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You're watching your worst friend brand new
faces. I'm your host, Matt,

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and I'm joined today by a very
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name her guest, do you know
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Jessica Love for the longest intro in the

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history of any podcast ever, Today, ladies and gentlemen, I present to

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you Jessica. Love Jessica. Thank
you very much for coming on with me.

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Thank you. I'm glad to be
here. So can you take me

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through how you decided to get into
the adult entertainment industry and what your first

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step was. So, is it
camming? Was it stripping? Did you

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shoot scenes? What was it?
I started out actually when I was eighteen

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years old as a stripper. I
started dancing and I put when I was

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twenty seven. So I did it
for nine and a half years, and

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then COVID happened, and I decided
that I try out webcamming because everything was

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kind of shut down at that point. So I went online and I tried

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out webcamming, and I tried out
a few other sites like Chatterbait, my

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three caps and stuff. I seen. Strip Chat and stripchat just kind of

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stuck with me. It was really
really great experience. I love strip chat,

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so the only one I go on. So yeah, yeah, so

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did you? It looks like,
okay, you have compared to some people,

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and that's no offense to them either. You have a phenomenal set quote

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unquote behind you, right, do
you incorporate your years of stripping into your

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show. I see a poll,
do you ever do pole stuff? What

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e is your cam show? Like? Well, basically they have what's called

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a private show and exclusive private.
Now between the two, one is camdy

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cam or one is like just private
no cam, and the other one exclusive

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is candy Cam. So what I've
done is I tell my fans, like,

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if they want to go private,
it's basically like a virtual strip club.

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You're going to get a private show
for me as a dancer, and

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I'm going to you know, do
a sexy strip, tease, a lap

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dance, stuff like that. But
if you want to go exclusive private,

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then I Am doing a virtual sex
So basically you get to have sex with

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me in Candy Caam world, right, sure? Yeah? Do you have

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guys who don't want to turn on
their webcam? A lot a lot of

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guys don't want to turn on the
Yeah yeah, Well I think the problem

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is I would be nervous if you
saw my face, you would dry up

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like the Sahara desert. So my
concern would I would probably just you know,

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hey, let's do cam to cam. Okay, let's just shut that

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down there, you know, do
you have okay do you get a lot

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of guys for both of those services? And are there guys that only do

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one or only do the other?
It varies. I mean, I try

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to convince my fans to go cam
to camp because let's let's face it,

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I like sex, so I like
to do the whole you know, I

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like stripping and stuff, but I
like the whole one on one experience with

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my fans. So and I like
to get them get to know them on

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a deeper kind of level, right, So I always tell them to go

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exclusive, but mostly it's just private
shows, just the no cam to cam

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okay, okay, And I like
to see dick. Okay, I understand,

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I understand what. Okay? All
right? So I'm I'm cam to

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cam with you, right and I'm
on one of these shows. Do you

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just like, do you go ooh, let me see your dick? And

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then I just kind of stand up
and I go, does it get somewhat

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awkward? Like obviously the guys don't
have this set that you have behind you.

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They're likely sitting on their bed or
something else. Have you ever had

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any funny instances like a guy trying
to hold his laptop the show and he

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kind of drops it or anything like
that. What's like the most ridiculous thing

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you've seen. I actually had one
fan. He was in the shower and

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he's like, just watch and I
was like, oh, okay. So

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he's like, you don't have to
see off any clothes, just watch,

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and I'm like okay, So I
just watched him have a shower basically,

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like actually had a physical shower,
like you know, watching the hair and

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the body, and I just sat
there and watched it. It was kind

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of it was different, you know, like I'm used to me being the

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star, right, like me showing
what I got. But he's like,

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no, no, you sit back
and watch me. This guy's like that,

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I'm going to pay for an audience
tonight. Okay, you're this is

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my exclusive. Just watch. Make
sure I get all the crevices that there's

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no there's no judgment from me.
I'm not saying like that guy's wrong or

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anything like that. I always say, as long as it doesn't involve kids

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or animals, like we're fine.
I don't care as long as everyone agrees.

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But I don't. I don't.
I don't know. Maybe I just

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have too much self shame. I'd
never get the uh, now you watch

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me like I'll watch you all day, Jessica, But like there would never

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we could live on this earth a
thousand years and I would never be like

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you want to watch me take care
of myself? Now? What do you

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think that comes from? Is that
when you meet guys like that, or

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or or guys who wanted to do
stuff for you at the strip club?

