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Speaker 1: We're live now. Ladies and gentlemen, welcome to the True

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Seeker and Aaron Podcasts, and we are joined today by

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our amazing friend Krine Grillo. Krin, welcome to the show,

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to the podcast measure. How are you.

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Speaker 2: It's a pleasure to be here. Thank you for having me.

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Speaker 1: Good to have you. As always, We've I called you.

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I know you listened to the last podcast, I said.

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A friend, A friend of the show, a friend of

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the family. We've done a couple couple of shows and

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talks together over the years. It's been amazing.

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Speaker 2: Yeah, quite a journey.

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Speaker 1: And uh and now we're doing our first retreat together.

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Speaker 2: Yes, can you believe we finally got it together.

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Speaker 1: To do that.

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Speaker 3: It just is aligned perfectly, man and experience.

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Speaker 2: Yeah, timing is everything.

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Speaker 1: Huh Yeah, just having the idea of putting it out there.

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And it's like it's kind of weird because we tried

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to do it before and it's like, oh, there's too

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many this got line up with that and that's gotta

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book that and just got to do this and it

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was just hard. And then probably a year later it's like, hey, already,

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it's like I think we are okay. Boom here it is,

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it's set up. Everything's good, and uh well we're running

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into some problems already. We're running into space. Space is limited.

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Just for you guys who are like itching, because people

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have been asking us like when is the next retreat?

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So if you want to share, kurent, let everybody know

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what we're doing.

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Speaker 4: Yeah, yeah, I mean, well what we're I mean, what

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we're doing up there in Shasta.

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Speaker 1: Yeah, Mount Shasta.

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Speaker 4: Yeah. Yeah, oh my gosh, what are we doing? I mean,

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look that place. Look, guys, I got it. Three years ago.

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I was guided to find a property that I could

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take people to pilgrimage because I've done pilgrimages in other

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people's you know lands and Mexico with the indigenous, and

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we would go and go to a sacred mountain to commune,

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you know, to connect with spirit and to pray. And

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the Indigenous believe, you know, when you go to these

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sacred places that when you go pray there, the veil

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is center, so the veales come. But you know, I

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would go like to Peru and you know, all over

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the damn place, and then you know, then it's like,

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you know, I asked spirit and I talked to the

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to the good mountain spirit.

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Speaker 2: Hey, find me your friend in the United States, so

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we don't have.

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Speaker 4: To travel so far, like twenty four hours, and then

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you know, Shasta landed, and then you know, like it

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was literally a serious series of weeks later where someone

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emailed me and said, hey, are you looking for a

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retreat center or there's Shasta, And so I bought that property.

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But I supremely underestimated the power and the magic of

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sacred land and the power of this place, which is

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known to be the root chakra of the world. That's

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one of the most sacred mountains in the world. I

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knew it, like intellectually, but the incredible wonders that have

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happened since I've been there it's only been three years,

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are so breathtaking and so astounding. So it is beyond

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my pleasure to invite your community and our communities together

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to commune with angels and to really have a deep

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connection with just their own heart, with the land and

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with the incredible bounty out there. My house sits on

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a like a lava tube. So Shasta is a volcano,

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and so my land is like this, It's like a bubble,

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so it lifts up above the valley and you can

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see a circle of mountains. So like the protection and

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the teaching and the animals and the spectacles and the

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unexplainable things that often happen when we are in the

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act of prayer. There rainbows out of no where. We've

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had rain. I did a water blessing with my people

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last year, and it was summer, in the middle of summer.

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the heavens broke and they rained down upon us, and we're.

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Speaker 1: Like, wow.

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Speaker 4: You know, it's just just always so astounding when when

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spirit speaks back to us like this. You know.

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Speaker 1: Yeah, it's been a it's been a hot hot spot

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for all types of phenomena. And I've mentioned it in

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my songs and stuff before, just because all the research

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I've done over the years. And we're and it's popping

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up in a lot of songs recently about UFOs and angels.

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At oh yeah, top of Mount Shasta, and here we

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are getting our first our first trip up there, guided

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by Miss Karin the Great korein.

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Speaker 2: Grilla, guided by the Holy ones, you know.

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Speaker 1: Oh yeah, yeah, yeah, so they're you're guys. But while

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we're up there, you're our guy, like your hands, yes, yes, yes,

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make sure it's good.

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Speaker 4: Yeah. You know. Just I'm not one to just like

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believe stuff just because people tell me, you know. So

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that's what was so amazing of going over there is

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you know, once I lived there or like my retreat

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property was there, and I had people fly out from

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all over to come commune with us and and just

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go deep and do some deep healing and some deep reverence. Whoa, yeah,

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the last one of the last private ceremonies that I

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that I had there, you know, and I hold plant

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medicine ceremonies up there, and you know, a variety of

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other kind of spiritual natured things. But we did an

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evening ceremony, and it was the first time I did

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a nighttime ceremony. And we're going to be doing some

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nighttime stuff, right all we're going to I know, for us,

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it's like all night, all day party, right Yeah. But

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uh but yeah, this woman, she she hadn't been to

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my property yet and she was going through a lot

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and it was her birthday actually, and so we were

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we were in ceremony and I look up and I

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see this craft, I guess there's only other, yeah, hovering

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above one of the mountains that is called a black

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butte and I I saw it there, just hovering, and

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I was like, that's suspicious, that can't be. But it

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stayed there, and it stayed there in the same place.

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I want my people to have their own experiences. Maybe

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I'm just seeing it or whatever. But eventually she she

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saw it there, and you know, I was already drumming,

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getting reverence to it and lighting up you know, incense

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and giving offerings and saying, you know, thank you siblings

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for coming, and thank you family. But she eventually saw

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it and she's like, is that is that? I was like,

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it is what it is. You tell me exact you know,

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you tell me. And as I walked over to her,

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she was sitting in front, straight facing straight towards the mountain.

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Speaker 2: As I walked over to her to do some healing work.

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Speaker 4: The craft moved from that part of the sky all

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the way too, directly in front of us. As I

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started doing the healing work in front of her, and

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she was just like we were both just like in tears, crying,

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at just the incredible blessing of the love. First of all,

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the love was palpable, as it always is kind of

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at our at the property, especially when we were in reverence,

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but it was just it's the these signs and wonders

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that are just so next level fun. And that's why

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I'm so excited about our retreat because we're actually, you know,

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you're gonna finally you know, get cracking with we're.

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Speaker 2: Teaching, were doing the teaching in the workshop, right.

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Speaker 1: Yeah, we're doing it. June twelfth through the fifteenth is

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the official and there's an add on for the sixteenth

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for a mushroom ceremony psilocybin for those who want to

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move forward with that. It's an add on. So mark

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your calendars if you guys would like to go to

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Mount Shasta with us. And I mean, there is an itinerary,

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but we can use all of these words because we're

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going to do it all. It's really hard for me

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when we're talking about working with the angels and talking

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to the angels and what do angels look like? And

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it's like, okay, which ones you know? Like every moment

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like where's the magic? How do you do it? It's like,

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first of all, we're doing it right now just by

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talking about them. So just by talking about them, you

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increase the awareness, you increase expectation. Where people when they

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get off their phones and they look up for a minute,

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or look at the clock with the television, or watch

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this this new season of Black Mirror, you'll be getting

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signs and synchronicities and stuff everywhere where. The angels are

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reaching out to you in numbers and colors and sense

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and aromas and all of these things. And uh, and

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they approach you, uh that way, they approach you as people,

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and they approach you in the clouds and glorious forms

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and dark forms and show so many angels come in

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all shapes and sizes, and so I think we'll be

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diving into I don't know what that was.

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Speaker 2: Oh sorry, that was something coming on? Was that you?

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Speaker 1: Okay? That was me? I heard myself.

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Speaker 2: Sorry, I'm trying to find it. Sorry.

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Speaker 4: Want to check out and see who's here so I

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can talk in the comments to.

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Speaker 1: No, I don't want to hear myself.

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Speaker 1: Yeah, it's coming through. It's playing like for some reasons, yep, okay.

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Speaker 3: So my thing that I want to encourage people to

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do too, because we always say you don't need anything

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outside of yourself, right, like you don't have to go

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to Mount Shasta to have these amazing experiences. But there

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is a word for it, and I can't think of

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the word, but music festivals and things where people go

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to a location that creates an atmosphere for an experience

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and just being outside of what you're used to because

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like being at home, sometimes we create ideas of what's

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normal and what's going to happen here, and we have

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expectations of this is kind of mundane and every day.

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somewhere that people like you have set such a beautiful

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intention and relationship with the land for these kinds of

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experiences can be ultra powerful. And also just like we

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do kind of have an itinerary, but to not get

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in the mindset that it's like a checklist and just

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flow through it that even though we might be in

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between the itinerary, we won't be in between an experience,

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what point we're at.

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Speaker 4: Well, that's what I mean, that's one of the things

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that I learned in teaching over there, is because I've

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Speaker 2: I've been leading even retreats for years.

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Speaker 4: However, over there, it's like I have a kind of

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a basic map, but right away it was just like, Okay,

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throw everything you knew out the table, because the instruction

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starts coming almost immediately from the land and from the

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allies that starts showing up. And I know, for me,

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it's like I can buy a bunch of materials that

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we're going to do or whatever, but it's usually the

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last two hours that they're like, you need to go

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within probably about an hour of the mountain, you can

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start feeling the peace kind of watch over. You start

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feeling the comfort. But our land is specifically curated, right,

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so I don't really have a lot of people on

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the land unless we're in ceremony or unless we're coming

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in for sacred things like a lot of fun. First

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of all, because celebration is always key dancing. We do

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a lot of dancing over there, but always in reverence,

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you know, for fun and reverence and communing with each other.

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will do this photography class, Jo Secret. You will do

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the smartphone you will.

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Speaker 2: You will be compelled to brother, that's right.

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Speaker 1: I know. Listen if you if you crack me up,

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I won't stop. I won't stop talking. We're going to

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and uh and we're gonna do it. We're gonna show

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people how they can catch footage of angels on their phone. Anybody, everybody,

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because they're around you every day, all day, even right

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light spectrums that are able to pick up the different

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beings that are able to vibrate on that spectrum of light,

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of them are faster than your eyes can even track

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at all. So if you like, for some of them,

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the ones that you want to see, they're hidden, they

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have to actually slow down for you to see them, right,

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a black mirror that I hold up here. This is

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a black mirror called the smartphone. It's a Samsung Galaxy

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or iPhone or whatever you have. You can gaze into

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the black mirror and you can point it towards certain

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clouds and certain spectrums of light, and they will appear

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and show themselves to you, traveling and doing their duties

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that they do for God and for humanity. And yeah,

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we're gonna we're gonna nerd out on it. And uh,

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I guarantee everybody will see something and catch something on

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Speaker 4: Yeah, I mean it's so important, and I you know,

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that's you know, it's not the crux of the radical transformation.

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they're awakeners. They can open up the roads for us.

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But what has been the creme de la cremoi, the

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icing on the cake, is capturing them on film, praying

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and then capturing them on film or capturing them in

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the ceremonies.

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Speaker 2: Well, it's incredible.

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Speaker 1: Yeah, we've we got it. We get a lot of

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like pushback from the religious community, and so, oh, you

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just use the word divination. Divination just means to commune

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with the divine, because the divine God is divine, and

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it's holy angels in Christ is divine, and you are divine.

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So once you know this, you you're stepping into this

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divinatory experience. And there's tools that we use to communicate

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with each other, and there's tools that they use that

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that they're almost like barriers. They have to use these

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tools to communicate because we don't understand their language. Some

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of their language, most of their language is love, and

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most people don't even understand that language. So there's a

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there's a there's a release, there's a release of awe

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and wonder in what it's called inspiration to inspire you

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when you see the holy ones traveling in in any

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shape or form, and again they come in many shapes

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and sizes, and so the and you know religious iconography,

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they were painting these craft they were painting these divine beings.

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the planet, including the one that I know the best,

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the Holy Bible. I've got a verse here pulled up.

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This is Isaiah sixty and eight, and it says simply this,

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who are these that fly as a cloud and as

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the as the doves to their windows? Who are these

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that fly as a cloud and as dove to their windows?

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these ships that fly to the clouds? It actually uses

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the word ships because you said a while ago craft ship.

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The Jerusalem Bible says, what are these ships that fly

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to the clouds? And so you know for this goptics,

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how like when was that written? When was that written

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about these ships that fly to the clouds? And it

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tells you who they are. It says, these are God's messengers,

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his children coming to bring the children of Israel home.

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It's like when it's time for you to go. So

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we're gonna like we get into some really priesthood Melchester,

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that priesthood stuff of what what their their roles and

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what they do. And let me be the first to say,

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it may shock you, it may spook you, it may

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scare you, because there is awe and wonder that's imparted.

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But there's a holy divine reverence when you watch them

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do what they do, and vice versa. I think they

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look at us with the same holy, divine reverence watching

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us do what we're what we're doing here, and as

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they got this this thing we call life.

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Speaker 4: Yes, yes, that's that's fascinating and I love that. And

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that's so much of what I love about your work

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and why I'm so happy to have you also over

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at the property is like like you, I think a

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lot also with my work and the work that I do,

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I like to look through the past, look to history

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as to what these things we're doing or gravitating to,

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like divination, or like going into trans states, or like

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plant medicine. You know, plant medicine has been bastardized by

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the West in their thought process around it, but it

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is a sacred medicine and sacred communion, and it is

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the one of the hidden sacraments because of religious colonization

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and that it just separated us from so many of

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the things, you know, like just being outdoors first of all,

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is being out of the ports, communing outside. I mean,

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you know, it's like wow, it's astounding really so so

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much of the work I think for me now is

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really encouraging people to get back to their roots. What's

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natural to us because when you go outside with that

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childlike wonder and you receive the blessing of it, it's

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just with the right framework and the right mindset. And

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when you gather like Aaron Arian you're saying, you gather

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folks together and you create a principled container of just warm,

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soft hearts and and profound reverence. It's just incredible what happens.

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What happens, the healing that happens there is just just incredible.

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Speaker 1: With all the people that show up and all the

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people who know that they're supposed to be there. That's

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the thing. When it comes to selling tickets or marketing mode,

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there's like a mode you got to get in. We

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just like to just announce it, make sure that we

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get the word out so that like if you know,

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you know, like you know, like, oh I want I

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gotta be there. I'm not going to miss this. If

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that's you, you already know, there's no like, uh you know,

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I don't know, like there's something in you that says, yes,

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there's other things that are going to tell you know,

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but when the gut feeling tells you yeah, like I

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trust that, I follow that it led me here to

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this point. So it'll lead you to the retreat if

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you're supposed to be there. The finances will come into alignment.

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They always do, and so you And that's one thing

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that when it comes to working with the angels, you

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learn to trust your intuition or learn to trust your

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gut feeling. And that's why we're putting this event on anyway.

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Speaker 4: That is absolutely true, and that is how I got

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you know, I was a licensed therapist and I'm still

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a therapist, well you know, by by trade or by

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by licensure.

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Speaker 2: But it was.

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Speaker 4: During a time when I really had We had no cash,

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our house was going into foreclosure, and we were on

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the brink of divorce. That's when the angels came. I

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witnessed my first miracle. I was not religious. It was

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really the first time I was actually calling on angels

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and I witnessed a big mirror. And after that, you know,

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the the.

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Speaker 2: They came to life for me. On the inside.

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Speaker 4: I could hear the other voice, I could see and

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feel the presences and all of that stuff, and so

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I wanted to like learn more. Except for there's and

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you know, back then it was hard to find, you know,

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but there was this one training or workshop over in Hawaii,

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and I.

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Speaker 2: It's like so freaking expensive.

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Speaker 4: It was like really even forget I mean think about

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that's like fifteen years ago almost. It was like a

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few thousand dollars. And then I had a small child too.

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It's just the wrong time for me to be going

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for cash, to use a bunch of cash to leave

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my family, which I had never done, and for me

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to like sit there and advocate to my husband, I

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want to go learn about angels, okay, random out of nowhere, okay,

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and spend that kind of case, h.

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Speaker 2: Leave my child. You guys can't come because you know

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they're so weird out, like out of the box. But

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I was compelled to. I was compelled to.

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Speaker 4: And it was the weirdest thing probably I had done

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at that point because we didn't have the cash, like

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I said, and he's he said to me, well, you're

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gonna do anything with it, and I was like, no,

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absolutely not, I'm not gonna do anything with it.

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Speaker 2: I just I already have a career. What am I

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gonna do with angels?

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Speaker 5: I just I just like them.

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Speaker 4: And so he looked at me like, you know, somewhat disapproving, shaming.

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Speaker 2: But uh, you know, he he's like you are you

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know what's he gonna do?

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Speaker 4: Eventually, it's like you just choose, you just decide that's

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who that's what you're gonna do.

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Speaker 1: Hope for the best, right, I want to do it,

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and I.

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Speaker 4: Mean working around waiting for permission for every from everybody.

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Speaker 1: That's all it takes. That's all it takes. Man for

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any anybody. Listen, like you know how we like our

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calling is to call people up higher, you know, and

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it works on many different levels. And it's like, listen,

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if you have the desire, and it's a good desire,

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like you're here to experience good things in life. God

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created this place and it was good, right, He created

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all things and it's good, and so there's a desire

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within you to go and to see and to experience

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the world. I've never been to mout Shasta. This is

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an opportunity for us to come for the first time.

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And then, you know, like you were saying that that

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poverty mindset that we had to come out of, and

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then you wrote a book called Angel Angel Wealth, like

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working with the angels to bring in wealth. It's really

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just to bring you into alignment with what's already there

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infinite abundance. That is the finances, the fuel, whatever it

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is for you to go to Greece, which we just

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got back from Greece and Colorado and I were like

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traveling the world just doing what we love. And it's

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one thing for us to do it, but we're taking

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y'all with us, like everybody has to do it like that,

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you know within you, I don't want to convince you

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of anything. I want to just give you permission, like

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you said, just like I want permission. This is your

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permission to follow your dreams and follow your heart and

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do what the Creator has put you here to do. Yeah,

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And you already know that's the thing, And it's just

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to trust that that voice. Yeah.

