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Speaker 1: Praya von Doom, my guest for the evening. You know

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exactly where you can find her at Freya Underscore Vaughan Underscore.

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Doom links to all of our social media in the

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episode description below. Make sure you support the content creators

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on the show. Praya, it's a pleasure to have you

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on tonight.

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Speaker 2: Oh fuck you. Thank you for having me, Thank you.

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Speaker 1: For being on. Let me start with a really odd

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question to begin with, what do you consider with everything

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you do, the whole breadth of it. What is your

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job title being awesome?

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Speaker 2: I fucked bitches and get money. My life is awesome.

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Speaker 1: Okay, all right?

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Speaker 2: One a job title, I would just say, like just

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an artist, if I had to choose one thing all

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around artists, because what I see like porn being as

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sex as emotion, emotion right the rocks or you can

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create with as a human body, and it's improvement throughout

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time and sculptures and paintings and drawings and theatrics. So

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the fact that we get to capture that shit on camera,

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it's so beautiful to me and artistic as well. So

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I guess whether I'm on the camera, off the camera.

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Either way, I'm being an artist in itself. So there

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you go.

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Speaker 1: I've heard artist. I've heard obviously, content creator. I've heard

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social media manager. Hot girl, social media manager. I heard

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from someone. I was like, that's awesome, and I mean,

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she is a porn star. But when you think about

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all the additional work that goes in, you know, you

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shoot a X amount of hour scene and then how

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much worth of edit if it's your own personal one

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editing promotion. This that I think the general consensus, not

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general consensus, but the ignorant kind of out of the

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industry Consensusspraya shows up on set, she gets fucked for

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about a half hour. Well it's an hour long scene,

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so maybe an hour. Then she goes home, she counts

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her tens of thousands of dollars she got paid for

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that day, and never has to do anything again. It's

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not generally the concept, is it?

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Speaker 2: No? I mean it's it's pretty fun. I would say

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my job. I've gotten to a point in my career

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where I get to pick and choose what I do

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now if I feel like even shooting for a mainstream

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company too, So for me, it's like I only choose

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projects that I see potential in it, or that I

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see is going to be super fucking fun, that's like

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worth my time. So for me, it pretty much is

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like at this point, like I show up, I get

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paid a shit ton of money to fuck my friends,

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and I have a freaking blouse.

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Speaker 1: Okay, okay, So maybe it does lean a little more

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that way to how the general person sees it for you,

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but that obviously came from years of grinding and hard

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work to get there, right.

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Speaker 2: Oh yeah, a lot. There were some days where I

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shop homework and I'd be like, fuck this person ugly

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as all. I'm glad Jesus made doggy Style for a reason.

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God damn it, we're coming back to that. That's one

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of my questions later on. Let me ask you, though,

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Let's just se the boring one and clear it out

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of the way. Not boring, I'm sure, I'm sure it's exciting,

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But how did you initially decide to get into the

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adult entertainment industry?

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Speaker 1: Was it? Did you have a gig before and then

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this was like the crossover where You're like, fuck it,

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I can't do this anymore, I'm stepping in or did

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you just go in full force right away, like what

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was your journey? Not to sound corny, but no, it's.

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Speaker 2: Not corny at all. So for me, I come from

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a film background. I went to school for creative writing

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and scriptwriting so ever, degree in screenwriting and production and

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a master's in entertainment business. So I come from like

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the film word world anyway, And that was my job.

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I was working on television commer I still do television,

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Durren commercials and music video. It's mostly music videos these days.

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I produced. But I started sleeping with a playboy playmate,

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and she and I've always been curious about porn. I've

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always been super sexual freak. Everyone that I've ever dated,

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we used to throw orgies and massive party like I've

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always been very just hyper sexual as you will. And

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so like whenever I started seeing this girl, is just like,

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holy shit, like fit me on set, let me see

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what this sills all fucking about, like the same like

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you only live fucking once, you know what I mean,

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Joey ban So, fuck it, let's try it out. If

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it's not for me, I'm just gonna fuck right off.

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It's fun. And so I went and it was all

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fucking blast. We butt ass naked on set. Everyone's on set.

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They all treat you with so much respect, you're all joking,

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you're eating like. It feels just so natural. Even when

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a very sharp on a set where people that I

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don't really know are on there, it still feels so comfortable,

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as opposed to being on like a commercial set or

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a TV set where I'm fully closed and I'm still

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kind of getting talked to hype away sometimes because I'm

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four foot fucking eight, a little girl bossing people around.

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You know, some people are not gonna like that too much,

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like some people might have some animosities. So it's like, huh,

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what makes me happiest at the end of the day.

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Fucking porn And plus I get paid a ton of

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money to fuck these hot people. What no fucking I said,

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thank you, wambam, thank you man, high five my grandmother

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and was like, thank you for giving birth to my

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family line, because this life is awesome.

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Speaker 1: Any college kids out there, just so you know, she

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is a degree in script writing, a bachelor's and you

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have more than that. I have a bachelor's in television,

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radio and film production. So if you go to film school,

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you're gonna end up doing something in porn, most likely Mike,

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what did you do? What did I do? I haven't

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done it. I do this. I do podcasting. It's funny. Television, radio,

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and film. I like radio the best. It's like I've

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always loved just listening to people talk, as stupid as

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that sounds, because it reminds me of especially if it's

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a comedy show or something like that, reminds me of

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working at best By warehouse in the back. The guys

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are busting balls. I just like being around conversation, and

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I like hearing interesting conversations. Funny, in college, my professor

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used to tell me all the time. He'd be like, well,

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you really half asked this, and I would say, yeah,

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no I did. I didn't do a great job on that.

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I didn't necessarily care. And then he would say, well,

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you can always direct porn. And you know, we're moving along,

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we're taking sious.

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Speaker 2: What kind of porn? Where'd you direct?

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Speaker 1: You know. It's weird because I my preferences on porn

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are so much more advanced than my skill set would be.

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I like watching Damn, she's interviewing me. Look how she

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turned it around. I really like group stuff. I like

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the constant movement. I like almost the free use aspect

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of it, where you know, we're all consenting here, we're

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all agreeing, everyone's good. So this guy can jump to

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this girl. And I like the idea of the girl

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experiencing multiple men, different sizes, different grabbing of the hips.

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Whatever it is, What could I shoot? I don't know,

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like a solo on a cell phone. Maybe if you

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ask me, I'll light it real well for you. But no,

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I what I like? I you know I've wrought it

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my and look, neither of us here or anti porn whatsoever,

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but I personally have absolutely rotted my brain with porn,

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so the normal stuff doesn't do it for me anymore.

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And not weird or gross or anything like that. More

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just multiplying the people is what I'm looking for. More

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in there, getting it around me lean mee, ask have

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you directed anything yet? Like direct it either?

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Speaker 2: Yeah?

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Speaker 1: Okay, lot? What is your favorite thing to direct, type

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or niche or whatever it is and what is your

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least favorite? What is something that you again like me go,

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if you were setting it up, you were asked to

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do the scene, you had the idea of doing the scene,

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what is something you would be like, Oh, fuck this

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is I don't know about that.

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Speaker 2: Well. One thing that I would not be excited for

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is like lovey dovey wore your to make love. So

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I like hardcore shit, like I like to show up

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on sets, smack somebody around and called them a little bit,

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spit in their fucking face, making choke on my piss,

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or like pro a fucking funnel in their acid piss,

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and make them call me a good girl, like you

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know what I mean. Or but whenever it comes to

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like softcore stuff, it's like, Okay, that's really sweet. And

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it's also really hard to make talent want to like

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actually be passionate. That's another factor to it, other than

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that's not my personal thing. But a lot of these

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talents like they don't like to kiss each other, and

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a lot of that concludes like being passionate, like passionately

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kissing passionately like And I feel like I have to

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like direct even more whenever I do this because I'm

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telling people, okay, like cress their body, what do you mean,

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russ like bitch like crass, like you know what I

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feel like, It's just it kisses me off because I

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have to like direct more hand whenever it comes to

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like BDSM, I'm like, Okay, let your body just speak

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to you, like, let's just fucking go, Like, listen to

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what I fucking tell you. You do it however that

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you want to interpret doing it, and it's usually more expressive.

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Speaker 1: In my opinion, I don't denigrate any of the three

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levels of porn that I'm gonna describe right here. You

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have your top top end stuff, the beautiful lighting I'm

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thinking like Vixen, I'm thinking stuff like that, right really

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just perfectly lit, beautiful. Then you have your middle tier,

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which is good production, real gonzo, we're jumping in, we're

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doing stuff. Generally those sites have a specific niche or

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a specific thing we're going for. Then that bottom tier

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is like you know, grainy camera, you hear Drake in

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the background. You're like, I don't think they have the

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rights to that. But going totally, I like living in

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that middle tier. The top stuff is just too pretty

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for me, like you said, a little too sensual, a

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little too beautiful, too many caressing people, not necessarily my

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thing do you prefer? And again that's again not a

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denigration to any of those. They all have their specific things.

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I'm not saying one's better than the other. I'm talking

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more production quality. Do you prefer to watch any of

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those levels over the other ones or no, Well, the

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ones that.

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Speaker 2: I like to watch and do, I pretty much like

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the top tier. Like whenever I shoot for my only

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fens content, I have directors and producers. I have like

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a whole pa like a whole set, Like it's literally

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like I run it like we're shooting it at because

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like I write out the whole script and everything, like

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it's a whole fucking scene that we're gonna do. If

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you're shooting OnlyFans content with me, like we're going to

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actually do a fucking movie and it's going to look

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beautiful and cinematic and fucking insane because I want things

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that like it's not the norm, like things that you're

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not really gonna get from people. And I can also

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make it look amateur too, but either way, it's going

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to still be a big production creating some kind of quality.

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And so it depends on the talent, because some talent

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prefer gonzo instead with the Gonzo, it's going to be

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a high quality kind of crazy gonzo, But it depends

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some of them. Like I just did one with Club Sandy,

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where I did like a red room esque kind of

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thing that turned out to be very cinematic, but it

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holds at like that grimy feel to it, and yeah,

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it varies. And then I did one with these for

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Beautiful Girls and it was very I guess amateur esquecause

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we tried to do it from like our little povs

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in the background and cuteese. But either way, it was

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still a big set, like I had a big crew

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there and everything and handling it.

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Speaker 1: So what's a red room type? But the only reference

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to a red room I have is like a murder

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room in a dark web video, and that's because I

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saw a foreign movie one time. Is that just are

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we lighting it red or we doing I legitimately don't know.

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Speaker 2: Oh yeah, A lot of it is like it depends

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on what you want to say red room too. I

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should be careful with that because some people might get

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but hurt. For me, it's like having like an actual

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red dungeon feel like a dark like, oh shit, the

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moment just changed. It's gonna give you goosebumps. You're kind

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of scared round now, like, oh my god, I'm scared.

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It's amazing. And then other red rooms. I just like thought,

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like what kind of like this like just a cute,

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too little red room. So I guess it depends on people,

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But for me, a red room is like an actual

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like red room, like dungeon and scary good.

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Speaker 1: Feel what do you like better? That's not a sentence.

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What do you like to do better? And that's not

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a sentence either, Correctly, you like being in front of

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the camera behind the camera more.

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Speaker 2: See. I like being in front of the camera because

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it's a fucking blast and I'm very like dominant and aggressive,

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and even whenever I am behind the camera, I still

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end up taking control over the whole situation and everything,

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and I'm always like, all right, fuck it, let me

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just hop in and like do things. So I like

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to be in front of the camera because it's like

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it just feels so natural and so fun and it's

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really good to like lead a scene and then watch

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my co stars just have fun with it. And I

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find out my coasts have way more fun whenever I'm

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in front of the camera with them than maybe behind

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the camera telling them like do better, bitch, like you

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know what I mean.

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Speaker 1: Were you a theater kid growing up?

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Speaker 2: No? No, I was a four university athlete, and I

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was always in the newspapers. I won so many awards,

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it's I've literally I had a scholarship to college for

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a ride for running. I was a four university track

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and cross country runner, and I was a sports journalist,

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so I was really in the athletic.

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Speaker 1: My wife and I are rewatching mad Men right now, right,

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and I look at John Hamm, and apparently John Hamm

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has a giant dick like the size of my arm.

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So you look like that you have that talent and

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you have a giant dick. I don't think that's fair

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because there's somebody else that when he was being created,

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they took all that talent from and gave it to

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him by accident. So what you're telling me is, you're

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an athlete, you're a creative genius. You are very sexy,

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and you are in control of situations. You know how

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to take control of situations. Have you ever felt bad

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for that girl somewhere with like no legs and uh,

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you know she can't has one eye that doesn't work

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because you took all her talent away from her.

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Speaker 2: No, because she could be making a shit ton of

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money having no legs in one. I are you kidding

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me that? Girls, you'd be rolling in money with her

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one arm or whatever he's left over. God damn money.

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I hope you're making bank out there, and I hope

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I fuck you one day.

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Speaker 1: Your name obviously comes from the Marvel character I assume

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my last one.

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Speaker 2: Yeah, dude, doctor Doom.

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Speaker 1: Okay, are you like an actual comic fan or did

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you just grab that name because it's cool.

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Speaker 2: I actually went to college initially for comic book writing,

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and then I found out that I really fucking suck

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at drawing, Like I can't draw like my stake figures.

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I fucking lopsided. It's shitty as fuck. And I'm lucky

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that the school that I went to was like my classes,

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how you every type of writing style, and I just

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like felt so natural into screenwriting that I was just like,

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you know what, this is a way better thing than

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I can write out comic book characters like series and

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movies and TV shows. And that's what I actually did

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in my classes. I would create like comic book characters

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and write them as like stories and shit. Yeah, so

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I'm ot in the middle with that.

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Speaker 1: You know What's so funny to me? Is you went

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to school for it. But your concept at that time

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was because there aren't there artists and writers, aren't they

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separate most of them. Your concept at that time was still,

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I need to do everything with this.

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Speaker 2: Exactly that that's my problem. I always want full control

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and everything, even with like my work life, I have

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full control over literally everything. I just I love it.

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It makes me feel very nice.

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Speaker 1: So you mentioned something before, and it's in your bike.

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You were four foot eight? Is that legally, uh you

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could get handicapped passes?

