WEBVTT 1 00:00:00.680 --> 00:00:04.719 Welcome to the I'm Still Fun podcast, which, by the way, we 2 00:00:04.759 --> 00:00:07.639 got I'm not calling you out, Megan, I love you, but we 3 00:00:07.679 --> 00:00:11.519 got an email from Megan. She clearly listens and she it says I'm still 4 00:00:11.519 --> 00:00:14.640 fine now. I don't know if it's an auto correct or if you think 5 00:00:14.679 --> 00:00:17.760 that's the name of the podcast, but it made me laugh and I loved 6 00:00:17.760 --> 00:00:20.839 it. But I was going to start off with this quick email from her. 7 00:00:21.480 --> 00:00:26.879 She says the scream I scrumped when on the last episode someone mentioned Zodiac 8 00:00:26.920 --> 00:00:30.679 Academy. It is one of my all time favorite series. It will also 9 00:00:30.839 --> 00:00:35.000 be a complete series come April. I haven't read Akatar yet. It's on 10 00:00:35.039 --> 00:00:38.640 my list, but is a daunting series, but wanted to give my two 11 00:00:38.719 --> 00:00:43.119 cents on Zodiac Academy. It's so so good and will make you feel every 12 00:00:43.159 --> 00:00:46.920 emotion anyway, Love you both. I'm originally from Minnesota, I currently live 13 00:00:47.000 --> 00:00:51.280 in atl What up Atlanta? Nice and I'm a longtime listener of katiew b 14 00:00:51.399 --> 00:00:54.280 Fallon you are missed on the morning show of Jenny. You are doing a 15 00:00:54.320 --> 00:00:58.159 fantastic job. Love that we still get to listen to y'all together. Keep 16 00:00:58.280 --> 00:01:00.560 up the great work. Xx. Megan, So thank you, Megan. 17 00:01:00.600 --> 00:01:07.439 I wanted to give a little shout out to her for listening to the podcast 18 00:01:07.439 --> 00:01:08.799 even though you live in Atlanta. Now that's so cool when we hear that, 19 00:01:10.200 --> 00:01:12.799 you know, I feel like I keep adding more and more series in 20 00:01:12.840 --> 00:01:17.200 books to my list ever since bringing up like you brought up a Gatar and 21 00:01:17.280 --> 00:01:19.799 now I'm like starting to finally read them whatever. And then everyone's like, 22 00:01:19.799 --> 00:01:22.439 you got to read this next, and this, and I'm like, oh 23 00:01:22.519 --> 00:01:23.680 my god, I can't keep track of everything, but okay, yeah, 24 00:01:25.120 --> 00:01:27.760 it's a lot. It's a lot. I had a work call today with 25 00:01:29.159 --> 00:01:32.439 a charity group called the Bond Between And as soon as I was like a 26 00:01:33.280 --> 00:01:36.920 zoom or teams is what we use here at iHeart And as soon as I 27 00:01:37.000 --> 00:01:40.000 got on the team's call, she was like, how's Olive or whatever. 28 00:01:40.040 --> 00:01:41.719 I said, oh, you know, good to a little bit about all 29 00:01:41.719 --> 00:01:44.239 of it. And then she's like, okay, now for the real conversation. 30 00:01:44.680 --> 00:01:46.640 She was like, let's talk A guitar is like, oh, I 31 00:01:46.640 --> 00:01:49.200 didn't know that this meeting today was gonna go. So then there's a guy. 32 00:01:49.560 --> 00:01:52.640 His name is Patrick, and he's kind of like the mediator of our 33 00:01:52.680 --> 00:01:55.680 meeting, and he just sat there and listened to me and the two girls 34 00:01:55.719 --> 00:02:04.959 talk about Okay, so speaking of I was going to tell you this little 35 00:02:05.120 --> 00:02:07.560 tidbit I thought you would. I saved it even though it happened last week 36 00:02:07.560 --> 00:02:10.719 because it made me laugh, and I was like, Jenny's gonna like this. 37 00:02:12.240 --> 00:02:15.719 So Jake and I pulled up have you seen the Netflix documentary called lover 38 00:02:15.879 --> 00:02:19.280 Stalker Killer? No, but Dave just brought it up on the show. 39 00:02:19.319 --> 00:02:23.400 Really so he didn't really give many details, but it sounded like something I 40 00:02:23.439 --> 00:02:25.599 probably wouldn't watch. No, it's not about watching it, Okay. So 41 00:02:25.680 --> 00:02:30.280 we were watching it, but I was not paying attention. I was like, 42 00:02:30.479 --> 00:02:32.080 I don't know if I was listening to my book, if I was 43 00:02:32.120 --> 00:02:37.400 on TikTok, what I was doing. But out of nowhere, Jake was 44 00:02:37.759 --> 00:02:43.800 Jake cos I'm pretty sure this documentary is based on you. And I go 45 00:02:44.159 --> 00:02:47.560 what And I look up and he goes. He pauses, it rewinds it 46 00:02:47.639 --> 00:02:52.680 and it showed a text that the stalker woman sent to her like husband or 47 00:02:52.680 --> 00:02:55.840 boyfriend or whatever he was, and it said she had sent him a message 48 00:02:55.840 --> 00:02:59.680 and said, it's not funny because it's based on a true story. Every 49 00:02:59.680 --> 00:03:01.800 whore you talk to, I take pictures of their license plate. I don't 50 00:03:01.840 --> 00:03:07.759 care if they're customers. Oh my gosh. He sounds like a text you 51 00:03:07.879 --> 00:03:12.120 send me, you, Jake, And I send it to his sister and 52 00:03:12.159 --> 00:03:16.400 she she confirmed and she goes, but I mean, you guys are married, 53 00:03:16.479 --> 00:03:20.000 so that is what she's supposed to do. And I was like, 54 00:03:20.039 --> 00:03:23.159 Okay, thank you Hannah for supporting me. I always know she will but 55 00:03:23.159 --> 00:03:24.599 maybe laugh. I was like, I'm gonna share that with Jenny because that's 56 00:03:24.680 --> 00:03:29.840 funny. That was the ongoing thing that Jenny's not like as jealous of a 57 00:03:29.960 --> 00:03:34.120 human as I am, but I am. I would really lean into the 58 00:03:34.960 --> 00:03:38.360 character of being a little psychotic. It's like one of my favorite parts of 59 00:03:38.360 --> 00:03:40.599 you though. Thank you. I mean, like, I definitely get jealous. 60 00:03:40.639 --> 00:03:44.080 I'm not like, well, yeah, I'm crazy person who doesn't like 61 00:03:44.120 --> 00:03:46.879 I totally get jealous of things, but like fallin just like does it in 62 00:03:46.919 --> 00:03:51.319 a murderous way. Yeah, it's true. So it's just like a different 63 00:03:51.439 --> 00:03:54.919 level, but it's a very joking, obviously level. Jake always says times 64 00:03:55.000 --> 00:03:58.680 I don't know. He always is like, I hope someone overhears you like 65 00:03:58.759 --> 00:04:01.159 one day whatever, we're talking into a store parking lot. I'm threatening him 66 00:04:01.599 --> 00:04:04.719 or he's like, if anyone ever find if I ever died, anyone finds 67 00:04:04.800 --> 00:04:06.879 my phone, they're not gonna think you're my wife. They're gonna think you're 68 00:04:06.879 --> 00:04:09.919 a person that killed me. And I was like, okay, call them 69 00:04:09.960 --> 00:04:13.560 down too far, too far. I told Jenny that he was out of 70 00:04:13.560 --> 00:04:15.800 town this weekend, so it was like A, it was a it was 71 00:04:15.839 --> 00:04:19.399 exhausting. Yeah, he had all of yeah day and I didn't even have 72 00:04:19.439 --> 00:04:21.879 her, like the whole time of myself. Mean Friday, my mom had 73 00:04:21.879 --> 00:04:27.160 her half the day. Friday my mom had her, or Saturday had her 74 00:04:27.160 --> 00:04:30.639 half the day because I did an art class. And I was like, 75 00:04:30.680 --> 00:04:33.360 what am I complaining about here? I mean a lot it's like to have 76 00:04:33.399 --> 00:04:36.839 a child. I just know what it's like to watch my helly and nephew 77 00:04:36.959 --> 00:04:42.680 sometimes my beautiful, lovely niece. The two different personalities, that's how it 78 00:04:42.720 --> 00:04:45.639 goes. My sister will concur about everything I just said about both of them. 79 00:04:46.000 --> 00:04:47.959 I love them dearly, but I mean, yeah, they're tired. 