WEBVTT 1 00:00:00.880 --> 00:00:04.000 Jenny, I was thinking yeah, on the way in, I don't know 2 00:00:04.040 --> 00:00:06.160 why. I was like, if Jenny and I had a shirt, what 3 00:00:06.200 --> 00:00:09.480 would it say? And I was like, would it just say butt stuff? 4 00:00:10.039 --> 00:00:14.599 Oh? I do like that because we talk about butt stuff so much, 5 00:00:14.640 --> 00:00:21.120 between hemorrhoids, potty bidet, toots, guts, paints. Yeah, 6 00:00:21.120 --> 00:00:26.559 I was gonna make gut issues eating eating something and it affecting you. But 7 00:00:26.559 --> 00:00:30.839 butt stuff implies something else. But maybe that's funny. But then would anyone 8 00:00:30.839 --> 00:00:35.240 wear a shirt this is butt stuff? Don't you remember? We didn't, 9 00:00:35.280 --> 00:00:38.359 I know, make it, but we went to Valley Fair. Yes I 10 00:00:38.359 --> 00:00:41.880 couldn't make it. Somebody and I was waiting in line and someone had a 11 00:00:41.920 --> 00:00:46.039 shirt that said show me your buttthole on it, and I like, it's 12 00:00:46.079 --> 00:00:49.479 so gross, it's so appropriate. And Valley Fair, by the way, 13 00:00:50.119 --> 00:00:53.520 the one of the most inappropriate spots you could pick to wear a hat like 14 00:00:53.520 --> 00:00:56.280 that. So I think but stuff might be a little like it could be 15 00:00:56.320 --> 00:00:59.960 small BS and then people could be like, oh, it's just a BS, 16 00:01:00.039 --> 00:01:03.239 but our true people know it stands for butt stuff. I do like 17 00:01:03.280 --> 00:01:07.040 that. I do like that. It's not gonna happen, but I know 18 00:01:07.079 --> 00:01:11.239 we're not getting merch. It's no chance. I was also gonna throw out, 19 00:01:11.519 --> 00:01:15.640 even though we don't talk about this much on the podcast, but Fallen 20 00:01:15.719 --> 00:01:19.840 has her classic line that she texts me every once. It's been a minute, 21 00:01:21.000 --> 00:01:23.079 now, i's been a while, no a bit. Okay, Well 22 00:01:23.120 --> 00:01:26.599 let's say that line first and then we'll talk about the thing that we do 23 00:01:26.640 --> 00:01:30.359 send each other quite often now. So the first thing is is Fallen will 24 00:01:30.400 --> 00:01:34.239 text me and be like you fucking or you sucking, and so usually I'm 25 00:01:34.239 --> 00:01:37.159 obviously never doing either. There's a poll. There was a poll. Yeah, 26 00:01:37.239 --> 00:01:40.200 just a poll. Yeah, casual mid middle of the day poll that 27 00:01:40.239 --> 00:01:42.319 she'll text one day though, I think one of the last times you did 28 00:01:42.400 --> 00:01:46.480 text me I'm actually doing one of the things. You took a while to 29 00:01:46.480 --> 00:01:49.920 respond. She's like, I was just actually doing I was like, oh 30 00:01:49.959 --> 00:01:53.680 wow, I was that never times out And then you sent me because there 31 00:01:53.719 --> 00:01:56.599 was like during the middle of your show, so it's in the mididlea afternoon, 32 00:01:56.879 --> 00:02:00.879 and then you sent me a beautiful video of Ted from from Motions singing 33 00:02:00.920 --> 00:02:07.599 afternoon to Light. I forgot about that, but anyways, I need you 34 00:02:07.640 --> 00:02:09.599 to start sending me those texts more often I missed that I am slacking. 35 00:02:09.719 --> 00:02:15.080 Yeah. But then our other bit, which also was fell and started it 36 00:02:15.120 --> 00:02:17.560 is she'd like grab your attention, so she'd do this door during the morning 37 00:02:17.560 --> 00:02:21.400 show, and she'd grab your attention. You look over and she's flipping you 38 00:02:21.479 --> 00:02:27.719 off. It's but now there's all these tiktoks and Instagram reels of people like 39 00:02:27.719 --> 00:02:30.039 looking like they're about to do something cool and then all of a sudden they 40 00:02:30.080 --> 00:02:31.560 put their hand up and they're flipping you off. So Pall and I send 41 00:02:31.560 --> 00:02:36.400 each other. I don't know why. My favorite one still is the cowboy 42 00:02:36.439 --> 00:02:39.319 boot one, you know, or it's like it comes over in cowboy boots 43 00:02:39.360 --> 00:02:44.879 and you think it's legs, but it's like not, and then it's a 44 00:02:44.919 --> 00:02:46.960 hand that comes out and flips you off, and I'm just so unexpected. 45 00:02:47.120 --> 00:02:52.240 Why they're so funny? Yes, I love it good bit. So yeah, 46 00:02:52.280 --> 00:02:54.039 we could get that, and we could get like a flipping someone off 47 00:02:54.039 --> 00:02:58.280 emoji on a shirt too. I do like that got with something like the 48 00:02:58.319 --> 00:03:01.400 worst people I know. Well, we'll sell farts too, and bidets, 49 00:03:01.479 --> 00:03:05.879 little travel bidets or something. If we had our own booth at the State 50 00:03:05.919 --> 00:03:09.199 Fair, we would sell traveling bidets. Yes, that would be clutch. 51 00:03:09.759 --> 00:03:15.159 What if we had like just two bathroom stalls and to test them out, 52 00:03:15.599 --> 00:03:20.280 we would be the hottest bathroom at the state Fair. I think we would 53 00:03:20.319 --> 00:03:24.280 because we want that title. I mean no, probably not, because there 54 00:03:24.400 --> 00:03:29.960 is always like a couple bathrooms that are just absolutely filthy, and so then 55 00:03:30.000 --> 00:03:34.919 if they're like coming to ours and then just like completely demolishing it, then 56 00:03:35.000 --> 00:03:38.919 we won't be the hottest bathroom in the No, it's true. I was 57 00:03:38.960 --> 00:03:43.800 telling my friends about the grossest porta potti I've ever experienced in my life, 58 00:03:43.879 --> 00:03:47.439 and it was in Washington State, in Forks, Yes, where Twilight Is 59 00:03:49.080 --> 00:03:53.360 was filmed. We pull up because we're doing like Olympic National Park, and 60 00:03:53.919 --> 00:03:58.879 my sister in law to be Laura goes, oh my god, years ago 61 00:03:58.960 --> 00:04:01.039 when I was here, it was at a gas station porta potty outside. 