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Speaker 2: I fucking tried so hear this shit. I went to

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the fucking place to try to get it, because, like bro,

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I can't reach past the second shelf first of all

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of anything, of any fucking thing. Whenever I troup things

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or cook things, the shelf is up to here. I

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walk into a fucking bar. Afterwards, the letter is just

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like be like hi, you know. And so I told

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the lady at the place, I was like, hey, like

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my life, like I kind of need some help here,

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some disability, like I can't say it with a fucking guy.

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And she was just like, well, how does it impact

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your work life? Does it impact your money? And I

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was like fuck, I didn't say that's out loud, but

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I was like, if anything, I make more money being

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so fucking tiny. God damn it. And I just stared

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at her and she stared back at me, and then

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she kind of just laughed and was like, that doesn't

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impact due. I was like, I can't reach the second shelf,

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and she was like, you can get a step stool.

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And I was like when I drive after wear booster seat,

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and she was like a lot of people do that,

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and I was like, well, fuck, So I didn't get

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away with it. I just my friend told me that

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I should have walked in there with a fucking limp

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and like baggy clothes and I should have pretended like

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I was in like horrible shape, and I didn't. I

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fucked up. I really fucked up. Guys.

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Speaker 1: No, you did the right thing. I'll tell you this story. Now.

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I come off as like a really nice guy, but

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like the second someone's driving too slow or I get

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annoyed with something, that's when all the sea words start

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flying out of my mouth.

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Speaker 2: My fingers so blasted.

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Speaker 1: Oh yeah, I pulled up to a crumble cookie the

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other day. It was my wife's birthday and I wanted

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to get her couple cookies for the family and whatever.

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And I see this old couple park in one handicapped

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spot in front of me, and you know, the wife

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gets out very slowly and the husband's waiting in the car.

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And then I see like this, you know, mid forties,

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white lady pull into the next handicap spot, no sticker,

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nothing on the plate. She walks inside the crumble cookie. Umm,

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so what do you guys have here? I'm like, it's

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cook they have cookies. Lady like, what are you doing?

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Speaker 2: Yeah?

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Speaker 1: And it's just annoyed. She wasted so much time. And

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I thought of that lady. I was like, what if

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there was another couple that needed to park there and

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some other old lady? So I spit on her window

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on the way out because fuck her. I'm yeah, I'm gross.

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Like what do you want for me? I'm a I'm

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a justice seeker. I seek senses of justice. You know,

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do you think any of your dominant personality you are

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in a positive way? Controlling personality? That sounds negative, but

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you know what I mean, Like the same way, I

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got to touch everything I'm doing because because I don't

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want to get mad at you for doing it. The

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way it wasn't seen in my head.

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Speaker 2: Exactly re like I don't want any of those issues,

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Like I want everything cleared by me, so if something

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does fuck up, I know it's my fault.

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Speaker 1: Like, does any of your sense of that come from

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being a smaller person?

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Speaker 2: I have no idea. I think like I think it

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came from being in college, to be completely honest, because

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I used to be so relaxed and just chill, and

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then like I would let my classmates take over assignments

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and shit, and they would always fuck it up, and

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I'd be like, oh, da da da, it's fine, and

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slowly that kind of like would start eating away, and

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then eventually I would just start getting angry. And then

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a little bit of me change from my frontal lobe

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fully developed at twenty five, and I was just like,

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you know what, fuck this shit. I can do it

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way better than everyone else. I don't have to yo

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with yell at anyone. I can just fucking do it

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on my own. I think my frontal lobe really is

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like the thing that really took over everything, because beforehand

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I was just like a little fucking pixie, like yay,

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like just do whatever everyone else wants to do. I

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don't give a fuck. That's why in the beginning of

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my career, if you look back on it, I was

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just a party girl. I didn't really care. I was

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just more like let da no da da, and just

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a pretty little thing, do whatever everyone else wants me

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to do. And then I'm just like, no, fuck that,

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I have to write everything off. I have to figure

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out what's the idea beforehand. I like, I have to

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know everything. So I think it's when this fully developed,

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and whenever I lost my fucking patience with my classmates,

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that's when I finally was like okay, and then I

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liked it. I like it a lot because then I

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never failed after that. I had straight d's in every

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single class. I had like everything in life and anything

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that I've ever wanted to do, and like in this career,

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like my other career, like in life in general, I've

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always done it within a year's time. So like literally

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any hurdle, everything, it's all just because I took over.

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Speaker 1: You know, I have real middle management vibe. I really

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like setting the tone of the project, letting other people

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do it, and then come in at the end to go,

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let's change this, let's do this. Differently, Let's change this differently,

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and good to go.

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Speaker 2: You like a CEO. You come in with the finder

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and you tell everyone, Okay, this is what you guys

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are gonna do, and then you leave for like a

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couple hours and come back right, let's do it.

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Speaker 1: Shit, I do it. I do it nicer though, present

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it like, oh, that's a terrible idea. What if we

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did this instead? You know? And I smile a lot

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and I kind of, you know, maybe that's a better idea,

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don't you think? And then they go, yeah, I guess

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so your personality makes me laugh. That's pretty much how

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I've slid through life.

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Speaker 2: I think essentially, you're so fucking nice. I would have

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told them to come over here and put my fists

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in the mouth and made them read out loud what

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they wrote down and be like, how stupid does that

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fucking sound? Right? Let me?

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Speaker 1: Okay, has any and I won't ask you for names

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this whole time. I'm not going to ask you at

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all her names. But have you ever been on set

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and had to lose it on someone because of that?

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Speaker 2: Yeah? I have. I've been sent to Asia a couple

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of def yo. I'm just gonna say this for all

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the males watching it. If I tell you, don't fuck

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like a jack rabbit right now, because I have the

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camera up close on your fucking penis and a vagina,

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and I'm asking you multiple fucking times just long dick

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it for the camera and you don't long diket. It's

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not my fucking fault that you end up getting hit Like,

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I'm sorry, I warned you. I'm Latino. I have a temper.

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Speaker 1: Does that okay? All right?

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Speaker 2: If you do and it's a light top, it's like

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a little.

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Speaker 1: Thing, sure, totally, Yeah.

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Speaker 2: A little dig flick, a little something. Get your shit together.

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Speaker 1: Does it make it hard to finish a scene after

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that though?

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Speaker 2: Or no? No, no, it doesn't all right because yet again,

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I don't work with people that aren't my friends either,

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So I'm like, they already know my personality tape, they

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know everything. We're able to just keep the ball rolling

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your ahead.

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Speaker 1: You mentioned it earlier, but and again, no names unless

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you specifically want to call them out. What happens. I

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guess it's more back in the day when you had

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less choice on things. What do you what is a

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work day feel like when you see the dude and

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he kind of like looks like me, Like you're like

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visibly disgusted. How do you how do you? How do

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you figure that out? Like, Look, I've had day jobs

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where it's like, oh, we got to do this thing

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today that sucks, But I can't imagine if it was like, oh,

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you gotta fuck this monster lady over here, Like how

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do you process that? Do you go like just the

474
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job on those days? And I get it, you don't

475
00:22:09,279 --> 00:22:09,960
do it anymore.

476
00:22:10,039 --> 00:22:14,319
Speaker 2: But well, for me, it's just like I'm so desensitized

477
00:22:14,359 --> 00:22:17,319
by what attractiveness is at this point too. It's all

478
00:22:17,359 --> 00:22:20,519
about personality. But like for everyone that I meet, whether

479
00:22:20,880 --> 00:22:22,920
or not you're like the really fit guy, a really

480
00:22:23,160 --> 00:22:25,839
hunky guy, really whatever the hell you body type looks like.

481
00:22:25,880 --> 00:22:27,559
I always joke around with you. I'll be like, hah,

482
00:22:27,599 --> 00:22:30,000
I'm nipple height, hide those from you, Like I'll come around.

483
00:22:30,039 --> 00:22:32,039
I'll still flirt with you. I'll still flick your nips.

484
00:22:32,079 --> 00:22:34,680
I'll joke around like I treat everyone the same way.

485
00:22:34,839 --> 00:22:37,279
The horn Chrey time and my mindset as soon as

486
00:22:37,319 --> 00:22:39,559
like A'm on set, I'm not here to fucking date you.

487
00:22:39,559 --> 00:22:41,480
You know, we're here to create a product. And if

488
00:22:41,519 --> 00:22:44,759
somebody hired somebody that I'm not attracted to. For like

489
00:22:44,839 --> 00:22:47,559
my counterpart, I know that there's a specific reason why

490
00:22:47,599 --> 00:22:50,480
they hired that look like we both are hired for

491
00:22:50,640 --> 00:22:52,960
our looks and our personality type, so there's a reason

492
00:22:52,960 --> 00:22:55,519
why we're both there and like put together. So I

493
00:22:55,559 --> 00:22:57,400
always try to see it as like, you know, we're

494
00:22:57,440 --> 00:22:59,319
both here to just fuck it out and create a

495
00:22:59,359 --> 00:23:02,359
firefucking And I don't care if you're hot, if you're not,

496
00:23:02,599 --> 00:23:05,000
like conventionally or not, Like what even is hot at

497
00:23:05,000 --> 00:23:08,200
this point? What is normality either as well? So I

498
00:23:08,359 --> 00:23:10,200
just look at the person and if they're a great

499
00:23:10,240 --> 00:23:12,880
fucking talent, then I'm like, hell, yeah, we're gonna have wild, stoppy,

500
00:23:12,960 --> 00:23:15,480
fucking sex today. And if they're not, then I'm like, oh,

501
00:23:15,559 --> 00:23:17,519
share right, well you're on my no list now. But

502
00:23:17,559 --> 00:23:20,319
I don't really look at people for like how they look.

503
00:23:20,480 --> 00:23:22,359
Like I've been on set where the guys are super

504
00:23:22,359 --> 00:23:24,359
fucking fit and they're the worst fucks I've ever had

505
00:23:24,400 --> 00:23:26,759
in my fucking life. And meanwhile, guys over here with

506
00:23:26,839 --> 00:23:29,759
dad bods are fun and shit, So you know, like

507
00:23:29,839 --> 00:23:31,839
it just it depends on the person. I don't really

508
00:23:31,839 --> 00:23:34,440
care about, Like if you're attractive if you're not attractive,

509
00:23:34,440 --> 00:23:36,400
because for me, it's not a dating pool, it's a

510
00:23:36,519 --> 00:23:39,160
workspace and it's something to just have fun with.

511
00:23:40,000 --> 00:23:42,759
Speaker 1: I Uh, I go back to when I was younger

512
00:23:42,880 --> 00:23:46,359
and I started watching porn. Definitely not under eighteen, but

513
00:23:46,559 --> 00:23:51,400
eighteen plus, sneaking, sneaking to trade a tape to buy

514
00:23:51,480 --> 00:23:54,880
fucking used porn DVDs. Yeah, definitely. I was eighteen at

515
00:23:54,880 --> 00:23:57,200
that point when DVDs?

516
00:23:57,240 --> 00:23:58,559
Speaker 2: Did you get? What was your thing?

517
00:23:58,799 --> 00:24:01,559
Speaker 1: Oh? Well, I'll tell you quick. Earlier this week, I

518
00:24:01,599 --> 00:24:04,680
interviewed Cindy Crawford, who was not the Cindy Crawford. She

519
00:24:04,720 --> 00:24:07,000
was porn star Cindy Crawford from the early two thousands.

520
00:24:07,000 --> 00:24:09,480
Speaker 2: What Cindy Crawford what I want to fuck?

521
00:24:10,440 --> 00:24:12,599
Speaker 1: Look at? And she looks great now, but go look

522
00:24:12,599 --> 00:24:18,000
at early pictures of her. She is something man. First

523
00:24:18,000 --> 00:24:20,839
porn DVD I ever bought, and it's so funny because

524
00:24:20,920 --> 00:24:25,200
she is reviving a brand. She's reviving the Anarchy DVD's brand.

525
00:24:26,240 --> 00:24:29,119
First one I ever bought was an Anarchy DVD and

526
00:24:29,319 --> 00:24:33,119
it was Okay, it's not exactly the most pleasant title,

527
00:24:33,759 --> 00:24:37,759
but it was horror gaggers too. Uh, little direct and

528
00:24:37,799 --> 00:24:40,640
I I went and I looked back at like the

529
00:24:40,839 --> 00:24:43,519
cast to see so I could reference it to her

530
00:24:43,559 --> 00:24:47,720
when I interviewed her the other day. It's all of

531
00:24:47,759 --> 00:24:51,440
my favorite porn stars. So I'm wondering if that first

532
00:24:51,480 --> 00:24:54,599
one really imprinted on my head where it's like these

533
00:24:54,640 --> 00:24:58,039
are performers you like now it's literally like the greatest

534
00:24:58,079 --> 00:25:01,640
hits for me, and it's you know, just like I

535
00:25:01,680 --> 00:25:03,880
don't know at the point of that. Oh. So I

536
00:25:03,920 --> 00:25:05,960
was interviewing Cindekruff for the other day and I just

537
00:25:06,119 --> 00:25:09,519
I think about the early two thousands and the guys nowadays. Yes,

538
00:25:09,559 --> 00:25:13,519
maybe they more professional, maybe they're I don't know, whatever,

539
00:25:13,799 --> 00:25:16,359
But the guys from back then, man, some of them

540
00:25:16,400 --> 00:25:19,119
were rough. Some of them looked like your uncle who

541
00:25:19,160 --> 00:25:22,960
wasn't allowed at like family functions anymore. Some of them

542
00:25:23,039 --> 00:25:26,240
look like doc workers. Oh yeah, but they had nine

543
00:25:26,279 --> 00:25:28,799
inches and they could keep it hard. So I always

544
00:25:28,839 --> 00:25:30,920
reference that and go, like, man, if I was a chick,

545
00:25:30,960 --> 00:25:34,119
I would hate that shit back then, I really would

546
00:25:34,119 --> 00:25:35,079
hate it. But it's a job.

547
00:25:35,559 --> 00:25:38,920
Speaker 2: Yeah, you just numb yourself, like you just become desensitized

548
00:25:38,920 --> 00:25:41,640
and you just you just outside out of mind. It

549
00:25:41,720 --> 00:25:43,799
just feels like two pieces of meat slopping together.