80 00:04:48.040 --> 00:04:51.360 Like I love the fact that I get to give them back. Yeah I 81 00:04:51.439 --> 00:04:56.560 give here, you go your children, not mine. It's true. I 82 00:04:56.600 --> 00:05:00.480 know I can tell what when my mom is done with it, and I'm 83 00:05:00.480 --> 00:05:02.519 like, I like, sometimes I'll go on vacation and I can watch through 84 00:05:02.519 --> 00:05:05.360 the monitor and you can tell, well, my mom is putting all of 85 00:05:05.399 --> 00:05:09.399 to bed after a long like she is done. Now She's like, thank 86 00:05:09.600 --> 00:05:13.279 god, bedtime. Yeah. Well my mommost sometimes be like no, I 87 00:05:13.319 --> 00:05:15.959 am done, actually saying all right, Debbie down a little bit, like 88 00:05:16.000 --> 00:05:19.120 it's a little bit much. Yeah, So did you have a good weekend? 89 00:05:19.399 --> 00:05:23.839 Yeah, I mean it's been pretty low key, I feel like besides, 90 00:05:24.040 --> 00:05:26.240 I mean, we had a bachelorette party like two weekends ago, so 91 00:05:26.360 --> 00:05:29.160 I feel like this past weekend it was just like a chill. Yeah. 92 00:05:29.199 --> 00:05:32.800 I didn't make any plans, so I didn't do a whole ton. Really, 93 00:05:33.399 --> 00:05:39.439 I'm contemplating if I'm just going to become like completely sober. And I 94 00:05:39.480 --> 00:05:42.480 know you might think that that's a joke because we talk about me partying a 95 00:05:42.480 --> 00:05:46.800 lot or like my used to party days whatever, But I don't know what 96 00:05:46.839 --> 00:05:49.800 alcohol does to me anymore, like if it's worth it anymore. Okay, 97 00:05:49.879 --> 00:05:56.560 because I drank probably like they were kind of strong, but I drank some 98 00:05:56.600 --> 00:06:00.360 margaritas on Saturday at this get together at a friend's house, and like, 99 00:06:00.680 --> 00:06:03.079 by no means did I get drunk or anything, but definitely tipsy. But 100 00:06:03.879 --> 00:06:06.920 got home later that night Andrew and I made food. We took these dogs 101 00:06:06.959 --> 00:06:10.720 for a walk. So that shows you how like coherent I was. Still 102 00:06:10.759 --> 00:06:14.160 I wasn't like stumbling or anything, but then you know, I have some 103 00:06:14.199 --> 00:06:15.879 food, I sat. I think I read like a tiny bit of my 104 00:06:15.920 --> 00:06:18.759 book, but I was definitely too tired at that point, and I go 105 00:06:18.839 --> 00:06:24.680 to bed and then literally for eight hours, I laid in bed and woke 106 00:06:24.759 --> 00:06:28.879 up. Every twenty to thirty minutes. I would wake up and my heart 107 00:06:28.879 --> 00:06:31.279 would be racing. And so it's like I've always had I've had a hangover 108 00:06:31.279 --> 00:06:33.800 anxiety, probably since I was like twenty four. Yeah, and I just 109 00:06:33.959 --> 00:06:36.279 pushed through it, forget about it. Whatever I deal with it for a 110 00:06:36.279 --> 00:06:43.079 few hours goes away. But now it just really affects my sleep so aggressively 111 00:06:43.160 --> 00:06:46.160 that it throws me off for like two days. I'm so tired. So 112 00:06:46.360 --> 00:06:50.000 Sunday I had all these plans of getting shit done, and what did I 113 00:06:50.040 --> 00:06:53.759 do. I got up and did a couple things, and then I was 114 00:06:53.839 --> 00:06:56.839 laying on the couch and fell asleep and then literally went upstairs and just take 115 00:06:56.839 --> 00:07:00.160 a nap again because I was I just was tired, because that's sleep. 116 00:07:00.199 --> 00:07:03.879 Even though I was quote unquote sleeping for almost eight hours, it wasn't sleep 117 00:07:03.839 --> 00:07:06.920 now. It was such like I would wake up, I would roll to 118 00:07:06.959 --> 00:07:10.600 the other side, fall back sleeve for twenty minutes, wake up, roll 119 00:07:10.639 --> 00:07:13.439 to the other side, like I was switch sides. I was constantly moving 120 00:07:13.480 --> 00:07:15.800 around. And then God Andrew sleeps like a rock because he wouldn't have been 121 00:07:15.839 --> 00:07:20.680 awake so much. But it's just so weird. And my heart's like racing 122 00:07:20.680 --> 00:07:24.639 when I wake up, So there is definitely some anxiety there, but like 123 00:07:24.680 --> 00:07:29.199 I don't feel necessarily anxious, but my heart's racing. And the same thing 124 00:07:29.199 --> 00:07:31.879 happened in Savannah, like the one night that we went out and partied and 125 00:07:31.879 --> 00:07:35.360 stuff. I was good, like I drank enough to probably knock me out 126 00:07:35.399 --> 00:07:39.800 for a little bit, and but also once again didn't get very drunk, 127 00:07:39.800 --> 00:07:42.160 like I know my limits now and I know when it's time to call it 128 00:07:42.240 --> 00:07:45.920 yeah home, yeah. And so I think I woke up that morning at 129 00:07:45.959 --> 00:07:47.839 like four am, and from four to seven am, I was fighting that 130 00:07:47.879 --> 00:07:51.800 sleep again of my heart racing, and I mean my resting is at fifty 131 00:07:51.800 --> 00:07:55.560 five and my heart was at one hundred, just laying the ease, and 132 00:07:55.600 --> 00:07:58.600 that is just like not how it should be. So I know it ties 133 00:07:58.639 --> 00:08:03.120 in with just the general innxiety that I have right outside of putting alcohol getting 134 00:08:03.160 --> 00:08:09.759 that involved, but it's so not fun the way it affects my sleep, 135 00:08:09.879 --> 00:08:13.920 and I feel like the lack of sleep makes me crazy. Yeah, it 136 00:08:13.000 --> 00:08:16.079 really makes me kind of crazy. And I mean, obviously there's plenty of 137 00:08:16.120 --> 00:08:18.319 science out there to prove that, yes, if you're not sleeping, it 138 00:08:18.360 --> 00:08:22.759 can like drive you a little insane. So I just don't know that it's 139 00:08:22.800 --> 00:08:28.680 worth it. But at the same time, like I've had plenty of times 140 00:08:28.680 --> 00:08:31.080 where I have had a couple of drinks and it's just like nothing. Yeah, 141 00:08:31.120 --> 00:08:37.240 but I don't know it. That's so crazy to me that it would 142 00:08:37.279 --> 00:08:41.480 like shift in you like that, even though you said you've had hangover anxiety 143 00:08:41.519 --> 00:08:43.320 for but that's always like the day on earth. It's like I wake up, 144 00:08:43.360 --> 00:08:46.679 I feel kind of gross, like whatever, and then I feel a 145 00:08:46.679 --> 00:08:48.960 little bit anxious throughout the day and it kind of goes away. But this 146 00:08:48.080 --> 00:08:52.240 was like it's literally like I can't even like sleep through the night at all. 147 00:08:52.320 --> 00:08:54.279 I'm like wondering, is that like a question for your doctor or a 148 00:08:54.320 --> 00:08:58.240 question for your therapist? Right? You know what I mean? I do 149 00:08:58.279 --> 00:09:01.279 have therapy this week. I haven't seen her baby about that. I think 150 00:09:01.440 --> 00:09:05.159 I've got a girl I got to talk to her about This is really personal 151 00:09:05.240 --> 00:09:09.440 and you don't have to talk about it. Have you decided one way or 152 00:09:09.440 --> 00:09:16.120 another if you will start medication for anxiety through therapy? As of the last 153 00:09:16.120 --> 00:09:20.240 appointment, I had said that I was good for the moment, but I 154 00:09:20.279 --> 00:09:26.279 don't know. It's been a rough like handful of months. I