62 00:04:01.039 --> 00:04:03.599 She goes, that was the most disgusting porta potty I've ever been to. 63 00:04:03.719 --> 00:04:06.879 And I was like, hilarious. I get out because I gotta go so 64 00:04:08.000 --> 00:04:11.719 bad. I open the door, the shit is up to the seat. 65 00:04:12.439 --> 00:04:15.399 I have never in my life seen a porta potty where the poop is up 66 00:04:15.399 --> 00:04:18.240 to the Actually, I was like, oh, I come running out. 67 00:04:18.560 --> 00:04:23.399 The woman from the gas station comes outside and she goes, there are bathrooms 68 00:04:23.399 --> 00:04:26.000 inside. She must have seen me. And I go, oh, thank 69 00:04:26.000 --> 00:04:28.199 god, and I come in. She goes, yeah, they haven't like 70 00:04:28.279 --> 00:04:31.759 come to empty it from the weekend. I go, that's for the weekend, 71 00:04:32.399 --> 00:04:35.319 like walking into it. Yes, And I was like God, And 72 00:04:35.360 --> 00:04:39.879 I told Laura, I'm like, well, it's still the most disgusting porta 73 00:04:39.920 --> 00:04:42.600 potty. Ever, how funny. And then so now it lives on is 74 00:04:42.639 --> 00:04:46.480 the most disgusting porta potty I think in the United States. Gosh, I 75 00:04:46.519 --> 00:04:50.199 mean mine probably was over one of the country festivals I've been to. Oh 76 00:04:50.240 --> 00:04:54.959 god, yeah, it was always And let me tell you, those things 77 00:04:55.000 --> 00:04:59.560 were emptied pretty consistently. I had. We would be partying all day in 78 00:04:59.600 --> 00:05:02.519 the camp grounds whatever, and like the big old trucks would come through empty 79 00:05:02.519 --> 00:05:05.759 in the port of potties and that's when we'd like all rush at right after 80 00:05:05.800 --> 00:05:13.720 you like, oh right, freshies, freshies. That's amazing. So this 81 00:05:13.759 --> 00:05:16.000 is we're gonna talk about on like our show. But I also it was 82 00:05:16.040 --> 00:05:20.800 so funny because my mom, because she does literally nothing but scroll all day, 83 00:05:20.839 --> 00:05:26.759 she actually does know what's going on trending wise a lot. So I 84 00:05:26.800 --> 00:05:30.120 went to Nashville this weekend and we were all in the car and it's my 85 00:05:30.240 --> 00:05:34.399 sister, my niece, myself, my mom, my sister's old neighbor Jen, 86 00:05:34.439 --> 00:05:39.439 and her daughter Kenna. Because they're like best friends and they're amazing. 87 00:05:39.480 --> 00:05:42.279 I like love them, and then my brother in law, So all women 88 00:05:42.519 --> 00:05:45.759 and my brother in law and my mom was like, have you seen the 89 00:05:45.800 --> 00:05:48.160 thing with the bear and the man? And I said Nope, can't say 90 00:05:48.160 --> 00:05:50.959 that I have. And so she said, would you rather, as a 91 00:05:51.000 --> 00:05:56.279 woman encounter, if you're alone in the woods, encounter a bear or a 92 00:05:56.279 --> 00:05:59.160 man? And I sat there and I was like, this is a thing 93 00:05:59.199 --> 00:06:00.959 going on. I was so confused for a minute. And everyone's like everyone 94 00:06:01.040 --> 00:06:04.839 starts going bear, Bear, Bear, And then my brother in law was 95 00:06:04.879 --> 00:06:08.560 like so annoyed because he's the only guy in the car, and he's like, 96 00:06:08.800 --> 00:06:12.399 wait, seriously, you guys would all choose a bear over a guy? 97 00:06:12.439 --> 00:06:15.079 And everyone was like yes, and he was like, you know, 98 00:06:15.240 --> 00:06:18.240 kind of having the same this is. So it's a popular video on TikTok 99 00:06:18.240 --> 00:06:21.800 where a girl asked it. Almost all women say the bear, and then 100 00:06:21.879 --> 00:06:27.480 men are getting like so annoyed by it because they're like, that's so because 101 00:06:27.800 --> 00:06:31.279 most men have the response of I'm a good guy. That's so shitty that 102 00:06:31.360 --> 00:06:36.240 you would like rather run into a bear, And the women say it's because 103 00:06:36.600 --> 00:06:42.079 we know exactly what we're getting with the bear, Like we know, yeah, 104 00:06:42.279 --> 00:06:44.800 if it's a grizzly bear, we're probably gonna die. If the black 105 00:06:44.800 --> 00:06:46.079 bear, maybe we can get away. But we know exactly what we're getting 106 00:06:46.120 --> 00:06:49.240 with the bear. We have no idea what we're getting with the man. 107 00:06:49.439 --> 00:06:53.639 Because the man could be like the brother in law, my brother in law, 108 00:06:53.639 --> 00:06:55.839 who would be like, ah, yeah, here it's this way, 109 00:06:55.920 --> 00:06:58.959 like let me help you out, super kind person, and that's what the 110 00:06:59.079 --> 00:07:03.160 majority of men would be like. But we've seen too many things or had 111 00:07:03.199 --> 00:07:08.759 too many personal experiences to know it is not one hundred percent going to go 112 00:07:08.879 --> 00:07:12.279 like that. Yeah, it could be like the horrible stories you see where 113 00:07:12.279 --> 00:07:15.319 you're chained up and trapped in someone's house forever. And so it's been a 114 00:07:15.360 --> 00:07:19.879 really interesting debate. I was actually surprised my mom chose the bear as well, 115 00:07:19.920 --> 00:07:23.959 because my mom is like, she's like gets pretty. She and I 116 00:07:24.079 --> 00:07:27.519 disagree on a lot of things. That and so, but I was actually 117 00:07:27.519 --> 00:07:30.160 surprised she said the bear and I was like, okay, And I've sort 118 00:07:30.199 --> 00:07:32.439 of seen some of the debates. I don't think i've seen more of just 119 00:07:32.480 --> 00:07:35.560 like memes or something on Instagram. Yeah that I haven't really seen any of 120 00:07:35.639 --> 00:07:42.160 the TikTok like conversations about it. But yeah, I mean when I saw 121 00:07:42.199 --> 00:07:46.000 the question, I was like, you're right. I think I would be 122 00:07:46.079 --> 00:07:50.040 really creeped out running into if is the scenario just you'rre in the woods this 123 00:07:50.439 --> 00:07:55.680 I believe that I have the video and I didn't. I like grabbed it, 124 00:07:55.720 --> 00:08:00.800 but I haven't like completely watched it yet. And the idea is, 125 00:08:00.920 --> 00:08:05.319 yeah, you're alone in the woods and you and you get to choose you 126 00:08:05.439 --> 00:08:09.079 encounter them a man or a bear. Then I would say, yeah, 127 00:08:09.160 --> 00:08:13.879 give me that bear. I mean, I go for walks and it's still 128 00:08:13.959 --> 00:08:16.959 light out and I am like on high alert at all times of any random 129 00:08:18.000 --> 00:08:22.360 person that's just like driving and slowing down by me and stuff. And it's 130 00:08:22.399 --> 00:08:26.040 like, if I saw a bear, I know I'm dead. Like, 131 00:08:26.160 --> 00:08:30.279 let's be honest, I'm probably dead. Yeah, I mean, don't get 132 00:08:30.319 --> 00:08:33.039 me wrong, I don't want to encounter a bear. That's not like we're 133 00:08:33.039 --> 00:08:35.399 asking for. Like if when we're in a national park, I'm like on 134 00:08:35.480 --> 00:08:39.720 high alert too, Like what's that noise? Is there a bear around there? 135 00:08:39.879 --> 00:08:41.399 What's it going to do? I don't have bear spray. I'd probably 136 00:08:41.440 --> 00:08:43.879 spreare myself on accident. I would have to do bear spray with you to 137 00:08:43.919 --> 00:08:48.559 the national parks you're going to. I didn't want. I was gonna say 138 00:08:48.639 --> 00:08:52.639 I didn't Glacier I'm going to when we go to BAMF because that is like 139 00:08:52.720 --> 00:08:56.879 Grizzly bear Central. I'm doing one of the gondolas where you actually they say 140 00:08:56.919 --> 00:09:00.799 it's like a high grizzly spotting zone, but you'll be in a gondola. 