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him? We don't want to report
every thirty one Do you wish to report

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a UFOB and we weren't for one
of those every thirty one? Do you

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wish to find a report of any
kind of it? I wouldn't know what

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kind of rey was cloud n every
thirty one me neither there seven one pup

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of golf good if it was above
us to pass us, Like thirty seconds

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ago there said one pup of golf
thinking it okay off a UFO yeah and

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nine aloud, Yes, I passed
over God. I don't know what it

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was, but it's from at least
two three thousand feet above us. So

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ye, I passed right over the
top of us ninety one one. You

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just called off to be before there
after standing airplane and it is actually hear,

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I swear to God. More calm
in an unidentified object. Ever,

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liberty more calm unidentified flying on Jack
all right, Welcome, Welcome to UFO

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Chronicles, a place where people share
their experiences of the strange and unexplained.

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If you've had an encounter, I
would like to be on the show.

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You can email me at UFO Chronicles
at gmail dot com. Hello everyone,

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and welcome to the show. Wherever
in the world you are listening from.

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How are you all? I'm Nick
Hanta and this is the UFO Chronicles podcast.

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We had joined tonight by Sarah in
London, and Sarah is what's called

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a rescue medium and works with people
to remove negative entities, and she will

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be sharing some of the work that
she has done and the things that she

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has encountered. Sarah up next.
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the show to continue running. Now on

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with the show, Hello Sarah,
Welcome to the podcast. Hello Nick,

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Thank you so much for having me. Thank you for coming on. And

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you're calling from London in the UK. Yes, yes, I am yeah,

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born and bread that way, recording
that way today. Yeah, it

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was just just by coincidents. I
think I was looking to podcasts and I

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came across Jaws and was incredibly impressed
and was just, yeah, I would

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love to be on there and share
my experiences with mediumship. That differs quite

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a lot, I think from many
other mediums. Wonderful Why you've come to

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the right place, Sarah. Now
you're going to be sharing some of your

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experiences as a medium. Would you
like to start the beginning, please,

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ma'am? Yeah, sure. I
mean I think from as young as I

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can remember, I had these gifts, and really I feel that many children

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do quite often. I remember my
sisters are saying to me, you know

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you're always talking people in doorways,
but you know there's an im there.

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I became really fascinated with the spirit
wild when my dad passed away when I

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was ten. When he passed away, there was so much activity in my

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home and I would like walk into
a room, so it was just I

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just lived with my mom and dad, and I would walk into a room

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and think that my mum was sitting
in the chair because I would see a

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figure and I'd be chatting away,
and then my Mum would come out of

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the bedroom and say, you know, like who were talking to. It

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was from those experiences, but I
really knew that I was able to sense

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spirits and talk to spirits. And
it was also my dad's passing that I

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found incredibly difficult. And I remember
going for a walk by myself. I

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was quite young, and I just
took myself out of the house and I

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felt in sort of such pain from
that experience. I remember saying, I

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don't want to feel it anymore.
I don't want to and sir its,

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I just don't I'm just not interested. And then I had the odd experience

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growing up, and I think I
tried to push it to one's side.

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And then my mom passed away when
I was twenty four, and it was

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really her efforts from the other side
that really, I think just opened the

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door wide open again. And from
that I got into different mediumships circles.

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I just really concentrated on my development, and over time, I've gone from

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doing practice around one to one mediumship. You know, if someone visits you

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and I love one has passed,
So I got really kind of diverted off

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that path unexpectedly into what is known
as rescue mediumships, so with a spirit

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doesn't find their way to the light
for various reasons. Then moving on to

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things like astral spiders and helping people
who are experiencing them, and also in

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the negative entity of removal, which
I didn't see coming either. So I

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have, you know, various examples
that I can share of what took me

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down this road and how I've helped
clients with the rescue mediumship I found myself

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I finished during a mediumship circle in
my house or something really close friends,

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and I remember when they left,
I almost felt like I was tinned to

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the wall and all I could here
was help me, help me. I'm

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stuck, I'm I'm you know,
I need to help. And I remember

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thinking, you know, what is
this? This has never really been introduced

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to me before. And from that
I started reading about rescue mediumships, and

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I started to look into things as
well, like crime, unsolved crime.

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And one of the things that really
stood out for me about kind of eight

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years ago is this is honestly,
like a really true, this is the

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honest truth. I was sitting on
my sofa, I had at EastEnders on

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in the background, and I decided
to look at local whole cases that just

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you know, they're easily available that
the police asked for helpful. I remember

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reason about one and before I knew
it, the spirit of that person was

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in my front room and I was
channeling this message and I held onto it

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for about a week. I didn't
really know what to do with it.

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Should I email it in? Are
they going to think I'm crazy? I

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did email it in and I got
a phone call literally a few hours later,

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and a detective it said to me, you know, he literally spat

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out his coffee and really kind of
slammed his mug down when he read what

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I had sent in because there was
so much stuff that I had documented that

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wasn't on any news broadcast, that
it just wasn't out there. And actually

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when this girl was murdered, I
was actually eleven years old. So it

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surprised them so much. They actually
asked if they could come around and speak

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to me at my house, and
they and they kind of they did come

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around and highly verified that I was
a genuine person. And then as they

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then stored that information on like a
on their database. They can't use information

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from mediums as a kind of tool
to take into court. You know,

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it would just be this, you
know, it would just be straight out.

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But they do actually take on board
credible mediums like information, and so

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far I haven't I haven't done it
for a couple of years, but I've

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done that with three cold case meaders
where the police of accepted information from me

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and are holding it on you know, on whatever they hold it on a

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relation to the crime. And in
those cases with those murders that I did

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help those spirits by listening to them
with That's a big part of sc mediumships

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and helping them feel at ease with
transitioning so where they should be and little

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by lips all over time. Wherever
I go, um, there are many

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places either fire work. I've worked
in hostels before, converted Victorian houses and

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you know, you have access to
all the CCTV as well around the building,

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so even if you didn't have medium
mediumship gifts, you would certainly see

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it on the on the CCTV.
But that there was many paranormal experiences I

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had in those buildings. One experience
I had in a hostel was when I

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met a co worker for the first
time. I was sitting right opposite the

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death and looking at the door that
had you know, a bit of clear

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glass in it, and I remember
looking up and looking at me were two

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Victorian blondhaired girls like twins. They
describe what they were wearing, the teddy

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bears they were holding. And he
turned to me and he said, because

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he picked up on them, there's
these these girls that are out here,

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and I went, yeah, and
they looked like this and then you know,

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and he just was really gobsmack.
He was like, how do you

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know that? And I said,
because they just looked at me, you

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know, through the door. And
there was a spirit girl there who had

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accidentally drowned, and at certain times
of the night she was running around and

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slamming doors repeatedly, over and over
and the way over time I did some

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where she crossed the lights. So
when I used to be a nights shift

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worker in various hilds il encounter spirits. Other examples are for a while I

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was an end of life's career in
the community, I was actually going to

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care worker for many years and certainly
doing that in people's own homes. There

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is one experience that really kind of
stood out for me where I think this

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is really good to listen, don't
dismiss loved ones who were coming towards the

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end of their life, because I
guarantee you if they are saying that they're

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seeing somebody to greet them, that
that is happening. So I was doing

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nights in this dear lady's house who
had cancer, and she was lying in

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bed and her family were kind of
around there and they were kind of saying,

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oh, you know, mum,
don't be silly. There's no one

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at the end of the bed.
And when I sort of looked, I

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said, I would I think that
she can see her husband, my dad

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at the bottom of the bed.
And the women just kind of looked at

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me as if to say, you
know, I can you see it?

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And I could see him, and
I encountered him a few nights in a

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row. I sort of came out
once with a drink and I saw him

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kind of give up the stairs.
The first night I went there. He's

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got my attention because he flipped the
light until he got my attention, and

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then I sat down and he,
you know, he was talking to me

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about how he was waiting for her. So lots of different experiences in different

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places, certainly through my other work
that I've done over the years in regard

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to rescue mediumship. Then the best
way to describe how I got into astral

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spiders was I'll explain the experience first, and then I'll explain a little bit

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about actual spiders and my experience.
So, my wife and I were staying

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in a hotel for a family member's
wedding, and I remember sitting on the

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edge of the bed and looking at
the wall in front of me and seeing

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this absolutely massive, quite scary spider, not like anything that I've seen,

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you know the human world, walk
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the room and then go around into
the bathroom. And because I felt really

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panicked because my wife doesn't like spiders, just got a lot better over the

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years, and I thought, if
she sees that, wow, she's yeah,

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that's not gonna be good. So
I wake her up in a kind

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of panic, like we just need
to leave the room and get out of

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the room, which she was like
why, and I said, because there

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was this thing walking across the room
and if you see it, so we

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just need to leave the room.
Then I realized when I was talking to

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her that the color in the room
was coming back, and then I realized

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something was different because actually, when
I then stopped and thought about it,

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when I was watching this spider walk
across the top, it was actually the

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whole room. It was like gray
with black spots on it with light us

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stripping down the wolves do start dow
gray g And then I realized, especially

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after my wife, she was like, this can't be real. We looked,

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and me looked and ass spider.
I realized that when I was sitting

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on the edge of the bed,
I was what I call in the in

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between space, So I wasn't fully
awake and I wasn't fully asleep. I

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was some way midway what in this
and then I came out of it.