would not 155 00:09:26.360 --> 00:09:28.639 handful, like a few months, I would say of just like a rollercoaster 156 00:09:28.759 --> 00:09:33.559 of emotions. And I like felt like I was like doing good and like 157 00:09:33.600 --> 00:09:37.279 I know that there's nothing like bad about taking medication, but I've just like 158 00:09:39.000 --> 00:09:41.879 in my head it's always been like, oh, I've gotten through really bad 159 00:09:41.879 --> 00:09:45.240 anxiety before without medication, Like why do I need to do it now? 160 00:09:45.360 --> 00:09:50.320 Because I have? I have gone through like almost debilitating anxiety where I didn't 161 00:09:50.360 --> 00:09:54.080 leave my college house for like classes I had to be attending, and I 162 00:09:54.120 --> 00:09:58.360 like got through that anxiety, and so there's like a part of me that's 163 00:09:58.399 --> 00:10:00.759 like, well, you've gotten through this before, you can get through it 164 00:10:01.000 --> 00:10:05.679 without medication now. But I haven't loved the last few months of just like 165 00:10:07.200 --> 00:10:09.639 this roller coaster of stuff. So I think I'm going to talk to my 166 00:10:09.679 --> 00:10:13.559 therapist again because the last appointment we did talk about if I needed to if 167 00:10:13.559 --> 00:10:16.320 I thought I wanted to get on medication, which I then have to see 168 00:10:16.320 --> 00:10:20.720 a psychiatrist at that point, I can't go through my therapist. So she, 169 00:10:20.679 --> 00:10:22.200 you know, she's like, we got to talk about this because I 170 00:10:22.240 --> 00:10:26.120 need to recommend you to someone else then to get you going on that if 171 00:10:26.200 --> 00:10:28.200 that's what you feel like you want. So I think I'll probably just like 172 00:10:28.879 --> 00:10:31.759 discuss all the things I've that have happened in the last month that I want 173 00:10:31.799 --> 00:10:37.240 to talk to her about at this coming appointment, and then maybe revisit We'll 174 00:10:37.399 --> 00:10:41.799 definitely revisit the medication thing. And I know, like I've heard like really 175 00:10:41.879 --> 00:10:45.039 positive things from people before who have reached out and said that medication has really 176 00:10:45.039 --> 00:10:48.720 helped them. But also like my therapist has told me that it really like 177 00:10:50.000 --> 00:10:52.279 definitely helps you in those moments of anxiety. But it also levels out your 178 00:10:52.279 --> 00:10:58.279 emotions in general, so you're like really high highs aren't felt the same way, 179 00:10:58.360 --> 00:11:00.960 you know, And I don't know that there's any thing's super wrong with 180 00:11:00.960 --> 00:11:03.840 that for me, but like, for a second hearing that, I was 181 00:11:03.879 --> 00:11:05.600 like, well, I don't want to like, yeah, be leveled out. 182 00:11:05.679 --> 00:11:09.960 I want to feel emotions and stuff, but I think don't want to 183 00:11:09.000 --> 00:11:15.440 feel that anxiety. I think that's the truest dilemma with many of the medications. 184 00:11:16.639 --> 00:11:20.440 Like a lot of people they feel like they're not depending if the things 185 00:11:20.480 --> 00:11:24.159 I've heard, you know, if it's like the negative side of things, 186 00:11:24.360 --> 00:11:28.679 they don't maybe feel like themselves as much, yeah or yeah, the same 187 00:11:28.679 --> 00:11:31.279 thing, Like they don't feel the like excite. I don't know if the 188 00:11:31.279 --> 00:11:35.559 excitement's the word, but think like in those kind of moments as much. 189 00:11:35.679 --> 00:11:39.440 I feel like even this is like a terrible like reference. But I feel 190 00:11:39.480 --> 00:11:43.639 like that's like what because you think of celebrities like I feel like Kanye West 191 00:11:43.639 --> 00:11:46.559 has talked about that, like how it really stifled his creativity kind of for 192 00:11:46.639 --> 00:11:50.720 writing when he was on medication. That's why he would go off of it. 193 00:11:50.759 --> 00:11:52.679 He'd like think he was fine go off of it and then he was 194 00:11:52.720 --> 00:11:56.159 like, I don't think he was fine. I think, yeah, it 195 00:11:56.240 --> 00:11:58.639 just made him feel like he was because he felt so like level. But 196 00:11:58.720 --> 00:12:01.039 I mean maybe that you know, I don't know anything about it, and 197 00:12:01.240 --> 00:12:05.440 they'd have to find the right one for you and right, no, I 198 00:12:05.840 --> 00:12:09.279 exactly, And I know it's also a process of like you don't just start 199 00:12:09.279 --> 00:12:11.919 taking it one day and the next day you will yeah, right, youah 200 00:12:11.919 --> 00:12:15.759 have to like sit there and like hopefully it works the way you want it 201 00:12:15.799 --> 00:12:20.559 to in like a few weeks. Six weeks I think is usually like generally 202 00:12:20.799 --> 00:12:22.679 a time where you should definitely tell it be able to see a difference. 203 00:12:24.360 --> 00:12:26.399 But yeah, I don't know. I mean, once again, I'm not 204 00:12:26.399 --> 00:12:30.519 opposed to it. I just I guess I had thought that, like I 205 00:12:30.559 --> 00:12:33.159 haven't used it before, but like these last handful of months just haven't been 206 00:12:35.360 --> 00:12:37.759 I don't know, it hasn't been hard. I don't want to sit, 207 00:12:37.080 --> 00:12:39.320 well, it has been hard in moments. I don't want to sit and 208 00:12:39.360 --> 00:12:43.320 say that like life has been super super tough, but the moments that have 209 00:12:43.399 --> 00:12:48.200 been tough have been like really tough. Yeah, and now I'm gonna cry, 210 00:12:48.879 --> 00:12:50.879 Jenny, would you say it's all because you're not with me every single 211 00:12:50.879 --> 00:12:54.639 morning. Yes, I literally texted you. No, I'm just kidding, 212 00:12:54.600 --> 00:13:00.360 I mean truthfully, as I have tears in my eyes, but I like 213 00:13:00.440 --> 00:13:05.879 mean this authentically, like the lack of having your friendship like every morning is 214 00:13:05.919 --> 00:13:09.600 hard. Like there's just like a lot of things I think that have happened 215 00:13:09.600 --> 00:13:13.799 in the last year in my life that have like not triggered anxiety, but 216 00:13:13.960 --> 00:13:20.080 like when something does happen that's anxious for me, I don't have like the 217 00:13:20.120 --> 00:13:22.000 comfort that I used to in certain ways, and like you're one of them. 218 00:13:22.000 --> 00:13:26.320 And like I literally, I mean this was a complete joke, but 219 00:13:26.360 --> 00:13:30.000 texted her Friday morning. I was like pitting out so bad Friday during the 220 00:13:30.039 --> 00:13:31.879 show, and I was in the bathroom and I was like, holy shit, 221 00:13:31.960 --> 00:13:35.200 there was like a gallon of sweat in my armpit. And I sent 222 00:13:35.240 --> 00:13:39.559 her a picture and I was like, do you miss seeing me put paper 223 00:13:39.600 --> 00:13:41.679 towels in my pits? Every morning? I would look up, especially when 224 00:13:41.759 --> 00:13:45.480 Dave was gone and she was running the board. That's when she pit the 225 00:13:45.519 --> 00:13:48.759 most. Oh my god, because she'd be like extra stress for doing more 226 00:13:48.799 --> 00:13:52.159 work, and I look over and she'd just have paper towels hanging out of 227 00:13:52.159 --> 00:13:56.519 her teacher I would I wouldn't, So yeah, there's just there's many moments 228 00:13:56.600 --> 00:14:00.879 where like, I mean, whatever I missed on the show, and