Speaker 1: And I get to know more Private Talk situation. So
Speaker 1: we're excited for you to have you here. We want
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Speaker 2: All right, so I'll just go right into it. So
Speaker 2: I'm Laura go Van right now. I was just finishing
Speaker 2: my book called Don't Get Maggot Sexy, so that'd be
Speaker 2: out really soon, hopefully in the fall. And with that,
Speaker 2: I've created a whole ensemble of things, candles and just
Speaker 2: an array of things like T shirts. I wanted to
Speaker 2: make that part a brand because I have a couple
Speaker 2: of things going on. And I also started back up
Speaker 2: my clothing line, Slash accessory line. I did it a
Speaker 2: few years ago when it wasn't as poppin', but now
Speaker 2: it's so saturated.
Speaker 3: It's so hard to do certain things.
Speaker 2: Yeah, you have different Yeah, it's pretty It's before before
Speaker 2: I was making money so fast, I didn't appreciate it
Speaker 2: and I didn't keep it pushing, I should say. But yeah,
Speaker 2: So now just getting back in the groove of that.
Speaker 2: It's called se La vill dot Com. So I have
Speaker 2: that going on. It's oh, my god, I have so
Speaker 2: my stuff. It's like, but yeah, so those are like
Speaker 2: my biggest two things is that, Yes, and I'm also
Speaker 2: going to be working with.
Speaker 1: A school called Future Elite for kids for middle school kids, and.
Speaker 2: It's it's a school that has athletes and studies. So
Speaker 2: that's the thing. It's like a program that most kids
Speaker 2: don't get to really really have that focus time on
Speaker 2: whatever sport they're playing to become that elite athlete.
Speaker 1: You know. It was always like, oh, you just go
Speaker 1: to practice.
Speaker 2: So with this school, it's more of a transition of
Speaker 2: Actually because I was a college basketball player, so this
Speaker 2: school reminds me a lot of how we're like, we're
Speaker 2: creating students to get ready for college, you know what
Speaker 2: I mean.
Speaker 1: Yeah exactly that.
Speaker 2: Yeah, so they already had that responsibility kind of and that, yeah,
Speaker 2: that awareness to get ready and what they're getting into
Speaker 2: because it's gonna be tough, you know.
Speaker 1: For sure, especially if people don't have that you know,
Speaker 1: other people to know, if they haven't had somebody in
Speaker 1: their family do it, but they want to do it.
Speaker 1: But you know, you're good at some thing, So it's
Speaker 1: like having those kind of skills to like kind of
Speaker 1: be played out for it is really cool to be
Speaker 1: able to have access to.
Speaker 2: Yeah, absolutely, and not only that, like just teaching them
Speaker 2: basic skills, speaking to people, shaking hands, eye contact.
Speaker 3: You know, those things are big and huge studies.
Speaker 2: You know, a lot of kids don't think that school
Speaker 2: is that important because they become great athletes and they
Speaker 2: think that that's going to carry them and it doesn't.
Speaker 2: So those are things we're explaining at this school and
Speaker 2: bringing awareness to. But it's a great program. So I
Speaker 2: have that going on. And oh and I just started
Speaker 2: a line called Unarmed. And I came up with that
Speaker 2: concept because my thirteen year old son.
Speaker 3: Oh, he's fourteen now, he's just inn fourteen.
Speaker 2: My fourteen year old son, who's six feet tall, brown
Speaker 2: skin boy, and we live in a pretty much white
Speaker 2: neighbor a white predominantly neighborhood. And I saw him walking
Speaker 2: down the hill to go to McDonald's because we don't
Speaker 2: live that far, and he was had a hood on
Speaker 2: and I flipped out and I was like, oh, no,
Speaker 2: like I can't do that, you know.
Speaker 1: So I had to first check myself. I had to.
Speaker 2: Explain to him why and how I felt what was
Speaker 2: going on. But I created this line and it says unarmed.
Speaker 2: So they're hoodies that say unarmed and their camouflage so
Speaker 2: at night you could see it says unarmed. You know,
Speaker 2: it's just to bring awareness, Like, look, a police officer
Speaker 2: is gonna think twice before he kind of sees you coming.
Speaker 1: You know, it's in your face exactly. That's you know,
Speaker 1: I think more things like me that had to happen
Speaker 1: because it's like, just bring more awareness. The more awareness
Speaker 1: you can, the more you know safe that we can
Speaker 1: keep our kids out there and the situations. So what
Speaker 1: do you say Reality TV is a gift or a curse?
Speaker 2: I think it's you know what I think. I think
Speaker 2: it's a gift. I don't look at nothing like it's
Speaker 2: a curse. Like curses come from within to me. So
Speaker 2: like if I was in a relationship for a long time,
Speaker 2: I was cursed cursing myself, you know what I mean,
Speaker 2: Like I should have got out of it, I should
Speaker 2: have recognized realized.
Speaker 1: But were you always like that in that moment? Though?
Speaker 1: In time wanted to take time to like kind of
Speaker 1: realize that lesson later. Oh, it's hard to check yourself
Speaker 1: on the moment, you know what, I mean because where
Speaker 1: you live it. Well, let me say this, I didn't.
Speaker 2: Get mature till I was about thirty five in real life,
Speaker 2: and I start having kids at twenty five. My life
Speaker 2: changed then, but I was still really immature.
Speaker 1: I was.
Speaker 2: I'm a great mom, but I just wasn't a mature person.
Speaker 1: Does that make sense? I don't know I explain that,
Speaker 1: but it makes sense. You know. It's like, you know,
Speaker 1: I think that you know at certain times, even though
Speaker 1: we do adult things, sometimes you know you're still do
Speaker 1: now the way that experiences are, knowing how to handle
Speaker 1: if it's like you know your you know how your
Speaker 1: emotions are, how you express it and things that until
Speaker 1: you deal with experience and like see things or have
Speaker 1: things that you have something to live for more than
Speaker 1: yourself to see, like more perspective of I feel like
Speaker 1: it gives you a clever different, like a hindsight of
Speaker 1: kind of things. Maturity.
Speaker 3: But with your question, I think that it was a gift.
Speaker 2: I mean it brought awareness to you know, the brand
Speaker 2: that I've built or have or and to be honest
Speaker 2: with you, I feel like it's.
Speaker 1: Not a lot.
Speaker 2: I don't really the effort I put into it is
Speaker 2: not as much because.
Speaker 3: I really am my hands on mom. I have four kids.
Speaker 2: I had four kids in five and a half years.
Speaker 2: I'm pretty busy just with what I have.
Speaker 1: Yes, yeah, I have. Yeah. The bullshit is very minimal
Speaker 1: in my life.
Speaker 2: I'm sure there men to dogs to to help, to
Speaker 2: the gardener.
Speaker 1: I don't put up with nothing for sure. Personality to
Speaker 1: all keep in tap, to be like you.
Speaker 2: Know, and the four personalities that make I will spend
Speaker 2: are the number ones that I deal with, you know
Speaker 2: what I mean?
Speaker 1: So and I put life in perspective with those four
Speaker 1: kids very quick. So you think that that's a test
Speaker 1: of why you you know, matured as much as you have.
Speaker 2: Absolutely, But also I mean I got tired of being
Speaker 2: just you know, a chicken head. I was just running
Speaker 2: around and no guid like I wasn't I had guidance.
Speaker 2: I wouldn't have taken nobody's advice. I wasn't listening to nobody.
Speaker 2: I was a hot head, you know, I was. I
Speaker 2: was miserable. So with that miserable, like with being miserable
Speaker 2: came with being.
Speaker 1: Yeah, it was.
Speaker 2: Like I was always on and I was always on,
Speaker 2: and you know, I've experienced having nothing with four kids
Speaker 2: and having a man who at the time, you know,
Speaker 2: their dad has has money and I didn't have access,
Speaker 2: and so we were I was stuck with four kids
Speaker 2: and almost pretty much homeless.
Speaker 1: What is that feeling like knowing that you know, it's
Speaker 1: so vulnerable of a situation, and like knowing that you
Speaker 1: still you know, you're you're the mama bear, you know,
Speaker 1: you just do it? Like how is how does that feel?
Speaker 2: To be honest with you, it's pressure. But I feel like,
Speaker 2: I mean, I'm a believer in God. I do feel
Speaker 2: like he gave me these kids for a reason. I
Speaker 2: mean I was put on earth to be their mother,
Speaker 2: you know what I mean? Like, and I realized that
Speaker 2: also when you know, I have a picture of them
Speaker 2: on my phone that they're one, two, three, four in age,
Speaker 2: And I remember going to the park and I only
Speaker 2: spoke Spanish to them, and so I remember a lady
Speaker 2: saying to me, oh my god, you are such an
Speaker 2: amazing nanny because they don't look like me, you know,
Speaker 2: And I was like, wait, what crazy you talking about.
Speaker 1: All these four kids? She was like, yeah, how do
Speaker 1: you juggle it? Like what do you do?
Speaker 2: Like I would like, do you get paid a lot like,
Speaker 2: and I was like, hey, actually I don't. I don't
Speaker 2: get right I should.
Speaker 1: Yeah, yeah exactly. Yeah. I was like, no, I'm everything. Yeah,
Speaker 1: I'm a therapist.
Speaker 2: Yeah, I hear him. I'm like, fuck, I need to
Speaker 2: take care of myself. But in the introim I realized
Speaker 2: that like damn, okay, wait, I am a good mom,
Speaker 2: Like what can come out of this? And to be
Speaker 2: honest with you, my focal point is my children. And
Speaker 2: so a lot of times people will see me on
Speaker 2: the GRAM and then they see me in real life
Speaker 2: and they're like, oh my god, you're so different.
Speaker 1: I'm like, no, I'm not. It's just a photo and
Speaker 1: I'm only as good as my last photo. The perception
Speaker 1: of yeah it is. I think that's also too in
Speaker 1: a sense. And again it's like you said, I don't
Speaker 1: think it's a curse of but like people's perception of
Speaker 1: what they how they portray you, or seeing you on TV,
Speaker 1: or reactions of what you were, and like you said,
Speaker 1: you know, it's very humbling and honest of you to be,
Speaker 1: you know, in your truth down and saying you know,
Speaker 1: I was a bitch at that time, because you know,
Speaker 1: sometimes you don't know how to deal with problems or
Speaker 1: you're struggling with problems yourself and you're just trying to
Speaker 1: make it, you know what I mean. People forget how
Speaker 1: human we really are and you're just living your life
Speaker 1: and it's like, let me be.
