WEBVTT 1 00:00:09.560 --> 00:00:14.640 Welcome to Conscious Creation with actress, author and healer D Wallace. 2 00:00:15.080 --> 00:00:17.320 If you want to take charge of your life, really 3 00:00:17.399 --> 00:00:19.800 take charge of your life. The next hour will be 4 00:00:19.839 --> 00:00:22.920 a fun, enlightening experience in creating the life you want, 5 00:00:23.239 --> 00:00:27.199 whether it's money, health, success or relationships. Join D in 6 00:00:27.280 --> 00:00:30.120 celebrating the power of you and see your life expand 7 00:00:30.160 --> 00:00:31.280 into joyful creation. 8 00:00:31.559 --> 00:00:32.240 To join D. 9 00:00:32.320 --> 00:00:35.520 Live every Sunday morning at nine am Pacific time, called 10 00:00:35.560 --> 00:00:38.799 two zero six four zero two zero one zero zero 11 00:00:38.880 --> 00:00:41.479 and enter pin number one six one three two nine 12 00:00:41.560 --> 00:00:44.399 pounds and don't forget. D can also be heard on 13 00:00:44.560 --> 00:00:48.880 BBS Radio, iTunes, iHeartRadio, and live at Oneness Talk Radio. 14 00:00:49.000 --> 00:00:51.799 You can also hear D on Transformation Talk Radio and 15 00:00:51.880 --> 00:00:57.240 on her YouTube channel, D Wallace Official and now hes D. 16 00:00:58.799 --> 00:01:03.880 Hello are you beautiful people? I love and I mean 17 00:01:03.920 --> 00:01:07.879 that to the bottom of my heart. I'm coming to 18 00:01:07.959 --> 00:01:13.079 you from my office from my home in a lovely 19 00:01:13.120 --> 00:01:19.680 Woodland Hills, California. Gosh, we had so much fun last night. 20 00:01:21.079 --> 00:01:24.640 Lanny and Tanya and I went to the park down 21 00:01:24.680 --> 00:01:29.359 here in Woodland Hills and heard a couple of really 22 00:01:29.400 --> 00:01:38.519 good bands and saw the most amazing, beautiful, stunning fireworks 23 00:01:39.359 --> 00:01:46.680 Oh my gosh, they were just incredible. And you know, 24 00:01:49.680 --> 00:01:57.120 I had a passing conversation with some people, young people 25 00:01:58.200 --> 00:02:06.000 in my family about how they don't feel the same 26 00:02:06.040 --> 00:02:17.439 way about the country that they're well, they don't feel 27 00:02:17.479 --> 00:02:23.639 the same way about the country as I do. That 28 00:02:28.520 --> 00:02:39.080 they're more down on our country, more disappointed, and and 29 00:02:39.159 --> 00:02:48.520 the healthcare system and and the state our country is in, 30 00:02:50.199 --> 00:02:56.879 and and look who's running, you know, blah blah blah. 31 00:02:57.479 --> 00:03:04.599 And I looked at them and said, you know, who's 32 00:03:04.680 --> 00:03:12.800 running the country isn't the country. Our country is you 33 00:03:13.840 --> 00:03:19.639 and me. And if we don't like what's going on 34 00:03:19.719 --> 00:03:25.800 in our country, the beautiful thing about our country is 35 00:03:25.800 --> 00:03:29.560 that we get to change it. We have that freedom. 36 00:03:31.759 --> 00:03:36.240 And when the fireworks were going off last night, I'm 37 00:03:36.280 --> 00:03:42.240 going to get emotional here and all the songs that 38 00:03:42.280 --> 00:03:46.919 we're playing and on came I'm proud to be an 39 00:03:46.960 --> 00:03:53.280 American for at least I know I'm free, And I thought, 40 00:03:56.919 --> 00:04:01.080 you know, we do. We have to stand up, guys. 41 00:04:02.960 --> 00:04:13.159 We have to stand up and protect the two hundred 42 00:04:13.199 --> 00:04:21.240 and fifty years that we have fought for these rights 43 00:04:22.480 --> 00:04:29.639 and the privilege of these rights. It makes me emotional 44 00:04:31.439 --> 00:04:40.759 that we have the privilege of living in these freedoms. 45 00:04:42.160 --> 00:04:45.399 So let's remember. 46 00:04:48.160 --> 00:04:48.639 That we. 47 00:04:50.240 --> 00:04:58.480 Are this country. We are responsible for preserving these freedoms. 