WEBVTT 1 00:00:01.280 --> 00:00:13.720 And enogy, casag, I'm so high, ecstasy, hemsage cansage it 2 00:00:14.160 --> 00:00:17.600 not sorry, and energy? 3 00:00:19.120 --> 00:00:21.600 How do everyone? I decided I no longer want to 4 00:00:21.600 --> 00:00:28.239 be depressed, and so I'm not. I swear to God 5 00:00:28.280 --> 00:00:33.880 that's true. I literally just decided yesterday, I said to myself, 6 00:00:33.880 --> 00:00:37.520 you know what, eh, not really that fun. I've been 7 00:00:37.560 --> 00:00:40.079 angry for weeks. I went back to using castor oil 8 00:00:40.159 --> 00:00:42.679 on my liver because a girl needed to. A girl 9 00:00:42.719 --> 00:00:47.399 needed to, And I just decided, you know, I'm not 10 00:00:47.479 --> 00:00:50.079 gonna be sad anymore. I have gone through extreme ups 11 00:00:50.079 --> 00:00:54.439 and downs. There are so many comic illusionary cycles ending, 12 00:00:55.359 --> 00:00:58.560 and what else is going on? Oh yeah, yeah, yeah yeah. 13 00:00:58.600 --> 00:01:02.320 We're in the year with Snake. Okay, so there's a 14 00:01:02.359 --> 00:01:06.599 lot of shedding there. And I just really realize I 15 00:01:06.640 --> 00:01:08.920 don't feel like being depressed anymore. It's really not fun. 16 00:01:09.840 --> 00:01:13.519 I'm really not getting an emotional payout or a chemical 17 00:01:14.000 --> 00:01:18.840 payout anymore. I'm over it. I'm over it. Now. You 18 00:01:18.920 --> 00:01:21.640 might be thinking, CC, it's not that easy. You can't 19 00:01:21.680 --> 00:01:24.920 just decide what if you could? What if you could? 20 00:01:24.959 --> 00:01:26.920 And you know what, I'm sweating. I'm taking this off 21 00:01:27.519 --> 00:01:30.879 and I'm not even stopping the video. Okay, we're we're 22 00:01:30.920 --> 00:01:34.799 just going through this. Yep, here we go. What if 23 00:01:35.120 --> 00:01:37.400 just like I decided to just take my sweater off 24 00:01:37.439 --> 00:01:40.480 on camera, if you're watching, you could just decide to 25 00:01:40.519 --> 00:01:44.400 stop being I don't know, depressed. What if depression is 26 00:01:44.439 --> 00:01:46.719 an energy? What if it's a spirit of depression? And 27 00:01:46.799 --> 00:01:48.599 every time you say I just can't get over it, 28 00:01:48.640 --> 00:01:53.319 you are solidifying a contract to a demon. I was 29 00:01:53.359 --> 00:01:56.400 clinically depressed at one time years ago, and I've had 30 00:01:56.439 --> 00:01:58.280 therapists try to put me on this and that, and 31 00:01:58.319 --> 00:02:02.799 I actually was on well beutrin. While don't know really 32 00:02:02.840 --> 00:02:07.359 what it did. I don't really know. Maybe it numbs 33 00:02:07.400 --> 00:02:09.039 me out for a while. And then I said, f this, 34 00:02:09.120 --> 00:02:11.680 I'm getting off of this. You do have to wean 35 00:02:11.719 --> 00:02:14.240 yourself off of it. Anyway. That's neither here nor there. 36 00:02:15.280 --> 00:02:19.280 What I have found out beyond that is I can 37 00:02:19.360 --> 00:02:22.280 just decide. I can just decide when I'm done with it. 38 00:02:22.800 --> 00:02:26.319 There are reasons, I think sometimes to be sad. Sometimes 39 00:02:26.319 --> 00:02:28.759 we use sadness as a vehicle to connect with ourselves 40 00:02:28.840 --> 00:02:32.960 to understand our inner emotional turmoil. Just like the moon 41 00:02:33.080 --> 00:02:37.599 contracts and expands, sometimes we need that depression to go 42 00:02:37.800 --> 00:02:42.520 inside to contract, to understand, to know, to see, and 43 00:02:42.560 --> 00:02:46.199 it's there. But if you're finding yourself getting stuck in it, Hi, 44 00:02:46.280 --> 00:02:49.439 how are you who? How are you doing? You can 45 00:02:49.479 --> 00:02:53.520 decide to end that contract. You can with that energy. 