Speaker 1: Sometimes I question if God is really there because I
Speaker 1: just feel like I go through so much and like
Speaker 1: I don't even know why, but things have to happen
Speaker 1: for a reason, I guess. But yeah, I'm just like
Speaker 1: at a loss of words as to why I'm dealing
Speaker 1: with things that don't make sense, like having no friends,
Speaker 1: being lonely, being far away from home, like having no
Speaker 1: one to talk to, especially like when I wake up
Speaker 1: in the middle of the night and it's one sixteen,
Speaker 1: and yeah,