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Speaker 2: This podcast is designed to take you outside of your
Speaker 2: comfort zone and make you question reality. Listener Discretion is
Speaker 2: a vibe.
Speaker 3: Talkwardly fellas.
Speaker 2: This ain't my first time at the rodeos. Hello, and
Speaker 2: welcome back to the fucking show. So got a little
Speaker 2: something something for us today. You're gonna love it, I promise.
Speaker 2: But before we just jump right into the topic and everything,
Speaker 2: you know, we got to handle a little bit of
Speaker 2: business first. And despite how it looks, it's actually a
Speaker 2: really rainy day today. I don't know why it looks
Speaker 2: like it's a bright sunny don't The backlighting is deceiving
Speaker 2: because it is a rainy, cold and gloomy day and
Speaker 2: it's perfect for the topic that we have for today.
Speaker 2: Really sets the mood, gets things going. But I have
Speaker 2: a new shout out and I don't know if I
Speaker 2: mentioned this before, but Donna Joe, I did get your email.
Speaker 3: Thank you.
Speaker 2: I will check it out. Recommended a series for me,
Speaker 2: and then the one that I really want to talk
Speaker 2: about for just the second is from j last name
Speaker 2: initial G. So it's entitled longtime listener, first time caller,
Speaker 2: and I'm not going to read all of it, but
Speaker 2: it's definitely worth noting here for a shout out. He
Speaker 2: said some extraordinarily kind and supportive things, and then at
Speaker 2: the end of the email, he said he's having a
Speaker 2: hard time hanging with uh. Here's a quote the ones
Speaker 2: that feature science fiction commentaries from experiencers. These folks are
Speaker 2: complete nutjobs, Julia. They need to be fitted for a
Speaker 2: straight jacket and put in a padded room. I am
Speaker 2: an engineer, and there's only so much disbelief I can suspend.
Speaker 2: Extraordinary claims require extraordinary proof. In any event, I enjoy
Speaker 2: listening to you and always will. I'll just skip past
Speaker 2: the retards telling me the lizard people are eating babies
Speaker 2: with barbecue sauce on a flying saucer, and then he says,
Speaker 2: keep being you. Much love from Jay. Now I realize
Speaker 2: that one person does not represent the collective, but since
Speaker 2: it was such a thoughtful email and he is a
Speaker 2: longtime listener, I want to address the collective just in case.
Speaker 2: Maybe you yes, you are on board with what Jay
Speaker 2: is saying about the SRA survivor testimonies. Listen, I don't
Speaker 2: advertise for these people. I think you know that by now.
Speaker 2: I don't actually advertise for anyone. I never pick a team.
Speaker 2: I don't subscribe to really any genre. I'm kind of
Speaker 2: in the middle on a lot of topics. You know,
Speaker 2: I guess I'm subscribed to God's team. That is one
Speaker 2: thing that I will If I'm going to subscribe to something,
Speaker 2: it would be that. And you know that. But as
Speaker 2: far as the SRA survivors, I want to address the skepticism.
Speaker 2: And I've said this before in the past, but it's
Speaker 2: definitely worth repeating. Sometimes, as can spearcy theorists, our minds
Speaker 2: can be so open that our brains fall out. And
Speaker 2: I have made this little disclaimer on the SRA testimonies
Speaker 2: in the past. Do they put this stuff out there
Speaker 2: they being CIA, whoever is in charge of releasing the
Speaker 2: SRIA survivors upon us. Do they manufacture this stuff and
Speaker 2: put it out there to make us look like assholes
Speaker 2: for believing it? Because sometimes it's so grand and so extraordinary,
Speaker 2: As Jay was saying in the email, that in order
Speaker 2: to believe it, you've got to be a certain kind
Speaker 2: of individual. So do they put the and then at
Speaker 2: the same time, do they put certain SRA survivors quote
Speaker 2: unquote out there with their testimonies to make the ones
Speaker 2: who actually lived it and actually suffered and actually went
Speaker 2: through this stuff, you won't believe them when they come
Speaker 2: out because there's been so many that have taken trips
Speaker 2: to Mars and you know, had Golden Corral with the
Speaker 2: Pleadians that you just can't hear one more SRA survivor.
Speaker 2: Can we take a break from SRA survivors for a while. Sure,
Speaker 2: I can do that for you, not saying we're giving
Speaker 2: up on this mission, but we can take an intermission.
Speaker 2: Here's the thing. If we don't know what's out there,
Speaker 2: we can never prepare ourselves for attack. There are SRA
Speaker 2: survivors out there predicting future events. There are SRA survivors
Speaker 2: out there that I find credible and legitimate, and I
Speaker 2: want to know all the things that they went through.
Speaker 2: And then there are ones that are having Golden Corral
Speaker 2: with the Blue Aveals, and yeah, it's hard for me
Speaker 2: to get on board with the ones that are having
Speaker 2: Golden Corral with the Blue Aveals. Because I don't believe
Speaker 2: in a lot of that stuff. And at the same time,
Speaker 2: I wonder, and I think to myself, could it be
Speaker 2: just hear me out, could it be what these people
Speaker 2: went through is so fantastical, it's too fantastical to be believed.
Speaker 2: Yet at the same time, could actually be happening.
Speaker 1: There?
Speaker 3: There?
Speaker 4: There is I just.
Speaker 2: I straddle the fence so hard sometimes with the SRA survivors.
Speaker 2: And like I said, it's not like I choose a team.
Speaker 2: It's not like I advertise for these people or tell
Speaker 2: you everything that they say has to be one hundred
Speaker 2: percent legitimately the truth. But we need to know what's
Speaker 2: out there. We need to know what people are listening to,
Speaker 2: and we need to find the ones who are genuine
Speaker 2: and authentic. And I think I've come across a few
Speaker 2: that I would say are genuine and authentic. Fiona Barnett
Speaker 2: would be one that just I cried like a baby
Speaker 2: after I heard you know, it was like a little documentary.
Speaker 2: If you haven't watched it, please make your way over
Speaker 2: to Room two three seven and subscribe to the Patreon
Speaker 2: Get in there to room two seven and watch the
Speaker 2: Fiona Barnett. She's talking about Nicole Kidman. She's talking about
Speaker 2: all kinds of shit breaking loose in Australia, and I
Speaker 2: would say that I believe her. I find her to
Speaker 2: be genuine. And then there are and you know what,
Speaker 2: I kind of the one with the blue lotus meringa
Speaker 2: taint rub. I'm not gonna lie. I find her credible.
Speaker 2: After listening to the whole story, giving it a little
Speaker 2: bit of time, I mold it over. I'm gonna say
Speaker 2: sixty percent authentic with that one, maybe even seventy percent
Speaker 2: authentic with that one. I do worry and wonder a
Speaker 2: little bit because she was into like acting and modeling
Speaker 2: and stuff like that. If she's not just somebody they've
Speaker 2: rolled out there with like a fake story, And you
Speaker 2: should always leave room for something like that to be true.
Speaker 2: But sometimes when I go into listening to an SRA
Speaker 2: survivor's testimony, it's like the first time I watched The
Speaker 2: Blair Witch Project or The Fourth Kind or any like
Speaker 2: found footage movie where you get to the end and
Speaker 2: you're wondering if that was true, and then you find
Speaker 2: out that it was all fake, and you're like, damn,
Speaker 2: that was so convincing. Wow, I really thought that was real,
Speaker 2: and here it is just a bullshit story. I watched
Speaker 2: somebody on Facebook totally tricked me into watching a mockumentary,
Speaker 2: said it was real, all this stuff actually happened. Ya
Speaker 2: da da da da da. It was the craziest thing
Speaker 2: she'd ever seen. I watched it, got almost all the
Speaker 2: way to the end before I realized it's a mockumentary.
Speaker 2: It's fake. It's like watching you know, a ghost paranormal
Speaker 2: ghost hunting shows like ghost Adventures, and you know whatever,
Speaker 2: it's staged, it's scripted, it's it's a production. And then
Speaker 2: sometimes the opposite is true. Like you ever watch a
Speaker 2: Marvel movie knowing that it's completely fantasy. I used to
Speaker 2: be really into Marvel. I still I'm kind of actually
Speaker 2: getting back into it a little bit. I you know,
Speaker 2: sad but true guilty pleasure love Marvel stuff, but knowing
Speaker 2: it's fantasy watching it and then getting to the end
Speaker 2: of the movie and then looking at your friend or
Speaker 2: whatever and going, that's all based on true shit. Super
Speaker 2: Soldier program, the one of the Iron Man movies. It's
Speaker 2: all about like terrorist attack and Middle East stuff, and like, hello,
Speaker 2: that's clear. It's all based on they got an Operation
Speaker 2: paper Clip reference in one of them. I think it
Speaker 2: was Captain America, the new spinoff shows like WandaVision and Loki.
Speaker 2: It's sure it's strictly fantasy, but somewhere in the back
Speaker 2: of your mind you gotta know that it's based on reality,
Speaker 2: because they do fuck with our timelines. In my honest opinion,
Speaker 2: they figured it out a long time ago. They know
Speaker 2: how to manipulate shit, quantum physics and ant Man and
Speaker 2: all that shit. It's like, there are some movies you watch,
Speaker 2: like Blair Witch and you're thinking it's real, and then
Speaker 2: you get to the end and you're like, ah, fuh,
Speaker 2: you know fourth kind like, oh, it's fake. And then
Speaker 2: there are movies you know are fantasy, and then you
Speaker 2: get to the end and you're wondering, Hello, that's got
Speaker 2: to be based on some true shit because they put
Speaker 2: Project paper Clip references and all this stuff like the
Speaker 2: Red Goal and all that crap. That's that's based on
Speaker 2: real Nazi mysticism and stuff like that, The Tessa Act
Speaker 2: and all that shit. What Hitler was looking for in
Speaker 2: Antarctica's that's it's like a fantasy movie, but it's a
Speaker 2: true story. Now when I go and listen to these
Speaker 2: sorry survivors, sometimes I wonder if it's not an actress
Speaker 2: telling a true story. It's like a it's a fake person,
Speaker 2: but the story is true. It's like they've floated this
Speaker 2: person out there, like til Swan. She looks really good,
Speaker 2: she was immodeling. She's selling blue lotus, marenga tank rub
Speaker 2: now and very attractive. Maybe she herself as a person
Speaker 2: didn't go through this, but maybe she's like playing a
Speaker 2: character and this story is true. I don't know. I
Speaker 2: leave a little bit of skepticism and everything now. The
Speaker 2: ones that are having Golden Corral with the blue veals,
Speaker 2: I think that most of that stuff could be completely
Speaker 2: staged and used as a tactic to get you to
Speaker 2: question and also disbelieve anyone who would come forward as
Speaker 2: an srace arrivor. But deep down, you know and I
Speaker 2: know that this stuff goes on, and this stuff is real.
