Good evening, ladies and gentlemen all around the world. You're listening once again
to the hour of the time. I'm William Cooper today. I don't want
to do something a little different and I don't want to talk. Listen to
me very carefully. I do not want to talk. I don't want to
hear about, don't want to talk about, don't want to discuss anything in
the news, anything bad, anything going on in the world, anything about
Gary Condent or politicians, none of that. Let's have a night or we
just talk about good things now. I have a feeling that's going to be
a big challenge for a lot of you, because I've got a gut feeling
that most of you never talk about anything at all. He said, what's
bad in this world? So that's what we're gonna do tonight. We're gonna
talk just about good things. And I challenge you to come up with good
things to talk about tonight on the phone, because I'm gonna open the phones
and I want you to call and talk about good things. What's happened to
you lately that's good, what's happening in your community that's really good, what
makes you feel good? If you're at home all alone and everybody else is
gone. What do you do that really relaxes you, makes you feel good,
you know, gives you that sense of well being that we all need
from time to time, that we'd love to have all the time. But
says kind of kind of hard to do that. What's your what's going on
in your life that's good? If there's nothing good in your life and you
can't call on that phone and talk about good things, and I think you
better examine your life because there's trying to be something really really wrong with it
if you can't do that, and I don't care what it is, but
you know, don't, please don't make something up and don't don't call in
with the standards stuff. You know that that you know everybody's going to say.
And I'm not trying to tell you what to say or what not to
say. What I'm trying to do is set some parameters here. I want
you to tell the truth, what's really going on in your life that's really
good. I want you to talk about it, tell us about it.
I want to hear about it. And I think everybody else out there might
want to do that too. So much of our lives are taken up with
things that absolutely are so upsetting. Every once in a while, I think
we need to do something like this, and I don't think we've done enough
of it in the past. What makes you really feel good right now in
your community, in your home and your family, in your neighborhood, with
your friends. Did you do something recently that just was out of sight,
I mean, just puts you right over the edge into into ecstasy. How
many of you have a job that you absolutely love. Hello, that might
be a little difficult for some of you to come up with. Huh.
So you think about what you're going to call and talk about, and I'll
be back right after this little little preparatory thing that might get your started.
Yeah, okay, I slugs on the edge and night slug the lock slocks
on the edge. All right, I like that. Good evening. You're
in the year? Hi? Are you here? I'm here. Hi.
This is Jennifer Nice. Just talk with you this evening. All right?
How are you? I'm fine and I have kid things to say. Good,
let's hear them. Oh. A year ago I decided to keep myself
free of ties from the government and the irs, and I'm doing quite well.
I live out in the country now, uh started my own garden.
I record videotapes and test amounts to people. Been blessed by the Lord by
all of it. Garden greed is here by copper. H you've got that
problem too. Well, let's not talk about the problems. No. Well,
I used joy powder on my grasshoppers and it does quite well. Well,
that's great. That's that's a good tip for people. Yeah, and
what else I don't know. A good thing is I listened to her so
all the time. Wonderful and it's the blessing that you're in this world,
sir, pardon there's very people out there like you, and we're lucky to
have yet. Well, thank you, thank you very much. You're welcome.
I really appreciate that you're welcome. Mensome hearts. So that's a little
bit of good news. But I just totally, with all my strength and
knowledge that I have of what's going on, decided to change my life and
say, if a lot more people decided, I can do it and look
within themselves at their own personal skills. Isn't that the truth? Yes?
And I wish more people would do that because they're not as helpless as they
think they have great strength down inside. They just have to find it.
Yes, and there's a lot of good people out there that help one another
too. Are made a lot of neighbors that lived far away. But if
I'm here in Arkansas, uh huh, and a lot to say for the
people down here. But opportunity is where you look for it, that's true.
Yeah, So I'm nervous. I don't know what else to say,
do you know? Well, never mind, I was gonna what's that.
I was gonna ask you if you knew somebody that I but I'm you probably
don't. It's a possibility. Well, well, we won't get into it
because it might bring up some I know. George Gordon. Oh, I
know George Gordon. I'm many years ago. Isabella, she lives near you
and Isabella, Oh is that near you though? As a law school?
Uh huh, Yes he does. Yes, spoken with him and his wife.
They're beautiful people, Yes they are. And uh Joyce Riley and day
Von plus don't don't know the last name. I know who Joyce Riley as
I've never met her. Yes, her husband. Yes, she's a wonderful
person. She worked with that for Bether veatherings of a go for and it's
so there's a lot of chest government and the military. Let's not get into
all that stuff tonight. Okay, all they're doing good. They're doing wonderful
things, just like you do. And you just feel good about what you
do too. Well, I did most of the time. So sometimes it's
a big burden and I just wish it would go away. Well, so,
but we're not going to get into those things. We're gonna stay on
on a good note tonight. Okay. I want to thank you for calling.
Thank you, and thanks for having the courage to be our first caller.
Oh well, that's all right. That's a little hurdle that people have
trouble getting over sometimes. I don't know why. We're all one in the
thing. Yes, that's true. Thank you for calling. Good night,
good night. Five to zero three, three, three, four, five,
seven eighths the number I'm gonna take your calls tonight, and hello everybody,
how's it going. So with that introduction, hopefully I am showing you
what we're gonna talk about tonight. We're gonna talk about good things. We're
gonna stop with the madness in the world. Just for I don't know this
episode maybe more, I don't know. Maybe periodically we'll do this, but
as you can tell by the background, it's much calmer. It's not a
war room or a newsroom anymore. Obviously not real. I don't have a
piano that would make me happy. I'd like to learn that my daughter is
actually learning that, and that's pretty awesome. She goes to a special class
where she learns music theory and all kinds of stuff. So Dad tinkered around
with guitars and basses and never really drawns. But I always said, like
tapping my hands, I probably should I mean hand drawn. So that's about
it, but I should have maybe explored that a little bit more. So
we have a topic tonight, and that is what makes you happy if you've
remembered what makes you happy? If you can remember after I don't know the
onslaught of life. What makes you happy? I mean, what keeps you
going, you know, when what gets you out of bed besides coffee or
some other thing, the pressures of knowing that you'll lose more if you don't
get up. I don't know. Let's talk about all the positive stuff though,
hobbies, you know, I don't want to say them ahead of time,
but I kind of wrote some ideas in the notes. But let's talk
about that. I've got fourteen whole people listening because I started very late.
I guess you don't have a whole lot of across the ocean people on rumble.
Well, we gotta fix that. Joshu TV. Now that I'm not
gonna say this because it's going to be something that I'm going to get into
about the negative negativity of it, But joshutv in the positive, joshutv dot
Com served mankind. I'm going to say that since before twenty sixteen, I
believe, and it was the only true free speech platform created by one guy,
controlled by one guy, no boardroom, no corporations, no outside influences,
no sponsors. So it relied upon the people who used it, which
were like five thousand people who had had active accounts and uploaded videos and had
their own channels. Just five thousand there to keep it going. And Josh
is such a genius at this stuff that he was able to do all that,
and he has like what he terror bytes worth of video was that people
have uploaded. You know, he was able to do all that and for
a while when I was still doing had the store for quite a while two
and a half maybe years, maybe longer. I was a donor through Patreon,
and then we switched over to gifts and Go because he got more of
the money than Patreon. We found was not something we wanted to give money
to. So I did as much as I could, and if he messaged
me and I had it and he was in a bind, I got up
to him right away. Unfortunately, with the things that are going on with
personal stuff, not able to do that as frequently as I would like to
for him. But we're two people, and I'm sure there's here and theirs
that not maybe not as consistent, but we had basically been but mostly him,
out of his own pocket, has been keeping the thing going that other
people are getting the advantage and use out of for this long and this month
they didn't come through, and he already tapped out his savings doing this to
keep it going because he believed in the project. He believed in free speech
section two thirty the right way. You know it's on the people. You
know, it's it's not the creator of the site's problem. He got a
problem with them. He would tell the agencies that would try to threaten him,
telling them to take telling him to take down videos that so no other
platform did that. They ran, like Torba to the FBI voluntarily to give
them a backdoor to gab rubble infested with but just leave it at that.
