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Good evening, ladies and gentlemen all
around the world. You're listening once again

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to the hour of the time.
I'm William Cooper today. I don't want

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to do something a little different and
I don't want to talk. Listen to

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me very carefully. I do not
want to talk. I don't want to

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hear about, don't want to talk
about, don't want to discuss anything in

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the news, anything bad, anything
going on in the world, anything about

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Gary Condent or politicians, none of
that. Let's have a night or we

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just talk about good things now.
I have a feeling that's going to be

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a big challenge for a lot of
you, because I've got a gut feeling

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that most of you never talk about
anything at all. He said, what's

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bad in this world? So that's
what we're gonna do tonight. We're gonna

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talk just about good things. And
I challenge you to come up with good

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things to talk about tonight on the
phone, because I'm gonna open the phones

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and I want you to call and
talk about good things. What's happened to

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you lately that's good, what's happening
in your community that's really good, what

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makes you feel good? If you're
at home all alone and everybody else is

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gone. What do you do that
really relaxes you, makes you feel good,

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you know, gives you that sense
of well being that we all need

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from time to time, that we'd
love to have all the time. But

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says kind of kind of hard to
do that. What's your what's going on

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in your life that's good? If
there's nothing good in your life and you

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can't call on that phone and talk
about good things, and I think you

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better examine your life because there's trying
to be something really really wrong with it

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if you can't do that, and
I don't care what it is, but

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you know, don't, please don't
make something up and don't don't call in

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with the standards stuff. You know
that that you know everybody's going to say.

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And I'm not trying to tell you
what to say or what not to

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say. What I'm trying to do
is set some parameters here. I want

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you to tell the truth, what's
really going on in your life that's really

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good. I want you to talk
about it, tell us about it.

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I want to hear about it.
And I think everybody else out there might

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want to do that too. So
much of our lives are taken up with

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things that absolutely are so upsetting.
Every once in a while, I think

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we need to do something like this, and I don't think we've done enough

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of it in the past. What
makes you really feel good right now in

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your community, in your home and
your family, in your neighborhood, with

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your friends. Did you do something
recently that just was out of sight,

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I mean, just puts you right
over the edge into into ecstasy. How

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many of you have a job that
you absolutely love. Hello, that might

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be a little difficult for some of
you to come up with. Huh.

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So you think about what you're going
to call and talk about, and I'll

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be back right after this little little
preparatory thing that might get your started.

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Yeah, okay, I slugs on
the edge and night slug the lock slocks

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on the edge. All right,
I like that. Good evening. You're

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in the year? Hi? Are
you here? I'm here. Hi.

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This is Jennifer Nice. Just talk
with you this evening. All right?

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How are you? I'm fine and
I have kid things to say. Good,

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let's hear them. Oh. A
year ago I decided to keep myself

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free of ties from the government and
the irs, and I'm doing quite well.

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I live out in the country now, uh started my own garden.

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I record videotapes and test amounts to
people. Been blessed by the Lord by

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all of it. Garden greed is
here by copper. H you've got that

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problem too. Well, let's not
talk about the problems. No. Well,

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I used joy powder on my grasshoppers
and it does quite well. Well,

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that's great. That's that's a good
tip for people. Yeah, and

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what else I don't know. A
good thing is I listened to her so

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all the time. Wonderful and it's
the blessing that you're in this world,

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sir, pardon there's very people out
there like you, and we're lucky to

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have yet. Well, thank you, thank you very much. You're welcome.

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I really appreciate that you're welcome.
Mensome hearts. So that's a little

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bit of good news. But I
just totally, with all my strength and

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knowledge that I have of what's going
on, decided to change my life and

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say, if a lot more people
decided, I can do it and look

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within themselves at their own personal skills. Isn't that the truth? Yes?

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And I wish more people would do
that because they're not as helpless as they

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think they have great strength down inside. They just have to find it.

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Yes, and there's a lot of
good people out there that help one another

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too. Are made a lot of
neighbors that lived far away. But if

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I'm here in Arkansas, uh huh, and a lot to say for the

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people down here. But opportunity is
where you look for it, that's true.

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Yeah, So I'm nervous. I
don't know what else to say,

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do you know? Well, never
mind, I was gonna what's that.

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I was gonna ask you if you
knew somebody that I but I'm you probably

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don't. It's a possibility. Well, well, we won't get into it

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because it might bring up some I
know. George Gordon. Oh, I

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know George Gordon. I'm many years
ago. Isabella, she lives near you

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and Isabella, Oh is that near
you though? As a law school?

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Uh huh, Yes he does.
Yes, spoken with him and his wife.

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They're beautiful people, Yes they are. And uh Joyce Riley and day

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Von plus don't don't know the last
name. I know who Joyce Riley as

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I've never met her. Yes,
her husband. Yes, she's a wonderful

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person. She worked with that for
Bether veatherings of a go for and it's

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so there's a lot of chest government
and the military. Let's not get into

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all that stuff tonight. Okay,
all they're doing good. They're doing wonderful

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things, just like you do.
And you just feel good about what you

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do too. Well, I did
most of the time. So sometimes it's

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a big burden and I just wish
it would go away. Well, so,

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but we're not going to get into
those things. We're gonna stay on

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on a good note tonight. Okay. I want to thank you for calling.

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Thank you, and thanks for having
the courage to be our first caller.

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Oh well, that's all right.
That's a little hurdle that people have

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trouble getting over sometimes. I don't
know why. We're all one in the

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thing. Yes, that's true.
Thank you for calling. Good night,

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good night. Five to zero three, three, three, four, five,

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seven eighths the number I'm gonna take
your calls tonight, and hello everybody,

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how's it going. So with that
introduction, hopefully I am showing you

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what we're gonna talk about tonight.
We're gonna talk about good things. We're

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gonna stop with the madness in the
world. Just for I don't know this

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episode maybe more, I don't know. Maybe periodically we'll do this, but

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as you can tell by the background, it's much calmer. It's not a

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war room or a newsroom anymore.
Obviously not real. I don't have a

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piano that would make me happy.
I'd like to learn that my daughter is

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actually learning that, and that's pretty
awesome. She goes to a special class

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where she learns music theory and all
kinds of stuff. So Dad tinkered around

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with guitars and basses and never really
drawns. But I always said, like

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tapping my hands, I probably should
I mean hand drawn. So that's about

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it, but I should have maybe
explored that a little bit more. So

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we have a topic tonight, and
that is what makes you happy if you've

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remembered what makes you happy? If
you can remember after I don't know the

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onslaught of life. What makes you
happy? I mean, what keeps you

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going, you know, when what
gets you out of bed besides coffee or

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some other thing, the pressures of
knowing that you'll lose more if you don't

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get up. I don't know.
Let's talk about all the positive stuff though,

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hobbies, you know, I don't
want to say them ahead of time,

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but I kind of wrote some ideas
in the notes. But let's talk

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about that. I've got fourteen whole
people listening because I started very late.

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I guess you don't have a whole
lot of across the ocean people on rumble.

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Well, we gotta fix that.
Joshu TV. Now that I'm not

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gonna say this because it's going to
be something that I'm going to get into

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about the negative negativity of it,
But joshutv in the positive, joshutv dot

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Com served mankind. I'm going to
say that since before twenty sixteen, I

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believe, and it was the only
true free speech platform created by one guy,

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controlled by one guy, no boardroom, no corporations, no outside influences,

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no sponsors. So it relied upon
the people who used it, which

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were like five thousand people who had
had active accounts and uploaded videos and had

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their own channels. Just five thousand
there to keep it going. And Josh

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is such a genius at this stuff
that he was able to do all that,

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and he has like what he terror
bytes worth of video was that people

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have uploaded. You know, he
was able to do all that and for

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a while when I was still doing
had the store for quite a while two

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and a half maybe years, maybe
longer. I was a donor through Patreon,

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and then we switched over to gifts
and Go because he got more of

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the money than Patreon. We found
was not something we wanted to give money

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to. So I did as much
as I could, and if he messaged

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me and I had it and he
was in a bind, I got up

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to him right away. Unfortunately,
with the things that are going on with

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personal stuff, not able to do
that as frequently as I would like to

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for him. But we're two people, and I'm sure there's here and theirs

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that not maybe not as consistent,
but we had basically been but mostly him,

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out of his own pocket, has
been keeping the thing going that other

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people are getting the advantage and use
out of for this long and this month

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they didn't come through, and he
already tapped out his savings doing this to

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keep it going because he believed in
the project. He believed in free speech

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section two thirty the right way.
You know it's on the people. You

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know, it's it's not the creator
of the site's problem. He got a

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problem with them. He would tell
the agencies that would try to threaten him,

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telling them to take telling him to
take down videos that so no other

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platform did that. They ran,
like Torba to the FBI voluntarily to give

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them a backdoor to gab rubble infested
with but just leave it at that.

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And bit shoot also very nefarious.
So I'm not sure why those guys,

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especially toward Ray over at bit shoot, who has been promising people live streaming

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for a decade, basically never came
through with that. Why people can fund

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his fundraiser things every month that like, I don't understand how that site that's

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inferior to Josh's could possibly be costing
thirty grand, but that's like his monthly

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goal or whatever, when Josh can
do it for like five and he was

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short three fifty this month because people
just stopped, I guess, or you

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know, and he couldn't keep praying
it up. So right now, my

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channel, my oldest channel on a
platforms because YouTube deleted me. It's gone,

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the whole site is down, it's
suspended. Might be able to come

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back, but the positive of that
is that it was there that long and

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it was the only true free speech
platform on the planet that I know of,

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and it wasn't just in the persona
of such a thing. It really

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was that thing. So it was
very special. And people who were another

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positive of it, people who had
channels on there, if they followed an

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instructional video that Josh figured this out
all on his own, you could bypass

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the developer stuff that you normally have
to do with Roku so that you could

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be on people's TVs so that your
channel on Joshu TV would feed a Roku

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TV channel. Now, normally you'd
have to chart, okay to developer to

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figure out all that and do all
that stuff ten twenty thousand dollars just to

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set that all up. You could
do it for free because of Josh's platform

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the way it was already arranged,
and that would be the process, the

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feed that would go to the Roku
channel, and I have that. So

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the Roku TV channel is also gone
right now, but everybody had that opportunity

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to make a Roku TV channel out
of their josh Your TV channel. You

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don't get that out of YouTube.
If you're on YouTube and you're allowed to

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stay there, there's an app on
most television sets that allow you to watch

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YouTube on there, But once you
get kicked off of there. They take

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you off of that too, So
I mean, obviously you're you're if your

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accounts out, then you're not going
to be on the TV. But with

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this Roku option, people who were
no longer allowed to be on YouTube could

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still be on people's televisions. They
could be accessed that way, which is

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huge. That's huge. How fast
are you thinking grow an audience if you

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actually marketed that or let people know
about it. I guess marketing I always

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have a strange connotation with that.
So let's talk to know about what what

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the good things are? Okay,
what makes you happy? And if you

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need me to start off, I've
got the phone number six nine three,

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five four eight eight seventy nine.
I think I think I have it on

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the board directly. I think it's
all ready to rock. So we'll see

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how it goes. All right,
And I'm gonna see if I can find

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one more thing. It might be
a pain in the but to get it

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to come back up, I don't
know why to be but oh here it

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is all right. I'm gonna skip
down to where I started. Where's the

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rest of it? Oh okay,
okay, yeah, so here we go.

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Let me I'm gonna start. I'm
gonna do this little story here.