48 00:04:58.519 --> 00:05:05.800 And when we go to blame other people, remember it's 49 00:05:05.879 --> 00:05:10.959 up to us. Okay, I'll get off my bandwagon here, 50 00:05:12.959 --> 00:05:18.680 but it's important to me. It's really important to me 51 00:05:21.519 --> 00:05:31.639 that I stand up and profess this truth. All right, 52 00:05:31.839 --> 00:05:39.160 couple of announcements here. My daughter takes her spiritual group 53 00:05:40.199 --> 00:05:47.759 on these amazing trips, and she invited me to go 54 00:05:47.839 --> 00:05:52.439 on when this Christmas and we are going to Munich 55 00:05:52.720 --> 00:05:59.120 and Vienna to visit the Christmas markets, and there is 56 00:05:59.360 --> 00:06:04.959 one spot left and she said I could bring it 57 00:06:05.000 --> 00:06:11.319 out to my community. We leave on November twenty ninth, 58 00:06:11.879 --> 00:06:16.519 and it goes through December eighth. If anyone is interested 59 00:06:16.879 --> 00:06:23.720 in joining us, write me and I will give you 60 00:06:23.839 --> 00:06:30.839 the information, the cost and etc. They're of course filled 61 00:06:30.920 --> 00:06:37.680 with so much fun and at the same time we 62 00:06:39.199 --> 00:06:44.519 get to do some spiritual work together. So that's November 63 00:06:45.120 --> 00:06:52.319 twenty ninth through December eighth. Okay, and our webinar, Oh 64 00:06:52.360 --> 00:06:57.639 my gosh, you guys. I started doing a lot of 65 00:06:57.680 --> 00:07:04.000 work on it yesterday. It took me in a whole 66 00:07:04.040 --> 00:07:09.759 direction that I did not expect. You're not going to 67 00:07:09.959 --> 00:07:20.360 expect it's on Tuesday. I urge you to join us 68 00:07:22.120 --> 00:07:31.959 because it's going to be expanded into a whole direction 69 00:07:32.199 --> 00:07:38.639 that we did not expect on this self healing journey 70 00:07:38.879 --> 00:07:45.160 that we're on. So I really really hope that you 71 00:07:45.319 --> 00:07:49.120 join us. And now I want to go to the calls. 72 00:07:49.560 --> 00:07:53.240 Please have your questions ready. I really want to get 73 00:07:53.279 --> 00:07:59.720 through everyone if we can today. Okay, have your question 74 00:08:00.160 --> 00:08:03.360 is ready. I'm gonna take everybody in order as they 75 00:08:03.439 --> 00:08:08.199 came in, and we're starting with Susan and Niagara follows. 76 00:08:08.199 --> 00:08:08.480 You're on. 77 00:08:09.839 --> 00:08:11.319 Hi, Dee, I love you so much. 78 00:08:11.439 --> 00:08:13.439 You know that I love you too. 79 00:08:13.560 --> 00:08:13.879 Baby. 80 00:08:14.639 --> 00:08:21.120 Yes, I'm having some issues with my finances for some reason. 81 00:08:22.000 --> 00:08:24.040 My SSI did not come in. 82 00:08:24.160 --> 00:08:26.360 My uh. 83 00:08:28.079 --> 00:08:30.319 Pension did not come in. 84 00:08:31.399 --> 00:08:32.559 And I'm broke. 85 00:08:33.120 --> 00:08:39.360 I mean, I'm I'm so really broke, and you're broke. 86 00:08:40.399 --> 00:08:47.399 When I say you're broke, it goes to know. Okay, Uh, 87 00:08:50.159 --> 00:08:57.799 let's just ask why the money hasn't come in, because 88 00:08:57.799 --> 00:09:03.080 you have it. It's just the laid and delayed is the 89 00:09:03.200 --> 00:09:04.360 highest word. 90 00:09:04.639 --> 00:09:05.480 Okay, that's good. 91 00:09:05.919 --> 00:09:06.399 I like that. 92 00:09:07.559 --> 00:09:13.159 Okay, have you called to see why it's delayed. 93 00:09:14.519 --> 00:09:17.440 No, it's it's the holiday weekend. So it was supposed 94 00:09:17.440 --> 00:09:19.639 to community this weekend, and. 95 00:09:20.360 --> 00:09:21.240 I'll call Monday. 