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So after that experience, I took
to the Internet in different bits and I

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was like spiders, and I came
across different some different bits on natural spiders,

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but nothing really resonated with me.
So I meditated, and I spent

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time with my spirits died team,
and they explained a lot to me about

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astral spiders. And then one of
my main spirit guides to bias, so

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to me, you were going to
work with people to remove these parasites and

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help them understand how they can do
that for themselves. And I remember saying,

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no, I'm not going to do
that. That's definitely not for me.

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And I remember Tobias, yes you
are, and I was like no,

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and it was going backwards and forwards, and I really didn't want to

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kind of knowledge it at all.
I just thought, you know, that's

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a little far out, even for
me. But then some people started actually

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messaging me randomly, but it's not
so random. I hadn't put anything out

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there with ashed or spiders about astual
spiders and could I could I help?

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So I thought, I I'm going
to work with my guides and have a

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go. Yeah. And actually then
what I was doing for people was really

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greatly helping them. That's how I
got into this type of work. And

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then I'm also guiding others about actual
spiders and how they can remove them.

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Just talk about astraal spiders. I
think sometimes they're referred to as etheric spiders.

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Not all spiders that are in spiritual
rounds are parasitic. I've just been

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beautiful white spiders protecting doorways, lots
of lots of beautiful things. Astral spiders

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are quite can be quite large,
can be really piercing black can have really

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kind of threatening eyes, and they
are physibly scary. They are physibly physically

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scary, and people who have astral
spider attachments normally will feel that their energy

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is draining and they feel quite low
seeing seeing things cruel when they're waking up,

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they're they're dreaming about them. I
find a lot of people experienced pain

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at the back of their necks and
in their lower back where these parasites and

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kind of lapch on. So they're
just what I would call kind of like

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energy vampires. That's it's just parasitic. Now over time, I've seen small

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ones, I've seen ones that hower
over houses. I've seen hybrid ones coming

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out of people's floorboards. Part scorpion, part spider. And I know how

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this sounds, but one of the
things that people tell me when I'm supporting

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them is like, thank God I
found you, because you actually understand because

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so many people are ridiculed for these
experiences. One person I helped, she

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was in America and it has just
gotten so bad for her that she actually

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left her house. She actually left
her house. Bless her, and I

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did some work from her for her, and the experiences did stop and she

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lives somewhere else now and she's fine. That's how kind of debilitating it was

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for her. Now, with that
experience with that lady, I helped.

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I remember seeing some things that I
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in some cases astral spiders can be
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I just explain what happened. So
the first time I did the removal and

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saw that her space was clear,
I always leave it a day and then

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I take another look, because for
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an onion, let the energy settle, and I can have a deeper look.

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And I've never seen anything like what
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thing almost looked alien in nature,
had a very long white face, It

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had no color in it, you
know, It's just it looked like,

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you know, deceased, almost wearing
this full black sort of cloak, and

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had these huge, huge pointed fingers. And as he poo is putting his

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fingers down the air energy it was
like easing out of his fingers and then

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they were turning into like these actual
parasites and go into attack. And then

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he would come in at different points
of their energy around her around the room

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and just create very quickly these open
doorways that you would just for some people

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I think maybe call them ports,
or I was call them spirit doorways.

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And it was that entity that was
tormenting her and manipulating energy to absolutely terrify

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her. So it was a real
kind of pleasure to support her. That

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was a really interesting case with astral
spiders, with the hybrid ones, I

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would even say, like some people
have seen them in report is that I've

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helped with clients almost like a crab
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the started things. What I found
with astral spiders is a lot of people

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that experienced astual spiders are experienced in
sleep realysis. So I'm not suggesting that

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everybody who experiences sleep paralysis has some
kind of attachment, because there are medical

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causes obviously for certain things we experience, and it's important to have they checked.

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But I find that a lot of
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are experiencing things like ashide or parasite
attacks. I also find that if they

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have rescue mediumships gifts and they don't
realize that literally at nighttime, a soul

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can be so close to you that
almost like their energy is just so heavy

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that it can make you feel like, yeah, it can cause sleep paralysis

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that I can honestly say I have
experienced this myself. I had a lost

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soul come so close to me when
I was first developing that I woke up

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in bed and I remember calling out
from my wife and you can't hear me,

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and I could see that the soul
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they were sitting on me and I
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what I try and help people with
is when they're seeing these actual spiders and

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they're seeing these these entities instead of
they're scary and some of them ask some

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of them are are very scary looking, and I think that can actually cause

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trauma in people. What is the
reason why you're seeing them? It's not

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don't automatically flict, so it's some
kind of punishment. Is there a reason

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here that this is happening? Because
with my work, I was finding twenty

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per cent out of a hundred,
I would help with this problem of actual

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spiders and parasite attachments and sweet paralysis
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But then some people it would just
come back for so the other eighth

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cent and I have to do a
lot of meditation with my guides and things.

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But why is this happening? There's
because when we're asleep, but we're

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connected to the astral your plans and
a lot of people who have these gifts,

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they don't realize they're doing light work, and these attachments can kind of

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happen when we're not expecting it and
we don't remember it. And I also

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find that negative entities and nastraal spiders
do you actually cause torment to lost souls?

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A lot of mediums out there,
do you not believe in lost souls,

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trapped spirits or anything that I'm talking
about that I can only describe from

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my experience and what I help others
with that have this, have these experiences,

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that these things are very real.
I honestly don't believe my dad and

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this should be past spirit and he
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of the nature of the activity in
the home that I was experiencing, I

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really knew back then that that wasn't
just physits like it was psyche It's nevertheless,

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so it's about kind of understandings that
actually maybe these experiences are happening because

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there are gifts where and maybe people
don't understand those that they have those gifts.

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I've helped people who experience the negative
entities where their beds are literally shaking,

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where there has been the attack or
more than one member of the family,

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and even in one case an animal
in the home, and believe it

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or not, that being done because
causing torments the animal will cause more torments

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to the person rather than doing it
to the person. So other types of

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astral parasites that cause problems that I've
helped people with that they've before, like

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wood life type of things, scuttling
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just all very kind of things that
literally really just frightened people. And I

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have seen these type of things.
I've helped people who have experienced other forms

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of negative entities which have even done
even more kind of graphic things than cause

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quite sexual dreams. Really like that
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happened on more than one occasion.
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have been female and have had really
amazing gifts of being able to see different

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planes, being able to connect with
angels, being energy healers, as well

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as having other gifts such as rescue
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I've had lots of experiences with negative
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path, and the more work I've
done, the more sometimes I think that

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they try it because they absolutely detest
those of us that are developing gifts or

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developed gifts to remove them. I've
seen some entities that look like beef but

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almost like hybrids, so almost looks
the legs could be one part of an

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animal with thin legs, and then
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and I've found them ones to be
quite powerful and that I've associated them twice

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with sexual assault dreams and experiences,
and also them being just incredibly strong.

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Wills another type of negative entity that
I've been dealing with. And bear with

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me with this because it's got nothing
to do with witchcraft as we know it

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today or what happened to those poor
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I know there's many people that practice
light magic in this life, and this

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isn't anything to do with that whatsoever. I've encountered and so many people I've

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supported which can only be described as
dark, which is that I've never incarnated

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on the earth, so they've got
nothing to do with anybody here who practices

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the life aside or what we do
in this world in regards to that.

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It's something absolutely completely different, and
they're one of the darkest entities that I've

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encountered dealing with actually dark magic.
And I can honestly say that because I

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know there'll be one or two people
that listen to this podcast. But I've

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helped people absolutely understand what I'm saying
here, and I often find to me,

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I wouldn't say that I've encountered a
fill on total demonic entity. I

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think I've touched around it, and
I think I'm getting closer, But I

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often find that type of entity to
be associated in those those kind of rounds.

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So I've helped people and students who
have been waken up by what they

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described as dark, which is and
again very kind of traumatic. I have

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questions my guides of you know,
why are you directing me down this path?

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Now? You know, I've started
off in one area of mediumship.

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I love helping those souls. Then
it was moving on factual spiders, and

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now it's moving on to negative entity
removals. It's never how I started,

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but I think by embracing my gifts
and listening to my spirit guides and having

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the confidence to say, yeah,
actually, I believe in my gifts,

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let's try this. I've really received
so much lovely feedback from people that I've

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helped who are really like to stay
quite traumatized by the experiences. In addition

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to this work, before I went
down any of this road, I am

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a reiki master, and I do
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that being a channel for healing energy
definitely opened me up further for for

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my gifts to develop. An example
that I had with healing was when I

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was first developing within that and I
was practicing healing circles. It was just

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a very small group of females in
the room and I had my sort of

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hands on this person's arm, and
I remember I stepped back, and I

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stepped back into a mail with a
robe and I said, oh, I'm

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so sorry, and he said,
no, that's fine, Please don't worry,

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And he just been next to me. He put his hands on and

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then I realized that he was a
spirit who was coming to the healing.