And bit shoot also very nefarious. So I'm not sure why those guys,
especially toward Ray over at bit shoot, who has been promising people live streaming
for a decade, basically never came through with that. Why people can fund
his fundraiser things every month that like, I don't understand how that site that's
inferior to Josh's could possibly be costing thirty grand, but that's like his monthly
goal or whatever, when Josh can do it for like five and he was
short three fifty this month because people just stopped, I guess, or you
know, and he couldn't keep praying it up. So right now, my
channel, my oldest channel on a platforms because YouTube deleted me. It's gone,
the whole site is down, it's suspended. Might be able to come
back, but the positive of that is that it was there that long and
it was the only true free speech platform on the planet that I know of,
and it wasn't just in the persona of such a thing. It really
was that thing. So it was very special. And people who were another
positive of it, people who had channels on there, if they followed an
instructional video that Josh figured this out all on his own, you could bypass
the developer stuff that you normally have to do with Roku so that you could
be on people's TVs so that your channel on Joshu TV would feed a Roku
TV channel. Now, normally you'd have to chart, okay to developer to
figure out all that and do all that stuff ten twenty thousand dollars just to
set that all up. You could do it for free because of Josh's platform
the way it was already arranged, and that would be the process, the
feed that would go to the Roku channel, and I have that. So
the Roku TV channel is also gone right now, but everybody had that opportunity
to make a Roku TV channel out of their josh Your TV channel. You
don't get that out of YouTube. If you're on YouTube and you're allowed to
stay there, there's an app on most television sets that allow you to watch
YouTube on there, But once you get kicked off of there. They take
you off of that too, So I mean, obviously you're you're if your
accounts out, then you're not going to be on the TV. But with
this Roku option, people who were no longer allowed to be on YouTube could
still be on people's televisions. They could be accessed that way, which is
huge. That's huge. How fast are you thinking grow an audience if you
actually marketed that or let people know about it. I guess marketing I always
have a strange connotation with that. So let's talk to know about what what
the good things are? Okay, what makes you happy? And if you
need me to start off, I've got the phone number six nine three,
five four eight eight seventy nine. I think I think I have it on
the board directly. I think it's all ready to rock. So we'll see
how it goes. All right, And I'm gonna see if I can find
one more thing. It might be a pain in the but to get it
to come back up, I don't know why to be but oh here it
is all right. I'm gonna skip down to where I started. Where's the
rest of it? Oh okay, okay, yeah, so here we go.
Let me I'm gonna start. I'm gonna do this little story here.
And while I'm doing this, feel free to interrupt. All right, you
can call whatever you want and discuss what makes you happy. If you got
nothing, you hear a Bill said, all right, there's no reason not
to call for this present screening up here, real quick, do it the
right way, all right. So this is one of my stories I'm sharing
with you. So I said, now, let's balance this with a positive
story that I think is beautiful because it involves my daughter. Farr and I
were out the other evening visiting her favorite store, Pet Smart and a couple
others. She likes five Below too, so we went and got her a
couple of little things. And she likes these Japanese so it does and all
that, and we got that stuff for her. I said, here in
humid they have a lot of animals. Because I was talking basically to so
a lot of people that would have seen this would be from Samuel Diego in
California. They took all the all the animals out of the past doors.
Okay, anyway, so out here that's not the case. Right, They
have a lot of animals, and she visits them and gives them affection and
you know, pats to them and talk to them and all that stuff.
So after after that, we went across the way to where the movie theater
is, but it's like an outdoor strip mull type of thing, and she
wanted a strawberry smoothie, so we went and got her that at like a
boba t place, but without the boba. And as we were walking back,
she sees this little guy, this little girl we found because Rebecca looked
it up, but the morning dub was a was very docile and didn't appear
injured. Parah was very delicate with it, talked to it and pet it
gently. She asked me to scoop it up and add it to her because
she was just kind of scared to like try to put it on her finger
like a perch, and so I did that and then I kind of just
like moved my finger over to her. The bird kind of like just kind
of hobble wopped over to her fingers and she was holding it like this,
so she had a little it was and just she just walked around with it
the whole time. Like for a while, we sat on a bench,
had a little conversation talked about the bird, and so let me get lemon
finished reading. This is Rebecca aka Mom had recently tried rescuing the same kind
of bird walking around the road on the road in our development here in one
hundred and fifteen degree weather. That wouldn't get She brought it inside. We
put it in a little like we have like a dog great so it's kind
of big, so it was enough room for it because we knew it was
injured and we didn't want anything any other animal to get to it. So
it was there for a while, but it started acting funny, and then
Rebecca and I kind of had an idea it was not gonna make it,
so she brought it outside. It tried to fly, did like a spiraling
attempt at flying, and then it nosed dove into the ground and it was
done so unfortunately with that one. But this one didn't try to fly away,
but it could have at any time. Ferres sat with it on a
bench and I took video of her, because I figured we would find it
a bush or a tree and that would be that Farah wanted to take it
home and nurse it back to health. I resisted a little, but I
gave in more like being dad. I wanted her to understand what to consider
before making that decision, like if it was injured, not to get sad,
and that eventually we would have to set her free. I told her
not to also not to touch her face, a rubber eyes and all that
stuff, and I had white wipes and all kinds of stuff in the van
too, and she took a bath as soon as she got home. But
Rebucca looked it up. It was it's a female dove and apparently does are
foragers. So they it's okay to put it in a bowl, but they
if you scatter it, they prefer to like peck at it, I guess.
So we did that and they like oats. We didn't put it on
our floor. We put it in the same little great thing that I was
talking about. So we have been feeding it oates and shelled raw seeds,
and I think the bird is just happy to be here. We made a
spot for it and it has a lot of room to move around. Its
vitals seem strong. They're very strong. Still, no sign of anything wrong
with it. It just doesn't have the urge of fly too much. That
was then when I wrote this. Now we used to be able to just
go up to it nice and slowly and gently and like kind of put her
little fing you know, our finger and kind of like stroke its back a
little bit and then stick our fingerer underneath it, and she would just hop
up on her finger and let us carry around nice and slow. Not the
case anymore. So this is good because I mean she's getting her energy or
wheel back or whatever, becoming more birdlike. So still lets us get very
close understandable we can. You know, I picked it up yesterday. You
know, she kind of jumped out on my finger and then I brought her
over to a little crape so she could eat. So but but today she's
been kind of like zig zagging across the house whenever we try to, you
know, put her somewhere. But we've tried to put her outside to so
Farah tried to set her free yesterday and the bird just kind of sat on
my weight bench a little lat pulled down and machine outside on the chair.
So after being there for a very long time, Rebecca just was able to
just have her hop on her finger again. She brought her inside so she
could eat. And uh so now it seems like maybe it's maybe that was
just one day too early, because now it seems like it wants to go
places. So we're gonna try again. Farren's away at her friend's house tonight,
so in the morning, when she comes back, we're gonna try to
set the bird free again. But let's see what else I wrote here?