550
00:25:45,400 --> 00:25:48,640
Speaker 1: So okay, okay, so this this is not this is

551
00:25:48,720 --> 00:25:51,480
not me being uh, I'm not trying to be ignorant.

552
00:25:51,480 --> 00:25:53,799
I am ignorant about this. I guess That's why I'm asking,

553
00:25:55,039 --> 00:25:57,039
do you and I've I've been with my wife since

554
00:25:57,039 --> 00:25:59,960
I was nineteen. I'm thirty eight now okayuys?

555
00:26:00,000 --> 00:26:04,440
Speaker 2: I also happy birthday dinner? What oh did you say

556
00:26:04,440 --> 00:26:05,319
it was your birthday? Or now?

557
00:26:05,759 --> 00:26:10,160
Speaker 1: Twelve thirteen last weekend? Just want to spin on. I

558
00:26:10,200 --> 00:26:12,640
will relay that we were actually watching some of your stuff,

559
00:26:12,680 --> 00:26:15,319
not your content, your YouTube channel, because I.

560
00:26:15,599 --> 00:26:19,079
Speaker 2: Keep forgetting I have that. I randomly upload something and

561
00:26:19,119 --> 00:26:21,279
be like ha ha, and then I'll forget it. I'll

562
00:26:21,319 --> 00:26:22,359
be like, oh wait, fuck.

563
00:26:22,200 --> 00:26:28,039
Speaker 1: Are you okay? Can you still turn the switch in

564
00:26:28,079 --> 00:26:31,279
your head to be connected to sex? Now? I know

565
00:26:31,359 --> 00:26:33,039
that sounds rude. I don't mean it to be, but

566
00:26:33,079 --> 00:26:35,559
what I just said, like in this aspect, just meet

567
00:26:35,599 --> 00:26:38,319
slapping together. I go like, you know, I do have

568
00:26:38,440 --> 00:26:40,799
romantic times with my wife or there are times when

569
00:26:40,799 --> 00:26:42,519
I'm like I just got to get the poison out

570
00:26:42,599 --> 00:26:45,480
right now. But I'll make sure you're taking care of too.

571
00:26:46,039 --> 00:26:49,000
Can you do you turn that switch or do you

572
00:26:49,359 --> 00:26:51,319
always is it always a little mute?

573
00:26:52,000 --> 00:26:54,799
Speaker 2: So like for me, if I'm shooting a lot, like

574
00:26:54,920 --> 00:26:57,039
a shit to a NonStop, then I can be a

575
00:26:57,039 --> 00:26:59,400
little bit hard, Like I'll find that I'm fucking somebody

576
00:26:59,480 --> 00:27:02,519
off cam like didn't like trying out real sex, and

577
00:27:02,599 --> 00:27:04,640
I'll realize, oh my god, I'm counting, why am I

578
00:27:04,680 --> 00:27:06,880
doing this angle? Why am I moving there? And it's

579
00:27:06,920 --> 00:27:10,240
like automatic. I feel like a robot sometimes, and then

580
00:27:10,279 --> 00:27:12,400
that's where I take like my breaks. Like sometimes I'll

581
00:27:12,440 --> 00:27:14,920
take like a whole month off, like every year, I

582
00:27:14,920 --> 00:27:17,640
tried to like one or two months off completely from

583
00:27:17,720 --> 00:27:20,519
porn and just fuck off through a little island. Not

584
00:27:20,599 --> 00:27:22,640
gonna say what island because it's my favorite island to

585
00:27:22,640 --> 00:27:25,279
fuck off to it. It's a little island off the

586
00:27:25,359 --> 00:27:26,119
coast of Spain.

587
00:27:26,480 --> 00:27:29,119
Speaker 1: Okay, very ut it there.

588
00:27:29,240 --> 00:27:32,279
Speaker 2: And then Amsterdam is another fun place, but you guys

589
00:27:32,279 --> 00:27:35,279
will probably never see me around there because I'm always

590
00:27:35,960 --> 00:27:42,359
super fucking stone somewhere. But yeah, no, I have to

591
00:27:42,359 --> 00:27:45,440
go and like break down myself like mentally and just

592
00:27:45,519 --> 00:27:48,799
stop everything from porn, and then my body like resets

593
00:27:49,640 --> 00:27:52,400
and usually I'm with somebody that i'm really attracted to that,

594
00:27:52,440 --> 00:27:54,960
like I'm seeing like my friends with Ben's or something,

595
00:27:55,240 --> 00:27:57,400
and we have like those intimate moments and the connection.

596
00:27:57,559 --> 00:27:59,200
It kind of like it takes a little while to

597
00:27:59,200 --> 00:28:02,039
build back up, but once I'm able to get there,

598
00:28:02,119 --> 00:28:05,519
then it's like awesome and it's beautiful again. But sometimes

599
00:28:05,519 --> 00:28:07,799
it can be a little bit hard, especially like I said,

600
00:28:07,799 --> 00:28:10,559
if you're shooting every single day multi Like sometimes I'm

601
00:28:10,599 --> 00:28:12,759
shooting two three times a day, like two three scenes

602
00:28:12,759 --> 00:28:14,319
a day, and then by the time I wake up,

603
00:28:14,599 --> 00:28:16,119
I wake up the first thing I do, I have

604
00:28:16,119 --> 00:28:18,440
a fucking camera in my face, and I'm filming myself

605
00:28:18,480 --> 00:28:22,240
masturbating in the morning, filming myself making coffee, filming myself showering,

606
00:28:22,319 --> 00:28:24,920
froming myself working, Like everything that I do in life

607
00:28:25,000 --> 00:28:29,440
is all on film, And that's like that desensitizes you completely,

608
00:28:29,519 --> 00:28:32,359
especially whenever it comes to sex. And so that's why

609
00:28:32,359 --> 00:28:33,920
I like to take my little break and I'll just

610
00:28:34,000 --> 00:28:36,400
run away to like a relaxing place with somebody that

611
00:28:36,480 --> 00:28:38,920
like I trust and I feel connected with, to just

612
00:28:39,079 --> 00:28:41,759
get back to that emotional setting and then I'm fine

613
00:28:41,799 --> 00:28:43,599
again for a while. But it's just like if I'm

614
00:28:43,599 --> 00:28:46,359
shooting months at a time NonStop. Then it's like whoa,

615
00:28:46,640 --> 00:28:49,480
it's over. Like, like I said, like a fucking robot.

616
00:28:51,440 --> 00:28:53,200
Speaker 1: Can I ask you about a tweet you put it's

617
00:28:53,240 --> 00:28:55,240
funny out I pull out the one tweet from ten

618
00:28:55,319 --> 00:28:57,440
years ago that gets you canceled. Now, I'm just kidding,

619
00:28:57,440 --> 00:28:59,680
But can I ask you about a tweet you posted

620
00:28:59,799 --> 00:29:03,160
in October? Okay? If you don't, I'm not gonna harp

621
00:29:03,200 --> 00:29:05,480
on this whatsoever. It's just a question, and it kind

622
00:29:05,519 --> 00:29:07,960
of relates to how we were talking about. There nothing

623
00:29:08,000 --> 00:29:10,160
more in the world that I absolutely hate is when

624
00:29:10,200 --> 00:29:12,240
I get booked for a lesbian scene and they throw

625
00:29:12,279 --> 00:29:15,079
a man in last minute, like bruh. That's the shit

626
00:29:15,079 --> 00:29:18,119
that pisses me off so much. I'm a lesbian that

627
00:29:18,200 --> 00:29:21,000
never gets lesbian work and that breaks my pussy's heart

628
00:29:21,000 --> 00:29:23,400
for real, for real, seriously, I hope your pussy's heart

629
00:29:23,440 --> 00:29:27,359
is working well today. Flow and good. There was a

630
00:29:27,400 --> 00:29:30,440
thing in there that I noticed. Uh, it's funny. I'm

631
00:29:30,440 --> 00:29:32,839
calling you out like Ellen in the nineties, or are

632
00:29:32,880 --> 00:29:33,599
you a lesbian?

633
00:29:33,839 --> 00:29:36,519
Speaker 2: Like yeah, I'm gaying really like all my fans say,

634
00:29:36,559 --> 00:29:39,240
only I'm good, like I've never hit in it at all. Okay,

635
00:29:39,240 --> 00:29:41,240
and I think that's what makes me so fucking good

636
00:29:41,319 --> 00:29:43,480
at my job is because for me, it's like I

637
00:29:43,519 --> 00:29:47,440
don't feel that romantic connection connection with my male talents.

638
00:29:47,440 --> 00:29:49,720
I don't feel storry eyed whenever I'm with like a

639
00:29:49,720 --> 00:29:52,519
big male talent name or a really handsome guy, like

640
00:29:52,559 --> 00:29:55,480
I'm able to remember my lines, remember my angles, and

641
00:29:55,519 --> 00:29:58,160
be a super fucking mega slut with it because for me,

642
00:29:58,359 --> 00:30:00,359
like I don't even though I'm not attracted to them,

643
00:30:00,359 --> 00:30:02,519
Like I don't find penises icky at all, Like I don't,

644
00:30:02,759 --> 00:30:05,960
you know, for me, it doesn't it's nothing special like that,

645
00:30:06,079 --> 00:30:08,000
Like it's like fine, like if a mom's OEt with

646
00:30:08,000 --> 00:30:09,480
a girl that I'm like, oh, like I kind of

647
00:30:09,480 --> 00:30:12,279
get distracted and the director's like for focus, focus.

648
00:30:13,359 --> 00:30:17,480
Speaker 1: But yeah, no, there's there's two aspects to that I'm

649
00:30:17,480 --> 00:30:21,240
thinking about. It's like one I again, I can't do

650
00:30:21,319 --> 00:30:25,880
what you do. I don't know. You really do treat it,

651
00:30:25,960 --> 00:30:27,960
and that's great that you treat it professionally, but it

652
00:30:28,000 --> 00:30:30,680
really is like a business that you put your whole

653
00:30:30,759 --> 00:30:33,079
heart into. I have never had a job I have

654
00:30:33,200 --> 00:30:36,480
put my whole hardened. Like all due respect every I

655
00:30:36,519 --> 00:30:38,799
wouldn't suck a dick for money, because that's just not

656
00:30:38,839 --> 00:30:41,519
who I am. That's not my preference. So the fact

657
00:30:41,559 --> 00:30:43,640
that you can do this there is something kind of

658
00:30:44,759 --> 00:30:46,599
I don't want to sound like a creep as I

659
00:30:46,680 --> 00:30:51,079
am going to, but I like videos sometimes where it's

660
00:30:51,160 --> 00:30:55,680
like a girl's put in a position where I don't know, like, Okay,

661
00:30:55,799 --> 00:30:57,960
I need some cash right now, I can suck this

662
00:30:58,079 --> 00:31:01,720
bar owner's dick or whatever, and I don't necessarily want

663
00:31:01,759 --> 00:31:04,559
to do it, but I am making this choice myself.

664
00:31:04,759 --> 00:31:06,640
It's not like, you know, she's being forced into it

665
00:31:06,759 --> 00:31:09,440
or like desperate for it. She's like, mah, fuck it,

666
00:31:09,480 --> 00:31:11,519
I'm going to do this work right now. Wah. You

667
00:31:11,559 --> 00:31:15,240
know there's something to me on a weird, like visceral

668
00:31:15,319 --> 00:31:17,759
level where I'm like, it's kind of hot that she

669
00:31:17,799 --> 00:31:20,319
doesn't necessarily love this, but she wants to put in

670
00:31:20,359 --> 00:31:21,680
the work to make it look good.

671
00:31:22,279 --> 00:31:25,000
Speaker 2: Yeah, like I because I also have that mindset of

672
00:31:25,039 --> 00:31:27,920
a director, right So whatever I do on camera is

673
00:31:27,960 --> 00:31:30,480
exactly what I would want my talent to fucking do,

674
00:31:30,920 --> 00:31:33,000
whether or not they're attracted to the person. I want

675
00:31:33,039 --> 00:31:36,519
them to be as real, as raw, as genuine as

676
00:31:36,519 --> 00:31:39,359
fucking impossible in that moment and That's all that I'm

677
00:31:39,400 --> 00:31:41,559
thinking about whenever I'm in that moment is what am

678
00:31:41,559 --> 00:31:43,680
I going to look like on camera? For my fans?

679
00:31:44,200 --> 00:31:46,119
What do I want to be? And like I know,

680
00:31:46,200 --> 00:31:47,880
at the end of the day of doing boy girl

681
00:31:47,960 --> 00:31:50,039
scenes is what blows you up more is what fans

682
00:31:50,160 --> 00:31:52,079
like to see. And a lot of my fans think

683
00:31:52,119 --> 00:31:54,400
it's so fucking hot that no man can really ever

684
00:31:54,440 --> 00:31:56,200
have me. And I's let all these men out and

685
00:31:56,240 --> 00:31:57,480
at the end of the day, I buy him a

686
00:31:57,480 --> 00:31:58,519
beer after the sut.

687
00:31:58,720 --> 00:32:02,519
Speaker 1: You know, there is something as you say it, I'm like, yeah,

688
00:32:02,519 --> 00:32:05,119
there is something hot about that. It's like, no, you'll

689
00:32:05,160 --> 00:32:06,079
never have her, don't worry.

690
00:32:06,160 --> 00:32:08,279
Speaker 2: Maybe slut them the fuck out.

691
00:32:09,119 --> 00:32:12,279
Speaker 1: That's great. We have. We have an odd connection. And

692
00:32:12,319 --> 00:32:14,359
when I say that, I mean in a way that

693
00:32:14,440 --> 00:32:17,160
like if you said I like Hamburger's and I went,

694
00:32:17,200 --> 00:32:19,519
I've been to McDonald's one time. Like it's that luci

695
00:32:19,559 --> 00:32:21,799
of a connection. I was watching a video, like you said,

696
00:32:21,799 --> 00:32:24,680
on your YouTube channel, and you were talking, you dance,

697
00:32:24,720 --> 00:32:27,160
you were dancing one time. I guess something I don't know.

698
00:32:27,359 --> 00:32:29,519
I'm referencing one of your YouTube videos that you didn't

699
00:32:29,519 --> 00:32:33,240
even remember you had anymore. You're dancing at the Pulse nightclub.

