Speaker 1: Ip, I can't hear you, son, there we go. Yeah,
thank you, Pete. I got a new microphone array? Is
that an improvement?
Speaker 2: Sounds good?
Speaker 1: Yeah, sounds Goodeah sweet, I realized this is the new laptop.
I was just I was telling the subs that you
saved the manuscript when my laptop shit itself and exploded.
But uh, supposedly this is one of the newer HP models.
I mean, these HP models with the Azel prossor. I
realized they're all kind of junk comparatively, But supposedly it
had this sexed up mike, but I thought it sounded tiny, man,
so I got a and then the other mic. I
had a condenser mic that I paid like six hundred
dollars for that like doesn't seem to make any fucking difference.
So I kind of got shylocked there once.
Speaker 2: Yeah, condenser mic in an open room isn't going to work.
You need a dynamic mic in an open room.
Speaker 1: Yeah, no, I should have done my homework. But a
bunch of fools you go to go to condens room.
But uh so that's on me. I juwe myself. Sometimes
you jew yourself. But yeah, I gotta excuse me. I'm
still a little unwell. I got this mic for like
one hundred and fifty dollars and it's it seems pretty
that the sound actually seems pretty layered. But no, what
I was talking about before you got on deck was uh, oh,
Rob Palmer just gave us a nice greeting, Good morning,
Rob Palmer, Thank you. I was talking about Charlie Kirk
and how he's been deliberately sort of forgotten, you know,
and purposely redacted. I believe that's true. It's not just
a matter of fading from the tune of our news cycle.
I mean, the man was shot before an audience in millions,
and then his murder went viral. I mean that's horrific,
you know. And at Uh I don't like seeing anybody
get shot. I mean, don't gonna be wrong. I I
would take some pleasure in it if certain people got shot,
but I I don't know, I don't I don't enjoy
watching it happened. And uh, that was horrific. Man he
got he got shot with Uh he got shot with
a jacketed infantry round, I believe, and and he bled out.
It was horrible. But I I think it's not accidentally
he's been unceremoniously redacted. I I'm not saying that Lee
couldn't murder him or something. I'm repeating myself for giving
me so So I want to bring Pete up the speed,
although I wouldn't rule it out entirely. But I was
watching a lot of his stuff, uh, you know, because
I I'd taken his content occasionally before, especially because a
lot of the Fellows would would link me to, you know,
certain certain episodes his as it were. It's interesting how
really over the course of about eighteen months, you know,
he started out with typical Alan Bomb kind of boiler
plate stuff about how critical race theory divides people like
racism does, and you know, we part of the part
of the conservative enterprise, and you know, preserving the West
is to eliminate racial identity and all that kind of
happy Jewish horseshit. And he is consistent go to, particularly
when he discussing abortion. His metric of evil is, well,
what about the Nazis? And this is like guessing Jews,
you know, really on the no is just garbage that
shouldn't really get play with college age people, Like, however,
whatever problems youngsters have, this isn't nineteen eighty six. They're
they're not they're not fixated on this nonsense. It just
doesn't have that kind of weight anymore. But then he
in every punctuated way, that kind of stuff started falling
off more and more, you know, like, don't get me wrong,
you know he never obviously he never came out against
Israel and the Zionist enterprise, but just less and less
was that kind of thing mentioned, you know, like less
and less where we did, where we availed the Holocaust,
anity sermonizing about you know, Aristot Satan which is the
Nazis and things, and uh it's uh when such that
when when when when there was this sort of official
mourning put on by turning point. I think I think
I think her current's really fucking creepy too, Like I
I've I've said, it's gonna be another reason I draw
hate from people in addition to me making fun of
them for you know, touching themselves over Pete hegg Seth
and things. But you know, there's something really wrong with her.
She literally was gifted to him in Tel Aviv because
she was some shiksa in the service of some Zionists
and g O and that that that, uh, that guy
that passed or she was quicked up with. He was
under investigation for chaw molestation. I mean like actual chomo stuff.
I don't mean like he got caught with a seventeen
year old girl. I mean like chomo shit. Like I'm
not saying it's cool to mess around with teenage girls,
but why wouldn't normally say you're not a pedophile if
you're interested in women under fifty?
Speaker 2: But uh, you know, she also she also is allegedly
ran an NGO dealing with orphaned children in Romania when
she was seventeen years old, and as somebody as somebody
who lived in Romania and worked for a you know,
a charity that did the same thing. No seventeen year old.
I mean everyone who was in charge there was in
their seventies. I mean there was no seventeen year old.
Speaker 1: Yeah, yeah, I that her whole career seems incredibly bizarre.
But uh, I when when Turning Point was doing these
kinds of hay geographies to Charlie, they were very deliberate
I noticed in the in the talking points and the
footage they'd include. You know, it was very much uh
from early on when he was uh a an un
uh an un undiluted shill for the regime and and
for Leekud. And I mean, and like I said, I
I'm not saying it's it's it's somehow impossible that Lee
could would murder this some ng O front man like that.
I don't think that some possible at all, but also
don't also don't see any concrete evidence that's what happened.
And frankly, his country is full of literally insane people
who will just throw shots at somebody just because, you know. Uh,
but uh, it is very strange that when he started
tepidly leaving the reservation during these turning point events and
these college q and a's, he suddenly just gets blasted.
And he doesn't just get blasted, he gets blasted in
the most grotesque and public way imaginable. And now it's just,
you know, we just don't talk about Charlie Kirk anymore,
you know, I mean, don't get me wrong, like one
of the I know, I know he's a hero to
some youngsters, and I mean that's fine. I mean, I'd
rather they I'd rather they admire a guy like Charlie
Kirk than a Rabbi Trump. But even though that's not
on the side with what I'm into, you know, and
I know that, I know, I know some of the
some of those guys are you know, do what they
can to preserve his legacy, and that's what you should do.