there's 229 00:14:00.919 --> 00:14:03.120 nothing wrong with like Dave and Drake, like we still run the show and 230 00:14:03.120 --> 00:14:07.320 it's great and everything, but it's like, you know, I don't get 231 00:14:07.360 --> 00:14:11.360 to have the comfort that I have from Falin and I his friendship, and 232 00:14:11.480 --> 00:14:15.240 like, you know, you guys don't always get to see what happens behind 233 00:14:15.240 --> 00:14:18.879 the scenes with us, but Valain's just always been there for me and she 234 00:14:18.960 --> 00:14:20.399 still is. It's just that like I don't get to see your embrace, 235 00:14:20.840 --> 00:14:24.840 you're not like physically there, and it's the same with me. And then 236 00:14:24.960 --> 00:14:30.639 I think also we both don't want to vent to each other because we feel 237 00:14:30.679 --> 00:14:33.039 bad piling on. But we used to be able to vent to each other 238 00:14:33.279 --> 00:14:37.320 like just every morning if we needed to, And which is so ridiculous because 239 00:14:37.360 --> 00:14:41.279 I never care if Jenny vence to me, and I know she doesn't care 240 00:14:41.320 --> 00:14:43.759 if I vent to her about things, So it's just silly, like we 241 00:14:43.799 --> 00:14:48.919 shouldn't hold it in because I think I think in our like our jobs, 242 00:14:48.919 --> 00:14:52.960 like we both like love, like what we do so much. But of 243 00:14:52.000 --> 00:14:54.399 course, like anything, there are going to be things you vent about, 244 00:14:54.399 --> 00:15:00.639 and it's like with your closest coworker, it's there's only one person who truly 245 00:15:00.720 --> 00:15:03.559 understands it, you know. So that's why it's like easier for us to 246 00:15:03.639 --> 00:15:07.840 vent to each other, just because like we understand the industry and like how 247 00:15:07.840 --> 00:15:11.679 it affects people, like you know, if something upsets me with like our 248 00:15:11.720 --> 00:15:16.159 sales department, I can text Jenny. I literally texted her on like Friday 249 00:15:16.240 --> 00:15:20.000 because someone like sent me an email and it annoyed me, and I was 250 00:15:20.039 --> 00:15:24.000 like, did they do this to the morning show by chance? And Jenny's 251 00:15:24.039 --> 00:15:26.320 like nope, and I was like, god, it just like fired me 252 00:15:26.399 --> 00:15:31.799 up to me then, So you know those like insider things that like you 253 00:15:31.840 --> 00:15:37.320 can invent to each other about, Well, good luck with therapy this week. 254 00:15:37.679 --> 00:15:39.600 Thanks. I mean for a while, because I was seeing her pretty 255 00:15:39.600 --> 00:15:43.240 consistently for a while, I was like, oh God, another appointment, 256 00:15:43.240 --> 00:15:46.120 And now I'm like, oh, yes, an aportment, I need it 257 00:15:46.159 --> 00:15:48.919 this week. It is like it is definitely a good feeling when you need 258 00:15:48.960 --> 00:15:52.679 it, and they can like kind of calm you or reassure you. But 259 00:15:52.759 --> 00:15:54.399 I had those two where it was like too often, I'm like, I 260 00:15:54.440 --> 00:15:56.320 don't even have anything to talk about this week. I don't know, and 261 00:15:56.320 --> 00:16:00.799 that I felt like I was just making up stuff to like talk about almost 262 00:16:00.080 --> 00:16:04.639 so I wanted to talk about my hemorrhoid. You have another one, yeah, 263 00:16:04.639 --> 00:16:07.919 but it's like okay, so this is to go back. I had 264 00:16:07.919 --> 00:16:12.720 hemorrhoids removed like three different times. Everyone always asks about it. It was 265 00:16:12.759 --> 00:16:17.480 thrombos, it was external. It was really painful. I had one one 266 00:16:17.519 --> 00:16:21.240 I was pregnant, and then I've had it like twice after like so one 267 00:16:21.279 --> 00:16:23.039 immediately because when you push, a lot of women get hemorrhoids from like the 268 00:16:23.080 --> 00:16:26.519 pushing process. So mine were so painful. Everyone's like, how do you 269 00:16:26.559 --> 00:16:30.840 know. I'm like, dude, you that's all you can think about because 270 00:16:30.879 --> 00:16:34.320 it just it's painful. And if it's like that, then my primary care 271 00:16:34.360 --> 00:16:38.000 physician recommended a colon and rectal clinic. So that's how it all went down. 272 00:16:38.519 --> 00:16:41.000 And I always like give the thing, like, if they'll give you 273 00:16:41.000 --> 00:16:45.080 a couple of painkillers, do it, because the first couple of days are 274 00:16:45.120 --> 00:16:48.480 brutal. Not gonna lie. The first person gave me a painkiller the second 275 00:16:48.480 --> 00:16:52.159 time he didn't, and I was like, what the f. So the 276 00:16:52.200 --> 00:16:53.960 third time I got so nervous going in that they weren't going to give me 277 00:16:55.000 --> 00:16:57.120 a painkiller, and they didn't that I took extra strength tile and all in 278 00:16:57.159 --> 00:17:00.879 the parking lot before going in because they like, dumb it. Then remove 279 00:17:00.919 --> 00:17:03.799 it and then it's just like, but that area heals very quickly, so 280 00:17:03.880 --> 00:17:10.640 it heals, but every now and then I will be able to tell I'm 281 00:17:10.680 --> 00:17:15.400 like getting one, and I get so fucking stressed out, like it's all 282 00:17:15.440 --> 00:17:21.160 I think about. Yesterday was uncomfortable, and I get the thing where you 283 00:17:21.319 --> 00:17:25.000 take a picture of your asshole. I thought you were going to say, 284 00:17:25.039 --> 00:17:26.319 you know, you put the you put the mirror in a certain angle on 285 00:17:26.359 --> 00:17:33.880 your bed somewhere in the eye clouds someone just vomited, but I was like, 286 00:17:33.880 --> 00:17:36.319 I need to like see what it looks like because and it was like, 287 00:17:36.839 --> 00:17:40.200 and I know. The solution is if it's like you're starting to feel 288 00:17:40.200 --> 00:17:45.359 it come on, it's like all about like your nutrition basically and your stress 289 00:17:45.440 --> 00:17:48.759 levels, which I've been stressed lately, so I'm like, I'm sure that's 290 00:17:48.799 --> 00:17:52.599 part of it. My eating has been clean, but I have not been 291 00:17:52.680 --> 00:17:56.319 drinking enough water. So my first step was like chug, chug, chug, 292 00:17:56.400 --> 00:18:00.920 chug water. Also, like sitting on hard surfaces is not good for 293 00:18:00.960 --> 00:18:02.880 it. It's like if you sit a lot. That's why they tell you 294 00:18:02.920 --> 00:18:04.519 not to sit on the toilet for a long periods of time. So like 295 00:18:04.680 --> 00:18:07.599 yesterday, I was like if I had to sit on my butt, like 296 00:18:07.640 --> 00:18:11.920 for food, I sat on a pillow and I'm like on the couch, 297 00:18:11.039 --> 00:18:14.880 I was like laying on my stomach. And I slept on my stomach last 298 00:18:14.960 --> 00:18:18.119 night to give her some time. And today it feels a lot better. 299 00:18:18.279 --> 00:18:22.559 But it was like I'm like chugging, chugging, chugging water. And I 300 00:18:22.559 --> 00:18:26.240 think I'm just sharing this in case like anyone ever, because people will say, 301 00:18:26.279 --> 00:18:30.880 what do you do? And I see all of these maybe the answer, 302 00:18:30.960 --> 00:18:34.079 I don't know if it's holistic. Some are holistic and some are like 303 00:18:34.240 --> 00:18:40.519 ridiculous not holistic, crazy suggestions because I have a video about hemrhoids on TikTok 304 00:18:40.880 --> 00:18:44.039 and people recommend all these things and I'm like, I don't say anything in 305 00:18:44.079 --> 00:18:47.559 the comments, but I'm like no, Like I had a friend message to 306 00:18:47.599 --> 00:18:49.240 me and they're like, I saw if you put sugar on it, and 307 00:18:49.279 --> 00:18:52.839 like, I'm like, no, you can put sugar all over that thing, 308 00:18:52.920 --> 00:18:56.519 but once it's hit there, if it works for you, great. 