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Speaker 3: And sometimes, like when you get called to an event

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like this, when you feel that gut instinct in that

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pool to come, it's the the angels know there's something waiting.

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Speaker 5: For you there too, that that you need.

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Speaker 3: Whenever we had our retreat over a year ago and

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I had a profound healing experience. I came out of

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a new person. I just flat out the old me

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died there and knew me was resurrected in new life.

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Speaker 1: And she got born again, I did.

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Speaker 3: Like really, and uh, I just had a a lot

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of trauma and things that I was holding within me

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that I didn't even realize. I thought that I had

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processed it properly, but no, I hadn't. And so between

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the music and the meditations and the breath work and

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the cacal and the different modalities that we used, it

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was able to shake up and heal and loosen up

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all this scar tissue that I had within me and

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allowed the angels and the Holy Spirit and Christ to

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actually come in and make contact again where I had

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completely closed myself off unknowingly. So sometimes when you get

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called to events like this and you don't even know why,

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you know it'll be revealed to you. Because I came

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to that event just knowing I was kind of feeling

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like very closed and at the end of my ropes,

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and I literally came out of it a new person,

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born again again for the you know, Christian lingo.

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Speaker 1: But I just like the old me died and they

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an't here no more.

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Speaker 3: And it didn't even come to me in words, but

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like through the breath work and the CACW, it just

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everything was revealed to me in my body in the

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in the chakras in my body, how I had blocked

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it up from trauma that wasn't processed. And I just

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always get so excited for these events, for the the

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sound baths and the cacao and the other ceremonies, like

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just to help people shed that that skin, you know,

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that like a snake, like shedding that old version that

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you don't need anymore so you can grow and come

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into something new and beautiful.

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Speaker 4: Yeah, And that's really it, And I think that that's

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the that's the the daily opportunity we have to let

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ourselves die completely in certain ways, you know. Yeah, And

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so many of us kind of run from these things.

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We run from change, were terrorized by the thought of

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change and what it means. But any who is a

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seeker and is coming from the heart's path, the heart

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00:27:05,640 --> 00:27:10,960
requires fierceness in the in the battle, you know, it

474
00:27:11,480 --> 00:27:16,200
requires this this level of surrender, like you surrendered arian,

475
00:27:17,480 --> 00:27:19,759
and sometimes it kind of strikes you out of nowhere

476
00:27:19,880 --> 00:27:23,640
right like lightning in a good way. But yeah, I

477
00:27:23,720 --> 00:27:26,240
think my first miracle was one of those moments. I

478
00:27:26,279 --> 00:27:29,599
also died for real, yeah, because I was like, my

479
00:27:30,240 --> 00:27:32,559
only prayer back then was just wishing I would die,

480
00:27:32,640 --> 00:27:35,680
like every day I would wake up and that really

481
00:27:35,799 --> 00:27:38,680
would be like, come on, let this be the last day.

482
00:27:39,160 --> 00:27:44,319
And it wasn't until Yeah, the angels interceded and made

483
00:27:44,359 --> 00:27:47,400
me go to a really weird thing in Hawaii that

484
00:27:47,480 --> 00:27:50,920
I thought I was just the most impractical thing I

485
00:27:50,920 --> 00:27:53,759
could think of. Was that at the time, the thing

486
00:27:53,920 --> 00:27:57,680
that I never would ever have bought myself ever unless

487
00:27:57,680 --> 00:28:00,000
that spirit was lied in me. That was the first

488
00:28:00,160 --> 00:28:02,880
time I did anything like that. So, yeah, just we

489
00:28:03,000 --> 00:28:04,920
have to die in order to live, is the thing.

490
00:28:04,920 --> 00:28:11,000
There's a lot of walking zombies out there. It's yeah, yeah,

491
00:28:10,480 --> 00:28:13,920
just not plugged in, not plugged into love or just

492
00:28:13,920 --> 00:28:17,440
not having fun, but just kind of going with the

493
00:28:17,440 --> 00:28:21,160
program this autopilot.

494
00:28:22,279 --> 00:28:27,160
Speaker 1: Yeah, they're on autopilot. Oh, I think we might have

495
00:28:27,279 --> 00:28:31,319
lost her there for a moment, for a moment.

496
00:28:31,640 --> 00:28:35,039
Speaker 3: But yeah, like so many people are walking zombies. They're

497
00:28:35,079 --> 00:28:37,680
the walking dead. They don't even know it. But you

498
00:28:37,759 --> 00:28:39,720
have to get to that point sometimes where it's like,

499
00:28:39,839 --> 00:28:42,960
even if it kills me, I've got to have some change.

500
00:28:43,000 --> 00:28:46,559
I've got to have some healing. And people are doing

501
00:28:46,559 --> 00:28:50,319
whatever they can to escape reality because they don't see

502
00:28:50,359 --> 00:28:55,720
it as a beautiful, joyful blessing anymore. But I bet

503
00:28:55,720 --> 00:28:57,400
what at one point in their life they did.

504
00:28:58,279 --> 00:29:05,680
Speaker 1: Yeah. Yeah, it's been a crazy roller coaster, a wild

505
00:29:05,720 --> 00:29:11,160
blessing to be able to facilitate that for people. Yeah,

506
00:29:11,359 --> 00:29:16,640
and see you know, the expressions, the look, the the

507
00:29:16,720 --> 00:29:18,559
change that comes to them that they get to go

508
00:29:18,640 --> 00:29:21,000
home with. I mean, we have a list of people

509
00:29:21,039 --> 00:29:24,240
that we could just you know, it's I'm saying inside joke,

510
00:29:24,319 --> 00:29:26,160
but it's just nobody know what we're talking about. But

511
00:29:26,240 --> 00:29:28,720
it's so many people, man, whose lives have just been

512
00:29:30,119 --> 00:29:33,400
like you pay it forward. Yeah, And I think it's

513
00:29:33,440 --> 00:29:37,359
really just in creating an atmosphere for people to come

514
00:29:37,400 --> 00:29:41,279
and experience what you have experienced in for most of

515
00:29:41,279 --> 00:29:44,079
the stuff we talk about, like being intuitive and and

516
00:29:44,119 --> 00:29:50,960
making sure that everybody's tapped in. You know, we're seekers

517
00:29:51,279 --> 00:29:54,720
at heart, like we're going in, you know, and so

518
00:29:54,799 --> 00:29:57,519
we just get to take people with us. That's all

519
00:29:57,559 --> 00:30:00,839
it is. So when I say, like, you know, being

520
00:30:00,880 --> 00:30:04,200
off schedule, the Angels don't, well, let me let me

521
00:30:05,440 --> 00:30:07,000
if I was about to say the angels don't have

522
00:30:07,000 --> 00:30:09,920
a schedule with which they do a lot of them do,

523
00:30:10,079 --> 00:30:14,799
So let me let me not lie but but us

524
00:30:14,839 --> 00:30:19,039
knowing their schedule as a whole, that's a yeah. Yeah,

525
00:30:19,240 --> 00:30:22,279
Like if you know that every day at three o'clock,

526
00:30:22,519 --> 00:30:24,720
you know, the school bus passes by, you can go

527
00:30:24,720 --> 00:30:27,559
out there and wave it the children on the bus, Hello, everyone.

528
00:30:27,640 --> 00:30:30,000
My little dog here, y'all can barely see them. He

529
00:30:30,160 --> 00:30:33,079
likes to watch the children play and stuff. But uh,

530
00:30:33,799 --> 00:30:36,319
and he knows when they're he knows, you know, when

531
00:30:36,359 --> 00:30:39,160
they're passing by, when the cat comes by like clockwork

532
00:30:39,319 --> 00:30:42,200
every day. Literally on our security cameras, you can see

533
00:30:43,319 --> 00:30:47,160
there's the matrix every day three o'clock. This happens every day.

534
00:30:47,279 --> 00:30:51,000
This happens every night. And once you know that, then

535
00:30:51,039 --> 00:30:54,559
you can position yourself to be a watcher, be one

536
00:30:54,599 --> 00:30:58,440
of the watchers. Like who watches the watchers? I want

537
00:30:58,480 --> 00:31:00,640
to watch them do what they do?

538
00:31:01,759 --> 00:31:02,240
Speaker 5: Yeah, And.

539
00:31:04,799 --> 00:31:09,240
Speaker 1: Where attention goes, energy flows, and they know when you know.

540
00:31:11,319 --> 00:31:14,400
They know that you know, and they know that you're watching,

541
00:31:14,519 --> 00:31:16,400
so they'll put on the show and they'll say hello.

542
00:31:17,519 --> 00:31:19,160
You know. Most of those videos is say hey, can

543
00:31:19,240 --> 00:31:21,720
you say hello? And it's just the prayer or just

544
00:31:21,839 --> 00:31:24,759
the conversation is can you say hello? And then a

545
00:31:24,880 --> 00:31:26,000
magical moment happens.

546
00:31:26,759 --> 00:31:30,680
Speaker 3: Yeah, And we talk a lot about fragrance and emotion

547
00:31:31,200 --> 00:31:36,440
and what the angels in these unseen forces feed upon,

548
00:31:36,759 --> 00:31:41,480
because you know, they have to eat something, and we

549
00:31:41,720 --> 00:31:45,640
feed them our joy and our gratitude and our honor.

550
00:31:47,079 --> 00:31:50,519
And when you get in cycles of everyday life where

551
00:31:51,039 --> 00:31:54,240
that autopilot mode, that zombie mode where you're kind of

552
00:31:55,400 --> 00:31:58,319
feeding into the stress and the anxiety and the talking

553
00:31:58,400 --> 00:32:01,400
down to yourself and that stuff that attracts that attracts

554
00:32:01,440 --> 00:32:06,200
things too. But the angels we have found are super

555
00:32:06,279 --> 00:32:12,400
attracted to joy, to ecstatic dance, to honor, to gratitude,

556
00:32:13,039 --> 00:32:16,559
all the beautiful things. So if you can find something,

557
00:32:16,640 --> 00:32:20,680
even if it's a fragrance of an incense or remembering

558
00:32:20,759 --> 00:32:22,039
a beautiful experience that you.

559
00:32:22,160 --> 00:32:25,799
Speaker 5: Had, or holding hands with your loved one, just anything.

560
00:32:25,519 --> 00:32:30,200
Speaker 3: That can stir up those feelings of gratitude and joy,

561
00:32:31,359 --> 00:32:33,160
then they're drawn to it.

562
00:32:33,559 --> 00:32:35,119
Speaker 5: They can't help but be drawn to it.

563
00:32:35,960 --> 00:32:40,000
Speaker 1: Yeah, just talking about about these moments and experiences does it,

564
00:32:40,119 --> 00:32:42,200
you know, for it's different for everybody. You know, we

565
00:32:42,279 --> 00:32:46,240
started talking about like I've been talking about, you know,

566
00:32:47,559 --> 00:32:51,839
just mentioning encounters in the past and stuff you've mentioned

567
00:32:51,880 --> 00:32:57,160
before or start talking about Christ, start talking about what,

568
00:32:57,640 --> 00:33:01,680
you know, the love that emanates for or from from Christ,

569
00:33:01,759 --> 00:33:06,559
and the grace that's shown to you. And and we've

570
00:33:06,599 --> 00:33:08,880
talked about that for years, but for some reason, it

571
00:33:09,039 --> 00:33:10,960
just is like all you got to do is talk

572
00:33:11,000 --> 00:33:13,960
about it and you can feel it. Now there's a

573
00:33:14,000 --> 00:33:16,200
different feeling to it, like once you go through life

574
00:33:16,279 --> 00:33:18,079
like it kind of it hits a little bit different,

575
00:33:18,160 --> 00:33:23,480
you know. Yeah, So just talking about this stuff. You

576
00:33:23,559 --> 00:33:27,240
know what we say, your manifest your expectation brings about

577
00:33:27,240 --> 00:33:31,680
your manifestation. Yeah, just start talking about So with that

578
00:33:31,799 --> 00:33:35,039
being said, be careful what you're talking about. Be careful

579
00:33:35,079 --> 00:33:37,839
what you're listening to. Be careful what signals you're putting out,

580
00:33:37,880 --> 00:33:40,440
because you're going to attract those things to you, because.

581
00:33:40,160 --> 00:33:43,200
Speaker 3: You are making agreements and signing contracts with things and

582
00:33:43,599 --> 00:33:47,039
beings and realities that you don't even realize you're actually

583
00:33:47,160 --> 00:33:50,160
like pinning a contract when you say some things. So

584
00:33:50,279 --> 00:33:53,039
we want to undo those those kinds of contracts and

585
00:33:53,160 --> 00:33:56,880
make contracts for abundance, for wealth, for.

586
00:33:58,599 --> 00:34:00,519
Speaker 5: Ecstatic joy, for peace.

587
00:34:02,039 --> 00:34:04,480
Speaker 1: Let us know in the comment section, if you guys

588
00:34:04,519 --> 00:34:06,960
can hear this snoring dog, Karen is.

589
00:34:06,960 --> 00:34:08,960
Speaker 5: Going to be right back. She said, her daughter unplugged

590
00:34:09,000 --> 00:34:09,440
her WiFi.

591
00:34:11,000 --> 00:34:14,400
Speaker 1: Bad timing, right, Mom's on the podcast, I gotta charge

592
00:34:14,440 --> 00:34:19,039
my phone, and like the dude's unplugging the breathing machine,

593
00:34:19,800 --> 00:34:22,639
plug his phone up. Grandpa's you know, on the breathe

594
00:34:22,639 --> 00:34:26,840
of scene of the house. God forbid. But yeah, let

595
00:34:26,960 --> 00:34:29,239
us know if anybody has any questions. Karin will be

596
00:34:29,320 --> 00:34:31,599
back momentarily. But if you have any questions for Karen

597
00:34:31,719 --> 00:34:34,199
or for us while we're here, I gotta.

598
00:34:33,960 --> 00:34:36,480
Speaker 3: Give a shout out to La don Laddan's watching. She's

599
00:34:36,519 --> 00:34:37,440
coming to the retreat.

600
00:34:37,519 --> 00:34:39,679
Speaker 5: I can't wait. I can't wait to hug her in person.

601
00:34:40,159 --> 00:34:42,679
Speaker 1: Yeah, and I bet everything we just said ladn already there.

602
00:34:42,960 --> 00:34:43,159
Speaker 2: Yeah.

603
00:34:43,440 --> 00:34:45,840
Speaker 1: She just felt it down in her in her in

604
00:34:45,960 --> 00:34:48,440
her i'll say, in her heart and her spirit and

605
00:34:48,480 --> 00:34:51,679
her soul and her innermost being. Yeah, she felt it

606
00:34:51,760 --> 00:34:54,639
within her core that this was what I'm supposed to do.

607
00:34:56,079 --> 00:34:58,119
And uh and she did it. And I'm sitting here.

608
00:34:58,159 --> 00:35:03,320
There's other people purchasing tickets right now. Reccuae says, Nope,

609
00:35:03,360 --> 00:35:06,119
can't hear The snoring dog made me smile. I'll put

610
00:35:06,199 --> 00:35:06,679
my mic.

611
00:35:08,599 --> 00:35:19,079
Speaker 5: Yeah, he's so cute, I.

612
00:35:19,159 --> 00:35:20,760
Speaker 1: Know, yeah, I heard that. Well, I do have the

613
00:35:21,079 --> 00:35:23,760
compressor turned on, so it kind of turns off like

614
00:35:23,800 --> 00:35:26,639
the background north. But there's a little snoring dog here

615
00:35:26,679 --> 00:35:32,119
on my lap. Yeah goody. So yeah. Shout out to

616
00:35:32,440 --> 00:35:35,079
to everybody watching with this live shout out. We got

617
00:35:35,119 --> 00:35:36,639
a good, good bit of people watching. Shout out to

618
00:35:36,679 --> 00:35:39,639
all of Karim's people. Got a bunch of guests here.

619
00:35:40,119 --> 00:35:46,239
Shout out to the outpost mafia out yeah clan, you know,

620
00:35:46,400 --> 00:35:49,280
big boy, big boy, and it was here. What's that

621
00:35:49,360 --> 00:35:53,719
big boy? How y'all doing? Everybody? Karma is back. I believe.

622
00:35:55,840 --> 00:36:00,840
Speaker 2: She is. Oh my god, it's like, what the heck?

623
00:36:01,400 --> 00:36:05,480
My daughter just on a whim of course, unclose the

624
00:36:05,599 --> 00:36:06,039
whole wi.

625
00:36:06,039 --> 00:36:17,440
Speaker 1: Fi uh oh you okay, miss h a snoring dog.

626
00:36:19,519 --> 00:36:29,480
You missed the snoring dog. That's about it. Oh okay, okay,

627
00:36:29,519 --> 00:36:32,079
we think you're good. I think of reset.

628
00:36:32,639 --> 00:36:34,719
Speaker 5: Maybe no, still in and out?

629
00:36:35,599 --> 00:36:38,760
Speaker 1: Okay, all right, maybe it'll pick back up here in

630
00:36:38,840 --> 00:36:45,719
a second. And oh you had the connection is really bad? Virginia,

631
00:36:46,400 --> 00:36:47,559
Virginia hiker says, a.

632
00:36:47,519 --> 00:36:53,079
Speaker 2: Little wobbly, right, it was maybe ship Yeah, let me

633
00:36:53,079 --> 00:36:53,559
see if I can.

634
00:36:55,679 --> 00:37:00,159
Speaker 1: That's better when you stood up, it was better. We

635
00:37:00,280 --> 00:37:03,079
can see you. That's better for us.

636
00:37:04,360 --> 00:37:11,000
Speaker 4: Okay, listen, a different area here, I'll move a little closer.

637
00:37:12,199 --> 00:37:12,440
Speaker 3: See.

638
00:37:14,199 --> 00:37:18,519
Speaker 2: Gosh, darn it, those little those little wolf snappers. Huh right,

639
00:37:20,840 --> 00:37:22,840
what did I meet? What? What did I miss them?

640
00:37:23,159 --> 00:37:24,039
Did I miss anything?

641
00:37:24,159 --> 00:37:27,079
Speaker 1: Oh? You just you just you miss just some small talk.

