34.079 --> 00:23:35.359
<v Speaker 1>Bro. Like you know what I'm saying. You don't even

553
00:23:35.359 --> 00:23:36.160
<v Speaker 1>gotta put on her face.

554
00:23:36.200 --> 00:23:40.440
<v Speaker 2>Just give her some references, yo, right right, you know

555
00:23:40.400 --> 00:23:41.200
<v Speaker 2>what I'm serious?

556
00:23:41.400 --> 00:23:43.160
<v Speaker 1>No, but I appreciate that, And I think that's really

557
00:23:43.200 --> 00:23:45.599
<v Speaker 1>commendable as a parent because it's like a lot of

558
00:23:45.599 --> 00:23:47.960
<v Speaker 1>people think, oh, it's embarrassing topics, And the same reason

559
00:23:47.960 --> 00:23:49.599
<v Speaker 1>why you know, with why we keep a segment like

560
00:23:49.680 --> 00:23:51.799
<v Speaker 1>later on doing with the truth with Texas, It's because

561
00:23:52.119 --> 00:23:54.200
<v Speaker 1>it's all about communication. You know what I mean, It's

562
00:23:54.240 --> 00:23:56.640
<v Speaker 1>like why be embarrassed and why be like whatever? Is

563
00:23:56.640 --> 00:23:59.880
<v Speaker 1>like people do it, People are having sex, people I said,

564
00:24:00.240 --> 00:24:02.599
<v Speaker 1>people are watching porn, people whatever. People would come up

565
00:24:02.640 --> 00:24:04.039
<v Speaker 1>to me that you would think that would like, oh,

566
00:24:04.119 --> 00:24:06.680
<v Speaker 1>like they could talk shit about you can like like

567
00:24:06.920 --> 00:24:08.799
<v Speaker 1>say whatever they want. But then like, oh, I'm a fan,

568
00:24:09.279 --> 00:24:11.920
<v Speaker 1>and but that's the thing is like everybody watches it,

569
00:24:11.960 --> 00:24:13.640
<v Speaker 1>but I'm the one who's like a bad part. So

570
00:24:13.680 --> 00:24:16.359
<v Speaker 1>I feel like because it's section it be bad and

571
00:24:16.400 --> 00:24:18.680
<v Speaker 1>people and nowadays now sex is more free and open

572
00:24:18.720 --> 00:24:20.319
<v Speaker 1>and you see a lot more things on you know,

573
00:24:20.440 --> 00:24:22.680
<v Speaker 1>television that it's more sky where I feel like it's

574
00:24:22.759 --> 00:24:25.680
<v Speaker 1>all it needs to happen is a conversation.

575
00:24:25.200 --> 00:24:28.440
<v Speaker 2>A conversation to tell you that it's not bad, it's

576
00:24:28.440 --> 00:24:30.200
<v Speaker 2>not this whatever, This is what's going to happen.

577
00:24:30.279 --> 00:24:33.519
<v Speaker 1>There's two there's two alternatives because at that point, you know,

578
00:24:33.960 --> 00:24:37.039
<v Speaker 1>children in general, you're curious, you don't know, and if

579
00:24:37.079 --> 00:24:40.599
<v Speaker 1>you don't know and you ask your friends, then you're

580
00:24:40.599 --> 00:24:42.279
<v Speaker 1>gonna be telling him something. And then you think that's

581
00:24:42.279 --> 00:24:43.000
<v Speaker 1>all the rest of your life.

582
00:24:43.039 --> 00:24:46.400
<v Speaker 2>And then exactly and so even with me back to

583
00:24:46.400 --> 00:24:49.119
<v Speaker 2>your original question, like, what is my go to?

584
00:24:49.359 --> 00:24:50.480
<v Speaker 1>I'm not gonna lie to you.

585
00:24:50.640 --> 00:24:56.160
<v Speaker 2>I like watching certain things that I know i'll never

586
00:24:56.200 --> 00:24:56.720
<v Speaker 2>in my life.

587
00:24:56.880 --> 00:24:57.559
<v Speaker 1>So taboo.

588
00:24:58.400 --> 00:25:01.640
<v Speaker 2>Oh yeah, I like I mean, not like a donkey

589
00:25:01.680 --> 00:25:02.400
<v Speaker 2>sucking a person.

590
00:25:02.440 --> 00:25:03.799
<v Speaker 3>I'm not that deep midget porn.

591
00:25:04.480 --> 00:25:06.160
<v Speaker 1>No, I don't like it. I don't get off those

592
00:25:06.599 --> 00:25:07.160
<v Speaker 1>child is. No.

593
00:25:07.960 --> 00:25:10.640
<v Speaker 2>I want to give me like little people hugs. I'm like, oh,

594
00:25:10.759 --> 00:25:12.480
<v Speaker 2>come here and bring it in. Yeah, because they relate

595
00:25:12.519 --> 00:25:15.160
<v Speaker 2>to children. You're still right here, yes, yeah, that's it's weird.

596
00:25:15.240 --> 00:25:17.279
<v Speaker 1>Yeah, I haven't had to one come out of me,

597
00:25:17.319 --> 00:25:19.599
<v Speaker 1>so it's a little different. So that relation cap. Then

598
00:25:19.599 --> 00:25:22.240
<v Speaker 1>I'm like, yeah, no, and it's crazy at one time.

599
00:25:22.240 --> 00:25:23.720
<v Speaker 1>I just want to mention it one time.

600
00:25:24.119 --> 00:25:26.000
<v Speaker 3>Really, haven't you know what you should do?

601
00:25:26.039 --> 00:25:27.559
<v Speaker 1>Just let him eat you out. He's right there. But

602
00:25:27.599 --> 00:25:29.279
<v Speaker 1>I kind of want to like fuck a girl with

603
00:25:29.319 --> 00:25:31.000
<v Speaker 1>a strap on it because I feel like the guy

604
00:25:31.079 --> 00:25:32.880
<v Speaker 1>is not gonna turn me on. It's I'm gonna laugh

605
00:25:32.920 --> 00:25:34.880
<v Speaker 1>at him. I'm gonna just laugh because it is. You

606
00:25:34.880 --> 00:25:37.000
<v Speaker 1>can't dominate me, Like what do you My ass is

607
00:25:37.039 --> 00:25:39.559
<v Speaker 1>too big for you to do anything? Back there, like it's.

608
00:25:39.400 --> 00:25:41.240
<v Speaker 3>Just common, but don't they have big dingers?

609
00:25:42.160 --> 00:25:44.160
<v Speaker 1>I've never seen one, so I don't know, but I

610
00:25:44.160 --> 00:25:46.400
<v Speaker 1>don't think so how I can't be that big. They're not,

611
00:25:47.759 --> 00:25:49.480
<v Speaker 1>so they're gonna have to strap on anyway, you know,

612
00:25:49.960 --> 00:25:51.880
<v Speaker 1>but they can't strap on a strap on. I mean

613
00:25:52.400 --> 00:25:55.720
<v Speaker 1>she put it on top of that little thing than Yeah,

614
00:25:56.599 --> 00:25:59.680
<v Speaker 1>I'm all trying to be visual, but yeah, I mean

615
00:25:59.720 --> 00:26:01.519
<v Speaker 1>me this strap on with a little you know, I

616
00:26:01.559 --> 00:26:06.359
<v Speaker 1>measured girl. That sound a weird date. I have never

617
00:26:06.519 --> 00:26:09.200
<v Speaker 1>dated women, but I am bisexual. I definitely had sex

618
00:26:09.240 --> 00:26:12.279
<v Speaker 1>with women, but I've never been in a relationship with women.

619
00:26:12.599 --> 00:26:15.200
<v Speaker 1>With a woman, with a woman, Okay, the correct way

620
00:26:15.279 --> 00:26:15.680
<v Speaker 1>to say that.

621
00:26:15.720 --> 00:26:20.000
<v Speaker 2>So I've well not that you as, I've never dated

622
00:26:20.119 --> 00:26:20.559
<v Speaker 2>a woman.

623
00:26:21.480 --> 00:26:23.440
<v Speaker 3>I'm not attracted to women like that.

624
00:26:23.839 --> 00:26:25.799
<v Speaker 1>Is it something that's completely off the table or you

625
00:26:25.920 --> 00:26:28.000
<v Speaker 1>just feel like that's just not something you could ever

626
00:26:28.039 --> 00:26:31.839
<v Speaker 1>see yourself getting in. It's justation your your dream world's

627
00:26:31.880 --> 00:26:32.640
<v Speaker 1>not there's no women.

628
00:26:33.200 --> 00:26:36.640
<v Speaker 2>No, I've never been just attracted. I don't look at

629
00:26:36.640 --> 00:26:38.519
<v Speaker 2>women and think like, oh, I want to taste you

630
00:26:38.599 --> 00:26:42.839
<v Speaker 2>like No, I don't know. And if you put in

631
00:26:42.839 --> 00:26:45.000
<v Speaker 2>my face, I'm a punch it like upper cut. It

632
00:26:45.319 --> 00:26:48.079
<v Speaker 2>kind of that hurts. That's what I'm saying you wouldn't

633
00:26:48.119 --> 00:26:48.279
<v Speaker 2>like that.

634
00:26:48.319 --> 00:26:50.079
<v Speaker 1>I mean, I've never been punched in my vagina, but

635
00:26:50.079 --> 00:26:52.079
<v Speaker 1>I've been kicked when I played basketball way back when

636
00:26:52.160 --> 00:26:57.960
<v Speaker 1>I was It doesn't feel good, and I just feel

637
00:26:57.960 --> 00:27:00.400
<v Speaker 1>like it's a vibe though, like if obviously something putting

638
00:27:00.400 --> 00:27:00.799
<v Speaker 1>in your face.

639
00:27:00.920 --> 00:27:03.640
<v Speaker 2>I've never had it out that, like never, I've never

640
00:27:03.680 --> 00:27:04.799
<v Speaker 2>had a threesome in my life.

641
00:27:04.839 --> 00:27:06.680
<v Speaker 1>Would you, which are you completely off the table with

642
00:27:06.720 --> 00:27:09.200
<v Speaker 1>that too? Or would you? People? No, I don't because

643
00:27:09.240 --> 00:27:11.359
<v Speaker 1>would you with that situation You don't necessarily have to

644
00:27:11.400 --> 00:27:13.240
<v Speaker 1>be with the girl, but you'd be sharing with the girl.

645
00:27:13.319 --> 00:27:14.720
<v Speaker 1>You're just not sharing situations.

646
00:27:15.039 --> 00:27:18.759
<v Speaker 2>I'm too competitive, lover. Yeah, I'm just too competitive. I

647
00:27:18.799 --> 00:27:21.680
<v Speaker 2>do not want to see nobody or my man eating somebody.

648
00:27:21.559 --> 00:27:22.240
<v Speaker 1>I fight him.

649
00:27:22.440 --> 00:27:24.599
<v Speaker 2>They'd be like, wait, what happened? Like this was supposed

650
00:27:24.640 --> 00:27:26.599
<v Speaker 2>to be a great experience. I'm like, yeah, for you, bitch,

651
00:27:26.680 --> 00:27:27.799
<v Speaker 2>you gonna have some black eyes.

652
00:27:27.960 --> 00:27:29.680
<v Speaker 1>I can feel that though, because for me, it's like

653
00:27:29.759 --> 00:27:31.640
<v Speaker 1>when me doing porn, I got a lot of my

654
00:27:31.759 --> 00:27:34.359
<v Speaker 1>sexual things out then. But in my personal life, I

655
00:27:34.559 --> 00:27:37.240
<v Speaker 1>have had threesomes, but it was also in my control

656
00:27:37.400 --> 00:27:39.680
<v Speaker 1>and like it's also like where it was like.

657
00:27:41.519 --> 00:27:43.240
<v Speaker 3>It was just different, what is your control?

658
00:27:43.279 --> 00:27:46.240
<v Speaker 1>Though as far as like like I picked the girl,

659
00:27:46.359 --> 00:27:48.680
<v Speaker 1>it was my like my my, like I was the

660
00:27:48.680 --> 00:27:51.440
<v Speaker 1>one who provoked the situation, like it wasn't him wanting it,

661
00:27:51.480 --> 00:27:52.720
<v Speaker 1>Like I felt like if he wanted it, then I

662
00:27:52.759 --> 00:27:54.480
<v Speaker 1>didn't want it. I wanted him to do.

663
00:27:54.440 --> 00:27:55.160
<v Speaker 3>It, oh for sure.