96 00:09:21.399 --> 00:09:24.919 I'm gonna call tomorrow. Both places are gonna call my 97 00:09:25.559 --> 00:09:28.000 pension people, and I'm gonna call. 98 00:09:29.039 --> 00:09:34.639 So sy Yeah, the first thing I'm gonna do. I 99 00:09:34.679 --> 00:09:38.120 think that's all it is, Susan uh. The same thing 100 00:09:38.279 --> 00:09:46.759 happened with my uh retirement check. It was supposed to 101 00:09:46.759 --> 00:09:48.519 be here before the end. 102 00:09:49.399 --> 00:09:50.320 Of the month. 103 00:09:51.600 --> 00:09:58.679 And it finally came in the beginning of the next month. 104 00:09:59.440 --> 00:10:03.960 So they're saying, we don't even have to go to 105 00:10:04.000 --> 00:10:08.480 a core belief that really that's all there that it's about. 106 00:10:08.960 --> 00:10:10.200 It is delayed. 107 00:10:11.320 --> 00:10:14.200 I'm not sure. I think I think I emailed you. 108 00:10:14.279 --> 00:10:17.320 I'm not really positive about this because I've not been 109 00:10:17.360 --> 00:10:20.720 feeling well at all. My my roommate passed away. 110 00:10:22.000 --> 00:10:25.200 Yeah you brought that on last week. 111 00:10:25.919 --> 00:10:27.600 Oh yes, Okay, Well I wasn't sure. 112 00:10:27.639 --> 00:10:32.720 I'm happy, it's it's been a little stressful for me 113 00:10:32.799 --> 00:10:35.440 this week because of all these things. I don't know 114 00:10:35.480 --> 00:10:38.360 why they're happening, and and you know, it's just. 115 00:10:38.399 --> 00:10:43.679 I mean, it's life, that's why they're happening. Your roommate 116 00:10:43.840 --> 00:10:46.559 passed away. That's part of life. 117 00:10:46.879 --> 00:10:51.039 Right, honey, has fallen out like that? 118 00:10:51.159 --> 00:10:54.080 I mean, what there is? 119 00:10:54.159 --> 00:10:54.799 It's trying to. 120 00:10:54.759 --> 00:10:58.960 Tell me some things get delayed in the mail. That's 121 00:10:59.120 --> 00:11:06.480 part of life. So don't When I say that there's 122 00:11:06.639 --> 00:11:12.399 anything more to it, it goes to know I'm glad. Okay, 123 00:11:12.919 --> 00:11:22.159 So as the saying goes, let's let's don't make more 124 00:11:22.320 --> 00:11:27.080 out of it. Let's then don't create a mole hill here. 125 00:11:27.559 --> 00:11:30.840 Yeah right, okay, yeah, thank you? 126 00:11:31.519 --> 00:11:38.799 All right. So when I say you've stepped back, remained 127 00:11:38.840 --> 00:11:43.080 objective and directed what you want, it goes to know 128 00:11:43.799 --> 00:11:52.039 you've gotten all up in the drama here and the fear. Okay, 129 00:11:52.159 --> 00:11:56.720 Well you know better, Yeah, I do know better. I 130 00:11:56.799 --> 00:12:03.399 do direct direct the checks to be delivered to you. Now, 131 00:12:05.440 --> 00:12:13.000 direct everything to fall into place in a balanced way. Now, 132 00:12:15.200 --> 00:12:23.240 direct you to come in to balance. Now do the work, Susan. 133 00:12:24.039 --> 00:12:27.639 Yes, okay, I'm giving a big gift on everything that 134 00:12:27.679 --> 00:12:31.519 you're saying. If I'm using my angeline right now doing 135 00:12:31.519 --> 00:12:35.679 my spiritual work to you know, get myself balanced and 136 00:12:36.000 --> 00:12:38.840 directed to have what I you know, what I want 137 00:12:38.879 --> 00:12:39.960 to create in my life. 138 00:12:40.559 --> 00:12:44.039 Okay, But you didn't need me to do that you 139 00:12:44.240 --> 00:12:45.039 know the work. 140 00:12:45.879 --> 00:12:47.200 Yeah, you're right. 141 00:12:47.279 --> 00:12:49.399 Okay, you're right. I love you. 142 00:12:49.480 --> 00:12:53.000 Goodbye, goodbye, says of YouTube. 143 00:12:53.360 --> 00:13:01.200 Okay, guys, do the work. Hi Brian, good one morning. 144 00:13:01.919 --> 00:13:04.639 God do any of us need you at this point? 145 00:13:05.320 --> 00:13:10.559 Now? Now, okay, what's your question? 