700
00:32:33,279 --> 00:32:37,680
One time I used to this is very sad. This

701
00:32:37,759 --> 00:32:39,400
is not going to take it in a sexy direction.

702
00:32:39,799 --> 00:32:41,839
I used to work with the ex wife of the

703
00:32:41,880 --> 00:32:46,400
guy the scumbag shooter that shot that up. Really Oh

704
00:32:46,480 --> 00:32:49,200
my gosh, she left one day. I'm in Jersey. She

705
00:32:49,480 --> 00:32:52,000
one day she just was gone. Strah is her name.

706
00:32:52,279 --> 00:32:54,599
I won't be the last name or anything, but she's left,

707
00:32:54,640 --> 00:32:57,079
and we're like, she got married, she moved down to Florida. Ah,

708
00:32:57,160 --> 00:32:59,920
you know, they got divorced. She met the other guy,

709
00:33:00,000 --> 00:33:02,799
I met another woman or something and whatever. I went

710
00:33:02,839 --> 00:33:05,039
on her Facebook. There's no question with this. I just

711
00:33:05,160 --> 00:33:06,880
I've never been able to tell the story. I went

712
00:33:06,920 --> 00:33:09,920
on her Facebook like the next day. There's a picture

713
00:33:09,960 --> 00:33:12,240
of like her pet or something like that, and it

714
00:33:12,240 --> 00:33:15,960
had eleven hundred comments underneath it. Hi, this is Kelly

715
00:33:16,000 --> 00:33:19,519
with WABC Denver. I was just wondering if we could

716
00:33:19,640 --> 00:33:22,839
ask you questions. HI, this is Jeff with you know

717
00:33:22,839 --> 00:33:25,599
blah blah blah blah blah, and no. I just heard

718
00:33:25,599 --> 00:33:27,519
that and that was like, literally, I've done. I did

719
00:33:27,519 --> 00:33:30,000
two hundred and fifty comedy episodes. I never had a

720
00:33:30,119 --> 00:33:32,039
chance to tell that story and one hundred and fifty

721
00:33:32,079 --> 00:33:34,160
interviews and never had the time to bring it up.

722
00:33:34,400 --> 00:33:35,920
So when I heard that, I was like, oh, I

723
00:33:35,920 --> 00:33:38,480
got to point that out. There's literally nothing else to

724
00:33:38,559 --> 00:33:40,119
that story other than that right there.

725
00:33:40,319 --> 00:33:44,960
Speaker 2: That's crazy though, that you like knew that's crazy. That

726
00:33:44,960 --> 00:33:47,640
doesn't it? Small world? I was at Paul's when it

727
00:33:47,720 --> 00:33:50,480
fucking happened. That was scary, it isn't it? Yeah, that

728
00:33:50,559 --> 00:33:52,279
was scary if Paul. I used to go to Paul's

729
00:33:52,359 --> 00:33:54,279
all the time. Oh my, Like that was one of

730
00:33:54,279 --> 00:33:57,720
my Paul's night club Southern Nights that used to be

731
00:33:57,759 --> 00:34:02,000
a revolution not at Southern and Parliament House those are

732
00:34:02,039 --> 00:34:05,079
my three go to places, and Savoy once in a while,

733
00:34:05,920 --> 00:34:08,599
but usually those. And like I remember, I was there

734
00:34:08,639 --> 00:34:10,920
and my friend they wanted to have a cigarette. I'd like,

735
00:34:10,920 --> 00:34:13,239
I don't smoke cigarettes at all. I only smoke up.

736
00:34:13,320 --> 00:34:16,159
I don't know the right. Fine, you're good, yeah, you

737
00:34:16,199 --> 00:34:19,360
know what I mean, But I don't smoke cigarettes. And

738
00:34:19,360 --> 00:34:20,960
my friend was like really wanting to go, and I

739
00:34:20,960 --> 00:34:23,159
didn't want to have them go outside alone. So I

740
00:34:23,199 --> 00:34:24,519
was like, you know what, I'll just fuck it. I'll

741
00:34:24,559 --> 00:34:26,679
come with you and I went outside with them, and

742
00:34:26,719 --> 00:34:28,679
the next thing I know, like I hear do dude,

743
00:34:28,760 --> 00:34:30,360
and it's like going to the beat at the music,

744
00:34:30,400 --> 00:34:32,159
but I could tell I shoot guns. I was like,

745
00:34:32,239 --> 00:34:35,320
something isn't right. And I'm like, I'm pretty lit at

746
00:34:35,320 --> 00:34:37,159
that moment, but you can kind of like your instincts

747
00:34:37,239 --> 00:34:39,159
kind of like wake you up a little bit. And

748
00:34:39,199 --> 00:34:41,599
I was like, oh shit, look over and there's people running,

749
00:34:41,639 --> 00:34:44,760
the blood being sprayed everywhere against the windows, and I

750
00:34:44,800 --> 00:34:46,800
remember like this one guy picks me up and like

751
00:34:46,880 --> 00:34:49,480
throws me over the side of like the fence that

752
00:34:49,599 --> 00:34:52,360
was in the back, and that was just so traumatizing

753
00:34:52,440 --> 00:34:55,239
just seeing like I looked over and literally like everyone's running,

754
00:34:55,280 --> 00:34:57,920
screaming and the like blood all over. I was like,

755
00:34:58,239 --> 00:35:00,880
what the fuck? That was the scariest and my born

756
00:35:00,920 --> 00:35:04,239
toilet is that. And it took the cops so fucking

757
00:35:04,320 --> 00:35:06,440
long ago in there, and they were just like I

758
00:35:06,480 --> 00:35:10,559
remember standing out there like across the street just watch them,

759
00:35:10,880 --> 00:35:12,559
and the cops like there were so many of them

760
00:35:12,679 --> 00:35:15,440
swat everyone and not a single person went in there

761
00:35:15,880 --> 00:35:18,960
while this guy's like going in on everyone and I'm like,

762
00:35:19,280 --> 00:35:22,000
you guys are literally covered head to toe and armor

763
00:35:22,039 --> 00:35:23,760
like what the you know what I mean? Like what

764
00:35:23,880 --> 00:35:27,880
the pussy? Like, what the fuck we need to people pussy?

765
00:35:27,880 --> 00:35:31,000
But like do you know what I mean? Like even

766
00:35:31,079 --> 00:35:33,360
like in the shootings that's been happening recently too, at

767
00:35:33,360 --> 00:35:35,119
the schools and everything, like why the fuck? Like just

768
00:35:35,239 --> 00:35:36,599
run in there, like do your job.

769
00:35:36,840 --> 00:35:39,800
Speaker 1: The Uvaldi one stands out. It's funny. I'm not gonna

770
00:35:39,800 --> 00:35:43,039
talk about politics, I swear anyway, this school shooting's the

771
00:35:43,039 --> 00:35:46,239
hottest girl I've ever met, and let's discuss school shootings.

772
00:35:46,280 --> 00:35:49,079
But you remember the cops were like, uh, we really

773
00:35:49,119 --> 00:35:52,719
need like hardcore drones, some of those Elon like guys,

774
00:35:52,760 --> 00:35:56,000
but stack them up with guns, all right, send them

775
00:35:56,000 --> 00:35:58,840
in and leave the cops outside with the remote controls.

776
00:35:58,960 --> 00:36:01,400
Speaker 2: Those robot dogs I saw some of those online. Are

777
00:36:01,480 --> 00:36:02,800
those real? The little robots?

778
00:36:03,039 --> 00:36:06,159
Speaker 1: Some of them are not with like weapons, that's probably AI,

779
00:36:06,400 --> 00:36:07,280
but yeah.

780
00:36:07,599 --> 00:36:09,440
Speaker 2: That'd be pretty cool if they had some of those.

781
00:36:09,519 --> 00:36:11,519
There were robot dog goes and there were some fucking

782
00:36:11,599 --> 00:36:12,440
lasers on its.

783
00:36:12,360 --> 00:36:17,519
Speaker 1: Head Like I was thinking big metal teeth start ripped

784
00:36:17,559 --> 00:36:18,199
my arm off.

785
00:36:18,679 --> 00:36:21,719
Speaker 2: Yeah, like a flamethrower on the inside.

786
00:36:22,239 --> 00:36:27,440
Speaker 1: So uh, back to more sexy stuff. I assume how

787
00:36:27,480 --> 00:36:29,880
do you at four feet eight work with some of

788
00:36:29,920 --> 00:36:32,440
the gentlemen you work with, are you? Are you like

789
00:36:32,480 --> 00:36:35,719
telling them like you can get the head in that's it.

790
00:36:35,880 --> 00:36:40,559
And I'm specifically thinking of Brickzilla. You worked with somebody recently.

791
00:36:40,559 --> 00:36:41,880
I think it came out on my birth No, it

792
00:36:41,920 --> 00:36:45,400
came out today, right, Yeah, that was on my birthday.

793
00:36:45,400 --> 00:36:47,840
I was eleven, twenty seven. Yeah, that is as big

794
00:36:47,840 --> 00:36:48,239
as your.

795
00:36:50,119 --> 00:36:53,320
Speaker 2: Jordan. I've I've shot with all of them. They're all

796
00:36:53,320 --> 00:36:55,559
great guys, mind you. I love every single one of them.

797
00:36:55,880 --> 00:36:58,199
I don't know my bussy's a magic hat trick. I

798
00:36:58,239 --> 00:37:00,400
thought the first let me tell you this, the first

799
00:37:00,400 --> 00:37:02,440
time that I ever shot with Dread, he was so

800
00:37:02,559 --> 00:37:04,559
worried about my tiny body. He was like, no, we're

801
00:37:04,559 --> 00:37:07,519
gonna go super easy. And I literally just spit on it,

802
00:37:07,559 --> 00:37:09,960
and like, I have full control over my vagina because

803
00:37:10,000 --> 00:37:11,760
every time that I do my workouts, like with these

804
00:37:11,760 --> 00:37:14,280
metal balls in and I hold them in my vagina,

805
00:37:14,360 --> 00:37:16,920
so like I work on my vaginal muscles and I

806
00:37:17,039 --> 00:37:18,920
just loosened them up like a motherfucker and I just

807
00:37:18,960 --> 00:37:20,920
sat on it and it made his whole dick disappear,

808
00:37:20,920 --> 00:37:22,639
and I was like, it's a sizemo. I don't know

809
00:37:22,679 --> 00:37:25,440
where the fucking goes, Like, I don't know where the

810
00:37:25,440 --> 00:37:28,199
hell these penises go. Like even with Antone Harden, he

811
00:37:28,360 --> 00:37:30,239
was like, Okay, we're gonna go gentle, I'm gonna go

812
00:37:30,320 --> 00:37:33,079
light strokes, and of course my crazy ass fucks back

813
00:37:33,400 --> 00:37:36,679
and then next thing you know, I'm taking almost all

814
00:37:36,719 --> 00:37:38,639
of it. There's just like this much of it left.

815
00:37:38,679 --> 00:37:40,960
But I was like, that's like from here to hear,

816
00:37:41,119 --> 00:37:43,480
like I don't In the whenever I shot with Brizilla,

817
00:37:43,519 --> 00:37:46,280
the only reason I couldn't take all thousand percent of

818
00:37:46,320 --> 00:37:48,599
his dick was because it's curve like a fucking banana.

819
00:37:48,920 --> 00:37:51,079
So the whole time that was fucking him almost curve

820
00:37:51,199 --> 00:37:53,559
like this too, and I just felt my guts moving

821
00:37:53,599 --> 00:37:55,519
and I'm trying to get that angle to fit every

822
00:37:55,559 --> 00:37:58,079
one of it in. Almost got it all into, but

823
00:37:58,280 --> 00:38:01,400
the banana curve was what was hitting my fucking lungs,

824
00:38:02,320 --> 00:38:06,559
not damn Like whenever I say I can feel it

825
00:38:06,679 --> 00:38:08,840
my fucking throat, I really mean I can feel it

826
00:38:08,880 --> 00:38:11,880
in my throuble. I'm my god, I don't know where

827
00:38:11,880 --> 00:38:14,320
these things go, and the crazy I don't practice for

828
00:38:14,400 --> 00:38:16,639
this shit either. My personal life I wear a strap

829
00:38:16,679 --> 00:38:18,559
on like I fuck every time, like I fuck all

830
00:38:18,599 --> 00:38:20,400
the arm so like the only time I ever taken

831
00:38:20,400 --> 00:38:23,719
anything is on camera with like BBC sides and shit

832
00:38:23,760 --> 00:38:26,519
are like on camera for like taking dick, and it's

833
00:38:26,519 --> 00:38:28,880
always so funny every single time. These guys are always

834
00:38:28,920 --> 00:38:30,599
like we're gonna go gent through, We're gonna slide in,

835
00:38:30,599 --> 00:38:33,079
and I'm always like, no, just fucking stick it in me.

836
00:38:33,119 --> 00:38:35,880
I can relax my shit, like, let's control this. And

837
00:38:35,920 --> 00:38:37,920
I can even squeeze it too, so you can't run

838
00:38:37,960 --> 00:38:39,880
for me. So any guy gris to pull the fuck

839
00:38:39,960 --> 00:38:41,719
out and like, nope, we're not done with this, fucking

840
00:38:41,719 --> 00:38:42,920
shots staying here.

841
00:38:44,239 --> 00:38:46,280
Speaker 1: My uh my wife one time I was laying on

842
00:38:46,320 --> 00:38:48,159
my stomach and she just climbed on my back and

843
00:38:48,199 --> 00:38:51,679
started doing thrusting. You know. She did it for like

844
00:38:51,719 --> 00:38:54,639
a minute and she goes, oh my god, my hips,

845
00:38:54,920 --> 00:38:57,880
how do you guys do this? And it's funny that

846
00:38:57,920 --> 00:39:00,159
you said, like I'm just thrust and I'm pulling. You

847
00:39:00,199 --> 00:39:03,079
gotta work those muscles, right, Oh yeah.

848
00:39:02,639 --> 00:39:04,760
Speaker 2: All of my like most of my only fan scene.

