Speaker 1: Siri, Dolly, Hi, how are you. I'm great?
Speaker 2: How are you?
Speaker 1: I'm good? Finding nicely? Have you here getting in the
Speaker 1: private talk couch. You want to know all about you,
Speaker 1: how you've been doing during this pandemic time. Now that
Speaker 1: the world's opening up, what are you into? We want
Speaker 1: to know it all here at private talk?
Speaker 2: Great? Thank you so much for having me.
Speaker 3: Uh well, I have been enjoying the pandemic. I'm kind
Speaker 3: of sorry to say, like it's kind of nice.
Speaker 1: Sorry to be ablebody just had their own experience.
Speaker 3: It's been like slower, you know, but that's not always
Speaker 3: a bad thing, and it's just been a really nice
Speaker 3: opportunity to focus more on like making my own content
Speaker 3: and building that up. So and I also was in
Speaker 3: the adult business, then left, then came back, and I
Speaker 3: came back like basically a month before the pandemic started,
Speaker 3: So it was kind of like I came back and
Speaker 3: I was thinking, I'm gonna have a year ahead of me,
Speaker 3: like all these shoots and coming out to LA because
Speaker 3: I don't live here, And it ended up being like
Speaker 3: a year of restay at home and just like making
Speaker 3: content with my boyfriend, which I'm also quite happy to do.
Speaker 1: So how was that adjustment? I mean, because he went
Speaker 1: from being like cause it's like really high highs and
Speaker 1: then you're like, wait what do I do?
Speaker 2: And then you know what I mean?
Speaker 1: But the cool thing, like you said, is being a
Speaker 1: content creator, you have the kind of capability to do
Speaker 1: those things yourself. But we didn't really realize it, you
Speaker 1: know what I mean. It's not that we didn't realize
Speaker 1: it was just now it made it like we had
Speaker 1: to choot, like figure out what we were doing.
Speaker 3: Yeah, that's exactly what it's been. It's like, you know,
Speaker 3: figuring out what we're doing. And like one cool thing
Speaker 3: is like some of the main like the bigger studios
Speaker 3: an adult have been doing there. Like it's not so
Speaker 3: much now that everything's opening up again, but I remember,
Speaker 3: like over like especially last summer, there were a lot
Speaker 3: of like shoot this home shot scene, you know, and that's.
Speaker 1: Kind of fun because it's an experience kind of thing.
Speaker 3: Yeah, exactly, like that type of thing, and it was
Speaker 3: it was kind of fun because my boyfriend's a civilian,
Speaker 3: you know, he's not a porn star, so getting he's
Speaker 3: he's happy to shoot content with me. Though, like we've
Speaker 3: kind of been doing that since I can we talk.
Speaker 1: A little bit about that about your relationship, So, yeah,
Speaker 1: did he know prior to obviously you weren't with him
Speaker 1: when you started in the industry, so he knew that
Speaker 1: was were you with him and you went I had
Speaker 1: to go back and try it again before the pandemic
Speaker 1: or how did he kind of was he very supportive
Speaker 1: because some people it's like it's kind of the inner
Speaker 1: in between. It's like they like the porn star like idea,
Speaker 1: and then they're like, no, I don't want you to
Speaker 1: go to work, and you're like, but work is how
Speaker 1: I would pay for things and how.
Speaker 3: I ve a living and dated dudes like that. Oh
Speaker 3: my god, Yes, I've been there. And it's also kind
Speaker 3: of like one of those things where I since I
Speaker 3: had relationships like that in the past, I kind of
Speaker 3: had that trial and error from them. Yeah, and I
Speaker 3: learned pretty quickly, honestly, like in my dating life, you know,
Speaker 3: because I started in porn in twenty twelves. Then I
Speaker 3: was active for about three years. I left in like
Speaker 3: very like January twenty fifteen, so I'd stopped shooting by
Speaker 3: January twenty fifteen, and I moved out to Kentucky, so
Speaker 3: like out in the middle of nowhere, and like that's
Speaker 3: where I live still, and that's where my boyfriend is
Speaker 3: as well.
Speaker 1: And so it brought you there, is that where you're from.
Speaker 3: No, I'm actually from Texas, but I moved out there
Speaker 3: because my family moved out there, and yeah, so I
Speaker 3: moved out there just so I could like see my
Speaker 3: parents more often basically, and that was great, that worked out, and.
Speaker 1: Actually really like it out there.
Speaker 3: But it's been kind of kind of funny seeing how
Speaker 3: like I've kind of like gotten to teach my boyfriend
Speaker 3: in a way about the adult industry, like what things
Speaker 3: are like, because he didn't have much knowledge of it
Speaker 3: other as far as behind yes exactly, and so he's
Speaker 3: super open minded about it. And I mean I met
Speaker 3: him at a time in my life where I was
Speaker 3: already totally over like dating any anyone who was judgmental
Speaker 3: about my past. So by the time I started dating him,
Speaker 3: I was still in retirement. But it was something that
Speaker 3: you know, I talked to him about. I was like,
Speaker 3: I think I'm gonna go back into the industry, and
Speaker 3: he was like totally cool with it, you know, and
Speaker 3: I don't think he anticipated me then eventually being like,
Speaker 3: do you want to.
Speaker 2: Shoot with me? But then when that started happening, he's
Speaker 2: totally cool with that, So.
Speaker 1: We're doing it anyway. So you're like, yeah, no, you know,
Speaker 1: but some people, you know, kind of shy away from
Speaker 1: it or they don't even they get intimidated about like
Speaker 1: kind of like the they think the bigger picture is
Speaker 1: really less like more than what it really is when
Speaker 1: it's like smoke and mirrors and some you know, aspects
Speaker 1: of it kind of thing. Yeah, so are you because
Speaker 1: the industry is kind of open back up, are you
Speaker 1: back just shooting with other people or are you now
Speaker 1: only shooting with him?
Speaker 2: Yeah?
Speaker 3: I know I'm shooting with other people. Like I'm out
Speaker 3: here this week because I'm shooting, and I mean I
Speaker 3: basically do the like back and forth thing. It's a
Speaker 3: little exhausting, but like I'm basically flying out to La
Speaker 3: like once a month or once every six weeks minimum,
Speaker 3: but like I'm out here all the time, and I
Speaker 3: just kind of bounce back and forth. But I primarily
Speaker 3: still live in Kentucky just because I kind of enjoyed
Speaker 3: this lower pace of life.
Speaker 1: So why do you think that, Like, why do you
Speaker 1: feel like you choose to still come back if that's
Speaker 1: something that maybe you don't want to do with your
Speaker 1: only fans and doing your own stuff. Is that something
Speaker 1: you can't still do in Kentucky by yourself or is
Speaker 1: it just because the lack of talent? I guess because
Speaker 1: your boyfriend is the only one that you're shooting with.
Speaker 1: I mean, yes, there's not a lot of girls in Kentucky. Well,
Speaker 1: who knows. Nowadays everyone has an only fancy.
Speaker 2: You may be surprised if there are. I don't know
Speaker 2: if there was any girls in.
Speaker 1: There's any listeners out there who you know, watchers out
Speaker 1: there who he lives in Kentucky wants to do some
Speaker 1: content with my friend and your hot it has to
Speaker 1: be a requirement.
Speaker 2: Yeah, professionals please, no random fans. They get that that's implicated.
Speaker 2: But uh so, yes, it's.
Speaker 3: A combination of lack of talent out there that I
Speaker 3: can that would be ready to shoot with.
Speaker 1: But are you still like the thing is like it's
Speaker 1: just like excitement, like.
Speaker 2: Oh yeah, is it like the I like traveling out here?
Speaker 1: You know?
Speaker 2: And but no, but.
Speaker 1: Even just like the performers, not just for traveling girl,
Speaker 1: you're having sex that's kind of a big deal. You know,
Speaker 1: most viewers in our watch you know, be out there.
Speaker 1: They it's their job is not as glorious as you
Speaker 1: know where you get to go and have sex with
Speaker 1: the performer.
Speaker 2: Absolutely not.
Speaker 1: Yeah, it's like, you know, do you have like porn
Speaker 1: boyfriend girlfriends kind of things like where it's like you
Speaker 1: see that you know, habitual person all the time and
Speaker 1: you're just like, oh.
Speaker 3: Oh yeah, yeah, yeah absolutely. Robbie echoes my like porn husband.
Speaker 3: We joke, it's like when I met him, we just
Speaker 3: clicked immediately and we're like still really good friends. Like
Speaker 3: I live with him when I'm here in La, So, like,
Speaker 3: you know, it's.
Speaker 1: It's been so long ago. I don't even remember my
Speaker 1: porn now boyfriends. I mean there's like a long time.
Speaker 1: I haven't tried of seen in so long, like I yeah,
Speaker 1: like four four years. But yeah, definitely had several. But
Speaker 1: it's just because people think like, oh, you know, there's
Speaker 1: so many people and it's really a really small industry.
Speaker 1: You kind of see the station with people and like
Speaker 1: the same especially if you work for the same companies
Speaker 1: more you know, more than once, kind of like more
Speaker 1: often kind of thing.
Speaker 3: Yeah, companies tend to find one male performer or maybe
Speaker 3: like maybe two or three male performers that they like
Speaker 3: that they're like this is the core cat and they
Speaker 3: just know that they're solid.
Speaker 1: Like I mean, I was, you know, a director at
Speaker 1: the end of my career as well, and it was,
Speaker 1: you know, you have to really rely on a lot
Speaker 1: of things. If like you're going to show up, you're
Speaker 1: paying for location, and those are the things behind the
Speaker 1: scenes that everybody doesn't see, and it's like movie magic.