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Maybe, like you know, when
I don't know what kind of clubs you

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worked at, maybe we could delve
into that. But there are some clubs

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where the girls will walk around and
kind of like rub a guy's back or

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whatever, and then sometimes the guy
will sit the girl down so he could

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rub her back. What is like
the most know that thing you've ever experienced?

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I don't know. I'll be honest
with you. I lost my question

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halfway through it because I was picturing
I could find it kind of creepy when

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the guy's like, let me rub
your back. Did you have that kind

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of stuff at any of the clubs
you worked at? Well, the club's

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here, there's like a three foot
barrier, like especially when you're on stage,

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right, but when you're walking around
like the floor and stuff like that,

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the bouncers and the club owner.
They don't want the guys touching the

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dancers. So it's kind of like
a strict kind of policy here. Okay,

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Well, never never got to experience
a back rub in the strip club,

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that would be cool. Okay,
you got to come to like one

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of the trashy or lower fifties,
like New Jersey where I am. You

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can get back rubs from anyone there. Okay, So I notice an accent

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there Canada. Yes, yes,
Evan's heard of where I'm from. Okay,

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wonderful, wonderful. Go oilers,
I said, go oilers? Is

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that Edmonton Oilers? Yeah, they're
in the playoffs. Okay, yeah,

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I don't know. Yeah, okay, So have you shot any scenes yet

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with any kind of companies? Is
that any kind of ambition of yours to

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do that or are you just mainly
sticking to kind of what you do,

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like your own type of production.
Actually, it's kind of funny that you

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mentioned that that you're from New Jersey, right, actually New Jersey, New

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York, New Jersey. I think
it's New York, New Jersey from correct.

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Yeah? Well I'm sorry, go
ahead, what was that diabolical rabbit?

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I don't know if you've heard amazing. I'm actually in issue number thirty

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nine and issue number thirty four of
Diabolical Rabbit, so I have been a

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model for them. So I'm actually
featured of both the magazines, which you

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can find a divell prabbit dot com. But they're based out of New Jersey.

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So it's kind of cool that you
say that. I actually had my

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own production company called Suction Productions.
Okay, that's cool name, by the

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way, thank you. So I
shoot all my own content. I tried

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getting into like the brawsers in the
porn industry and stuff like that, but

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I didn't have a passport at the
time. Then I got a passport,

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and then COVID happened, so I
never got to fulfill my fantasy and my

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dream of that I always wanted to
do with. Okay, let's I have

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a bit of a fetish with that, so we'll definitely come back to that

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one, please. But I mean, so you didn't give up hope right

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on shooting for those sites. It's
just you hit a bunch of roadblocks that

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all came at once, right exactly
exactly. Now, are there any specific

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like performers or any one of the
browser sites that you really want to work

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for, or shoot on, or
work with anything like that. Just face

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though browsers would be awesome reality foreign
kings, you know, I'd like to

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I would love to shoot with like
Ron Jeremy or something. But I think

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he's like not in the business anymore. No, I think he's might be

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just out of risen and almost dead. Actually, so maybe you don't you

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don't want to shoot with him,
likely because by the looks of you,

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you will kill him. Okay,
all right, So any of any of

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the big name people you you definitely
be interested in you, oh for sure,

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sure? Sure. How are you
with your only fans and stuff like

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that, you know, update regularly
or starting to roll that out? And

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do you have any schedule in mind. I've had actually kind of a little

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bit of some issues with OnlyFans there. I had only fans, and for

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some reason, I don't know what
happened, but they like deleted my account,

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so I lost all my progress with
them, so I had to sign

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up again. And then now they're
taking me on this roundabout of my ID

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and they're saying like, oh,
the image is too blurry, and I've

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I've taken about seventeen shots of my
ID trying to get in there again,

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so it's been a little bit of
a hassle due to that, but I'm

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working with them to get my only
fans back up and running again. Unfortunately,

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all the content is not on there
right now, but I do.

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I am stady to upload all my
own stuff. But I had to switch

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my name because due to an ex
psychotic ex so I've actually had to change

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my name, so I have to
go and take all my content and kind

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of revamp it. Yeah, rebrand
it right as you're new you. Yeah,

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that sucks, man? What's wrong
with Why? Why do people have

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to do shit like that? Man? It's man, right, yeah,

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it's well, it's actually me because
like I'm, I'm I'm very addictive,

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are you? Oh? Well,
I've enjoyed talking to you so far.

