WEBVTT 1 00:00:04.040 --> 00:00:20.199 Cancel, Higg, cancelge It's not sorry, Andy. What's up? Positive 2 00:00:20.199 --> 00:00:24.480 bitches? How are we feeling today? If you're hearing this episode, then 3 00:00:24.559 --> 00:00:29.000 you were meant to be here, So keep listening on that Bitch's Positive Podcast. 4 00:00:29.160 --> 00:00:33.240 Sometimes we will laugh. Other times, Baby Girl, we're gonna cry, 5 00:00:33.719 --> 00:00:40.039 but we will always walk away feeling our most empowered positive bitch self that 6 00:00:40.240 --> 00:00:45.679 is Babe in true connection with herself. On this podcast, we unbecome who 7 00:00:45.679 --> 00:00:50.640 we are not so we can fully step into exactly who we came here to 8 00:00:51.079 --> 00:00:57.719 be. Today, we're going to talk about how to unlock our divine inheritance, 9 00:00:58.159 --> 00:01:06.040 how to unlove fuck divine prosperity that can sustain us so many of us. 10 00:01:06.079 --> 00:01:08.760 We can attract wealth. We attract prosperity in one season and then we 11 00:01:08.840 --> 00:01:12.439 lose it in the next. We're gonna talk about how to build a relationship 12 00:01:12.480 --> 00:01:18.000 with God, an abundant relationship with God, not only so we can feel 13 00:01:18.040 --> 00:01:23.680 grounded and sustained emotionally and intellectually and spiritually, but also so we can feel 14 00:01:23.719 --> 00:01:30.640 safe physically by attracting a abundance. Now, I want to bring your attention 15 00:01:30.599 --> 00:01:36.319 to situationships for just one second, We've all had that dude in our life 16 00:01:36.359 --> 00:01:42.200 who only hits us up when he wants a little sugar sugar. Think about 17 00:01:42.200 --> 00:01:45.719 that dynamic you had with that dude. He only texts you, he only 18 00:01:45.760 --> 00:01:48.680 calls you when he wants to come over at eleven pm for you know what, 19 00:01:49.719 --> 00:01:53.920 how does that make you feel? He doesn't value your intellect, your 20 00:01:53.959 --> 00:02:00.599 emotional self. He doesn't see you as a full human Yeah, he just 21 00:02:00.239 --> 00:02:05.040 wants to see you when he can get something out of it. How does 22 00:02:05.079 --> 00:02:09.000 that make you feel? It makes us feel used. It makes us feel 23 00:02:09.080 --> 00:02:15.080 like we don't have true value as a full human being. We're only valuable 24 00:02:15.080 --> 00:02:19.199 when we can give this person what it is they want. Now, think 25 00:02:19.240 --> 00:02:25.560 about your relationship to God, because so many of us are in situationships with 26 00:02:25.680 --> 00:02:29.840 God. We only hate God up when we want a little sugar sugar, 27 00:02:30.080 --> 00:02:32.759 a little money in the bank, a little something for free. We only 28 00:02:32.840 --> 00:02:38.759 pray talk to God when we want something, when we need something, and 29 00:02:38.800 --> 00:02:43.199 we're forgetting that Having a relationship with God means we actually need to build a 30 00:02:43.240 --> 00:02:46.439 relationship with God. It cannot just be the situationship where we only talk to 31 00:02:46.520 --> 00:02:52.080 him when we want something. There's nothing wrong with being honest with God and 32 00:02:52.120 --> 00:02:53.680 saying God, this is what I want, this is what I need. 33 00:02:54.000 --> 00:02:59.240 But if that's the only time we're ever talking to God, don't you feel 34 00:02:59.319 --> 00:03:02.000 like God and be like Nah, I don't think you're really understanding what it 35 00:03:02.080 --> 00:03:09.120 means to have this incarnation. We have to stop treating God like a side 36 00:03:09.199 --> 00:03:15.080 chick. If you want to unlock prosperity, if you want to unlock feeling 37 00:03:15.159 --> 00:03:21.520 grounded, the one thing that's going to sustain you is your relationship with God. 38 00:03:22.280 --> 00:03:25.039 I've had months where I blew past what I wanted to do financially, 39 00:03:25.319 --> 00:03:29.719 I blew past my goals, and you know what, that was fine and 40 00:03:29.840 --> 00:03:34.879 dandy, But at the end of the day, it doesn't matter as much 41 00:03:35.319 --> 00:03:38.479 as your relationship with God. Because the numbers will go up and they will 42 00:03:38.520 --> 00:03:40.840 go down, and things will shift to the left, and then they're gonna 43 00:03:40.840 --> 00:03:46.120 shift to the right. The one thing that is a constant in your life 44 00:03:46.639 --> 00:03:50.560 is your connection to God. When you're up, God's there. When you're 45 00:03:50.639 --> 00:03:53.080 down, God's there. When you going to the left, God's there. 46 00:03:53.639 --> 00:03:58.599 You want to make sure you're cultivating a relationship with God so you can unlock 47 00:03:58.639 --> 00:04:04.000 that divine inheritance. Now a quick word on how I view God, just 48 00:04:04.080 --> 00:04:10.199 so you know, first of all, the word God. Words can only 49 00:04:10.280 --> 00:04:14.960 ever point to the truth. They can never fully encompass what God actually is. 50 00:04:15.080 --> 00:04:17.920 God is a man made word. The same way when I say I 51 00:04:17.959 --> 00:04:21.000 love my mom, I love my partner, I love my dog, the 52 00:04:21.040 --> 00:04:26.800 word love can never fully encompass how I actually feel. The word God can 53 00:04:26.800 --> 00:04:30.480 never fully encompass what God actually is. This all loving, divine, energetic 54 00:04:30.519 --> 00:04:35.600 source. I could say that every time I refer to God, but saying 55 00:04:35.639 --> 00:04:39.199 the word God is just easier. So that's what I'm gonna use. That's 56 00:04:39.199 --> 00:04:43.079 what I grew up hearing. Okay, that's number one. Number two to 57 00:04:43.240 --> 00:04:48.920 me, God is an all loving energy force that created everything. He created 58 00:04:48.959 --> 00:04:54.800 the energetic universe. The energetic universe is a tool we can use to manifest 59 00:04:54.879 --> 00:05:00.079 our desires. The energetic universe responds to the energy we broad cast. The 60 00:05:00.240 --> 00:05:04.160 energetic universe was created by God as a tool to help us use our free 61 00:05:04.160 --> 00:05:09.360 will manipulate reality so we can get what it is we want. Okay, 62 00:05:09.959 --> 00:05:14.600 before we