642
00:37:27,519 --> 00:37:34,119
Our dog is asleep here snoring on us, and we're

643
00:37:34,159 --> 00:37:34,519
just talking.

644
00:37:35,400 --> 00:37:38,639
Speaker 2: Oh my god, you're talking cute a little turkey leg.

645
00:37:41,000 --> 00:37:43,360
Speaker 1: Okay, because you're looking at a different camera than everybody else,

646
00:37:43,519 --> 00:37:50,199
you can see. Yeah, okay, all right. So you were

647
00:37:50,400 --> 00:37:54,480
just on Coast to Coast a m with George Nori again,

648
00:37:55,360 --> 00:37:55,800
how'd that go?

649
00:37:56,599 --> 00:38:02,039
Speaker 2: Yeah, it's good. Yeah, it was like our or is

650
00:38:02,079 --> 00:38:08,159
it our third third little interview of yours? And it was.

651
00:38:08,480 --> 00:38:10,920
It was fun, super fun. It's always fun to chill.

652
00:38:11,000 --> 00:38:12,719
Speaker 4: I'm always worried, you know, at that time of night

653
00:38:12,760 --> 00:38:14,840
because it's like midnight to two am that I have

654
00:38:14,920 --> 00:38:17,159
to go on live and then they want you to

655
00:38:17,239 --> 00:38:22,199
be all smart and wise and stuff and right, because

656
00:38:22,239 --> 00:38:24,239
you've done it too, You've done Coast to Coast. Oh

657
00:38:24,320 --> 00:38:28,440
yeah yeah, but your your time is what is like

658
00:38:28,760 --> 00:38:30,320
what it would like ten?

659
00:38:30,840 --> 00:38:34,119
Speaker 1: Oh, it's earlier for you no, it's later for me. Yeah,

660
00:38:34,960 --> 00:38:39,719
it's laws like midnight to like two or four am

661
00:38:39,840 --> 00:38:42,639
or something crazy. But hey, I was I'm crowing. I

662
00:38:42,760 --> 00:38:43,920
love it. It's such an honor.

663
00:38:47,000 --> 00:38:50,800
Speaker 4: Yeah, it's I think it's so fun. Yeah, he's a

664
00:38:50,840 --> 00:38:53,000
great interviewer. I've always had fun. And I did his

665
00:38:53,119 --> 00:38:56,360
show on Gaya too. That was a real trip to

666
00:38:56,599 --> 00:38:57,840
to meet those people.

667
00:38:59,480 --> 00:39:03,280
Speaker 1: But yeah, hey, how were they? Can you talk about

668
00:39:03,320 --> 00:39:07,280
how were they? Because because anybody like I've seen even

669
00:39:07,320 --> 00:39:09,760
seen in some comment sections today where people give Guaya

670
00:39:09,840 --> 00:39:13,960
a bad rap and so like they everybody everything associated

671
00:39:14,000 --> 00:39:17,159
with Guya, all those people are bad. And so you're

672
00:39:17,199 --> 00:39:21,599
associated with Guya by you know, guilty by association because

673
00:39:21,599 --> 00:39:24,599
you've been on this show. How how was it that, Guya?

674
00:39:24,679 --> 00:39:30,719
How are those people? Oh goodness and Guya freaking disconnected?

675
00:39:30,760 --> 00:39:30,800
Speaker 4: You?

676
00:39:33,119 --> 00:39:39,800
Speaker 1: I shouldn't ask that question, Guya. This I'm sorry. I'm sorry, Guya.

677
00:39:40,440 --> 00:39:40,960
I'm sorry.

678
00:39:44,159 --> 00:39:47,400
Speaker 2: Okay, okay, okay, So you were sack Okay, I'm gonna

679
00:39:47,440 --> 00:39:50,119
try this front. Okay, So you were saying.

680
00:39:51,559 --> 00:39:51,840
Speaker 1: You guys.

681
00:39:51,880 --> 00:39:54,760
Speaker 4: I'm usually not this crazy, but every once in a

682
00:39:54,800 --> 00:39:59,519
while on the important phase of course, it is, so yeah,

683
00:39:59,599 --> 00:40:00,800
what if you people saying I don't.

684
00:40:00,800 --> 00:40:03,159
Speaker 2: I don't keep up with the times. You know, I'm

685
00:40:03,199 --> 00:40:03,920
too dizzy hunkered.

686
00:40:04,079 --> 00:40:06,239
Speaker 1: Oh, I'm sorry for telling you. I'm sorry to be

687
00:40:06,320 --> 00:40:06,960
the bearer.

688
00:40:06,719 --> 00:40:09,679
Speaker 2: Of I want to hear the gossip. Doesn't everybody else

689
00:40:09,719 --> 00:40:10,440
want to hear the gossip?

690
00:40:10,480 --> 00:40:13,719
Speaker 1: I'm sure they do, no, because everybody knows that gossip.

691
00:40:13,840 --> 00:40:16,840
I'm sorry. I don't know why the bad comments, the

692
00:40:16,960 --> 00:40:21,719
mean comments, they stand out. But how how is your

693
00:40:21,760 --> 00:40:24,199
time at Guya? How how was that whole experience?

694
00:40:24,840 --> 00:40:27,159
Speaker 4: I mean, it was okay, But I'm just wondering what

695
00:40:27,679 --> 00:40:30,800
is it they're saying that even the people speaking there,

696
00:40:30,960 --> 00:40:34,400
or is it just the people that work there or I.

697
00:40:34,360 --> 00:40:36,199
Speaker 1: Don't know, they just kind of blanket statement. You know.

698
00:40:36,280 --> 00:40:38,159
It's like it's like, you know, if someone was just

699
00:40:38,199 --> 00:40:41,519
said the government is bad. So if you're if your

700
00:40:41,559 --> 00:40:43,679
cousin works for the government, then you're you know, they're

701
00:40:43,679 --> 00:40:46,840
calling your cousin. You know what I'm saying, It's like

702
00:40:47,400 --> 00:40:51,159
Guya is evil. Was like, well, Kren, she was on Guaya,

703
00:40:51,360 --> 00:40:54,719
Like there's some some amazing shows on Guya. I don't

704
00:40:54,760 --> 00:40:59,039
know that you can blanketly state that that Gaya itself

705
00:40:59,239 --> 00:41:01,159
is bad. So I'm just asking how is your How

706
00:41:01,320 --> 00:41:01,559
is your?

707
00:41:02,079 --> 00:41:05,039
Speaker 2: I know, yeah, I mean I thought there's I mean

708
00:41:05,800 --> 00:41:07,119
it was great, it was fine.

709
00:41:07,159 --> 00:41:08,960
Speaker 4: I mean, you're only there. I'm only there to talk

710
00:41:09,000 --> 00:41:12,039
to George. I mean they gave me like some freak.

711
00:41:12,199 --> 00:41:13,559
I mean there's a makeup artist.

712
00:41:13,599 --> 00:41:16,800
Speaker 2: That was fun. But you know, I don't go too deep.

713
00:41:16,840 --> 00:41:19,039
I'm just wherever I show up, I'm just grateful for it.

714
00:41:19,320 --> 00:41:21,639
Speaker 4: And and also like I think, when you think of

715
00:41:21,760 --> 00:41:24,480
any organization, you show me that whose hands are clean?

716
00:41:24,800 --> 00:41:27,760
Speaker 2: For SUREOD And so I'm just.

717
00:41:28,199 --> 00:41:30,559
Speaker 4: I assume that there's always a shadow wherever we go,

718
00:41:31,159 --> 00:41:33,599
and it's just whether or not people can deal with

719
00:41:33,639 --> 00:41:38,000
their shadow. So again, I really want to know some details,

720
00:41:38,079 --> 00:41:39,119
but I don't.

721
00:41:38,960 --> 00:41:41,840
Speaker 1: Know any details. I just know a random Facebook posts

722
00:41:42,079 --> 00:41:46,079
like that, people comment or whatever, Yeah comment.

723
00:41:47,000 --> 00:41:49,840
Speaker 4: I definitely wouldn't put it past any organization to just

724
00:41:50,280 --> 00:41:52,440
get weird at some point.

725
00:41:52,599 --> 00:41:53,800
Speaker 2: But I just feel like.

726
00:41:55,360 --> 00:41:58,719
Speaker 4: They have a lot of different content, different athors, and

727
00:41:59,000 --> 00:42:01,800
so just to stay up link statement about whoever is

728
00:42:01,960 --> 00:42:04,840
working there or whatever. It's just it's rude really for

729
00:42:04,920 --> 00:42:07,400
all of us, because the bad seeds can make an

730
00:42:07,559 --> 00:42:09,159
entire organization look bad.

731
00:42:09,519 --> 00:42:12,719
Speaker 1: Yeah, yeah, they have a lot of great content and

732
00:42:12,920 --> 00:42:17,280
uh and especially your interview on on the interviews that

733
00:42:17,360 --> 00:42:20,679
you did with with Gaya in the program there and

734
00:42:21,440 --> 00:42:23,960
the Yeah, I believe it was on the Gaya because

735
00:42:23,960 --> 00:42:27,320
George interviewed you there too. You talked about the bird

736
00:42:27,480 --> 00:42:30,880
miracle that Aaron just brought up the other day. Do

737
00:42:30,880 --> 00:42:32,119
you want to do you want to go into a

738
00:42:32,119 --> 00:42:35,559
little bit of detail about that crazy like first experience.

739
00:42:36,079 --> 00:42:38,159
Speaker 4: Yeah, that's what got me into it, and that's what

740
00:42:38,280 --> 00:42:41,559
made me take a risk to to buy my first

741
00:42:41,960 --> 00:42:48,519
really expensive retreat. I was, I'm just trying to get

742
00:42:48,559 --> 00:42:54,400
plugged in just to make sure I was going through

743
00:42:54,400 --> 00:42:57,119
a really hard period and at the time, I was

744
00:42:57,199 --> 00:43:00,599
drinking probably about a fifth of tequila read a couple

745
00:43:00,639 --> 00:43:05,079
of days, and just working my socks off full time

746
00:43:06,079 --> 00:43:07,760
because like I said, we were in the process of

747
00:43:07,840 --> 00:43:11,719
divorcing and stuff and or thinking we might divorce. So

748
00:43:11,800 --> 00:43:14,039
I was like, I better get my tail into high gear.

749
00:43:14,119 --> 00:43:16,000
So I was burning the candle at both ends. And

750
00:43:16,400 --> 00:43:18,239
prior to that, I was a full full time mom.

751
00:43:18,320 --> 00:43:21,840
So it was real like intense. All this mom guilt

752
00:43:22,039 --> 00:43:28,760
and just in general just a general self feeling of

753
00:43:28,840 --> 00:43:33,719
self loathing was massive, and I had a friend who

754
00:43:33,800 --> 00:43:36,880
bought me an angel reading because it was my birthday,

755
00:43:37,000 --> 00:43:40,880
so she didn't know I was struggling. But I went

756
00:43:40,920 --> 00:43:41,760
to this angel reading.

757
00:43:41,840 --> 00:43:42,480
Speaker 2: The lady.

758
00:43:44,079 --> 00:43:46,360
Speaker 4: After the session. First of all, I felt so much

759
00:43:46,400 --> 00:43:48,199
better at the end of the session. But at the

760
00:43:48,280 --> 00:43:50,400
end of the session, she told me, she said, you

761
00:43:50,519 --> 00:43:52,639
have a lot of angels with you, and they want

762
00:43:52,679 --> 00:43:55,320
to talk to you, and so talk to the angels

763
00:43:55,360 --> 00:43:57,719
as if they're real and see what happens.

764
00:43:58,440 --> 00:43:59,320
Speaker 2: And I was like, okay.

765
00:43:59,440 --> 00:44:01,760
Speaker 4: So then a few days later, I mean, first of all,

766
00:44:01,800 --> 00:44:04,639
the synchronicity started happening. You know, the angel synchronicities. We

767
00:44:04,639 --> 00:44:09,239
all know those ones. But then yeah, it was like

768
00:44:10,039 --> 00:44:11,840
like on day three, I was driving through the hood

769
00:44:11,840 --> 00:44:13,760
in LA going to a client's house. I used to

770
00:44:14,239 --> 00:44:17,519
help save kids off the streets, like gangs, gang kids

771
00:44:17,599 --> 00:44:22,199
and stuff. And it's like me, yeah, like little little streets.

772
00:44:25,079 --> 00:44:27,920
Speaker 2: I still love them cubs. Yeah.

773
00:44:28,639 --> 00:44:32,480
Speaker 4: So, I mean, the sweetest kids ever, always right, But

774
00:44:32,599 --> 00:44:37,880
the system isn't so kind, is it. So we do

775
00:44:38,000 --> 00:44:40,960
our best to keep those kids contained out of jail

776
00:44:41,719 --> 00:44:43,840
and go into their homes and stuff. So I was

777
00:44:43,920 --> 00:44:47,800
driving through the hood and it was broad daylight. I

778
00:44:48,760 --> 00:44:52,119
as I drove down, I saw a bird sloped down

779
00:44:52,159 --> 00:44:55,159
in front of my car just and it bounced, and

780
00:44:56,360 --> 00:44:59,960
it was so jarring because the vibe. But I was

781
00:45:00,119 --> 00:45:02,280
cultivating after a couple of days of talking to angels.

782
00:45:02,320 --> 00:45:07,079
I was feeling lifted, already feeling a weird connection. And

783
00:45:07,480 --> 00:45:09,079
like I said, it was all new to me, so

784
00:45:09,159 --> 00:45:09,639
I didn't know.

785
00:45:10,760 --> 00:45:11,480
Speaker 2: I just for me.

786
00:45:11,559 --> 00:45:14,039
Speaker 4: It was just an experiment. I'm just experimenting. But up

787
00:45:14,079 --> 00:45:16,639
to that point it had just been seen chronicities, so

788
00:45:16,960 --> 00:45:19,639
there's still room for doubt. Again, I'm a very practical person,

789
00:45:19,719 --> 00:45:23,880
grounded person, therapist, so you know it's going to take

790
00:45:23,880 --> 00:45:27,239
a lot to convince me of stuff. So then the

791
00:45:27,280 --> 00:45:29,760
bird lands, and I'm like, I don't know what to

792
00:45:29,840 --> 00:45:32,199
do with dang birds on the street in the middle

793
00:45:32,199 --> 00:45:34,320
of the hood. But I felt so bad because as

794
00:45:34,360 --> 00:45:36,400
I drove around it, it had a broken wing and

795
00:45:36,440 --> 00:45:39,119
I could see it like kind of scooting around in circles,

796
00:45:39,760 --> 00:45:41,960
And so I decided to ask the angels to help

797
00:45:42,000 --> 00:45:44,239
take it out of its suffering. It's probably my first

798
00:45:44,400 --> 00:45:49,199
prayer for something else or someone else. And I drove

799
00:45:49,280 --> 00:45:53,199
around it and as I looked in the mirror in

800
00:45:53,280 --> 00:45:55,519
the rear view mirror, I saw the birds start shimmering

801
00:45:55,599 --> 00:46:00,400
on the ground, and I watched with my eyeballs that bird,

802
00:46:01,519 --> 00:46:03,679
A tiny bird jumped up from the body of that

803
00:46:03,800 --> 00:46:08,840
bird and flew away, and then a second did, and

804
00:46:08,920 --> 00:46:10,679
then a third one. And I remember this one kid

805
00:46:10,840 --> 00:46:14,280
was a little darker than the other two and a

806
00:46:14,320 --> 00:46:16,800
little more wobbly. It just seemed like the runt of

807
00:46:16,920 --> 00:46:20,760
the of the three. And it it flew off too.

808
00:46:20,800 --> 00:46:22,800
It took it a second, but eventually it flew off.

809
00:46:23,239 --> 00:46:27,920
And so when I saw the saw what was left

810
00:46:27,960 --> 00:46:31,320
on the ground, the total the whole bird had it

811
00:46:31,480 --> 00:46:35,159
was gone. So it transformed into three and flew away.

812
00:46:35,400 --> 00:46:35,639
Speaker 1: Wow.

813
00:46:36,519 --> 00:46:36,719
Speaker 4: Yeah.

814
00:46:36,920 --> 00:46:38,559
Speaker 2: And then I was like, well, maybe I.

815
00:46:38,639 --> 00:46:40,320
Speaker 4: Want to get out of the car this time, just

816
00:46:40,440 --> 00:46:43,360
to make sure, And so I did. The bird was gone,

817
00:46:43,920 --> 00:46:46,360
and I saw what I saw, and I think I

818
00:46:46,400 --> 00:46:49,880
could have probably talked myself out of maybe I just

819
00:46:49,960 --> 00:46:52,840
made that shit up in my mind, But it was

820
00:46:53,039 --> 00:46:57,559
the feeling that was there. The presence was very palpable.

821
00:46:57,199 --> 00:46:59,920
Speaker 2: The love was on high.

822
00:47:00,639 --> 00:47:04,039
Speaker 4: And that's really the moment that I knew that I

823
00:47:04,159 --> 00:47:08,760
had just been witnessed something that is extraordinary. And that

824
00:47:09,800 --> 00:47:13,320
is the day that really was really game changing for me,

825
00:47:13,400 --> 00:47:15,960
and that's why I was willing to advocate for like

826
00:47:16,119 --> 00:47:18,480
maybe maybe I should learn a little bit about angels,

827
00:47:18,480 --> 00:47:21,199
because like God, it's really powerful. It's not just the

828
00:47:22,239 --> 00:47:25,159
I didn't realize how much this stuff was real. I think,

829
00:47:25,639 --> 00:47:29,159
like we all know read books right about, we're reading

830
00:47:29,199 --> 00:47:31,519
the Bible, We're reading you know, little things like this

831
00:47:31,679 --> 00:47:34,199
and that and that and dipping our toes into all

832
00:47:34,280 --> 00:47:37,639
these pots and thinking about it in theory. But that

833
00:47:38,159 --> 00:47:40,960
stopped the conversation about is it true?

834
00:47:41,280 --> 00:47:45,599
Speaker 2: Is it not true? Hmm? I wonder into it's true, and.