You're a piece of shit if you know, out of
your friends and you know, uh, consider them present. You know,
when you gather among people who knew the deceit and
you know, it's got nothing to do with what I think.
At Charlie Kirk. You know, like I said, Kirk, he
was from the West birds man. He was a Chicago guy,
like Greater Chicago Land. He's like west of where I'm at,
like North and like west, and he was probably a
decent dude. And I'm it'd be clear he got roped
into this turning point bullshit when he was all of
like nineteen years old. You know, when I was nine,
when I was nineteen, I I wouldn't have gotten roped
into Neo kon shit. But I got got got roped
into some some pretty fucking stupid shit. You know. I
it's easy to it's easy to pass judgment on somebody
like Kirk. You know, It's like, yeah, I mean, I'm
you know, if you're a fifty year old man. It's like, dude,
this was like the dude's first like real career man,
you know. And he I'm sure we were from withach
starstruck and out by uh, out by the airport, you know,
like basically Chicago Land West, and then like north of
are you know, places like Schomberg and stuff. It's not
like the North Shore. It's not like some snob flex
there's a little less sophisticated, like a little more kind
of lawer, middle class. You know, Kirk's parents are probably
regular people's and uh, you know, he obviously didn't come
from money or wasn't connected. He was probably pretty starstruck
man when powerful people started taking an interest in them.
And I mean, what kid wouldn't be, you know, so
I I cut him some slick and regard. But you
know I was thinking about that too. I mean, obviously,
like yesterday, a bunch of people wanted to meet to
live stream and Trump was was was holding forth in
that awful speech. The speech was like retard fodder. It
was like a bunch of his asinine like true social
like posts like strung together, my fucking dummy. Well, you know,
the whole you.
Speaker 2: Know that whole thing where they said, oh, we did
a poll and one hundred percent of people who are
MEGA support, you know, support Trump's actions in Iran. That's
who that speech was for. Low IQ fucking morons.
Speaker 1: Yeah, like what like like white niggers? Yeah, and uh
who shoved gurbils up their asshole? Like that? That's how
MEGA started. It was guys who you know, like Sam
Kinnison used. Sam Kennison was a great man, and he
was rock and roll and he was a and you know,
he was like a fallen uh charismatic Baptist preacher, so
he was kind of like a man of my on
a heart and he was always asking why fags of
gerbils up the rass? Okay, and that kind of faded.
You're not supposed to talk about it anymore. But MEGA
started because people said, dons Mega, they were the guy
used to like shoving gerbils up their asshole, you know,
and they realized like, well, you know, Donald Trump probably
does this too. And you know, all all the gay
pornography I watched is put up like Jews, So Jews
are awesome too. So that's what MEGA is is its
closet homosexuals. Some gurbles up their asshole. It's the all GOP.
I mean, that's the whole GOP.
Speaker 2: Yeah, the way it was explained, the way it's been
explained by people who've like really investigated this. The GOP
likes to fuck little boys and the Democrats like to
fuck little girls.
Speaker 1: Yeah. Well there's what's interesting. The kidding aside. I mean,
you weren't kidding. I was saying dumb things. But the
one of the reasons why I got to pitch this
to Burden, I mean, sure it'll be receptive. He respects
my opinions on these mayors of content, the the the
Larry King, uh Franklin credit scandal, not Larry King, the
ancient guy who's like today and Amy King. Hey for
Italian dommate Jerry, But I mean Larry Lawrence King or
Larry King, like the black guy who was a he
he was sort of like Republican Obama, you know he.
I think it was in ninety I think, I think
I think in the it was it was either ann
or ninety two. It was either the ninety two RNC
convention or at nineteen ninety and some gal evet like
Lawrence King. He's sang the national anthem because he he
had this kind of booming barrel's cone voice like a
lot of black guys do. But he was and he's
been redacted like they pretend he never even existed. Like
it's almost like Stalin style. But Larry King was like
the token black man of the gokey and he he
went down because he had this whole credit union, and
especially in those days, if you're gonna wash money, that
was a really good way to do it. I mean
you can't that's like done now, you can't do it
no more. But King was washing a huge amount of
money through this shell company, and it turns out he
was he was a pimp, you know, he was a
big pimp. And from Cure and those kids, one of
him was Paul Bonacci. You know, that's where that whole
conspiracy narrative came from. I think there's something to it
in terms of Bonacci story, okay, But beyond that, King
King mostly ran girls, but he also had a stable
of callboys and the White House Callboys scandal. You had
some senator who kind of quietly retired. He was this
openly gay guy who was one of the big glug
cabin Republicans back when they were making big like in roads,
you know they they were. It was this callboy ring
of these gay senators who were carrying on with underage
you know, male prostitutes procured by Lawrence King. And that's
just like not disgusted. Ever, it's like it didn't ever happen,
and it's not like it's not even like this was
during Bush forty one's administration. It's not like he had
some great knack for interfacing with the media at all. In fact,
one of the things that killed his campaign it was,
I mean, it was ross pro and a lot to
do with that, the genuine recession being underway to do
with that. But it really, for a guy is otherwise
sophisticated as Bush forty one was, he really didn't understand
the finesse and media. So my point being, I know,
I'm me wrong. He himself wasn't directly implicated any of
this ship but it's not like he swooped in Quinton's
style would made it go away. You know, this very
much just uh disappeared from the front page. I've done
some of these, Uh interestingly remains a good resource. I
still haunt libraries because I'm old and we you can
actually find you can find data there that if you
got a good public library system that uh that uh
that they can't other places. And one of the only
places I found reference to Lawrence King or the Callboy
scandal is by getting on Chicago Public Library. Uh they
took all the micro film grow Fecia had put it
online obviously, and you got a libycrediting and access that
I found references in the Tribune and the Sun Times
and the Daily Herald and uh, the Washington Times too,
from by doing you know, old like newspaper searches. But
that's it, you know, I mean, I mean Wiki is
garbage anyway. But you go to wiki or even if
you even if you deep dive, you know, in a
general search or fuck with wayback machine, you're just gonna
find squibs. Like you know, Lawrence King was indicted for
you know, financial crimes and oh and there's a conspiracy
theory that has no merit involving Paul Bonacci and and
and and people claiming that, uh you know, there's there's
there's an elite sex ring that was insinuated into this
pattern of criminality. So and that's it's not directly on
point to a cultic stuff. But for people who don't
know Bonacci, Bonacci was a very very disturbed guy, and
he first came to people's knowledge because he said he
had information on Johnny Gosh. And that's one of the
most fucked up cases, cold cases, or I've ever heard of.