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And while I'm doing this, feel
free to interrupt. All right, you

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can call whatever you want and discuss
what makes you happy. If you got

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nothing, you hear a Bill said, all right, there's no reason not

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to call for this present screening up
here, real quick, do it the

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right way, all right. So
this is one of my stories I'm sharing

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with you. So I said,
now, let's balance this with a positive

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story that I think is beautiful because
it involves my daughter. Farr and I

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were out the other evening visiting her
favorite store, Pet Smart and a couple

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others. She likes five Below too, so we went and got her a

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couple of little things. And she
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that, and we got that stuff
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humid they have a lot of animals. Because I was talking basically to so

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a lot of people that would have
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California. They took all the all
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Okay, anyway, so out here
that's not the case. Right, They

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have a lot of animals, and
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you know, pats to them and
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So after after that, we went
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is, but it's like an outdoor
strip mull type of thing, and she

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wanted a strawberry smoothie, so we
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boba t place, but without the
boba. And as we were walking back,

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she sees this little guy, this
little girl we found because Rebecca looked

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it up, but the morning dub
was a was very docile and didn't appear

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injured. Parah was very delicate with
it, talked to it and pet it

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gently. She asked me to scoop
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she was just kind of scared to
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like a perch, and so I
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like moved my finger over to her. The bird kind of like just kind

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of hobble wopped over to her fingers
and she was holding it like this,

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so she had a little it was
and just she just walked around with it

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the whole time. Like for a
while, we sat on a bench,

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had a little conversation talked about the
bird, and so let me get lemon

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finished reading. This is Rebecca aka
Mom had recently tried rescuing the same kind

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of bird walking around the road on
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hundred and fifteen degree weather. That
wouldn't get She brought it inside. We

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put it in a little like we
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of big, so it was enough
room for it because we knew it was

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injured and we didn't want anything any
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it was there for a while,
but it started acting funny, and then

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Rebecca and I kind of had an
idea it was not gonna make it,

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so she brought it outside. It
tried to fly, did like a spiraling

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attempt at flying, and then it
nosed dove into the ground and it was

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done so unfortunately with that one.
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but it could have at any time. Ferres sat with it on a

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bench and I took video of her, because I figured we would find it

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a bush or a tree and that
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home and nurse it back to health. I resisted a little, but I

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gave in more like being dad.
I wanted her to understand what to consider

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before making that decision, like if
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and that eventually we would have to
set her free. I told her

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not to also not to touch her
face, a rubber eyes and all that

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stuff, and I had white wipes
and all kinds of stuff in the van

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too, and she took a bath
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Rebucca looked it up. It was
it's a female dove and apparently does are

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foragers. So they it's okay to
put it in a bowl, but they

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if you scatter it, they prefer
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So we did that and they like
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our floor. We put it in
the same little great thing that I was

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talking about. So we have been
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and I think the bird is just
happy to be here. We made a

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spot for it and it has a
lot of room to move around. Its

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vitals seem strong. They're very strong. Still, no sign of anything wrong

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with it. It just doesn't have
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was then when I wrote this.
Now we used to be able to just

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go up to it nice and slowly
and gently and like kind of put her

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little fing you know, our finger
and kind of like stroke its back a

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little bit and then stick our fingerer
underneath it, and she would just hop

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up on her finger and let us
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case anymore. So this is good
because I mean she's getting her energy or

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wheel back or whatever, becoming more
birdlike. So still lets us get very

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close understandable we can. You know, I picked it up yesterday. You

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know, she kind of jumped out
on my finger and then I brought her

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over to a little crape so she
could eat. So but but today she's

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been kind of like zig zagging across
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know, put her somewhere. But
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Farah tried to set her free yesterday
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my weight bench a little lat pulled
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So after being there for a very
long time, Rebecca just was able to

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just have her hop on her finger
again. She brought her inside so she

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could eat. And uh so now
it seems like maybe it's maybe that was

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just one day too early, because
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places. So we're gonna try again. Farren's away at her friend's house tonight,

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so in the morning, when she
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set the bird free again. But
let's see what else I wrote here?

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Do do? Oh? Yeah?
Once it does, we will return it

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to nature and that would be that. And I said, Farah is a

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very special girl with a big heart, big your drink heart. The bird

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must have since we met it no
harm. This is truly a rare experience

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and it warns my heart to see
her smiles. So I thought I would

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share this dad's story with you.
We seem to be in the business of

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helping animals in need. We've rehomed
about nine abandoned house cats over the years

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as well. That's a long story, but it seems like animals are magnetically

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drawn to our home when they need
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I live with two snow whites.
Yeah, so that's a dad story.

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That's Positi story. Why what makes
me happy? You see that smile?

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That that would be the thing that's
what makes me happy. And now

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there's thirteen people on here, wow
keeople jumping off. Well, it's somebody

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better call because if you this is
gonna be a very short video. And

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I made mention that this was gonna
happen, although albeit late. I sent

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out an Instagram video earlier today discussing
that I'd be doing this, and I

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also put it on the telegram.
And then I had some other things I

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had to do. I didn't realize
I had other things I needed to do

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for the home when I made that
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gonna zip zip and then jump on. But then we needed some things,

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and then other people are busy,
so I went out and got them.

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After i'd already went, I got
some other things. I didn't realize I

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could have just got it all once, but and then I saw dishes and

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I didn't want them to be there
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And then some other things happened.
Family stuff, just talking and you

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know, getting discussions and stuff like
that, handling some other things, and

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then it was already nine o'clock already, I'm like, holy cow. So

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anyway, anyone else has anything else
I can I can, I can go

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on. There's a lot of things
that make me happy. Having started my

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own business nine years ago from an
idea, and you know, having a

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lot of ideas for a lot of
things, wanting to at one point be

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a writer, wanted to be a
director way back when. Did write a

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couple of books and they're on Amazon. Trying to think what else? But

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you know those things, you know, writing does make me happy. Researching

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and learning and stuff like that makes
me happy. Getting understanding life makes me

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happy. Going on hikes, rock
climbing, repelling, going to the gym.

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That stuff makes me feel good.
You know that makes me happy.

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Does Let's see, I'm trying to
think what else? Camping fires, you

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know that stuff like that ooh,
and exploring the woods, not just hiking,

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but like going around sometimes trail running, but necessarily just up a mountain

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all the time. But like back
home and upstate New York, there was

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a lot of just open land around
our home and a lot of farmland.

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And I had access to that because
I was friends with a farmer and I

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worked for him ever since I was
like thirteen twelve or thirteen. I was

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stacking hay bills in the bar so
and I was friends with this stone,

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so I was allowed to go fishing. And what also makes me happy and

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go and fishing with my grandfather,
going fishing with my dad. I used

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to love doing that. And let's
see what else. So this is like

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a there's this pond that was out
in the middle of nowhere, no one

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else knew about it. Not exactly
in the middle of nowhere, farmland says

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posted private property and there's a gate. Doesn't mean nobody went there, but

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most people didn't. But I was
allowed to go back there. And during

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the summertime, the grass gets really
tall, like I'm talking like tall.

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And upstate New York where i'm the
Hudson River area used to be part of

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the lock system, so at one
point it was underwater, and so it's

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swampy a lot, and the soil
is super rich and it's simple to grow

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anything there, unlike here, it's
easy to grow anything that we are and

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still are. There's a lot of
clay and shale and all that stuff too,

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depending on where parts you're in,
but for the most part it's it's

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pretty decent soil. So when I
went into went through this woods, as

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depending on what time of year it
was, I had to wear leg These

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waiters they call them, like you
know, big big boots that are kind

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of like leggings too that just trap
over your shoulders and kind of walk through

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the marsh and then try to like
hop from bog to bog, so I

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didn't have to step into the sinking
mud and try to get over to a

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certain spot where I could stand on
one bog and put my back but tackle

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box on another and then just fish
and then but it was just just for

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me. Basically, it was a
private fishing hole in this pond and there

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was huge bass and then it was
it was awesome and sunfish and all kinds

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of stuff and perch, so it
was it was great. And what was

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really great about that story is that
my grandfather bought these for him to go

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fly fishing, these waiters that I
was using, and I don't think I

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took care of them very well because
the mud would be stuck to it,

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and the mud smells, it has
like a really funky smell to it,

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right, And I probably ruined them, and they're expensive. If I didn't

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ruin them, I mid them,
so the somebody else had to wash them,

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which isn't responsible, you know,
a young kid whatever, he never

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said a word, he never got
mad, and he's like, well someone's

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using I'm glad someone's using them.
That made me love him more than I

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already did. And also understand,
even without being reprimmanded, that I knew

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it I needed not to do things
differently. You know, sometimes that works.

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Sometimes it works for me. You
know, you'll tripping and making me

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feel bad, that works more than
a slap, or just being that nice

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and wonderful as a person makes you
want to do better, right, makes

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you want to be better. So
that's those are my stories as far as

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that. I mean, I have
more of them, but I want to

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hear from somebody else. Call It's
gonna be one of those nights, right,

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I'm all right, Oh wait,
that's negative too. I gotta be

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positive here. So it is ninety
eight where I am, which I understand

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is not the same case where you
are. Probably it could be earlier if

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you're really far away, it could
be way later if you're somewhat close by

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a couple. I can do a
little announcement here, So Scott Shara,

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we'll be on this Wednesday, four
fifteen pm Pacific, five fifteen Central DA

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DA DA DA Eastern, right,
so seven o'clock Eastern, and then the

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next day at one pm Central,
what's at twelve o'clock my time? And

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three pm Eastern, here're gonna be
seeing doctor Peter Gliden again. Isn't that

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awesome? I've been waiting for this. I sent out the request back in

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the early August. So we're gonna
get him back on. And I think

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because Doctor Artists, I'm not sure
when he's coming back because he was off

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and kind of disliked doing a couple
of things here and there, but not

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really being a back on as a
guest anywhere. We're going to help.

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We're gonna let him field some of
the live Q and a stuff for the

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to buy me a coffee, all
right, So I think that's what we're

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gonna do to help get the backlog, the bottleneck of those out. So

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if he's got something to say on
them, if not, we'll just put

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a pin in that one and wait
for Doctor Artists. The other thing I

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want to maybe bring him on and
talked about is some aftercare for things that

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would like people have already gone through, like if they had a surgery or

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something like that, like you know
what from the naturopathic perspective, what would

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he would see? And I want
to think maybe bring if you on my

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friend who has his father actually did
go through the procedure that the ALLA pass

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wanted to do, so maybe maybe
he'll have something to say that would be

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possibly contradictory but helpful to his dad
if the advice is taken or whatever.

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So I think that'll be fun.
And from there, I don't know what.

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I do know that there's a rumor
around and I think this is I

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don't know if this is gonna lay
into the thing of good news, because

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I think I'm going into a topic
now that it isn't. I'm gonna try.

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I'm gonna try to do it on
the positis beIN all right and not

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just a sarcastic positis, Ben guys
six nine three, five four eight eight

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seven nine. I put it in
the live chat six one nine, three

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five four eight eight seven nine six
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nine. There's a slight delay.
I have to accept the call when you

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do, so don't there's no there's
nothing errors. It's just because it's a

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Google Voice number. It's not my
direct number. Late at night, Okay,

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So has everybody heard that if you
have your phone on on the October

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fourth, you're gonna explode like ative, like a piece of ten foil in

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the microwave. And FEMA has address
announced that they're going to put out this

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emergency system test. Okay, okay, let me just say this. They

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probably, I know for a fact, they have the capabilities of doing all

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00:34:22.280 --> 00:34:27.519
kinds of stuff. If you think
it's dependent on this thing to activate something,

409
00:34:27.840 --> 00:34:32.920
when they can just saturate the atmosphere
with that signal with that frequency,

410
00:34:35.159 --> 00:34:39.239
this would be unnecessary. Oh look, it's blue. It's not gonna get

411
00:34:39.320 --> 00:34:45.159
lasered. So I wouldn't worry too
much about this thing being the thing.

412
00:34:45.960 --> 00:34:50.280
Now, whether or not this thing, depending on how old your phone is,

413
00:34:50.400 --> 00:34:52.760
is able able because it has to
receive and then emit. Right,

414
00:34:54.599 --> 00:34:59.079
can this phone do that? Can
your phone do that? Are all phones

415
00:34:59.159 --> 00:35:04.719
able to admit whatever this frequency is
that's required for the activation? And out

416
00:35:04.719 --> 00:35:09.559
with the other. Here's the other
issue that people who are presenting this are

417
00:35:09.639 --> 00:35:15.239
saying two different things. One of
them is saying it'll activate the graphing.