141 00:09:01.279 --> 00:09:03.159 Well, I'm not bringing the spray with me. I'm that sorry. I 142 00:09:03.159 --> 00:09:05.919 should have. Oh okay. I was like, you can't fly with it, 143 00:09:05.960 --> 00:09:11.080 as you know, right, So well you got fair. I got 144 00:09:11.120 --> 00:09:15.240 in one way, but that's because that way I didn't check if I had 145 00:09:15.240 --> 00:09:16.840 beariss brain. I know. My back was like you got barrass braid and 146 00:09:16.879 --> 00:09:18.840 I was like, yeah, what's the big deal. Yeah. So they're 147 00:09:18.879 --> 00:09:20.879 like you're going to buy it when you get there. I'm like, great, 148 00:09:22.120 --> 00:09:24.080 how expensive is it gonna be when we get to Canada. I don't 149 00:09:24.080 --> 00:09:28.360 know. Yeah, that's a good point. I'm sure it's fine. I'm 150 00:09:28.399 --> 00:09:31.240 sure that much more expense. Why are you doing that trip again, June? 151 00:09:31.399 --> 00:09:37.720 Okay, we're very early season for bamp so I'm really really I didn't 152 00:09:37.720 --> 00:09:39.080 know that, you know, yeah, because you would kind of just assume 153 00:09:39.080 --> 00:09:41.679 it's like summer weather like here. Yeah. I think I think the weather 154 00:09:41.759 --> 00:09:46.120 wise it'll be like average and decent, but it's if there's still snow on 155 00:09:46.159 --> 00:09:50.600 some of the trails. But I'm just hoping maybe they had like a winter 156 00:09:50.720 --> 00:09:54.679 similar to hours, so it'll be like fine, I'm hoping. I don't 157 00:09:54.720 --> 00:09:56.840 know, we'll see. I don't have that answer for you. I just 158 00:09:56.840 --> 00:09:58.879 saw the fuck Jenny. Well, I know I was gonna say. I 159 00:09:58.879 --> 00:10:01.480 know that the East Coast I got hit more with snow than it has because 160 00:10:01.480 --> 00:10:05.720 it was a el Ninal. I have really good friends that do a show 161 00:10:07.399 --> 00:10:09.559 in Canada. I believe in that area, so I should just text them 162 00:10:09.559 --> 00:10:13.399 and ask. I remember them having videos of how cold it was at one 163 00:10:13.399 --> 00:10:16.120 point because they were like it was where they were the ones making the videos 164 00:10:16.120 --> 00:10:18.039 where you lift like the noodles like the ramen out and they freeze in the 165 00:10:18.080 --> 00:10:20.879 air. And I was like, oh, but I don't know if it 166 00:10:20.919 --> 00:10:24.679 was snow wise or it was just like so cold. So to ask them, 167 00:10:24.360 --> 00:10:28.000 you were in Nashville for your niece's graduation, right, I can't believe 168 00:10:28.039 --> 00:10:31.480 she's graduated college already. I know that's college. Yeah, college. It's 169 00:10:31.519 --> 00:10:39.440 crazy. And it was so interesting because we like, first of all, 170 00:10:39.000 --> 00:10:43.039 the ceremony, we were there for freaking ever. I mean we got there 171 00:10:43.039 --> 00:10:46.759 at like one to save seats. It started at three thirty. I was 172 00:10:46.759 --> 00:10:50.080 like, no one told me it started at three thirty. One cool thing. 173 00:10:50.320 --> 00:10:54.759 The graduation speaker, he was an animator for Disney for ten years, 174 00:10:56.159 --> 00:10:58.480 and so he was like, you may have seen some of my work, 175 00:10:58.559 --> 00:11:01.759 and he was like, the snowballs and beauty and the Beast was mine, 176 00:11:01.159 --> 00:11:09.759 he said. The Simba's mom bathing him was him. The Pocahontas's hair he 177 00:11:09.799 --> 00:11:13.080 said, because that was a character in itself. That was him. And 178 00:11:13.120 --> 00:11:16.279 then like some stuff with like Jafar and Iago or whatever. But I was 179 00:11:16.320 --> 00:11:20.960 like, that is so cool. But he quit because he had no life. 180 00:11:20.000 --> 00:11:22.799 He was only working and he had kids, and he was like, 181 00:11:24.120 --> 00:11:26.120 I want to like, well, he's religious too. He's like, I 182 00:11:26.159 --> 00:11:30.240 want to like do something with more purpose, and I also want to like 183 00:11:30.320 --> 00:11:35.080 actually be around for my family. So he quit. But he for ten 184 00:11:35.159 --> 00:11:37.000 years had like his like dream job, and he started when he was like 185 00:11:37.039 --> 00:11:41.159 twenty three too, which is crazy, like right out of like school, 186 00:11:41.200 --> 00:11:45.480 got that job and he built his way up. But also so not only 187 00:11:45.639 --> 00:11:50.519 that guy, but I texted Jenny the graduation party. My niece's graduation party 188 00:11:50.600 --> 00:11:52.120 was like her and five friends had like a combined party. One of the 189 00:11:52.120 --> 00:11:54.759 gals from Survivor was there. Never watched the show in my life, but 190 00:11:54.799 --> 00:11:56.799 I was like, oh, Jenny and Tina love Survivor. I gotta get 191 00:11:56.799 --> 00:12:01.159 a picture with this woman. She was super nice. Yeah, Mama Julie, 192 00:12:01.200 --> 00:12:05.200 Mama Julie, Mama Jay. She was one of the people we thought 193 00:12:05.320 --> 00:12:09.120 was going to probably make it till the end because she played a really good 194 00:12:09.320 --> 00:12:13.519 physical game, but also like social game is a huge part of it too. 195 00:12:13.600 --> 00:12:16.519 Okay, so she was in good like circles and had good allies and 196 00:12:16.519 --> 00:12:22.399 stuff. But the problem was she was so liked by everyone that in the 197 00:12:22.559 --> 00:12:26.159 end it comes down to three people and then everyone the last ten people that 198 00:12:26.159 --> 00:12:30.960 got voted out. Maybe it's twelve. They vote on who they think should 199 00:12:30.960 --> 00:12:35.000 win the million dollars, so they knew she would get voted on. I 200 00:12:35.039 --> 00:12:37.159 can't remember exactly what happened, but I think she got a little blindsided to 201 00:12:37.159 --> 00:12:41.720 get her out because they knew everyone loved her and she would most likely win, 202 00:12:41.120 --> 00:12:46.759 So I knew she would make it pretty far. I wasn't surprised she 203 00:12:46.759 --> 00:12:48.080 didn't make it till the end, though, because the point of the game 204 00:12:48.120 --> 00:12:52.080 is obviously to win the money, and if you're up against someone that everyone 205 00:12:52.200 --> 00:12:54.600 loves, yep, you're not gonna win the money. So my brother in 206 00:12:54.639 --> 00:12:56.440 law loves that. He wants to audition for the show. He's asking for 207 00:12:56.480 --> 00:13:01.679 tips from our stuff, and I go, Brian, you would be the 208 00:13:01.759 --> 00:13:05.320 villain. My brother in law is one of those like everyone loves him, 209 00:13:05.840 --> 00:13:09.799 but he will do shady shit to advance himself. Yeah, like with no 210 00:13:11.000 --> 00:13:13.799 remorse. And I'm like, you would be a villain. But I think 211 00:13:13.840 --> 00:13:18.559 he'd be a villain that people like, kind of like and kind of make 212 00:13:18.600 --> 00:13:22.440 people laugh, But he would be I would. I mean, I don't 213 00:13:22.480 --> 00:13:26.120 watch it religiously. I watch it since Andrew and I started living Together. 