get into today's episode and we talk about how to cultivate a relationship 63 00:05:14.600 --> 00:05:16.360 with God, how to get what it is we want. I do have 64 00:05:16.399 --> 00:05:21.680 a couple of announcements. It is officially April, the month of Show Up 65 00:05:21.720 --> 00:05:26.839 as Her, releasing April thirtieth, Show Up as Her, my book, 66 00:05:26.920 --> 00:05:30.480 our book finally comes out, and I'm so excited for you to have this 67 00:05:30.600 --> 00:05:34.240 in your hands. It's ten laws, a positive bitology, each law teaching 68 00:05:34.279 --> 00:05:39.800 you how to reclaim your power, step into your magnetic energy, and positively 69 00:05:39.879 --> 00:05:44.240 manifest. I don't leave anything out. It is sweat, sparkled tears, 70 00:05:44.319 --> 00:05:49.399 and I impressed upon this book. Positive energy into every single word. I've 71 00:05:49.439 --> 00:05:54.279 been working on this book for I believe it's multiple years now. I can't 72 00:05:54.279 --> 00:05:58.000 even keep track of time, but yes, multiple years, and it is 73 00:05:58.240 --> 00:06:02.800 just my gift you. So if you want to read Show Up as Her 74 00:06:03.279 --> 00:06:08.560 and get the charts and the images and all of that jazz, you can 75 00:06:08.600 --> 00:06:12.560 pre order Show Up as Her now on Amazon. If you're in the US, 76 00:06:12.639 --> 00:06:15.120 you can do that now. If you're out of the US, it 77 00:06:15.160 --> 00:06:19.879 will be available on May thirtieth. Also, if you're looking for more intimate 78 00:06:19.920 --> 00:06:23.879 guidance, I am a certified life and Energy coach. You can DM me 79 00:06:23.959 --> 00:06:29.560 now on Instagram at vibein with CC to hear more about my packages and how 80 00:06:29.560 --> 00:06:32.079 I can help you. But without further ado, let's just get in today's 81 00:06:32.120 --> 00:06:36.439 episode because we have so much to talk about. I asked you on my 82 00:06:36.480 --> 00:06:42.040 Instagram at Vibe with CC. Be sure to follow me there for daily magnetic 83 00:06:42.079 --> 00:06:46.759 tips and tricks. I asked you what questions do you have about prosperity and 84 00:06:46.040 --> 00:06:49.800 how to connect to God, how to rely on God? And one of 85 00:06:49.800 --> 00:06:56.560 the questions was can you discuss how to approach God as your friend instead of 86 00:06:56.600 --> 00:07:00.959 fearing them? And my response to this is God, God is not my 87 00:07:00.120 --> 00:07:05.120 friend. God is not my side chick. I view God as my whole 88 00:07:05.519 --> 00:07:13.199 husband. I'm being dead serious. I see God as my whole husband. 89 00:07:13.759 --> 00:07:18.319 I rely on God financially, emotionally, intellectually, physically. He is the 90 00:07:18.480 --> 00:07:24.519 infinite source of all of everything. God's bank is the biggiest bank out there. 91 00:07:25.040 --> 00:07:30.079 I'm not going to have this lack mindset and just focus on the physical 92 00:07:30.120 --> 00:07:35.600 when I know God is the ultimate source of all things, that is my 93 00:07:35.959 --> 00:07:43.199 divine inheritance. I really recommend you to see God not as your friend, 94 00:07:43.600 --> 00:07:46.160 not as something to fear, not as a side chick where you're only talking 95 00:07:46.160 --> 00:07:50.519 to him when he wants something. But I really recommend you see God as 96 00:07:50.600 --> 00:07:56.560 your whole husband, as your husband, and you see God as the source 97 00:07:56.639 --> 00:08:01.040 of I know I can rely on God to align me with opportunities, to 98 00:08:01.199 --> 00:08:05.839 get the clients, to start the business, to make ends meet. I 99 00:08:05.879 --> 00:08:09.079 know I can rely on God to put me in the right place at the 100 00:08:09.160 --> 00:08:13.199 right time, with the right people. And maybe you haven't been able to 101 00:08:13.240 --> 00:08:16.920 rely on God thus far, and you've been treating God like your side chick. 102 00:08:18.439 --> 00:08:24.319 That's okay, that's okay, because we're going to shift our relationship to 103 00:08:24.560 --> 00:08:31.399 this infinite source of knowledge and power. Today. We're shifting our perception of 104 00:08:31.439 --> 00:08:35.840 God, and we're shifting how we're interacting with God. There was a question 105 00:08:35.919 --> 00:08:39.960 about how to have faith, how to let go and just really let go 106 00:08:41.039 --> 00:08:46.879 of control. How do you get to know God? Just become curious, 107 00:08:46.360 --> 00:08:52.039 Just become curious about this all loving energy. I don't see God as this 108 00:08:52.120 --> 00:08:54.279 man in the sky. I see God as this all loving energy, something 109 00:08:54.559 --> 00:08:58.720 I can't even fathom in my human brain. I can't draw what God looks 110 00:08:58.720 --> 00:09:05.679 like. I've no idea. I really cannot even functionally begin to understand what 111 00:09:05.840 --> 00:09:09.399 power God is. And I'm not meant to, because I'm a mere, 112 00:09:09.519 --> 00:09:13.639 humble human. But how did I get to know God? I surrendered. 113 00:09:15.399 --> 00:09:18.080 If you don't know how to make contact with God, I'm going to tell 114 00:09:18.120 --> 00:09:20.840 you how I did it. When I was feeling so lost, I was 115 00:09:20.840 --> 00:09:24.600 in college at the time, I was forty plus pounds from where I am 116 00:09:24.720 --> 00:09:30.240 now. I just felt so lost, so depressed, so anxious, and 117 00:09:30.240 --> 00:09:33.759 my mom dragged me to this chapel and I was crying, and I said, 118 00:09:33.799 --> 00:09:35.639 God, if you're out there, if you can freaking hear me, 119 00:09:37.240 --> 00:09:39.840 just remove whatever needs to be removed from my life so I can find my 120 00:09:39.919 --> 00:09:43.320 purpose. I was about to graduate college and I had no idea what I 121 00:09:43.360 --> 00:09:48.080 wanted to do. I didn't know what direction I wanted to go into. 122 00:09:48.559 --> 00:09:54.080 I felt really alone, and within a couple of days, within a couple 123 00:09:54.080 --> 00:09:58.559 of days, my whole entire life changed because, and you'll read about this 124 00:09:58.720 --> 00:10:05.879 and show up as her, I found out that my then partner was talking 125 00:10:05.159 --> 00:10:09.039 to