Speaker 2: Whether they have actresses just telling stories or not, we
Speaker 2: know that this stuff goes on. We know that Satanic
Speaker 2: ritual abuse is one. We know that the pedophilic elite
Speaker 2: are just marinated in this stuff. But that's enough of that.
Speaker 2: I just wanted to say I'm addressing the collective based
Speaker 2: off of one person's a pension, but it could be
Speaker 2: the opinion of many. So I wanted to address the
Speaker 2: skepticism and everything out there. I'm not an asshole, all right,
Speaker 2: I get it. A lot of this stuff could be
Speaker 2: completely derived, and some of it, I'm sorry to tell you,
Speaker 2: is real. Whether it sounds absolutely ridiculous or not. I
Speaker 2: tend to think some of this stuff is real. Where
Speaker 2: is your line in the sand? I don't know. It's
Speaker 2: different for everyone, but I find the SRI survivor testimonies
Speaker 2: really fascinating. It's, like I said, for me, it's almost
Speaker 2: like a cinematic experience, like, oh my god, somebody should
Speaker 2: make a movie about this. It would be one of
Speaker 2: those ones where you get out of the theater and
Speaker 2: look at your friend and go, that probably is some
Speaker 2: real shit, like hostile. That shit probably goes on people.
Speaker 2: You should watch it. So what do I got for
Speaker 2: us today? Well, I have an SRA survivor testimony for
Speaker 2: us today? Is that a dick of me? I didn't
Speaker 2: put it in the title on purpose, just in case
Speaker 2: mister G from the email is looking out for that.
Speaker 2: In the title, I wanted him to click on this video.
Speaker 2: Is that a dick of me? I don't know, but yes,
Speaker 2: click off now if you're not interested. But I do
Speaker 2: have an SRA Survivor for us today, and it might
Speaker 2: be the last one for a while, so just sit
Speaker 2: back and enjoy it. I purposely didn't put it in
Speaker 2: the title because I wanted mister g to click on
Speaker 2: this episode. Like I said, but it's a doozy and
Speaker 2: after today we'll take a little break from the SRA Survivors.
Speaker 2: But I'm telling you, you gotta love it. But another
Speaker 2: news is time moving weird for you guys. Listen. I've
Speaker 2: heard a lot of people say that, you know, oh,
Speaker 2: time's moving slower, or times moving faster or time. I
Speaker 2: feel like there's a little bit of both going on
Speaker 2: right now. Sometimes I feel like I don't know where
Speaker 2: the day went. Maybe it's because I have a baby.
Speaker 2: Time just actually seems to be moving odd. And I
Speaker 2: think it's because my humble opinion, if you watch the
Speaker 2: spinoff show The Marvel the Loki about like all the
Speaker 2: timelines and stuff, we're racing towards something, and I think
Speaker 2: they're manipulating the timelines, and I think time is being
Speaker 2: weird right now. It feels weird. Everything feels off, just
Speaker 2: a little bit off. And I keep seeing this stuff
Speaker 2: on Instagram and TikTok and Facebook, and I get my
Speaker 2: stomach is turning because the whatever the agenda is, It's
Speaker 2: like I'll see three videos in a row that just
Speaker 2: make my stomach turn, and then like two Trump things
Speaker 2: and like three conspiracy things, then some clearly fake stuff
Speaker 2: that's like AI trying to scare people and nobody's really
Speaker 2: talking about like the real issues here. I'm just a
Speaker 2: little bit worried about the state of things right now.
Speaker 2: But we'll see as time goes on, you know, as
Speaker 2: things unravel what we're looking at. But they're clearly getting
Speaker 2: sloppy and messy with stuff like the Jim Carey thing.
Speaker 2: Anyone with eyes to see could tell that was like
Speaker 2: a replacement person. There were plenty who had eyes to
Speaker 2: see that new Britney fucking got replaced. And you know
Speaker 2: they were saying, were where's Brittany wears Britney? Brittany wear
Speaker 2: yellow shirt? If you're in trouble, would they say justice
Speaker 2: for Brittany? And anybody with like half an intuition knew
Speaker 2: that wasn't Britney anymore. It's like, but nobody even cares
Speaker 2: about that bitch. They replaced Brittany. Life moves on. Now
Speaker 2: they've replaced Jim Carrey. I guess life is gonna continue
Speaker 2: to move on now. Well, it's odd to me that
Speaker 2: we don't get stuck on these things for a little
Speaker 2: bit longer. I know, the Brittany thing, it took us
Speaker 2: a while to get over it. Now nobody gives a shit.
Speaker 2: But now we got Jim Carrey, and that's just not
Speaker 2: acceptable to me. Who else I'm sure major politicians have
Speaker 2: been replaced. I'm really surprised they didn't swap the queen out.
Speaker 2: She's probably her consciousness got uploaded into some younger person's body, probably,
Speaker 2: but they retired that old carcass and uploaded her into
Speaker 2: a new model and she's probably out there somewhere. But yeah,
Speaker 2: I don't know. It's just they're getting sloppy with stuff.
Speaker 2: Clearly obviously they're doing stuff that I mean, what do
Speaker 2: you even say? What do you even say? But to
Speaker 2: give you a little taste test of where we're at
Speaker 2: as a nation, some of the entertainment that is millions
Speaker 2: of viewers, subscribers, people in the comments, fighting with each other.
Speaker 2: Just they're getting we've lost control of ourselves, is what's happened,
Speaker 2: And we've lost all logic and common sense the entertainment
Speaker 2: that we have. This popped up suggested for me, and
Speaker 2: why the fuck they thought that I'd be interested? I
Speaker 2: have no idea. A trans person with no arms and
Speaker 2: no legs doing skincare and haircare routines, millions and millions
Speaker 2: of followers, millions of comments, thousands of people In the comments,
Speaker 2: some people are saying this is weird, why are we
Speaker 2: watching this? This is stupid? And then the next comment
Speaker 2: is don't you talk about them like that? They have
Speaker 2: rights to be a content creator if they want to.
Speaker 2: So obviously, the trans person born with no arms and
Speaker 2: legs doing skin and haircare routines with a five o'clock shadow,
Speaker 2: doing makeup video like, we're supposed to accept it, and
Speaker 2: they go by day, then we're supposed to accept this.
Speaker 2: We're supposed to be okay, nothing to see here, just
Speaker 2: a person I don't even know if they have genitalia.
Speaker 2: They had no legs, you understand, they had barely had
Speaker 2: a pelvis, no arms, half a beard with lipstick on,
Speaker 2: washing their hair in the shower and goes by day
Speaker 2: then and millions and millions of what's the word fall lowers?
Speaker 2: Fall lowers. That's why I am so careful to describe
Speaker 2: my audience as listeners, subscribers, whatever, anything but fallowers. It's like,
Speaker 2: I'm not running a cult here.
Speaker 3: People.
Speaker 2: You can check out any time, but you can never leave.
Speaker 2: Just kidding, y'all always come back. But that's not the point.
Speaker 2: This is where we're at as an This is what's entertaining.
Speaker 2: What was the video right under that, the transperson with
Speaker 2: half a pelvis and no arms, with a mustache and
Speaker 2: pigtails talking about get ready with me? I'm okay, thank you.
Speaker 2: But the next video is all these sympathizers coming out
Speaker 2: of the old so and so from my six hundred
Speaker 2: pound life died after fighting for her life from what fatness?
Speaker 2: Fighting from her life from fatness. I just don't Is
Speaker 2: this really our entertainment here? People? Is this really our entertainment?
Speaker 2: And then what's that next video under that? Something completely appalling,
Speaker 2: something important, something that, oh, well, it's not as important
Speaker 2: as the trans person with half a genitalia combing their
Speaker 2: hair and putting lipstick on it, beard oil or the
Speaker 2: six hundred pound fatty who died because they had one
Speaker 2: too many MC muffins. Listen the video right after that
Speaker 2: is a town local to me. It's called Eagle Points, Oregon.
Speaker 2: It's probably what ten to fifteen minutes from my house.
Speaker 2: Another pedophilia ring discovered, police bringing out boxes and cases
Speaker 2: of child pornography material.
Speaker 4: Is it?
Speaker 2: And I'm it's got like a thousand views, maybe you know,
Speaker 2: one hundred and two hundred comments on it, but the
Speaker 2: six hundred pound life millions of views, millions of comments.
Speaker 2: Oh poor Whitney or whatever the fuck her name was,
Speaker 2: and rip, okay, rip, maybe she should have tried ozimpic.
Speaker 2: I don't and I don't even I'm not even an
Speaker 2: advocate for it, but do something, damn okay. The point
Speaker 2: being is something stupid like that or the ridiculousness of
Speaker 2: get ready with me? So these this is where we
Speaker 2: are putting our attention. This is where we're focusing our
Speaker 2: concerted efforts subscribing and sharing these videos, when right underneath
Speaker 2: there is an entire child pornography ring discovered in a
Speaker 2: local town. They're bringing out boxes and boxes and boxes
Speaker 2: and child pornography in Eagle Point oregan one thousand views,
Speaker 2: maybe a couple hundred comments, maybe and again just like
Speaker 2: the guy got who got busted in Medford, my town
Speaker 2: that I live in just a few weeks ago. This house,
Speaker 2: it's like teal with white shutters, little garden in the front,
Speaker 2: hibiscus plants, little hummingbird feeder out front. They had a
Speaker 2: little arch with like some little tomatoes growing on it.
Speaker 2: Inside the house, super cute. They got goose pictures on
Speaker 2: the wall, They got hands stitched quilts on the couch.
Speaker 2: Looked like a little old grandma house somewhere you'd love
Speaker 2: to live. Could have been an airbnb, it was so cute.
Speaker 2: They had a sewing room with a little sewing machine
Speaker 2: and little fragments of fabrics everywhere, Curtains on the windows, area, rugs,
Speaker 2: guess soap in the bathroom. Listen, people, this is what
Speaker 2: I'm telling you. It could be your name or uh.
