Speaker 1: Welcome to the Trauma Therapists podcast. My name is gaming Person.
Speaker 1: I interview incredible people who've dedicated their lives to helping
Speaker 1: those who've been impacted by trauma. A big thank you
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Speaker 1: So five four, three, two and one, our folks, welcome
Speaker 1: back to the podcast. Very excited to have as my
Speaker 1: guest today. Elizabeth Capelletti.
Speaker 2: Elizabeth, welcome, Hi, awesome, thanks for having me.
Speaker 1: It's like waiting for that, All right, Elizabeth, Here we go.
Speaker 1: Elizabeth is a trauma informed guide and practitioner who supports
Speaker 1: individuals navigating deep healing and transformation, particularly through ketamine assisted work.
Speaker 1: To approach emphasizes safety, presses and integration, helping clients make
Speaker 1: sense of and embody their experiences beyond the session itself.
Speaker 1: She's a creator of Awaken and Integrate, a gential trauma
Speaker 1: informed workbook designed to support individuals through every phase of
Speaker 1: the journey, from preparation to experience to post session integration,
Speaker 1: holding space for truth, healing, and growth. Her work centers
Speaker 1: on honoring each person's process while fostering lasting, meaningful change.
Speaker 1: All right, Elizabeth, just a little bit about you before
Speaker 1: we get going share with the listeners where you're from
Speaker 1: originally and where you are currently.
Speaker 2: I am from Orange County originally, and I am in
Speaker 2: Orange County, so I kind of grew up moving around
Speaker 2: different places in Orange County. But I am currently in
Speaker 2: San Juan Capistrano and that's in Orange County, California.
Speaker 1: Okay, all right, so let's start. How did this begin
Speaker 1: for you, this whole journey.
Speaker 2: This whole ooh, yeah, it starts way way back. But
Speaker 2: I you know, I definitely got into the field of
Speaker 2: being a therapist because of growing up in a family
Speaker 2: where it was a chaotic a lot of stuff going on.
Speaker 2: And as I went on, I was actually going to
Speaker 2: be a kindergarten teacher, but then I took a psychology
Speaker 2: course and absolutely liked fell in love with it, and
Speaker 2: so I was like, being the overachiever. I'm like, I'll
Speaker 2: be a kindergarten teacher and then go back to school
Speaker 2: to get my PhD. That sounds awesome and feasible. So
Speaker 2: as I went on to college, I ended up switching
Speaker 2: tracks to psychology. And my aim initially was to go
Speaker 2: in to help to teach people to do something differently
Speaker 2: than what I experienced as a child, Like my parents
Speaker 2: got divorced, and it was just so much talking about
Speaker 2: each other, and it was just such a difficult thing
Speaker 2: for me. So I wanted to teach people to work
Speaker 2: on themselves. I had high hopes. So when I actually
Speaker 2: entered the field after getting my master's degree, which there's
Speaker 2: a whole part i'll jump back to, I started working
Speaker 2: in this field, working with a lot of kids, and
Speaker 2: it destroyed me. Like I was working in the highest
Speaker 2: level of care before residential treatment, and you know, most
Speaker 2: of the time when they have associates or interns, they
Speaker 2: give you a lot of cases. It was so intense
Speaker 2: that they would only give us seven cases max. Because
Speaker 2: of the level of intensity every case there was child
Speaker 2: to be used. Domestic violence, like poverty, is just all
Speaker 2: kinds of stuff. I was like going in the hood,
Speaker 2: going to some pretty intense places. And I what I
Speaker 2: had been struggling with since I was about fourteen was
Speaker 2: an eating disorder and anorexia bolimia, like whole mixed body
Speaker 2: image issues. And it would it would do this through
Speaker 2: the years, you know, like get really intense, like less intense,
Speaker 2: get really intense. And at that point, after I've gotten
Speaker 2: my master's degree, and here I am to help people.
Speaker 2: I tanked. I lost twenty pounds in two weeks. My
Speaker 2: hair was falling out.
Speaker 1: I while you were doing this work. Yeah, as a
Speaker 1: trainee in a sense, yep.
Speaker 2: Yeah. So I was like I needed to tap out,
Speaker 2: I need to go get some help. And they were
Speaker 2: so sweet, they were like, we love you, you can come back.
Speaker 2: I'm like, I am not coming back. I don't think
Speaker 2: I can ever work with kids again.
Speaker 1: All right, hang on, hang on, hang on one second.
Speaker 1: So you talked about it's want to jump back a
Speaker 1: second if I be here. You talked about your childhood
Speaker 1: was very chaotic. Yeah, parents divorced, uh, talking back and
Speaker 1: forth about each other to you, guys, you just heard it?