309 00:18:56.599 --> 00:18:57.880 I got to the point where I would try anything. I get it, 310 00:18:59.200 --> 00:19:02.200 but no, and then someone's like yeah in the comments, yeah the sugar 311 00:19:02.240 --> 00:19:03.359 doesn't work. I'm like, yeah, no, kidding, Like I'm not 312 00:19:03.400 --> 00:19:08.400 surprised the sugar doesn't work. So I just always like people ask me still 313 00:19:08.440 --> 00:19:12.039 all the time about them, But it feels better. Today. I went 314 00:19:12.119 --> 00:19:17.839 for a walk, okay, in a calm or down because I have genuine 315 00:19:17.960 --> 00:19:22.319 questions. Yes, yes, my child, So you have another external one, 316 00:19:22.400 --> 00:19:25.720 yes, okay, and but I think it's going away. Okay, 317 00:19:25.759 --> 00:19:26.400 That's what I was going to ask. I was like, do you think 318 00:19:26.400 --> 00:19:30.440 it's just going to go away on its own? Because I had one once 319 00:19:30.519 --> 00:19:36.319 upon time in college and I'm a poor college student who doesn't have health insurance. 320 00:19:36.839 --> 00:19:40.039 I'm literally pooping blood and I'm like, yeah, whatever, no body 321 00:19:40.240 --> 00:19:44.400 don't care about it. Whatever, And after like a couple of weeks, 322 00:19:44.440 --> 00:19:47.079 I was like, this is probably not If you're putting blood, you should 323 00:19:47.079 --> 00:19:51.839 go to the doctor. Right. So literally, I'll never forget me and 324 00:19:51.880 --> 00:19:55.400 my girlfriends we were drinking one night and I like went and had to go 325 00:19:55.400 --> 00:19:56.279 to the bathroom and I was like, ah, as you guys, I 326 00:19:56.400 --> 00:20:00.480 like, so I think I have a hemorrhyer. Yeah, and we're drunk, 327 00:20:00.480 --> 00:20:03.559 so I was like, hemy, like we're nacking. Yeah, And 328 00:20:03.559 --> 00:20:07.440 I'll never forget one of my roommate's boyfriends thought we were the most disgusting people 329 00:20:07.480 --> 00:20:08.640 ever that. I'm just like, yeah, my heavy, I'm just like 330 00:20:08.839 --> 00:20:12.000 cleaning out of my butt. And then I went to the doctor finally a 331 00:20:12.039 --> 00:20:15.279 couple of days after that. They had me bent over you well, not 332 00:20:15.319 --> 00:20:18.279 bent over there, just put me on the side. Yeah. I was 333 00:20:18.319 --> 00:20:21.440 just on my side and she was like, yeah, I mean it's already 334 00:20:21.480 --> 00:20:23.680 healing. Like it had gotten to the point where I don't know if popped 335 00:20:23.720 --> 00:20:27.680 is the right term, but they don't pop, Okay, it'll just like 336 00:20:27.880 --> 00:20:33.319 kind of go back. It's almost like it's inflamed basically. Yeah. And 337 00:20:34.279 --> 00:20:40.240 ninety percent of the time, even after having a baby, they most of 338 00:20:40.279 --> 00:20:44.880 the time, if you're like drinking that water you're eating, well, you 339 00:20:44.920 --> 00:20:48.039 know it will heal itself, that's what. But I'm like, you will 340 00:20:48.119 --> 00:20:52.160 know if it is not like it is, like I had Jenny cover an 341 00:20:52.200 --> 00:20:56.240 event for me last minute because I could not even stand up. I was 342 00:20:56.279 --> 00:21:00.839 so uncomfortable when I got them removed, and and I'm Jake, look at 343 00:21:00.839 --> 00:21:03.279 it, and I'm the first that I had the first that the dot. 344 00:21:03.359 --> 00:21:06.920 I spread my cheeks and the doctor was like, oh my gosh, those 345 00:21:06.920 --> 00:21:08.759 are large. I was like, okay, well you didn't have to go 346 00:21:08.880 --> 00:21:12.319 there, lady, all right, But I mean I surprised everyone with them. 347 00:21:14.319 --> 00:21:18.599 And then but I yeah, it's typically they go back. Yeah, 348 00:21:18.640 --> 00:21:22.880 and if if they're so uncomfortable and painful, you should go to someone. 349 00:21:22.920 --> 00:21:26.920 And people get so embarrassed, but men and women get them, and it's 350 00:21:26.039 --> 00:21:33.119 common also when you're older. So I drink your water, drink your water 351 00:21:33.599 --> 00:21:37.000 that and then also do you use the squatty potty? I have a squatty 352 00:21:37.000 --> 00:21:41.640 potty. I have a bidet. I feel like that stuff is helpful too, 353 00:21:41.799 --> 00:21:45.799 because like then you if you're having like constipation issues, it helps you 354 00:21:45.839 --> 00:21:48.720 a little bit. With like the elevation. We just have a natural squatty 355 00:21:48.720 --> 00:21:52.680 potty built in because our bathroom is so small that the tub is right in 356 00:21:52.720 --> 00:21:57.400 front of the That's how I'm growing up house. I just put my feet 357 00:21:57.480 --> 00:22:02.200 up on there, and like Andrew and I are just we're kind of gross. 358 00:22:02.200 --> 00:22:04.759 We don't always show the door unless there's like really bad situations happen, 359 00:22:06.359 --> 00:22:08.759 and you'll like come home and I'm just feed up, and he knows what's 360 00:22:08.799 --> 00:22:11.440 happening because he'll see me and I'll be like, hey, yeah. I 361 00:22:11.480 --> 00:22:15.200 was like, you should go in a different room, don't be like standing, 362 00:22:15.400 --> 00:22:18.279 because he'll come home and he'll just like want to talk about his day 363 00:22:18.359 --> 00:22:21.680 and he'll be in the hallway to the bathroom as I'm literally legs are up 364 00:22:21.759 --> 00:22:23.839 like I'm trying to go to the bathroom, and I was like, maybe 365 00:22:23.960 --> 00:22:26.759 just give me like five yeah, you know, like just give me a 366 00:22:26.799 --> 00:22:30.720 little bit. But yeah. There was a squatty patty and our Christmas exchange 367 00:22:30.720 --> 00:22:34.599 this past year, and I think my younger sister Katie put it in and 368 00:22:34.640 --> 00:22:37.960 she was like, Jenny, because you never know what the exchange present is, 369 00:22:37.960 --> 00:22:41.759 that's the way our families is, obviously, and she's like, Jenny, 370 00:22:41.799 --> 00:22:44.039 I really think you'll like mine, blah blahlah blah, and I didn't 371 00:22:44.079 --> 00:22:45.920 take hers, and someone else did and said it was a squatty patty. 