146 00:13:11.559 --> 00:13:14.840 So I'm curious to see what the channel has to say. 147 00:13:15.000 --> 00:13:20.960 I have recently completed a six months unpaid training for 148 00:13:21.159 --> 00:13:26.120 a very potentially lucrative job. Got my first check, so 149 00:13:26.159 --> 00:13:32.879 I'm very excited about that. The thing is, it's not 150 00:13:33.200 --> 00:13:38.519 something I'm entirely passionate about. So I'm curious if it 151 00:13:38.679 --> 00:13:44.519 means I'm I need to uncover some resistance and become 152 00:13:44.639 --> 00:13:50.159 passionate about it, or should I really be more focused 153 00:13:50.200 --> 00:13:51.679 on something I'm more passionate. 154 00:13:51.879 --> 00:13:57.879 Oh my god, you guys fine, know this is the 155 00:13:58.639 --> 00:14:09.960 This is literally the definition of jerking off, Brian. Okay, 156 00:14:10.399 --> 00:14:15.759 when I say you directed your day today, it goes 157 00:14:15.879 --> 00:14:16.399 right to know. 158 00:14:17.600 --> 00:14:21.080 M No, I completely directed my day today. 159 00:14:22.039 --> 00:14:23.320 Nope, goes right to know. 160 00:14:28.320 --> 00:14:29.720 Anybody balance or switched? 161 00:14:31.720 --> 00:14:37.960 Are you balanced right now? No? Okay? Okay, well balance 162 00:14:38.000 --> 00:14:49.919 yourself all right? Okay, So when I say you're passionate 163 00:14:50.080 --> 00:14:53.799 about the money that you'll make at this job. I 164 00:14:53.879 --> 00:15:01.679 get a big yes, do you yes? Okay, so you're 165 00:15:01.720 --> 00:15:03.279 passionate about this job. 166 00:15:06.279 --> 00:15:08.799 I feel like I'm passionate about the money, not passionate 167 00:15:08.840 --> 00:15:09.480 about the works. 168 00:15:11.320 --> 00:15:18.360 Okay, Well, the money's part of the work. Okay, good grief, 169 00:15:19.159 --> 00:15:28.440 all right, he's passionate about the work. Yes, he's passionate 170 00:15:28.440 --> 00:15:32.200 about the money. Yes. So this is a game you're 171 00:15:32.240 --> 00:15:34.200 playing with yourself somehow, Brian. 172 00:15:38.879 --> 00:15:40.159 And it's a game. 173 00:15:40.120 --> 00:15:42.519 That you've played with yourself for a long time. We're 174 00:15:42.559 --> 00:15:49.039 going to a core polief this page here, one, two, five, six. Again, 175 00:15:49.200 --> 00:15:51.759 I'm not supposed to be here, and I don't belong, 176 00:15:55.039 --> 00:15:59.480 so I'm not supposed to be here loving what I 177 00:15:59.639 --> 00:16:11.639 do no matter what it is. Wow, zero through five 178 00:16:12.600 --> 00:16:18.919 zero around three years old with your dad? So how 179 00:16:18.960 --> 00:16:23.759 did he model that for you or teach it to you? 180 00:16:25.720 --> 00:16:25.919 Why? 181 00:16:26.000 --> 00:16:26.080 Know? 182 00:16:26.159 --> 00:16:29.399 Around that time he was not doing what he wanted 183 00:16:29.440 --> 00:16:33.279 to do and had to make sacrifices and spend a 184 00:16:33.279 --> 00:16:36.679 lot of time pouring over newspapers looking for better opportunities. 185 00:16:38.799 --> 00:16:45.480 Yeah, and that taught you that that's what makes you happy. 186 00:16:46.360 --> 00:16:53.840 So you've you have come to believe that that's the 187 00:16:54.000 --> 00:16:56.759 state you have to live in. If you're going to 188 00:16:56.799 --> 00:17:00.840 be happy, and you got to turn that around because 189 00:17:00.919 --> 00:17:05.559 otherwise that's the state you have to keep yourself in 190 00:17:06.400 --> 00:17:11.119 if you're going to be happy. So no job that 191 00:17:11.200 --> 00:17:17.000 you ever are going to attract to yourself will make 192 00:17:17.039 --> 00:17:28.240 you happy because it can't. Do you understand? 193 00:17:28.799 --> 00:17:38.559 I understand. So get over it, let it go and 194 00:17:39.079 --> 00:17:41.559 enjoy the work that I'm doing and enjoy the fruits 195 00:17:41.559 --> 00:17:42.119 of my labor. 