And I grew I was a little alone at me,
but I was a little kid when that happened. And
Gosh was the first kid whose face appeared on a
milk carton, you know, I mean that was a bizarre
thing too, man for those for the youngsters, you know,
in these kind of lame eighties nostalgia shows or whatever,
like stranger things, that'll be like a set piece that
was the real thing, and it'd be like Adam Walsh
they found his fucking head Johnny Gosh at these like
random boys and girls. Just it was like people were
just like disappearing and on milk cartons and on I
remember at a at the North Suburban YMCA if you
got like an orange drink out of the vending machine,
like sometimes it'd be like missing photos on there. But
Gosh was the first kid featured. And it's like Johnny
Gosh has disappeared into thin air. He was this paper
boy in Iowa and he one day he goes out
to deliver his papers and he's just like never seen again.
And years later, but nah, and all kinds of weird
things were around it. This photograph surface to this kid
in bondage and some people think it was Johnny Gosh
And obviously that was before facial recognition could shed light
on this.
Speaker 2: And.
Speaker 1: There was some there was a a five or ten
dollars banknote that surfaced that said something like helped me.
You know, I'm Johnny, and some handwriting expert in fed
law enforcement said he believed it was credible, like shit
like that. But but like years later, but na, she
says like, look, I know what happened to Johnny Gosh
because I was there when he got kidnapped, Okay, and
he he gave this whole story where he's like but
not actually had an awful upbring. He was basically a street
kid who had no parents. I think for a time
he ended up at Boystown, you know, the orphanage, and
he basically said that from a young age he got
sold to this guy who was uh, this retired military
guy who then started pimping him out but he said,
incident to that abuse, he was subjected to these bizarre,
obviously staged sorts of US psychological uh terrorist terrorism uh
terroristically codd abuse scenario was to give me a memal
brain fag and H, the purpose of which was to
attempt to buifer kate the conscious personality and God. Uh.
But I actually insisted that he was a genuine dissociate
of identity. As of her case, I don't believe that exists,
but I do, but the psychiatric community APA certainly believed
it existed, and there would potentially be a paramilitary application
for that kind of thing. Okay, So, but actually insisted
he was availed to this these kinds of stressors as
an attempt to bifurcate his personality in addition to him
just being forced to service powerful sickos who had an
appetite for children, particularly boys, but girls were victimized too.
And a kid who uh was similarly abused came out
and said, no, I know Paul Bonacci because I ran
into him when I was being similarly exploited. And then
that kid and it turned up dead. And uh, this
other this girl who also testified uh in uh with
an eye to validate at least some of Bonacci's uh declarations.
She was indicted for perjury and went away for like
two years, which is basically unheard of. And uh, you know,
the they're rebuttal to this and forgive me because I
don't have the documents in front of me to identify
the fact circumstances that are truly material, because it's a
huge case. But the common refrain was, well, and at
Bonacci was uh, he was convicted of of of of
of child molestation himself, which is common to people who've
been available that kind of abuse. Okay, And uh so
the common refrain was, well, Banacci's a liar and he's
mentally ill as a child molestor Yeah, all those things
might be true like that that that doesn't mean he
made this up, you know. And he insisted, as did
some of these witnesses who emerged to substantiate what he claimed,
that that that Lawrence King was was all over this stuff,
and then subsequently he gonna became a fall guy like
another like Minnie Epstein, you know, like, oh, even if
this was obviously none of this more sensational more some
none of these more sensational claims are are true, but
such that there was child prostitution underway, that that was
this that was this black pimp king and he was
just a bad apple, you know. Uh. End of story.
So that's uh, you know, while not directly related to
a cult beliefs and stuff, uh, I think it's all related.
I mean, i'mother belief that such that officialdom is is
involved in these sorts of things. I I think generally
it's that it has to do with it's only to
obscure the facts and write the testimony that emerges from
those demise, you know, not credible as well as you know,
they're like I said, even somebody like Binacci's got a
tenuous relationship to the truth. There are kernels of truth.
And what he says, and I think what he alleged
was basically correct. That people reveiled these kinds of stressors
of their eye, break down their psychic defenses and as
well as diminish their inner moral core as well as
the you know, alter their personality and their their conscious uh,
their their conscious mind.
Speaker 2: But that I mean, no matter no matter the purpose,
it seems like we see throughout history going back thousands
of years, that the powerful are always attracted to having
sex with children.
Speaker 1: Yeah, and it's really and it crosses cultures. Yeah, I mean,
I mean that was kind of the what I was
getting at with the Savile discussion, the Jimmy Savile discussion
I had with Burden the other day is the I mean, thankfully,
this kind of conduct is fairly rare in absolute terms.
Most people simply aren't even evil people aren't interested in
having sex the previous children. It's it can to be
a coincidence that there's this critical mass of people who
are interested in that kind of deviancy in government and
in you know, elite environs. That doesn't make any sense.