Speaker 2: Or oh no, I was like a therapist well before
Speaker 2: I became a therapist.
Speaker 1: Okay, okay, I'm a little curious if we can talk
Speaker 1: a little bit more about how you experienced that and
Speaker 1: how that impacted you.
Speaker 2: It was a lot, you know. I have two brothers,
Speaker 2: an older one and a younger one, and there was
Speaker 2: there was a lot when I was going to grad school,
Speaker 2: there was these red flags that started coming up for me.
Speaker 2: But I kind of meaning that we would learn about.
Speaker 2: It's a red flag or kind of an indicator of
Speaker 2: like some stuff happening when people have huge blocks of
Speaker 2: memory that they don't have. And so so for me,
Speaker 2: a lot of it I blocked out. I like literally
Speaker 2: didn't remember most of my childhood. I can't remember a
Speaker 2: lot before I ended up moving, when my parents got divorced.
Speaker 2: There's little blips, but it's very it was very, very sparse,
Speaker 2: and the ones there was things I remember hiding under
Speaker 2: the table when my parents were fighting and screaming at
Speaker 2: each other. I remember, you know, my brother was awful
Speaker 2: to me. He still apologizes for that, so I'm not
Speaker 2: trying to throw him under the bus here, but it
Speaker 2: was there was a lot that at the time I
Speaker 2: didn't really remember. And so as I look back, and
Speaker 2: I've gone through all of these healing actually in the
Speaker 2: in the aim to help other people. I've gone through
Speaker 2: all these healing modalities to learn to help others, and
Speaker 2: I've had tremendous healing because of it, and through it
Speaker 2: has been a lot of uncovering of traumatic things that
Speaker 2: I had wiped out and didn't remember. My body certainly remembered,
Speaker 2: so the stuff that had gone on, and again I
Speaker 2: want to be mindful not to throw people under the bus,
Speaker 2: but there was infidelity, and then the person who you know,
Speaker 2: entered in the middle of the marriage was then my
Speaker 2: step parent, and so I had to go and like, oh,
Speaker 2: this person stole your dad and there you go, and
Speaker 2: I'm like, oh, hi, so she never had a chance.
Speaker 2: You know, there's all this dynamic between mom and dad
Speaker 2: and anyway, so just a lot of chaos there that
Speaker 2: still to this day, it's not like I remember everything.
Speaker 2: There's things in bits and pieces, and there's still some
Speaker 2: things that are unanswered with certain things. But one of
Speaker 2: the biggest things that impacted me is when I was fourteen,
Speaker 2: I met a guy, a young man who had no
Speaker 2: business hanging out with a fourteen year old, and so
Speaker 2: he was eighteen nineteen, and as I have is going
Speaker 2: to choke me up because I have three daughters and
Speaker 2: one of them who's now fourteen, and when she started
Speaker 2: to look well she was like twelve and started looking
Speaker 2: like she was fourteen fifteen, I started having some like
Speaker 2: repressed memories come up and realizing, wow, what I experienced
Speaker 2: at that age. If a fourteen year old came to
Speaker 2: me and told me what was happening with a nineteen
Speaker 2: year old boy. I would have to report that as
Speaker 2: sexual abuse and so like be I was like, I
Speaker 2: didn't hold space for little Elizabeth for so long. I
Speaker 2: just kept going, I think like so many of us do,
Speaker 2: and it was all about taking care of everybody else's needs.
Speaker 2: So the work that I have been doing here now
Speaker 2: has been about holding space for me and helping clients
Speaker 2: to hold space for themselves, because as I was able
Speaker 2: to do that, and even I know you've had a
Speaker 2: lot of guests on here that do the somatic work.
Speaker 2: So I'm trained in so many different modalities, EMDR and
Speaker 2: you know, really connecting with the body. I was a
Speaker 2: massage therapist too, so I could see at this point
Speaker 2: now how they've all intersected and come together for my
Speaker 2: own healing. But there were some before I did the ketamine,
Speaker 2: there was some stuff coming up for me about repressed memories,
Speaker 2: even before when I was fourteen, and there was this
Speaker 2: physical somatic sensation that I would have And I can
Speaker 2: remember this, like my body trying to tell me for
Speaker 2: years and I would be like no, no, no, no, no, no,
Speaker 2: I can't go there. I can't go there. I can't
Speaker 2: go there. And so my daughter she eats pasta, and
Speaker 2: when she eats pasta, she eats it rather quickly, like
Speaker 2: a puppy, and it's like, oh mom, it's stuck. It's stuck.
Speaker 2: And so there was this moment I was like, honey,
Speaker 2: it's okay, Like, just take a breath. I'm right here
Speaker 2: with you. And it was this aha moment of like,
Speaker 2: I need to do that for me, and so I opened.