Speaker 1: And then you come for all you can. You're welcome.
Speaker 2: Wow, see all the blood, sweat and tears in the st.
Speaker 1: That's also cool. Like the you know, for me, like
Speaker 1: artistic part of it, it was like, you know, it
Speaker 1: is you know, art in a lot of ways, and
Speaker 1: you're kind of, you know, painting a picture and a
Speaker 1: sexual picture to get people up. I would say, like
Speaker 1: people helping people one orgasm at a time. I love it.
Speaker 1: I heard that one time and I kind of just
Speaker 1: stuck with it and I just think it's a beautiful
Speaker 1: thing and it fits so well important it does.
Speaker 3: It fits really well, and I think it's more important
Speaker 3: now than ever, you know, to remember that. I feel
Speaker 3: like what we do in our industry is really really valuable,
Speaker 3: and it's like, I mean, I'm sure you get this
Speaker 3: all the time with a massive fan base, Like you know,
Speaker 3: you get fans or just people who write to you,
Speaker 3: and like you learn that you actually change people's lives
Speaker 3: in a lot of ways with your content, and it's
Speaker 3: incredibly meaningful, and like there's a you can look at
Speaker 3: it through like the low end of it, being like oh,
Speaker 3: some dudes just jerking off and coming to this, and
Speaker 3: like there's absolutely nothing wrong with that. That's very valuable
Speaker 3: in itself, but it's all so yeah. But then it's like,
Speaker 3: you know, I'll never Like, one of my favorite females
Speaker 3: I ever got back in the day was this guy
Speaker 3: who wrote me about like how he'd been married for
Speaker 3: like twelve years and his partner had had an accident
Speaker 3: and like for medical reasons, they physically could not have
Speaker 3: sex with each other, and it was like something where
Speaker 3: they would His partner liked me, so they both agreed,
Speaker 3: like they liked me, and they thought I was like
Speaker 3: their favorite girl and porn to look at, so they
Speaker 3: would watch my scenes together and it would like be
Speaker 3: a thing that they could bond over because they weren't
Speaker 3: able to.
Speaker 2: Have sex with each other.
Speaker 1: They could have sex with each other apart, I mean
Speaker 1: like get off by themselves.
Speaker 3: I think what it was is that he was getting
Speaker 3: off and his partner was like there as like emotional support,
Speaker 3: but literally could not physically participate. Like I don't remember
Speaker 3: specifically why, but it might have been that she was
Speaker 3: paralyzed or something like that, but it was.
Speaker 1: But why I asked in that level was because of like,
Speaker 1: you're still but both watching porn. Is it stimulating on
Speaker 1: a level just like mentally or like physically, but you're
Speaker 1: not doing it together. But yeah, it's just that's why
Speaker 1: for me when I would do signings and stuff in
Speaker 1: the beginning, it's very self satisfying when you would hear
Speaker 1: and why I never felt a type of way or
Speaker 1: shameful of the industry or what my career of what
Speaker 1: I chose to do and be in it because it
Speaker 1: was very like thank you for you know, being you
Speaker 1: and being comfortable in your own skin. You know, I'm
Speaker 1: not the skinniest girl. I'm very curvy, I have you know,
Speaker 1: whenever they're like I feel comfortable in my skin because
Speaker 1: of you, I feel more beautiful and just hearing those
Speaker 1: kinds of affirmations and not that I needed it, but
Speaker 1: it definitely helped in those times when you're like, oh,
Speaker 1: I do make a difference.
Speaker 2: Yeah, it's you.
Speaker 1: I mean yeah, because people get suppressed and people, you know,
Speaker 1: people's ideas of sex and everything kind of changes. And
Speaker 1: you know, even with me being in the industry when
Speaker 1: I first started twenty one to where I am now
Speaker 1: being thirty six, you know, and I'm not in the
Speaker 1: industry anymore, but having had that experience within it and
Speaker 1: how sex is very it could be very physical and
Speaker 1: not emotional, and it can be you know, things that
Speaker 1: how you use it for and you know it just
Speaker 1: see bobs over time naturally. So I feel like because
Speaker 1: of porn, it really stimulates people on the outside, people
Speaker 1: who aren't doing it, because it kind of releases those
Speaker 1: kind of fetishes that they feel it's okay to like
Speaker 1: spread to the world, which I think is a beautiful thing.
Speaker 3: Yeah, that's one of the things that actually led me
Speaker 3: like missing that that that whole vibe, and I love
Speaker 3: the way you just described it as one of the
Speaker 3: things that primarily led me back into doing porn again.
Speaker 3: And like coming out of retirement because I was happy enough,
Speaker 3: like with the jobs that I did, I wouldn't say
Speaker 3: that any of them were like particularly fulfilling.
Speaker 1: What did you actually like go back to like a
Speaker 1: nine to five?
Speaker 2: Yeah, I did, Like I went it was wild because
Speaker 2: you know, I go.
Speaker 1: From sorry about that. I don't know why, apparently every
Speaker 1: day at this time it comes around.
Speaker 3: But there we go again, we got to test the
Speaker 3: fire arm or something. But yeah, like I I wouldn't
Speaker 3: let me go back and start that sentence again.
Speaker 2: Like I went from being I.
Speaker 3: Kind of quit at the height of my career in
Speaker 3: you know, late twenty fourteen was when I officially stopped
Speaker 3: accepting shoot bookings and stuff.
Speaker 2: And then within like two months, I was like I'm
Speaker 2: out moving to Kentucky.
Speaker 3: But and it was very like not spur the moment,
Speaker 3: but like it was such a drastic change, like to
Speaker 3: go from living in LA to like living in what
Speaker 3: was there.
Speaker 1: Was like something that happened particularly that made you want
Speaker 1: to go back or were you just like my time
Speaker 1: is over, I'm just done with them.
Speaker 3: It was I mean, there wasn't like a one event
Speaker 3: that happened. It was kind of a cumulative thing. And
Speaker 3: I mean I don't want to get into it, like
Speaker 3: too deeply, just because I feel like I've talked about
Speaker 3: a lot in other interviews, Like my fans who would
Speaker 3: watch this, they'd probably already heard me talk about it.
Speaker 3: But I mean, the easiest way to put it is
Speaker 3: like I would actually really depressed, and I was depressed
Speaker 3: because of like stigma coming from my family over my
Speaker 3: career choice that I didn't know how to navigate, and
Speaker 3: also just being in a really bad relationship, like the
Speaker 3: relationship I had with my ex, someone that I'm not
Speaker 3: with anymore back then, was just I struggled really hard
Speaker 3: with like how do I get out of this relationship,
Speaker 3: you know, And ultimately I felt like the only way
Speaker 3: to get out of it and to try to fix
Speaker 3: my relationship with my family was to just like leave
Speaker 3: porn and move away.
Speaker 2: Oh yeah yeah.
Speaker 3: And so I kind of like hit a reset button
Speaker 3: and it helped a lot. Like I mean, my mental
Speaker 3: health immediately like improved, not because I wasn't doing porn,
Speaker 3: because I never had a problem with that, but just
Speaker 3: because I completely like changed the circumstances that my life
Speaker 3: was a part of.
Speaker 1: You liked the other outside chatter kind of need to
Speaker 1: be eliminated. But and that was the focus of where
Speaker 1: it was I guess maybe stemming.
Speaker 3: From yeah exactly. And so I got out of that relationship.
Speaker 3: I like moved to Kentucky. I basically just got like
Speaker 3: a civilian job. Like it wasn't and anything like cool
Speaker 3: or fun in the beginning, and then you know, after
Speaker 3: a couple of years out there, I was the most
Speaker 3: recent The last jib I had before I decided to
Speaker 3: come back into the industry was as an editor. So
Speaker 3: I was doing like copywriting and editing for a magazine
Speaker 3: company and.
Speaker 2: It was great work.
Speaker 3: Like I really enjoyed it, and you know, I was
Speaker 3: using my brain and like I was using my actual degree,
Speaker 3: like so that was cool. But also I like at
Speaker 3: the end of the day, I was still like, man,
Speaker 3: I'm really overwhelmed and like this isn't fulfilling in any
Speaker 3: way that I wanted it to be, you know, and
Speaker 3: I found myself just missing doing sex work like a lot.
Speaker 2: Because there's what you just described.
Speaker 3: Going back to that that the way that you kind
Speaker 3: of described like the vibe that I like in the industry,
Speaker 3: A lot of it comes down to like open mindedness and.
Speaker 1: Having your connection. Yeah, you have people like it's like
Speaker 1: that like mindedness where it's like, maybe I'm not so bad.
Speaker 1: Maybe because I like sex doesn't mean that I'm a
Speaker 1: bad person. Yeah, there's other people too, you know what
Speaker 1: I mean. It's just identifying yourself. And I think that
Speaker 1: the older that we you know, get and you see
Speaker 1: things and experience as well too. And just finding your
Speaker 1: voice as a female and even an adult entertainer. You know,
Speaker 1: it's very hard, and you know in the world that
Speaker 1: is you know out there now because of so many
Speaker 1: you know, stigmas of this and people wanting to be
Speaker 1: this and you know, all these things that people think
Speaker 1: you're supposed to be where it's like you're just trying
Speaker 1: to figure out who you are internally, you know, and
Speaker 1: so that's already a struggle. So you know, that's really
Speaker 1: cool that you need. You know, you did something for
Speaker 1: yourself to get who you are now because it also
Speaker 1: led you back to what you liked, and that was
Speaker 1: you know, industry.
