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Speaker 3: Hello are you beautiful people? I love and I mean
Speaker 3: that to the bottom of my heart. I'm coming to
Speaker 3: you from my office from my home in a lovely
Speaker 3: Woodland Hills, California. Gosh, we had so much fun last night.
Speaker 3: Lanny and Tanya and I went to the park down
Speaker 3: here in Woodland Hills and heard a couple of really
Speaker 3: good bands and saw the most amazing, beautiful, stunning fireworks
Speaker 3: Oh my gosh, they were just incredible. And you know,
Speaker 3: I had a passing conversation with some people, young people
Speaker 3: in my family about how they don't feel the same
Speaker 3: way about the country that they're well, they don't feel
Speaker 3: the same way about the country as I do. That
Speaker 3: they're more down on our country, more disappointed, and and
Speaker 3: the healthcare system and and the state our country is in,
Speaker 3: and and look who's running, you know, blah blah blah.
Speaker 3: And I looked at them and said, you know, who's
Speaker 3: running the country isn't the country. Our country is you
Speaker 3: and me. And if we don't like what's going on
Speaker 3: in our country, the beautiful thing about our country is
Speaker 3: that we get to change it. We have that freedom.
Speaker 3: And when the fireworks were going off last night, I'm
Speaker 3: going to get emotional here and all the songs that
Speaker 3: we're playing and on came I'm proud to be an
Speaker 3: American for at least I know I'm free, And I thought,
Speaker 3: you know, we do. We have to stand up, guys.
Speaker 3: We have to stand up and protect the two hundred
Speaker 3: and fifty years that we have fought for these rights
Speaker 3: and the privilege of these rights. It makes me emotional
Speaker 3: that we have the privilege of living in these freedoms.
Speaker 3: So let's remember.
Speaker 4: That we.
Speaker 3: Are this country. We are responsible for preserving these freedoms.
Speaker 3: And when we go to blame other people, remember it's
Speaker 3: up to us. Okay, I'll get off my bandwagon here,
Speaker 3: but it's important to me. It's really important to me
Speaker 3: that I stand up and profess this truth. All right,
Speaker 3: couple of announcements here. My daughter takes her spiritual group
Speaker 3: on these amazing trips, and she invited me to go
Speaker 3: on when this Christmas and we are going to Munich
Speaker 3: and Vienna to visit the Christmas markets, and there is
Speaker 3: one spot left and she said I could bring it
Speaker 3: out to my community. We leave on November twenty ninth,
Speaker 3: and it goes through December eighth. If anyone is interested
Speaker 3: in joining us, write me and I will give you
Speaker 3: the information, the cost and etc. They're of course filled
Speaker 3: with so much fun and at the same time we
Speaker 3: get to do some spiritual work together. So that's November
Speaker 3: twenty ninth through December eighth. Okay, and our webinar, Oh
Speaker 3: my gosh, you guys. I started doing a lot of
Speaker 3: work on it yesterday. It took me in a whole
Speaker 3: direction that I did not expect. You're not going to
Speaker 3: expect it's on Tuesday. I urge you to join us
Speaker 3: because it's going to be expanded into a whole direction
Speaker 3: that we did not expect on this self healing journey
Speaker 3: that we're on. So I really really hope that you
Speaker 3: join us. And now I want to go to the calls.
Speaker 3: Please have your questions ready. I really want to get
Speaker 3: through everyone if we can today. Okay, have your question
Speaker 3: is ready. I'm gonna take everybody in order as they
Speaker 3: came in, and we're starting with Susan and Niagara follows.
Speaker 3: You're on.
Speaker 4: Hi, Dee, I love you so much.
Speaker 5: You know that I love you too.
Speaker 6: Baby.
Speaker 2: Yes, I'm having some issues with my finances for some reason.
Speaker 2: My SSI did not come in.
Speaker 7: My uh.
Speaker 2: Pension did not come in.
Speaker 4: And I'm broke.
Speaker 2: I mean, I'm I'm so really broke, and you're broke.
Speaker 3: When I say you're broke, it goes to know. Okay, Uh,
Speaker 3: let's just ask why the money hasn't come in, because
Speaker 3: you have it. It's just the laid and delayed is the
Speaker 3: highest word.
Speaker 5: Okay, that's good.
Speaker 7: I like that.