Speaker 2: But people say all the time, like, oh, you're so
Speaker 2: different from TV. But don't get me wrong. I would say, girl,
Speaker 2: that girl you saw on TV ten years ago was
Speaker 2: that girl? Like I was ready and I was on
Speaker 2: And that doesn't come out of me unless it's defending
Speaker 2: my children, for.
Speaker 1: Sure, but outside of them, but it's always there, you
Speaker 1: know what I mean in sense. But it's like, but
Speaker 1: I think you know I value it is because for me,
Speaker 1: so I'm Puerto Rican, I'm you know, I'm a Gemini.
Speaker 1: I all these things that are like, oh you're this,
Speaker 1: these like stigma of labels of what you are like,
Speaker 1: and a lot of them are true. I'm not gonna lie,
Speaker 1: you know what I mean. And so so I can
Speaker 1: be fighting situations. I've been in situations where even you know,
Speaker 1: my pop up Joe who we call him like my grandpa,
Speaker 1: he was a dark skinned man and everyone thought that
Speaker 1: us being like and they're like, you don't belong with them,
Speaker 1: you know, the stigma of those things whatever. So it's
Speaker 1: like you see that, and it also it makes you
Speaker 1: who you are, Hawaii tough. My skin is the way
Speaker 1: it is, and like howwi I'm so territory about you know,
Speaker 1: certain things and why whatever. And it's not necessarily like
Speaker 1: a bad thing. But that's also again, it's like when
Speaker 1: you're in those bad moments in your life, those triggers
Speaker 1: of when you're like defect, like fight or flight. You're like, what, like,
Speaker 1: I can take it ready, everybody, let's go away, you
Speaker 1: know what I mean. And it's like you go back
Speaker 1: to then you're like, okay, but wait, I really.
Speaker 2: Right right right, I'm actually kind of tired. I'll take
Speaker 2: two you at a time. You're like, yeah, no, thank you, yeah, no, no, no.
Speaker 1: I get it. But it's growth, you know what I mean.
Speaker 1: And that's cool. It's a beautiful thing to you know,
Speaker 1: establish that and know that you know that was a
Speaker 1: part of me. It's not something I'm defying or taking away.
Speaker 1: And even like with me, I used to be in
Speaker 1: the adult industry. I was an industry for over ten years.
Speaker 1: But because I was in the industry, I will always
Speaker 1: be labeled as that, and so it has had stigmas
Speaker 1: of why I can't have barriers or certain things of
Speaker 1: why I'm breaking those doors downs as we speaking at
Speaker 1: I mean, it's because it's like why not you know,
Speaker 1: it doesn't defy me who you know, what I am.
Speaker 1: It's a part of who I am, and I don't
Speaker 1: attest to like shining it away or shading from it.
Speaker 1: It's a part of my brand and I you know,
Speaker 1: it's how I built who I who I am, you know,
Speaker 1: but it's like an evolution of that.
Speaker 2: But it's so crazy because you say adult industry and
Speaker 2: I'm thinking, like to me, you know how many people
Speaker 2: watch it in real life in secret life?
Speaker 3: And it's what they to say.
Speaker 1: The people movies don't are the movies people don't watch
Speaker 1: No people know who you are. Like, I have people
Speaker 1: come up to me being like, oh, I'm like, oh,
Speaker 1: but you know who I am. But it's bad that
Speaker 1: I do it. It's just you know what I mean.
Speaker 1: It's one of those things as already being a woman
Speaker 1: and then being like, you know, I had no shame
Speaker 1: that I liked sex. I like to be that was
Speaker 1: But that's the thing a lot of people are shy.
Speaker 2: Away from you show it and showed it.
Speaker 3: That's amazing.
Speaker 1: It was thankful. It was my power. For me, it
Speaker 1: was like how I could control my sexuality and knowing
Speaker 1: and finding out who I really was. And I you know,
Speaker 1: not for nothing new that men were weak and you know,
Speaker 1: pussy is power to that and you know what I mean.
Speaker 1: So for me, it's like if I can do my
Speaker 1: own right way, like show it as an art and
Speaker 1: be like I don't want nothing from you but this,
Speaker 1: thank you, I'm going home. I'm getting you know what
Speaker 1: I mean. Doing my thing. It was a business and
Speaker 1: you know, and I and I was thankful for that
Speaker 1: and it's very you know, successful in not doing that.
Speaker 1: But I think also for me it was like it
Speaker 1: was how I expressed myself and involve my art. But
Speaker 1: because of who they portrayed me to be a certain thing,
Speaker 1: they think that I have to be like stayed in
Speaker 1: this box. No, like you can do any other things
Speaker 1: and evolve from those things because it's all growth. It's
Speaker 1: about you know what I mean. And again stages, for sure.
Speaker 3: I was a stage in your life.
Speaker 2: Now you're like, you know big, you know your your
Speaker 2: podcast is amazing, like your businesses, you.
Speaker 1: Know what I'm saying.
Speaker 2: So it's like just stages and just imagine where you'll
Speaker 2: be in ten years for whatever you want to do,
Speaker 2: you know what I'm saying.
Speaker 1: So I just don't like that people are so.
Speaker 2: In the moment of judgment. It's like, don't judge me
Speaker 2: for now, because I'm not judging you, bro. I'm sure
Speaker 2: you look like you was a crackhead a long time,
Speaker 2: you know, even two weeks ago, Like let's keep it
Speaker 2: on with you.
Speaker 3: Know what I mean.
Speaker 1: So it's like, I don't know.
Speaker 2: I just feel like people just need to be more
Speaker 2: open minded to people, period, you know what I mean.
Speaker 1: For sure. I think a lot of it too, is
Speaker 1: like the immaturity. Sometimes people just forget that other people
Speaker 1: have feelings and have the other other things going on,
Speaker 1: because it's always like a me me me world, like
Speaker 1: where it's all about you and the current, but people
Speaker 1: don't care. Like it's so crazy.
Speaker 2: I realize when people when I realize that people didn't
Speaker 2: care about nothing, is the day that like I had
Speaker 2: separated from my eggs And I remember when I was
Speaker 2: sitting there literally talking to the lady at Ralph's and
Speaker 2: she was standing there long enough so I could talk.
Speaker 2: So I was like, well, I'm gonna let her have it.
Speaker 2: So I was just going, yeah, I'm like, hey, listen,
Speaker 2: you're gonna get it lady.
Speaker 1: So we got cool.
Speaker 2: We're sitting there talking and she's telling me all her business,
Speaker 2: telling her oh mind, and then.
Speaker 1: I realized that she was like, Okay, I.
Speaker 2: Gotta go buy and I was thinking, like, wait, well
Speaker 2: I'm not done. She was like bitter, I gotta work, and.
Speaker 1: I'm like, oh you off. I'm like okay, I'll be
Speaker 1: back later.
Speaker 2: But my point is that in all of that, she
Speaker 2: don't give a shit about my life, you know what
Speaker 2: I mean? Like you think I was thankful she lists
Speaker 2: for you.
Speaker 1: That was it, that was it.
Speaker 2: But in all honesty, motherfuckers needs to learn how to
Speaker 2: talk to themselves and talk to whatever it is they
Speaker 2: believe in.
Speaker 1: I'll tell you don't know, the answer is just speak
Speaker 1: it to yourself, you know. That's what happening about. So
Speaker 1: what do you think is more grueling dating a ballplayer
Speaker 1: or reality TV?
Speaker 2: I don't think dating. I don't put no category. I
Speaker 2: think all men are in one box in real life.
Speaker 2: And it's that grilling, right, that part now you know
Speaker 2: what for me, I happen to like like a European.
Speaker 2: I like European men.
Speaker 1: Just the style of like how they treat their women,
Speaker 1: like the you know, the you know it or just
Speaker 1: the accents that you know, all of that.
Speaker 2: Like my last boyfriend was Moroccan. He was a Jew,
Speaker 2: Moroccan Jew, and he was born in Paris. Fine as
Speaker 2: hell white, He looked white, you know, super handsome family,
Speaker 2: beautiful family. He didn't have an accent and spoke French
Speaker 2: it was his first language.
Speaker 1: But do you like dirty French?
Speaker 2: I like whatever he was doing through all kind of
Speaker 2: shit and I was catching it. But but I just
Speaker 2: like the swag. I don't really care for like Middle
Speaker 2: Easter men. I like too, but I don't like him
Speaker 2: too like vulgar or aggressive.
Speaker 1: I don't like possessive at all. Like I just like
Speaker 1: to be me.
Speaker 2: I want you to accept that because if you start
Speaker 2: putting me in a box, I start climbing out that
Speaker 2: motherfucker and I start running. Yeah, and I just like
Speaker 2: to I'm I'm cool as ship if you just leave
Speaker 2: me alone, you know what I mean, Just let me be. Yeah,
Speaker 2: So whatever mint man falls into that. But honestly, I've
Speaker 2: been getting like mind you, he was ten years younger
Speaker 2: than me. I've been getting nothing but ten years younger.
Speaker 3: I can't get.
Speaker 1: And I'm thinking in my you're not like that box?
Speaker 1: Do you want to be? Which? Waited? Wait? I know, no,
Speaker 1: I know, I know right?
Speaker 2: Okay, okay, okay, So honestly speaking like, I do like
Speaker 2: that box, but.
Speaker 1: Don't lie to us. Don't don't you me? Girl, I
Speaker 1: think too long, and you're gonna lie about your answer.
Speaker 1: I don't lie. I don't lie.
Speaker 2: I steal, but I don't lie. So if I get busted,
Speaker 2: I'm gona tell you truth anyway. So I I like,
Speaker 2: I don't like that and thinking and knowing that one
Speaker 2: day i'll be fifty and you'll be forty.
Speaker 1: And I do want more kids.
Speaker 2: Okay, so I don't mind having them, but I want
Speaker 2: tom you know. I'm like, I'm getting up there. So
Speaker 2: I'm like, yo, bro, I like you, you like me? Okay,
Speaker 2: let's have babies tomorrow. Okay, hug me, we're pregnant. Okay,
Speaker 2: here we go.