Speaker 2: This was about two years ago, I would say, roughly
Speaker 2: a year and a half, two years ago. So I
Speaker 2: and I can't remember the timeline, but I had had
Speaker 2: some stuff. I was starting to get these things and
Speaker 2: then my body I think at this point I can't
Speaker 2: remember the exact timeline, but I started having like and
Speaker 2: I've seen this with clients too, when they something triggers
Speaker 2: them at forty, at thirty five, at whatever age, and
Speaker 2: they're like, oh, I don't know if I'm allowed to
Speaker 2: curse on here. Oh, Like I'm starting to remember some
Speaker 2: things like this is what the hell right? And so
Speaker 2: and I'm I'm really good at holding space for other
Speaker 2: people and not judging them and honoring where they're at.
Speaker 2: But what started coming up, was like what does this
Speaker 2: mean about me? Like, oh my gosh, like if these
Speaker 2: things happened to me, and it just was this whole
Speaker 2: like and then wanting to know, wanting to try to
Speaker 2: figure out what happened. And so I'd be driving my
Speaker 2: kids to school and I'm like having these flashes of
Speaker 2: things like come in, which doesn't feel great. And so
Speaker 2: I at some point I had gone to a new
Speaker 2: therapist and she said, you know, some stuff might start
Speaker 2: to come up, and I just want you to just
Speaker 2: space for and just like notice the feelings that are
Speaker 2: coming up in your body. So that night, the pasta
Speaker 2: incident night, I'm laying in bed and I started having
Speaker 2: that sensation. And what the sensation was was like I
Speaker 2: can't move my body like I can't move, like I
Speaker 2: feel like my body's being held down, and a sensation
Speaker 2: of this on my head and a very strong sensation
Speaker 2: in my mouth, like like like pushing down on my
Speaker 2: tongue and in my mouth. And I was like, very
Speaker 2: it was very unsettled, and I'm like, it's okay, I'm
Speaker 2: here for you. It's okay. We're not going to run away,
Speaker 2: you know, just as I would as for a child,
Speaker 2: and so a lot of tears came up, and I
Speaker 2: can remember the next day coming to the office and
Speaker 2: telling my friend, I'm like, oh my gosh, I mean
Speaker 2: I think this is this might be like some sexual
Speaker 2: trauma that was happening to me and I don't and
Speaker 2: she's like validated. Actually, before I even said what I
Speaker 2: thought it was, she was like, that's what it sounds
Speaker 2: like to me. And so then more of this stuff
Speaker 2: started to come up, and it was like the floodgates
Speaker 2: were opened, and it was like, you know, PTSD starting
Speaker 2: to happen. Like again, I'm having a hard time being
Speaker 2: present with my kids because I'm getting flooded and I'm
Speaker 2: wanting to know more and more and understand. And around
Speaker 2: the same time, there's a place called renew Ketymine over
Speaker 2: by me and they do ketymine infusions. Before this time,
Speaker 2: about a year and a half maybe or I don't
Speaker 2: remember exact timeline, but I had done I had done
Speaker 2: the mushroom journey. I had done a couple mushroom journeys,
Speaker 2: and the first one helped me so much with perfectionism,
Speaker 2: like it was so powerful. The second one, I got
Speaker 2: too much. I fell and hit my head and thought
Speaker 2: I died. It was this whole retreat. There's like fifteen
Speaker 2: people there. I forgot this. I'm sorry. My story goes
Speaker 2: all over the place, but this was where stuff got unlocked.
Speaker 2: This is where stuff got unlocked. Guy. So I go
Speaker 2: and I'm like, I can remember bits and pieces. There
Speaker 2: was at one point like literally screaming, there's like fifteen
Speaker 2: people that have paid like a thousand dollars to be here.
Speaker 2: I have like it's probably like a movie of Don't
Speaker 2: do Mushrooms, Like this is probably what it seemed like.
Speaker 2: And I'm not here to say that because it was
Speaker 2: actually a very transformational point for me. And afterwards, the
Speaker 2: facilitator had said to me, honey, I think that there's
Speaker 2: some things that have happened to you that maybe you
Speaker 2: don't remember. And she goes on to share about through
Speaker 2: one of her journeys she had a memory of being
Speaker 2: sexually assaulted as a child, and she asked her her
Speaker 2: mom about it later and they're like, yeah, that happened,
Speaker 2: but they just didn't continue to talk about it. And
Speaker 2: so she tells me that story and then tells me
Speaker 2: this and I'm like, oh god, So this was before
Speaker 2: the pasta incident. This is, you know, leading us up
Speaker 2: to here. Excuse the bouncing all over. So I'm losing
Speaker 2: my mind. I go over to this Kademie place for
Speaker 2: by the way, as a like as a referral base,
Speaker 2: like let's network, right, I want to learn what you do.