Speaker 3: Okay, have you called to see why it's delayed.
Speaker 2: No, it's it's the holiday weekend. So it was supposed
Speaker 2: to community this weekend, and.
Speaker 4: I'll call Monday.
Speaker 2: I'm gonna call tomorrow. Both places are gonna call my
Speaker 2: pension people, and I'm gonna call.
Speaker 3: So sy Yeah, the first thing I'm gonna do. I
Speaker 3: think that's all it is, Susan uh. The same thing
Speaker 3: happened with my uh retirement check. It was supposed to
Speaker 3: be here before the end.
Speaker 6: Of the month.
Speaker 3: And it finally came in the beginning of the next month.
Speaker 3: So they're saying, we don't even have to go to
Speaker 3: a core belief that really that's all there that it's about.
Speaker 3: It is delayed.
Speaker 2: I'm not sure. I think I think I emailed you.
Speaker 2: I'm not really positive about this because I've not been
Speaker 2: feeling well at all. My my roommate passed away.
Speaker 3: Yeah you brought that on last week.
Speaker 5: Oh yes, Okay, Well I wasn't sure.
Speaker 2: I'm happy, it's it's been a little stressful for me
Speaker 2: this week because of all these things. I don't know
Speaker 2: why they're happening, and and you know, it's just.
Speaker 3: I mean, it's life, that's why they're happening. Your roommate
Speaker 3: passed away. That's part of life.
Speaker 2: Right, honey, has fallen out like that?
Speaker 8: I mean, what there is?
Speaker 2: It's trying to.
Speaker 3: Tell me some things get delayed in the mail. That's
Speaker 3: part of life. So don't When I say that there's
Speaker 3: anything more to it, it goes to know I'm glad. Okay,
Speaker 3: So as the saying goes, let's let's don't make more
Speaker 3: out of it. Let's then don't create a mole hill here.
Speaker 2: Yeah right, okay, yeah, thank you?
Speaker 3: All right. So when I say you've stepped back, remained
Speaker 3: objective and directed what you want, it goes to know
Speaker 3: you've gotten all up in the drama here and the fear. Okay,
Speaker 3: Well you know better, Yeah, I do know better. I
Speaker 3: do direct direct the checks to be delivered to you. Now,
Speaker 3: direct everything to fall into place in a balanced way. Now,
Speaker 3: direct you to come in to balance. Now do the work, Susan.
Speaker 2: Yes, okay, I'm giving a big gift on everything that
Speaker 2: you're saying. If I'm using my angeline right now doing
Speaker 2: my spiritual work to you know, get myself balanced and
Speaker 2: directed to have what I you know, what I want
Speaker 2: to create in my life.
Speaker 3: Okay, But you didn't need me to do that you
Speaker 3: know the work.
Speaker 5: Yeah, you're right.
Speaker 3: Okay, you're right. I love you.
Speaker 5: Goodbye, goodbye, says of YouTube.
Speaker 3: Okay, guys, do the work. Hi Brian, good one morning.
Speaker 9: God do any of us need you at this point?
Speaker 3: Now? Now, okay, what's your question?
Speaker 9: So I'm curious to see what the channel has to say.
Speaker 9: I have recently completed a six months unpaid training for
Speaker 9: a very potentially lucrative job. Got my first check, so
Speaker 9: I'm very excited about that. The thing is, it's not
Speaker 9: something I'm entirely passionate about. So I'm curious if it
Speaker 9: means I'm I need to uncover some resistance and become
Speaker 9: passionate about it, or should I really be more focused
Speaker 9: on something I'm more passionate.
Speaker 3: Oh my god, you guys fine, know this is the
Speaker 3: This is literally the definition of jerking off, Brian. Okay,
Speaker 3: when I say you directed your day today, it goes
Speaker 3: right to know.
Speaker 9: M No, I completely directed my day today.
Speaker 3: Nope, goes right to know.
Speaker 9: Anybody balance or switched?
Speaker 3: Are you balanced right now? No? Okay? Okay, well balance
Speaker 3: yourself all right? Okay, So when I say you're passionate
Speaker 3: about the money that you'll make at this job. I
Speaker 3: get a big yes, do you yes? Okay, so you're
Speaker 3: passionate about this job.