And and uh, generally the reason people do these kinds
of things, I mean, yeah, I I'm sure that in
the majority of cases it it's some pathetic devian who
as these kinds of compulsions. And there's probably an aspect
of mental illness there too, which doesn't mitigate their culpability
obviously under laws of man or God, you know, just
to be clearer, but I uh, in the case of
elites and things, that's it's it's initiatory, and it's a
way of sort of bonding people to a community of
silence and marking them out from normalcy for all time,
you know. I mean, it's it's it's complicated, but I uh,
but that's what's problematic, and that's why I go hard
on the issue. When if people bandy things like Trump
is a pedophile, I don't think he is, because that
would have come out. He wouldn't have been able to
just quash that for the past forty five years. Okay,
some sort of rumors would have followed him, or some
sort incredible witness would have emerged, you know, not not
some pre mentally ill lady claiming he raped her in
a department store in broad daylight on like Fifth Avenue
or whatever. But when people say those kinds of things
casually or just flippingly, you know, claim people or pedophiles
when they're not, or people talk about pizzagate type nonsense,
you're a fuse getting what is a real issue, you know,
and you're casting you're casting it in an absurd and
preposterous light. So I mean, people shouldn't muddy the conceptual
environment with lies anyway. But I think it's particularly im
bored when you're talking about something like that, which is
sort of a hard cell anyway, because you know, people
don't want to believe that kind of thing goes on.
But you know, but also it's normal psychologically normal people
don't they can't empathize with that. I don't mean empathize
the caring about it, looking highly upon it. I mean
they don't. They can't put themselves in that mindset as
somebody would do these things. But if it's the same
thing with the cult occultism, I mean, the norm is
atavistic tendencies, even among the most civilized peoples, is there's
a not ongoing thing. It doesn't go away. I mean,
that's why, you know, the That's one of the reasons
why the Roman Catholics have a comparatively rigid internal structure
to their ecclesiastical affairs, because there is always the reals
of strange gods insinuating themselves into the minds and souls
of worshipers, and there's always a risk of dark practices
re emerging under color of you know, godliness or logos.
I mean, there's a there's a why Iscar gave a
really interesting sermon when I when I was blessed to
attend one of his sermons, you know, and it was
about it was about the you know, the sacrifice of
Isaac and why. I mean, it's really interesting because his Iscar,
his viewpoint, I mean, Iskar's is like a legit Bible scholar.
I mean, the dude's forgotten more about Scripture than I
will ever know, and you know, probably a hundred other
people will ever know. But it's significant because even though
in a lot of these got a beautiful like Renaissance
or at worse, Isaac's presented as a child, Isaac was
was was a teenager and all probability, but a strong back,
you know, and that and the way reading between the lines,
you know that it's the sacrifice of a strong young
man would would please God in context. Okay, but the
reason why it's that's not despite what some of these
like milk Toast kind of pseudo pastors claim today, that's
not something like metaphorical, uh parable, it's literally the norm
is human sacrifice. We don't do that anymore. That doesn't
please God anymore. There's a new way now, and God
is saying, you know, we we don't need a we,
we don't need a priesthood that that that sheds human
blood any longer, you know, to assuage, to asswage the
wrath of the creator, because that is the norm. Okay,
this idea that well, no nobody you know, resorts to
pagan practices owing to some pre rational fascination anymore, that
that stopped a long time ago. I mean, people who
think that way are monumentally ignorant or people who think that,
you know, I, I don't know to be super ghoulish,
but I it's pretty I'm a pretty jaded person man,
And like I it's not some stupid flex but I mean,
because I am if you wants away from being fifty
and the way with my life, I've seen some pretty
horrible stuff, So I mean not and I mean I
I'm psychologically so much sensitive at a lot of things
bother me. Okay, but I'm sort of callous to it.
But I the first Soviet Famine, not the Hall in
the Door, but the first famine of nineteen twenty one
twenty three, approximately, people were resorting to cannibalism at scale
in the Soviet Union. And then there was there was
cases of people openly selling a human meat that had
been butchered for consumption. And there's there's this nightmarish photo
of this peasant man and woman with this like spectracle,
just like empty look in their eyes, like standing before
a table, and it looks like what's on the table.
It looks like slabs of meat on offer, like you know,
flank stakes or whatever. But then you notice that, uh,
there's a human head there like among these things, and
it's like, oh my god. But initially, the the nkv
D whatever the precursor was, it wasn't NYKVD, but they
didn't know how to deal with it. But then they said,
you know, okay, well not omicidal cannibalism. We're not going
to prosecute because it's become too epidemic. You know, we're
gonna basically ignore it until conditions and normalcy return and
and food insecurity is no longer you know, this desperate
going emergency. But the reason why, the reason why there's
such a strong reaction against cannibalism and why traditionally, across
cultural and racial divides, cannibals have to be exterminated because
something happens to people when they revert to cannibalism, and uh,
they go feral, and they can't they can't be corrected.
You know, I'm not talking about desperate survival instances like
those poor guys in the movie Alive. But uh, you know,
when when when people when people become cannibals, it can't
be controlled, that's uh, you know, and and that this
this is stuff that's well, you know, well within uh
the preceding you know century that that this has happened,
you know. And it's interesting too. Even the uh, the
as tects, they practice ceremonial cannibalism, particularly uh of their enemies,
but subtenance cannibalism was a big crime to the as sects,
you know, and I'm sure that they're in part was
an evolutionary psychological imperative around that, although it's not the
whole story, that's a saying for haswat occasional emensity human
finger well. In the movie Thief, which is a dope movie,
I mean, that's that's what that's what we put Michael
Mann on the map. But Robert Prosky was a great
unsung uh character actor. He plays this utterly savage Chicago
outfit boss who's obviously modeling Joey Ayopa, who was a
terrifying fucking person. He was just like a stomach called killer.
But the scene where James Conn's character after he uh
he shows up to Prosky's house armed and then disrespects
him like for first Prosky as his as his rap
he murdered played by Jim Belushi, and uh, he's dissolving
him in ah that what one of the businesses, the
alphre Rons is this plating company. So like poor Jim
Belushi is being dissolved in this uh caustic solution. So
pros is like letting your friend day fucking look at
him and he's like, you know what I'll do to you.