Speaker 1: It doesn't work, girl.
Speaker 2: When I needed like that, that's what I need.
Speaker 1: I need somebody who's young and ready. Those are a
Speaker 1: lot of fast boxes really quickly, because that's how you
Speaker 1: get in trouble so much, because this is when you
Speaker 1: overlook the things because you don't have time to see
Speaker 1: the red flags, and these things are being checked off
Speaker 1: and they're lying to you because they're just fuzzy about
Speaker 1: these boxes too. They're not really fool it's like a
Speaker 1: half checked right, they're like, wait, did this really happen?
Speaker 1: Or wait no, no, you like you lie. It's like
Speaker 1: you're halfway cheated at least you lie, motherfucker.
Speaker 2: No word, no, absolutely not, you're not.
Speaker 1: But the other half of that is that I'm not
Speaker 1: a fucker either. So I'm like you like, I don't
Speaker 1: like to fuck multiple people or like just fuck a
Speaker 1: lot in general.
Speaker 2: I like to do it a lot, actually, but I
Speaker 2: don't like to do it to just people.
Speaker 3: Does that make sense?
Speaker 1: So it's like, I'm just not a fucker. If you're like,
Speaker 1: if you find that one or whatever, or it's never a.
Speaker 3: Minute, you know what I mean.
Speaker 1: It's like so like, for myself, I'm at this pansation
Speaker 1: in my life. I'm having like a demisexual, so I
Speaker 1: have to be stimulated by my ear mind for really
Speaker 1: for me to like want to like get my pussy wet.
Speaker 1: It's just not going to happen exactly. So it's like,
Speaker 1: but I need you to be stimulated. It just can't
Speaker 1: because I'm physically attracted. Like it's like, okay, play it out,
Speaker 1: you know, but it's like I need like I need
Speaker 1: to be mind simulated.
Speaker 3: You need mind fuck me first.
Speaker 1: That's my four play and then then I'll be wet
Speaker 1: and ready to go. But if not, it's just not
Speaker 1: gonna do it for me.
Speaker 2: But you gotta come, man, gotta come with some ship, Like,
Speaker 2: don't be telling me what you're gonna do.
Speaker 1: Just do it. Just do it, and once you do it,
Speaker 1: I'll follow suit. But do you But do you find
Speaker 1: that they say that and they just never do it,
Speaker 1: Like it's all talk, like it's a big talk, and
Speaker 1: you're like, what the fuck happened to these messages here?
Speaker 1: You're dirty messaging these people and you're just like you're
Speaker 1: just basically gave me blue lips and a message because
Speaker 1: you're not delivering what the fuck you're telling you what
Speaker 1: I want to do?
Speaker 2: Well that too, But I also feel like men are
Speaker 2: just not.
Speaker 3: I just think they're liars.
Speaker 1: Bro, Like just all of them, the.
Speaker 2: Whole race, not all of them, but majority.
Speaker 1: Not Okay, But is this based off of your experience,
Speaker 1: because of your past or you just because that isn't
Speaker 1: because it's a jaded like kind of like it puts
Speaker 1: a big damper in those things because it's personal. But
Speaker 1: it's hard not to because it's your perception of how
Speaker 1: you feel.
Speaker 2: You know, men are, but I let that go so
Speaker 2: that doesn't know. I always give people the benefit of
Speaker 2: the doubt. I let them fuck themselves, you know what
Speaker 2: I mean.
Speaker 1: But don't you think at that point that women it
Speaker 1: could just be as equally liars. Hell, yeah, you didn't
Speaker 1: ask that question, but you're just saying as far as
Speaker 1: all men are liars, Well, I do feel I feel
Speaker 1: like here's what I think.
Speaker 2: I think everybody lies across the board. I think men, women,
Speaker 2: I think dogs be thinking it. You know what I'm saying,
Speaker 2: Like you know, cats, same shit, they all lie. They're
Speaker 2: all sneaky.
Speaker 1: It is what it is. Like, look, we're here, it's
Speaker 1: the truth.
Speaker 2: It's like, you know what I mean, Like you're smart
Speaker 2: and at the end of the day, I'm like, look, bro,
Speaker 2: I farted and I can't hold it. I'm not holding
Speaker 2: it in for you, like it's not going at my back.
Speaker 1: I'm not gonna sit here and be cute for.
Speaker 2: You, like no, bro, like look, and I'm just gonna
Speaker 2: give you who I am right now. I just I
Speaker 2: can't wait till later and then you're gonna be looking
Speaker 2: at me crazy. And when I go to the bathroom,
Speaker 2: I like to leave the door open. If you don't
Speaker 2: mind having a conversation with me, that'd be great, you
Speaker 2: know what I'm saying, Like, let's just be honest. The
Speaker 2: first date, like, look, I come with no makeup. Okay,
Speaker 2: I don't wear no makeup. I don't my hair purpose.
Speaker 2: I barely don't. I barely comb it anyway on purpose.
Speaker 2: I always they always think I look like a little
Speaker 2: boy because I always dressed like this, like you know, right,
Speaker 2: but you though things think I appreciate it.
Speaker 1: But like for the majority of it first day like this,
Speaker 1: I'd be like, yeah, come on, sit down, come on,
Speaker 1: what do you want you to drink? What do you
Speaker 1: want you? What your name? I'm putting in the game.
Speaker 2: But no, so I just feel like I give you
Speaker 2: who I am up front because I don't have time,
Speaker 2: Like aren't you exhausted, like I.
Speaker 1: Don't want to lie.
Speaker 2: I don't want to see her and tell you like, bro,
Speaker 2: I have the perfect family. I don't like I got
Speaker 2: like there's nine of us, maybe four of us, not
Speaker 2: real crackeads, but they act like it. It's like, what
Speaker 2: do you want me to do?
Speaker 1: You know what I mean?
Speaker 2: Like they're gonna ask you for money if you got it,
Speaker 2: so just don't put your chained away before walking. You're
Speaker 2: giving all that's away on date one, one and two,
Speaker 2: I'm like, I ain't not and I'm coming back.
Speaker 1: I'll be back to my mouth. There wasn't enough to say,
Speaker 1: well limit not COVID restrictions. We need to get up,
Speaker 1: but I want to continue this way. I'm serious. It's
Speaker 1: like I love it because I relate to the like
Speaker 1: the realness and openness from it, but myself because I'm single,
Speaker 1: so me dating in general is just awkward, like I
Speaker 1: just because I've been divorced and I don't have any
Speaker 1: kids whatever. But I'm also at a stage in my
Speaker 1: life where you know, I've done self work, I've done
Speaker 1: all that shit, like you know, I've done all the
Speaker 1: necessary parts that I'm ready, that I'm open and ready
Speaker 1: to you. I'm just not pushing it. Like when it happens,
Speaker 1: it happens. But it's COVID's been weird. It's how to
Speaker 1: find people organically and all these weird fucking things. So
Speaker 1: you talk about you know, you want to be as
Speaker 1: open and as fast because it's like who has time
Speaker 1: for this ship? And you're busy. You're busy, and you're
Speaker 1: you know, you're a mom, you know four which all
Speaker 1: that is like all your truth. But it's like sometimes
Speaker 1: you just like, you know, sprinkle it on whatever, and
Speaker 1: it's not not that living your truth is just like
Speaker 1: that's a lot for anybody. No, it's a lot for me. Shit,
Speaker 1: I'm living it. I'm like, so think about that.
Speaker 2: So as soon as you meet me, I'm up front
Speaker 2: right and I'm like, yo, bro, I got four kre and.
Speaker 1: You got a choice.
Speaker 2: It's like, you know, you're showing up, never two or
Speaker 2: not exactly like, and I leave it up to you.
Speaker 2: I don't ever chase or find nobody. I feel like
Speaker 2: I want my husband to find me. Have I met
Speaker 2: him yet? I don't know? Probably not not yet anyway,
Speaker 2: because in real life I find I see myself in
Speaker 2: the rid seat on a yacht with an old white man,
Speaker 2: like somebody feed me grapes and my fet is hanging
Speaker 2: out and I'm good with that.
Speaker 1: Yeah, Like that's something. Yeah, I got all that right there.
Speaker 1: That's what I visualize, so god, yeah, yeah, you know
Speaker 1: what I mean. So just think about that though.
Speaker 2: But in the meantime between time, I'm be fucking and
Speaker 2: having some good times, like it is what it is.
Speaker 1: You're ready to go? Yeah, so what is your porn
Speaker 1: search history?
Speaker 2: So I have to be honest with you, my okay,
Speaker 2: And people don't talk about this stuff like.
Speaker 1: That's why we have the private talk because we want
Speaker 1: to get to know you a little bit more.
Speaker 2: Yeah. Like but it's like, you know, I had conversations
Speaker 2: with my kids, with my son and my my daughter.
Speaker 2: I'm like, look, there comes a time in your life,
Speaker 2: you know. My son, I'm like, I know you got
Speaker 2: you're going to do certain things, you know what I mean.
Speaker 2: But until the white cream comes out, we don't need
Speaker 2: to have a conversation. But when it does, that's a
Speaker 2: different conversation. And he's like what he's like, And I'm like, yo, bro,
Speaker 2: you'll know what I when listen to what mommy is
Speaker 2: telling you, Okay, remember what I'm saying, because the mini
Speaker 2: you see the white come out, you need to come
Speaker 2: see me.
Speaker 1: That's like having a period for women. Okay, when it's
Speaker 1: gonna come over to you and say what you gonna
Speaker 1: be that's that means a baby.
Speaker 2: So that means you can't be sticking that thing that
Speaker 2: pipe nowhere until you're of age and understand that you
Speaker 2: can take on the responsibility not have a baby, not
Speaker 2: do certain things. And we talk, we gotta talk about
Speaker 2: kind of we gotta talk. We gotta talk it all through.
Speaker 2: You're gonna wear a kindom and pull out, you know
Speaker 2: what I mean. Like, there's just I would rather you
Speaker 2: put it in her hair than make her wash it out.
Speaker 1: Bro. Like you know what I'm saying. You don't even
Speaker 1: gotta put on her face.
Speaker 2: Just give her some references, yo, right right, you know
Speaker 2: what I'm serious?