214 00:13:26.200 --> 00:13:30.639 I watch it pretty frequently, but I just don't think the villains ever. 215 00:13:31.320 --> 00:13:35.279 They do. Don't get me wrong, they have one before because people appreciate 216 00:13:35.399 --> 00:13:37.519 like the game aspect of it. Sometimes when the villain gets all the way 217 00:13:37.559 --> 00:13:41.360 to the end. Yeah, but a lot of times it's more down to 218 00:13:41.519 --> 00:13:46.519 like the social and stuff, but also like your pitch. Everyone gets kind 219 00:13:46.519 --> 00:13:48.919 of like a pitch I think at the end to be like this is why 220 00:13:48.960 --> 00:13:50.840 I should get the money, blah blah blah. And everyone also gets to 221 00:13:52.000 --> 00:13:56.360 ask a million questions and so of course everyone hurt because they somehow got blindsided. 222 00:13:56.399 --> 00:14:00.240 Most likely to be voted off. Gotcha, But yeah, it's I 223 00:14:00.360 --> 00:14:03.720 was. I didn't. Truthfully, I'm happy Tina was in that text like 224 00:14:03.799 --> 00:14:07.000 combo with us, because that first picture you sent it was like a side 225 00:14:07.039 --> 00:14:07.679 angle of her and I was like, I don't know who the fuck that 226 00:14:07.799 --> 00:14:11.440 is. I took a creepy picture. I took a creepy picture because at 227 00:14:11.440 --> 00:14:13.039 first, and I was like, why am I doing that? She's like 228 00:14:13.559 --> 00:14:18.080 it wasn't like she was at a celebrity signing, like she was there interacting 229 00:14:18.159 --> 00:14:20.600 and she was like really proud of being on that show and being known from 230 00:14:20.639 --> 00:14:24.320 that show, like which I would be too. Yeah, so she like 231 00:14:24.480 --> 00:14:28.840 loved talking about it and interacting. I would absolutely be the same as hers 232 00:14:28.879 --> 00:14:31.000 too. Well, did you have a good time in Nashville? Did you 233 00:14:31.000 --> 00:14:35.000 do anything? It was mostly just like graduations anything in Nationale nothing like Nashville. 234 00:14:35.360 --> 00:14:39.879 Uh huh. No. We stopped and we went to Jenny's ice Cream, 235 00:14:39.919 --> 00:14:43.879 which that's everywhere now, and I didn't get any because I had just 236 00:14:43.960 --> 00:14:46.200 eaten like all the desserts at the graduation party. And I was like, 237 00:14:46.200 --> 00:14:48.440 what is wrong with you people? Why do you want ice cream? Like 238 00:14:48.480 --> 00:14:50.559 well, one ish cream? I was like, all right, that's fair, 239 00:14:50.919 --> 00:14:54.639 that's fair. I did not Well, I had like stuff going on 240 00:14:54.639 --> 00:14:58.240 this weekend, but not anything super exciting. I'm just like, I'm really 241 00:14:58.360 --> 00:15:03.120 leaning into and an older lady. Now. I noticed your boos look like 242 00:15:03.120 --> 00:15:05.600 they're sagging a little bit. Well, those have been taking for a while, 243 00:15:05.600 --> 00:15:09.559 but the goodness, my nipples haven't, so they still appear to be 244 00:15:09.639 --> 00:15:11.679 perfier than what they are. When you take your top off, your nips 245 00:15:11.720 --> 00:15:18.159 just sing forever. Yeah, exactly, that's a fautiful that's such a disturbing 246 00:15:18.240 --> 00:15:20.600 image, you know what? That just why did this image just pop in 247 00:15:20.600 --> 00:15:26.080 my head? Remember in easy A when she opens up the cart, I 248 00:15:26.759 --> 00:15:33.039 just like think about that if I like flash my boobs right now, I 249 00:15:33.159 --> 00:15:37.559 want to be love that for you, Jenny. Mine have never been like 250 00:15:37.639 --> 00:15:41.440 that. I think at birth mine we're a little like downward facing. Not 251 00:15:41.519 --> 00:15:43.279 really. I mean I think my nips are okay. I think my nips 252 00:15:43.279 --> 00:15:48.679 are pretty central, but my boobs, yeah, they've lost a little gravity. 253 00:15:48.000 --> 00:15:52.399 The best part about what this conversation just turned into was the fact that 254 00:15:52.480 --> 00:15:54.720 I was about to go into the fact that I am a gardener now and 255 00:15:54.759 --> 00:16:00.799 now we're talking about sage boobs and high and or normal size or not normal 256 00:16:00.799 --> 00:16:03.840 size. But everyone's nipples are normal. Yeah, Jenny know what I'm saying. 257 00:16:04.399 --> 00:16:07.919 What I say when making me feel it, my nips aren't normal. 258 00:16:07.000 --> 00:16:11.720 Hey. Also, I did see you do your gardening. I'm very proud 259 00:16:11.720 --> 00:16:14.879 of you. Thank you. I mean you should fucking know your mom literally 260 00:16:14.879 --> 00:16:17.679 does landscaping. If you didn't know anything, i'd question you. But I 261 00:16:17.759 --> 00:16:22.600 tell you, Andrew had zero trusted me, Like as if I didn't fucking 262 00:16:22.639 --> 00:16:25.399 grow up with a mom who, like her entire life is landscaping. And 263 00:16:25.440 --> 00:16:26.919 I used to work with her in summers. Now, granted, I was 264 00:16:26.960 --> 00:16:32.200 more of your bulky like beastie girl who helped I carried the molt ended rock 265 00:16:32.279 --> 00:16:34.039 and stuff. I didn't do so much of the actual planting of plans. 266 00:16:34.080 --> 00:16:37.639 Your mom just yality and like hey, thicky, grab the mult God, 267 00:16:38.320 --> 00:16:41.480 those were like some of my She's like, I got a molt job on 268 00:16:41.519 --> 00:16:47.159 Wednesday, you're coming along? And I was like, y, But so 269 00:16:47.279 --> 00:16:51.200 I do know how to garden. I just have never really gotten into it, 270 00:16:52.000 --> 00:16:53.639 even though my mom loves to. Did she give you are those irises 271 00:16:53.639 --> 00:16:59.919 you put in? Or are they daffodils or tulips? There's daffodils and iris 272 00:17:00.080 --> 00:17:03.080 is I look at me. I'm a genius, Jenny, I know. 273 00:17:03.240 --> 00:17:04.880 And of course, like those are only going to last for however long and 274 00:17:04.920 --> 00:17:07.599 then but at least they're perennials, so they'll come back every year. It's 275 00:17:07.640 --> 00:17:11.759 nice. Yeah. And then there's like a whole other section. I didn't 276 00:17:11.759 --> 00:17:15.319 even show that, like circles around our sun room that I also did that 277 00:17:15.480 --> 00:17:18.640 was mostly hostas. But this dog caper that we watch all the time, 278 00:17:18.680 --> 00:17:23.359 I love him. That little shit started eating all the hostas and so they 279 00:17:23.400 --> 00:17:26.119 weren't planned, and we're just like, yeah, positioning them. I'm like 280 00:17:26.160 --> 00:17:29.720 FaceTime on my mom. She's telling me where to put things, how to 281 00:17:29.759 --> 00:17:32.680 do it whatever. I thought you knew how to do it, and now 282 00:17:32.920 --> 00:17:36.240 I'll do it. So you I didn't tell make the story. I ride 283 00:17:36.240 --> 00:17:38.599 your blog and my mom sends me along. Okay, So I didn't see 284 00:17:38.599 --> 00:17:41.720 where Cindy was