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You are listening 27 00:02:10,120 --> 00:02:16,400 to wm n H LP Manchester's radio podcasting from the top of one thousand Elm 28 00:02:16,479 --> 00:02:22,520 Street eight. Our studios are located at one nineteen Canal Street and lightensed to 29 00:02:22,639 --> 00:02:28,159 Manchester Public television service in Manchester, New Hampshire. Contact us by email at 30 00:02:28,280 --> 00:02:32,919 wm n H nine by three at gmail dot com, or through our website 31 00:02:34,000 --> 00:02:53,479 at Wmmhradio dot org. It's nine o'clock. Yes, it's really no day 32 00:02:53,520 --> 00:03:07,439 five. I'm Anita mine who died. It's hope. I'm with the pot 33 00:03:07,560 --> 00:03:10,960 Ron got back. I'm going Huk Talkie, I've got down since he's got 34 00:03:12,000 --> 00:03:15,319 something on past down twenty twenty Massco and I felt like pot Man pop Man. 35 00:03:15,439 --> 00:03:19,639 They just sing the same for nigros. They washed down the product and 36 00:03:19,879 --> 00:03:23,159 murdered out. He broke down the coulture bit bunched with e goes like yay, 37 00:03:23,199 --> 00:03:28,280 saying we just want the power to Peopa Pizzo. How they're holding the 38 00:03:28,400 --> 00:03:32,919 remote nowadays seems like the troupe the seafol Me though I'm a rebel with one 39 00:03:34,120 --> 00:03:38,400 cause this ball might set the middle of detect dogs. How she knowing is 40 00:03:38,479 --> 00:03:40,719 something like Brett falls. I'm gonna need a breath because you go into the 41 00:03:40,719 --> 00:03:46,120 long yard. Heard you playing like Kevin and get hard thinking number doll. 42 00:03:46,280 --> 00:03:51,199 So probably I'll hit pause, swingle and lose the swing a circle. Working 43 00:03:51,240 --> 00:03:54,479 for the bill Board in the night commercial art that'll put him in check. 44 00:03:54,560 --> 00:04:00,280 Wait let me take a breath. Wait way up next, wingles, this 45 00:04:00,400 --> 00:04:04,199 a winning circle working for the bill Board in the night commercial for you that'll 46 00:04:04,199 --> 00:04:08,479 put them been checked. Wait let me take a breath. Wait will up 47 00:04:08,879 --> 00:04:12,520 next? Wait a second verse. You gonna need a nurse, so the 48 00:04:12,599 --> 00:04:15,000 boy tell us it intil we hit the first. Hold a noise because this 49 00:04:15,040 --> 00:04:18,079 is gonna hit him. Wear hurts, polaroids. We got a rally strying 50 00:04:18,120 --> 00:04:23,079 to bring this darn now we gonna turn into a garden. Were not the 51 00:04:23,160 --> 00:04:26,439 same. I ain't like James Harden shoot for the stars, and no, 52 00:04:26,639 --> 00:04:30,439 you can't guard him. I will not touch that brick. But no bags 53 00:04:30,560 --> 00:04:34,120 parted. It feels like a sweek bush in my own world to found myself. 54 00:04:34,240 --> 00:04:39,480 Often they tell me stop by saying we just started might oh my mind, 55 00:04:39,480 --> 00:04:43,000 but keeth with my heart starving. I ain't eat a bit of been 56 00:04:43,079 --> 00:04:46,160 a minute. But I treated like I'm papa and ate away my swinging, 57 00:04:46,439 --> 00:04:48,839 just trying to reach limits that I never said I go. Can't stop it 58 00:04:48,920 --> 00:04:53,800 him. Chris Wallace, we kick does ten toes and get doe a line. 59 00:04:53,879 --> 00:04:58,079 No, this ain't know William not in ten do drap need to fix 60 00:04:58,160 --> 00:05:00,199 and we giving out good dough. I will not stop. You will have 61 00:05:00,279 --> 00:05:04,959 to come, Mike brow. We ain't gonna lose this winner's circle working for 62 00:05:05,079 --> 00:05:10,519 the bill Board in the night commercial working matall put him in check. Wait, 63 00:05:10,600 --> 00:05:14,199 let me take a breath. Wait, Wi up next. We ain't 64 00:05:14,199 --> 00:05:17,959 gonna lose this winter circle working for the Billboard in the night commercial working, 65 00:05:18,519 --> 00:05:21,519 Gotta put him in check. Wait, let me take a breath. Wait 66 00:05:21,560 --> 00:05:26,759 way up next, Die, it's hope. I'm with the bot mine God 67 00:05:26,879 --> 00:05:30,279 that I won Uncle shunk talkie. I've gone and since it's got something gonna 68 00:05:30,279 --> 00:05:44,639 passed down. Twenty twenty, Massac on knife felt like batman man. Let 69 00:05:44,720 --> 00:05:53,920 me let us when I walk out on the stage. Wait sure they are 70 00:05:53,959 --> 00:06:00,560 here too, Mike check, Wake up, eynnoying, go to sleep? 71 00:06:00,639 --> 00:06:02,800 Stress. Should I have within the hoodie of the button up steam press not 72 00:06:03,000 --> 00:06:06,439 to think a Bugget me said? You say I need mens shouldn't have walked 73 00:06:06,480 --> 00:06:12,120 up in his office offer weed breast he sells or she sells the seashells no 74 00:06:12,360 --> 00:06:15,959 comment. We're not honest with the details. Feeling we're not right. It's 75 00:06:15,079 --> 00:06:19,839 like it's in braill pokis goo oprah and its just turned Gail mean my bread. 76 00:06:19,959 --> 00:06:24,000 Now make sure if it's not stale, dig your own hole. I 77 00:06:24,160 --> 00:06:27,519 leave against you with pale or learn to follow cold money. You're not you 78 00:06:27,600 --> 00:06:30,480 with bail streets hot. It's like we live in the hell. I remember 79 00:06:30,639 --> 00:06:34,600 no ac middle of this summer, sweat pouring down my face, summer filling 80 00:06:34,720 --> 00:06:39,199 up with hunger food in the French. But I left that for my butters. 81 00:06:39,720 --> 00:06:47,720 Could have taken no more. Had to recover and see. I want 82 00:06:47,720 --> 00:06:51,319 to knock you down. I want to see you in that position, but 83 00:06:51,399 --> 00:06:56,360 it's about how you actually that position. When you're knocked down, it says 84 00:06:56,839 --> 00:07:01,399 says, well you really are? Are you a part? Partit? To 85 00:07:01,480 --> 00:07:06,839 you? Fast forward to a life I never wanted. The coma came faster 86 00:07:06,959 --> 00:07:10,879 than they'll go to my stomach, the higher than you climbed in, the 87 00:07:11,000 --> 00:07:14,040 further that you plumbing. Y'all should know I'm canyon. So when it didn't 88 00:07:14,160 --> 00:07:17,439 keep on running, told God need a label and some funding. He looked 89 00:07:17,480 --> 00:07:20,800 at me. Then you gotta teach him something taking and leave it. I'm 90 00:07:20,839 --> 00:07:25,199 never showing no grievous Mama said, dropped the liquor. I took control of 91 00:07:25,279 --> 00:07:29,120 my weekend. Still walk around with water print slapping there no reason, Mama 92 00:07:29,199 --> 00:07:30,800 asks me, why I say, I'm fighting my demons these dollars, I 93 00:07:30,879 --> 00:07:33,399 pledge your allegiance to the common man. Is this even? They see me 94 00:07:33,519 --> 00:07:35,839 rocking? No change? I tell them that it is so freeing. I 95 00:07:35,959 --> 00:07:39,439 know my wants and my needs. My don't was wise and believe me. 96 00:07:39,519 --> 00:07:42,959 You see it's never been easy. Await you're playing Stevie. They robbing up 97 00:07:43,000 --> 00:07:46,600 pocket flyings issue. You see on TV. So bbing on the climb hope 98 00:07:46,639 --> 00:07:57,920 of time that could teach me? So bbing on the climb hope of time 99 00:07:58,040 --> 00:08:05,879 that could teach me to teach me. It's waving on the clim hope of 100 00:08:05,959 --> 00:08:13,439 time that could teach that. You're listening to w M and H get Commander, 101 00:08:13,839 --> 00:08:52,399 don't get Supreme, Lina Matzell coming, Welcome everybody. Here we go. 102 00:08:52,559 --> 00:08:56,919 It is that time again. Matt Connorton Unleashed and we are live from 103 00:08:56,960 --> 00:09:01,480 the studios of w m n H ninety five point three FM in Glorious Manchester, 104 00:09:01,639 --> 00:09:03,799 New Hampshire, on Canal Street. Of course, you can also stream 105 00:09:03,840 --> 00:09:07,840 the show at wm Andhradio dot org, or go to my website Matt connorton 106 00:09:07,919 --> 00:09:13,399 dot com slash live for all your live streaming options, social media links, 107 00:09:13,399 --> 00:09:16,720 contact infos, show archives, et cetera, et cetera. Today is Saturday, 108 00:09:16,840 --> 00:09:31,279 June twenty second, twenty twenty four, and I am not alone Jod 109 00:09:31,480 --> 00:09:37,120 Morning Sunshine. Jenny is here at the news table. Yes, yes, 110 00:09:37,440 --> 00:09:39,879 so that the first song that we open up with today is called We actually 111 00:09:39,919 --> 00:09:43,080 played two from Hope the Rapper, but of course we're doing our our ten 112 00:09:43,200 --> 00:09:48,559 weeks of world radio premieres of new singles from our friend Hope the Rapper. 113 00:09:48,639 --> 00:09:50,960 This is week two and that track was called Winner Circle. That's what we 114 00:09:52,080 --> 00:09:54,799 opened the show with. Great, great track, and then we I threw 115 00:09:54,840 --> 00:10:00,279 in a bonus Hope the Rapper song, The Climb, because I love it. 116 00:10:00,399 --> 00:10:03,080 I love the positivity of it. Great stuff and part of the reason 117 00:10:03,159 --> 00:10:07,799 why too, I decided to play an extra an extra one is our first 118 00:10:07,879 --> 00:10:13,200 guest today. This morning is a no show, so hopefully everything's all right, 119 00:10:13,000 --> 00:10:18,200 but yeah he is. He did not arrive so anyway, but coming 120 00:10:18,240 --> 00:10:22,320 up in the second hour, we have Mary Peters and Sue Smith from the 121 00:10:22,440 --> 00:10:24,759 Sister Witch Company you are going to be joining us. And then in the 122 00:10:24,840 --> 00:10:28,519 third hour we've got a great band called the Two Towns Band. It is, 123 00:10:28,720 --> 00:10:31,879 so they will be with us here as well. But in the meantime 124 00:10:33,399 --> 00:10:37,120 it is Jenny and I and there's never a shortage of things to talk about 125 00:10:37,440 --> 00:10:41,120 ever. Also too, I see Melanie law Liberty from the Great State of 126 00:10:41,200 --> 00:10:46,320 Vermont is in the Facebook live chat and says she's still laughing about Apparently she 127 00:10:46,480 --> 00:10:50,279 finds my impressions to be very amusing. And I did one last night. 128 00:10:50,480 --> 00:10:52,440 I don't do the impressions here, of course I do them. I save 129 00:10:52,559 --> 00:10:58,480 that. I save that for retro Spectrum Radio with Polly C. It's not 130 00:10:58,720 --> 00:11:03,080 fair, not fair. They were born from here. Yeah, you don't 131 00:11:03,120 --> 00:11:07,399 do them here, and that's not fair, right, well, I protest. 