Do do? Oh? Yeah? Once it does, we will return it
to nature and that would be that. And I said, Farah is a
very special girl with a big heart, big your drink heart. The bird
must have since we met it no harm. This is truly a rare experience
and it warns my heart to see her smiles. So I thought I would
share this dad's story with you. We seem to be in the business of
helping animals in need. We've rehomed about nine abandoned house cats over the years
as well. That's a long story, but it seems like animals are magnetically
drawn to our home when they need a little help. Between Rebecca and Farah,
I live with two snow whites. Yeah, so that's a dad story.
That's Positi story. Why what makes me happy? You see that smile?
That that would be the thing that's what makes me happy. And now
there's thirteen people on here, wow keeople jumping off. Well, it's somebody
better call because if you this is gonna be a very short video. And
I made mention that this was gonna happen, although albeit late. I sent
out an Instagram video earlier today discussing that I'd be doing this, and I
also put it on the telegram. And then I had some other things I
had to do. I didn't realize I had other things I needed to do
for the home when I made that video, so I thought I was just
gonna zip zip and then jump on. But then we needed some things,
and then other people are busy, so I went out and got them.
After i'd already went, I got some other things. I didn't realize I
could have just got it all once, but and then I saw dishes and
I didn't want them to be there anymore. So I washed all the dishes.
And then some other things happened. Family stuff, just talking and you
know, getting discussions and stuff like that, handling some other things, and
then it was already nine o'clock already, I'm like, holy cow. So
anyway, anyone else has anything else I can I can, I can go
on. There's a lot of things that make me happy. Having started my
own business nine years ago from an idea, and you know, having a
lot of ideas for a lot of things, wanting to at one point be
a writer, wanted to be a director way back when. Did write a
couple of books and they're on Amazon. Trying to think what else? But
you know those things, you know, writing does make me happy. Researching
and learning and stuff like that makes me happy. Getting understanding life makes me
happy. Going on hikes, rock climbing, repelling, going to the gym.
That stuff makes me feel good. You know that makes me happy.
Does Let's see, I'm trying to think what else? Camping fires, you
know that stuff like that ooh, and exploring the woods, not just hiking,
but like going around sometimes trail running, but necessarily just up a mountain
all the time. But like back home and upstate New York, there was
a lot of just open land around our home and a lot of farmland.
And I had access to that because I was friends with a farmer and I
worked for him ever since I was like thirteen twelve or thirteen. I was
stacking hay bills in the bar so and I was friends with this stone,
so I was allowed to go fishing. And what also makes me happy and
go and fishing with my grandfather, going fishing with my dad. I used
to love doing that. And let's see what else. So this is like
a there's this pond that was out in the middle of nowhere, no one
else knew about it. Not exactly in the middle of nowhere, farmland says
posted private property and there's a gate. Doesn't mean nobody went there, but
most people didn't. But I was allowed to go back there. And during
the summertime, the grass gets really tall, like I'm talking like tall.
And upstate New York where i'm the Hudson River area used to be part of
the lock system, so at one point it was underwater, and so it's
swampy a lot, and the soil is super rich and it's simple to grow
anything there, unlike here, it's easy to grow anything that we are and
still are. There's a lot of clay and shale and all that stuff too,
depending on where parts you're in, but for the most part it's it's
pretty decent soil. So when I went into went through this woods, as
depending on what time of year it was, I had to wear leg These
waiters they call them, like you know, big big boots that are kind
of like leggings too that just trap over your shoulders and kind of walk through
the marsh and then try to like hop from bog to bog, so I
didn't have to step into the sinking mud and try to get over to a
certain spot where I could stand on one bog and put my back but tackle
box on another and then just fish and then but it was just just for
me. Basically, it was a private fishing hole in this pond and there
was huge bass and then it was it was awesome and sunfish and all kinds
of stuff and perch, so it was it was great. And what was
really great about that story is that my grandfather bought these for him to go
fly fishing, these waiters that I was using, and I don't think I
took care of them very well because the mud would be stuck to it,
and the mud smells, it has like a really funky smell to it,
right, And I probably ruined them, and they're expensive. If I didn't
ruin them, I mid them, so the somebody else had to wash them,
which isn't responsible, you know, a young kid whatever, he never
said a word, he never got mad, and he's like, well someone's
using I'm glad someone's using them. That made me love him more than I
already did. And also understand, even without being reprimmanded, that I knew
it I needed not to do things differently. You know, sometimes that works.
Sometimes it works for me. You know, you'll tripping and making me
feel bad, that works more than a slap, or just being that nice
and wonderful as a person makes you want to do better, right, makes
you want to be better. So that's those are my stories as far as
that. I mean, I have more of them, but I want to
hear from somebody else. Call It's gonna be one of those nights, right,
I'm all right, Oh wait, that's negative too. I gotta be
positive here. So it is ninety eight where I am, which I understand
is not the same case where you are. Probably it could be earlier if
you're really far away, it could be way later if you're somewhat close by
a couple. I can do a little announcement here, So Scott Shara,
we'll be on this Wednesday, four fifteen pm Pacific, five fifteen Central DA
DA DA DA Eastern, right, so seven o'clock Eastern, and then the
next day at one pm Central, what's at twelve o'clock my time? And
three pm Eastern, here're gonna be seeing doctor Peter Gliden again. Isn't that
awesome? I've been waiting for this. I sent out the request back in
the early August. So we're gonna get him back on. And I think
because Doctor Artists, I'm not sure when he's coming back because he was off
and kind of disliked doing a couple of things here and there, but not
really being a back on as a guest anywhere. We're going to help.
We're gonna let him field some of the live Q and a stuff for the
to buy me a coffee, all right, So I think that's what we're
gonna do to help get the backlog, the bottleneck of those out. So
if he's got something to say on them, if not, we'll just put
a pin in that one and wait for Doctor Artists. The other thing I
want to maybe bring him on and talked about is some aftercare for things that
would like people have already gone through, like if they had a surgery or
something like that, like you know what from the naturopathic perspective, what would
he would see? And I want to think maybe bring if you on my
friend who has his father actually did go through the procedure that the ALLA pass
wanted to do, so maybe maybe he'll have something to say that would be
possibly contradictory but helpful to his dad if the advice is taken or whatever.
So I think that'll be fun. And from there, I don't know what.
I do know that there's a rumor around and I think this is I
don't know if this is gonna lay into the thing of good news, because
I think I'm going into a topic now that it isn't. I'm gonna try.
I'm gonna try to do it on the positis beIN all right and not
just a sarcastic positis, Ben guys six nine three, five four eight eight
seven nine. I put it in the live chat six one nine, three
five four eight eight seven nine six one nine three five four eight eight seven
nine. There's a slight delay. I have to accept the call when you
do, so don't there's no there's nothing errors. It's just because it's a
Google Voice number. It's not my direct number. Late at night, Okay,
So has everybody heard that if you have your phone on on the October
fourth, you're gonna explode like ative, like a piece of ten foil in
the microwave. And FEMA has address announced that they're going to put out this
emergency system test. Okay, okay, let me just say this. They
probably, I know for a fact, they have the capabilities of doing all
kinds of stuff. If you think it's dependent on this thing to activate something,
when they can just saturate the atmosphere with that signal with that frequency,
this would be unnecessary. Oh look, it's blue. It's not gonna get
lasered. So I wouldn't worry too much about this thing being the thing.
Now, whether or not this thing, depending on how old your phone is,
is able able because it has to receive and then emit. Right,
can this phone do that? Can your phone do that? Are all phones
able to admit whatever this frequency is that's required for the activation? And out
with the other. Here's the other issue that people who are presenting this are
saying two different things. One of them is saying it'll activate the graphing.