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What is so addictive about you?
Jessica Love? I what you call it?

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I guess a unicorn? Okay,
now, a unicorn, if I

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have my terminology correct, is the
girl that'll fuck the husband of a cop

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queen? Okay, well, there
there's like two different meanings of Okay,

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you're a mystical horse with a horn
on your head. Okay, you're the

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other one. Okay, sorry,
go ahead, go ahead. Well I

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am moren but no, you know, my interpretation of a unicorn is basically

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like I'm very old school. I
when I'm with the guy, I please

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him. The woman's job is to
please her men anytime he wants it.

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You know, sex is actually made
for men, if you haven't been aware

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of that, because of the fact
that you guys get to see it go

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in and out. You guys get
to see all the fun stuff. You

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don't get to see that. So
sex is actually made for men. And

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as a woman's job, it is
her duty to please her men anytime that

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he wants it. Now, that's
what I do, right, And a

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lot of girls, I guess I've
been hearing from you know, clients and

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fans and stuff that once they're married
it's over, no more sex for them,

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you know, like yeah, that
that is like a common trope that

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like yeah, for sure, okay, okay, but but I am to

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please then okay, but that comes
with a heavy price. On the other

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side, one should be paid,
not in a negative way, a heavy

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price. So what do you need
in a partner to then feel comfortable being

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this pleaser and this do everything for
you? And this and that type of

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thing. What does the guy have
to give to you to get that?

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Oh that's a good question because I
don't expect anything from the man. Really,

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I just as long well as long
as he's basically faithful to me.

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That's all I care about, right, Loyalty is key in my relationships,

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same with communications. So I mean
good communication and loyalty is all I ask

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from, you know, the man
that i'm was right, So if those

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are the only two kind of requirements, right and love and love and love?

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What happened with the last guy?
Because he's addicted to you obviously,

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or the ax or whoever it was, he's addicted to you, what made

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you? Unless it's a real sad
story, I don't want to hear,

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Okay, that's fine, I just
didn't want to in the face or something

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like That's not a lot of guys
that I've been with actually have cheated on

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me, which is kind of weird
because I'm They say, if you don't

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give your guy what he wants,
he's gonna go find it somewhere else.

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Well, I give my guy anything
he wants, right, and they still

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manage to go out do that.
So no, it's kind of weird.

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But then after they leave me or
after I leave them, they think about

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it and it kicks in and they're
like, wow, she was a really

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good girl. What the hell was
I doing? You know? And then

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they always try to come back to
me, and I'm always like that,

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I don't go back to an ex. Wow. Okay, all right,

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all due respect. Are you bad
at picking men? Maybe? Oh?

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I apologize. Are you bad at
picking men? Maybe? Yeah? I

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am? Yeah, okay, all
right, fair enough, fair enough.

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I have this gorgeous woman in front
of me who says all the time,

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my job is just to take care
of a guy. So here's what I'm

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gonna do. Go cheat on her? Makes no sense to me, zero

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sense. So, say you're in
a relationship, like a serious committee,

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one you really are comfortable about.
Would you leave this type of work behind

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or no? See that's funny that
you say that. Typically, No,

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I would not. I'm actually involved
in a relationship at the moment, and

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I'm actually, for the first time
in my life, I'm in love.

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Wow, wonderful, congratulations, I
mean I think you. I mean,

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yeah, I would absolutely if he
did not like what I did, I

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would totally put for him. In
a heartbeat. I would as much as

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I love what I do and as
much as I'm a big fan of what

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I do, because I absolutely adore
it, I love it. But for

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him, yeah, I would for
him, but he loves what I do.