Speaker 3: Yeah, and it's even better the second time, you know,
Speaker 3: like everything about it. It's like I don't feel whereas
Speaker 3: when I first started, like I was actually sort of
Speaker 3: old in porn years. For when I first started an adult.
Speaker 3: I was on termed okay, what I had turned twenty
Speaker 3: four when I shot.
Speaker 1: That, I sow not old, and you know that whole
Speaker 1: thing like even.
Speaker 3: Oh, I don't agree with it either, that's met like
Speaker 3: quotes are like old.
Speaker 2: I don't believe in that.
Speaker 1: Yes, I consider like I should have been a mile
Speaker 1: for a long time ago. I have a problem with that.
Speaker 1: I have no children and I'm still young. When they
Speaker 1: try to age you before you're twenty four, you're young beautiful,
Speaker 1: But yes, okay, go ahead, definitely. I don't put that
Speaker 1: little rant in there, carlsty but it's true. It's because
Speaker 1: it's like, you know, women like again going back to
Speaker 1: like women's perception of like who they look up to
Speaker 1: or what we're supposed to know why we go botox
Speaker 1: and why we wear the clothes we do that like
Speaker 1: the imitations of what you're trying to obtain. It's like,
Speaker 1: why should a twenty four year old feel old? Like
Speaker 1: it's no, enjoy your youthful like you know your youthful years.
Speaker 2: I know.
Speaker 3: And it's wild that I even felt that that pressure
Speaker 3: of the age thing, and I decided, yeah, exactly, yeah,
Speaker 3: it's it's it's just look at you now. I know
Speaker 3: it's funny because I look I think I look better
Speaker 3: in many ways than I did back then.
Speaker 1: And I'm like, you get better with time. That's what
Speaker 1: I like to say. And I like to drink wine,
Speaker 1: so you know, fit fit fine wine.
Speaker 3: Yes rose specifically because I have pink hair now, I
Speaker 3: like to think you yeah, like it's it's just been
Speaker 3: even better coming back and realizing like, wow, I've matured
Speaker 3: quite a bit, Like I've had this other career experiences,
Speaker 3: like outside of the adult industry, which which was my
Speaker 3: first real career experience when I started at twenty four,
Speaker 3: So finding the success an adult, then leaving at the
Speaker 3: height of that success and totally like kind of throwing
Speaker 3: it away, and then coming back five years after this
Speaker 3: long hiatus and I'm realizing, like this is more fulfilling
Speaker 3: than it was before. And also I feel way more empowered.
Speaker 3: I never felt disempowered before. But there's definitely a little
Speaker 3: bit of like I don't know if I want to
Speaker 3: call it like a hierarchy, but there's there's a confidence
Speaker 3: I have now that it is literally just because I'm
Speaker 3: I'm older and I'm more mature that I did not
Speaker 3: have before, so I feel like I can stand better
Speaker 3: on my own two feet and you know, even down
Speaker 3: to like, you know, when I'm not.
Speaker 1: Walking in blindly, you know, you can't like have a
Speaker 1: sense of direction of some sort.
Speaker 3: Of exactly, you know, and even like having to like
Speaker 3: I still have to have the talk with people who
Speaker 3: I know in my personal life or like that I meet.
Speaker 2: Where we're apposed to.
Speaker 1: Do you like these air quotes?
Speaker 2: Oh yeah, I do the I do the air quotes
Speaker 2: a lot.
Speaker 3: But the talk is like, you know, when someone doesn't
Speaker 3: know what I do for a living and I tell
Speaker 3: them for the first time.
Speaker 1: So how does that talk go? Tell private talk if
Speaker 1: you were, you know, going to date somebody and it
Speaker 1: was like, there's like we call civilian that's not in
Speaker 1: the adult industry. What is how does this talk like happen?
Speaker 1: And does it happen after like hi, my name is?
Speaker 1: Or does this like after the first time meeting someone
Speaker 1: like for a while, And then it's like, how do
Speaker 1: you know when the talk is supposed to be happened?
Speaker 3: It entirely depends on the relationship dynamic at hand. So
Speaker 3: I'm not like actively dating now since I've got my
Speaker 3: boyfriend we've been together for a while. But if I,
Speaker 3: like when I was actively dating, like I would usually
Speaker 3: I wouldn't like come out and be like hi and
Speaker 3: like introduce myself and then immediately say like I did poorn,
Speaker 3: like but it would come up pretty soon. And I
Speaker 3: did that on purpose, like I wanted to bring it up.
Speaker 3: I wanted it to be an early topic that I
Speaker 3: would approach because but.
Speaker 1: You literally say those worm weeding them out. But you
Speaker 1: but you literally said I did porn or I do
Speaker 1: porn or like like oh.
Speaker 3: Yeah, yeah, yeah I would. I would be very blunt,
Speaker 3: but that blunt about it. Yeah okay, yeah, Like hey
Speaker 3: so I used to do.
Speaker 1: Poor But do you think that it was like for
Speaker 1: like a boastful thing or just to like stay like
Speaker 1: like you said, weeding it out to be like hmm,
Speaker 1: are you ready to deal with me or not? Because
Speaker 1: them it all. But that also warrants people to be like,
Speaker 1: oh you are and then because that's my problem with
Speaker 1: dating is like who are you dating Alexis Texas or
Speaker 1: Alexis because there's two different people. Yeah you know what
Speaker 1: I mean. So that's why I don't really say it
Speaker 1: as quickly. I always like allude, and I don't say
Speaker 1: it as bluntly. If you want to like tell, I
Speaker 1: usually go the route of like, hey, my Instagram is this,
Speaker 1: and then you can figure.
Speaker 4: Out what that's actually what I do? Oh oh, and
Speaker 4: then they'll be like you're lying. I'm like, why would
Speaker 4: I lie to you? Okay, like get away from me?
Speaker 4: And then then that weads about too, you know what
Speaker 4: I mean. But it's like, why do I need to
Speaker 4: lie about somebody and be like, hey, you know what
Speaker 4: I mean. But that's how I would gradually because you never.
Speaker 1: Know, like you can go either way. Yeah, okay, but
Speaker 1: now okay, this is you're talking, not mine.
Speaker 3: I well, I just try to get a sense for
Speaker 3: it too, you know, like so are you have you
Speaker 3: ever hooked up with a fan.
Speaker 1: Like in one of those situations and they're like, okay, cool,
Speaker 1: show me or does it go?
Speaker 2: Do you?
Speaker 1: Are you enticed? Or you're like, get away from me.
Speaker 3: Like there was one thing that happened. It was shortly
Speaker 3: after I, you know, had made the announcement that I
Speaker 3: had taken a break right and this is like after
Speaker 3: I had moved out to Kentucky and I went on
Speaker 3: a date with this guy and like, you know, we
Speaker 3: went on a couple of dates and we had sex
Speaker 3: a few times, and then it was like way after
Speaker 3: the fact, and you know, I stopped seeing him just
Speaker 3: because there.
Speaker 2: I don't know there was something he did that I
Speaker 2: was like, fuck this guy.
Speaker 3: But either way, there was a conversation later on where
Speaker 3: he was like, oh, I recognize you immediately, like I
Speaker 3: knew who you were the whole time.
Speaker 2: He didn't tell you. He withheld that, and that's where
Speaker 2: I was like, oh, that's gross.
Speaker 1: I don't like you watched you sleep girl for sure,
Speaker 1: Like it's just so creepy. Sure, you know I always
Speaker 1: that because like I have friends and they're like that
Speaker 1: he for sure knows you, and I'm like, no, he
Speaker 1: says he doesn't watch porn. He says that like he's
Speaker 1: like he just goes through because some guys like will
Speaker 1: like watch porn and then they just have to like
Speaker 1: go buy it, asn't matter who it is and they
Speaker 1: just jerk off. They're like, I've probably seen you, but
Speaker 1: I don't really know.
Speaker 2: They don't porn starts.
Speaker 1: But for sure it's yeah, if someone they're probably somebody
Speaker 1: out there that has I just don't they didn't probably
Speaker 1: would fill the they didn't tell me the information now,
Speaker 1: but in my comments, I'm gonna show up and be like,
Speaker 1: oh you remember that time? No, but yeah, that's just weird.
Speaker 1: Like I just feel like because then it's like like
Speaker 1: a fan, like I don't know, like you want someone
Speaker 1: to be your fan, but you don't want to be
Speaker 1: like they're a fan, Like.
Speaker 2: Yeah, you know what I'm saying, right, It's like it's
Speaker 2: like I want you in code.
Speaker 1: I don't know if you know, private talk, but it's you.
Speaker 1: I mean, it's just that feeling you get where it's
Speaker 1: like it's not that it's not comfortability because you feel
Speaker 1: like whatever, but it's just like it comes with invasion
Speaker 1: of privacy, which sounds weird because we choose to do
Speaker 1: you know, sex work, and we've done that. And I
Speaker 1: don't have a problem with people watching it, but I
Speaker 1: have a problem with people withhold information because I want
Speaker 1: to know what's going on immediately, because then I have
Speaker 1: the option in the choice to set my boundaries how
Speaker 1: I want to move forward. And I'm going to be
Speaker 1: okay with you saying, hey, I watched it before. If
Speaker 1: we've had that conversation in the beginning moving forward. But
Speaker 1: if you tell me we're a month in and you're
Speaker 1: like watching over me or I found that you're watching
Speaker 1: my porn, I feel like it's.
Speaker 2: A little strange. Yeah, yeah, it is weird.