46 00:02:53.639 --> 00:02:55.960 I fully believe this. This is something I do in 47 00:02:56.000 --> 00:02:59.000 my own life. I just decided, like I said last night, 48 00:02:59.039 --> 00:03:00.879 that I just kind of want to fun again. I'm 49 00:03:00.919 --> 00:03:03.199 ready to have fun again. I wasn't. I wasn't two 50 00:03:03.280 --> 00:03:05.599 weeks ago. I needed to be angry two weeks ago. 51 00:03:05.680 --> 00:03:07.719 I needed to be upset, two weeks ago, I needed 52 00:03:07.719 --> 00:03:11.159 to have a mental breakdown. Last night, I'm ready to 53 00:03:11.159 --> 00:03:14.759 break the contract. I'm ready to remove myself. Just like 54 00:03:14.800 --> 00:03:17.599 you can remove yourself from soul contracts. Just like you 55 00:03:17.599 --> 00:03:20.000 can remove a sweater when you're starting to get a 56 00:03:20.000 --> 00:03:23.199 little bit too warm, you can remove a contract with 57 00:03:23.240 --> 00:03:28.000 an entity who's told me this myself. I channeled this. 58 00:03:28.000 --> 00:03:32.439 This is just my own feelings, my own thoughts, source myself. Okay, 59 00:03:32.520 --> 00:03:34.240 now that we got that out of the way, I 60 00:03:34.280 --> 00:03:36.280 did want to say one thing before we get into 61 00:03:36.360 --> 00:03:41.800 today's episode. I don't recommend watching the Ditty documentary. It's 62 00:03:41.840 --> 00:03:44.520 on Netflix. Everyone's talking about it. I clicked it for 63 00:03:44.560 --> 00:03:47.159 one second because my mom mentioned it to me, and 64 00:03:47.199 --> 00:03:49.520 I put it on while I was cleaning out my closet, 65 00:03:49.599 --> 00:03:51.439 so I was kind of paying attention, kind of not 66 00:03:52.240 --> 00:03:55.759 this second I clicked on it, I literally saw the distortion, 67 00:03:56.039 --> 00:03:59.639 the darkness radiating through him. I saw a dark, disgusting, 68 00:03:59.759 --> 00:04:04.080 large entity. And you know that it doesn't really scare 69 00:04:04.120 --> 00:04:06.159 me anymore. I see them on people all the time. 70 00:04:06.800 --> 00:04:10.000 But I didn't like how I was sensing the entity 71 00:04:10.120 --> 00:04:14.280 was transcending through the medium of my computer of the screen. 72 00:04:14.479 --> 00:04:19.240 This documentary is not just informational yet. It is a transmission, 73 00:04:19.879 --> 00:04:21.920 and I would just be really careful if you are 74 00:04:21.959 --> 00:04:25.040 watching it. Cleanse yourself after, either with a spirit bath 75 00:04:25.199 --> 00:04:27.800 or incense or stage, or just don't watch it at all. 76 00:04:28.560 --> 00:04:32.079 I don't think people realize this, but whatever content you 77 00:04:32.160 --> 00:04:37.560 allow in your field, it will affect your emotions obviously, 78 00:04:37.639 --> 00:04:40.199 and those emotions, if they get put down to a 79 00:04:40.240 --> 00:04:43.120 state of powerlessness or grief or sadness, that can then 80 00:04:43.199 --> 00:04:46.839 open the door for the entity from that person that 81 00:04:46.879 --> 00:04:49.480 the documentary is about to then enter your field and 82 00:04:49.600 --> 00:04:53.560 stay there. You're not just watching something, You're opening the 83 00:04:53.560 --> 00:04:56.959 door for whatever that energy is to come into your 84 00:04:57.000 --> 00:05:01.319 field and possibly your body. Is that funny? Oh yeah, sorry, 85 00:05:01.319 --> 00:05:03.839 I forgot that this was all about humor today, but 86 00:05:04.079 --> 00:05:06.759 it is true. It is true. I mean, have fun, 87 00:05:06.800 --> 00:05:10.240 but be discerned. God can a girl do both? You 88 00:05:10.240 --> 00:05:12.959 would think? Anyway, what's up? Positive bitches? How are we 89 00:05:13.000 --> 00:05:15.120 doing today? If you're hearing this episode, then you are 90 00:05:15.160 --> 00:05:18.079 meant to be here. So keep listening on the Bitch's 91 00:05:18.120 --> 00:05:20.800 Positive Podcast. Sometimes we will laugh, other times we will cry, 92 00:05:20.839 --> 00:05:23.759 but we will always walk away feeling our most empowered self. 93 00:05:24.399 --> 00:05:27.000 On this podcast, we unbecome hoop, we are not, and 94 00:05:27.040 --> 00:05:29.720 we fully step into exactly who we came here to be. 95 00:05:30.319 --> 00:05:33.120 You know, I don't care if you're a cucumber, if 96 00:05:33.120 --> 00:05:34.800 you're this, if you're that, if you want to restore 97 00:05:34.839 --> 00:05:36.920 your power, if you want to understand what's actually going on, 98 00:05:37.199 --> 00:05:41.959 then this podcast is for you. Okay, positive bitches, babes 99 00:05:41.959 --> 00:05:45.680 and true connection with herself himself, human self. I don't 100 00:05:45.680 --> 00:05:49.800 mind anyway. Let's get into today's episode. I am going 101 00:05:49.839 --> 00:05:53.720 to