Speaker 2: And so by the time I go in there, I'm
Speaker 2: like bawling. I'm like, oh, this is go up, you know.
Speaker 2: And they're like so awesome with me, and it's like
Speaker 2: one me and then like a doctor and a nurse,
Speaker 2: which is the only way I was ever going to
Speaker 2: do a psychedelic again after that other experience. And so
Speaker 2: I'm like, forty five minutes, I think I can do this,
Speaker 2: and it was the most I don't know, have you
Speaker 2: ever had any Kedemian journeys. I've ever done that, okay,
Speaker 2: and I know everybody's experience is different. Go ahead, no, no, no, okay.
Speaker 2: So I go in, I say all this. It starts.
Speaker 2: They give me prepped, take my blood pressure, put the
Speaker 2: ivy in. They start doing a meditation and the meditation
Speaker 2: is about like worthiness and being enough, which is something
Speaker 2: I have struggled with my whole life. And I'm like bawling,
Speaker 2: as this is happening, and then like the meditation ends
Speaker 2: and the music starts and I'm in. I'm like in
Speaker 2: the medicine, And the first thing I experienced was this
Speaker 2: love supports me from God that was so incredibly powerful,
Speaker 2: like I just felt. The only thing I can explain
Speaker 2: is I've got three kids, and when my children were born,
Speaker 2: especially my first one, it was like this love that
Speaker 2: I could like I can't even explain, but it was
Speaker 2: towards me. And then I continued to go and have these.
Speaker 2: So for me, the experience with ketamine is it's different
Speaker 2: than mushrooms in that like mushrooms, I was like very
Speaker 2: the psilocybin very like whoa. Whatever I was seeing, it
Speaker 2: was very like real for me that the ketamine is
Speaker 2: more somatic, and the visuals I would see are more
Speaker 2: like as if I were to ask you to close
Speaker 2: your eyes and visualize a tree, like you could see it,
Speaker 2: but it's not as vibrant, like, oh my gosh, there's
Speaker 2: a tree. So I started to have these like I
Speaker 2: saw this mountain and underneath the mountain was the stalagmite
Speaker 2: and this water running through and for whatever reason, for me,
Speaker 2: like I understood what it meant. These symbols. I understood
Speaker 2: what it meant. And and many years ago I went
Speaker 2: through this training for hypnotherapy, which happened to be for
Speaker 2: like sexual trauma. I didn't even realize that that's what
Speaker 2: it was. Of course, the universe, God's calling me to
Speaker 2: all these things, and I'm like, not me, I don't know. Yeah,
Speaker 2: so they had he had done this exercise. I'm talking
Speaker 2: literally like almost no, I want like close to twenty
Speaker 2: years earlier, maybe it was fifteen years. And I was
Speaker 2: always stuck on this part that this guy said, and
Speaker 2: it was like he would go through this whole process
Speaker 2: and it's like, you know, you have a knee, but
Speaker 2: you're not a knee. You have an elbow, but you're
Speaker 2: not an elbow. You have a head, but you're not
Speaker 2: a head. You have a vagina, but you're not a vagina.
Speaker 2: Don't call me a vagina, not a vagina. And then
Speaker 2: like he had said, like they could never touch who
Speaker 2: you are, Like whoever hurts you could never touch who
Speaker 2: you are. And in that moment, however, many years later,
Speaker 2: it clicked in this journey and I was like, oh
Speaker 2: my god, that message was for me. I am not
Speaker 2: what happened to me that could never define who I am,
Speaker 2: and for me, it was they right, because there was
Speaker 2: multiple incidents and situations and starting to realize and wake
Speaker 2: up to like continued things that I had happened that
Speaker 2: I didn't label as traumatic. But as I go back,
Speaker 2: I'm like, oh my god, I said no, and this
Speaker 2: guy who's six' eight continued to move forward AND i
Speaker 2: would have said let it. HAPPEN i was, scared SO
Speaker 2: i went along with. It and WHEN i left that,
Speaker 2: SITUATION i was sobbing AND i did the whole scrubbing
Speaker 2: myself in the shower and THEN i LOOKED i, would,
Speaker 2: oh just. Didn't it was and AS i started to
Speaker 2: hold space like that that affected. Me that impacted. Me
Speaker 2: and so this journey about finding my voice and holding
Speaker 2: space for me and being able TO i had been
Speaker 2: working on studying the boundaries and all of, that but
Speaker 2: like my life had been so much about performance and
Speaker 2: being perfect and trying to show up a certain way
Speaker 2: SO i could be, enough and so much over sexualization
Speaker 2: because for, me the message was IF i show up
Speaker 2: that way And i'm accepted that, way Then i'm enough
Speaker 2: Until i'm not. Right so this ketamine helped me so
Speaker 2: much with, that and that's WHEN i left that first.