He's like, I'll put your cunt wife on the street
to get fucked up the ass by niggas. Then he's
like I'll take your whole family and I'll wipe them out.
I'll grind them up like meat. People will be eating
them and they're want Wamby burgers and not even know it,
and like that happened, Like the outfit did that shit.
You know. It's like, Okay, you want to disappear somebody,
you know, especially even even after the even after the
you know, back of the yards, the back of the
yard slaughter house is long gone. You know, they still
control a lot of the packing industry locally. It's like, okay,
let's make this motherfucker disappear. Okay, now he's ground beef,
you know, ending up in Wamy Burgers. I mean, it's
horrible to think about, but yeah, that happened. I mean,
I we one can drive. What's so crazy thinking about
the gross stuff that's in processed food. I'm pretty discriminating
in the restaurants. I'll eat it, you know. Uh, Like
people make fun of me for liking some like proll slop,
like suddy the light and like drinking cheap beard things,
but like basically other than the other than the landmark
and and the sheets or uh you know, like high
end places that some of the fellas or prospress are
nice enough to invite me to. I basically don't hear
restaurants and that that's one of the reasons why man
like I don't know, I don't want to get a
burrito that's you know, made out of the hand to
some like poor guy made the cartel upset. Oh, and
there's this awesome in Albany Park. There's this I'm a
sucker for a hummus and saffron rice and lamb meat
or lambs are really delicious. I know, sheep. I suppose
they kind of gross animals, Like I've never been around them.
I don't know when the like, both sheep and goats
are kind of gross, like the reason why the reason
why Satan is a goat apparently, like goats are really
horny and want to screw everything, but they also like
smell really stuff and uh and in some of these
old heronmous Bosh type paintings, you'll see a goat like
whispering into like a nun's ear, and uh, like the
claim is that the myth is that goats like whisper
obscenities in the ears of Saints just because they're they're
like they're perverted assholes, which is, uh, if that's true,
that's actually kind of awesome. But uh that because I mean,
I like the Saints. Man, it's just funny that goats
are like are sort of dicks. But and in the event, uh,
there's a in Albany Park there's this awesome kabab place.
I know like that, I know, I know the the
English and Ulster guys on deck are gonna be like, oh,
but it's like this sun it's they got. It's run
by these Iranian dudes and they're they're cool man like
you know, we we're into good conversations about my shirts
and stuff. But they got really awesome food. They like
make humus on so I that's fucking dope. There's another
place called the Peda Inn, run by these Palestinian dudes,
which is dope. So it's also in skulky, so like
they're holding a line like and you know it s
the the tribe. But like when I was in law school,
i'd go to the Peda Inn. It was on Dempster Street.
It was like this a little hole in the wall shack.
Like now it's like this huge place. They got like
a tropical fish aquarium in there. You know, it's uh
like the dude who runs it, like I remember twenty
five years ago, you know, he'd be wearing like a
work apern, you know, and like a branded like T shirt,
you know, be able to shovel. Now, like I'll see
him in there. He's like, you know, he's like wearing
like a designer fit and stuff. It's kind of nice
to see. And there's a at both places. There's some
there's really pretty ladies who worked there and that that's
nice too. But that's but yeah, that that was a
hugely tangential rant.
Speaker 2: But uh, it's like a really weird uh turn there.
Speaker 1: There was a stream of constius aspect to what I
do with these streams, man, And that's one of the
reasons I like them because a I mean, don't be
wrong not playing martyr. It's aesome that people invite me
to contribute to their content and stuff and are willing
to come on my own pod. But you know, I
got to prepare a man to get like my mind
in order for that stuff. It's nice to be able
to it's nice to able to fuck with the stream
of constance things. I mean, maybe not so much for
you guys, because make maybe my streams and constants are
kind of kind of disturbing.
Speaker 2: I mean you'd have to go into some really weird
places to disturb me. I mean I've basically read it all,
you know, and study Oh no.
Speaker 1: Yeah, yeah yeah, And no, I don't wanna I don't
want to be some I don't want to be some
goof he's trying to like upset people with his life streams.
But but no, I uh, I think originally we got
on those weird topics because necessas said, you know, you
might be eating fucking fools fingers in your hamburger and
it's like, yeah, I mean that, but yeah, that's one
of the reasons. Well again why I'm discriminating, and the
restaurants will eat it because you never know, and like
a lot of I mean, there's like a lot of shits,
just like sus these days in the competantly crisis is
real and in ways prosaic and profound. But even stuff
that's I mean, there's there's very on the nose and
very flagrant sort of choke points and and fail points,
you know, like how like air travel like doesn't work anymore.
But there's there's just like a million other things that
it's not as nearly as on the nose are discernible,
but it's just like, Okay, this is now, sus, and
it didn't used to be, you know. And uh, I
think a restaurant is kind of the same way. You know. Uh,
there's like a lot of a lot of restaurants that
just like seem kind of gross, you know, and uh
that I wouldn't that I wouldn't really want to roll
the dice on men, you know. And uh, let's too
like people these these are crazy, man, and like generally, uh,
at least in Shytown. Like uh, you know, the cops
at the regular restaurant, they're gonna be like Spanish dudes,
or they're gonna be you know, like ethnic dudes who
uh reflect the uh you know, uh kulinary flavor of
the restaurant. And I mean I get out with people
like that, and they were like on their own tip.
But like, for all I know, I I go into
some like cafe or something, there's gonna be some. There's
gonna be some like vegan freak or something who like
saw me wearing badgies, doesn't like and it's gonna like
crap in my food or something. They were like decide
he's not poison and what vegan for you wouldn't be
able to solve the difference. Yeah, I mean, well yeah, never,
I'd never fucked with a vegan restaurant. But there was
a place. I don't know if it's COVID or not,
because I don't. I've in Evanston a lot, and then
I'm in like I've been Evanston all the fucking time,
and then I'm in like Ravens One all the time.
I'm never really in Rogers Park and Edgewater, No, more.