another girl. We were on a break, a gray period, whatever 126 00:10:09.080 --> 00:10:13.679 you want to call it. I always equate it to that Rachel and Ross 127 00:10:13.679 --> 00:10:16.960 thing. We're on a break, No, we're not. And this really 128 00:10:18.639 --> 00:10:20.720 broke me and I started freaking out, crying, screaming, And if you 129 00:10:20.759 --> 00:10:24.159 want to know about that whole entire story, I'm not going to go into 130 00:10:24.200 --> 00:10:26.120 it now, but you can read it and show up as her because it's 131 00:10:26.159 --> 00:10:30.799 what started my spiritual awakening. But in that moment, I was crying, 132 00:10:30.879 --> 00:10:35.639 screaming, and then I started to just laugh, and I remember Erasmo being 133 00:10:35.679 --> 00:10:39.720 like, are what's going on? Like are you sane? Like what just 134 00:10:39.799 --> 00:10:46.159 happened? I started laughing and I said, Oh my God, this is 135 00:10:46.440 --> 00:10:50.600 divine intervention. God is real. I just started saying, God is real. 136 00:10:50.639 --> 00:10:52.679 God is real. I asked God to remove what needed to be removed 137 00:10:52.679 --> 00:10:56.399 from my life so I can find my purpose. I did not mention please 138 00:10:56.519 --> 00:11:01.200 make it not painful. Didn't mention that. So next time you know, 139 00:11:01.159 --> 00:11:03.720 or if you're about to go through this, say in the least painful way 140 00:11:03.759 --> 00:11:07.600 possible. But I needed to go through that pain anyway to get to where 141 00:11:07.639 --> 00:11:11.320 I am. But within a couple of days, my whole entire life change. 142 00:11:11.320 --> 00:11:13.200 I went through spiritual awakening, started to go to therapy, started reading 143 00:11:13.240 --> 00:11:16.159 books, started dating myself, found myself, how my purpose started. A 144 00:11:16.200 --> 00:11:20.519 TikTok started, a podcast, led to a book deal, so many things, 145 00:11:20.559 --> 00:11:24.080 shifted, so many things, but none of that really would have started 146 00:11:24.360 --> 00:11:30.279 rolling if I didn't go and just start talking to God and say, start 147 00:11:30.440 --> 00:11:35.240 shifting my life. I didn't have this like intense belief in God or disbelief. 148 00:11:35.559 --> 00:11:39.720 I didn't really know, and I just became curious. You don't have 149 00:11:39.799 --> 00:11:46.679 to be this on fire believer. Just become curious and ask God to show 150 00:11:46.799 --> 00:11:54.039 himself to you, and he will. That's all. Ask for a sign, 151 00:11:54.240 --> 00:11:56.879 ask him to shift something, ask him to show himself to you, 152 00:11:56.360 --> 00:12:03.480 and he will. My initial connection with God, I, as most of 153 00:12:03.559 --> 00:12:07.799 us do, kind of fell out of connection and then would fall back again, 154 00:12:07.879 --> 00:12:11.120 and then fall out and then fall in. And I sort of mimicked 155 00:12:11.120 --> 00:12:18.159 this seesaw effect with connecting to God. And I always relate this to the 156 00:12:18.200 --> 00:12:22.159 TV that's in my room. I have a TV in my room, but 157 00:12:22.240 --> 00:12:26.759 I don't always turn it on. Just because I don't tune into my TV 158 00:12:26.279 --> 00:12:31.799 doesn't mean it ceases to exist in my room. It just means I'm not 159 00:12:31.879 --> 00:12:37.799 tuning into it. But it's always there. God is the same, operates 160 00:12:37.840 --> 00:12:43.639 in the same way whether or not we're tuning into God. God's presence omnipresent, 161 00:12:43.840 --> 00:12:48.840 always there. God cannot be without us because He is within us. 162 00:12:48.080 --> 00:12:52.480 God is the ocean and we are the wave. Just because I feel like 163 00:12:52.559 --> 00:12:56.159 God isn't there doesn't mean he's not there. It most likely means I'm not 164 00:12:56.320 --> 00:13:03.600 tuning in. I'm not understanding the signs, listening to my internal cues and 165 00:13:03.679 --> 00:13:09.120 my intuition. I created the same sort of dynamic that I had with the 166 00:13:09.159 --> 00:13:13.960 other physical people in my life with God, which was this anxious attachment relationship 167 00:13:15.440 --> 00:13:22.799 where I would either be totally plugged in or totally plugged out unplugged. This 168 00:13:22.879 --> 00:13:28.320 stems from a wound within me, and maybe you can relate to what I'm 169 00:13:28.360 --> 00:13:33.240 about to say. I'm not sad about what I'm about to say. It 170 00:13:33.480 --> 00:13:37.080 just happens to be my truth, my reality, and it shaped me as 171 00:13:37.080 --> 00:13:41.759 a person. Every single person I've ever loved deeply, and I swear to 172 00:13:41.759 --> 00:13:46.559 God this is true, every single person I've ever loved truly, deeply, 173 00:13:46.919 --> 00:13:54.320 deeply, deeply, deeply has horrendously, deeply hurt me, every single one. 174 00:13:56.000 --> 00:14:00.759 This changed my brain chemistry, changed the way I seen the world. 175 00:14:01.360 --> 00:14:07.480 It changed my nervous system, It altered my attachment system. I for so 176 00:14:07.720 --> 00:14:13.720 long, had been so afraid to connect to anything for a sustained period of 177 00:14:13.720 --> 00:14:16.919 time because if I connected to this thing and I loved this thing or energy 178 00:14:18.000 --> 00:14:22.000 or person, well, that also meant I was gonna get deeply hurt by 179 00:14:22.000 --> 00:14:26.120 them, because that's what I've learned in my past. Eventually, if something 180 00:14:26.159 --> 00:14:31.799 happens enough, you start to associate. If I get close to someone, 181 00:14:31.799 --> 00:14:33.600 they're also going to leave me and or deeply hurt me. Because that's what 182 00:14:33.720 --> 00:14:41.600 kept happening. And I saw this relationship starting to bleed into every area of 183 00:14:41.600 --> 00:14:46.480 my life. Even money. I would hit my desired number and then I 184 00:14:46.480 --> 00:14:50.720 would be so afraid that the next month money will abandon me and I won't 185 00:14:50.720 --> 00:14:54.600 make ends meet, or I won't hit the goal that I had intended to 186 00:14:54.679 --> 00:15:01.200 hit. Even with food, I would starve myself, end up binging and 187 00:15:01.240 --> 00:15:07.480 then thinking to myself, oh