132 00:11:07,600 --> 00:11:09,639 Well, you know, here's the thing. And I don't know if 133 00:11:09,679 --> 00:11:13,840 I should talk about this publicly or not, but just a little bit of 134 00:11:13,840 --> 00:11:18,200 a peak behind the curtain. I did sign so when I re signed with 135 00:11:18,799 --> 00:11:22,799 poly C to be the co host on Retrospectrum Radio, because you know, 136 00:11:22,919 --> 00:11:28,159 every every ten years we signed a new contract, and so four years ago 137 00:11:28,240 --> 00:11:31,200 when we signed for another he signed me for another ten years to be his 138 00:11:31,279 --> 00:11:35,960 co host. And part of the deal was, you know, because he 139 00:11:35,080 --> 00:11:41,039 pays me millions of dollars. But I yes, where's my part? Well, 140 00:11:41,080 --> 00:11:45,320 it's in it. It's all tied up in equity or something, but 141 00:11:45,960 --> 00:11:48,919 it's in a Swiss bank account that I can't I've already said too much. 142 00:11:48,799 --> 00:11:54,120 But yeah, so part of the deal is I can only do the impressions 143 00:11:54,159 --> 00:11:58,039 on his program. That's a that's just so retro spectrum Radio with Polly c 144 00:11:58,399 --> 00:12:07,559 exclusive of Yes, I know, I know the nerve. Uh yeah, 145 00:12:07,639 --> 00:12:09,919 Melanie says, it makes me sad. Jenny, thanks for bringing that up. 146 00:12:11,000 --> 00:12:13,399 Yes, that is true. I did. I didn't bring it up. 147 00:12:13,639 --> 00:12:18,559 If you brought it up, you started it. Yes, yes, 148 00:12:18,759 --> 00:12:22,159 right, Melanie talking to you. But of course our retrospect from radio Friday 149 00:12:22,200 --> 00:12:26,159 nights for maybe eleven pm live here on WMNH ninety five point three FM. 150 00:12:26,200 --> 00:12:30,120 And of course if you miss it, you can go to wmnhradio dot org 151 00:12:30,679 --> 00:12:33,080 and get the archive of the show, download the podcast, listen anytime you 152 00:12:33,279 --> 00:12:39,600 like. Melanie says, all those secret uh, all those secret babies really 153 00:12:39,639 --> 00:12:43,799 are a financial drain. Well my goodness, oh no, anyway, very 154 00:12:43,879 --> 00:12:46,120 prolific isn't it. Well, I don't know if that's quite the word, 155 00:12:46,200 --> 00:12:50,519 but I was going to say something else and it changed mid sentence. Also, 156 00:12:50,840 --> 00:12:56,639 Hans Hans Smith, of course from the band Sepsis, is also in 157 00:12:56,759 --> 00:13:03,720 the in the chat room. Welcome, Welcome, they will they're coming in 158 00:13:03,879 --> 00:13:07,120 soon. Yes, actually the next week it is. It's next week the 159 00:13:07,159 --> 00:13:11,080 ten am guest. Actually, Williams can definitely be coming in. I'm not 160 00:13:11,120 --> 00:13:13,720 sure how many others may be coming in or not. Yes, give us 161 00:13:13,759 --> 00:13:18,399 a load down on some of the big projects. They have some huge projects 162 00:13:18,480 --> 00:13:20,919 coming in. And somebody's actually trying to call my cell phone right now. 163 00:13:22,080 --> 00:13:24,240 Isn't that crazy? Oh well, we don't answer when we are on air. 164 00:13:24,480 --> 00:13:30,600 No, we don't. And let's see. So And of course Swarmyfest 165 00:13:30,720 --> 00:13:33,639 is going to be in November and we'll be involved. We will be there, 166 00:13:33,759 --> 00:13:39,000 so excited about that. But we'll talk about that. Okay, we'll 167 00:13:39,039 --> 00:13:43,960 talk about that, I'm sure in more detail when they come in. Also, 168 00:13:43,000 --> 00:13:48,480 if you missed it last week here on the show, we had in 169 00:13:48,559 --> 00:13:52,399 the third hour. I've got a ton of great feedback on it. Green 170 00:13:52,480 --> 00:13:56,480 jelly or green jello. Not sure exactly what to call them at this point 171 00:13:56,039 --> 00:14:00,200 we're here with us live in studio, and I have to say, and 172 00:14:00,240 --> 00:14:03,799 I said this on social media, that was probably and no disrespect any previous 173 00:14:03,879 --> 00:14:09,600 guests, of course, but that was probably the most fun I've ever had 174 00:14:09,639 --> 00:14:13,120 on this show in terms of segments. That was. That was amazing. 175 00:14:13,360 --> 00:14:18,960 So Bill mannspeaker, I'll tell you he can really talk. But if you 176 00:14:18,000 --> 00:14:22,039 missed it, of course, it is in the archive. You can go 177 00:14:22,080 --> 00:14:26,320 to wmhradio dot organ downloaded or my website Matt connorton dot com. And we 178 00:14:26,399 --> 00:14:33,279 put it up on YouTube too. So what am I hearing anyway? I'm 179 00:14:33,320 --> 00:14:37,120 hearing something not in the headphones but from somewhere else. So uh yeah, 180 00:14:37,240 --> 00:14:41,840 so check that out. That was last Saturday. And it was cool too 181 00:14:41,879 --> 00:14:45,279 because you know, they didn't have to come in because they played in Manchester 182 00:14:46,960 --> 00:14:50,759 last night. They played I'm sorry not last night. Last Friday night, 183 00:14:52,200 --> 00:14:56,120 they played at the Shas Skiing and you know, normally when when a band 184 00:14:56,759 --> 00:15:00,759 is going to be on a radio show it's because they have something to promote 185 00:15:00,799 --> 00:15:03,559 in that local market that night. But they had already played, they had 186 00:15:03,559 --> 00:15:07,120 played the previous night, but they wanted to come in anyway, Saturday, 187 00:15:07,159 --> 00:15:11,559 they were playing in Vermont, so they played at the Shasking here in Manchester 188 00:15:11,799 --> 00:15:15,559 on Friday night and then Saturday morning they came in here. So that was 189 00:15:15,639 --> 00:15:18,519 really cool too, because, like I said, usually usually you don't bother 190 00:15:18,639 --> 00:15:22,480 to do that, you know, but they were nice enough to come in 191 00:15:22,600 --> 00:15:24,840 anyway. And it wasn't just Bill. He brought many members of the band 192 00:15:24,879 --> 00:15:28,000 with him, so that was a lot of fun. Anyway, check it 193 00:15:28,080 --> 00:15:31,159 out. And if you're confused, just because probably if you don't know the 194 00:15:31,360 --> 00:15:35,559 situation with the name, whether it's green Jelly or green Jello, if you 195 00:15:35,639 --> 00:15:41,679 don't know, because it didn't really get explained during our conversation on the show. 196 00:15:41,200 --> 00:15:46,639 But green Jello is what the name of the band was originally, and 197 00:15:48,159 --> 00:15:50,879 they were I don't know if they were actually sued or if they were threatened 198 00:15:52,399 --> 00:15:56,879 with a lawsuit, but green Jelly they changed their name to green Jelly because 199 00:15:56,960 --> 00:16:02,000 the jell O Company or whoever it is that makes jello either threatened to sue 200 00:16:02,039 --> 00:16:06,039 them or actually sued them, so they had to change their name to green 201 00:16:06,159 --> 00:16:08,840 Jello, I'm sorry, from green Jello to green Jelly. They could no 202 00:16:08,919 --> 00:16:17,559 longer have Jello in their name. But the problem. The problem there is 203 00:16:17,679 --> 00:16:19,200 that I guess it's been a long time, so at this point, you 204 00:16:19,279 --> 00:16:22,320 know, they can kind of still get away with calling themselves green Jello because 205 00:16:22,320 --> 00:16:29,440 they almost seem to prefer to be called green Jello to green Jelly. But 206 00:16:29,759 --> 00:16:33,759 uh, and that did that did seem to occur because Bill kept referring to 207 00:16:33,919 --> 00:16:36,879 the band as green Jello, And that's why I asked him, are you 208 00:16:37,480 --> 00:16:41,240 legally allowed to call yourselves green Jello? And he said, it kind of 209 00:16:41,279 --> 00:16:47,559 doesn't matter at this point. So so that was the the confusion over the 210 00:16:47,679 --> 00:16:52,000 name. But uh, yeah, so that was last week, so check 211 00:16:52,039 --> 00:16:55,320 that out, uh if you uh, if you missed it. It was 212 00:16:55,360 --> 00:16:56,919 a lot of fun, Like I said, a lot of very positive feedback 213 00:16:57,480 --> 00:17:04,200 on the uh on that let's see uh six O three two five O six 214 00:17:04,279 --> 00:17:07,480 o seven. The studio line is open if you'd like to join us this 215 00:17:07,599 --> 00:17:11,480 morning six O three two five oh six oh seven. Uh. You can 216 00:17:11,519 --> 00:17:15,200 also text us at six one seven nine one seven four four seven six. 217 00:17:15,920 --> 00:17:19,160 I'm on social media at Matt Connorton. You can email me Matt at Mattconnorton 218 00:17:19,200 --> 00:17:22,559 dot com. And uh, we do have our guest has joined us. 219 00:17:22,799 --> 00:17:26,680 Welcome. Hello, how's it going? Hey? How do you say you're 220 00:17:26,680 --> 00:17:30,279 I don't know how to pronounce your name. It's uh a a jousel Okay, 221 00:17:30,640 --> 00:17:34,000 I wasn sure A joseld Rebel is here. Welcome and uh we do 222 00:17:34,119 --> 00:17:37,880 have a few of your tracks here. Uh, why don't we play something 223 00:17:37,920 --> 00:17:41,319 and then we'll talk for a bit? What do you You sent us three 224 00:17:41,400 --> 00:17:45,599 and I made radio edits of of all three of them. Uh. So 225 00:17:45,720 --> 00:17:48,079 we do have options. But what would be a good one to open with 226 00:17:48,200 --> 00:17:52,000 and then we'll come back and talk about it is either let me done or 227 00:17:52,039 --> 00:17:53,920 what made me? What? Maybe? Is the one I did for my 228 00:17:55,039 --> 00:17:56,119 son. It's like a tribute song for them. Oh, let's play that 229 00:17:56,160 --> 00:18:00,000 one first and then we can Uh, we can talk about that, okay, 230 00:18:00,000 --> 00:18:07,559 okay, So this is what made me? It doesn't roll off my 231 00:18:07,680 --> 00:18:10,160 tie a lot of people. I'll get it though, I'll get it all 232 00:18:10,200 --> 00:18:11,200 right here. It is, this is This is called what made me? 233 00:18:11,559 --> 00:18:18,240 Maybe? Don't cry, baby, don't cry no more. I'm so sorry 234 00:18:18,359 --> 00:18:22,359 that I left you standing in the colode outside. I hope you know I'm 235 00:18:22,519 --> 00:18:29,319 yours. Your mind, it's ju it's t maybe. I can't even sleep 236 00:18:29,400 --> 00:18:33,599 it out you. I cannot replace this, No one can replace you. 237 00:18:33,119 --> 00:19:03,400 I'm so you go crazy. I remember when I was just standing her in 238 00:19:03,640 --> 00:19:07,200 hardcore? What I feel cold? I don't remember when I had no money. 