Graphing is a magnetic thing. It needs a force acting upon it in order
afford to do anything. So to activate, you mean influence, right,
something has to be acted upon it. And for how long? How long
is that signal going to be is it just going to be something that's and
is it really coming from your phone or is it coming from the tower in
your town, because there's no there's no need for the interface here. Now,
there's a million trillion reasons why you shouldn't have this in the time of
a crisis, because it's a tracking device, because people like Obama have blown
people up who turned their phone on at a freaking wedding and blew apart the
entire wedding party to get one guy and there was like fifty children there or
something crazy like that bombed them. So yeah, there's a if you don't
want to get drown strikes in the future, this is something that you'd want
to break into a million million little pieces, bury in the ground somewhere like
that, dirt on fire, put some gasoline, and then be as far
away from it as possible and a real go time. Right. But can
this is this thing itself a weapon or of capable of whatever the frequency?
I don't know, I don't know. I mean, I'm asking this question
and then I'm also asking whether or not it's required, or if it's even
or if this is a misdirection and of itself. Now, if they're doing
a test, I think what they're testing to see is how many people are
actually going to shove their phone? Because why would they leak this and why
would they give you the time and date if they actually wanted to do this
to a bunch of people and have the quote unquote nano metal, which is
a size nano is a size heavy metal in you, in your body.
So that's the other thing. So that if it's the first said graphing and
graphing itself, it's just a magnetic thing, right, requires frequency magnetism in
order for it to actually do anything. It's like ones and zeros pluses and
minus on off gates right shut down to right. So it's not really going
to be able to quote unquote do something because it needs other things that needs
to interact with in order to become a full system. So if there's other
technology in you, and which is possible, I don't know, then it
would have it would be not just the why why focus on the graphing when
it's like saying the copper wire but the motors over here, you know what
I mean. It's like, Okay, we'll understand the copper wire is part
of it, but you need you need the whole thing in order for it
to be a unit. You understand what I mean. So I think that
alone, if somebody's saying that I've got this official information and then they say
something that's not it doesn't make any sense for the the properties and the attributes
of that thing. That to me is a red flag already that they might
not be telling the truth. I'm just trying to scare people. The other
one is saying that the nano the heavy metal toxins in you. But I've
also seen this grouped with a lot of people selling detoxes. So is this
fear marketing like they do on InfoWars? And all this together, like why
would they forecast it ahead of time? If they if they didn't want people
to take precautions and they wanted to get as many as they could, why
would they Why would they allow it? Why would they post it? It's
not even that it got leaked. They posted that they're doing a test of
an emergency system, and then all these people came out seeing we've got this
intel, they're gonna do this and that and then it's gonna fry you like
from the inside out. Or you know, just a heavy magnet if you
have heavy metals in your body, will pull them through your organ right,
So it's something about a special frequency. It just could be something like a
super powerful magnet. So I don't know. And there's a couple of other
things. Let me see if I can find what I said to somebody,
because I think this is kind of important now that we're talking about it.
It would be cool if somebody called in with it's the lipids made of graphing
that whole payloads according to their patents. Yeah, lipid just means fat.
It's a it's a different it's the same thing as that. I mean,
even if it's synthetic and that's just a coding, but the graphing itself still
needs to be something, you know what I mean, it's not just the
graphing graphings are one one atom thick according to them. If you know,
this is all assuming that what they say is even real in the first place,
or that if my molecular structures or even as as real as they say
they are. I don't know. I don't know if I believe any of
it, because it all goes back to Cobbalist tree of life structuring of vessels
and pathways as how we get our black your model. So how much of
that is real? And how much of that is we want the reality to
be like this because then it coincides with the kabbala? You know what I'm
saying. What I mean, it's like there's a lot of Cobbalist influence in
physics in general, and it's like trying to validate mysticism without you knowing that
that's what they're doing. So I don't know anyway. Huh sorry somebody from
telegram. But let me let me see if I can find conversation I was
having with Jack Jack Anthony good friend of ours? I say, ours,
good friend of mine? Our. It's because he's your friend too, I
guess which counts. Hold on one second, how do I do that?
In her? Were sis switch? Probably? Yeah? Oh what the heck?
It took me out of ill there you go? Oh get me a
little scared there? Yeah? No, yeah, sure, all right?
Oh boy, good for her? All right, so now I can see
what ice cream is. Hold on one second, Well, if you guys
remember her. She was on the show. It was a doctor began.
There's looks like she said, got it done in Illinois, first place pro
sports model and first place pro bikini angels here. She is pretty cool.
She has like zero body fat. That's pretty impressive. Okay, anyway,
let me get to messages. No, let me see if I if I
wrote them correctly on here. I think I did. So. He sent
me this thing, and this is the first of all. Shirka in and
of himself I think is a complete tool. I'm just gonna I don't even
know if I spelled his name right, and I don't even care if I
did or didn't. It's not worth it for the matter, worth the matter.
But yeah, so as I don't buy Shirka. The other video you
said it sounds more legit, and there was a like a I don't know
if something some place in church in a church. It's not in this one,
but I'll see if I could find it. We're making fun of Stu
Peters and his beingal lady over here. But anyway said, unless they're selling
a detox in the next breath, then it's influer started marketing. Like I
said, if I go, yeah, I don't believe it. I mean,
I know they're capable and that they will eventually do exactly this what they're
saying, but I don't think that they would forecast it until people because this
information and this quote unquote leak I think is a test. But it's better
safe than hemorrhaging from the inside then sorry, right, So hemorrhagic fever is
this other thing that they're putting out there into the ether, right, They're
trying to, you know, create this buzz and imprint that thought in your
mind. So if they do do something like this, all I'm saying is,
don't wait for October. If you if you really wanted to prevent this
from happening, get rid of your phone now because they might get you focusing
on October fourth, And do it on the third, do it on the
second, do it indefinitely periodically. You know, you turn your phone back
on, thinking you're good because the magical date is gone, and then they
just happy again. Right. So, I mean, if the casualties are
what they're looking for and symptoms that look like a quote unquote virus so they
can send another vaccine down the pike, then m this seems like it does
follow the same threat, right, so I said, but it's better to
the same in the minute, Okay, I'm just wondering why they want us
not to have our phones on during that time. And I said, for
the same reason, I wonder why they don't. They didn't sound the alarm
in behind while children burned alive in their homes because they didn't know enough to
leave. Another thing to consider, why would people who pretend to be on
our side want us not to have our phones on at that time? And
we're going to talk about something else too, really soon that coincides with similar
to this, but not exact dates. Well, and we'll talk about it
in a minute. And I said, And if it was that easy just
to turn off the setting on you this is the other thing they're telling people
to turn off the setting, that setting on their phone. And I thought
that was hilarious. I said, And if it was that easy to just
turn off the setting on your phone, it wouldn't be a very effective weapon.
Hey boss, they all set their phones. Don't kill me, damn
it. We'll get them next time. And so people have to be dumb.
They can't honestly believe that, right, like if it was going to
emit, it's going to emit regardless of our stupid settings that we think are
really controlling something on our phone. Our camera and our microphone are on all
the time, regardless of what seventies we have, So why would this pulse
or this frequency or whatever setting be any different? And it can't be something
sent to your phone. It has to be something that your phone produces.