372 00:22:45.920 --> 00:22:48.680 I was like, I had have got one of those. It's built in 373 00:22:48.720 --> 00:22:52.400 with my toe. That's a genius. That's a genius, like little Christmas 374 00:22:52.480 --> 00:22:55.079 pass and for sure, but I do think we need one in our basement 375 00:22:55.119 --> 00:22:57.759 because there have been times where are and I are both needing to go number 376 00:22:57.799 --> 00:23:00.519 two and one of us has the basement and we're like, oh, no, 377 00:23:00.559 --> 00:23:03.039 where to put our feet up. If you don't know what a squatty 378 00:23:03.039 --> 00:23:06.720 potty is, by chance, it is just like basically a little stool you 379 00:23:06.720 --> 00:23:08.400 put in front of the toilet, because they say that that's how your body 380 00:23:08.559 --> 00:23:12.480 is more naturally meant to be when you're going to the bathroom, so it 381 00:23:12.519 --> 00:23:18.240 makes your bowel movements more natural, easy, less strained. And I don't 382 00:23:18.279 --> 00:23:22.200 have one in our powder room, and so I use all of this little 383 00:23:22.240 --> 00:23:26.160 toilet in front of it. She doesn't need a little She just needed a 384 00:23:26.200 --> 00:23:30.680 little toilet in like a year because she can sell on the big girl toilet 385 00:23:30.720 --> 00:23:33.319 now. But she uses her little potty too for and I a should just 386 00:23:33.319 --> 00:23:36.319 get a stool. She'll put it in front of the toilet so she can 387 00:23:36.359 --> 00:23:37.359 step up and get on the toilet, and then she pulls it over and 388 00:23:37.400 --> 00:23:40.319 puts it in front of the sink so she can wash her hands, and 389 00:23:40.359 --> 00:23:41.519 I'm like, I should just get you an act. She has a stool 390 00:23:41.559 --> 00:23:45.000 downstairs for her bathroom, like brushing her teeth, but not upstairs. So 391 00:23:45.440 --> 00:23:48.599 no, whatever it was, Yeah, it works for what she needs exactly. 392 00:23:48.720 --> 00:23:52.480 Care I was also going to tell you that I did. I've done 393 00:23:52.559 --> 00:23:59.279 two plates classes now and I have another one set for Wednesday Friday. I 394 00:23:59.279 --> 00:24:02.319 did like a the A there's a new place in Mound, so it's like 395 00:24:02.400 --> 00:24:06.160 right by me. I wouldn't have known, but my neighbor Jen and my 396 00:24:06.200 --> 00:24:07.119 neighbor, I mean, she lives like an differ neighborhood, but she's very 397 00:24:07.160 --> 00:24:11.920 close to me. She is like one of those friends you want to have 398 00:24:11.160 --> 00:24:17.319 because they know everything that's going on. I never look at like Facebook groups 399 00:24:17.319 --> 00:24:19.079 and stuff for like news in the city. She'll like, did you hear 400 00:24:19.240 --> 00:24:22.039 did you see I'm like, no, no, tell me everything. So 401 00:24:22.119 --> 00:24:25.640 anyway, she's like, there's a new pilates I'm going to go if you 402 00:24:25.680 --> 00:24:29.480 want to go, And she's selling her peloton because it hurts her knees. 403 00:24:29.920 --> 00:24:33.720 And she has this thing she said recently where when she does she's really competitive 404 00:24:33.079 --> 00:24:38.119 and when she does intense workouts like peloton or like hit classes. She says 405 00:24:38.200 --> 00:24:42.480 it messes her up for like two hours after the class, where like she 406 00:24:42.519 --> 00:24:45.920 doesn't feel right, she feels dizzy. It's not a good feeling. So 407 00:24:45.960 --> 00:24:48.000 she's like, I don't want to do those. I just saw her actually 408 00:24:48.039 --> 00:24:52.519 post on Instagram today she's selling her bike, and so she's like, I'm 409 00:24:52.519 --> 00:24:56.559 gonna do pilates because it doesn't hurt her knees and you don't really even I 410 00:24:56.839 --> 00:24:59.640 don't sweat a ton in there, just like a little bit. Yeah, 411 00:24:59.680 --> 00:25:03.039 but it's a reformer kind And I told the lady. I was like, 412 00:25:03.119 --> 00:25:06.640 I feel like pilates is having a big moment. She's like, oh, 413 00:25:06.920 --> 00:25:08.480 so I don't know that. She felt that. She agreed with me on 414 00:25:08.519 --> 00:25:12.799 that. She's like, it's already always having a moment, bitch, that's 415 00:25:12.839 --> 00:25:17.680 why I open the studio. No very nice woman. But I just loved 416 00:25:17.799 --> 00:25:22.039 how it's slow. And I was telling Jenny, I feel like it works 417 00:25:22.440 --> 00:25:26.240 little muscles you never hit and you don't know about. And it makes me 418 00:25:26.400 --> 00:25:30.599 understand why a lot of the people that you see who do pilates a lot 419 00:25:30.880 --> 00:25:37.279 have those longer, leaner bodies. So I am praying that it will give 420 00:25:37.319 --> 00:25:40.799 me a long, lean body. I have to break it to you lean 421 00:25:40.920 --> 00:25:47.559 potentially, but long. I think that I will say webbing. She was 422 00:25:47.599 --> 00:25:49.359 telling me. She was like shocked. She's like it was a different instructor. 423 00:25:49.400 --> 00:25:52.839 She was like very kind. She's like, hell and I can't believe 424 00:25:52.880 --> 00:25:55.319 this is your second class, Like you have such great form and like you're 425 00:25:55.319 --> 00:25:56.839 so blah blah blah. And I was like, oh my god, like 426 00:25:56.960 --> 00:26:00.319 keep telling me how this compliments girl. And then we got to where we're 427 00:26:00.319 --> 00:26:02.680 on our laid on your back and you put your legs straight up in the 428 00:26:02.680 --> 00:26:04.119 air and she goes balla, do you have really tight hamstrings? And I 429 00:26:04.160 --> 00:26:07.880 was like I do, and she like I can tell like and I was 430 00:26:07.920 --> 00:26:11.079 like, I also have a bad hip. She's like, okay, we'll 431 00:26:11.079 --> 00:26:12.400 do some hip flexer stretches. At the end. It's like all right, 432 00:26:12.440 --> 00:26:17.799 lit and uh, but I did like a month unlimited nice. So I'm 433 00:26:17.799 --> 00:26:19.079 getting excited and I asked her, I said, how many times a week 434 00:26:19.079 --> 00:26:22.759 would you recommend? She's like three times. This like that's probably good. 435 00:26:22.839 --> 00:26:27.359 I feel like that's a pheramountony too. Yeah, And it goes very quickly. 436 00:26:27.720 --> 00:26:30.839 I don't even look at the clock. I don't know where clock is. 437 00:26:30.119 --> 00:26:33.240 But like in those good high intents, don't for it, don't find 438 00:26:33.640 --> 00:26:37.599 either or else you'll always know where it is. It's true because when I 439 00:26:37.640 --> 00:26:41.359 do would do like for instance, when Steve would convince me to do Warrior 440 00:26:41.400 --> 00:26:45.599 sculpt at Lifetime, I would look up and be like, why why is 441 00:26:45.640 --> 00:26:48.839 there still thirty minutes? I won't make it. I won't make it. 442 00:26:48.920 --> 00:26:52.319 I hated it. I hated it. I love Lifetime, but I fucking 443 00:26:52.400 --> 00:26:56.640 hate Warrior Sculp. You don't like you're supposed to leave an exercise filling like 444 00:26:56.799 --> 00:27:00.640 high yeah, on indoor fins, like, oh, I'm so glad I 445 00:27:00.640 --> 00:27:03.519 did it. I never felt like that leaving work. I felt like my 446 00:27:03.720 --> 00:27:07.480 I always said this, my soul was removed from my body. I hated 447 00:27:07.519 --> 00:27:10.599 it. I mean, sculp classes are really hard. I do still do 448 00:27:11.000 --> 00:27:12.559 one on Friday mornings every once in a while when I can make it to 449 00:27:12.640 --> 00:27:17.119 it. Yeah, but I just went to the spin class instead because I 450 00:27:17.160 --> 00:27:21.119 couldn't make it to the SCULP class on this past Friday. And like, 451 00:27:21.640 --> 00:27:25.839 I'm very comfortable in working out situations, but I know some people aren't. 452 00:27:26.200 --> 00:27:29.359 And the instructor straight up came to the back row where I was in my 453 00:27:29.480 --> 00:27:33.279 loansome like nobody. Yeah, she goes, I've never seen you before, 454 00:27:33.480 --> 00:27:36.039 who are you new? And I'm like yeah, She's like, well, 455 00:27:36.079 --> 00:27:38.160 what's your name? And then I like tell her whatever. And then I'm 456 00:27:38.160 --> 00:27:41.119 getting call outs in the middle of the class, and you can tell that 457 00:27:41.279 --> 00:27:45.599 everyone in that class goes all the time because I had to. I couldn't 