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travelers, and more. The handler
one day told her this whole thing about

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how they've been terraforming on Mars and
they're building a colony, and they're recruiting

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wherever you get your podcasts. I
would see amazing things and sense amazing things

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when doing racy. I would sometimes
if I was really kind of getting in

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the same, my eyes would plays
and then that's one day lady I did

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rake on and sadly across to the
light a couple of years ago, but

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I remember looking at her and all
kinds of light was just kind of radiating

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from her and going around the room. So actually, I think if you're

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a healer and your channeling energy on
a regular basis, what you've got to

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remember is, although it's very different
from what I'm talking about here, with

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these different types of mediumships, in
essence, in healing and mediumship, you

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are a channel. So when you're
a channel and you're allowing yourself to be

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open, it's really then you can
understand how your gifts can expand you know,

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if your channel in reiki, if
you're meditating regularly, all of your

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chapras are getting abused, they're getting
balanced, and so your gifts are just

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going to expand. So if you're
a healer out there and you've found you're

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finding that over time other senses are
developing the more healing you are practicing,

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then I would say that that is
why, so I don't do too much

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kind of pans on healing now because
you know, CAVID happens in different bits.

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It might be something that I overturned
to, but ultimately I'm finding myself

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very much helping people at the moment
who are who are getting tormented by negative

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entities, and I do feel strongly
through my meditation right just helping people with

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this that over COVID, because everything
is energy as your thoughts or energy,

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everything we do, it has a
frequency. And over the pandemic especially,

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there is just so much fear and
sadness. A lot of people sadly lost

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their life. Life changed so much
for so many people now that hall has

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a vibration, and when that energy
goes up, goes around it can I

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call, in that sense, create
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the sales they're almost like an energetic
barrier between the kind of different spiritual

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dimension. I don't know if anyone
who truly knows just how many there are,

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you know, but in places where
bad things have happened, for example,

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when you go into that environment,
you kind of feel it. There's

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like an imprint as a residual feel, and something happens on a great scale

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that whole area, it can almost
just have a little bit of a weakening.

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And then I believe in this case, when a weakening happens and it's

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linked to the more traumatic things,
it just allows more of the kind of

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nasties come place. And I don't
say that in any kind of fear factive

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way or anything like that, but
I have, honestly, over the last

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eight nine months, never heard it
as much people being affected by negative entities

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as they are now. It's just
when I go on you know, different

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social media sites, there are a
lot of people making videos about things with

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their theories and they get just hundreds
of people kind of commenting. But the

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people who make the videos, it's
quite clear that there isn't a whole lot

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of experience they have to help these
people. But you know, it pulls

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in the views, doesn't that.
And there are hundreds of people out they're

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really struggling with this. So if
you are really struggling with this, and

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you know the spirits reaching out to
you, and you're feeling to the kind

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of confused, please just know that
you are not alone, and there are

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a lot of people that have been
in that situation, and you know it

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does get better. But also if
you're listening to this, and I understand

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that for some people that listen to
this, they're going to be like what

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and maybe twenty years ago if you
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like, yeah, okay, but
just remember that just because you haven't had

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an experience like that doesn't mean it's
not real. So I try and be

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very kind of open minded, and
I find that really helps the people that

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I support. I would like to
bad as well that a lot of people

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that I've been supporting recently are also
having extraterrestrial experiences. I wouldn't say that

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this is an area that I'm an
expert in at all, because I'm not.

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But a lot of light workers I'm
helping at the moment are recalling things

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around things like abductions, implants.
I did a removal on somebody that I

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worked with quite a lot in a
group setting, and removed something and it

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almost looked like it was kind of
almost like robotic when it was going down

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the spine, but when it came
out it was quite fleshy. It was

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incredibly bizarre, really bizarre. And
when I explained that to the man I

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support, he kind of said to
me that when he was having some implants

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removed extraterrestrial implants, that that's exactly
what was described. That had happened,

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something that exactly like I described it
was taken out at one point. Now

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I'm not saying I'm an expert in
this. I'm not. I was quite

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surprised that I had that experience.
I wouldn't say that I'm highly knowledgeable.

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But again the same way as I'm
finding people are experiencing negative entities that a

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lot of people are experiencing, these
are also experiencing some issues with extraterrestrials which

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aren't not positive. But again it's
not my area of expertise, and I

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don't I believe where there's light,
there's you know, there's dark, there's

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levels. But it's certainly very fascinating
to be working with people at the moment

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that I'm helping with other things that
are reporting needs the man that I support,

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which I know I'll be listening to
this, but I won't I won't

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put your name out there, but
you know, is explaining how these implants

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could possibly, you know, maybe
not not work if you're vibrating at a

409
00:37:20.960 --> 00:37:25.639
higher frequency that they somehow feed off, you know, or activate because there's

410
00:37:27.239 --> 00:37:30.000
you know, there's trauma held within
your energy. Going to be ever comor

411
00:37:30.079 --> 00:37:36.800
forwards to share his experiences in may
else to explain it better. But certainly

412
00:37:37.000 --> 00:37:43.960
with negative entities, I find that
again, these things take their opportunities when

413
00:37:44.239 --> 00:37:47.840
you're not feeling your best. Now
I'm not suggesting if you're listening to this

414
00:37:49.039 --> 00:37:52.480
because you've ever a day or a
few weeks not so good, you're going

415
00:37:52.519 --> 00:37:55.840
to get an attachment. But I
think certainly some of us that work in

416
00:37:55.960 --> 00:38:01.519
certain fields like rescue, mediumships,
negative tea removals, even if you're like

417
00:38:01.639 --> 00:38:07.519
a paranormal investigator. I've got lots
of different paranormal tools and I find them

418
00:38:07.519 --> 00:38:12.840
fascinating and I also use them,
but I think it is useful to learn

419
00:38:12.920 --> 00:38:19.400
about potential attachment and how to work
with energy. So yeah, where I

420
00:38:19.480 --> 00:38:24.039
am at the moment is as well
as battling these things, is helping those

421
00:38:24.159 --> 00:38:29.320
who come to me in a more
kind of mentor role. And I dare

422
00:38:29.400 --> 00:38:35.000
say the more that I go on, I'd like to do some paranormal investigations

423
00:38:35.079 --> 00:38:39.199
as well, but also using my
mediumship hats as though that's my favorite part.

424
00:38:39.280 --> 00:38:45.239
But I certainly plan on points going
around some active buildings and things like

425
00:38:45.400 --> 00:38:52.360
that, because I find it just
completely fascinating. I don't kind of sometimes

426
00:38:52.480 --> 00:39:00.239
understand why people go into buildings to
film hauntings and you know, record a

427
00:39:00.280 --> 00:39:04.440
bunch of vps or you do something, but there's the kind of follow up

428
00:39:04.559 --> 00:39:06.920
there, you know. Whereas I
think, if you have a medium on

429
00:39:07.000 --> 00:39:12.480
your team or a medium going if
if the energy needs calming, if somebody

430
00:39:12.519 --> 00:39:15.599
gets an attachment, you've got someone
experience there. If a spirit wants to

431
00:39:15.639 --> 00:39:20.280
go to the light, you've got
that there. Because I don't think a

432
00:39:20.400 --> 00:39:23.440
place should just be visited and visited
and visited and visited just so people can

433
00:39:23.599 --> 00:39:30.079
prove on an EVP recorder or all
such and such that yeah, you know

434
00:39:30.599 --> 00:39:32.400
this is this is paranormal. Yes, it is paranormal, and I love

435
00:39:32.440 --> 00:39:38.039
watching people capture images and different bits. But it does become a point where

436
00:39:38.559 --> 00:39:44.480
you know, yeah, this has
been done now, and actually, why

437
00:39:44.519 --> 00:39:46.599
would you keep going to the same
place to the same place, crusting that

438
00:39:46.679 --> 00:39:52.159
on TV shows. It shouldn't be
just about proving that there are you know,

439
00:39:52.320 --> 00:39:57.639
there are hauntings. It's about helping
those cells as well if they wish

440
00:39:57.719 --> 00:40:00.599
to, you know, crossover.
I don't think it should be anything to

441
00:40:00.679 --> 00:40:07.840
do with viewing figures or anything like
that. I mean one experience I want

442
00:40:07.880 --> 00:40:10.719
to share with you, which I
think makes it every medium out there looks

443
00:40:10.760 --> 00:40:16.000
bad, looks really bad. I
don't know how I found myself in this

444
00:40:16.119 --> 00:40:23.280
situation, but somebody had witnessed me
doing some mediumships and they need somebody who

445
00:40:23.480 --> 00:40:30.599
is tips or tip to be one
of the best UK mediums. And I

446
00:40:30.760 --> 00:40:36.239
went for a meeting at this person's
house and I've never seen anything like it.