Speaker 3: I dated a guy that I was with for over
Speaker 3: a year and he there was a couple times or
Speaker 3: well I remember the first big time that like we
Speaker 3: were apart because he went to visit family at Christmas
Speaker 3: or something, and so we didn't see to her for
Speaker 3: like two weeks. And when he came back from that trip,
Speaker 3: I remember him. And this was during the time period
Speaker 3: where I was not actively in porn, but he knew
Speaker 3: that I had been before, and he had also like
Speaker 3: we'd had conversations where he was like I'd be uncomfortable
Speaker 3: if I saw your scenes, but like I don't judge him,
Speaker 3: fine with it, Yeah, right, I was to him, Oh
Speaker 3: that's yeah. He came back out from that trip and
Speaker 3: he was like, I missed you so much. I watched
Speaker 3: your porn scenes every day, and like.
Speaker 1: Yeah, and I had no problem with that.
Speaker 3: It was that he he had all this shit where
Speaker 3: he was like, actually he was guilty about it, and
Speaker 3: like he was troubled by it.
Speaker 2: And I was like, you'd brought this upon yourself. It's
Speaker 2: your problem.
Speaker 1: Actively googled this, like it's your problem. Hey, I jerked
Speaker 1: off to you and I haven't feel a way about it. Okay,
Speaker 1: Well that's your problem. You jerked off to me, homie, Like,
Speaker 1: get deal with yourself. Yeah, guys are funny about it. Yeah, yeah,
Speaker 1: that's just weird. I mean, I don't know. I guess
Speaker 1: I teeter the line, you know what I mean. It's
Speaker 1: like where it's like, you know, if you send a
Speaker 1: personal video to someone, or if it's just like work video,
Speaker 1: Like yes, I feel like if I'm sending to you,
Speaker 1: it's okay. But if you're just watching my porn, why
Speaker 1: you can fuck me? I don't know. Maybe just don't
Speaker 1: tell me. I feel like I'm better with not knowing
Speaker 1: as long as it doesn't like, you know, interfere into
Speaker 1: my like sex life. You know, who are you still fucking.
Speaker 2: Me and not just writing?
Speaker 3: God that would see I haven't experienced that, and I'm
Speaker 3: glad I haven't. I haven't been there, but that would
Speaker 3: actually be like a nightmare. Scenarios if I dated someone.
Speaker 2: And they were like, no, babe, not interested in sex,
Speaker 2: but then like two hours later walking out, I'm jerking
Speaker 2: off there they're.
Speaker 1: Fucking my flesh light in the corner.
Speaker 2: Now, I don't need you.
Speaker 1: I got this fucking toy of mine. You know it
Speaker 1: doesn't I always say, like what I selling it my fleshlight,
Speaker 1: and like it's like the best version of me. I
Speaker 1: was like, I never have headaches, I'm always ready to
Speaker 1: go and easy clean up. You definitely need it.
Speaker 2: Definitely, that's the best way to sell it.
Speaker 1: That's probably talk you but already having my flesh light
Speaker 1: out there, there's pussy ass. I know you guys, we
Speaker 1: don't talk about those things here, but we do here
Speaker 1: today because it's after dark. After dark, Yeah, we do
Speaker 1: naughty things. Have you ever had where it's like meeting
Speaker 1: people where it's like, you know, I don't know who
Speaker 1: you are, and then they say your name, like your
Speaker 1: poor name. Oh yeah, that's been a recent one of mine,
Speaker 1: and they're like this person started talking to the beach
Speaker 1: by myself. I've been in this whole thing of like
Speaker 1: taking myself out, you know, and like you know, self love.
Speaker 1: But like date said, I would do you know, do
Speaker 1: you want to do with my significant others? So like
Speaker 1: you're doing that. So I'm like journaling. I'm doing my
Speaker 1: own thing. I'm like in my own little you know,
Speaker 1: trying to be my own setting. And this guy comes
Speaker 1: up and he's like is the water cold. I'm like,
Speaker 1: I don't know, I haven't been in and he was
Speaker 1: like give a minute. I'm like, no mindre I just
Speaker 1: got out. But I wasn't gonna any want to talk
Speaker 1: to him. I want to talk to anybody. And he
Speaker 1: was like oh, He's like, so where are you from.
Speaker 1: I'm like California, like, and he's talking and I'm like oh,
Speaker 1: and I'm being very short with him because I was like, hey,
Speaker 1: I'm like having a self you know, self day, like
Speaker 1: I'm trying to journal, I'm like trying to do my
Speaker 1: own thing, which sounds super la like I'm meditating, I'm
Speaker 1: reading a book, an audio book like it just sounded whatever.
Speaker 1: But anyways, that was setting and he's still not getting
Speaker 1: the point and then he's like, I don't know what
Speaker 1: else he said. He was like wait a minute, and
Speaker 1: then I was like all right, well, I'm I'm gonna go.
Speaker 1: Like I was like basically meeting him because I have
Speaker 1: a whole setup. I can't go anywhere, and he's like,
Speaker 1: he's like, wait, don't I know you? Oh he's Alexis.
Speaker 2: You cann't tell that he's been for his time to
Speaker 2: say the whole time, he's.
Speaker 1: Been for ten minutes talking to me about bullshit I
Speaker 1: don't want to hear. And I'm just like, again, mind you,
Speaker 1: I'm putting myself out there. I'm you know, I'm I'm single.
Speaker 1: I'm trying to like do the right thing and not
Speaker 1: make everyone go away. But this was not the one
Speaker 1: to be like in that situation. So I was like,
Speaker 1: he's like, Alexis Texas. I knew. I just knew it's you.
Speaker 1: And then he's like can I take a picture? And
Speaker 1: I was like and then I was like, sure, let
Speaker 1: me take a picture. So I took a picture. And
Speaker 1: then he has the audacity to be like can I
Speaker 1: take a picture of your ass? I'm like absolutely not.
Speaker 1: I was like, he said, I'm so sorry. He's like,
Speaker 1: I'm sorry. He's like, he's like I had to ask him.
Speaker 1: I was like, you know what I feel you at
Speaker 1: least it doesn't hurt to ask whatever. I'm like just alone.
Speaker 1: So then he left. But it's a situations like that
Speaker 1: where it's like you knew who I was in the beginning.
Speaker 1: And again it's not like I would have liked Like
Speaker 1: how would I even played out say I would have
Speaker 1: liked him right, and then like he's gonna wait till
Speaker 1: what and then he's gonna be like, oh, yeah, I
Speaker 1: do know New Alexis Texas. No, guys, just be honest.
Speaker 1: I feel like more people just need to learn how
Speaker 1: to communicate and not like I feel like people think
Speaker 1: they want to lie to you, and then it's like
Speaker 1: for who's good your own, not mine, it's not hurting me.
Speaker 2: Yeah, it's fucking weird.
Speaker 3: And like I mean because I've had that too where
Speaker 3: someone obviously it's like I found out that they recognized
Speaker 3: me and then they just didn't say anything about it.
Speaker 3: And I feel like it reflects more on them, right,
Speaker 3: because it's like a guy who thinks, like, oh, if
Speaker 3: I just tell her that I know that I recognize
Speaker 3: her from porn, she'll think.
Speaker 2: I'm weird and it'll be awkward.
Speaker 1: And I'm like, for me, I think it's ballsy enough
Speaker 1: and not ballsy. I guess it's it's it's sexy enough
Speaker 1: to me that you have enough confidence to come up
Speaker 1: to me because that's a plus. Those people won't even
Speaker 1: do that. So I'm willing to talk to you and
Speaker 1: I'm very nice, but it comes to a point when,
Speaker 1: you know, for me, anyways, within the first like thirty seconds,
Speaker 1: I know if I'm vibing you or not. Yeah, and
Speaker 1: I just don't know if it's just me and with
Speaker 1: energy is how I feel. I'm just like, okay, so
Speaker 1: I'm gonna be like really like okay, I'll interviertain this
Speaker 1: or I'm like get.
Speaker 2: The fuck out of my head.
Speaker 1: It's one way. I'm a Gemini and I'm Puerto Rican too,
Speaker 1: so it's like, you know, I'm a little feisty sometimes,
Speaker 1: especially I'm trying to journal and do my own thing.
Speaker 2: When's your birthday? You just had a birth I.
Speaker 3: Did on my twenty fifth, Oh my god, yeah, I'm
Speaker 3: June twentieth.
Speaker 2: We have a Gemini too. Geminis are very overrepresented in
Speaker 2: the We're the.
Speaker 1: Most awesome people ever. We have a lot of Geminis
Speaker 1: on my team here, so we you know, we really
Speaker 1: like Geminis because we're just good energy for me. That's why,
Speaker 1: you know, people say just because of like the Texas
Speaker 1: thing too. Whatever, But I'm a straight shooter. I'd rather
Speaker 1: be honest and upfront, and it's laid it on the line.
Speaker 1: You can choose not to like it. I don't want
Speaker 1: to offend anybody by any means, but I sometimes just
Speaker 1: speak well, I know all the time, speak my truth
Speaker 1: all the time.
Speaker 2: You just lay it out.
Speaker 1: Speaking of truth, we're gonna start and play one of
Speaker 1: my favorite parts of the episode, Truth with Texas. Yes,
Speaker 1: you've got four cards. Each card is an ace, and
Speaker 1: each ace is a different suited question. Are you ready
Speaker 1: to play with me? I'm sorry, I'm very ready. Yeah,
Speaker 1: you like that, you're ready to play with me?
Speaker 2: I would love to play with you.
Speaker 1: Yes, you looked me in the eyes. That means it's real.
Speaker 1: Private talk down all right, Truth with Texas my favorite game.
Speaker 1: Let's get to know you a little bit more. All right,
Speaker 1: Pick a card and let us know what it is.