835
00:47:45,960 --> 00:47:49,719
Speaker 4: It's no one can take that away when you know

836
00:47:50,360 --> 00:47:53,639
it's it's not a belief system, it's just this, this

837
00:47:53,760 --> 00:47:56,360
stuff is real, and so I felt compelled to learn

838
00:47:56,400 --> 00:47:59,400
everything I could about it. And it's really like how

839
00:47:59,440 --> 00:48:00,239
it changed me.

840
00:48:00,320 --> 00:48:01,400
Speaker 2: That was the biggest miracle.

841
00:48:01,480 --> 00:48:04,880
Speaker 4: I think. You know how when the spirit comes, it

842
00:48:05,000 --> 00:48:07,880
s wounds you and then you do die, and you

843
00:48:07,960 --> 00:48:10,000
know my wish. I always say, like my wish because

844
00:48:10,000 --> 00:48:12,320
I wanted to die like every day for most of

845
00:48:12,360 --> 00:48:15,079
my life, especially from the age of sixteen on. And

846
00:48:16,800 --> 00:48:19,159
on that day I finally got my wish right. But

847
00:48:19,280 --> 00:48:21,760
it wasn't in the way that I was that.

848
00:48:21,880 --> 00:48:26,639
Speaker 1: I thought, yeah, yeah, yeah, Jesus says you must lose

849
00:48:26,679 --> 00:48:29,079
your life in order to find it, and that's those

850
00:48:29,159 --> 00:48:31,679
who die or those who are able to truly live

851
00:48:31,880 --> 00:48:32,559
once you die.

852
00:48:32,960 --> 00:48:34,159
Speaker 5: I think that's my shirt.

853
00:48:34,280 --> 00:48:37,920
Speaker 1: Okay, so so yeah, you may. She designed a T shirt.

854
00:48:38,079 --> 00:48:39,519
So we got these searts for sale.

855
00:48:39,599 --> 00:48:42,320
Speaker 5: But she has got a big vulture on it.

856
00:48:43,800 --> 00:48:45,480
Speaker 2: You guys are into vultures too, Now.

857
00:48:46,159 --> 00:48:49,480
Speaker 1: Well, we're into the eagle. Was getting straight. We'll get

858
00:48:49,519 --> 00:48:53,039
into the eagle because it's in the Bible. The vultures

859
00:48:53,039 --> 00:48:56,039
aren't in the Bible Bible that much until we found

860
00:48:56,079 --> 00:48:58,960
out that the word eagle in the Bible is really vulture.

861
00:49:00,920 --> 00:49:06,440
No joy really oh and listened.

862
00:49:05,280 --> 00:49:07,199
Speaker 2: By the way, I'm shocked, but not shocked.

863
00:49:07,519 --> 00:49:10,000
Speaker 1: Yeah, I know, right me. Yeah. At that point we

864
00:49:10,079 --> 00:49:12,679
were like, it was an amazing, amazing epiphany. But it's

865
00:49:12,760 --> 00:49:15,880
like looking at all the ministries and stuff that were

866
00:49:15,920 --> 00:49:18,599
into the prophetic and seeing from a bird's eye view,

867
00:49:18,719 --> 00:49:22,760
and so like the eagle is the symbol for the prophetic,

868
00:49:22,800 --> 00:49:26,400
which is like the Christian psychic if you will, you know,

869
00:49:27,000 --> 00:49:30,000
spiritual gifts and being able to see what's the second sight.

870
00:49:30,599 --> 00:49:33,400
But and they get a lot of scriptures from the Bible.

871
00:49:33,480 --> 00:49:35,639
But it was like, yeah, they don't they don't even

872
00:49:35,760 --> 00:49:41,519
know that the word literally it means like vulture. And

873
00:49:43,000 --> 00:49:44,760
so so that's when we when you look at Egypt

874
00:49:45,159 --> 00:49:48,760
and why it's a symbol of eternal, eternal life and

875
00:49:48,920 --> 00:49:54,039
everlasting life and resurrection life. It makes perfect sense. And

876
00:49:54,159 --> 00:49:57,599
so that you know, the vulture was definitely and you know,

877
00:49:58,119 --> 00:50:00,199
demonis for the Christian. We don't want that. We want

878
00:50:00,239 --> 00:50:03,800
the ego, the pleasant ego and the dove, oh the dove,

879
00:50:03,880 --> 00:50:05,960
and listen, shout out to the ego. Shout out to

880
00:50:06,039 --> 00:50:08,639
the dove. We love them. But uh, but it's something

881
00:50:08,639 --> 00:50:10,800
about those who are attracted to the things that you

882
00:50:10,920 --> 00:50:13,840
don't like and the things that you have given up

883
00:50:13,920 --> 00:50:17,000
on and the things that have decayed over time and

884
00:50:17,039 --> 00:50:19,199
the things that you just threw away. There's something that

885
00:50:19,360 --> 00:50:22,199
comes and makes purpose and makes something out of nothing.

886
00:50:22,800 --> 00:50:23,159
Speaker 2: And uh.

887
00:50:23,239 --> 00:50:27,199
Speaker 1: And and that's that's what what God. That's what nature does.

888
00:50:27,320 --> 00:50:30,119
And God is in nature, right, He uses nature. She

889
00:50:30,480 --> 00:50:34,400
she is nature, right, she has a name, and and

890
00:50:34,519 --> 00:50:39,800
we're all a part of this ecological kingdom that that

891
00:50:40,000 --> 00:50:43,599
that Jesus says. Listen, it's closer than you think, what's

892
00:50:43,639 --> 00:50:47,360
it gonna look like when it comes, Dear Jesus, He's like, well,

893
00:50:47,400 --> 00:50:50,400
if you think it's coming, you've already missed it because

894
00:50:50,400 --> 00:50:53,360
it's here exactly. That's how I feel.

895
00:50:53,440 --> 00:50:57,199
Speaker 4: I mean, you guys, because for people who don't know

896
00:50:57,920 --> 00:51:00,360
Casakondor and the house that I own, and it's called

897
00:51:00,400 --> 00:51:04,559
Kasa Kandor, and the it's you know, Condor is also

898
00:51:04,639 --> 00:51:07,480
a vulture, right, it's a different kind of vulture. But

899
00:51:08,679 --> 00:51:14,239
the how boy, did I like what you're describing with

900
00:51:14,400 --> 00:51:18,239
the eagle and the vulture is like, I know that,

901
00:51:19,440 --> 00:51:23,840
but from experience since I moved up there. And the vultures,

902
00:51:24,360 --> 00:51:28,079
I mean they, I mean when I'm opening ceremonies sometimes

903
00:51:28,119 --> 00:51:30,440
they'll come and circle around us. They'll come and swoop

904
00:51:30,559 --> 00:51:33,920
down us when and I mean it's it's really and

905
00:51:34,000 --> 00:51:36,320
I'll open up a new direction and then the vultures

906
00:51:36,320 --> 00:51:40,000
will come and go in that direction. And to us,

907
00:51:40,159 --> 00:51:43,360
that bird is the most sublime and sacred right now

908
00:51:43,440 --> 00:51:46,599
because it is a death eater. It'll come and just

909
00:51:46,960 --> 00:51:52,599
eat and transform our darkest, deadest parts that we're having

910
00:51:52,639 --> 00:51:55,440
a hard time dropping that corpse like a vulture can

911
00:51:55,480 --> 00:51:57,840
come and let me get that for you. Yeah, it's disgusting,

912
00:51:57,920 --> 00:51:58,880
but I love disgusting.

913
00:51:58,920 --> 00:52:03,000
Speaker 1: I'm here for it exactly. There's certain beings that that

914
00:52:03,199 --> 00:52:06,920
eat disgusting. There's certain people that eat disgusting, you know

915
00:52:06,920 --> 00:52:09,119
what I'm saying. Like we're from the South, We're from

916
00:52:09,719 --> 00:52:13,519
you know, mudbugs and catfish and pig feet, and like

917
00:52:13,639 --> 00:52:15,679
that's what we grew up on, all that kind of stuff,

918
00:52:15,760 --> 00:52:17,679
right and like this at this moment, I don't eat

919
00:52:17,719 --> 00:52:20,400
that anymore. But there was a people it's a delicacy

920
00:52:20,480 --> 00:52:24,280
to them. There's people like that, but but they're they're

921
00:52:24,480 --> 00:52:28,159
there are angels who operate that way as well. There

922
00:52:28,239 --> 00:52:33,360
are supernatural life forms that would gladly take take those

923
00:52:33,480 --> 00:52:37,599
things that that you don't want anymore. Gladly take your hatred,

924
00:52:38,559 --> 00:52:43,079
Gladly take your racism, gladly take your you know, your anxiety,

925
00:52:43,280 --> 00:52:45,440
Like give them that stuff. Don't carry that. You were

926
00:52:45,559 --> 00:52:49,880
not designed to carry that stuff and worry about these bills.

927
00:52:49,920 --> 00:52:53,119
You have a desire to experience something, and it's good.

928
00:52:53,360 --> 00:52:56,679
Lean into that. Whatever stands in the way, give it,

929
00:52:57,079 --> 00:52:59,400
give it to God, and keep giving it to God,

930
00:52:59,480 --> 00:53:01,639
and you'll find that his angels and his helpers come

931
00:53:01,800 --> 00:53:04,519
to take that stuff and carry it away. Just it's

932
00:53:04,559 --> 00:53:06,840
a process. Do you do it once? It's not a

933
00:53:06,960 --> 00:53:10,280
one time thing. The scripture talks about we die daily.

934
00:53:11,159 --> 00:53:13,960
This is a proces. Death is a process that you

935
00:53:14,079 --> 00:53:17,360
may die, that you may truly truly live.

936
00:53:18,199 --> 00:53:22,039
Speaker 4: Yes, yes, I mean I love I love that I

937
00:53:22,119 --> 00:53:24,559
loved it. I love that you're talking about that because

938
00:53:25,679 --> 00:53:29,639
I was. Over the last three years, I've I feel

939
00:53:29,719 --> 00:53:32,760
like it's been a kind of a really a communion

940
00:53:32,840 --> 00:53:36,119
with death, with the spirit of death, and really understanding

941
00:53:36,800 --> 00:53:43,599
just the incredible compassionate spirit of it. And I guess

942
00:53:43,679 --> 00:53:45,679
just getting so close with the land and the birds

943
00:53:45,719 --> 00:53:48,880
and the ancestors and all of that. It's again to me,

944
00:53:49,000 --> 00:53:52,480
it's one of these missing traditions and rites that we

945
00:53:52,599 --> 00:53:57,360
were disrupted from. Are learning about the portal of death

946
00:53:57,440 --> 00:54:01,159
in a healthy way and being able to really, I mean,

947
00:54:01,679 --> 00:54:06,760
you cannot fully celebrate life, I feel until you've really

948
00:54:07,280 --> 00:54:11,920
gotten looked death in the face like this and seem

949
00:54:12,159 --> 00:54:15,920
like God like, what a blessing it is, What an

950
00:54:16,000 --> 00:54:21,159
incredible opportunity to be alive because you know, in connection,

951
00:54:21,199 --> 00:54:24,400
because now I'm very connected also with the ancestors as well.

952
00:54:25,239 --> 00:54:29,360
They're dancing literally over then they're like, what are you

953
00:54:29,400 --> 00:54:29,960
guys doing?

954
00:54:30,199 --> 00:54:32,559
Speaker 2: And by the way, we're not the dead ones. You

955
00:54:32,679 --> 00:54:34,679
guys are Wow.

956
00:54:35,079 --> 00:54:37,079
Speaker 1: You know, I was just we like to interpret that.

957
00:54:37,199 --> 00:54:41,280
We like to just reimagine the Bible from different perspectives,

958
00:54:41,320 --> 00:54:43,480
you know, and say, you know, what if we didn't know,

959
00:54:43,760 --> 00:54:46,440
Like what if there's something that's different, What if we've

960
00:54:46,519 --> 00:54:49,360
missed something Because we go around like experts thinking we're

961
00:54:49,800 --> 00:54:52,519
experts of theology and of vacant texts and stuff, and

962
00:54:52,599 --> 00:54:55,960
so we were talking about yesterday, I just had this thought,

963
00:54:56,679 --> 00:54:59,920
you know it, like there's this thing about like contact

964
00:55:00,280 --> 00:55:03,199
the dead, and Christians are scared of like contacting the dead,

965
00:55:03,199 --> 00:55:06,440
and it's like you shouldn't contact the dead, and there's

966
00:55:06,559 --> 00:55:09,119
rules about it, and the dead know nothing and all

967
00:55:09,159 --> 00:55:12,960
of these things. And so they read that and they

968
00:55:13,000 --> 00:55:16,800
interpret that as far as them talking to their great

969
00:55:17,079 --> 00:55:20,039
grandmother who passed away, like they shouldn't try to talk

970
00:55:20,159 --> 00:55:23,320
to their great grandmother who's gone. But what if you've

971
00:55:23,400 --> 00:55:25,840
missed the shoe. What if that's the angel's rule to

972
00:55:26,679 --> 00:55:30,159
for you? What if you are the valley of the shadow?

973
00:55:30,480 --> 00:55:32,119
What if we are in the land of the dead

974
00:55:32,639 --> 00:55:35,000
and they have rules and regulations about how they got

975
00:55:35,119 --> 00:55:39,119
to operate around us. Like I'm just saying, what if.

976
00:55:39,159 --> 00:55:42,599
It's not until you're able to reimagine and reinterpret some

977
00:55:42,679 --> 00:55:45,480
of these things, until they start to make sense, when

978
00:55:45,480 --> 00:55:47,840
you're able to see them in a different light. So

979
00:55:47,880 --> 00:55:49,960
it's like, what if the shoe is on the other foot,

980
00:55:51,079 --> 00:55:55,360
Like you know, what if Jesus was What if the

981
00:55:55,400 --> 00:55:59,159
gods were told not to answer your prayers because you'll

982
00:55:59,159 --> 00:56:02,480
try to manipulate them, and we do. There's people who

983
00:56:02,719 --> 00:56:05,159
as soon as they find out somebody is an angel

984
00:56:05,239 --> 00:56:07,639
or somebody's walking in power, they're here to extort it.

985
00:56:07,920 --> 00:56:10,800
They're here to use and abuse it for for their

986
00:56:10,920 --> 00:56:14,320
gain only, right, it's not for the betterment of humanity.

987
00:56:14,840 --> 00:56:19,079
And so we have to start looking at these things differently.

988
00:56:19,159 --> 00:56:21,119
And once you look at them differently, you'll find that

989
00:56:21,199 --> 00:56:22,599
they look at you differently as well.

990
00:56:25,159 --> 00:56:27,800
Speaker 4: It's true, I mean, it's there's so much learning if

991
00:56:27,800 --> 00:56:29,880
we just keep an open mind. Right.

992
00:56:30,440 --> 00:56:35,440
Speaker 1: If I don't know nothing, I'm just talking Aaron knows everything.

993
00:56:35,519 --> 00:56:40,400
No no, no, no, don't want she being quiet listen

994
00:56:40,480 --> 00:56:43,000
to to I can't. I can't hold my mouth shut.

995
00:56:43,079 --> 00:56:46,800
That's not she got over here walking in wisdom with

996
00:56:46,960 --> 00:56:47,559
the T shirt.

997
00:56:50,400 --> 00:56:50,800
Speaker 2: I love it.

998
00:56:50,960 --> 00:56:53,039
Speaker 5: I love all of it. I'm excited. I'm excited to

999
00:56:53,079 --> 00:56:53,840
meet you in person.

1000
00:56:54,679 --> 00:56:57,239
Speaker 3: Oh me too, I'm excited to get out there in

1001
00:56:57,400 --> 00:56:59,800
nature and meet some new some new nature.

1002
00:57:00,239 --> 00:57:05,519
Speaker 4: It's yeah, totally. Yeah, just making allies wherever we go, right,

1003
00:57:05,679 --> 00:57:06,559
making new allies.

1004
00:57:06,719 --> 00:57:07,679
Speaker 5: Yes, exactly.

1005
00:57:07,840 --> 00:57:11,239
Speaker 1: It's a it's a different energy. Man, like folks who

1006
00:57:11,280 --> 00:57:14,760
think they haven't figured out like and I'm and I say, folks,

1007
00:57:14,800 --> 00:57:17,280
I'm talking about me. You know what I'm saying, Like, oh,

1008
00:57:17,360 --> 00:57:19,239
I know what the you know what it's like. And

1009
00:57:19,400 --> 00:57:22,519
you get out there, It's like, man, this is I

1010
00:57:22,599 --> 00:57:27,000
could never like this is intense, you know what I'm saying, Like,

1011
00:57:27,119 --> 00:57:30,920
the energy is intense, especially being around when we talk

1012
00:57:30,960 --> 00:57:34,360
about it in an idea in theory, but when you

1013
00:57:34,480 --> 00:57:36,679
get out there, like I remember we went. We was

1014
00:57:36,760 --> 00:57:41,320
in Colorado going up the mountain. What mountain was it

1015
00:57:42,559 --> 00:57:45,960
Pikes Peak? Yes, going up Pike's Peak. And we're getting

1016
00:57:46,119 --> 00:57:48,800
closer to the beings that I've been filming from.

1017
00:57:49,119 --> 00:57:51,960
Speaker 5: Like nine thousand feet below yeah.

1018
00:57:52,280 --> 00:57:54,199
Speaker 1: Below sea level and stuff. And I bet because we're

1019
00:57:54,239 --> 00:57:57,320
down here in the swamp, you know. And then we're

1020
00:57:57,519 --> 00:58:00,280
going up the mountain getting closer, and I'm like, oh

1021
00:58:00,360 --> 00:58:03,920
my god, like like I'm getting I could feel their

1022
00:58:04,039 --> 00:58:06,360
aura and it's not from a spectator. It's like, oh,

1023
00:58:07,039 --> 00:58:10,119
this is what you've been you know, taking pictures of.

1024
00:58:10,280 --> 00:58:12,400
This is what you've been wanting to know. You're coming

1025
00:58:12,440 --> 00:58:14,920
up here to our necklawards. So now I'm like, I

1026
00:58:14,960 --> 00:58:17,039
don't know if I need to be up here, Like

1027
00:58:17,199 --> 00:58:20,119
this is holy like you read in the scriptures though,

1028
00:58:20,199 --> 00:58:22,639
like there was the same type of reference. Not anybody

1029
00:58:22,719 --> 00:58:25,239
could just go up the mountains and commune with the gods.