239 00:19:07,440 --> 00:19:11,200 You know, I am not sure that the cry Oh, I had 240 00:19:11,240 --> 00:19:12,400 them enough for the best. Wiping my tears, I can be like the 241 00:19:12,519 --> 00:19:15,920 rest deep down inside of the pressed. I remember them coming up with lash 242 00:19:17,119 --> 00:19:18,400 because of my son. I was hurting. Yeah, I ain't want to 243 00:19:18,480 --> 00:19:22,119 live no more, trying to battle all my demons and lost myself. I 244 00:19:22,200 --> 00:19:23,839 put my whole family do paint. I know that they love me, but 245 00:19:23,960 --> 00:19:30,000 I push them away. But I don't know what what's wrong with me? 246 00:19:30,440 --> 00:19:33,359 Demons they calling me? All that's my sunny was part of me? Can 247 00:19:33,480 --> 00:19:37,960 say goodbye? What's han me? I left my head out living with grand 248 00:19:38,079 --> 00:19:44,319 no and I don't know what's wrong with me? Demons they calling me? 249 00:19:44,440 --> 00:19:47,559 All that's my sunny was part of me? Can say goodbody's hat me? 250 00:19:47,720 --> 00:19:52,279 I left my head out. I'm living a grand now, y'all. Y'all, 251 00:19:53,920 --> 00:19:57,119 I had no way to tell people that my life isn't safe. I 252 00:19:57,319 --> 00:20:02,079 wanted to win my own life for a better way. I put my pain 253 00:20:02,200 --> 00:20:06,519 in every box music's might escape. I sat all the lowest in praying for 254 00:20:06,640 --> 00:20:10,200 better days, but God blessed me with three more sons. I feel like 255 00:20:10,240 --> 00:20:15,000 I'm never running front of pain right now I know and if you know right 256 00:20:15,119 --> 00:20:18,880 now, because right now I'm a better man. Back then we understand. 257 00:20:18,920 --> 00:20:22,359 Because right now you know what God, please don't understand right now why you 258 00:20:22,599 --> 00:20:27,759 have to go take them away and all this paind that I haven't done right 259 00:20:27,880 --> 00:20:32,599 now. I have to live through the worst all again. But right now 260 00:20:32,759 --> 00:20:37,519 I am stronger to see him longer. That's my little Julian. I feel 261 00:20:37,599 --> 00:20:40,640 like a fool again. I ain't get to see him grow up, turn 262 00:20:40,720 --> 00:20:42,640 to a big man. I feel like you hate me. God, Please 263 00:20:42,680 --> 00:20:48,240 don't let me fall again. I feel like you hey me, be crazy. 264 00:20:48,319 --> 00:20:51,960 You took too for my babies, my heart ist faverg and whatever I 265 00:20:52,079 --> 00:20:55,400 supposed. Right now, I think I need saying and why you am mighty 266 00:20:55,559 --> 00:20:57,880 on on. I lost to all my babies, and I know that it's 267 00:20:57,920 --> 00:21:02,519 impossible, but I dream of miracles to give up. I was right back 268 00:21:02,559 --> 00:21:07,559 to me right and Moms that spirit shore for the game. I wish I 269 00:21:07,640 --> 00:21:14,000 cant home my boys a game. Yeah, baby, don't cry, Baby, 270 00:21:14,319 --> 00:21:18,240 don't cry no more. I'm so sorry that I left you standing in 271 00:21:18,359 --> 00:21:26,039 the colude outside. I hope you know, muse your mind. It's you, 272 00:21:26,960 --> 00:21:30,200 baby. I can't even sleep it on you. I cannot replace this, 273 00:21:30,519 --> 00:21:38,799 No one can replace you. That is a Josel Am I saying it 274 00:21:38,880 --> 00:21:45,079 right, a Josel the Rebel here on Matt connorson Unleashed on this Saturday morning. 275 00:21:45,480 --> 00:21:48,640 Uh, he's here with Jenny and I and the track is called What 276 00:21:48,920 --> 00:21:52,519 Made Me, And that is the as we were discussing off air. That 277 00:21:52,680 --> 00:21:56,079 is the first time that's been played on the radio. So World Radio premiere. 278 00:21:56,160 --> 00:21:57,519 So we're very uh, very happy to play that. And that is 279 00:21:59,119 --> 00:22:02,480 you were saying too it Uh, that song has kind of been blown up 280 00:22:02,519 --> 00:22:03,759 for you. You've been getting a lot of a lot of attention with that. 281 00:22:03,880 --> 00:22:07,279 Yeah, I've been getting a lot of attention with that. Done like 282 00:22:07,799 --> 00:22:12,720 competition in Holy Oak, mass it was, and uh, I guess the 283 00:22:12,759 --> 00:22:18,200 competition was for to be able to go down to Atlantic Records. I battled 284 00:22:18,240 --> 00:22:22,000 like thirty nine other artists. When I went down there, I showcased another 285 00:22:22,079 --> 00:22:26,359 song and then I did that song and I pulled a lot of heart strings 286 00:22:26,400 --> 00:22:30,519 and ended up winning Yeah, Crass. And then the Thursday after that, 287 00:22:30,599 --> 00:22:33,680 I ended up going down to Atlantic Records talked to Bailey the inn R from 288 00:22:33,720 --> 00:22:37,279 Atlantic Records. Oh wow, that was the first song I played for her 289 00:22:37,319 --> 00:22:40,079 too, and she liked it. Oh no kidding, put her like I 290 00:22:40,160 --> 00:22:42,359 mean, she told me to bring like seven songs and I bring like eleven 291 00:22:42,440 --> 00:22:45,799 just in case, like seventeen songs just in case, and I ended up 292 00:22:45,799 --> 00:22:48,359 playing eleven for her. She wanted to keep listening to more songs. Oh 293 00:22:48,400 --> 00:22:49,799 no kidding, that's excellent. So it's really it was actually really good. 294 00:22:51,160 --> 00:22:52,240 Good experience too. This is my first time going to New York City. 295 00:22:52,480 --> 00:22:56,640 Yeah, first time experiencing all the traffic and yeah, it was crazy. 296 00:22:56,799 --> 00:23:00,839 Do you have to get in the cab? No, I actually drove down 297 00:23:00,880 --> 00:23:03,279 there. I have to be sixty five dollars for a park ye crazy man, 298 00:23:03,400 --> 00:23:07,000 four hours, it's sixty five dollars for parking. And then yeah, 299 00:23:07,240 --> 00:23:10,599 I don't know. I think, actually you're probably better off that way. 300 00:23:11,000 --> 00:23:12,599 Last time I was there and I have to take a taxi, I thought 301 00:23:12,720 --> 00:23:17,720 I was gonna die. I'd rather take a taxi. Yeah, I don't 302 00:23:17,759 --> 00:23:22,079 take a taxi were you were you nervous, dude? Yeah, that's a 303 00:23:22,119 --> 00:23:23,720 big deal. Or if you have to go over the tappan Zee Bridge, 304 00:23:25,359 --> 00:23:29,279 what is it the Giant bridge? Uh, the George Washington Bridge. I 305 00:23:29,359 --> 00:23:30,480 think, Oh, I don't know. I think they renamed I think they 306 00:23:30,799 --> 00:23:33,200 call it. I think, yeah, I think they did rename it. 307 00:23:33,240 --> 00:23:37,079 I think they did rename it. Yeah, it's a scary bridge. Yeah. 308 00:23:38,960 --> 00:23:44,359 So, uh, the song we should talk about is this song is 309 00:23:44,440 --> 00:23:47,160 very personal to you, very personal? Yes, yeah, we should. 310 00:23:47,319 --> 00:23:48,799 We should talk about it. I mean it's a it's a heavy subject obviously, 311 00:23:48,920 --> 00:23:52,440 but yeah, we should. We should talk about this first. Yeah. 312 00:23:52,480 --> 00:23:56,799 So in twenty eighteen, I had my firstborn son. His name is 313 00:23:56,880 --> 00:24:00,799 Jaden. He lasted about two months. He ended up passing away from SIDS. 314 00:24:02,119 --> 00:24:04,640 Yeah, And for anyone who doesn't know, SIDS is a sudden infant 315 00:24:06,039 --> 00:24:10,920 death syndrome, also often referred to as crib death. And I believe it's 316 00:24:11,000 --> 00:24:12,640 kind of a mystery, right that. Yeah, they still don't know. 317 00:24:12,759 --> 00:24:15,400 Yeah, they still don't know. Nobody really knows why it happens. Yeah. 318 00:24:15,559 --> 00:24:18,519 Oh that's horrible. So two months, two months, Yeah, two 319 00:24:18,599 --> 00:24:27,039 months he made it. He passed away in October October twelfth. It was 320 00:24:27,240 --> 00:24:32,519 okay, so he's born August eighth, August seventh, and then he passed 321 00:24:32,519 --> 00:24:37,960 away October twelfth. Wow. And that's where it really put me into a 322 00:24:37,079 --> 00:24:40,839 dark place, dark hole, no doubt. That's the reason why I started 323 00:24:41,319 --> 00:24:44,880 rapping making music. Yeah, because before I was like making music and it 324 00:24:44,960 --> 00:24:48,079 wasn't wasn't anything serious. Yeah, my dad when like put me in the 325 00:24:48,079 --> 00:24:51,960 studio and all that stuff. When I was like thirteen, it used to 326 00:24:51,960 --> 00:24:55,960 be a DJ and my mom used to listen to like Spanish music and always 327 00:24:56,039 --> 00:25:00,039 dancing and doing all that stuff. But yeah, so I got through that. 328 00:25:02,119 --> 00:25:04,079 It was in my dark place started making music. I made a couple 329 00:25:04,119 --> 00:25:11,240 of songs about my son's that was like at first there were like anger anger 330 00:25:11,319 --> 00:25:14,799 songs. Yeah, and then I finally came to a compromise and made this 331 00:25:15,000 --> 00:25:18,440 song. I was like really stuck on it. Yeah. I got the 332 00:25:18,480 --> 00:25:21,680 first half. So the first half of that song is about my son Jayden, 333 00:25:22,119 --> 00:25:25,920 and then I got stuck. So that part where it goes, God, 334 00:25:26,000 --> 00:25:29,960 please don't understand right now, why'd you have to go take him away? 335 00:25:30,160 --> 00:25:33,799 So that's that part is where I got stuck. And that song, 336 00:25:33,240 --> 00:25:37,319 and then literally right after that, my fourth son that I was born. 337 00:25:37,720 --> 00:25:41,759 His name is Julian. He made it about four months twenty days and he 338 00:25:41,799 --> 00:25:47,519 passed away from six too as well. Oh my god. So right there, 339 00:25:47,799 --> 00:25:49,200 I was able to finish the song. I know that's not really good 340 00:25:49,240 --> 00:25:52,319 circumstances, but I was able to finish the song that way. Yeah, 341 00:25:53,880 --> 00:25:56,000 making a song, sent it out to all my people, sent it all 342 00:25:56,079 --> 00:25:59,559 my friends and they were like, Yo, that song is crazy, dude. 343 00:25:59,759 --> 00:26:02,200 Yeah, uh yeah, and stuff like that. Yeah, you know, 344 00:26:02,279 --> 00:26:06,119 I just went and finished the song, and so I kind of it's 345 00:26:06,160 --> 00:26:07,960 like a tribute song for them, like, you know, I mean, 346 00:26:07,359 --> 00:26:11,200 they're not alive here, but they're alive in my music. Yeah. Yeah, 347 00:26:11,440 --> 00:26:14,119 And I'm happy to go around in the world to like perform that song. 348 00:26:14,960 --> 00:26:15,880 Yeah. I mean it comes up on the show a lot, you 349 00:26:15,960 --> 00:26:21,519 know, conversations about taking traumatic events and you know, some of the horrible 350 00:26:21,559 --> 00:26:26,440 things that happen and trying to create art with it. And not only because 351 00:26:26,480 --> 00:26:29,559 not only does it help you to work through it, it's it's kind of 352 00:26:29,599 --> 00:26:32,039 like a therapy right when you do that, but also too, you know, 353 00:26:32,079 --> 00:26:37,000 it might help others who have gone through similar things. And I don't 354 00:26:37,000 --> 00:26:40,880 know any of the numbers on SIDS, but I know it's I've known people 355 00:26:40,920 --> 00:26:44,480 who it's happened to, and it's I don't have any children, but I 356 00:26:44,519 --> 00:26:49,559 can only imagine how horrible that is to experience that you have other kids. 357 00:26:49,920 --> 00:26:56,000 Yes, I have two middle children. Okay. Jamil was my rainbow baby, 358 00:26:56,920 --> 00:27:00,200 who was right after my firstborn. Yeah, so I mean he'd really 359 00:27:00,240 --> 00:27:03,880 get to love that we were supposed to give him. Yeah right now, 360 00:27:03,960 --> 00:27:06,799 he's good. Yeah yeah. And then I had my son Elijah. Yeah 361 00:27:06,880 --> 00:27:08,839 yeah, and my son Jamil is about to be four on the twenty fourth. 