Speaker 2: Boxes and filing cabinets of child pornography. They pulled out
Speaker 2: of that house Eagle Point, Oregon. So while everyone else
Speaker 2: is distracted by you name it fill in the blank,
Speaker 2: the circus continues, dot dot dot, just scrolling on our
Speaker 2: phones watching genderless neutral, no leg having no arm having
Speaker 2: get ready with me. That's got millions views, But we're
Speaker 2: busting pedophile rings in my neighborhood every other week over here,
Speaker 2: maybe a thousand views. It just to me, you know,
Speaker 2: that's astounding. It's astounding. Why that's not more important. But
Speaker 2: we do live in the m Night Shyamalan plot twist,
Speaker 2: So we'll see what happens. Something really horrible could be
Speaker 2: on its way that makes everyone stop and pay attention.
Speaker 2: We shall see. But that's enough of that. How about
Speaker 2: a little apothecary cornter to wet our whistle before we
Speaker 2: jump right in. Yes, Jay, you too, you will be
Speaker 2: jumping in as well me or don't you know, live
Speaker 2: your own life. I'm not a cult leader. Over here,
Speaker 2: we'll be jumping into today's as R a survivor and
Speaker 2: the host of this interview. Finally somebody I can get
Speaker 2: on board with. He only ever spoke when it was necessary,
Speaker 2: and that's the kind of shit that I'm on board with.
Speaker 2: Don't be interjecting every five minutes, don't make the entire
Speaker 2: episode about yourself. Let the bitch speak now. This one,
Speaker 2: it's borderline having Golden Corral with the Blue Aviels. It's
Speaker 2: right there. So we got someone, and use your discernment.
Speaker 2: We got someone who's either a completely mentally ill needs
Speaker 2: to be locked up, as Jay said in the email,
Speaker 2: or we have someone who has survived some of the
Speaker 2: most incredible bullshit I've ever heard in my fucking life.
Speaker 2: So up to you, what do you think? But before
Speaker 2: we get into it, how about a little apothecary corncer
Speaker 2: what tickle in the tank today? I did one for
Speaker 2: the ladies last time, so today we need to do
Speaker 2: something for everyone. And when I say everyone, I mean everyone. Alright,
Speaker 2: something short, sweetened to the point. Here's a little something
Speaker 2: for your immune system antie microbial infusion. Do not put
Speaker 2: this on your taint, it will burn. This says olive
Speaker 2: leaf and tie microbial in fu usion a robust herbal
Speaker 2: infusion to support the immune system and fight off microbial invaders.
Speaker 2: Olive leaf is a powerful antimicrobial and anti viral herb
Speaker 2: that works well during acute illness and for ongoing immune support.
Speaker 2: This might be good if shit turns into world boards
Speaker 2: z or I am legend at that point I would
Speaker 2: recommend putting it on your tank. You don't want to
Speaker 2: have zombie tanke. It just it's not gonna be good
Speaker 2: for anyone at all. And if they're planning a COVID
Speaker 2: two point zero and we all get leprosy again, put
Speaker 2: it in your pits, you tank, you bhole wherever you
Speaker 2: can get it. But nobody likes a zombie tank. This
Speaker 2: is going to be one table spoon, dried olive leaf,
Speaker 2: one tea spoon, dried time, one tea spoon dried lemon, balm,
Speaker 2: one tea spoon dried sage, and then lemon and raw honey.
Speaker 2: Place all the herbs in a teapot, Boil the bitches,
Speaker 2: steep them twenty minutes, and then add your lemon and honey.
Speaker 2: Uh you know again, not for the tank, but it
Speaker 2: could be eventually. Drink on the onset of illness one
Speaker 2: to two cups daily. And that is the olive leaf
Speaker 2: anti microbial in effusion. And that's gonna do it for
Speaker 2: today's apotha carry corn. He So, speaking of olive leafs,
Speaker 2: how about an olive branch. To the listener who reached
Speaker 2: out via email, I get it, you don't like the shit,
Speaker 2: And as you said, extraordinary claims require extraordinary proof. I'm
Speaker 2: right there with you, But I think for a moment,
Speaker 2: and then I also understand there's only so much disbelief
Speaker 2: that you can withhold. Do what feels right for you.
Speaker 2: Do what feels right for you will take a little
Speaker 2: recess from the SRA survivors, But it does tickle my
Speaker 2: taints every once in a while to understand the inner
Speaker 2: workings of what could be really going on out there.
Speaker 2: And why I think it's important is because it would
Speaker 2: be hard for me to believe that this little old
Speaker 2: lady cottage down the street from my residence that has
Speaker 2: hibiscus plants and hand stitched quilts and goose pictures could
Speaker 2: be the hub of a major child pornography ring. But
Speaker 2: yet it's reality. There are some things that are so
Speaker 2: outside the realm of what we would consider to be
Speaker 2: acceptable or believable, realistic, and yet they are true. If
Speaker 2: you told me a they them trans person with half
Speaker 2: a beard, no genitalia, zero legs, zero arms was doing
Speaker 2: get Ready with Me videos on TikTok and had millions
Speaker 2: of views people fighting over them in the comments section,
Speaker 2: and only a few thousand views on the child pedophilia
Speaker 2: ring video. I'd say, you're crazy, that's impossible. What the
Speaker 2: fuck is going on? What's wrong with our nation? But
Speaker 2: yet here we are. Anyways, let's just jump into today's
Speaker 2: sra SERVI for and again, I think you're gonna love it.
Speaker 2: You're really gonna love it. And again this person could
Speaker 2: be borderline padded room or borderline my reality is totally shifted,
Speaker 2: you know what I mean. So she's also from New
Speaker 2: Jersey or she's a real like. I wouldn't wanna. I
Speaker 2: wouldn't want to run into her late at night in
Speaker 2: the Walmart parking lot. She scares me a little, really
Speaker 2: rough and tough like. She looks like the type who
Speaker 2: smokes sixteen packs of camels a day and hangs out
Speaker 2: at Buffalo Bill's titty bar. She's the cancer, all right.
Speaker 2: Maybe it's because she's survived what she's went through. It
Speaker 2: would make you a tough bitch, but a little scary,
Speaker 2: little intimidating. This woman her name was Holly. But all
Speaker 2: that being said, roll on one.
Speaker 3: They are alive with Holly. Huge.
Speaker 4: Thank you to Holly for coming on in mk Ultra
Speaker 4: series of interviews. Just give you a little bit of
Speaker 4: background before I hand it over to Holly. Then, Holly's
Speaker 4: an author and she's gonna share her personal story of
Speaker 4: growing up in the shadow of the mk ultar program,
Speaker 4: tracing its origins back to Operation paper Clip. She's going
Speaker 4: to discuss how post what intelligence initiatives evolved, the long
Speaker 4: term psychological impact this has had on her life, and
Speaker 4: why she believes these programs from me hidden for decades.
Speaker 4: So it's a serious emotional story, a journey, and we're
Speaker 4: going to explore trauma, memory and one of.
Speaker 3: The darkest chapters of Cold War history. So huge, thank
Speaker 3: you for coming on, Holly.
Speaker 1: Huge, thank you for having me, mister Atwood. I really
Speaker 1: appreciate it, especially because I folog you since twenty fourteen,
Speaker 1: twenty fourteen, so this is a huge opportunity. I'm really
Speaker 1: happy to be here.
Speaker 4: Thank you again, and we appreciate you your support for
Speaker 4: that length of time. So our viewers like a long
Speaker 4: detailed journey of your life story as it's happened. So
Speaker 4: let's go back to the very beginning then, Actually, before
Speaker 4: before we go back to the beginning, could you just
Speaker 4: explain to you know, to some people, perhaps we don't
Speaker 4: understand what mk ultrare is.
Speaker 3: What what is mk ultra.
Speaker 1: It's torture based mind control techniques. They use combinations of
Speaker 1: drugs and hypnotism, So they would, you know, hold me
Speaker 1: underwater until unliving me wait a certain amount of time,
Speaker 1: and then resuscitate me and the other children. And they
Speaker 1: would do that repeatedly. There would be sorry, I'm sorry, oh.
Speaker 2: Just real quick. The host apparently gave her a list
Speaker 2: of uh, you know, codes to use instead of saying rape,
Speaker 2: instead of saying LSD, instead of saying satanic ritual abuse
Speaker 2: or torture. She for whatever reason, he didn't want her
Speaker 2: to say the actual words. So they have these codes
Speaker 2: like Lucy and the sky with diamonds is LSD RD
Speaker 2: it means ray. Uh obviously SRA or whatever. You'll get
Speaker 2: the codes as the interview goes along. I think it's lame.
Speaker 2: I think if you're going to interview an SRA survivor,
Speaker 2: you better fucking do it uncensored. What kind of pussy
Speaker 2: shit is that? But anyways, it's not my interview. But
Speaker 2: there are.
Speaker 1: Codes, just so you know, I'm trying to remember the
Speaker 1: list of words.
Speaker 3: Forgive me, you're fine, you're doing great, Okay.
Speaker 1: I keep doing great, so thank you. But there would
Speaker 1: be s R A, there would be R rings, there
Speaker 1: would be electric electricutions, but it was all torture and
Speaker 1: trauma based. The adults would dress up like different characters,
Speaker 1: like characters from the Holy Bible, and then are the
Speaker 1: children for So you asked me what mk ultra is.
Speaker 1: So mk ultra is you in torture basedline control techniques
Speaker 1: and breaking somebody's mind, fracturing their mind and reprogramming them,
Speaker 1: rewiring them and controlling them with trigger words.
Speaker 3: Yeah.
Speaker 4: Well, people used to think this was a conspiracy theory
Speaker 4: that the government was doing this, but now ultras it's
Speaker 4: all wiki page folks, all documented.
Speaker 3: Yeah wow, Yeah, So Holly, let's let's go back in time.
Speaker 3: Then where did you grow up?
Speaker 1: I grew up in Far Hills, New Jersey. My grandparents,
Speaker 1: Millie and William Gabory, raised me. I had a great
Speaker 1: childhood with them. My mother was never around and she's
Speaker 1: still not around, so, but my grandparents on my mother's
Speaker 1: side raised me and I had a great life with them.
Speaker 1: I met my father when I was eighteen, and I
Speaker 1: sought him out and we had a great relationship for
Speaker 1: seven years until his passing. So my father was Baglio.