664
00:27:55.279 --> 00:27:58.200
<v Speaker 1>So that makes no sense. But as a woman, because

665
00:27:58.200 --> 00:28:01.480
<v Speaker 1>it's like control, I'm just gonna do this whatever. And

666
00:28:01.599 --> 00:28:03.759
<v Speaker 1>I had fun, but then it ended up also being

667
00:28:03.839 --> 00:28:07.599
<v Speaker 1>kind of like my job to deal with her afterwards,

668
00:28:07.640 --> 00:28:09.400
<v Speaker 1>which that sounds horrible to talk about that, but I'm

669
00:28:09.440 --> 00:28:10.640
<v Speaker 1>just like I had to take her home. This is

670
00:28:10.680 --> 00:28:12.720
<v Speaker 1>like post no uber days, this is post all these

671
00:28:12.759 --> 00:28:15.839
<v Speaker 1>things because now it's easy, you know, yeah you're going

672
00:28:15.920 --> 00:28:17.119
<v Speaker 1>to thank you, But at this I'm like I had

673
00:28:17.160 --> 00:28:19.279
<v Speaker 1>a driver home. It was like a whole thing, and

674
00:28:19.319 --> 00:28:20.119
<v Speaker 1>like I was like, you.

675
00:28:20.119 --> 00:28:21.359
<v Speaker 3>Got to talk to her in a car.

676
00:28:21.440 --> 00:28:23.440
<v Speaker 1>Yeah, that was awkward. So I didn't like to repeat

677
00:28:23.519 --> 00:28:27.359
<v Speaker 1>that situation. But I'm myself too, like I've you know,

678
00:28:27.519 --> 00:28:29.960
<v Speaker 1>done my my sexual escapades and not that I have,

679
00:28:30.119 --> 00:28:32.519
<v Speaker 1>like there's not more that I can do and willing

680
00:28:32.599 --> 00:28:34.839
<v Speaker 1>to do, but it's like what my interests are now

681
00:28:34.839 --> 00:28:37.720
<v Speaker 1>are different. I don't think that. I'm more like a

682
00:28:37.759 --> 00:28:41.519
<v Speaker 1>selfish lover. I'm like, I just want to fuck you myself, right,

683
00:28:41.559 --> 00:28:43.440
<v Speaker 1>and I want to fuck everybody too, but just you

684
00:28:43.480 --> 00:28:46.319
<v Speaker 1>know me myself and yeah, I'm just I don't know

685
00:28:46.359 --> 00:28:47.839
<v Speaker 1>how to share. I don't think I would be like

686
00:28:47.920 --> 00:28:50.119
<v Speaker 1>openly now in thirty six being like, let's me in

687
00:28:50.119 --> 00:28:54.160
<v Speaker 1>an orgy. Why, it's a lot of work. Have you've

688
00:28:54.160 --> 00:28:55.799
<v Speaker 1>never been in a multiple situation? Now?

689
00:28:56.480 --> 00:29:00.200
<v Speaker 2>No? Nothing, No, My my my sex life is not

690
00:29:01.599 --> 00:29:05.720
<v Speaker 2>I'm very much. I'm like the girl because I don't

691
00:29:05.799 --> 00:29:08.960
<v Speaker 2>drink and I don't smoke, right, so I'm the girl

692
00:29:08.960 --> 00:29:11.440
<v Speaker 2>who can get on the table without either those you

693
00:29:11.440 --> 00:29:11.839
<v Speaker 2>know what I mean.

694
00:29:11.920 --> 00:29:16.400
<v Speaker 1>Yeah, So I'm in that always, okay, always. So it's

695
00:29:16.400 --> 00:29:18.079
<v Speaker 1>just always like the life of the party. You're just

696
00:29:18.079 --> 00:29:21.200
<v Speaker 1>bringing like that energy, like sober. Yeah I like that. Yeah.

697
00:29:21.440 --> 00:29:24.359
<v Speaker 2>But and that's how I feel like in a relationship,

698
00:29:24.440 --> 00:29:26.039
<v Speaker 2>like I'm bringing the party.

699
00:29:26.160 --> 00:29:27.119
<v Speaker 1>Don't worry. We good.

700
00:29:27.519 --> 00:29:31.279
<v Speaker 2>I promise you won't be disappointed, bro, Yeah, I promise you.

701
00:29:31.720 --> 00:29:36.279
<v Speaker 1>So are you dating now actively? I am not dating.

702
00:29:36.440 --> 00:29:40.279
<v Speaker 1>I'm going on dates? Or are you on a dating app?

703
00:29:40.400 --> 00:29:42.559
<v Speaker 1>Or are you just like do or get through friends,

704
00:29:42.599 --> 00:29:43.079
<v Speaker 1>Like it's just.

705
00:29:43.240 --> 00:29:47.400
<v Speaker 2>I recently just broke up with my boyfriend of five

706
00:29:47.480 --> 00:29:52.759
<v Speaker 2>years and before that, No, don't be sorry, ye blasting,

707
00:29:53.279 --> 00:29:58.359
<v Speaker 2>but before that, I was in another relationship for sixteen

708
00:29:58.519 --> 00:30:02.920
<v Speaker 2>off and on. That's my kid's dad, And I just.

709
00:30:03.319 --> 00:30:04.279
<v Speaker 1>Are you a serial dater?

710
00:30:05.279 --> 00:30:06.240
<v Speaker 3>No, that's the thing.

711
00:30:06.319 --> 00:30:09.079
<v Speaker 2>I just want to be free, Like I just don't

712
00:30:09.119 --> 00:30:12.319
<v Speaker 2>want If I could meet somebody now who's serious and

713
00:30:12.400 --> 00:30:14.680
<v Speaker 2>like ready to settle down, I feel like I could

714
00:30:14.680 --> 00:30:17.839
<v Speaker 2>be that companion. But I still don't want to be tied.

715
00:30:17.960 --> 00:30:20.000
<v Speaker 2>Don't make me feel like I'm tied to you?

716
00:30:20.160 --> 00:30:20.920
<v Speaker 1>Does that make sense?

717
00:30:21.119 --> 00:30:22.839
<v Speaker 2>Like, yeah, we can get married, we could do it all,

718
00:30:22.880 --> 00:30:26.039
<v Speaker 2>but don't give me pressure, like, oh you going out?

719
00:30:26.039 --> 00:30:26.559
<v Speaker 2>Where you're going?

720
00:30:26.559 --> 00:30:27.640
<v Speaker 1>Who you with? Did it? Like?

721
00:30:27.720 --> 00:30:27.920
<v Speaker 2>Shut?

722
00:30:28.079 --> 00:30:31.039
<v Speaker 1>You don't want like a checked in type someone is

723
00:30:31.079 --> 00:30:34.440
<v Speaker 1>comfortable in your relationship, that trusts you. And I'm not

724
00:30:34.559 --> 00:30:35.960
<v Speaker 1>even I don't do nothing.

725
00:30:36.119 --> 00:30:39.519
<v Speaker 2>I'm not power to know. Like me were where I'm

726
00:30:39.599 --> 00:30:43.000
<v Speaker 2>just chilling, Like if I say, like and I'm a homebody,

727
00:30:43.319 --> 00:30:46.160
<v Speaker 2>but I start finding myself sitting outside the house.

728
00:30:45.920 --> 00:30:48.200
<v Speaker 1>And I'm like this is dumbond hill. I don't want

729
00:30:48.200 --> 00:30:48.880
<v Speaker 1>to do this no more.

730
00:30:48.920 --> 00:30:50.079
<v Speaker 3>You know what I mean, I'm bored.

731
00:30:50.960 --> 00:30:52.880
<v Speaker 1>I get to that stage now it's just like this

732
00:30:52.960 --> 00:30:55.200
<v Speaker 1>is I can do this, but I'm just like I

733
00:30:55.240 --> 00:30:57.440
<v Speaker 1>want to do it with somebody else. I want to share,

734
00:30:57.680 --> 00:30:59.880
<v Speaker 1>you know, what I've you know, created, and where I'm

735
00:31:00.119 --> 00:31:01.920
<v Speaker 1>my life with somebody. So it's like, but the right

736
00:31:01.960 --> 00:31:03.240
<v Speaker 1>person in due.

737
00:31:03.160 --> 00:31:05.400
<v Speaker 2>Time, And is there a right person now? To be

738
00:31:05.440 --> 00:31:07.759
<v Speaker 2>honest with you, there's eight billion people on the planet.

739
00:31:07.799 --> 00:31:09.599
<v Speaker 2>Are you really gonna find who you're supposed to be

740
00:31:09.640 --> 00:31:10.039
<v Speaker 2>with today?

741
00:31:10.240 --> 00:31:12.799
<v Speaker 1>Well, I feel like I believe that you have multiple

742
00:31:12.880 --> 00:31:15.039
<v Speaker 1>You're destined for multiple soul mets. I feel like there's

743
00:31:15.079 --> 00:31:17.599
<v Speaker 1>you know, and something that's not just always romantically. I

744
00:31:17.599 --> 00:31:20.480
<v Speaker 1>think you can have friends, soulmates and things differently connections

745
00:31:20.480 --> 00:31:22.039
<v Speaker 1>with people, you know what I mean, where it's like

746
00:31:22.279 --> 00:31:24.640
<v Speaker 1>it's just serves purposes at the time because nothing really

747
00:31:24.720 --> 00:31:26.759
<v Speaker 1>lasts forever, and you know what it is. But it's

748
00:31:26.799 --> 00:31:28.920
<v Speaker 1>like and I feel like the older, you know, I

749
00:31:28.920 --> 00:31:30.920
<v Speaker 1>get it's like more about enjoying the moment and the

750
00:31:31.000 --> 00:31:33.960
<v Speaker 1>time it's spent and you know, just living in that

751
00:31:34.039 --> 00:31:36.319
<v Speaker 1>truth because the more you force something, the more something

752
00:31:36.400 --> 00:31:38.359
<v Speaker 1>runs away from it and it's not meant to be.

753
00:31:38.759 --> 00:31:42.640
<v Speaker 1>So it kind of plays itself out in itself. But yeah,

754
00:31:42.720 --> 00:31:46.519
<v Speaker 1>I'm hopeful, hopeful. It's hard to still here. It's hard

755
00:31:46.559 --> 00:31:49.000
<v Speaker 1>out here in these streets. It's hard, you know, outside

756
00:31:49.119 --> 00:31:51.559
<v Speaker 1>is scary. I mean, I liked Quarantine better, but Quarantine

757
00:31:51.599 --> 00:31:53.960
<v Speaker 1>was horrible for dating and self, I feel.

758
00:31:54.720 --> 00:31:57.160
<v Speaker 2>But I do feel like it prepared you for what

759
00:31:57.519 --> 00:32:00.400
<v Speaker 2>to get ready for if you were in the moment

760
00:32:00.480 --> 00:32:03.880
<v Speaker 2>of wanting to get your life together, figure out who

761
00:32:03.920 --> 00:32:06.759
<v Speaker 2>you are, take your time. I feel like Quarantine really

762
00:32:06.799 --> 00:32:08.319
<v Speaker 2>gave you that, you know what I mean, what.

763
00:32:08.240 --> 00:32:10.359
<v Speaker 1>Would you would you say, is something that you learned

764
00:32:10.359 --> 00:32:12.680
<v Speaker 1>about your soft during the pandemic.

765
00:32:17.519 --> 00:32:21.039
<v Speaker 2>Like I could go, like I could work, and I

766
00:32:21.079 --> 00:32:25.599
<v Speaker 2>didn't realize that, Like I didn't really realize that. Sorry,

767
00:32:26.000 --> 00:32:30.480
<v Speaker 2>I made more money in the pandemic. I turned it

768
00:32:30.519 --> 00:32:33.359
<v Speaker 2>into a pandemic in real life.

769
00:32:32.960 --> 00:32:37.079
<v Speaker 1>I didn't realize how hard I was, girl, Thanks G

770
00:32:37.759 --> 00:32:38.160
<v Speaker 1>I was.

771
00:32:38.279 --> 00:32:41.119
<v Speaker 2>I worked my ass off, and I just start figuring

772
00:32:41.160 --> 00:32:42.039
<v Speaker 2>out thinking.

773
00:32:42.160 --> 00:32:44.079
<v Speaker 1>Because it was like a panic thing because you didn't

774
00:32:44.119 --> 00:32:45.519
<v Speaker 1>know what the pandemic was going to bring. Or it's

775
00:32:45.559 --> 00:32:48.759
<v Speaker 1>just that's what you naturally would do given the time. Yeah,

776
00:32:48.759 --> 00:32:50.400
<v Speaker 1>I just yes, it was the time.

777
00:32:50.480 --> 00:32:54.759
<v Speaker 2>Giving Usually I'm so busy running around with my own

778
00:32:55.680 --> 00:32:58.799
<v Speaker 2>I created this busy world that I had, like going

779
00:32:58.839 --> 00:33:01.119
<v Speaker 2>to the gym. I didn't go to the gym, so

780
00:33:01.160 --> 00:33:03.200
<v Speaker 2>I just sat there. So what am I gonna do now?

781
00:33:03.519 --> 00:33:07.559
<v Speaker 2>Is so the question became that, Yeah, So it was like, damn,

782
00:33:07.559 --> 00:33:09.720
<v Speaker 2>I'm really not that busy in my life, you know.