on FaceTime during that video of you just doing it all on 285 00:17:41.759 --> 00:17:45.240 your own number one, she got a shout out as the landscape designed by 286 00:17:45.359 --> 00:17:52.319 caption, so she does get credit, yes, but we're on FaceTime and 287 00:17:52.559 --> 00:17:55.240 my mom just like thought it was hilarious. And I was like shocked because 288 00:17:55.279 --> 00:17:57.039 she used to get so angry when bunnies would eat plants in our yard. 289 00:17:57.079 --> 00:18:00.759 And she's like, Joe Caper again, see what he does. And I 290 00:18:00.839 --> 00:18:03.680 was like okay, and so like Caper's running around and the next thing I 291 00:18:03.720 --> 00:18:07.000 know, he is like just fully grabs one of the plants, runs across 292 00:18:07.039 --> 00:18:10.839 the yards. Oh my god, a monster egg Caper. So anyways, 293 00:18:10.839 --> 00:18:12.200 he was my little buddy. He didn't eat any of the plans of the 294 00:18:12.279 --> 00:18:15.920 video. I did, but it was fun and I did it well. 295 00:18:15.960 --> 00:18:18.440 But Andrew thought it was going to take like four hours, and it took 296 00:18:18.480 --> 00:18:22.279 me. It took me probably like two and a half because I was recording 297 00:18:22.359 --> 00:18:26.240 videos and looking at whatever. But my mom so she gave me all of 298 00:18:26.279 --> 00:18:30.799 the plants. She also gave me like mushroom composts and eggshells and all this 299 00:18:30.839 --> 00:18:33.039 shit. So that's why I was like, Mom, I don't understand what 300 00:18:33.039 --> 00:18:34.240 I'm doing. I thought I just dug a hole and put the damn planned 301 00:18:34.279 --> 00:18:37.359 in, Like what. And she's like, well, you need to mix 302 00:18:37.400 --> 00:18:38.359 those things together. Put it in the hole, mix it in the hole. 303 00:18:38.400 --> 00:18:40.880 Then you need to dig it back out. And I was like, 304 00:18:41.000 --> 00:18:42.359 why am I putting it in the hole and then digging it back out? 305 00:18:42.519 --> 00:18:45.720 And then my sister's like, uh, my little sister lives at home. 306 00:18:45.799 --> 00:18:49.000 She's like, you need to like fertilize it first, and she's chiming in 307 00:18:49.039 --> 00:18:52.720 and I was like what. I was like, can you just watch what 308 00:18:52.759 --> 00:18:56.720 I'm doing and tell me if I'm doing about Okay? Yeah, I so 309 00:18:56.079 --> 00:18:59.920 I do not do any of that stuff, but I did, like by 310 00:19:00.079 --> 00:19:02.039 just stuff this weekend too, because we keep trying to add arts. The 311 00:19:02.039 --> 00:19:03.519 people who lived in our house before us did such a beautiful job, and 312 00:19:03.559 --> 00:19:07.839 we Dolly has ruined everything as far as well not everything. The big tree 313 00:19:07.839 --> 00:19:12.400 by our front door had hostas all around it. Dolly was laying on them. 314 00:19:12.599 --> 00:19:15.519 That was her spot. So she killed most of those and like put 315 00:19:15.519 --> 00:19:19.200 pee and stuff all those things. But like we also have like that weird 316 00:19:19.200 --> 00:19:22.839 stuff where like there's you know where we have rock and different things like and 317 00:19:22.839 --> 00:19:27.240 then there will be like that material that you use for landscaping under and then 318 00:19:27.240 --> 00:19:30.000 it's hard to dig and it's so annoying. So we have to find like 319 00:19:30.119 --> 00:19:33.400 good spots for it. But I found a free rosebush this weekend on Marketplace. 320 00:19:33.480 --> 00:19:36.799 Jenny Oh. I was like, Jake, we're going to Chaska. 321 00:19:36.839 --> 00:19:38.359 Get in the car and I was a grab of shovel and gloves. He's 322 00:19:38.359 --> 00:19:42.200 like, what did we sign up for? And he I made him get 323 00:19:42.200 --> 00:19:45.319 out because all of fell sleep in the car and go dig it up with 324 00:19:45.359 --> 00:19:47.920 this woman in Chaska. You had to go dig it up. She didn't 325 00:19:47.920 --> 00:19:51.720 show that. No, that's the road you you want it. It's free, 326 00:19:51.759 --> 00:19:53.000 but you got to dig it out. But she helped him. He 327 00:19:53.119 --> 00:19:56.000 was like out there, Jenny, this was like intense. It was like 328 00:19:56.039 --> 00:19:59.759 he was digging up a tree. It was so much more than he thought 329 00:19:59.759 --> 00:20:03.160 it was. They were both out there sweating. They're roll on both sides. 330 00:20:03.279 --> 00:20:07.519 It was a huge roast bush. Should say A probably was big and 331 00:20:07.559 --> 00:20:11.359 B the roots of that are probably pretty hard to get out. Yeah, 332 00:20:11.400 --> 00:20:14.880 and you need obviously the right amount of roots for it to like be transported. 333 00:20:15.000 --> 00:20:18.400 He got it. He got it. So we went got some plants 334 00:20:18.519 --> 00:20:21.160 at a store anyway, because I'm trying to just get more perennials because I'm 335 00:20:21.160 --> 00:20:23.400 too lazy for those annual bullshit. And we haven't planted the rose bush. 336 00:20:23.480 --> 00:20:26.519 Yep, we have that and my winter seeds. So I've planted my first 337 00:20:26.519 --> 00:20:30.559 little babies from the ground or into the ground. Are you proud of them? 338 00:20:30.599 --> 00:20:33.279 Ja? I am proud. Did you show it to me somehow? 339 00:20:33.319 --> 00:20:36.240 I put it on my Instagram stories, but now I deleted it. Yea, 340 00:20:36.279 --> 00:20:37.680 I did see something. You deleted it or it's not there anymore. 341 00:20:38.319 --> 00:20:42.000 I don't let I have a hard time letting things expire on my Instagram stories. 342 00:20:42.039 --> 00:20:44.720 Now I'll be like, oh, I'm bored with that, and I'll 343 00:20:44.759 --> 00:20:45.720 delete it. I don't know what's going on with me, Okay. It 344 00:20:45.799 --> 00:20:49.240 also like You're one of the top people that normally show up at like the 345 00:20:49.279 --> 00:20:52.720 beginning of stories when I go to Instagram because you're obsessed with me going it 346 00:20:52.759 --> 00:20:56.200 is, and same for you and mind. My algorithm has been weird lately 347 00:20:56.240 --> 00:20:59.440 that all of a sudden, I'll look and it'd be like twenty hours ago 348 00:20:59.680 --> 00:21:02.160 a new story from Fallon and I hadn't seen it, And I was like, 349 00:21:02.160 --> 00:21:03.400 what the fuck? Why did I not see this already? Aren't you 350 00:21:03.400 --> 00:21:07.279 clicking on me anymore? Showing up my front one? So I was like, 351 00:21:07.319 --> 00:21:12.000 what happened there? But anyways, yeah, gardening. It was super 352 00:21:12.039 --> 00:21:17.000 fun and you also learned what gardening means recently. That doesn't mean guardening with 353 00:21:17.039 --> 00:21:19.279 plans, I know. I didn't know that it was taking at a bowl 354 00:21:19.359 --> 00:21:23.720 or smoking. I didn't know that, and I only saw I saw that 355 00:21:23.799 --> 00:21:27.400 on TikTok like five months ago. A girl was doing like a story