Speaker 1: He told me that on his side of the family,
Speaker 1: they had a pre arranged marriage for me waiting when
Speaker 1: I turned eighteen, but because I was raised outside the family,
Speaker 1: they were not going to hold me to it. But
Speaker 1: if my father had asked me, I would have married
Speaker 1: the boy anyway. On my mother's side of the family,
Speaker 1: my grandfather was served in the Navy in World War
Speaker 1: Two on a mind speakership, so I think it began
Speaker 1: with him. I think he was an unknowing, unwilling candidate
Speaker 1: in these projects himself, because he would come home and
Speaker 1: tell Grandma Millie Gabrie that the Navy would give him
Speaker 1: the other soldiers lucy in the sky with diamonds and
Speaker 1: green stuff, just as see what it would do. And
Speaker 1: she thought he was fullha more larkie, but he was
Speaker 1: telling the truth. He served on a mind sweepership. Now
Speaker 1: I'm not saying that he himself was at mon Talk
Speaker 1: or part of certain projects, but mine sweeperships were used
Speaker 1: in the Philadelphia Experiment, so I'm not saying that my
Speaker 1: grandfather was in the Philadelphia experiment. However, he was subjected
Speaker 1: to these MK ultra projects through his service in the
Speaker 1: Navy and the Reserves. I just don't know to what degree,
Speaker 1: but whatever started with my grandfather with things like Project
Speaker 1: looking glass. They knew I was coming and they tracked me.
Speaker 1: So I was literally born into these projects. Joseph Mangli,
Speaker 1: the Angel of Death from World War two. He was
Speaker 1: spared an Operation paper Clip and Operation paper Clip as
Speaker 1: a project where they spared approximately fifteen hundred Nazi scientists
Speaker 1: and elect from World War two and brought them all
Speaker 1: throughout the world, like to the US, Argentina, I think Canada,
Speaker 1: all over to different certain different areas to spare them.
Speaker 1: And they never went through Nurberg Trials or anything else.
Speaker 1: But Joseph Mangli he was a scientist and he experimented
Speaker 1: on humans and he tampered with the DNA and the genetics. However,
Speaker 1: he was also a sorcerer. Everybody talks about Jack Parsons
Speaker 1: JPL Jet Propulsions lab, Jack Parson's lab, and he opened
Speaker 1: a big portal in a desert, while justin Mangle could
Speaker 1: open up a portal inside a person. So it was
Speaker 1: not just his experiments, but he would also incorporate sorcery
Speaker 1: and necromancy and sra into it. So I was born
Speaker 1: into this. Joseph Mangley used gene splicing in my creation,
Speaker 1: so he used different DNA he used my mother and father,
Speaker 1: my biological parents' DNA on Unaki DNA and rothschild DNA.
Speaker 1: He used these different DNA. He used gene splicing. I
Speaker 1: was then implanted in my mother's womb, and while she
Speaker 1: was pregnant with me, my own kulture programming started right
Speaker 1: then and there, so I was traumatized in her womb.
Speaker 1: So when it came time for her to deliver me,
Speaker 1: I was born breach, which means I was bent in
Speaker 1: half and my butt came out first, and I was
Speaker 1: five pounds twelve ounces, but then I dropped down to
Speaker 1: five pounds one ounce and they were going to keep me,
Speaker 1: but because I gained a couple ounces, they did release
Speaker 1: me on time. But for all my life, I have
Speaker 1: two sets of memories. I have a set of being
Speaker 1: in deep underground military basis and then another set of
Speaker 1: memories for being on the surface of the earth. So
Speaker 1: I had a normal life just like everybody where. I
Speaker 1: went to high school and I went to Rariton Valley
Speaker 1: Community College for accounting. I had one class to get
Speaker 1: my degree. I worked for AT and T and Pharmacia
Speaker 1: before fives are bought it out. I wrote poetry back then,
Speaker 1: but I never expected to write anything more than a poem.
Speaker 1: So you know, I've been married and divorced, no kids,
Speaker 1: So I've had a normal, regular life. But for thirty
Speaker 1: seven years of my life, forty years of my life,
Speaker 1: I have two sets of memories where I was also
Speaker 1: in these deep underground military bases being transported, and I
Speaker 1: was kept in a cage.
Speaker 3: I was also right, Okay, let let me slow you down.
Speaker 4: So you've kind of jumped ahead and give given an
Speaker 4: off of view. So what we're gonna do is we're
Speaker 4: gonna go back now. Early on you said that you
Speaker 4: know you had this happy childhood under your grandparents. So
Speaker 4: how many years was it happy for before things started
Speaker 4: to change?
Speaker 1: Oh, with my grandparents my whole life until they died.
Speaker 1: I was happy with them. I had a good life
Speaker 1: with them raising me. When my mother came in my life,
Speaker 1: I was bounced around. I would say she was verbally
Speaker 1: abusive and emotionally abusive and not available. But that's why
Speaker 1: my grand I stayed at my grandparents' house. So I
Speaker 1: had a good, regular, normal life.
Speaker 3: If you will, all right me, let me rephrase this question.
Speaker 3: Then when do you remember first being in these experiments?
Speaker 1: I think when I was about one and a half
Speaker 1: years old. It is like the first memory maybe three
Speaker 1: and around to three years old.
Speaker 3: Could you describe that memory please? Oh?
Speaker 1: Absolutely, Okay, my memories are fragmented. So at the time,
Speaker 1: my mother had taken me out of the care of
Speaker 1: my grandparents, moved us from New Jersey down to San Antonio,
Speaker 1: Texas or Austin, Texas. San Antonio, Texas, and she was
Speaker 1: never around. She kind of dropped me on my cousins.
Speaker 1: So I'm not sure where exactly they picked me up
Speaker 1: or how they picked me up, but there was more
Speaker 1: than enough room for them to take me out of
Speaker 1: my normal life where nobody would miss me. So the
Speaker 1: first memory, I believe I was in the dumbs of
Speaker 1: Texas and I was brought in with a group of children.
Speaker 1: So I remember sitting on the floor Indian style and
Speaker 1: twenty maybe twenty five kids, so a classroom of kids,
Speaker 1: and there were a bunch of adults standing over us,
Speaker 1: some kind of dressed like a nurse, but others dressed
Speaker 1: like Nazis, like Nazi soldiers. They had fatigues and different
Speaker 1: stuff on, and they were telling us. I have one
Speaker 1: memory where they were telling us we're turning you into
Speaker 1: super soldiers. And I kept asking the little boy next
Speaker 1: to me, what, what's a sup what's a super soldier?
Speaker 1: What's a myth? And he was trying to explain it
Speaker 1: to me. But another memory I have is we were
Speaker 1: kept in cages. There was about five to ten kids
Speaker 1: in each cage. If you go to like a Walmart
Speaker 1: supercenter and you take out the rows of items and
Speaker 1: you replace it with cages and five to ten kids
Speaker 1: in each cage. And we were wired up to these cages.
Speaker 1: And in my one memory, it looked like a huge,
Speaker 1: big warehouse with tons of cages in it. And they
Speaker 1: electrocuted all of us, and I remember all the screaming
Speaker 1: and crying. After the electrocution, it got quiet and there
Speaker 1: were only a couple cages where you saw movement, And
Speaker 1: as fantastical and crazy as it sounds, I think I
Speaker 1: saw one of the royals shape shifting. The shape shifted royal.
Speaker 1: It looked, for lack of better terms, like a t
Speaker 1: rex dinosaur. The beadi's sharp teeth and snout tail. This
Speaker 1: t rex looking dinosaur thing come walking down between the cages,
Speaker 1: and then it came in front of mine and the
Speaker 1: same little boy that I kept asking those questions too.
Speaker 1: He was wired up in the cage as well, and
Speaker 1: he said, Holly, bow your head like the Egyptians, or
Speaker 1: like the sleeves bowed to the Egyptian side. Bowed my
Speaker 1: head and this shapeshifter thing said why, why are you
Speaker 1: still alive? And I said, well, it still hurts, but
Speaker 1: some of the pain went away. And then it said
Speaker 1: what are you scared of? And I had nothing to
Speaker 1: lose at that point. You and it then it replied,
Speaker 1: you don't have to be scared of me. It reached
Speaker 1: down in the cage, it took me out. It brought
Speaker 1: me into another room. But the other room the other
Speaker 1: kids could still see into that room because it was
Speaker 1: half wall and then half glass, and the Shape Shifter
Speaker 1: armed me, armed me, and then aid me beat me.
Speaker 1: So when when it was done oring me, it threw
Speaker 1: me against the wall and I hit the wall so
Speaker 1: hard I landed on the ground and my head. I
Speaker 1: think my skull was fractured, because I just remember blood
Speaker 1: pouring all over. And one of the other programmers came
Speaker 1: over to me, a lady like she was going to
Speaker 1: help me up or something like that, and the shape shifter.
Speaker 1: The royal turned I think it, oh anyway, turned and
Speaker 1: turned to the programmer and said leave her there. And
Speaker 1: then the shape shifter went out, went to the next
Speaker 1: cage of the next child that was alive, brought it
Speaker 1: into the room and did the same thing to that
Speaker 1: child and exposed all of the living children still left
Speaker 1: alive after that electrocution exposed it to r ring and
Speaker 1: typical beatings and tortures. So, but we were kept in
Speaker 1: a cage the whole time. We were denied food, border, blankets, necessities.
Speaker 1: Some kids didn't even have clothing on. You know, it
Speaker 1: just depended.
Speaker 4: Sorry, well, you know you're doing You're doing great. Do
Speaker 4: you know we appreciate you. You were visiting these memories,
Speaker 4: it must be hard. And let me just add a
Speaker 4: little bit here then, So, in the documented methods that
Speaker 4: the government used to traumatize kids in the mkal To program,
Speaker 4: we've got exactly the things that Holly has described with execution.
Speaker 3: Predator activity. I'll just say to keep it calm for YouTube.
Speaker 4: And in terms of you know, the Nazis, I've written
Speaker 4: about Pablo Escobar and he said when he was going
Speaker 4: through the jungles of South America, he came across entire
Speaker 4: camps of Nazis saluting and singing songs to Hitler, etc.
Speaker 3: These people had come over through the rat Line.
Speaker 4: Which was established by the Vatican to help them escape
Speaker 4: from Europe to South America or to join US intelligence.
Speaker 3: So all this is completely documented. What Holly's saying.