783
00:33:09.799 --> 00:33:12.599
<v Speaker 2>And when I was busy, I created it. So I

784
00:33:12.680 --> 00:33:15.119
<v Speaker 2>was like, yo, bro let me change this creation. And

785
00:33:15.200 --> 00:33:18.000
<v Speaker 2>so I turned it into businesses and knocked stuff out,

786
00:33:18.480 --> 00:33:21.200
<v Speaker 2>wrote a book, you know, and it's like and I've

787
00:33:21.200 --> 00:33:22.880
<v Speaker 2>been through a lot of stuff in my life. So

788
00:33:22.960 --> 00:33:25.839
<v Speaker 2>that played out in there and it's great.

789
00:33:25.960 --> 00:33:30.480
<v Speaker 1>I'm excited. I like that. Do you still play basketball?

790
00:33:30.960 --> 00:33:32.000
<v Speaker 1>I do? I do.

791
00:33:32.079 --> 00:33:35.279
<v Speaker 2>I trained my children. My daughter who is like one

792
00:33:35.279 --> 00:33:39.880
<v Speaker 2>of the top freshmens in California. She's really good. I

793
00:33:39.920 --> 00:33:45.440
<v Speaker 2>trained her. I trained my son and he's a phenomenal athlete.

794
00:33:45.759 --> 00:33:48.240
<v Speaker 2>I mean, I tell him all the time. Look between

795
00:33:48.279 --> 00:33:50.160
<v Speaker 2>your dad and I, I feel bad for you because

796
00:33:50.680 --> 00:33:52.880
<v Speaker 2>you know, it's a lot of pressure, but it's not pressure.

797
00:33:53.400 --> 00:33:54.720
<v Speaker 1>You just gotta give it what it is.

798
00:33:55.000 --> 00:33:57.400
<v Speaker 2>Yeah, I'm like, look, we gave you DNA. I can't

799
00:33:57.400 --> 00:33:59.559
<v Speaker 2>give you heart though, So if you got hard enough

800
00:33:59.599 --> 00:34:01.559
<v Speaker 2>to play do it, then do it. But if not,

801
00:34:02.519 --> 00:34:04.440
<v Speaker 2>let's figure out what you want to do. Can you

802
00:34:04.440 --> 00:34:06.319
<v Speaker 2>your janitor what you want to do? I don't know,

803
00:34:06.519 --> 00:34:09.159
<v Speaker 2>you know. So it's like I just want my kids

804
00:34:09.199 --> 00:34:11.480
<v Speaker 2>to know and understand that, Like you don't have to

805
00:34:11.480 --> 00:34:13.639
<v Speaker 2>go to route. Me and Daddy went because we both

806
00:34:13.679 --> 00:34:19.719
<v Speaker 2>played professionally, you know. But yo, I don't know what

807
00:34:19.760 --> 00:34:21.239
<v Speaker 2>they're going to be. They don't know what they're going

808
00:34:21.320 --> 00:34:23.599
<v Speaker 2>to be. But whatever they're gonna be, I'm a ride

809
00:34:23.599 --> 00:34:23.800
<v Speaker 2>with it.

810
00:34:23.920 --> 00:34:26.079
<v Speaker 1>So I like that. I love that. It's I mean,

811
00:34:26.079 --> 00:34:28.079
<v Speaker 1>that's what you can do is support. I mean, that's

812
00:34:28.119 --> 00:34:29.880
<v Speaker 1>all they need is to nourish. We know what they

813
00:34:29.880 --> 00:34:31.920
<v Speaker 1>want to do and give the times of what they

814
00:34:31.920 --> 00:34:32.280
<v Speaker 1>want to do.

815
00:34:32.320 --> 00:34:34.639
<v Speaker 2>But you know, I think that and even with the kids,

816
00:34:34.840 --> 00:34:39.159
<v Speaker 2>I like I expose them to different religions, to different

817
00:34:39.159 --> 00:34:42.599
<v Speaker 2>cultures because I want them to not think that what

818
00:34:42.679 --> 00:34:43.599
<v Speaker 2>I believe in is what.

819
00:34:43.559 --> 00:34:44.360
<v Speaker 1>They should be with.

820
00:34:44.800 --> 00:34:47.079
<v Speaker 2>That's not the way, Like that's just not like my

821
00:34:47.199 --> 00:34:50.039
<v Speaker 2>mom my mom. And they're Catholic, you know, so they're

822
00:34:50.079 --> 00:34:53.000
<v Speaker 2>beating us with you know, being a Catholic, And I'm like, no, bro,

823
00:34:53.079 --> 00:34:54.880
<v Speaker 2>I don't like these old ass white people in here

824
00:34:54.920 --> 00:34:56.199
<v Speaker 2>that we got to go see every day it's my

825
00:34:56.280 --> 00:34:58.719
<v Speaker 2>like mothballs, I didn't every time we get up and

826
00:34:58.760 --> 00:35:01.440
<v Speaker 2>sing or say a scripture something we lied about or

827
00:35:01.519 --> 00:35:03.159
<v Speaker 2>you know what I mean, like we try to remember.

828
00:35:03.360 --> 00:35:05.960
<v Speaker 1>It's also the outlets to kind of like do is

829
00:35:05.960 --> 00:35:08.079
<v Speaker 1>because like for myself, I had to do it personally

830
00:35:08.119 --> 00:35:09.880
<v Speaker 1>because my parents ever pushed it. But it was like,

831
00:35:10.119 --> 00:35:12.079
<v Speaker 1>you know, I went to my friends different churches whichever.

832
00:35:12.119 --> 00:35:14.280
<v Speaker 1>I took religions classes, you know, in college, because it

833
00:35:14.320 --> 00:35:17.199
<v Speaker 1>was like you don't know which way is right if

834
00:35:17.199 --> 00:35:19.840
<v Speaker 1>you're not being forced it either. It's like it's giving options,

835
00:35:19.880 --> 00:35:22.039
<v Speaker 1>is just knowing what it is. And knowledge is power

836
00:35:22.079 --> 00:35:24.400
<v Speaker 1>in that sense. It is like picking what suits you best.

837
00:35:24.599 --> 00:35:27.800
<v Speaker 2>And for that I want my kids to what suits

838
00:35:27.840 --> 00:35:31.039
<v Speaker 2>their personality. But please trust and believe. You gotta believe

839
00:35:31.039 --> 00:35:33.840
<v Speaker 2>in something bigger than you. For sure, you gotta fear something.

840
00:35:34.239 --> 00:35:36.119
<v Speaker 2>But I want them to know that they're no matter

841
00:35:36.159 --> 00:35:38.199
<v Speaker 2>what religion you're in, there's always only one.

842
00:35:38.079 --> 00:35:40.880
<v Speaker 1>God and whatever else the beliefs and.

843
00:35:40.840 --> 00:35:43.440
<v Speaker 2>The breakdown is in that religion is what you You know,

844
00:35:43.480 --> 00:35:46.239
<v Speaker 2>what you like to follow, and you could change religions

845
00:35:46.280 --> 00:35:47.639
<v Speaker 2>because that may not fit you. One day you know

846
00:35:47.679 --> 00:35:50.519
<v Speaker 2>what I mean, But you know, you got to figure

847
00:35:50.559 --> 00:35:52.800
<v Speaker 2>it out, bro So that's all I tell them. I'm like,

848
00:35:53.400 --> 00:35:54.639
<v Speaker 2>talk to me when you're forty.

849
00:35:54.440 --> 00:35:56.000
<v Speaker 1>So do something, don't do nothing.

850
00:35:56.079 --> 00:35:58.000
<v Speaker 2>So I have a scale in each of their rooms.

851
00:35:58.360 --> 00:36:01.039
<v Speaker 2>I wrote this thing down and it's just little. It's

852
00:36:01.039 --> 00:36:03.199
<v Speaker 2>like a ruler. It's like this big and it goes

853
00:36:03.239 --> 00:36:06.000
<v Speaker 2>from one to one hundred. And I show them all

854
00:36:06.039 --> 00:36:09.800
<v Speaker 2>the time, you're right here, you're fourteen, you're thirteen, you're

855
00:36:09.840 --> 00:36:13.159
<v Speaker 2>ten or eleven. Those are my kids' ages, Say God,

856
00:36:13.199 --> 00:36:15.239
<v Speaker 2>willing you live to one hundred? Look at all this

857
00:36:15.360 --> 00:36:17.840
<v Speaker 2>fucking time for you to be an adult, Like you

858
00:36:17.920 --> 00:36:19.800
<v Speaker 2>gotta live and you probably won't get mature till you

859
00:36:19.840 --> 00:36:22.360
<v Speaker 2>hit the middle for sure. So it's like, just live

860
00:36:22.599 --> 00:36:25.719
<v Speaker 2>whatever it is. And so I want to expose them.

861
00:36:26.119 --> 00:36:28.800
<v Speaker 1>That's why. And I tell people, being broke is not

862
00:36:28.920 --> 00:36:31.840
<v Speaker 1>the way because you can't you can't.

863
00:36:31.599 --> 00:36:33.760
<v Speaker 2>Experience things or live, you know what I'm saying. So

864
00:36:34.280 --> 00:36:36.679
<v Speaker 2>that's how I'm with my kids. So anyway, did you

865
00:36:36.719 --> 00:36:37.480
<v Speaker 2>ever consider it?

866
00:36:37.559 --> 00:36:37.960
<v Speaker 1>Coaching?

867
00:36:38.519 --> 00:36:39.119
<v Speaker 3>Absolutely?

868
00:36:39.199 --> 00:36:41.559
<v Speaker 1>So that is my number one goal and passion.

869
00:36:41.719 --> 00:36:46.519
<v Speaker 2>Okay, coaching is my thing, and I have yet to

870
00:36:46.559 --> 00:36:50.360
<v Speaker 2>find the right time only because my kids are in

871
00:36:50.519 --> 00:36:54.960
<v Speaker 2>four different directions that I can't commit to one to coach.

872
00:36:55.559 --> 00:36:57.760
<v Speaker 2>I had a coaching offer at UC Santa Clair. I

873
00:36:57.800 --> 00:36:59.840
<v Speaker 2>was gonna be the head coach there. I found out

874
00:36:59.840 --> 00:37:02.920
<v Speaker 2>I was pregnant and I had I had a lot

875
00:37:02.960 --> 00:37:07.199
<v Speaker 2>of miscarriages before, so I quit. I got the job

876
00:37:07.239 --> 00:37:09.320
<v Speaker 2>for like a week and I quit. It was actually

877
00:37:09.360 --> 00:37:14.320
<v Speaker 2>two weeks. And it's like, that's my calling to me

878
00:37:14.559 --> 00:37:15.400
<v Speaker 2>and my passion.

879
00:37:15.679 --> 00:37:18.519
<v Speaker 1>There's always a time to time. Yeah, it okay. I

880
00:37:18.559 --> 00:37:20.320
<v Speaker 1>feel like if that's really your passion, you know what

881
00:37:20.360 --> 00:37:21.760
<v Speaker 1>I mean, and you seem to me, and I think

882
00:37:21.760 --> 00:37:23.280
<v Speaker 1>it comes out in your kids too. If that's what

883
00:37:23.320 --> 00:37:24.599
<v Speaker 1>they want to do and you're doing you know, your

884
00:37:24.639 --> 00:37:27.079
<v Speaker 1>daughter and your son coaching them. It's like that's where

885
00:37:27.199 --> 00:37:29.800
<v Speaker 1>those things come out. And later on maybe when they're

886
00:37:29.840 --> 00:37:31.920
<v Speaker 1>done doing all those stuff and you need to coach them,

887
00:37:31.960 --> 00:37:33.239
<v Speaker 1>it's yeah, but.

888
00:37:33.159 --> 00:37:35.800
<v Speaker 3>Then I want two more kids, So I'm like, the fuck.

889
00:37:36.360 --> 00:37:38.559
<v Speaker 1>Maybe in my other life, what bracket are you checking

890
00:37:38.599 --> 00:37:40.719
<v Speaker 1>out that she want these two more kids. We talked

891
00:37:40.719 --> 00:37:42.519
<v Speaker 1>about why, you know, you were kind of unsure of

892
00:37:42.519 --> 00:37:45.440
<v Speaker 1>the other bracket. Which bracket are we picking?

893
00:37:46.559 --> 00:37:48.000
<v Speaker 3>I don't really you know what.

894
00:37:47.960 --> 00:37:51.559
<v Speaker 2>It's just what comes natural. Yeah, in life, I'm not searching,

895
00:37:51.880 --> 00:37:56.480
<v Speaker 2>I'm not looking. I'm not whatever happens happens. If he's

896
00:37:56.840 --> 00:38:01.239
<v Speaker 2>Muslim and I convert, I don't know. I honestly don't know,

897
00:38:01.440 --> 00:38:03.519
<v Speaker 2>and honestly I'm just living.