Speaker 2: The Ace of that's Spades, right.
Speaker 1: It is the Ace of Spades, which is our favorite
Speaker 1: hair private talk. It's because it's a naughty question.
Speaker 2: I am I'm so naughty. Someone punish me.
Speaker 1: Oh have you ever used a toy during intercourse?
Speaker 2: Oh? All the time?
Speaker 1: Yes, what is this toy that you have on them.
Speaker 2: Oh, Hitachi one, well, technically it's a doxy one is
Speaker 2: specifically the make and model that I use.
Speaker 1: But like I am in a car, it is.
Speaker 2: It's my just big, big, powerful vibrators.
Speaker 3: But I like all kinds of toys. I would say
Speaker 3: that two the types of toys I use the most
Speaker 3: during sex are butt plugs and vibrators all.
Speaker 1: The time, like it's a go to.
Speaker 3: The vibrator is almost all the time, like in my
Speaker 3: personal life, not necessarily if I'm shooting scenes because sometimes
Speaker 3: it doesn't work for the scene or like the sound
Speaker 3: creates issues. So personal life is very much vibrator almost
Speaker 3: pretty much every time.
Speaker 2: And then a lot of the times butt plugs. Yeah,
Speaker 2: it's bitter swallow, oh the swallow always. I don't think
Speaker 2: I've ever spat, like.
Speaker 1: Literally never is it like you're gonna be entire mount
Speaker 1: if you do it.
Speaker 2: I just it just doesn't seem necessary, Like why exactly.
Speaker 1: Why why lub or spit uh lube? Have you ever
Speaker 1: masturbated in public?
Speaker 2: Yes? Where nowhere too risky.
Speaker 3: I've definitely masturbated in a dressing room, like you know
Speaker 3: in just or were.
Speaker 1: You excited like you got us sexually aroused by trying
Speaker 1: something on, and you just.
Speaker 2: Was like, uh, probably both.
Speaker 1: I like it. I like, can't I say, so, you've
Speaker 1: masturbated in several dressing rooms all across America.
Speaker 3: Masturbating across America. I like this, but like probably a thing.
Speaker 3: It's technically it's like semi public is like if I'm
Speaker 3: in the car and I'm driving, like there's a thing
Speaker 3: that happens where I will actually just get inexplicably like
Speaker 3: horny while while driving and you know, especially stuck.
Speaker 1: If you have like a vibratory in your glove box
Speaker 1: for an all emergencies.
Speaker 3: I literally so it's been a minute because I don't
Speaker 3: have to like after with COVID, right, I'm not going anywhere,
Speaker 3: So like.
Speaker 1: You stay strapped with vibrators. Other people say, have guns.
Speaker 1: I have strapped with vibrators, Homie.
Speaker 3: I used to have a like a like a little
Speaker 3: like pond vibrator that was in my purse like all
Speaker 3: the time.
Speaker 1: Where do you use that everywhere?
Speaker 2: Well?
Speaker 3: I started out carrying it because like of just not knowing,
Speaker 3: Like sometimes I'd be like last minute plans going to
Speaker 3: my boyfriend's house, and so I was like, well, when
Speaker 3: I have it in case and then.
Speaker 1: Case but I go off or in case.
Speaker 2: Oh oh no, like just just in case. I ended
Speaker 2: up going to his house.
Speaker 3: It was also the plan, right, so like I'm out
Speaker 3: and then he's like, hey, want to come over and
Speaker 3: are prepared, but I don't want to drive back home
Speaker 3: to get my vibrator, so just keep it on my purse.
Speaker 1: You're so cute. That was so funny. I don't feel
Speaker 1: like I've anyone to like fully admit that, Nora. I
Speaker 1: just feel like I don't really feel like I have
Speaker 1: a portable enough vibrator to go. And I'd have sex
Speaker 1: at my house if I guess, if it was anywhere.
Speaker 1: But I know you were always on the go, ready
Speaker 1: to go.
Speaker 2: My plan and action.
Speaker 3: I a friend of mine had like a moving away
Speaker 3: party pre COVID over a year ago, and I went
Speaker 3: to It was at a restaurant and there was like
Speaker 3: thirty or forty people showing up at this restaurant for
Speaker 3: a moving party. And I had brought her like a
Speaker 3: gift card, and I was wearing a fainny pack and
Speaker 3: I I opened my fanty pack to give her present
Speaker 3: that I had put in there in like a card
Speaker 3: and there was, and I forgot because it was one
Speaker 3: of those times where I was like, I think we
Speaker 3: go to my boyfriend's after this.
Speaker 2: So I had a full size.
Speaker 3: Eight ounce bottle of lube in my fanny pack and
Speaker 3: I was.
Speaker 1: Like, oh is that in Kentucky. They're like, girl, where
Speaker 1: are you going with that eight ounce?
Speaker 2: Yeap?
Speaker 3: The best word was my friend didn't question it. She
Speaker 3: was like, oh, yep, that's all right, that makes sense.
Speaker 1: You're going You're going.
Speaker 2: To his house?
Speaker 1: Huh. I like that. So being in the adult industry,
Speaker 1: I'm sure like boyfriends, people say they mean to size matter.
Speaker 3: Yes, what's hilarious is I used to say I used
Speaker 3: to I used to lie to myself.
Speaker 2: Well, yeah, kinda. I mean, you know, maybe you.
Speaker 1: Just weren't in your own truth yet.
Speaker 3: I think I I think I didn't have the level
Speaker 3: of experience that I have now, and I didn't know
Speaker 3: myself as well. But I'm fortunate enough now.
Speaker 1: That you've just had a lot of good dick and
Speaker 1: so now you want to compare to Yeah.
Speaker 3: And so size it's I would be totally lying if
Speaker 3: I said it didn't matter, Like to me, yeah it matters.
Speaker 3: But also it's not the most important thing. Like it's
Speaker 3: one of many factors.
Speaker 1: Would you stay with someone Would you stay with somebody
Speaker 1: who had horrible sex?
Speaker 2: Absolutely not?
Speaker 1: No, Okay, so what is your idea perfect dick? Describe
Speaker 1: as the dick that you want? Maybe you have? I
Speaker 1: mean no, no, no, yeah, So she's like about that.
Speaker 3: No, like literally, I know, I just sound like I'm
Speaker 3: just coming to here to just like seeing my boyfriend's
Speaker 3: fucking praises, but like legitimately, like he has like probably
Speaker 3: the best dick that I've ever Like it's I didn't
Speaker 3: actually realize. I mean, I always knew sex was important
Speaker 3: to me, right, but like until like this is probably
Speaker 3: the first person that I've dated in my adulthood that
Speaker 3: I have vibed with that well that I'm like, this
Speaker 3: is fucking like every time, the sex every time is
Speaker 3: really good and.
Speaker 1: With the feelings too. It is as you're going to
Speaker 1: start with a good you know, what's a good piece,
Speaker 1: you know, and then you know what you know, you
Speaker 1: communicate with each other, you know what things like, and
Speaker 1: then you pay attention to your partner and then it's
Speaker 1: just yeah, amazing.
Speaker 2: Yeah.
Speaker 3: So I mean, like I think the perfect size is
Speaker 3: something that's big enough that it like kind of has
Speaker 3: that extra oomph every time that I'm like, oh.
Speaker 1: Hey boy, like that means the girth or yeah, like
Speaker 1: the girth and length.
Speaker 3: Like I would say I like an above average size dick,
Speaker 3: both in girth, girth and length. But it's I wanted
Speaker 3: to ride that line where it's like it's not too
Speaker 3: big to where like if we had if we were
Speaker 3: to get horny twice in one day, Like I don't
Speaker 3: want to be able to like add a commission, right,
Speaker 3: I don't want to be put out a commission by
Speaker 3: a dick that's like massive. So it's like that riding
Speaker 3: the line of like satisfyingly big but not over your size.
Speaker 1: What's that over average number? Because you know you're like,
Speaker 1: I don't know, it's your boy? Eight nine?
Speaker 2: He like like that, like that like that long? That's
Speaker 2: a ten inch? He's like ten inches. It is very long, impressive.
Speaker 2: I have. I have my body type.
Speaker 3: I feel like this is a thing that like women's
Speaker 3: bodies are different, right, and no two are the same,
Speaker 3: and everyone's got their different limits. But I find that
Speaker 3: for me, quite a bit of extreme length fits better
Speaker 3: than extreme girth. So I'm like I'm like, I'm I'm happy,
Speaker 3: Like I can do a lot of length, but like
Speaker 3: I have some pretty hard limits when it comes to girth,
Speaker 3: but like hier ish and then like and like that
Speaker 3: ish so good.
Speaker 2: Good, pretty solid.
Speaker 1: That's I can tell. Yeah, all right, we're gonna get
Speaker 1: to another car, all right. Uh.
Speaker 2: Ace of Hearts.
Speaker 1: Ace of Hearts is a romantic question, Oh, I like,
Speaker 1: would you consider yourself a romantic?
Speaker 2: Yes?
Speaker 1: What is the most romantic thing you've done for a partner?
Speaker 3: M M?
Speaker 2: I am.
Speaker 3: I enjoy being extremely generous with my partners, and I
Speaker 3: mean it's just like anyone in my life.
Speaker 2: That I love.
Speaker 1: I don't have to be generous sexually with like gifts
Speaker 1: with like dud like what is it? Gifts of affirmation?
Speaker 2: That's like, yeah, I love the lung level of languages.