Speaker 9: I feel like I'm passionate about the money, not passionate
Speaker 9: about the works.
Speaker 3: Okay, Well, the money's part of the work. Okay, good grief,
Speaker 3: all right, he's passionate about the work. Yes, he's passionate
Speaker 3: about the money. Yes. So this is a game you're
Speaker 3: playing with yourself somehow, Brian.
Speaker 6: And it's a game.
Speaker 3: That you've played with yourself for a long time. We're
Speaker 3: going to a core polief this page here, one, two, five, six. Again,
Speaker 3: I'm not supposed to be here, and I don't belong,
Speaker 3: so I'm not supposed to be here loving what I
Speaker 3: do no matter what it is. Wow, zero through five
Speaker 3: zero around three years old with your dad? So how
Speaker 3: did he model that for you or teach it to you?
Speaker 4: Why?
Speaker 3: Know?
Speaker 9: Around that time he was not doing what he wanted
Speaker 9: to do and had to make sacrifices and spend a
Speaker 9: lot of time pouring over newspapers looking for better opportunities.
Speaker 3: Yeah, and that taught you that that's what makes you happy.
Speaker 3: So you've you have come to believe that that's the
Speaker 3: state you have to live in. If you're going to
Speaker 3: be happy, and you got to turn that around because
Speaker 3: otherwise that's the state you have to keep yourself in
Speaker 3: if you're going to be happy. So no job that
Speaker 3: you ever are going to attract to yourself will make
Speaker 3: you happy because it can't. Do you understand?
Speaker 9: I understand. So get over it, let it go and
Speaker 9: enjoy the work that I'm doing and enjoy the fruits
Speaker 9: of my labor.
Speaker 3: Well, yeah, choose to know that you are attracting jobs
Speaker 3: that will make you happy. Okay, what what? What kind
Speaker 3: of job is this? It is?
Speaker 9: Uh, I'm working with New York Lights as a financial professional. Okay,
Speaker 9: learning a lot of things I wish i'd learned years ago.
Speaker 3: Oh, okay, is that making him happy? I get it?
Speaker 8: Yes?
Speaker 3: Is that the right question? Yes, he's balanced, I'm balanced.
Speaker 3: Does that make him happy? Yes? Does he think it's
Speaker 3: making him happy? Yes? When he called it, he think
Speaker 3: it makes him happy? No, but now he see it
Speaker 3: shifted that pass. Can you feel the shift? Yeah, but
Speaker 3: you see your Your little boy goes. Oh if it
Speaker 3: makes me happy, it doesn't really make me happy. I
Speaker 3: learned that from dad.
Speaker 9: Wow, my penum came to a complete stop.
Speaker 3: What does that mean, I don't know. It made me.
Speaker 9: It was it was swinging yes and yeah. Maybe it's
Speaker 9: like we've we've we've hit that block that I have
Speaker 9: to shift.
Speaker 3: Got a yes on that, So shift it right now? Boom.
Speaker 3: So make this statement now when I have now chosen.
Speaker 3: I have now chosen that when I create a job
Speaker 3: that makes me happy, I allow myself to experience happiness.
Speaker 3: Hm hmm. What is your pensulum?
Speaker 6: Do swing?
Speaker 3: And little bit small? Yes? Very small?
Speaker 5: Yes?
Speaker 3: Okay hmm. So I want to experience large, enveloping happiness.
Speaker 5: Here we go.
Speaker 3: Okay, got it? Got you bet Bye bye. That was
Speaker 3: great for everybody. Wow, Kimmy and Drevi, Teenique.
Speaker 5: Sean Hello, Supreme section.
Speaker 3: Is hello baby.
Speaker 10: And I felt that that felt really good.
Speaker 6: Yeah.
Speaker 3: Wow.
Speaker 10: Two things. I feel like I've stalled on my job creation.
Speaker 10: I had an opportunity that seemed good, but it's on
Speaker 10: hold right now because of an acquisition that's going on
Speaker 10: and nothing's in the pipeline.
Speaker 3: So okay, story I know it is.
Speaker 10: And I'm so, oh, well that's what he told me.
Speaker 3: Oh yeah, but you know everything is created from.
Speaker 5: Us mm hmmm.
Speaker 3: So you created going after a job that became on.
Speaker 3: Hold mm hmm. Okay, Well you don't want to do that.