1030
00:58:25,800 --> 00:58:28,480
You had to be invited. So thank you for inviting

1031
00:58:28,519 --> 00:58:33,840
this Korean. Yeah, I am not coming up there on

1032
00:58:33,920 --> 00:58:36,320
my own, but listen, my own free will. We have

1033
00:58:36,480 --> 00:58:38,679
been invited to come up the mountain.

1034
00:58:39,199 --> 00:58:41,519
Speaker 2: Yeah. Yeah, Oh that's so interesting.

1035
00:58:41,639 --> 00:58:44,440
Speaker 4: Yeah, I mean it's yeah, there's just yeah, there's so

1036
00:58:44,840 --> 00:58:49,039
much for us to learn and to experience, and I

1037
00:58:49,159 --> 00:58:52,440
really do. I just feel so incredibly blessed that I

1038
00:58:52,599 --> 00:58:56,440
was able to acquire this place. It was beyond reason

1039
00:58:56,639 --> 00:59:01,000
what I thought I could afford. And but I guess,

1040
00:59:01,119 --> 00:59:03,320
like where there's a where there's a volition and a

1041
00:59:03,360 --> 00:59:07,960
little light dose of insanity, amazing things happen, you know. Yeah,

1042
00:59:08,519 --> 00:59:11,400
But sometimes I walk around and I see people just

1043
00:59:11,559 --> 00:59:17,119
enjoying themselves up on the porch that faces the mountain,

1044
00:59:17,239 --> 00:59:23,039
and sometimes they're like dancing or laughing, and I just

1045
00:59:23,119 --> 00:59:28,840
couldn't haven't imagined anything more beautiful than what happens. Just

1046
00:59:28,920 --> 00:59:31,960
the people to come are just so just ready to

1047
00:59:32,159 --> 00:59:34,840
just get over it, you know, just get over or

1048
00:59:34,920 --> 00:59:37,559
whatever they're saying. Oh yeah, sure, they're ready to just

1049
00:59:37,679 --> 00:59:40,159
be less grips and just ready for some real real

1050
00:59:40,199 --> 00:59:43,880
connection like with themselves, with spirit and really with each other. Yeah,

1051
00:59:45,559 --> 00:59:47,880
trying to get there. They're exhausted from the trip. They're

1052
00:59:48,000 --> 00:59:51,320
just like, I'm done fighting. I'm ready to just surrender,

1053
00:59:51,480 --> 00:59:51,679
you know.

1054
00:59:52,320 --> 00:59:55,239
Speaker 1: Yeah. I mean just the conversations that people have genuinely

1055
00:59:55,440 --> 01:00:00,639
are are like a encounter and experience in in itself

1056
01:00:00,719 --> 01:00:03,880
for you and then for you as a facilitator to

1057
01:00:04,039 --> 01:00:06,840
step back and just watch the people do what they

1058
01:00:06,960 --> 01:00:10,199
do and like meet new friends and stuff and find

1059
01:00:10,280 --> 01:00:13,159
and they can let their freak flag fly where they

1060
01:00:13,199 --> 01:00:15,199
can be themselves and they don't have to be proper

1061
01:00:15,239 --> 01:00:16,880
and they can talk about whatever it is and not

1062
01:00:17,000 --> 01:00:20,360
be looked at crazy. Like that energy is so freaking

1063
01:00:20,599 --> 01:00:23,960
magical and it's like it touches me to like I

1064
01:00:24,039 --> 01:00:26,320
feel like like the creator that gives me just like

1065
01:00:26,400 --> 01:00:28,960
this little nudge be like, man, listen, if you wouldn't

1066
01:00:28,960 --> 01:00:31,280
have said yes, like, none of this would be happening.

1067
01:00:31,400 --> 01:00:34,599
So every single I've been doing it for years, even

1068
01:00:34,679 --> 01:00:36,800
from just like little prayer meetings or something like that,

1069
01:00:36,960 --> 01:00:39,079
or being for all these people who don't know each other,

1070
01:00:39,679 --> 01:00:43,760
but now they're like, you know, crying together and sharing

1071
01:00:43,920 --> 01:00:47,920
stories and best friends and stuff and they felt alone

1072
01:00:49,199 --> 01:00:50,800
or maybe they could just do it on the internet,

1073
01:00:51,119 --> 01:00:52,960
but then they're doing it in person. There is nothing

1074
01:00:53,119 --> 01:00:56,840
like it. There's nothing like meeting our community, being able

1075
01:00:56,880 --> 01:01:00,280
to hug hug these guys and gals who part of

1076
01:01:00,360 --> 01:01:02,039
our community for years and stuff.

1077
01:01:02,119 --> 01:01:03,880
Speaker 2: And I know it's not the.

1078
01:01:03,960 --> 01:01:07,039
Speaker 4: Best, that's just it's the best, right when you finally

1079
01:01:07,119 --> 01:01:09,039
get to meet the heads that you've been talking to

1080
01:01:09,239 --> 01:01:09,719
on zoom.

1081
01:01:10,079 --> 01:01:10,280
Speaker 1: Yeah.

1082
01:01:10,880 --> 01:01:12,800
Speaker 4: I mean I have been known to like, you know,

1083
01:01:13,039 --> 01:01:16,480
just pummel them with with love, you know, just wrestle

1084
01:01:16,559 --> 01:01:16,880
them all.

1085
01:01:17,440 --> 01:01:20,880
Speaker 1: Pick somebody up. I was like, oh, it was head

1086
01:01:22,280 --> 01:01:22,760
like a tree.

1087
01:01:23,000 --> 01:01:26,320
Speaker 4: Like I'm just like I'm and I'm just gonna I'm

1088
01:01:26,320 --> 01:01:28,320
gonna be like a cupola and I'm just gonna climb

1089
01:01:28,400 --> 01:01:30,000
right up you it's inappropriate.

1090
01:01:30,039 --> 01:01:35,159
Speaker 1: But yeah, some time, so we were at the corn

1091
01:01:35,280 --> 01:01:40,239
concert and uh, we went backstage to hang out with Brian, right, yeah,

1092
01:01:40,320 --> 01:01:42,119
we went backstage to hang out with Brian, and like

1093
01:01:42,239 --> 01:01:44,880
afterwards or whatever, he's like getting his people and as

1094
01:01:44,920 --> 01:01:47,320
soon as I see him, we're pick him up. But

1095
01:01:47,840 --> 01:01:50,679
the way his security was looking at me, I wasn't

1096
01:01:50,679 --> 01:01:53,719
even thinking about it until I like I grabbed, grabbed

1097
01:01:53,760 --> 01:01:56,119
him and just scooped him up. And he's way bigger

1098
01:01:56,159 --> 01:01:58,400
than me, calling me, but the security way he's looking

1099
01:01:58,400 --> 01:01:59,800
at me, He's like, no, no, these are my people,

1100
01:01:59,840 --> 01:02:01,599
the every okay man.

1101
01:02:02,360 --> 01:02:03,280
Speaker 5: You almost.

1102
01:02:04,719 --> 01:02:06,840
Speaker 2: You're about to pop them over your shoulder and take them,

1103
01:02:06,920 --> 01:02:07,440
steal them.

1104
01:02:07,639 --> 01:02:11,679
Speaker 1: Yeah, yeahs like security and he's like no, no, no,

1105
01:02:11,800 --> 01:02:13,480
they're they're cool with us, They're with us.

1106
01:02:13,800 --> 01:02:14,000
Speaker 4: Yeah.

1107
01:02:15,719 --> 01:02:16,719
Speaker 2: Yeah, remember that.

1108
01:02:17,440 --> 01:02:20,199
Speaker 4: You know. I was going to ask you guys, because

1109
01:02:20,760 --> 01:02:23,320
you know, part of what we talk about for the

1110
01:02:23,440 --> 01:02:27,239
retreat is we talk about ecstatic communion and we talk

1111
01:02:27,280 --> 01:02:34,280
about you know about that and I'm still like learning,

1112
01:02:34,679 --> 01:02:37,719
i mean just through experience, what what what some of

1113
01:02:37,800 --> 01:02:40,239
that is? But I'm wondering, like what can you share

1114
01:02:40,320 --> 01:02:45,559
with with these folks about your guys' experience or definition

1115
01:02:45,880 --> 01:02:49,199
Because we called this you know, we mentioned the word

1116
01:02:49,320 --> 01:02:53,599
communion in the title, and there's a difference between communication

1117
01:02:54,320 --> 01:02:56,239
and communion.

1118
01:02:56,159 --> 01:02:58,760
Speaker 2: So and we mean it, we mean communion.

1119
01:02:58,840 --> 01:03:01,000
Speaker 4: And first of all, before we get there, I do

1120
01:03:01,159 --> 01:03:03,199
want to say that for those of you who know

1121
01:03:03,400 --> 01:03:07,639
about the integration that I had with Condor Spirit and

1122
01:03:08,320 --> 01:03:11,239
with the Allies and ancestors, and how this had to

1123
01:03:11,360 --> 01:03:15,280
recover from my identity breakdown, it was like an ego,

1124
01:03:15,599 --> 01:03:21,199
just a personality breakdown for a few months. Truth Seekert

1125
01:03:21,360 --> 01:03:23,239
was having a similar experience at the same time.

1126
01:03:23,760 --> 01:03:24,519
Speaker 1: No, I wasn't.

1127
01:03:28,519 --> 01:03:31,920
Speaker 2: Light pants, but he was at the same time, And so.

1128
01:03:32,599 --> 01:03:36,480
Speaker 4: This was communion. This is part of the communion at

1129
01:03:36,519 --> 01:03:39,519
different levels, right, I'm going I just had another recent

1130
01:03:39,639 --> 01:03:42,280
one that's a totally different texture, but.

1131
01:03:43,920 --> 01:03:46,719
Speaker 1: And it probably linked a little bit, linked together to

1132
01:03:46,800 --> 01:03:47,840
some degree, because I feel like.

1133
01:03:47,840 --> 01:03:50,320
Speaker 2: I did too, Were you recently?

1134
01:03:51,079 --> 01:03:55,000
Speaker 1: Yeah? Oh one, I just I'm a little bit you know,

1135
01:03:55,119 --> 01:03:56,760
I have to watch how I talk about it kind

1136
01:03:56,800 --> 01:04:00,280
of thing, and you probably you probably feel the same way.

1137
01:04:01,000 --> 01:04:03,679
Speaker 2: Yeah, maybe we should, Well we'll sidebar, yeah.

1138
01:04:03,800 --> 01:04:06,480
Speaker 1: Person, yeah, yeah, yeah, I've been I let a little

1139
01:04:06,480 --> 01:04:09,159
bit out here and there, but it's like part of

1140
01:04:09,239 --> 01:04:11,280
it is like, okay, we let you spill the beans, now,

1141
01:04:11,360 --> 01:04:13,840
can you can you be quiet a little bit?

1142
01:04:14,079 --> 01:04:14,239
Speaker 4: You know?

1143
01:04:14,519 --> 01:04:16,519
Speaker 1: And we're kind of testing me to see if I can.

1144
01:04:16,679 --> 01:04:19,239
I'll say that maybe I said too much by saying that.

1145
01:04:19,320 --> 01:04:21,559
I'm sorry. I don't know. No, I don't think so,

1146
01:04:21,599 --> 01:04:23,280
I don't think so. Okay, I just got to make

1147
01:04:23,320 --> 01:04:25,719
sure I'm good. Like you know, how it is.

1148
01:04:26,320 --> 01:04:28,599
Speaker 2: I'm curious. Yeah, I just yeah, I'm just.

1149
01:04:28,880 --> 01:04:32,559
Speaker 1: Uh, it was yeah, it's do what you're about to do.

1150
01:04:33,920 --> 01:04:38,199
Speaker 4: Yeah, I'm just tenough exactly. I don't know if it's

1151
01:04:38,239 --> 01:04:41,760
the down because it seems that it's. It's still it's

1152
01:04:41,800 --> 01:04:46,280
still an integration process. I'm still catching up with.

1153
01:04:46,719 --> 01:04:48,800
Speaker 2: All all of that. And you know how it goes.

1154
01:04:48,920 --> 01:04:52,119
Speaker 4: You you have your integration, you have your awakening quote

1155
01:04:52,199 --> 01:04:57,239
unquote moments, but it takes a while to really unpack

1156
01:04:57,880 --> 01:05:01,320
the some of the lessons. And I'm i'm I'm my

1157
01:05:01,519 --> 01:05:05,039
physical body has changed. It's changing. It's changed because of

1158
01:05:05,360 --> 01:05:09,159
because of this and so far and so yeah, it's

1159
01:05:09,320 --> 01:05:12,199
it's it's interesting what's.

1160
01:05:12,039 --> 01:05:12,760
Speaker 2: Going on here.

1161
01:05:13,159 --> 01:05:17,000
Speaker 4: But but yeah, communion, we mean it. And I'm saying

1162
01:05:17,079 --> 01:05:20,159
that because I don't know if I would in the

1163
01:05:20,320 --> 01:05:27,719
title collaborate with anyone else and use that word unless

1164
01:05:27,840 --> 01:05:31,599
I know that there's been there's a communion there, because

1165
01:05:31,599 --> 01:05:33,400
to me, it's very sacred and it's not just the

1166
01:05:33,679 --> 01:05:38,000
word you throw around, and it's not what we think,

1167
01:05:38,199 --> 01:05:40,960
what we think of, and just owning that in the

1168
01:05:41,079 --> 01:05:44,960
title is very much the nature of what I like

1169
01:05:45,079 --> 01:05:46,119
to open up for people.

1170
01:05:47,000 --> 01:05:48,280
Speaker 2: This powerful.

1171
01:05:49,599 --> 01:05:51,559
Speaker 4: Whatever you want to call it. So let's with that,

1172
01:05:52,440 --> 01:05:55,239
tell us what communion is from your perspective.

1173
01:05:55,840 --> 01:05:59,960
Speaker 3: So from my perspective, my perspective of communion has changed

1174
01:06:00,199 --> 01:06:04,039
a lot in the past year. Coming from the church world.

1175
01:06:04,400 --> 01:06:08,000
They would sit you down, pass out the communion, which

1176
01:06:08,079 --> 01:06:10,119
is the bread and the wine or the you know,

1177
01:06:10,199 --> 01:06:13,239
wafers and the juice, and everyone is supposed to sit

1178
01:06:13,320 --> 01:06:15,800
and basically do like a life review and think about

1179
01:06:15,840 --> 01:06:18,559
all the things you've done wrong, all the people you

1180
01:06:18,679 --> 01:06:21,599
haven't forgiven, the people you got mad at, the mean

1181
01:06:21,679 --> 01:06:24,320
words you said. You know, whatever sin you have in

1182
01:06:24,360 --> 01:06:26,239
your life, you're supposed to muster it up and think

1183
01:06:26,280 --> 01:06:30,519
about it and try to make it right before you

1184
01:06:30,920 --> 01:06:31,840
accept the communion.

1185
01:06:31,880 --> 01:06:33,599
Speaker 5: Because there's a scripture that says.

1186
01:06:35,199 --> 01:06:38,840
Speaker 3: If you eat or drink of the communion unworthily, then

1187
01:06:38,960 --> 01:06:45,679
you are eating and drinking condemnation upon yourself. So that's

1188
01:06:45,760 --> 01:06:47,679
the whole point to sit and do the life review.

1189
01:06:48,039 --> 01:06:53,559
But I was shown, like to sit there and wallow

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01:06:53,760 --> 01:06:57,000
in all of the things that I mean, I mean

1191
01:06:58,039 --> 01:07:02,239
God doesn't hold this stuff against you. Yes, there are

1192
01:07:02,360 --> 01:07:04,960
lessons to be learned. Yes, a life review can be

1193
01:07:05,840 --> 01:07:08,360
very good, like I think people should do a life review,

1194
01:07:08,440 --> 01:07:12,000
But to sit at the moment where you are partaking

1195
01:07:12,599 --> 01:07:16,199
of Christ, which is what it is in the church.

1196
01:07:16,360 --> 01:07:19,239
And Christ is not only in the church, guys, like

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01:07:19,920 --> 01:07:23,960
he is in all and through all and good experiences,

1198
01:07:24,480 --> 01:07:27,760
in the bad experiences, in the hardest places you've ever been.

1199
01:07:27,800 --> 01:07:29,920
If you thought He wasn't there, he was there like

1200
01:07:30,719 --> 01:07:37,239
always with you. And He is this beautiful, beautiful, shining

1201
01:07:38,159 --> 01:07:44,000
heart energy like pure love, unconditional love. And to sit

1202
01:07:44,079 --> 01:07:47,519
and like wallow in your sin, I feel like I.

1203
01:07:47,679 --> 01:07:48,280
Speaker 5: Was shown that.

1204
01:07:50,119 --> 01:07:53,159
Speaker 3: You're eating and drinking it unworthily, that you need to

1205
01:07:53,519 --> 01:07:56,480
stand in your worth, that you need to stand side

1206
01:07:56,480 --> 01:08:00,800
to side with Christ, and you know, be thankful and

1207
01:08:00,920 --> 01:08:05,800
be laughing and joyful and gracious that we get to

1208
01:08:05,920 --> 01:08:11,440
partake of this amazing divine frequency, this love, unconditional love energy,

1209
01:08:11,800 --> 01:08:14,199
even if we don't feel like we deserve it, that

1210
01:08:14,320 --> 01:08:17,680
we are fully partakers of it, that we are worthy,

1211
01:08:17,760 --> 01:08:21,039
we're not eating and drinking it unworthily, that we are

1212
01:08:21,439 --> 01:08:26,680
coirs and co habitators with Christ and the Christ's energy.

1213
01:08:27,840 --> 01:08:30,720
Speaker 5: And so I was able to take communion.

1214
01:08:31,000 --> 01:08:35,079
Speaker 3: With joy and gratitude, which it I mean, they call

1215
01:08:35,159 --> 01:08:38,920
it the Eucharist, and Eucharist means gratitude. That's what the

1216
01:08:39,079 --> 01:08:40,319
Greek bird means.

