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<v Speaker 1>Hey, hey, hey, I'm back.

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<v Speaker 2>With something for you to think about.

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<v Speaker 1>What refusing to look in the mirror does to you.

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<v Speaker 1>Let me say it again, what refusing to look in

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<v Speaker 1>the mirror does to you?

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<v Speaker 2>I tell you right now. Most people will point them fingers.

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<v Speaker 1>And blame others, but they will not look in the

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<v Speaker 1>mirror atself. Most people have gone their entire lives never

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<v Speaker 1>looking in the mirror to be accountable and responsible for

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<v Speaker 1>their own lives, and it is the main reason why

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<v Speaker 1>people remain the same. You can never mentally mature if

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<v Speaker 1>you remain the same. You can never grow in progress

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<v Speaker 1>if you remain the same. It takes looking in the

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<v Speaker 1>mirror at yourself and being honest. If you can't be

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<v Speaker 1>honest with yourself, forget about trying to be that individual

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<v Speaker 1>who pretend that you're this and that with other people, because.

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<v Speaker 2>It won't work. You have to be honest with yourself.

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<v Speaker 1>When you're not honest with yourself, it keeps you where

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<v Speaker 1>you've always been, in that same negative mental state, faking

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<v Speaker 1>in pretense. I've told you many times, it gets you nowhere.

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<v Speaker 1>You remain stuck faking and pretending. A lot of people

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<v Speaker 1>don't want to face that man or that woman in

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<v Speaker 1>the mirror because of all of the negativity that they

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<v Speaker 1>have inside.

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<v Speaker 2>You're holding on to past pain.

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<v Speaker 1>You're angry at people from your past, but it does

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<v Speaker 1>not benefit you. You're unwilling to forgive. When you don't forgive,

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<v Speaker 1>it don't hurt the other people.

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<v Speaker 2>It hurts you.

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<v Speaker 1>Some of you are so stubborn. I'm never gonna forgive them.

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<v Speaker 1>It don't hurt them, Boo boo. It hurts you. It

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<v Speaker 1>keeps you stagnant, It keeps you in the same negative

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<v Speaker 1>state of mind. That's what I want you to understand.

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<v Speaker 1>It does not hurt the other people. It hurts you.

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<v Speaker 2>It hurts you. But people go through.

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<v Speaker 1>Life and they believe that, oh, I'm holding in this pain,

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<v Speaker 1>and they don't necessarily think of it like that, but

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<v Speaker 1>they definitely do think I will never forgive him.

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<v Speaker 2>I will never forgive her.

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<v Speaker 1>Okay, you don't have to, but you hurt yourself when

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<v Speaker 1>you don't. I challenge any person on earth to look

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<v Speaker 1>in the mirror. Look in the mirror. If you have insecurities,

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<v Speaker 1>look in the mirror. You have issues trusting, or you

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<v Speaker 1>trust too much, look in the mirror. If you have

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<v Speaker 1>hated you, look in the mirror. If you're desperate and

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<v Speaker 1>eager for love, look in the mirror. If you can't

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<v Speaker 1>be by yourself, look in the mirror. If you're in

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<v Speaker 1>the same financial position that you've been in for years

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<v Speaker 1>and years and years and years.

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<v Speaker 2>Look in the mirror. If you're addicted to anything.

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<v Speaker 1>I'm not even gonna name particular things because the list

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<v Speaker 1>could be endless.

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<v Speaker 2>Look in the mirror.

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<v Speaker 1>If you're in an abusive relationship, look in the mirror.

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<v Speaker 2>If you feel that you're not enough, look in the mirror.

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<v Speaker 1>If you're a person who have fallen prey to what

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<v Speaker 1>society says about how you should look, how much you

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<v Speaker 1>should weigh, what you should wear, the color of your skin,

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<v Speaker 1>look in the mirror. I can go on all day,

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<v Speaker 1>but I hope my point is clear. It's time to

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<v Speaker 1>look in the mirror. No one can change you. I

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<v Speaker 1>don't care how much they love you. They cannot change you.

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<v Speaker 1>People can influence you, motivate you.

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<v Speaker 2>I've talked about all of this.

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<v Speaker 1>Educate you, inspire you, but they cannot change you.

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<v Speaker 2>You have to be willing to change yourself.

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<v Speaker 1>Most times, when people change themselves, it's for the worst.

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<v Speaker 1>They become angry, bad, sad, suicidal, anxiety, feeled, and so on.

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<v Speaker 1>Instead of saying, you know what, this person did this

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<v Speaker 1>or that to me. Okay, I've gone through that. I'll

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<v Speaker 1>never allow that to happen to me again. I'm better

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<v Speaker 1>than that. I deserve the best. No, most people take

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<v Speaker 1>it in that negativity and they internalize it. Think they're worthless.