447
00:40:36.719 --> 00:40:40.519
I'm not going to release the name. But it was like, do

448
00:40:40.639 --> 00:40:46.239
you want to come around and do
like weekends and go around different haunted places?

449
00:40:46.920 --> 00:40:50.440
And of course you're like, yeah, I love to see But they

450
00:40:50.480 --> 00:40:52.920
were very much and there was a
couple of mediums in there who do do

451
00:40:53.159 --> 00:40:59.199
some TV shows. What would I
be prepared to do? And in like,

452
00:40:59.599 --> 00:41:05.000
well, in what way? And
one of the ideas they had was

453
00:41:05.559 --> 00:41:09.800
what if you have a coffin in
one of the places and we get a

454
00:41:09.840 --> 00:41:15.079
passon to go in the coffin and
we shut the coffin and then we tell

455
00:41:15.159 --> 00:41:20.360
them like a ghost lady's come out
and you know, say that she's really

456
00:41:20.400 --> 00:41:23.039
really angry and stuff and then you
know, all of that kind of stuff.

457
00:41:23.119 --> 00:41:25.079
And I said, no, I'm
not doing that, and he came

458
00:41:25.079 --> 00:41:29.760
around it said to me, are
you sure you're a medium? I was

459
00:41:29.840 --> 00:41:32.199
like, yeah, I'm not going
to shut somebody in a coffin and lie

460
00:41:32.239 --> 00:41:36.480
to them and scare them. That's
not what I do. And I wouldn't

461
00:41:36.519 --> 00:41:40.760
do that for Manny either. So
when you're working with mediums or you're you

462
00:41:40.840 --> 00:41:45.800
know, if you're a beloping medium
and you want to get yourself kind of

463
00:41:45.880 --> 00:41:52.079
out there and just be mindful that
not everyone who who's got this gift has

464
00:41:52.159 --> 00:41:58.559
the best intentions with it. If
something doesn't feel good with it, and

465
00:41:58.920 --> 00:42:02.280
then don't do it. It turns
out anyway that that project didn't take off,

466
00:42:04.159 --> 00:42:08.639
And I'm kind of glad it didn't
take off because I think it would

467
00:42:08.679 --> 00:42:15.599
have given mediums a very bad name. And I think also probably you know,

468
00:42:15.320 --> 00:42:19.079
you'd be worried you'd give somebody a
heart attack, wouldn't you just shut

469
00:42:19.199 --> 00:42:22.559
them in a coffin and telling as
an angry spirit lady coming up really angry

470
00:42:22.599 --> 00:42:30.239
with them. So yeah, there's
been there's been lots of different experiences on

471
00:42:30.360 --> 00:42:36.199
the way, and I'm kind of
embracing each one. And I'm incredibly grateful

472
00:42:36.440 --> 00:42:43.159
to anybody listening to this who has
let me support them and place their trust

473
00:42:43.280 --> 00:42:49.039
in me. And I'm incredibly grateful
always to the spirit world, my spirit

474
00:42:49.119 --> 00:42:54.480
guides or you know, helping me
with my gifts and helping me get get

475
00:42:54.519 --> 00:43:00.039
the word out there a kind of
what's going on, but also not in

476
00:43:00.159 --> 00:43:05.719
any way to just simply try and
terrify people for any sort of hidden agenda.

477
00:43:06.000 --> 00:43:09.519
So yeah, that that is pretty
much me. That's wonderful. Sarah,

478
00:43:10.000 --> 00:43:13.920
Thank you Okay, So you know, when you were younger, at

479
00:43:13.920 --> 00:43:16.400
the very beginning, you know,
you didn't really want to see these things.

480
00:43:16.440 --> 00:43:21.639
You didn't want to be involved in
this. Mediums often find that they

481
00:43:21.719 --> 00:43:25.159
are like beacons. They are going
to attract the spirits, whether you want

482
00:43:25.199 --> 00:43:28.960
to or not. This is probably
yes, this is going to happen.

483
00:43:29.280 --> 00:43:34.159
And ultimately, as I got older, it did happen. I think it

484
00:43:34.360 --> 00:43:38.760
was meant for me, and it
was really ironic that trauma made me shy

485
00:43:38.880 --> 00:43:45.119
away from it, but then more
trauma opened me up again. But yeah,

486
00:43:45.599 --> 00:43:51.360
I honestly believe that if you have, if you have this gift,

487
00:43:51.440 --> 00:43:54.760
and a lot of people you know
do, it's not as easy. Yeah,

488
00:43:54.840 --> 00:43:59.880
just to say that's it, I'm
not interested. But obviously, being

489
00:44:00.079 --> 00:44:04.960
grieving ten year old, I just
I think just processing too much I think

490
00:44:05.000 --> 00:44:09.280
around life and death. But I'm
really glad that I have embraced it.

491
00:44:09.440 --> 00:44:14.679
Now. Can be overwhelming, but
if you stick with it, it's so

492
00:44:15.159 --> 00:44:19.760
so worth it what you learn and
what you experience, and the important thing

493
00:44:19.960 --> 00:44:22.639
is, well, you know,
we've all got these chosen paths, and

494
00:44:22.000 --> 00:44:25.360
I think if one of your chosen
paths is to help people, then of

495
00:44:25.480 --> 00:44:29.360
cause it can be difficult. I
mean, would you find yourself sometimes when

496
00:44:29.400 --> 00:44:31.320
you're you know, you're just sitting
down for a swimming tea in front of

497
00:44:31.320 --> 00:44:36.199
the TV, and you start,
you know, you start having a feeling

498
00:44:36.239 --> 00:44:39.400
and you're aware of if there's a
spirit in the room. Yeah, it

499
00:44:39.559 --> 00:44:45.920
happens a lot. My wife calls
it my HEBGB face. Apparently ipell a

500
00:44:45.039 --> 00:44:51.119
faith switched. One of my really
close work friends sort of tells me this

501
00:44:51.280 --> 00:44:55.239
that I just switched. Often when
I'm just kind of sitting on my eyepad,

502
00:44:55.320 --> 00:44:59.679
just doing a bit of color in
relaxing, something will happen. Someone

503
00:44:59.679 --> 00:45:02.400
will I'm close to me and say
I need you to speak to them,

504
00:45:02.480 --> 00:45:07.800
and so I need you to pass
the message on. I've honestly, this

505
00:45:07.960 --> 00:45:10.000
is going to sound really bizarre.
The funniest place that's happened to me is

506
00:45:10.039 --> 00:45:13.280
that I was actually on the toilet
and I was like, look, there

507
00:45:13.320 --> 00:45:15.480
has to be boundaries here. You
can't come and talk to me with them

508
00:45:15.480 --> 00:45:20.079
on the toilet. But it happens
a lot. I've housed that before with

509
00:45:20.199 --> 00:45:23.800
somebody and I've had I've had to
leave the house because it was so spiritually

510
00:45:23.840 --> 00:45:27.960
active. I just couldn't. I
couldn't sleep there. It was just like

511
00:45:28.119 --> 00:45:31.440
a yeah. So quite often,
you know, like when you're doing things

512
00:45:31.519 --> 00:45:38.199
like hoovering or cooking, when you're
doing sort of automatic activities driving, I

513
00:45:38.400 --> 00:45:43.079
used to call my you know,
my cards. The vortexis quite often spirits

514
00:45:43.119 --> 00:45:45.480
to talk to me on my drive
to work. Your mind's just in a

515
00:45:45.599 --> 00:45:52.119
different in a different place, and
it's really common. It is really really

516
00:45:52.199 --> 00:45:55.679
common to have experiences all over the
place. And I'm imagine that would get

517
00:45:55.760 --> 00:46:01.440
quite annoyed driving somewhere to a location
and they're behind you in your left ear

518
00:46:01.559 --> 00:46:04.840
telling you to go left or go
down this wig. No, no,

519
00:46:04.880 --> 00:46:08.440
no, I'm not going that way. I have my destination planned already.

520
00:46:08.800 --> 00:46:13.559
Yeah, that's the thing. Sometimes
I do laugh because I'm like, what

521
00:46:13.800 --> 00:46:19.159
next. I've driven past accident site, you know, and then literally felt

522
00:46:19.239 --> 00:46:22.239
somebody in the back of my car
walking to me telling me what happened.

523
00:46:22.360 --> 00:46:27.519
You know. It's a bit like
with Bruce with oh the sixth sense,

524
00:46:27.760 --> 00:46:31.079
Yeah and the little Boys, like
car accident or something and he's telling his

525
00:46:31.239 --> 00:46:34.639
mom that person died, and she's
like, how do you know that?