time. 356 00:21:27.759 --> 00:21:30.519 She's like, you know, I was guardening the other day, blah 357 00:21:30.519 --> 00:21:33.240 blah blah, she's going into it, and I go, she wasn't guardening, 358 00:21:33.400 --> 00:21:36.079 Yeah, what what was she by that? And whatever? And then 359 00:21:36.079 --> 00:21:37.599 I finally realized what it was. So now I've started to see it more 360 00:21:37.640 --> 00:21:41.240 and more. Yep, but yeh smoking weed. Hey guys, right after 361 00:21:41.319 --> 00:21:45.519 this, I'm gonna give you a little update on my anxiety. We've talked 362 00:21:45.559 --> 00:21:48.799 about it in the past, but first I just want to chat real quick 363 00:21:48.960 --> 00:21:52.119 about cacaw Bliss. Fallon and I have been talking about this stuff for a 364 00:21:52.160 --> 00:21:53.880 couple of months now. Yep, it's so good. I know that Fallon 365 00:21:53.920 --> 00:21:56.920 has been working it into some recipes at home, but for me personally, 366 00:21:57.119 --> 00:22:02.119 I just stumbled upon this instagram where she does all these overnight oats and it's 367 00:22:02.160 --> 00:22:04.599 just different kinds of flavors of stuff. But I worked in the cacaw blest 368 00:22:04.640 --> 00:22:07.319 to one of them recently and it's probably my favorite one. But it's very 369 00:22:07.319 --> 00:22:11.839 simple. You basically just make your oats overnight, you put in the cacaw 370 00:22:11.920 --> 00:22:14.359 Bliss, they sit overnight, it's ready to go in the morning, and 371 00:22:14.400 --> 00:22:18.920 it's just a delightful, healthy dessert. Uh huh. So I've been loving 372 00:22:18.920 --> 00:22:22.279 that. Okay, that's kind of what almost like minds like a healthy dessert 373 00:22:22.359 --> 00:22:26.039 also, and it's three ingredients, high protein and if you don't like cottage 374 00:22:26.079 --> 00:22:27.559 cheese, don't freak out because you're not even gonna know there's cottage cheese in 375 00:22:27.599 --> 00:22:30.079 there. That's like what a lot of people are doing with like pasta sauces 376 00:22:30.119 --> 00:22:34.160 and stuff too. But it's literally one cup cottage cheese, two tablespoons of 377 00:22:34.200 --> 00:22:38.279 the cacaw bless, and then two tablespoons of pure maple syrup and then you 378 00:22:38.279 --> 00:22:41.559 put that like a blender or food processor, and then you pour it in 379 00:22:41.599 --> 00:22:45.839 like one of those little dishes. And it's chocolate mouse and it's so good. 380 00:22:45.920 --> 00:22:49.000 She showed me a video just not yea, it's delights. You want 381 00:22:49.000 --> 00:22:52.920 to refrigerate for thirty minutes. You got to throw that out there that, 382 00:22:52.880 --> 00:22:56.720 yeah, but it's so good. And we have a discount, don't worry. 383 00:22:56.759 --> 00:22:59.720 We want to hook you up with that. You get fifteen percent off 384 00:23:00.200 --> 00:23:03.640 by going to shop dot earth, echofoods dot com slash fun, so our 385 00:23:03.640 --> 00:23:07.680 discount code is fun to get fifteen percent off. I'll always put this in 386 00:23:07.799 --> 00:23:10.240 like the episode notes too, just so you can, you know, keep 387 00:23:10.279 --> 00:23:11.200 track of it. And I mean, I know that we just talked about 388 00:23:11.200 --> 00:23:15.960 all these recipes that we get into, but the cacaya bliss itself, it's 389 00:23:15.000 --> 00:23:19.160 just like a healthier chocolate kind of substitute for certain things and for me personally, 390 00:23:19.519 --> 00:23:26.480 it's helped like my immune system and my digestion, which we know the 391 00:23:26.640 --> 00:23:30.240 best digestive system. Yeah, world, it is Keto and Vegan Friendly, 392 00:23:30.240 --> 00:23:33.279 want to throw that out there, and has ten powerful superfoods. You'll find 393 00:23:33.319 --> 00:23:36.319 all that out when you go to the website. Enjoy the promo code though 394 00:23:36.319 --> 00:23:40.279 for fifteen percent off with fun. Now back to the podcast real quick. 395 00:23:40.359 --> 00:23:44.160 So I haven't talked about this on the podcast yet, but I thought I 396 00:23:44.200 --> 00:23:48.160 would bring it up because it has been a pretty consistent conversation with Fallon and 397 00:23:48.160 --> 00:23:51.880 I over the last handful of months. But I've talked about obviously having some 398 00:23:52.000 --> 00:23:56.000 anxiety issues as of recent and I had mentioned like I'm going to look into 399 00:23:56.039 --> 00:23:59.279 maybe get a medicine and all that stuff, and I just wanted to give 400 00:23:59.279 --> 00:24:03.720 a little bit of an up date that I am actually taking anti anxiety medication 401 00:24:03.920 --> 00:24:07.079 now. And I already had a full breakdown on the morning show today, 402 00:24:07.079 --> 00:24:11.759 So I'm not going to break down on the podcast, right nice okay about 403 00:24:11.799 --> 00:24:15.720 it, But I am not going to lie and say it was like really 404 00:24:15.799 --> 00:24:23.000 hard for me to schedule that appointment and start taking the medicine because I don't 405 00:24:23.039 --> 00:24:30.000 know why I don't. I understand that brains can have chemical imbalances, and 406 00:24:30.440 --> 00:24:33.519 medicine is to put you back in balance, and I totally like I get 407 00:24:33.519 --> 00:24:37.960 that in everything, but for some reason, it felt like it was the 408 00:24:38.039 --> 00:24:42.319 easy way out for me, or actually, I shouldn't say that. I 409 00:24:42.319 --> 00:24:45.839 don't think it was an easy way out. I think I had such a 410 00:24:45.880 --> 00:24:51.119 fear that it wouldn't work that I was scared to even try it. That 411 00:24:51.279 --> 00:24:55.599 was like an which is just like anxiety at its prime, like immediately assuming 412 00:24:55.640 --> 00:24:57.799 the worst, you know, And so I think it was a lot of 413 00:24:57.799 --> 00:25:02.319 that, but like also a little bit of the stigma of taking medication, 414 00:25:02.559 --> 00:25:06.160 because I mean, for the most part, I do a lot of things 415 00:25:06.200 --> 00:25:10.640 to keep my mental health at a good place. So yeah, I just 416 00:25:10.680 --> 00:25:15.440 started. I'm almost at like three weeks, and my psychiatrist did say it'll 417 00:25:15.440 --> 00:25:18.200 probably take about three weeks to really like start kicking in. A lot of 418 00:25:18.240 --> 00:25:22.279 people say six to eight weeks really And I can definitely tell that there's been 419 00:25:22.319 --> 00:25:27.559 a difference because philon noses I was hitting some really low lows, like it 420 00:25:27.559 --> 00:25:34.440 had gotten pretty bad, like I was isolating myself. I wasn't looking forward 421 00:25:34.480 --> 00:25:38.799 to doing things I was anxious doing normal things that I would never be anxious 422 00:25:38.799 --> 00:25:45.559 about doing because of a fear of feeling anxious. Like it's just this fucking 423 00:25:45.680 --> 00:25:49.359 cycle that happens when you start to get into this mental state with anxiety. 