my god, uh, here I am once 188 00:15:07.559 --> 00:15:15.279 again having this feeling of I'm so afraid I'm not gonna be able to even 189 00:15:15.399 --> 00:15:20.120 eat later that I'm just gonna stuff my face now. It's fearing that food 190 00:15:20.200 --> 00:15:26.080 is gonna abandon me. It was just everywhere in my life. So I 191 00:15:26.159 --> 00:15:31.360 had to really look deeper and I realized I had a core belief and I 192 00:15:31.440 --> 00:15:37.559 just saw three three three. I had a core belief that there just isn't 193 00:15:37.720 --> 00:15:41.600 enough to go around. And I had to change this core belief into a 194 00:15:41.639 --> 00:15:45.240 positive bitch belief, which is, if I don't think there's enough room at 195 00:15:45.240 --> 00:15:48.919 the table, I'll go down metaphorically into the forest and I'll chop down my 196 00:15:48.919 --> 00:15:52.000 own tree and make my own damn table. Okay, I will build the 197 00:15:52.080 --> 00:15:54.399 chairs, I will build the table, and then if I need more chairs 198 00:15:54.399 --> 00:15:58.360 and a longer table, I will go out into the forical forest and I 199 00:15:58.360 --> 00:16:00.039 will chop down another tree and I will make it your table. I had 200 00:16:00.080 --> 00:16:03.600 to realize that this on again, off again connection that I've experienced with the 201 00:16:03.600 --> 00:16:07.360 people in my life did not have to be the type of connection I was 202 00:16:07.399 --> 00:16:11.919 going to have with God. That did not have to be my truth anymore. 203 00:16:12.600 --> 00:16:17.080 If people have hurt us in the past, why would we let the 204 00:16:17.120 --> 00:16:21.519 people who hurt us dictate how we're going to connect to God, how we're 205 00:16:21.559 --> 00:16:26.519 going to connect to people in the future. There was one question that I 206 00:16:26.559 --> 00:16:30.120 wanted to answer, and this question goes, how to keep trusting your vision 207 00:16:30.399 --> 00:16:33.720 when nothing happens? How to keep trusting God when you don't see what it 208 00:16:33.799 --> 00:16:40.840 is you want in your physical three D reality. There are things that are 209 00:16:40.960 --> 00:16:45.840 unfolding that are not in your line of vision. If you've ever seen in 210 00:16:45.879 --> 00:16:49.360 a movie or in the captain's room on a ship, every single boat has 211 00:16:49.399 --> 00:16:56.679 a boat radar, and they have a radar because the captain can't always see 212 00:16:56.759 --> 00:17:02.399 every single direction and every single angle around the boat, so the radar is 213 00:17:02.639 --> 00:17:06.599 constantly circling the boat to see is there a rock, is there another ship? 214 00:17:06.680 --> 00:17:10.400 Is there something in the water that maybe the captain might miss, but 215 00:17:10.519 --> 00:17:15.519 the radar will pick up. Understand that just because something isn't on your radar 216 00:17:15.599 --> 00:17:21.599 does not mean it's not on the universe's radar. It's not on God's radar. 217 00:17:22.160 --> 00:17:26.640 Okay, it might not be in your line of vision, but if 218 00:17:26.680 --> 00:17:27.880 you ask for it, if you told God, this is what I want 219 00:17:27.920 --> 00:17:33.119 and it's for your highest good, it's on God's radar. Or something better 220 00:17:33.160 --> 00:17:36.960 is on God's radar and it is unfolding for you. Even think about your 221 00:17:37.039 --> 00:17:41.079 lineage. Your great great grandparents had to get together, then your grandparents had 222 00:17:41.079 --> 00:17:44.640 to get together, then your parents had to get together. Also, you 223 00:17:44.680 --> 00:17:48.680 could be here. You didn't have to do the math. You didn't have 224 00:17:48.759 --> 00:17:52.240 to do all these things in order to get here. No, because why, 225 00:17:52.720 --> 00:17:56.599 things have been unfolding for you before you've even been born, before you've 226 00:17:56.680 --> 00:18:02.799 even been born. And it's the same thing while we're living on this planet. 227 00:18:03.440 --> 00:18:07.039 You didn't have to instruct your great great grandparents and the grandparents that happened 228 00:18:07.079 --> 00:18:11.000 to be before them, and the grandparents that happened to be before them. 229 00:18:11.079 --> 00:18:14.640 No, you haven't been instructing every single one of your ancestors in order for 230 00:18:14.680 --> 00:18:18.920 you to happen. Things are unfolding forward you, even if they're not in 231 00:18:18.000 --> 00:18:22.759 your exact line of vision. Okay, And if you want to learn more 232 00:18:22.759 --> 00:18:29.519 about manifesting, specifically miracles, you can get The Miracle Magnetism, a workbook 233 00:18:29.559 --> 00:18:33.319 that I have in the link. It will be in the show notes. 234 00:18:33.319 --> 00:18:37.920 Okay. Now, I had to start shifting my beliefs to really ease my 235 00:18:38.039 --> 00:18:44.440 nervous system and allow myself to let God into my life. Fully. I 236 00:18:44.519 --> 00:18:48.799 was so afraid I've been so disappointed by all these other people. Why wouldn't 237 00:18:48.799 --> 00:18:52.119 God disappoint me too? I thought, of course he would. Of course 238 00:18:52.160 --> 00:18:53.599 he would leave my life when I need him the most. Of course he's 239 00:18:53.640 --> 00:19:00.079 not going to be there when really I just wasn't plugging into him. Okay, 240 00:19:00.680 --> 00:19:04.359 I had another core belief that if people hurt me in my past, 241 00:19:04.440 --> 00:19:10.319 I won't allow myself to connect with anyone moving forward as this sort of way 242 00:19:10.359 --> 00:19:15.519 to protect myself and survive. But my new positive bitch belief is I'm not 243 00:19:15.720 --> 00:19:22.039 going to let the people of my past control my connections moving forward. You 244 00:19:22.200 --> 00:19:25.519 connecting with people, you, having love, you, having a relationship with 245 00:19:25.559 --> 00:19:30.000 God is worth it. And all the people that have hurt you in your 246 00:19:30.039 --> 00:19:34.200 past, there's lessons in there for you to learn about yourself, this electromagnetic 247 00:19:34.279 --> 00:19:40.680 field and your life. We're not going to let our experiences of our past 248 00:19:41.200 --> 00:19:45.880 dictate how we're going to live now. If those experiences have hurt us, 249 00:19:45.160 --> 00:19:49.039 We're not going to let the experiences of our past that have hurt us cage 250 00:19:49.119 --> 00:19:55.039 us. So another question was what do we do if we feel like what 251 00:19:55.119 --> 00:19:59.920 God is putting us through is pointless? Ask not why is this happen? 