Speaker 1: No, but I appreciate that, And I think that's really
Speaker 1: commendable as a parent because it's like a lot of
Speaker 1: people think, oh, it's embarrassing topics, And the same reason
Speaker 1: why you know, with why we keep a segment like
Speaker 1: later on doing with the truth with Texas, It's because
Speaker 1: it's all about communication. You know what I mean, It's
Speaker 1: like why be embarrassed and why be like whatever? Is
Speaker 1: like people do it, People are having sex, people I said,
Speaker 1: people are watching porn, people whatever. People would come up
Speaker 1: to me that you would think that would like, oh,
Speaker 1: like they could talk shit about you can like like
Speaker 1: say whatever they want. But then like, oh, I'm a fan,
Speaker 1: and but that's the thing is like everybody watches it,
Speaker 1: but I'm the one who's like a bad part. So
Speaker 1: I feel like because it's section it be bad and
Speaker 1: people and nowadays now sex is more free and open
Speaker 1: and you see a lot more things on you know,
Speaker 1: television that it's more sky where I feel like it's
Speaker 1: all it needs to happen is a conversation.
Speaker 2: A conversation to tell you that it's not bad, it's
Speaker 2: not this whatever, This is what's going to happen.
Speaker 1: There's two there's two alternatives because at that point, you know,
Speaker 1: children in general, you're curious, you don't know, and if
Speaker 1: you don't know and you ask your friends, then you're
Speaker 1: gonna be telling him something. And then you think that's
Speaker 1: all the rest of your life.
Speaker 2: And then exactly and so even with me back to
Speaker 2: your original question, like, what is my go to?
Speaker 1: I'm not gonna lie to you.
Speaker 2: I like watching certain things that I know i'll never
Speaker 2: in my life.
Speaker 1: So taboo.
Speaker 2: Oh yeah, I like I mean, not like a donkey
Speaker 2: sucking a person.
Speaker 3: I'm not that deep midget porn.
Speaker 1: No, I don't like it. I don't get off those
Speaker 1: child is. No.
Speaker 2: I want to give me like little people hugs. I'm like, oh,
Speaker 2: come here and bring it in. Yeah, because they relate
Speaker 2: to children. You're still right here, yes, yeah, that's it's weird.
Speaker 1: Yeah, I haven't had to one come out of me,
Speaker 1: so it's a little different. So that relation cap. Then
Speaker 1: I'm like, yeah, no, and it's crazy at one time.
Speaker 1: I just want to mention it one time.
Speaker 3: Really, haven't you know what you should do?
Speaker 1: Just let him eat you out. He's right there. But
Speaker 1: I kind of want to like fuck a girl with
Speaker 1: a strap on it because I feel like the guy
Speaker 1: is not gonna turn me on. It's I'm gonna laugh
Speaker 1: at him. I'm gonna just laugh because it is. You
Speaker 1: can't dominate me, Like what do you My ass is
Speaker 1: too big for you to do anything? Back there, like it's.
Speaker 3: Just common, but don't they have big dingers?
Speaker 1: I've never seen one, so I don't know, but I
Speaker 1: don't think so how I can't be that big. They're not,
Speaker 1: so they're gonna have to strap on anyway, you know,
Speaker 1: but they can't strap on a strap on. I mean
Speaker 1: she put it on top of that little thing than Yeah,
Speaker 1: I'm all trying to be visual, but yeah, I mean
Speaker 1: me this strap on with a little you know, I
Speaker 1: measured girl. That sound a weird date. I have never
Speaker 1: dated women, but I am bisexual. I definitely had sex
Speaker 1: with women, but I've never been in a relationship with women.
Speaker 1: With a woman, with a woman, Okay, the correct way
Speaker 1: to say that.
Speaker 2: So I've well not that you as, I've never dated
Speaker 2: a woman.
Speaker 3: I'm not attracted to women like that.
Speaker 1: Is it something that's completely off the table or you
Speaker 1: just feel like that's just not something you could ever
Speaker 1: see yourself getting in. It's justation your your dream world's
Speaker 1: not there's no women.
Speaker 2: No, I've never been just attracted. I don't look at
Speaker 2: women and think like, oh, I want to taste you
Speaker 2: like No, I don't know. And if you put in
Speaker 2: my face, I'm a punch it like upper cut. It
Speaker 2: kind of that hurts. That's what I'm saying you wouldn't
Speaker 2: like that.
Speaker 1: I mean, I've never been punched in my vagina, but
Speaker 1: I've been kicked when I played basketball way back when
Speaker 1: I was It doesn't feel good, and I just feel
Speaker 1: like it's a vibe though, like if obviously something putting
Speaker 1: in your face.
Speaker 2: I've never had it out that, like never, I've never
Speaker 2: had a threesome in my life.
Speaker 1: Would you, which are you completely off the table with
Speaker 1: that too? Or would you? People? No, I don't because
Speaker 1: would you with that situation You don't necessarily have to
Speaker 1: be with the girl, but you'd be sharing with the girl.
Speaker 1: You're just not sharing situations.
Speaker 2: I'm too competitive, lover. Yeah, I'm just too competitive. I
Speaker 2: do not want to see nobody or my man eating somebody.
Speaker 1: I fight him.
Speaker 2: They'd be like, wait, what happened? Like this was supposed
Speaker 2: to be a great experience. I'm like, yeah, for you, bitch,
Speaker 2: you gonna have some black eyes.
Speaker 1: I can feel that though, because for me, it's like
Speaker 1: when me doing porn, I got a lot of my
Speaker 1: sexual things out then. But in my personal life, I
Speaker 1: have had threesomes, but it was also in my control
Speaker 1: and like it's also like where it was like.
Speaker 3: It was just different, what is your control?
Speaker 1: Though as far as like like I picked the girl,
Speaker 1: it was my like my my, like I was the
Speaker 1: one who provoked the situation, like it wasn't him wanting it,
Speaker 1: Like I felt like if he wanted it, then I
Speaker 1: didn't want it. I wanted him to do.
Speaker 3: It, oh for sure.
Speaker 1: So that makes no sense. But as a woman, because
Speaker 1: it's like control, I'm just gonna do this whatever. And
Speaker 1: I had fun, but then it ended up also being
Speaker 1: kind of like my job to deal with her afterwards,
Speaker 1: which that sounds horrible to talk about that, but I'm
Speaker 1: just like I had to take her home. This is
Speaker 1: like post no uber days, this is post all these
Speaker 1: things because now it's easy, you know, yeah you're going
Speaker 1: to thank you, But at this I'm like I had
Speaker 1: a driver home. It was like a whole thing, and
Speaker 1: like I was like, you.
Speaker 3: Got to talk to her in a car.
Speaker 1: Yeah, that was awkward. So I didn't like to repeat
Speaker 1: that situation. But I'm myself too, like I've you know,
Speaker 1: done my my sexual escapades and not that I have,
Speaker 1: like there's not more that I can do and willing
Speaker 1: to do, but it's like what my interests are now
Speaker 1: are different. I don't think that. I'm more like a
Speaker 1: selfish lover. I'm like, I just want to fuck you myself, right,
Speaker 1: and I want to fuck everybody too, but just you
Speaker 1: know me myself and yeah, I'm just I don't know
Speaker 1: how to share. I don't think I would be like
Speaker 1: openly now in thirty six being like, let's me in
Speaker 1: an orgy. Why, it's a lot of work. Have you've
Speaker 1: never been in a multiple situation? Now?
Speaker 2: No? Nothing, No, My my my sex life is not
Speaker 2: I'm very much. I'm like the girl because I don't
Speaker 2: drink and I don't smoke, right, so I'm the girl
Speaker 2: who can get on the table without either those you
Speaker 2: know what I mean.
Speaker 1: Yeah, So I'm in that always, okay, always. So it's
Speaker 1: just always like the life of the party. You're just
Speaker 1: bringing like that energy, like sober. Yeah I like that. Yeah.
Speaker 2: But and that's how I feel like in a relationship,
Speaker 2: like I'm bringing the party.
Speaker 1: Don't worry. We good.
Speaker 2: I promise you won't be disappointed, bro, Yeah, I promise you.
Speaker 1: So are you dating now actively? I am not dating.
Speaker 1: I'm going on dates? Or are you on a dating app?
Speaker 1: Or are you just like do or get through friends,
Speaker 1: Like it's just.
Speaker 2: I recently just broke up with my boyfriend of five
Speaker 2: years and before that, No, don't be sorry, ye blasting,
Speaker 2: but before that, I was in another relationship for sixteen
Speaker 2: off and on. That's my kid's dad, And I just.
Speaker 1: Are you a serial dater?
Speaker 3: No, that's the thing.
Speaker 2: I just want to be free, Like I just don't
Speaker 2: want If I could meet somebody now who's serious and
Speaker 2: like ready to settle down, I feel like I could
Speaker 2: be that companion. But I still don't want to be tied.
Speaker 2: Don't make me feel like I'm tied to you?
Speaker 1: Does that make sense?
Speaker 2: Like, yeah, we can get married, we could do it all,
Speaker 2: but don't give me pressure, like, oh you going out?
Speaker 2: Where you're going?
Speaker 1: Who you with? Did it? Like?
Speaker 2: Shut?
Speaker 1: You don't want like a checked in type someone is
Speaker 1: comfortable in your relationship, that trusts you. And I'm not
Speaker 1: even I don't do nothing.
Speaker 2: I'm not power to know. Like me were where I'm
Speaker 2: just chilling, Like if I say, like and I'm a homebody,
Speaker 2: but I start finding myself sitting outside the house.
Speaker 1: And I'm like this is dumbond hill. I don't want
Speaker 1: to do this no more.
Speaker 3: You know what I mean, I'm bored.
Speaker 1: I get to that stage now it's just like this
Speaker 1: is I can do this, but I'm just like I
Speaker 1: want to do it with somebody else. I want to share,
Speaker 1: you know, what I've you know, created, and where I'm
Speaker 1: my life with somebody. So it's like, but the right
Speaker 1: person in due.
Speaker 2: Time, And is there a right person now? To be
Speaker 2: honest with you, there's eight billion people on the planet.
Speaker 2: Are you really gonna find who you're supposed to be
Speaker 2: with today?