526
00:46:34.719 --> 00:46:39.159
Because they're standing outside my window.
That's backing happens to mediums that happened to

527
00:46:39.280 --> 00:46:43.199
me. I find it really fascinating. I mean, I've got a lot

528
00:46:43.280 --> 00:46:46.119
of respect for Bruce Willis in that
film. Now, if you haven't seen

529
00:46:46.199 --> 00:46:50.039
the film by now, then I'm
afraid is it going to spoil it for

530
00:46:50.119 --> 00:46:52.840
you? But I've got a lot
of respect for Bruce Willis because he was

531
00:46:52.960 --> 00:46:54.800
dead, ea died, he still
went to work, you know, I

532
00:46:54.880 --> 00:46:58.840
got a lot of respect for that
going did he does? And it's a

533
00:46:58.920 --> 00:47:01.320
great it's a great film, and
I still find it a great film now.

534
00:47:01.679 --> 00:47:07.079
I think that's a great example of
kind of where a spirit can can

535
00:47:07.199 --> 00:47:10.800
be stuck absolutely not realized. Sometimes
what's happened. I think he's betrayed that

536
00:47:10.920 --> 00:47:15.199
And yeah, like you say,
going to work, I'm not sure that

537
00:47:15.320 --> 00:47:22.079
always, you know, i'd like
to think that relaxation exactly. But he

538
00:47:22.159 --> 00:47:24.960
didn't know, did he? So
he didn't. And I think that's a

539
00:47:25.119 --> 00:47:30.119
very good kind of film to watch
if you're trying to understand as well about

540
00:47:30.480 --> 00:47:35.480
chat spirits, well, why are
they still here? In some cases they

541
00:47:35.559 --> 00:47:42.559
don't actually know. It's been so
quick they don't maybe necessarily know or understand.

542
00:47:43.400 --> 00:47:45.639
And I also imagine it could be
quite frustrating for them if they're trying

543
00:47:45.639 --> 00:47:49.679
to communicate with people and they can't
hear them, they can't see them,

544
00:47:49.719 --> 00:47:53.119
they can't feel them. I guess
it'd be very frustrating for them. Yeah,

545
00:47:53.320 --> 00:47:57.480
I think so. And I think
the problem with social media is and

546
00:47:57.599 --> 00:48:00.039
I get why people, you know, its kind of stuff can scare people.

547
00:48:00.199 --> 00:48:05.360
But honestly, like I look on
some pages and that, and somebody's

548
00:48:05.400 --> 00:48:07.440
put on a forum, oh you
know, a teak cups moved in my

549
00:48:07.559 --> 00:48:12.639
house or a light coming on there, and people are like, oh my

550
00:48:12.719 --> 00:48:15.960
god, it's evil or it's demonic, it's you need to do this,

551
00:48:15.079 --> 00:48:17.320
and you need to do that,
And I'm like, where are you getting

552
00:48:17.400 --> 00:48:22.280
that from? You know, if
you encounter something demonic, really demonic,

553
00:48:22.360 --> 00:48:23.800
you would know about it. It
wouldn't just be trying to move a teacup

554
00:48:23.920 --> 00:48:27.719
in your house, do you know
what I mean? I think it's there's

555
00:48:27.719 --> 00:48:31.159
a lot of fear based stuff for
me, stuff like that's happening. So

556
00:48:31.559 --> 00:48:38.000
if you don't know or understand about
mental mediumship, if a light is gently

557
00:48:38.079 --> 00:48:44.760
flickering on or off, if something's
kind of moved or is moving, it's

558
00:48:44.760 --> 00:48:50.480
a form of communication. Don't just
quickly assume oh my god, because then

559
00:48:50.559 --> 00:48:52.199
you're just going to scare people as
well. And what knowledge do you have

560
00:48:52.400 --> 00:48:57.920
to give that? I see that
quite often. You know, if a

561
00:48:58.079 --> 00:49:02.880
spirit is sin sin as a dark
shadow, that's automatically that's that's evil,

562
00:49:04.320 --> 00:49:07.719
that's bad, that's bad, And
that's just not always the case. There

563
00:49:07.760 --> 00:49:13.320
are various ways spirits try and get
your attention, becoming your dreams. They

564
00:49:13.440 --> 00:49:16.960
can do physical things like me things. You might hear it, repeated songs,

565
00:49:17.639 --> 00:49:24.199
parts of songs. You might see
repetitive numbers, sequences, you might

566
00:49:24.280 --> 00:49:29.239
have white feathers always falling around your
feet or around you. There's there's so

567
00:49:29.400 --> 00:49:35.519
many different forms of communication, and
yeah, I think especially if a soul

568
00:49:35.639 --> 00:49:38.880
needs help, I think it can
be incredibly frustrating. So you know,

569
00:49:38.920 --> 00:49:44.800
when you're walking into it, you're
watching some paranormal shows and you've got people

570
00:49:44.880 --> 00:49:47.960
going on. If you're here,
you talk to me and show yourself and

571
00:49:49.119 --> 00:49:53.440
people go in, or there's quite
an angry kind of spirit in there that

572
00:49:53.760 --> 00:50:00.880
throws things or screams, and I
just think put yourself in that position.

573
00:50:00.639 --> 00:50:04.679
If somebody was there and they you
know, they lost their life. In

574
00:50:04.679 --> 00:50:09.920
a certain circumstance and they've got trauma
and they're stuck. If how many people

575
00:50:10.000 --> 00:50:15.039
have gone in there in the year
trying to get their attention and they're trying

576
00:50:15.079 --> 00:50:17.840
to communicate, they're going to be
annoyed, do you know what I mean?

577
00:50:17.960 --> 00:50:22.519
Because they're not They shouldn't be there
just for your entertainment. If you're

578
00:50:22.519 --> 00:50:25.800
angry, do this, and if
you're you're going to be annoyed because to

579
00:50:25.920 --> 00:50:29.880
them, you're invade in their space. How would you feel like it if

580
00:50:29.920 --> 00:50:34.679
you were in your house and a
bunch of spirits walked in and bulged in

581
00:50:34.800 --> 00:50:39.320
every every few days with different gears
and waking you up going or if you're

582
00:50:39.360 --> 00:50:42.360
real, if you would do this
and if you're there, you know you

583
00:50:42.400 --> 00:50:46.159
wouldn't. It's about it's a perspective
thing, you know, And I think

584
00:50:46.199 --> 00:50:52.519
this is where it's shown that people
don't understand about lost souls or how to

585
00:50:52.639 --> 00:50:55.639
work with spirits. But you just
if you're going to keep going in there

586
00:50:55.760 --> 00:51:01.679
and behaving and just so you can
record everyday and you're not making any efforts

587
00:51:01.800 --> 00:51:07.320
help, they are going to be
annoyed. And if they've died in any

588
00:51:07.400 --> 00:51:10.360
kind of horrific circumstance. They're not
going to want you there. So this

589
00:51:10.559 --> 00:51:15.920
is why, again I think more
awareness is needed about It's not just an

590
00:51:16.079 --> 00:51:22.920
entertainment factors. There has to be
some kind of real, soulful work going

591
00:51:22.000 --> 00:51:25.400
on here in these situations. And
that's the kind of work. So I'm

592
00:51:25.440 --> 00:51:30.440
simply not afraid of and that I
embrace. But I can certainly see why

593
00:51:31.039 --> 00:51:36.639
some spirits. Do you get annoyed? Yeah, I would. I would

594
00:51:36.679 --> 00:51:39.880
be annoyed. I would certainly be
annoyed. Get off my land. It

595
00:51:39.920 --> 00:51:44.679
would drive me up the wall.
And yeah, you're absolutely right about especially

596
00:51:44.800 --> 00:51:46.599
TV these days, and that some
of the ghost shows, you know,

597
00:51:46.639 --> 00:51:50.840
they've got really bad. Yeah.
The longer they go on, they seem

598
00:51:50.920 --> 00:51:52.400
to they seem to make things happen, if you see what I mean.

599
00:51:52.559 --> 00:51:55.880
I won't name any names of the
shows here because just in case. Yeah

600
00:51:57.079 --> 00:51:59.800
yeah, yeah, but I think
we all know, I think we want

601
00:51:59.800 --> 00:52:02.199
to. Yeah. Yeah. Back
in the nighties, I was apparent Normal

602
00:52:02.239 --> 00:52:07.079
investigated with a group and we were
part of the Society for Psychical Research.

603
00:52:07.400 --> 00:52:10.440
And in those days, you know, the technology was a little bit different.

604
00:52:10.480 --> 00:52:14.480
We would do things very old fashioned. We'd use toll compared her and

605
00:52:14.599 --> 00:52:17.480
string and tape and record if we
had video cameras. But you know,

606
00:52:17.599 --> 00:52:22.000
things were different than the night as
they were huge, bulky, expensive things,

607
00:52:22.079 --> 00:52:23.400
but a lot of it was just
pen and paper. Yeah, sit

608
00:52:23.440 --> 00:52:28.159
in a room for hours and hours
and hours in different locations. You wouldn't

609
00:52:28.159 --> 00:52:30.800
be together. And a lot of
time we wouldn't just go spend a night

610
00:52:30.840 --> 00:52:32.960
in a place. We'd spend two
weeks, three weeks, in fact,

611
00:52:34.400 --> 00:52:37.840
eight months I spent in one place. Wow, it would be a proper

612
00:52:37.880 --> 00:52:40.639
group that would be researching the location, and then we'd have a psychic that

613
00:52:40.679 --> 00:52:45.239
would come in. And we had
a psychic. She's unfortunately she passed many

614
00:52:45.280 --> 00:52:46.760
many years ago now, but she
was wonderful, you know. So we

615
00:52:46.840 --> 00:52:50.719
used to use her to clear the
place. You know, if they wanted

616
00:52:50.719 --> 00:52:52.679
to go. They didn't always want
to go, and so, yeah,

617
00:52:52.760 --> 00:52:55.360
but things are different. I mean
these days of the TV shows, they

618
00:52:55.440 --> 00:52:58.360
go in there for one night,
they tried. You know, it's all

619
00:52:58.400 --> 00:53:01.159
about clicks and views and fortune,
and it's not helping a situation at all.