Speaker 4: One of the characters I have wrote extensively about is
Speaker 4: Klaus Barbie, the butchert of Leon, who in South America
Speaker 4: was running torture squads, was bringing the white powder in
Speaker 4: and fighting community. So the US justified bringing all these
Speaker 4: Nazies over in the national security interest to fight the communists,
Speaker 4: all right. So so Holly, it sounds like these are
Speaker 4: very very early memories. Then what you've described so far,
Speaker 4: what kind of situations do you get in shortly thereafter?
Speaker 1: You mean, like what like I mean, I have more
Speaker 1: stories of what the programmers and like Joseph Mangley would
Speaker 1: do to us.
Speaker 3: If that's I'm just trying to go through it year
Speaker 3: by year.
Speaker 4: You started out at the beginning, what happens next, if
Speaker 4: it's Mangley or whatever.
Speaker 1: Okay, So I think it started in Texas, but then
Speaker 1: I think at some point we were up in Nelson, Canada,
Speaker 1: and I was still pretty young, and I think in Nelson,
Speaker 1: Canada we were still keptain cages. It was kind of
Speaker 1: a continuation of Texas. I think I was about five
Speaker 1: or six. For Nelson Canada, they had sick games for
Speaker 1: like I'm not exactly sure, but you know, they had
Speaker 1: these boxes that were similar to coffins. I don't want
Speaker 1: to say the words because I have with the algorithms,
Speaker 1: and they would put us in these boxes with you know,
Speaker 1: insects and snakes and other unlived people and leave us there.
Speaker 1: It felt like they left us there for days, just
Speaker 1: buried with these things. Or we were kept in cages.
Speaker 1: There were these three There were these monkeys that they
Speaker 1: had that they would keep us in the cages with
Speaker 1: and the monkeys would just beat us. The monkeys were
Speaker 1: trained to do certain things to the kids, so we
Speaker 1: were kept inside. We were trained with the animals. Once
Speaker 1: I got older and I was farmed out to black
Speaker 1: operations and stuff, I remember training with the dolphins and
Speaker 1: stuff like that. But when I was a little kid,
Speaker 1: they played this game with us. I remember they flew
Speaker 1: this one kid in by airplane and I was brought
Speaker 1: in by convoy in Nelson, Canada. My memory is fragmented,
Speaker 1: but they brought us children in and we were wrapped
Speaker 1: in blankets, but they gave us Lucy and the sky
Speaker 1: with diamonds or something like that, and boy, that was
Speaker 1: a hard, rough feeling. But then Mangle and the other
Speaker 1: programmers would play a game. They made us pick a color.
Speaker 1: I called it the flag game. Because they don't really
Speaker 1: know how to explain these things. I've seen them on
Speaker 1: alive another child by burnt by fire. So but they
Speaker 1: played this game I called it the flag game where
Speaker 1: they had each of us kids. There's about twenty of
Speaker 1: us kids, and they had us pick out a color.
Speaker 1: Or maybe there's about ten or fifteen, I can't remember,
Speaker 1: but it was a small group of kids. They had
Speaker 1: us each pick out colors. And I was going to
Speaker 1: pick out the color pink because my grandmother with her
Speaker 1: pink and purple, pink and purple, and the bathroom pink
Speaker 1: and purple, and my bedroom pink. Just oh, so I
Speaker 1: figured out pick pink. But when I went to reach
Speaker 1: for that flag, I saw that there was like a
Speaker 1: smudge on it, and I retracted and instead I reached
Speaker 1: for the yellow. And when every kid had a color.
Speaker 1: The programmer, the lady at the front of the room
Speaker 1: called out pink, and the child thought that she had
Speaker 1: done well.
Speaker 3: Well.
Speaker 1: The soldiers that were in the room came over and
Speaker 1: grabbed the child and put the child in one of
Speaker 1: those boxes. And in one of those boxes was an
Speaker 1: overgrown wolf. It looked like a mute and overgrown wolf
Speaker 1: to me, and that was how the child was unalived,
Speaker 1: and we had to watch that. And when we were
Speaker 1: done watching the unaliving by you know, the poor soul
Speaker 1: was ripped apart by that animal. I just remember them
Speaker 1: coming and strapping each one of us kids down on
Speaker 1: what seemed like a gurney or some sort of wheelchair.
Speaker 1: We were strapped down and then each rolled out into
Speaker 1: separate rooms and the torture continued. Mangli had a daisy game.
Speaker 1: I was a small child under the age of ten,
Speaker 1: I think like six or seven or eight I was.
Speaker 1: I think we were kept outside in a fenceton area
Speaker 1: and there was no shelter or food, water or anything
Speaker 1: like that. And I don't know how long we were
Speaker 1: left out there in the woods in this Fenceton area,
Speaker 1: but I remember MANGLEI came out one day, and there
Speaker 1: were some other programmers with him, were people with him,
Speaker 1: and he came into the Fenceton area and had a
Speaker 1: daisy and he'd pick a pedal and he'd say, I
Speaker 1: love you. He'd pick another pedal and say I love
Speaker 1: you not. And he'd go around the whole daisy, I
Speaker 1: love you, I love you not, picking pedals. Well, this
Speaker 1: one time, it got down to the last pedal and
Speaker 1: he loved me not, and he was looking straight at me.
Speaker 1: He loved me not, and he started walking straight towards me.
Speaker 1: And the kids at this point were sitting on the ground,
Speaker 1: but there was some space between us, so he was
Speaker 1: looking at me. He was walking straight to me. All
Speaker 1: the other kids knew it. I knew it right before
Speaker 1: he took his second to last step. He turned left,
Speaker 1: then took his last step, reached down, grabbed the child
Speaker 1: next to me, grabbed that child up, brought it to
Speaker 1: the front where he was picking the daisies, and then
Speaker 1: he My memory cuts out. I don't know if I
Speaker 1: sat there. I don't know if I just sat there
Speaker 1: and took it or ran up streaming you can't do this.
Speaker 1: You love me not? You love me not. That's supposed
Speaker 1: to be me. I don't remember. I just remember starting
Speaker 1: the scream, and my memory goes blank because as he
Speaker 1: carried that child up to the front of us, I
Speaker 1: was looking that child dead in that child's eyes. I
Speaker 1: mean he loved me not.
Speaker 2: But he uh.
Speaker 1: Once he gets to the front of us and he started,
Speaker 1: my memory cuts out and goes blank.
Speaker 3: I said, your brain's gonna shut down at that point.
Speaker 1: Yeah, So that's the Daisy game. So they do those things,
Speaker 1: like one time they dressed up as angels, and you
Speaker 1: know in the Bible, you hear about the story where
Speaker 1: the angels came down on the Mount Herman and made
Speaker 1: a pact and da dah da da da. Well, they
Speaker 1: dressed up like angels and when I was a small child,
Speaker 1: again under the age of ten, I think maybe I
Speaker 1: was about eight years old, they put me on top
Speaker 1: of a stone pillar and they as saved me, but
Speaker 1: it was also s R A. And when they were finished,
Speaker 1: I remember another little child coming over and cleaning me
Speaker 1: up and bandaging my wounds. I was ripped apart, I
Speaker 1: you know, was essayed and sorry, still alive though, but
Speaker 1: this other child put you know, patched me and my
Speaker 1: wounds up. But then the adults made me serve them
Speaker 1: like I was their waitress. And while I had to
Speaker 1: serve them, they were still beating me and I was
Speaker 1: bleeding through the bandages and everything. So yeah, I don't
Speaker 1: mean to jump around. It's it's hard to go linear.
Speaker 1: In Nelson, Canada, I do remember when I think it
Speaker 1: was Majestic twelve, there was a child rescue mission. I
Speaker 1: don't consider it a child rescue mission because they didn't
Speaker 1: bring me home. One faction of the government was fighting
Speaker 1: with another faction of the government. So when we were
Speaker 1: being transported to Nelson, Canada, we were actually in a
Speaker 1: convoy on the surface of the earth, and there were
Speaker 1: I don't know about five kids in each vehicle in
Speaker 1: this convoy, and I remember driving through the mountains and
Speaker 1: out of nowhere these helicopters and people just come out
Speaker 1: of nowhere and ambush us. The adults that we were
Speaker 1: in the vehicle with told us to get out and run,
Speaker 1: but in the other vehicles we saw that the adults
Speaker 1: were shooting the kids because I guess they didn't want
Speaker 1: the kids to get loose and trying to mind my words,
Speaker 1: they were underlive the kids. So the other faction would
Speaker 1: not be able to rescue them. And I remember I
Speaker 1: jumped out of the back seat. It was two and
Speaker 1: me two and it was me and two little boys,
Speaker 1: and we jumped out the back seat and we saw
Speaker 1: off in the distance of shed, and we thought we
Speaker 1: could make it. Well, while everybody's fighting, me and the
Speaker 1: two little boys try to run away. But once we
Speaker 1: got to the shed, the bullets were still coming right through.
Speaker 1: So the way the land was situated, it's awkward to describe,
Speaker 1: but the only way to get further away was we
Speaker 1: kind of had to go out and around the shed
Speaker 1: and then up the hill, so we'd be exposed for
Speaker 1: part of the way. Well, as we're running, the two
Speaker 1: little boys are in front of me. One I think
Speaker 1: they were in front of me, if my memory serves me.
Speaker 1: The one gets shot back, and I'm sorry to say this,
Speaker 1: but me and the other little boy just kept running
Speaker 1: as fast and as hard as we could, and my
Speaker 1: memory goes flank from there.
Speaker 3: Well, of course you wouldn't. It's fight on the flight,
Speaker 3: isn't it. You're going to be off.
Speaker 1: Yeah, But what ended up happening was the other faction
Speaker 1: of the government did get us, and all they did
Speaker 1: was take us and roll us over into other mk
Speaker 1: ulture projects. So they wanted us for themselves. So even
Speaker 1: though it was called considered a child rescue mission, we
Speaker 1: were still used in these projects. It was just by
Speaker 1: a different faction.
Speaker 4: Now. So, Hollie, you know you said under your grandparents
Speaker 4: you were living a happy, normal life. Well, on the
Speaker 4: other side, you've got all this really dark stuff. It's
Speaker 4: happening to you. I mean, how you know when you
Speaker 4: went back to the grandparents, then were there any adults
Speaker 4: who perhaps know that she had injuries, or any school
Speaker 4: teachers or anything like that that you could talk to.
Speaker 1: Well, see, that's the thing is that growing up, I
Speaker 1: was always sick. When they took out my tonsils, I
Speaker 1: was nine years old. In my normal life, I had
Speaker 1: strapped through three or four times in one winter, so
Speaker 1: the doctor convinced my mother to take out my tonsils. Well,
Speaker 1: then after that I got asthma and allergies, and then
Speaker 1: I had nasal polyps when I was I think fourteen.