418
00:35:19.159 --> 00:35:23.159
Graphing is a magnetic thing. It
needs a force acting upon it in order

419
00:35:23.159 --> 00:35:27.960
afford to do anything. So to
activate, you mean influence, right,

420
00:35:28.199 --> 00:35:31.440
something has to be acted upon it. And for how long? How long

421
00:35:31.519 --> 00:35:34.840
is that signal going to be is
it just going to be something that's and

422
00:35:35.000 --> 00:35:37.360
is it really coming from your phone
or is it coming from the tower in

423
00:35:37.400 --> 00:35:42.440
your town, because there's no there's
no need for the interface here. Now,

424
00:35:42.559 --> 00:35:45.400
there's a million trillion reasons why you
shouldn't have this in the time of

425
00:35:45.320 --> 00:35:52.719
a crisis, because it's a tracking
device, because people like Obama have blown

426
00:35:52.760 --> 00:35:57.519
people up who turned their phone on
at a freaking wedding and blew apart the

427
00:35:57.679 --> 00:36:01.599
entire wedding party to get one guy
and there was like fifty children there or

428
00:36:01.639 --> 00:36:07.360
something crazy like that bombed them.
So yeah, there's a if you don't

429
00:36:07.400 --> 00:36:10.920
want to get drown strikes in the
future, this is something that you'd want

430
00:36:10.960 --> 00:36:15.719
to break into a million million little
pieces, bury in the ground somewhere like

431
00:36:15.920 --> 00:36:19.639
that, dirt on fire, put
some gasoline, and then be as far

432
00:36:19.679 --> 00:36:24.320
away from it as possible and a
real go time. Right. But can

433
00:36:24.440 --> 00:36:30.320
this is this thing itself a weapon
or of capable of whatever the frequency?

434
00:36:30.360 --> 00:36:32.239
I don't know, I don't know. I mean, I'm asking this question

435
00:36:32.679 --> 00:36:37.639
and then I'm also asking whether or
not it's required, or if it's even

436
00:36:37.760 --> 00:36:42.800
or if this is a misdirection and
of itself. Now, if they're doing

437
00:36:42.880 --> 00:36:45.079
a test, I think what they're
testing to see is how many people are

438
00:36:45.079 --> 00:36:47.519
actually going to shove their phone?
Because why would they leak this and why

439
00:36:47.519 --> 00:36:51.960
would they give you the time and
date if they actually wanted to do this

440
00:36:52.159 --> 00:36:57.440
to a bunch of people and have
the quote unquote nano metal, which is

441
00:36:57.800 --> 00:37:02.880
a size nano is a size heavy
metal in you, in your body.

442
00:37:04.440 --> 00:37:07.159
So that's the other thing. So
that if it's the first said graphing and

443
00:37:07.440 --> 00:37:14.199
graphing itself, it's just a magnetic
thing, right, requires frequency magnetism in

444
00:37:14.280 --> 00:37:15.800
order for it to actually do anything. It's like ones and zeros pluses and

445
00:37:15.840 --> 00:37:22.039
minus on off gates right shut down
to right. So it's not really going

446
00:37:22.119 --> 00:37:24.639
to be able to quote unquote do
something because it needs other things that needs

447
00:37:24.679 --> 00:37:30.519
to interact with in order to become
a full system. So if there's other

448
00:37:30.880 --> 00:37:35.440
technology in you, and which is
possible, I don't know, then it

449
00:37:35.480 --> 00:37:38.119
would have it would be not just
the why why focus on the graphing when

450
00:37:38.159 --> 00:37:42.719
it's like saying the copper wire but
the motors over here, you know what

451
00:37:42.760 --> 00:37:45.679
I mean. It's like, Okay, we'll understand the copper wire is part

452
00:37:45.719 --> 00:37:49.320
of it, but you need you
need the whole thing in order for it

453
00:37:49.400 --> 00:37:52.800
to be a unit. You understand
what I mean. So I think that

454
00:37:53.000 --> 00:37:57.320
alone, if somebody's saying that I've
got this official information and then they say

455
00:37:57.400 --> 00:38:02.039
something that's not it doesn't make any
sense for the the properties and the attributes

456
00:38:02.119 --> 00:38:07.480
of that thing. That to me
is a red flag already that they might

457
00:38:07.559 --> 00:38:12.360
not be telling the truth. I'm
just trying to scare people. The other

458
00:38:12.480 --> 00:38:16.480
one is saying that the nano the
heavy metal toxins in you. But I've

459
00:38:16.519 --> 00:38:22.239
also seen this grouped with a lot
of people selling detoxes. So is this

460
00:38:22.360 --> 00:38:28.119
fear marketing like they do on InfoWars? And all this together, like why

461
00:38:28.199 --> 00:38:30.880
would they forecast it ahead of time? If they if they didn't want people

462
00:38:31.000 --> 00:38:36.559
to take precautions and they wanted to
get as many as they could, why

463
00:38:36.599 --> 00:38:38.239
would they Why would they allow it? Why would they post it? It's

464
00:38:38.239 --> 00:38:43.599
not even that it got leaked.
They posted that they're doing a test of

465
00:38:43.679 --> 00:38:47.000
an emergency system, and then all
these people came out seeing we've got this

466
00:38:47.159 --> 00:38:52.039
intel, they're gonna do this and
that and then it's gonna fry you like

467
00:38:52.239 --> 00:38:55.880
from the inside out. Or you
know, just a heavy magnet if you

468
00:38:55.920 --> 00:39:00.320
have heavy metals in your body,
will pull them through your organ right,

469
00:39:01.800 --> 00:39:07.480
So it's something about a special frequency. It just could be something like a

470
00:39:07.519 --> 00:39:14.159
super powerful magnet. So I don't
know. And there's a couple of other

471
00:39:14.199 --> 00:39:16.039
things. Let me see if I
can find what I said to somebody,

472
00:39:16.039 --> 00:39:19.320
because I think this is kind of
important now that we're talking about it.

473
00:39:19.440 --> 00:39:22.079
It would be cool if somebody called
in with it's the lipids made of graphing

474
00:39:22.119 --> 00:39:28.360
that whole payloads according to their patents. Yeah, lipid just means fat.

475
00:39:28.519 --> 00:39:30.760
It's a it's a different it's the
same thing as that. I mean,

476
00:39:30.840 --> 00:39:35.000
even if it's synthetic and that's just
a coding, but the graphing itself still

477
00:39:35.079 --> 00:39:37.960
needs to be something, you know
what I mean, it's not just the

478
00:39:38.280 --> 00:39:45.840
graphing graphings are one one atom thick
according to them. If you know,

479
00:39:45.000 --> 00:39:47.760
this is all assuming that what they
say is even real in the first place,

480
00:39:50.159 --> 00:39:52.480
or that if my molecular structures or
even as as real as they say

481
00:39:52.599 --> 00:39:55.519
they are. I don't know.
I don't know if I believe any of

482
00:39:55.559 --> 00:40:02.360
it, because it all goes back
to Cobbalist tree of life structuring of vessels

483
00:40:02.480 --> 00:40:07.920
and pathways as how we get our
black your model. So how much of

484
00:40:07.000 --> 00:40:10.039
that is real? And how much
of that is we want the reality to

485
00:40:10.119 --> 00:40:14.800
be like this because then it coincides
with the kabbala? You know what I'm

486
00:40:14.840 --> 00:40:19.599
saying. What I mean, it's
like there's a lot of Cobbalist influence in

487
00:40:19.639 --> 00:40:25.360
physics in general, and it's like
trying to validate mysticism without you knowing that

488
00:40:25.559 --> 00:40:36.719
that's what they're doing. So I
don't know anyway. Huh sorry somebody from

489
00:40:36.800 --> 00:40:39.920
telegram. But let me let me
see if I can find conversation I was

490
00:40:40.000 --> 00:40:46.280
having with Jack Jack Anthony good friend
of ours? I say, ours,

491
00:40:46.679 --> 00:40:53.400
good friend of mine? Our.
It's because he's your friend too, I

492
00:40:53.440 --> 00:40:57.960
guess which counts. Hold on one
second, how do I do that?

493
00:40:58.039 --> 00:41:01.159
In her? Were sis switch?
Probably? Yeah? Oh what the heck?

494
00:41:04.119 --> 00:41:07.360
It took me out of ill there
you go? Oh get me a

495
00:41:07.400 --> 00:41:19.960
little scared there? Yeah? No, yeah, sure, all right?

496
00:41:20.400 --> 00:41:24.119
Oh boy, good for her?
All right, so now I can see

497
00:41:24.159 --> 00:41:36.320
what ice cream is. Hold on
one second, Well, if you guys

498
00:41:36.400 --> 00:41:38.960
remember her. She was on the
show. It was a doctor began.

499
00:41:40.119 --> 00:41:45.159
There's looks like she said, got
it done in Illinois, first place pro

500
00:41:45.239 --> 00:41:51.480
sports model and first place pro bikini
angels here. She is pretty cool.

501
00:41:52.199 --> 00:41:55.400
She has like zero body fat.
That's pretty impressive. Okay, anyway,

502
00:41:55.559 --> 00:42:01.760
let me get to messages. No, let me see if I if I

503
00:42:01.840 --> 00:42:07.280
wrote them correctly on here. I
think I did. So. He sent

504
00:42:07.360 --> 00:42:10.280
me this thing, and this is
the first of all. Shirka in and

505
00:42:10.360 --> 00:42:14.800
of himself I think is a complete
tool. I'm just gonna I don't even

506
00:42:14.800 --> 00:42:15.679
know if I spelled his name right, and I don't even care if I

507
00:42:15.719 --> 00:42:20.400
did or didn't. It's not worth
it for the matter, worth the matter.

508
00:42:22.079 --> 00:42:27.159
But yeah, so as I don't
buy Shirka. The other video you

509
00:42:27.199 --> 00:42:30.679
said it sounds more legit, and
there was a like a I don't know

510
00:42:30.719 --> 00:42:34.360
if something some place in church in
a church. It's not in this one,

511
00:42:34.400 --> 00:42:37.239
but I'll see if I could find
it. We're making fun of Stu

512
00:42:37.360 --> 00:42:47.039
Peters and his beingal lady over here. But anyway said, unless they're selling

513
00:42:47.039 --> 00:42:51.159
a detox in the next breath,
then it's influer started marketing. Like I

514
00:42:51.320 --> 00:42:52.000
said, if I go, yeah, I don't believe it. I mean,

515
00:42:52.800 --> 00:42:57.280
I know they're capable and that they
will eventually do exactly this what they're

516
00:42:57.280 --> 00:43:00.639
saying, but I don't think that
they would forecast it until people because this

517
00:43:00.760 --> 00:43:05.760
information and this quote unquote leak I
think is a test. But it's better

518
00:43:05.880 --> 00:43:12.920
safe than hemorrhaging from the inside then
sorry, right, So hemorrhagic fever is

519
00:43:12.960 --> 00:43:15.719
this other thing that they're putting out
there into the ether, right, They're

520
00:43:15.760 --> 00:43:22.360
trying to, you know, create
this buzz and imprint that thought in your

521
00:43:22.400 --> 00:43:24.760
mind. So if they do do
something like this, all I'm saying is,

522
00:43:24.840 --> 00:43:29.400
don't wait for October. If you
if you really wanted to prevent this

523
00:43:29.519 --> 00:43:32.159
from happening, get rid of your
phone now because they might get you focusing

524
00:43:32.199 --> 00:43:35.679
on October fourth, And do it
on the third, do it on the

525
00:43:35.719 --> 00:43:39.280
second, do it indefinitely periodically.
You know, you turn your phone back

526
00:43:39.320 --> 00:43:43.400
on, thinking you're good because the
magical date is gone, and then they

527
00:43:43.440 --> 00:43:49.199
just happy again. Right. So, I mean, if the casualties are

528
00:43:49.239 --> 00:43:52.159
what they're looking for and symptoms that
look like a quote unquote virus so they

529
00:43:52.199 --> 00:43:59.880
can send another vaccine down the pike, then m this seems like it does

530
00:44:00.719 --> 00:44:05.039
follow the same threat, right,
so I said, but it's better to

531
00:44:05.079 --> 00:44:07.400
the same in the minute, Okay, I'm just wondering why they want us

532
00:44:07.559 --> 00:44:10.960
not to have our phones on during
that time. And I said, for

533
00:44:12.039 --> 00:44:14.880
the same reason, I wonder why
they don't. They didn't sound the alarm

534
00:44:14.960 --> 00:44:17.559
in behind while children burned alive in
their homes because they didn't know enough to

535
00:44:17.679 --> 00:44:24.599
leave. Another thing to consider,
why would people who pretend to be on

536
00:44:24.679 --> 00:44:29.119
our side want us not to have
our phones on at that time? And

537
00:44:29.320 --> 00:44:35.320
we're going to talk about something else
too, really soon that coincides with similar

538
00:44:35.400 --> 00:44:37.679
to this, but not exact dates. Well, and we'll talk about it

539
00:44:37.679 --> 00:44:40.800
in a minute. And I said, And if it was that easy just

540
00:44:42.039 --> 00:44:45.440
to turn off the setting on you
this is the other thing they're telling people

541
00:44:45.480 --> 00:44:49.039
to turn off the setting, that
setting on their phone. And I thought

542
00:44:49.159 --> 00:44:52.039
that was hilarious. I said,
And if it was that easy to just

543
00:44:52.280 --> 00:44:55.639
turn off the setting on your phone, it wouldn't be a very effective weapon.