898
00:38:04.360 --> 00:38:06.920
<v Speaker 1>I think that that's more authentic in a sense because

899
00:38:06.920 --> 00:38:08.679
<v Speaker 1>it's like that's when you're just so free and open

900
00:38:08.719 --> 00:38:11.880
<v Speaker 1>to whatever coming to magnetically come to you. Like you said,

901
00:38:11.880 --> 00:38:14.400
<v Speaker 1>this is me, this is who I am. No, fuck's

902
00:38:14.440 --> 00:38:16.000
<v Speaker 1>given really, like you know what I mean? If you

903
00:38:16.119 --> 00:38:17.280
<v Speaker 1>like it cool?

904
00:38:17.559 --> 00:38:20.440
<v Speaker 2>If not, yeah, it's always another person. I'm like, yo, bro,

905
00:38:20.519 --> 00:38:21.519
<v Speaker 2>it's eight billion people.

906
00:38:21.559 --> 00:38:22.880
<v Speaker 1>But I think that the you know, like in what

907
00:38:22.960 --> 00:38:24.960
<v Speaker 1>you said, like about putting a chart and saying how

908
00:38:25.000 --> 00:38:26.519
<v Speaker 1>long you know, showing your kids like that. But it's

909
00:38:26.559 --> 00:38:28.360
<v Speaker 1>like it's real life. You know. I had a conversation

910
00:38:28.480 --> 00:38:30.599
<v Speaker 1>with you know when my friends, and he's like, you know,

911
00:38:30.760 --> 00:38:32.880
<v Speaker 1>I've even being at the age like how you said earlier,

912
00:38:32.920 --> 00:38:35.119
<v Speaker 1>you're still young. I'm thirty six, and it's in perspective

913
00:38:35.199 --> 00:38:36.960
<v Speaker 1>for me, I'm like, oh, I've loved a long time.

914
00:38:37.000 --> 00:38:39.480
<v Speaker 1>But when you were thinking about it realistically, it's really

915
00:38:39.519 --> 00:38:41.599
<v Speaker 1>you have so much time to like a scratch of

916
00:38:41.639 --> 00:38:44.320
<v Speaker 1>what is to come in ten years, twenty years, whatever,

917
00:38:44.559 --> 00:38:46.400
<v Speaker 1>because it's so much life to live, but everybody's so

918
00:38:46.480 --> 00:38:49.320
<v Speaker 1>constant of like the now. It's just like sometimes just

919
00:38:49.320 --> 00:38:52.280
<v Speaker 1>being free and like letting what comes to you magnetically

920
00:38:52.440 --> 00:38:54.800
<v Speaker 1>is kind of like the more where are the vibe?

921
00:38:55.119 --> 00:38:57.239
<v Speaker 1>Trying to work on that because it's hard work, you

922
00:38:57.239 --> 00:38:58.599
<v Speaker 1>know what I mean, it's hard to kind of like

923
00:38:58.719 --> 00:38:59.599
<v Speaker 1>self reflectively.

924
00:38:59.679 --> 00:39:01.960
<v Speaker 2>But the other thing in that, and this is something

925
00:39:02.000 --> 00:39:04.559
<v Speaker 2>I also worked on in the pandemic. I can't have

926
00:39:04.599 --> 00:39:07.519
<v Speaker 2>fear and faith. It just doesn't go. So I just

927
00:39:07.519 --> 00:39:10.320
<v Speaker 2>stop having fear. Like if I'm a believer and I

928
00:39:10.519 --> 00:39:13.239
<v Speaker 2>stay say and stand on that.

929
00:39:12.800 --> 00:39:14.920
<v Speaker 1>That's powerful with How can many kids say, how do

930
00:39:15.000 --> 00:39:16.480
<v Speaker 1>you not have fear? That's what I'm saying.

931
00:39:16.480 --> 00:39:19.639
<v Speaker 2>Well, yeah, it's like, but I don't believe either that.

932
00:39:20.960 --> 00:39:23.039
<v Speaker 2>I mean, if you're gonna be my husband and we're

933
00:39:23.079 --> 00:39:25.760
<v Speaker 2>gonna be together, right, and we did it all under

934
00:39:25.800 --> 00:39:29.119
<v Speaker 2>God and the oath, my nigga, you're not gonna be

935
00:39:29.159 --> 00:39:31.480
<v Speaker 2>fucking and doing you know, doing all the madness you've

936
00:39:31.480 --> 00:39:35.159
<v Speaker 2>been doing anyway, Like, let's keep it in real perspective.

937
00:39:35.400 --> 00:39:36.960
<v Speaker 3>We shouldn't even do it in the church.

938
00:39:37.039 --> 00:39:39.159
<v Speaker 2>I should we should just have a big old party

939
00:39:39.280 --> 00:39:41.800
<v Speaker 2>and be like, yo, bro, cause you know what I'm saying,

940
00:39:42.000 --> 00:39:45.320
<v Speaker 2>and like when you're ready. I feel like most men

941
00:39:45.440 --> 00:39:49.440
<v Speaker 2>aren't ready to about fifty anyway. So it's like, look,

942
00:39:49.559 --> 00:39:51.119
<v Speaker 2>just try to pick somebody who's a great dad.

943
00:39:51.119 --> 00:39:52.920
<v Speaker 1>How about that. You wanna be a good dad? Your dad? Okay,

944
00:39:52.920 --> 00:39:54.960
<v Speaker 1>come on bringing up But that's not that easy. That's

945
00:39:54.960 --> 00:39:57.079
<v Speaker 1>not that easy part of that. That's when it's like

946
00:39:57.119 --> 00:40:00.639
<v Speaker 1>there's other things it is. Yeah, I don't know. I

947
00:40:00.639 --> 00:40:02.360
<v Speaker 1>feel like that goes again that the whole like is

948
00:40:02.400 --> 00:40:04.880
<v Speaker 1>there really one person up for you? That's what I'm saying.

949
00:40:05.119 --> 00:40:10.639
<v Speaker 1>I don't know, that's unquestionable questionable. Do you have any

950
00:40:10.639 --> 00:40:12.679
<v Speaker 1>advice based on your experience with criticism?

951
00:40:14.199 --> 00:40:19.079
<v Speaker 2>Do I have any advice based on my experience with criticism?

952
00:40:20.360 --> 00:40:23.000
<v Speaker 1>Are I'm always ready to receive criticism, but it's not

953
00:40:23.000 --> 00:40:24.920
<v Speaker 1>always like, you know, fully taken to people, you know

954
00:40:24.960 --> 00:40:25.280
<v Speaker 1>what I mean?

955
00:40:25.320 --> 00:40:27.800
<v Speaker 3>Like, well, here's the thing, and I'm teaching my kids.

956
00:40:27.840 --> 00:40:29.960
<v Speaker 2>I teach my kids this, I instilling in them that

957
00:40:31.440 --> 00:40:37.360
<v Speaker 2>don't ever be embarrassed. Don't ever be embarrassed because what

958
00:40:37.519 --> 00:40:40.320
<v Speaker 2>happened happened. If you fall in front of somebody, Oh well,

959
00:40:40.679 --> 00:40:42.760
<v Speaker 2>if your makeup the whole side of and I'm just

960
00:40:42.800 --> 00:40:45.920
<v Speaker 2>giving you all experiences happen to me. I the first

961
00:40:45.960 --> 00:40:48.960
<v Speaker 2>time I ever met Barack Obama, the whole side of

962
00:40:49.000 --> 00:40:52.119
<v Speaker 2>my left face was melting off. We were like in

963
00:40:52.159 --> 00:40:55.840
<v Speaker 2>this hot ass house and with no air conditioning, everybody

964
00:40:55.880 --> 00:40:59.480
<v Speaker 2>was melting. My makeup was sweating, like dripping off on

965
00:40:59.559 --> 00:41:01.920
<v Speaker 2>the white dress I had, mind you, And I was

966
00:41:01.920 --> 00:41:04.320
<v Speaker 2>thinking to myself like, man, I don't even care. Bro

967
00:41:04.480 --> 00:41:07.039
<v Speaker 2>I was like, you know what. And when I seen

968
00:41:07.119 --> 00:41:09.440
<v Speaker 2>him and I was like, start talking to him. He

969
00:41:09.559 --> 00:41:11.360
<v Speaker 2>was looking at me. I was like, don't even ask dog.

970
00:41:11.519 --> 00:41:12.840
<v Speaker 2>I was like, it's too goddamn high.

971
00:41:13.159 --> 00:41:13.760
<v Speaker 1>You know what he did?

972
00:41:13.760 --> 00:41:15.519
<v Speaker 2>He was like you want a piece of tissue? He's like,

973
00:41:15.559 --> 00:41:17.840
<v Speaker 2>you need some water. Somebody get her some water. I

974
00:41:17.880 --> 00:41:19.719
<v Speaker 2>was like, yo, it was a whole thing. But it

975
00:41:19.800 --> 00:41:21.840
<v Speaker 2>ended up being like we had it. We ended up

976
00:41:21.840 --> 00:41:24.840
<v Speaker 2>having a great relationship with me and his wife, like

977
00:41:25.079 --> 00:41:26.679
<v Speaker 2>you know, like first lady.

978
00:41:26.719 --> 00:41:27.400
<v Speaker 3>It was amazing.

979
00:41:27.480 --> 00:41:31.679
<v Speaker 2>So anyway, what was this saying back to, like just

980
00:41:31.719 --> 00:41:36.320
<v Speaker 2>the whole don't be embarrassed, don't like, don't be ashamed

981
00:41:36.360 --> 00:41:39.119
<v Speaker 2>of nothing, like stand for what it is. Right or wrong,

982
00:41:39.760 --> 00:41:41.840
<v Speaker 2>you know, like, and just try not to lie, so

983
00:41:41.880 --> 00:41:43.760
<v Speaker 2>then you don't have to your back doesn't have to sweat,

984
00:41:43.800 --> 00:41:44.360
<v Speaker 2>or you don't have.

985
00:41:44.679 --> 00:41:49.519
<v Speaker 1>Just be your trip. Yeah, Like, because who you are.

986
00:41:49.519 --> 00:41:51.679
<v Speaker 2>Is not a reflection of everybody else. It's just a

987
00:41:51.719 --> 00:41:54.719
<v Speaker 2>reflection of you, and you'll figure it out. You know

988
00:41:54.800 --> 00:41:57.519
<v Speaker 2>it's wrong, don't say it. You know it's something, don't

989
00:41:57.559 --> 00:41:59.559
<v Speaker 2>do it. But if you do do it, own it

990
00:41:59.679 --> 00:42:01.519
<v Speaker 2>and don't be ashamed of it because you did it.

991
00:42:01.920 --> 00:42:03.719
<v Speaker 2>My fucking like, we got your own camera. It's too

992
00:42:03.760 --> 00:42:06.000
<v Speaker 2>much out your Yeah, So it's like.

993
00:42:06.400 --> 00:42:09.079
<v Speaker 1>That's kind of the thing. But most people aren't. They

994
00:42:09.119 --> 00:42:10.320
<v Speaker 1>believe their own lives.

995
00:42:10.800 --> 00:42:13.000
<v Speaker 2>So it's like, how do you I'm just trying to

996
00:42:13.000 --> 00:42:15.559
<v Speaker 2>teach my kids not to do that stuff, you know

997
00:42:15.599 --> 00:42:20.960
<v Speaker 2>what I mean? So in criticism, I don't really give

998
00:42:20.960 --> 00:42:23.239
<v Speaker 2>a shit when nobody thinks for you to criticize me, Like,

999
00:42:23.280 --> 00:42:26.639
<v Speaker 2>I don't really care about your opinion, so being critical

1000
00:42:26.920 --> 00:42:28.719
<v Speaker 2>means nothing to me, you know what I mean.

1001
00:42:29.000 --> 00:42:31.960
<v Speaker 1>I feel that what motivates you in the industry.

1002
00:42:33.760 --> 00:42:37.960
<v Speaker 2>My kids, Damn, it's a segment by my kids. No,

1003
00:42:38.119 --> 00:42:40.079
<v Speaker 2>in real life, my kids motivate me.

1004
00:42:40.280 --> 00:42:42.679
<v Speaker 1>I like truth, for sure, you know what I mean, Like,

1005
00:42:42.840 --> 00:42:45.280
<v Speaker 1>that's your calling, your calling is you know, it's providing

1006
00:42:45.320 --> 00:42:47.840
<v Speaker 1>for them, making sure they feel safe, loved, doing all

1007
00:42:47.880 --> 00:42:49.079
<v Speaker 1>the things that you know what I mean, like the

1008
00:42:49.159 --> 00:42:52.000
<v Speaker 1>structures of what makes a good you know, human being

1009
00:42:52.000 --> 00:42:54.719
<v Speaker 1>for society on next, because that's what you know your

1010
00:42:54.800 --> 00:42:56.599
<v Speaker 1>passion is. And I love that you know what I mean,

1011
00:42:56.599 --> 00:42:58.280
<v Speaker 1>that's it's your own truth. You know, like you said,

1012
00:42:58.320 --> 00:43:03.079
<v Speaker 1>your your mom first. Yeah, I am mom first. Well,

1013
00:43:03.400 --> 00:43:05.599
<v Speaker 1>we're gonna tired with the mom talk and we're gonna

1014
00:43:05.599 --> 00:43:07.519
<v Speaker 1>get a little bit more spicy. We're gonna do it.