Speaker 3: You want to create a job that comes to you
Speaker 3: and is completed, right, okay, so get busy creating that.
Speaker 3: Okay then okay, right now, you don't really want a job.
Speaker 5: I thought I we worked. Sorry, I didn't to say
Speaker 5: that word.
Speaker 3: I hold on, we're going to a core belief.
Speaker 9: Yeah, it has to be a core belief.
Speaker 6: You want too, fine?
Speaker 3: Yeah see, I'm not supposed to be here and I
Speaker 3: don't belong working.
Speaker 5: Yeah, you and me and that book?
Speaker 3: Okay, hold on, does she want to work? No? You
Speaker 3: say you want to work, You believe you want to work,
Speaker 3: but deep down you don't really want to work. So
Speaker 3: let's ask why why does she want to work? Sheets? Book, song,
Speaker 3: give me a movie?
Speaker 10: Godfather?
Speaker 3: Well, you know working means death. Oh okay, so this
Speaker 3: is a past like thing. Really yep? Wow? So working
Speaker 3: means life, meaning survival means life. Wow, So you've got
Speaker 3: to start working with your little girl. Look, baby, that's
Speaker 3: a past like thing. Doesn't mean anything in this life.
Speaker 3: In this life, work means thriving, happiness, money, good times. Okay,
Speaker 3: So we want to attract opportunities where we complete the
Speaker 3: job that we love and make lots of cool money.
Speaker 3: That's what we want. Come on, Universe, create it with me.
Speaker 3: Come on now, let's go. This is gonna be fun. Wow.
Speaker 3: So I want you to start working on that from
Speaker 3: your love place.
Speaker 10: Yes, ma'am. Okay, yes, And I have an acting question. Okay,
Speaker 10: my improv teacher, and I know you had your studio before.
Speaker 3: I had asked a question.
Speaker 10: He wants us to sign a form statium whenever we
Speaker 10: get work or anything that we acknowledge him.
Speaker 3: Bullshit, thank you. I read that and I'm like, no, oh,
Speaker 3: that's bullshit.
Speaker 10: I felt like he's a very petty man, that this
Speaker 10: is petty and he wants to improve upon himself or whatever.
Speaker 3: Well, the point is he has no right to ask
Speaker 3: you to do that. Well that's what I yeah this year,
Speaker 3: doesn't you know? If that comes from you and you
Speaker 3: appreciate his teaching and it comes from your heart and
Speaker 3: it's your choice, That's another thing I have a lot
Speaker 3: of I have a lot of students that do that
Speaker 3: out of their own choice. But I would never I
Speaker 3: would never ask them to sign something and require them
Speaker 3: to do that. But you know, if he's asking you
Speaker 3: to sign that's up to you about how you have
Speaker 3: to handle that. But personally, I think that's beet. Yeah,
Speaker 3: I think so too.
Speaker 10: That did not feel right when I read that.
Speaker 7: No, Okay, all right, babe, loops, let me get you
Speaker 7: off this which board.
Speaker 3: There you go, Alberta in Canada.
Speaker 8: You're on honesty? How are you?
Speaker 6: Baby?
Speaker 3: I'm good?
Speaker 8: One quick question on my right eye. Sometimes I won't
Speaker 8: get blurred fishing, and I wonder if that's to do
Speaker 8: with tulation or I can't seem too.
Speaker 3: Well. Have you been through an eye doctor, Annie.
Speaker 8: Not for a while, but maybe yeah, I think, Well.
Speaker 3: I get a no on circulation, but I'm not a
Speaker 3: doctor and certainly not an eye doctor exactly.
Speaker 8: So it's not a little blood pressure or anything like
Speaker 8: that causing it. Or I'm trying to figure out what
Speaker 8: it might be or cataract.
Speaker 3: Uh. I get a know on circulation and then maybe
Speaker 3: on uh, maybe on something like a cataract. Okay, but
Speaker 3: I and I'm probably what I'm hearing is you need
Speaker 3: to go to an eye doctor and have it, you know,
Speaker 3: have it.
Speaker 6: Let Yeah.
Speaker 3: I don't think it's anything serious, Alberta, but it needs
Speaker 3: to be looked at by any doctor. Okay, it could
Speaker 3: be just a little infection that you need to mind
Speaker 3: drops to clear up, you know.