544
00:44:57.960 --> 00:45:00.599
Hey boss, they all set their
phones. Don't kill me, damn

545
00:45:00.639 --> 00:45:05.760
it. We'll get them next time. And so people have to be dumb.

546
00:45:06.360 --> 00:45:09.119
They can't honestly believe that, right, like if it was going to

547
00:45:09.280 --> 00:45:15.119
emit, it's going to emit regardless
of our stupid settings that we think are

548
00:45:15.199 --> 00:45:19.440
really controlling something on our phone.
Our camera and our microphone are on all

549
00:45:19.519 --> 00:45:22.920
the time, regardless of what seventies
we have, So why would this pulse

550
00:45:23.039 --> 00:45:30.119
or this frequency or whatever setting be
any different? And it can't be something

551
00:45:30.280 --> 00:45:32.519
sent to your phone. It has
to be something that your phone produces.

552
00:45:32.960 --> 00:45:37.559
If they're saying that the phone is
activating it, so does that mean everybody

553
00:45:37.639 --> 00:45:40.119
has enough tech on their phones,
regardless of how old they are, to

554
00:45:40.280 --> 00:45:45.440
make the same frequency possible. A
lot of the story doesn't pass the sniff

555
00:45:45.480 --> 00:45:49.840
test, but also it sets up
that belief that the phone is necessary,

556
00:45:50.119 --> 00:45:53.159
is a necessary interface, and I
don't think it is. They can charge

557
00:45:53.199 --> 00:45:58.239
the atmosphere with whatever radiation or frequency
they want and make a lot of people

558
00:45:59.440 --> 00:46:05.039
look very stupid and conspiratorial for thinking
it needs a phone, Meaning you're focusing

559
00:46:05.079 --> 00:46:07.599
on this thing being this thing you
want to get away from, when in

560
00:46:07.719 --> 00:46:13.480
reality it could be an is I
got a spheric heater, It could be

561
00:46:13.719 --> 00:46:15.719
some kind of harp weapon, could
be a directed energy, could be satellites,

562
00:46:15.760 --> 00:46:20.960
could be anything that could do anything
at wants to a certain area,

563
00:46:21.400 --> 00:46:25.519
a certain patch of grass, if
you will, and this thing would be

564
00:46:27.400 --> 00:46:31.920
inconsequential, not to say that this
isn't a dangerous, thieving, spying,

565
00:46:32.599 --> 00:46:38.519
wicked, weaponized piece of equipment here
that just also so happens to make phone

566
00:46:38.559 --> 00:46:45.000
calls, because it certainly is.
But I don't think this premise that they're

567
00:46:45.039 --> 00:46:46.599
making coming out, you know,
come out with, has anything to do

568
00:46:46.719 --> 00:46:50.800
with needing that thing to be the
thing. I think they want you to

569
00:46:50.880 --> 00:46:54.960
focus on that being the thing,
and don't ask me why. I don't

570
00:46:55.000 --> 00:47:00.840
know, he says, I feel
you, but I can see it being

571
00:47:00.960 --> 00:47:04.199
a phone because everybody has four and
five G. But I agree it would

572
00:47:04.559 --> 00:47:13.119
be some well, some way stronger
that wouldn't be able to get turned off

573
00:47:13.199 --> 00:47:15.840
that quickly, right. And that's
the other thing too, It's like none

574
00:47:15.880 --> 00:47:23.800
of our settings we really control.
We just get the satisfaction of touching something

575
00:47:23.880 --> 00:47:28.119
and a little thing slides and it's
not blue anymore, and we're like,

576
00:47:28.239 --> 00:47:31.880
good, awesome, we shut that
down. We're still in control. Freedom,

577
00:47:34.639 --> 00:47:38.639
No, no, still cover you're
board facing cameman if you're whacking off

578
00:47:38.679 --> 00:47:43.280
to read, to read too,
because the NSA is getting sick. Of

579
00:47:43.400 --> 00:47:53.239
looking at you. Okay, that's
all I'm saying. M So I try

580
00:47:53.280 --> 00:48:00.400
to do what makes you happy video
and this is where it's gone. Yeah,

581
00:48:00.880 --> 00:48:06.360
I blame you. Should blame yourself
though, because nobody called take share

582
00:48:06.400 --> 00:48:15.119
the responsibility a little please? Oh
man, Yeah, no, I got

583
00:48:15.199 --> 00:48:19.559
your buddy. No, I understand. So if you're able to text,

584
00:48:19.719 --> 00:48:24.400
you're probably able to call. Are
you in our telegram group? Say YadA?

585
00:48:24.559 --> 00:48:30.119
Say YadA? Why not? Because
I also I think I put out

586
00:48:30.159 --> 00:48:32.159
the link for people to get on
the stream yard. Let me see if

587
00:48:32.159 --> 00:48:36.239
I did, and maybe I completely
did. No I didn't, All right,

588
00:48:36.320 --> 00:48:38.400
let me do that. So anybody
get on. If you guys want

589
00:48:38.440 --> 00:48:42.199
to jump onto this video right now, I have to face seen or not.

590
00:48:42.400 --> 00:48:45.559
You can say no camera, but
also just be on the video itself,

591
00:48:45.559 --> 00:48:47.920
so I don't have to even used
the phone. All right, let

592
00:48:49.000 --> 00:48:52.440
us go do ahead. Let's go
ahead and do that. I've got this

593
00:48:52.639 --> 00:49:00.199
link here I will share with you, and you'll go into my telegram group

594
00:49:00.559 --> 00:49:06.400
and then anybody who clicks it,
we'll end up in the waiting room quote

595
00:49:06.480 --> 00:49:09.519
unquote virtual waiting room that I just
clicked on you and you come in and

596
00:49:09.559 --> 00:49:14.519
then you tell your story that what
makes you happy? What makes you happy?

597
00:49:15.960 --> 00:49:22.559
All right? Putting it in there
now, and then I'm gonna if

598
00:49:22.599 --> 00:49:30.239
you channel info. Yeah? Oh
wrong, one, god damn sorry,

599
00:49:32.039 --> 00:49:39.360
there's a good there you go.
Let's go to if you group info there

600
00:49:39.400 --> 00:49:44.559
it is all right, So in
the alright, alright, can I just

601
00:49:44.639 --> 00:49:45.880
grab the link? Are you gonna
let me do it? So? Let

602
00:49:45.960 --> 00:49:50.360
me do it? There it goes
all right. So now I'm going to

603
00:49:50.599 --> 00:49:57.559
put this link to joining the Telegram
group in the live stream there, let's

604
00:49:57.559 --> 00:50:02.599
go with that. Can I do
that from here? Oh? So I

605
00:50:02.760 --> 00:50:05.960
think I have it. I could
just open up another you guys going to

606
00:50:06.039 --> 00:50:07.960
hear my voice overly into second because
I just have to have to jump into

607
00:50:08.000 --> 00:50:09.920
the actual election that we're doing right
now. So I can put it in

608
00:50:10.039 --> 00:50:14.800
the chat. Since I copied it
on my computer, I can't paste it

609
00:50:14.880 --> 00:50:17.719
on my phone. They don't have
that technology yet. It's pretty soon will

610
00:50:17.719 --> 00:50:22.960
be the interface will be your brain
or your bile field. Let's talk about

611
00:50:23.000 --> 00:50:34.760
that sometimes. All right, So
into the chat it goes boom and boom.

612
00:50:35.480 --> 00:50:37.440
All right, So t dot enemy
for it, Slash Ballbusters studios.

613
00:50:37.440 --> 00:50:39.920
I guess it doesn't need to be
capitalized. I've been telling people I don't

614
00:50:39.960 --> 00:50:44.480
know if it did or not,
but it's showing up from a from a

615
00:50:44.559 --> 00:50:47.079
direct copy that it does not.
So you go on there and then you

616
00:50:47.159 --> 00:50:50.719
can actually just click on the link
that I just posted in there. It's

617
00:50:50.800 --> 00:50:52.239
a stream yard, it's not.
It's generic. It's not going to have

618
00:50:52.280 --> 00:50:57.800
any like name really designating to it, designating anything. But if you click

619
00:50:57.880 --> 00:51:01.480
on there, you'll pop up into
my into my group I'm sorry, into

620
00:51:01.559 --> 00:51:07.480
my waiting room here just beneath my
screen, and then I will click you

621
00:51:07.599 --> 00:51:12.920
in and you can tell your story. Sound good. I think it sounds

622
00:51:12.920 --> 00:51:21.559
wonderful. I guess I'm very talkative
tonight. So that that Bill Cooper one

623
00:51:21.760 --> 00:51:23.519
kind of inspired me because I it
was this is how weird things are,

624
00:51:23.559 --> 00:51:28.039
Like, I know these things are
thirty plus years old, twenty two years

625
00:51:28.079 --> 00:51:32.840
old, some of them. But
something just had cross my mind because I

626
00:51:34.079 --> 00:51:37.920
do Bill Cooper. Oh, look, we guess somebody coming in says,

627
00:51:37.960 --> 00:51:43.239
device not connected. Give it a
second, try it again. Maybe all

628
00:51:43.320 --> 00:51:49.440
right, Oh that's a vida from
our group. So let me go from

629
00:51:49.440 --> 00:51:53.159
our telegraph group and go ahead and
see I saw you there for a minute

630
00:52:06.039 --> 00:52:14.360
oh, all right, I'll try
hopefully she'll try it again. Or I

631
00:52:14.440 --> 00:52:17.199
think it's like Java. I think
I think that's it's a picture of a

632
00:52:17.239 --> 00:52:24.480
coffee cup for their uh profile pictures. So I'm assuming that's a female because

633
00:52:24.480 --> 00:52:28.880
it sounds like, you know,
da. I don't know, maybe I'm

634
00:52:28.920 --> 00:52:35.719
completely wrong. Oh, let's see
who is a picture on your Oh that's

635
00:52:35.800 --> 00:52:43.199
a that is Tesla, Nicola Tesla. I don't know if again. Yeah,

636
00:52:44.480 --> 00:52:52.159
So in the in the style of
the Hope shirts have we can uh

637
00:52:52.760 --> 00:52:55.000
they did everybody with them, like
they there's the there's a trump Wine,

638
00:52:55.039 --> 00:53:00.480
but I think the beginning one was
Hope with like Oba, I'm on it

639
00:53:00.760 --> 00:53:06.360
something ridiculous like that, but it's
it's that type of stylized painting or whatever

640
00:53:07.400 --> 00:53:10.480
screen print. But it was in
a package by a daughter was doing something

641
00:53:10.599 --> 00:53:15.960
with a theme for sciencey stuff for
school and so we got like little gift

642
00:53:16.119 --> 00:53:21.039
things together for her classmates and it
was a sticker pack and I was like,

643
00:53:21.079 --> 00:53:24.880
oh, can I have that one? So there he is, and

644
00:53:25.400 --> 00:53:30.760
doctor Alfonso Manzo is like the living
Tesla, maybe even advancing beyond that at

645
00:53:30.800 --> 00:53:38.559
this point. So it all ties
in, it all ties in all right.