362 00:27:10,680 --> 00:27:12,480 And then my son Elijah's team. Oh wow, okay, very good, 363 00:27:12,640 --> 00:27:19,200 very good. You mentioned too your dad. Is your dad a musician? 364 00:27:19,519 --> 00:27:22,799 Oh he's a DJ. Yeah yeah, yeah. He used to call 365 00:27:22,799 --> 00:27:26,720 them DJ old school three G Yeah, but yeah, goes by mister old 366 00:27:26,720 --> 00:27:30,440 school now. Yeah, he's just like local local DJ. Yeah. Yeah, 367 00:27:30,480 --> 00:27:33,480 he used to go to Rhoe Island DJ down there. It's good old 368 00:27:33,480 --> 00:27:37,119 school DJ plays all the old school jams, all that stuff. Does he 369 00:27:37,200 --> 00:27:41,480 still do it? Yeah? He's handicapped now from diabetes, oh wowing both 370 00:27:41,559 --> 00:27:45,000 legs, but he's still had had another gig, I think it was the 371 00:27:45,079 --> 00:27:47,519 eighth, June eighth, and he went down there. I said it was 372 00:27:47,559 --> 00:27:49,000 good. Yeah, put all the music for them, you know, handicap 373 00:27:49,119 --> 00:27:51,920 and all. He still does. He still works on cars, he still 374 00:27:51,920 --> 00:27:55,000 does it. Good for him. Yeah, yeah, that's awesome, good 375 00:27:55,039 --> 00:28:00,400 for him. So is that where your your interest in music started? Yeah? 376 00:28:00,440 --> 00:28:03,720 When I was about thirteen, he'd always tried to get me down to 377 00:28:03,759 --> 00:28:07,440 the basement because you are all his friends down there DJing, and he would 378 00:28:07,440 --> 00:28:10,839 do some recording stuff like that, and I'd go down there and watch and 379 00:28:11,240 --> 00:28:15,319 he'd like, Yo, son, good on your turn. I'm not doing 380 00:28:15,400 --> 00:28:18,640 that. I don't rap, bro like I don't rap. Yeah, And 381 00:28:18,720 --> 00:28:21,599 then I don't know. Eventually I caved. Yeah, and I did like 382 00:28:21,640 --> 00:28:25,400 a cover song for like for te Pain I'm sprung, Oh no kidd like 383 00:28:25,440 --> 00:28:26,559 a cover song, and he was like, see, I told you could 384 00:28:26,599 --> 00:28:30,400 do it. Yeah. And ever since then, I'd started like making the 385 00:28:30,440 --> 00:28:33,440 little rhymes on my phone and stuff like that and nice, but it never 386 00:28:33,519 --> 00:28:37,680 got serious. It never got serious like that. Yeah. It wasn't until 387 00:28:37,680 --> 00:28:41,279 five years ago until I started making music seriously. Yeah. Yeah, And 388 00:28:41,759 --> 00:28:45,839 now you have you done shows with Hope the rapper. How do you guys 389 00:28:45,880 --> 00:28:49,200 know each other. I've done Hope since high school. Oh no, kidding, 390 00:28:49,240 --> 00:28:52,319 yeah, oh wow, since high school. Oh cool. I have 391 00:28:52,480 --> 00:28:55,720 done shows with him where he's on a different set. He's has his own 392 00:28:55,759 --> 00:28:57,839 sets. Yeahff like that. Yeah, but yeah, he's a really good 393 00:28:57,920 --> 00:29:02,759 musician. Shout out to George. You know what I mean, he's good. 394 00:29:03,000 --> 00:29:06,079 Yeah, we actually have a song coming together. Oh you do a 395 00:29:06,160 --> 00:29:08,799 song? Yeah, song. I just gotta find the time actually going down 396 00:29:08,799 --> 00:29:12,359 to LA to do a tour. Oh yeah, it's a for day tour 397 00:29:12,519 --> 00:29:18,880 from the twenty six to the thirtieth BT week and we're doing that excellent. 398 00:29:19,599 --> 00:29:22,759 Well you know you can come when you're ready to radio release that. Yes, 399 00:29:22,920 --> 00:29:27,079 yes, we love the world. We love doing the World premieres here. 400 00:29:27,160 --> 00:29:30,119 Yeah, we're doing uh, as you're probably aware. We open today 401 00:29:30,160 --> 00:29:34,200 with Winter Circle, his newest single. Because I haven't heard that yet. 402 00:29:34,319 --> 00:29:37,000 Yeah, yeah, we'll play it again to UH at the end of the 403 00:29:37,079 --> 00:29:41,680 hour. But yeah, because we're doing uh. You know, he's releasing 404 00:29:41,799 --> 00:29:45,359 ten ten new singles each week and we're doing a they're already they're already on 405 00:29:45,400 --> 00:29:48,359 the streaming services by the time we plan but we we're doing the world radio 406 00:29:48,400 --> 00:29:52,359 premieres of each one each week, so yeah, we really are big. 407 00:29:52,920 --> 00:29:55,440 Oh yeah, yeah, no, we love that. And and he's he's 408 00:29:55,519 --> 00:29:59,039 amazing. We had a great conversation when he was here. And I really 409 00:29:59,200 --> 00:30:02,599 like the positivity of his music. Yeah, he has really good positivity in 410 00:30:02,640 --> 00:30:07,759 his music. He keeps her like like less swears and stuff'shy like. His 411 00:30:07,920 --> 00:30:10,200 music keeps you like, no swears and stuff like. I kind of keep 412 00:30:10,240 --> 00:30:12,039 it like you know, yeah, I'm just me on it, you know 413 00:30:12,079 --> 00:30:15,519 what I mean. Yeah, it took me a few minutes to do those 414 00:30:15,640 --> 00:30:18,480 radio and yeah, let me let me down and let me down. Yeah, 415 00:30:18,480 --> 00:30:19,880 there's a lot of nwords in there, but yeah, that was what 416 00:30:21,000 --> 00:30:22,440 he said, a lot of nwords on there, you know what I mean? 417 00:30:23,880 --> 00:30:27,519 On be an original rappropos and just me that's normally the way I talk 418 00:30:27,599 --> 00:30:30,240 all the time. Took Yeah, it took me a few No, I 419 00:30:30,279 --> 00:30:33,200 don't mind, No, I don't mind. But you now have radio in 420 00:30:33,279 --> 00:30:34,720 it. It was worth it. Yeah, Yeah I can send those Yeah 421 00:30:36,279 --> 00:30:40,599 yeah, yeah, absolutely, Well let's let's play another one. What should 422 00:30:40,599 --> 00:30:44,720 we uh? Let me down? It's actually my biggest hit on oh on 423 00:30:44,920 --> 00:30:48,079 Spotify. I think it's almost at one hundred K streams. Oh okay, 424 00:30:48,279 --> 00:30:51,400 it's like ninety nine eight hundred something. I don't know. I actually haven't 425 00:30:51,440 --> 00:30:53,240 checked today. I haven't checked today. It might be one hundred, might 426 00:30:53,279 --> 00:30:56,279 be that. If not, we'll get it over the top, right, 427 00:30:56,440 --> 00:31:00,559 Yeah, yeah, that's awesome. Yeah all right, let's while you're looking 428 00:31:00,559 --> 00:31:02,400 that up, we'll go and play this. So this is uh, this 429 00:31:02,640 --> 00:31:11,319 is al said it right, you did a rebel and uh, and this 430 00:31:11,480 --> 00:31:12,720 is called uh, this is called let me down. Check it out, 431 00:31:15,559 --> 00:31:26,880 ye staying with doll smoke. I want him give me, no, I 432 00:31:26,920 --> 00:31:30,839 will him give me now. I stay by my dog lett again. I 433 00:31:30,880 --> 00:31:36,200 don't come around because Sun bade me way. You have to let me down 434 00:31:37,200 --> 00:31:40,960 now. I'm not then balk against you're thinking numb a clown thatt. You 435 00:31:41,160 --> 00:31:45,359 is my home. And you know what I could tell let me singing me 436 00:31:45,720 --> 00:31:48,359 chop a hit him? Now we beating pull up on me, you know, 437 00:31:48,519 --> 00:31:52,559 twigging. You have to let me down. That's why I don't come 438 00:31:52,640 --> 00:32:00,160 around, because get motivated. I think can be complicated. Most can say 439 00:32:00,200 --> 00:32:01,200 they don't shoot what they're saying. It's heart. I trust when you're on 440 00:32:01,279 --> 00:32:05,079 circle betrayed. You know they get letting them traps keep by the night. 441 00:32:06,519 --> 00:32:09,000 You know they get letting wing them traps keep by the night. Now, 442 00:32:09,279 --> 00:32:14,519 Monro, I ain't never coming home. Get the back. I gotta call. 443 00:32:14,920 --> 00:32:16,759 I tell you wad let me alone. Why are you blowing on my 444 00:32:16,880 --> 00:32:20,920 phone? Why are you blowing on my phone? You're coming at me? 445 00:32:20,960 --> 00:32:22,519 You watch your tone. You're coming at me. You watch your tongue. 446 00:32:22,799 --> 00:32:27,880 Don't you say you feel path me? Look out what you starting? I'm 447 00:32:27,880 --> 00:32:31,000 gonna go over at it. Get started in my problem. Why y'all going 448 00:32:31,119 --> 00:32:36,680 down on me? I guess I gotta go hard and knows tragedy. Just 449 00:32:36,799 --> 00:32:38,880 hit them spinning magic, I got it. I won't hit them get me 450 00:32:38,960 --> 00:32:43,200 now. I stay by my dog and let it in this swie. Don't 451 00:32:43,200 --> 00:32:47,400 come around cause ups feding me while you have to let me down. Now, 452 00:32:47,440 --> 00:32:52,119 I'm loving fun because you're thinking number clown got you was my home and 453 00:32:52,640 --> 00:32:57,079 you know what peved it? I could tell lem me seeking to me chop 454 00:32:57,119 --> 00:32:59,440 to hit him. Now we're beating pull up on me. You know, 455 00:32:59,599 --> 00:33:05,079 twig, you have to let me down. That's why I don't come around. 