849
00:39:04,920 --> 00:39:07,119
I love doing strap on born. I love it. I

850
00:39:07,159 --> 00:39:09,559
love fucking people like it's my favorite thing, and the

851
00:39:09,679 --> 00:39:12,280
fucking world is the fuck people. Like even whenever I'm

852
00:39:12,360 --> 00:39:14,239
on top of guys, like whenever I fuck guys, I

853
00:39:14,320 --> 00:39:15,840
like to be the one doing the fucking and all

854
00:39:15,880 --> 00:39:18,679
the heavy lifting and like working and moving just like

855
00:39:18,760 --> 00:39:21,880
the motion and everything. It feels so fucking good. It

856
00:39:21,960 --> 00:39:24,719
is exhausting. But then again, I work out every single day,

857
00:39:24,800 --> 00:39:28,039
specific muscle groups so I don't bulk out and look

858
00:39:28,079 --> 00:39:29,840
like a scary little I did that one time where

859
00:39:29,840 --> 00:39:31,800
I got super fit and everyone was like, you're looking

860
00:39:31,880 --> 00:39:34,079
like a mini hulk. So that I'm trying to find

861
00:39:34,119 --> 00:39:36,239
like that even in middle where I have that cute

862
00:39:36,239 --> 00:39:38,880
petigue upper and then my lower is like strong as hells.

863
00:39:38,960 --> 00:39:41,360
I can ride dick or give dick all day.

864
00:39:43,440 --> 00:39:47,320
Speaker 1: That's that's that speaks to even more dedication to your craft.

865
00:39:47,360 --> 00:39:50,239
Where you're going. I work specific muscles for this da

866
00:39:50,320 --> 00:39:53,960
da da I I worked with Like when I used

867
00:39:53,960 --> 00:39:57,159
to work retail, I worked with just the hottest girl right,

868
00:39:57,159 --> 00:40:00,000
I won't even give her name, but Polish girl, beauty,

869
00:40:00,159 --> 00:40:03,119
full thin, in shape, and she would just crush two

870
00:40:03,199 --> 00:40:07,039
double cheeseburgers every day, never work out and just always

871
00:40:07,079 --> 00:40:09,519
stay thin and like if I smell a double cheeseburger.

872
00:40:09,559 --> 00:40:10,639
I gained ten pounds.

873
00:40:11,280 --> 00:40:12,559
Speaker 2: So, oh my god.

874
00:40:12,800 --> 00:40:15,320
Speaker 1: It's nice to hear your working it though, and you're

875
00:40:15,440 --> 00:40:19,760
keeping it going and stuff like that. You did, okay,

876
00:40:19,920 --> 00:40:22,159
no going on the back of that because of what

877
00:40:22,199 --> 00:40:25,320
we said. I read somewhere you were offered an exorbitant

878
00:40:25,360 --> 00:40:28,039
amount of money for a specific type of scene. Now

879
00:40:28,079 --> 00:40:29,880
that was a couple of years ago. Maybe I think

880
00:40:29,920 --> 00:40:34,760
that interview was do you still not do that? I'm

881
00:40:34,760 --> 00:40:36,599
not hiding what it is. I was gonna reveal it

882
00:40:36,639 --> 00:40:38,760
at again. So how much were you offered to do

883
00:40:38,800 --> 00:40:41,280
an anal scene? And you declined, I've.

884
00:40:41,119 --> 00:40:43,679
Speaker 2: Been offered at this point up to fifty to do

885
00:40:43,760 --> 00:40:46,519
an anal scene. I just for me my brand, like

886
00:40:46,559 --> 00:40:49,320
who I am, Like I just can't, like even with

887
00:40:49,360 --> 00:40:53,239
my friends and everything, like nobody can visualize me ever

888
00:40:53,360 --> 00:40:55,280
do it. Like it's just not something that would be

889
00:40:55,360 --> 00:40:57,920
on brand for me, first of all, and then second

890
00:40:57,920 --> 00:41:00,280
of all, like it's just something like I just I've

891
00:41:00,280 --> 00:41:02,440
tried it once, because like, don't knock anything intil you

892
00:41:02,480 --> 00:41:04,840
try it, And I just like I never felt like

893
00:41:05,000 --> 00:41:07,079
more of a bitch in my fucking life, and I

894
00:41:07,119 --> 00:41:09,719
was just like, this is not me. At all, Like

895
00:41:09,760 --> 00:41:12,119
this is not like I'm okay getting fucked doggyesyw. But

896
00:41:12,239 --> 00:41:15,400
was something about that that I was just like, huh,

897
00:41:15,400 --> 00:41:17,960
like I just did not like to the core just

898
00:41:18,000 --> 00:41:20,199
didn't speak to me. And it didn't So I like,

899
00:41:20,239 --> 00:41:22,559
I never do anything on camera that I just I

900
00:41:22,639 --> 00:41:26,320
wouldn't feel would be genuine to who frez, which is

901
00:41:26,360 --> 00:41:29,800
like a crazy sex maniac, but like in that position,

902
00:41:29,960 --> 00:41:33,039
it's like I'm not a submissive woman by any means,

903
00:41:33,079 --> 00:41:36,280
and that's like the ultimate submission right there, you know,

904
00:41:36,320 --> 00:41:38,239
giving your ass up. And for me, that's just like

905
00:41:38,559 --> 00:41:40,000
I feel like if I ever did that, like that

906
00:41:40,000 --> 00:41:42,440
would just put a weird little thing on my brand,

907
00:41:42,480 --> 00:41:46,159
Like it just wouldn't feel right. So all right, yeah

908
00:41:46,159 --> 00:41:47,000
I still haven't done it.

909
00:41:47,079 --> 00:41:50,000
Speaker 1: I don't care to, Okay, fair enough, well I would

910
00:41:50,840 --> 00:41:55,880
what if it was a super dominant woman like one

911
00:41:55,920 --> 00:41:58,079
that you'd even have to admit, like the Hulk's got

912
00:41:58,199 --> 00:42:00,280
to bow down the fanos in this a little bit

913
00:42:00,760 --> 00:42:02,360
where she was like I want to strap it on,

914
00:42:02,440 --> 00:42:04,840
I want to do would you it's just not you

915
00:42:04,960 --> 00:42:07,920
at all? Or would you ever maybe considering okay, if.

916
00:42:07,840 --> 00:42:10,440
Speaker 2: It was something insane amount like a million dollars or

917
00:42:10,440 --> 00:42:13,519
something wild that would be worth like, you know, having

918
00:42:13,519 --> 00:42:16,360
a little niche on my name for because at that

919
00:42:16,400 --> 00:42:18,079
point it would be like kind of taking away the

920
00:42:18,159 --> 00:42:22,159
dommy because that's like very submissive to do. And I

921
00:42:22,159 --> 00:42:24,440
don't even see myself, like I just I don't ever

922
00:42:24,559 --> 00:42:28,000
see it. Like Evan, I love giving an all, I

923
00:42:28,000 --> 00:42:30,559
love fucking people in yuse, but for me, just it

924
00:42:30,599 --> 00:42:33,480
doesn't feel right. So I'm like, huh, it's way too

925
00:42:33,639 --> 00:42:35,440
submissive of a move for me. Like I'm used to

926
00:42:35,440 --> 00:42:38,280
playing the cutesy little daughter and everything, but I always

927
00:42:38,360 --> 00:42:40,519
end up taking over those scenes anyway and turning. They're

928
00:42:40,559 --> 00:42:43,599
like a little sex demon. But like even in those points,

929
00:42:43,639 --> 00:42:46,519
like I can't fully ever be submissive and that's like

930
00:42:46,599 --> 00:42:49,880
too much. That's like straight on submission.

931
00:42:50,039 --> 00:42:53,400
Speaker 1: Viewers and listeners. I am a straight man. And if

932
00:42:53,440 --> 00:42:55,920
you offer me a million dollars, you can fuck any

933
00:42:55,920 --> 00:42:58,840
hole you want. I'm just letting you know. Okay, we'll

934
00:42:58,840 --> 00:43:01,239
give you a little sound if we have to for

935
00:43:01,320 --> 00:43:02,199
a million dollars.

936
00:43:02,239 --> 00:43:03,519
Speaker 2: Okay, Oh do you like sounding?

937
00:43:03,760 --> 00:43:07,039
Speaker 1: No? Who like sounding except people who are hurt as children?

938
00:43:07,159 --> 00:43:09,599
I'm just kidding. Do you do you like doing that?

939
00:43:09,719 --> 00:43:10,559
Have you ever done that to.

940
00:43:10,519 --> 00:43:12,800
Speaker 2: A guy doing it on people. I had this one

941
00:43:12,880 --> 00:43:14,960
guy who told me it was a party trick that

942
00:43:15,079 --> 00:43:17,199
he had or I would drop the rod into his

943
00:43:17,280 --> 00:43:18,920
dick and it would drop all the way in, and

944
00:43:18,960 --> 00:43:20,440
then he would be able to push it right back

945
00:43:20,480 --> 00:43:22,480
up and be like whoop. He'd be able to like

946
00:43:23,079 --> 00:43:25,320
and I was like, that is crazy. You're literally jerking

947
00:43:25,320 --> 00:43:27,159
off the inside of your dick with this rod right

948
00:43:27,199 --> 00:43:29,280
now without what you've been touching it. I was like,

949
00:43:29,320 --> 00:43:30,159
this is insane.

950
00:43:30,559 --> 00:43:31,199
Speaker 1: Did that?

951
00:43:31,199 --> 00:43:31,880
Speaker 2: That is? Like?

952
00:43:32,320 --> 00:43:34,800
Speaker 1: I don't even know how you find that out. That's

953
00:43:34,880 --> 00:43:38,320
like someone could tell you putting an M eighty between

954
00:43:38,360 --> 00:43:41,880
your toes feels really good, But are you ever gonna

955
00:43:41,920 --> 00:43:45,960
try that? No? Because I might blow my fucking toes off. Okay,

956
00:43:46,320 --> 00:43:49,679
Someone's like, hey, putting this metal rod or glass rod

957
00:43:49,760 --> 00:43:50,440
or whatever it is.

958
00:43:50,880 --> 00:43:54,239
Speaker 2: Glass ones are scary. Oh fuck terrifying.

959
00:43:56,039 --> 00:43:56,480
Speaker 1: Give me a.

960
00:43:56,480 --> 00:43:59,599
Speaker 2: Slacks a glass story on my personal life. That shit

961
00:44:00,079 --> 00:44:00,880
scari as shit.

962
00:44:01,159 --> 00:44:03,039
Speaker 1: You know. I wanted to get one from my wife

963
00:44:03,079 --> 00:44:05,800
because they're just they're solid, they're cool looking. It creates

964
00:44:05,800 --> 00:44:08,559
a nice visit and she's terrified. She's like no, I'm like,

965
00:44:08,599 --> 00:44:10,559
what do you think I'm gonna do stomp on you

966
00:44:10,639 --> 00:44:13,440
while it's in you, like, I'm not gonna break all.

967
00:44:13,960 --> 00:44:18,519
Speaker 2: The scariest ship her put one on you and then

968
00:44:18,599 --> 00:44:23,320
see how you think. No, no, no, no, scary, no horrible.

969
00:44:23,719 --> 00:44:28,000
Speaker 1: I just can't. I can't. The liability behind that sounds

970
00:44:28,280 --> 00:44:31,559
crazy to me. Like what if he did something wrong

971
00:44:31,599 --> 00:44:33,360
and you give him that little tap you always talk

972
00:44:33,400 --> 00:44:35,320
about and there's a glass one in there. H Oh,

973
00:44:35,400 --> 00:44:36,320
someone's in the er.

974
00:44:36,960 --> 00:44:39,079
Speaker 2: Yep, you're fulkedsign a waiver.

975
00:44:42,800 --> 00:44:46,039
Speaker 1: Uh so, Brielle, let me ask you, by the way, folks,

976
00:44:46,079 --> 00:44:48,039
if you are trying to find her, you know exactly

977
00:44:48,039 --> 00:44:52,119
where to find her at Breya Underscore Von Underscore Doom.

978
00:44:52,480 --> 00:44:54,719
Make sure you check the links in the episode description

979
00:44:54,800 --> 00:44:56,920
Bare Minimum. You don't have any money right now. It's

980
00:44:56,960 --> 00:44:59,840
not payday. Follow these folks on social media, all right?

981
00:45:00,159 --> 00:45:02,400
The numbers up, numbers look good, They get more work.

982
00:45:03,440 --> 00:45:05,199
If it is payday and your kid comes to you

983
00:45:05,280 --> 00:45:07,760
and she's like, I ney embraces, daddy, go, Daddy, already

984
00:45:07,800 --> 00:45:10,880
spent your money by heading over exactly where you think

985
00:45:10,880 --> 00:45:13,239
at Freya Underscore Von Underscore Doom.

986
00:45:13,440 --> 00:45:17,880
Speaker 2: Spend this money on fucking whores. That's what I spent

987
00:45:17,960 --> 00:45:19,840
them on my Breya.

988
00:45:19,960 --> 00:45:21,880
Speaker 1: I do a thing called stat check on here, and

989
00:45:21,920 --> 00:45:26,639
this is just so weak. Can set your metrics based

990
00:45:26,679 --> 00:45:28,760
on right now the recording. So a year from now,

991
00:45:28,760 --> 00:45:31,039
when you come back and you're drowning in AVI and

992
00:45:31,159 --> 00:45:33,400
awards and you know all this stuff, we can go,

993
00:45:33,480 --> 00:45:35,280
oh my god, look at Freya when she was back

994
00:45:35,320 --> 00:45:39,719
in the day. We use the Internet Adult Film Database

995
00:45:39,800 --> 00:45:42,360
to track it. Now, what that doesn't include is all

996
00:45:42,400 --> 00:45:45,400
this shit you shot over here on this site and

997
00:45:45,400 --> 00:45:47,400
that one and whatever, and some of the ones you

998
00:45:47,440 --> 00:45:50,119
did here, So it's not accurate. I've pointed this out before,

999
00:45:50,159 --> 00:45:52,920
and I've had women go, no, that's wrong. I had

1000
00:45:52,920 --> 00:45:55,800
one girl pull up a spreadsheet and fucking start checking me,

1001
00:45:55,840 --> 00:45:57,159
which I thought was pretty cool.