458 00:27:45.599 --> 00:27:47.480 tell what I was supposed to be doing at the time. I was like, 459 00:27:47.519 --> 00:27:48.960 what did she say? I couldn't understand what she was saying, and 460 00:27:49.039 --> 00:27:52.039 so I was watching everyone else and I was like, I think I'm supposed 461 00:27:52.039 --> 00:27:53.880 to be doing I'm going to push up motion right now. I'm not entirely 462 00:27:53.960 --> 00:27:56.599 sure. Yeah, but I mean in the end it was great whatever, 463 00:27:56.920 --> 00:28:00.640 but I like, I should be comfortable with this. I go to plenty 464 00:28:00.680 --> 00:28:03.839 of workout classes, but that moment when you're first called out, yeah, 465 00:28:03.839 --> 00:28:07.799 in a class you've never been to, it's kind of like, I don't 466 00:28:07.799 --> 00:28:11.559 know if I needed the call out, but okay, yeah, I haven't 467 00:28:11.599 --> 00:28:15.039 been to a lifetime spin class in a very long time. Some of the 468 00:28:15.200 --> 00:28:19.400 places I've been to for spin I didn't like it as much as Peloton, 469 00:28:19.440 --> 00:28:23.000 because I didn't like the instructor's music choice, okay, and I was like, 470 00:28:23.079 --> 00:28:26.240 I'm stuck in this and this is not inspiring me. So I like, 471 00:28:26.279 --> 00:28:30.480 that's one thing I do like about Peloton is I can pick the exact 472 00:28:30.519 --> 00:28:34.839 I can see the playlist basically. But also I did do so Target had 473 00:28:36.119 --> 00:28:41.279 one like crossover with soul Cycle and they had to pop up here and I 474 00:28:41.279 --> 00:28:45.839 got to go to it. And because soul Cycle is like probably the best 475 00:28:45.880 --> 00:28:51.559 known spin kind of thing, and it was an experience to say the least. 476 00:28:51.599 --> 00:28:52.559 And it was like that where they call you out. There were like 477 00:28:52.720 --> 00:28:55.960 candles, there are all these things, and I was like this, I 478 00:28:56.039 --> 00:29:02.160 understand the hype behind it, but I it felt a little culty. Yeah, 479 00:29:02.200 --> 00:29:03.200 like cause you know, like how they make jokes that like people who 480 00:29:03.240 --> 00:29:07.480 do cross That is a little culty. It had that vibe to it for 481 00:29:07.519 --> 00:29:08.920 sure. I was like, oh, I would eat. I am a 482 00:29:10.000 --> 00:29:11.319 kool Aid drinker man, Like, I don't need to be around this, 483 00:29:11.720 --> 00:29:15.480 So I gotta get out. I gotta get out. Whet good. So 484 00:29:15.359 --> 00:29:18.319 I have one story I have to confess. So, oh God, did 485 00:29:18.359 --> 00:29:22.039 you shit in on a bike? No? It's nothing about that. It's 486 00:29:22.079 --> 00:29:25.079 like quite opposite of what we've been talking about for the last ten minutes because 487 00:29:25.079 --> 00:29:26.599 it's fitness. It's more on the side of like am I a healthy person 488 00:29:26.640 --> 00:29:29.599 or am I not? Because when it comes on to it, after I 489 00:29:29.640 --> 00:29:32.079 tell you a story, you probably not gonna think I am. Okay. 490 00:29:32.160 --> 00:29:37.079 So Andrew and I had bought these fruit snacks from Costco and they're like zero 491 00:29:37.119 --> 00:29:40.519 grams of fat, like kind of okay, low when calories whatever, But 492 00:29:40.559 --> 00:29:44.039 it works with my diet and how I track my macros. So it was 493 00:29:44.079 --> 00:29:47.240 a nice little snack to have every once in a while. So we bought 494 00:29:47.279 --> 00:29:49.599 a box a handful of months ago, went through it whatever. The last 495 00:29:49.599 --> 00:29:55.079 time we bought it, Andrew was like a fucking addict. He could not 496 00:29:55.200 --> 00:29:56.920 control himself. All of a sudden, I look over and there's like ten 497 00:29:56.960 --> 00:30:00.480 fruit snack wrappers etched to him. God, I'm like, babe, what 498 00:30:00.640 --> 00:30:03.240 is They're not even that good? Yeah, like the kind of stick to 499 00:30:03.279 --> 00:30:07.599 your teeth. And I only get them because it like is zero grams of 500 00:30:07.640 --> 00:30:10.200 fat and whatever. I was like, they're not even that great. And 501 00:30:10.279 --> 00:30:12.920 so he goes and hammers through this box within like a week, and it's 502 00:30:12.960 --> 00:30:18.440 a box of ninety I had a pile. Okay, a week might be 503 00:30:18.440 --> 00:30:21.359 in a like an exaggeration. It was probably like two weeks, but still 504 00:30:21.680 --> 00:30:23.880 two weeks. And I even hid the last few because I was like, 505 00:30:23.880 --> 00:30:26.240 I would like to enjoy some of these. I was barely getting one a 506 00:30:26.319 --> 00:30:30.240 day at the rate he was going. So the next time I go to 507 00:30:30.240 --> 00:30:33.279 Costco, I'm trying to find some food that works with like counting my macros, 508 00:30:33.279 --> 00:30:37.039 and I find like the jumbo Costco size of rice crispy treats, and 509 00:30:37.079 --> 00:30:41.160 those also are pretty low and fat and work with my macros. So I 510 00:30:41.200 --> 00:30:44.599 was like, hey, when you eat them? And what's the word when 511 00:30:44.640 --> 00:30:47.319 you don't eat a lot at a time? Oh, when you like, 512 00:30:47.480 --> 00:30:51.599 I don't know, like the portion it yeah, or like moderation. Okay, 513 00:30:51.640 --> 00:30:53.720 when you eat a moderation certain things like they're fine for you, you 514 00:30:53.759 --> 00:30:59.599 know. So I buy this box and I hide it in my car learn 515 00:30:59.599 --> 00:31:02.240 them as the next day because the first time I go into it, it's 516 00:31:02.240 --> 00:31:03.640 frozen. Because I bought it like a month and a half ago, when 517 00:31:03.640 --> 00:31:06.720 I was like five degrees. I was like, fuck, I have to 518 00:31:06.720 --> 00:31:08.240 put them in the house. But I have to hide them from Andrew. 519 00:31:08.240 --> 00:31:14.319 He cannot know about these or else I will never see them again. So 520 00:31:14.440 --> 00:31:19.960 I have them hidden and and You're like, noticed a rapper recently and he's 521 00:31:21.039 --> 00:31:25.480 like, what's that? What I would do is it be my little treat 522 00:31:25.519 --> 00:31:29.279 at night as I'm going to bed. You and I would have one year, 523 00:31:29.759 --> 00:31:33.319 I would have like one to two. Sometimes if I like had the 524 00:31:33.359 --> 00:31:36.839 calorie count in the account, I could add in like three if I wanted. 