456 00:33:07,079 --> 00:33:08,359 I don't know what happened at people around me, or why they keep 457 00:33:08,400 --> 00:33:12,240 switching and choosing the side. I always been true to myself. Being true 458 00:33:12,240 --> 00:33:15,000 to myself, it got me to lose my mind. Homies been faking, 459 00:33:15,039 --> 00:33:17,519 they moving too funny. I don't know love me that you're trying to play 460 00:33:17,559 --> 00:33:20,799 me in. I don't know why I'm going so crazy. I don't have 461 00:33:20,880 --> 00:33:23,400 the time, like why, why why are you acting fake? God at 462 00:33:23,559 --> 00:33:29,240 time? Catch me Bama lonely while I stay my grind. I'm stuck in 463 00:33:29,279 --> 00:33:30,799 my head from losing some friends, been dealing with pain, and I hope 464 00:33:30,839 --> 00:33:34,440 that it is if I never pop, won't see me again. It goes 465 00:33:34,480 --> 00:33:36,839 in the shadow, can see you through a line, and I don't know 466 00:33:37,000 --> 00:33:39,440 why drive to my head Sometimes with searching for truth, the luck of his 467 00:33:39,559 --> 00:33:43,160 life can switch up the past because I'm across tying, can switch up the 468 00:33:43,200 --> 00:33:46,039 pace because I want my grind, because I want my grind now, I 469 00:33:46,079 --> 00:33:51,119 don't have the time. No, no, no, get me, no, 470 00:33:52,240 --> 00:33:53,920 I stay by my dolling in me. That's why I don't come around, 471 00:33:55,440 --> 00:33:59,680 just fading me. Why you have to let me down now? I'm 472 00:33:59,680 --> 00:34:02,519 looking fall against it? Why you were thinking I'm gonna cown you was my 473 00:34:02,640 --> 00:34:07,639 home and you know what, I could tell the game chop and hit him. 474 00:34:07,679 --> 00:34:10,679 Now we beating pull up on me, you know, twigging. You 475 00:34:10,800 --> 00:34:23,639 have to let me down. That's why I don't come around me. Step 476 00:34:23,679 --> 00:34:35,480 on, no, step on, that is let me down. That is 477 00:34:35,599 --> 00:34:38,039 a jous the rebel. I'm getting confident with that. Yeah yeah, yeah, 478 00:34:38,480 --> 00:34:42,199 that was really good, better than most people. The most people. 479 00:34:42,280 --> 00:34:44,719 Where does the name come from? By the way, Actually my dad gave 480 00:34:44,760 --> 00:34:46,159 me that name. My dad name my uncle tom Oh do kidding me? 481 00:34:46,239 --> 00:34:50,840 Yeah? Oh cool. My uncle told me to mess around like like just 482 00:34:51,119 --> 00:34:55,400 you know, a j a ji a joos and then like door like they 483 00:34:55,400 --> 00:34:58,199 just start calling me that and I'm like, you know what I mean. 484 00:34:58,239 --> 00:35:00,039 And then when I was trying to make her raping, that's what you want 485 00:35:00,039 --> 00:35:05,239 to make your wrapping, I don't know as we already call you that, 486 00:35:05,480 --> 00:35:07,440 and it's like all right, it's like, ye, it's unique. Nobody 487 00:35:07,480 --> 00:35:09,039 has that, so I guess perfect. I mean, yeah, yeah, 488 00:35:09,119 --> 00:35:13,880 yeah, that's awesome. Uh yeah, uh he's here with us of course 489 00:35:14,119 --> 00:35:20,199 live in studio on this Saturday morning, and which so you were looking up. 490 00:35:20,360 --> 00:35:23,440 Uh what made me is is that the one that's almost two hundred thousand. 491 00:35:24,320 --> 00:35:28,239 Let Me Down, Let Me Down is okay, yeah, I just 492 00:35:28,360 --> 00:35:30,360 released uh what made me? Oh? Okay, yeah, so let Me 493 00:35:30,440 --> 00:35:36,320 Down, and that'll be crossing that that barrier today probably one hundred k. 494 00:35:36,679 --> 00:35:38,719 Go listen to it on Spotify now, not right now, in a little 495 00:35:38,760 --> 00:35:42,480 bit. Yeah, yeah, jack that number up. Let's get him over 496 00:35:42,559 --> 00:35:45,719 the top today. Yeah yeah. Yeah. We were kind of talking off 497 00:35:45,760 --> 00:35:50,880 air about how hard that is and and how Spotify now is like they're not 498 00:35:51,199 --> 00:35:54,280 they're not not paying people for any songs under a thousand. Yeah, yeah, 499 00:35:54,679 --> 00:36:00,000 which I don't agree with that. A lot of people are complaining about 500 00:36:00,079 --> 00:36:02,519 it. But the only thing is it's I mean, you're talking about pennies. 501 00:36:02,960 --> 00:36:06,320 I don't care. They pay like fraction of a penny. I don't 502 00:36:06,360 --> 00:36:08,880 care. Yeah, well they don't pay enough number one, But I don't 503 00:36:08,960 --> 00:36:14,599 care. It's still your song, it's still your revenue that that you're making 504 00:36:14,679 --> 00:36:17,440 for them, and they're keeping it whatever, penny, quarter, a penny 505 00:36:17,519 --> 00:36:22,159 whatever, they're keeping it. Yeah, and they're ripping off artists by going, 506 00:36:22,239 --> 00:36:23,880 oh, you have to have this minimum of a thousand plays, and 507 00:36:23,960 --> 00:36:28,960 nobody gets paid except us until then no, I think it's a ripoff. 508 00:36:29,000 --> 00:36:31,280 I think it's doing artists wrong. I'm really not. I'm not a fan 509 00:36:31,360 --> 00:36:36,199 of Spotify because of these things. Well, Apple Music's like fraction of a 510 00:36:36,239 --> 00:36:37,679 pennies too. Yeah, it's ridiculous. The one that pays the most is 511 00:36:37,760 --> 00:36:42,119 title. Title pays a penny for stream and it doesn't seem like much, 512 00:36:42,199 --> 00:36:45,800 but that's it's a lot more than the zero points zero zero three, right, 513 00:36:45,400 --> 00:36:50,039 Spotify pays and then apples zero points there's zero eight Yeah, yeah, 514 00:36:50,039 --> 00:36:52,360 I mean it's so hard for artists to make money these I think part of 515 00:36:52,400 --> 00:36:58,599 why people are getting back into records even I've seen they said last year records 516 00:36:58,960 --> 00:37:04,800 so outsold. Really, I wonder how it compares and in regards to streaming 517 00:37:04,840 --> 00:37:07,519 though, I mean, I think artists make more on an album than they 518 00:37:07,599 --> 00:37:10,840 do on streaming any day of the week. It's really you You're you're making 519 00:37:10,920 --> 00:37:15,239 most of your money off of your merchandise. Yeah, yeah, I have 520 00:37:15,280 --> 00:37:20,400 a merchan pasee too. Yeah. Yeah, it's called Tea Spring. Oh 521 00:37:20,480 --> 00:37:22,519 yeah, I'm familiar with that. Yeah, I use it's like digital right 522 00:37:22,559 --> 00:37:27,679 now. Yeah. I made it because you know, I figured I get 523 00:37:27,719 --> 00:37:30,400 something out there right right. I mean I got at a couple of tests 524 00:37:30,920 --> 00:37:35,760 sweatshirts and stuff like that. Oh cool, wear them to the shows people, 525 00:37:35,800 --> 00:37:37,679 So where do you get those from? I show website and stuff like 526 00:37:37,719 --> 00:37:43,519 that. Excellent? Excellent. You were talking too often about when you do 527 00:37:43,880 --> 00:37:47,519 what made me live and what goes into that. Oh, because in that 528 00:37:47,559 --> 00:37:52,719 it's a good stage performance. Uh. I have these two canvases of my 529 00:37:52,800 --> 00:37:58,519 two boys, and I have either my fiancee and my sister hold hold one 530 00:37:58,519 --> 00:38:01,239 of them on each side. Yeah, and then you know, every time 531 00:38:01,280 --> 00:38:05,880 I performed the song, they have a visual of my of my son. 532 00:38:06,039 --> 00:38:08,559 So that makes the performance even even better. And people are just quiet and 533 00:38:08,639 --> 00:38:14,280 they're focused. Yeah, like everybody in the room is everybody's tensions on me. 534 00:38:14,440 --> 00:38:16,400 Like nobody's talking to each other. It's like people's cameras are out, 535 00:38:16,440 --> 00:38:20,320 people's flash lights are out. Right. I mean, I just did a 536 00:38:20,360 --> 00:38:22,519 show in New York. Every show I go to, I do that song. 537 00:38:22,960 --> 00:38:24,760 Yeah. I don't like to do the same venue. I don't like 538 00:38:24,800 --> 00:38:28,000 to do the same venue and do the same song, So I do different 539 00:38:28,000 --> 00:38:30,400 songs if it's the same venue. Yeah. But I just recently did a 540 00:38:30,440 --> 00:38:36,199 show, so I won the show in Holyoak, went down to Atlantic Records, 541 00:38:36,719 --> 00:38:38,840 did that, and then I went down to Rhode Island. I did 542 00:38:38,880 --> 00:38:43,880 another competition, another battling another forty or another thirty nine artists. I was 543 00:38:43,920 --> 00:38:47,000 actually the first set on Rhode Island is where I was born and raised when 544 00:38:47,000 --> 00:38:51,159 I was nine years old. Yeah, I came out here. So when 545 00:38:51,199 --> 00:38:53,159 I went to Rhode Island, I had like so many people that showed up, 546 00:38:53,320 --> 00:38:55,239 Like, so, I had like at least thirty people that showed up. 547 00:38:55,360 --> 00:38:59,800 Yeah, so the venue only held like seventy something people. Oh really, 548 00:38:59,920 --> 00:39:02,679 I had thirty of them. Yeah. So the competition was for five 549 00:39:02,760 --> 00:39:07,880 hundred dollars and then whoever bring the most people got another one hundred, two 550 00:39:07,920 --> 00:39:13,079 hundred dollars. So I went there. You know. I did two other 551 00:39:13,159 --> 00:39:15,960 songs that did let me down, and I did another song called Bombshell It's 552 00:39:16,000 --> 00:39:19,840 not ready, It's not ready for radio. Yeah, and then I did 553 00:39:19,960 --> 00:39:22,440 what made Me. I always closed with that song. Yeah song, it's 554 00:39:22,559 --> 00:39:25,519 like my song I'm originally there to do. I'm originally there to do that. 555 00:39:25,559 --> 00:39:28,840 I'm out here for my sons. I wouldn't be out here wait if 556 00:39:28,880 --> 00:39:30,239 it wasn't for them. It wouldn't be rapping. Yeah, out here doing 557 00:39:30,320 --> 00:39:34,840 that and it's got me to many places. Yeah, I mean I'm heading 558 00:39:34,840 --> 00:39:38,440 to LA. I just went to New York opened for Connie Diamond. The 559 00:39:38,519 --> 00:39:43,079 performance out there. I won the five hundred dollars, actually went seven hundred 560 00:39:43,079 --> 00:39:46,760 dollars. And that's what keeps opening more opportunities every time I win these competitions, 561 00:39:46,800 --> 00:39:49,280 more people. He asked me, Yo, you want to come. 562 00:39:49,519 --> 00:39:53,000 I was supposed to go do the Three Headed Goat with Charlie Clips. I 563 00:39:53,079 --> 00:39:55,960 think George is doing that too, but I'm not gonna be able to make 564 00:39:57,000 --> 00:39:59,639 that. Oh he wanted to do a new song that we're doing. Yeah, 565 00:39:59,719 --> 00:40:01,159 I just haven't found the time to get my song recorded yet. Oh 566 00:40:01,199 --> 00:40:07,159 okay, I've been really busy with LA stuff. My first time going to 567 00:40:07,280 --> 00:40:12,280 l Away, Yeah, living five days. Yeah, like another world. 568 00:40:12,320 --> 00:40:15,639 I hear. It's like walking into another world. Yeah, and it's going 569 00:40:15,679 --> 00:40:19,920 to be hot. Yeah. I'm taking my first flight, my first time 570 00:40:19,960 --> 00:40:22,440 taking an airplane really. Yeah, first time ever born an airplane or anything. 