reiterate we are going into the year of the Horse. Please, 102 00:05:53.720 --> 00:05:56.560 for the love of yourself, before we go into this 103 00:05:56.720 --> 00:05:59.839 rapid fire horse year, do the shadow work and learn 104 00:05:59.879 --> 00:06:02.639 how how to alchemize the art of alchemy and my 105 00:06:02.720 --> 00:06:06.000 shadow Alchemy courses. These are the courses you need to 106 00:06:06.040 --> 00:06:08.800 take before twenty twenty six. At the start of twenty 107 00:06:08.839 --> 00:06:12.279 twenty six, you have to become an active participant in 108 00:06:12.319 --> 00:06:14.519 your life. You can listen to me all you want, 109 00:06:14.639 --> 00:06:17.759 but you actually have to do the work. It is 110 00:06:17.800 --> 00:06:21.319 what it is. Anyway, let's have some fun. I don't 111 00:06:21.319 --> 00:06:23.800 know who exactly needs to hear this, but if you 112 00:06:23.879 --> 00:06:26.040 are listening, I'm assuming it's you. That's how the Good 113 00:06:26.120 --> 00:06:32.360 Lord works. You have to start laughing at this demonogrome. 114 00:06:32.560 --> 00:06:35.720 You gotta start giggling. You gotta start allowing yourself to 115 00:06:35.759 --> 00:06:38.480 have your whimsy back. That's what I've been focusing on. 116 00:06:38.560 --> 00:06:41.399 I felt like, you know, I feel as if I 117 00:06:41.480 --> 00:06:45.759 might have could have lost my spark, and I'm over it. 118 00:06:46.040 --> 00:06:48.319 I'm over I don't really care about anyone that much 119 00:06:48.319 --> 00:06:50.639 to be angry or sad about them. I realized, I 120 00:06:50.759 --> 00:06:52.480 just don't you want to come in, you want to 121 00:06:52.519 --> 00:06:54.639 go out. I don't know do what you want to do. 122 00:06:55.199 --> 00:06:58.439 I came here and incarnated in this physical vessel. Okay, 123 00:06:58.480 --> 00:07:01.720 this goddess of a body. Do you focus here first 124 00:07:01.759 --> 00:07:04.839 and foremost, so what other people want to do? Honestly, 125 00:07:04.920 --> 00:07:07.600 none of my business. Have fun, have at it. I 126 00:07:07.720 --> 00:07:10.800 have started to just laugh, laugh at their demons, laugh 127 00:07:10.839 --> 00:07:14.279 at my own demons when people throw negativity my way, 128 00:07:14.360 --> 00:07:18.040 the chaos and nonsense, the crash outs, the plot twist, 129 00:07:18.120 --> 00:07:21.639 the projections, the oh my god, this happened. I can't 130 00:07:21.680 --> 00:07:24.720 believe this. We are living on a floating rock. Do 131 00:07:24.800 --> 00:07:29.040 I really need to remind you? Yeah, we're living on 132 00:07:29.079 --> 00:07:36.360 a floating rock. Yep, just spinning throughout space? Yeah, floating rock? 133 00:07:36.439 --> 00:07:39.160 Did you catch that part? Spinning through space? Did you 134 00:07:39.199 --> 00:07:42.240 catch that part? Why am I gonna let someone on 135 00:07:42.240 --> 00:07:45.720 this floating rock ruin my day? I'm not going to 136 00:07:45.920 --> 00:07:48.040 Why am I gonna give them power to get me upset? 137 00:07:48.079 --> 00:07:49.759 Why am I going to allow someone else to put 138 00:07:49.800 --> 00:07:53.240 me into an emotional choke hold? And it's not even them, 139 00:07:53.360 --> 00:07:56.800 it's the entity that runs through them, this whole Diddy documentary, 140 00:07:56.920 --> 00:07:59.560 it's not about him, it's the entity that controls him. 141 00:08:00.040 --> 00:08:02.639 I don't want that shit near me. I don't want 142 00:08:02.639 --> 00:08:06.519 that shit entering my field. I don't care enough to 143 00:08:06.600 --> 00:08:08.319 allow that and then have to go take a spear 144 00:08:08.319 --> 00:08:11.560 of bath I'd rather just not be involved. I do 145 00:08:11.720 --> 00:08:13.519 you know what, keep me out of the loop. Keep 146 00:08:13.600 --> 00:08:16.920 me out of the damn loop you're looping around. I 147 00:08:16.920 --> 00:08:20.000 don't want to be involved, just I just need cacao 148 00:08:20.079 --> 00:08:22.360 and I'm good a good book and I'm good speaking 149 00:08:22.360 --> 00:08:23.920 of Make sure you get your copy of Show Up 150 00:08:23.959 --> 00:08:28.759 as Her. It's a perfect holiday get for yourself or another. I, 151 00:08:29.000 --> 00:08:31.600 like I said, have been having a crazy past few 152 00:08:31.639 --> 00:08:37.080 weeks and they have been so filled with extreme highs 153 00:08:37.120 --> 00:08:40.639 and lows. Again, this is just the nature of reality. 