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<v Speaker 1>Think you already thought you was worthless. That's why you

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<v Speaker 1>got into the relationship in the first place. You didn't

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<v Speaker 1>think you deserved better. Now you feel even worse about yourself.

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<v Speaker 1>You have to look in the mirror when you go

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<v Speaker 1>to work and all you do is cause problems. Look

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<v Speaker 1>in the mirror when you go to work and you

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<v Speaker 1>allow your bosses to sexually harass and sexually assault you,

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<v Speaker 1>Look in the mirror. Not just your bosses, anyone. Look

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<v Speaker 1>in the mirror when you eat your feelings, meaning you

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<v Speaker 1>eat when you're stressed. You're just a person who who

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<v Speaker 1>use food. Look in the mirror, drugs and alcohol to cope.

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<v Speaker 1>Look in the mirror, blaming your past, your parents, people

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<v Speaker 1>of your past.

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<v Speaker 2>Look in the mirror.

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<v Speaker 1>Fearful of everything, how phobias because of what other people

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<v Speaker 1>have said or are told you, or made you feel.

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<v Speaker 1>Look in the mirror. When you keep generational habitual habits,

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<v Speaker 1>look in the mirror, when.

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<v Speaker 2>You keep living psycho in your life. Look in the mirror.

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<v Speaker 1>Every single thing, every single thing goes back to you.

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<v Speaker 2>It goes back to you. No matter what a person.

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<v Speaker 1>Does to you, you play a role in it. No

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<v Speaker 1>matter how they treated you, you played a role in it.

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<v Speaker 1>No matter what they said to you, and you let

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<v Speaker 1>them get away.

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<v Speaker 2>You play the role in it. You have to look

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<v Speaker 2>in the mirror.

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<v Speaker 1>Every single thing goes back to you. You are the

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<v Speaker 1>way you are because of the mindset that you have.

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<v Speaker 1>You must look.

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<v Speaker 2>In the mirror.

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<v Speaker 1>I can see many things in people, but you have

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<v Speaker 1>to look in your own mirror, just like I have

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<v Speaker 1>to look in mind. Too many people go through life

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<v Speaker 1>looking outward for other people and things to fix what's

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<v Speaker 1>broken inside of them.

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<v Speaker 2>It won't work.

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<v Speaker 1>It has never worked. It never will work. It don't work.

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<v Speaker 1>You have to do inside work. It's a must. Meaning

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<v Speaker 1>you have to look in the mirror. You must look

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<v Speaker 1>in the mirror. That's the only way change is going

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<v Speaker 1>to occur. Blaming other people is not gonna fix what's

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<v Speaker 1>broken inside of you.

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<v Speaker 2>Gaining all the money in the world.

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<v Speaker 1>It make most people, the majority of the people, worse,

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<v Speaker 1>far worse off.

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<v Speaker 2>Because it does not change what's inside of people.

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<v Speaker 1>It makes them worse because they become greedy, they become mean,

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<v Speaker 1>they become loveless, they become heartless.

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<v Speaker 2>Because they have an abundance of things.

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<v Speaker 1>They have money, they're not worrying about things that the

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<v Speaker 1>average people have to endure, so they begin to think

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<v Speaker 1>they're above reproach, and some of them are not approachable.

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<v Speaker 1>Because money changes people who already had underlining issues. They

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<v Speaker 1>need to look in the mirror. When people chase after anything,

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<v Speaker 1>you need to look in the mirror to figure out why,

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<v Speaker 1>especially when you're chasing things that are not good for you,

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<v Speaker 1>when you're chasing people that are not.

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<v Speaker 2>Good for you, look in the mirror.

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<v Speaker 1>When you get into relationships with individuals who belittle you

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<v Speaker 1>and degrade you, mistreat you, take you for granted, abuse,

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<v Speaker 1>you look in the mirror.

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<v Speaker 2>It starts with you.

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<v Speaker 1>Thinking other people and other things are going to make

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<v Speaker 1>you feel better about yourself.

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<v Speaker 2>You are wrong. You will nine out of ten times begin.

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<v Speaker 1>To feel worse about yourself because you went into that

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<v Speaker 1>relationship based on how you felt, not reality, how you

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<v Speaker 1>felt the way you wanted things to be the way

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<v Speaker 1>they were. You missed all the signs in the red flags.

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<v Speaker 1>That means you need to look in the mirror. You

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<v Speaker 1>are the one who can change your life. People can

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<v Speaker 1>affect your life, good or bad, but internal change only

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<v Speaker 1>you can do that.

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<v Speaker 2>You're the only person who can do that.