If they're saying that the phone is activating it, so does that mean everybody
has enough tech on their phones, regardless of how old they are, to
make the same frequency possible. A lot of the story doesn't pass the sniff
test, but also it sets up that belief that the phone is necessary,
is a necessary interface, and I don't think it is. They can charge
the atmosphere with whatever radiation or frequency they want and make a lot of people
look very stupid and conspiratorial for thinking it needs a phone, Meaning you're focusing
on this thing being this thing you want to get away from, when in
reality it could be an is I got a spheric heater, It could be
some kind of harp weapon, could be a directed energy, could be satellites,
could be anything that could do anything at wants to a certain area,
a certain patch of grass, if you will, and this thing would be
inconsequential, not to say that this isn't a dangerous, thieving, spying,
wicked, weaponized piece of equipment here that just also so happens to make phone
calls, because it certainly is. But I don't think this premise that they're
making coming out, you know, come out with, has anything to do
with needing that thing to be the thing. I think they want you to
focus on that being the thing, and don't ask me why. I don't
know, he says, I feel you, but I can see it being
a phone because everybody has four and five G. But I agree it would
be some well, some way stronger that wouldn't be able to get turned off
that quickly, right. And that's the other thing too, It's like none
of our settings we really control. We just get the satisfaction of touching something
and a little thing slides and it's not blue anymore, and we're like,
good, awesome, we shut that down. We're still in control. Freedom,
No, no, still cover you're board facing cameman if you're whacking off
to read, to read too, because the NSA is getting sick. Of
looking at you. Okay, that's all I'm saying. M So I try
to do what makes you happy video and this is where it's gone. Yeah,
I blame you. Should blame yourself though, because nobody called take share
the responsibility a little please? Oh man, Yeah, no, I got
your buddy. No, I understand. So if you're able to text,
you're probably able to call. Are you in our telegram group? Say YadA?
Say YadA? Why not? Because I also I think I put out
the link for people to get on the stream yard. Let me see if
I did, and maybe I completely did. No I didn't, All right,
let me do that. So anybody get on. If you guys want
to jump onto this video right now, I have to face seen or not.
You can say no camera, but also just be on the video itself,
so I don't have to even used the phone. All right, let
us go do ahead. Let's go ahead and do that. I've got this
link here I will share with you, and you'll go into my telegram group
and then anybody who clicks it, we'll end up in the waiting room quote
unquote virtual waiting room that I just clicked on you and you come in and
then you tell your story that what makes you happy? What makes you happy?
All right? Putting it in there now, and then I'm gonna if
you channel info. Yeah? Oh wrong, one, god damn sorry,
there's a good there you go. Let's go to if you group info there
it is all right, So in the alright, alright, can I just
grab the link? Are you gonna let me do it? So? Let
me do it? There it goes all right. So now I'm going to
put this link to joining the Telegram group in the live stream there, let's
go with that. Can I do that from here? Oh? So I
think I have it. I could just open up another you guys going to
hear my voice overly into second because I just have to have to jump into
the actual election that we're doing right now. So I can put it in
the chat. Since I copied it on my computer, I can't paste it
on my phone. They don't have that technology yet. It's pretty soon will
be the interface will be your brain or your bile field. Let's talk about
that sometimes. All right, So into the chat it goes boom and boom.
All right, So t dot enemy for it, Slash Ballbusters studios.
I guess it doesn't need to be capitalized. I've been telling people I don't
know if it did or not, but it's showing up from a from a
direct copy that it does not. So you go on there and then you
can actually just click on the link that I just posted in there. It's
a stream yard, it's not. It's generic. It's not going to have
any like name really designating to it, designating anything. But if you click
on there, you'll pop up into my into my group I'm sorry, into
my waiting room here just beneath my screen, and then I will click you
in and you can tell your story. Sound good. I think it sounds
wonderful. I guess I'm very talkative tonight. So that that Bill Cooper one
kind of inspired me because I it was this is how weird things are,
Like, I know these things are thirty plus years old, twenty two years
old, some of them. But something just had cross my mind because I
do Bill Cooper. Oh, look, we guess somebody coming in says,
device not connected. Give it a second, try it again. Maybe all
right, Oh that's a vida from our group. So let me go from
our telegraph group and go ahead and see I saw you there for a minute
oh, all right, I'll try hopefully she'll try it again. Or I
think it's like Java. I think I think that's it's a picture of a
coffee cup for their uh profile pictures. So I'm assuming that's a female because
it sounds like, you know, da. I don't know, maybe I'm
completely wrong. Oh, let's see who is a picture on your Oh that's
a that is Tesla, Nicola Tesla. I don't know if again. Yeah,
So in the in the style of the Hope shirts have we can uh
they did everybody with them, like they there's the there's a trump Wine,
but I think the beginning one was Hope with like Oba, I'm on it
something ridiculous like that, but it's it's that type of stylized painting or whatever
screen print. But it was in a package by a daughter was doing something
with a theme for sciencey stuff for school and so we got like little gift
things together for her classmates and it was a sticker pack and I was like,
oh, can I have that one? So there he is, and
doctor Alfonso Manzo is like the living Tesla, maybe even advancing beyond that at
this point. So it all ties in, it all ties in all right.
I almost had someone there for a second. I almost asked someone I
was in the middle of talking about something, though, can you remind me
what the hell I was saying. That'd be great, Okay, It's kind
of gonna be well awfully lopsided if I'm doing one having good stories to talk
about, don't you think? Don't you think you kind of vote it to
yourself to not make me be the one talking on at all of it taking
stuff. Oh, I can tell you something that felt great liberating myself from
the IBW Electricians Union. I had a great, wonderful, awesome first year
in Albany, New York, where I joan. When I entered into the
union local two thirty six or eight I think it's two thirty six, and
first year apprenticeship was awesome. People liked me, I was appreciated. I
was learning, doing my best to learn. I went through the class like
a breeze, no problem. Then I went to transfer because I wanted to
move to California, and with California, and I was waiting for my for
like a month and a half. I think I spent forty five days in
a freaking best Western We're finding a place to actually settle down in a lot
trap and that was in twenty twelve. I think I left just before Thanksgiving.
I never should have. I don't know if I had known that I
was going to start a business and then like never ever be able to leave
it for as many years as I did, I couldn't. And now because
of other reasons, I can't go see my family. I don't know if
I would have gone, but that's would have also suck because I would have
met Rebecca and I wouldn't have a little farah. So how do you you
know it's like this or that it's got to make the effort more to go
see my family. Let's see. Oh okay, So JR R Junior disciple
today is what makes you happy. So if you'd like to call in,
or if you'd like to use the stream yard link, if you're in our
stream yard, if you're in our telegram group, click on it. And
this is supposed to be just all positive things. Tonight we're going to talk
about what makes you happy. So it was inspired by a Bill Cooper video
recording from the Hour of the Time that was recently posted on the Hour of
the Time bit shoot channel granted it's twenty something years old, but he's been
putting them all out in order as the archives have been allowing because some videos
are or are some audio files are corrupted, destroyed, horrible quality secondhand,
not from the actual source but from someone who is recording it off of a
So the archives are kind of all messed up, but he does his best
to try to like fix whatever needs to be fixed. Sometimes they're okay.
But this was the next one in the in the series a couple of days
ago, and it's what was funny is I listened to this when I work
in Maka Sauce and stuff like that. I listened to how at the time
I'm in certain other products, but mostly just out of the time, and
I always wondered at myself because he gets riled up a lot, and I
was thinking to myself, what I wonder if he's ever had like just like
a calm. I mean, I've seen I've heard him up beat a few
times, but I was like, I wonder if you ever had like just
one you know, show or whatever when he wasn't like having to be you
know, doing because he has to do this because this isn't like just like
what I do when I go out here, like at the point, I
have to make a point and drive a point across in a what do you
call it? Exaggerated way sometimes because it's takes that for some people to snap.
