Speaker 1: Oh yeah, I suck at this. You know what, I
Speaker 1: can only be myself.
Speaker 2: You don't take yourself serious, which I know, and that's
Speaker 2: what like I feel like exudes for me. It's about
Speaker 2: energy and like what you put that off and so
Speaker 2: it's like, right, life's too short to take yourself too serious.
Speaker 2: While they're business women, we get it done. But you know,
Speaker 2: sometimes things make you a little like you giggle when
Speaker 2: you're like when you're nervous, and I do, oh.
Speaker 1: My god, I don't even be knowing where to put myself,
Speaker 1: Like I want to cover myself under a pillow.
Speaker 2: But you're such like you're an artist, you're out there.
Speaker 2: How does that like correlate? How do you even like
Speaker 2: you're so shy at one point, but you're so like
Speaker 2: hear me here I.
Speaker 1: Am because when I'm on stage, it's like it's like
Speaker 1: where I can be free. So I'm just myself. But
Speaker 1: when I'm away from the stage, I'm kind of a
Speaker 1: little bit socially awkward and a little shy, and it
Speaker 1: takes It's I have a big personality, but it takes
Speaker 1: some time for me to like come out of that.
Speaker 2: Like you can give bread crumbs, right, you're like I
Speaker 2: give you a little bit and I'm gonna take it away.
Speaker 2: I'm gonna laugh at you, but I'm gonna come in.
Speaker 1: Back girl, exactly exactly. And I guess also because I
Speaker 1: don't know how you feel about this, but even being
Speaker 1: seen as a sex symbol or whatever the case may be.
Speaker 1: You know, you're often told all the time how sexy
Speaker 1: you are, how pretty you are, how you you know
Speaker 1: your body, You're this, you're that, and and you get it,
Speaker 1: but I don't know, it kind of loses a little
Speaker 1: bit of its strength, at least for me, and it
Speaker 1: only but makes me even more shy and know, like
Speaker 1: I have more pressure I have to maintain the sexiness
Speaker 1: and maintain this.
Speaker 2: You should always keep it, you know, you gotta keep
Speaker 2: it good for yourself. And that's sure because of what
Speaker 2: we do, not just because of what we do, but
Speaker 2: we're out in the spotlight and your people.
Speaker 1: See us and look at us.
Speaker 2: But I feel like it works with already. It starts
Speaker 2: with in our self work first, and then that makes
Speaker 2: you like so much more like it is exude like happiness,
Speaker 2: like you could just tell like, and then I feel
Speaker 2: like it comes in place of like the non nervousness
Speaker 2: is coming happening, like I just recently, like I'm single,
Speaker 2: So the dating world.
Speaker 1: Are you single? Ready to mingle?
Speaker 2: I'm ready to mingle? Oh wow, no, I take that back.
Speaker 2: I'm ready to mingle. But mingling out here in the
Speaker 2: data world that's really weird. And so now they getting
Speaker 2: through those waters, it's kind of weird. So the whole
Speaker 2: facetiming like it was a new guy and like and
Speaker 2: I'm like, I'm awkward on the funt.
Speaker 1: I'm like, how do I hold it? Where'd I put it?
Speaker 1: Like what do I do?
Speaker 2: And we're like super shy on like light, I don't
Speaker 2: like it.
Speaker 1: Lighting is everything. Find the right lighting, and I gotta
Speaker 1: have production lights and be like, hey baby, let's face
Speaker 1: you know what to be honest, I almost I'm gonna
Speaker 1: take that back. If you really like someone and then
Speaker 1: you're just getting to know them, I think it's good
Speaker 1: to be able to see all their phases, the iboogers
Speaker 1: early in the morning. I want to show you everything
Speaker 1: that's messed up about me, show me you now early
Speaker 1: so I don't have to waste my time later on,
Speaker 1: because in the beginning, you know, we always shry a
Speaker 1: finesse and put this like, oh my god, I'm gonna
Speaker 1: tell you something fun fact.
Speaker 2: Let us know private talk on private talk.
Speaker 1: So before when when I, you know, when I was
Speaker 1: dating this guy or whatever, I would literally go to
Speaker 1: sleep with makeup on at least some foundation and a
Speaker 1: little like mascara and stuff and go to sleep. For you,
Speaker 1: I know, I will go to sleep like this and
Speaker 1: then like around three four o'clock in the morning, I
Speaker 1: have to go to the bathroom brush my teeth and
Speaker 1: then be like, good morning. You would do this regiment
Speaker 1: every day. I only did that for like a month,
Speaker 1: and I was like, this is a lot of work.
Speaker 1: I was just over it. Was like, look, okay, this
Speaker 1: is what you see, is what you get. This is
Speaker 1: me Get over it because it's a facade. I feel
Speaker 1: like it's like, yeah, we put things on like shapewear
Speaker 1: and this that whatever. But at the end of the day,
Speaker 1: if you're gonna go when you take off your braw,
Speaker 1: it's just sad. Just there, girl, look take it. I
Speaker 1: am exactly. So tell us a little bit more about
Speaker 1: you know, love and hip hop. Miami.
Speaker 2: I was the season for you. You got been terrible,
Speaker 2: you got really more intimate. I watched the show, so
Speaker 2: I'm a fan of the show, but it's one of
Speaker 2: the things where you know, you kind of I feel
Speaker 2: like you kind of evolved each season, so I feel
Speaker 2: like you kind of if maybe it's like you don't
Speaker 2: give a fuck anymore and this is who you are.
Speaker 1: Take me as I am. But how did that?
Speaker 2: You know, how are you responding to that? And like
Speaker 2: your fans and how are they taking it? Like how
Speaker 2: open you've been with the season.
Speaker 1: I've been very careful about my brand and how I
Speaker 1: move and how I you know, how I do things.
Speaker 1: I'm very analytical. I think before I do things, and
Speaker 1: sometimes you just don't have the answers to everything. This season,
Speaker 1: I wanted to showcase a different side of me and
Speaker 1: a more personal, intimate side of me with you know,
Speaker 1: my relationship with my father, with my mother, with my
Speaker 1: personal relationship just overall. I was very very open, and
Speaker 1: it kind of sucks because I learned that now I
Speaker 1: can understand other celebrities or other reality stars, how the
Speaker 1: relationship can fall apart and the pressure of society, your
Speaker 1: fan based you know, social media's opinion with what you're
Speaker 1: going on. Yeah, but people's opinions somewhat. As much as
Speaker 1: you say that it doesn't or it shouldn't, it can't
Speaker 1: affect a relationship. So that's why you should keep your
Speaker 1: personal life to your south. That's why it's called personal.
Speaker 1: But when you're in a when you're in a reality show,
Speaker 1: you really don't have no personal nothing. So so it
Speaker 1: is what it is. You know, I'm young, I'm still learning,
Speaker 1: I'm still growing, I'm maturing. I consider myself to be
Speaker 1: very mature for my age, but it's a learning experience,
Speaker 1: you know, just putting out my business, like as far
Speaker 1: as my management and how things weren't done properly and
Speaker 1: having to restructure. That took a lot of guts for
Speaker 1: me to make that public because you always want to
Speaker 1: make sure that everybody sees you as I'm a boss,
Speaker 1: you know this, and I got everything under control, and
Speaker 1: sometimes you.
Speaker 2: Really don't, you know, no, I feel like you know
Speaker 2: with aught that being said of being a boss sometimes
Speaker 2: is knowing when you don't have it under control and
Speaker 2: like really kind of fixing it. And I think the
Speaker 2: biggest part is like ego. It's our ego because it's
Speaker 2: like we build this big, you.
Speaker 1: Know, we are bosses.
Speaker 2: But then sometimes we don't know it all and that's
Speaker 2: the part of learning and like figuring maneuvering it because
Speaker 2: you can stay, even with a relationship, stay longer than
Speaker 2: you want to because it's comfortable. Yeah, but you know,
Speaker 2: but in return, it's not good for your brand necessarily
Speaker 2: because it's like, you know, either it's making you emotionally
Speaker 2: not there or you know, and because we're artists, it's
Speaker 2: like we have to give our all, like weel like,
Speaker 2: you know, it's it's as much as like you're on
Speaker 2: that stage. You know, it's a it's it's a presence,
Speaker 2: it's a persona.
Speaker 1: Yeah, so I definitely express that side. And then even
Speaker 1: with my personal relationship, which has been a little bit
Speaker 1: tough for me because obviously, and I'm sure it's tough
Speaker 1: for him, is his first time doing reality TV and
Speaker 1: obviously getting judged and everybody's opinions. You know, as much
Speaker 1: as he may say that it didn't, obviously it affects
Speaker 1: you because you know, you want people to see you
Speaker 1: in a different light, and it was just a lot,
Speaker 1: it was just a lot of pressure. I only but
Speaker 1: wish him the best in his career and his music.
Speaker 1: We are currently not together, but we maintain a beautiful friendship.
Speaker 1: I wish him nothing but the best, and I will
Speaker 1: continue to help and support him in any possible way.
Speaker 1: And it is what it is, you know what I mean?
Speaker 1: Like life is not perfect. There isn't a guidebook to
Speaker 1: how to live your best life. You just you learn
Speaker 1: as you you know live. So you say you're currently single,
Speaker 1: are you ready to mingle? Sure about that? I am
Speaker 1: ready to continue focusing on my career and my music
Speaker 1: and my business and restructuring, you know, my foundation. I
Speaker 1: think that all those things will happen in due time,
Speaker 1: but my focus is just on me right now. I'm
Speaker 1: in the best moment of my career, of my life,
Speaker 1: of my youth, and that's my priority at this moment.