Speaker 3: Yes, Like I am into the love language thing, like
Speaker 3: I've done the quiz multiple times and like it's as
Speaker 3: well as your love language changed slightly over the years,
Speaker 3: which I think is normal. But my my top love
Speaker 3: language has always, like my number one has always consistently
Speaker 3: been physical touch okay, and then right behind that is
Speaker 3: quality time. And I think I want to say my
Speaker 3: third one because there's it's like the first two are
Speaker 3: really strong, and then the other three that come behind
Speaker 3: it are like kind of you could substitute them, like
Speaker 3: they kind of got even scores or something. So so
Speaker 3: I think my third one though, was important. Yeah, like
Speaker 3: words of affirmation and like gift gift receiving is always
Speaker 3: the last. Like I don't give a fuck if someone
Speaker 3: gives me presents, but gift giving and words of reformation
Speaker 3: are like three and four. But yeah, like I and
Speaker 3: in terms of like that's what I want to receive
Speaker 3: from someone, but what I want to give to someone
Speaker 3: is usually like I what's funny is gift gift receiving
Speaker 3: is like my last priority as far as what I
Speaker 3: want to get out of a relationship. But it's one
Speaker 3: of the first things I do for other people. And
Speaker 3: it's it's not like physically like oh I got you
Speaker 3: at present. It could just be like I, you know,
Speaker 3: I just like surprising people with things, so like like
Speaker 3: I just like get little I'm always thinking of people
Speaker 3: in my life and like what can I will like
Speaker 3: trink it can I find for this person? Like I
Speaker 3: always think about little things I can find and like
Speaker 3: surprise them with you know.
Speaker 1: I like that, where's your favorite place to be kissed?
Speaker 3: I think, like, well, on my probably just making out
Speaker 3: like you know, traditional making out of my mouth. Yeah yeah,
Speaker 3: But like if we were if I had to choose
Speaker 3: a place, it's like not the obvious like kissing, kissing
Speaker 3: on the mouth, then I like right behind my ear,
Speaker 3: like in the nape of my neck is solid.
Speaker 1: How old were you when you got your first kiss.
Speaker 2: I was twelve when I got my first kiss.
Speaker 1: Horrible, horrible scenario. Was it like all the magical stars
Speaker 1: that she wanted it to be?
Speaker 3: Here?
Speaker 2: Was it?
Speaker 1: Like?
Speaker 2: It was terrible and awkward?
Speaker 3: It was this boy that I had a really big
Speaker 3: crush on in sixth grade, and we lived in the
Speaker 3: same neighborhood and we both like walked to and from
Speaker 3: school with like a group of other kids in my
Speaker 3: neighborhood and my girl my girlfriends, like in sixth grade,
Speaker 3: they knew that I had a crush on this.
Speaker 2: Boy, and one of them thought it would be really funny.
Speaker 3: To like basically like dare us to kiss each other. Right,
Speaker 3: So we're walking home, We're like in the middle of
Speaker 3: the park that we like walked through to get back
Speaker 3: to my house, and he seemed like really like dismissive,
Speaker 3: and it made me. I was like really sad because
Speaker 3: I thought he didn't like me back. And I found out,
Speaker 3: of course years later, like he did and it was
Speaker 3: just he was completely frozy and paralyzed.
Speaker 1: With awkward but just like their own feelings because.
Speaker 3: Yeah, age, yeah, but it was basically like these two
Speaker 3: other girls that we were friends with, like egging us
Speaker 3: on and then me and him just standing and him
Speaker 3: being like straight as a board, like and then me
Speaker 3: just like.
Speaker 1: Did I do it right?
Speaker 3: It wasn't like there was no tongue. It was a
Speaker 3: very like quick awkward like and then it was done.
Speaker 1: What is something that you would say is an important
Speaker 1: lesson you've learned in a past relationship?
Speaker 3: Ooh, to trust myself, to trust my own instincts I had.
Speaker 3: I learned that lesson more than once, honestly, and it's
Speaker 3: something that I feel, like, you know what, I could
Speaker 3: admit it took me a minute to learn that one,
Speaker 3: But once I learned it.
Speaker 2: I learned it really well.
Speaker 3: And I no longer doubt myself and my intuition about
Speaker 3: other people because I realized that the times that I
Speaker 3: did in the past were big mistakes, you know.
Speaker 2: And I was right all along relax exactly.
Speaker 1: Yeah, but that's I mean, it's part of I feel
Speaker 1: like you can't be so hard on yourself too. But
Speaker 1: it's good to have that awareness because it's like, you know,
Speaker 1: and still being you know, so young too. Thirty three
Speaker 1: is a very like impactful age. A lot of things
Speaker 1: start coming into light, you know, spiritually, like around your world.
Speaker 1: You're just kind of more settled and have more experience.
Speaker 1: So it's just, you know, it's part of evolution and
Speaker 1: like what it is. But I feel like it's it's
Speaker 1: better to go through like those little bumps now, like
Speaker 1: I feel like early on, than it is to like
Speaker 1: live your whole life and never find it because a
Speaker 1: lot of people don't you know what I mean. So
Speaker 1: I think that it's really cool to have that awareness
Speaker 1: of that right now.
Speaker 2: Yeah, I feel very grateful for it. Absolutely.
Speaker 1: Have you ever had sex on a beach?
Speaker 2: I haven't. I feel like I should maybe some time.
Speaker 1: There's so a lot of time I supposed to.
Speaker 2: Be going to the nude beach soon.
Speaker 1: Where it's the same beach tell private talk.
Speaker 3: I don't know, like so in La exactly, No, it's
Speaker 3: like an hour away. Okay, Like I don't know exactly
Speaker 3: the location, but it's like, like, is it like Malibu,
Speaker 3: ai ish or it's north. I want to say it's
Speaker 3: near Staying of Barbara. Oh okay, that way Okay, yeah, yeah,
Speaker 3: because I know I talked to a couple of people
Speaker 3: and my friends and I were like, let's go to
Speaker 3: the nude Beach. But we were trying to decide if
Speaker 3: it's like San Diego. I think we're going to do
Speaker 3: the one up north because it's closer than driving all
Speaker 3: the way to San Diego.
Speaker 1: Yeah, it's fun road trip though. Was summertime, the hot
Speaker 1: girl summer.
Speaker 2: It is hot girl summer. It's always hot girls.
Speaker 1: There you go girl get it, Hot girl year, hot
Speaker 1: girl or just hot girl life.
Speaker 3: All right, next, hard diamonds.
Speaker 1: Diamonds it's a spicy question. Oh they're all a little spicy.
Speaker 1: We like that. Here at private talk. Let's see your
Speaker 1: craziest place you've ever had sex?
Speaker 2: Took a sip at a bad moment there there.
Speaker 1: Will give you some time, Thank you.
Speaker 3: I hate to be disappointing, but I actually haven't had
Speaker 3: sex in like super crazy circumstances like I've had sex
Speaker 3: in cars many times, and that's probably about as crazy
Speaker 3: as it gets. But like outside, like you know, I've
Speaker 3: had sex in the woods, like in the middle of
Speaker 3: a kayaking trip. So I can tell you the craziest
Speaker 3: place I had a really great opportunity to have sex
Speaker 3: that I didn't because I was too nervous about getting caught,
Speaker 3: and I have regretted it since then. Underneath the prime
Speaker 3: Meridian line in Greenwich, England, Okay, where the literal prime
Speaker 3: meridian is like it's like the.
Speaker 1: That's an experience. A lot of people would say that, you,
Speaker 1: I know, so what made you pass it up? You
Speaker 1: were just too scared to get car I was, yeah,
Speaker 1: trying to go to jail there at me exactly.
Speaker 2: I was like, I'm in a foreign country.
Speaker 3: I really don't want to get arrested for like in
Speaker 3: decent exposure or to please just do it. I wanted
Speaker 3: to so bad and I just didn't, And you know,
Speaker 3: maybe it was still for the best.
Speaker 2: Who knows what it would have happened.
Speaker 1: I think there's another surprise coming around the corner somewhere.
Speaker 1: It's going to be big.
Speaker 3: I just got to know that COVID's over. I have
Speaker 3: to travel more and I have to go to crazy
Speaker 3: places so I can have some more good weird location
Speaker 3: sex stories.
Speaker 1: I agree support this message. I support this message. Ever
Speaker 1: dated somebody older?
Speaker 3: Yes, I dated someone that was roughly twice my age
Speaker 3: When I was twenty three, I was dating someone who
Speaker 3: was forty six, which is I guess literally exactly twice
Speaker 3: my age at the time.
Speaker 2: Yeah, it didn't work out.
Speaker 3: So I personally have a hard age limit at this point,
Speaker 3: like I will not date men and bad old.
Speaker 1: Are you more into like a little bit older, your
Speaker 1: same age, younger? Does it matter at this point?
Speaker 3: I mean it like, I mean, I know you have
Speaker 3: a current boyfriend, yeah, and he's my age, he's one
Speaker 3: year older, so it's it's about the same. But like
Speaker 3: it Yeah, I mean I would say I don't. My
Speaker 3: hard limits are like more of a generational thing, you know.
Speaker 3: Like it's like if I met a guy and I
Speaker 3: really was into him and he's forty, I'm not gonna
Speaker 3: be like, oh no, you're more.
Speaker 2: Than six years older than me, Like it's never gonna happen.
Speaker 3: It's not like that. It's more of a vibe thing.
Speaker 3: But like I will generally say that, like you know.
Speaker 3: I I feel like I learned in that relationship, like
Speaker 3: the power dynamic inherently was tipped in his favor just
Speaker 3: because he was literally twice my age, and that ended
Speaker 3: up being a big problem for me. So I wouldn't
Speaker 3: go back to that again. But like that being said,
Speaker 3: if someone's more like a little older than me, it's
Speaker 3: not a problem.