646
00:53:39.280 --> 00:53:46.599
I almost had someone there for a
second. I almost asked someone I

647
00:53:46.719 --> 00:53:50.199
was in the middle of talking about
something, though, can you remind me

648
00:53:50.280 --> 00:54:00.400
what the hell I was saying.
That'd be great, Okay, It's kind

649
00:54:00.400 --> 00:54:05.960
of gonna be well awfully lopsided if
I'm doing one having good stories to talk

650
00:54:06.000 --> 00:54:09.119
about, don't you think? Don't
you think you kind of vote it to

651
00:54:09.199 --> 00:54:17.559
yourself to not make me be the
one talking on at all of it taking

652
00:54:17.920 --> 00:54:22.039
stuff. Oh, I can tell
you something that felt great liberating myself from

653
00:54:22.079 --> 00:54:30.199
the IBW Electricians Union. I had
a great, wonderful, awesome first year

654
00:54:30.639 --> 00:54:34.800
in Albany, New York, where
I joan. When I entered into the

655
00:54:35.440 --> 00:54:40.920
union local two thirty six or eight
I think it's two thirty six, and

656
00:54:43.920 --> 00:54:47.599
first year apprenticeship was awesome. People
liked me, I was appreciated. I

657
00:54:47.760 --> 00:54:52.559
was learning, doing my best to
learn. I went through the class like

658
00:54:52.599 --> 00:54:57.599
a breeze, no problem. Then
I went to transfer because I wanted to

659
00:54:57.639 --> 00:55:00.239
move to California, and with California, and I was waiting for my for

660
00:55:00.360 --> 00:55:02.280
like a month and a half.
I think I spent forty five days in

661
00:55:02.320 --> 00:55:08.280
a freaking best Western We're finding a
place to actually settle down in a lot

662
00:55:08.360 --> 00:55:15.880
trap and that was in twenty twelve. I think I left just before Thanksgiving.

663
00:55:16.360 --> 00:55:21.320
I never should have. I don't
know if I had known that I

664
00:55:21.440 --> 00:55:22.840
was going to start a business and
then like never ever be able to leave

665
00:55:22.880 --> 00:55:28.360
it for as many years as I
did, I couldn't. And now because

666
00:55:28.400 --> 00:55:30.239
of other reasons, I can't go
see my family. I don't know if

667
00:55:30.239 --> 00:55:34.920
I would have gone, but that's
would have also suck because I would have

668
00:55:35.039 --> 00:55:39.639
met Rebecca and I wouldn't have a
little farah. So how do you you

669
00:55:39.760 --> 00:55:44.960
know it's like this or that it's
got to make the effort more to go

670
00:55:45.320 --> 00:55:53.480
see my family. Let's see.
Oh okay, So JR R Junior disciple

671
00:55:54.480 --> 00:55:59.039
today is what makes you happy.
So if you'd like to call in,

672
00:55:59.519 --> 00:56:01.360
or if you'd like to use the
stream yard link, if you're in our

673
00:56:01.400 --> 00:56:06.079
stream yard, if you're in our
telegram group, click on it. And

674
00:56:06.360 --> 00:56:08.039
this is supposed to be just all
positive things. Tonight we're going to talk

675
00:56:08.039 --> 00:56:14.000
about what makes you happy. So
it was inspired by a Bill Cooper video

676
00:56:15.480 --> 00:56:19.639
recording from the Hour of the Time
that was recently posted on the Hour of

677
00:56:19.679 --> 00:56:22.679
the Time bit shoot channel granted it's
twenty something years old, but he's been

678
00:56:22.719 --> 00:56:30.239
putting them all out in order as
the archives have been allowing because some videos

679
00:56:30.280 --> 00:56:36.280
are or are some audio files are
corrupted, destroyed, horrible quality secondhand,

680
00:56:36.480 --> 00:56:39.039
not from the actual source but from
someone who is recording it off of a

681
00:56:39.519 --> 00:56:44.519
So the archives are kind of all
messed up, but he does his best

682
00:56:44.559 --> 00:56:47.920
to try to like fix whatever needs
to be fixed. Sometimes they're okay.

683
00:56:49.719 --> 00:56:52.199
But this was the next one in
the in the series a couple of days

684
00:56:52.199 --> 00:56:57.559
ago, and it's what was funny
is I listened to this when I work

685
00:56:57.599 --> 00:56:59.960
in Maka Sauce and stuff like that. I listened to how at the time

686
00:57:00.039 --> 00:57:02.719
I'm in certain other products, but
mostly just out of the time, and

687
00:57:06.280 --> 00:57:08.519
I always wondered at myself because he
gets riled up a lot, and I

688
00:57:08.599 --> 00:57:14.679
was thinking to myself, what I
wonder if he's ever had like just like

689
00:57:14.760 --> 00:57:17.000
a calm. I mean, I've
seen I've heard him up beat a few

690
00:57:17.039 --> 00:57:20.039
times, but I was like,
I wonder if you ever had like just

691
00:57:20.199 --> 00:57:27.719
one you know, show or whatever
when he wasn't like having to be you

692
00:57:27.800 --> 00:57:30.480
know, doing because he has to
do this because this isn't like just like

693
00:57:30.559 --> 00:57:32.360
what I do when I go out
here, like at the point, I

694
00:57:32.440 --> 00:57:37.480
have to make a point and drive
a point across in a what do you

695
00:57:37.519 --> 00:57:44.159
call it? Exaggerated way sometimes because
it's takes that for some people to snap.

696
00:57:44.320 --> 00:57:45.599
You know, I meant to get
up, you know. Sometimes you

697
00:57:45.639 --> 00:57:51.239
gotta shake, you know. Do
you hear me? Now? You know?

698
00:57:52.199 --> 00:57:53.320
Not the saying that I have all
the answers either, But it's just

699
00:57:54.159 --> 00:57:58.320
and we were all deceived. So
maybe we don't need to argue with each

700
00:57:58.360 --> 00:58:02.119
other as much because just because somebody
else believe the deception a little bit more

701
00:58:02.119 --> 00:58:06.519
than you did doesn't make you special
because you didn't believe it as much.

702
00:58:06.559 --> 00:58:08.079
Because some of the stuff that you
believe it might also be a deception.

703
00:58:08.199 --> 00:58:13.639
So who was to judge? Who
work together? I think sometimes a conversation,

704
00:58:14.639 --> 00:58:17.119
maybe just having a conversation about things
like this, like what makes you

705
00:58:17.239 --> 00:58:22.039
happy and you know, because that's
going to bring up other thoughts and other

706
00:58:22.119 --> 00:58:27.800
feelings too, and maybe we'll start
to understand by indirect means some of the

707
00:58:27.920 --> 00:58:32.840
things that we've lost or that we've
feel like they're not enough of. Maybe

708
00:58:32.920 --> 00:58:37.760
that'll be enough to make us start
asking wonder where did that when along that's

709
00:58:37.760 --> 00:58:43.400
along the rule did that start to
happen and why? And maybe that's the

710
00:58:43.559 --> 00:58:45.960
route there's other people to wake up
rather than having to throw the information,

711
00:58:47.199 --> 00:58:50.719
you know, like here, this
is what they're doing, and this is

712
00:58:50.840 --> 00:58:54.000
in their own words, How does
it pertain and how does it apply to

713
00:58:54.880 --> 00:59:00.360
their at their life in their home, because it's it's abstract to to try

714
00:59:00.400 --> 00:59:02.960
to correlate what happens over here with
what happens in your home and what happens

715
00:59:04.000 --> 00:59:07.840
in your daily life. For some
people, some people see it as you

716
00:59:07.920 --> 00:59:09.960
know, you know, they can
fill in the blanks all they need to

717
00:59:10.119 --> 00:59:15.880
get to get to that point.
But others don't see the connection. What

718
00:59:16.000 --> 00:59:19.800
they do over here doesn't affect me
over here, and I don't even care

719
00:59:19.840 --> 00:59:22.719
what they do over there. That
that's what they call apathetic, right,

720
00:59:22.239 --> 00:59:29.000
Not so much, it's just the
correlations maybe aren't all there. But when

721
00:59:29.039 --> 00:59:30.280
you start to maybe address it from
a different point of view, is like,

722
00:59:30.719 --> 00:59:35.000
instead of arguing these things all the
time, let's have a conversation.

723
00:59:35.119 --> 00:59:37.320
So when I heard that Bill Cooper
and then the beginning of this episode,

724
00:59:37.480 --> 00:59:42.679
I played a portion of the beginning
of that, and he just wanted to

725
00:59:42.760 --> 00:59:46.920
know He's like, no, no
news tonight, no negative anything. I

726
00:59:47.079 --> 00:59:52.000
just want to know. I want
to hear from you your stories, what

727
00:59:52.159 --> 00:59:54.920
makes you happy, all positive things, whether the hobbies, whether they're you

728
00:59:55.000 --> 01:00:00.119
know whatever. Like I said,
I started business. I got myself out

729
01:00:00.159 --> 01:00:04.320
of the iv W, which I
used to love but not so much anymore.

730
01:00:05.119 --> 01:00:07.960
And like the politics in San Diego, didn't like any of that.

731
01:00:09.800 --> 01:00:15.599
Different treatment than I was in New
York. Different different uh, And then

732
01:00:15.880 --> 01:00:22.840
you know it's just from from from
seem seemingly logical to conraintuitive an awful lot.

733
01:00:22.519 --> 01:00:29.039
And I was, I just I
knew whatever anyway, point being is,

734
01:00:29.079 --> 01:00:30.920
I was able to get out of
there, and I was happy to

735
01:00:30.000 --> 01:00:32.519
do that. And I was able
to do it not just by going to

736
01:00:32.559 --> 01:00:37.159
another job where I'm I was working
for myself finally for the first time,

737
01:00:37.679 --> 01:00:42.840
and that was quite liberating and quite
felt great. Still does. When I

738
01:00:42.920 --> 01:00:49.559
did that farmers market yesterday, you
know, and I tried before, maybe

739
01:00:49.639 --> 01:00:52.119
five or six months ago, getting
these farmers and maybe it's a little bit

740
01:00:52.159 --> 01:00:57.800
longer than that. Maybe it was
last season. It was a lot of

741
01:00:57.920 --> 01:01:00.599
Preppa doing a lot of other stuff, and then there wasn't a whole out

742
01:01:00.760 --> 01:01:06.440
of turnout, So it wasn't even
so much about whether products good or not.

743
01:01:06.480 --> 01:01:10.320
It's like there was no people at
some of these places. So I

744
01:01:10.480 --> 01:01:15.719
was like, you know, this
time wise, I don't know if this

745
01:01:15.880 --> 01:01:17.840
is where I want to be right
now. So I stopped for a while,

746
01:01:19.559 --> 01:01:22.960
and then as Friday night munchings munchies
had started, and I saw how

747
01:01:22.039 --> 01:01:27.280
big it was, and you know, people listenering my ear Rebecca Doyle,

748
01:01:27.880 --> 01:01:31.840
friend of Myris Doyle, he's a
bail bondsman, many other things also would

749
01:01:31.840 --> 01:01:38.440
actor it's very interesting human being.
He's he's the Dozeggis. You know,

750
01:01:38.519 --> 01:01:45.159
it's a very interesting human big but
yeah, so a lot of encouragement from

751
01:01:45.159 --> 01:01:47.519
good people, and then I finally
was like, all right, So when

752
01:01:47.599 --> 01:01:52.280
this thing happened where I knew it
wasn't going to get the order before the

753
01:01:52.360 --> 01:01:58.760
end of the month, immediately started
making enough sauce to bring to the farmers

754
01:01:58.840 --> 01:02:02.320
market. And although it wasn't crazy
good because it was the first time that

755
01:02:02.400 --> 01:02:09.039
I was at that market, I
know from previous experience being in San Diego

756
01:02:09.119 --> 01:02:15.360
starting my business at farmers markets,
a little farmers market here just back then,

757
01:02:15.559 --> 01:02:19.000
it was brand new everything to me. I didn't shift town. I

758
01:02:19.039 --> 01:02:22.519
needed to learn. I was doing
a lot of things wrong, but I

759
01:02:22.639 --> 01:02:27.239
was happy doing it because it was
me doing something that I created that I

760
01:02:27.400 --> 01:02:30.039
was in charge of. No one
else had any input in it really,

761
01:02:30.079 --> 01:02:34.000
except for you know, the things
you have to go through to get permits

762
01:02:34.039 --> 01:02:37.119
and all that. But it was
good or bad, it was still good

763
01:02:37.280 --> 01:02:40.519
because at that time I was still
just doing it on the weekends and I

764
01:02:40.599 --> 01:02:45.840
had a paycheck coming in from the
Electricians Union, so I didn't need to

765
01:02:45.960 --> 01:02:51.159
worry about past fail right. I
just had to do it and get the

766
01:02:51.239 --> 01:02:55.239
experience in so little farmers market here, a little farmers market there, and

767
01:02:55.280 --> 01:03:00.760
then we got well before I remember
back, I got it to Tilcrest,

768
01:03:00.119 --> 01:03:07.760
which is a huge one, the
second largest maybe the other one was way

769
01:03:07.920 --> 01:03:10.719
overpriced, and it was in little
Italy, so I never actually even did

770
01:03:10.800 --> 01:03:15.360
that one. And the woman was
very Oh my god, if if you

771
01:03:15.440 --> 01:03:22.880
could personify the system of liberal minded, obnoxious superiority complex, that was the

772
01:03:22.960 --> 01:03:24.679
woman in charge of that market.
And I had no desire to give her

773
01:03:24.679 --> 01:03:28.400
one hundred and twenty dollars and just
hope for the best that I was going

774
01:03:28.480 --> 01:03:32.519
to get it all back and then
more and no thanks so or I think

775
01:03:32.559 --> 01:03:36.719
it may have even been more than
that, and then one time they'll like

776
01:03:36.760 --> 01:03:37.440
call me, oh, you know, it's only blah blah. I'm like,

777
01:03:37.440 --> 01:03:39.519
why do you flat rate things?
Why don't you just do a percentage?