Speaker 1: If it comes, my arms will be welcoming.
Speaker 2: Like, hey, you can say those things, but you know
Speaker 2: you can't control how their people perceive you. And so
Speaker 2: how many people are you know, celebrity wise or regular
Speaker 2: guys in your dms?
Speaker 1: Because you know, you.
Speaker 2: Know, you're a public figure now and your you know
Speaker 2: reality TV, right, a lot of people watch it all
Speaker 2: over so you can't see when you see your relationship online.
Speaker 1: How many people are on your d I'll tell you that.
Speaker 1: To truth, I'll tell you this. I have I get
Speaker 1: about I don't know anywhere between fifteen hundred dms a day.
Speaker 1: I do get a lot of dms, so I don't
Speaker 1: have an opportunity to see all of them. I do
Speaker 1: my best, SUSSI. But I I will say that, yes,
Speaker 1: I've had a lot of athletes, businessmen, you know, rappers, this, that,
Speaker 1: everything you can imagine. Let's say a lot of verified
Speaker 1: right those blue checks they're coming out anything. I've had
Speaker 1: a lot of those. And sometimes it's good, sometimes it's bad.
Speaker 1: And I also think that not everybody is meant to
Speaker 1: be dealt within that matter. Some people are just good
Speaker 1: friends and good people to have around for business. You know,
Speaker 1: sometimes you don't want to mix business and pleasure, so.
Speaker 2: You just not respond to those damns then or do
Speaker 2: you hit them up and it's just business. How do
Speaker 2: they know it's business and not pleasure?
Speaker 1: Well, because I'll make it clear, like if you're ever like, oh,
Speaker 1: you know, you know as a woman, you know how
Speaker 1: to do it.
Speaker 2: What if a girl comes in your dam and she's
Speaker 2: like a moda? Can they take you on on a day?
Speaker 1: Oh? I've had a lot of those, who a black girl,
Speaker 1: you want all of this girl? She wants all of that?
Speaker 1: What if she wants? No?
Speaker 2: No, I never dipped your toe and the lady palant.
Speaker 1: Listen, I've done a few things in my lifetime. You
Speaker 1: want the truth or supposed to be on that. I'm
Speaker 1: very open with my sexuality. I have. I think that
Speaker 1: that when it comes to that, you should be able
Speaker 1: to be open minded and try different things, and then
Speaker 1: at least you can say if you like that or
Speaker 1: if you didn't. So I don't like it? Hi, Mom,
Speaker 1: who are you? I know that you're in this live watching.
Speaker 1: I love you so much and that's right. With that
Speaker 1: being said, Pink, pink, close your.
Speaker 2: Ears real quick, air mauss. A lot of needs to
Speaker 2: tell private talk, Okay.
Speaker 1: I Like I said, I've been very open with my sexuality.
Speaker 1: I've tried many things, you know, and I can't say
Speaker 1: that there's things that I haven't tried and in different
Speaker 1: places I have tried at all, because that's what you're
Speaker 1: supposed to know. So I don't know. I'm just fun
Speaker 1: with it, you know, I'm fun with it. The only
Speaker 1: thing I have been well, no, actually funny enough since
Speaker 1: I guess I can talk to you about that. No threesomes,
Speaker 1: no orgies, my list of questions, no three ESMEs or
Speaker 1: orgies or anything like that. Which, by the way, did
Speaker 1: you hear about the corona and everything that's happening and
Speaker 1: now they have like these orgy specials. No girl, I
Speaker 1: have to help you up with this tea. I don't
Speaker 1: really know too much, but okay, I saw on the
Speaker 1: social media get in New York they have I don't know,
Speaker 1: these these places where they do the orgies and stuff.
Speaker 1: It's like seventy five thousand dollars the membership, which is
Speaker 1: crazy because for seventy thousand, for seventy five thousand dollars
Speaker 1: a year, there for.
Speaker 2: Not only just like you know what, they're fetishes, but
Speaker 2: their protection. I'm sure all kinds of things. These are
Speaker 2: people that have fetishes that they're high big people, but
Speaker 2: they don't want you to know me to note until
Speaker 2: you pay that seventy five thousand dollars too, and then
Speaker 2: you're not saying shit because you're all in it.
Speaker 1: One on that's shoot. For seventy five thousand dollars, you
Speaker 1: should be getting squeezed out every day. A couple of times,
Speaker 1: like there should be no excuses, but yeah they have.
Speaker 1: But people were concerned with the corona. They're like, oh
Speaker 1: my god, how are you gonna get freaky like this now?
Speaker 1: And you know do orgies and everything? But okay, I
Speaker 1: guess you know they're healthy.
Speaker 2: So you is that what you're's on your porn category
Speaker 2: list that you watch as orgies?
Speaker 1: You know do them? But you obviously no, no, no, I've
Speaker 1: watched it. No, I watch everything. I think. That's what
Speaker 1: I'm saying. How do you know what you like if
Speaker 1: you don't watch it?
Speaker 2: What their search history? If I looked at your computer
Speaker 2: or your phone right now?
Speaker 1: Girl? What you looking at? I'm not ready for you
Speaker 1: know that game?
Speaker 2: It's like, let's see the.
Speaker 1: Last five pictures in your phone? Can't you even play
Speaker 1: that game? I couldn't the last five pictures on my phone?
Speaker 1: Oh yeah, No, I'm pretty boring. You're not gonna find shit,
Speaker 1: and and I'm very panicky, so I don't take no
Speaker 1: freaky pictures.
Speaker 2: By the way, nothing on the cloud that's gonna like
Speaker 2: disappear and be like privatizing me.
Speaker 1: Oh my god, am Mauta, you lied to us? Have
Speaker 1: you saw if you saw my tits or something.
Speaker 2: Like that or whatever, like sexual you really like, you
Speaker 2: like because if you if you saw it or whatever,
Speaker 2: you're kind of match, you know, but.
Speaker 1: Really exactly black and black. If if if I had
Speaker 1: any pictures like that, I don't feel that I would
Speaker 1: be I would feel any type of way about it.
Speaker 1: You know. I think that now, with the way that
Speaker 1: society has changed, seeing a woman's bud or her breast
Speaker 1: or whatever is not really a thing anymore. It's not
Speaker 1: as like taboo as it was. It's not as taboo
Speaker 1: as it was anymore. And and it's my body. Like
Speaker 1: what you see is what you get. This is what
Speaker 1: it is now. If you were to see a freaky
Speaker 1: picture where like I'm spread like this and you're seeing
Speaker 1: like you know, like my porn. Oh, if I'm spread
Speaker 1: like this and you're seeing all the way inside of
Speaker 1: my brain, okay, I would be concerned about that. All
Speaker 1: to your brain, girl, Yeah, like you just like annel.
Speaker 1: No one wants to go see that's that's too much.
Speaker 1: But if it's just like a sexy picture or whatever,
Speaker 1: it's okay, it's not that bad.
Speaker 2: So no, so no, all the way to the brain,
Speaker 2: there's no tunnel.
Speaker 1: No, no, no, no, no, you're not spreading it. I'm not
Speaker 1: spreading it. Like ever sent nude pictures to your partner.
Speaker 1: I have, and I have regretted it afterwards.
Speaker 2: Why because they like held it against you, or because
Speaker 2: you're like, what are they doing with those pictures?
Speaker 1: Well? One, what are they doing? Two? You know, you
Speaker 1: never know where you're going to be later on in life.
Speaker 1: You know, when you're young, because I'm going to be
Speaker 1: very transparent. When you're young, you think that, oh, you know,
Speaker 1: this is just fun. Later on, as you mature and
Speaker 1: you're growing this and that, you know, some people will
Speaker 1: try to hold those things against you. So you know,
Speaker 1: I have regretted. I have regretted sending them. And because look,
Speaker 1: at the end of the day, we're not even together anymore.
Speaker 1: So why you got my sexy pictures? Give me my
Speaker 1: pictures back? Give my pictures back?
Speaker 2: I have an only fans, and I get paid for
Speaker 2: those sexy pictures. Sorry, guys out there, you're not the
Speaker 2: only ones that get them.
Speaker 1: They get to get coffee paste, copy paste, copy paste.
Speaker 2: There's like about three in rotation that get the same pick.
Speaker 1: You know. Oh well, they're upset right now listening to it. Yeah,
Speaker 1: don't feel so special. Okay, don't feel so spec have fans?
Speaker 1: I got to please? How how much do you charge
Speaker 1: per picture? Well, it's different.
Speaker 2: So my only Fans is a subscription based thing. I
Speaker 2: think it's paid. It's four dollars for a subscription and
Speaker 2: then you know, then it goes. There's other things inside,
Speaker 2: so like if I have videos or pictures that they
Speaker 2: can unlock them inside the service. Okay, so it's it depends, Okay,
Speaker 2: it is okay, but you know what I see what
Speaker 2: my stuff is, you know, four dollars. So it's like,
Speaker 2: you know, it's right, that's right.
Speaker 1: You know what I like the way that she is
Speaker 1: controlling her body and her business. You want to see
Speaker 1: all my goodies giving me.
Speaker 2: You know, there's girls out there that are doing it
Speaker 2: free for the gram and just because it's you know
Speaker 2: what I mean, and no shame, nor harm, no foul.
Speaker 2: But for me, it's like I'm a businesswoman and I
Speaker 2: didn't choose. I didn't know going into this business. You know,
Speaker 2: so long ago when I was twenty one when I started.
Speaker 2: I'm thirty four now. So for me, it's like at
Speaker 2: the beginning of what I did, it I was like, young,
Speaker 2: dumb and full of come. I wanted to express myself
Speaker 2: and how I feel like, that's how my art was.