Speaker 1: Well, I feel like I believe that you have multiple
Speaker 1: You're destined for multiple soul mets. I feel like there's
Speaker 1: you know, and something that's not just always romantically. I
Speaker 1: think you can have friends, soulmates and things differently connections
Speaker 1: with people, you know what I mean, where it's like
Speaker 1: it's just serves purposes at the time because nothing really
Speaker 1: lasts forever, and you know what it is. But it's
Speaker 1: like and I feel like the older, you know, I
Speaker 1: get it's like more about enjoying the moment and the
Speaker 1: time it's spent and you know, just living in that
Speaker 1: truth because the more you force something, the more something
Speaker 1: runs away from it and it's not meant to be.
Speaker 1: So it kind of plays itself out in itself. But yeah,
Speaker 1: I'm hopeful, hopeful. It's hard to still here. It's hard
Speaker 1: out here in these streets. It's hard, you know, outside
Speaker 1: is scary. I mean, I liked Quarantine better, but Quarantine
Speaker 1: was horrible for dating and self, I feel.
Speaker 2: But I do feel like it prepared you for what
Speaker 2: to get ready for if you were in the moment
Speaker 2: of wanting to get your life together, figure out who
Speaker 2: you are, take your time. I feel like Quarantine really
Speaker 2: gave you that, you know what I mean, what.
Speaker 1: Would you would you say, is something that you learned
Speaker 1: about your soft during the pandemic.
Speaker 2: Like I could go, like I could work, and I
Speaker 2: didn't realize that, Like I didn't really realize that. Sorry,
Speaker 2: I made more money in the pandemic. I turned it
Speaker 2: into a pandemic in real life.
Speaker 1: I didn't realize how hard I was, girl, Thanks G
Speaker 1: I was.
Speaker 2: I worked my ass off, and I just start figuring
Speaker 2: out thinking.
Speaker 1: Because it was like a panic thing because you didn't
Speaker 1: know what the pandemic was going to bring. Or it's
Speaker 1: just that's what you naturally would do given the time. Yeah,
Speaker 1: I just yes, it was the time.
Speaker 2: Giving Usually I'm so busy running around with my own
Speaker 2: I created this busy world that I had, like going
Speaker 2: to the gym. I didn't go to the gym, so
Speaker 2: I just sat there. So what am I gonna do now?
Speaker 2: Is so the question became that, Yeah, So it was like, damn,
Speaker 2: I'm really not that busy in my life, you know.
Speaker 2: And when I was busy, I created it. So I
Speaker 2: was like, yo, bro let me change this creation. And
Speaker 2: so I turned it into businesses and knocked stuff out,
Speaker 2: wrote a book, you know, and it's like and I've
Speaker 2: been through a lot of stuff in my life. So
Speaker 2: that played out in there and it's great.
Speaker 1: I'm excited. I like that. Do you still play basketball?
Speaker 1: I do? I do.
Speaker 2: I trained my children. My daughter who is like one
Speaker 2: of the top freshmens in California. She's really good. I
Speaker 2: trained her. I trained my son and he's a phenomenal athlete.
Speaker 2: I mean, I tell him all the time. Look between
Speaker 2: your dad and I, I feel bad for you because
Speaker 2: you know, it's a lot of pressure, but it's not pressure.
Speaker 1: You just gotta give it what it is.
Speaker 2: Yeah, I'm like, look, we gave you DNA. I can't
Speaker 2: give you heart though, So if you got hard enough
Speaker 2: to play do it, then do it. But if not,
Speaker 2: let's figure out what you want to do. Can you
Speaker 2: your janitor what you want to do? I don't know,
Speaker 2: you know. So it's like I just want my kids
Speaker 2: to know and understand that, Like you don't have to
Speaker 2: go to route. Me and Daddy went because we both
Speaker 2: played professionally, you know. But yo, I don't know what
Speaker 2: they're going to be. They don't know what they're going
Speaker 2: to be. But whatever they're gonna be, I'm a ride
Speaker 2: with it.
Speaker 1: So I like that. I love that. It's I mean,
Speaker 1: that's what you can do is support. I mean, that's
Speaker 1: all they need is to nourish. We know what they
Speaker 1: want to do and give the times of what they
Speaker 1: want to do.
Speaker 2: But you know, I think that and even with the kids,
Speaker 2: I like I expose them to different religions, to different
Speaker 2: cultures because I want them to not think that what
Speaker 2: I believe in is what.
Speaker 1: They should be with.
Speaker 2: That's not the way, Like that's just not like my
Speaker 2: mom my mom. And they're Catholic, you know, so they're
Speaker 2: beating us with you know, being a Catholic, And I'm like, no, bro,
Speaker 2: I don't like these old ass white people in here
Speaker 2: that we got to go see every day it's my
Speaker 2: like mothballs, I didn't every time we get up and
Speaker 2: sing or say a scripture something we lied about or
Speaker 2: you know what I mean, like we try to remember.
Speaker 1: It's also the outlets to kind of like do is
Speaker 1: because like for myself, I had to do it personally
Speaker 1: because my parents ever pushed it. But it was like,
Speaker 1: you know, I went to my friends different churches whichever.
Speaker 1: I took religions classes, you know, in college, because it
Speaker 1: was like you don't know which way is right if
Speaker 1: you're not being forced it either. It's like it's giving options,
Speaker 1: is just knowing what it is. And knowledge is power
Speaker 1: in that sense. It is like picking what suits you best.
Speaker 2: And for that I want my kids to what suits
Speaker 2: their personality. But please trust and believe. You gotta believe
Speaker 2: in something bigger than you. For sure, you gotta fear something.
Speaker 2: But I want them to know that they're no matter
Speaker 2: what religion you're in, there's always only one.
Speaker 1: God and whatever else the beliefs and.
Speaker 2: The breakdown is in that religion is what you You know,
Speaker 2: what you like to follow, and you could change religions
Speaker 2: because that may not fit you. One day you know
Speaker 2: what I mean, But you know, you got to figure
Speaker 2: it out, bro So that's all I tell them. I'm like,
Speaker 2: talk to me when you're forty.
Speaker 1: So do something, don't do nothing.
Speaker 2: So I have a scale in each of their rooms.
Speaker 2: I wrote this thing down and it's just little. It's
Speaker 2: like a ruler. It's like this big and it goes
Speaker 2: from one to one hundred. And I show them all
Speaker 2: the time, you're right here, you're fourteen, you're thirteen, you're
Speaker 2: ten or eleven. Those are my kids' ages, Say God,
Speaker 2: willing you live to one hundred? Look at all this
Speaker 2: fucking time for you to be an adult, Like you
Speaker 2: gotta live and you probably won't get mature till you
Speaker 2: hit the middle for sure. So it's like, just live
Speaker 2: whatever it is. And so I want to expose them.
Speaker 1: That's why. And I tell people, being broke is not
Speaker 1: the way because you can't you can't.
Speaker 2: Experience things or live, you know what I'm saying. So
Speaker 2: that's how I'm with my kids. So anyway, did you
Speaker 2: ever consider it?
Speaker 1: Coaching?
Speaker 3: Absolutely?
Speaker 1: So that is my number one goal and passion.
Speaker 2: Okay, coaching is my thing, and I have yet to
Speaker 2: find the right time only because my kids are in
Speaker 2: four different directions that I can't commit to one to coach.
Speaker 2: I had a coaching offer at UC Santa Clair. I
Speaker 2: was gonna be the head coach there. I found out
Speaker 2: I was pregnant and I had I had a lot
Speaker 2: of miscarriages before, so I quit. I got the job
Speaker 2: for like a week and I quit. It was actually
Speaker 2: two weeks. And it's like, that's my calling to me
Speaker 2: and my passion.
Speaker 1: There's always a time to time. Yeah, it okay. I
Speaker 1: feel like if that's really your passion, you know what
Speaker 1: I mean, and you seem to me, and I think
Speaker 1: it comes out in your kids too. If that's what
Speaker 1: they want to do and you're doing you know, your
Speaker 1: daughter and your son coaching them. It's like that's where
Speaker 1: those things come out. And later on maybe when they're
Speaker 1: done doing all those stuff and you need to coach them,
Speaker 1: it's yeah, but.
Speaker 3: Then I want two more kids, So I'm like, the fuck.
Speaker 1: Maybe in my other life, what bracket are you checking
Speaker 1: out that she want these two more kids. We talked
Speaker 1: about why, you know, you were kind of unsure of
Speaker 1: the other bracket. Which bracket are we picking?
Speaker 3: I don't really you know what.
Speaker 2: It's just what comes natural. Yeah, in life, I'm not searching,
Speaker 2: I'm not looking. I'm not whatever happens happens. If he's
Speaker 2: Muslim and I convert, I don't know. I honestly don't know,
Speaker 2: and honestly I'm just living.
Speaker 1: I think that that's more authentic in a sense because
Speaker 1: it's like that's when you're just so free and open
Speaker 1: to whatever coming to magnetically come to you. Like you said,
Speaker 1: this is me, this is who I am. No, fuck's
Speaker 1: given really, like you know what I mean? If you
Speaker 1: like it cool?
Speaker 2: If not, yeah, it's always another person. I'm like, yo, bro,
Speaker 2: it's eight billion people.
Speaker 1: But I think that the you know, like in what
Speaker 1: you said, like about putting a chart and saying how
Speaker 1: long you know, showing your kids like that. But it's
Speaker 1: like it's real life. You know. I had a conversation
Speaker 1: with you know when my friends, and he's like, you know,
Speaker 1: I've even being at the age like how you said earlier,
Speaker 1: you're still young. I'm thirty six, and it's in perspective
Speaker 1: for me, I'm like, oh, I've loved a long time.
Speaker 1: But when you were thinking about it realistically, it's really
Speaker 1: you have so much time to like a scratch of
Speaker 1: what is to come in ten years, twenty years, whatever,
Speaker 1: because it's so much life to live, but everybody's so
Speaker 1: constant of like the now. It's just like sometimes just
Speaker 1: being free and like letting what comes to you magnetically
Speaker 1: is kind of like the more where are the vibe?
Speaker 1: Trying to work on that because it's hard work, you
Speaker 1: know what I mean, it's hard to kind of like
Speaker 1: self reflectively.
Speaker 2: But the other thing in that, and this is something
Speaker 2: I also worked on in the pandemic. I can't have
Speaker 2: fear and faith. It just doesn't go. So I just
Speaker 2: stop having fear. Like if I'm a believer and I
Speaker 2: stay say and stand on that.