778
01:03:39.559 --> 01:03:43.400
That way everybody's you know what I
mean, It's like if you do

779
01:03:43.480 --> 01:03:45.679
a percentage, and that means they're
still going to get something out of it,

780
01:03:45.760 --> 01:03:49.440
they're not gambling every time they come
there, and they're small businesses,

781
01:03:49.639 --> 01:03:55.920
like this is predatorial behavior. Anyway. She had no sympathy for anybody.

782
01:03:55.960 --> 01:04:00.000
It was all as it's at all
and I could see that in different actions.

783
01:04:00.039 --> 01:04:02.679
So I never went to the farmer's
on but the Hillcrest was amazing.

784
01:04:03.199 --> 01:04:06.039
I started off like on the there
was like two roads. So you go

785
01:04:06.119 --> 01:04:10.320
down the road part and there's farmers
markets on the other side, and then

786
01:04:10.360 --> 01:04:15.360
there's the sidewalk area, which is
more farmer's markets facing the sidewalk but away

787
01:04:15.360 --> 01:04:18.239
from the main road. So you
know, there's the main artery and then

788
01:04:18.280 --> 01:04:21.519
there's like the secondary. I was
on the corner of the secondary at first,

789
01:04:21.599 --> 01:04:25.239
but I was happy to be there. I was thankful to be there.

790
01:04:25.800 --> 01:04:28.320
Somebody had told me that they were
going to share their booth with me

791
01:04:28.400 --> 01:04:31.519
because it was impossible to get into
this farmer's market. And then they it

792
01:04:31.639 --> 01:04:34.840
was it was a guy who made
his own pasta. I remember that because

793
01:04:34.840 --> 01:04:39.239
I was like, this guy's cool, he's like Italian and Greek. I

794
01:04:39.360 --> 01:04:41.519
was like, and this guy was
like, you know, he had his

795
01:04:41.599 --> 01:04:45.639
own like little brick and mortar somewhere. But then he never showed up at

796
01:04:45.639 --> 01:04:49.599
the market again. And I showed
up with all myself one day and Dave

797
01:04:49.679 --> 01:04:56.880
and Dave and Matt make Matt,
Matt or Mike. I think it was

798
01:04:56.960 --> 01:05:00.480
Dave and Mike. They were like, oh man, I'm sorry, We'll

799
01:05:00.719 --> 01:05:03.320
find you a place. I was
like, cool, so not only I'm

800
01:05:03.320 --> 01:05:08.039
not just hearing a little speck of
somebody's ten by ten got my own,

801
01:05:08.559 --> 01:05:10.719
so I just had all my stuff. I had my ten saying. So

802
01:05:10.760 --> 01:05:15.239
I set up and I had my
own spot, and they said you want

803
01:05:15.280 --> 01:05:17.400
to come back next week. I'm
like, yes, so that's and then

804
01:05:17.440 --> 01:05:21.920
I just never asked for anything before
it was offered, never asked for a

805
01:05:23.119 --> 01:05:27.039
damn thing. I just worked that
spot that was facing away basically from a

806
01:05:27.079 --> 01:05:32.119
lot of the people as best as
I could, and it got super popular

807
01:05:32.960 --> 01:05:35.920
and they kept on saying, hey, okay, so another spot's opened up.

808
01:05:36.159 --> 01:05:41.599
And so I went from like this
this cubicle thing facing away from the

809
01:05:41.679 --> 01:05:47.000
majority to boom, same area,
but it's now I'm facing now, I'm

810
01:05:47.079 --> 01:05:51.239
now I'm the next you know,
ten by ten over facing the road.

811
01:05:51.840 --> 01:05:55.360
And we stayed there and that was
and then you know, I met Rebecca

812
01:05:55.360 --> 01:05:59.559
and all that, but that was
didn't meet her at the market, but

813
01:05:59.599 --> 01:06:01.039
I mean, and she became part
of the what we do, what I

814
01:06:01.159 --> 01:06:06.000
do, and I learned a lot. I got a lot into that.

815
01:06:06.679 --> 01:06:12.199
So when I know, I know
from that experience that if I go into

816
01:06:12.400 --> 01:06:14.840
this one, I can't expect the
first time we're there that the whole tire

817
01:06:14.920 --> 01:06:16.480
world's gonna open up for us.
They get need to get to know us,

818
01:06:16.519 --> 01:06:19.440
and more people need to get the
samples. But there's enough people there

819
01:06:19.519 --> 01:06:23.840
to do that, and that's what
you need. So I had to pick

820
01:06:24.000 --> 01:06:26.599
randomly because they said, if you
want to pick your own spot, sixty

821
01:06:26.639 --> 01:06:30.719
bucks, and it's fifty bucks.
If you don't want to pick your owns

822
01:06:30.719 --> 01:06:32.239
probably pick it for you, or
you just get there as fast as you

823
01:06:32.280 --> 01:06:34.960
can and rush. I don't want
to. I have enough anxiety. So

824
01:06:35.079 --> 01:06:40.000
I paid the extra ten millucks and
I was like one, two and three

825
01:06:40.039 --> 01:06:42.840
are open, forty six, forty
seven, forty eight are open. I'm

826
01:06:42.840 --> 01:06:45.480
like the whoa, Okay, it's
a huge market, millions of spots,

827
01:06:45.480 --> 01:06:49.119
and then there's like six left,
and I said, this is this is

828
01:06:49.199 --> 01:06:51.199
this time over here in u miss
I was like, I don't know.

829
01:06:51.320 --> 01:06:55.719
Forty seven it's because they said there's
a bigger parking lot on that side,

830
01:06:55.719 --> 01:06:58.239
but I didn't know. It's like
impossible to get to like you have to

831
01:06:58.280 --> 01:07:00.320
go like you turn zippy these apps. So next time I'm going to try

832
01:07:00.320 --> 01:07:03.519
to get on the other end,
because I noticed from where I was that

833
01:07:03.639 --> 01:07:08.239
a lot of people stop kind of
reading the center because then there's a like

834
01:07:08.360 --> 01:07:12.559
a t, like there's a straight
line in this parking lot, and then

835
01:07:12.559 --> 01:07:15.360
there's it's a huge parking lot,
and then there's like a T where all

836
01:07:15.360 --> 01:07:17.400
the food trucks are, and most
people don't pass the food trucks because by

837
01:07:17.440 --> 01:07:21.159
that time they've spent probably all they
wanted to spend, so they don't come

838
01:07:21.199 --> 01:07:25.239
down to that section. And even
then we did, I did, okay,

839
01:07:26.000 --> 01:07:28.480
So if I just get over on
that side, and I just work

840
01:07:28.639 --> 01:07:30.679
that thing as best as I can. I think it's going to be like

841
01:07:30.719 --> 01:07:36.000
another hillcrest scaled to whatever Yuma is
able to produce. That's how good this

842
01:07:36.079 --> 01:07:42.719
market can be if I do it. If I do it but the same,

843
01:07:43.599 --> 01:07:45.159
you know, just get out there
and do it type of mentality.

844
01:07:47.039 --> 01:07:51.880
Let's see what it bring. Real
joy to my heart is when someone's spiritual

845
01:07:53.639 --> 01:07:58.159
eyes opening through God using me to
share his written word correctly handling it.

846
01:07:59.159 --> 01:08:01.719
I enjoy playing my guitar, trying
to improve on my skills. Cool man

847
01:08:03.599 --> 01:08:11.320
philosophy. Hit makes me happy personally
cool. Yeah, yeah, if you

848
01:08:11.440 --> 01:08:14.360
are a fan of theory Epiphaesus.
He just put out a pretty decent one

849
01:08:14.360 --> 01:08:18.159
about burnings the other day, which
actually touched on a lot of interesting things

850
01:08:18.239 --> 01:08:23.159
that I've actually said and got scoffed
at before because I was like you,

851
01:08:24.159 --> 01:08:27.199
somebody was like, oh, I've
got this book in that book and they're

852
01:08:27.199 --> 01:08:30.760
all like these really dark books made
by really dark people, and I'm like,

853
01:08:30.960 --> 01:08:33.840
what are you doing with those?
And they're like, well, I

854
01:08:33.880 --> 01:08:36.560
want to get to know what they
what they know and what they believe.

855
01:08:36.600 --> 01:08:42.439
I go not get the get the
outline, get the what they did in

856
01:08:42.640 --> 01:08:46.520
their actions. Don't get it into
their that they've written down that they've handled

857
01:08:46.600 --> 01:08:51.119
from freaking god knows what. I'm
like, you can't look at that stuff

858
01:08:51.159 --> 01:08:54.960
and how have it look at you? And as like I was, like,

859
01:08:55.159 --> 01:08:57.680
it's gonna warm its way in you
as you're trying to learn from it,

860
01:08:57.800 --> 01:09:00.279
and that curiosity, you know,
killing the cat at all, that's

861
01:09:00.359 --> 01:09:03.880
what that thing waits for. It
waits for the curious. It's that that

862
01:09:04.119 --> 01:09:09.720
entity, that energy, that whatever
archetype, is waiting for people to go

863
01:09:09.880 --> 01:09:13.600
down that path. And then it's
gonna it's gonna be more and more acceptable

864
01:09:13.640 --> 01:09:15.720
to you as it worms its way
into your brain to where you're gonna be

865
01:09:15.920 --> 01:09:20.000
trying this stuff out. And I
said, this is not the great to

866
01:09:20.079 --> 01:09:23.880
do that you want to learn about
Crowley, learn about the facts about him,

867
01:09:23.920 --> 01:09:27.199
don't go into like his freaking you
know what I mean? And I

868
01:09:27.319 --> 01:09:30.199
were like, oh, you don't
have a secreting of the truth mindset,

869
01:09:30.760 --> 01:09:33.279
And I'm like, no, I'm
just smart. I'm not, however,

870
01:09:33.479 --> 01:09:36.680
ever, heard of like don't stare
at the abyss because it'll stare back at

871
01:09:36.720 --> 01:09:43.359
you. Well, this is exactly
where that applies so and and and theory.

872
01:09:43.399 --> 01:09:46.279
Apipacist can actually said that in the
first like thirty seconds of that video.

873
01:09:46.800 --> 01:09:48.840
He said, you can't explore these
topics, you know, you can't

874
01:09:48.880 --> 01:09:53.560
look at you can't look at that
deeply into these things without them looking at

875
01:09:53.600 --> 01:09:57.119
you. And I was like,
thank you, thank you. It's about

876
01:09:57.119 --> 01:10:01.079
freaking time someone else said it.
My mother, wouldn't, you know,

877
01:10:01.199 --> 01:10:06.359
for whatever reasons, well not for
whatever reasons, but for good reasons.

878
01:10:08.920 --> 01:10:13.520
Certain movies she wouldn't allow me to
watch. But she said, I don't

879
01:10:13.680 --> 01:10:15.279
want them played in the house if
no one's paying attention to them. She

880
01:10:15.399 --> 01:10:19.720
said, there are certain things that
I feel things have happened when I've watched

881
01:10:19.760 --> 01:10:23.640
these movies when I was younger,
like to go out, things will happen.

882
01:10:24.079 --> 01:10:29.039
She said, I don't want these
things because there's something in this whatever

883
01:10:29.159 --> 01:10:31.640
it's coming across. Like I think
one of those House of Usher Fallow,

884
01:10:31.680 --> 01:10:35.359
the House of Usher was one of
them. Sentinel might have been another one.

885
01:10:35.399 --> 01:10:38.840
These are old movies, but they're
you know, kind of dark.