1217
01:08:40,439 --> 01:08:45,079
Speaker 1: Yeah. So yeah, so it's like partaking and not just

1218
01:08:45,239 --> 01:08:49,319
like you know, woe is me, and partake like the

1219
01:08:49,359 --> 01:08:52,439
woe is me? You didn't like you just don't lie,

1220
01:08:52,479 --> 01:08:54,920
you did that before you got there, right, So we

1221
01:08:55,239 --> 01:09:01,720
come together to find gratitude, like let's find something to

1222
01:09:02,159 --> 01:09:04,880
be thankful for. And so, you know, with with a

1223
01:09:05,000 --> 01:09:12,479
communion aspect, it's like remembering Christ that knew your that

1224
01:09:12,600 --> 01:09:15,800
you were worthy, that believed in you and believes in you,

1225
01:09:16,600 --> 01:09:20,720
and and it sees worth in you.

1226
01:09:21,199 --> 01:09:27,880
Speaker 3: I mean, it is literally imbibing the divine essence of God,

1227
01:09:28,079 --> 01:09:31,560
of pure unconditional love into your body, Like what more

1228
01:09:32,600 --> 01:09:38,079
joyful grateful thing could we possibly experience than to you know,

1229
01:09:38,560 --> 01:09:42,039
integrate that love into ourselves and then be able to

1230
01:09:43,359 --> 01:09:44,199
give it to others.

1231
01:09:44,399 --> 01:09:53,960
Speaker 1: Like communion is. Communion is co union, co union with

1232
01:09:54,079 --> 01:09:59,840
the divine being one with Christ, the divine part of

1233
01:09:59,880 --> 01:10:02,479
the gods is now like you're a part of that.

1234
01:10:02,600 --> 01:10:07,399
You are co heirs with that energy that that was

1235
01:10:07,560 --> 01:10:10,560
sent from the beginning and is now here in this form.

1236
01:10:10,720 --> 01:10:16,439
So becoming aware of that and just simply saying thank you, yeah,

1237
01:10:16,560 --> 01:10:20,239
like that's and like that's you know, that's gratitude. It's like, man,

1238
01:10:20,359 --> 01:10:25,279
thank you, Like and that's just that's just where you start,

1239
01:10:25,479 --> 01:10:27,319
you know what I'm saying. That's not where we where

1240
01:10:27,399 --> 01:10:29,199
we end, but that's where we start. And it's a

1241
01:10:29,279 --> 01:10:31,119
beautiful place to start.

1242
01:10:31,279 --> 01:10:31,479
Speaker 4: You know.

1243
01:10:31,560 --> 01:10:35,560
Speaker 1: We we pray and things, but the most the best

1244
01:10:35,760 --> 01:10:38,560
prayer that that we can teach people to pray is

1245
01:10:38,640 --> 01:10:39,880
just simply just say thank you.

1246
01:10:41,199 --> 01:10:42,520
Speaker 4: Yeah, oh that's so sweet.

1247
01:10:42,880 --> 01:10:44,680
Speaker 1: Just say thank you. Just thank you for the breath,

1248
01:10:44,760 --> 01:10:46,960
thank you for the thank you for the hardship, thank

1249
01:10:47,000 --> 01:10:49,439
you for the trial, thank you for the moments the time.

1250
01:10:50,279 --> 01:10:53,199
Just listen before I go, let me say thank you

1251
01:10:54,039 --> 01:10:56,520
before I breathe. My last breath. Did I say thank

1252
01:10:56,600 --> 01:10:59,560
you when I'm gazing at the stars and they blink

1253
01:10:59,640 --> 01:11:02,079
at me? Man, listen, I got one prayer. I can

1254
01:11:02,159 --> 01:11:04,720
think of elaborate prayers to get them to come down

1255
01:11:04,800 --> 01:11:06,880
and all kind of stuff, but it's just a hey,

1256
01:11:07,039 --> 01:11:09,680
thank you. Yeah, in cause I'm telling you what. They

1257
01:11:09,760 --> 01:11:12,399
echo the same thing back to you. No no, no,

1258
01:11:12,439 --> 01:11:16,319
no no no no no no, thank you for doing

1259
01:11:16,359 --> 01:11:16,920
what you like.

1260
01:11:17,000 --> 01:11:20,119
Speaker 2: Back and forth. No, thank you, thank you first, like

1261
01:11:20,159 --> 01:11:20,840
a love best.

1262
01:11:22,399 --> 01:11:26,159
Speaker 1: That's that's that's communion, Yes, communion, it really is. It's

1263
01:11:26,239 --> 01:11:27,239
it's a co union.

1264
01:11:27,800 --> 01:11:33,279
Speaker 4: It's to me, it's it's sweet, it's tender, it's it's like,

1265
01:11:33,600 --> 01:11:35,880
I mean, it depends on what what experience, but that

1266
01:11:36,239 --> 01:11:44,359
bringing the energy of just this heart that is so penetrable,

1267
01:11:44,880 --> 01:11:51,279
so vulnerable, so stripped down, childlike humble, I guess. But

1268
01:11:51,520 --> 01:11:55,439
like I find myself walking my property and just I'll

1269
01:11:55,560 --> 01:11:58,840
just like buckle sometimes I'll just buckle like my knees

1270
01:11:59,239 --> 01:12:03,520
and I'll just go into just tears and gosh, there's

1271
01:12:03,560 --> 01:12:06,560
always just people watching, you know, but what if there's

1272
01:12:06,600 --> 01:12:08,880
no one watching, like you don't just to let ourselves

1273
01:12:09,000 --> 01:12:13,880
just get so stripped down outside not poised at all.

1274
01:12:14,640 --> 01:12:20,840
Just honest, you know, just honest. So I find that

1275
01:12:21,039 --> 01:12:24,000
the new qualities of the heart that I are emerging

1276
01:12:24,720 --> 01:12:27,079
for me and also for a lot of my community.

1277
01:12:27,479 --> 01:12:30,720
They are getting so much more sensitive, but not in

1278
01:12:30,920 --> 01:12:35,079
a weak way, but like in a really fierce way,

1279
01:12:35,239 --> 01:12:38,840
like almost the more tender that you become, the more

1280
01:12:38,920 --> 01:12:46,600
powerful you feel, the more insulated, I guess, shielded. Wow, communion,

1281
01:12:46,760 --> 01:12:49,479
you know, and you know, I can just definitely testify

1282
01:12:49,640 --> 01:12:52,640
we do not have to think we're worthy, Like, we

1283
01:12:52,720 --> 01:12:55,319
don't have to feel feel like we're worthy.

1284
01:12:55,760 --> 01:12:59,000
Speaker 2: We don't have to we don't have to.

1285
01:12:59,199 --> 01:13:01,399
Speaker 4: Yeah, because every time these things have happened to me,

1286
01:13:01,479 --> 01:13:05,680
it's often been in some of the worst challenging times

1287
01:13:06,000 --> 01:13:09,960
where I'm being less devout than I should be in

1288
01:13:10,079 --> 01:13:13,359
my mind, less in my mind. Yeah, but spirit doesn't

1289
01:13:13,479 --> 01:13:18,239
care about that. Sometimes spirituist is here to show up

1290
01:13:19,039 --> 01:13:21,119
when we need it most, to remind us, you know.

1291
01:13:21,279 --> 01:13:24,399
So communion to me, it's an imbibing in the body.

1292
01:13:24,439 --> 01:13:27,760
It's like the symbol of taking the bread. That's that's

1293
01:13:27,800 --> 01:13:32,039
what it feels like when it's spontaneously the communion is

1294
01:13:32,079 --> 01:13:37,079
spontaneously happening. It is the body comes inside and your

1295
01:13:37,159 --> 01:13:42,159
body feels the presence and it for me just gets

1296
01:13:42,199 --> 01:13:43,039
animated by it.

1297
01:13:43,159 --> 01:13:48,399
Speaker 1: Oh yeah, No, it's a it's a recalibration of who

1298
01:13:48,479 --> 01:13:52,399
you really are, beyond the ego, but beyond the facade

1299
01:13:52,479 --> 01:13:55,560
that that you've built up or what people have told

1300
01:13:55,640 --> 01:13:59,239
you you are, what you think life is, and the

1301
01:13:59,359 --> 01:14:02,479
matrix and reality and what really matters. All that stuff

1302
01:14:03,520 --> 01:14:06,680
comes into alignment, and there's a recalibration that happens when

1303
01:14:06,680 --> 01:14:09,479
you come into that presence. And it's very simple, and

1304
01:14:09,520 --> 01:14:13,239
when you could do it with bread and wine, or

1305
01:14:13,279 --> 01:14:16,439
you could do it with the breath and the voice

1306
01:14:16,479 --> 01:14:18,239
and just say thank you. And so let's just do

1307
01:14:18,279 --> 01:14:21,319
it right now, just for a moment, because this is simple.

1308
01:14:21,399 --> 01:14:23,800
It's just simple as what we teach is a three

1309
01:14:23,920 --> 01:14:27,119
part breathing. It's to breathe in really deep through the nostrils,

1310
01:14:27,199 --> 01:14:30,720
three two to one breathing, and at the peak of it,

1311
01:14:30,960 --> 01:14:33,640
just say thank you, thank you, thank you, thank you

1312
01:14:33,760 --> 01:14:37,479
to the creator and then exhale through the mouth, letting

1313
01:14:37,520 --> 01:14:41,680
go of all the stress, all the junk. Blow it

1314
01:14:41,720 --> 01:14:43,399
out if you need to. It's like some of y'all

1315
01:14:43,479 --> 01:14:46,560
need to blow it ain't just a little just exhale.

1316
01:14:46,600 --> 01:14:51,239
You need to who I've been going through it, put

1317
01:14:51,279 --> 01:14:55,800
you back into it, guys. Yeah, and then do it again,

1318
01:14:55,880 --> 01:14:59,560
three two one, breathing really deep, and it's just the same.

1319
01:14:59,640 --> 01:15:02,439
Thank you, thank you, thank you, thank you, and release everything,

1320
01:15:02,560 --> 01:15:06,279
not serving you because they'll take it. They'll take it,

1321
01:15:06,319 --> 01:15:09,479
they'll take it. Release it, give it away. That's simple.

1322
01:15:10,479 --> 01:15:14,079
That's communion. That's just to say thank you and uh.

1323
01:15:14,239 --> 01:15:16,319
And a lot of times there's a feeling that comes

1324
01:15:16,359 --> 01:15:18,600
with this. If you're looking forward, if you lean into it,

1325
01:15:19,039 --> 01:15:20,800
there's a little bit of a wind that kind of

1326
01:15:21,479 --> 01:15:23,319
you feel like a wind moves down your body. There's

1327
01:15:23,319 --> 01:15:26,159
a little chill. There's a little euphoria that comes upon

1328
01:15:26,279 --> 01:15:29,840
you when you move your heart into gratitude because your

1329
01:15:30,079 --> 01:15:32,479
your heart may have been sitting in the in the

1330
01:15:32,600 --> 01:15:35,560
gall of bitterness. You know you could have been in

1331
01:15:35,640 --> 01:15:38,319
this place of what where you weren't thankful. And then

1332
01:15:38,439 --> 01:15:41,840
immediately you're like, man, what was I thinking? I should

1333
01:15:41,880 --> 01:15:44,319
have been dead years ago? I've been giving the second

1334
01:15:44,439 --> 01:15:47,119
chance at life and the third and fourth and fifth chance.

1335
01:15:47,199 --> 01:15:50,840
I'm still here. There's air and opportunity here for me.

1336
01:15:51,279 --> 01:15:53,600
Somebody believes in me, even though I might not believe

1337
01:15:53,640 --> 01:15:57,800
it myself. The creator, whoever's breathing this breast back to

1338
01:15:57,920 --> 01:15:59,800
me and allow me, allowing me to in hell, allow

1339
01:16:00,119 --> 01:16:02,880
my heart to keep beating this drum beat to keep going.

1340
01:16:02,920 --> 01:16:06,960
I'm still here. There's hope, it's opportunity. And for that

1341
01:16:07,439 --> 01:16:13,319
we just say thank you, thank you, thank you. Man.

1342
01:16:13,479 --> 01:16:15,640
Start there and then and then I'd like to teach

1343
01:16:15,680 --> 01:16:18,039
people to move out. Just start moving out to other

1344
01:16:18,159 --> 01:16:20,720
things in your life. Man, This little dog sitting next

1345
01:16:20,800 --> 01:16:23,840
to me, Man, thank you for this little guy. I

1346
01:16:23,960 --> 01:16:27,000
love my little dog. He's a comforter man. Yeah, he's

1347
01:16:27,279 --> 01:16:29,479
the absorber man. He knows how to comfort, he knows

1348
01:16:29,520 --> 01:16:31,520
how to he knows how to make your laugh, he

1349
01:16:31,600 --> 01:16:34,119
knows how to make your smile. He's a he just cute.

1350
01:16:34,119 --> 01:16:36,119
The look at you, just look at him, and and

1351
01:16:36,319 --> 01:16:39,079
suddenly everything's okay. You know. Man, God, thank you for

1352
01:16:39,239 --> 01:16:40,960
my dog. Thank you for my wife, thank you for

1353
01:16:41,680 --> 01:16:44,199
just move out. Thank you for my trial, Thank you

1354
01:16:44,279 --> 01:16:46,439
for my demons that came to shake me up and

1355
01:16:46,960 --> 01:16:48,640
hit me a couple times in the stomach and then

1356
01:16:48,760 --> 01:16:50,520
hit me in the chin one time and wake me up.

1357
01:16:50,600 --> 01:16:53,159
I just need to be I said, I wanted awakening.

1358
01:16:53,239 --> 01:16:55,000
I didn't know it came in that shape or form.

1359
01:16:55,720 --> 01:16:59,439
But thank you for these these figures in our lives

1360
01:16:59,479 --> 01:17:00,399
which are angelic.

1361
01:17:01,359 --> 01:17:03,600
Speaker 4: And something something I want to say about that is like,

1362
01:17:04,520 --> 01:17:08,199
we're not taught to actually receive after you pray. We're

1363
01:17:08,239 --> 01:17:13,520
not people pray but they don't stop and yeah, receive.

1364
01:17:14,119 --> 01:17:17,319
We're not used to receding back. We're used to it's

1365
01:17:17,399 --> 01:17:20,159
always being this one way thing like, Hey, I'm going

1366
01:17:20,239 --> 01:17:23,159
to pray and then I'm done. I've done my prayer right.

1367
01:17:23,840 --> 01:17:27,520
But if people really take a moment and do whatever

1368
01:17:27,640 --> 01:17:29,600
practice you're going to do, whether it's the breath work

1369
01:17:29,680 --> 01:17:35,640
or even right now, and you intend, you say to God, Okay,

1370
01:17:35,640 --> 01:17:38,760
I'm ready to feel you now. I'm ready to bring

1371
01:17:38,800 --> 01:17:41,000
it in. I'm ready to taste you, I'm ready to

1372
01:17:41,680 --> 01:17:43,680
breathe you, I'm ready to feel you. I'm ready to

1373
01:17:43,720 --> 01:17:45,880
sing you. I'm ready, you know, and you just get

1374
01:17:45,920 --> 01:17:49,720
into your swoon. But we're so used to pushing love away.

1375
01:17:50,359 --> 01:17:54,119
Sometimes we push the big one away to ye, it just.

1376
01:17:54,159 --> 01:17:58,880
Speaker 1: Takes a moment. It's just a moment. It's a quickening,

1377
01:17:58,960 --> 01:18:02,640
it's in a it's a it's a divine suddenly, it's in,

1378
01:18:04,239 --> 01:18:07,399
it's in. It's it's a it's an you know, we

1379
01:18:07,479 --> 01:18:09,920
close the door, we kind of go through our list

1380
01:18:10,119 --> 01:18:13,039
and what we need and what we want and you

1381
01:18:13,119 --> 01:18:15,399
know who needs man? When I go when? When when

1382
01:18:15,439 --> 01:18:18,119
we go in deep? The spirit says this, you know

1383
01:18:18,239 --> 01:18:19,880
the first time we went in, like I went in

1384
01:18:20,039 --> 01:18:22,279
really deep with the community. And it's still it still

1385
01:18:22,359 --> 01:18:26,199
echoes us to me, it's like, oh, we go in

1386
01:18:26,399 --> 01:18:29,279
like beyond the veil into the holy place where you're

1387
01:18:29,319 --> 01:18:32,439
just like oh okay, and they're looking around, like I

1388
01:18:32,520 --> 01:18:36,199
can feel them watching me and they're like, oh, another human,

1389
01:18:36,319 --> 01:18:38,880
what do you want? What do you want? You need

1390
01:18:38,960 --> 01:18:40,560
to do you need a bill paid? Is that why

1391
01:18:40,600 --> 01:18:42,760
you hear? Humans only come here when they want their

1392
01:18:42,800 --> 01:18:46,039
bills paid? They hear when they want somebody healed? Who

1393
01:18:46,119 --> 01:18:46,920
do we need to heal?

1394
01:18:47,399 --> 01:18:47,520
Speaker 4: You know?

1395
01:18:47,600 --> 01:18:49,119
Speaker 1: Who do you? And so I knew it was like

1396
01:18:49,479 --> 01:18:51,399
a double edged sword. It was a it was an

1397
01:18:51,640 --> 01:18:55,920
entendrum of like you better not. It's like, I know

1398
01:18:56,119 --> 01:18:58,039
this was for me to ask a question and to

1399
01:18:58,199 --> 01:19:00,520
reflect because they know it what I want. But it's

1400
01:19:00,680 --> 01:19:05,159
from my response and my heart position to quickly change.

1401
01:19:05,840 --> 01:19:09,079
He said, I don't want anything like I did want something.

1402
01:19:09,640 --> 01:19:11,720
You know, I came because I wanted something, but it's whole.