1015
00:43:07.679 --> 00:43:09.079
<v Speaker 1>We're gonna take a little bit of a break and

1016
00:43:09.400 --> 00:43:11.639
<v Speaker 1>then we're gonna come back and play Truth with Texas.

1017
00:43:11.840 --> 00:43:13.639
<v Speaker 1>It's a fun game I like to play. We're gonna

1018
00:43:13.599 --> 00:43:15.159
<v Speaker 1>ask you a little bit more. You know, they're more

1019
00:43:15.280 --> 00:43:18.000
<v Speaker 1>not truth questions. They're all just a little spicy, a

1020
00:43:18.000 --> 00:43:21.440
<v Speaker 1>little little funky. Are you ready to play? All right,

1021
00:43:21.519 --> 00:43:25.320
<v Speaker 1>private talk, We are back and ready for Truth with Texas.

1022
00:43:25.719 --> 00:43:31.760
<v Speaker 1>I'm excited play this game. It's always my favorite. Okay,

1023
00:43:31.840 --> 00:43:33.760
<v Speaker 1>So we're gonna pick a card. Each ace is a

1024
00:43:33.760 --> 00:43:36.159
<v Speaker 1>different type of question. You're gonna let us know what

1025
00:43:36.239 --> 00:43:37.960
<v Speaker 1>it is, and we're gonna see what type of questions

1026
00:43:40.159 --> 00:43:46.800
<v Speaker 1>ace of space, Ace space. It's a naughty question, naughty, naughty.

1027
00:43:49.039 --> 00:43:51.960
<v Speaker 1>Have you ever used this toy during intercourse.

1028
00:43:54.760 --> 00:43:56.360
<v Speaker 3>On him or yes?

1029
00:43:56.519 --> 00:44:04.119
<v Speaker 1>Or just in general? No, a toy, no lube or spit, spit,

1030
00:44:04.480 --> 00:44:10.960
<v Speaker 1>spit or swallow. It depends on the person. Have you

1031
00:44:11.000 --> 00:44:16.000
<v Speaker 1>ever been attracted to your partner's best friend? No? One

1032
00:44:16.119 --> 00:44:27.199
<v Speaker 1>night stand? Yes? This size matter? Yes, explain what is

1033
00:44:27.239 --> 00:44:31.400
<v Speaker 1>your perfect size? My forearm? Your forearm, go big or

1034
00:44:31.400 --> 00:44:37.519
<v Speaker 1>go home? I like it. Doggy or missionary? Either faked

1035
00:44:37.559 --> 00:44:43.400
<v Speaker 1>an orgasm all the time. I'm not lying all the

1036
00:44:43.400 --> 00:44:46.239
<v Speaker 1>time because they just don't get it, like to like,

1037
00:44:46.320 --> 00:44:48.159
<v Speaker 1>you know, why are you faking them? They're not just

1038
00:44:48.199 --> 00:44:50.239
<v Speaker 1>giving them like you're not just getting a real one.

1039
00:44:50.559 --> 00:44:52.559
<v Speaker 1>So I don't come.

1040
00:44:53.920 --> 00:44:56.920
<v Speaker 2>Like with sex, I just don't mind get way back there.

1041
00:44:57.320 --> 00:45:01.639
<v Speaker 1>Maybe twice in my life. You have you came from

1042
00:45:01.679 --> 00:45:08.920
<v Speaker 1>anal sex? Yes? M M yeah, yeah, okay, I like it.

1043
00:45:08.960 --> 00:45:13.960
<v Speaker 1>See it's it's like almost you need like a toy

1044
00:45:14.079 --> 00:45:15.719
<v Speaker 1>doing it and doing like you know, it's like a

1045
00:45:15.760 --> 00:45:18.639
<v Speaker 1>double penetration, but it's like you're more stimulated back there.

1046
00:45:18.679 --> 00:45:21.920
<v Speaker 1>So it's like, yeah, I like it. I got things

1047
00:45:21.960 --> 00:45:23.519
<v Speaker 1>for you, girl, I'll tell you we got we got

1048
00:45:23.519 --> 00:45:25.719
<v Speaker 1>tips for you. We got tips for you, because I

1049
00:45:25.760 --> 00:45:28.320
<v Speaker 1>feel like that's like the only oral that I come

1050
00:45:28.480 --> 00:45:31.559
<v Speaker 1>and usual. It's unlocking, like those things where sometimes it's

1051
00:45:31.559 --> 00:45:33.679
<v Speaker 1>like it's like inner releases. I feel like, you know,

1052
00:45:33.719 --> 00:45:36.880
<v Speaker 1>you need to obtain a whole sexual like orgasm. It's

1053
00:45:36.920 --> 00:45:39.039
<v Speaker 1>a thing. You shouldn't fake them. You need them. You

1054
00:45:39.079 --> 00:45:41.280
<v Speaker 1>need the real deal. Your eyes rolled back in your head,

1055
00:45:41.400 --> 00:45:42.360
<v Speaker 1>like your sweating nipples.

1056
00:45:42.639 --> 00:45:44.960
<v Speaker 2>I give it to myself and I'll be like, but

1057
00:45:45.000 --> 00:45:46.320
<v Speaker 2>you can only do it by yourself.

1058
00:45:47.719 --> 00:45:50.400
<v Speaker 1>I'm done, done. I got a toy for you. I

1059
00:45:50.400 --> 00:45:53.119
<v Speaker 1>got a toy for you. Yes, I have my face

1060
00:45:53.159 --> 00:45:56.840
<v Speaker 1>on it. Yeah, there's two different kinds you can have.

1061
00:45:56.880 --> 00:45:58.960
<v Speaker 1>The depends on what kind of like simulation you like,

1062
00:45:58.960 --> 00:46:01.199
<v Speaker 1>because some people are where you like, you know, just

1063
00:46:01.239 --> 00:46:04.159
<v Speaker 1>a clatoral stimulation outside, or then some people like the

1064
00:46:04.199 --> 00:46:07.400
<v Speaker 1>penetration or both. So it's both different types of choice.

1065
00:46:08.280 --> 00:46:10.639
<v Speaker 2>I never know. Their emergencies are like can I get

1066
00:46:10.639 --> 00:46:12.599
<v Speaker 2>a slime? I'm like, you can't be serious. I only

1067
00:46:12.639 --> 00:46:13.599
<v Speaker 2>call me an emergency.

1068
00:46:13.679 --> 00:46:17.519
<v Speaker 1>Hey, sometimes that's an emergency. Ye, you're a mom. You

1069
00:46:17.639 --> 00:46:19.639
<v Speaker 1>I can only imagine I would.

1070
00:46:20.280 --> 00:46:22.360
<v Speaker 2>I'm like always like, look at my phone. People think

1071
00:46:22.360 --> 00:46:25.400
<v Speaker 2>I'm like preoccupied on Instagram ship. No, I'm looking at

1072
00:46:25.400 --> 00:46:29.639
<v Speaker 2>the I'm like, yeah, I'm like, come on bro, anyway, Okay,

1073
00:46:29.639 --> 00:46:30.440
<v Speaker 2>I'm sorry, Okay.

1074
00:46:30.239 --> 00:46:34.800
<v Speaker 1>Okay, so let's go to the next card. All right,

1075
00:46:37.039 --> 00:46:40.280
<v Speaker 1>I feel like you can do all right, Ace of Heart,

1076
00:46:40.440 --> 00:46:43.960
<v Speaker 1>Ace of Hearts. It's a romantic all right? Would you

1077
00:46:43.960 --> 00:46:47.519
<v Speaker 1>consider yourself a romantic? I am? What is the most

1078
00:46:47.599 --> 00:46:53.159
<v Speaker 1>romantic thing a partner has ever done for you? I

1079
00:46:53.199 --> 00:46:55.400
<v Speaker 1>saw your you know a couple of things, like your

1080
00:46:55.639 --> 00:47:02.199
<v Speaker 1>cheeks are getting Chloe. No, I'm not gonna lie to you.

1081
00:47:02.320 --> 00:47:07.239
<v Speaker 2>My ex always gave me the best gifts.

1082
00:47:06.199 --> 00:47:10.039
<v Speaker 1>Like fans like stand out that you just like still like,

1083
00:47:10.199 --> 00:47:12.519
<v Speaker 1>gives you those you know, cheeks that are glowing, Like

1084
00:47:12.559 --> 00:47:17.320
<v Speaker 1>what's the one like the ex stands out? I have

1085
00:47:17.400 --> 00:47:17.840
<v Speaker 1>a couple.

1086
00:47:18.000 --> 00:47:25.519
<v Speaker 2>Actually, my EXX gave me a birthday party of a lifetime.

1087
00:47:28.559 --> 00:47:29.920
<v Speaker 1>Yeah, it was amazing.

1088
00:47:30.199 --> 00:47:32.559
<v Speaker 2>I mean, he gave me the car I wanted, the

1089
00:47:32.599 --> 00:47:35.719
<v Speaker 2>cars I wanted, the party I wanted, like the ring

1090
00:47:35.840 --> 00:47:37.079
<v Speaker 2>I wanted like he gave me.

1091
00:47:37.280 --> 00:47:38.159
<v Speaker 1>He gave me everything.

1092
00:47:38.320 --> 00:47:42.280
<v Speaker 2>And then my last boyfriend took me to Paris for

1093
00:47:42.320 --> 00:47:46.400
<v Speaker 2>ten days and we were in Paris in London and.

1094
00:47:46.039 --> 00:47:48.880
<v Speaker 1>We had a time. Yeah. Yeah, it was hot. So

1095
00:47:48.920 --> 00:47:51.599
<v Speaker 1>it was like those things. I like trips. I like

1096
00:47:51.719 --> 00:47:53.880
<v Speaker 1>to spend one on one time. I like to do

1097
00:47:53.920 --> 00:47:56.400
<v Speaker 1>all those things. So that your love language quality time.

1098
00:47:57.480 --> 00:47:59.559
<v Speaker 1>M yes and no.

1099
00:48:00.039 --> 00:48:02.920
<v Speaker 2>But more so like my love language is like when

1100
00:48:02.920 --> 00:48:06.559
<v Speaker 2>we're present, let's be present. But when we're not, do you.

1101
00:48:06.719 --> 00:48:08.079
<v Speaker 2>I don't give a shit. You ain't gotta call me

1102
00:48:08.119 --> 00:48:09.639
<v Speaker 2>all day. I don't give a fuck. But when I'm

1103
00:48:09.679 --> 00:48:12.239
<v Speaker 2>in your face, it's me and you, you know. And

1104
00:48:12.239 --> 00:48:15.159
<v Speaker 2>if we could sneak away in the closet in the pantry,

1105
00:48:15.199 --> 00:48:16.719
<v Speaker 2>I don't give a shit where it is, you know

1106
00:48:16.719 --> 00:48:18.400
<v Speaker 2>what I mean. The kids could be watching TV. We

1107
00:48:18.480 --> 00:48:19.960
<v Speaker 2>watching it too, but were just on the other side

1108
00:48:19.960 --> 00:48:21.840
<v Speaker 2>of the curtain. So it's just other things, you know.

1109
00:48:22.000 --> 00:48:24.639
<v Speaker 2>It's like, just give me that. So that's my love language.

1110
00:48:25.239 --> 00:48:27.880
<v Speaker 1>Did I answer? Yes? Okay, big guests turn on.

1111
00:48:33.639 --> 00:48:36.360
<v Speaker 3>The biggest turn on is the attention you give me.

1112
00:48:38.320 --> 00:48:41.599
<v Speaker 1>Lights on, our lights off? Oh my god. Okay.

1113
00:48:41.679 --> 00:48:44.320
<v Speaker 2>So this is a big problem with my last relationship

1114
00:48:45.000 --> 00:48:49.840
<v Speaker 2>because he likes the lights on, okay, and daytime and I'm.

1115
00:48:49.639 --> 00:48:52.239
<v Speaker 3>Like, can it get any darker? Even when it's day.

1116
00:48:52.320 --> 00:48:55.000
<v Speaker 1>It had to be that, like, he coundnot do it.

1117
00:48:55.400 --> 00:48:57.199
<v Speaker 2>I used to be like, wait, he used to put

1118
00:48:57.239 --> 00:48:59.039
<v Speaker 2>his he used to put his light on his.

1119
00:48:59.119 --> 00:49:00.559
<v Speaker 3>Phone and part of it up in the.

1120
00:49:02.199 --> 00:49:06.280
<v Speaker 1>Like was he filming you? They would be like, way

1121
00:49:06.320 --> 00:49:08.039
<v Speaker 1>over there backwards are you speaking?

1122
00:49:09.000 --> 00:49:12.000
<v Speaker 3>I need to see my face, And I'm like, I'm not.

1123
00:49:12.000 --> 00:49:14.599
<v Speaker 1>A bad thing, but you can still see your face.