252 00:20:00.880 --> 00:20:07.079 Why me? Ask what what can I learn from this? What step can 253 00:20:07.119 --> 00:20:11.720 I take to become wiser, smarter? What can I do to raise my 254 00:20:11.880 --> 00:20:15.319 perspective? From that of a human to a higher perspective. How can I 255 00:20:15.359 --> 00:20:21.319 see this situation through God's eyes? What may God want to teach me in 256 00:20:21.400 --> 00:20:26.200 this season? What have I been asking to manifest, declaring and decreeing to 257 00:20:26.319 --> 00:20:32.759 manifest? And how may this be teaching me exactly what I need to know? 258 00:20:33.440 --> 00:20:37.119 You can ask what, you can ask how may this be teaching me? 259 00:20:37.240 --> 00:20:41.640 But try not to ask why because as human beings, I don't know 260 00:20:41.680 --> 00:20:45.759 that we always need to know why something is happening, but we do need 261 00:20:45.799 --> 00:20:48.960 to understand the lesson from that experience. We don't need to know the why, 262 00:20:49.000 --> 00:20:53.440 but we need to feel the experience. Another question is I don't know 263 00:20:53.480 --> 00:20:59.480 how to build a stronger relationship with God and how to rely on him and 264 00:20:59.559 --> 00:21:03.920 connect with him. Now, this is why I love to see God as 265 00:21:03.000 --> 00:21:10.279 my whole husband. Okay, what brings me comfort when it comes to abundance 266 00:21:10.400 --> 00:21:15.920 and God is whose bank is bigger than God's? Like your parents' bank is 267 00:21:17.039 --> 00:21:22.359 nowhere near God's. Your company's bank is nowhere near God's. Your bank is 268 00:21:22.359 --> 00:21:27.519 nowhere near Gods. If we have to rely on something for abundance, wouldn't 269 00:21:27.559 --> 00:21:30.880 we want it to be on the energy that has all the abundance in the 270 00:21:30.920 --> 00:21:36.200 world, wouldn't we want it to be on the energy that holds all of 271 00:21:36.240 --> 00:21:40.440 the energy of abundance in the world. To me, I don't want to 272 00:21:40.440 --> 00:21:45.279 rely on a person, or a company or anyone else ouse side of God 273 00:21:45.359 --> 00:21:49.599 for my abundance, because the biggest bank is God's bank. Anytime I want 274 00:21:49.640 --> 00:21:52.359 to call on abundance, I think, well, who has the biggest bank? 275 00:21:53.359 --> 00:21:57.680 Who can I rely on? Who can I take that divine inheritance or 276 00:21:57.799 --> 00:22:03.359 loan from? Gonna be God? It's gonna be God. Abraham Hicks always 277 00:22:03.400 --> 00:22:07.240 says that the universe is completely neutral, and I agree with this ninety eight 278 00:22:07.279 --> 00:22:11.720 percent. The universe responds not to what we want, but to the emotions 279 00:22:11.720 --> 00:22:17.359 that we're broadcasting, and it brings us more emotional outcomes that match that frequency. 280 00:22:18.799 --> 00:22:22.400 I believe this ninety eight percent because while the universe, the electromagnetic field 281 00:22:22.400 --> 00:22:30.559 that God created, will broadcast back to us what we're feeling. I believe 282 00:22:32.119 --> 00:22:36.000 that, just like a GPS will always try to reroute you back on the 283 00:22:36.079 --> 00:22:41.359 right route, the universe does the same thing. Because there's a little little 284 00:22:41.400 --> 00:22:48.079 tinge of goodness in the universe. I personally think that the same way when 285 00:22:48.119 --> 00:22:51.720 you're driving on the road and you make the wrong left turn, the GPS 286 00:22:51.799 --> 00:22:52.920 is like, whoa, whoa, whoa, here's another way to get back 287 00:22:52.960 --> 00:22:56.640 on track. I think the universe does the same thing for us because we 288 00:22:56.680 --> 00:23:00.359 have angels, we have guides, we have guardian angels, we have God. 289 00:23:00.799 --> 00:23:04.079 You really think all these beings are just going to let you flounder into 290 00:23:04.079 --> 00:23:07.480 space. Of course, you have free will and you can do what you 291 00:23:07.559 --> 00:23:11.000 want. You don't have to invite in guidance, you don't have to ask 292 00:23:11.039 --> 00:23:14.680 for help. But you really think all these beings are going to just let 293 00:23:14.720 --> 00:23:17.720 you flounder for the rest of your life when you're asking for help. Absolutely 294 00:23:17.799 --> 00:23:22.720 not. That makes no sense. That makes no sense. Like a GPS 295 00:23:22.720 --> 00:23:26.480 always tries to reroute you back to a path that will get you to where 296 00:23:26.519 --> 00:23:30.119 you want to go. I believe there are always little invitations from the universe 297 00:23:30.160 --> 00:23:33.279 to get us back on track, to get us where we want to go. 298 00:23:33.799 --> 00:23:37.319 Now, how do we start to rely on God? How do we 299 00:23:37.359 --> 00:23:44.720 create this connection with God? When you think about inheritance, how do you 300 00:23:44.759 --> 00:23:52.039 inherit something? You have to know that person in order to inherit something from 301 00:23:52.079 --> 00:23:55.839 them. You're not going to get inheritance from a random person on the street. 