1403
01:19:11,760 --> 01:19:14,079
I just want to say hello. I just want to

1404
01:19:14,079 --> 01:19:16,279
say hi and just say hello. And it's like, okay,

1405
01:19:16,439 --> 01:19:19,399
now you okay, next time, just come to say hello

1406
01:19:19,520 --> 01:19:22,560
and we'll greet you. I just started crying and just weep.

1407
01:19:22,600 --> 01:19:26,600
And it's like, you know, God's got a lot of followers.

1408
01:19:26,680 --> 01:19:29,359
God's got a lot of pastors, a lot of preachers,

1409
01:19:29,399 --> 01:19:31,960
a lot of Shimans, a lot of holy people. God

1410
01:19:32,039 --> 01:19:34,760
don't have a lot of friends. You know, I just

1411
01:19:34,800 --> 01:19:36,359
want to come and hang out. I just want to

1412
01:19:36,399 --> 01:19:39,239
say hello. I didn't want nothing. You know, you got

1413
01:19:39,279 --> 01:19:42,199
people that call you and say, ah, they want something

1414
01:19:43,239 --> 01:19:44,600
you already know for you answers.

1415
01:19:45,079 --> 01:19:47,560
Speaker 2: They just want to complain. They just want to complain

1416
01:19:47,640 --> 01:19:48,239
about something.

1417
01:19:48,439 --> 01:19:50,800
Speaker 1: Complain or they want a few dollars from you or something.

1418
01:19:51,319 --> 01:19:53,520
And so God's the same way. They got my complainer.

1419
01:19:54,279 --> 01:19:57,000
They got my few dollars, guy, true seeking my few dollars.

1420
01:19:57,079 --> 01:19:59,680
Let me God, let me let me borrow twenty dollars

1421
01:19:59,720 --> 01:20:02,159
to the God. I promised I'd been your back.

1422
01:20:02,239 --> 01:20:02,439
Speaker 4: God.

1423
01:20:02,680 --> 01:20:04,680
Speaker 1: You know, it's like you just always want a few dollars.

1424
01:20:04,680 --> 01:20:06,800
It's like man, listen, I just want to say thank you.

1425
01:20:06,920 --> 01:20:07,000
Speaker 4: Bro.

1426
01:20:07,319 --> 01:20:10,239
Speaker 1: It's like what a human traveled all. You came all

1427
01:20:10,279 --> 01:20:13,560
the way up the mountain. You made it all this

1428
01:20:13,680 --> 01:20:16,520
way up the mountain just to say thank you. Yeah,

1429
01:20:16,720 --> 01:20:18,439
you're damn right, you damn right.

1430
01:20:18,840 --> 01:20:21,000
Speaker 2: I think you're pretty thank you.

1431
01:20:22,479 --> 01:20:27,319
Speaker 1: Thank you to turn around to go back down. You

1432
01:20:27,319 --> 01:20:29,920
didn't want nothing, hold on and then you find out

1433
01:20:29,960 --> 01:20:31,720
you get a few dollars for that, like you, every

1434
01:20:32,039 --> 01:20:36,279
people get healed around you, like everything. Everything's like the

1435
01:20:36,800 --> 01:20:39,479
you know, the wrongs become right when the position of

1436
01:20:39,520 --> 01:20:42,359
your heart changes. Yeah, and if you can keep that

1437
01:20:42,439 --> 01:20:44,680
and maintain it, it is the envy of nations. Man.

1438
01:20:45,319 --> 01:20:47,439
It's hard, but it's it's the sweet spot.

1439
01:20:47,920 --> 01:20:48,119
Speaker 3: Yeah.

1440
01:20:50,359 --> 01:20:50,840
Speaker 1: So good.

1441
01:20:51,079 --> 01:20:52,880
Speaker 4: Yeah, it's so good.

1442
01:20:53,239 --> 01:20:53,960
Speaker 2: It's so good.

1443
01:20:54,000 --> 01:20:55,560
Speaker 4: When you run out of prayers, you know, it's just

1444
01:20:55,680 --> 01:20:56,279
for yourself.

1445
01:20:56,680 --> 01:20:58,800
Speaker 2: You're just there because you just love it.

1446
01:20:59,279 --> 01:21:01,319
Speaker 4: You know, you just you're just showing up because your

1447
01:21:01,359 --> 01:21:05,239
heart is compelled to just say hi, Hi, thanks.

1448
01:21:05,119 --> 01:21:09,640
Speaker 1: Guys it thanks for everything you find out. Like I said,

1449
01:21:09,920 --> 01:21:13,359
in your life paying forward signnicities. What was that sign?

1450
01:21:13,600 --> 01:21:13,720
Speaker 4: Oh?

1451
01:21:13,800 --> 01:21:16,039
Speaker 1: I just saw the sign. What is it? Man? We're

1452
01:21:16,079 --> 01:21:18,560
just saying what's up? You know you're on the right path.

1453
01:21:18,720 --> 01:21:21,520
Speaker 2: Keep it keep it moving, keep going man, keep trucking.

1454
01:21:21,840 --> 01:21:23,640
Speaker 1: Yeah, because we know you want to give up. Man,

1455
01:21:23,720 --> 01:21:26,199
keep it moving. You're doing good exactly. That's it.

1456
01:21:27,000 --> 01:21:29,920
Speaker 4: Just because gosh, it's so easy, yeah, so easy to

1457
01:21:30,560 --> 01:21:35,239
lose our way to you know, just be so feel disconnected.

1458
01:21:35,319 --> 01:21:37,319
A lot of times we feel disconnected and we get

1459
01:21:37,359 --> 01:21:41,479
hard on ourselves, like, ah, I've lost my way. But

1460
01:21:41,600 --> 01:21:44,000
if you keep your eyes open and you tell yourself,

1461
01:21:44,039 --> 01:21:46,840
I'm ready to feel it, I'm ready to see it,

1462
01:21:46,880 --> 01:21:49,039
I'm ready to receive it. Whatever you know, the love

1463
01:21:49,159 --> 01:21:52,039
or whatever you can just see just the benevolence that's

1464
01:21:52,039 --> 01:21:55,479
always there, the medicine that's always there. It's pretty amazing.

1465
01:21:56,159 --> 01:21:59,000
Speaker 2: I'm like, it's just it's just come on you guys,

1466
01:21:59,520 --> 01:22:02,000
like we're so Yeah, we're lucky. We're lucky.

1467
01:22:02,319 --> 01:22:05,159
Speaker 4: Also, it's challenging, you know, like not to diminish the

1468
01:22:05,239 --> 01:22:09,439
hard parts of life. It sucks, really sucks, but also

1469
01:22:10,279 --> 01:22:12,960
it's amazing. It's amazing.

1470
01:22:14,800 --> 01:22:17,920
Speaker 1: Virginia Hiker in the chat says God, thank you for

1471
01:22:18,039 --> 01:22:19,119
coffee with angels.

1472
01:22:19,720 --> 01:22:21,960
Speaker 2: Thank you for coffee with the angels. Yeah, thanks for

1473
01:22:22,079 --> 01:22:22,520
hanging out.

1474
01:22:22,880 --> 01:22:24,279
Speaker 4: And you know, I was just seeing. I was looking

1475
01:22:24,319 --> 01:22:26,640
at the chat and I saw that Tricia, she came

1476
01:22:26,680 --> 01:22:29,279
to our property. Was that last year when we had

1477
01:22:29,359 --> 01:22:32,800
our uh one of one of those retreats. But she

1478
01:22:32,920 --> 01:22:36,319
said a vulture actually pooped on her head. I forgot.

1479
01:22:36,359 --> 01:22:38,399
I forgot that, Trisha, But yeah, I was there, pooped

1480
01:22:38,439 --> 01:22:39,800
on her head right during ceremony.

1481
01:22:42,800 --> 01:22:45,000
Speaker 5: They say it's good luck. That's like a common thing.

1482
01:22:45,199 --> 01:22:47,199
They say it's good luck when a bird pluck.

1483
01:22:47,199 --> 01:22:50,479
Speaker 2: It was like a vulture blessing. I mean, it's better

1484
01:22:50,560 --> 01:22:53,640
than eating her carcass, you know, for sure, thank you.

1485
01:22:54,000 --> 01:22:57,000
Speaker 1: It's the best they can do for now, man, for sure,

1486
01:22:57,640 --> 01:23:01,920
Like yeah, man, like people, it's just a revelation. It's

1487
01:23:01,960 --> 01:23:06,279
a it's an initiation into into life. And then you

1488
01:23:06,960 --> 01:23:09,000
like everywhere you look, you see like you see the

1489
01:23:09,159 --> 01:23:12,840
cycle of everlasting life. You see the cycle of gratitude.

1490
01:23:12,920 --> 01:23:16,399
You see the cycle where it's like there is no

1491
01:23:16,680 --> 01:23:20,279
end and there is no beginning. It never was there

1492
01:23:20,319 --> 01:23:24,199
never will be. And so yeah, your your loved ones

1493
01:23:24,199 --> 01:23:28,680
aren't gone, they haven't went anywhere like they're like especially

1494
01:23:28,760 --> 01:23:32,359
if like you know to to like our the religious community,

1495
01:23:32,439 --> 01:23:35,880
our family, like there is no death like Christ, his

1496
01:23:36,039 --> 01:23:40,680
whole story, like we just celebrated Easter. Shout out to

1497
01:23:41,000 --> 01:23:43,920
ith star. You know, I gotta say it, but it's

1498
01:23:44,039 --> 01:23:50,520
it's it's celebrating resurrection, life everywhere, everywhere, And because death

1499
01:23:50,640 --> 01:23:53,960
is defeated. Are you You didn't think that you thought

1500
01:23:54,000 --> 01:23:56,800
that was the end. No, these molecules they changed, they

1501
01:23:56,840 --> 01:24:00,399
become one. They're part of the very fabric of of

1502
01:24:00,520 --> 01:24:04,960
this reality, the air that you breathe and the song

1503
01:24:05,079 --> 01:24:05,600
that you sing.

1504
01:24:05,880 --> 01:24:08,239
Speaker 3: That's one of the things I love most about the

1505
01:24:08,319 --> 01:24:13,479
Bible is like we've been taught to sometimes we've been

1506
01:24:13,520 --> 01:24:15,680
taught to demonize or look down on nature. But the

1507
01:24:15,760 --> 01:24:18,479
Bible is full of things that say, just look at nature,

1508
01:24:19,079 --> 01:24:20,800
look at the birds, look at the lilies.

1509
01:24:20,880 --> 01:24:22,760
Speaker 1: And then like and then you don't do what he said,

1510
01:24:22,840 --> 01:24:23,800
do and look at the birds.

1511
01:24:24,560 --> 01:24:27,920
Speaker 3: But if you if you compare yourself to nature, like

1512
01:24:28,039 --> 01:24:29,720
you said, you look around and they have all these

1513
01:24:29,760 --> 01:24:33,520
cycles where you know, the leaves will die and fall

1514
01:24:33,600 --> 01:24:34,119
off the tree.

1515
01:24:34,319 --> 01:24:35,800
Speaker 5: Well those leaves, those.

1516
01:24:35,760 --> 01:24:39,039
Speaker 3: Dead things that no longer serve the tree are fertilizer

1517
01:24:39,800 --> 01:24:41,840
not only for the tree, but the next generation of

1518
01:24:41,920 --> 01:24:45,359
trees and the mycelium network that connects all the trees.

1519
01:24:45,119 --> 01:24:50,239
Speaker 5: Together, like the joy, the energy, Like, yeah, those those parts.

1520
01:24:50,760 --> 01:24:52,880
Speaker 3: That's been a part of my journey is looking back

1521
01:24:52,960 --> 01:24:56,079
on the parts of me that died that at first

1522
01:24:56,159 --> 01:24:56,560
I'm like.

1523
01:24:56,760 --> 01:24:59,000
Speaker 5: Oh, how could you? How could she be so stupid?

1524
01:24:59,119 --> 01:25:00,239
Like how could you not see?

1525
01:25:00,279 --> 01:25:03,600
Speaker 3: This was here the whole time? But like that that

1526
01:25:04,159 --> 01:25:07,760
part of me that died was necessary to fertilize and

1527
01:25:07,880 --> 01:25:09,960
fuel the meat that's here now.

1528
01:25:10,039 --> 01:25:11,640
Speaker 5: And I know that the parts of me now that.

1529
01:25:12,319 --> 01:25:16,720
Speaker 3: Die off and change will transform into the next version

1530
01:25:16,760 --> 01:25:19,159
of myself. And you just see it all around you

1531
01:25:19,279 --> 01:25:21,279
in nature, but you could you have to see it

1532
01:25:21,359 --> 01:25:24,279
reflected in your own life too, that the end is

1533
01:25:24,359 --> 01:25:27,960
not the end, it's a new beginning job exactly.

1534
01:25:28,880 --> 01:25:31,439
Speaker 4: Yeah, I think that, you know, I think one of

1535
01:25:31,520 --> 01:25:34,159
the biggest teachings I think over the years of doing

1536
01:25:34,239 --> 01:25:38,520
this transformative work with like the beautiful endings, right, the

1537
01:25:39,119 --> 01:25:41,720
ways that we can let go of things in reverence

1538
01:25:42,760 --> 01:25:44,520
is a lot of us.

1539
01:25:46,039 --> 01:25:46,640
Speaker 2: Can track.

1540
01:25:46,880 --> 01:25:51,399
Speaker 4: We can feel this pull when something in our life

1541
01:25:51,720 --> 01:25:54,800
is in the process of death, but we don't want

1542
01:25:54,840 --> 01:25:57,920
to own it, whether it's a relationship or a friendship

1543
01:25:58,079 --> 01:26:03,560
or or I'll set you're living in you know, the

1544
01:26:04,359 --> 01:26:07,560
better we can get at letting things die with grace,

1545
01:26:09,359 --> 01:26:12,760
letting go with grace, with reverence, like letting the relationship

1546
01:26:12,840 --> 01:26:16,520
go if it's toxic, but doing it with reverence. There's

1547
01:26:16,600 --> 01:26:22,079
such a wonderful like learning that. I because so many

1548
01:26:22,119 --> 01:26:24,000
times you want to cling to a turd. We want

1549
01:26:24,039 --> 01:26:27,560
to cling to this thing that's like, we're done with it. Okay,

1550
01:26:27,640 --> 01:26:30,359
we've ingested it, we've processed it. It's down on the ground.

1551
01:26:30,399 --> 01:26:31,960
But we want you know, but that's my turn.

1552
01:26:33,199 --> 01:26:33,720
Speaker 1: It's all of that.

1553
01:26:33,800 --> 01:26:35,439
Speaker 2: I know, you know what I mean.

1554
01:26:35,960 --> 01:26:40,399
Speaker 4: And like, you know, our creator has something that's alive

1555
01:26:40,720 --> 01:26:43,720
and refreshing that you can and vibe and partake on.

1556
01:26:43,920 --> 01:26:46,439
Speaker 2: Or you can keep clinging to the turd.

1557
01:26:46,680 --> 01:26:50,680
Speaker 1: Yeah, don't, Yeah, don't give it up. Yeah, give that

1558
01:26:50,800 --> 01:26:54,439
thing up because something like and and and and it's

1559
01:26:54,520 --> 01:26:59,079
a nasty example. But Aaron's going to give you the example. No,

1560
01:26:59,640 --> 01:27:02,479
you go. It's a nasty example, but it's in nature.

1561
01:27:02,520 --> 01:27:07,119
It's natural like that. How can I it's food for

1562
01:27:07,239 --> 01:27:11,199
something else, something else eats that, and they need it

1563
01:27:11,319 --> 01:27:14,439
to live. If you don't let it go, they die.

1564
01:27:15,079 --> 01:27:16,680
And I say you, but if we look at like

1565
01:27:16,960 --> 01:27:19,199
I like to look at the angelic as a mirror

1566
01:27:19,319 --> 01:27:23,000
as the upper worlds and the lower worlds. So we

1567
01:27:23,079 --> 01:27:27,000
can look into to space or into the firmament, and

1568
01:27:27,159 --> 01:27:30,800
we see the different densities of beings that operate and travel.

1569
01:27:30,840 --> 01:27:32,640
And some of them can only go so high. They

1570
01:27:32,680 --> 01:27:37,520
can't breathe the ether. They only breathe oxygen. They can't

1571
01:27:37,560 --> 01:27:41,159
breathe the ether. And it's same with with you know,

1572
01:27:41,520 --> 01:27:45,000
those beings in the ocean. There's fish that are tadpoles

1573
01:27:45,039 --> 01:27:49,319
that don't go down to the depths. There's catfish that

1574
01:27:49,439 --> 01:27:51,920
don't come up to the light. You know, they stay

1575
01:27:52,479 --> 01:27:55,720
in the mud. They stay away from the sun. To

1576
01:27:55,880 --> 01:27:58,239
look at the sun hurts them to you know, too

1577
01:27:58,319 --> 01:28:02,319
much sunlight hurts them sort of a certain brackishness of

1578
01:28:02,720 --> 01:28:06,239
water that they live in. And so the fish that

1579
01:28:06,439 --> 01:28:10,079
are above them, thriving, the perch and all and many

1580
01:28:10,159 --> 01:28:15,520
other fish. When they eat worms and bugs and things,

1581
01:28:15,600 --> 01:28:19,079
and then they get rid of it, they poop it out.

1582
01:28:19,960 --> 01:28:22,359
It falls down to the bottom into the mud. And

1583
01:28:22,479 --> 01:28:30,920
the catfish, the crawfish, the shrimp, crabs, the bottom feeders crabs,

1584
01:28:31,359 --> 01:28:35,720
they love it. They the pigs they love it. They

1585
01:28:35,840 --> 01:28:39,560
eat it, they thrive it in this ecosystem of this realm,

1586
01:28:40,039 --> 01:28:41,920
and so you have to look at that as going

1587
01:28:42,079 --> 01:28:46,600
down within within the bottom of the trenches, but also

1588
01:28:46,720 --> 01:28:50,680
going up into the etheric realms as well, because the

1589
01:28:50,720 --> 01:28:53,600
angels operate in such a way as well. There's angels

1590
01:28:53,640 --> 01:28:56,600
that are that are right here with you and occupying

1591
01:28:56,720 --> 01:29:00,279
this airspace as we're talking. There's some that are you,

1592
01:29:00,800 --> 01:29:03,079
and there are angels that are governing the ones that

1593
01:29:03,159 --> 01:29:06,079
are above you that are there's angels and that are

1594
01:29:06,159 --> 01:29:10,239
governing your ancestors as they're helping, governing guid to do

1595
01:29:10,359 --> 01:29:13,560
their role in in in the next life that still

1596
01:29:14,000 --> 01:29:19,039
coincides with this one and above them. And so we're

1597
01:29:19,079 --> 01:29:22,479
gonna we're gonna, we're gonna gaze, We're gonna ask, you know,

1598
01:29:22,560 --> 01:29:25,000
if we can see them, and uh and use our

1599
01:29:25,079 --> 01:29:29,880
imaginations and use our smartphones. At the retreat, we're gonna

1600
01:29:29,920 --> 01:29:31,439
use those smartphones.