525 00:31:37.400 --> 00:31:41.559 But I like finally confess to him one night and I go, Babe, 526 00:31:41.640 --> 00:31:44.000 I have been going, hey, I'm on these, but I am 527 00:31:44.000 --> 00:31:48.839 like, yeah, moderation. And I open up the drawer to my nightstand 528 00:31:48.920 --> 00:31:52.559 and I reveal just like a pile, like an extreme pile of Rice Crispy 529 00:31:52.720 --> 00:31:56.759 Street rappers, and he's like what he starts freaking. I was like, 530 00:31:56.799 --> 00:31:59.839 are you kidding me? Where are they? Where are they? And I 531 00:31:59.880 --> 00:32:01.839 was like, no, you don't get to know where they are. Yeah. 532 00:32:01.880 --> 00:32:06.079 So then for the last week or so, he'll do something and he's 533 00:32:06.119 --> 00:32:10.880 earned a Rice Chrispy tree, you know, and I have to like He'll 534 00:32:10.920 --> 00:32:14.759 be in our sunroom, which is on the main floor, and I have 535 00:32:14.880 --> 00:32:19.400 them hidden somewhere on the main floor, so I run. I literally rustle 536 00:32:19.440 --> 00:32:24.640 around in multiple rooms to throw them. Oh my idea where the box did 537 00:32:24.720 --> 00:32:28.200 in. But it's the only way I can get stuff like that, Like 538 00:32:28.359 --> 00:32:30.000 yep. Andrew is always like, well, we just got to eat it 539 00:32:30.000 --> 00:32:31.960 all now, so the snacks are out of the house, like that's his 540 00:32:32.000 --> 00:32:34.720 look of life. He'll buy a bag of chips. He's like, well, 541 00:32:34.720 --> 00:32:36.640 I just got to eat it all in one sitting because then it's out 542 00:32:36.640 --> 00:32:37.640 of the house. And I was like, well, maybe it's so much 543 00:32:37.680 --> 00:32:42.920 like Jake. It's disturbing. They are so Jake came home, I'm a 544 00:32:42.920 --> 00:32:45.920 girl like buying girls, got cookies and handed me the box. He had 545 00:32:45.000 --> 00:32:49.119 just been in the grocery. So between grocery where she was selling to the 546 00:32:49.160 --> 00:32:51.880 house, there were two cookies left, and he goes, I saved you 547 00:32:51.880 --> 00:32:53.920 something. You saved me some. He's like, I need them out of 548 00:32:53.960 --> 00:32:57.759 my life. He's like, she's going to be the next president. The 549 00:32:57.799 --> 00:33:00.839 way she hustled me. I'm like, she probably looked at you and you 550 00:33:00.920 --> 00:33:04.359 handed or your walling like shut up. And I was like, you're pathetic. 551 00:33:04.480 --> 00:33:07.240 They're the same. They are No Andrew's exactly like that with Girl's coaches 552 00:33:07.559 --> 00:33:09.880 moments too. I can't act like I'm like holier than that. I'm a 553 00:33:09.960 --> 00:33:12.880 piece of shit half the time. Well, I was gonna say, like, 554 00:33:13.000 --> 00:33:15.839 I can't control myself either. That's why I don't keep a lot of 555 00:33:15.839 --> 00:33:19.799 stuff in the house because I have a struggle with that. But like, 556 00:33:19.880 --> 00:33:22.559 this was one thing where I did go a little crazy one day and I 557 00:33:22.720 --> 00:33:28.160 ate four and I I had the worst stomach cache ever. And it's like, 558 00:33:28.160 --> 00:33:31.119 all right, we know the three is my limit, you whatever, 559 00:33:31.599 --> 00:33:35.079 But I usually, like I said, I just like, usually it's my 560 00:33:35.200 --> 00:33:37.599 treat at the end of the day, and I have like one and then 561 00:33:37.640 --> 00:33:39.880 I put the wrapper in the drawer so that Andrew never sees the remnants. 562 00:33:39.920 --> 00:33:44.000 And so yeah, that was like my dirty little secret. I was hiding 563 00:33:44.000 --> 00:33:45.839 from him pile and now he knows all about it, but I don't care 564 00:33:45.920 --> 00:33:49.160 because he ate all the fucking fruit snacks. And I was like, this 565 00:33:49.200 --> 00:33:51.799 is what you get. You're not a lot of housing candy too in the 566 00:33:51.799 --> 00:33:53.799 garage. But then the mouth mice found it, I did, and yeah, 567 00:33:53.960 --> 00:33:58.640 you hide stuff everywhere. I hid that way from him, and then 568 00:33:58.759 --> 00:34:01.279 I think when we either last year or the year before, we had like 569 00:34:01.319 --> 00:34:05.880 two trigger treaters and we had a Costco size of Halloween candy, and I 570 00:34:05.920 --> 00:34:07.360 was like, let's put this away and like, I know whatever. People 571 00:34:07.400 --> 00:34:10.199 might disagree with us, but I said, we'll bring it to the movies 572 00:34:10.199 --> 00:34:14.360 when we want, like snacks and whatever. So I was like, let's 573 00:34:14.400 --> 00:34:16.320 go hide this away. But I did tell Andrew to hide it because I 574 00:34:16.360 --> 00:34:19.599 didn't really want to know where it was. Well, of course, he 575 00:34:19.679 --> 00:34:22.199 admitted to me after a month that he'd ate all of it, and he 576 00:34:22.480 --> 00:34:25.000 like he just was getting into it every night, and I'm like, all 577 00:34:25.119 --> 00:34:29.400 right, so we're just allowed to have snacks in the house because neither of 578 00:34:29.480 --> 00:34:31.719 us can control ourselves. By the way, I think they texted into like 579 00:34:31.800 --> 00:34:35.599 the main show text number, but someone who listens to the podcast, so 580 00:34:35.679 --> 00:34:37.800 that they because of you. I think it was that it could have been 581 00:34:37.840 --> 00:34:43.440 an email discovered Goodles. Yes, and they like their kids and family are 582 00:34:43.480 --> 00:34:45.239 obsessed with them, so they were like, You've changed their life. And 583 00:34:45.280 --> 00:34:49.199 I feel like it was a text like in the afternoon show. Yeah, 584 00:34:49.559 --> 00:34:51.599 and they were like, oh my god. And it might have been like 585 00:34:51.639 --> 00:34:54.199 a topic we were talking about, and or maybe it was something else. 586 00:34:54.239 --> 00:34:57.880 Maybe it was like a text to your all show that I just saw when 587 00:34:57.880 --> 00:35:00.000 I got in. But either way, you changed someone life with your Google. 588 00:35:00.760 --> 00:35:02.800 They're so good thing, and I haven't tried them yet. I still 589 00:35:02.800 --> 00:35:06.280 need to try them. They're so good. But of course, of course 590 00:35:06.320 --> 00:35:08.880 I find them at Costco and now in the last month they're not there anymore. 591 00:35:09.079 --> 00:35:13.360 So I got them I started. I probably found them back in the 592 00:35:13.400 --> 00:35:15.599 summertime. I bet you gobout them on Amazon, but you think, I'm 593 00:35:15.599 --> 00:35:16.559 sure you can. But it's like I always try to get you know that 594 00:35:16.719 --> 00:35:22.119 cheap like bulk Life, which is Costco. But yeah, you can definitely 595 00:35:22.119 --> 00:35:23.800 buy them elsewhere. I think you can just buy them in single packs at 596 00:35:23.800 --> 00:35:27.519 Target or something like that. And there's different varieties too. I've only done 597 00:35:27.559 --> 00:35:30.960 the regular mac and cheese kind of one. But yes, I was so 598 00:35:30.079 --> 00:35:34.599 bummed because I feel like I'll always find something I love so much at Costco 599 00:35:34.760 --> 00:35:37.480 and then it's gone after like six months when I love it too much, 600 00:35:37.559 --> 00:35:39.559 like I'll never see it for another like six months to a year. Our 601 00:35:39.599 --> 00:35:44.639 top thing we get like endlessly. Well, other than like because Jake and 602 00:35:44.679 --> 00:35:49.760 Dylan eats so many eggs, they get their eggs there now. But the 603 00:35:49.800 --> 00:35:53.719 bare lightly breaded chicken breast or chicken pieces are my, like our whole family 604 00:35:53.880 --> 00:35:57.440 all of us love them, like, yeah, you can like make kind 605 00:35:57.440 --> 00:36:00.880 of like Chick fil A like sandwiches with them, and they're like great protein 606 00:36:01.119 --> 00:36:05.119 and not a ton of calories and they're so delicious. We pop them in 607 00:36:05.159 --> 00:36:09.679 the air fire and that's like our top always get at Costco for sure. 608 00:36:09.920 --> 00:36:14.960 So yup. Anyway, well that's our time. We've been going longer lately, 609 00:36:15.000 --> 00:36:15.840 and even today Jenny and I are like, I don't know if we 610 00:36:15.880 --> 00:36:20.559 have a lot to talk about. We're starting, I don't know, get 611 00:36:20.639 --> 00:36:24.559 Jenny going on Orden or snacks and there you go, or me talking about 612 00:36:24.719 --> 00:36:29.320 fairy porn. All right, Well, thank you so much for listening. 613 00:36:29.519 --> 00:36:30.400 Have a great week.