Speaker 1: So they broke through that memory and they told my
Speaker 1: mother they could have gone in a different way to
Speaker 1: get them out, but she said, oh, now it doesn't matter. Well,
Speaker 1: I just kept all of these different actions kept making
Speaker 1: me sicker and sicker. So when I was in the
Speaker 1: deep underground military base for any length of time, there
Speaker 1: was a clone left in my place. And because I
Speaker 1: was sick with asthma and allergies and you know, missing
Speaker 1: a lot of school, nobody would have noticed that there
Speaker 1: was a clone in place of me, and it was
Speaker 1: not me, because you know, I was constantly getting sick.
Speaker 1: I'd be sick in bed one week and then the
Speaker 1: doctors would put me on pretozone and antibiotics and I'd
Speaker 1: be up like Superwoman the next week. So it could
Speaker 1: have easily just went under people's noses. But the thing
Speaker 1: was is there was only one period, I think between
Speaker 1: eighteen and nineteen years old where I woke up. I
Speaker 1: started to remember the kids in the cage and remember
Speaker 1: the electrocutions and remember what was happening, and I was
Speaker 1: actually I went off seeking my creator and I wound
Speaker 1: up at a Baptist church. Anyway, I had accepted my savior,
Speaker 1: but the problem with the church was they wouldn't. They
Speaker 1: were not equipped, they were not prepared, they were not
Speaker 1: awake and aware. They when I would tell them that,
Speaker 1: you know, listen, I've been having these dreams so far
Speaker 1: my whole life of eighteen nineteen years, there's kids in
Speaker 1: a cage or being electrocuted. But the thing is is,
Speaker 1: I don't think it's in my head because these kids
Speaker 1: keep getting older and older. I keep seeing some of
Speaker 1: the same repeated kids, and we're both aging together.
Speaker 2: Like.
Speaker 1: We remember each other in the dums, but I'm having
Speaker 1: a hard time remembering on the surface of the earth.
Speaker 1: When I told the church congregants and the guy was
Speaker 1: dating and his family and my friends, oh Jesus, they'll
Speaker 1: just take care of it. You're safe, they'll just take
Speaker 1: care of it. Oh, those are just bad dreams. Oh
Speaker 1: it's in your head. And my biological mother is one
Speaker 1: of these. I'll go to a doctor, take a pill,
Speaker 1: get over yourself. And it's like no, that no. So
Speaker 1: nobody believed me. I got mocked for it, and because
Speaker 1: I did not have anywhere to turn, there was no escape.
Speaker 1: The only option was was to basically go back to
Speaker 1: sleep and let the MK ultra programming continue to run
Speaker 1: its course and let the bad guy continue to take
Speaker 1: advantage of me and continue to live the life I have.
Speaker 1: The church is not aware, my friends make fun of me.
Speaker 1: My parents aren't that. My mother's not there. My grandparents
Speaker 1: themselves were. My grandfather himself was an unknowing, unwilling candidate
Speaker 1: in these very projects I'm suffering, you know. So I
Speaker 1: just went right back to sleep. And that was when
Speaker 1: I was eighteen or nineteen. MANGI let me go in
Speaker 1: two thousand and eight, that's when I was decom missions.
Speaker 1: But I did not well. Then the three other super
Speaker 1: Soldiers December twenty eleven came back for me. It still,
Speaker 1: even then took me an additional three years to really
Speaker 1: wake up and be aware. So that brings us to
Speaker 1: twenty fourteen, about the time I found you on the internet.
Speaker 3: Right, let's let's slow down again, Ollie, let's slow down again.
Speaker 3: I'm sorry, all right, all right.
Speaker 4: So you've you've given a detailed, you know, description of
Speaker 4: your early years, and you've got to adulthood, and you're
Speaker 4: saying that these the mk Ultra program continued into adulthood.
Speaker 3: So did the experiments change as you went into adulthood?
Speaker 2: Yeah?
Speaker 1: So, oh, I missed some things. Excuse me, I miss
Speaker 1: some stories as far as the s transport. But when
Speaker 1: I was as transported, I take that as a part
Speaker 1: of my programming and training. When I was young. I
Speaker 1: was also surgically enhanced, so it wasn't just the mind control.
Speaker 1: They were actually doing surgeries on me and my bones
Speaker 1: and organs, putting in I don't know how to say it,
Speaker 1: so I'll be layment, but putting in technology. They were
Speaker 1: doing something to my bones to strengthen them. I remember
Speaker 1: this because in one surgery they accessed me, took me
Speaker 1: out of my body, and had me hovering above my
Speaker 1: own body while they operated on me. So as a
Speaker 1: small child, ah, I don't know if I had to
Speaker 1: guess maybe tennish eleven for the surgery, but as I
Speaker 1: was hovering over my body watching the doctors do what
Speaker 1: they were doing, there were three dark principalities behind them,
Speaker 1: telling them what to do to my body, and they
Speaker 1: were doing it. So there was also that aspect too
Speaker 1: where I had to go through those surgical enhancements. But
Speaker 1: I was also chipped and implanted. I believe I have
Speaker 1: a chip somewhere in the front of my head, but
Speaker 1: also I have another one. I remember them putting this
Speaker 1: one in. I was in my early twenties and it
Speaker 1: felt like a UFC fighter mangled me. I hurt for
Speaker 1: a week. But basically, Black Operations came into my home,
Speaker 1: took me out, threw me in the trunk of a car.
Speaker 1: I was trying to track where they were going, but
Speaker 1: then I lost because they went somewhere I was not
Speaker 1: familiar with. But anyway, when they opened the trunk of
Speaker 1: the car, they tried to fake an alien invasion. There
Speaker 1: could have been an alien there, but they opened up
Speaker 1: the trunk of the car and I just remember them
Speaker 1: putting in the implant behind my right ear. But it's
Speaker 1: inside my skull, so inside up and behind the right ear.
Speaker 1: That hurt. That hurt for a long time. I'm sorry,
Speaker 1: I don't mean to jump around, Sean. Uh, I'm joining
Speaker 1: a blank.
Speaker 4: No, You're absolutely fine. You're doing You're doing great. We've
Speaker 4: got tons of your questions that come in for you.
Speaker 3: We are, we are, we are going to get to them. Uh.
Speaker 4: And if you want to support Holly, we go over
Speaker 4: a thousand watching live. Holly's website link is in the
Speaker 4: description and it's also in the live chat right now
Speaker 4: as well. And please keep your questions coming in as well.
Speaker 4: We will we will get all of those to Holly.
Speaker 3: All right.
Speaker 4: So Holly, you know we've got for the Charloge years
Speaker 4: entric adulthood experience, continue what they've changed. So we are
Speaker 4: we in your twenties yet your thirties?
Speaker 3: Where are we at?
Speaker 1: That's right? So the traumas and tortures and the s
Speaker 1: transporting that eventually stopped and there became a point where
Speaker 1: I was actually being sent out on assignments and missions.
Speaker 1: So now that all that horrible stuff. I think I
Speaker 1: was about eighteen years old and that's when I was
Speaker 1: farmed out to Black Operations and they put me through
Speaker 1: testing there. I remember they made me jump out of
Speaker 1: a helicopter into the sea. They put me through testing
Speaker 1: through that and the reason why, oh my gosh, that's
Speaker 1: a funny story. That's one of the only funny stories
Speaker 1: that I have, is when I was accepted on the
Speaker 1: Project Seagate. So when I was eighteen, I was farmed
Speaker 1: out to Black Operations and then I went because prior
Speaker 1: growing up as a child, I was put through Project Ibis,
Speaker 1: Project Mannequin looking Glass. I think looking Glass was in
Speaker 1: my twenties. I had gone through mom talk in my
Speaker 1: early teenage years. I believe I remember begging Preston Nichols
Speaker 1: for my life but he wasn't into girls. He so
Speaker 1: now I'm losing tracks. So I gone through Ibis, Mannequin, Alpha, Beta, Delta, Gamma.
Speaker 1: They have an mk Ultra project for every letter of
Speaker 1: the Greek alphabet, and since I was born into this,
Speaker 1: I pretty much went through the whole gamut of them.
Speaker 1: But Seagate was I have a couple of funny stories
Speaker 1: and that's like the only like silver lining to this
Speaker 1: dark cloud. But when I was going onto Project Seagate,
Speaker 1: they put me through testing. And on this one test
Speaker 1: I had, I was expected to jump out of a helicopter.
Speaker 1: So I remember boarding with my programmer, with my handler
Speaker 1: at the time, and sitting across from me and the
Speaker 1: helicopter was two older gentlemen and then a younger guy.
Speaker 1: I thought the two older gentlemen were the men that
Speaker 1: you used salute to, you know, the top guys. So well, anyway,
Speaker 1: I was on the helicopter ride, and since I thought
Speaker 1: the older men were the important top guys, I spoke
Speaker 1: to the younger guy, who I thought was like a janitor,
Speaker 1: you know, just secretary whatever. So I'm nervous, so I
Speaker 1: start joking around with him. I'm like, do you have
Speaker 1: some drama?
Speaker 2: Me.
Speaker 1: He's like no. I was like, oh, good luck getting
Speaker 1: me out of this point. We're gonna have problems, and
Speaker 1: I'm both I'm just busting with them, but deep down inside,
Speaker 1: I was terrified because I always hate did that sinking
Speaker 1: feeling in my stomach, and I conveyed that to him,
Speaker 1: and he goes, when you got to jump out of
Speaker 1: the helicopter. I'll never forget this because then I could
Speaker 1: write it rollercoasters. After he taught me this, and I
Speaker 1: could never do that. He goes, when you jump out
Speaker 1: of the helicopter, breathe like exhale, like you're exhaling through
Speaker 1: like a coffee straw, one of those tiny coffee straws.
Speaker 1: He goes, control your breathing and that sinking feeling should
Speaker 1: go away. So it came time. The light goes off.
Speaker 1: The pilot's saying, ready, I see my handler on his feet.
Speaker 1: I'm on my feet. The handler's going towards the door.
Speaker 1: I am one step behind him. But I see this
Speaker 1: young guy that I was just teasing get up and
Speaker 1: come towards me, like he's gonna help push me out
Speaker 1: of the plane. But I was only joking about that.