1124
00:49:14.639 --> 00:49:18.719
<v Speaker 2>It's no, I want to I'm visualized. Sometimes I'm visualizing

1125
00:49:18.840 --> 00:49:21.639
<v Speaker 2>other people. Get my child is off, so listen, okay.

1126
00:49:21.679 --> 00:49:23.880
<v Speaker 1>I needed dark that all the time. You don't want

1127
00:49:23.920 --> 00:49:26.199
<v Speaker 1>to say it's a session of you having sex with someone.

1128
00:49:26.280 --> 00:49:28.000
<v Speaker 1>You're like, oh wait, that one time and someone was

1129
00:49:28.000 --> 00:49:29.920
<v Speaker 1>sucking me. I was really good. You're thinking about other

1130
00:49:29.960 --> 00:49:33.639
<v Speaker 1>people having sex to get you off. Yeah, so does

1131
00:49:33.639 --> 00:49:35.039
<v Speaker 1>that mean you have had pity sex?

1132
00:49:36.199 --> 00:49:38.679
<v Speaker 2>No, because I feel like it's me doing what I

1133
00:49:38.719 --> 00:49:41.519
<v Speaker 2>want to do. But you're just thinking of other people.

1134
00:49:41.639 --> 00:49:43.719
<v Speaker 2>I can't bring here, That's what i'd be thinking.

1135
00:49:44.280 --> 00:49:46.840
<v Speaker 1>So you're using the dick to like bring that energy

1136
00:49:46.920 --> 00:49:49.239
<v Speaker 1>back into like what dick you want, but it's just

1137
00:49:49.280 --> 00:49:50.880
<v Speaker 1>not that person in the human form.

1138
00:49:50.960 --> 00:49:54.559
<v Speaker 2>Yeah, it's like you know, it's so I'm I don't

1139
00:49:54.639 --> 00:49:59.280
<v Speaker 2>even know if I can say this, I'll tell you.

1140
00:49:57.599 --> 00:50:00.320
<v Speaker 1>You can't bring it up, and then I can't back try.

1141
00:50:00.599 --> 00:50:01.280
<v Speaker 3>You stepped in it.

1142
00:50:01.360 --> 00:50:08.440
<v Speaker 1>Now we gotta go deep. I Yeah, I feel like.

1143
00:50:11.400 --> 00:50:15.599
<v Speaker 2>I'm always like because when I'm with somebody, I'm with you, right,

1144
00:50:15.719 --> 00:50:20.800
<v Speaker 2>But when my when I start drifting, I'm I'm checking out,

1145
00:50:21.400 --> 00:50:22.480
<v Speaker 2>So it's like I'm.

1146
00:50:22.760 --> 00:50:24.800
<v Speaker 1>You're onto the next one. Because But women are like

1147
00:50:24.880 --> 00:50:26.599
<v Speaker 1>that though, Like because like men.

1148
00:50:27.159 --> 00:50:29.639
<v Speaker 2>And if you complain too much, if you're like, oh

1149
00:50:29.679 --> 00:50:32.840
<v Speaker 2>my god, you're you're too wet, Like who says that,

1150
00:50:33.039 --> 00:50:33.599
<v Speaker 2>you know what I'm saying.

1151
00:50:33.880 --> 00:50:36.880
<v Speaker 1>That's never a bad thing. Yeah, like I wasn't had

1152
00:50:37.039 --> 00:50:40.599
<v Speaker 1>enough and like you still shouldn't talk about it. But

1153
00:50:40.639 --> 00:50:43.199
<v Speaker 1>I think guys are just awkward in general, Like I

1154
00:50:43.199 --> 00:50:44.679
<v Speaker 1>feel like they don't like I feel like they either

1155
00:50:44.760 --> 00:50:46.360
<v Speaker 1>say things because they don't know what to say and

1156
00:50:46.360 --> 00:50:48.480
<v Speaker 1>it's just and then it's just like we they're like,

1157
00:50:48.519 --> 00:50:51.400
<v Speaker 1>oh my gosh, is that a part Like they say

1158
00:50:51.440 --> 00:50:52.840
<v Speaker 1>that lips?

1159
00:50:52.960 --> 00:50:54.960
<v Speaker 3>Yeah, oh, like I've heard some I'm like.

1160
00:50:55.639 --> 00:50:59.519
<v Speaker 4>Even fucking wrong, people say I got it honest, you

1161
00:50:59.599 --> 00:51:01.760
<v Speaker 4>know what, I'm starting over. We need to get out

1162
00:51:01.760 --> 00:51:04.039
<v Speaker 4>of start over, starting over. I'm like, you know, you

1163
00:51:04.119 --> 00:51:06.400
<v Speaker 4>start a singles club you need in real life.

1164
00:51:06.719 --> 00:51:09.280
<v Speaker 1>I'm like, I've had like a couple of girl said,

1165
00:51:09.280 --> 00:51:10.760
<v Speaker 1>I feel like that I could relate and we could

1166
00:51:10.760 --> 00:51:12.360
<v Speaker 1>be girlfriends and go and have a drink and like

1167
00:51:12.400 --> 00:51:16.320
<v Speaker 1>go man searching, I had a question, Yes, I have answers.

1168
00:51:16.960 --> 00:51:20.719
<v Speaker 2>Is it is it real that you could be like

1169
00:51:20.960 --> 00:51:24.079
<v Speaker 2>I hate the word call girl because that's not really whatever,

1170
00:51:24.199 --> 00:51:28.400
<v Speaker 2>but can you really call dudes like a stature with

1171
00:51:28.519 --> 00:51:29.280
<v Speaker 2>a lot of money?

1172
00:51:29.320 --> 00:51:31.559
<v Speaker 1>Is that a thing? What do you mean call dudes

1173
00:51:31.599 --> 00:51:37.639
<v Speaker 1>and stature? Like, just say it freely and I'll say, like,

1174
00:51:37.639 --> 00:51:39.760
<v Speaker 1>I'll interpret what it is because I mean I feel

1175
00:51:39.800 --> 00:51:41.079
<v Speaker 1>I mean, can can you be.

1176
00:51:41.119 --> 00:51:45.159
<v Speaker 2>Like a high class call girl for high classmen?

1177
00:51:45.360 --> 00:51:48.199
<v Speaker 1>Okay? Is that like just for that?

1178
00:51:48.519 --> 00:51:50.760
<v Speaker 3>Is that is that a? Is that like not a herd?

1179
00:51:50.880 --> 00:51:54.440
<v Speaker 1>Is that a? Is that like a thing? I'm sure

1180
00:51:54.480 --> 00:51:56.599
<v Speaker 1>it is a thing, because you know, high class people

1181
00:51:56.599 --> 00:51:58.519
<v Speaker 1>want to can get anything they want with with a

1182
00:51:58.559 --> 00:52:00.400
<v Speaker 1>lot of money, you can get whatever you want and

1183
00:52:00.480 --> 00:52:03.199
<v Speaker 1>call it whatever. I don't really know. I've never definitely

1184
00:52:03.239 --> 00:52:08.280
<v Speaker 1>got into the that realm of the adult industry. I

1185
00:52:08.360 --> 00:52:10.239
<v Speaker 1>just mainly did movies and did my own thing. But

1186
00:52:10.280 --> 00:52:13.719
<v Speaker 1>people do extracurricular activities. But for sure there's agencies for

1187
00:52:13.920 --> 00:52:15.840
<v Speaker 1>that kind of process. But I don't know if it's

1188
00:52:15.880 --> 00:52:19.280
<v Speaker 1>just specific really for just that. But I'm pretty sure.

1189
00:52:19.360 --> 00:52:21.800
<v Speaker 1>I mean, there's all these dating sites that fucking cater

1190
00:52:21.960 --> 00:52:24.760
<v Speaker 1>to like specific kind of genre of people, either if

1191
00:52:24.760 --> 00:52:29.800
<v Speaker 1>it's money, if it's classification, from Jewish people to farmers

1192
00:52:29.840 --> 00:52:34.280
<v Speaker 1>dot com to all kinds of different tender you know

1193
00:52:34.320 --> 00:52:35.960
<v Speaker 1>what I mean. So it's like, I'm sure there is.

1194
00:52:36.039 --> 00:52:38.639
<v Speaker 1>I don't know what the actual thing is, but I'm

1195
00:52:38.679 --> 00:52:40.599
<v Speaker 1>sure I get I call, make two calls and probably

1196
00:52:40.599 --> 00:52:46.880
<v Speaker 1>figure it out. We want you ask asking for a friend?

1197
00:52:47.639 --> 00:52:51.159
<v Speaker 1>For a friend? You know, asking for a friend? Do

1198
00:52:51.440 --> 00:52:53.920
<v Speaker 1>you sleep naked or with clothes on? Both?

1199
00:52:54.760 --> 00:52:57.239
<v Speaker 2>Sometimes I just take my clothes off and sometimes I'm

1200
00:52:57.320 --> 00:53:01.199
<v Speaker 2>fully closed. It depends on the weather, honestly, but I

1201
00:53:01.239 --> 00:53:09.159
<v Speaker 2>don't like. I don't like to sleep naked sometimes because.

1202
00:53:09.519 --> 00:53:16.239
<v Speaker 3>I'm always what. So I'm like, so you have no

1203
00:53:16.400 --> 00:53:18.199
<v Speaker 3>I don't have what dreams either. It's just I'm just

1204
00:53:18.239 --> 00:53:18.719
<v Speaker 3>always what.

1205
00:53:18.840 --> 00:53:21.599
<v Speaker 1>You're just always ready to go. So I don't know what.

1206
00:53:21.639 --> 00:53:24.119
<v Speaker 1>I'm like, you got a problem? I don't think it's

1207
00:53:24.159 --> 00:53:24.559
<v Speaker 1>a problem.

1208
00:53:24.639 --> 00:53:26.880
<v Speaker 2>So I sleep with a pillow in between my legs

1209
00:53:27.119 --> 00:53:29.360
<v Speaker 2>all like, I cannot say.

1210
00:53:29.119 --> 00:53:31.239
<v Speaker 1>That because, well, so do you sleep naked you have

1211
00:53:31.320 --> 00:53:31.760
<v Speaker 1>underwear on?

1212
00:53:31.880 --> 00:53:35.679
<v Speaker 2>Because if you're underwear, I don't wear underwear, just like

1213
00:53:35.719 --> 00:53:39.000
<v Speaker 2>your barrier. I feel that unless I'm on my period

1214
00:53:39.719 --> 00:53:41.760
<v Speaker 2>and then I have on big but they're big, you know,

1215
00:53:42.480 --> 00:53:43.960
<v Speaker 2>they cover my body, so we're straight.

1216
00:53:44.400 --> 00:53:50.239
<v Speaker 1>Yeah. Do you have any secret sexual fantasies? I do,

1217
00:53:50.320 --> 00:53:52.320
<v Speaker 1>but then if I told you, it wouldn't be secrets.

1218
00:53:53.000 --> 00:53:55.280
<v Speaker 1>You're playing this game, but here at Truth of Texas,

1219
00:53:55.320 --> 00:54:01.079
<v Speaker 1>give us, give us one more than one? Is there

1220
00:54:01.119 --> 00:54:02.880
<v Speaker 1>something that you would want to play out that hasn't

1221
00:54:02.920 --> 00:54:04.920
<v Speaker 1>happened yet. I feel like you're like a dreamer, Like

1222
00:54:04.960 --> 00:54:07.039
<v Speaker 1>you're a very visual person, so I feel like you'd

1223
00:54:07.039 --> 00:54:10.239
<v Speaker 1>either like it's gonna manifest into that kind of thing. Yeah,

1224
00:54:10.559 --> 00:54:11.920
<v Speaker 1>well I would be with.

1225
00:54:14.360 --> 00:54:18.679
<v Speaker 2>Like I want to be with like foreign they don't

1226
00:54:18.679 --> 00:54:19.639
<v Speaker 2>speak no English.

1227
00:54:19.840 --> 00:54:23.119
<v Speaker 1>They just come and go like just listen, bro, like

1228
00:54:23.239 --> 00:54:25.760
<v Speaker 1>I do you do whatever I say? Are you into bondage?

1229
00:54:25.880 --> 00:54:27.880
<v Speaker 1>This is off the script? I'm like, would you want

1230
00:54:27.880 --> 00:54:30.920
<v Speaker 1>to bond and just like these men that can't speak

1231
00:54:31.000 --> 00:54:31.960
<v Speaker 1>or like, what's the part of that.

1232
00:54:33.320 --> 00:54:35.320
<v Speaker 2>I just don't want you to say anything, like why

1233
00:54:35.400 --> 00:54:36.559
<v Speaker 2>why are you talking to me?

1234
00:54:37.000 --> 00:54:38.760
<v Speaker 1>Like, just let your lips do the work.

1235
00:54:39.039 --> 00:54:39.840
<v Speaker 3>You know what I'm saying now.

1236
00:54:40.000 --> 00:54:42.800
<v Speaker 1>You only want lips service. You don't want the whole

1237
00:54:42.840 --> 00:54:43.400
<v Speaker 1>dick game.