Speaker 2: Journey that first, JOURNEY i was, LIKE i felt like
Speaker 2: my creativity was, unleashed like. Unleashed so SO i had
Speaker 2: been singing to my kids and making up songs for
Speaker 2: years and there was this one you don't have to
Speaker 2: be afraid of a daddy Long. Legs my voice a
Speaker 2: little shaky right, now BUT i was, Like i'm going
Speaker 2: to record this song And i'm going to make a.
Speaker 2: Book SO i left That kademy treatment AND i made
Speaker 2: this kid's book On canva AND i went AND i,
Speaker 2: LIKE i did, this and THEN i recorded the damn
Speaker 2: song AND i was, Like i'll will record it in
Speaker 2: my closet IF i have, to because this, GIRL i
Speaker 2: have a voice And i'm going to use. It and
Speaker 2: it was such a powerful thing for. Me so it's On.
Speaker 2: Spotify husband's music is in the. Background and don't judge
Speaker 2: me by WHAT i just. Did right. Now my voice
Speaker 2: is a little, shaky you, KNOW i have a good.
Speaker 2: VOICE i have a good, voice and so if you
Speaker 2: want to go and listen to. It but it's the
Speaker 2: whole thing is how you don't have to be afraid
Speaker 2: of a daddy long legs and that you know their
Speaker 2: mouth is so small they can't bite, you and this whole.
Speaker 2: Thing BUT i also realized this book isn't just about a.
Speaker 2: Spider it's about being able to know more about things
Speaker 2: and understand, it because when you understand, it it's not so.
Speaker 2: Scary AND i this is the other. PART i struggled
Speaker 2: so much with anxiety in my, life and WHEN i
Speaker 2: have started to do the psilocybin journeys and the ketamine
Speaker 2: and the integration, work things completely shifted for. ME i
Speaker 2: felt free, Because, wow, GUY i had been holding on
Speaker 2: to these things that no, WONDER i was, Scared no.
Speaker 2: Wonder let me just stop you for a second.
Speaker 1: Year first of, all you're. Incredible you. Are you have
Speaker 1: this incredible presence about you THAT i can, feel and
Speaker 1: this openness and for you to come on here and
Speaker 1: to be sharing what you're sharing is very. Powerful people
Speaker 1: listen to, this and of course we're all going through
Speaker 1: our own. Shit we, are and a lot of times therapists, feel,
Speaker 1: WELL i don't want to disclose this or disclose out
Speaker 1: or disclose. Out people are going to Think i'm not
Speaker 1: enough Or i'm not educated in. Whatever and of course
Speaker 1: there are, boundaries of, course but people listening to this
Speaker 1: will so clearly be able to identify with your, story
Speaker 1: and that is very. Powerful the other part of that
Speaker 1: is it's people like you that we want to go, to,
Speaker 1: right people like you who have the strength to be
Speaker 1: able to talk about that and to do what you.
Speaker 1: Did that's the PERSON i want to go to and
Speaker 1: have hold space for. Me SO i just want to
Speaker 1: put that out. There it's very powerful and it's an
Speaker 1: honor to really have you come on here and do.
Speaker 1: That that's what this podcast is. About that's HOW i
Speaker 1: started it BECAUSE i was listening to people share their,
Speaker 1: story not just what they know and all their degrees
Speaker 1: and all that other, stuff but who they. Are that's
Speaker 1: how we. Connect thank, You so you're. Welcome so Damn, like, seriously,
Speaker 1: man were you was there any fear at all going
Speaker 1: into these psychedelic experiences or these ketemane Experience.
Speaker 2: WHEN i tell, YOU i, mean IF i could bring
Speaker 2: my friend in here and tell, YOU i MEAN i
Speaker 2: was it was. Scary LIKE i didn't even my husband
Speaker 2: knew THAT i had gone to this journey to do.
Speaker 2: THIS i didn't tell him for weeks until afterwards BECAUSE
Speaker 2: i LITERALLY i THOUGHT i. DIED i, literally LIKE i
Speaker 2: think SO i was working on overcoming fear and there
Speaker 2: was bad choice of where they put the where we did,
Speaker 2: it there was a swimming. Pool this Is. November there
Speaker 2: was a swimming, pool AND i was, like how AM
Speaker 2: i going to show That i'm. Brave i'm going to
Speaker 2: go jump in the swimming pool with my clothes? On
Speaker 2: and so he came out and this lady's husband who's
Speaker 2: like this six FOOT i don't even know. What he's
Speaker 2: a super tall, guy and he's, like what are you?