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<v Speaker 1>Now, if you've been listening to me, you know, I

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<v Speaker 1>know God could do any and everything, but I'm talking

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<v Speaker 1>about you right now. I'm talking about you because change

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<v Speaker 1>starts with you. Too many people looking for other individuals

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<v Speaker 1>to change them, to say them, to fix them, when

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<v Speaker 1>they can't even do it for themselves. How can two

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<v Speaker 1>trauma feel people, two broken people to unheal people. Please

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<v Speaker 1>tell me how one gonna fix the other. No, you're

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<v Speaker 1>gonna feed off of that, each of you and and

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<v Speaker 1>the relationship will be chaotic and drummer field.

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<v Speaker 2>So many people look for other people to.

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<v Speaker 1>Make them happy when they themselves are not happy. You

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<v Speaker 1>cannot make an unhappy person happy. I don't care what

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<v Speaker 1>you give them, I don't care what you say to them,

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<v Speaker 1>I don't care what you do for them.

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<v Speaker 2>You cannot make an unhappy person.

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<v Speaker 1>Happy because that unhappiness is deep within them.

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<v Speaker 2>You can make them.

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<v Speaker 1>Smile and all of that temporarily, but it was ever

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<v Speaker 1>be lasting until they're truly happy inside. I've told you

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<v Speaker 1>many times it takes inside work.

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<v Speaker 2>For things to work functionally.

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<v Speaker 1>Outside because the inside is invisible, but it have visible

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<v Speaker 1>effects in your life, which is what we see outside

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<v Speaker 1>of the internal part of us.

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<v Speaker 2>So until people choose to look in the mirror and

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<v Speaker 2>who they are, who they have chosen to be, nothing changes.

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<v Speaker 2>So many people.

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<v Speaker 1>Live most of their lives faking and pretending to be

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<v Speaker 1>something they know they're not, and they think that they're

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<v Speaker 1>doing it.

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<v Speaker 2>To just make it through the day. But all it

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<v Speaker 2>does is keep you where you've always been mentally.

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<v Speaker 1>It keeps you stuck in the same mindset, thinking, feeling,

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<v Speaker 1>and acting the same. It does not benefit you when

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<v Speaker 1>you're doing things secretly or you think it's in secret.

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<v Speaker 2>When you're doing things.

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<v Speaker 1>Nefariously, you know you may gain something in the process,

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<v Speaker 1>but it does not benefit you internally. It does not

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<v Speaker 1>take away what's broken inside of you, what needs fixed

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<v Speaker 1>inside of you.

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<v Speaker 2>That's what I want you to understand.

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<v Speaker 1>You may get all the way to the top, whatever

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<v Speaker 1>that may look like for you, but you will not

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<v Speaker 1>enjoy it. You will display who you really are because

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<v Speaker 1>what's inside have not changed. You must look in the mirror.

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<v Speaker 1>Most people are so busy focused on the lives of

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<v Speaker 1>other people, people they don't even know, but they worship

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<v Speaker 1>these people. They'll do anything for these people that they

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<v Speaker 1>don't even know, like celebrities, politicians, people are some status

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<v Speaker 1>individuals will do anything for these people don't even know.

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<v Speaker 1>They will kill still and destroy your life for these people.

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<v Speaker 2>You need to look in the mirror. Up if you're worshiping.

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<v Speaker 1>Another human being, you need to look in the mirror.

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<v Speaker 1>I don't care who they are or who they think

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<v Speaker 1>they are. You need to look in the mirror. You

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<v Speaker 1>spend all of your time on social media, digging into

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<v Speaker 1>the lives of other people, but yet your life is

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<v Speaker 1>falling by the wayside.

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<v Speaker 2>You're nelecting yourself. You have not grown at all in

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<v Speaker 2>any way. You need to look in the mirror.

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<v Speaker 1>I've tried to name different scenarios because it does not

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<v Speaker 1>matter what part of the globe you're on. It does

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<v Speaker 1>not matter who you are, the skin you're in, your looks,

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<v Speaker 1>you're tight as your position, just that it doesn't die.

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<v Speaker 1>Dade none of that matters. I couldn't get it out.

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<v Speaker 1>But none of that matters because who you really are,

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<v Speaker 1>not that person you're pretending to be, not that impostor

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<v Speaker 1>who you really are, always, always, always, always is gonna

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<v Speaker 1>show in some way, always gonna show somehow, you're gonna

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<v Speaker 1>pretense does not benefit you. You may think you're getting by,

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<v Speaker 1>and like I said, you.

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<v Speaker 2>May obtain things in.

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<v Speaker 1>The process, but it does not change what's inside of you, which,

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<v Speaker 1>in other words, does not benefit you.