1238
00:54:43.800 --> 00:54:46.400
<v Speaker 3>No, I want no, that's not no. I want both.

1239
00:54:46.599 --> 00:54:49.519
<v Speaker 1>Because you said just use your mouth. Just use it

1240
00:54:49.599 --> 00:54:51.800
<v Speaker 1>and don't use it. That's the only way.

1241
00:54:51.880 --> 00:54:52.320
<v Speaker 3>Don't use it.

1242
00:54:52.880 --> 00:54:57.639
<v Speaker 1>I hate women are like you and be like.

1243
00:54:57.559 --> 00:55:00.199
<v Speaker 2>You know, sit down, shut the fuck up.

1244
00:55:00.280 --> 00:55:02.159
<v Speaker 1>If you say one word, I'm gonna leave the fuck

1245
00:55:02.199 --> 00:55:04.320
<v Speaker 1>out this room if you don't like it. This is

1246
00:55:04.360 --> 00:55:07.679
<v Speaker 1>what's gonna happen to you. No pussy for you, motherfuckers.

1247
00:55:07.679 --> 00:55:09.239
<v Speaker 1>See I meet all on the top of my head.

1248
00:55:09.719 --> 00:55:13.360
<v Speaker 1>See he never like riding a bike and see and

1249
00:55:13.400 --> 00:55:16.800
<v Speaker 1>they show you they don't. You know that they don't. Yeah,

1250
00:55:16.880 --> 00:55:19.320
<v Speaker 1>it's all mind game. We look into this role play.

1251
00:55:19.719 --> 00:55:21.679
<v Speaker 1>I feel like you need to be dominated in the situation,

1252
00:55:21.800 --> 00:55:23.599
<v Speaker 1>you know what I mean? I feel like I do.

1253
00:55:23.719 --> 00:55:26.119
<v Speaker 2>And then listen to this part. So there was this

1254
00:55:26.599 --> 00:55:28.480
<v Speaker 2>when I'm datingum, I would choke him.

1255
00:55:28.960 --> 00:55:30.840
<v Speaker 1>You get off to that and make sure pussy what

1256
00:55:31.079 --> 00:55:33.000
<v Speaker 1>I did. But he didn't like it. I'm like, well,

1257
00:55:33.039 --> 00:55:35.960
<v Speaker 1>I'm gonna tell you right now. I'm like, there's not

1258
00:55:36.000 --> 00:55:38.199
<v Speaker 1>a lot of men that you're gonna find out there, Laura,

1259
00:55:38.320 --> 00:55:41.719
<v Speaker 1>that I'll let you joke them. I'm an alpha female

1260
00:55:41.800 --> 00:55:43.880
<v Speaker 1>and I know that you're alpha too, So it's like

1261
00:55:43.920 --> 00:55:45.760
<v Speaker 1>one of those things that they're like, I'll give it,

1262
00:55:45.800 --> 00:55:47.519
<v Speaker 1>I'll give it, take bitch, but you choke me one

1263
00:55:47.599 --> 00:55:51.960
<v Speaker 1>member of time, I'm all, fuck you choke me. Yeah,

1264
00:55:52.159 --> 00:55:53.920
<v Speaker 1>you know, there's a special kind of human but there

1265
00:55:53.920 --> 00:55:55.920
<v Speaker 1>he's out there for you, especially if you're looking for

1266
00:55:55.960 --> 00:55:59.960
<v Speaker 1>the ones that don't speak. Oh yeah, I forgot that part.

1267
00:56:01.360 --> 00:56:03.519
<v Speaker 1>Maybe you should try, like, you know, if they really

1268
00:56:03.559 --> 00:56:05.239
<v Speaker 1>if you really like the dick and you just like

1269
00:56:05.280 --> 00:56:07.079
<v Speaker 1>put like duct tape on their mouth and just like

1270
00:56:07.079 --> 00:56:13.440
<v Speaker 1>so they can't speak, you know, just just food, all right,

1271
00:56:13.719 --> 00:56:17.639
<v Speaker 1>next card? See this game is fun. Aren't you having fun?

1272
00:56:17.679 --> 00:56:21.960
<v Speaker 1>You know? Are the clubs all right? Kinky question? We're

1273
00:56:22.000 --> 00:56:26.440
<v Speaker 1>all a little kinky hair dominant or submissive? I already

1274
00:56:26.440 --> 00:56:29.239
<v Speaker 1>know the answer to this question, okay.

1275
00:56:28.920 --> 00:56:31.079
<v Speaker 2>Because I like I could see that though I need

1276
00:56:31.599 --> 00:56:32.239
<v Speaker 2>read my mind.

1277
00:56:32.400 --> 00:56:34.480
<v Speaker 1>I'm like, because you can't really, I feel like that's

1278
00:56:34.519 --> 00:56:37.679
<v Speaker 1>also why you haven't sextually gotten off, because no one's

1279
00:56:37.679 --> 00:56:40.000
<v Speaker 1>really dominated your pussy to like you know what I mean,

1280
00:56:40.039 --> 00:56:46.079
<v Speaker 1>because you're holding back. Explain that because I feel like

1281
00:56:46.119 --> 00:56:49.119
<v Speaker 1>there's some women that like don't want because like, okay,

1282
00:56:49.119 --> 00:56:52.639
<v Speaker 1>for instance, I consider like my pussy is a powerful thing, right,

1283
00:56:52.679 --> 00:56:54.880
<v Speaker 1>so I don't give it away to anyone, which ironically

1284
00:56:54.920 --> 00:56:58.199
<v Speaker 1>and ironically, even though I did porn, but it was

1285
00:56:58.239 --> 00:57:00.400
<v Speaker 1>selective of it. I had control of what I did

1286
00:57:00.480 --> 00:57:02.840
<v Speaker 1>and who I worked with, and it was very like structured.

1287
00:57:03.239 --> 00:57:04.519
<v Speaker 1>But it's how I expressed myself.

1288
00:57:04.599 --> 00:57:05.280
<v Speaker 3>Wasn't it fun?

1289
00:57:05.440 --> 00:57:07.559
<v Speaker 1>It was fun for me, like in my twenties, that's

1290
00:57:07.599 --> 00:57:11.000
<v Speaker 1>what I did. I did a lot of fucking, and

1291
00:57:10.039 --> 00:57:13.400
<v Speaker 1>I absolutely did I would say eighty percent of the

1292
00:57:13.440 --> 00:57:16.119
<v Speaker 1>time I was coming because for me, it was like,

1293
00:57:16.440 --> 00:57:18.920
<v Speaker 1>why do it if I'm not gonna have fun? Okay,

1294
00:57:18.960 --> 00:57:22.039
<v Speaker 1>But after you came where you like, okay, I beat it,

1295
00:57:22.079 --> 00:57:24.119
<v Speaker 1>like stop stroking me out. Well, that's the great thing

1296
00:57:24.119 --> 00:57:26.039
<v Speaker 1>about porn, Like I mean, once I was done with

1297
00:57:26.079 --> 00:57:28.239
<v Speaker 1>my job, I went home and I didn't like they

1298
00:57:28.280 --> 00:57:29.920
<v Speaker 1>beat it, so I don't have to have a convers

1299
00:57:29.960 --> 00:57:31.280
<v Speaker 1>like so what I'm saying, that was the glory and

1300
00:57:31.320 --> 00:57:33.480
<v Speaker 1>I got a fat paycheck and I went home and

1301
00:57:33.559 --> 00:57:35.599
<v Speaker 1>went to my husband at the time. But you know what,

1302
00:57:35.639 --> 00:57:37.320
<v Speaker 1>I mean, and he was fucking on the other side

1303
00:57:37.360 --> 00:57:38.559
<v Speaker 1>doing shit, So it was fun.

1304
00:57:39.480 --> 00:57:41.079
<v Speaker 3>Did you guys separate because you were cheating?

1305
00:57:41.320 --> 00:57:44.440
<v Speaker 1>Not at all. No, it was you know, it's a

1306
00:57:44.440 --> 00:57:47.000
<v Speaker 1>powerful thing because it's like, you know, communication is really

1307
00:57:47.079 --> 00:57:49.679
<v Speaker 1>strong and in our work relationship, you know, when we

1308
00:57:49.719 --> 00:57:51.599
<v Speaker 1>start we both were obviously he was in the industry

1309
00:57:51.599 --> 00:57:54.360
<v Speaker 1>way longer than I was, but we communicated really well

1310
00:57:54.400 --> 00:57:56.760
<v Speaker 1>with what we did and didn't want when that, But

1311
00:57:56.880 --> 00:57:59.960
<v Speaker 1>when it came to outside other things, he couldn't really

1312
00:58:00.079 --> 00:58:02.199
<v Speaker 1>communicate with me very well about it. So it just

1313
00:58:02.400 --> 00:58:05.800
<v Speaker 1>was not a very healthy environment. So I had to

1314
00:58:06.000 --> 00:58:09.480
<v Speaker 1>exit stage whatever fucking way it got out of there.

1315
00:58:09.079 --> 00:58:13.719
<v Speaker 1>Were married, I was married for three years, together for five. Yeah,

1316
00:58:13.760 --> 00:58:17.199
<v Speaker 1>so happily divorced. Definitely. It was a lesson. It was

1317
00:58:17.199 --> 00:58:19.000
<v Speaker 1>one of the hardest things I've ever had to go through.

1318
00:58:19.039 --> 00:58:21.039
<v Speaker 1>For me, I feel like it was my choice to leave,

1319
00:58:21.360 --> 00:58:23.480
<v Speaker 1>but it's I feel like divorce is not ever easy

1320
00:58:23.719 --> 00:58:25.760
<v Speaker 1>in any situation and any you know side, do you know,

1321
00:58:25.840 --> 00:58:28.800
<v Speaker 1>it's people's feelings are involved, people get hurt, people, you know,

1322
00:58:29.119 --> 00:58:31.599
<v Speaker 1>a lot of things either happen that you want to don't.

1323
00:58:31.840 --> 00:58:34.239
<v Speaker 1>You know, It's just life, you know, what I mean.

1324
00:58:34.280 --> 00:58:36.039
<v Speaker 1>So it's one of those things that you know, it's

1325
00:58:36.039 --> 00:58:37.440
<v Speaker 1>all how you kind of come out of it on

1326
00:58:37.440 --> 00:58:40.760
<v Speaker 1>the other side. So definitely there was a lesson and

1327
00:58:40.800 --> 00:58:43.719
<v Speaker 1>you know, everything in life really is, but maybe a

1328
00:58:43.760 --> 00:58:46.039
<v Speaker 1>stronger person and know that what the fuck I don't

1329
00:58:46.079 --> 00:58:48.440
<v Speaker 1>want in my next relationship because I really liked being married.

1330
00:58:48.440 --> 00:58:50.440
<v Speaker 1>It was just married to the wrong person. It's unfortunate,

1331
00:58:50.480 --> 00:58:51.960
<v Speaker 1>you know, because he was my best friend. But you know,

1332
00:58:52.039 --> 00:58:54.559
<v Speaker 1>things just don't work out sometimes, are you guys cool?

1333
00:58:55.960 --> 00:59:00.320
<v Speaker 1>Not really? You know, he he probably wishes that we were.

1334
00:59:00.760 --> 00:59:03.800
<v Speaker 1>It's better that I just stay. But on this side,

1335
00:59:04.880 --> 00:59:06.920
<v Speaker 1>in the nice one, I'm here, but I wish him well.

1336
00:59:07.360 --> 00:59:08.679
<v Speaker 1>I met nothing but the best for me. But it's

1337
00:59:08.719 --> 00:59:11.719
<v Speaker 1>just it's just not a healthy environment for me to

1338
00:59:11.719 --> 00:59:15.239
<v Speaker 1>be in, I believe. So I don't really keep tabs

1339
00:59:15.239 --> 00:59:18.800
<v Speaker 1>on him kind of thing, but I loosely I believe,

1340
00:59:18.840 --> 00:59:21.159
<v Speaker 1>But I don't really know the in depth of that

1341
00:59:21.280 --> 00:59:25.000
<v Speaker 1>whole thing. Gotcha, what is the most number of times

1342
00:59:25.000 --> 00:59:34.639
<v Speaker 1>you've had sex in one day? Four? Most number of

1343
00:59:34.719 --> 00:59:40.599
<v Speaker 1>times you've masturbated six? Nice? I like that number. Last

1344
00:59:40.599 --> 00:59:45.679
<v Speaker 1>dirty dream you had? Do you have sexual dirty dreams?

1345
00:59:45.679 --> 00:59:48.639
<v Speaker 1>I feel like I never remember any of them. Not really.

1346
00:59:48.679 --> 00:59:51.679
<v Speaker 1>I feel like it's masturbated to them. Yeah, that's probably

1347
00:59:51.760 --> 00:59:55.360
<v Speaker 1>my pro and I just sleep in Yeah. See that's

1348
00:59:55.360 --> 00:59:57.800
<v Speaker 1>the best part. Like it's like, you know what I can.