424 00:25:51.359 --> 00:25:55.519 So I just had gotten to such a bad point that I was like, 425 00:25:56.400 --> 00:25:59.960 I have to try something new, yeah, because everything I have been doing 426 00:26:00.119 --> 00:26:03.279 is not working anymore. And I'm still seeing a therapist because when I talked 427 00:26:03.319 --> 00:26:04.200 about it on the show, people were like, make sure you still talk 428 00:26:04.240 --> 00:26:08.039 to your therapist, that's important. I totally am still gonna see my therapist, 429 00:26:08.119 --> 00:26:11.960 and that has been helpful as well. But like I said, it 430 00:26:11.119 --> 00:26:15.160 just was to a point where I needed more help than what therapy was giving 431 00:26:15.200 --> 00:26:21.319 me. And so I'm like getting back to what I feel is more of 432 00:26:21.359 --> 00:26:23.880 my normal self. But I'm not going to lie and say that I'm normal. 433 00:26:23.920 --> 00:26:27.200 It has been a major roller coaster in the last few weeks. Like 434 00:26:29.160 --> 00:26:32.839 one week I felt awful, the next week I felt completely fine, and 435 00:26:32.880 --> 00:26:36.400 then the next week I had like a few bad days a few good days, 436 00:26:36.480 --> 00:26:38.880 and it's just kind of all over the place. Yeah, So I 437 00:26:38.960 --> 00:26:42.039 just wanted to say thank you to I know from talking about it on this 438 00:26:42.079 --> 00:26:45.160 podcast. A lot of people have reached out to me, have given me 439 00:26:45.200 --> 00:26:51.279 their experience about medication and truthfully hearing that really it did help me. It 440 00:26:51.319 --> 00:26:55.759 did help me hear from other people that they were kind of similar in their 441 00:26:55.799 --> 00:26:57.200 ways. I'm like, I don't need medication, and it helped them. 442 00:26:57.640 --> 00:27:02.240 So I think that it was really helpful, and I hope be talking about 443 00:27:02.279 --> 00:27:07.359 it can maybe help you if you've been considering doing it, and even if 444 00:27:07.400 --> 00:27:10.440 it doesn't work right away. I will say one thing that Falan said to 445 00:27:10.480 --> 00:27:14.400 me last week, because I was having a really hard time. Now I'm 446 00:27:14.400 --> 00:27:17.319 going to start crying. I was just having such a bad day because I 447 00:27:17.400 --> 00:27:21.440 was like not doing good, doing good, then not doing good again, 448 00:27:21.640 --> 00:27:23.599 and I was upset because it had been a couple of weeks of taking the 449 00:27:23.640 --> 00:27:26.640 medicine, so I thought I would just be on the up and up. 450 00:27:26.160 --> 00:27:32.519 And I was like, I'm stressed, like what if the medication doesn't work 451 00:27:32.559 --> 00:27:37.359 whatever? And Fallan literally just was like, you can't think that way. 452 00:27:37.720 --> 00:27:41.039 It's going to work, and if it doesn't work, they'll put you on 453 00:27:41.079 --> 00:27:44.680 something else and they'll figure it out. And it's like sometimes someone just like 454 00:27:44.759 --> 00:27:48.759 giving you that reassured. It really helps you when you're spiraling and thinking it 455 00:27:48.880 --> 00:27:53.240 like just feeling that way. So yes, I just want to say for 456 00:27:53.319 --> 00:28:00.279 anyone who maybe you're just trying medication for the first time, like give it 457 00:28:00.359 --> 00:28:03.720 some time and if it really after a while is not working, then talk 458 00:28:03.759 --> 00:28:07.799 to your doctor and try something else. I haven't gotten to that point yet. 459 00:28:07.960 --> 00:28:11.559 I think that mine has been working. But yeah, so if you 460 00:28:11.599 --> 00:28:15.880 want to hear more tears, you can definitely listen to the Morning Joe podcast 461 00:28:15.960 --> 00:28:18.559 because they all came out this morning. But I know, I came in 462 00:28:18.599 --> 00:28:21.240 and I was like, any will you do a video? And she was 463 00:28:21.279 --> 00:28:23.519 like not today. I cried all day in the morning shadow, Oh god, 464 00:28:23.559 --> 00:28:26.759 what happened. When he told me, I was like, oh okay, 465 00:28:26.799 --> 00:28:29.599 I was like sorry. I was like, god, okay, well, 466 00:28:29.640 --> 00:28:30.799 I'm glad you. I think it probably also will help just that you 467 00:28:30.799 --> 00:28:34.079 got that off your chest. It did in general, it really did, 468 00:28:34.200 --> 00:28:41.599 and like I never want I truly, I just I wish that people. 469 00:28:41.240 --> 00:28:45.359 I know that the world is a hard place sometimes, but like I truly 470 00:28:45.480 --> 00:28:48.359 never wish upon anyone to have anxiety, depression, any kind of mental health 471 00:28:48.400 --> 00:28:52.960 issues. Like I really I feel your pain, and I haven't experienced all 472 00:28:53.039 --> 00:28:56.400 kinds of different ones that other people have experienced, you know, but I 473 00:28:56.440 --> 00:29:02.200 feel your pain of just wanting your brain to be happy and good and feel 474 00:29:02.240 --> 00:29:10.400 normal. But I do really love that I have a platform to be able 475 00:29:10.400 --> 00:29:12.519 to talk about it with the podcast here, but then also the morning show 476 00:29:12.599 --> 00:29:18.640 because to just hear the interaction I've had just from our podcast talking about it, 477 00:29:18.680 --> 00:29:22.680 but then on the show this morning, like if it helps even one 478 00:29:22.720 --> 00:29:26.839 person talking about it, like it makes me feel better that I talked about 479 00:29:26.839 --> 00:29:29.400 it because I was nervous to talk about it on the show. I mean 480 00:29:30.160 --> 00:29:36.359 I immediately started feeling anxious, Yeah, just going into the conversation. And 481 00:29:36.400 --> 00:29:41.440 then I would just also say that like if you have never experienced stuff yourself, 482 00:29:41.519 --> 00:29:44.920 but you know someone else who's going through some mental health issues, just 483 00:29:45.039 --> 00:29:48.880 like being there for them and asking how they are is like one of the 484 00:29:48.880 --> 00:29:52.599 best things you can do. And sometimes they don't want to talk about it, 485 00:29:52.599 --> 00:29:56.559 and sometimes they do. And then one thing I would say to not 486 00:29:56.759 --> 00:30:03.519 do is don't tell someone to stop overthinking things, and don't tell them to 487 00:30:03.680 --> 00:30:08.079 just get up and go for a walk, because when you're not in a 488 00:30:08.119 --> 00:30:11.960 good mental space, You're not able to do things that you normally would do. 489 00:30:12.319 --> 00:30:15.920 It's just it's just not how it works. And I've just I've had 490 00:30:15.960 --> 00:30:21.480 both ends where I've had the very supportive friends like Fallin and Andrew and so 491 00:30:21.519 --> 00:30:25.240 many other people, But then I've had other people I'm very close to who 492 00:30:25.279 --> 00:30:29.160 have told me, like, your life is good, like what do you 493 00:30:29.240 --> 00:30:33.279 like? What is what's making you so anxious? And it's like I wish 494 00:30:33.319 --> 00:30:36.880 I knew. If I knew and I get to stop it, I would, 495 00:30:37.039 --> 00:30:40.720 yeah, because yeah, So anyways, that was a little mental health 496 00:30:40.759 --> 00:30:44.799 update, and I think also very appropriate with it being mental health Awareness months. 