154 00:08:40.720 --> 00:08:44.320 In this season, Contrast was definitely giving me clarity, and 155 00:08:44.360 --> 00:08:47.360 I'm thankful for that. So even when there's demons and 156 00:08:47.440 --> 00:08:50.480 whatever these things are all around us and causing chaos, 157 00:08:50.519 --> 00:08:54.600 we need to give gratitude that at least the Contrast 158 00:08:54.679 --> 00:08:57.159 is helping us clarify what we do and do not want. 159 00:08:58.080 --> 00:09:02.039 Exhaustion and these up and downs has really given me 160 00:09:02.759 --> 00:09:06.879 a new level of I've cared so much. I'm so 161 00:09:07.039 --> 00:09:10.799 tired of caring. I don't care. I don't care. I 162 00:09:10.879 --> 00:09:13.639 want to have fun. I want to enjoy this incarnation. 163 00:09:14.000 --> 00:09:16.559 I only have so much time to be CC, I 164 00:09:16.600 --> 00:09:19.080 only have so much time to enjoy being me and 165 00:09:19.159 --> 00:09:22.399 living this life. Why am I going to give someone 166 00:09:22.399 --> 00:09:26.159 who has an entity controlling them access to my emotional home? 167 00:09:26.200 --> 00:09:28.639 Why am I going to give someone who's not in 168 00:09:28.720 --> 00:09:31.840 control of themselves but being controlled by an entity? Why 169 00:09:31.840 --> 00:09:36.200 would I give them keys to my internal home? That 170 00:09:36.320 --> 00:09:39.320 makes no damn sense. That makes no damn sense. And 171 00:09:39.399 --> 00:09:43.159 I just feel it so intensely now. When I see 172 00:09:43.159 --> 00:09:48.120 someone who's in a perpetual state of annoyance or anxiety 173 00:09:48.200 --> 00:09:51.960 or depression, I'm like, yeah, dude, that's one thing, but 174 00:09:52.080 --> 00:09:54.159 I'm not gonna make it another thing. You're not gonna 175 00:09:54.159 --> 00:09:57.000 bleed on me. You are not going to bleed on me. 176 00:09:57.120 --> 00:09:59.600 Your entity is not going to become my new Tamagachi. 177 00:09:59.639 --> 00:10:02.679 I'm just I don't have time for it. So I 178 00:10:02.840 --> 00:10:05.799 have really just been saying to myself. I don't actually 179 00:10:05.799 --> 00:10:09.039 feel like being depressed anymore. I don't feel like being 180 00:10:09.080 --> 00:10:11.279 angry anymore. I don't feel like being upset anymore. I 181 00:10:11.320 --> 00:10:13.840 don't feel like being drained anymore. I don't feel like 182 00:10:13.879 --> 00:10:17.279 doing this whole emotional rollercoaster anymore. No one is worth it. 183 00:10:17.279 --> 00:10:20.799 It's not even giving me variety, because I can predict 184 00:10:20.799 --> 00:10:24.279 it to a tea that it's just annoying me, and 185 00:10:24.399 --> 00:10:27.679 so I ended my contract with this little spirit of 186 00:10:27.720 --> 00:10:30.679 depression lately because I am simply over it. There is 187 00:10:30.759 --> 00:10:36.039 one caveat AAA there's a difference between avoidance and discernment. 188 00:10:36.879 --> 00:10:39.519 I do want to be really clear. If there is 189 00:10:39.600 --> 00:10:43.279 something in your reality that's a problem, it's a human problem, 190 00:10:43.360 --> 00:10:47.200 a financial problem, whatever it may be, do not avoid reality, 191 00:10:47.480 --> 00:10:51.279 but graciously consciously choose what you're gonna give your energy to. 192 00:10:51.720 --> 00:10:54.919 So if there's a real problem, it requires a real solution, 193 00:10:55.480 --> 00:10:59.559 Therefore handle it. I don't bypass reality. I'm not gonna 194 00:10:59.559 --> 00:11:04.159 pretend and I will walk into a problem embodying already 195 00:11:04.200 --> 00:11:06.440 the energy of a solution, and I'll just get it. 196 00:11:07.080 --> 00:11:10.000 I'll find it, I'll attract it. But if there is 197 00:11:10.080 --> 00:11:14.200 something in my reality that is just here to take 198 00:11:14.240 --> 00:11:17.960 from me, to drain me, to destabilize me, if there's 199 00:11:18.039 --> 00:11:21.759 no solution needed by me, it's just pure chaos looking 200 00:11:21.799 --> 00:11:25.159 for a host. I am not volunteering my soul as 201 00:11:25.200 --> 00:11:28.480 an Airbnb. I'm not in the