You know, I meant to get up, you know. Sometimes you
gotta shake, you know. Do you hear me? Now? You know?
Not the saying that I have all the answers either, But it's just
and we were all deceived. So maybe we don't need to argue with each
other as much because just because somebody else believe the deception a little bit more
than you did doesn't make you special because you didn't believe it as much.
Because some of the stuff that you believe it might also be a deception.
So who was to judge? Who work together? I think sometimes a conversation,
maybe just having a conversation about things like this, like what makes you
happy and you know, because that's going to bring up other thoughts and other
feelings too, and maybe we'll start to understand by indirect means some of the
things that we've lost or that we've feel like they're not enough of. Maybe
that'll be enough to make us start asking wonder where did that when along that's
along the rule did that start to happen and why? And maybe that's the
route there's other people to wake up rather than having to throw the information,
you know, like here, this is what they're doing, and this is
in their own words, How does it pertain and how does it apply to
their at their life in their home, because it's it's abstract to to try
to correlate what happens over here with what happens in your home and what happens
in your daily life. For some people, some people see it as you
know, you know, they can fill in the blanks all they need to
get to get to that point. But others don't see the connection. What
they do over here doesn't affect me over here, and I don't even care
what they do over there. That that's what they call apathetic, right,
Not so much, it's just the correlations maybe aren't all there. But when
you start to maybe address it from a different point of view, is like,
instead of arguing these things all the time, let's have a conversation.
So when I heard that Bill Cooper and then the beginning of this episode,
I played a portion of the beginning of that, and he just wanted to
know He's like, no, no news tonight, no negative anything. I
just want to know. I want to hear from you your stories, what
makes you happy, all positive things, whether the hobbies, whether they're you
know whatever. Like I said, I started business. I got myself out
of the iv W, which I used to love but not so much anymore.
And like the politics in San Diego, didn't like any of that.
Different treatment than I was in New York. Different different uh, And then
you know it's just from from from seem seemingly logical to conraintuitive an awful lot.
And I was, I just I knew whatever anyway, point being is,
I was able to get out of there, and I was happy to
do that. And I was able to do it not just by going to
another job where I'm I was working for myself finally for the first time,
and that was quite liberating and quite felt great. Still does. When I
did that farmers market yesterday, you know, and I tried before, maybe
five or six months ago, getting these farmers and maybe it's a little bit
longer than that. Maybe it was last season. It was a lot of
Preppa doing a lot of other stuff, and then there wasn't a whole out
of turnout, So it wasn't even so much about whether products good or not.
It's like there was no people at some of these places. So I
was like, you know, this time wise, I don't know if this
is where I want to be right now. So I stopped for a while,
and then as Friday night munchings munchies had started, and I saw how
big it was, and you know, people listenering my ear Rebecca Doyle,
friend of Myris Doyle, he's a bail bondsman, many other things also would
actor it's very interesting human being. He's he's the Dozeggis. You know,
it's a very interesting human big but yeah, so a lot of encouragement from
good people, and then I finally was like, all right, So when
this thing happened where I knew it wasn't going to get the order before the
end of the month, immediately started making enough sauce to bring to the farmers
market. And although it wasn't crazy good because it was the first time that
I was at that market, I know from previous experience being in San Diego
starting my business at farmers markets, a little farmers market here just back then,
it was brand new everything to me. I didn't shift town. I
needed to learn. I was doing a lot of things wrong, but I
was happy doing it because it was me doing something that I created that I
was in charge of. No one else had any input in it really,
except for you know, the things you have to go through to get permits
and all that. But it was good or bad, it was still good
because at that time I was still just doing it on the weekends and I
had a paycheck coming in from the Electricians Union, so I didn't need to
worry about past fail right. I just had to do it and get the
experience in so little farmers market here, a little farmers market there, and
then we got well before I remember back, I got it to Tilcrest,
which is a huge one, the second largest maybe the other one was way
overpriced, and it was in little Italy, so I never actually even did
that one. And the woman was very Oh my god, if if you
could personify the system of liberal minded, obnoxious superiority complex, that was the
woman in charge of that market. And I had no desire to give her
one hundred and twenty dollars and just hope for the best that I was going
to get it all back and then more and no thanks so or I think
it may have even been more than that, and then one time they'll like
call me, oh, you know, it's only blah blah. I'm like,
why do you flat rate things? Why don't you just do a percentage?
That way everybody's you know what I mean, It's like if you do
a percentage, and that means they're still going to get something out of it,
they're not gambling every time they come there, and they're small businesses,
like this is predatorial behavior. Anyway. She had no sympathy for anybody.
It was all as it's at all and I could see that in different actions.
So I never went to the farmer's on but the Hillcrest was amazing.
I started off like on the there was like two roads. So you go
down the road part and there's farmers markets on the other side, and then
there's the sidewalk area, which is more farmer's markets facing the sidewalk but away
from the main road. So you know, there's the main artery and then
there's like the secondary. I was on the corner of the secondary at first,
but I was happy to be there. I was thankful to be there.
Somebody had told me that they were going to share their booth with me
because it was impossible to get into this farmer's market. And then they it
was it was a guy who made his own pasta. I remember that because
I was like, this guy's cool, he's like Italian and Greek. I
was like, and this guy was like, you know, he had his
own like little brick and mortar somewhere. But then he never showed up at
the market again. And I showed up with all myself one day and Dave
and Dave and Matt make Matt, Matt or Mike. I think it was
Dave and Mike. They were like, oh man, I'm sorry, We'll
find you a place. I was like, cool, so not only I'm
not just hearing a little speck of somebody's ten by ten got my own,
so I just had all my stuff. I had my ten saying. So
I set up and I had my own spot, and they said you want
to come back next week. I'm like, yes, so that's and then
I just never asked for anything before it was offered, never asked for a
damn thing. I just worked that spot that was facing away basically from a
lot of the people as best as I could, and it got super popular
and they kept on saying, hey, okay, so another spot's opened up.
And so I went from like this this cubicle thing facing away from the
majority to boom, same area, but it's now I'm facing now, I'm
now I'm the next you know, ten by ten over facing the road.
And we stayed there and that was and then you know, I met Rebecca
and all that, but that was didn't meet her at the market, but
I mean, and she became part of the what we do, what I
do, and I learned a lot. I got a lot into that.
So when I know, I know from that experience that if I go into
this one, I can't expect the first time we're there that the whole tire
world's gonna open up for us. They get need to get to know us,
and more people need to get the samples. But there's enough people there
to do that, and that's what you need. So I had to pick
randomly because they said, if you want to pick your own spot, sixty
bucks, and it's fifty bucks. If you don't want to pick your owns
probably pick it for you, or you just get there as fast as you
can and rush. I don't want to. I have enough anxiety. So
I paid the extra ten millucks and I was like one, two and three
are open, forty six, forty seven, forty eight are open. I'm
like the whoa, Okay, it's a huge market, millions of spots,
and then there's like six left, and I said, this is this is
this time over here in u miss I was like, I don't know.
Forty seven it's because they said there's a bigger parking lot on that side,
but I didn't know. It's like impossible to get to like you have to
go like you turn zippy these apps. So next time I'm going to try
to get on the other end, because I noticed from where I was that
a lot of people stop kind of reading the center because then there's a like
a t, like there's a straight line in this parking lot, and then
there's it's a huge parking lot, and then there's like a T where all
the food trucks are, and most people don't pass the food trucks because by
that time they've spent probably all they wanted to spend, so they don't come
down to that section. And even then we did, I did, okay,
So if I just get over on that side, and I just work
that thing as best as I can. I think it's going to be like
another hillcrest scaled to whatever Yuma is able to produce. That's how good this
market can be if I do it. If I do it but the same,
you know, just get out there and do it type of mentality.