Speaker 8: Okay, all right, baby already, thank you, yeah.
Speaker 6: You bet.
Speaker 3: Okay, We're going to Debbie in Pennsylvania.
Speaker 4: Hidi, how are you?
Speaker 3: I'm good? Thank you?
Speaker 4: Goods good.
Speaker 5: Okay.
Speaker 4: You started the show. And what came to my mind
Speaker 4: is get my own house in order, which I feel
Speaker 4: like I've been trying to do, not trying directing to do.
Speaker 5: Thank you, thank you, but I see you're welcome. I
Speaker 5: seem to have.
Speaker 4: On a daily basis. Recently, I'm experiencing a lot of
Speaker 4: anxiety and ongoing continuous challenges with pretty much all of
Speaker 4: my relationships.
Speaker 3: Okay, what's your question?
Speaker 4: Where am I falling out in my creation?
Speaker 3: Why?
Speaker 4: Utterly I feel utterly exhausted?
Speaker 3: Why are you having anxiety in every relationship?
Speaker 4: Well, the anxiety is in me, and I find that
Speaker 4: it kind of stops me dead in my tracks when
Speaker 4: I get the physical sensation of the anxiety throughout my body. Okay,
Speaker 4: there's something that I'm not aware of that I'm doing
Speaker 4: that's creating that.
Speaker 3: Well, let's just ask what's at the root of your anxiety?
Speaker 3: She Okay?
Speaker 6: Book song give me a movie.
Speaker 3: Please eat. Your heart's closed hmm yep, get my big yes.
Speaker 3: So that begs the question, why is your heart closed?
Speaker 6: Cheets?
Speaker 3: But give me a song please.
Speaker 4: Zippity do dot day.
Speaker 3: Okay. Basically they're saying, you get up in the morning
Speaker 3: and automatically you go, wow, what a shitty day this is?
Speaker 4: Well, yeah, that's true. I mean I wake up and
Speaker 4: the first thing that, like, literally before my eyes open,
Speaker 4: I feel the anxiety.
Speaker 3: Well but sweetheart, do you understand that's a choice.
Speaker 4: I mean I go immediately into prayer and direction. But
Speaker 4: it's literally, like like I said, I'm just waking up,
Speaker 4: and before my eyes even open, I have that sensation
Speaker 4: of anxiety and so like literally it's fear. It's like
Speaker 4: fear sometimes it's terror.
Speaker 3: Yeah. And when I say, the minute you wake up,
Speaker 3: your heart is already closed, because when you go to bed,
Speaker 3: your heart is closed. Okay, so your heart is closed
Speaker 3: right now? Can you direct your heart to open? Please?
Speaker 4: It's kind I'm like experiencing open clothes open close, like flutter.
Speaker 3: Okay, just don't watch it, just direct it, honey, and
Speaker 3: and go to your love place. Do you have a
Speaker 3: love place? Yes? Okay, just go to your love place
Speaker 3: and don't watch it, just go to it. Okay. Okay,
Speaker 3: now just live in your love place for a few minutes. Yeah.
Speaker 3: Now how does that feel? I feel like crying, Yeah,
Speaker 3: because your heart's open. So when you go to sleep tonight,
Speaker 3: I want you to go to sleep going to your
Speaker 3: love place, okay, And when you wake up in the morning,
Speaker 3: go to your love place. And whenever you feel that anxiety,
Speaker 3: go to your love place. Okay, Okay, now how do
Speaker 3: you feel right now?
Speaker 4: I feel a bit later?
Speaker 3: Okay, go back to your love place.
Speaker 5: Hmm.
Speaker 3: Okay. You see, you can choose to always take yourself
Speaker 3: back there, and if you do that, you will train
Speaker 3: your brain and your nervous system to automatically go there. Okay.
Speaker 4: Okay, well I did just start doing some regular therapy
Speaker 4: that's supposed to be helping me with my nervous system,
Speaker 4: because I've been doing this a really long.
Speaker 3: Time and I find.
Speaker 4: Myself back.
Speaker 3: In this so I don't know what this is, but.
Speaker 4: Yeah, the hesitation, the physical that that's the most uncomfortable
Speaker 4: for me is the physical sensation.
Speaker 5: That I get in my body.