mood. Like I said, 202 00:11:28.519 --> 00:11:31.720 I'm over it. I'm over it. This is where people 203 00:11:31.759 --> 00:11:34.679 get it wrong. They think that peace is passive, but 204 00:11:34.840 --> 00:11:38.960 no peace is a decision and that's what I've decided on. 205 00:11:39.399 --> 00:11:42.320 Peace is a boundary. Piece is a frequency that you 206 00:11:42.399 --> 00:11:47.000 get to choose over and over and over again. Entities 207 00:11:47.039 --> 00:11:50.679 expand through emotional permission, and I think that's another thing 208 00:11:50.720 --> 00:11:54.720 people don't understand. When you let someone's negativity get you down, 209 00:11:54.799 --> 00:11:58.480 you let an attax stick, you let someone upset you, 210 00:11:58.480 --> 00:12:01.720 you allow drama to hide you your nervous system. That 211 00:12:02.039 --> 00:12:04.679 is the exact moment that that entity is starting to 212 00:12:04.720 --> 00:12:07.759 expand through you. It's getting its hooks into you, that 213 00:12:07.879 --> 00:12:11.759 thought form, that distortion, that unhealed shadow. It now gets 214 00:12:11.759 --> 00:12:16.320 to explore your body, your mind, your energy, your field. 215 00:12:16.720 --> 00:12:20.559 And that's the exact moment that you give it permission. 216 00:12:21.159 --> 00:12:24.279 When you want a spiral, when you want to defend yourself, 217 00:12:24.320 --> 00:12:28.840 convince them, when you want to just react, no, instead, 218 00:12:28.919 --> 00:12:32.080 do you know what I'm doing. I'm not reacting with anger. 219 00:12:32.120 --> 00:12:34.720 I'm not going to fight fire with fire. I'm just laughing. 220 00:12:34.879 --> 00:12:41.000 I'm like, yeah, that's actually ridiculous. It's not worth my energy. 221 00:12:41.679 --> 00:12:44.440 My energy at this point to me, is so sacred. 222 00:12:44.519 --> 00:12:47.799 It's what builds my reality, builds my business, it's what 223 00:12:47.919 --> 00:12:50.519 builds my body, it's what gives me health. And happiness 224 00:12:50.600 --> 00:12:53.960 and harmony. I'm not going to just give it to 225 00:12:54.200 --> 00:12:58.320 someone who's being run by an entity. I'm not just 226 00:12:58.360 --> 00:13:02.519 gonna give it to anyone and then instead I'm just 227 00:13:02.600 --> 00:13:07.960 gonna laugh. I'm gonna laugh because when you laugh, you 228 00:13:08.360 --> 00:13:12.120 don't allow yourself to drop into a lower emotional state, 229 00:13:12.720 --> 00:13:16.799 and therefore that entity cannot expand through you. You dissolve 230 00:13:17.480 --> 00:13:21.360 the spell, you break the hook. There's no place to attach. 231 00:13:22.360 --> 00:13:28.360 Darkness cannot survive laughter because instead of you dropping down 232 00:13:28.399 --> 00:13:31.759 into a lower state, you're anchoring into a higher frequency, 233 00:13:32.559 --> 00:13:36.759 and that entity can't latch on to someone who refuses 234 00:13:36.919 --> 00:13:41.000 to take it seriously. When people in my personal life 235 00:13:41.039 --> 00:13:45.440 have been coming to me with utmost chaos out of 236 00:13:45.480 --> 00:13:49.799 this world chaos, I will be compassionate, I will be gracious. 237 00:13:50.120 --> 00:13:51.960 But if they're trying to take my head off with 238 00:13:52.120 --> 00:13:54.679 it and trying to bleed on me, I'm just gonna 239 00:13:54.720 --> 00:13:56.799 laugh and say, yeah, I don't know, but I'm sure 240 00:13:56.840 --> 00:14:02.159 you'll figure it out. Yeah, not sure. When someone wants 241 00:14:02.200 --> 00:14:05.159 to blame me or misunderstand me, I just laugh. I 242 00:14:05.360 --> 00:14:08.080 just laugh. I think being on the Internet is really 243 00:14:08.159 --> 00:14:11.559 great training for this. So many different people are perceiving 244 00:14:11.559 --> 00:14:13.840 me in so many different ways, and I kind of 245 00:14:14.039 --> 00:14:16.679 have gotten really comfortable and people just projecting on me. 246 00:14:16.879 --> 00:14:18.399 I think, yeah, good, I don't want you to know 247 00:14:18.440 --> 00:14:21.799 who I actually am. Keep projecting, Yeah, lay those illusions 248 00:14:21.879 --> 00:14:24.240 on me, baby, I don't want you knowing anything about me. 249 00:14:24.759 --> 00:14:30.480 Project misunderstand, that's just more protection for me. Keep