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He respects it, and he thinks
it's awesome that I have so much

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drive for it and I worked really
hard at it. So I'm actually trying

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to find recognition in it. That's
that's my main goal. So what does

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he present to you that makes you
feel that way? Is it just the

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loyalty, the respect, this and
that, or is there what's what makes

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this one different? He's just He's
He's there for me. He you know,

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he's always comforting. He he makes
me feel like I'm home. Like

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when I hold onto him, I
feel at home. I feel totally comfortable

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and safe with him. And I
never felt more safe with any other guy

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in the world, you know,
so in it. And it's funny because

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he has My grandparents meant everything to
me, they passed away, and he

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actually had he smelled like their home, which is really weird. When I

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like, I could I can smell
my grandparents on him, and I was

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like, that is so weird,
right, And my mom told me that's

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a sign. That's actually this is
all very very sweet actually, and I

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am genuinely we just met today.
I'm genuinely happy for you, like as

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a human being, that's what you
hope for for all people. So in

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saying all of that, let me
ask how far does he What are your

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lines within this relationship that he's comfortable
with you either doing on camera or whatever,

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and that you want to do on
camera, Like where is the line

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drawn? Well, actually he is
my co star as well. Okay that

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well, okay, that works.
That definitely works for your own content.

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But you did mention something a few
minutes ago that I said we would definitely

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get back to. He can't be
a one man if he can, you

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know, God bless him. He
can't be a one man Bukacki scene though.

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Right. No, that's the thing
is that is my biggest dream and

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he that's the one thing that he
does not want, right. The porn

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thing with other men is kind of
like a big dono at this point as

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much as it is my dream.
But I mean he also understands that say

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brassers did get a hold of me, right, sure he would he would

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be willing to compromise on that,
and we've already talked about that, so

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he he is willing to compromise on
that part because it is brassers. You

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know, it is like a big
company, right, No namecompany dot com

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is not going to get the same
kind of you know, his attention as

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one of the big names, you
know, kind of it's kind of a

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it should be a point of pride
for him. Is what I always I

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always hate when guys have a hot
girl and they're kind of like, I

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get it, maybe if you don't
want her actual tits hanging out walking down

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the street, but if she wants
to wear something to kind of show her

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body off, Like I don't know
why a guy, if you're that worried

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that your girl's gonna literally be walking
down a boardwalk with you and then see

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another guy and take off with him, I mean, ditcher, now,

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like, don't wait for that.
But guys are irrational, you know what

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I mean. And at the same
time as I feel all of that and

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I love showing my wife off,
how many guys would you want in your

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bukacky scene? Because I wonder if
I understand it's one of the big boys

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calling. But I guess like once
you hit a certain number, then it's

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just adding, you know, more
whipped cream on top. How many guys

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would you want on that type of
scene? That's funny. You mentioned that

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too in twenty twenty. You're twenty
twenty. I was trying to post a

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boucock of my own for Section Productions. So my idea was twenty guys,

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twenty loads for twenty twenty. That's
funny. Yeah, that's good, but

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nobody showed up. What is it? What do you mean nobody showed up?

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Nobody showed up? I mean I
had so many guys interested, They're

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like, yeah, I'll be there, I'll be there. And I hosted

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it and I did it for It
was for New Year's Eve, right,

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twenty guys, twenty loads for twenty
twenty and not one shoe? Did you

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did you have? I was kind
of like, oh much, did you

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have some kind of crazy did you
like require them to pay some crazy fee

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or something? It was great.
It was for my content, That's all

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I wanted it for. And they
could have been faceless or blurred out or

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whatever it may be if they didn't
want their face. Like, all I

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needed was just twenty guys and me
in the center and just the waist down

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and just who, I mean,
who doesn't show up for that? What

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a crazy, crazy thing? Who
doesn't show up for that? Especially if

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you you know, you know what
happened. They saw your picture, they

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got committed, they said they would
go, and then they blew their load

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all over their knuckles and We're like, all right, I'm done now,

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I don't have to go to that. That's a bummer. They shy around

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other guys, That's what I'm thinking. Could they could have been shy around

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you too? These might I don't
you know, You're not getting like,

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you know, top tier porn performers
here, You're getting like good looking guys

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probably, but also maybe a little
shy. So when did When did that?

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You know? What's so funny?
I've interviewed Jim Powers, who is

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a major porn director. In the
late nineties early two thousands, he brought

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Bukacki from Japan to the US.
He was the first one to like start

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producing Bukacki scenes in the US.
What is it about that that's yeah,

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yeah, he's nice guy too,
prolific director. What is it about that

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type of scene that like gets you
so excited or or turns you on so

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much. I think it's like for
when it's the degradion. I love being

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degraded. Two. It's just the
the center of attention. You know.