Speaker 3: Okay, Well, you don't have it when you go to
Speaker 3: your love place, do you.
Speaker 4: Not to the degree, not to the degree. It's always
Speaker 4: kind of like hang it. It's always kind of hanging
Speaker 4: out there day.
Speaker 3: And that's because Debbie, you keep looking for it.
Speaker 6: Is it there?
Speaker 3: Is it gone? Is it gone?
Speaker 4: And that's true because that's the biggest thing. There's there's
Speaker 4: been recent trauma.
Speaker 3: And as long as you keep looking for it, you're
Speaker 3: gonna find it. I want you to look for the love, okay,
Speaker 3: and the experience of the love. Okay, Okay, all right,
Speaker 3: come on next week, and I want to hear how
Speaker 3: much success you've had if you indeed do this this week.
Speaker 4: Thank you.
Speaker 3: Okay, sweetheart, mt your love. Okay, We're going to Jeanne, California.
Speaker 5: You're on, Hidi him mad, I have missed everybody.
Speaker 3: Excuse me.
Speaker 5: I am still glad I'm here today. So I would
Speaker 5: like to know what is going on with my renovation
Speaker 5: caught at the cottage and specific with my contractor. I've
Speaker 5: talked to him kindly. I've ordered things he's asked for,
Speaker 5: and it's been I think a week or two since
Speaker 5: my kitchen was delivered and nothing's happening. So there's probably
Speaker 5: something that I'm not aware of. That's going on.
Speaker 3: Okay. When I say you've directed what you wanted, I
Speaker 3: get to know.
Speaker 5: Okay, well have you Yeah, I wanted to I want
Speaker 5: I want the renovation to be done in July and
Speaker 5: before I let it done before the fourth of July.
Speaker 3: Okay, I get to know that you directed any of that.
Speaker 5: Wow, So what am I doing?
Speaker 3: Have you directed it? Yes? Specifically? Yes? Why am I
Speaker 3: getting an then? I think that's a great question. Tell
Speaker 3: me exactly.
Speaker 5: I directed that the that the cottage renovation would be
Speaker 5: done in July, and then I could be up there
Speaker 5: starting in the middle of July to help and to
Speaker 5: answer questions and make sure it happens. That was my
Speaker 5: Fire's what I though. I just got where you asked me.
Speaker 3: That is what my attention is on.
Speaker 5: Waiting for him. Yes, yeah, it's like I'm waiting for him.
Speaker 5: That's where my attention is, just because he's been so
Speaker 5: diligent all along. He's really comes through. He came through
Speaker 5: for me last fall, and now he's not.
Speaker 3: And so let me tell you. You're talking to the choir here.
Speaker 3: We're having so many problems with these contractors. Okay, I mean, yep,
Speaker 3: don't even get me started. Well, all right, so hold on,
Speaker 3: let's just stay on track.
Speaker 5: Here, thank you, because I have a lot to stay
Speaker 5: about what you just said.
Speaker 3: So yeah, So the first thing I'm hearing is don't
Speaker 3: be so nice exactly.
Speaker 5: That's what That's what somebody else said.
Speaker 3: Yeah, Gina's for you. Yeah, is working for you? You
Speaker 3: are the boss? Yes, Uh, it's taking you too long.
Speaker 3: I need this done by blah blah blah blah. I've
Speaker 3: ordered everything you've needed. When are you showing up? This
Speaker 3: has got to be done now. Yeah, okay, Okay, now
Speaker 3: I don't know. All right, I'll ride or right. They
Speaker 3: want us to go to a corp belief this page here?
Speaker 3: All right? All right, all right, I'm scared to death
Speaker 3: to be here, and here means finished with this. So
Speaker 3: there's part of you that doesn't want to be finished.
Speaker 5: Why Well, if I'm finished, then I'll have to decide
Speaker 5: whether I'm going to sell it. Oh Jesus, Okay, I know,
Speaker 5: I know I don't want to sell it.
Speaker 3: And there's a whole lot going on.
Speaker 5: There which we don't have enough time for. But maybe
Speaker 5: if it keeps going then I don't have to think
Speaker 5: about that.
Speaker 3: Yeah. Well, they're in life the rest. So the shoe drop,
Speaker 3: you have to finish it if you're going to complete it.
Speaker 3: So if you don't want to complete it, don't finish it.