196 00:17:46.799 --> 00:17:54.960 Well, yeah, choose to know that you are attracting jobs 197 00:17:55.039 --> 00:18:02.079 that will make you happy. Okay, what what? What kind 198 00:18:02.119 --> 00:18:04.799 of job is this? It is? 199 00:18:05.279 --> 00:18:12.440 Uh, I'm working with New York Lights as a financial professional. Okay, 200 00:18:14.079 --> 00:18:16.640 learning a lot of things I wish i'd learned years ago. 201 00:18:18.000 --> 00:18:24.440 Oh, okay, is that making him happy? I get it? 202 00:18:24.559 --> 00:18:24.759 Yes? 203 00:18:25.000 --> 00:18:32.400 Is that the right question? Yes, he's balanced, I'm balanced. 204 00:18:32.960 --> 00:18:37.720 Does that make him happy? Yes? Does he think it's 205 00:18:38.039 --> 00:18:44.279 making him happy? Yes? When he called it, he think 206 00:18:44.319 --> 00:18:48.319 it makes him happy? No, but now he see it 207 00:18:48.400 --> 00:18:59.799 shifted that pass. Can you feel the shift? Yeah, but 208 00:19:00.119 --> 00:19:04.519 you see your Your little boy goes. Oh if it 209 00:19:04.599 --> 00:19:07.640 makes me happy, it doesn't really make me happy. I 210 00:19:07.720 --> 00:19:09.079 learned that from dad. 211 00:19:10.920 --> 00:19:12.880 Wow, my penum came to a complete stop. 212 00:19:14.160 --> 00:19:17.400 What does that mean, I don't know. It made me. 213 00:19:18.079 --> 00:19:20.400 It was it was swinging yes and yeah. Maybe it's 214 00:19:20.440 --> 00:19:23.240 like we've we've we've hit that block that I have 215 00:19:23.359 --> 00:19:23.799 to shift. 216 00:19:26.720 --> 00:19:38.559 Got a yes on that, So shift it right now? Boom. 217 00:19:38.880 --> 00:19:47.680 So make this statement now when I have now chosen. 218 00:19:49.319 --> 00:19:59.039 I have now chosen that when I create a job 219 00:20:00.640 --> 00:20:05.759 that makes me happy, I allow myself to experience happiness. 220 00:20:06.759 --> 00:20:12.359 Hm hmm. What is your pensulum? 221 00:20:12.440 --> 00:20:17.279 Do swing? 222 00:20:17.359 --> 00:20:20.000 And little bit small? Yes? Very small? 223 00:20:20.079 --> 00:20:20.240 Yes? 224 00:20:22.000 --> 00:20:42.960 Okay hmm. So I want to experience large, enveloping happiness. 225 00:20:44.480 --> 00:20:45.039 Here we go. 226 00:20:48.599 --> 00:20:56.839 Okay, got it? Got you bet Bye bye. That was 227 00:20:56.960 --> 00:21:03.119 great for everybody. Wow, Kimmy and Drevi, Teenique. 228 00:21:02.680 --> 00:21:06.480 Sean Hello, Supreme section. 229 00:21:06.519 --> 00:21:08.400 Is hello baby. 230 00:21:09.480 --> 00:21:13.559 And I felt that that felt really good. 231 00:21:14.160 --> 00:21:14.400 Yeah. 232 00:21:15.680 --> 00:21:16.119 Wow. 233 00:21:17.720 --> 00:21:26.720 Two things. I feel like I've stalled on my job creation. 234 00:21:27.640 --> 00:21:31.359 I had an opportunity that seemed good, but it's on 235 00:21:31.480 --> 00:21:34.440 hold right now because of an acquisition that's going on 236 00:21:35.359 --> 00:21:38.039 and nothing's in the pipeline. 237 00:21:38.160 --> 00:21:42.640 So okay, story I know it is. 238 00:21:42.880 --> 00:21:48.920 And I'm so, oh, well that's what he told me. 239 00:21:50.119 --> 00:21:54.359 Oh yeah, but you know everything is created from. 240 00:21:54.200 --> 00:21:55.880 Us mm hmmm. 241 00:21:56.319 --> 00:22:02.000 So you created going after a job that became on. 242 00:22:02.119 --> 00:22:07.079 Hold mm hmm. Okay, Well you don't want to do that. 243 00:22:07.240 --> 00:22:10.039 You want to create a job that comes to you 244 00:22:10.200 --> 00:22:17.079 and is completed, right, okay, so get busy creating that. 245 00:22:19.359 --> 00:22:25.440 Okay then okay, right now, you don't really want a job. 246 00:22:27.960 --> 00:22:30.839 I thought I we worked. Sorry, I didn't to say 247 00:22:30.880 --> 00:22:31.680 that word. 248 00:22:32.119 --> 00:22:37.720 I hold on, we're going to a core belief. 