302 00:23:55.880 --> 00:24:00.000 You get inheritance from your grandfather, your grandmother, a familial case. 303 00:24:00.920 --> 00:24:07.839 If you really want to attract and allow in really your divine inheritance, you 304 00:24:07.960 --> 00:24:12.279 got to get to know God. You got to have this divine relationship with 305 00:24:12.440 --> 00:24:18.079 God. So how do we get to know God? Great question? Spend 306 00:24:19.039 --> 00:24:26.319 time with him. God wants one thing with us. One thing. It's 307 00:24:26.359 --> 00:24:30.559 a relationship, that's it. We want a car, the house, the 308 00:24:30.599 --> 00:24:36.640 fulfillment, the body, the relationship. God just wants a relationship, that's 309 00:24:36.680 --> 00:24:40.480 it. How can you build a relationship with God? It's not a one 310 00:24:40.519 --> 00:24:45.119 size fits all thing. Sometimes I talk to God when I'm driving. Sometimes 311 00:24:45.160 --> 00:24:49.400 I'm screaming, crying at God because I don't like what's going on in my 312 00:24:49.440 --> 00:24:53.039 reality and I want to surrender again. Just talk. I talk to God 313 00:24:53.079 --> 00:24:56.160 like I would talk to my friend. That's what I do. That's what 314 00:24:56.200 --> 00:25:00.200 I do. One time I was driving and I was telling God, I 315 00:25:00.279 --> 00:25:04.559 don't feel you right now. I know you're there, so chill out, 316 00:25:04.960 --> 00:25:10.519 but I don't feel you. And you know what spiritual download I got? 317 00:25:11.359 --> 00:25:15.240 He was like, CECI open the damn Bible then, because there's a whole 318 00:25:15.279 --> 00:25:22.359 lot of words in the Bible that have come divinely inspired from me. Go 319 00:25:22.440 --> 00:25:23.480 open it if you want to hear me talk. And I was like, 320 00:25:23.519 --> 00:25:27.319 okay, damn okay. So it's like that then, And so I did. 321 00:25:27.680 --> 00:25:30.680 I literally opened the Bible to any random page and I just start reading. 322 00:25:32.920 --> 00:25:34.119 I allow the Bible to show me what it is I need to know. 323 00:25:34.519 --> 00:25:37.559 Now, you don't have to do that with a Bible. If it's 324 00:25:37.599 --> 00:25:41.000 part of your religion, go off. But maybe you read the Koran or 325 00:25:41.160 --> 00:25:44.519 the Torah or any other spiritual text, maybe it's a book on angels. 326 00:25:45.039 --> 00:25:49.640 Allow yourself to read through spiritual texts because that will allow you to understand more 327 00:25:49.720 --> 00:25:56.119 too. Someone asked me, do you create a sacred space for speaking to 328 00:25:56.240 --> 00:26:00.960 God? And I do have an alter in my room. And if you 329 00:26:00.039 --> 00:26:03.440 want to get an alter tour and learn how to build your own alter, 330 00:26:03.559 --> 00:26:08.839 you can subscribe to my Instagram community because I bring you through my whole entire 331 00:26:08.880 --> 00:26:11.680 altar, how to do it, what to put on it, and you 332 00:26:11.720 --> 00:26:15.880 can do that at Vibe and CECI. But a lot of the time I 333 00:26:15.920 --> 00:26:18.920 am not standing at my altar. I only do that in the morning or 334 00:26:18.920 --> 00:26:23.720 if I'm having like a bad day, but I talk to God throughout my 335 00:26:23.759 --> 00:26:27.839 whole entire day. The number one thing I think is so important is as 336 00:26:27.880 --> 00:26:30.559 soon as I wake up, I thank God. Thank you for giving me 337 00:26:30.599 --> 00:26:33.720 another day. Thank you for allowing me to do what it is that I'm 338 00:26:33.720 --> 00:26:38.200 so passionate about. Thank You for allowing me to breathe. Thank God. 339 00:26:38.240 --> 00:26:41.279 As soon as you wake up for your life, thank you, thank you, 340 00:26:41.319 --> 00:26:42.400 thank you. It's so easy to do. You just have to start 341 00:26:42.440 --> 00:26:45.799 doing it. You just have to decide to start doing it, and it 342 00:26:45.799 --> 00:26:49.559 will become habit. But I don't believe you have to look a certain way, 343 00:26:49.680 --> 00:26:53.200 dress a certain way, or have a certain situation going on a circumstance 344 00:26:53.480 --> 00:26:56.759 to talk to God. God is always listening. Talk to God. When 345 00:26:56.799 --> 00:27:00.200 you want to talk to God. It can be in your car, can 346 00:27:00.240 --> 00:27:03.799 be in nature, it can be even when I'm running or walking. Sometimes 347 00:27:04.119 --> 00:27:08.079 I will randomly get spiritual downloads and then I'll just start talking to God because 348 00:27:08.480 --> 00:27:14.640 I'm connecting for whatever reason. Sometimes when we do like mindless tasks, it 349 00:27:14.799 --> 00:27:21.160 actually allows ourselves to open up and get divine inspiration. I was recently watching 350 00:27:21.200 --> 00:27:27.599 that new Moses movie on Netflix, and I kept laughing because every single time 351 00:27:27.640 --> 00:27:32.720 Moses would talk to God and God would show up like an aura of some 352 00:27:32.839 --> 00:27:37.279 sort and it kind of looked like the sun. And every time God would 353 00:27:37.279 --> 00:27:40.079 show up, he would be like, hey Moses. Okay, I'm really 354 00:27:40.759 --> 00:27:42.759 paraphrasing here, but he'd be like, hey Moses, like go walk with 355 00:27:42.799 --> 00:27:47.119 the Pharaoh, or go up this mountain, or go do that, go 356 00:27:47.160 --> 00:27:49.960 do that, go do this. And Moses was always like, but why 357 00:27:51.000 --> 00:27:53.799 God, Or I don't think I am capable of doing that, or I'm 358 00:27:53.920 --> 00:27:57.200 kind of scared that I will be killed. And God was just like, 359 00:27:57.359 --> 00:28:02.279 do it and then we'll just leave. And is this not our intuition? 360 00:28:02.640 --> 00:28:07.119 Like, is this not how God literally speaks to us. God really doesn't 361 00:28:07.160 --> 00:28:10.680 give us a thousand reasons why we should do something. He's just like, 362 00:28:10.759 --> 00:28:15.519 go do it, do it by go do it by poofs out of existence. 363 00:28:17.920 --> 00:28:21.839 That's something we really have to start listening to if we want to get 364 00:28:21.880 --> 00:28:25.519 closer to God. God will speak to you through your higher self, through 365 00:28:25.519 --> 00:28:30.079 your intuition. The more you listen to your intuition, the louder and louder 366 00:28:30.119 --> 00:28:36.039 and louder your intuition will get But so many of us are so seduced by 367 00:28:36.039 --> 00:28:38.640 our three D that we're only using our mind. We forgot about our intuition. 