Speaker 1: I knew one way or another. I was going out
Speaker 1: that plane, so I was just going to suck it
Speaker 1: up and do myself. So as I'm following the handler
Speaker 1: out the helicopter, I tried to skirt around the younger
Speaker 1: guy because he reached out like he was going to
Speaker 1: help me get out, and I skirted around him, and
Speaker 1: I still followed my handler out the helicopter. I remember
Speaker 1: to control my breathing. Oh, it was such an easy time,
Speaker 1: and I hit the water, came back up. Everything was great,
Speaker 1: and I was accepted on the Seagate. But then there
Speaker 1: comes the other thing. Is when it finally came time
Speaker 1: for me to go to projects Seagate, that's when I
Speaker 1: found out that the younger guy was actually the team
Speaker 1: leader and I'd be working for him. If I knew that,
Speaker 1: I would have never said anything to him on the
Speaker 1: helicopter that I said. But Negate was kind of fun.
Speaker 1: We walked through the gates.
Speaker 3: So well, you said that they sent you on missions.
Speaker 3: Could you describe a mission.
Speaker 1: We were sent on a raw child assassination attempt. That
Speaker 1: would be a mission or assignment. I was sent out
Speaker 1: four different combat situations. I was sent out to Africa,
Speaker 1: and I have memories of being used as a sniper,
Speaker 1: shooting people as they ran across this one field. So
Speaker 1: being used as an assassin or an agent spying on
Speaker 1: someone to get information. But I was sent down to
Speaker 1: the jungle. Another mission or assignment was I was sent
Speaker 1: down to the jungle, and as fantastical as it sounds,
Speaker 1: things like Bigfoot are real, and I was sent down
Speaker 1: with the Black Operations team to get rid of things
Speaker 1: that I personally believe do not belong here on earth.
Speaker 1: This one entity, for lack of better terms to explain it,
Speaker 1: it kind of looked like that thing in the movie
Speaker 1: Predator Alien from that eighties movie that goes invisible, and
Speaker 1: we were sent down. I guess it would be classified
Speaker 1: as a reptilian or certain kind of reptilian. I'm not sure,
Speaker 1: but I remember jungle warfare and engaging these entities. I
Speaker 1: hope that helps if that makes sense.
Speaker 3: Would were you in the super Soldier program? Then?
Speaker 1: Yes, I was born into it. Yes, so that's fine.
Speaker 4: So what they have classified you as as an MK
Speaker 4: Ultra super Soldier?
Speaker 1: Yes, yes, And I remember when I was three years
Speaker 1: old them telling us we're turning you into super soldiers.
Speaker 1: We're going to turn you into a myth. I just
Speaker 1: at that age, I didn't understand what was happening to me. Also,
Speaker 1: when I was younger, I was transported through places like
Speaker 1: Buckingham Palace, Castle Amoro and Belgium that you know as
Speaker 1: Mothers of Darkness Castle, and I was put through human
Speaker 1: I don't know if I'm allowed to say these words
Speaker 1: hunting parties. Also I was transported through Buckingham Palace, I'm sorry,
Speaker 1: Bohemian Grove. That was pretty cruel what they did there.
Speaker 1: They told me to take the kids and run, and
Speaker 1: if I could get away, I could get away. I
Speaker 1: didn't know they owned the whole entire mountain. I had
Speaker 1: no idea. I thought me and the kids ran as
Speaker 1: far as we could run, and I saw a house
Speaker 1: where I thought I could get in and get to
Speaker 1: the phone and call for help. And I think I
Speaker 1: was about nine years old because I remember thinking about
Speaker 1: my stepdad. And my stepdad came in to my life
Speaker 1: when I was eight years old, and he married my
Speaker 1: mom when I was nine, and then they had my
Speaker 1: sister when I was eleven. So I remember thinking about
Speaker 1: my stepdad and calling him and maybe he'll believe me,
Speaker 1: And I don't know the phone number to the police,
Speaker 1: because back then we didn't have nine one one, but
Speaker 1: I knew my home phone number, and just as I
Speaker 1: went to pick up the phone a call for help.
Speaker 1: These adults came out of the rooms, opened up the doors,
Speaker 1: came out and started laughing and teasing me, saying, ha ha,
Speaker 1: you thought you got away. The kids are coming with us.
Speaker 1: And I never saw those kids again. Fuckingham Palace was
Speaker 1: very difficult because I was so young. I kept looking
Speaker 1: at we were chained up, and I remember this man
Speaker 1: and woman beating on the kids. They were doing the torture.
Speaker 1: Was this man and woman, and there was this girl
Speaker 1: chained up, a young girl chained up next to me,
Speaker 1: and I kept asking her what are they saying? What's happening?
Speaker 1: Because to me they were speaking another language and what
Speaker 1: was happening. I was going through severe denial. They had
Speaker 1: placed the drugs in the food, so you didn't want
Speaker 1: to eat the food because you knew drugs were in there.
Speaker 1: And yeah, so forgive me. But we were put through
Speaker 1: a human hunting party there and at Castle Ameroy Mothers
Speaker 1: of Darkness, that's where they have the thousand Points of Light.
Speaker 2: And I have.
Speaker 1: Fragmented memories. So I have a memory of these witches
Speaker 1: going from a building to another building to do a sacrifice.
Speaker 1: But I also remember being inside the castle itself and
Speaker 1: they I don't think I was ever. I don't know.
Speaker 1: But the thousand points of Light, what it is is
Speaker 1: those mothers of darkness. They they they do something and
Speaker 1: they summon down their their powers, the things that they
Speaker 1: believe in. And I guess what happens is because of
Speaker 1: the arches in the castle, there's like a thousand points
Speaker 1: that light up, and this entity is what decides our
Speaker 1: world's affairs or something like that. So that's what that
Speaker 1: thousand points of light is is, because I think the entity,
Speaker 1: once it's there, there's like the whole ceiling lights up
Speaker 1: in all these little points. But it's all about power,
Speaker 1: and you know, so there's a lot of s R.
Speaker 1: And I'm so sorry, Sean, because I'm trying my hardest
Speaker 1: to remember the list of words I should not say,
Speaker 1: and you do.
Speaker 4: It absolutely brilliant, and you know, i'd be describing these things.
Speaker 4: What's coming into my mind is David Night. He talks
Speaker 4: about how you know the political class, it's an illusion
Speaker 4: of choice and when you go higher up into the
Speaker 4: power structure, you get to this demonic entity level, which
Speaker 4: is exactly what you are describing, which you know it
Speaker 4: confirms what he's been talking about for decades.
Speaker 1: Yeah, he's right about it. I experienced it. I actually
Speaker 1: wrote a letter to Fritz Springmeyer back in twenty sixteen
Speaker 1: because I got my hands on his book, and I
Speaker 1: want to read it again now that I'm fully healed.
Speaker 1: I want to read it again because when he was
Speaker 1: talking about how Mangli there was a method to Mangle's madness,
Speaker 1: and he's going through it talking about what was happening.
Speaker 1: Wrote I wrote to him. I said, that book it's
Speaker 1: something to the effect of illuminatis handbook to or hand
Speaker 1: guide of creating the ultimate undetectable mind control slave. I
Speaker 1: wrote to them and I said, I think I'm one
Speaker 1: of the kids that you wrote about in this book,
Speaker 1: Like thank you for writing it. Like so this way
Speaker 1: I know what happened to me and why. Like I
Speaker 1: don't know that I'll ever understand why, but at least
Speaker 1: they'll know what happened to me. Some of this will
Speaker 1: start to make sense.
Speaker 2: So I'm just kind of kicking back listening to this.
Speaker 2: It's thoroughly entertaining in my opinion, but a lot of
Speaker 2: red flags. I mean, the woman looks transgendered to me,
Speaker 2: definitely sounds like it. She said they mixed a rothschild
Speaker 2: and and a Knaki and her mom and dad. I
Speaker 2: don't know what her mom and dad looks like, but damn, okay,
Speaker 2: this this woman looks like she's ready for the Pride Parade.
Speaker 2: I I don't know. She's got overtly masculine features and
Speaker 2: some feminine features. She's talking about she wanted to reach
Speaker 2: out to Fritz Springmyer, which up until JJ told me
Speaker 2: he was CIA. I really liked Fritz Springmyer. But with
Speaker 2: all of her background, shouldn't she know that Fritz's CIA
Speaker 2: red flag?
Speaker 3: To me?
Speaker 2: She did it'ch her nose like this when she was
Speaker 2: talking about the Mothers of Darkness Castle And I don't
Speaker 2: know if you guys have ever looked into it, but
Speaker 2: there was a time in my life where I got
Speaker 2: really obsessed with this show called Lie to Me, and
Speaker 2: then I did like a bunch of independent research, if
Speaker 2: you will, on the cues people tend to subconsciously do
Speaker 2: when they're lying, and itch in your nose like that
Speaker 2: is one of the major hallmark. It can also mean
Speaker 2: you're extremely nervous. But I don't know. It's just like
Speaker 2: one of those red flag moments where she hasn't echt
Speaker 2: or knows the entire interview until it gets to the
Speaker 2: mothers of Darkness, and it's almost like she's regurgitating information
Speaker 2: that she heard on like podcasts and stuff, and now
Speaker 2: she's talking about that she likes Fritz Springmeyer. If you
Speaker 2: were in all these projects and New Mangla and all
Speaker 2: this stuff, wouldn't you know that Fritz is Cia, Like,
Speaker 2: wouldn't you know that? Maybe you wouldn't. I don't know.
Speaker 2: But she looks like she got mixed up in a
Speaker 2: DNA pool. Okay, And that's not to say, like to
Speaker 2: make fun of her physical appearance, but I kind of
Speaker 2: believe the bitch because she looked crazy. She look hybrid
Speaker 2: of something, and she sounds again it could just be
Speaker 2: all the camels, but there also could be something more
Speaker 2: going on. Let's continue with the interview and see what
Speaker 2: else she's got to say.
Speaker 4: All right, so we've gone from the childhood into adulthood.
Speaker 4: Does this does the experiments continue beyond what you've described
Speaker 4: or we get into the point in your life.
Speaker 3: Well, you get out of the experiments.
Speaker 1: The experiment stopped in my teenage years. So when I
Speaker 1: was eighteen years old and farmed out to Project Seagate, Yeah,
Speaker 1: the trauma and torture, all that was done and over with.
Speaker 1: Now I was just being used for whatever they wanted
Speaker 1: to use me for. And I just want to say
Speaker 1: that I only have one third of my memories. I
Speaker 1: was decommissioned. So when Mangli let me go, he decommissioned me.