Speaker 1: That's powerful with How can many kids say, how do
Speaker 1: you not have fear? That's what I'm saying.
Speaker 2: Well, yeah, it's like, but I don't believe either that.
Speaker 2: I mean, if you're gonna be my husband and we're
Speaker 2: gonna be together, right, and we did it all under
Speaker 2: God and the oath, my nigga, you're not gonna be
Speaker 2: fucking and doing you know, doing all the madness you've
Speaker 2: been doing anyway, Like, let's keep it in real perspective.
Speaker 3: We shouldn't even do it in the church.
Speaker 2: I should we should just have a big old party
Speaker 2: and be like, yo, bro, cause you know what I'm saying,
Speaker 2: and like when you're ready. I feel like most men
Speaker 2: aren't ready to about fifty anyway. So it's like, look,
Speaker 2: just try to pick somebody who's a great dad.
Speaker 1: How about that. You wanna be a good dad? Your dad? Okay,
Speaker 1: come on bringing up But that's not that easy. That's
Speaker 1: not that easy part of that. That's when it's like
Speaker 1: there's other things it is. Yeah, I don't know. I
Speaker 1: feel like that goes again that the whole like is
Speaker 1: there really one person up for you? That's what I'm saying.
Speaker 1: I don't know, that's unquestionable questionable. Do you have any
Speaker 1: advice based on your experience with criticism?
Speaker 2: Do I have any advice based on my experience with criticism?
Speaker 1: Are I'm always ready to receive criticism, but it's not
Speaker 1: always like, you know, fully taken to people, you know
Speaker 1: what I mean?
Speaker 3: Like, well, here's the thing, and I'm teaching my kids.
Speaker 2: I teach my kids this, I instilling in them that
Speaker 2: don't ever be embarrassed. Don't ever be embarrassed because what
Speaker 2: happened happened. If you fall in front of somebody, Oh well,
Speaker 2: if your makeup the whole side of and I'm just
Speaker 2: giving you all experiences happen to me. I the first
Speaker 2: time I ever met Barack Obama, the whole side of
Speaker 2: my left face was melting off. We were like in
Speaker 2: this hot ass house and with no air conditioning, everybody
Speaker 2: was melting. My makeup was sweating, like dripping off on
Speaker 2: the white dress I had, mind you, And I was
Speaker 2: thinking to myself like, man, I don't even care. Bro
Speaker 2: I was like, you know what. And when I seen
Speaker 2: him and I was like, start talking to him. He
Speaker 2: was looking at me. I was like, don't even ask dog.
Speaker 2: I was like, it's too goddamn high.
Speaker 1: You know what he did?
Speaker 2: He was like you want a piece of tissue? He's like,
Speaker 2: you need some water. Somebody get her some water. I
Speaker 2: was like, yo, it was a whole thing. But it
Speaker 2: ended up being like we had it. We ended up
Speaker 2: having a great relationship with me and his wife, like
Speaker 2: you know, like first lady.
Speaker 3: It was amazing.
Speaker 2: So anyway, what was this saying back to, like just
Speaker 2: the whole don't be embarrassed, don't like, don't be ashamed
Speaker 2: of nothing, like stand for what it is. Right or wrong,
Speaker 2: you know, like, and just try not to lie, so
Speaker 2: then you don't have to your back doesn't have to sweat,
Speaker 2: or you don't have.
Speaker 1: Just be your trip. Yeah, Like, because who you are.
Speaker 2: Is not a reflection of everybody else. It's just a
Speaker 2: reflection of you, and you'll figure it out. You know
Speaker 2: it's wrong, don't say it. You know it's something, don't
Speaker 2: do it. But if you do do it, own it
Speaker 2: and don't be ashamed of it because you did it.
Speaker 2: My fucking like, we got your own camera. It's too
Speaker 2: much out your Yeah, So it's like.
Speaker 1: That's kind of the thing. But most people aren't. They
Speaker 1: believe their own lives.
Speaker 2: So it's like, how do you I'm just trying to
Speaker 2: teach my kids not to do that stuff, you know
Speaker 2: what I mean? So in criticism, I don't really give
Speaker 2: a shit when nobody thinks for you to criticize me, Like,
Speaker 2: I don't really care about your opinion, so being critical
Speaker 2: means nothing to me, you know what I mean.
Speaker 1: I feel that what motivates you in the industry.
Speaker 2: My kids, Damn, it's a segment by my kids. No,
Speaker 2: in real life, my kids motivate me.
Speaker 1: I like truth, for sure, you know what I mean, Like,
Speaker 1: that's your calling, your calling is you know, it's providing
Speaker 1: for them, making sure they feel safe, loved, doing all
Speaker 1: the things that you know what I mean, like the
Speaker 1: structures of what makes a good you know, human being
Speaker 1: for society on next, because that's what you know your
Speaker 1: passion is. And I love that you know what I mean,
Speaker 1: that's it's your own truth. You know, like you said,
Speaker 1: your your mom first. Yeah, I am mom first. Well,
Speaker 1: we're gonna tired with the mom talk and we're gonna
Speaker 1: get a little bit more spicy. We're gonna do it.
Speaker 1: We're gonna take a little bit of a break and
Speaker 1: then we're gonna come back and play Truth with Texas.
Speaker 1: It's a fun game I like to play. We're gonna
Speaker 1: ask you a little bit more. You know, they're more
Speaker 1: not truth questions. They're all just a little spicy, a
Speaker 1: little little funky. Are you ready to play? All right,
Speaker 1: private talk, We are back and ready for Truth with Texas.
Speaker 1: I'm excited play this game. It's always my favorite. Okay,
Speaker 1: So we're gonna pick a card. Each ace is a
Speaker 1: different type of question. You're gonna let us know what
Speaker 1: it is, and we're gonna see what type of questions
Speaker 1: ace of space, Ace space. It's a naughty question, naughty, naughty.
Speaker 1: Have you ever used this toy during intercourse.
Speaker 3: On him or yes?
Speaker 1: Or just in general? No, a toy, no lube or spit, spit,
Speaker 1: spit or swallow. It depends on the person. Have you
Speaker 1: ever been attracted to your partner's best friend? No? One
Speaker 1: night stand? Yes? This size matter? Yes, explain what is
Speaker 1: your perfect size? My forearm? Your forearm, go big or
Speaker 1: go home? I like it. Doggy or missionary? Either faked
Speaker 1: an orgasm all the time. I'm not lying all the
Speaker 1: time because they just don't get it, like to like,
Speaker 1: you know, why are you faking them? They're not just
Speaker 1: giving them like you're not just getting a real one.
Speaker 1: So I don't come.
Speaker 2: Like with sex, I just don't mind get way back there.
Speaker 1: Maybe twice in my life. You have you came from
Speaker 1: anal sex? Yes? M M yeah, yeah, okay, I like it.
Speaker 1: See it's it's like almost you need like a toy
Speaker 1: doing it and doing like you know, it's like a
Speaker 1: double penetration, but it's like you're more stimulated back there.
Speaker 1: So it's like, yeah, I like it. I got things
Speaker 1: for you, girl, I'll tell you we got we got
Speaker 1: tips for you. We got tips for you, because I
Speaker 1: feel like that's like the only oral that I come
Speaker 1: and usual. It's unlocking, like those things where sometimes it's
Speaker 1: like it's like inner releases. I feel like, you know,
Speaker 1: you need to obtain a whole sexual like orgasm. It's
Speaker 1: a thing. You shouldn't fake them. You need them. You
Speaker 1: need the real deal. Your eyes rolled back in your head,
Speaker 1: like your sweating nipples.
Speaker 2: I give it to myself and I'll be like, but
Speaker 2: you can only do it by yourself.
Speaker 1: I'm done, done. I got a toy for you. I
Speaker 1: got a toy for you. Yes, I have my face
Speaker 1: on it. Yeah, there's two different kinds you can have.
Speaker 1: The depends on what kind of like simulation you like,
Speaker 1: because some people are where you like, you know, just
Speaker 1: a clatoral stimulation outside, or then some people like the
Speaker 1: penetration or both. So it's both different types of choice.
Speaker 2: I never know. Their emergencies are like can I get
Speaker 2: a slime? I'm like, you can't be serious. I only
Speaker 2: call me an emergency.
Speaker 1: Hey, sometimes that's an emergency. Ye, you're a mom. You
Speaker 1: I can only imagine I would.
Speaker 2: I'm like always like, look at my phone. People think
Speaker 2: I'm like preoccupied on Instagram ship. No, I'm looking at
Speaker 2: the I'm like, yeah, I'm like, come on bro, anyway, Okay,
Speaker 2: I'm sorry, Okay.
Speaker 1: Okay, so let's go to the next card. All right,
Speaker 1: I feel like you can do all right, Ace of Heart,
Speaker 1: Ace of Hearts. It's a romantic all right? Would you
Speaker 1: consider yourself a romantic? I am? What is the most
Speaker 1: romantic thing a partner has ever done for you? I
Speaker 1: saw your you know a couple of things, like your
Speaker 1: cheeks are getting Chloe. No, I'm not gonna lie to you.
Speaker 2: My ex always gave me the best gifts.
Speaker 1: Like fans like stand out that you just like still like,
Speaker 1: gives you those you know, cheeks that are glowing, Like
Speaker 1: what's the one like the ex stands out? I have
Speaker 1: a couple.
Speaker 2: Actually, my EXX gave me a birthday party of a lifetime.
Speaker 1: Yeah, it was amazing.
Speaker 2: I mean, he gave me the car I wanted, the
Speaker 2: cars I wanted, the party I wanted, like the ring
Speaker 2: I wanted like he gave me.
Speaker 1: He gave me everything.
Speaker 2: And then my last boyfriend took me to Paris for
Speaker 2: ten days and we were in Paris in London and.
Speaker 1: We had a time. Yeah. Yeah, it was hot. So
Speaker 1: it was like those things. I like trips. I like
Speaker 1: to spend one on one time. I like to do
Speaker 1: all those things. So that your love language quality time.
Speaker 1: M yes and no.
Speaker 2: But more so like my love language is like when
Speaker 2: we're present, let's be present. But when we're not, do you.