Speaker 2: Doing like and and they had TAKE i guess part
Speaker 2: of this is like they had taken a little bit
Speaker 2: of ashroom, steer WHICH i don't know. What, ANYWAY i
Speaker 2: go And i'm, like it's. COOL i got. This i'm being.
Speaker 2: Brave SO i go AND i. JUMP i get in the,
Speaker 2: POOL i get up to like my, thighs and it's fucking.
Speaker 2: Cold it's. Freezing AND i get out and by the,
Speaker 2: WAY i just generally have low blood. Pressure maybe this
Speaker 2: is like part of what. HAPPENED i don't. Know SO
Speaker 2: i get out of the pool And i'm, shaking and
Speaker 2: then ALL i remember is like, TIMBER i literally fell
Speaker 2: straight back like a tree onto, concrete and in that,
Speaker 2: MOMENT i THOUGHT i, Died LIKE i THINK i had
Speaker 2: a full on ego death at that. Point and SO
Speaker 2: i was screaming BECAUSE i was in tremendous. Pain and
Speaker 2: THEN i had three, girls one of them being LIKE
Speaker 2: i don't know ten months. OLD i don't know how
Speaker 2: she was at the, time AND i was, like oh my,
Speaker 2: god the story's gonna BE i died doing. MUSHROOMS i
Speaker 2: don't even do, Drugs, like what the hell right? Now
Speaker 2: help other. People it was BECAUSE i Watched it's BECAUSE
Speaker 2: i watched That netflix series On how To Change Your,
Speaker 2: mind AND i was, LIKE i need to do this.
Speaker 2: Work this is. Phenomenal and but you, KNOW i get
Speaker 2: really excited AND i just jump in And i'm LIKE
Speaker 2: i should try this, first and so you know that whole.
Speaker 2: Thing SO i was and WHEN i tell, you, screaming
Speaker 2: and there was one point she brings me in AND
Speaker 2: i see my cards on the tape AND i freaking side,
Speaker 2: Swipe oh my, god AND i screamed my side swipe.
Speaker 2: EVERYTHING i, mean oh my. GOD i was like so mortified,
Speaker 2: afterwards and THEN i felt like and Then i'm super.
Speaker 2: Sensitive we're In San. JUAN i don't know IF i
Speaker 2: was like channeling stuff or this is just BECAUSE i
Speaker 2: fell and hit my, head BUT i felt LIKE i
Speaker 2: was being burned at the stake and pulled, apart like
Speaker 2: it was the. Gnarliest this is not a good poster
Speaker 2: child right now for doing that. Work don't take too.
Speaker 2: Much AND i knew when she this, is this goes
Speaker 2: back to you when she gave it to. Us she
Speaker 2: WHEN i did the, chocolates it was, chocolates AND i
Speaker 2: didn't take the full. DOSE i took a little, bit
Speaker 2: a little bit. More i'm. Good this was, hey this
Speaker 2: is it was double the amount because it was like a.
Speaker 2: Tea and then she was, like, oh since you've been,
Speaker 2: microdosing it's. Okay INSIDE i was like, No BUT i
Speaker 2: wanted to be the good, student wanted to be. PERFECT
Speaker 2: i wanted to be UNTIL i wasn't so LIKE i was,
Speaker 2: terrified totally scared to go do the. Kedemene and it
Speaker 2: was completely, different by the, way WHEN i was on the,
Speaker 2: mushrooms it was like twelve, hours not of that. Intensity
Speaker 2: BUT i was not sober until like twelve or thirteen hours.
Speaker 1: Later, wow, wow all, right let me let me just remind.
Speaker 1: Everyone and speaking With Elizabeth, kapaletti let's kind of shift gears, Here,
Speaker 1: elizabeth what do? You what do you do? Now how
Speaker 1: are you working with?
Speaker 2: People So i've been in this place of doing therapy
Speaker 2: And i've kind of like stepping into this coaching place
Speaker 2: too Because i've, Transformed like you, KNOW i have had such.
Speaker 2: Transformation SO i do. BOTH i do, ALL i integrate,
Speaker 2: it and but my aim is to really help people
Speaker 2: to just go from survival to safety and then from
Speaker 2: safety to elevation and transformation and living their best damn.
Speaker 2: Life finding your, voice the purpose and reason you're, here
Speaker 2: shutting all the shit like. That that is WHAT i
Speaker 2: am passionate, about and really working with people who are,
Speaker 2: ready who are ready to do the. Work because there's a.