1601
01:29:30,920 --> 01:29:33,800
Speaker 4: And uh, I'm really looking forward to it because there's

1602
01:29:33,840 --> 01:29:37,439
so much deeper teaching around the angels. And then also

1603
01:29:37,520 --> 01:29:40,039
it's gonna be fun to actually see them on camera.

1604
01:29:40,319 --> 01:29:43,000
I mean, because I know you have photos, I have photos,

1605
01:29:43,439 --> 01:29:46,159
but like if we catch some real real time and

1606
01:29:46,239 --> 01:29:48,720
to really talk about what we're seeing and to connect

1607
01:29:48,840 --> 01:29:53,000
with what we're actually seeing together because.

1608
01:29:52,720 --> 01:29:56,600
Speaker 2: We learn so much more well as a group as

1609
01:29:57,079 --> 01:29:57,520
we share.

1610
01:29:57,760 --> 01:30:00,199
Speaker 1: You know, there's so much it will do it all. Well,

1611
01:30:00,359 --> 01:30:02,760
I'm not gonna hold back. I'm not gonna hold back.

1612
01:30:02,760 --> 01:30:05,640
We're gonna we're gonna do the water, the or the

1613
01:30:07,039 --> 01:30:10,840
the divination in the sun with the water. I'm I'm

1614
01:30:10,840 --> 01:30:12,239
gonna show you. I'm not gonna We're not gonna hold

1615
01:30:12,239 --> 01:30:14,479
anything back. We try to, you know, just depending on

1616
01:30:14,560 --> 01:30:17,159
the group and and what's there, Like there's certain there's

1617
01:30:17,199 --> 01:30:19,399
certain ways, and you can see different ones in different

1618
01:30:19,399 --> 01:30:23,159
different ways and uh, and there's so many different ways though,

1619
01:30:23,199 --> 01:30:24,880
you know what I'm saying, So and that we salute

1620
01:30:25,000 --> 01:30:28,359
everything on one of them and uh and one's not

1621
01:30:28,479 --> 01:30:30,279
better than the other, you know, in our opinions. So

1622
01:30:30,439 --> 01:30:33,479
we just the fact that we just get the like

1623
01:30:33,560 --> 01:30:35,840
what comes forth though, it's like because people like judge

1624
01:30:35,920 --> 01:30:37,680
us or whatever, you guys just want to see do

1625
01:30:37,720 --> 01:30:38,880
you ever just sit in silence?

1626
01:30:39,000 --> 01:30:39,039
Speaker 4: No?

1627
01:30:39,079 --> 01:30:42,239
Speaker 1: No, no, no, no, we totally do. Like this is

1628
01:30:42,279 --> 01:30:44,239
how this is how you get to film them. They

1629
01:30:44,319 --> 01:30:46,439
have to let you film them, just know that, and

1630
01:30:46,800 --> 01:30:49,119
you have to ask and then then then they'll put

1631
01:30:49,159 --> 01:30:53,119
on a show for you is what happens? But what

1632
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like what is birthed in people? Like songs come out

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01:30:57,279 --> 01:31:00,439
of me like song like lyrics, cut like down loads,

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01:31:00,479 --> 01:31:05,199
and like because there's a feeling, there's an energy that's birth.

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And I'll just I'll go into you know, prophecy mode,

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01:31:09,119 --> 01:31:11,760
which the ancient prophet they were poets and it began

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01:31:12,000 --> 01:31:14,399
to write songs and to journal. What's what do you

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01:31:14,439 --> 01:31:15,319
think the Bible is?

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01:31:15,479 --> 01:31:15,520
Speaker 4: Is?

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01:31:15,960 --> 01:31:19,199
Speaker 1: You know these people? You know Isaiah sixty and eight?

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01:31:19,720 --> 01:31:22,399
What are these ships that are flying up to the clouds? Please?

1642
01:31:22,479 --> 01:31:25,319
Someone tell me why is there nobody who knows what

1643
01:31:25,479 --> 01:31:27,640
the hell is going on? Let's put it in a

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01:31:27,760 --> 01:31:30,239
song because that's the same energy, the same thing that

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01:31:30,279 --> 01:31:32,800
we're feeling and we're and that's what you feel the

1646
01:31:32,880 --> 01:31:35,920
same way and you and you embody it and he's

1647
01:31:35,920 --> 01:31:37,520
like you look around it. Sometimes it feels like you

1648
01:31:37,560 --> 01:31:39,680
can't find nobody who knows what you're going through, who

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01:31:39,800 --> 01:31:42,680
understands it. And then you find an ancient prophet or

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01:31:42,800 --> 01:31:45,039
somebody who wrote a book who was a part of

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01:31:45,119 --> 01:31:48,079
a society, who wrote about all this stuff that you

1652
01:31:48,199 --> 01:31:51,079
think that you're the only one experiencing. There's been so

1653
01:31:51,319 --> 01:31:54,600
many people come before you who've experienced the same thing,

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01:31:54,760 --> 01:31:58,359
and you are surrounded by such a great cloud of

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01:31:58,399 --> 01:32:01,319
witnesses who have witnessed the same saying and are now

1656
01:32:01,439 --> 01:32:03,479
witnessing you witness them.

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01:32:04,239 --> 01:32:07,319
Speaker 2: Yeah, like all of that phenomenon has not gone away.

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01:32:07,600 --> 01:32:12,399
Speaker 4: It's just it's not It's definitely not new That's That's

1659
01:32:12,560 --> 01:32:15,159
one of the things like that when people talk about

1660
01:32:15,479 --> 01:32:18,640
this stuff they say it's new age. There's really nothing

1661
01:32:18,720 --> 01:32:21,279
new age about it. It's old age. We're just catching

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01:32:21,359 --> 01:32:24,520
up with it. And it's like I said, I'm excited.

1663
01:32:24,560 --> 01:32:27,199
I'm always excited to bring people out there. But you know,

1664
01:32:27,279 --> 01:32:31,000
the teachings around really learning how to be and just

1665
01:32:31,239 --> 01:32:35,119
own your own prophetic nature, own your own ability to

1666
01:32:35,720 --> 01:32:39,359
go outside and to read the signs, to really receive

1667
01:32:40,079 --> 01:32:44,840
the blessing, the medicine, the teaching, and not just received,

1668
01:32:45,000 --> 01:32:48,359
but like be the channel, be the vessel for the

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01:32:48,479 --> 01:32:52,079
inspiration to move through through the song whatever whatever they

1670
01:32:52,119 --> 01:32:55,880
want to sing through you true seeker, Right. But I

1671
01:32:56,279 --> 01:32:58,560
think it's it's wonderful. It's such a great opportunity for

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01:32:58,720 --> 01:33:00,840
us to go deep with the angels, but not just

1673
01:33:00,920 --> 01:33:04,119
the angels, the mysteries of the angels and what they bring.

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01:33:05,000 --> 01:33:07,199
Speaker 1: Yeah, speaking of song, we're going to be performing some

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01:33:07,319 --> 01:33:08,960
songs while we're there. We're going to do a concert,

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01:33:09,640 --> 01:33:12,000
the True Seeking Aaron Concert. We're gonna We're going to

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01:33:12,119 --> 01:33:14,199
do that, So there will be some songs coming.

1678
01:33:14,159 --> 01:33:16,439
Speaker 2: And I'll be your dancer. Can it be your dancing?

1679
01:33:16,439 --> 01:33:19,079
Speaker 1: You have to be, of course, yeah, you have to be.

1680
01:33:20,079 --> 01:33:21,479
Speaker 5: Maybe a new song will come out.

1681
01:33:21,880 --> 01:33:24,079
Speaker 2: Yeah, you know, a new song will come out.

1682
01:33:24,840 --> 01:33:28,159
Speaker 4: When I was asking permission to be your dancer, I

1683
01:33:28,199 --> 01:33:29,600
didn't I was going to do it anyway.

1684
01:33:31,039 --> 01:33:33,000
Speaker 1: I'm just letting you know what it say. Is better

1685
01:33:33,359 --> 01:33:36,800
a big question? Yeah, it's better to ask forgiveness than

1686
01:33:36,840 --> 01:33:40,399
it is to ask for permission. Yeah right, no, no,

1687
01:33:40,439 --> 01:33:42,840
no no. If you're not dancing, it's awkward. But trust me,

1688
01:33:43,000 --> 01:33:47,159
like this is what Yeah, heck yea. Everybody's dancing. It's

1689
01:33:47,239 --> 01:33:49,319
the energy and we're going to make everybody feel awkward

1690
01:33:49,359 --> 01:33:52,199
for not dancing. So you gotta right to get in

1691
01:33:52,239 --> 01:33:57,079
there and get it. Yeah, it's so. June twelfth through

1692
01:33:57,199 --> 01:34:02,920
the fifteenth, officially the Ritree sixteenth add On Plant Medicine

1693
01:34:02,960 --> 01:34:06,960
Ceremony for for those of you who are interested. You've

1694
01:34:07,000 --> 01:34:09,520
been asking, been asking asking when is the next retreat

1695
01:34:10,119 --> 01:34:13,680
June twelfth through the fifteenth, Karinn. Let them know where

1696
01:34:13,680 --> 01:34:16,079
they can buy tickets from you we have. We're both

1697
01:34:16,119 --> 01:34:20,399
selling tickets because this is a coh we're putting on together.

1698
01:34:20,880 --> 01:34:23,720
You're selling tickets on your side. We're selling tickets on

1699
01:34:23,880 --> 01:34:26,199
ours for our for our community and stuff. But let

1700
01:34:26,520 --> 01:34:29,239
people know who want to come and want to ticket.

1701
01:34:29,920 --> 01:34:32,119
Speaker 4: You guys can like find it on on you know,

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01:34:32,520 --> 01:34:34,800
I see a lot of these people are our people

1703
01:34:34,880 --> 01:34:36,520
from my list. So it's good to see you guys.

1704
01:34:36,760 --> 01:34:38,880
Do yeah, go to Cornbrilla dot com. You'll see it

1705
01:34:38,960 --> 01:34:41,760
on the landing page there and just click and please.

1706
01:34:41,520 --> 01:34:43,159
Speaker 2: Come you guys this week.

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01:34:43,359 --> 01:34:45,960
Speaker 4: I hope you can tell this is gonna be a

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01:34:46,119 --> 01:34:49,920
really special one and it's gonna be fun for us

1709
01:34:50,039 --> 01:34:52,880
because I'm gonna I'm gonna pummel you and you you guys,

1710
01:34:53,239 --> 01:34:53,720
both of you.

1711
01:34:53,880 --> 01:34:54,720
Speaker 2: I'm taking you down.

1712
01:34:54,800 --> 01:34:56,880
Speaker 1: We're gonna do some okay, we're gonna do a three

1713
01:34:56,920 --> 01:34:58,159
way hug and we're gonna hit the ground.

1714
01:35:00,439 --> 01:35:02,520
Speaker 4: I promise will be rolling around on the ground at

1715
01:35:02,600 --> 01:35:06,079
some point. I'm just gonna pummel you guys. I won't

1716
01:35:06,119 --> 01:35:07,520
supplex you, but.

1717
01:35:07,640 --> 01:35:12,800
Speaker 2: I don't know. I'm a big old love bug, but yeah,

1718
01:35:12,880 --> 01:35:13,680
it's gonna be fun.

1719
01:35:13,840 --> 01:35:16,800
Speaker 4: It'll be fun and really to for us to all

1720
01:35:16,920 --> 01:35:20,319
to collaborate right and just channel real time about what

1721
01:35:20,479 --> 01:35:24,880
we're feeling right here and just in all of us,

1722
01:35:24,960 --> 01:35:27,880
because in my communities, I love to hear from I

1723
01:35:27,960 --> 01:35:30,840
think everybody is a wisdom keeper and things are happening

1724
01:35:30,840 --> 01:35:33,840
in real time, and I find when people share, we

1725
01:35:33,960 --> 01:35:37,399
get a clearer picture of the presence.

1726
01:35:37,520 --> 01:35:41,199
Speaker 3: So yeah, everybody has something to give, Like, even if

1727
01:35:41,199 --> 01:35:43,560
you feel like you don't. I feel like almost always

1728
01:35:44,359 --> 01:35:46,880
people have this idea or this word that comes to

1729
01:35:46,920 --> 01:35:49,079
them that they want to share, but they're like, no, no,

1730
01:35:49,159 --> 01:35:51,720
I'm just making it up or whatever. But when everybody

1731
01:35:51,760 --> 01:35:54,159
gets on the same page and actually shares what comes

1732
01:35:54,199 --> 01:35:56,199
to them, it's magic.

1733
01:35:56,359 --> 01:35:58,960
Speaker 2: Man magic, You're magic. I'm so glad.

1734
01:35:59,239 --> 01:36:03,199
Speaker 1: Yeah, So guys, make sure you go to the website.

1735
01:36:03,239 --> 01:36:05,800
You can go to Korengrillo dot com get tickets to

1736
01:36:05,960 --> 01:36:09,399
find out more about her work, her podcasts, her community.

1737
01:36:10,039 --> 01:36:13,520
She she does a lot, and she's one that we

1738
01:36:13,640 --> 01:36:17,119
vouched for. We've been working together for years. You're on

1739
01:36:17,359 --> 01:36:19,960
so on Seer School. We got the webinar remember the

1740
01:36:20,039 --> 01:36:23,479
webinar we did, Like we got a webinar workshop that

1741
01:36:23,560 --> 01:36:30,800
we did with the I forgot. We've done so much. Yeah,

1742
01:36:31,439 --> 01:36:33,199
we done a lot of We've done so much.

1743
01:36:33,840 --> 01:36:35,960
Speaker 2: We keep doing, we keep doing stuff.

1744
01:36:35,720 --> 01:36:37,840
Speaker 1: Right, Yeah, there's so much. You just got to dig

1745
01:36:37,920 --> 01:36:40,520
at this point. It's like I've been on your show

1746
01:36:40,640 --> 01:36:42,680
like three times, you've been online three.

1747
01:36:42,800 --> 01:36:45,359
Speaker 2: You know, we're all like, yeah, we're on coast to coast.

1748
01:36:47,439 --> 01:36:49,760
Speaker 1: But you know I was, you know, I wrote the

1749
01:36:49,800 --> 01:36:52,199
forward to to to one of your books, you know,

1750
01:36:52,279 --> 01:36:55,600
Angel Wealth, and you know, at least a forward a

1751
01:36:55,680 --> 01:36:58,439
word in there, and what an honor. Thank you for that.

1752
01:36:58,880 --> 01:37:01,199
But you know, we've been we've been creating and this

1753
01:37:01,359 --> 01:37:03,920
is what creators do. And listen, everybody here who feels

1754
01:37:03,960 --> 01:37:08,000
the spirit of inspiration, you're one of us. You're a creator,

1755
01:37:08,520 --> 01:37:10,960
and the breath of the creator is in you so

1756
01:37:11,079 --> 01:37:14,760
that you can breathe out and create something beautiful as well. Yeah,

1757
01:37:15,760 --> 01:37:20,199
just say yes, all right, Well, thank you guys for

1758
01:37:20,279 --> 01:37:22,319
watching things, for being here with us, anything else.

1759
01:37:22,800 --> 01:37:24,840
Speaker 5: So don't forget to get your tickets.

1760
01:37:24,880 --> 01:37:28,680
Speaker 3: They're extremely limited, and we do have early bird pricing

1761
01:37:28,840 --> 01:37:30,960
right now, but it's not going to be going on

1762
01:37:31,880 --> 01:37:34,840
for more than just a few more days, so you

1763
01:37:34,920 --> 01:37:36,760
can go to Corenegrillo dot com.

1764
01:37:37,279 --> 01:37:40,560
Speaker 5: Or see your dot school. We both have tickets for our.

1765
01:37:40,439 --> 01:37:43,600
Speaker 3: Community on those sites and we hope to see you

1766
01:37:43,720 --> 01:37:46,560
there because it's going to be amazing and magical and

1767
01:37:47,079 --> 01:37:48,439
the more the merrier, right.

1768
01:37:49,000 --> 01:37:50,640
Speaker 2: Oh god, we're having your concert.

1769
01:37:50,960 --> 01:37:54,079
Speaker 1: Yeah, Like if you guys just want to do this

1770
01:37:54,239 --> 01:37:56,000
with us, like this is the thing. We do this

1771
01:37:56,159 --> 01:37:59,079
but in a room of people. It's so fun. Yeah,

1772
01:37:59,760 --> 01:38:04,399
it's so fun. So shout out everybody, thanks for watching things,

1773
01:38:04,439 --> 01:38:05,760
for being here. We love you guys.

1774
01:38:05,960 --> 01:38:07,760
Speaker 5: Thank you guys for holding down the chat too.

1775
01:38:08,399 --> 01:38:11,039
Speaker 1: One more time, one more time, everybody lists breathing together,

1776
01:38:11,119 --> 01:38:15,520
three to one, breathing deeply, breathing as much as you

1777
01:38:15,600 --> 01:38:17,760
can sniff it.

1778
01:38:19,279 --> 01:38:19,760
Speaker 4: So good.

1779
01:38:20,279 --> 01:38:22,159
Speaker 1: Thank you, thank you, thank you, thank you. In release

1780
01:38:23,640 --> 01:38:28,039
all right you know that Priana baby? Yeah, yeah, saloon everybody. Peace, Peace,