Speaker 2: I don't give a shit. You ain't gotta call me
Speaker 2: all day. I don't give a fuck. But when I'm
Speaker 2: in your face, it's me and you, you know. And
Speaker 2: if we could sneak away in the closet in the pantry,
Speaker 2: I don't give a shit where it is, you know
Speaker 2: what I mean. The kids could be watching TV. We
Speaker 2: watching it too, but were just on the other side
Speaker 2: of the curtain. So it's just other things, you know.
Speaker 2: It's like, just give me that. So that's my love language.
Speaker 1: Did I answer? Yes? Okay, big guests turn on.
Speaker 3: The biggest turn on is the attention you give me.
Speaker 1: Lights on, our lights off? Oh my god. Okay.
Speaker 2: So this is a big problem with my last relationship
Speaker 2: because he likes the lights on, okay, and daytime and I'm.
Speaker 3: Like, can it get any darker? Even when it's day.
Speaker 1: It had to be that, like, he coundnot do it.
Speaker 2: I used to be like, wait, he used to put
Speaker 2: his he used to put his light on his.
Speaker 3: Phone and part of it up in the.
Speaker 1: Like was he filming you? They would be like, way
Speaker 1: over there backwards are you speaking?
Speaker 3: I need to see my face, And I'm like, I'm not.
Speaker 1: A bad thing, but you can still see your face.
Speaker 2: It's no, I want to I'm visualized. Sometimes I'm visualizing
Speaker 2: other people. Get my child is off, so listen, okay.
Speaker 1: I needed dark that all the time. You don't want
Speaker 1: to say it's a session of you having sex with someone.
Speaker 1: You're like, oh wait, that one time and someone was
Speaker 1: sucking me. I was really good. You're thinking about other
Speaker 1: people having sex to get you off. Yeah, so does
Speaker 1: that mean you have had pity sex?
Speaker 2: No, because I feel like it's me doing what I
Speaker 2: want to do. But you're just thinking of other people.
Speaker 2: I can't bring here, That's what i'd be thinking.
Speaker 1: So you're using the dick to like bring that energy
Speaker 1: back into like what dick you want, but it's just
Speaker 1: not that person in the human form.
Speaker 2: Yeah, it's like you know, it's so I'm I don't
Speaker 2: even know if I can say this, I'll tell you.
Speaker 1: You can't bring it up, and then I can't back try.
Speaker 3: You stepped in it.
Speaker 1: Now we gotta go deep. I Yeah, I feel like.
Speaker 2: I'm always like because when I'm with somebody, I'm with you, right,
Speaker 2: But when my when I start drifting, I'm I'm checking out,
Speaker 2: So it's like I'm.
Speaker 1: You're onto the next one. Because But women are like
Speaker 1: that though, Like because like men.
Speaker 2: And if you complain too much, if you're like, oh
Speaker 2: my god, you're you're too wet, Like who says that,
Speaker 2: you know what I'm saying.
Speaker 1: That's never a bad thing. Yeah, like I wasn't had
Speaker 1: enough and like you still shouldn't talk about it. But
Speaker 1: I think guys are just awkward in general, Like I
Speaker 1: feel like they don't like I feel like they either
Speaker 1: say things because they don't know what to say and
Speaker 1: it's just and then it's just like we they're like,
Speaker 1: oh my gosh, is that a part Like they say
Speaker 1: that lips?
Speaker 3: Yeah, oh, like I've heard some I'm like.
Speaker 4: Even fucking wrong, people say I got it honest, you
Speaker 4: know what, I'm starting over. We need to get out
Speaker 4: of start over, starting over. I'm like, you know, you
Speaker 4: start a singles club you need in real life.
Speaker 1: I'm like, I've had like a couple of girl said,
Speaker 1: I feel like that I could relate and we could
Speaker 1: be girlfriends and go and have a drink and like
Speaker 1: go man searching, I had a question, Yes, I have answers.
Speaker 2: Is it is it real that you could be like
Speaker 2: I hate the word call girl because that's not really whatever,
Speaker 2: but can you really call dudes like a stature with
Speaker 2: a lot of money?
Speaker 1: Is that a thing? What do you mean call dudes
Speaker 1: and stature? Like, just say it freely and I'll say, like,
Speaker 1: I'll interpret what it is because I mean I feel
Speaker 1: I mean, can can you be.
Speaker 2: Like a high class call girl for high classmen?
Speaker 1: Okay? Is that like just for that?
Speaker 3: Is that is that a? Is that like not a herd?
Speaker 1: Is that a? Is that like a thing? I'm sure
Speaker 1: it is a thing, because you know, high class people
Speaker 1: want to can get anything they want with with a
Speaker 1: lot of money, you can get whatever you want and
Speaker 1: call it whatever. I don't really know. I've never definitely
Speaker 1: got into the that realm of the adult industry. I
Speaker 1: just mainly did movies and did my own thing. But
Speaker 1: people do extracurricular activities. But for sure there's agencies for
Speaker 1: that kind of process. But I don't know if it's
Speaker 1: just specific really for just that. But I'm pretty sure.
Speaker 1: I mean, there's all these dating sites that fucking cater
Speaker 1: to like specific kind of genre of people, either if
Speaker 1: it's money, if it's classification, from Jewish people to farmers
Speaker 1: dot com to all kinds of different tender you know
Speaker 1: what I mean. So it's like, I'm sure there is.
Speaker 1: I don't know what the actual thing is, but I'm
Speaker 1: sure I get I call, make two calls and probably
Speaker 1: figure it out. We want you ask asking for a friend?
Speaker 1: For a friend? You know, asking for a friend? Do
Speaker 1: you sleep naked or with clothes on? Both?
Speaker 2: Sometimes I just take my clothes off and sometimes I'm
Speaker 2: fully closed. It depends on the weather, honestly, but I
Speaker 2: don't like. I don't like to sleep naked sometimes because.
Speaker 3: I'm always what. So I'm like, so you have no
Speaker 3: I don't have what dreams either. It's just I'm just
Speaker 3: always what.
Speaker 1: You're just always ready to go. So I don't know what.
Speaker 1: I'm like, you got a problem? I don't think it's
Speaker 1: a problem.
Speaker 2: So I sleep with a pillow in between my legs
Speaker 2: all like, I cannot say.
Speaker 1: That because, well, so do you sleep naked you have
Speaker 1: underwear on?
Speaker 2: Because if you're underwear, I don't wear underwear, just like
Speaker 2: your barrier. I feel that unless I'm on my period
Speaker 2: and then I have on big but they're big, you know,
Speaker 2: they cover my body, so we're straight.
Speaker 1: Yeah. Do you have any secret sexual fantasies? I do,
Speaker 1: but then if I told you, it wouldn't be secrets.
Speaker 1: You're playing this game, but here at Truth of Texas,
Speaker 1: give us, give us one more than one? Is there
Speaker 1: something that you would want to play out that hasn't
Speaker 1: happened yet. I feel like you're like a dreamer, Like
Speaker 1: you're a very visual person, so I feel like you'd
Speaker 1: either like it's gonna manifest into that kind of thing. Yeah,
Speaker 1: well I would be with.
Speaker 2: Like I want to be with like foreign they don't
Speaker 2: speak no English.
Speaker 1: They just come and go like just listen, bro, like
Speaker 1: I do you do whatever I say? Are you into bondage?
Speaker 1: This is off the script? I'm like, would you want
Speaker 1: to bond and just like these men that can't speak
Speaker 1: or like, what's the part of that.
Speaker 2: I just don't want you to say anything, like why
Speaker 2: why are you talking to me?
Speaker 1: Like, just let your lips do the work.
Speaker 3: You know what I'm saying now.
Speaker 1: You only want lips service. You don't want the whole
Speaker 1: dick game.
Speaker 3: No, I want no, that's not no. I want both.
Speaker 1: Because you said just use your mouth. Just use it
Speaker 1: and don't use it. That's the only way.
Speaker 3: Don't use it.
Speaker 1: I hate women are like you and be like.
Speaker 2: You know, sit down, shut the fuck up.
Speaker 1: If you say one word, I'm gonna leave the fuck
Speaker 1: out this room if you don't like it. This is
Speaker 1: what's gonna happen to you. No pussy for you, motherfuckers.
Speaker 1: See I meet all on the top of my head.
Speaker 1: See he never like riding a bike and see and
Speaker 1: they show you they don't. You know that they don't. Yeah,
Speaker 1: it's all mind game. We look into this role play.
Speaker 1: I feel like you need to be dominated in the situation,
Speaker 1: you know what I mean? I feel like I do.
Speaker 2: And then listen to this part. So there was this
Speaker 2: when I'm datingum, I would choke him.
Speaker 1: You get off to that and make sure pussy what
Speaker 1: I did. But he didn't like it. I'm like, well,
Speaker 1: I'm gonna tell you right now. I'm like, there's not
Speaker 1: a lot of men that you're gonna find out there, Laura,
Speaker 1: that I'll let you joke them. I'm an alpha female
Speaker 1: and I know that you're alpha too, So it's like
Speaker 1: one of those things that they're like, I'll give it,
Speaker 1: I'll give it, take bitch, but you choke me one
Speaker 1: member of time, I'm all, fuck you choke me. Yeah,
Speaker 1: you know, there's a special kind of human but there
Speaker 1: he's out there for you, especially if you're looking for
Speaker 1: the ones that don't speak. Oh yeah, I forgot that part.
Speaker 1: Maybe you should try, like, you know, if they really
Speaker 1: if you really like the dick and you just like
Speaker 1: put like duct tape on their mouth and just like
Speaker 1: so they can't speak, you know, just just food, all right,
Speaker 1: next card? See this game is fun. Aren't you having fun?
Speaker 1: You know? Are the clubs all right? Kinky question? We're
Speaker 1: all a little kinky hair dominant or submissive? I already
Speaker 1: know the answer to this question, okay.
Speaker 2: Because I like I could see that though I need
Speaker 2: read my mind.
Speaker 1: I'm like, because you can't really, I feel like that's
Speaker 1: also why you haven't sextually gotten off, because no one's
Speaker 1: really dominated your pussy to like you know what I mean,
Speaker 1: because you're holding back. Explain that because I feel like
Speaker 1: there's some women that like don't want because like, okay,
Speaker 1: for instance, I consider like my pussy is a powerful thing, right,
Speaker 1: so I don't give it away to anyone, which ironically
Speaker 1: and ironically, even though I did porn, but it was
Speaker 1: selective of it. I had control of what I did
Speaker 1: and who I worked with, and it was very like structured.