Speaker 2: Difference WHEN i was struggling with the eating disorder and
Speaker 2: going to, THERAPY i wanted to get, better but it
Speaker 2: wasn't that level of like shit needs to change now
Speaker 2: AND i will take accountability for. It, Right like these
Speaker 2: people are a whack. ADOODLE i grew up with like
Speaker 2: AND i know they cause a lot of, Stuff but
Speaker 2: what AM i going to do?
Speaker 1: Now all? Right, Right so when you work with people
Speaker 1: how do you do? That what do you do someone
Speaker 1: walks into your, Office let's say they are.
Speaker 2: Ready number, one the first most important thing IS i
Speaker 2: always want to help somebody to feel safe and to
Speaker 2: feel seen and to feel. Connected and if you're looking
Speaker 2: for a, therapist the most important thing is. Connection that's.
Speaker 2: Huge and you, know either you get it or you
Speaker 2: don't like it's people can usually, tell like on the
Speaker 2: phone or you're diving or. Not and SO i feel
Speaker 2: Like i'm a chef BECAUSE i Have i'm trained in
Speaker 2: so many, things, HYPNOTHERAPY, amdr breath, work sound, healing, art,
Speaker 2: THERAPY i mean like tons and SO i sprinkle it.
Speaker 2: IN i mean FIRST i listen AND i hold space
Speaker 2: and then as things come, up like just. Listening i'm
Speaker 2: also an intuitive, EmPATH SO i feel. STUFF i feel
Speaker 2: stuff before other people even you. Know it's LIKE i
Speaker 2: could feel the, TEARS i could feel the pain, inside
Speaker 2: And i'll be, like what you, know what's this? About
Speaker 2: like what's going? On like what do you? Think SO
Speaker 2: i have a very gentle approach Because i'm just NOT i,
Speaker 2: MEAN i will confront things as, needed But i'll always
Speaker 2: do it in a very gentle way BECAUSE i think
Speaker 2: that when we're growing and, healing we need people to
Speaker 2: point out our. Things so one of the THINGS i
Speaker 2: have developed this program Called elevate That i'm essentially the
Speaker 2: things That i'm helping people work through is, embodiment so
Speaker 2: regulating the nervous, system, liberation releasing old, patterns identifying them
Speaker 2: these trauma responses and, imprints, expansion being able to step
Speaker 2: into a new. Identity i'm huge on, language so when
Speaker 2: we SAY i can't or or whatever labels we put on.
Speaker 2: Ourselves more last night and the guy, said you, know
Speaker 2: he's been recovered alcoholic for many, years and he's, like oh.
Speaker 2: Yeah the room's, Like i'm an alcoholic And i'm, LIKE
Speaker 2: i thought you were a, Chiropractor, like you, know stepping
Speaker 2: beyond the labels because you're so much more than. That
Speaker 2: those are symptoms just having a, vision having a clear
Speaker 2: purpose on what you where you want to go in,
Speaker 2: life and what you want to feel like having a
Speaker 2: vision of that many of us having even allowed ourselves
Speaker 2: to have that aligned. Action so helping people to really
Speaker 2: take action towards the intention of what they want to,
Speaker 2: do like that's that's in this and then the transformation
Speaker 2: really sustaining change through integration and identity shifts and then,
Speaker 2: expression finding your voice and using. It that's WHAT i
Speaker 2: want to help people to. Do so you, know it's
Speaker 2: a whole thing that just kind of, happens but really
Speaker 2: that's in all of. It it's it's and it's the
Speaker 2: core safety and. CONNECTION i want you to be excited to.
Speaker 2: Come you might be, like oh, crap we're going to
Speaker 2: work on this. Stuff she knows What i'm. Holding you
Speaker 2: can't come around me and be like holding. Stuff And
Speaker 2: i'm going to, know, Like i'm gonna totally know BECAUSE
Speaker 2: i feel.
Speaker 1: It what from your background allows you to do what you're.
Speaker 2: DOING i Guess i've built up a lot of resiliency
Speaker 2: from all the difficult Things i've been, through AND i,
Speaker 2: WELL i can't forget my, spirituality my spiritual, connection because that's.
Speaker 2: Huge it's led me through all of. This But i'm
Speaker 2: pretty damn resilient and my desire to always want to
Speaker 2: grow and. HEAL i think that that is what allows
Speaker 2: me to do this. WORK i, THINK i don't, KNOW
Speaker 2: i don't. KNOW i haven't really thought about that, specifically
Speaker 2: BUT i think because of WHAT i WHAT i often
Speaker 2: find MYSELFS i Actually myself's myself SAYING i set it
Speaker 2: to a client the other day BECAUSE i think a
Speaker 2: lot of you out, there maybe you're going through these,
Speaker 2: things you, think what does this mean about? Me how
Speaker 2: CAN i ever do? This how CAN i? EVER i,
Speaker 2: Mean i'll be honest with. You this is one of
Speaker 2: my first times coming out and sharing all this. Stuff
Speaker 2: so not That i've been, hiding but When i've been
Speaker 2: sharing things and doing stuff on my social, Media i'm,
Speaker 2: like what AM.