Speaker 2: It's not going to turn me off up.
Speaker 1: Yeah, sex position you would like to try? Ah, No,
Speaker 1: you're you know your experience, you know, is there something
Speaker 1: that there is what we could try? Or have you
Speaker 1: done them all?
Speaker 2: I mean I would like to do like something with
Speaker 2: like weird sex furniture. I guess like I haven't.
Speaker 1: Sex nature, like I've swing or something or like.
Speaker 3: Yeah, like a yeah, like suspension would be really good.
Speaker 3: Like I've I'm into like a little bit of bondage
Speaker 3: in my personal life. I haven't ever gotten super duper
Speaker 3: experimental with it, but like one of my like fantasy
Speaker 3: scenarios definitely involves like the rope bondage where you're then
Speaker 3: also suspended, like and that just seems like a really
Speaker 3: really cool.
Speaker 1: Is that something that you have never done? I mean,
Speaker 1: well that you wouldn't even think of doing. Is this
Speaker 1: something completely polar opposite of who you are naturally and
Speaker 1: that's why you want to like gear Twitter? Or is
Speaker 1: this something you want to try?
Speaker 3: Oh, I definitely, it's such something that I just want
Speaker 3: to try, Like I have a very natural interest in it,
Speaker 3: Like I enjoy like a little bit of power play
Speaker 3: and such.
Speaker 2: I think it's very fun.
Speaker 3: So it's definitely like an inherent like interest of mine sexually,
Speaker 3: and it's just something that requires like someone who knows
Speaker 3: what they're doing to like rig the ropes for sure,
Speaker 3: and I just the opportunity.
Speaker 2: Has never presented itself, so I've never done it yet.
Speaker 1: Is there something that's completely off limits in the bedroom? Uh?
Speaker 2: Oh, that's a that's a good one.
Speaker 3: I mean yes, Like I don't know if I should
Speaker 3: say it because I think it's just so gross to
Speaker 3: even like think or talk about.
Speaker 2: But like any like scat.
Speaker 3: Related play, like obviously that's that there are people out
Speaker 3: there think it should be.
Speaker 1: A given because I would be like I wouldn't even
Speaker 1: think of that, but yeah, I definitely learnt any I know,
Speaker 1: definitely not, but yeah, people are into that there is
Speaker 1: Speaking of fetishes, do you have a fetish of your own.
Speaker 2: Uh so I kind of do.
Speaker 3: I joke that I have a breeding fetish, and I
Speaker 3: don't really because Lane.
Speaker 1: You want to breathe.
Speaker 3: I just really really like cream pies, right, but I
Speaker 3: don't actually want.
Speaker 1: To like I really love cream I love them.
Speaker 2: I think they're great.
Speaker 1: You should. With our last guest in his pull up
Speaker 1: game pregnancy, I don't know, pull I'm not gonna lie.
Speaker 3: I was listening to it and I was like a
Speaker 3: little bit turned on, but then he was like actually
Speaker 3: getting girls pregnant, and it's where it becomes like a
Speaker 3: realistic I don't really.
Speaker 2: Know if he was.
Speaker 1: I don't have like a play on word because I
Speaker 1: don't think he's these girls pregnant.
Speaker 2: I think he is either.
Speaker 3: I think it's his brand that he talks about it
Speaker 3: like that, but he's not actually, because you would have
Speaker 3: so much child support to be paying if you were
Speaker 3: really doing that.
Speaker 1: Yeah, I was confused. I tapped out of that one.
Speaker 1: I I just was like, no, not not subscribing, not
Speaker 1: buying like I didn't know, especially like a lot of ways.
Speaker 1: The other it was just yeah that part. Have you
Speaker 1: ever used food during intimacy? No?
Speaker 3: Not really, I mean not in a very like specific way.
Speaker 3: I might have done the thing where you like sexily
Speaker 3: feed someone of strawberry, but like not bring.
Speaker 1: Like cucumbers and like fucking yourself with them.
Speaker 3: I mean I did fuck myself with the cucumber once
Speaker 3: and then I was satisfying. I think I picked a
Speaker 3: cucumber that was a little too big, because the next
Speaker 3: day I was like, damn.
Speaker 1: Why am I so sore? They got me?
Speaker 2: It got me good.
Speaker 1: That's that's hilarious. That's the best thing I've heard.
Speaker 2: I did it for the only fans. Sometimes you gotta do.
Speaker 1: I did it for the only fans. I like that,
Speaker 1: So please support your only fans. Where can we find
Speaker 1: what is your only fans tag?
Speaker 2: I've got two.
Speaker 3: I've got a free page and a VIP page, and
Speaker 3: my free one is Sirie Doll free, s I R
Speaker 3: I d A h L free, and then my paid
Speaker 3: one is Siri porn Star.
Speaker 1: All is one word, SI porn Stars. You got straight
Speaker 1: to the point. What can what's a little sneak peak
Speaker 1: of what you have on your only fans that we
Speaker 1: can be enticed to go and get a subscription.
Speaker 3: Uh yeah, so like a huge feature of my only
Speaker 3: Fans recently is that I did a boy girl scene
Speaker 3: with the performer Dread, which you know.
Speaker 1: I love him.
Speaker 2: He's also a Texas boy.
Speaker 1: Like I didn't know that part. I met him at
Speaker 1: a v and at Jel Jordan's booth a couple of
Speaker 1: years ago. But he's just such a sweet energy, just
Speaker 1: very like you just want to hug him every time.
Speaker 2: He's a I was gonna say little, I was like, wait, no,
Speaker 2: that's the wrong word. He's a big teddy bear. Yeah,
Speaker 2: for sure sweet.
Speaker 3: And what's funny is it wasn't our first time getting
Speaker 3: in the sack together. It's just our first time on
Speaker 3: camera because I met him in Texas before I ever
Speaker 3: started in the.
Speaker 1: Strol, So there was it. There was like a whole
Speaker 1: storyline before.
Speaker 2: Yeah, we we literally I hooked up with him when
Speaker 2: I was totally a civilian, Like.
Speaker 1: So was it like super random? Like how did you
Speaker 1: just ran into him like avian or something was like hey,
Speaker 1: wait I fucked you before and then like that, or
Speaker 1: like how did you find each other again? This pore
Speaker 1: no romance that didn't become romantic.
Speaker 3: I well, I had the idea that I wanted to
Speaker 3: go out tell a and do porn. But when back
Speaker 3: years ago when we had hooked up and he knew
Speaker 3: that because I remember.
Speaker 2: Talking to him about it.
Speaker 3: But then like when once I actually was in La
Speaker 3: and I was actually doing porn, he like saw me
Speaker 3: in something and there.
Speaker 1: Was he in the business at that point or not.
Speaker 2: I feel like he might have shot a couple things,
Speaker 2: but he wasn't him.
Speaker 3: No, I think that he had already like dabbled a
Speaker 3: bit because he came from a background where he was
Speaker 3: like going to.
Speaker 1: Sway dabbling your cock around in the industry, tabble this
Speaker 1: dick around here, a little dick for you, a little
Speaker 1: dick for you, dick for everyone.
Speaker 3: Pvate talkdiddling and dabbling around the porn industry. But from
Speaker 3: what I understand, like I think he'd just done some
Speaker 3: some shoots then, but nothing like huge. And then yeah,
Speaker 3: it was around the same time honestly that I started that.
Speaker 3: I remember he came out and then he started doing
Speaker 3: Now he does a lot of stuff with like jewels
Speaker 3: Jordan too, but yeah, so it was just really funny.
Speaker 3: It was a long time coming, and we were joking
Speaker 3: about how, like, you know, we had sex with each
Speaker 3: other literally ten years ago. For the first time and
Speaker 3: then finally Era anniversary, and I mean other than that,
Speaker 3: on my only fans, I just have a ton of
Speaker 3: like like personal life sex tapes, like I do a
Speaker 3: lot of just day in the life, Like I like
Speaker 3: to share my daily life with my fans and like
Speaker 3: show them what I'm up to and like I.
Speaker 2: You know, I I share like it's my cat sitting
Speaker 2: to know you.
Speaker 1: Yeah, exactly, Like that's very pick It's very you know,
Speaker 1: That's what you know. It's great about fans is like
Speaker 1: everybody's you know, lane is a little bit different. You
Speaker 1: always have people who catered to you. But that's what'school too,
Speaker 1: because it's like they are also like what we spoke
Speaker 1: about the industry earlier is similar to us in some way, yes,
Speaker 1: all of them, but you know, I mean it's a
Speaker 1: community of like people that love you for who you
Speaker 1: are and what you know, everything all your you know,
Speaker 1: work that you've done from when you started stop to whatever.
Speaker 1: And it's cool to like see that kind of progression
Speaker 1: and see who kind of sticks around two you know,
Speaker 1: and things like that. So I think that's really cool
Speaker 1: to get to that level to see, like, you know,
Speaker 1: your own families because now you know, you're a content creator,
Speaker 1: but now you have your own only fans, it's your
Speaker 1: your own, you're managing your own I'm in control. It's fantastic,
Speaker 1: controlled girl, You're always in control. That's right. I like that.
Speaker 1: All right, we've got one more car already.
Speaker 2: What's the last one?
Speaker 1: It is a club a clubs. We're a kinky. Are
Speaker 1: you ready for kinky?
Speaker 3: Okay, yes, you're like, they're all We've gotten a little
Speaker 3: kinky already.
Speaker 1: That's why you know they're all spicy, naughty. Now now
Speaker 1: it's kinky. The kinky time has come rough sex or
Speaker 1: sensual sex.