Speaker 1: How you do music? Were you shy?
Speaker 2: Were you embarrassed in the beginning, I was shy because
Speaker 2: I like, the first time was very h It was.
Speaker 1: A reality type thing.
Speaker 2: Was when reality porn first started coming around here, and
Speaker 2: so I like held my tits and I was like,
Speaker 2: oh my god, he's watched me for the first time,
Speaker 2: because it's like, you know, I've never had someone watch
Speaker 2: me and never whatever. But I was always an exhibitionist
Speaker 2: to the point where my body is a temple and
Speaker 2: it's how I express myself in art. And I never
Speaker 2: was like I was like the girlfriend that I always
Speaker 2: had guy friends, but I show them how to take
Speaker 2: a brow because I wanted to see what their dicks
Speaker 2: look like. I'm like, hey, let's play a game. I
Speaker 2: want to see what they look like. I didn't touch them.
Speaker 2: I just wanted to look see what they look like
Speaker 2: because I was curious. And I'm like, I'll teach you
Speaker 2: how to pick a broth.
Speaker 1: But you ain't carrius no more.
Speaker 2: Girl, girl, I'm in it. But you know what's funny
Speaker 2: is like I've been in the business for so long. Yeah,
Speaker 2: I haven't shot, you know, in over four years. But
Speaker 2: being said is I still learn new things all the time.
Speaker 1: So here's here's okay. So I'm gonna interview her because
Speaker 1: at this point I feel like you guys already know
Speaker 1: all about me, and if you don't go google me.
Speaker 1: But right now, look, we're gonna get to you too.
Speaker 2: But I'm gonna let you tease and entertain because it's
Speaker 2: how we're getting you feel more comfortable when I tell
Speaker 2: you my truth.
Speaker 1: I love listening to her Natalie, because she's beautiful, she's confident,
Speaker 1: and she knows what she's talking about. But the fact
Speaker 1: that I feel that a lot of people have all
Speaker 1: these curious questions, like, for example, like I was explaining
Speaker 1: to you off air, I used to have a friend
Speaker 1: who was a porn star and she was married, she
Speaker 1: had children, she had her husband actually her husban, and
Speaker 1: later on got into directing and editing a lot of
Speaker 1: her films. And I never understood how that happened. So
Speaker 1: for you, you currently don't do it anymore. But how
Speaker 1: was that transition of well, this is work and then
Speaker 1: when work is over, I still have my significant other
Speaker 1: or dating or whatever? Was that hard? Was it hard
Speaker 1: for you to date after they knew what you did
Speaker 1: and did you? How was that connection on and off?
Speaker 1: So private talk? Amta doesn't know Miss Texas very well,
Speaker 1: but I don't know me right now.
Speaker 2: So I'm gonna give you no recap. We're a background
Speaker 2: of my history. So in the business, I was married
Speaker 2: in the business to performer as well, and so for me,
Speaker 2: I was married, I was married for together for five years,
Speaker 2: married for three Okay, with that being said, is he
Speaker 2: was in the business before me. I established my career
Speaker 2: while us being together, YadA YadA.
Speaker 1: But for us, it was like the only.
Speaker 2: Way it worked was because we had open lines of
Speaker 2: communication of what we liked, what we didn't like, what
Speaker 2: we were comfortable seeing each other do. Or if like, hey,
Speaker 2: if you have a good day at work, cool, don't
Speaker 2: brag about it, do whatever you want to do. Or
Speaker 2: if you want to talk about and you have a
Speaker 2: bad day, you can tell me whatever, but just don't.
Speaker 1: But what does a bad day sound like.
Speaker 2: Someone's dick's not getting hard, someone's pussies. It does not
Speaker 2: write someone something something is.
Speaker 1: Not okay right for the who okay, like how.
Speaker 2: You said you went on some ratchet set. You were
Speaker 2: briefly telling me, we'll hear this story in a minute.
Speaker 2: But about all these extra shit that you don't understand
Speaker 2: because people may have not seen it the behind the scenes.
Speaker 2: They just see the aftermath of what it's been edited. Again,
Speaker 2: you did in all those things, so you know there's
Speaker 2: you know, it's work at the end of the day.
Speaker 2: It's not even though it's fun for us. Like I
Speaker 2: used to say, it's like we're sexual athletes. So the
Speaker 2: way you know, it's it's a job. At the end
Speaker 2: of the day, I have to perform. I have to
Speaker 2: do these things so.
Speaker 1: And don't come home bragging about, oh my god, her
Speaker 1: pussy was.
Speaker 2: Add And that's the thing is because I get it too,
Speaker 2: I would say the same I couldn't say the same thing.
Speaker 2: I had to respect our boundary level and in any relationship,
Speaker 2: you know what I mean. And so you don't want
Speaker 2: to be over embellishing something to make someone feel it
Speaker 2: vulnerable or oh am I not adequate enough for you?
Speaker 1: Or did you guys ever work together? We did?
Speaker 2: Okay, So and then when we work together, I would
Speaker 2: only do certain types of scenes with him, you know
Speaker 2: what I mean, because I felt to be more with him,
Speaker 2: so we wouldn't have sex for over a week when
Speaker 2: we were we were working together because it made it
Speaker 2: seem not boring, It made it more like adventurous and
Speaker 2: things like that. So the transition for me, it wasn't
Speaker 2: a big transition because I was dating someone who was
Speaker 2: a performer, so everything is opened up. Everything is like, oh,
Speaker 2: they're looking at you here.
Speaker 1: But then but when that's done.
Speaker 2: And then now you try to date, well, the transition.
Speaker 2: That's why I say the correlation of like at home
Speaker 2: sex and on set sets, it's like more intimate because
Speaker 2: everything is closed, like no one's telling me like, hey,
Speaker 2: switch all right, spend five minutes. All right, okay, cool, right,
Speaker 2: missionary doggie.
Speaker 1: Or whatever they want to do, maybe telling you how
Speaker 1: to get it. Yeah, I never knew that. I just
Speaker 1: saw you were naturally freaking you just do it like that.
Speaker 1: It depends on who you work for.
Speaker 2: For me, when i've i've directed, I'll tell you recently
Speaker 2: I liked the more chemistry and the more like organic.
Speaker 1: Thing of somebody.
Speaker 2: So if you want to get whatever situation, I would
Speaker 2: tell you, hey, I need X. I need thirty five
Speaker 2: forty five minutes of sex and as long as it's good,
Speaker 2: I don't have to cut and tell you what to do.
Speaker 1: Go do what you want to do.
Speaker 2: So I feel like, as me being a performer when time,
Speaker 2: I would rather like it like more naturally than someone
Speaker 2: being like all right, because then you start feeling a robot.
Speaker 1: I'm like.
Speaker 2: At one point why I stopped shooting was because it
Speaker 2: became a point where I fel like for my names
Speaker 2: and my holes, like like, let me be who I
Speaker 2: am and then let me do the same things. Like
Speaker 2: if you people, if somebody wanting you not to sing
Speaker 2: a certain type of way or to like your direction,
Speaker 2: I get music, then you feel like okay, but.
Speaker 1: This is me.
Speaker 2: I'm a mada like I know how I sing like
Speaker 2: exactly and if I don't, if you don't like it, then.
Speaker 1: I'll switch it. I never knew that well, very artistry
Speaker 1: like that as well.
Speaker 2: That's why I feel like for me, a lot of
Speaker 2: my friends are in the music industry like that, and
Speaker 2: I can relate is because it's different by a lot
Speaker 2: of you know many but similar when it comes to
Speaker 2: the art and the talent.
Speaker 1: Okay, it derives from you, So how about this after
Speaker 1: you have sex, Like you've been at work all day,
Speaker 1: but dah whatever. Do you ever come home and be like, look,
Speaker 1: I don't want to do it for like or have
Speaker 1: you ever not wanted to do it for like a
Speaker 1: certain period of time when I was shooting a lot?
Speaker 2: Yes, because at the time time, it's like you don't
Speaker 2: want to come home and do what you work or
Speaker 2: what you're doing. I can wait at a restaurant, you
Speaker 2: wouldn't eat it that same Or you work at a restaurant,
Speaker 2: you wouldn't keep eating at that restaurant every time you
Speaker 2: would go somewhere.
Speaker 1: And then like men, men and women are different the
Speaker 1: way that are ovaries and all this is set up
Speaker 1: that should be hurting sometimes, Like I need a break.
Speaker 1: I'm just saying you need a break, girl, You need
Speaker 1: a break.
Speaker 2: I feel like you needed me in your life. I
Speaker 2: feel like you needed to like let some questions out.
Speaker 2: I wanted to learn some things. We're educating.
Speaker 1: I love this woman. Oh my god, guys are liking
Speaker 1: this episode. Near to come to Miami, subscribe.
Speaker 2: And comments on this episode. We're going to get back
Speaker 2: to Amada. We want to know about what you're going on.
Speaker 2: What's going on in your career?
Speaker 1: What do you have?
Speaker 2: I know you are an author, you have a book
Speaker 2: coming out, you already already have one out. What is
Speaker 2: your tell us private talk listeners so we could support
Speaker 2: you and see what you have going on.
Speaker 1: Okay, so I currently have my children's book I'm already
Speaker 1: this Way available in Barnes and Nobles all across the
Speaker 1: United States, in Spanish, English and in French, and on
Speaker 1: Amazon dot Com. We're working on the second edition that
Speaker 1: talks about bullying because I feel that bullying is such
Speaker 1: a big issue that is happening, especially with millenniums and
Speaker 1: the young ones specifically. They don't know how to handle
Speaker 1: all the bullying while they're young in school and everything else.