620
00:53:01.280 --> 00:53:04.639
And when I when I see the
shows and they go to help a

621
00:53:04.679 --> 00:53:07.159
family, they're not really helping a
family. They're just they're overnight doing a

622
00:53:07.199 --> 00:53:12.440
few recordings and stuff and then leaving
and whether they've made a situation good or

623
00:53:12.519 --> 00:53:15.039
bad. You know, that's all
it is is for clicks and views.

624
00:53:15.440 --> 00:53:19.840
Yeah. So if there is any
paranormal groups out there which have more of

625
00:53:19.960 --> 00:53:24.039
a professional focus on the subject,
and you would like to have a medium

626
00:53:24.239 --> 00:53:29.360
come in and help, then get
in contact with Sarah because I'm sure she'd

627
00:53:29.400 --> 00:53:32.400
like to help. Thanks, And
that would be the London, London area

628
00:53:32.639 --> 00:53:37.320
preferably. Yeah, we kid certainly
discuss. I mean, I'm really travel

629
00:53:37.440 --> 00:53:42.039
different places to depending on where you
know where it is to follow my passion.

630
00:53:42.320 --> 00:53:45.079
That's certainly worth given me a message
wonderful. Okay, do you have

631
00:53:45.239 --> 00:53:51.000
a website or social media that people
can get in contact? Yeah, I'm

632
00:53:52.320 --> 00:54:00.320
on social media and as the alternative
medium, so be typing at alternative medium

633
00:54:00.039 --> 00:54:05.639
or on social media. I have
a blog. I've probably neglected my blog

634
00:54:05.719 --> 00:54:12.480
a bit, but it's alternative medium
dot com. So yeah, I'm definitely

635
00:54:12.480 --> 00:54:16.880
about I'm on Instagram. I do
a lot of screwing water scring pictures on

636
00:54:17.079 --> 00:54:22.559
Instagram. There's another little passion that
I have. Anyone who interested in working

637
00:54:22.599 --> 00:54:25.559
with a medium, who's really dedicated
to help in the spirit world, or

638
00:54:25.679 --> 00:54:31.199
you're developing rescue medium and you're just
really confused on your path. It's just

639
00:54:31.400 --> 00:54:36.639
overwhelming, then, you know,
yeah, please please do get in touch

640
00:54:37.039 --> 00:54:40.480
see how I can support you.
Wonderful and for those who have bad memories

641
00:54:40.559 --> 00:54:45.159
like myself, I will make all
the links available in the show notes and

642
00:54:45.360 --> 00:54:47.440
also on the website you can get
into contact and that you can get to

643
00:54:47.519 --> 00:54:52.440
contact if you have a paranormal group
and you like Sarah's help, or if

644
00:54:52.480 --> 00:54:58.119
you just need some help maybe with
negative attachments or spiritual spiritual work in general.

645
00:54:58.400 --> 00:55:00.880
Yeah, a hundred percent. Yeah, And I know, you know,

646
00:55:01.559 --> 00:55:07.199
if anyone out there needs any kind
of feedback from others that I have

647
00:55:07.320 --> 00:55:10.000
supported, then of course feel free
soots to ask, because I know how

648
00:55:10.199 --> 00:55:15.679
word of mouth and things like that, I'm incredibly important with the amount of

649
00:55:15.079 --> 00:55:21.400
stakes and the different things we've discussed
about social media. Now, if you're

650
00:55:21.480 --> 00:55:27.000
a rachnophobic and you have I think
phantasmophobia I think it is, which is

651
00:55:27.039 --> 00:55:31.320
a rational fear of ghosts, then
actual spiders would be the stuff of nightmares.

652
00:55:31.960 --> 00:55:36.559
One hundred percent. Yeah, so
awful. Yeah, So I mean

653
00:55:36.639 --> 00:55:40.079
those people who have seen them,
and I've sittning there. Obviously they're just

654
00:55:40.599 --> 00:55:45.199
absolutely terrifying. If you think that
someone actually had to leave their house to

655
00:55:45.320 --> 00:55:50.079
notice it was so bad. Yeah, traumatics in some places. You get

656
00:55:50.119 --> 00:55:53.760
a few of them, sen Wolves
crawling with them in some people's houses.

657
00:55:55.480 --> 00:56:00.679
Nightmarish, it really is. I
must admit I've never got cross numb before,

658
00:56:00.719 --> 00:56:01.800
but I don't think I would like
to. But I'm sure that,

659
00:56:02.039 --> 00:56:06.679
you know, I'm definitely sure there's
our listens out that someone has come across

660
00:56:06.760 --> 00:56:12.599
these scary stuff. Do you often
find with negative attachments that obviously there's a

661
00:56:12.679 --> 00:56:15.360
right, there's been a rise.
I've noticed it a rise over the last

662
00:56:15.400 --> 00:56:19.400
few years. Do you find that
there's things which I'm not saying they're causing

663
00:56:19.440 --> 00:56:22.519
a problem, but they are making
things worse, like like stress, alcohol

664
00:56:22.599 --> 00:56:29.199
abuse, drug abuse. Yeah,
I think it's all about that vibration again,

665
00:56:29.360 --> 00:56:31.039
isn't it. I think probably not
as simple as to say, you

666
00:56:31.079 --> 00:56:35.280
know, I think it's the law
of attraction like a like for like.

667
00:56:35.639 --> 00:56:40.960
But do you think that when when
we're in dark and traumatic places, we're

668
00:56:42.039 --> 00:56:45.599
abusing certain substances. I do think
that that can contribute. Yeah, certainly,

669
00:56:46.159 --> 00:56:51.559
especially you know, you think about
the effect that has on the energy

670
00:56:51.639 --> 00:56:55.079
around you. So I interested me
like, actually, when I is in

671
00:56:55.800 --> 00:57:00.119
hostels for a long time as a
worker, there was a lot you know,

672
00:57:00.199 --> 00:57:02.719
there was a lot of paranormal activity, and there was a lot of

673
00:57:02.760 --> 00:57:07.679
substance abuse and things like that,
and so I certainly think that, yeah,

674
00:57:07.719 --> 00:57:10.840
that there was a contribute. If
you're having problems like that, then

675
00:57:12.000 --> 00:57:15.960
yeah, your emotions change, whole
living environment can be effected, and I

676
00:57:15.039 --> 00:57:20.639
think that can be a doorway for
some things to come in and then you

677
00:57:21.320 --> 00:57:24.559
progress the negative attachments and sometimes worse. Yeah, because if you if you've

678
00:57:24.639 --> 00:57:30.159
got unhealed things, trauma and things
like that, they see that as a

679
00:57:30.239 --> 00:57:34.599
weakening, you know, they see
that as an opportunity to get closer.

680
00:57:35.199 --> 00:57:38.400
Once you have something really negative attached
to you, is you can just feel

681
00:57:38.440 --> 00:57:45.480
really tired, sleepy, erratic dreams, aches, pains, you know,

682
00:57:45.639 --> 00:57:50.000
seek paralysis. It can be really
so horrendous and it's really annoying as well

683
00:57:50.039 --> 00:57:53.599
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to attack the most vonderable that opportunity,

684
00:57:54.000 --> 00:58:07.559
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Wake up to the strange. When
you used to work in hospice care

697
00:59:15.000 --> 00:59:17.639
and you would say about the elderly, now the elderly the very last point

698
00:59:17.719 --> 00:59:22.119
of their life and I've always believed
that when you you know you're reaching your

699
00:59:22.280 --> 00:59:27.760
end, then your past loved ones
come and get you. You know they're

700
00:59:27.800 --> 00:59:30.760
around you, and then you know
to take you over to the other side,

701
00:59:30.840 --> 00:59:34.639
which I think is very very reassuring. And you notice it with children

702
00:59:34.679 --> 00:59:38.719
when when children and the elderly see
see ghosts and spirits because they're closer to

703
00:59:39.199 --> 00:59:43.079
either end, you know. So
children are pretty freshened to this world,

704
00:59:43.199 --> 00:59:45.360
so they're the closest to that world, and then when people are leaving them,

705
00:59:45.599 --> 00:59:49.480
they're also their closest point, if
you see what I mean. Yeah,

706
00:59:49.639 --> 00:59:52.360
you know, So if someone dies
alone, they don't really die alone,

707
00:59:52.400 --> 00:59:57.480
do they. No? No,
And I'd like to kind of reassure

708
00:59:57.599 --> 01:00:00.840
people of that, really there's a
lot that goes on. There really is

709
01:00:01.320 --> 01:00:07.440
no one truly dies alone, even
if their spirit kind of for some reason

710
01:00:07.519 --> 01:00:12.159
doesn't go where they're spaced to.
Someone is always they're trying to encourage it,

711
01:00:12.840 --> 01:00:15.639
do you know what I mean?
Like I've seen it so many times,

712
01:00:15.800 --> 01:00:19.400
and with family as well, who's
comfort towards to the ends and the

713
01:00:19.519 --> 01:00:23.920
things that they've seen. If you
can sense it's actually such a comforting thing.