But I mean, I mean I went to college in
Rogers Park and then I worked in Edgewater. I was
like a young man, and so I mean I was
there for you know, I was there daily for years.
But I don't really I don't really go there no more.
But on Sheridan Road. It was right by the old
village North Theater is off the Morse red line Jarvis
or Morse. I think it was Moorse. But it was
placed called the Heartland Cafe, and it wasn't strictly vegan,
although it was mostly that kind of stuff, like vegetarian stuff.
And it was run by hippies and they had a
they had a newsstand and like a little bookstore attached
to it where they'd have like Socialist Worker and that
kind of ship and all these like Chomsky books. And
it was run by these like full on like hippies.
But uh, they were always pretty cool to me, you know,
uh because I was local. But uh. And they had
good food like if you wanted uh it like a
good like if you are a good like chicken salad,
sandwich man and a coffee for like seven bucks you
know you could go to but the uh, but a
proper like vegan places, and then this is like disgusting
slop and uh, I yeah, I mean I would wouldn't.
I wouldn't fuck with vegan stuff on general principle, but also yeah,
it's just like gross. I'm not gonna be wrong. I've
got a pretty I got a pretty you know, I'm
a fucking I'm I'm an Anglo German proud. I gotta
I got a pretty dull palette. You know. I uh
that the blt with avocados is like the king of
sandwiches to me. I think, uh, I think the greatest
killinary achievement ever is pizza. You know, I growed him up.
My mom was old school, and despite or sort of
wildness and quirkiness, some things about her were like conventionally domestic.
And she was a really good cook, you know. She
she'd make stuff like pot roast, you know, like Yankee
pot roast, like meat loaf, and you know, different kinds
of uh like old school American stuff. But I uh
about as exotic as I get. I'm not a big
steef food guy, but I really like good sushi in
part because it agrees in my guts. And just like
a lot of things, don't I can eat sushi all day.
They used to do this great sushi place on East Erie,
like two hundred pocket East Erie, right in Streeterville, and
uh it looked like it look like a set piece
from a Ridley Scott movie, you know. Uh, and it
was actually it was run by actual Japanese. I think
one of the a couple of kitchen guys with Koreans,
but otherwise, you know, it was like properly Japanese. And
I used to in law school. I reconnected with this
lady that I had gone to high school with, and
uh we started like hanging out a lot. And I, uh.
Speaker 2: Were hanging out when you were in New York with
the uh with the fellows, did they take you sending
the good restaurants sir?
Speaker 1: Oh yeah, yeah yeah, And uh I ended up at
this really good German restaurant because Dylan because a great guy.
I hope he's well. I haven't heard of him for
a minute, you know, Uh, Dylan Steudek. Uh. He took
us to this German place in Mayhead and like in
midtown Mayhead, And yeah, I was mostly in Brooklyn, you know,
which was dope. I love New York. I don't know
why people don't share it on it like they do.
But he's like, yeah, I want to see howlet's play
stacks up to the chets. So there was like ten
of us there, you know, actually Worris probably like fifteen people,
you know, and like a bunch of the wives came
along and the people were hosting me were just great.
This guy oh and his wife Vienna, and they got
this like little daughter his cubs of button, and uh
like we we became buddies, like I gotta go to
report little kids and animals, but she did they might
even congress because I'm kind of a weird fucking person,
but uh I uh it was awesome and uh like
she was all excited because uh and her parents are
really cultured people, but uh like little little kids aren't
used to stuff like German food, you know. So I
was telling her, I was like, I was talking about
like schnitzel. I guess something my schnitzel. I'm like it's like,
I like, you ever ran like country right steak And she's
like yeah, I'm like it's a country right steak, but
like German people eat. Since she decided it was okay,
but uh the uh I basically ordered We ordered a
bunch of ambatis for the table, and then I ordered
like the kind of stuff I do out with Chet's,
you know. Uh I Uh, I got there, I got there, Gulash,
I got there Schnitzel. And it was good, definitely better
than Berghoffs. You know, Bergoffs is like the tourist trap
crowd place here. Chet smokes it though. Lat's Gula, which
is is the best man. It's like, it's so fucking good.
I'd uh if the only thing I could eat or
drink for the rest of my life was uh Lasht, Gulache,
blt s, bush Mills and and pbr, I'd be like, bet,
that's fine with me. I mean, I mean, like, like
my organ had probably fail if I didn't need anything
else but I but I'd be fine with that. I
die with a smile on my face as a big
fat ass or whatever. But the but no, I uh
and it's uh and this was a proper this place
that Dylan took us to. It was uh. I think
it was actually like a It was Hungarian and German,
so they had more of like an Austrian stamp on it,
you know. And uh and uh like there was actually
like Hungarian language items on the menu and shit. And
I know there's nothing bad I can say about it,
but it's it's dope. The restaurant, to hear people way
from here is prost. Those guys. First of all, their
food's kind of shitty, and they got a bunch of
like dumb ass like American Rando's working there. They don't
even have any crowds working there. And like this fuck
kid like manager there, like he wait, so we'd have
to go to the bathroom, and then like he he
told me I was. I was a bunch of bunch
of the fellows, including some of the grapers who were
in town. They invited me out there, and I was
with my homie Anders, who's a great guy, you know. Uh,
and uh they uh, this guy waits to go to
the bathroom and he comes from starts talking shit like
about my hack and cruise ring and like saying, I'm
like an asshole. And then he's like, you know, he
tells these guys like not to bring me back there.
I'm like when I stay on my face at dickhead,
so whereas he gets no tip, you know, and uh,
when I went to pay the girl, I'm like, you know,
like I told her, I'm like, uh, you know, like
I I eat out frequently, and I told him I
go to the chef's a lot, you know. I'm like
they was appreciating my business. I'm like, I find your
food sub far. I'm like, I find the attitude of
the people work you're horrible, you know. And I'm like,
who the fuck are you to like excoriate people before
you think their politics? Are? You know, Like it's you're
the are you there? Are you mister uh like waiter?