249 00:22:37.920 --> 00:22:40.039 Yeah, it has to be a core belief. 250 00:22:39.599 --> 00:22:40.799 You want too, fine? 251 00:22:40.960 --> 00:22:43.160 Yeah see, I'm not supposed to be here and I 252 00:22:43.240 --> 00:22:44.279 don't belong working. 253 00:22:48.839 --> 00:22:50.799 Yeah, you and me and that book? 254 00:22:50.839 --> 00:22:55.000 Okay, hold on, does she want to work? No? You 255 00:22:55.119 --> 00:22:58.480 say you want to work, You believe you want to work, 256 00:22:58.880 --> 00:23:01.039 but deep down you don't really want to work. So 257 00:23:01.160 --> 00:23:05.880 let's ask why why does she want to work? Sheets? Book, song, 258 00:23:06.000 --> 00:23:09.000 give me a movie? 259 00:23:09.319 --> 00:23:09.960 Godfather? 260 00:23:13.039 --> 00:23:23.599 Well, you know working means death. Oh okay, so this 261 00:23:23.759 --> 00:23:34.079 is a past like thing. Really yep? Wow? So working 262 00:23:34.240 --> 00:23:50.039 means life, meaning survival means life. Wow, So you've got 263 00:23:50.039 --> 00:23:55.880 to start working with your little girl. Look, baby, that's 264 00:23:55.920 --> 00:24:00.799 a past like thing. Doesn't mean anything in this life. 265 00:24:00.920 --> 00:24:14.480 In this life, work means thriving, happiness, money, good times. Okay, 266 00:24:16.200 --> 00:24:23.359 So we want to attract opportunities where we complete the 267 00:24:23.559 --> 00:24:29.119 job that we love and make lots of cool money. 268 00:24:30.440 --> 00:24:37.680 That's what we want. Come on, Universe, create it with me. 269 00:24:38.000 --> 00:24:44.799 Come on now, let's go. This is gonna be fun. Wow. 270 00:24:48.920 --> 00:24:51.640 So I want you to start working on that from 271 00:24:51.680 --> 00:24:52.920 your love place. 272 00:24:53.720 --> 00:25:00.640 Yes, ma'am. Okay, yes, And I have an acting question. Okay, 273 00:25:00.839 --> 00:25:04.920 my improv teacher, and I know you had your studio before. 274 00:25:05.519 --> 00:25:06.759 I had asked a question. 275 00:25:08.039 --> 00:25:14.279 He wants us to sign a form statium whenever we 276 00:25:14.519 --> 00:25:17.559 get work or anything that we acknowledge him. 277 00:25:18.359 --> 00:25:25.279 Bullshit, thank you. I read that and I'm like, no, oh, 278 00:25:25.319 --> 00:25:26.200 that's bullshit. 279 00:25:28.000 --> 00:25:32.079 I felt like he's a very petty man, that this 280 00:25:32.200 --> 00:25:35.759 is petty and he wants to improve upon himself or whatever. 281 00:25:36.759 --> 00:25:40.200 Well, the point is he has no right to ask 282 00:25:40.240 --> 00:25:43.799 you to do that. Well that's what I yeah this year, 283 00:25:43.880 --> 00:25:50.519 doesn't you know? If that comes from you and you 284 00:25:50.920 --> 00:25:54.599 appreciate his teaching and it comes from your heart and 285 00:25:54.640 --> 00:25:59.519 it's your choice, That's another thing I have a lot 286 00:25:59.519 --> 00:26:04.200 of I have a lot of students that do that 287 00:26:04.480 --> 00:26:09.279 out of their own choice. But I would never I 288 00:26:09.279 --> 00:26:14.680 would never ask them to sign something and require them 289 00:26:14.680 --> 00:26:20.599 to do that. But you know, if he's asking you 290 00:26:20.680 --> 00:26:23.880 to sign that's up to you about how you have 291 00:26:23.960 --> 00:26:28.359 to handle that. But personally, I think that's beet. Yeah, 292 00:26:28.400 --> 00:26:29.240 I think so too. 293 00:26:30.759 --> 00:26:32.640 That did not feel right when I read that. 294 00:26:33.359 --> 00:26:42.079 No, Okay, all right, babe, loops, let me get you 295 00:26:42.720 --> 00:26:44.039 off this which board. 296 00:26:44.119 --> 00:26:46.559 There you go, Alberta in Canada. 