Speaker 1: I going to?
Speaker 2: Say what AM i going to talk? About other people
Speaker 2: have it way worse than WHAT i went? Through or
Speaker 2: what if somebody finds OUT i was dancing on tables
Speaker 2: WHEN i was wasted at the. BAR i was really
Speaker 2: good at dancing, Too but, like what if somebody was
Speaker 2: a video of? Me, Now i'm, Like i'll own. IT
Speaker 2: i shook. IT i didn't take anything, off and even
Speaker 2: IF i did whatever it was WHERE i was, At
Speaker 2: i'm not judging anybody. Else AM i gonna judge myself for?
Speaker 2: That SO i had said to this young, GIRL i,
Speaker 2: said WHAT i went through is Why i'm able to
Speaker 2: do WHAT i do and the fact That i've overcome,
Speaker 2: it because you, Know i'm still a work in. PROGRESS
Speaker 2: i always will until the day THAT i. Die i'm
Speaker 2: always working and. Growing so just because you're walking through
Speaker 2: something like, ACTUALLY i would, say BECAUSE i can't tell
Speaker 2: you how many people have told me this that are very,
Speaker 2: sensitive AND i Thought i'm too sensitive to be a,
Speaker 2: Therapist i'm, like that's what's going to make you a
Speaker 2: damn good. Therapist that's what's going to make you really
Speaker 2: good at what you do is because you're. Sensitive can you, imagine,
Speaker 2: like how COULD i do this work and? Not you,
Speaker 2: KNOW i HAD i not walked through WHAT i went,
Speaker 2: Through so HOPEFULLY i answered your. QUESTION i.
Speaker 1: Did, YEAH i appreciate, that you, know just jumping back
Speaker 1: to when you were talking about working with those kids
Speaker 1: and how a lot of things were coming up for.
Speaker 1: You do you look back or how do you look
Speaker 1: at that experience now having gone through everything you've gone.
Speaker 2: Through, well the funny part was is that WHEN i
Speaker 2: went back to work AND i answered AN, AD i
Speaker 2: made SURE i wasn't going to work with kids, again
Speaker 2: and THE ad was working with. Adults and WHEN i
Speaker 2: called and they finally called me, back it was working
Speaker 2: with kids AND i was, LIKE i Can't AND i
Speaker 2: went in and it was vastly, different and so there
Speaker 2: still was a lot of, stuff but it taught. Me,
Speaker 2: actually what it taught me is that it's not my
Speaker 2: job to fix anybody. Else that was WHAT i learned
Speaker 2: BECAUSE i thought that's that's WHAT i needed to. Do
Speaker 2: and WHEN i let go of that AND i, Understood
Speaker 2: i'm a, Guide i'm a. TEACHER i am a. Healer
Speaker 2: but healing happens like through, Me LIKE i feel like
Speaker 2: from divine. Source if you want to Call, god whatever
Speaker 2: word you want to, USE i Say. God it flows through.
Speaker 2: Me and Sometimes i'm, like where the hell did that come?
Speaker 2: From THOSE i WISH i had that on. Record that was.
Speaker 2: Amazing now my, JOB i can't fix anybody. Else how
Speaker 2: CAN i work for one hour with somebody in a
Speaker 2: week and they have all those other? Hours LIKE i
Speaker 2: can't control?
Speaker 1: That, elizabeth love, It love it all? Right how do
Speaker 1: people learn more about you what you elevate?
Speaker 2: With, yeah elevate With elizabeth dot. INFO i couldn't get
Speaker 2: the dot com, sorry, Guys so elevate With elizabeth dot.
Speaker 2: Info And i'm on social. Media elevate With elizabeth one
Speaker 2: for many of, them BECAUSE i couldn't just get elevate With.
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Speaker 2: YES i do. So as you've seen and, HEARD i
Speaker 2: have struggled with a lot of anxiety through my, life
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Speaker 1: Awesome so that's Break free From. Anxiety, no just.
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Speaker 2: Anxiety The return To self is WHAT i call that, program.
Speaker 1: The return to. Self, okay, yeah.
Speaker 2: Because that's what it's all, about instead of avoiding. Ourselves you.
Speaker 1: Know we'll have a link up here at the show
Speaker 1: notes page at The Trauma therapists podcast dot. Com, elizabeth
Speaker 1: awesome meeting, you AND i really appreciate you being.
Speaker 2: Here, YEAH i appreciate you having. Me thank you so.
Speaker 2: Much we'll be in, touch, okay