368 00:28:38.960 --> 00:28:42.640 We're not plugging into I have this gut feeling we're just like, ah, 369 00:28:42.839 --> 00:28:49.319 we're vomiting our way through life. Your intuition won't give you a thousand 370 00:28:49.440 --> 00:28:53.319 reasons why you should do something. It will just say go do this trail, 371 00:28:53.599 --> 00:28:59.359 sign up for this class, move to this city. If you're getting 372 00:28:59.400 --> 00:29:04.440 little intern cues like that, start listening to them. And I know it 373 00:29:04.480 --> 00:29:08.160 can be maddening when we are like, well, I'm afraid I don't think 374 00:29:08.160 --> 00:29:12.240 I'm capable. Apparently that's what Moses felt too. But you know what, 375 00:29:12.880 --> 00:29:17.359 God knows more about you than you even know about yourself, because God can 376 00:29:17.400 --> 00:29:22.720 see your highest potential before you even understand what it can possibly be. Start 377 00:29:22.759 --> 00:29:29.680 trusting your intuition rather than your little rat brain who's just so doused in fear 378 00:29:29.920 --> 00:29:36.519 and the ego. If you're having trouble having faith right now, plug in 379 00:29:36.640 --> 00:29:41.559 deeper. I'm telling you, plug in deeper. Stop treating God like your 380 00:29:41.599 --> 00:29:44.839 side chick. And I'm guilty of it too. But if we want to 381 00:29:45.000 --> 00:29:48.920 unlock divine inheritance. How do you inherit something? You have to know the 382 00:29:49.000 --> 00:29:55.920 person you're inheriting from. I have a belief in my own head that when 383 00:29:55.960 --> 00:30:00.680 you get to know God, he's gonna want everyone in your life to know 384 00:30:03.039 --> 00:30:06.079 that he deeply knows you too, and he's gonna want to show up for 385 00:30:06.119 --> 00:30:10.200 you. I think God wants to show up for all of us. I 386 00:30:10.240 --> 00:30:11.359 think God wants to be there for all of us. I think God loves 387 00:30:11.440 --> 00:30:14.880 us. I don't care what your religion is. I don't care what your 388 00:30:14.880 --> 00:30:18.880 belief is. There's an all loving, infinite energy that got us all onto 389 00:30:18.880 --> 00:30:22.000 this planet. He knows you, He loves you. He wants to give 390 00:30:22.079 --> 00:30:26.160 more to you, and I think when we start giving to him, that 391 00:30:26.279 --> 00:30:30.480 relationship strengthens. And he wants to show everyone in your life and he wants 392 00:30:30.519 --> 00:30:33.279 to show you. Look what I can do when you invite me in. 393 00:30:33.799 --> 00:30:37.480 Look what I can do when you invite me in. My mom, when 394 00:30:37.480 --> 00:30:40.640 I was growing up, always used to open the door and she would be 395 00:30:40.720 --> 00:30:42.920 like, let Jesus in. That was horrifying to me because I was a 396 00:30:44.000 --> 00:30:47.279 child and I was like, what, man, did you just let into 397 00:30:47.319 --> 00:30:51.599 my room? And why are you doing that? Please stop? I understand 398 00:30:51.599 --> 00:30:56.000 you. This is a little bit more now, so I'm less horrified at 399 00:30:56.000 --> 00:31:00.519 that. But it is true. I like the sentiment of that open door 400 00:31:00.160 --> 00:31:04.400 to God to show up for you in your life. Invite Him to show 401 00:31:04.480 --> 00:31:10.920 up to you or for you in your life. And the more you cultivate 402 00:31:10.960 --> 00:31:15.880 a relationship with God, the more you're inviting in divine prosperity and divine inheritance. 403 00:31:17.359 --> 00:31:19.799 And when you're talking to God, you're not begging, You're declaring and 404 00:31:19.799 --> 00:31:26.119 decreeing. Thank you God for bringing me all of those clients. You gave 405 00:31:26.160 --> 00:31:27.759 me the business idea, and I know you would not give me the business 406 00:31:27.759 --> 00:31:33.559 idea without bringing me the clients to Thank you God for raising my salary. 407 00:31:33.920 --> 00:31:41.319 Thank you God for delivering me the prosperity, the abundance in relationships, in 408 00:31:41.599 --> 00:31:47.000 abundance through my money, through all things, through safety in my own body, 409 00:31:47.079 --> 00:31:51.920 in my vessel. Start thanking God for what it is you want to 410 00:31:51.920 --> 00:31:55.160 see in your life. And again, I don't care if you use the 411 00:31:55.200 --> 00:31:59.079 word God or something else. I don't care. That's none of my business. 412 00:31:59.400 --> 00:32:02.799 This is about you and your connection with the infinite source energy. So 413 00:32:04.079 --> 00:32:07.359 that's your business, not mine. I'm here as someone to hopefully inspire you 414 00:32:07.440 --> 00:32:13.000 to connect deeper with God. And the reason I'm even saying all this is 415 00:32:13.039 --> 00:32:17.599 because I've seen the profound effect it has had on my life and mantra moment. 416 00:32:17.839 --> 00:32:24.200 One of my favorite mantras is God shows himself to me through abundance in 417 00:32:24.279 --> 00:32:30.599 my life. Every single day. God shows himself to me through abundance in 418 00:32:30.640 --> 00:32:34.279 my life. Every single day. I always tell myself, or I'll say, 419 00:32:34.319 --> 00:32:37.000 God, show me, show me your energy, show me your presence 420 00:32:37.079 --> 00:32:43.640 in my life through abundance today and every single day I see it, I 421 00:32:43.799 --> 00:32:46.920 feel it, and I know it. And remember, faith is a muscle 422 00:32:47.000 --> 00:32:51.400 and it's something you have to build up. We all have faith in something. 423 00:32:51.440 --> 00:32:52.880 Some of us have faith that we're never going to be great. Some 424 00:32:52.960 --> 00:32:57.160 of us have faith that we're already great. Some of us have faith that 425 00:32:57.240 --> 00:33:00.240 will be abundant, and some of us have faith that we won't be abundant. 426 00:33:00.519 --> 00:33:02.079 Either way, we have faith. But you might just have faith in 427 00:33:02.119 --> 00:33:08.240 the wrong subject. So just try just become curious. What if I started 428 00:33:08.319 --> 00:33:13.799 opening myself up to this infinite source of intelligence, love, and energy. 429 00:33:14.039 --> 00:33:16.960 What if I just allowed God into my life. What if I just started 430 00:33:17.000 --> 00:33:23.519 talking to God, speaking to God, praying to God. Use it as 431 00:33:23.519 --> 00:33:29.599 an experiment. I don't care, and just see what happens. What I 432 00:33:29.640 --> 00:33:35.279 want for you to really take away from this episode is God isn't ever gonna 433 00:33:35.319 --> 00:33:37.599 give up on you. Your spirit team is never going to give up on 434 00:33:37.680 --> 00:33:40.559 you. People might give up on you, they might not understand you, 435 00:33:40.599 --> 00:33:44.960 they might abandon you, they might leave your life. Maybe every single person 436 00:33:45.000 --> 00:33:49.720 you've ever deeply loved has deeply hurt you. But these energies are not human. 