1349
00:59:58.679 --> 01:00:00.840
<v Speaker 1>But that's why you like the note talk. I totally

1350
01:00:00.840 --> 01:00:04.039
<v Speaker 1>get it on the female, like the single aspect or whatever.

1351
01:00:04.119 --> 01:00:06.440
<v Speaker 1>And then just like just wanting the need of a dick,

1352
01:00:06.719 --> 01:00:09.480
<v Speaker 1>but not the problems that that comes along with the dick.

1353
01:00:10.280 --> 01:00:12.599
<v Speaker 1>So that's why you know, you know you.

1354
01:00:14.440 --> 01:00:16.679
<v Speaker 2>And then you go to sleep, yeah, and then.

1355
01:00:16.559 --> 01:00:19.119
<v Speaker 1>Go to say or go home? How about that one?

1356
01:00:19.199 --> 01:00:20.760
<v Speaker 1>Let me call you or I.

1357
01:00:20.880 --> 01:00:24.400
<v Speaker 2>Go I'm leaving, you know what I mean, Like, don't worry.

1358
01:00:24.440 --> 01:00:26.519
<v Speaker 1>That's your house. They're like, do you live here?

1359
01:00:26.519 --> 01:00:29.199
<v Speaker 2>I'm like, it's okay. When night, when I get back,

1360
01:00:29.239 --> 01:00:29.800
<v Speaker 2>you'll be gone.

1361
01:00:29.800 --> 01:00:35.760
<v Speaker 1>Okay. Do you have any fetishes? You say that you

1362
01:00:35.760 --> 01:00:38.159
<v Speaker 1>watch porn stuff that it's like taboo. Is that something

1363
01:00:38.159 --> 01:00:44.119
<v Speaker 1>maybe a fetish of yours that you like a certain genre? Maybe? Maybe?

1364
01:00:44.320 --> 01:00:50.000
<v Speaker 1>But no, not really. Have you been to a swingers club? No,

1365
01:00:50.199 --> 01:00:59.480
<v Speaker 1>never had a sexual encounter in a crowded place. No.

1366
01:01:00.000 --> 01:01:01.559
<v Speaker 3>I've always lived.

1367
01:01:04.280 --> 01:01:06.840
<v Speaker 2>Like I've never I'm not the girl who's gonna do

1368
01:01:06.920 --> 01:01:10.079
<v Speaker 2>you in the room while your friend and family are downstairs?

1369
01:01:10.920 --> 01:01:13.440
<v Speaker 1>I would, I would, but okay, I take it back,

1370
01:01:13.480 --> 01:01:15.760
<v Speaker 1>Yeah I have, But would you have you given head

1371
01:01:15.760 --> 01:01:19.559
<v Speaker 1>while someone was driving? So you're that kind of girl,

1372
01:01:19.599 --> 01:01:21.639
<v Speaker 1>but not the kind of girl that's I think they're

1373
01:01:21.679 --> 01:01:24.559
<v Speaker 1>both fun equally. It's just time and place in person.

1374
01:01:24.960 --> 01:01:26.599
<v Speaker 1>I feel like it's perspective. It's not like it's just

1375
01:01:26.599 --> 01:01:28.639
<v Speaker 1>like you're gonna find someone down and be like, oh yeah,

1376
01:01:28.719 --> 01:01:29.760
<v Speaker 1>let's just go upstairs.

1377
01:01:29.800 --> 01:01:31.159
<v Speaker 3>I like for somebody to do it to me while

1378
01:01:31.159 --> 01:01:33.480
<v Speaker 3>I'm driving, like I've had Have you had that? I've

1379
01:01:33.480 --> 01:01:33.880
<v Speaker 3>had it?

1380
01:01:34.000 --> 01:01:37.760
<v Speaker 1>And you drive successfully? What I drive with no hands?

1381
01:01:38.039 --> 01:01:42.079
<v Speaker 1>I've only ever gotten fingered while driving, but never like

1382
01:01:42.239 --> 01:01:45.639
<v Speaker 1>somebody's eating me out while driving, for sure. Yeah, I

1383
01:01:46.280 --> 01:01:48.880
<v Speaker 1>just set my game up. Yeah yeah. I don't really

1384
01:01:48.920 --> 01:01:51.960
<v Speaker 1>drive a lot of places, and I don't think I

1385
01:01:51.960 --> 01:01:53.840
<v Speaker 1>have a lot of candidates out there either. You know,

1386
01:01:53.880 --> 01:01:57.519
<v Speaker 1>I'm pretty single. I feel like I've talked about my

1387
01:01:57.599 --> 01:01:59.679
<v Speaker 1>singleness a lot on private talk. I feel like, don't

1388
01:01:59.679 --> 01:02:03.599
<v Speaker 1>get the idea, guys, I'm not desperate. Thank you about

1389
01:02:05.559 --> 01:02:11.039
<v Speaker 1>Yeah that part all right? Last card diamond. So it's

1390
01:02:11.039 --> 01:02:15.159
<v Speaker 1>a spicy question. They're also a little spicy. So do

1391
01:02:15.199 --> 01:02:17.679
<v Speaker 1>you have a celebrity hall pass? If it's like the

1392
01:02:17.719 --> 01:02:21.119
<v Speaker 1>one celebrity, no matter what the situation you were ever in,

1393
01:02:22.280 --> 01:02:24.119
<v Speaker 1>it's gonna okay to happen because it's just like your

1394
01:02:24.400 --> 01:02:29.639
<v Speaker 1>go to We can give you, we can give you

1395
01:02:29.679 --> 01:02:35.119
<v Speaker 1>some time. Yes, so one is an athlete.

1396
01:02:35.559 --> 01:02:37.760
<v Speaker 2>I can't tell you his name though, I can't we

1397
01:02:38.599 --> 01:02:41.679
<v Speaker 2>what why can.

1398
01:02:41.519 --> 01:02:43.559
<v Speaker 1>We have a sport? Can we have some letters to

1399
01:02:43.599 --> 01:02:46.039
<v Speaker 1>a name? Can you get some kind of some kind

1400
01:02:46.039 --> 01:02:46.559
<v Speaker 1>of clue?

1401
01:02:47.280 --> 01:02:52.800
<v Speaker 2>Oh my god, I eat you the truth.

1402
01:02:52.920 --> 01:02:54.199
<v Speaker 1>We just want the truth.

1403
01:02:55.639 --> 01:03:02.079
<v Speaker 2>I I'll give you the initials the lee abe.

1404
01:03:01.719 --> 01:03:03.760
<v Speaker 3>Okay, I'm done. And then what sport?

1405
01:03:04.760 --> 01:03:14.079
<v Speaker 1>No bro like now like twice football? Okay? And then

1406
01:03:14.199 --> 01:03:17.360
<v Speaker 1>what's the other ones? And like a actor?

1407
01:03:18.440 --> 01:03:20.400
<v Speaker 2>Both Ryan's they're married though, so I don't want to

1408
01:03:20.440 --> 01:03:25.280
<v Speaker 2>be disrespectful Blake Lively's Ryan well yeah, and Eva Mendes

1409
01:03:25.679 --> 01:03:27.559
<v Speaker 2>like those Ryans are hot to me.

1410
01:03:27.800 --> 01:03:30.880
<v Speaker 1>What would be your fantasy threesome if you could control

1411
01:03:30.920 --> 01:03:33.719
<v Speaker 1>the narrative. It could be with two guys, could be girls,

1412
01:03:33.800 --> 01:03:37.239
<v Speaker 1>It could be whatever you want to do, mum.

1413
01:03:39.960 --> 01:03:52.239
<v Speaker 2>Two guys, one European and one probably Chinese or Russian

1414
01:03:52.280 --> 01:03:53.000
<v Speaker 2>and Chinese.

1415
01:03:53.880 --> 01:03:56.360
<v Speaker 1>I love how visual you are, Like you're picturing, like

1416
01:03:56.400 --> 01:03:59.159
<v Speaker 1>you've seen this in a minute. Yeah, I'm like, I

1417
01:03:59.239 --> 01:04:02.079
<v Speaker 1>remember him. I'm very I'm an impath. I see it.

1418
01:04:03.800 --> 01:04:07.400
<v Speaker 1>That's what I want. But again, don't say nothing. I

1419
01:04:07.400 --> 01:04:10.119
<v Speaker 1>don't know nothing. I don't know what you're talking about. Have

1420
01:04:10.199 --> 01:04:12.480
<v Speaker 1>you ever called someone the wrong name during sex?

1421
01:04:14.199 --> 01:04:17.039
<v Speaker 2>So I say a whole bunch of names, but I

1422
01:04:17.119 --> 01:04:19.320
<v Speaker 2>keep them to myself. I never say anything else.

1423
01:04:20.159 --> 01:04:21.840
<v Speaker 1>My basic go to is daddy.

1424
01:04:22.760 --> 01:04:25.400
<v Speaker 2>So you're daddy, and people daddy and them daddy and

1425
01:04:25.440 --> 01:04:26.039
<v Speaker 2>them daddy.

1426
01:04:26.079 --> 01:04:28.039
<v Speaker 1>You know, it was really hard for me to say

1427
01:04:28.079 --> 01:04:30.559
<v Speaker 1>that sexually because I was such a daddy's girl.

1428
01:04:30.719 --> 01:04:32.760
<v Speaker 2>I'm a daddy's girl, so for me, I was like

1429
01:04:32.760 --> 01:04:37.920
<v Speaker 2>they were like and I was like daddy, and then

1430
01:04:37.920 --> 01:04:39.840
<v Speaker 2>I was like, wait, it's hot, and then like it

1431
01:04:39.880 --> 01:04:41.039
<v Speaker 2>was just a different like a mine.

1432
01:04:41.079 --> 01:04:41.800
<v Speaker 1>So it's different.

1433
01:04:42.639 --> 01:04:46.440
<v Speaker 2>When I'm in that mood, I'm a whole different person.

1434
01:04:46.880 --> 01:04:48.719
<v Speaker 2>I'm a whole different.

1435
01:04:49.519 --> 01:04:53.199
<v Speaker 1>The whole like dress like you know, lingerie dress, just naked,

1436
01:04:53.280 --> 01:04:53.719
<v Speaker 1>ready to go.

1437
01:04:54.119 --> 01:04:57.239
<v Speaker 2>Yeah, I like listen, at the end of the day,

1438
01:04:57.880 --> 01:05:01.000
<v Speaker 2>I wear hoodies and tight in sweats.

1439
01:05:01.440 --> 01:05:04.840
<v Speaker 3>If that ain't hot to you, bro, I don't. Yeah,

1440
01:05:04.880 --> 01:05:05.760
<v Speaker 3>I'm like, this is.

1441
01:05:05.719 --> 01:05:09.119
<v Speaker 2>Not but I think that person. I think we go somewhere.

1442
01:05:09.599 --> 01:05:10.519
<v Speaker 2>Take me to Thailand.

1443
01:05:10.559 --> 01:05:11.039
<v Speaker 1>I'll do it.

1444
01:05:11.119 --> 01:05:13.159
<v Speaker 2>You know what I'm saying, Like, take me to Bali,

1445
01:05:13.239 --> 01:05:15.760
<v Speaker 2>I'll do it. You know, take me I'm anywhere, take me,

1446
01:05:16.800 --> 01:05:21.559
<v Speaker 2>take me to Monosino in and then I'll bring you.

1447
01:05:21.559 --> 01:05:24.119
<v Speaker 1>You'll be like as you're drinking choice when you're on vacation.

1448
01:05:24.239 --> 01:05:25.000
<v Speaker 3>So I don't drink.

1449
01:05:25.119 --> 01:05:29.000
<v Speaker 1>But I like the life of the party all the time,

1450
01:05:29.039 --> 01:05:29.639
<v Speaker 1>so it doesn't matter.

1451
01:05:29.760 --> 01:05:33.400
<v Speaker 2>Yes, fun times, so stellar rose can get me, it

1452
01:05:33.440 --> 01:05:36.119
<v Speaker 2>doesn't it makes me sleepy. I'll drink that ship before

1453
01:05:36.119 --> 01:05:36.840
<v Speaker 2>I go to sleep in past.

1454
01:05:37.039 --> 01:05:38.679
<v Speaker 1>And that's what I respect people who like don't do

1455
01:05:38.679 --> 01:05:40.119
<v Speaker 1>those things because some of them just don't agree with

1456
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<v Speaker 1>your body like it's it doesn't work for me. It

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<v Speaker 1>doesn't like it makes you not the person you want

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<v Speaker 1>to be.

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<v Speaker 2>Okay, okay, But listening to this, so I was with

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<v Speaker 2>someone that we see he smoked.

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<v Speaker 1>I call it dank weed.

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<v Speaker 2>And I've never experienced being high and having sexual relations.

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<v Speaker 1>Ahead no head, no, no, no, go ahead?

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<v Speaker 3>Hey baby?

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<v Speaker 1>Hello? Yes, oh my son is your fee