sending 250 00:14:30.480 --> 00:14:33.039 me your weirdo energy. The thing about me is, I'm 251 00:14:33.039 --> 00:14:36.399 not afraid of some loser's dark energy. It has nothing 252 00:14:36.440 --> 00:14:39.240 to do with me. Their loser energy is not more 253 00:14:39.320 --> 00:14:43.440 powerful than mine. Their entities are not more powerful than 254 00:14:43.440 --> 00:14:46.080 my free will. I put the armor of God on 255 00:14:46.159 --> 00:14:48.480 every single day and there's nothing I can't have or do, 256 00:14:49.000 --> 00:14:51.519 and their energy is not more powerful than me. Just 257 00:14:51.639 --> 00:14:55.200 like the haters in your reality, the people of constant chaos, 258 00:14:55.679 --> 00:14:57.519 they are not more powerful than you. And by the way, 259 00:14:57.639 --> 00:15:00.879 constant depression, constant chaos, that is a sign of an entity. 260 00:15:01.120 --> 00:15:04.480 I know everyone likes to talk in these psychological terms. 261 00:15:04.720 --> 00:15:06.919 What do you think is beyond the psychological? Could it 262 00:15:06.960 --> 00:15:09.799 be the spiritual? Could it be We don't have the 263 00:15:09.919 --> 00:15:13.639 correct instruments to measure the unseen yet, so everyone thinks 264 00:15:13.759 --> 00:15:16.320 you just need another pill. How about you need to 265 00:15:16.360 --> 00:15:19.000 break the contract with that entity. This is something I 266 00:15:19.039 --> 00:15:22.679 do in one on one sessions where we literally energetically 267 00:15:22.679 --> 00:15:27.360 pluck these little entities. If you're interested. I had a 268 00:15:27.360 --> 00:15:29.759 moment with my brother the other day and he was stressed, 269 00:15:29.799 --> 00:15:35.639 irritated projecting. You know the whole shindig old me would 270 00:15:35.679 --> 00:15:40.679 have matched his frequency. Knew me says, you know this circumstance, 271 00:15:40.720 --> 00:15:43.399 I don't give you permission to affect my energy. I 272 00:15:43.440 --> 00:15:46.960 don't give you permission to affect my energy. I took 273 00:15:46.960 --> 00:15:49.919 a deep breath, I walked out, I remained myself. I 274 00:15:49.960 --> 00:15:53.600 put on Sabrina Carpenter, and I drove away in happiness 275 00:15:53.679 --> 00:15:59.799 and joy, in peace, in peace. Every moment you have 276 00:16:00.159 --> 00:16:04.000 an invitation to either evolve or devolve. And sometimes there's 277 00:16:04.039 --> 00:16:06.120 gonna be moments where you do need to go into 278 00:16:06.120 --> 00:16:08.279 the anger, and you do need to go into the depression, 279 00:16:08.279 --> 00:16:10.840 and you do need to go into these darker emotions. Yeah, 280 00:16:11.039 --> 00:16:13.000 Like I said, I needed a couple of weeks to 281 00:16:13.120 --> 00:16:16.080 go inwards to contract, and now that I had that, 282 00:16:16.200 --> 00:16:18.879 I said, okay, I'm ready to pony on up and 283 00:16:18.960 --> 00:16:22.919 get onto my horse of harmony and happiness. Regardless of 284 00:16:22.960 --> 00:16:25.519 how you want to do life. You're doing it, so 285 00:16:25.639 --> 00:16:27.879 you can either do it depressed or you can do 286 00:16:27.919 --> 00:16:29.679 it happy. You can do it trained, or you can 287 00:16:29.720 --> 00:16:31.559 do it energized. You can do it bitter, or you 288 00:16:31.559 --> 00:16:34.759 can do it blooming. And I've decided I want to 289 00:16:34.799 --> 00:16:38.639 do life with pleasure and love and fun at the 290 00:16:38.639 --> 00:16:41.480 forefront of my being. I want to go through life 291 00:16:41.519 --> 00:16:43.279 in a way that's fun. I don't want to go 292 00:16:43.360 --> 00:16:45.600 through life in a way that's depressing. I don't want 293 00:16:45.600 --> 00:16:47.679 to go through life in a way that I'm always anxious. 294 00:16:48.000 --> 00:16:50.679 Efitt step into the effort frequency. Like we talked about 295 00:16:50.720 --> 00:16:56.200 a couple weeks back, why not choose fun, pleasure, happiness. 296 00:16:56.200 --> 00:16:59.399 Why not choose light? Why not choose to laugh in 297 00:16:59.399 --> 00:17:02.960 the face of darkness? I actually do think it's funny. 