1002
00:45:57,320 --> 00:45:58,519
Speaker 2: Okay, that's pretty cool.

1003
00:45:58,880 --> 00:46:02,559
Speaker 1: So according to ia f D, the amount of scenes

1004
00:46:02,559 --> 00:46:05,800
you've done is one hundred and thirty. Male performers you've

1005
00:46:05,800 --> 00:46:09,079
worked with, forty six female performers you've worked with. No,

1006
00:46:09,239 --> 00:46:12,480
I apologize, male performers you work with, forty six female

1007
00:46:12,480 --> 00:46:17,079
performers thirty six. I'm dyslexic. It's all fucked up. AVN nominations.

1008
00:46:17,119 --> 00:46:19,239
I only have one for you and that's this year, correct.

1009
00:46:19,800 --> 00:46:23,760
Speaker 2: I have a couple. Couple and also forty. I've been

1010
00:46:23,800 --> 00:46:27,199
in that ten years. I've shot so much and sometimes

1011
00:46:27,199 --> 00:46:29,840
two times it is so I'm like, those numbers are off.

1012
00:46:31,239 --> 00:46:33,719
I don't know the specifics, but I feel like those

1013
00:46:33,800 --> 00:46:34,639
numbers are off.

1014
00:46:34,920 --> 00:46:37,159
Speaker 1: Let me tell you what everyone always says when I

1015
00:46:37,199 --> 00:46:40,519
say the numbers, those numbers are wrong. I know it's

1016
00:46:40,559 --> 00:46:42,559
not accurate. It's okay, we'll come back a year from

1017
00:46:42,559 --> 00:46:45,280
now and you'll be at three hundred scenes and this.

1018
00:46:45,400 --> 00:46:47,039
Speaker 2: Act they only give me one more sat.

1019
00:46:47,039 --> 00:46:48,559
Speaker 1: Yeah, yeah, you can make it now. You have one

1020
00:46:48,599 --> 00:46:51,599
hundred and thirty one scenes amount of people.

1021
00:46:52,559 --> 00:46:55,840
Speaker 2: The only took half a dick and he's so when

1022
00:46:55,840 --> 00:46:59,119
we drive has shot it. There we go congratulations. Right.

1023
00:47:00,159 --> 00:47:02,920
Speaker 1: So you talked about your brand before and how you

1024
00:47:02,920 --> 00:47:06,119
know you were your height or your size. You're adorable

1025
00:47:07,480 --> 00:47:11,079
and again this is not anti porn whatsoever. Is there

1026
00:47:11,199 --> 00:47:15,920
anything you find morally objectionable that is within the realm

1027
00:47:15,960 --> 00:47:18,159
of I used to do a thing called sack okay.

1028
00:47:18,199 --> 00:47:20,679
I would interview girls early on and sack stood for

1029
00:47:20,840 --> 00:47:25,639
shit animals. Kids, those are out okay, Like I would say,

1030
00:47:25,639 --> 00:47:27,599
what is something you have no interest? On niche or

1031
00:47:27,679 --> 00:47:30,280
whatever you have no interest in pursuing. And they would say, well,

1032
00:47:30,320 --> 00:47:32,199
like I wouldn't fuck a dog, and I'd be like, yeah, no,

1033
00:47:32,320 --> 00:47:34,679
I know, I know, I wouldn't talk to you if

1034
00:47:35,000 --> 00:47:43,559
you were. So let's take the horrendous things out.

1035
00:47:43,039 --> 00:47:44,039
Speaker 2: Find out the picture.

1036
00:47:44,239 --> 00:47:48,079
Speaker 1: Think yes, is there anything you find like morally you

1037
00:47:48,159 --> 00:47:52,400
don't love this thing in porn. I only say that

1038
00:47:52,440 --> 00:47:55,199
because I've spoken to women who shoot mainstream big stuff

1039
00:47:55,239 --> 00:47:58,840
and go like the stepsister, the step mom doesn't work

1040
00:47:58,880 --> 00:48:01,000
for me. I'm too close to my family. I'm to this,

1041
00:48:01,119 --> 00:48:04,119
I'm to that. Is there anything where you're like, eh,

1042
00:48:04,119 --> 00:48:07,159
that kind of I'm not interested in that playing that role,

1043
00:48:07,199 --> 00:48:08,119
pursuing that role.

1044
00:48:08,639 --> 00:48:11,599
Speaker 2: I get that. One thing I want to say first

1045
00:48:11,599 --> 00:48:13,960
and foremost, I feel like the age of porn should

1046
00:48:13,960 --> 00:48:15,800
be raised to twenty one.

1047
00:48:16,480 --> 00:48:21,000
Speaker 1: Like wait, that's my last question. Keep going, okay, go on.

1048
00:48:21,599 --> 00:48:25,800
Speaker 2: So for me at this point because like, I'm older now,

1049
00:48:25,920 --> 00:48:28,320
like I'm thirty three, and it's pretty funny playing like

1050
00:48:28,360 --> 00:48:31,079
the daughter the stepsister. Most of the time. The moms

1051
00:48:31,079 --> 00:48:32,840
are like fucking twenty five twenty six.

1052
00:48:32,880 --> 00:48:35,000
Speaker 1: I was gonna say, the milk is like a tag

1053
00:48:35,079 --> 00:48:36,880
they throw on you real quick and porn.

1054
00:48:37,079 --> 00:48:39,559
Speaker 2: Yeah right, it's like as soon as you start looking

1055
00:48:39,639 --> 00:48:41,599
like a mouth, that's the thing. And for me, like

1056
00:48:41,719 --> 00:48:44,880
locally i'm tiny as well. I take I take extremely

1057
00:48:44,960 --> 00:48:47,199
good care of my skin, like I've been insane skincare

1058
00:48:47,320 --> 00:48:49,639
routine and I eat super healthy like and I have

1059
00:48:49,719 --> 00:48:53,280
great genetics, think mom elms. So I'm probably gonna be

1060
00:48:53,320 --> 00:48:55,159
like in this bubble for like I've been in it

1061
00:48:55,320 --> 00:48:57,159
for like my whole life and I'm still gonna be

1062
00:48:57,199 --> 00:48:59,320
in it for a while. But for me, it's like

1063
00:49:00,440 --> 00:49:03,079
whatever that they want me to play, like the daughter

1064
00:49:03,159 --> 00:49:06,960
who's still like like I'm on the ground doing clooring books.

1065
00:49:07,000 --> 00:49:10,440
I'm playing with the dolls like I'm obviously looking like

1066
00:49:11,159 --> 00:49:13,679
because like I'm the size I'm an eight to ten

1067
00:49:13,760 --> 00:49:16,000
year old, and I know that because all my clothes.

1068
00:49:16,000 --> 00:49:18,599
I go out shopping and I go in a kids section,

1069
00:49:18,840 --> 00:49:21,000
like that's that's how I know how tall and like

1070
00:49:21,000 --> 00:49:23,559
i'm literally besides when my two ten year old kidd

1071
00:49:23,880 --> 00:49:26,440
and so like, for me, it's uncomfortable whenever I show

1072
00:49:26,519 --> 00:49:28,880
up on set and they want me to like do

1073
00:49:29,000 --> 00:49:31,400
like kitty things, like they want me to draw, they

1074
00:49:31,400 --> 00:49:34,119
want me to color, they want me to do like

1075
00:49:34,239 --> 00:49:38,000
the like play up that act more like you're not

1076
00:49:38,159 --> 00:49:40,119
in a high school, but you're in high school. It's

1077
00:49:40,199 --> 00:49:43,039
like for me, it's very grimmy. It's very like we

1078
00:49:43,079 --> 00:49:46,760
shouldn't be, you know, building that up too much. If

1079
00:49:46,760 --> 00:49:48,679
we can do like a young college girl, you know

1080
00:49:48,760 --> 00:49:51,400
what I mean, like a young, naive, cute little college girl,

1081
00:49:51,440 --> 00:49:54,400
we can do somebody who's legal, like you know, somebody

1082
00:49:54,440 --> 00:49:59,800
who's you know, not fucking reading a child reading book

1083
00:49:59,840 --> 00:50:02,760
ers some shit while your daddy's fucking you like good

1084
00:50:02,880 --> 00:50:03,440
Night Moon.

1085
00:50:03,719 --> 00:50:04,400
Speaker 1: Yeah exactly.

1086
00:50:04,519 --> 00:50:07,480
Speaker 2: Yeah, Like I don't mind, Like I like playing the daughters.

1087
00:50:07,559 --> 00:50:09,960
I like playing the sisters, don't get me wrong, But

1088
00:50:10,039 --> 00:50:12,800
for me, it's like whenever they do the age play

1089
00:50:12,920 --> 00:50:16,840
too much, then I'm like oof, Like that's like I

1090
00:50:16,840 --> 00:50:20,159
don't I don't mind being the legal the legal age daughter,

1091
00:50:20,280 --> 00:50:21,199
legal aide sister.

1092
00:50:21,800 --> 00:50:26,159
Speaker 1: Do you get horrendous? Not all of them, obviously, But

1093
00:50:26,719 --> 00:50:29,480
I'll say this. My my former co host on the show,

1094
00:50:29,519 --> 00:50:33,360
his wife is an OnlyFans model, and she the first

1095
00:50:33,360 --> 00:50:37,199
custom video request she got, okay, it was tell me

1096
00:50:37,239 --> 00:50:41,199
you're fourteen years old, blah blah blah, and it was like, okay, no,

1097
00:50:41,360 --> 00:50:44,239
thank you declined, whatever it is, send it back. Do

1098
00:50:44,280 --> 00:50:47,719
you get horrendous custom video requests that you have to

1099
00:50:47,719 --> 00:50:49,920
go seek help delete?

1100
00:50:50,519 --> 00:50:53,800
Speaker 2: Yeah? I get a shit ton like a lot. It's

1101
00:50:53,920 --> 00:50:57,440
very uncomfortable. I have reported some people before if like,

1102
00:50:57,920 --> 00:51:00,400
if somebody's writing to me and it feels all too real,

1103
00:51:00,519 --> 00:51:03,199
and I'll like write them back and like seem interested

1104
00:51:03,480 --> 00:51:06,000
just so I can get like some more honesty from them,

1105
00:51:06,199 --> 00:51:09,280
and then I'm like, okay, like you're actually out here

1106
00:51:09,360 --> 00:51:12,599
hurting your child, you know, Because I do have like unfortunately,

1107
00:51:12,639 --> 00:51:15,119
some people do feel like safe. I like for people

1108
00:51:15,360 --> 00:51:18,239
feel safe talking to me, of course, but like don't

1109
00:51:18,280 --> 00:51:21,960
feel safe telling me like you're doing something very illegal,

1110
00:51:22,039 --> 00:51:23,880
because I will tell on you, Like I don't fuck

1111
00:51:23,920 --> 00:51:26,719
around with that shit, you know. So I do get

1112
00:51:26,800 --> 00:51:30,239
a lot of fans that write me about that. I

1113
00:51:30,280 --> 00:51:32,840
had one fan in particular, I'm not gonna say his

1114
00:51:32,920 --> 00:51:37,320
name because he's really famous. Yeah. Uh, he's in government.

1115
00:51:37,320 --> 00:51:40,119
I'm gonna leave it at that. For him, he wanted

1116
00:51:40,119 --> 00:51:42,599
me to pretend like I was his daughter and masturbate

1117
00:51:42,719 --> 00:51:45,440
by the pool and then drowned in the pool because

1118
00:51:45,480 --> 00:51:47,559
I look like his daughter. And I was like, this

1119
00:51:47,639 --> 00:51:53,039
is fucking ridiculous, like this is actually fucking insane, like

1120
00:51:53,119 --> 00:51:54,920
you know what I mean, like what the hell? And

1121
00:51:54,960 --> 00:51:56,800
I get a lot of things like that too, like

1122
00:51:56,960 --> 00:51:58,880
so many, And that's why I like to take my

1123
00:51:58,920 --> 00:52:01,840
mental breaks because whenever it comes to sex, like I

1124
00:52:01,880 --> 00:52:05,000
get so desensitized by by being on set all day

1125
00:52:05,119 --> 00:52:06,960
or writing about it all day, because I write scripts

1126
00:52:07,000 --> 00:52:09,400
all day. If I'm not on camera or like in

1127
00:52:09,400 --> 00:52:11,320
front of her behind the camera, I'm like working on

1128
00:52:11,360 --> 00:52:14,480
a script or something. So desensitizes me. But it's also

1129
00:52:14,639 --> 00:52:18,960
very exhausting when you're continuously reading messages are so fucked

1130
00:52:19,079 --> 00:52:21,519
up that it's just like wow, like I don't even

1131
00:52:21,559 --> 00:52:23,360
want to fuck right now, Like I don't want to

1132
00:52:23,400 --> 00:52:25,320
feel anything right now. So that's why I fuck off

1133
00:52:25,320 --> 00:52:27,800
to like my little islands, my little adventures, my little

1134
00:52:27,880 --> 00:52:32,199
vacations and stuff, just like reset everything, because some messages

1135
00:52:32,239 --> 00:52:34,679
are really like fucked because I literally, like I said,

1136
00:52:34,679 --> 00:52:36,480
like I'm the size of a kid, and a lot

1137
00:52:36,480 --> 00:52:38,079
of people like they like to play off with that,

1138
00:52:38,239 --> 00:52:41,199
and I don't play off of that at all. So

1139
00:52:41,360 --> 00:52:42,519
it is very exhausting.

1140
00:52:43,440 --> 00:52:47,719
Speaker 1: Two more questions for you here. I think I actually

1141
00:52:47,760 --> 00:52:49,719
know this should be the end. One but I like

1142
00:52:49,760 --> 00:52:52,360
to end it with the age thing, like we've discussed before.

1143
00:52:52,519 --> 00:52:54,840
But what is the end goal with this? Do you

1144
00:52:54,920 --> 00:52:58,079
want to be making? I interviewed, and I keep referencing

1145
00:52:58,119 --> 00:53:01,840
this because I find her fascinating. It's interesting. Well, Dede

1146
00:53:01,960 --> 00:53:05,519
White formally Saeka Black, she is seventy one, seventy two

1147
00:53:05,599 --> 00:53:11,039
years old and still does as she describes it BBC gangbangs,

1148
00:53:11,039 --> 00:53:13,800
nothing but respect, Like I won't make it to seventy

1149
00:53:13,800 --> 00:53:17,039
one years old and she's still taking giant dick out there.