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I'm I'm I'm a libra, so
I'm I crave center of attention. I

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always have to be, you know, the one in the room that's you

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know, everybody's eyes around me type
thing. I thrive for it, right,

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So I think it has a lot
to do. It's just being like

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a star and like having guys just
want me and stuff like that. I

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think it's just a huge fantasy of
mine, Like you know, like Jessica

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Rabbit from Roger's Rabbit, you know, like guys idolized her, you know,

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like just oh my gosh, and
yeah, she was just so graceful

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and stuff. So I think of
Jessica Rabbit as like myself without red hair.

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Sure, sure, well there's wigs, don't worry about it. Yeah.

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So okay, all right, So
what is it is that? Is

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that your preferred method of finishing a
facial or do you prefer something else.

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Facials are my favorite, definitely.
I mean the more degrading the better.

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Like I've there's this one move my
boyfriend actually does. He'll swush my head

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into a pillow and just come all
over me, right, and I love

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it. I think it's just like
the hottest thing ever. So like,

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yeah, I'm all about like degradation, humiliation and stuff. I mean vice

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versa, right, I like to
I've been learning how to be a femdom

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which I'm submissive naturally, so me
coming out into a different kind of realm,

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I guess is a little trick for
me because I have a lot of

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fats that are into being a slave, right. And so I actually had

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one goal up today as I was
on strip Chat, and I use the

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goal as to be my slave,
so I have total control over my slave.

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And I had a goal of one
thousand and eleven tokens and one guy

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actually tipped me five hundred tokens at
once, just boom wow. So I

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was like, so, let me
ask you, when you are trying to

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put on more of a domb persona, is it does it okay? Does

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it feel silly? And let me
give you a quick example. My wife

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and I I'm not saying this.
Other people have said this both very funny.

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So the problem is if we're in
like an intimate situation, and either

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of us try and do like dirty
talk. The other looks at the other

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one kind of like, did you
really say that? Really? You know,

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and it kind of it kind of
kills the vibe. So how are

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you like inching into them? Because
and I don't think it's disrespectful to say

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someone's a sub, right, I
don't know enough of as many interviews as

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I've done, I don't know enough
about the culture. But you sound it

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like ultimate type of sub. You're
like, I'm a pleaser, I'm in

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love for the first time. I
just want to, you know, treatment,

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I like being degraded. Blah blah
blah blah. So does it feel

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silly a little bit at first as
you're learning how the dom or practicing it.

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Doming totally does, totally does I
When I was researching on how to

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be a dom they say, not
like you hold you hold that acting skill.

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I guess like you don't smile,
like don't make it like be serious

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about it, you know, like
don't smile it, don't go off,

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you know, character and stuff like
that, which is really hard for me

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because when I'm like kiss my feet
dirty little you know, whatever, and

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I try to help wait, smile, wait, let me pause you right

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there, right there, you dirty
little whatever. I get it, I

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get it. I I you know, I would need to practice at that

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too. That is that's very funny
to me. I'm sorry, but you

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know what is the funniest thing in
the world is though, And it reminds

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me of something you said. It's
telling yourself not to smile, because in

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your head it just immediately starts going
like, holy shit, if I even

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crack a little bit, I am
fucked right now, and then you start

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laughing and blah blah blah, and
it's terrible. So have you tried to

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well, you're now boyfriend? Right? Is the correct nomenclature, right or

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whatever the term would be, is
your boyfriend? Does he want you to

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be more dominant with him at all? No? Okay, so this is

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just for work? Yeah, no, just just for work. Yeah,

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Like he he's the doma. I
mean, I've tried being like, you're

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a little fucking pervert, you little
you know, and he's just like no,

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no, no, no, no, no, it doesn't work for

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me. He's like, no,
I'm in control here, not you.

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Okay. I guess it's kind of
refreshing, right to like have someone that

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is like a sub and I'm like
telling them what to do because I've always

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been picked on in school when I
was little and stuff like that, so

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I was never the popular girl.
So being a dom to someone and getting

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out my frustrations, I guess is
kind of fun to do too, Like

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it's fun to go online when I'm
really mad or something, because then like

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I can totally hold my character down, right, But I'm not. I'm

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not usually mad, so I mean
it's very rare that I wish I could

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be mad every day just so I
can hold that character. Well. See,

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you said something in there interesting about
Did you you said bullying? Right?