Let's see what it bring. Real joy to my heart is when someone's spiritual
eyes opening through God using me to share his written word correctly handling it.
I enjoy playing my guitar, trying to improve on my skills. Cool man
philosophy. Hit makes me happy personally cool. Yeah, yeah, if you
are a fan of theory Epiphaesus. He just put out a pretty decent one
about burnings the other day, which actually touched on a lot of interesting things
that I've actually said and got scoffed at before because I was like you,
somebody was like, oh, I've got this book in that book and they're
all like these really dark books made by really dark people, and I'm like,
what are you doing with those? And they're like, well, I
want to get to know what they what they know and what they believe.
I go not get the get the outline, get the what they did in
their actions. Don't get it into their that they've written down that they've handled
from freaking god knows what. I'm like, you can't look at that stuff
and how have it look at you? And as like I was, like,
it's gonna warm its way in you as you're trying to learn from it,
and that curiosity, you know, killing the cat at all, that's
what that thing waits for. It waits for the curious. It's that that
entity, that energy, that whatever archetype, is waiting for people to go
down that path. And then it's gonna it's gonna be more and more acceptable
to you as it worms its way into your brain to where you're gonna be
trying this stuff out. And I said, this is not the great to
do that you want to learn about Crowley, learn about the facts about him,
don't go into like his freaking you know what I mean? And I
were like, oh, you don't have a secreting of the truth mindset,
And I'm like, no, I'm just smart. I'm not, however,
ever, heard of like don't stare at the abyss because it'll stare back at
you. Well, this is exactly where that applies so and and and theory.
Apipacist can actually said that in the first like thirty seconds of that video.
He said, you can't explore these topics, you know, you can't
look at you can't look at that deeply into these things without them looking at
you. And I was like, thank you, thank you. It's about
freaking time someone else said it. My mother, wouldn't, you know,
for whatever reasons, well not for whatever reasons, but for good reasons.
Certain movies she wouldn't allow me to watch. But she said, I don't
want them played in the house if no one's paying attention to them. She
said, there are certain things that I feel things have happened when I've watched
these movies when I was younger, like to go out, things will happen.
She said, I don't want these things because there's something in this whatever
it's coming across. Like I think one of those House of Usher Fallow,
the House of Usher was one of them. Sentinel might have been another one.
These are old movies, but they're you know, kind of dark.
And I know you guys could throw a women or you know, Rosemary's Baby
in there, or whatever, but I don't. I think it was specifically
to her. It was the House of Usher or the fall of the House
of USh or whatever it was. And that's ah, that was one that
she said, you know anything to do with so And now I understand and
I understand that because when you when you allow that energy in, you do
a controlling what it does, you know, and it's it carries a weight.
It's not those things that those feelings that you're getting. These these things
are interacting and they don't go when you're done with when you're done dealing with
it. They go when they want to, and sometimes they don't. It's
like a parasite. It's like a parasite. Funny enough, right, am
I partiers? Yes, yes, I am. I am. I think
I'm related to Ryan's and Krates on my dad's side and her last name,
my grandmother's last name is hosted Her, which makes her Pennsylvania Dutch slash German,
right, and they're also Italian. I had a grandma Friola on that
side, and my great grandfather's wife was also Italian. But on my mother's
side, she's full blooded Italian. My grandmother and grandfather both full blooded Italian.
Obviously if she is and my grandmother's parents came over I think right around
the time Mussolini started killing all the people who were in Palermo that may have
been a little bit too independent for his taste, if you know what I
mean. I guess their house was the only one that had glass shutters when
Raybiel said wood. So they might have been into some things that we may
consider Mazzini mazzio mafioso type stuff. I don't know, or maybe they just
knew them well, maybe they're just really, you know, working along with
them or something. I don't know what the reasoning is. But Mussolini went
and tried to clear out all of them, which is actually when you when
you go back into the history and actually start to understand where they came from
the first place. They were like a byproduct or a direct product of Giseppe
Massini, who was a freemason who kept in really close contact with through letters
with what do you call it, Albert Pike. So Massini was kind of
trying to start a revolutionary subversive faction, and it was mafia means one thing.
And then I think I did a video on this, or maybe it's
in my book, but mafia also stood for it was an acronym. It
wasn't a word Massini authorizes like something something that you know. It's like basically,
you know, giving you license to be, like rules for radicals type
of stuff. Right. So yeah, So anyhow, I think I'm probably
gonna guys, someone call or I'm gonna wrap it up. I guess,
uh. I know. I started a little late, but I had stuff
I had to do. I'd done that Farmers market last night and I didn't
get I was really happy at Oh my god, So all right, here's
another happy story. So not it didn't. It didn't. It didn't save
the world. It didn't. It didn't you know, save our month.
You know that, and you guys know the reason is why I say that.
If you saw the last video hopefully did, there's some stuff going on
and anyhow, excuse me. I was a no means in a much better
spot after the market. But it was the interactions and I sensed it.
I felt it. I didn't feel it at the other markets, the ones
that I had done here before. I saw it as being like running the
standstill type of thing, where like you're lucky if you get forty fifty bucks
over the thing that you and then right, you know, that sometimes turns
into something too. But it was a matter of how often and how long
can I do this, because if half the product I sold just paid for
what I put down on being here, then really I'm not making even that
much because I have to replace what I you know what I mean. So
it's had three places of stuff that I basically had a sacrifice for it to
be just hit zero. So it's this one was different though I sensed that
in the people that I sensed it in the people that were other vendors.
There was some really I felt familiar. I don't know how else just explain
it, but it felt like when I was back starting the thing and learning
and going through it all over back then, but not with no knowledge this
time, but with all the experience that I had in these past nine years
and seven years running a store in at my disposal, and you know,
as as as a benefit, and it was actually I felt very invigorating.
I was very happy to be there. And I'm just gonna change my spot
and testing. You know, I'm gonna maybe move bounce myself around a little
bit in the market, but I'm gonna try to I'm gonna go. I'm
definitely going back next Friday, and uh yeah, yeah, yeah, seven
to eleven and you can set up at five. My canopy is awful,
Like there's these little push buttons that make the lags come out and they get
stuck in the other part of the lakes. I have to pull it all
the way out and then smack it on the ground so the pin pops up,
and then you have to push it down in order to get back into
the spot before the next click, and then it gets stuck again. So
I have to fight with all four of the legs in this canopy, which
is also tearing apart too. But it's like one hundred and eighty nine dollars
to get another one. And yeah, I need a canopy. I've got
a budget for a can of p so it's not happening just yet. Yeah,
and I think I need some more lighting because it's a night market.