Speaker 1: So I wanted to be able to be inspirational motivational
Speaker 1: to them as well. Obviously, you guys have seen me
Speaker 1: on Love and Hip Hop Miami the third season.
Speaker 2: I also she just said that third season, let's clap
Speaker 2: it up.
Speaker 1: Yes, thank you. And I just finished hosting being one
Speaker 1: of the hosts of the Spanish version of Dancing with
Speaker 1: the Stars on Univision, and that was that was that experience.
Speaker 1: It was great. Last year was a contestant, and then
Speaker 1: this year they called me to be a host and
Speaker 1: I was like, sure, let's do it. So you're evolving
Speaker 1: and growing every every time. What else is going on?
Speaker 1: I mean, I am the face of the HIV and
Speaker 1: AIDS campaign empower You, which a shout out to empower You.
Speaker 1: I love them so much. I mean I just got
Speaker 1: an award as for my work as an activist for
Speaker 1: the Afrolatino community. I just finished doing a commercial for
Speaker 1: Boost Mobile. Shout outs to boost Mobile. I love them
Speaker 1: so much. We actually are doing a new partnership with Triller.
Speaker 1: I mean, there's so much. I just finished doing a
Speaker 1: campaign with Secret. I have so much going on, so
Speaker 1: what Oh, I'm sorry? And I had them over there
Speaker 1: screaming you're single, your single Yes? And the new single
Speaker 1: that I'm gonna be putting out called Andele is completely
Speaker 1: different from anything I've ever done because everybody knows me
Speaker 1: for being very Caribbean, very like Latina, whatever the case
Speaker 1: may have been. But I kind of wanted to try
Speaker 1: something different and do some hip hop and some rap
Speaker 1: and actually turned out to be really good.
Speaker 2: So I'm excited. That's fun, that's exciting. I'm working had
Speaker 2: you done it before or is this how did you
Speaker 2: like come into that? Like suition, It was just like, hey,
Speaker 2: I'm gonna just do this. You just just jumped in.
Speaker 1: Just jumped in it. Because obviously I've always been very
Speaker 1: honest and very clear, like I love hip hop music,
Speaker 1: but I don't consider myself to be a rapper. I'm
Speaker 1: more of a singer, and I've always focused a lot
Speaker 1: in the Latin market, So doing the crossover into the
Speaker 1: American market, I still want to do some dance hall,
Speaker 1: some afrobeat, some Caribbean music and fusion, but it's still
Speaker 1: digestible to the American ear. In this case, I was like,
Speaker 1: you know what, let me just try something different, And
Speaker 1: I did this song called Andele and it's gonna be out.
Speaker 1: We're actually going to be performing in at the Wendy
Speaker 1: Williams show. So shout outs to her next week or
Speaker 1: something me see. I believe it's a twenty fourth or
Speaker 1: the twenty fifth, and guys just stay tuned for that.
Speaker 2: That's awesome, that's amazing. You see on you have a
Speaker 2: lot of stuff going on. Yeah, Like that's one thing
Speaker 2: that like as strong women, it's like you gotta keep
Speaker 2: on going it just you know, you don't know when
Speaker 2: it's gonna stop. So it's like exactly, and I'm not
Speaker 2: going anywhere put in that work, girl, Yes, so are you?
Speaker 1: What are you?
Speaker 2: You have one that's favorite? Because you're doing so many things?
Speaker 2: Is music still more of your passion or with the books?
Speaker 2: Leading an author now like you have all these accolades
Speaker 2: and things like that, Like what does like legacy and
Speaker 2: all those things mean to you?
Speaker 1: And how do you define it? I really feel that
Speaker 1: I'm a great performer. I'm a great entertainer. I am
Speaker 1: great on stage and that's really where my passion is.
Speaker 1: But at the same time, I realize that I'm actually
Speaker 1: very good on TV as well. So I would definitely
Speaker 1: like to be able to get into perhaps having my
Speaker 1: own talk show, doing series, doing movies. As a matter
Speaker 1: of fact, my first movie that I filmed last year
Speaker 1: came out the I believe January sixth on Netflix, So
Speaker 1: guys go check me out the movie Fall Girls available
Speaker 1: on Netflix now. And I feel that the possibilities are endless, right.
Speaker 1: I don't want to put myself any limits of the
Speaker 1: things that I can or can't do, because that's what
Speaker 1: life is about. Try different things. I mean, look at
Speaker 1: Jennifer Lopez. She's like, I have a perfect at Macy's.
Speaker 1: I have a book, I'm doing this, I'm doing a movie,
Speaker 1: I have two kids, I have a man. I'm doing this.
Speaker 1: Why not? You know. I love to see powerful women
Speaker 1: taking control of their career or their life and just
Speaker 1: trying everything. So you got to keep it.
Speaker 2: You gotta keep elevating yourself because it's like, you know,
Speaker 2: when more we stay stagnant, we get bored, yeah, tired,
Speaker 2: and you know, I feel like as a strong women
Speaker 2: and independent women, it's like that's it's our time, right,
Speaker 2: our time to like, you know, and it doesn't stop right.
Speaker 1: And I'm not just talking about as far as music
Speaker 1: is concerned and the entertainment, but also as an activist,
Speaker 1: which is something that I really care about because I
Speaker 1: really feel that amongst everything else, that's really where I'm
Speaker 1: gonna make my difference is to break barriers and open
Speaker 1: doors for other people like myself and continue to bring
Speaker 1: awareness of the colorism and racial issues that happen amongst
Speaker 1: my own community, to inspire women of color all over
Speaker 1: the world and men as well. And even if you're
Speaker 1: not of color and you just you know, if you
Speaker 1: just fuck with me, if you just like me, thank
Speaker 1: you for supporting me. I am so grateful for that.
Speaker 2: So you talk about colorism, let's talk, you know, talk
Speaker 2: a little bit about that more, like how do you
Speaker 2: feel like that's affected you? Do you think the show
Speaker 2: has brought more you know, heat onto you about that? Like,
Speaker 2: how do you kind of navigate through?
Speaker 1: I actually think that I'm very grateful for the platform
Speaker 1: because it allowed me to use my voice to talk
Speaker 1: about and bring awareness to the issues that I was
Speaker 1: having amongst my own community as a as a Latina
Speaker 1: working in the United States, trying to open doors, and
Speaker 1: there's always the prototype of what they consider a Latina
Speaker 1: a she look like and I'm like, that's not true
Speaker 1: because there's women and men like myself in every Latin country,
Speaker 1: but we're just not talked about. So I kind of
Speaker 1: want to I'm still working on it, but I want
Speaker 1: to help change the perspective and the view of how
Speaker 1: they ideal is that, yeah, the idealism of how they
Speaker 1: see Latinos to look like. Right, there's people from Puerto Rico, Columbia,
Speaker 1: I mean, the there's so many of us. So I
Speaker 1: just felt like I want to help make that difference.
Speaker 1: And I admire Sophia vid Goata, you know, for all
Speaker 1: the work that she did, But I want to be
Speaker 1: part of that transition and.
Speaker 2: Say you can't stop. You got to continue, you have
Speaker 2: to continue.
Speaker 1: And there's so many of us, and I want to
Speaker 1: be able to allow other people like myself to come
Speaker 1: in as well. So that's amazing. I'm putting in a
Speaker 1: lot of work, in a lot of different things, and
Speaker 1: you make a change.
Speaker 2: It's like you're using your platform, yes, talking about it,
Speaker 2: you're making a stand and you're making a positive where
Speaker 2: you're not you know, talking, You're taking the negative out
Speaker 2: of it making it a positive, which exactly, so I
Speaker 2: commend you for that. It's you know, a lot of work.
Speaker 2: It's not gonna you know, it doesn't change today, but
Speaker 2: it will change eventually.
Speaker 1: Amen. Amen, it takes a village to you. I want
Speaker 1: to be part of history. I want to be part
Speaker 1: of history. And that's really what matters to me at
Speaker 1: the end of the day. And I always say that
Speaker 1: at the end, I want to make sure that my
Speaker 1: life mattered, that I was able to impact this world somehow.
Speaker 1: I like that.
Speaker 2: Yeah, So let's start out this yoga post that went vote,
Speaker 2: Oh wow?
Speaker 1: What about what happened with there? What happened that? Well?
Speaker 1: I'm really flexible, you know what I'm saying. So you flexible?
Speaker 1: I'm nice inflexible. I can do a lot of things,
Speaker 1: you know what I mean, and like to experiment. And
Speaker 1: I think definitely, you know, because you're not dressed for
Speaker 1: the occasion, but are after dark specially you might have
Speaker 1: to dress for a yoga post and show us that
Speaker 1: we should do some yoga together. Are you flexible too?
Speaker 2: Am flexible?
Speaker 1: You see? You do the splits? I can do the
Speaker 1: spits both ways, you know, do the pretzel. That's actually my.
Speaker 2: Signatures on a deck though I.
Speaker 1: Actually have How is that? It was pretty interesting? I
Speaker 1: think it was more the visual part of it. The
Speaker 1: visual part of it was better than what it felt.
Speaker 1: But it was fun. And that's what I say that
Speaker 1: when you're having sex, I think that you should be
Speaker 1: open minded. You should be fun. You shouldn't be closed minded,
Speaker 1: especially if you're if you're with someone that makes you
Speaker 1: feel comfortable to try all your craziness. Why not?
Speaker 2: So you say that you're single, and so with that
Speaker 2: being there's no sex being had. Do you have your
Speaker 2: own sex toys?
Speaker 1: Do you? I actually own one, and this one is
Speaker 1: perfect for me, and I don't really like it's her boyfriend.