571 00:40:22,480 --> 00:40:27,199 So I'm nervous about that too, first time being away from everybody. 572 00:40:27,239 --> 00:40:30,400 I'm not gonna have anybody I know out there. My man You've got everybody 573 00:40:30,480 --> 00:40:32,159 you know right in your hand. I know, but it's just it's different. 574 00:40:32,559 --> 00:40:36,880 Especially it's gonna be my first time performing that song without none of my 575 00:40:37,599 --> 00:40:40,360 regular people that usually show up to my shows. So I'm gonna be doing 576 00:40:40,440 --> 00:40:44,079 these these songs in front of strangers, you know what I mean. Yeah, 577 00:40:44,079 --> 00:40:45,119 that's what makes me. It's making me more nervous too as well. 578 00:40:45,440 --> 00:40:51,000 Yeah, ros to you. That takes a lot to the courage is to 579 00:40:51,079 --> 00:40:53,800 get on a plane I have cross the country. I'm happy that I have 580 00:40:53,920 --> 00:40:57,079 one person with me, at least that I know, my manager, you 581 00:40:57,119 --> 00:41:00,239 know what I mean. I have one person that's coming with me. You'll 582 00:41:00,280 --> 00:41:01,360 make new friends while you're out there. You'll come home with more than you 583 00:41:01,400 --> 00:41:07,039 had. Yeah, that's everybody keeps saying. Rex Shattuck is in the Facebook 584 00:41:07,079 --> 00:41:09,320 live chat. Hello, that's a new name in there, Shattuck. Yeah, 585 00:41:09,880 --> 00:41:14,039 that's my fiance. Are there? Oh I misread that back, Shaduck. 586 00:41:14,079 --> 00:41:17,440 I'm sorry, Yes, very good, very good. By the way, 587 00:41:17,480 --> 00:41:22,440 where do you record? I recorded sound Shuttle. It's in Boxford, 588 00:41:22,480 --> 00:41:25,280 Mass seven. Engineers. Name is Nikki six. Ever since I linked up 589 00:41:25,320 --> 00:41:30,639 with him, it's been really good. He knows my sound. Now like 590 00:41:30,920 --> 00:41:34,679 I get there, what I do is I record at my house. I 591 00:41:34,920 --> 00:41:37,840 get to memorized, you know. I mean I already have it, don 592 00:41:37,960 --> 00:41:42,519 what I want for autotune or yeah, you know, so you kind of 593 00:41:42,559 --> 00:41:45,000 make a demo. Yeah. So when I get there, it's already in 594 00:41:45,079 --> 00:41:47,920 my head. I'm able to do two three songs in a two hour time 595 00:41:49,000 --> 00:41:52,639 span. Oh really saying for ye last time I did four songs in a 596 00:41:52,719 --> 00:41:55,760 two hour session. Wow. I mean I get there, get the songs 597 00:41:55,800 --> 00:41:59,119 according and I just let the engineer do his work. Yeah, he already 598 00:41:59,159 --> 00:42:00,360 knows my sound and then the only thing he has to mess away is my 599 00:42:00,400 --> 00:42:04,360 features. You know what I mean feature songs. I do have a solo 600 00:42:04,400 --> 00:42:09,360 album coming out pretty soon, but I have a feature album coming out hopefully 601 00:42:09,400 --> 00:42:13,239 when I come back from LA and trying to get that situated. Now for 602 00:42:13,280 --> 00:42:15,480 those who don't know, can you explain what that is when you talk about 603 00:42:15,480 --> 00:42:17,840 features? Oh, features just another presson on another artist on your song. 604 00:42:19,480 --> 00:42:22,199 So the feature album is people that's part of my group. So I have 605 00:42:22,280 --> 00:42:27,000 another one with good bars and Hope the rapper. We gotta get those songs 606 00:42:27,039 --> 00:42:29,599 recorded in order for me to drop my album because I wanted to get them 607 00:42:29,679 --> 00:42:31,320 on there. Ye. So that song that me and Hope we're doing, 608 00:42:31,480 --> 00:42:34,679 that's going on there, and then the song with Me and Good Bars is 609 00:42:34,719 --> 00:42:37,119 going on there. Excellent, I think, oh yeah, yeah, he's 610 00:42:37,119 --> 00:42:40,800 been on the show. Well he actually he was on a couple times when 611 00:42:40,800 --> 00:42:45,840 he was still in Sepsos. Yeah yeah, I think he left steps Yeah 612 00:42:45,880 --> 00:42:47,199 he did. Yeah. Yeah, and then he's coming on soon, right. 613 00:42:47,760 --> 00:42:52,760 I think we have him in July. I think it's July. Double 614 00:42:52,000 --> 00:42:55,960 check the calendar. I'm looking yeah, I'm looking forward to to uh talking 615 00:42:57,000 --> 00:43:00,840 to him. He will be here on July sixth, Yeah, because than 616 00:43:00,960 --> 00:43:04,159 studio, because when he was here with Sepsist obviously you know, they were 617 00:43:04,199 --> 00:43:07,719 talking about band stuff. But I'm but I'm also looking really looking forward to 618 00:43:07,760 --> 00:43:09,400 talking to him just because he's he works with so many people. Yeah, 619 00:43:09,440 --> 00:43:13,239 he's also good rappers too. Yeah yeah, good rappers too. Uh. 620 00:43:13,320 --> 00:43:15,320 He actually kind of paved the way when it goes to studios, and I 621 00:43:15,360 --> 00:43:19,320 still go to his studio A long time ago. Actually did my first music 622 00:43:19,400 --> 00:43:23,119 video, the songs called now you Know Okay. Yeah, it was the 623 00:43:23,159 --> 00:43:28,320 first music video I did. Me and Good Bars in there. He recorded 624 00:43:28,360 --> 00:43:30,639 it, he edited all that stuff. Is is that on YouTube? That's 625 00:43:30,760 --> 00:43:36,360 on YouTube? Yes, it's an old one, but yeah, people still 626 00:43:36,400 --> 00:43:37,960 go like, I got to know a lot of kids. They're going there 627 00:43:37,960 --> 00:43:40,320 and they're like, yeah, they were singing. Now you know that song 628 00:43:40,400 --> 00:43:44,960 is old, excellent sing that song. Oh that's good though, I mean 629 00:43:44,960 --> 00:43:50,360 it's a timeless that's that's really good. So now the what's his name again? 630 00:43:50,400 --> 00:43:53,199 The producer that you work with ni Okay? Does he spell like the 631 00:43:53,239 --> 00:43:59,960 guy from Ali Crue Nikki six? Uh? Well, anyway, I assume 632 00:44:00,039 --> 00:44:04,400 it's not the same guy. But no, but it sounds like so is 633 00:44:04,599 --> 00:44:07,079 So he doesn't just engineer, he actually produces. He produces. Yeah, 634 00:44:07,119 --> 00:44:12,159 he plays like the actual instruments, and he doesn't do the beats I haven't 635 00:44:12,159 --> 00:44:14,440 gotten. I have gotten two beats from him, but I haven't used him 636 00:44:14,480 --> 00:44:16,239 yet. I got the full exclusive rights from him. I'm just wait. 637 00:44:16,320 --> 00:44:21,760 I'm trying to come up with the perfect song for those beats. But usually, 638 00:44:21,880 --> 00:44:24,519 like YouTube beats, I go buy them, you know, I'll go. 639 00:44:24,960 --> 00:44:30,159 I don't know they for some reason my whatever I'm thinking. So a 640 00:44:30,239 --> 00:44:31,440 beat pops up and I'm just like, oh, I like that one. 641 00:44:31,639 --> 00:44:35,039 Yeah, I don't even have to really look for beats because I feel like 642 00:44:35,079 --> 00:44:37,719 my phone is always reading what I'm thinking. Yeah, I go on there 643 00:44:37,760 --> 00:44:39,880 and I go to YouTube and like the first couple of beats, I look 644 00:44:39,920 --> 00:44:43,679 at it and like, like those ones, let's go go on their beat 645 00:44:43,719 --> 00:44:46,960 stars and I'll just pay for the pay for the beat. That's usually how 646 00:44:47,800 --> 00:44:52,840 more of a alotic artists like to gravitated towards a lot of way of listening 647 00:44:52,880 --> 00:44:58,639 to, like a bogie with the hoodie pology is my favorite artists. I 648 00:44:59,000 --> 00:45:01,480 used to listen to some old schoo rappers like uh Lil Wayne and you know 649 00:45:01,639 --> 00:45:04,880 jay Z and all that stuff. Yeah, not really a big fan of 650 00:45:04,920 --> 00:45:07,559 the school of the old school wave. Dad growing up was like hard on 651 00:45:07,639 --> 00:45:12,880 the fifty cent, oh on fifty So I kind of like, you know 652 00:45:12,920 --> 00:45:16,920 what I mean, that's music. Ah, Whenever I think of fifty cent, 653 00:45:17,480 --> 00:45:20,599 uh, this is a little bit of a side street. But whenever 654 00:45:20,639 --> 00:45:22,519 I think of a fifty cent I think of the first time I ever heard 655 00:45:22,559 --> 00:45:27,800 in the club and I was and I was in the car and I heard 656 00:45:27,880 --> 00:45:30,519 it, and the first time I heard it, I really really liked it. 657 00:45:30,960 --> 00:45:31,639 I thought, Wow, it's really catchy. It was gonna be a 658 00:45:31,679 --> 00:45:36,119 huge hit. And literally I think it was the second or third time I 659 00:45:36,239 --> 00:45:39,679 heard it, I was like, I really don't like this. I was, 660 00:45:39,800 --> 00:45:44,199 I was, I was just over it's so fast. I don't know. 661 00:45:44,320 --> 00:45:45,840 That's just the first thing I ever think that I think of. I 662 00:45:45,880 --> 00:45:50,760 think of his the feud that he had with Jerrule, which was hilarious. 663 00:45:51,039 --> 00:45:54,320 Yeah, like a song by jewelryl in New York, the song goes Hard 664 00:45:57,760 --> 00:46:00,800 actually made another song. I've cover a couple of songs that are that are 665 00:46:00,880 --> 00:46:07,599 unfinished for my solo album. I kind of I guess Swagger jacked a little 666 00:46:07,599 --> 00:46:09,199 bit of of his flow, you know what I mean? Yeah, you 667 00:46:09,360 --> 00:46:13,480 come from New York. I kind of like stole a little bit of that, 668 00:46:13,880 --> 00:46:15,519 but I put it in my own. Yeah. Yeah, I'm just 669 00:46:15,599 --> 00:46:17,880 waiting to get that out. Do you have any kind of an et a 670 00:46:19,000 --> 00:46:22,559 on the solo album? Do you know what I have? This feature album? 