497 00:30:44.880 --> 00:30:49.000 Absolutely well, I'm so happy that you did it, and I can't 498 00:30:49.119 --> 00:30:56.160 I'll never know what you've gone through mentally as your friend, as someone who 499 00:30:56.200 --> 00:31:00.759 loves you. It's been very hard to watch because you are just a strong, 500 00:31:02.319 --> 00:31:04.799 independent person, and like that, I think that you start questioning that 501 00:31:04.880 --> 00:31:08.640 about yourself, like like you, it makes you think that you're like weak 502 00:31:08.720 --> 00:31:12.799 and like what's wrong with me? And I'm ruining everyone around me their lives 503 00:31:12.880 --> 00:31:15.920 and why am I like this? And like all the things, And then 504 00:31:15.960 --> 00:31:21.240 that just makes it even worse that you're thinking like that, and all your 505 00:31:21.240 --> 00:31:23.319 friends and the ones that truly love you really want is just you to be 506 00:31:23.400 --> 00:31:30.000 happy and to and to get back where you feel good. And so I 507 00:31:30.079 --> 00:31:33.519 know how scared you were about the medication. And then it wasn't even just 508 00:31:33.519 --> 00:31:37.000 like that. It was like such a fucking process to find someone in network 509 00:31:37.039 --> 00:31:38.319 and that could do it. It was like, such, I'm like, 510 00:31:38.759 --> 00:31:42.000 dude, this should be a lot easier. It's not even like you like 511 00:31:42.039 --> 00:31:45.079 imagine now, and it makes you think about people who don't even have insurance, 512 00:31:45.119 --> 00:31:51.480 like Jesus. So I was just so proud of you for continuing continuing 513 00:31:51.519 --> 00:31:55.440 to because there were just like so many like stop signs along the way, 514 00:31:55.480 --> 00:31:57.599 like halting you from just trying to do this thing that you were already stressed 515 00:31:57.640 --> 00:32:01.119 out about. So I was really happy you found it and you were able 516 00:32:01.160 --> 00:32:06.680 to go through with it and try something different. Yeah, I like will 517 00:32:06.680 --> 00:32:10.000 say this as someone who is very frugal, I had gotten to such a 518 00:32:10.039 --> 00:32:14.880 point where like I didn't care about if I was going to save money or 519 00:32:14.920 --> 00:32:17.759 not. I just like needed to find someone. But Fallan knows that I 520 00:32:17.839 --> 00:32:22.880 went through this process of just calling and trying to make sure someone was in 521 00:32:22.000 --> 00:32:25.759 network and trying to make sure something was covered, and we got screwed before 522 00:32:25.799 --> 00:32:29.599 because liked, not through that, but through something else where they said they 523 00:32:29.599 --> 00:32:30.680 were in the network and then you got the bill and like nope, we 524 00:32:30.680 --> 00:32:35.519 weren't, like what the hell? Yeah, So I just on top of 525 00:32:35.599 --> 00:32:37.640 like feeling anxious, I didn't want, like, I also have a lot 526 00:32:37.680 --> 00:32:40.039 of anxiety when it comes to money, so I didn't want to add that 527 00:32:40.119 --> 00:32:44.319 pile that back on. So I was just trying for a while. But 528 00:32:44.400 --> 00:32:49.319 I will say that, like, your mental health is worth so much more 529 00:32:49.480 --> 00:32:52.880 than like saving some money. And if you're at a point where you just 530 00:32:52.000 --> 00:32:59.720 feel really like so so low like and you need help, just get it 531 00:32:59.839 --> 00:33:05.079 and you'll figure out the bill later. Because I had gotten to that point 532 00:33:05.160 --> 00:33:07.960 where I did figure it out, but I was to the point where I 533 00:33:07.000 --> 00:33:09.799 was like, I don't care anymore. I'm just scheduling this appointment and if 534 00:33:09.799 --> 00:33:13.519 my insurance covers it, great, If it doesn't, it doesn't, but 535 00:33:13.599 --> 00:33:17.279 I need like the help. So yeah, but I want to just I 536 00:33:17.319 --> 00:33:21.279 know we get all like mushy gushy on here sometimes, but I want to 537 00:33:21.319 --> 00:33:24.359 say just like thank you to Falin because she's always been such a friend. 538 00:33:25.000 --> 00:33:28.839 No, you have well been some less friend of me through everything, and 539 00:33:28.880 --> 00:33:36.359 it's like ditto. It's so nice to come in and like have someone to 540 00:33:36.400 --> 00:33:39.880 talk to a but then someone who will listen, and even if you don't 541 00:33:39.880 --> 00:33:45.880 maybe understand exactly what I'm going through, you give such reassuring advice, you 542 00:33:45.880 --> 00:33:52.480 know, like especially when you're feeling like anxiety and depression and you're just like 543 00:33:52.000 --> 00:33:58.000 you're not seeing like the good of the future, and Fallin just always like 544 00:33:58.039 --> 00:34:00.119 helped me see a lot of things. And I I have to give Andrew 545 00:34:00.160 --> 00:34:05.880 a big shout out to because that man has I mean I have cried in 546 00:34:05.920 --> 00:34:09.800 my bed and he has once again I'm going to get sad. He is 547 00:34:09.880 --> 00:34:14.599 like laid there with me and like been there for me. So yeah, 548 00:34:14.760 --> 00:34:19.400 yeah, thank you. Well, we love you. I know Andrew loves 549 00:34:19.440 --> 00:34:23.599 you so much. So just and you're also like just the best friend too, 550 00:34:23.800 --> 00:34:27.199 so you always are there for me, and I know you're there for 551 00:34:27.239 --> 00:34:31.960 Andrew too, So we're all we're all so lucky have each other. Yeah, 552 00:34:32.039 --> 00:34:36.079 well, thank you for sharing that because I think that will help people, 553 00:34:36.280 --> 00:34:38.119 and that is like the point of like what we do I mean, 554 00:34:38.159 --> 00:34:43.320 we obviously like free concert tickets, yes, but it's nice to be like, 555 00:34:43.599 --> 00:34:46.039 if we experienced something, kind of like normalize it or talk about it 556 00:34:46.079 --> 00:34:51.719 and hopefully help people fill us alone. I think that's always our goal with 557 00:34:51.760 --> 00:34:54.840 the things that we do, most of them. Some things are just annoying 558 00:34:54.960 --> 00:34:58.400 and we acknowledge that and that's who we are. We can't change that. 559 00:34:58.599 --> 00:35:00.880 So like when you said that, when I flash someone, it sounds like 560 00:35:00.920 --> 00:35:07.119 this forever. Yeah, for sure, went back down. I think, 561 00:35:08.119 --> 00:35:13.159 well, I think that's it. Thank you for listening. Have a great week.