Speaker 1: So I'm missing a lot. I'm grateful for them memories
Speaker 1: I do have, and still at times the memories do
Speaker 1: come back. It was only in twenty fourteen where I
Speaker 1: had a flash flood of memories and I lost it.
Speaker 1: I wound up running through a neighborhood naked reenacting human
Speaker 1: hunting parties that I had been put through. So my
Speaker 1: awakening was pretty brutal. I fell to pieces. I lost
Speaker 1: the ability to talk for ten months because I was
Speaker 1: in such shock. Like everybody always said, Oh, it's all
Speaker 1: in your head. Oh it's a nightmare, and meanwhile, no,
Speaker 1: all of that's real, that really really happened, you know,
Speaker 1: So freaking.
Speaker 4: Paully, how many years were you in MK? Ultra experiments
Speaker 4: and how many years were you on Super Soldier missions?
Speaker 1: Okay, so I was born into it I consider myself
Speaker 1: being a part of it for thirty seven years. I
Speaker 1: woke up in twenty fourteen. So when I woke up
Speaker 1: December in fourteen, that's when I had a clear choice
Speaker 1: what do I want to do? And I chose to
Speaker 1: get out and stay out by all means necessary.
Speaker 4: Would you say for those thirty something years and half
Speaker 4: of that was experiments and half of that was Super Soldier.
Speaker 2: Yeah.
Speaker 1: Yeah. By the time I was eighteen, they were fully
Speaker 1: using me for assignments and missions. So from the time
Speaker 1: I was born until about thirteen fourteen years old, I
Speaker 1: think about fourteen fifteen, that's when the training and programming stopped,
Speaker 1: and then they started sending US kids out and using us.
Speaker 1: I think.
Speaker 3: So when you were decommissioned, how did your life change?
Speaker 1: I didn't wake up. I was decommissioned, and I didn't
Speaker 1: wake up. I was on so many prescription medications for
Speaker 1: my disabilities that there was no way for me to
Speaker 1: wake up. So what ended up happening. I was decommissioned
Speaker 1: in two thousand and eight. What ended up happening? Was
Speaker 1: December twenty and eleven. I flew from New Jersey out
Speaker 1: to Denver, Colorado, because I was going to move out
Speaker 1: to Colorado. So I went out there to visit a
Speaker 1: former boss from AT and T but also one of
Speaker 1: my best friends. And about three days into my trip,
Speaker 1: I was at Hooters bar and when I got up
Speaker 1: to is the ladies room, I was approached by three. Well,
Speaker 1: I was approached by at the time, just one super soldier,
Speaker 1: but when he held out his hand to introduce himself
Speaker 1: to shake my hand, he had scopolamine on his hand,
Speaker 1: so instantly I was scoped and compliant. I wound up
Speaker 1: following him into the men's room and there stood two
Speaker 1: other super soldiers and the first I'm keeping this short.
Speaker 1: This is all in my ow.
Speaker 3: Oh no, we we like long stories, don't I'm sure.
Speaker 1: Well, this is a good story. I'll try to keep
Speaker 1: it g rated on the internet, but my book be prepared.
Speaker 1: There's some details I'm leaving out. But anyway, so I
Speaker 1: followed him into the men's room, and when I walked
Speaker 1: in there there were two guys standing at the sink
Speaker 1: with black leather jackets, dark hair, and they had their
Speaker 1: backs to me. And when I looked in the mirror,
Speaker 1: I couldn't see their face the way they were angled.
Speaker 1: But anyway, this blonde aired man dressed to the nines,
Speaker 1: very polite, he says, don't you remember me, Holly? And
Speaker 1: at the time, at the time, well, I think these
Speaker 1: three super soldiers were trying to regress me. But at first, no,
Speaker 1: I did not recognize him. The blonde aired man that
Speaker 1: I followed into the bathroom was the same boy that
Speaker 1: when I was a little kid we were chained in
Speaker 1: the cage. And he took his hand and put it
Speaker 1: on mine and he said, Holly, bow your head to
Speaker 1: this thing. I think it was allegedly from Queen Elizabeth's klan.
Speaker 1: I think it was her. But he said, bow your
Speaker 1: head the way the slaves bowed to the Egyptians. And
Speaker 1: I'm glad he did so that way. You know, I
Speaker 1: still have my head, it wasn't chopped off. But so
Speaker 1: he was the first little boy that I made connection
Speaker 1: with in the dumbs. And as I stood there talking
Speaker 1: to him, he said to me, don't you remember me?
Speaker 1: Don't you remember the other kids? Don't you remember the cages?
Speaker 1: And a second dark haired man turned around from the sink.
Speaker 1: He gave me a big shot in my arm. It
Speaker 1: looked like you know what military soldiers get before they're
Speaker 1: sent overseas, that big fat, milk looking, milky looking the
Speaker 1: guy turned around and gave me one of those shots,
Speaker 1: and I thought I recognized him off the bat. He
Speaker 1: was another little boy from the cages, and I think
Speaker 1: a boy that I had gone through Project Beta with.
Speaker 1: And since I was born into these projects, I didn't
Speaker 1: go through Project Monarch. I went through Project Beta, which
Speaker 1: is similar to Monarch, a little bit different similar. So
Speaker 1: I remember that boy from Project Beta. Well, then the
Speaker 1: third one turned around, and the third one, ah, how
Speaker 1: do I say this? Apparently, when I was a super soldier,
Speaker 1: I was romantically involved with somebody. So the third one
Speaker 1: that turned around, so as I talked to the blonde
Speaker 1: haired boy and he's trying to regress me and say,
Speaker 1: do you remember do you remember? He had asked me
Speaker 1: about my life and I told him, you know, about
Speaker 1: wretched relationships that I had had, and that I had
Speaker 1: been strangled to death on my kitchen floor by one
Speaker 1: of Oh geez, here we go. I forgot about the
Speaker 1: list of words. So I'm still alive, Okay, so, but
Speaker 1: anyway I went, I went through some harrowing experiences, and
Speaker 1: in my death experience, I was brought back and I
Speaker 1: was resurrected, and that made me start to seek out
Speaker 1: my creator and knock on my Creator's door and see
Speaker 1: if he would open it like he said he would.
Speaker 1: So I was telling these soldiers this, and when the
Speaker 1: third soldier turned around, in a jokester voice but condescending,
Speaker 1: he goes, well, if you love God so much, why
Speaker 1: don't you marry him? Well, not three years later when
Speaker 1: I actually did wake up and I did have the
Speaker 1: flash flood of memories when they're it took me three
Speaker 1: years and coming off the prescriptions in my normal life.
Speaker 1: But when I did have the flash flood of memories, yes,
Speaker 1: the first thing I did was run to my creator
Speaker 1: and hang on to him as tight as I could,
Speaker 1: because at that point he was the only one that
Speaker 1: could understand what I went through and who believed me
Speaker 1: and who would not put his back to me. So
Speaker 1: you know, I went to heaven Leambayhua.
Speaker 3: But so.
Speaker 1: Forgive me, I'm drawing a blank again, Sean.
Speaker 3: No, you're you're doing great, Holly. Did they leave you
Speaker 3: alone after that?
Speaker 1: Yes, The last time I've ever seen a super soldier
Speaker 1: face to face that I know of face to face
Speaker 1: physically was December twenty and eleven, and I kind of
Speaker 1: actually consider that to be my official I'm out. I
Speaker 1: never have to deal with this again. I never have
Speaker 1: to see you guys again, so I better not see
Speaker 1: you guys again.
Speaker 2: Well, I think that's about all we need to hear
Speaker 2: from Holly. Thank you for your contribution in the SRA
Speaker 2: testimony scene. I'm struggling with a lot of this. Parts
Speaker 2: of it I think could be genuine parts of it.
Speaker 2: I think, you know, if you're gonna do interviews and
Speaker 2: you're gonna come out with stuff like this, why are
Speaker 2: you doing them when you're back with your backdrop a
Speaker 2: busted up closet, with your closet doors are off the
Speaker 2: track and there's bits and pieces missing. It looks like
Speaker 2: you're in a rundown crackhouse and you went on a
Speaker 2: spur of the moment trip to Colorado. These three super
Speaker 2: Soldiers just happened to know you was going to be
Speaker 2: in Colorado. They just happened to know you was gonna
Speaker 2: be your ass out of Hooters, and they decided to
Speaker 2: do this this clandestaing Hooter's attack on you in the
Speaker 2: Hooters bathroom with some type of milky fluid in a
Speaker 2: syringe and some don't you remember me stuff? Do you know? Like,
Speaker 2: first off, why would they get you when you went
Speaker 2: too Colorado if they know where the fuck you live
Speaker 2: and could get you at any time. They waited for
Speaker 2: you to go out of town on a trip to Colorado,
Speaker 2: and then they just waited for you to make plans
Speaker 2: to go to Hooters. They made plans to wait for
Speaker 2: you to go to Hooters, and then they put some
Speaker 2: kind of a drugged up handshake. What you say, I
Speaker 2: don't even remember, but yeah, so I'm struggling a little
Speaker 2: bit with that. You know, the bitch looks crazy. She
Speaker 2: needs to fix her closet doors. And I think I've
Speaker 2: heard just about all I need to hear from this testimony.
Speaker 2: But I do think that there are parts that could
Speaker 2: be true. Now, listen, this could be one of those
Speaker 2: ones where you get to the end of the story
Speaker 2: and you think, wow, that's probably based on some true
Speaker 2: shit like a Marvel movie. This could be her version
Speaker 2: of Captain America. You discern for yourself which parts you
Speaker 2: think are true. And what parts you think are BELONEI.
Speaker 2: But anyways, if Jay made it all the way to
Speaker 2: the end of this episode, you are a team player
Speaker 2: and you are a true fan of the Cosmic Peach podcast.
Speaker 2: But anyways, you guys, I love you. Take care of yourselves.
Speaker 2: Watch out for shape shifting royals who want to rape
Speaker 2: your bee hole because they are out there. But I
Speaker 2: hope you enjoyed this one. Let me know what you
Speaker 2: think and I will catch you on the next one.
Speaker 4: Raven hair and move the tips. Sparks fly from fame
Speaker 4: the tips and God voices him and that she's.
Speaker 2: A restless speard and on in the endless fight.
Speaker 1: With Jailwarm see how how she falls and Jaywarm she
Speaker 1: got the known in lond