Speaker 5: I do want to complete it.
Speaker 3: Well, then you better finish it.
Speaker 5: I want to complete it. I want to finish it.
Speaker 5: I want to enjoy it for the rest of the
Speaker 5: summer or whatever is left of the summer. I want
Speaker 5: people to visit me that have said they want to
Speaker 5: visit me. I want it to be cute, cozy and
Speaker 5: welcome you. I you know I've in creating.
Speaker 3: Okay, then you have to finish it and then you
Speaker 3: can cross the line whether you want to complete it
Speaker 3: in selling it or not.
Speaker 5: Yeah, complete it, Yes, I got.
Speaker 3: Jam Okay, Okay, so you got to finish.
Speaker 5: Call him today, like call him today and say when
Speaker 5: are you going back in?
Speaker 3: Or just I would not call him on a holiday,
Speaker 3: but I would call him on Monday. And I need
Speaker 3: a firm date about when you're coming back in. This
Speaker 3: has got to be finished by Okay, you're the boss.
Speaker 5: Yeah, And I've already talked to other people, like I'm
Speaker 5: starting to think about who else can I hire? And
Speaker 5: so I talked to a painter.
Speaker 3: All right, Do you want to do this or should
Speaker 3: I hire somebody else? Yes? Yes, I love you and
Speaker 3: I've loved your work, but this is unacceptable to me now.
Speaker 5: Okay, okay, yeah, just that.
Speaker 3: But he's giving you what you want right now, indecision.
Speaker 5: And taking long and while with you and all the
Speaker 5: same things I'm doing.
Speaker 3: Yeah, in a way. Okay, okay, bye bye bye, thank you? Bye.
Speaker 3: Oh boy, the tangled webs we weave. All right, We're
Speaker 3: going to Johanna and Florida. Hid Hi, Oh.
Speaker 11: My gosh, I just love that you called on me.
Speaker 11: I've gotten in line so many times I began to
Speaker 11: give up.
Speaker 3: Well, sweetheart, the people who call in first are for
Speaker 3: sure going to get on. So if you guys want
Speaker 3: to be sure to get on, call in early. All right,
Speaker 3: what's your question?
Speaker 11: So I am You know, I created this job which
Speaker 11: I have started to like, not.
Speaker 3: Not go along with the people.
Speaker 11: I mean, my job is by myself. There's no one there.
Speaker 11: I see someone when I come in.
Speaker 5: Anyway, what's your question?
Speaker 6: Baby?
Speaker 11: What can I do to get out of my way
Speaker 11: with getting what I want and getting the sleep that I.
Speaker 3: Need, getting the sleep that you need.
Speaker 11: Yes, I'd have a real problem with sleep?
Speaker 3: Well, are you going to bed on time.
Speaker 11: As best as I can? Because sometimes I'm working and
Speaker 11: I can't go to sleep until my person that I'm
Speaker 11: taking care of goes to sleep.
Speaker 3: Do you know?
Speaker 11: A long time ago, I think one of the last
Speaker 11: times I spoke with Hugh, we spoke about how emotional
Speaker 11: I was and that I had a lot of repressed
Speaker 11: emotion and I needed to experience.
Speaker 5: It and it was a.
Speaker 11: Lot of grief. And now I feel like it's a
Speaker 11: lot of anger, and I'm these situations are an opportunity
Speaker 11: for me to deal with that, but I'm not doing it,
Speaker 11: and I don't know if that's the real the real thing.
Speaker 3: Well, Johanna, this this sounds pretty in depth and complicated
Speaker 3: to me to do here on the show. Mm hmm.
Speaker 3: Is it about getting enough sleep? See, it's not really
Speaker 3: about that. It's it is about you dealing with your feelings.
Speaker 11: Yes, that's the highest I'm dealing with my feeling.
Speaker 3: Yeah, that's the highest thing. Hold on sheets. The song
Speaker 3: give me a.
Speaker 6: Movie please the Godfather, Well, you see the.
Speaker 3: Message from the Godfather as far as dealing with your
Speaker 3: feelings is don't We'll just take you out. Highest most
Speaker 3: correct most complete. So you learn you were taught literally
Speaker 3: not feeling yes, and that started at a very early
Speaker 3: age with both parents. Yees to repress your feelings. Yes,
Speaker 3: and you're paying for it, baby. So then my question
Speaker 3: is what.