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Did you mention bullying? Bullying?
Yeah, I know, bully,

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that was it? Okay, have
you ever seen anyone, any names or

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anything like that that you knew it
was somebody from when you were younger,

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like checking out your content? No? No, huh, Oh, I'm

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sure there are, because they say, like your worst enemy watches you closer

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than anyone, right, so I'm
sure that maybe the popular girls from school

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have seen my content or seen me
and started watching me. Like, I

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know there's actually I know there's a
few people actually on TikTok that I do

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remember, but not from like strip
chat or anything. But there are some

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people that are following me on TikTok
that don't never really liked me when I

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was like little and stuff like that. But you know, they they're they're

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they're following me. So did you
get picked on by it sounded like other

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girls. But were there any guys
too or no? Was any major guys

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stood out? The guys would team
up with the popular girls. You know,

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I actually had a guy pretend to
be interested in me and pretend to

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date me as a joke. It's
so sad. It was so sad I

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had. I had a bunch of
girls create an Aol Instant Messenger account and

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pretend to be another girl and fool
me into dating that girl. So,

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so you know what I'm not saying. You said this either, it's not

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a gender thing. Some people are
just assholes. You know, some people

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are just assholes. How bout down
the list the other things? What could

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people be looking for? In Okay? Here's an interesting question. My co

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host used to ask this, This
isn't my kink or fetish. I used

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to have a co host, but
He always used to end every interview because

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his favorite kink and fetish was are
you into piss at all? Into what

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urine piss? Oh see, I've
never really been into that, but my

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boyfriend like sis and like like like, okay, so he's likes receiving.

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Okay, okay, all right,
okay, all right, all right,

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that's it, but you maybe wouldn't
be as receptive to receiving. I actually

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had the psychotic acts that I was
talking about. He thought, you know,

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he's mad at me. One day, he thought, as a punishment,

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you should take a shower together,
and he actually I thought that he

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was actually going to come, but
he actually pissed on me, and he

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did it degrading, yes, but
really bad degrading, like just totally like

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made me feel horrible and he got
it in my mouth and I so ever

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since that, I don't really want
that, but my boyfriend likes when I

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do it to him, and I'm
never I'm like, I can't do that

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to you. There's no way I
can do that to you. And he's

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like, well, I just love
it, and I'm just like really so.

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And he's also a big fan of
sporting, which I'm learning how to

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do on command as we speak?
Actually how as we speak? How what

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is the process to learn that?
Is it just? And how long of

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a course is this? Is it
like two semesters or I'm still learning?

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Like I mean, it's finding the
g spot and it's being comfortable with the

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situation that you're in, so being
comfortable with the person, the surroundings and

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all that stuff. I mean,
I still can't white get there. I

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mean, I have keys helped me
out a little bit, you know,

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But I mean I'm still learning the
whole sporting thing. But apparently it's a

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big, huge fetish with a lot
of guys. Sure, yeah, yeah,

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again. I'm more like a Bukkake
ropes ofges on the face type of

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guy. But I do understand it
is a very popular fetish. All right.

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I held you longer than I meant
to because you are a fascinating,

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interesting, fun conversation. You are
gorgeous. You will do very well in

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this industry. So make sure people
that you get in now on the ground

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floor of this you know, rising
skyscraper. Jessica Love. You can find

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her across all social media, Twitter, Instagram only fans at Juicy Love,

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l u VVV and if you are
a cam person you like going on cam

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stuff, check her out on strip
chat at Jessica Love. I'm gonna put

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links to all this stuff in the
episode description. Jessica, is there anything

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else you want to say to the
audience. You don't have to, I

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just always you know, do you
want to tell them what they can expect

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from your content, or what you're
most excited about or I don't know,

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practice your daming you stupid listeners.
Sorry, go ahead come watch my show.

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No, I provided amazing quality content. I do custom videos as well,

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So I mean, don't be afraid
to reach out to me on strip

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Chat. I love I love my
fans, I love all of you.

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I love you guys. So yeah, that's basically yeah, come check me

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out, enjoy my show. I
enjoy it, so come watch me.

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Wonderful, wonderful ladies and gentlemen.
That was Jessica Love. I hope you

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enjoyed her as much as I did. I will see you next week.

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Jessica, thank you very much for
coming on with me tonight. Thank you