297 00:26:46.640 --> 00:26:48.960 You're on honesty? How are you? 298 00:26:49.200 --> 00:26:49.519 Baby? 299 00:26:49.640 --> 00:26:50.200 I'm good? 300 00:26:51.559 --> 00:26:55.720 One quick question on my right eye. Sometimes I won't 301 00:26:55.720 --> 00:26:59.200 get blurred fishing, and I wonder if that's to do 302 00:26:59.319 --> 00:27:02.680 with tulation or I can't seem too. 303 00:27:05.359 --> 00:27:09.079 Well. Have you been through an eye doctor, Annie. 304 00:27:09.440 --> 00:27:14.720 Not for a while, but maybe yeah, I think, Well. 305 00:27:14.559 --> 00:27:18.200 I get a no on circulation, but I'm not a 306 00:27:18.319 --> 00:27:21.799 doctor and certainly not an eye doctor exactly. 307 00:27:21.839 --> 00:27:23.799 So it's not a little blood pressure or anything like 308 00:27:23.839 --> 00:27:26.119 that causing it. Or I'm trying to figure out what 309 00:27:26.160 --> 00:27:30.799 it might be or cataract. 310 00:27:36.599 --> 00:27:41.119 Uh. I get a know on circulation and then maybe 311 00:27:41.200 --> 00:27:52.799 on uh, maybe on something like a cataract. Okay, but 312 00:27:53.000 --> 00:27:58.000 I and I'm probably what I'm hearing is you need 313 00:27:58.039 --> 00:28:02.000 to go to an eye doctor and have it, you know, 314 00:28:02.319 --> 00:28:02.519 have it. 315 00:28:02.680 --> 00:28:04.440 Let Yeah. 316 00:28:04.920 --> 00:28:09.359 I don't think it's anything serious, Alberta, but it needs 317 00:28:09.400 --> 00:28:13.599 to be looked at by any doctor. Okay, it could 318 00:28:13.640 --> 00:28:16.720 be just a little infection that you need to mind 319 00:28:16.839 --> 00:28:19.000 drops to clear up, you know. 320 00:28:19.720 --> 00:28:24.720 Okay, all right, baby already, thank you, yeah. 321 00:28:24.640 --> 00:28:26.279 You bet. 322 00:28:27.480 --> 00:28:30.799 Okay, We're going to Debbie in Pennsylvania. 323 00:28:30.960 --> 00:28:31.960 Hidi, how are you? 324 00:28:32.559 --> 00:28:33.799 I'm good? Thank you? 325 00:28:34.720 --> 00:28:35.359 Goods good. 326 00:28:36.039 --> 00:28:36.400 Okay. 327 00:28:36.680 --> 00:28:39.839 You started the show. And what came to my mind 328 00:28:40.039 --> 00:28:42.160 is get my own house in order, which I feel 329 00:28:42.200 --> 00:28:46.279 like I've been trying to do, not trying directing to do. 330 00:28:46.440 --> 00:28:49.480 Thank you, thank you, but I see you're welcome. I 331 00:28:49.599 --> 00:28:50.720 seem to have. 332 00:28:52.880 --> 00:28:56.920 On a daily basis. Recently, I'm experiencing a lot of 333 00:28:56.960 --> 00:29:03.200 anxiety and ongoing continuous challenges with pretty much all of 334 00:29:03.200 --> 00:29:04.920 my relationships. 335 00:29:07.759 --> 00:29:09.000 Okay, what's your question? 336 00:29:12.319 --> 00:29:14.839 Where am I falling out in my creation? 337 00:29:17.119 --> 00:29:17.319 Why? 338 00:29:17.519 --> 00:29:19.359 Utterly I feel utterly exhausted? 339 00:29:20.200 --> 00:29:24.359 Why are you having anxiety in every relationship? 340 00:29:30.079 --> 00:29:32.880 Well, the anxiety is in me, and I find that 341 00:29:33.240 --> 00:29:35.759 it kind of stops me dead in my tracks when 342 00:29:35.799 --> 00:29:41.279 I get the physical sensation of the anxiety throughout my body. Okay, 343 00:29:41.400 --> 00:29:45.079 there's something that I'm not aware of that I'm doing 344 00:29:45.200 --> 00:29:46.440 that's creating that. 345 00:29:47.279 --> 00:29:50.799 Well, let's just ask what's at the root of your anxiety? 346 00:29:51.480 --> 00:29:52.160 She Okay? 347 00:29:52.319 --> 00:29:54.279 Book song give me a movie. 348 00:29:54.359 --> 00:30:05.480 Please eat. Your heart's closed hmm yep, get my big yes. 349 00:30:06.160 --> 00:30:09.880 So that begs the question, why is your heart closed? 350 00:30:12.160 --> 00:30:12.680 Cheets? 351 00:30:13.000 --> 00:30:14.799 But give me a song please. 