886
01:10:39.840 --> 01:10:44.800
And I know you guys could throw
a women or you know, Rosemary's Baby

887
01:10:44.840 --> 01:10:47.039
in there, or whatever, but
I don't. I think it was specifically

888
01:10:47.079 --> 01:10:49.680
to her. It was the House
of Usher or the fall of the House

889
01:10:49.720 --> 01:10:55.159
of USh or whatever it was.
And that's ah, that was one that

890
01:10:55.560 --> 01:11:00.840
she said, you know anything to
do with so And now I understand and

891
01:11:00.840 --> 01:11:05.319
I understand that because when you when
you allow that energy in, you do

892
01:11:05.520 --> 01:11:10.920
a controlling what it does, you
know, and it's it carries a weight.

893
01:11:11.000 --> 01:11:14.720
It's not those things that those feelings
that you're getting. These these things

894
01:11:14.800 --> 01:11:20.039
are interacting and they don't go when
you're done with when you're done dealing with

895
01:11:20.159 --> 01:11:23.680
it. They go when they want
to, and sometimes they don't. It's

896
01:11:23.720 --> 01:11:30.800
like a parasite. It's like a
parasite. Funny enough, right, am

897
01:11:30.840 --> 01:11:40.600
I partiers? Yes, yes,
I am. I am. I think

898
01:11:40.640 --> 01:11:45.359
I'm related to Ryan's and Krates on
my dad's side and her last name,

899
01:11:45.399 --> 01:11:50.039
my grandmother's last name is hosted Her, which makes her Pennsylvania Dutch slash German,

900
01:11:50.199 --> 01:11:56.039
right, and they're also Italian.
I had a grandma Friola on that

901
01:11:56.159 --> 01:12:05.760
side, and my great grandfather's wife
was also Italian. But on my mother's

902
01:12:05.760 --> 01:12:12.079
side, she's full blooded Italian.
My grandmother and grandfather both full blooded Italian.

903
01:12:12.520 --> 01:12:17.720
Obviously if she is and my grandmother's
parents came over I think right around

904
01:12:17.760 --> 01:12:26.600
the time Mussolini started killing all the
people who were in Palermo that may have

905
01:12:27.359 --> 01:12:29.920
been a little bit too independent for
his taste, if you know what I

906
01:12:30.000 --> 01:12:33.560
mean. I guess their house was
the only one that had glass shutters when

907
01:12:33.640 --> 01:12:40.039
Raybiel said wood. So they might
have been into some things that we may

908
01:12:40.159 --> 01:12:45.159
consider Mazzini mazzio mafioso type stuff.
I don't know, or maybe they just

909
01:12:45.279 --> 01:12:48.479
knew them well, maybe they're just
really, you know, working along with

910
01:12:48.600 --> 01:12:54.800
them or something. I don't know
what the reasoning is. But Mussolini went

911
01:12:54.840 --> 01:12:57.920
and tried to clear out all of
them, which is actually when you when

912
01:12:57.920 --> 01:13:01.159
you go back into the history and
actually start to understand where they came from

913
01:13:01.239 --> 01:13:09.640
the first place. They were like
a byproduct or a direct product of Giseppe

914
01:13:09.720 --> 01:13:19.159
Massini, who was a freemason who
kept in really close contact with through letters

915
01:13:19.279 --> 01:13:27.640
with what do you call it,
Albert Pike. So Massini was kind of

916
01:13:27.760 --> 01:13:35.319
trying to start a revolutionary subversive faction, and it was mafia means one thing.

917
01:13:35.399 --> 01:13:39.079
And then I think I did a
video on this, or maybe it's

918
01:13:39.079 --> 01:13:42.239
in my book, but mafia also
stood for it was an acronym. It

919
01:13:42.279 --> 01:13:49.039
wasn't a word Massini authorizes like something
something that you know. It's like basically,

920
01:13:49.239 --> 01:13:53.560
you know, giving you license to
be, like rules for radicals type

921
01:13:53.600 --> 01:14:01.159
of stuff. Right. So yeah, So anyhow, I think I'm probably

922
01:14:01.239 --> 01:14:05.279
gonna guys, someone call or I'm
gonna wrap it up. I guess,

923
01:14:05.439 --> 01:14:10.439
uh. I know. I started
a little late, but I had stuff

924
01:14:10.960 --> 01:14:16.039
I had to do. I'd done
that Farmers market last night and I didn't

925
01:14:16.079 --> 01:14:19.479
get I was really happy at Oh
my god, So all right, here's

926
01:14:19.479 --> 01:14:24.960
another happy story. So not it
didn't. It didn't. It didn't save

927
01:14:25.000 --> 01:14:27.239
the world. It didn't. It
didn't you know, save our month.

928
01:14:27.840 --> 01:14:30.560
You know that, and you guys
know the reason is why I say that.

929
01:14:30.079 --> 01:14:34.399
If you saw the last video hopefully
did, there's some stuff going on

930
01:14:34.560 --> 01:14:43.640
and anyhow, excuse me. I
was a no means in a much better

931
01:14:43.720 --> 01:14:47.399
spot after the market. But it
was the interactions and I sensed it.

932
01:14:48.000 --> 01:14:50.960
I felt it. I didn't feel
it at the other markets, the ones

933
01:14:51.000 --> 01:14:55.920
that I had done here before.
I saw it as being like running the

934
01:14:55.960 --> 01:15:01.159
standstill type of thing, where like
you're lucky if you get forty fifty bucks

935
01:15:01.239 --> 01:15:06.359
over the thing that you and then
right, you know, that sometimes turns

936
01:15:06.399 --> 01:15:11.800
into something too. But it was
a matter of how often and how long

937
01:15:11.880 --> 01:15:16.680
can I do this, because if
half the product I sold just paid for

938
01:15:16.760 --> 01:15:21.279
what I put down on being here, then really I'm not making even that

939
01:15:21.439 --> 01:15:25.960
much because I have to replace what
I you know what I mean. So

940
01:15:26.199 --> 01:15:30.560
it's had three places of stuff that
I basically had a sacrifice for it to

941
01:15:30.640 --> 01:15:36.039
be just hit zero. So it's
this one was different though I sensed that

942
01:15:36.159 --> 01:15:41.760
in the people that I sensed it
in the people that were other vendors.

943
01:15:41.880 --> 01:15:46.399
There was some really I felt familiar. I don't know how else just explain

944
01:15:46.479 --> 01:15:51.920
it, but it felt like when
I was back starting the thing and learning

945
01:15:51.960 --> 01:15:57.720
and going through it all over back
then, but not with no knowledge this

946
01:15:57.840 --> 01:16:01.359
time, but with all the experience
that I had in these past nine years

947
01:16:01.439 --> 01:16:06.279
and seven years running a store in
at my disposal, and you know,

948
01:16:08.359 --> 01:16:14.600
as as as a benefit, and
it was actually I felt very invigorating.

949
01:16:14.600 --> 01:16:17.119
I was very happy to be there. And I'm just gonna change my spot

950
01:16:17.159 --> 01:16:20.159
and testing. You know, I'm
gonna maybe move bounce myself around a little

951
01:16:20.159 --> 01:16:25.079
bit in the market, but I'm
gonna try to I'm gonna go. I'm

952
01:16:25.079 --> 01:16:31.199
definitely going back next Friday, and
uh yeah, yeah, yeah, seven

953
01:16:31.279 --> 01:16:38.000
to eleven and you can set up
at five. My canopy is awful,

954
01:16:38.199 --> 01:16:42.039
Like there's these little push buttons that
make the lags come out and they get

955
01:16:42.079 --> 01:16:44.159
stuck in the other part of the
lakes. I have to pull it all

956
01:16:44.159 --> 01:16:46.279
the way out and then smack it
on the ground so the pin pops up,

957
01:16:46.319 --> 01:16:49.479
and then you have to push it
down in order to get back into

958
01:16:49.560 --> 01:16:54.319
the spot before the next click,
and then it gets stuck again. So

959
01:16:54.479 --> 01:16:58.960
I have to fight with all four
of the legs in this canopy, which

960
01:16:59.039 --> 01:17:00.640
is also tearing apart too. But
it's like one hundred and eighty nine dollars

961
01:17:01.000 --> 01:17:06.840
to get another one. And yeah, I need a canopy. I've got

962
01:17:06.880 --> 01:17:14.960
a budget for a can of p
so it's not happening just yet. Yeah,

963
01:17:15.119 --> 01:17:16.880
and I think I need some more
lighting because it's a night market.

964
01:17:17.399 --> 01:17:26.239
I got some like really high it's
like two hundred women lights that shoot at

965
01:17:26.279 --> 01:17:30.279
my sign for my host sauce business. And then like I have two hanging

966
01:17:30.359 --> 01:17:33.079
ones that are battery operating and they
fade in the middle of night, so

967
01:17:33.239 --> 01:17:36.560
as the time goes by, they
go from super nice and bright to like,

968
01:17:36.960 --> 01:17:43.960
yeah, it's like I gotta do
something else about that. But other

969
01:17:44.039 --> 01:17:46.079
than that, you know, it's
gonna be a good time. And I

970
01:17:46.359 --> 01:17:50.199
the setup was at can start at
five. I got there at five ozho

971
01:17:50.279 --> 01:17:53.920
five, the whole place was already
like rocking and rolling. I'm like,

972
01:17:54.000 --> 01:17:57.399
it doesn't even start till seven.
I thought I was gonna be there like,

973
01:17:57.479 --> 01:17:59.760
yeah, there's gonna be a couple
of people that are you know,

974
01:18:00.439 --> 01:18:01.640
you know, anxious or whatever.
But I don't have to be a whole

975
01:18:01.680 --> 01:18:03.680
lot because I just want to feel
the place out. I knew I was

976
01:18:03.680 --> 01:18:09.399
gonna have to struggle with the canopy, and I did a lot, but

977
01:18:12.039 --> 01:18:14.479
I have to get there at like
five, So from five to eleven,

978
01:18:14.560 --> 01:18:17.319
that's quite a long time at your
feet. Completely forgot the stool. I

979
01:18:17.399 --> 01:18:21.279
was gonna get a very uncomfortable wooden
stool at least to you know, have

980
01:18:21.399 --> 01:18:29.520
something that's in on. I forgot
that here whatever all things I can checklist

981
01:18:29.760 --> 01:18:34.159
the next time around. So I'm
guessing now that we're not going to have

982
01:18:34.199 --> 01:18:38.640
any callers? Is that? Is
that what I'm getting at, We're getting

983
01:18:38.760 --> 01:18:41.399
I'm gonna have to do this again
then, because nobody's calling in that we

984
01:18:41.600 --> 01:18:45.760
I mean, I got a couple
of things that people wrote, and I

985
01:18:45.880 --> 01:18:48.239
put out the thing. The vita
was here for a second and then it

986
01:18:48.319 --> 01:18:53.239
disappeared again, and I sent a
message through the let's see what happened in

987
01:18:53.279 --> 01:19:02.119
the program. Okay, yeah,
I just read you totally should have just

988
01:19:02.199 --> 01:19:04.880
come in. It would have been
fine. Have vita if you're there.

989
01:19:05.560 --> 01:19:09.119
I bela should just come in.
It would have been good. I would

990
01:19:09.680 --> 01:19:12.039
you can just you don't even have
to have your microphone on, I mean

991
01:19:12.119 --> 01:19:14.680
not your microphone. You should have
your microphone on if you're talking. You

992
01:19:14.720 --> 01:19:16.920
don't have to have your camera and
you can just exit out. So like,

993
01:19:17.039 --> 01:19:23.279
let's see stop cam, see how
that works. Look at it that?

994
01:19:23.520 --> 01:19:26.920
Uh, I'm back into the room
that doesn't really have a piano in

995
01:19:27.039 --> 01:19:32.800
it. Oh man, whoever's house? This is the it's awfully I'm sure

996
01:19:32.840 --> 01:19:35.199
it's a model you know, my
deer or whatever. Like, well,

997
01:19:35.239 --> 01:19:40.000
it was displayed ones, but they're
awfully kind of to let people and not

998
01:19:40.159 --> 01:19:44.439
a damn bit of clutter. Dude, this is my place when I when

999
01:19:44.479 --> 01:19:46.399
I was a bachelor, I didn't
have a bunch of shit. I didn't

1000
01:19:46.439 --> 01:19:49.159
have a bunch of ship piled in
places either. I definitely didn't collect a

1001
01:19:49.199 --> 01:19:55.239
bunch of crap. I just had
I was mister mint minimalism. You're lucky

1002
01:19:55.239 --> 01:19:58.880
if I had damn furniture because it
got in the way. I like space.

