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Speaker 1: I write in a forest because I go there to listen.

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What started at the Billy Graham Library in Charlotte, North

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Carolina has evolved into a lifelong journey. I believe that

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we've all got something moving through each and every one

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of us. It's your calling. These aren't my words, These

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are the lyrics from Billy's Forest, chapter number three hundred,

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January twenty ninth, twenty twenty two. Waking up to yet

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another snow covered forest floor. It's always a gift blessed

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by a physical god, a god that believes in forward emotion.

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This is three weeks in a row with all of

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this snow. This while my family up in Montana, where

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snow is usually plentiful, they aren't receiving anything this season.

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Dear future reader, if only you could see how beautiful

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the stream is while the sun is waking up to

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a blanket of blizzard white. It allows the inner core

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of challenge, guilt, doubt, and fear to calm down for

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a moment, to take it in, to embrace the elegance

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of what's one dred percent natural versus man made. The

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only prince found in the snow belong to the deer

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and the eighty bitty bird seeking seeds that the human

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eye can't see, like an etch a sketch. God will

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remove all that is frozen to let us see the

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next painting. Amazing is this force that which I call

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home to truly view it through the eyes of a

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silent wolf. It invites unbelievable spiritual growth and healing. Being

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from the State of Montana doesn't mean that I automatically

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love a great snowstorm. That's not true. That's the reason

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why I left the State of Montana because as that

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young adult becoming an older adult, I didn't want to

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deal with it anymore. I had it my entire life.

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I needed to grow forward. But now that I'm in

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my sixties, you sit there and you take a moment

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three weekends in a row where there is snow, and

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you go, what can I learn from this? In fact,

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in everything that I do, it is a choice. What

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can I learn from this? In September of twenty twenty,

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right there in the middle of the pandemic, the lockdown,

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I need it to be with people because my heart

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was telling me go to where the people are. It's

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a pandemic, dude, Why do you have to have this

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feeling go to where the people are. The only thing

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that was open was a grocery store, so I decided

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I want to work there because I want to learn.

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There's something in your every day that is given to you.

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And my question to you is, what is your choice

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of wanting to learn something today? What is in your

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moment of right now that can be used for a

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tool not necessarily right here, but like I spoke in

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the writing on January twenty ninth, twenty twenty two, dear

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future reader, what if you're the one that's been called

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to carry something forward to get to a generation not

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yet here and yet because you took the time to say,

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what am I going to learn today? You helped out

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this moment of now by building a stronger foundation. You

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know when you're given something, you know when you're sharing it,

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you know when it's been received. I'm Erril. These aren't

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my words. These are the lyrics from Billy's Forest