Speaker 1: But it's how I expressed myself.
Speaker 3: Wasn't it fun?
Speaker 1: It was fun for me, like in my twenties, that's
Speaker 1: what I did. I did a lot of fucking, and
Speaker 1: I absolutely did I would say eighty percent of the
Speaker 1: time I was coming because for me, it was like,
Speaker 1: why do it if I'm not gonna have fun? Okay,
Speaker 1: But after you came where you like, okay, I beat it,
Speaker 1: like stop stroking me out. Well, that's the great thing
Speaker 1: about porn, Like I mean, once I was done with
Speaker 1: my job, I went home and I didn't like they
Speaker 1: beat it, so I don't have to have a convers
Speaker 1: like so what I'm saying, that was the glory and
Speaker 1: I got a fat paycheck and I went home and
Speaker 1: went to my husband at the time. But you know what,
Speaker 1: I mean, and he was fucking on the other side
Speaker 1: doing shit, So it was fun.
Speaker 3: Did you guys separate because you were cheating?
Speaker 1: Not at all. No, it was you know, it's a
Speaker 1: powerful thing because it's like, you know, communication is really
Speaker 1: strong and in our work relationship, you know, when we
Speaker 1: start we both were obviously he was in the industry
Speaker 1: way longer than I was, but we communicated really well
Speaker 1: with what we did and didn't want when that, But
Speaker 1: when it came to outside other things, he couldn't really
Speaker 1: communicate with me very well about it. So it just
Speaker 1: was not a very healthy environment. So I had to
Speaker 1: exit stage whatever fucking way it got out of there.
Speaker 1: Were married, I was married for three years, together for five. Yeah,
Speaker 1: so happily divorced. Definitely. It was a lesson. It was
Speaker 1: one of the hardest things I've ever had to go through.
Speaker 1: For me, I feel like it was my choice to leave,
Speaker 1: but it's I feel like divorce is not ever easy
Speaker 1: in any situation and any you know side, do you know,
Speaker 1: it's people's feelings are involved, people get hurt, people, you know,
Speaker 1: a lot of things either happen that you want to don't.
Speaker 1: You know, It's just life, you know, what I mean.
Speaker 1: So it's one of those things that you know, it's
Speaker 1: all how you kind of come out of it on
Speaker 1: the other side. So definitely there was a lesson and
Speaker 1: you know, everything in life really is, but maybe a
Speaker 1: stronger person and know that what the fuck I don't
Speaker 1: want in my next relationship because I really liked being married.
Speaker 1: It was just married to the wrong person. It's unfortunate,
Speaker 1: you know, because he was my best friend. But you know,
Speaker 1: things just don't work out sometimes, are you guys cool?
Speaker 1: Not really? You know, he he probably wishes that we were.
Speaker 1: It's better that I just stay. But on this side,
Speaker 1: in the nice one, I'm here, but I wish him well.
Speaker 1: I met nothing but the best for me. But it's
Speaker 1: just it's just not a healthy environment for me to
Speaker 1: be in, I believe. So I don't really keep tabs
Speaker 1: on him kind of thing, but I loosely I believe,
Speaker 1: But I don't really know the in depth of that
Speaker 1: whole thing. Gotcha, what is the most number of times
Speaker 1: you've had sex in one day? Four? Most number of
Speaker 1: times you've masturbated six? Nice? I like that number. Last
Speaker 1: dirty dream you had? Do you have sexual dirty dreams?
Speaker 1: I feel like I never remember any of them. Not really.
Speaker 1: I feel like it's masturbated to them. Yeah, that's probably
Speaker 1: my pro and I just sleep in Yeah. See that's
Speaker 1: the best part. Like it's like, you know what I can.
Speaker 1: But that's why you like the note talk. I totally
Speaker 1: get it on the female, like the single aspect or whatever.
Speaker 1: And then just like just wanting the need of a dick,
Speaker 1: but not the problems that that comes along with the dick.
Speaker 1: So that's why you know, you know you.
Speaker 2: And then you go to sleep, yeah, and then.
Speaker 1: Go to say or go home? How about that one?
Speaker 1: Let me call you or I.
Speaker 2: Go I'm leaving, you know what I mean, Like, don't worry.
Speaker 1: That's your house. They're like, do you live here?
Speaker 2: I'm like, it's okay. When night, when I get back,
Speaker 2: you'll be gone.
Speaker 1: Okay. Do you have any fetishes? You say that you
Speaker 1: watch porn stuff that it's like taboo. Is that something
Speaker 1: maybe a fetish of yours that you like a certain genre? Maybe? Maybe?
Speaker 1: But no, not really. Have you been to a swingers club? No,
Speaker 1: never had a sexual encounter in a crowded place. No.
Speaker 3: I've always lived.
Speaker 2: Like I've never I'm not the girl who's gonna do
Speaker 2: you in the room while your friend and family are downstairs?
Speaker 1: I would, I would, but okay, I take it back,
Speaker 1: Yeah I have, But would you have you given head
Speaker 1: while someone was driving? So you're that kind of girl,
Speaker 1: but not the kind of girl that's I think they're
Speaker 1: both fun equally. It's just time and place in person.
Speaker 1: I feel like it's perspective. It's not like it's just
Speaker 1: like you're gonna find someone down and be like, oh yeah,
Speaker 1: let's just go upstairs.
Speaker 3: I like for somebody to do it to me while
Speaker 3: I'm driving, like I've had Have you had that? I've
Speaker 3: had it?
Speaker 1: And you drive successfully? What I drive with no hands?
Speaker 1: I've only ever gotten fingered while driving, but never like
Speaker 1: somebody's eating me out while driving, for sure. Yeah, I
Speaker 1: just set my game up. Yeah yeah. I don't really
Speaker 1: drive a lot of places, and I don't think I
Speaker 1: have a lot of candidates out there either. You know,
Speaker 1: I'm pretty single. I feel like I've talked about my
Speaker 1: singleness a lot on private talk. I feel like, don't
Speaker 1: get the idea, guys, I'm not desperate. Thank you about
Speaker 1: Yeah that part all right? Last card diamond. So it's
Speaker 1: a spicy question. They're also a little spicy. So do
Speaker 1: you have a celebrity hall pass? If it's like the
Speaker 1: one celebrity, no matter what the situation you were ever in,
Speaker 1: it's gonna okay to happen because it's just like your
Speaker 1: go to We can give you, we can give you
Speaker 1: some time. Yes, so one is an athlete.
Speaker 2: I can't tell you his name though, I can't we
Speaker 2: what why can.
Speaker 1: We have a sport? Can we have some letters to
Speaker 1: a name? Can you get some kind of some kind
Speaker 1: of clue?
Speaker 2: Oh my god, I eat you the truth.
Speaker 1: We just want the truth.
Speaker 2: I I'll give you the initials the lee abe.
Speaker 3: Okay, I'm done. And then what sport?
Speaker 1: No bro like now like twice football? Okay? And then
Speaker 1: what's the other ones? And like a actor?
Speaker 2: Both Ryan's they're married though, so I don't want to
Speaker 2: be disrespectful Blake Lively's Ryan well yeah, and Eva Mendes
Speaker 2: like those Ryans are hot to me.
Speaker 1: What would be your fantasy threesome if you could control
Speaker 1: the narrative. It could be with two guys, could be girls,
Speaker 1: It could be whatever you want to do, mum.
Speaker 2: Two guys, one European and one probably Chinese or Russian
Speaker 2: and Chinese.
Speaker 1: I love how visual you are, Like you're picturing, like
Speaker 1: you've seen this in a minute. Yeah, I'm like, I
Speaker 1: remember him. I'm very I'm an impath. I see it.
Speaker 1: That's what I want. But again, don't say nothing. I
Speaker 1: don't know nothing. I don't know what you're talking about. Have
Speaker 1: you ever called someone the wrong name during sex?
Speaker 2: So I say a whole bunch of names, but I
Speaker 2: keep them to myself. I never say anything else.
Speaker 1: My basic go to is daddy.
Speaker 2: So you're daddy, and people daddy and them daddy and
Speaker 2: them daddy.
Speaker 1: You know, it was really hard for me to say
Speaker 1: that sexually because I was such a daddy's girl.
Speaker 2: I'm a daddy's girl, so for me, I was like
Speaker 2: they were like and I was like daddy, and then
Speaker 2: I was like, wait, it's hot, and then like it
Speaker 2: was just a different like a mine.
Speaker 1: So it's different.
Speaker 2: When I'm in that mood, I'm a whole different person.
Speaker 2: I'm a whole different.
Speaker 1: The whole like dress like you know, lingerie dress, just naked,
Speaker 1: ready to go.
Speaker 2: Yeah, I like listen, at the end of the day,
Speaker 2: I wear hoodies and tight in sweats.
Speaker 3: If that ain't hot to you, bro, I don't. Yeah,
Speaker 3: I'm like, this is.
Speaker 2: Not but I think that person. I think we go somewhere.
Speaker 2: Take me to Thailand.
Speaker 1: I'll do it.
Speaker 2: You know what I'm saying, Like, take me to Bali,
Speaker 2: I'll do it. You know, take me I'm anywhere, take me,
Speaker 2: take me to Monosino in and then I'll bring you.
Speaker 1: You'll be like as you're drinking choice when you're on vacation.
Speaker 3: So I don't drink.
Speaker 1: But I like the life of the party all the time,
Speaker 1: so it doesn't matter.
Speaker 2: Yes, fun times, so stellar rose can get me, it
Speaker 2: doesn't it makes me sleepy. I'll drink that ship before
Speaker 2: I go to sleep in past.
Speaker 1: And that's what I respect people who like don't do
Speaker 1: those things because some of them just don't agree with
Speaker 1: your body like it's it doesn't work for me. It
Speaker 1: doesn't like it makes you not the person you want
Speaker 1: to be.
Speaker 2: Okay, okay, But listening to this, so I was with
Speaker 2: someone that we see he smoked.
Speaker 1: I call it dank weed.
Speaker 2: And I've never experienced being high and having sexual relations.
Speaker 1: Ahead no head, no, no, no, go ahead?
Speaker 3: Hey baby?
Speaker 1: Hello? Yes, oh my son is your fee