Speaker 1: What's his name? I know you've named it, and now
Speaker 1: you've named it, I actually have not. I've named ran.
Speaker 1: Really was your name of yours? Bob?
Speaker 2: Because it's frontwards and backwards it's the same name.
Speaker 1: Bim Oh wow, Bob is my actually my tachi. Mine
Speaker 1: is very little. It's a vibe and that's all I need.
Speaker 1: I don't even you know.
Speaker 2: It's more clatorial simulation than yeah, let's get to her, bitty.
Speaker 1: I gotta go. It's done.
Speaker 2: And you don't even want to get to attach the
Speaker 2: hatachi because hatachi is my favorite one and it's a
Speaker 2: real powerful girl. You can get on the go, like
Speaker 2: you know, and probably a minute. I could probably come
Speaker 2: like three times and then I'm going to take a shower.
Speaker 1: Damn, you are talented in one minute three times. You
Speaker 1: gotta teach me that girl.
Speaker 2: You just gotta let yourself grow. He just let it rock.
Speaker 2: Bob does what he's doing.
Speaker 1: But you know what you know? Oh, now, let me
Speaker 1: ask you this. I know that a lot of women
Speaker 1: when they don't you know when they have become independent
Speaker 1: or don't have men or et cetera, or whatever the
Speaker 1: case may have been, they become very attached to their
Speaker 1: sex toys, and sometimes it's a little bit difficult for
Speaker 1: you to get back into their space with a man
Speaker 1: because you already know them exactly how this works, how
Speaker 1: long it takes, it's going to hit you in the spot,
Speaker 1: and you're good. Has that ever been an issue for
Speaker 1: you or have you ever heard of women that that
Speaker 1: has been an issue too? I have heard that from women,
Speaker 1: but for me, I feel like I probably am like,
Speaker 1: I don't know what to say. I'm a what is
Speaker 1: the word an inpho?
Speaker 2: Okay, So I like, I necessarily don't have to fuck
Speaker 2: a lot per se, but I like to come a lot,
Speaker 2: So I definitely masturbate a lot.
Speaker 1: Okay.
Speaker 2: So okay, I'm just comfortable and I know my body
Speaker 2: and I also know like if I'm stressed out or whatever,
Speaker 2: I have anxiety, I'd rather dis masturbate than like, you know, medicaid. Okay, Hey,
Speaker 2: listen or smack of blood whatever comes first or both.
Speaker 1: Yeah, whatever works, you know what I'm saying for everybody? Hey,
Speaker 1: no judgments here, Okay, yeah, it just yeah, whatever works
Speaker 1: for you. So I definitely have heard of that and
Speaker 1: I can understand that too, especially for women like myself.
Speaker 1: You want the intimacy, you want the you know, the bond,
Speaker 1: but sometimes you don't have that kind of time. Oh.
Speaker 2: It was just kind of like the same thing with
Speaker 2: my like when I was married at the time. You know,
Speaker 2: you do certain things because not that you need to,
Speaker 2: but you want to, and you get off in other ways,
Speaker 2: like right, it's porn sex, you know, it gets off.
Speaker 1: It's just more mechanical times.
Speaker 2: And I do and as your paycheck girl, but I
Speaker 2: also got off because for me it's like I'm not
Speaker 2: a robot and I'm a sexual being. So there's something
Speaker 2: that I know about everybody that can make me get
Speaker 2: off because I can go there and like in my
Speaker 2: mind and go there to release in your mind. Right,
Speaker 2: you kind of have to like take that under control.
Speaker 2: But I mean for mass running with me, because I
Speaker 2: do like doing it. I like to have a clear head.
Speaker 2: Like the same thing as like what guys go out,
Speaker 2: They always say like they probably jerk off before they
Speaker 2: go to a club because now you make stupid decisions, right,
Speaker 2: I feel like I'm that same category in that same boat.
Speaker 1: So wait, here's another question. I'm just curious about everything.
Speaker 1: Oh my god, is my life still on? Yes? Are
Speaker 1: we so active over here? Okay, guys, this is a
Speaker 1: lot of information. But how many times a week does
Speaker 1: the woman like.
Speaker 2: Yourself have sex? You know, I'm actually proved because I'm single,
Speaker 2: so I.
Speaker 1: Don't really have but if you had someone, it appends like,
Speaker 1: you know, I'm busy too, So so is it like,
Speaker 1: oh yeah, you know, like tidy, like I haven't had
Speaker 1: a boyfriend.
Speaker 2: When I did have a boyfriend, they were like, no,
Speaker 2: they didn't live here. Okay, So it was always like
Speaker 2: I never had a like consistent, consistent like things. So
Speaker 2: when we were there, we would fuck obviously a lot more,
Speaker 2: but I don't know, like I've never had a consistent boom.
Speaker 2: You know, opportunities private talk. I hope you're liking I hope.
Speaker 1: I feel like there's opportunities, those opportunities out there.
Speaker 2: You know, I've been putting it out in the universe
Speaker 2: because I don't necessarily know what I want, but I
Speaker 2: know I want something.
Speaker 1: Okay, So you don't know if you're busy, you don't
Speaker 1: know you want to be like a super committed relationship,
Speaker 1: or you just want to daten't have friends, or you
Speaker 1: just want to explore.
Speaker 2: And I know all those things to a point, but
Speaker 2: I don't know the extent, or maybe I just haven't
Speaker 2: met the right person to make me like want to
Speaker 2: like cross those lines. But I'm very you know yourself, Like,
Speaker 2: I'm very involved in what I'm doing. I started my
Speaker 2: Private Talk a couple of months ago, so I'm really
Speaker 2: like interested in really in tune to this podcast and
Speaker 2: making it really yes, well, and it was a barrier crossing,
Speaker 2: like you know, realms of work as well. I went
Speaker 2: from the adult entertainment it's not doing like mainstream and
Speaker 2: being you know, a media you know figure and stuff
Speaker 2: like that and having interviews and things like that.
Speaker 1: So it was very which is great. I love the
Speaker 1: evolution of you. I think that I'm good with this
Speaker 1: right now.
Speaker 2: But nobody's come in my life and been like, hey,
Speaker 2: hey girl, yeah we just you know, and maybe they
Speaker 2: have and I just.
Speaker 1: Haven't let them in.
Speaker 2: But you know, the universe, Jimmy who I want when
Speaker 2: I manifested at the right time. But that being said
Speaker 2: against singles, so you didn't tell me who the celebrity
Speaker 2: was that was in your d M. And are you
Speaker 2: willing to date celebrities or regular men?
Speaker 1: And what's the difference? Well, God, this is a terrible
Speaker 1: question right now. It is a terrible question. It's private talk,
Speaker 1: and I look up to the sky. I like that. Okay, No,
Speaker 1: I'll say this much. I have dated. Like I said,
Speaker 1: I have dated. I've dated celebrities, I've dated artists, I've
Speaker 1: dated very wealthy people. I've dated regular guys. I've dated
Speaker 1: a little bit of everything. And I'm very open minded
Speaker 1: to it. I feel that as long as you treat
Speaker 1: me well, as long as you are assistant, as long
Speaker 1: as you obviously have to be financially stable, right because
Speaker 1: I am. I am growing and I'm able to hold
Speaker 1: my own weight, So I will love financially stable.
Speaker 2: Does that mean just like that they have a job
Speaker 2: or that they could like in your in your bracket
Speaker 2: of what you're doing.
Speaker 1: I would love it possible for you know, for someone
Speaker 1: to be at the stays that I am or higher.
Speaker 1: And if you're not there, like in my case, like
Speaker 1: you know, if you guys saw me in the past,
Speaker 1: I was more like, even if you're working towards it,
Speaker 1: and I see that you're hungry and you're pursuing it
Speaker 1: and you're on top of it, and I maybe I
Speaker 1: can help connect the jots for you. If you're ambitious
Speaker 1: and you're grinding and you're there, I will support that
Speaker 1: as well, because maybe I have the resources that you
Speaker 1: need right to help you get to where you need
Speaker 1: to be. As long as I see that you're hungry
Speaker 1: and you're working towards something, I definitely support that too. Hey, listen, Facebook, Amazon, eBay.
Speaker 1: A lot of these men studied these companies, and a
Speaker 1: lot of women didn't believe in. Look at this nerd
Speaker 1: over there in his garage trying to figure this out
Speaker 1: on a nerd. No, what I'm saying is if you
Speaker 1: see that a man has potential and he's working towards something,
Speaker 1: it's okay to give.
Speaker 2: You know, he's got hustle, he's got drive, yeah, motivation,
Speaker 2: and like I get that for me. It's like, you know, again,
Speaker 2: the whole dating world is really new out there. It's
Speaker 2: really like with social media, you know, you being in
Speaker 2: the spotlight, right, people are always you know on your case.
Speaker 2: Like if you take a picture of somebody, is that
Speaker 2: your boyfriend is that this whatever, you will do it.
Speaker 2: So there's a lot of like, you know, negative and outside.
Speaker 1: Oh, let me tell you something. I have been. I
Speaker 1: have slept with so many people that I don't even know.