352 00:30:17.680 --> 00:30:18.680 Zippity do dot day. 353 00:30:21.759 --> 00:30:29.880 Okay. Basically they're saying, you get up in the morning 354 00:30:31.079 --> 00:30:35.920 and automatically you go, wow, what a shitty day this is? 355 00:30:38.039 --> 00:30:39.920 Well, yeah, that's true. I mean I wake up and 356 00:30:40.000 --> 00:30:44.079 the first thing that, like, literally before my eyes open, 357 00:30:44.559 --> 00:30:46.160 I feel the anxiety. 358 00:30:48.240 --> 00:30:56.160 Well but sweetheart, do you understand that's a choice. 359 00:30:57.720 --> 00:31:06.200 I mean I go immediately into prayer and direction. But 360 00:31:06.319 --> 00:31:11.480 it's literally, like like I said, I'm just waking up, 361 00:31:11.599 --> 00:31:16.839 and before my eyes even open, I have that sensation 362 00:31:17.279 --> 00:31:23.880 of anxiety and so like literally it's fear. It's like 363 00:31:24.039 --> 00:31:26.680 fear sometimes it's terror. 364 00:31:31.200 --> 00:31:36.680 Yeah. And when I say, the minute you wake up, 365 00:31:36.960 --> 00:31:42.920 your heart is already closed, because when you go to bed, 366 00:31:43.759 --> 00:31:49.839 your heart is closed. Okay, so your heart is closed 367 00:31:50.000 --> 00:31:53.720 right now? Can you direct your heart to open? Please? 368 00:32:02.839 --> 00:32:08.799 It's kind I'm like experiencing open clothes open close, like flutter. 369 00:32:12.279 --> 00:32:20.559 Okay, just don't watch it, just direct it, honey, and 370 00:32:20.559 --> 00:32:22.599 and go to your love place. Do you have a 371 00:32:22.680 --> 00:32:27.200 love place? Yes? Okay, just go to your love place 372 00:32:29.119 --> 00:32:36.279 and don't watch it, just go to it. Okay. Okay, 373 00:32:36.480 --> 00:32:48.160 now just live in your love place for a few minutes. Yeah. 374 00:32:48.279 --> 00:32:59.039 Now how does that feel? I feel like crying, Yeah, 375 00:32:59.079 --> 00:33:15.920 because your heart's open. So when you go to sleep tonight, 376 00:33:17.440 --> 00:33:21.200 I want you to go to sleep going to your 377 00:33:21.240 --> 00:33:26.200 love place, okay, And when you wake up in the morning, 378 00:33:27.880 --> 00:33:34.599 go to your love place. And whenever you feel that anxiety, 379 00:33:35.759 --> 00:33:48.039 go to your love place. Okay, Okay, now how do 380 00:33:48.119 --> 00:33:49.240 you feel right now? 381 00:33:50.839 --> 00:33:51.759 I feel a bit later? 382 00:33:55.160 --> 00:33:57.160 Okay, go back to your love place. 383 00:34:09.239 --> 00:34:09.679 Hmm. 384 00:34:11.000 --> 00:34:15.800 Okay. You see, you can choose to always take yourself 385 00:34:15.880 --> 00:34:23.199 back there, and if you do that, you will train 386 00:34:23.400 --> 00:34:34.199 your brain and your nervous system to automatically go there. Okay. 387 00:34:35.039 --> 00:34:42.679 Okay, well I did just start doing some regular therapy 388 00:34:44.360 --> 00:34:47.280 that's supposed to be helping me with my nervous system, 389 00:34:47.360 --> 00:34:50.119 because I've been doing this a really long. 390 00:34:49.960 --> 00:34:53.119 Time and I find. 391 00:34:55.440 --> 00:34:56.440 Myself back. 392 00:34:57.760 --> 00:35:04.920 In this so I don't know what this is, but. 393 00:35:08.079 --> 00:35:13.400 Yeah, the hesitation, the physical that that's the most uncomfortable 394 00:35:13.440 --> 00:35:16.440 for me is the physical sensation. 395 00:35:16.119 --> 00:35:17.480 That I get in my body. 396 00:35:18.519 --> 00:35:23.840 Okay, Well, you don't have it when you go to 397 00:35:23.920 --> 00:35:25.159 your love place, do you. 398 00:35:28.559 --> 00:35:32.800 Not to the degree, not to the degree. It's always 399 00:35:32.880 --> 00:35:34.719 kind of like hang it. It's always kind of hanging 400 00:35:34.760 --> 00:35:35.320 out there day. 401 00:35:36.440 --> 00:35:42.920