Ideological enforcer? Like I you know, all things really run
me the wrong way. And it's like, don't if you're
gonna if you're gonna come at people like that, Like,
don't don't be a punk. I'm not a scary person.
I'm old as fuck, you know. And I've got like
health problems.
Speaker 2: That didn't even that didn't even happen to us in Portland.
That didn't even happen to us in Portland.
Speaker 1: Yeah, am a German restaurant in a fucking white hood.
It's like, what do you you know? No, in Portland's
actually people are cool man like And I even when
you get out to the when you get out by
the coast, Like I said, man, uh Anthony Ramundo, who
is awesome, Like he's the best you guys gotta meet
and think I'm acquainted because he's a fucking princeman. But
he uh like when I the way to Coos Bay,
uh like we stopped, Uh, we stopped in Eugene because
I wanted to because Ante and his wife were hosting me.
I wanted to get you know, missus Ramuno some flowers
and stuff, and plus I wanted to pick up some Sunderyes.
That was the day after I'd gotten like thrown out
of the strip club and I was like a hungover
and just kind of like in a weird headspace. And
uh like poor Anthony because like he picked me up
in Portland, which is great, but I was kind of
like a mess for like the first like five or
six hours in the journey, and I started kind of
coming alive again. But then he, uh, he wanted to
show me this shop because he's like, they'll get a
kick out of the store. Is it's like this kind
of like out of these shop run by these like
wicked chicks, you know, like full on like goth wicked chicks.
But they got uh, they got all that kind of
like weird uh occulty stuff, and like you go into
the doorway, they had this, uh they had this full
confession booth from this old church that had been uh
torn down after being fire damaged, and they they like
rescue Dad. It was from like the eighteen forties. And
I got uh. I started talking to these these girls
who like run the place because they they liked uh.
They're asking me, like about my buttons and stuff on
my leather jacket, and uh, you know, we kind of
hit it off. So I bought. Uh. I got this
huge you ever seeing the vi incense burners where it
almost looks at the smoke looks like a stream, you
know what I mean. It's uh yeah, I hadn't seen
those before, you know, and I saw them and I'm
like that's awesome. I'm like, I'm like, you have more
than just that one? And they're like, yeah, so I
found one. It's this huge grim reaper and uh it
looks like he's standing in front of what was supposed
to be the river sticks and like when you burn
the incense cones, the smoke like it becomes the river
and like that's so fucking cool. It's like I bought that,
and then I bought a bunch of stuff for the
girls to work at uh who work at the Landmark,
you know, just like suming eerie shit because like when
I go on vacation, I the ladies cheat you really well,
so I try and like bring stuff back. My point being,
I think I was wearing a I think I was
wearing a skullhead or a yachin pipe or shirt. I
was wearing my leather jacket because it was still kind
of chilly at night out there. You know. It's like
on my National Socialist badges, like they did they didn't care,
you know, like this idea that oh if you walk
around in Portland, you know you're gonna people gonna throw
acid in your face and like kill you. It's like
it's it's like nobody's like that, man, unless you're unless
you're at unless I was in college campus or something,
or you know, your your your jive is doing something
like Charlie Kirk used to do and say, Okay, I'm
gonna I'm gonna like own the Libs or you know
where I'm gonna go, or when I'm in the UK,
I'm gonna go troll Cambridge. You know, and and tell
them like what with dipshit liberals they are or whatever,
you know what I mean. But it's this idea that yeah,
people are gonna try and check you for that is
incredibly stupid and it's like, you know, what are they
gonna do anyway? But no, That's why I was kind
of shocked by this fool at Prosted and it's uh
but yeah, I mean I never particularly liked that place anyway,
but uh, it used to be a pretty good bar
next to it, called the Green Eye Lounge. I think
this is like years of bick you know. So, I
mean I like that neighborhood. It's not it's not like
that neighbor it's bigically coded that way or something. But
even uh, I used to uh, I used to have to.
I mean this was twenty five years ago. But I
when I worked in Edgewater, i'd get off. I had
a car then, but the girl I was with worked
nice too, and uh so i'd get for the car,
you know, somewhat. I obviously I want to be safe,
and I I never mind like taking that the CTA anyway,
But what i'd do is i'd take I I take
the I get on at Main Street and Evidston. I
take the purple lighte Howard, I get on Howard Street,
get up again the Howard Street red Line, disembarkt Brindam Hour,
and then I just walked west to Clark and Ridge.
So that was and that's when Edgewater was basically like
the fag ghetto, like boys town, you know, like around
Roscoe and stuff. That was uh that that was that
was like yuppie fag town. The Gadgewater was like the
fag ghetto. It was like dude like the movie Cruising,
but you know that it was like it was full
of those guys like twenty twenty five, thirty years ago,
and like you'd see him like hanging around cent Park
and stuff, and you know it's not yeah, I mean
whatever flag you're flying there like this is that those
guys aren't gonna care. I mean if you if you,
if you're walking on in a sweatshirt that said like
I hate faggots or something like, maybe maybe they would,
but I'd probably they'd probably even then be like whatever,
Like I think you were like some art students like
we have troll thing or something.
Speaker 2: You know, people don't realize, you know, at the time
I was growing up in New York. You know how
bad it was, You know how many body Yeah, drop
it in the streets. I me and my buddy and
my one of my closest friends growing up was in
a six foot five Irish guy who was a real
door coke bottle glasses.
Speaker 1: Yeah.
Speaker 2: We used to go down to like Times Square when
Times Square was like there was literal human.
Speaker 1: Trafficking going on. Oh yeah, yeah huge.
Speaker 2: We go down there at like three am to go
to like Playland, which was an arcade, and we do. Yeah,
we weren't. We weren't down there to cause trouble. No
one ever looked at us twice. No one ever fucked
with us. No one's gonna fuck with you unless you
were gonna you start popping off about something. Yeah, minds
of your business.