Speaker 1: Girl me too, and I haven't and I have Yeah, no,
Speaker 1: because everybody will be like, do take a picture with someone? Oh,
Speaker 1: they're probably doing this, or oh, I'm like, dude, just
Speaker 1: because a woman is attractive and his next sting or
Speaker 1: is talking or hanging out with someone else's attractive. Maybe
Speaker 1: we're just cool as friends. We might not be into
Speaker 1: each other's vibe even though we're attractive people. So would
Speaker 1: you say because of your looks and you know how
Speaker 1: beautiful you are. I know, because of my looks, and
Speaker 1: it's gotten in the way of business and conducting business
Speaker 1: and like, you know, an appropriate way. It becomes a
Speaker 1: little bit difficult. And I think that you as well
Speaker 1: should know. You know that even when you're a business
Speaker 1: woman and you are attractive, a lot of people will
Speaker 1: take that as you know, weakness, like oh she's pretty,
Speaker 1: she must be dumb, or you know, she must not
Speaker 1: have her things together. And yeah, it's been difficult because
Speaker 1: sometimes you go to a room prepared knowing what you want.
Speaker 1: I want to talk about this business. You're gonna take
Speaker 1: me seriously. This is what it is. And it's like,
Speaker 1: all right, cool, what's up? So and they're like, so
Speaker 1: you're gonna hit it later? What I mean? So, yeah,
Speaker 1: you later, And they be liking the lists and rubbing
Speaker 1: the hands and say dry up immediately. Oh my god.
Speaker 2: For me, I'm like, first of all, I thought you're
Speaker 2: gonna take me serious, and now I don't really know
Speaker 2: if you are. And you think that's as an added bonus,
Speaker 2: because if I want to get to that level, let
Speaker 2: it be my choice. Don't let it make me like
Speaker 2: it's a Forestaden thing, right or because then it's like
Speaker 2: tainted yes, because now it's like you're holding us carrot
Speaker 2: over my head, and you know what, I'll get that
Speaker 2: carrot somewhere else.
Speaker 1: Tell me I'm good exactly. I feel that. Honestly, if
Speaker 1: there's chemistry and you're talking business, you can feel it
Speaker 1: no matter what. You don't even have to say anything,
Speaker 1: because you can tell. You can tell when someone's into
Speaker 1: you without them having to say like an interior motive. Right.
Speaker 1: But but at the end of the day, let's get
Speaker 1: this business. I get that check, thank you. Okay, ain't
Speaker 1: nobody living off nor what's the craziest place you've ever
Speaker 1: had sex? Oh my god? Are you part of the
Speaker 1: mile High Club? The craziest place I don't recall the
Speaker 1: craziest place. I mean that I had sex this Ooral County.
Speaker 1: Oh okay, well, like I don't even think that's that
Speaker 1: crazy these days. But I mean in the plane and
Speaker 1: I personally given head on the plane. Oh my god,
Speaker 1: I have a I have a fetish for balconies. I
Speaker 1: like that too. I like balconies. Does that mean that
Speaker 1: I like to be seen? Oh my god, I can't
Speaker 1: do that these days. Back in the days, it was
Speaker 1: hot and it was you like you like hotel balconies,
Speaker 1: got it? Yes, But I can't do that here that far. Yeah,
Speaker 1: I can't do that anymore. And you see a big
Speaker 1: effrom from a balcony somewhere. Please, I'm sorry. Don't apologize.
Speaker 1: Private talk. We like it. We like it a lot. No.
Speaker 1: Like I said, I think you should have fun with sex,
Speaker 1: you know what I mean, Especially if you're with someone
Speaker 1: that makes you feel comfortable. You should be open to
Speaker 1: doing all types of things. And I always feel that
Speaker 1: I don't want to regret not having done like, I
Speaker 1: don't want to be like sixty seventy when I was young.
Speaker 1: I should have done this, I should have done that.
Speaker 1: I did it. Oh well, get it, girl, get it.
Speaker 1: What's your favorite album of all time? My favorite album
Speaker 1: of all album? Oh lord, an album I don't remember
Speaker 1: the last time I heard the album.
Speaker 2: You're not looking at others all the way through. You
Speaker 2: just listen to one or two songs and.
Speaker 1: Just rock with it. Yeah, you're king of favorite artists,
Speaker 1: My favorite artists of all time? Oh wow, Well, obviously
Speaker 1: everybody knows I love Beyonce. I love Beyonce, but I
Speaker 1: definitely love Tina Turner. And if I had to go
Speaker 1: back to the roots, I would say I love Sela Cruz. Nice.
Speaker 1: See they're all different but kind of all powerful women.
Speaker 1: But I feel like that's kind of like you're a
Speaker 1: melting pot of all those things and included see all that,
Speaker 1: MyD that's perfect. You just hate it on the spot,
Speaker 1: that's right.
Speaker 2: Miss Texas tells you the truth and model she does talk.
Speaker 1: What's your sign? By the way, Gemini, Oh my god,
Speaker 1: I hate to I love geminis and hate them all
Speaker 1: at the same time. We've got two signs of I'm
Speaker 1: a Libra. See we match. That's funny. Cute, Okay, go
Speaker 1: ahead's cute. I like that. I like it a lot.
Speaker 2: It's funny because libras have been in my in, my in,
Speaker 2: my energy signs and my readings lately. Like the energy
Speaker 2: because I big belief into like energies.
Speaker 1: And astrology and stuff like that too.
Speaker 2: All that Mark Ricky just gear one out of retrograde.
Speaker 2: So all these good blessings are coming my good So
Speaker 2: I'm excited for Private Talk to be as successful as your.
Speaker 1: Music and your books. And amen, thank you.
Speaker 2: Yes, I hope you guys are liking this episode. We're
Speaker 2: gonna take a little break and we can get to
Speaker 2: my favorite part, truth with Texas. And I feel like
Speaker 2: we're gonna get some good questions answered because you're already
Speaker 2: an open book and I feel like you know. And
Speaker 2: I'm also gonna give you, even though you've asked me
Speaker 2: some questions in between this interview, I'm gonna give your
Speaker 2: time to ask Miss Texas one or two more questions.
Speaker 2: So I hope you guys take a break better, don't
Speaker 2: go too far. We'll be back we are back with
Speaker 2: the model of Negata on the Private Talk couch, and
Speaker 2: we are about to get to my favorite part, truth
Speaker 2: with Texas. So we're gonna play a little game. Okay,
Speaker 2: each ace is going to meet. Each symbol means something else.
Speaker 2: So it's gonna be a spicy, romantic, kinky, naughty. We're
Speaker 2: getting it all in, Amada.
Speaker 1: Are you ready? Yes? I feel like I should hang
Speaker 1: out with you more often because you bring out the
Speaker 1: sexy side of me. You guys. Even when she's not on.
Speaker 2: Air, she's like very like this, Hey, are you rubbing yourself?
Speaker 1: Everything's like very sexy about herself. I feel like, oh
Speaker 1: my god, I need to be more like her. I
Speaker 1: like it. I like it. I'm here for it. I'm
Speaker 1: coming to Miami soon. Yes, I gotcha girl. All right,
Speaker 1: Private Talk? Are you ready? I am? All right. Let's
Speaker 1: pick your first card. I am to get this one,
Speaker 1: all right. So Ace of clubs. So clubs are just
Speaker 1: my kinky question? Oh wow, first one is kinky?
Speaker 2: Who would have known? All right, we're gonna get real
Speaker 2: kinky with it. We're just gonna dive in. Have you
Speaker 2: ever pegged a man?
Speaker 1: What is pegged? Peg means flacking them in the ass.
Speaker 1: Oh yeah, No, I have not gotten to that stage yet.
Speaker 2: Have you ever witnessed it? You said you're porn you know?
Speaker 1: Actually? Yeah? Like really, when I saw my friends doing
Speaker 1: on set, I didn't see her. Is it pegging? Yeah? Yeah,
Speaker 1: I didn't see her pegging anyone. But I'm not gonna lie.
Speaker 1: You know, I have thought about it at some point.
Speaker 1: I have thought about is that a terrible thing? That's
Speaker 1: not a terrible thing. Yeah. Some guys have been coming
Speaker 1: to me trying to talk to me a certain type
Speaker 1: of way. I just want to make you, you know
Speaker 1: what I'm saying, act like a bit because you want
Speaker 1: them to be like, you're a bitch? Is that because
Speaker 1: you want them to bow down to the exactly? Stop
Speaker 1: talking to me that way? But actually no, I have
Speaker 1: never been curious into wanting to Have you ever pegged
Speaker 1: the guys?
Speaker 2: I haven't boundaries for me like, and I say that
Speaker 2: like boundaries is a word, like, I mean, I probably
Speaker 2: could be in a room with it, but it wouldn't
Speaker 2: turn me on, right, I couldn't and I couldn't be
Speaker 2: the one doing it.
Speaker 1: I've been asked to.
Speaker 2: But for me, I just like I can't do masculine
Speaker 2: the man because then to me, that's not.
Speaker 1: I can't. I don't know.
Speaker 2: Respect is a bigger but I couldn't like be like, yeah,
Speaker 2: that fuck me. I'd be like, bitch, get the fuck out. Yeah,
Speaker 2: I think I think I.
Speaker 1: Say more in a funny aspect, but to each of them,
Speaker 1: my respect you for all those that do. But yeah,
Speaker 1: I know I have never really been sexually attracted or
Speaker 1: been like, oh my god, this is so hot, I
Speaker 1: can't wait to fucking his ass. Like that's not you
Speaker 1: don't go home thinking about that? No, I don't about reverse.
Speaker 2: Do you go home and be like, man, I can't
Speaker 2: wait till he fuxs me and the ass.
Speaker 1: No, that's more like Christmas, thanks Giving, special occasions. But
Speaker 1: your ass has a bow tie on it for Christmas
Speaker 1: and special occasions only, there's rules and regulations to my bow.
Speaker 1: Do you give booty for like birthdays to blow jobs bthdays?