714
01:00:24.320 --> 01:00:30.119
Loved ones can come. I've sensed
love the angelic presences before. There

715
01:00:30.159 --> 01:00:34.880
would be a lot of people over
the pandemic who lost people and you know

716
01:00:34.920 --> 01:00:37.840
you won't have to visit people where
you or things like that. A lot

717
01:00:37.039 --> 01:00:40.920
would have lost people in that situation, and there'll be other reasons why that

718
01:00:42.000 --> 01:00:47.440
to happen. But not being able
to say kind of goodbye and having these

719
01:00:47.960 --> 01:00:53.119
feelings of skills and different bits.
But I just want to kind of reassure

720
01:00:53.159 --> 01:00:58.599
you if you're going to do that. But they would have been greeted by

721
01:00:59.519 --> 01:01:04.920
others, and the spirit wells an
even any family or friends can't become and

722
01:01:05.000 --> 01:01:09.880
greeting them often quite angelic presences and
different kind of presences like that. And

723
01:01:10.679 --> 01:01:15.280
your loved one will not hold anything
against you if you couldn't make it there

724
01:01:15.360 --> 01:01:20.599
for whatever reason. A lot of
spirits, okay, don't want their loved

725
01:01:20.639 --> 01:01:24.360
ones to witness the passing. So
my mom was in the hospice seven days

726
01:01:25.320 --> 01:01:29.559
and I was allowed to stay in
a hospice. Yeah, And in the

727
01:01:29.639 --> 01:01:34.440
hospice, I was actually chene to
raki because all started it and my mum

728
01:01:34.599 --> 01:01:40.119
was just hanging on and hanging on, and a nas came in and said,

729
01:01:40.440 --> 01:01:45.719
perhaps your mother doesn't want you to
see her go. She doesn't want

730
01:01:45.800 --> 01:01:49.880
you to live with that. I
think if you try to leave, If

731
01:01:49.960 --> 01:01:52.320
you leave, I think you'll fine
that she'll go. And I was with

732
01:01:52.480 --> 01:01:57.320
my sister at that time as well, and we literally left the room,

733
01:01:57.840 --> 01:02:04.400
went down to the little sort of
kitchen. We went even down there more

734
01:02:04.480 --> 01:02:09.239
than a minute, and at the
same time, me and my sister's legs

735
01:02:09.360 --> 01:02:15.320
went to the complete jelly and we
just knew, and we said, she's

736
01:02:15.400 --> 01:02:21.519
gone, She's passed. And I
believe strongly that was our mom bringing her

737
01:02:21.639 --> 01:02:24.519
energy to us, saying I'm out. And then the nurse came around the

738
01:02:24.599 --> 01:02:27.800
corner and she said, you know, I'm so sorry, girls. I

739
01:02:27.880 --> 01:02:30.800
think you'd better come with me.
She just slipped away. So sometimes when

740
01:02:30.880 --> 01:02:35.639
there's a barrier for you not seeing
your loved one, well you've left the

741
01:02:35.760 --> 01:02:39.880
room and they've passed. Where it
is. I do strongly believe that sometimes

742
01:02:40.199 --> 01:02:44.400
in certain situations, they just don't
want you to see that, and they're

743
01:02:44.440 --> 01:02:47.000
grateful that you didn't see that,
because you know, they want the memory

744
01:02:47.440 --> 01:02:52.239
of the time she had together to
be more prominent in your mind than that

745
01:02:52.440 --> 01:02:59.119
experience. Of course, the beautiful
irony is that our loss is another's reunion.

746
01:02:59.559 --> 01:03:05.440
Yeah. Yeah, I do strongly
feel that when our loved ones returned

747
01:03:05.719 --> 01:03:08.440
spirit, they are welcome. It's
like a it's like a welcoming party.

748
01:03:08.719 --> 01:03:14.719
Or then they're free of all that
pain and suffering. So that you know,

749
01:03:14.880 --> 01:03:19.800
my mom had made neuron disease,
and I didn't know what made uran

750
01:03:19.880 --> 01:03:24.400
disease was until my mom got there. And I've lost people's other things cancer

751
01:03:24.599 --> 01:03:28.480
And I'm not saying one, you
know, one's west than the other,

752
01:03:29.079 --> 01:03:34.079
but I truly have never seen anything
like MNB. And you want your loved

753
01:03:34.119 --> 01:03:37.519
one to see there with you don't
want them to go. But also in

754
01:03:37.679 --> 01:03:43.039
some cases the level of pain and
suffering is so high. When they go

755
01:03:43.239 --> 01:03:45.559
back to the spirit world, all
of that's gone, all of that pain

756
01:03:45.679 --> 01:03:50.800
and the physical body, all of
those restrictions. It's a really beautiful thing

757
01:03:50.880 --> 01:03:53.480
for them, you know, because
they're not living like that anymore. And

758
01:03:53.840 --> 01:03:57.239
it was a bit of sweet things. But me, you know, with

759
01:03:57.440 --> 01:04:02.960
my mum that I didn't want her
to die physically die, but I didn't

760
01:04:03.000 --> 01:04:08.639
want her to live with that either
anymore. And knowing that she's flying high

761
01:04:08.960 --> 01:04:13.280
and she visits me in and just
knowing that she's in a place that she's

762
01:04:13.400 --> 01:04:15.920
free from pain, it helps me
sleep better at night. Now, do

763
01:04:16.000 --> 01:04:19.679
you know what I mean? I
think when they return home to the spirit

764
01:04:19.760 --> 01:04:24.840
world, you know, you'll feel
the sadness, but also kind of feel

765
01:04:24.880 --> 01:04:27.920
a sense of joy for them as
well. I know that sounds a bit

766
01:04:27.960 --> 01:04:33.079
bizarre, but joy that they've gone
to the place where healing takes place and

767
01:04:33.239 --> 01:04:38.760
that they're free against an incredibly beautiful
thing, but it's believed and she in

768
01:04:38.840 --> 01:04:44.599
some Eastern cultures by us mentally and
emotionally hanging on to people, hold to

769
01:04:44.639 --> 01:04:45.920
them, you know, because they
want to be able to be free.

770
01:04:45.960 --> 01:04:48.840
You know, they have to move
on and go on to the next world

771
01:04:48.920 --> 01:04:53.119
and the next life, mostly so
we can hold on to those people when

772
01:04:53.239 --> 01:04:57.000
really we should be letting go.
Yeah. I remember, like I can

773
01:04:57.039 --> 01:05:00.400
honestly say this, like m my
mum die that I drank a I got

774
01:05:00.519 --> 01:05:04.320
quite Yeah, I kind of was
channeling it in a different way. I

775
01:05:04.440 --> 01:05:09.480
was a lot younger then, and
I remember waking up once I was not

776
01:05:09.599 --> 01:05:13.800
too well, and I remember there
was this spirit at the end of the

777
01:05:13.920 --> 01:05:17.880
bathroom just shaking its head looking at
the floor, what have you done?

778
01:05:18.840 --> 01:05:24.840
And then I did speak to a
medium, but not about my mum specifically,

779
01:05:25.000 --> 01:05:27.639
but I saw them and they kind
of said something to me that it

780
01:05:27.719 --> 01:05:31.079
really sort of stood out, and
they said, your mum is in a

781
01:05:31.199 --> 01:05:36.599
great place, but she's so worried
about you and how you're going off the

782
01:05:36.719 --> 01:05:44.119
rails that she's not getting it's not
finding it as peaceful as she should because

783
01:05:44.760 --> 01:05:48.079
your hair and so much it's not
It wasn't preventing her from being in the

784
01:05:48.239 --> 01:05:53.320
light, but she was so worried
about me and the path I was going

785
01:05:53.400 --> 01:05:56.599
down that she just wanted me to
be okay. And I think that's why

786
01:05:56.679 --> 01:05:59.679
she was reaching out to me so
much, which pulled me back onto this

787
01:06:00.159 --> 01:06:03.599
us because I was having all these
dreams that I was walking around with their

788
01:06:03.639 --> 01:06:09.039
and having conversations and there were all
these things that she was really trying.