298 00:17:02.960 --> 00:17:05.400 At this point, when I see someone's demons trying to 299 00:17:05.400 --> 00:17:10.160 feed on me, I'm like, ohhhh, no, not gonna work, 300 00:17:10.279 --> 00:17:13.799 not happening. I'm not really into it. Why not choose 301 00:17:14.119 --> 00:17:17.960 to just add some comedy while we're here on Earth, 302 00:17:18.519 --> 00:17:23.559 renting this temporary physical body, playing this temporary character on 303 00:17:23.599 --> 00:17:26.880 a temporary floating rock. It's so temporary. Can we just 304 00:17:26.920 --> 00:17:29.160 have fun while we're here? Cool thing is the more 305 00:17:29.200 --> 00:17:31.640 you choose to have fun, the more you'll attract fun 306 00:17:31.680 --> 00:17:34.839 people and fun experiences, and the more people who are 307 00:17:34.880 --> 00:17:38.240 not fun will just fall out of your reality. This 308 00:17:38.359 --> 00:17:43.200 really is energetic sovereignty. We are deciding what lives in 309 00:17:43.240 --> 00:17:47.000 our mind. We are deciding what gets our emotional attention, 310 00:17:47.160 --> 00:17:50.440 we are deciding where we want to put our focus, 311 00:17:50.720 --> 00:17:53.880 and we are deciding what's going to influence our state. 312 00:17:54.279 --> 00:17:57.119 It just doesn't make any sense to keep allowing people 313 00:17:57.160 --> 00:18:00.000 who are miserable in their own life to make us miserable. 314 00:18:00.240 --> 00:18:03.000 If your mother's always miserable, or your coworker or your friend, 315 00:18:03.319 --> 00:18:05.839 you need to start stating aloud. I do not give 316 00:18:06.359 --> 00:18:08.839 their name, so I'll just say I do not give 317 00:18:09.279 --> 00:18:13.839 my mother the ability to affect my state. I do 318 00:18:13.960 --> 00:18:17.640 not give my coworker the ability to influence my state. 319 00:18:18.039 --> 00:18:20.640 I do not give my attention to that which is 320 00:18:20.680 --> 00:18:23.680 not fun, which is not joy, which is not happiness. 321 00:18:24.240 --> 00:18:27.240 We don't just wake up healed. We have to wake 322 00:18:27.400 --> 00:18:31.359 up deciding, deciding what we want to look at, deciding 323 00:18:31.359 --> 00:18:34.039 if we want to left, deciding how we want to respond. 324 00:18:34.519 --> 00:18:39.039 It's a decision. You can break your contract with these entities, 325 00:18:39.079 --> 00:18:42.119 but you have to decide to do so. And I'm 326 00:18:42.160 --> 00:18:44.559 not saying this as this willy nilly human. I mean 327 00:18:44.599 --> 00:18:47.039 I am willy nilly, but I'm saying this as someone 328 00:18:47.039 --> 00:18:49.400 who has struggled with depression, who has been given the 329 00:18:49.400 --> 00:18:55.319 wellbutrin who has struggled with anxiety. No, these entities are 330 00:18:55.400 --> 00:18:58.359 not allowed to live in my body. They are not 331 00:18:58.440 --> 00:19:00.480 allowed to live in my mind. They are not allowed 332 00:19:00.480 --> 00:19:02.759 to control my state. They are not allowed to manifest 333 00:19:02.799 --> 00:19:07.039 for me. I see C am the sole decider of 334 00:19:07.119 --> 00:19:10.880 my reality. I see C get to choose what I 335 00:19:10.920 --> 00:19:13.720 give my attention to. I SEEC get to choose how 336 00:19:13.720 --> 00:19:16.039 I want to respond. And right now I want to 337 00:19:16.039 --> 00:19:19.880 respond laughing. Right now, I want to respond having fun. 338 00:19:20.319 --> 00:19:23.079 Right now, I want to respond through pleasure and joy 339 00:19:23.119 --> 00:19:25.319 and fun. And if I have to do a damn 340 00:19:25.440 --> 00:19:28.119 castor oil pack every night on my liver to control 341 00:19:28.160 --> 00:19:31.640 my anger, then I will do it. And I'll keep 342 00:19:31.720 --> 00:19:34.759 doing it and deciding every single day until I wake 343 00:19:34.880 --> 00:19:38.759 up and look around and realize, damn nothing has a 344 00:19:38.759 --> 00:19:42.240 hold on me. We have to become untouchable. And how 345 00:19:42.240 --> 00:19:46.160 do you become untouchable? You decide that you are unavailable. 