Speaker 1: Or you blow jobs every day? I'm talking, I'm talking
Speaker 1: ship while I'm here, But realistically, I think that that
Speaker 1: just is spontaneous. It naturally happens. If you're in that
Speaker 1: space and you choose to want to do that, then
Speaker 1: you do it if you plan it too much. It's
Speaker 1: not Yeah, I mean there's no wady overthinking. You can't
Speaker 1: plan it. It is what it is. You know. It's
Speaker 1: no judgment. Eh, I'm just having fun with it.
Speaker 2: But there's no judgment ever on the Private Talk couch.
Speaker 1: Yeah, but in my life they're gonna be like, wait, what,
Speaker 1: we got your back about it? We got It's all good,
Speaker 1: it's all good. Right, let's pick the next one. I'm
Speaker 1: gonna go with the first one space.
Speaker 2: That's my favorite one. Okay, because it's a naughty question
Speaker 2: here at Private Talk. This is my logo because you know,
Speaker 2: just fun that way. Yeah, I can't take anything naughty voice.
Speaker 1: I feel I gotta do it more to you, all right? Uh?
Speaker 2: Do you like watching your partner play with themselves?
Speaker 1: First of all, I want to give a shout out
Speaker 1: to my mom. First of all, get one more time
Speaker 1: than she is probably on this live my mom him
Speaker 1: parmups again real quick. But you know what, you know,
Speaker 1: what's a good part that she don't understand no English
Speaker 1: like that, so hopefully she's not processing this information. But yeah,
Speaker 1: I think that that's hot. I think that that the
Speaker 1: visual part of seeing your partner you know, get hot
Speaker 1: and steamy. I think that that's that's.
Speaker 2: Sent She masturbating videos of them masturbating to them.
Speaker 1: Yeah, yeah, they have, and I've seen it, and you
Speaker 1: masturbate to it. Oh my god, I'm not ready for
Speaker 1: this interview and hot and here well, and I am
Speaker 1: saying it the best of my abilities, which yes she has.
Speaker 2: I have masturbates to those home videos and that's okay,
Speaker 2: You're supposed to because it's your I feel like it's
Speaker 2: more intimate because myself, like I'm usually the one making
Speaker 2: videos for everyone, like I said, sometimes, so when I
Speaker 2: got them by myself, I'm like, wow, he likes me.
Speaker 1: But you know what, at the same time, I almost
Speaker 1: feel like, if we're really gonna get to that, I'd
Speaker 1: rather be doing myself than you know, be out here
Speaker 1: in these streets just giving it out to everybody, because
Speaker 1: I'm later now, I can't just be giving out to everybody.
Speaker 1: So for that, if that would be the case, yeah,
Speaker 1: I'd rather just be with myself, me and myself and
Speaker 1: not Oh.
Speaker 2: Yes, but you had to be like you gotta do
Speaker 2: it live so like they can't record you, so then
Speaker 2: I can't like have evidence afterwards. They do it at
Speaker 2: the same time because you think they can't record the screen.
Speaker 2: Well they can't, but they're charge me if they don't
Speaker 2: tell you that they're doing it. And they are like, hey,
Speaker 2: you know that video, You're like, what video? Then you
Speaker 2: know it's see I have trust is we're not doing
Speaker 2: none of that.
Speaker 1: You're welcome to send me whatever you want, but I'm
Speaker 1: not sending nothing nothing. Now try she'll be watching my videos. Guys.
Speaker 1: It's okay. Oh, here we go. All right, let's see
Speaker 1: all right, diamonds we are going diamon are girls best friends?
Speaker 1: Diamonds are a girl best friend? The private talk.
Speaker 2: If you want to give me some diamonds or a motto,
Speaker 2: yes please, we're welcome to accepting all the diamonds in
Speaker 2: the world send them.
Speaker 1: All right. What is your body part that you're most
Speaker 1: proud of? My body part that I'm most proud of?
Speaker 1: Oh wow, body part? I don't know. I mean, it
Speaker 1: probably has to be somewhere in my face. It probably
Speaker 1: has to be somewhere in my face. I don't know.
Speaker 2: If it's my lips, perhaps, like your mouth game is
Speaker 2: good my lips? Everybody, everybody service for my model.
Speaker 1: Everybody automatically thinks about my booty because I have a
Speaker 1: big booty. But I think that also I might be
Speaker 1: a little bit SI conscious because anytime I see another
Speaker 1: girl with a nice but I'm like, damn, her ass
Speaker 1: is really and I'm be trying to look at minds
Speaker 1: like have.
Speaker 2: You measured your booty? How big and inches it around?
Speaker 2: I have not, And the thing is that I can't
Speaker 2: see my own butt. I've tried many This is another
Speaker 2: thing for after Dark. Is why I definitely think you
Speaker 2: should come back. We're gonna have to measure your booty.
Speaker 2: You're gonna have to show us some yoga poses.
Speaker 1: Yeah, that could be kind of fun. She should.
Speaker 2: All right, this is a random question for myself. Have
Speaker 2: you ever used food during intimacy?
Speaker 1: Oh? Yeah, like the strawberries? Oh my god, I hate you.
Speaker 1: That means she did it. She said, No, I have not,
Speaker 1: but I've seen it so many times. I've been very
Speaker 1: curious though. Oh my god, I love that lady. What's
Speaker 1: her name with the grape grup? Yeah, it's terrible flip service.
Speaker 1: Look got you.
Speaker 2: So the next man out there, you're gonna have to like,
Speaker 2: you're gonna have grapefruits like in a bowl, you know,
Speaker 2: like cut that shit real good.
Speaker 1: The thing is that you have to love as long
Speaker 1: as you find someone that's open minded and to allowing
Speaker 1: you to do all your craziness. It's cool. But if
Speaker 1: you just come to a guy that you're dating and
Speaker 1: all of a sudden you bring a great food and
Speaker 1: just like wow, like they're gonna be like his soul, girl,
Speaker 1: the hell is wrong with this girl? I love that
Speaker 1: they'll be like, she can't she come back for seconds?
Speaker 1: I'll provide the grapefruit. I will, I wonder the grapefruit
Speaker 1: burns or something to them. Have you tried it? I
Speaker 1: have not. I have not. I haven't either, but I've
Speaker 1: definitely liked Did you try the cucumber challenge? No? What's not? What? Oh?
Speaker 1: Did you stick a cucumber somewhere? No? I did not,
Speaker 1: but there was a moment where there was suck. I
Speaker 1: did not do any of those things. But I do
Speaker 1: know that there was a challenge that was going on
Speaker 1: in social media for a really long time with everybody.
Speaker 1: You know, were they sucking? Yeah, they were sucking the
Speaker 1: cucumber to see who.
Speaker 2: Yeah, I was not a great I used to have
Speaker 2: an old assistant that used to do like a banana trick,
Speaker 2: would like swallow the whole thing.
Speaker 1: But you know, I was, Oh my god, that must
Speaker 1: be terrible for your digestive system.
Speaker 2: I mean, I think she was just swallow it a whole,
Speaker 2: but you know, enough to show that she could swallow
Speaker 2: a big one.
Speaker 1: No, you know, oh my god, the power of her throat.
Speaker 1: He Okay, congrats to you girl. Last question, mama, Oh
Speaker 1: my god, I'm already scared with this girl. Look, I
Speaker 1: did not come in. I'm talking about my children's book
Speaker 1: and my music question finally, okay, and you know it's romantic,
Speaker 1: but I was still miss Texas. Okay it. So, how
Speaker 1: many times do you masturbate a week? Oh? Wow, that's
Speaker 1: gonna be crunchy, crunchy. What are you masturbating with that?
Speaker 1: It's crunchy? No, no, no, no, I don't really know.
Speaker 1: Every week is different. You know, some weeks you have
Speaker 1: extra time, and some weeks, like this week, you don't.
Speaker 1: When I'm doing like media tour, media press and I'm
Speaker 1: just all over the place working, I even forget that
Speaker 1: I have that there. So, but do you bring it?
Speaker 2: You never leave home without it? Do you bring it
Speaker 2: to your hotel room because when I'm traveling, i'm alone.
Speaker 2: And yes, I'm busy during the day, but at night
Speaker 2: I need to go to sleep.
Speaker 1: Actually, actually, I would be lying to you if I
Speaker 1: tell you that I do. You know, sometimes I take
Speaker 1: it with me in this trip, I did it, and
Speaker 1: then you know, I'm not never alone. I'm always with companies.
Speaker 1: Shout out to my girl Michelle. That's right, you know,
Speaker 1: we stay together all the time.
Speaker 2: That Michelle's gotta go to sleep sometime.
Speaker 1: Yeah, no I can. Oh my god, that's always so weird.
Speaker 1: Like Michelle's just laying there on the other side of
Speaker 1: the bed and I'm just here, like you know, paying
Speaker 1: DJ Now.
Speaker 2: You did all your skittle, girl, don't you. No, no, no,
Speaker 2: he needs us.
Speaker 1: Sometimes you can. Sometimes you can. But whenever I can
Speaker 1: get in and I feel that I need to, and
Speaker 1: if and if I feel that I want to and
Speaker 1: I can't, I just make myself busy with work. I
Speaker 1: like that.
Speaker 2: I just I just don't like that. I think you
Speaker 2: should just come when you want to. Sometimes it makes
Speaker 2: you feel thing clearer. I think I get more so
Speaker 2: pent up and stressed out that I'm like, huh okay, yeah,
Speaker 2: maybe that's why.
Speaker 1: I'm so stressed out these days. Maybe maybe that's why
Speaker 1: I can't see clear. You know what good dick in
Speaker 1: your life? All right?
Speaker 2: Well, with that being said, thank you guys. This was
Speaker 2: we're not going anywhere yet, private talk.