1150
00:53:17,079 --> 00:53:20,719
Good for her, Congratulations, that's criazy. You do you have

1151
00:53:20,800 --> 00:53:23,760
a dollar amount you want to save and then retire

1152
00:53:23,800 --> 00:53:26,440
and maybe work on your own stuff like other stuff?

1153
00:53:26,519 --> 00:53:29,000
Do you want to be shooting this till you're seventy

1154
00:53:29,039 --> 00:53:31,679
one seventy two just fucking letting it all hang out?

1155
00:53:32,079 --> 00:53:34,239
Is there an endgame here at all? Or is it

1156
00:53:34,280 --> 00:53:35,400
live day by day?

1157
00:53:36,000 --> 00:53:39,039
Speaker 2: So for me, like whenever it comes to money, I've

1158
00:53:39,079 --> 00:53:40,920
made a shit ton of my money in my life

1159
00:53:41,000 --> 00:53:44,239
before I did poorn, So I always like all the

1160
00:53:44,320 --> 00:53:46,239
checks that I make from porn already goes in a

1161
00:53:46,239 --> 00:53:49,159
savings account, Like I don't really like I've always been

1162
00:53:49,199 --> 00:53:52,119
really good with managing my shit, and so for me,

1163
00:53:52,159 --> 00:53:54,440
it doesn't really matter about the dollar signs at the

1164
00:53:54,559 --> 00:53:56,920
end of the day, because like I can quit today

1165
00:53:56,960 --> 00:53:58,679
and be okay for the rest of my life kind

1166
00:53:58,719 --> 00:54:03,320
of situation. But I love the artistry circling back around

1167
00:54:03,320 --> 00:54:05,719
to that, and I can like I can't see myself

1168
00:54:05,760 --> 00:54:08,559
doing anything else that brings me as much shore as this.

1169
00:54:09,320 --> 00:54:11,679
So like even whenever I do take my breaks, like

1170
00:54:11,719 --> 00:54:13,840
I get really bored. That's why I can't be on

1171
00:54:13,880 --> 00:54:15,960
a break for too long, because I'm just like I

1172
00:54:16,000 --> 00:54:17,880
want to create some hot smut. I wake up in

1173
00:54:17,920 --> 00:54:20,639
the morning and I just think of these crazy stories

1174
00:54:20,679 --> 00:54:23,199
and I have to write them down, Like I get

1175
00:54:23,280 --> 00:54:25,559
so excited to write scripts, Like it makes me so

1176
00:54:25,679 --> 00:54:28,599
fucking happy to write smut and to produce smut, and

1177
00:54:28,639 --> 00:54:30,719
like anytime that I get a break from it, I'm

1178
00:54:30,760 --> 00:54:33,280
just bored and I just think of all smuts. Like

1179
00:54:33,320 --> 00:54:35,960
my whole life is revolt. Like people always ask me,

1180
00:54:36,039 --> 00:54:37,719
do you have a life, and I'm like, yeah, it's poor,

1181
00:54:37,800 --> 00:54:40,079
and like literally from the time I wake up this

1182
00:54:40,159 --> 00:54:41,760
time I go to sleep, like i feel like I'm

1183
00:54:41,760 --> 00:54:45,199
doing what I love. So for me, like I don't

1184
00:54:45,239 --> 00:54:49,880
see myself ever really quitting forn Like I always joke

1185
00:54:50,039 --> 00:54:53,119
like I'm either gonna be a gummy ass bitch at

1186
00:54:53,119 --> 00:54:55,119
the end of the day i'm born, or I'm gonna

1187
00:54:55,159 --> 00:54:57,199
have I really want to have my own production company.

1188
00:54:57,239 --> 00:55:00,840
I've been working on that a lot. Well, I get

1189
00:55:00,880 --> 00:55:03,599
to shoot and produce all of my porn for a

1190
00:55:03,679 --> 00:55:06,239
huge site, so like I've been building up a lot

1191
00:55:06,280 --> 00:55:08,039
of videos for that. I want to have at least

1192
00:55:08,079 --> 00:55:12,159
fifty videos already like a backlogged to release at once

1193
00:55:12,239 --> 00:55:17,000
for the website. It's gonna be Von Doom's playground and

1194
00:55:17,000 --> 00:55:18,800
and for that, like I hope that comes out within

1195
00:55:18,840 --> 00:55:20,920
the next five years, Like I have goals for every year,

1196
00:55:20,960 --> 00:55:22,400
so like the next five years, I want to have

1197
00:55:22,440 --> 00:55:25,320
my own production company already hit the ground, ready to

1198
00:55:25,360 --> 00:55:28,000
go going with that if it doesn't happen soon, but

1199
00:55:28,039 --> 00:55:31,119
that's the goal line for that. In the next ten years.

1200
00:55:31,239 --> 00:55:34,280
I want to have my own production company at like

1201
00:55:34,320 --> 00:55:37,480
the higher levels and not be like the basic like

1202
00:55:37,559 --> 00:55:40,800
I want to be literally like a known name. And

1203
00:55:40,840 --> 00:55:42,519
then when it comes I feel like that's going to

1204
00:55:42,559 --> 00:55:45,320
happen faster than usual, just because all my friends are

1205
00:55:45,360 --> 00:55:47,199
all big names and they're all going to work for me,

1206
00:55:47,360 --> 00:55:50,480
So it's it's not going to be realistically, it's going

1207
00:55:50,519 --> 00:55:52,679
to be less than five years at that point. And

1208
00:55:52,719 --> 00:55:54,800
then I do want to have an agency one day

1209
00:55:54,800 --> 00:55:57,159
down the line, because I am like, like I said,

1210
00:55:57,159 --> 00:55:58,760
I've been in it for so long. I've seen the

1211
00:55:58,760 --> 00:56:01,159
worst and I've seen the best, like and at the

1212
00:56:01,239 --> 00:56:03,960
end of the day, like I'm tired of models being

1213
00:56:03,960 --> 00:56:06,639
taken advantage of. And that's why I've been self booking.

1214
00:56:06,679 --> 00:56:09,800
Like literally my whole career has been self booking, super

1215
00:56:09,840 --> 00:56:12,119
successful at and that's why I know everyone in the

1216
00:56:12,159 --> 00:56:15,039
industry as well and have such a great reputation. And

1217
00:56:15,119 --> 00:56:17,079
like literally I hope out so many of my friends

1218
00:56:17,079 --> 00:56:18,760
already that they asked me, Hey, I want to work

1219
00:56:18,800 --> 00:56:20,679
with this company. I just text the fucking director and

1220
00:56:20,679 --> 00:56:22,679
they're like, oh, we got it. Like I already am

1221
00:56:22,800 --> 00:56:25,800
pretty much managing a lot of people without taking anything,

1222
00:56:25,880 --> 00:56:28,360
and I like, I would like to have my own agency,

1223
00:56:28,440 --> 00:56:32,199
like in ten, fifteen, twenty years from now, have my

1224
00:56:32,239 --> 00:56:35,320
own agency and only have like thirty girls on my

1225
00:56:35,440 --> 00:56:38,440
roster and nothing crazy, and just I wouldn't take a

1226
00:56:38,480 --> 00:56:41,079
commission from them ever, because you work hard for your money,

1227
00:56:41,119 --> 00:56:43,400
Why would I double dip. That's what agients do. They

1228
00:56:43,480 --> 00:56:45,599
double dip. They get money from the models and moneys

1229
00:56:45,599 --> 00:56:47,840
from the company. I would only get my fee from

1230
00:56:47,880 --> 00:56:50,639
the company for booking my model, and that's it. You know,

1231
00:56:50,639 --> 00:56:53,079
why would I need anything else? I mean, let these

1232
00:56:53,119 --> 00:56:55,400
girls work hard for your money. Tax is already going

1233
00:56:55,440 --> 00:56:58,039
to be taken out, Like why would I do more?

1234
00:56:58,119 --> 00:57:00,320
It's I'm not putting my body through that. Why should

1235
00:57:00,320 --> 00:57:02,400
I take a cut of that? So in the next

1236
00:57:02,440 --> 00:57:04,840
like ten to fifteen, maybe twenty years, have my own

1237
00:57:04,880 --> 00:57:08,360
agency or take over an agency that's already established to

1238
00:57:08,480 --> 00:57:11,480
if somebody like entrust me with that and once and

1239
00:57:11,519 --> 00:57:14,159
sees like value in me continuing to grow it, but

1240
00:57:14,440 --> 00:57:16,440
creating more of a safe space. That was one of

1241
00:57:16,480 --> 00:57:19,119
the main reasons why I returned to the industry. I

1242
00:57:19,159 --> 00:57:21,679
took a two year break and then I returned to

1243
00:57:21,719 --> 00:57:24,079
the industry just because I was so sick and tired

1244
00:57:24,599 --> 00:57:27,719
of dealing like listening to horror stories of bad people,

1245
00:57:27,800 --> 00:57:30,320
and whenever I first started, I was I had some

1246
00:57:30,360 --> 00:57:33,559
horror stories myself, and I came back really empowered and

1247
00:57:33,599 --> 00:57:35,400
really strong and with the mindset of I want to

1248
00:57:35,400 --> 00:57:37,679
blow up and become a big name so I can

1249
00:57:37,719 --> 00:57:39,920
get all these bad people out and create a safe

1250
00:57:39,920 --> 00:57:42,599
space for everyone. So I would like, like ten, fifteen,

1251
00:57:42,679 --> 00:57:45,199
twenty years from now, hopefully sooner, to have my own

1252
00:57:45,199 --> 00:57:48,199
agency to create a safe space and start getting bad

1253
00:57:48,239 --> 00:57:51,039
seats out and show people, hey, porn can be fun,

1254
00:57:51,159 --> 00:57:53,800
Porn is artistic. It's not something that people should be

1255
00:57:54,119 --> 00:57:56,719
scared to show up on set for, like you should

1256
00:57:56,760 --> 00:57:59,440
know every single detail. A lot these agencies are just

1257
00:57:59,480 --> 00:58:02,639
fucking up and fucking around, and it's it's really pissing

1258
00:58:02,639 --> 00:58:05,719
me awful lot, like the lack of maturity and respect

1259
00:58:05,880 --> 00:58:10,320
for porn as an industry. So that's my goals. Within

1260
00:58:10,360 --> 00:58:13,159
the five years, have my own production on the floor,

1261
00:58:13,239 --> 00:58:16,199
then ten to twenty years, have my own agency here

1262
00:58:16,199 --> 00:58:16,840
to take one.

1263
00:58:16,719 --> 00:58:20,800
Speaker 1: Over last question than one super quick social media thing.

1264
00:58:20,840 --> 00:58:23,320
But let me just ask you this. You said earlier

1265
00:58:23,360 --> 00:58:25,639
girls shouldn't get into it at twenty one. I'm going

1266
00:58:25,719 --> 00:58:27,840
to go, I'm agreeing with you one hundred percent, but

1267
00:58:27,880 --> 00:58:30,440
I'm going to devil's advocate just a little bit because

1268
00:58:30,440 --> 00:58:33,480
I've asked every other performer in you know, the last

1269
00:58:33,519 --> 00:58:36,559
twenty interviews, I've done same question, and some girls who

1270
00:58:36,639 --> 00:58:39,840
got in at eighteen and made money and this and

1271
00:58:39,880 --> 00:58:44,679
that go twenty one. Yeah, there's an argument the other way, right,

1272
00:58:44,880 --> 00:58:46,920
sixteen year old girl gets kicked out of her house,

1273
00:58:47,000 --> 00:58:50,000
lives on the street for a couple of years, turns eighteen,

1274
00:58:50,239 --> 00:58:54,000
sex works an opportunity for her to, you know, create

1275
00:58:54,039 --> 00:58:58,239
a life for herself. What is your thought behind That's

1276
00:58:58,320 --> 00:59:01,679
the argument from the other side that I've heard what's

1277
00:59:01,679 --> 00:59:04,760
your idea behind that? And I think there's a kind

1278
00:59:04,760 --> 00:59:07,559
of a nice consensus that I've come to with other performers,

1279
00:59:07,559 --> 00:59:09,239
and I'm wondering if I can get you there, So

1280
00:59:09,320 --> 00:59:10,480
what's your thought process on that?

1281
00:59:11,159 --> 00:59:13,679
Speaker 2: So I firmly feel like twenty one because I have

1282
00:59:13,800 --> 00:59:16,599
been on set before with a girl literally is still

1283
00:59:16,599 --> 00:59:18,760
in high school about to graduate in high school, and

1284
00:59:18,800 --> 00:59:21,159
I'm like, why the fuck is sheet like this? This

1285
00:59:21,239 --> 00:59:23,679
feels are wordy, you know what I mean? Like it's

1286
00:59:23,679 --> 00:59:26,880
not okay, Like you can't fully consent if like you're

1287
00:59:26,920 --> 00:59:30,519
that young, like you're literally still in school, Like what

1288
00:59:30,599 --> 00:59:32,840
the fuck? And that's one thing that really bothers me

1289
00:59:32,880 --> 00:59:35,639
because I talk to these girls and I'm like, well,

1290
00:59:35,760 --> 00:59:37,719
why did you do? In half the time? They are

1291
00:59:37,880 --> 00:59:39,960
not sure what the next step is they're really scared.

1292
00:59:40,000 --> 00:59:41,599
They think, okay, poor and as the way to go.

1293
00:59:42,000 --> 00:59:43,880
And I always tell them, okay, so what do you

1294
00:59:43,960 --> 00:59:46,199
want to do in life? Like what most excites you?

1295
00:59:47,000 --> 00:59:49,320
And then I tell them, why don't you start volunteering,

1296
00:59:49,440 --> 00:59:52,320
started an internship, start like I try to like lead

1297
00:59:52,360 --> 00:59:55,039
people away from it, because I always tell people, as

1298
00:59:55,079 --> 00:59:58,320
soon as you do porn, there's no going back, Like

1299
00:59:58,360 --> 01:00:01,280
you can't delete the fucking like, there's no like, it's

1300
01:00:01,280 --> 01:00:02,960
going to be out there for the rest of your life.