789
01:06:09.400 --> 01:06:12.159
And I look back at it and
I think, yeah, you know,

790
01:06:12.480 --> 01:06:15.719
that's that's right. Of course you're
going to grieve. You're going to grieve,

791
01:06:15.440 --> 01:06:20.000
but sometimes it becomes so consuming,
like what it did to me in

792
01:06:20.119 --> 01:06:25.159
that phase in my life. It
wasn't good for me and it wasn't good

793
01:06:25.480 --> 01:06:30.599
for my mom. What our loved
ones want for us, although it's really

794
01:06:30.639 --> 01:06:35.719
difficult because we really deeply miss them, is they want us to live and

795
01:06:36.239 --> 01:06:42.519
they want us to keep going and
know that one day we will see them

796
01:06:42.559 --> 01:06:45.800
again and we will be reunited.
They don't want to be the cause of

797
01:06:46.280 --> 01:06:49.920
your life derailing. They don't want
to be as a cause of you not

798
01:06:50.119 --> 01:06:55.639
fulfilling your dreams. They hope that
they've done so much with you and giving

799
01:06:55.679 --> 01:06:59.639
you so much love that you will
go forward and achieve your dreams. They

800
01:06:59.639 --> 01:07:04.280
don't be the reasons that you're in
so much pain. And I certainly understand

801
01:07:04.360 --> 01:07:11.000
that more now that I've got got
older, that yes, reeves perfectly normal

802
01:07:11.039 --> 01:07:15.840
to grieve. But just remember that, and I remember that my parents they

803
01:07:15.880 --> 01:07:18.480
want me to do well and they're
proud of me. They don't want me

804
01:07:18.639 --> 01:07:24.000
to spend my life drinking away,
you know what I mean, because of

805
01:07:24.159 --> 01:07:28.719
pain of their loss, because they're
okay. So yeah, I think there

806
01:07:28.760 --> 01:07:34.519
has to become a point where you
find an acceptance that people, we're not

807
01:07:34.599 --> 01:07:39.599
meant to be here forever, and
there will be pass things and that will

808
01:07:39.679 --> 01:07:43.400
be painful, and and I think
really we can do about that. We

809
01:07:43.519 --> 01:07:46.480
have no control of when we're going
to go or how we go. And

810
01:07:46.880 --> 01:07:49.599
that's kind of what we should signed
up for when we came down here.

811
01:07:50.039 --> 01:07:54.519
When they've passed and they've gone to
the light there where where they should be

812
01:07:55.280 --> 01:07:59.559
and they're being looked past and they're
okay, But it doesn't mean they will

813
01:07:59.599 --> 01:08:02.480
never check up on you and let
you know that they're there. Live your

814
01:08:02.519 --> 01:08:05.199
life, you know, talk about
them, keep them in your heart,

815
01:08:05.400 --> 01:08:10.159
you know, share the good times. Don't be all consumed a long term

816
01:08:10.280 --> 01:08:13.639
with what happens. You know,
a lot of people can relate to that.

817
01:08:13.800 --> 01:08:15.159
You know, we've we've all lost
loved ones a lot of time.

818
01:08:15.239 --> 01:08:19.840
We have tried finding solace and using
the bottle as a cushion, but it

819
01:08:19.960 --> 01:08:24.239
doesn't really help long term. You've
got to think they want the best for

820
01:08:24.319 --> 01:08:26.880
you. You know, they want
you to grieve, but then they want

821
01:08:26.920 --> 01:08:29.760
you to carry on your life.
You know, that's what they want,

822
01:08:30.119 --> 01:08:33.000
one hundred percent. One hundred percent. The kids they've had, the time

823
01:08:33.079 --> 01:08:36.920
they've had, it was a gift. The gift we have every day here

824
01:08:36.960 --> 01:08:41.079
as a gift. Even if you're
having that great day, you've got the

825
01:08:41.159 --> 01:08:45.000
rephay for your head. You're still
having your human experience here. Know that

826
01:08:45.399 --> 01:08:48.279
they want to see you succeed and
they will always be willing you want to

827
01:08:48.359 --> 01:08:55.920
be the best fashion of yourself always. So yeah, absolutely, And you're

828
01:08:56.000 --> 01:08:58.079
right, you know, life,
life is short, you know, I

829
01:08:58.399 --> 01:09:01.119
mean mid fort is now. I
feel short. So don't waste time,

830
01:09:01.279 --> 01:09:04.439
you know, saying to yourself,
Oh, I'll call them tomorrow. You

831
01:09:04.520 --> 01:09:08.359
know, I'll email them tomorrow.
Do it now? Do it? Well?

832
01:09:08.439 --> 01:09:12.159
You have time? Yeah, because
you know, I've known a lot

833
01:09:12.199 --> 01:09:16.920
of people who have died in the
last four years, a lot my best

834
01:09:17.000 --> 01:09:21.319
friend of like, oh wow,
well over twenty years is currently living with

835
01:09:21.720 --> 01:09:27.479
this breast cancer. And while you're
here, appreciate the people you've got.

836
01:09:27.880 --> 01:09:30.920
Is it really worth some of the
things that you argue about, is it

837
01:09:30.000 --> 01:09:32.279
really worth it? Is it going
to bother you in the year's time.

838
01:09:32.680 --> 01:09:39.760
I particularly remember a male friend that
passed through it probably about three years ago

839
01:09:39.920 --> 01:09:43.000
now, and I hadn't caught up
with him much, and I think I

840
01:09:43.159 --> 01:09:46.319
was going to fire work and I
think one of the last emails we sent

841
01:09:46.399 --> 01:09:49.439
each other was, oh, we
must arrange that catch up scene. And

842
01:09:49.600 --> 01:09:53.920
then you know, a few months
later I found out that he passed away.

843
01:09:54.079 --> 01:09:57.640
And it's one of those things,
isn't it. If you've done something

844
01:09:57.720 --> 01:10:00.039
and you need to say sorry,
we say sorry. If you love someone,

845
01:10:00.319 --> 01:10:03.760
tell them, show them that you
love them. Reply to those messages

846
01:10:03.840 --> 01:10:08.279
on your phone. Do you know
what I mean? Check in with friends

847
01:10:08.359 --> 01:10:13.479
if you haven't had for a while, because there's nothing worse. There's absolutely

848
01:10:13.560 --> 01:10:17.359
nothing worse. And you've left something, a disagreement, you haven't sorted out

849
01:10:17.720 --> 01:10:21.239
wherever it is, an argument,
and then something happens to somebody. You

850
01:10:21.319 --> 01:10:26.239
didn't arrange that meetup, you didn't
respond to that message, and then you

851
01:10:26.359 --> 01:10:29.399
just start living with all that guilt. I wish I'd done a bit more,

852
01:10:29.439 --> 01:10:31.520
wish I made the effort. I
wish I'd rearrange back. If it's

853
01:10:31.560 --> 01:10:35.680
important to you, and that person
is important to you, and those people

854
01:10:35.720 --> 01:10:41.079
are important to you, then put
that time in what's more important. You

855
01:10:41.119 --> 01:10:43.640
know you're not going to take your
job with you. You're not going to

856
01:10:43.720 --> 01:10:47.239
take the next episode of Netflix you
binge with you. Tell you what you've

857
01:10:47.279 --> 01:10:50.920
got, absolutely, so get on. The show's nearly finished now, so

858
01:10:51.039 --> 01:10:56.720
get onto a messenger or the phone
or the email and send those messages.

859
01:10:57.079 --> 01:11:00.760
Good stuff. Wonderful advice. That's
wonderful, Sarah. Thank you, thanks

860
01:11:00.800 --> 01:11:04.680
so much for having me nick and
letting me show my adventures with you and

861
01:11:04.880 --> 01:11:09.760
my past and really appreciate it it. It's been lovely to chat. Thank

862
01:11:09.760 --> 01:11:12.880
you and getting to know a bit
about you as well. It's an amazing

863
01:11:13.319 --> 01:11:16.520
no problem. It's always good to
hear, Sarah. I really appreciate you

864
01:11:16.600 --> 01:11:20.239
coming on sharing that for our listeners. Thank you, thanks, and thanks

865
01:11:20.279 --> 01:11:24.680
everyone for listening. I just really
appreciate it. Great stuff. Okay,

866
01:11:24.840 --> 01:11:28.039
keep in contact, Sarah and I'll
talk to you soon. Brilliant. Thank

867
01:11:28.119 --> 01:11:30.039
you. Okay, take care,
thanks for that, Take caree bye.

868
01:11:30.439 --> 01:11:34.279
That's all for this week. Keep
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869
01:11:34.560 --> 01:11:38.720
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870
01:11:38.800 --> 01:11:44.279
share on the podcast, you can
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871
01:11:44.359 --> 01:11:47.000
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872
01:11:47.079 --> 01:11:53.199
website UFO Chronicles podcast dot com.
A big thank you to Sarah for sharing

873
01:11:53.279 --> 01:11:57.560
tonight, and thank you all for
listening. I will be back next week.

874
01:11:58.239 --> 01:12:01.359
Till then, stay safe, keep
watching the skies. Goodbye,