Speaker 1: All right.
Speaker 2: Well that is truth with Texas. So I'm going to
Speaker 2: finish that part. But we're going to Is there any
Speaker 2: other questions that you want to ask while you're on
Speaker 2: the couch, Yeah, you want to feel free to ask.
Speaker 1: You Well, okay, I'm curious to know. Okay, So have
Speaker 1: you thought about regetting married or maybe having children or
Speaker 1: all these other things. Has that been a thought that's
Speaker 1: caroused your mind or that's just not for you anymore
Speaker 1: at this point in life. You know, I definitely think
Speaker 1: about it. I definitely.
Speaker 2: I'm in the stage in my life where it's because
Speaker 2: I have been married once. I did like being married,
Speaker 2: just married to the wrong person, and so I did
Speaker 2: like you know, the unity and like what marriage all
Speaker 2: meant and things like that. And I do want to
Speaker 2: have a family, but I want to have it the
Speaker 2: right way. Okay, but happens organically, then it happens. But
Speaker 2: if I don't want to have a kid, just to
Speaker 2: have a kid, to like satisfy something inside myself. I
Speaker 2: have nieces and nephews and I have a lot of
Speaker 2: you know, friends and things like that that I could
Speaker 2: you know, I don't want to be that person to
Speaker 2: feel avoid and I don't want to be a baby
Speaker 2: mama either.
Speaker 1: I want to like enjoy, preach on it, you know, life,
Speaker 1: and nobody's trying to be nobody's baby mom. No.
Speaker 2: I mean, I've waited this long in my life and
Speaker 2: I you know, I could have done that with my
Speaker 2: ex husband if that was the case. But you know,
Speaker 2: I feel like it's you know, something really special and
Speaker 2: important to me. I've never had a hot child and
Speaker 2: so and just going through that journey through life and
Speaker 2: stuff like that, I feel like it's the next step.
Speaker 2: So if it happens, I want it to happen. But
Speaker 2: if it doesn't, I'm okay with that too. I think
Speaker 2: everything happens for a reason, and you know it's God's
Speaker 2: It's in God's hands and the only he will know.
Speaker 1: So how about this now? Knowing the career that you
Speaker 1: decided to take for yourself, how did your family? Oh
Speaker 1: and by the way, who do you have a tighter
Speaker 1: bond with your mom, your father, grandmother, you know before
Speaker 1: I'm a daddy's girls. Okay, dad, I did daddy take that?
Speaker 2: So my dad was actually the first person I told
Speaker 2: because he watched porn and my and he liked women
Speaker 2: that had similar attributes to myself.
Speaker 1: Oh my god, my stepmom is like, has a really
Speaker 1: big butt and whatever. So I didn't, you know, in
Speaker 1: doing it.
Speaker 2: He was the first person I told because I was like, uh,
Speaker 2: I gotta tell you something and he's like what And
Speaker 2: I was like, I was like, I did a porn
Speaker 2: and He's like, what do you mean. I was like, well,
Speaker 2: I'm Puerto Rican, I have a sex type like a man.
Speaker 2: It's all your fall and so I just did it
Speaker 2: and he was like, uh okay, and I was like
Speaker 2: he's like, are you serious. I'm like yeah, And I
Speaker 2: was like, you know, you know, I got tested. Nobody
Speaker 2: forced me to do anything I didn't want to do,
Speaker 2: and so I just told them logically and broke it down.
Speaker 2: And he was like, okay, well, if that's what she
Speaker 2: want to do, then I support.
Speaker 1: You and has your family senior movies. No, I mean
Speaker 1: that's kind of weird.
Speaker 2: I don't know, because the girl that I was the
Speaker 2: girl in a sexual way, Like that's like awkward, that's
Speaker 2: like ancestual and a thing like that. So I don't
Speaker 2: condone that at all. And me, it's like the things
Speaker 2: that we do not talk about, like they know what
Speaker 2: I do and they don't like, but they're not Like
Speaker 2: they're supportive in other ways, Like I've been in other
Speaker 2: things and I've had their attributes, you know that a accolades,
Speaker 2: I said, not attributes, but accolades that they could support and.
Speaker 1: Be there for me. So supportive in that way.
Speaker 2: Yeah, so they support me, you know, but again, like
Speaker 2: they're not watching my movies because that'd be awkward.
Speaker 1: Well, you see the girl that I was talking about
Speaker 1: that that did porno, she was very open with her
Speaker 1: family about it. She would walk naked into the house.
Speaker 1: It was just a very everybody knew what she did
Speaker 1: and they would watch it. But it wasn't in a
Speaker 1: sexual way. It was just like their goals Angelina and
Speaker 1: that's what she does. Well we've all seen it work.
Speaker 2: Like it's like you see your work and you know,
Speaker 2: separates separate, you know, like around Texas is one thing,
Speaker 2: and that's again it was a persona and like a
Speaker 2: you know character, and then at home, I'm completely somebody different.
Speaker 2: So you know, I get shy, I get weird and
Speaker 2: like weird awkward things right right, and you know, like
Speaker 2: things that people wouldn't think of, right naturally.
Speaker 1: So here goes another one. Now that you have been
Speaker 1: able to accomplish these things for your Sylvan life, where
Speaker 1: do you see your silver and how is it that
Speaker 1: you would like to be remembered?
Speaker 2: For me, I feel like part of this journey with
Speaker 2: my with private talk is that, you know, part of
Speaker 2: laying down the brick roads or the bricks to that
Speaker 2: road of where my journey is going to lead up
Speaker 2: and you know, and eventually, but I don't really know
Speaker 2: what that you know, what that all really means either.
Speaker 1: Either this is something new.
Speaker 2: I didn't know, you know, a year ago that I
Speaker 2: would be doing a podcast. I didn't know, you know,
Speaker 2: twelve years ago I was going to do be doing porn.
Speaker 2: So for me, I'm really more in the moment and
Speaker 2: what feels right for me and my brand, and I
Speaker 2: just feel like evolving each year and like adding something
Speaker 2: else under my belt and like knowing that I can
Speaker 2: do anything that's put in front of me and like
Speaker 2: im persevere and be really strong and being a platform
Speaker 2: or having a platform to like showcase in time my
Speaker 2: fans anything I want to if right, having you on
Speaker 2: the you know, we've had all kinds of walks of
Speaker 2: lice on a couch and things like that, and learning
Speaker 2: different things about myself that I didn't know that you
Speaker 2: may be asking. You know that people want to ask
Speaker 2: out there. I would never know. And you know, even
Speaker 2: hearing your story and your journey and everything that you've
Speaker 2: been through is you know, empowering and very on my
Speaker 2: mind to the point where it makes me want to
Speaker 2: be a better woman. It makes me you know that, hey,
Speaker 2: you have all this stuff on your plate, that I
Speaker 2: can do it too, of course, Like it just gives
Speaker 2: you kind of a common ground and that like.
Speaker 1: People are all people.
Speaker 2: We all have you know, struggles, We have emotional problems,
Speaker 2: family problems, life problems. You know the world's going crazy
Speaker 2: right now with this coura like that, and there's all
Speaker 2: kinds of shit. So I like there's too many like
Speaker 2: big problems going on in the world that like we're
Speaker 2: just human and we're such a small you know factor
Speaker 2: of that. But knowing and understanding and being on a
Speaker 2: couch together and coming to some kind of common ground.
Speaker 2: I feel like that, you know, it's making the world
Speaker 2: a little bit.
Speaker 1: And I also want to give props to you real quick,
Speaker 1: because I feel that people can be very judgmental when
Speaker 1: it comes to women, to specifically, it's always women, right,
Speaker 1: People want to judge women more than anything. But I
Speaker 1: want to give you props as well because, with all
Speaker 1: due respect to the to to your career and what
Speaker 1: you have chosen for yourself, I like the fact that
Speaker 1: you were telling me that you now direct movies as well,
Speaker 1: and I know that this is a male predominated industry
Speaker 1: for the most part as far as directors and things
Speaker 1: like that. And the fact that I have never seen
Speaker 1: you work, but I can't imagine just based off your
Speaker 1: personality and your energy and who you are as a person.
Speaker 1: The fact that you're able to guide these women and
Speaker 1: lead them into what they're doing and make them feel comfortable.
Speaker 1: I think that's a super dope thing that you should
Speaker 1: definitely get credit for because we need more women to
Speaker 1: be involved in the direction of these movies as well,
Speaker 1: because most of the movies are directed for men. To
Speaker 1: feel good. You know, it's always about how the man
Speaker 1: feels in these movies, and it's like, what about what
Speaker 1: women want to see on these films as well? So
Speaker 1: I am grateful that you're doing that. And I haven't
Speaker 1: even seen any of your movies, and to be honest,
Speaker 1: I'm not sure that I want to see them now either,
Speaker 1: because now I see you like one of my girlfriends, and.
Speaker 2: Now I can't watch me direct because I so, you know,
Speaker 2: that was the Miami booty movie. So you know it's
Speaker 2: the Miami movies got.
Speaker 1: Booties in it.
Speaker 2: You know, you can okay it, but everywhere, you know,
Speaker 2: it does take a lot for me to like, you know,
Speaker 2: I didn't have to direct.
Speaker 1: I wanted to.
Speaker 2: It felt like it was a part of an homage
Speaker 2: of what I should did in my career. I had
Speaker 2: a really great career in the business, and I didn't
Speaker 2: have anything that likes like, uh, pushed me down or
Speaker 2: did anything like that, you know, And I was always
Speaker 2: a positive thing. So I wanted to give women and
Speaker 2: the new women and coming into you know,