1003
01:19:59.600 --> 01:20:01.439
I mean, small apartment looked big
because of the lack of crap I

1004
01:20:01.520 --> 01:20:06.439
had in it. Ah, I
lived differently when I had made the choices.

1005
01:20:10.319 --> 01:20:13.520
Any Like, my garage wouldn't be
full of shit right now. If

1006
01:20:13.560 --> 01:20:15.279
it was me, I'd have a
nice, big space in there. I'd

1007
01:20:15.279 --> 01:20:19.159
have some you know, maybe some
setups areas for like tools and maybe for

1008
01:20:19.319 --> 01:20:26.640
like I don't know, milling down
eighty percenters and building those things. But

1009
01:20:28.760 --> 01:20:30.159
I don't know. It would be
a different It would be different than desid

1010
01:20:30.239 --> 01:20:32.680
make a bunch of junks piled there
that we're not going to ever do anything

1011
01:20:32.720 --> 01:20:34.920
with. So we'd just stare at
it and look at it and say,

1012
01:20:35.039 --> 01:20:39.039
oh no, I don't look through
it first, Well look for it that

1013
01:20:39.199 --> 01:20:41.520
look through it then, because it's
been sitting there for fucking four years,

1014
01:20:41.600 --> 01:20:46.720
can we move it into the trash
or into a garage? Still? I

1015
01:20:46.760 --> 01:20:49.439
can't even like I have an eight
foot pool table that I got in better

1016
01:20:49.520 --> 01:20:53.479
times. I actually took it when
we moved from San Diego back in twenty

1017
01:20:53.680 --> 01:20:57.600
sixteen to hear it black filtered pool
table. I haven't had the chance to

1018
01:20:57.680 --> 01:21:01.159
use it very much because stuff got
built around the outside edges to where he

1019
01:21:01.159 --> 01:21:04.479
couldn't use it anyway, and I'm
like, no, no, no,

1020
01:21:05.520 --> 01:21:08.680
So every once in a while,
I have to have this, you know,

1021
01:21:08.960 --> 01:21:11.840
mente meld down so I can get
back to my pool table and have

1022
01:21:11.960 --> 01:21:17.520
people get the crap out of the
way. So, yeah, we don't.

1023
01:21:17.560 --> 01:21:21.680
We don't entertain company very much because
I would I would be embarrassed by

1024
01:21:21.800 --> 01:21:26.239
some of the types that's crap that
it's like it's just it's not it's not

1025
01:21:26.399 --> 01:21:30.159
dirty, it's not at all dirty, but it's like I just don't for

1026
01:21:30.279 --> 01:21:34.199
me personally, like I get like
nervous, tense and like feeling that my

1027
01:21:34.239 --> 01:21:39.079
skin is crawling when there's clutter everywhere, like and the places that I don't

1028
01:21:39.319 --> 01:21:42.640
do that, and I have my
own I do have my own clutter crap,

1029
01:21:42.720 --> 01:21:45.880
but it's usually in my mind.
In my mind, it's organized in

1030
01:21:46.000 --> 01:21:49.399
some way, shape or form,
right, And when I see other people's

1031
01:21:49.439 --> 01:22:00.359
I'm like and I'm not gonna lie. I also live with a m Rebecca

1032
01:22:00.439 --> 01:22:05.520
has this problem issue of getting I
don't know if it's like defiance towards her

1033
01:22:05.600 --> 01:22:10.119
mother, who she doesn't live with
anymore, to where it's like all the

1034
01:22:10.199 --> 01:22:14.800
things that people just do normally,
like throw garbage and fucking put their dish

1035
01:22:14.840 --> 01:22:17.239
in the sink, she'll put it
next to the sink. Drave me fucking

1036
01:22:17.319 --> 01:22:21.600
nuts. It's like it was two
more fucking inches you'd been there, you

1037
01:22:21.680 --> 01:22:26.159
know. So I end up picking
up after an adult something I said I

1038
01:22:26.239 --> 01:22:30.840
was never gonna do after her I'd
gotten a divorce from someone else. It's

1039
01:22:30.840 --> 01:22:32.760
like, I'm not gonna babysit anybody, and ever again, I'm not gonna

1040
01:22:32.800 --> 01:22:38.000
pick up after a fucking grown adult. She does a lot of other things,

1041
01:22:38.079 --> 01:22:42.680
so it's it's possible, but it's
like I just did like dishes for

1042
01:22:43.439 --> 01:22:45.680
three other people in the house.
My daughter, no big deal, but

1043
01:22:45.560 --> 01:22:48.680
you know, the other two adults
in the well. I consider a fifteen,

1044
01:22:48.760 --> 01:22:53.560
sixteen, seventeen year old an adult, sorry, someone who's able to

1045
01:22:53.760 --> 01:22:57.640
take a scrub brush and clean their
dishes. And but it's what I'm considering

1046
01:22:57.680 --> 01:23:01.000
an adult in this particular instance,
if you're gonna a cook at the house,

1047
01:23:01.439 --> 01:23:09.039
don't wet your dishes and throw them
in the frigging sink. That's that's

1048
01:23:09.079 --> 01:23:12.399
not helping anybody. That same fuck
you you do it, That's what that

1049
01:23:12.479 --> 01:23:14.760
says. That's an attitude, and
I don't like it. So I made

1050
01:23:14.800 --> 01:23:17.960
sure I made that clear today.
And they don't know how to make eggs,

1051
01:23:18.600 --> 01:23:24.840
so what they did was it stuck
a lot. And so this is

1052
01:23:24.920 --> 01:23:29.159
this is the he fucking isn't all
right. This isn't positive anymore, but

1053
01:23:29.159 --> 01:23:34.920
I'm gonna talk about it. Everybody
who's made scrambled eggs understands that there's gonna

1054
01:23:34.920 --> 01:23:40.880
be some sticking issues, right Like
if you're not using oil, which I

1055
01:23:40.960 --> 01:23:44.479
never do. So I use butter. So melts a decent amount of butter

1056
01:23:44.560 --> 01:23:46.439
on there, and I let it
heat enough before and it starts to slowly

1057
01:23:46.479 --> 01:23:50.359
pour in the eggs so that it
starts to quigulate quickly. That way,

1058
01:23:50.479 --> 01:23:56.039
it doesn't just mix with the butter, and then instead of the butter being

1059
01:23:56.079 --> 01:23:59.399
what's touching the panel, it's on
the the egg, right, because then

1060
01:23:59.399 --> 01:24:00.600
all of a sudden is it's gonna
start to stick. But when you start

1061
01:24:00.680 --> 01:24:04.239
moving it around. It does that
anyway, because obviously it's they've mixed into

1062
01:24:04.279 --> 01:24:08.239
each other anyway. So when you
start moving it, other egg fills in

1063
01:24:09.000 --> 01:24:12.520
that part of the pan is dry, so it's gonna so you have to

1064
01:24:12.560 --> 01:24:15.439
just kept constantly keep moving it.
So I'm trying to explain this to him,

1065
01:24:15.479 --> 01:24:23.439
because he left, the sink was
clogged with the you know, the

1066
01:24:24.319 --> 01:24:27.640
stuck part of egg from his pan, and there was a ship ton of

1067
01:24:27.680 --> 01:24:29.840
it fan of this little tiny pan. So obviously he doesn't know what the

1068
01:24:29.840 --> 01:24:31.319
fuck is doing. It's positive,
it's it's it's it's a fact that he

1069
01:24:31.359 --> 01:24:34.399
doesn't know how. I took a
scrambled eggs and I saw I said to

1070
01:24:34.520 --> 01:24:39.199
him, I go, so this
is how it's done. And I explained

1071
01:24:39.199 --> 01:24:41.399
to him what I just said to
you guys, you gotta heat it and

1072
01:24:41.520 --> 01:24:43.479
all this other stuffing, and I
go, then you gotta move it.

1073
01:24:44.520 --> 01:24:45.880
Oh yeah, well I didn't use
better this time, but then you fucking

1074
01:24:45.920 --> 01:24:48.720
did it wrong. It's what I'm
trying to explain to you. Well,

1075
01:24:48.800 --> 01:24:51.520
yeah, but I used better this
time, like like that somehow was a

1076
01:24:51.600 --> 01:24:56.359
counter to me telling him that you
have to heat it to a certain you

1077
01:24:56.399 --> 01:24:58.960
know, get it warm enough to
that before he pulls like, no,

1078
01:24:59.279 --> 01:25:01.960
that just means you sucked up and
just listen to what I'm saying and stop

1079
01:25:02.159 --> 01:25:06.399
talking back, you know what I
mean. It's like, I don't know

1080
01:25:06.920 --> 01:25:13.000
this. Someday either's gonna be I
have a house or a sealer killer.

1081
01:25:13.000 --> 01:25:15.720
I don't fucking know. But I
just I don't know. I don't,

1082
01:25:15.760 --> 01:25:18.640
I don't know, not mine,
That's all I'm gonna say at that.

1083
01:25:20.560 --> 01:25:26.520
Maybe I'm just irritated by that,
and maybe this is just the way things

1084
01:25:26.560 --> 01:25:29.880
are and this is how teenagers are. I don't know, but it's just

1085
01:25:30.039 --> 01:25:35.640
a when someone's okay, my approach
was very kind this time, I'm sure.

1086
01:25:35.800 --> 01:25:40.399
So I'm making the effort not to
like flip out of because of the

1087
01:25:41.920 --> 01:25:49.159
the ridiculously uh you know, outrageous, the outrageousness of some of the things

1088
01:25:49.199 --> 01:25:54.680
I've I've encountered to where it's like
this defies logic, sensibility, and reason

1089
01:25:54.800 --> 01:26:00.680
and it's oozes with smug attitude and
that's not something I'm gonna put up with.

1090
01:26:00.079 --> 01:26:03.359
And you're not mine. No,
I was kidding. I could kick

1091
01:26:03.359 --> 01:26:10.600
you out, and what's it.
But anyway, that's what I was doing.

1092
01:26:10.840 --> 01:26:12.800
I was doing, trying to do
better, trying to do better,

1093
01:26:12.920 --> 01:26:16.960
right, Like, somehow my fault
that he's a jerk. So I tried.

1094
01:26:17.000 --> 01:26:19.439
I tried. I tried really hard
to be really kind about it,

1095
01:26:19.479 --> 01:26:23.439
because I was fuming when I was
making when I was cleaning the crap out

1096
01:26:23.479 --> 01:26:28.119
of the sink and on clogging it
so that the water wasn't keep filling up.

1097
01:26:28.159 --> 01:26:30.039
I was doing dishes and dumping it
in the trash that he could have

1098
01:26:30.079 --> 01:26:32.920
done. I'm like, so,
I see you made eggs today. That's

1099
01:26:32.960 --> 01:26:34.680
how I said. I mean,
I was like, and I went through

1100
01:26:34.680 --> 01:26:36.920
the whole thing nice and kind,
and then he's like, still has something

1101
01:26:38.000 --> 01:26:42.720
to say, because God forbid you
ever consider that you're wrong and learn and

1102
01:26:42.880 --> 01:26:47.640
grow from experience and appreciate somebody who's
trying to be kind about it. God

1103
01:26:47.720 --> 01:26:55.560
forbid that happen, you smug little
shit. And with that, good night,

1104
01:26:55.600 --> 01:27:00.880
everybody you don't want to call.
I'm gonna take a walk, love

1105
01:27:00.960 --> 01:27:05.439
y'all have a good one, and
I'll do something if I can Tomorrow.

1106
01:27:06.560 --> 01:27:09.760
I want to talk about some of
the other stuff, but I just I

1107
01:27:09.880 --> 01:27:14.239
was hoping that this would be all
positive. Instead it was all me talking

1108
01:27:15.439 --> 01:27:20.680
you know that's not not my thing, a right, especially when I'm expecting

1109
01:27:20.760 --> 01:27:23.840
interaction. A lot of people are
like, yeah, yeah, let's do

1110
01:27:23.880 --> 01:27:27.760
it. Let's do it. Then
I do it. You lied to me.

1111
01:27:28.520 --> 01:27:32.880
You lied to me, Johnny.
You ain't getting him more friends, Johnny later