437 00:33:50.039 --> 00:33:52.240 There are something so much more than that, and they're not going to 438 00:33:52.319 --> 00:33:57.039 treat you the way you've been treated by others. They're gonna never, ever, 439 00:33:57.359 --> 00:34:00.519 ever, ever give up on you, because these energies are never gonna 440 00:34:00.519 --> 00:34:02.599 give up on you. Don't you think you owe it to them to not 441 00:34:02.640 --> 00:34:06.720 give up on yourself? Don't you think you owe it to them to connect 442 00:34:06.720 --> 00:34:10.280 to them, to ask them for guidance, to plug into them. Instead 443 00:34:10.280 --> 00:34:16.039 of that situationship with that dude who just sucks, Maybe instead of calling up 444 00:34:16.079 --> 00:34:22.000 Tom, we open a spiritual text, We pray, we journal, we 445 00:34:22.079 --> 00:34:28.079 decree, we take a walk. Maybe maybe we talked about this last week. 446 00:34:28.119 --> 00:34:30.559 But doing the same things gets you the same results. If you want 447 00:34:30.559 --> 00:34:35.159 to feel God, talk to God. Know God, His energy is always 448 00:34:35.159 --> 00:34:37.960 there. You're the one who needs to plug in. So take some responsibility 449 00:34:38.000 --> 00:34:42.679 over what you're giving your energy to, what you're perceiving, what you're giving 450 00:34:42.719 --> 00:34:46.159 your time to, and shift your focus. Use your time to your advantage, 451 00:34:46.199 --> 00:34:50.719 and you will shift everything else in your reality. But as always, 452 00:34:51.119 --> 00:34:55.079 it starts with you. So what's step one? Step one is just saying, 453 00:34:55.119 --> 00:35:00.079 God, show yourself to me. Show yourself to me. Oh, 454 00:35:00.239 --> 00:35:02.760 evidently, so clearly that I have no doubt in my mind that it's you 455 00:35:02.840 --> 00:35:07.519 at work in my life. Show me your presence in my life through abundance, 456 00:35:07.760 --> 00:35:09.639 so clearly, so evidently that I have no doubt in my mind that 457 00:35:09.679 --> 00:35:15.000 it's you in my life. Show me you in my life altering it for 458 00:35:15.119 --> 00:35:19.480 the better. So clearly, so evidently that I have no doubt that it's 459 00:35:19.480 --> 00:35:22.840 you in my life. You just speaking out to God. That sends the 460 00:35:22.920 --> 00:35:25.760 message. That's the signal. You don't even need to speak it, you 461 00:35:25.800 --> 00:35:32.239 can just think it. Our angels they really don't talk through words. They 462 00:35:32.280 --> 00:35:37.079 send out thought transmissions. That's what they do. You can just think it. 463 00:35:37.760 --> 00:35:42.039 Surrender God. I don't know what I'm doing. I want to get 464 00:35:42.079 --> 00:35:44.599 to know you, I want to get to know my spirit team. Someone 465 00:35:44.639 --> 00:35:46.639 Hello, help me. I was screaming, crying in that church, wailing 466 00:35:46.639 --> 00:35:50.239 around my arms, trying to get connected to anything, and I didn't even 467 00:35:50.239 --> 00:35:52.480 know what was there. You're in the perfect place, at the perfect time, 468 00:35:52.559 --> 00:35:55.159 right now to go ask God, show me what you can do in 469 00:35:55.159 --> 00:36:00.000 my life. Show me how good it can get, Show me my high 470 00:36:00.039 --> 00:36:04.119 it's timeline, Give me the motivation, give me the inspiration. All you 471 00:36:04.159 --> 00:36:06.800 have to do is become curious. All you have to do is ask, 472 00:36:07.039 --> 00:36:09.559 and then let your spiritual journey show itself to you. It doesn't have to 473 00:36:09.599 --> 00:36:14.119 look like mine. It can be uniquely yours in whatever fashion it wants to 474 00:36:14.239 --> 00:36:20.000 unfold in. But understand that God is not like Brad or Tom or Ryan. 475 00:36:20.280 --> 00:36:22.400 He's not going to abandon you. He's not gonna ghost you. He's 476 00:36:22.440 --> 00:36:27.440 not gonna only be there when he wants something from you, because all he 477 00:36:27.519 --> 00:36:30.280 wants from you is a relationship. Where are the ones who asks for God 478 00:36:30.760 --> 00:36:35.400 to be there when we want things from him? But if you can create 479 00:36:35.440 --> 00:36:37.719 a relationship where you're thanking God for what you have in your life, where 480 00:36:37.719 --> 00:36:40.320 you're just saying, Hey, God, I'm having a great day, where 481 00:36:40.360 --> 00:36:45.480 you're just sending white light out to his people. Oh girl, the more 482 00:36:45.559 --> 00:36:49.599 you call on God, talk to God, the more you're gonna hear God's 483 00:36:49.639 --> 00:36:53.559 response. But he can't respond if you're not initiating the conversation in the first 484 00:36:53.559 --> 00:36:59.519 place. That's how you cultivate a relationship. Okay, I hope this podcast 485 00:36:59.559 --> 00:37:01.320 episode. I know it's a little bit different and it was very God heavy, 486 00:37:01.840 --> 00:37:07.440 but you know what as it should be. Anyway, I hope you 487 00:37:07.519 --> 00:37:09.880 enjoyed it and inspired you and you know that you're not alone, because you're 488 00:37:09.920 --> 00:37:14.480 literally not. If you do have any questions about God or confusion, I 489 00:37:14.519 --> 00:37:16.760 don't claim to know it all, but maybe I can help you or point 490 00:37:16.760 --> 00:37:21.199 you in the right direction. I love you so much. The sparkle in 491 00:37:21.280 --> 00:37:27.360 me honors the sparkle in you. If you want to get show up as 492 00:37:27.400 --> 00:37:29.559 her, the link will be in the show notes. You can pre order 493 00:37:29.639 --> 00:37:31.920 now. It wouldn't mean the world to me. Also, if you want 494 00:37:31.960 --> 00:37:36.360 to leave a positive review on Apple Podcasts and Spotify, it really helps the 495 00:37:36.400 --> 00:37:39.280 podcast grow and if not for me, to do it for you because good 496 00:37:39.320 --> 00:38:00.440 karma and I will see you in the next one. Canca lost to cancer. 497 00:38:00.880 --> 00:38:12.119 Stets kiss me, kiss me,