Speaker 11: Does the channel think it's the best avenue I go
Speaker 11: back to my therapist. Is there some suggestion that could
Speaker 11: be made, writing, drawing?
Speaker 3: Uh, what I'm seeing is physical activity. Okay, what they're
Speaker 3: showing me is boxing, but that's that's an example. Okay, now, walking, walking,
Speaker 3: any kind of exercise in the gym, you know, any
Speaker 3: expression where you're getting out it's it's mostly from what
Speaker 3: I'm getting John anger, it is anger.
Speaker 4: Yeah.
Speaker 3: Yeah, anyway, that's why they're showing me boxing because it's
Speaker 3: you can express getting out your anger towards someone, you
Speaker 3: know what I'm saying. Yeah, like take that, take that,
Speaker 3: take that, take that when you're boxing. Yeah.
Speaker 11: So anger comes up when things come up, and then
Speaker 11: I feel like, well, anger isn't going to work. That
Speaker 11: does anything, And I don't want to angrily respond to
Speaker 11: people who are being exactly fair or whatever, and so
Speaker 11: I don't do anything. Yeah, I'm about picking up for myself,
Speaker 11: Like hey, wait a minute, this isn't fair, you know, Yeah.
Speaker 3: And what happens. What happens is we just bury it
Speaker 3: back inside of ourselves and our blood pressure goes up
Speaker 3: and we just keep harboring the anger. And that's that
Speaker 3: doesn't work.
Speaker 11: So I have great blood pressure, by the grace of God.
Speaker 11: But the anger, I guess maybe dancing, but you think physical,
Speaker 11: physical stuff to get rid.
Speaker 3: Of it, anything anything physical, deep breathing is always good.
Speaker 3: But also getting in touch with what the anger is
Speaker 3: really about. So now we're going to accord belief. Hold
Speaker 3: on this page here thirty seven thirty eight. Someone or
Speaker 3: something has to take my power away, which is what
Speaker 3: your parents did. Yes, and that's what you're angry about.
Speaker 3: Your perspective of the world, sweetheart, is that everybody else
Speaker 3: is taking your power. Yes, which is not true. But no,
Speaker 3: but when you have that perspective of the world, it's
Speaker 3: true to you. Yes.
Speaker 11: Well, there's a tremendous frustration about like not no feeling
Speaker 11: believing that I don't know what to do about it.
Speaker 5: But I'm not gonna I get.
Speaker 11: You know, I feel like it's the beginning and that's
Speaker 11: what I needed you for. And so I don't sweep
Speaker 11: because I'm so upset, and I just.
Speaker 3: You're upset. You're upset because you think people are taking
Speaker 3: your power away from you, and in most cases that's
Speaker 3: not true, Johanna. So yes, I need you to stand
Speaker 3: back and pull yourself back from your reaction. Okay, and
Speaker 3: go okay, little Johannah, people are not taking your power
Speaker 3: away from you, So let's not go into reaction here.
Speaker 5: Okay, Okay, thanks for lot.
Speaker 12: I know this is a big poor issues for me,
Speaker 12: and I just want to say I just am so
Speaker 12: grateful for you and how much you love us.
Speaker 5: A lot really gets me through a lot.
Speaker 3: Thank you, sweetheart.
Speaker 12: Through I really want I really want it for myself.
Speaker 3: And we want it for you. So Hannah, So the
Speaker 3: next time you find yourself in reaction, go oh here,
Speaker 3: I am in reaction, and I know if I'm in reaction,
Speaker 3: I'm out of creation. So I'm gonna step back and
Speaker 3: choose to take some deep breaths, go to my love place,
Speaker 3: calm down, and rebalance myself and take yourself back to
Speaker 3: the zero point where you have a choice again. Okay, Okay,
Speaker 3: you can do this, but you have to choose to
Speaker 3: do this, and after you do it, for a while
Speaker 3: you will automatically do it. Okay, okay, all right, all right, sweetheart,
Speaker 3: much love. All right, guys, almost got through everybody here,
Speaker 3: all right, join me, go everybody down to your heart
Speaker 3: and let's say it together. I love me, I love me,
Speaker 3: and I love me even more because I know that's
Speaker 3: what it's all about.
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