Speaker 3: Ooh, so it It'll depend on my mood in the
Speaker 3: given time, but I would say that my default option
Speaker 3: more often is probably going to be.
Speaker 1: Rough sex, rough sex, make it hurt.
Speaker 2: Yeah, m hmm.
Speaker 1: What type of porn turns you want? Ooh?
Speaker 3: I like unscripted things a lot. And it's probably because
Speaker 3: of being in the industry, Like it's, you know, because
Speaker 3: I know the behind the scenes thing, Like if something
Speaker 3: feels formulaic to me when I'm watching it, I will
Speaker 3: quickly lose interesting.
Speaker 2: Correct. Yeah.
Speaker 3: So, and it's also because, like you know, I also
Speaker 3: tend to watch a lot of amateur stuff. And that's
Speaker 3: just because Look, if I do watch porn to get off,
Speaker 3: I don't do it very often because fortunately it being
Speaker 3: my job, like you exactly, But there's still the times when,
Speaker 3: like you know, I no one's immediately available exactly meantime,
Speaker 3: and I'm like, I'm just gonna.
Speaker 2: Did on myself and I'm gonna watch some porn. And
Speaker 2: I tend to go for things.
Speaker 3: Exactly, and I go for things that are a little
Speaker 3: more amateur because I don't want to get into business mindset.
Speaker 3: So if I'm seeing people on camera that I do
Speaker 3: not know, it's more like my business doesn't because before it's.
Speaker 1: Like you're spying on people and you're like I want
Speaker 1: to see them. So yeah, not a bad way, it's
Speaker 1: just like it's just becomes shaded to a point. Yeah,
Speaker 1: what is the most number of times you've had sex
Speaker 1: in one day? Like, oh, oh my god, sounds draining already.
Speaker 1: You're have told us your number.
Speaker 3: You said had sex though, because my brain immediately thought
Speaker 3: how many times I've come in one day, which is
Speaker 3: like an insane number.
Speaker 1: Tell us that number two.
Speaker 2: It's like forty over forty forty in one day. Yeah, jesus,
Speaker 2: what were you doing? Multiple orgasms?
Speaker 3: I mean I can easily have like ten orgasms, forty
Speaker 3: I have forty. I like to come, but forty what
Speaker 3: were you doing?
Speaker 1: Was it with a dick? Was it with by yourself?
Speaker 1: Was it just all oh it was.
Speaker 2: It was with my partner for sure, yeah.
Speaker 1: All day? Or like I like, tell us paint this picture. Well,
Speaker 1: I need to know.
Speaker 3: Four times I mean literally like four times in a
Speaker 3: day is like the most that I've had sex.
Speaker 1: But you said forty.
Speaker 3: It's literally about we said forty for zero coming in
Speaker 3: one day.
Speaker 1: Yeah, but like but that's why I was saying, if
Speaker 1: I have.
Speaker 2: I could have four sex.
Speaker 1: Oh my god, how does your pussy work? And it's
Speaker 1: not broken? I'm like doing this is CMI but here
Speaker 1: at private but it's after dark so I can spill it.
Speaker 2: No.
Speaker 1: But like I'm doing custom videos for my only fans,
Speaker 1: and like, I can only do so many fucking videos
Speaker 1: a day. I can only come so many times. Forty
Speaker 1: is a lot. How do you really come where it's
Speaker 1: not like dust coming out of there, it's like sprinkled
Speaker 1: dust and there's nothing coming out of the vagina. They're
Speaker 1: kind of like are you really coming?
Speaker 3: They're mighty, they're mighty weed involved. I mean, I definitely
Speaker 3: find that I have more of a like, you know.
Speaker 2: Thing, a thing.
Speaker 1: But okay, so let's let's get down to business. How
Speaker 1: many hours of this is span? Was this twenty four hours.
Speaker 3: Or was this like it would have been in a
Speaker 3: twenty four hour span, not in like a one day.
Speaker 3: This could have been like my boyfriend and I were like,
Speaker 3: let's try to do this like eight am that day
Speaker 3: and then following eight am the next day. So it's
Speaker 3: like we could have sex when we wake up, we
Speaker 3: could have sex after lunch in the afternoon, have sex
Speaker 3: after dinner.
Speaker 1: That you're not but you're not well okay, okay, okay,
Speaker 1: I get what you're saying. So now let's break this
Speaker 1: question apart because now I'm back to my census. How
Speaker 1: many times per session? Are you coming? Ten?
Speaker 2: At least ten?
Speaker 1: Because that matters because I was I was mistaken from
Speaker 1: the number. But if you think about it, because I
Speaker 1: can probably come sometimes in a session, and a session
Speaker 1: can last from twenty to thirty to forty five an
Speaker 1: hour and a half depending on the person or the situation.
Speaker 1: But I'm at least coming five times at least five
Speaker 1: to six five really because you know I'm old, but
Speaker 1: you know no five is like but my but like
Speaker 1: I'm a naturally horny person. If I find someone that
Speaker 1: I'm like, I'm into whatever, I'm we're fucking so you
Speaker 1: know what I mean. And then the next time I'm
Speaker 1: doing it, and I also know my body so well,
Speaker 1: is that I'm gonna come multiple times because why are
Speaker 1: you doing this? Like, yes, this is why we're here,
Speaker 1: Like let's go. Okay, so you said at least ten
Speaker 1: times per session, yes, okay, that makes that it's up
Speaker 1: even it evens the playing field out a little bit.
Speaker 1: But yeah, that's a lot. That's more I think coming
Speaker 1: for me, I would probably say I would probably say
Speaker 1: twelve ish only because I had like an ex that
Speaker 1: was like really like trying to like we like like
Speaker 1: break a record so he could, like you know, a
Speaker 1: man are just stupid and they make these dumb fucking
Speaker 1: games that mean no point in their price, and they're
Speaker 1: like I'm gonna win and be the best. Well I'm
Speaker 1: gonna fuck you the best and the most times you've
Speaker 1: ever come in your life, because you know nobody's done it.
Speaker 1: Something like that, and so I think I can I
Speaker 1: can see twelve and well, did you make him a
Speaker 1: little badge? I need a badge after him? Fucking like
Speaker 1: this is a prize, honey, Like twelve times you're welcome.
Speaker 1: Welcome to the party is when we talk. I love it,
Speaker 1: I love it. I love it all right? Is there
Speaker 1: any questions that you would like to ask Miss Texas?
Speaker 1: Why here?
Speaker 2: God?
Speaker 1: Wow, speechless, like I like that private?
Speaker 2: Do you miss Texas?
Speaker 1: Do I miss Texas? You know that's a loaded question
Speaker 1: for me only because I went to I go to
Speaker 1: Texas quite often. My family's still there, but I went
Speaker 1: to my to see my sister for her birthday and
Speaker 1: I got stuck there for like two weeks during the
Speaker 1: ice storm that they had that everything was shut down
Speaker 1: and that was not cool Texas. So I haven't been
Speaker 1: back since then. I was like, I'm not getting stuck there.
Speaker 1: I literally was stuck. There was nothing you can do.
Speaker 1: I've been in like really horrible weather from Canada to
Speaker 1: all over the world and been stock places for like
Speaker 1: a reason. There was ice, Okay, we just have never
Speaker 1: had anything like that. In no order they have equipment
Speaker 1: to service to anything. You know, there was like out
Speaker 1: rolling power outages, like it was terrible. I was trying
Speaker 1: to leave for like a week. Oh wow, yeah it was.
Speaker 1: It was intense. But I am going, but I am
Speaker 1: going back.
Speaker 2: I'm going.
Speaker 1: I'm going back in July for my niece's birthday, so
Speaker 1: I will be going back in summertime. You know, there's nothing.
Speaker 1: Hopefully anything goes you know, I'm not speak that into existence,
Speaker 1: but no, I do love Texas.
Speaker 2: I do miss it. For me.
Speaker 1: It's more family oriented, you know what I mean. And
Speaker 1: I am single, and I'm not ready for that settling
Speaker 1: down moment in my life or have found somebody to
Speaker 1: kind of do that with me. So maybe eventually I'll
Speaker 1: make my way back to Texas. But right now, it's
Speaker 1: just nice to visit.
Speaker 2: Yeah, that's how I feel about it too.
Speaker 1: Yeah, yeah, it's nice, but it's nice to go back.
Speaker 2: You know.
Speaker 1: It's definitely a reset. Like you said before, it's like
Speaker 1: there's certain things just like you miss about home or
Speaker 1: like you know, and it's really good to just be
Speaker 1: kind of just normal and sit in like you know
Speaker 1: what I mean, Like people don't expect anything from you.
Speaker 1: Actually that's a lie. I do more chores and like
Speaker 1: I'm like my sisters. But it's just like it's very
Speaker 1: it's very just like like free normal, I guess I
Speaker 1: mean so, but I definitely, you know, don't take anything
Speaker 1: for granted. I appreciate my life and everything that, you know,
Speaker 1: come to and work really hard to be but it's
Speaker 1: also nice to like go back and just be like,
Speaker 1: let's just hear quiet and crickets and see lightning, bugs
Speaker 1: and like fun stuff, you know what I mean. So
Speaker 1: that's always fun times to go back that. So I'm
Speaker 1: looking forward to that because it's summertime and those are
Speaker 1: when those things happen more.
Speaker 2: And it is it's really beautiful there in the summer.
Speaker 1: I just thought the solitude of just you know, it's
Speaker 1: kind of just peaceful, you can see stars. It's like,
Speaker 1: I'm very into like the whole