Speaker 1: Yeah yeah, unless you call it, unless you're incorrect, or
unless you're obviously like some fucking roob or something, or
like you know, marking yourself out as a lane. Yeah.
I I don't know people think people are gonna do.
I mean, I I mean obviously I'm discriminating and when
I hang out, but uh, you know, I Chicago remains
like one of the most hood coated crime written like
crime written cities in America in the way that normies
think about it. You know. It's it's like you think,
you think it must be like walking down the street
here and people are gonna like empty up fucking mag
into your face or something. It's like, I don't know
what they think is gonna happen, you know. And uh
And like I said, I one of the reasons I
I say, I push it back when people like like
the nineties were so based or something. The early nineties
were fucked and it's nothing like that today, man, you know,
and I mean even that, it's not like people are
gonna like it's not like neutrons or just like getting dropped.
But I mean you would, you would get hurt in
the wrong hood just because it's like there's I mean,
you're you're a you're a white person. You're it. We're
gonna fuck you up. You know, nobody's gonna play tag
you're it. Let's tells me too, like I you know again,
it's like I'm fifty years old and like not good health.
I mean, knowing me wrong, like somebody tried to hurt me.
I I dorming in my power to make sure it
costs them dearly. But uh, you know, ain't nobody afraid
of me? Man, And like nobody's gonna what are you
gonna do? You tell your homies? Yeah, like I saw this,
Like I saw this fifty year old guy with a cane,
and like I stopped him out. I'm gonnaavyweight champion now,
or like you're gonna get you then he gets charges,
You're gonna get felly charges for like yeah this, I
didn't like to shirt this guy had on and he
was like obviously some kind of rednecks. So like I
so I shot him. I mean, plus, I mean, I
you know, I admittedly this is my reformed heroage speaking.
But uh you know, if you number's up, man, your
numbers up. That's why I don't worry about stuff. I mean,
there is stuff I worry about, but I don't sit
around worrying about dying, like honestly don't. There's not much
esualor I'm gonna flex because there's nothing you can do
about it. You know, like that's already that that's that's
in the hands of providence and that was that was decided,
you know, that was decided literally at the beginning of tie.
So there's nothing you can do to change it anyway,
So why would I get upset?
Speaker 2: But I'm yeah, I mean no reason the uh you know,
I think most people, if they really think about it,
they're more scared of suffering than they are of dying.
Speaker 1: Oh yeah, no, And I my big fear, Like I said,
and I don't want to make this and I don't
want to end this on a downer, but I was
so concerned the past month or so because when at
when my symbols are at their worst. And I'm still
not totally O the woods, but I I I mean,
you were with me at the lake man, like I
there are days I could the walk man and becoming
becoming some invalid he's got to rely on other people
to get around or you know, like put his fucking
shoes on. I mean that that's a nightmare, man. I
mean that, that's my big fear. But I mean, thankfully
I've been. I've been. Yesterday I was feeling I mean,
you can tell my respiratory issues are kind of bad
right now, but even the past yes, since Monday, i've been.
I've been walking on assisted man, I haven't even been
carrying a kne you know, so knock on wood.
Speaker 2: But you know, I've gotten to the point where I
can still do a lot of work, shovel a lot
of shovel a lot of soil, move a lot of
stuff around as long as it's not hot outside. You know,
our our our friend z Man, you know, it looks
like he died because he went out and he worked
in the sun. And ever since, ever since then, I'm
very conscious of that.
Speaker 1: Yeah, what's like, so many uh, a lot of a
lot of guysn't even particularly elderly, they die because you know,
after a big snow storm, they're they're like, oh, I'm
not gonna be a pussy young and shovel my own
snow and that really that can really tax your cir
respiratory system and you can stroke out or heart attic.
You know. Yeah, no doubt this was great. Man. Like
I I mean, I always appreciate collaborating on the streams
with me. That's essential.
Speaker 2: Yeah, this was We didn't The thing I think I
enjoyed the most is is that we didn't talk about
Rabbi Trump basically at all.
Speaker 1: Yeah, no, I I I it warn't in mention because
I don't just want to ignore current events in the
domestic sense, because I don't think that's responsible. But yeah,
I I there's no need for endless color commentary on
the ant to of of of these regime personages. Yeah, God, God,
God bless uh z Man. He he's very much present.
But yeah, I uh and again I'm will uh will
bang out the I'm I'm totally good to go in
terms of premise stuff for the next Iikaman episode. And
it's an important subject matter because it deals with I
in particular, uh at A had a very strange relationship
with Zionism and that that was definitely the minority position
within the SD and and the shoe staff and the
the security. I've read it generally, but I for yesterday,
I like I said, I'm thrown out of the woods Man.
I forgive me for postponing, but I'll beg Yeah. And
then uh Friday, I got it's being out of sheds tomorrow.
I got dinner at the Chets Saturday. I'm assuming I'm
up to it. I'm I'm going to Emperor is playing
the Aragon and that should be fucking Yeah. It takes
a lot to get me out to a show. But there,
first of all, I always run into cool people that
stuff like that, and I like the Aragon. It's just
a cool venue. And uh, I didn't think I'd ever
get to see Emperor because I mean even even Emperor
played a handful of dates around two thousand and three,
I think in the United States and uh acts like uh,
actually Emperor always plays Chicago, you know. But uh, I
wasn't going to pass that up, you know, unless I'm
I'm feeling really rough. But uh, but point working around
those things. And obviously it's you know, on Sunday, you know,
it commemorates the resurrection of our Lord at being Easter.
But working around those uh, working around a little some
vari wolves. Uh, we can TCB anytime. And again I
apologize for being a flake, but no problem. We'll take care. Yeah,
all right, buddy, I'm gonna I'm gonna go. Uh, I'm
gonna go have a b olt. L all right, do it.
Stalk to your letter man, Thank you, Bye everybody,