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<v Speaker 2>If there's no.

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<v Speaker 1>Change taking place internally, it's not benefiting you. What is

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<v Speaker 1>it to gain the whole world? But you can't enjoy

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<v Speaker 1>People think you're strong, they think you're so courageous and

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<v Speaker 1>all of this, and you know yourself it's a lie.

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<v Speaker 2>You know it's a lie.

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<v Speaker 1>You know you have all types of insecurities. You know

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<v Speaker 1>you don't love yourself, but you've been so put on

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<v Speaker 2>Play this role that you've allowed people to put you in.

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<v Speaker 1>That's why I tell individuals all the time, I'm not

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<v Speaker 1>on social media platforms, and all the time people are

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<v Speaker 1>telling me, you need to get on this platform, you

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<v Speaker 1>need to get on that platform, blah.

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<v Speaker 2>Blah blah blah blah blah. No I don't.

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<v Speaker 1>I don't care about that stuff. I'm into other things.

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<v Speaker 1>I love, love, love.

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<v Speaker 2>My mission.

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<v Speaker 1>My ministry is writing, singing, That's what I love. And

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<v Speaker 1>talking that's what I love. That's my mission. That's my ministry.

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<v Speaker 1>Everything I write, everything I speak about, everything I do

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<v Speaker 1>is to try to help people to open their eyes

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<v Speaker 1>and to glorify God.

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<v Speaker 2>That's it. I don't care about nothing else. All the.

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<v Speaker 1>Riches, and I don't care about it because I believe

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<v Speaker 1>whatever God.

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<v Speaker 2>Has for me is for me. Whatever door he opens

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<v Speaker 2>for me is for me. I'm not chasing after money.

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<v Speaker 2>I won't do it.

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<v Speaker 1>I'm not chasing after fame. I just won't do it.

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<v Speaker 1>You can think of me whatever you want to think.

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<v Speaker 1>I don't care. I don't care at all because I

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<v Speaker 1>want my life the best for me that it can be.

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<v Speaker 1>I want to be the best that I can be,

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<v Speaker 1>to be pleasing in the sight of God, not man.

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<v Speaker 1>Man has nothing for me but pain and suffering. They

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<v Speaker 1>have no heaven or hell, to put me in their

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<v Speaker 1>needs got a bowl just like mine. So I don't

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<v Speaker 1>give power to man. I don't care who it is.

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<v Speaker 1>I don't give power to things. Call me plain, simple,

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<v Speaker 1>whatever you want to. I am who I am. I'm strong, beautiful.

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<v Speaker 1>I know who I am. I know who I am

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<v Speaker 1>because I chose to look in the mirror.

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<v Speaker 2>I chose healing.

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<v Speaker 1>I chose my worth to know my worth, to know

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<v Speaker 1>that I'm worthy and I'm valuable.

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<v Speaker 2>I chose to open.

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<v Speaker 1>My eyes long long ago because I've had my share.

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<v Speaker 1>I've had my shares of ups and downs. Believe me,

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<v Speaker 1>I have. I have been tried by the fire.

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<v Speaker 2>But I learned.

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<v Speaker 1>From every experience. That's the difference. And I know forgiveness

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<v Speaker 1>is for you. You must look in the mirror. If

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<v Speaker 1>you want to continue in life the same, so be it. It's

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<v Speaker 1>your life. If you don't want to become better, it's

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<v Speaker 1>your choice. I'm just giving you the information like I

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<v Speaker 2>I hope I said enough. Please share, share, share much

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<v Speaker 2>love to each and every one of you. Listen. Let

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<v Speaker 2>me tell you this.

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<v Speaker 1>I ask you to share, not because I'm looking for

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<v Speaker 1>people to subscribe. Matter of fact, I didn't even know

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<v Speaker 1>I had subscribers. And that's the god UND's truth, because

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<v Speaker 1>I don't look at that stuff. I didn't even know

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<v Speaker 1>that I had a few subscribers. I don't ask you

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<v Speaker 1>to share for people to subscribe. I want people to

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<v Speaker 1>learn something. I want people to grow. I want people

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<v Speaker 1>to choose change. I don't care if I never give

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<v Speaker 1>one single dollar, one penny. I want people to grow

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<v Speaker 1>and change, learn, understand, get some wisdom and knowledge, which

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<v Speaker 2>Those two things are gifts of the spirit.

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<v Speaker 1>All you have to do is pray for him. That's

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<v Speaker 1>why I ask you to share. So please share. Thank

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<v Speaker 1>you so much for listening. Much much much love. I

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<v Speaker 1>end every episode the same, and I pray.

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<v Speaker 2>You do it.

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<v Speaker 1>Please for yourself, no one else, yourself, think on it.