1301
01:00:03,400 --> 01:00:07,119
And if you're not fully aware of yourself and like

1302
01:00:07,800 --> 01:00:10,719
understanding of this industry as a whole, then you're gonna

1303
01:00:10,719 --> 01:00:13,480
get fucked over, like ten times over. And I've been there,

1304
01:00:13,519 --> 01:00:15,440
like I was a wide eyed girl, Like we've all

1305
01:00:15,480 --> 01:00:19,719
been through the trials and tribulations unfortunately, but I would

1306
01:00:19,719 --> 01:00:22,039
never want anyone to go through a quarter of what

1307
01:00:22,079 --> 01:00:23,960
I've been through when I first started. And so I

1308
01:00:24,000 --> 01:00:27,400
always try to warn people like, listen, try to find

1309
01:00:27,480 --> 01:00:31,119
another way that excites you. There's always another outlet. Just

1310
01:00:31,159 --> 01:00:34,119
because it seems very pigeonholed right now that sex might

1311
01:00:34,119 --> 01:00:36,480
be answered to the quick money, it's not going to

1312
01:00:36,559 --> 01:00:39,119
be the best route for you and there's a thousand

1313
01:00:39,199 --> 01:00:41,360
other things you can do, Like you can go to

1314
01:00:41,480 --> 01:00:45,440
your local perks and recruit recreation services and ask them, hey,

1315
01:00:45,480 --> 01:00:47,119
like can I do volunteer work? I would like to

1316
01:00:47,159 --> 01:00:49,960
work here and like start working government jobs, or like

1317
01:00:50,000 --> 01:00:53,360
you can literally go and work out like McDonald's or whatever.

1318
01:00:53,480 --> 01:00:56,639
Like there's so many other outlets here, and you shouldn't

1319
01:00:56,679 --> 01:00:59,760
ever be embarrassed about just wanting to be successful and

1320
01:01:00,119 --> 01:01:02,840
as general, like as a whole, like it doesn't matter

1321
01:01:02,880 --> 01:01:05,360
what your job title is, as long as you're making

1322
01:01:05,360 --> 01:01:08,079
money and there's always room for growth. It's all about perspective.

1323
01:01:08,159 --> 01:01:11,159
At the end of the day. You can succeed with nothing,

1324
01:01:11,480 --> 01:01:14,880
or you can fail miserably diving into an industry that

1325
01:01:15,000 --> 01:01:16,639
you are not aware of, and that's just going to

1326
01:01:16,679 --> 01:01:18,639
break you down and make you worse. I've seen so

1327
01:01:18,760 --> 01:01:21,400
many girls show up here in the industry that are

1328
01:01:21,440 --> 01:01:23,559
so young, that get the money super fast, that are

1329
01:01:23,559 --> 01:01:26,239
doing all these big scenes super fast. They're wearing down

1330
01:01:26,280 --> 01:01:28,199
and then they have nothing left to fucking off of

1331
01:01:28,280 --> 01:01:31,280
the industry and their agents are tired at them. They've

1332
01:01:31,360 --> 01:01:34,519
hung up the fucking coattails because they've already been shot

1333
01:01:34,559 --> 01:01:36,719
out for this company, shot out for this company, shot

1334
01:01:36,719 --> 01:01:38,960
out for this company. Now what the fuck else are

1335
01:01:38,960 --> 01:01:40,679
they going to do? And they're not able to afford

1336
01:01:40,679 --> 01:01:43,079
the next like to continue on or to wait a

1337
01:01:43,079 --> 01:01:46,000
few months, you know, like there's so many other routes

1338
01:01:46,039 --> 01:01:48,639
to go about it, and porn isn't always the fucking answer.

1339
01:01:48,800 --> 01:01:50,679
Do what you love at the end of the day,

1340
01:01:51,079 --> 01:01:55,039
and really just think before you actually do anything. It's

1341
01:01:55,079 --> 01:01:58,119
all about perspective yet again, like if you're broken, you're

1342
01:01:58,159 --> 01:02:00,360
young in the streets, like, there's so many the other

1343
01:02:00,400 --> 01:02:03,639
outlets you can do, Like, there's so many and if

1344
01:02:03,639 --> 01:02:05,920
you do want to be important interests that I would

1345
01:02:05,960 --> 01:02:09,760
suggest sart off important being a PA, you know, figure

1346
01:02:09,800 --> 01:02:12,199
out like hey, like ask your one of your model friends,

1347
01:02:12,239 --> 01:02:14,039
like I'm kind of curious about it, but let me

1348
01:02:14,079 --> 01:02:16,599
work on a production side of the set first, you know.

1349
01:02:16,719 --> 01:02:18,440
That way you can really get a feel if this

1350
01:02:18,519 --> 01:02:20,039
is something for you or not, and that way you

1351
01:02:20,039 --> 01:02:23,159
can gain more respect from the producers and nobody's like

1352
01:02:23,360 --> 01:02:26,119
the less likely to fuck with you. You know, there's

1353
01:02:26,199 --> 01:02:27,239
other routes about it.

1354
01:02:27,559 --> 01:02:30,199
Speaker 1: So the compromise we kind of came to because then

1355
01:02:30,239 --> 01:02:33,239
you also make again Devil's Advocate the other argument, you

1356
01:02:33,280 --> 01:02:35,480
can't shoot porn, but you can go die in a

1357
01:02:35,519 --> 01:02:40,119
war overseas somewhere at eighteen, So it's like whatever I think,

1358
01:02:40,639 --> 01:02:43,599
And also numbers such a weird thing because it's it's

1359
01:02:43,679 --> 01:02:46,480
not age, it's maturity. Like I've been me at nineteen

1360
01:02:46,559 --> 01:02:48,719
year olds who are so much more mature than forty

1361
01:02:48,800 --> 01:02:52,079
year olds. I've talked, Oh yeah, right, we thought, and

1362
01:02:52,119 --> 01:02:56,239
with the other performers I interviewed on this, maybe eighteen

1363
01:02:56,320 --> 01:02:59,159
to twenty one. You can only shoot, you can get

1364
01:02:59,159 --> 01:03:04,840
in only fans. You can't post anything hardcore, only solo stuff, ludes, nudes, whatever,

1365
01:03:04,920 --> 01:03:08,239
this and that. And then at twenty one, if you've

1366
01:03:08,519 --> 01:03:12,440
experienced the industry somewhat and understood the idea behind it,

1367
01:03:12,679 --> 01:03:16,960
then you could move into hardcore stuff. Again, I don't

1368
01:03:17,280 --> 01:03:20,639
I'm just looking for gang bangs, but I don't care.

1369
01:03:20,840 --> 01:03:23,760
You know, as long as they're over whatever age, I'm

1370
01:03:23,800 --> 01:03:26,639
not sweating it. I just you're right. I don't want

1371
01:03:26,639 --> 01:03:29,400
some girl coming in doing four scenes and then deciding

1372
01:03:29,440 --> 01:03:32,159
she hates it and you know, it haunting her the

1373
01:03:32,199 --> 01:03:34,519
rest of her life. But the other one, I don't

1374
01:03:34,519 --> 01:03:37,360
want some homeless eighteen year old girl being told like

1375
01:03:37,440 --> 01:03:40,800
you can't start an only hot gorgeousness and that you're right,

1376
01:03:40,880 --> 01:03:43,599
look for something else if you can, because this industry

1377
01:03:43,760 --> 01:03:46,719
is you have to be all in. It's a pool.

1378
01:03:46,800 --> 01:03:48,719
You can't dip your toes. You got to just jump in.

1379
01:03:48,960 --> 01:03:51,880
Speaker 2: Yeah, you can't half asset at all. And that's an issue.

1380
01:03:51,960 --> 01:03:54,280
A lot of people think that they have that they

1381
01:03:54,320 --> 01:03:56,199
can come in and shoot one or two scenes and

1382
01:03:56,280 --> 01:03:58,639
mommy and Daddy's not gonna no bitch as one or

1383
01:03:58,639 --> 01:04:00,800
two scenes might be plaster on the front page of

1384
01:04:00,840 --> 01:04:02,840
porn out and now you're fucked. And now whenever you're

1385
01:04:02,880 --> 01:04:05,880
going out for interviews, somebody out there has seen you.

1386
01:04:05,960 --> 01:04:08,639
And like there's no way around that. Like this world

1387
01:04:08,719 --> 01:04:11,800
is so fucking small you never know, and even with

1388
01:04:11,920 --> 01:04:15,480
only fans too, Like I feel like it all needs

1389
01:04:15,519 --> 01:04:17,639
to be over twenty one. Like I feel like when

1390
01:04:17,679 --> 01:04:19,800
as soon as you graduate from high school, you should

1391
01:04:19,800 --> 01:04:22,639
whatever dreams or aspirations that you had, you should start

1392
01:04:22,639 --> 01:04:25,880
trying to follow that and then use porn as a crunch.

1393
01:04:26,000 --> 01:04:28,239
If that's not working out for you, then, Like I've

1394
01:04:28,280 --> 01:04:30,760
known the bunch of points theories that they have great

1395
01:04:30,800 --> 01:04:33,320
degrees and everything. They had a different vision for their life.

1396
01:04:33,400 --> 01:04:36,320
They needed extra money, and they figured they tried every

1397
01:04:36,320 --> 01:04:38,559
single other route before going to porn. And I feel

1398
01:04:38,599 --> 01:04:41,000
like that's something people need to try to do, find

1399
01:04:41,079 --> 01:04:44,320
every single other route before coming into porn, because, like

1400
01:04:44,360 --> 01:04:46,199
you said, you can't just dip your toe in it,

1401
01:04:46,599 --> 01:04:49,239
like you're pretty much in it to win it, or

1402
01:04:49,280 --> 01:04:52,840
you're in it forever and you're just regretting your whole

1403
01:04:52,960 --> 01:04:55,679
entire fucking life and you'll never be able to succeed

1404
01:04:55,719 --> 01:04:58,280
in a field that you were with because let's be serious, now,

1405
01:04:58,280 --> 01:05:00,639
there's a lot of fields that like I'm sorry, you

1406
01:05:00,679 --> 01:05:02,639
do one fucking scene, it focks your whole life up,

1407
01:05:02,679 --> 01:05:04,800
Like you can't go be a brain surgeon now, you

1408
01:05:04,800 --> 01:05:07,239
can't go be a fucking scientist now, Like the people

1409
01:05:07,280 --> 01:05:09,840
are gonna look that up, like I'm sorry. Like even

1410
01:05:09,840 --> 01:05:12,000
in a military hurt like if you do porn, like

1411
01:05:12,039 --> 01:05:14,280
you can't even be in there, like they're not gonna

1412
01:05:14,320 --> 01:05:16,400
accept you. So like there's so many and now you

1413
01:05:16,519 --> 01:05:18,039
just suck that up too, Like there's so many. And

1414
01:05:18,079 --> 01:05:19,760
if you do join a military, you don't have to

1415
01:05:19,800 --> 01:05:22,639
be active duty, like you can work in a fucking office,

1416
01:05:22,840 --> 01:05:26,199
Like there's other routes that you can take that are

1417
01:05:26,199 --> 01:05:29,519
more beneficial to you than porn. And then once you

1418
01:05:29,559 --> 01:05:32,159
get older, your frontal lobe is fully developed, you looked

1419
01:05:32,159 --> 01:05:33,920
at all your options you already try. I feel like

1420
01:05:33,960 --> 01:05:36,039
a lot of people are lazy. They don't want to try.

1421
01:05:36,400 --> 01:05:39,480
They just see quick money and quick benefits and they're

1422
01:05:39,519 --> 01:05:42,679
like that, let's fucking try that. And then they try

1423
01:05:42,719 --> 01:05:46,559
ABCDEFG afterwards, and that's where they fuck up. So try

1424
01:05:46,880 --> 01:05:49,719
all the other letters. And then once you're finally like

1425
01:05:49,800 --> 01:05:52,639
you know what, I think, I'm ready to fucking try this,

1426
01:05:52,719 --> 01:05:55,519
then fucking do porn. But don't just be a lazy

1427
01:05:55,559 --> 01:05:58,079
asshole and don't try everything else underneath this guy, Like

1428
01:05:58,239 --> 01:06:02,280
try like actually into your future and figuring out what

1429
01:06:02,320 --> 01:06:05,760
makes you happy, genuinely, because in use porn as approach.

1430
01:06:05,800 --> 01:06:09,199
I always tell people when people shoot mainstream porn, use

1431
01:06:09,320 --> 01:06:13,039
mainstream porn as a funnel into whatever else you want

1432
01:06:13,039 --> 01:06:14,760
to produce and do in your life.

1433
01:06:15,480 --> 01:06:20,199
Speaker 1: So there's a beautiful uh I was coughing, that'll all

1434
01:06:20,239 --> 01:06:24,199
be cut out. Pray Ivon Doom my guest for the evening.

1435
01:06:24,360 --> 01:06:27,440
You know exactly where you can find her at Freya

1436
01:06:27,920 --> 01:06:33,119
Underscore Vaughan Underscore doom. It mixed everything in the episode description,

1437
01:06:33,199 --> 01:06:35,280
I am choking on water right now, but you know what,

1438
01:06:35,760 --> 01:06:38,079
I think we've had a wonderful conversation. I really appreciate

1439
01:06:38,079 --> 01:06:39,159
you coming on with me tonight.

1440
01:06:39,719 --> 01:06:41,960
Speaker 2: Oh, thank you. I appreciate you for all that you are,

1441
01:06:42,079 --> 01:06:44,079
and I love you for all that you are. And

1442
01:06:44,119 --> 01:06:47,559
I hope every single day you feel fucking blessed and happy,

1443
01:06:47,639 --> 01:06:50,559
healthy and thrive. I really do appreciate you and what

1444
01:06:50,599 --> 01:06:53,159
you're doing and this fun adventure. It seems like it

1445
01:06:53,199 --> 01:06:56,360
makes you happy talking to all of us smart peddlers.

1446
01:06:57,440 --> 01:06:59,559
Speaker 1: Dittoh, I do thank you for coming on.

1447
01:07:00,360 --> 01:07:01,559
Speaker 2: Thank you every by