I got some like really high it's like two hundred women lights that shoot at
my sign for my host sauce business. And then like I have two hanging
ones that are battery operating and they fade in the middle of night, so
as the time goes by, they go from super nice and bright to like,
yeah, it's like I gotta do something else about that. But other
than that, you know, it's gonna be a good time. And I
the setup was at can start at five. I got there at five ozho
five, the whole place was already like rocking and rolling. I'm like,
it doesn't even start till seven. I thought I was gonna be there like,
yeah, there's gonna be a couple of people that are you know,
you know, anxious or whatever. But I don't have to be a whole
lot because I just want to feel the place out. I knew I was
gonna have to struggle with the canopy, and I did a lot, but
I have to get there at like five, So from five to eleven,
that's quite a long time at your feet. Completely forgot the stool. I
was gonna get a very uncomfortable wooden stool at least to you know, have
something that's in on. I forgot that here whatever all things I can checklist
the next time around. So I'm guessing now that we're not going to have
any callers? Is that? Is that what I'm getting at, We're getting
I'm gonna have to do this again then, because nobody's calling in that we
I mean, I got a couple of things that people wrote, and I
put out the thing. The vita was here for a second and then it
disappeared again, and I sent a message through the let's see what happened in
the program. Okay, yeah, I just read you totally should have just
come in. It would have been fine. Have vita if you're there.
I bela should just come in. It would have been good. I would
you can just you don't even have to have your microphone on, I mean
not your microphone. You should have your microphone on if you're talking. You
don't have to have your camera and you can just exit out. So like,
let's see stop cam, see how that works. Look at it that?
Uh, I'm back into the room that doesn't really have a piano in
it. Oh man, whoever's house? This is the it's awfully I'm sure
it's a model you know, my deer or whatever. Like, well,
it was displayed ones, but they're awfully kind of to let people and not
a damn bit of clutter. Dude, this is my place when I when
I was a bachelor, I didn't have a bunch of shit. I didn't
have a bunch of ship piled in places either. I definitely didn't collect a
bunch of crap. I just had I was mister mint minimalism. You're lucky
if I had damn furniture because it got in the way. I like space.
I mean, small apartment looked big because of the lack of crap I
had in it. Ah, I lived differently when I had made the choices.
Any Like, my garage wouldn't be full of shit right now. If
it was me, I'd have a nice, big space in there. I'd
have some you know, maybe some setups areas for like tools and maybe for
like I don't know, milling down eighty percenters and building those things. But
I don't know. It would be a different It would be different than desid
make a bunch of junks piled there that we're not going to ever do anything
with. So we'd just stare at it and look at it and say,
oh no, I don't look through it first, Well look for it that
look through it then, because it's been sitting there for fucking four years,
can we move it into the trash or into a garage? Still? I
can't even like I have an eight foot pool table that I got in better
times. I actually took it when we moved from San Diego back in twenty
sixteen to hear it black filtered pool table. I haven't had the chance to
use it very much because stuff got built around the outside edges to where he
couldn't use it anyway, and I'm like, no, no, no,
So every once in a while, I have to have this, you know,
mente meld down so I can get back to my pool table and have
people get the crap out of the way. So, yeah, we don't.
We don't entertain company very much because I would I would be embarrassed by
some of the types that's crap that it's like it's just it's not it's not
dirty, it's not at all dirty, but it's like I just don't for
me personally, like I get like nervous, tense and like feeling that my
skin is crawling when there's clutter everywhere, like and the places that I don't
do that, and I have my own I do have my own clutter crap,
but it's usually in my mind. In my mind, it's organized in
some way, shape or form, right, And when I see other people's
I'm like and I'm not gonna lie. I also live with a m Rebecca
has this problem issue of getting I don't know if it's like defiance towards her
mother, who she doesn't live with anymore, to where it's like all the
things that people just do normally, like throw garbage and fucking put their dish
in the sink, she'll put it next to the sink. Drave me fucking
nuts. It's like it was two more fucking inches you'd been there, you
know. So I end up picking up after an adult something I said I
was never gonna do after her I'd gotten a divorce from someone else. It's
like, I'm not gonna babysit anybody, and ever again, I'm not gonna
pick up after a fucking grown adult. She does a lot of other things,
so it's it's possible, but it's like I just did like dishes for
three other people in the house. My daughter, no big deal, but
you know, the other two adults in the well. I consider a fifteen,
sixteen, seventeen year old an adult, sorry, someone who's able to
take a scrub brush and clean their dishes. And but it's what I'm considering
an adult in this particular instance, if you're gonna a cook at the house,
don't wet your dishes and throw them in the frigging sink. That's that's
not helping anybody. That same fuck you you do it, That's what that
says. That's an attitude, and I don't like it. So I made
sure I made that clear today. And they don't know how to make eggs,
so what they did was it stuck a lot. And so this is
this is the he fucking isn't all right. This isn't positive anymore, but
I'm gonna talk about it. Everybody who's made scrambled eggs understands that there's gonna
be some sticking issues, right Like if you're not using oil, which I
never do. So I use butter. So melts a decent amount of butter
on there, and I let it heat enough before and it starts to slowly
pour in the eggs so that it starts to quigulate quickly. That way,
it doesn't just mix with the butter, and then instead of the butter being
what's touching the panel, it's on the the egg, right, because then
all of a sudden is it's gonna start to stick. But when you start
moving it around. It does that anyway, because obviously it's they've mixed into
each other anyway. So when you start moving it, other egg fills in
that part of the pan is dry, so it's gonna so you have to
just kept constantly keep moving it. So I'm trying to explain this to him,
because he left, the sink was clogged with the you know, the
stuck part of egg from his pan, and there was a ship ton of
it fan of this little tiny pan. So obviously he doesn't know what the
fuck is doing. It's positive, it's it's it's it's a fact that he
doesn't know how. I took a scrambled eggs and I saw I said to
him, I go, so this is how it's done. And I explained
to him what I just said to you guys, you gotta heat it and
all this other stuffing, and I go, then you gotta move it.
Oh yeah, well I didn't use better this time, but then you fucking
did it wrong. It's what I'm trying to explain to you. Well,
yeah, but I used better this time, like like that somehow was a
counter to me telling him that you have to heat it to a certain you
know, get it warm enough to that before he pulls like, no,
that just means you sucked up and just listen to what I'm saying and stop
talking back, you know what I mean. It's like, I don't know
this. Someday either's gonna be I have a house or a sealer killer.
I don't fucking know. But I just I don't know. I don't,
I don't know, not mine, That's all I'm gonna say at that.
Maybe I'm just irritated by that, and maybe this is just the way things
are and this is how teenagers are. I don't know, but it's just
a when someone's okay, my approach was very kind this time, I'm sure.
So I'm making the effort not to like flip out of because of the
the ridiculously uh you know, outrageous, the outrageousness of some of the things
I've I've encountered to where it's like this defies logic, sensibility, and reason
and it's oozes with smug attitude and that's not something I'm gonna put up with.
And you're not mine. No, I was kidding. I could kick
you out, and what's it. But anyway, that's what I was doing.
I was doing, trying to do better, trying to do better,
right, Like, somehow my fault that he's a jerk. So I tried.
I tried. I tried really hard to be really kind about it,
because I was fuming when I was making when I was cleaning the crap out
of the sink and on clogging it so that the water wasn't keep filling up.
I was doing dishes and dumping it in the trash that he could have
done. I'm like, so, I see you made eggs today. That's
how I said. I mean, I was like, and I went through
the whole thing nice and kind, and then he's like, still has something
to say, because God forbid you ever consider that you're wrong and learn and
grow from experience and appreciate somebody who's trying to be kind about it. God
forbid that happen, you smug little shit. And with that, good night,
everybody you don't want to call. I'm gonna take a walk, love
y'all have a good one, and I'll do something if I can Tomorrow.
I want to talk about some of the other stuff, but I just I
was hoping that this would be all positive. Instead it was all me talking
you know that's not not my thing, a right, especially when I'm expecting
interaction. A lot of people are like, yeah, yeah, let's do
it. Let's do it. Then I do it. You lied to me.
You lied to me, Johnny. You ain't getting him more friends, Johnny later