346 00:19:46.480 --> 00:19:50.160 You are unavailable to the chaos, to the depressive entities, 347 00:19:50.279 --> 00:19:52.759 to the anxiety, to the people who bring you down 348 00:19:52.799 --> 00:19:55.480 over and over and over and over again. You know 349 00:19:55.519 --> 00:19:57.680 who these people are. You don't need anyone to tell 350 00:19:57.680 --> 00:20:01.000 you who they are. You know you're into wish, your compass, 351 00:20:01.000 --> 00:20:04.119 your heart has shown you who these people are, and 352 00:20:04.240 --> 00:20:06.599 you have to decide to stop giving them access to 353 00:20:06.680 --> 00:20:09.960 your emotions. You have to decide to stop allowing them 354 00:20:10.000 --> 00:20:13.960 to influence your stage. You become untouchable when you make 355 00:20:14.039 --> 00:20:18.880 decisions prioritizing your self. And that's the whole entire point 356 00:20:19.000 --> 00:20:21.799 of laughing in the face of darkness. It's not that 357 00:20:21.880 --> 00:20:24.759 you don't see it. It's that you no longer bow 358 00:20:24.920 --> 00:20:27.400 to it. It's not that you don't notice it. It's 359 00:20:27.440 --> 00:20:30.240 that you no longer give it control over you. It's 360 00:20:30.279 --> 00:20:33.839 not that you don't understand it. It's that you choose 361 00:20:34.160 --> 00:20:36.519 where you want to place your focus and your attention 362 00:20:36.799 --> 00:20:42.440 and your energy. It's a reclamation of your focus, of yourself, 363 00:20:42.519 --> 00:20:47.319 of your body, of your life, of your life. Not 364 00:20:47.519 --> 00:20:50.559 only is it more enjoyable to choose to have fun 365 00:20:50.640 --> 00:20:52.640 and to have fun and go through life, because either way, 366 00:20:52.680 --> 00:20:54.000 we're going to go through life and we get to 367 00:20:54.039 --> 00:20:56.000 decide how we want to do it. Not only is 368 00:20:56.000 --> 00:20:58.599 it more fun, not only is it more enjoyable, but 369 00:20:58.799 --> 00:21:00.960 lo and behold, get who's going to start to get 370 00:21:01.000 --> 00:21:01.640 better results? 371 00:21:01.720 --> 00:21:01.920 Oh? 372 00:21:02.039 --> 00:21:05.759 You bitch, Oh you bitch, you you you, you, you you, 373 00:21:06.079 --> 00:21:09.000 Because as you rise in your frequency, you will attract 374 00:21:09.440 --> 00:21:15.559 better experiences, more fun, better opportunities. If you want to 375 00:21:15.599 --> 00:21:18.240 be on your own, damn pedestal, if you want to 376 00:21:18.240 --> 00:21:22.359 be untouchable, you have to decide what is worth your 377 00:21:22.400 --> 00:21:26.400 attention and what is not. Do a cost analysis. What 378 00:21:26.559 --> 00:21:29.480 is costing me my piece, what is costing me my frequency? 379 00:21:29.519 --> 00:21:32.279 What is costing my vibration? And yeah, it's a pretty 380 00:21:32.359 --> 00:21:35.599 hefty cost to allow someone, day in and day out, 381 00:21:35.680 --> 00:21:39.119 or even this Diddy documentary, to bring your vibration so 382 00:21:39.279 --> 00:21:42.680 low into griefs, so low into misery and sadness and 383 00:21:42.759 --> 00:21:45.640 powerlessness that you then open the door to some entity. 384 00:21:46.599 --> 00:21:48.319 I mean, is that a good idea? Is that a 385 00:21:48.319 --> 00:21:50.160 good idea? I don't think so. I don't think so. 386 00:21:50.680 --> 00:21:53.240 How about you put up stand up comedy? How about 387 00:21:53.279 --> 00:21:55.160 you put on a I don't know, a comfort show 388 00:21:55.200 --> 00:21:58.559 from Disney or something like that. Why don't you choose, 389 00:21:59.319 --> 00:22:01.319 just like you choose what to eat. Why don't you 390 00:22:01.440 --> 00:22:05.599 choose what happened in your eyesight? Why don't you clean 391 00:22:05.680 --> 00:22:09.240 up your energetic diet? What you watch, what you listen to. 392 00:22:09.759 --> 00:22:12.079 Consuming is not just about what you eat. It's what 393 00:22:12.119 --> 00:22:14.519 you pay attention to. It's what you give your focus to. 394 00:22:14.759 --> 00:22:17.720 I've been so focused and my grip has been so 395 00:22:18.079 --> 00:22:21.839 tight on everything that I needed to give myself permission 396 00:22:22.640 --> 00:22:25.599 to chill the f out. I needed to give myself 397 00:22:25.640 --> 00:22:29.440 permission to just have fun, to just say we'll see whatever. 398 00:22:29.559 --> 00:22:31.880 I'm just gonna be my whimsy self and allow things 399 00:22:31.920 --> 00:22:35.839 to unfold for me. We need that reminder because when 400 00:22:35.880 --> 00:22:39.480 things start to feel I am very anxious every day, 401 00:22:39.599 --> 00:22:42.279