671 00:46:22,880 --> 00:46:24,559 I'm supposed it's supposed to have already been out. Oh, the feature 672 00:46:24,559 --> 00:46:28,840 albums coming first. Feature albums comes first, which is why when I come 673 00:46:28,880 --> 00:46:31,559 back from l A, my first priority is getting the photo shoot done and 674 00:46:31,679 --> 00:46:37,679 then getting those songs recorded with mister good Bars and hope the rapper should be 675 00:46:37,719 --> 00:46:40,639 all set, Yeah, cool, should be all set and then it's gonna 676 00:46:40,760 --> 00:46:46,960 I should be up by hopefully August. No see, no, I don't 677 00:46:47,000 --> 00:46:52,239 know, probably like next month. The tracks that we're hearing today, are 678 00:46:52,280 --> 00:46:54,920 these not the future album but the solo album? Are these? Let Me 679 00:46:55,000 --> 00:46:58,599 Down? Let Me Down's going on there? Yes's going on there and then 680 00:46:58,639 --> 00:47:01,920 reminiscing and what made me He's gonna go on my soulout? Okay, cool, 681 00:47:02,119 --> 00:47:06,639 cool, excellent, excellent. Are you doing any shows? Do you 682 00:47:06,679 --> 00:47:09,000 have any shows around here in the area coming up? Or you got other 683 00:47:09,400 --> 00:47:13,039 stuff you're focused on? I know, but the La one I have a 684 00:47:13,039 --> 00:47:16,960 show the twenty seventh and the twenty ninth that are a part of Mia snows 685 00:47:17,800 --> 00:47:22,599 tour that she's doing. I'm actually going with Scott Morris. He's doing that 686 00:47:23,159 --> 00:47:25,440 the show I won in Rude Island. He's doing that. Asked me, 687 00:47:25,519 --> 00:47:30,679 he goes, you know you called him? He goes, so, y'all 688 00:47:30,760 --> 00:47:34,199 like your music. He's like, have you ever performed out of New England? 689 00:47:34,440 --> 00:47:37,199 Yeah? And I was like, no, I've just done like mass 690 00:47:37,239 --> 00:47:40,280 different parts of masks for Island stuff like that. Yeah, and he's like, 691 00:47:40,880 --> 00:47:44,840 you know, he's like, what you do on coming on to me 692 00:47:45,079 --> 00:47:46,760 to LA And I was sick. He's like, yeah, everything's gonna be 693 00:47:46,840 --> 00:47:50,159 up out of pocket because you're not sound artist yet, so everything's out of 694 00:47:50,199 --> 00:47:52,199 pocket. Everything's paid to play. Yeah, seems to know if you can 695 00:47:52,239 --> 00:47:52,880 afford. I was like, yeah, I got you. Yeah, you 696 00:47:52,960 --> 00:47:57,679 know. Then that's how we came to that. So four days nice for 697 00:47:57,800 --> 00:48:02,119 days. This is awesome for you. I'm really excited for seven. Twenty 698 00:48:02,159 --> 00:48:08,039 seventh. I'm doing a show and I think it's North Hollywood, okay, 699 00:48:08,519 --> 00:48:13,239 and then it's twenty ninth. I have another one. But in between this 700 00:48:13,400 --> 00:48:15,480 podcast and stuff like that. Yeah yeah, yeah, you got to make 701 00:48:15,480 --> 00:48:17,960 the most of the trip, right Yeah. Well yeah, I'm just following. 702 00:48:19,199 --> 00:48:21,519 He's leading the way I'm following. Yeah. No, that's cool. 703 00:48:21,760 --> 00:48:27,480 It's cool that And I feel like, I don't know, I've always felt 704 00:48:27,519 --> 00:48:30,239 like I see it a little bit more in hip hop that I mean, 705 00:48:30,320 --> 00:48:35,559 you see it in all genres, but mentorship is so important when there's when 706 00:48:35,559 --> 00:48:37,639 there's people who see something in you, who are willing to help you, 707 00:48:38,280 --> 00:48:40,920 you know, instead of just saying you know, Oh, this guy's got 708 00:48:40,960 --> 00:48:45,199 all this talent, but I'm just gonna let him swims like about Scott Morris, 709 00:48:45,480 --> 00:48:49,280 like he just took me on. He asked me what I can afford. 710 00:48:49,320 --> 00:48:51,599 I told him I can afford, and just like all right, boom, 711 00:48:51,760 --> 00:48:52,760 send me all the paperwork. Yeah, I think I need to fill 712 00:48:52,800 --> 00:48:57,039 out everything seemed legit. Yeah, yeah, wow, that's good. I 713 00:48:57,119 --> 00:48:59,159 had to book my flight. I thought we were driving down there, honest, 714 00:48:59,320 --> 00:49:02,159 So oh really a day day? It was like a one day, 715 00:49:02,239 --> 00:49:05,360 twenty four hours. I was like, wow, it's a long drive. 716 00:49:05,920 --> 00:49:08,159 And then if I figured out when you sent me the the forms, oh 717 00:49:09,480 --> 00:49:14,280 take a flight? Yeah. Yeah, So you've never flown, never flown? 718 00:49:14,679 --> 00:49:17,679 Are you're flying out of Manchester or Boston? Yeats? I can give 719 00:49:17,679 --> 00:49:22,039 you some tips. I fly a lot, you do too, I've been 720 00:49:22,199 --> 00:49:24,559 I was always asking around. I was asking around, like I was asking 721 00:49:24,559 --> 00:49:29,719 my bosses. I was asking a lot of people that's flown. Couldn't really 722 00:49:29,719 --> 00:49:31,079 give me anything. They said, just make sure you're there early. Yeah. 723 00:49:31,280 --> 00:49:35,920 I think I'm like three hours or three weeks away from my next trip 724 00:49:36,519 --> 00:49:39,400 something like that. Minnesota. Oh okay, I've never been there either. 725 00:49:40,719 --> 00:49:43,920 Yeah. The important thing is to get there, you know, get to 726 00:49:43,960 --> 00:49:46,119 the airport early, just to be super organiz early. It needs to be 727 00:49:46,760 --> 00:49:51,360 like, what a couple hours. Yeah, I'd get there at least two 728 00:49:51,400 --> 00:49:53,960 hours early. Yeah. I have no idea where the terminals are. Nothing 729 00:49:54,719 --> 00:49:59,880 like, yeah, will chat, I'll help you. Because to me, 730 00:50:00,159 --> 00:50:02,519 that's the stressful part about flying is dealing Like it's not the being in the 731 00:50:02,519 --> 00:50:06,119 big metal tube twenty thousand feet in the air of that part so easy. 732 00:50:06,400 --> 00:50:12,440 It's it's just dealing with the airport past security all right stuff. That's where 733 00:50:12,519 --> 00:50:15,400 the stress is, right in my opinion. Yeah, I had to figure 734 00:50:15,440 --> 00:50:19,039 out what size the bag is you can bring so oh yeah, I paid 735 00:50:19,079 --> 00:50:22,599 for a check bag. Then I figured out that the the carry on bag 736 00:50:22,760 --> 00:50:23,960 was like it's supposed to be twenty two inches, and I was like, 737 00:50:24,000 --> 00:50:28,000 I could have fit everything in there. Oh, but I already paid for 738 00:50:28,039 --> 00:50:30,559 the check bag. So I got the big luggage. Yeah, it's going 739 00:50:30,599 --> 00:50:34,000 to pack my stuff? Yeah yeah, get my clothes ready. I know 740 00:50:34,039 --> 00:50:36,440 they were going to LA So I got to watch out for colors down there, 741 00:50:36,960 --> 00:50:38,880 yep. I did not know that. Yeah, especially in the rap 742 00:50:38,960 --> 00:50:42,559 game, you got to just watch out for your colors out there, especially 743 00:50:42,559 --> 00:50:45,480 in no red and blue. That's where like bloods and crips originated from it. 744 00:50:45,639 --> 00:50:47,679 Like, don't wear anything that makes sense, Like you know, you 745 00:50:47,719 --> 00:50:50,840 don't want to go out there wearing I mean, my favorite color is blue. 746 00:50:51,119 --> 00:50:52,719 I have outfits that are blue and red. But yeah, not going 747 00:50:52,760 --> 00:50:57,480 to bring those colors down there. That makes me wear like more neutral colors, 748 00:50:57,559 --> 00:51:00,199 you know what I mean, like purple yellow, And that never would 749 00:51:00,199 --> 00:51:02,039 have occurred to me, but that totally makes sense. Yeah, I don't 750 00:51:02,039 --> 00:51:07,800 want anybody taking me Yeah, certain type of way, you know what I 751 00:51:07,880 --> 00:51:09,880 mean, start trouble, Yeah, exactly down the start trouble. No, 752 00:51:10,199 --> 00:51:16,000 that's not something you need. No. Can you imagine someone in the crowd 753 00:51:16,079 --> 00:51:20,840 like, oh, this guy's I'm not ready for all that. Noight here 754 00:51:20,920 --> 00:51:24,880 for five days, hoping that it opens up a lot more opportunities. Yeah, 755 00:51:27,119 --> 00:51:30,639 I can't. I can't imagine what it's like to lose a child. 756 00:51:30,840 --> 00:51:35,480 That's not something that I can imagine. But I am absolutely amazed by you 757 00:51:35,719 --> 00:51:42,719 and your ability to have taken this tragedy that actually incited this mass creativity inside 758 00:51:42,760 --> 00:51:45,239 of you that's just coming out of you in such a positive energy. It's 759 00:51:45,400 --> 00:51:49,840 just really commendable. It really is. His birthday is coming up next month, 760 00:51:50,000 --> 00:51:52,199 No, no kidding, bul six, Yeah, birthday's going to be 761 00:51:52,239 --> 00:51:55,280 one years old. Wow. So yeah, this past month, you know, 762 00:51:55,320 --> 00:52:00,320 I've been a little bit depressed. But yeah, it's like some you 763 00:52:00,400 --> 00:52:02,159 know, some days, I'm like I don't even want to go to LA 764 00:52:02,199 --> 00:52:04,960 you know what I mean? Yeah, I already poked my flight, you 765 00:52:05,000 --> 00:52:06,920 know what I mean? Yeah, Yeah, yeah, already booked my flight. 766 00:52:07,000 --> 00:52:08,000 Some days I just want to be like I don't want to make music. 767 00:52:08,480 --> 00:52:12,599 Yeah I'm still there. Yeah, and what I gotta do, Yeah, 768 00:52:13,280 --> 00:52:15,880 still being a father to my kids. Yeah, I mean from there, 769 00:52:16,000 --> 00:52:20,000 there's probably a lot of fathers out there that y'all help them. Yeah. 770 00:52:20,199 --> 00:52:23,920 Yeah that the song did blow up really fast. Yeah, it's actually 771 00:52:24,199 --> 00:52:27,639 that's where I'm going to l A, you know what I mean? Yeah, 772 00:52:27,719 --> 00:52:29,800 So yeah, im down there. I want to go perform that song 773 00:52:29,880 --> 00:52:35,159 down there. I talked to some people down there, like uh, and 774 00:52:35,239 --> 00:52:37,199 they were like they didn't even know what SIDS was really Yeah, I didn't 775 00:52:37,199 --> 00:52:39,360 even know what. I'm like, Oh, it's his I'm like, it's 776 00:52:39,360 --> 00:52:43,840 Sudden Infant death intrum. It's like the baby's brain is pretty much tells them 777 00:52:43,840 --> 00:52:46,320 to stop breathing or Yeah, they say it can happen on your on on 778 00:52:46,400 --> 00:52:50,599 the baby's stomach or the baby's back, but it happened on both. So 779 00:52:50,760 --> 00:52:53,320 my firstborn was on the stomach, my my and my son Julian was on 780 00:52:53,360 --> 00:52:57,400 his back. So yeah, Jenny was looking up up numbers. Rely, 781 00:52:57,440 --> 00:53:01,880 any out of one hundred thousand older and born thirty eight point four will die 782 00:53:02,360 --> 00:53:07,719 from said, there's roughly twenty five hundred babies that die every year from sudden 783 00:53:07,800 --> 00:53:12,079 infant death syndrome. And these numbers are coming from March of twenty twenty three, 784 00:53:12,679 --> 00:53:15,000 So, I mean, it is rare, but you know, there's 785 00:53:15,079 --> 00:53:19,840 there's enough of a number there that you know, but the theory is still 786 00:53:19,840 --> 00:53:22,599 out. We haven't we haven't pinpointed it down. Nobody knows. They'll find 787 00:53:22,679 --> 00:53:28,239 My money's on something genetic that maybe haven't pinpointed yet. Yeah, maybe they'll 788 00:53:28,480 --> 00:53:30,880 when they do the gene testing on it, maybe they could find something. 789 00:53:30,239 --> 00:53:34,039 Yeah, yeah there's a gene or something, because it did happen to us 790 00:53:34,039 --> 00:53:37,000 twice, so right right, yeah, maybe they'll find something, could be 791 00:53:37,079 --> 00:53:39,480 something there. But yeah, so statistically it's rare, but it's more common 792 00:53:39,559 --> 00:53:45,119 than than most people realize. Yeah, twenty five hundred children dying a year 793 00:53:45,360 --> 00:53:50,199 is a is a decent number. Yeah, yeah, and they just don't 794 00:53:50,239 --> 00:53:52,840 know why yet. It's just it's all it's been a medical mystery. Ye 795 00:53:53,119 --> 00:53:58,719 that just hasn't been unraveled yet. Hopefully, as science grows and genetic and 796 00:53:59,199 --> 00:54:01,840 all that kind of thing happens, you know, we'll find a reason be 797 00:54:01,920 --> 00:54:07,840 able to stop it. What you're doing is phenomenal because you are raising awareness, 798 00:54:07,920 --> 00:54:10,280 you are bringing attention to it. But next year, I wanted to 799 00:54:10,320 --> 00:54:14,639 do like a sid's awareness tour free, you know what I mean. That's 800 00:54:14,679 --> 00:54:15,800 a great idea. Wanted to do like, you know, free tour, 801 00:54:15,960 --> 00:54:20,960 you know what I mean. I actually have my mom's ex fiance, Uh 802 00:54:21,119 --> 00:54:25,159 he's he's the one that printed up like the thing everything for that and I 803 00:54:25,320 --> 00:54:28,760 actually really liked it when he printed that up for me, and I was 804 00:54:28,760 --> 00:54:30,679 like, yeah, that actually sounds really good, like, you know, 805 00:54:31,559 --> 00:54:34,559 for SIDS awareness. And that's good. You know, a free tour. 806 00:54:35,199 --> 00:54:37,119 Don't get get nobody has to pay nothing, you know what I mean, 807 00:54:37,800 --> 00:54:38,880 go there, set up the venues. But I just got to make a 808 00:54:38,880 --> 00:54:45,039 couple more songs. Yeah, that sounds amazing. You'll definitely have to come 809 00:54:45,119 --> 00:54:47,079 back and tell our audience about it, yeah, I mean, and then 810 00:54:47,079 --> 00:54:51,719 I just always gonna have my team open up for me do whatever, you 811 00:54:51,840 --> 00:54:54,639 know, PG songs. You know, I hope the rapper will be good 812 00:54:54,760 --> 00:55:00,360 Yeah yeah, looking like mean and trying to do like shows, I mean, 813 00:55:00,480 --> 00:55:02,039 and like a local tour you know, I mean not now you wear 814 00:55:02,039 --> 00:55:06,239 it's too far. Yeah. Yeah, so that everybody can make it, 815 00:55:06,280 --> 00:55:08,599 and everybody works, everybody has their own schedules. So we're gonna just get 816 00:55:08,679 --> 00:55:12,519 that situated. Yeap. You might even be able to get the March of 817 00:55:12,599 --> 00:55:16,360 Dimes involved. Oh yeah, good call possibility. Yep, yeah, that 818 00:55:16,519 --> 00:55:20,840 makes sense. That makes sense. Well we are we are approaching the top 819 00:55:20,880 --> 00:55:22,800 of the hour. I want to make sure we get one more of your 820 00:55:22,079 --> 00:55:25,480 your tracks and uh so we're what's the one we didn't play? Reminiscent? 821 00:55:25,599 --> 00:55:30,559 Reminiscent? Yeah, so that's a song. It was about when my mom 822 00:55:30,920 --> 00:55:34,360 was in her dark days. My mom was in her dark days. It's 823 00:55:34,400 --> 00:55:37,760 the beginning of it, and then it's about like New Hampshire and how people 824 00:55:37,800 --> 00:55:42,719 like did you dirty people? Did me dirty? Happened forever. That's what 825 00:55:42,840 --> 00:55:45,400 let Me Down was about. Okay, Yeah, I kind of got that 826 00:55:45,480 --> 00:55:49,079 from the lyrics. Yeah yeah, And and I think there's people that was 827 00:55:49,079 --> 00:55:51,000 closest to my circle that let me down, you know what I mean. 828 00:55:51,320 --> 00:55:54,199 Yeah, yeah, I'm just tired of that. Very relatable. We we 829 00:55:54,360 --> 00:55:59,880 certainly all had that. We certainly all have had that happen. Yeah, 830 00:56:00,440 --> 00:56:01,039 trying to make sure I have it here. So what we'll do is, 831 00:56:01,119 --> 00:56:05,119 yeah, we'll play that and then uh after that too, I'm gonna I'm 832 00:56:05,119 --> 00:56:08,840 gonna play again the Winter Circle, the brand new track from Hope the Rapper 833 00:56:08,880 --> 00:56:13,440 as we continue our ten weeks of world radio premieres of Hope the Rapper singles, 834 00:56:13,960 --> 00:56:16,639 which we're very happy about. Love his stuff and love what you're doing. 835 00:56:16,679 --> 00:56:20,639 Man, this is great, This is great. A Jusel the Rebel. 836 00:56:21,119 --> 00:56:23,519 What should people know about how to find you online? Uh? You'll 837 00:56:23,559 --> 00:56:28,679 find me on everything. We should spell a j U s D E L 838 00:56:29,079 --> 00:56:34,239 d A R E b E L and you can find me on every platform. 839 00:56:36,480 --> 00:56:38,119 And please go to Spotify. Spotify. We got to get that over 840 00:56:38,159 --> 00:56:43,079 a hundred thousand, yeah, yeah, those to one hundred k. Almost 841 00:56:43,119 --> 00:56:47,159 there. Yeah, I bet it happens today. Hopefully there's no hope. 842 00:56:47,199 --> 00:56:51,519 There's only no something. Didn't Yoda say something like that, there is hope 843 00:56:51,519 --> 00:56:53,280 because he's on he's going to be playing after that. There you go exactly, 844 00:56:53,480 --> 00:56:58,239 They're literally there, literally is there? Literally is hope? Yes, 845 00:56:58,519 --> 00:57:04,159 and that too? All right A Josel the rebel, Thank you so much 846 00:57:04,199 --> 00:57:06,320 for coming in. Man, thank you, this has been great. And 847 00:57:06,920 --> 00:57:28,760 give this a listen. This is reminiscing. It was so crazy. You 848 00:57:28,840 --> 00:57:31,440 were never home. So many nights that have felt a lunge deeping. That 849 00:57:31,519 --> 00:57:35,440 darkness had to get in my zone and they wish I can see you more, 850 00:57:35,519 --> 00:57:37,719 not that I am grown, and you think I don't love you, 851 00:57:37,800 --> 00:57:39,480 but I know that you're wrong, and it's crazy. You think that w 852 00:57:39,719 --> 00:57:43,599 was crazy and sing. We used to hanging every day with link go to 853 00:57:43,679 --> 00:57:45,159 the store, set off for lunch, to go about everything. Your brother 854 00:57:45,280 --> 00:57:49,800 junior passing, watching, drawn yourself in your paint. Now new mission. 855 00:57:49,840 --> 00:57:52,960 That's a different sector. I'm here now talking to start collecting. Move to 856 00:57:52,079 --> 00:57:55,480 a different section. Hey, because I'm upset. It's one false move. 857 00:57:55,519 --> 00:57:59,280 You better. I hope you have protection. There's no regret. My hands 858 00:57:59,320 --> 00:58:01,400 are forced to lead the weapon too much son can get you, so keep 859 00:58:01,440 --> 00:58:06,159 it stepping no cap gate city. What I'm repping. I missed the mold 860 00:58:06,239 --> 00:58:08,880 days for its drive mail hunk go getting those with them. Days when they 861 00:58:09,039 --> 00:58:12,599 called you broke. Now where the day's them sayings again? That called you 862 00:58:12,639 --> 00:58:15,559 bro turned into a well you have that back when they need you, when 863 00:58:15,559 --> 00:58:17,000 they see your time, keep it and stacked. They don't see you now 864 00:58:17,079 --> 00:58:20,400 they be hating, know me. I get green like the eagles. I 865 00:58:20,519 --> 00:58:22,280 do the wish way theise. I do this fecial for my peoples, straight 866 00:58:22,360 --> 00:58:25,559 facts, moving forward. And my time is dudy. Yes, ain't got 867 00:58:25,599 --> 00:58:29,760 no tougher back. And for this like it's tennis, I reinvented this new 868 00:58:29,880 --> 00:58:32,280 cold and laws invented and never settence. My song gone and reminiscing. And 869 00:58:32,280 --> 00:58:36,719 then as time is taken like broken family, my first is the press and 870 00:58:36,760 --> 00:58:38,440 broken. Now I'm back, let's get it. You're hurt. Twenty twenty. 871 00:58:38,519 --> 00:58:43,400 I got a tonnel vision because then the booths where again said and don't 872 00:58:43,440 --> 00:58:45,519 you need to get it? Come from a herd. They have a pop 873 00:58:45,639 --> 00:58:47,320 up existant bro. They locked up. She kind of miss him. Nash, 874 00:58:47,440 --> 00:58:50,880 New Hampshire, you know how we live in Should I tell all my 875 00:58:51,079 --> 00:58:52,880 I did get come from them transits? You know how we do to all 876 00:58:52,960 --> 00:58:57,440 my sisters, adition, proud of you and long night sentis through going hard 877 00:58:57,559 --> 00:59:00,440 is what I'm trying to do. These other rappers they know comp tissue. 878 00:59:00,760 --> 00:59:02,719 No, you'll place no more propositions. It's not the quantum physics. You 879 00:59:02,760 --> 00:59:06,840 ain't gonna beat me. You know my position without the proper vision. They 880 00:59:07,039 --> 00:59:09,079 can't see it to go over their kitchen. Speak only when spoken to, 881 00:59:09,360 --> 00:59:12,480 Because now what it is. If you're gonna make it, then you gotta 882 00:59:12,519 --> 00:59:14,960 be a humble due. Don't let the devil get a hold of you. 883 00:59:15,079 --> 00:59:16,599 Stop doing from what you're supposed to do. I'm moving to send you all 884 00:59:16,639 --> 00:59:20,559 this message in I'll hope you read it. Sure you decided me y'all wasn't 885 00:59:20,599 --> 00:59:22,360 seeing if y'all have strengthen I ain't want to believe me for y'all fight. 886 00:59:22,400 --> 00:59:25,599 You know, demons, the little temptation be part of your weakness and make 887 00:59:25,719 --> 00:59:29,760 different choices of the issue being. And that's the fact. Like again, 888 00:59:29,880 --> 00:59:31,599 to put it into that, how come these chigains all took up on the 889 00:59:31,679 --> 00:59:36,800 internet never been into that at Ben a threat them shots five with the missiles. 890 00:59:36,840 --> 00:59:39,960 That man, you're greeting mission like they get man pack it back, 891 00:59:39,960 --> 00:59:44,159 So y'all a history. May I can lose I need of victory, man, 892 00:59:44,199 --> 00:59:46,360 I can risk another injury with pain and stuff for in their misery. 893 00:59:46,440 --> 00:59:50,559 You're feeling me if it's my money, y'all and disagree if you ain't about 894 00:59:50,599 --> 00:59:52,840 that. Actually, all that talkings for their birds and sugar physically the nerg 895 00:59:52,960 --> 00:59:53,880 that's rushing into me