Weird thing happened in the backyard. Weird, weird, weird. Wow,
Yo, what's up? What is starting to feel like a broken record?
Who? I feel like I always started that starting, But you know what,
it's genuine. Today's a special episode. It's Jenny you win, It's
Jenny Way introduced me already, like we got my Valentine up, yea,
this is probably coming on, like what April, but this is still the
week of Valentine's Day we were recording this. I just listened to the Valentine's
Day? What do you think about it? I really liked it. I
knew most everything that was being discussed, but it was funny to hear it
again because I was literally my car screaming. And then I text the group
and I'm like, oh my god, I'm like sending them references from something
they recorded weeks ago. Have you ever heard any of the stories that I
told? Yes, you have, okay, really forensics. I genuinely don't
think I've told us soul that I did not know until I said it on
the show. That's really bold and brave of you. I didn't expect.
Can I say? I did not see this coming? But people really got
a kick out of the story of me getting broken up overdrawing weed smoke,
and I thought people were gonna be like, man, what a weirdo.
I mean, it's kind of like a legendary cringe moment. Yeah, like
it really is. Well, I forgot about it though. That okay,
that was one aspect that I forgot about in the story and the SpongeBob part.
Yeah, that was honest. I was shocked to think of twelve year
old Ryan drawing that and I'd never been like exposed to that is not nature.
That's okay, Yeah, that's what I'm saying, Like, how did
that even come about? Like how I don't I can't fathom how that came
out of you at that age. MTV bro. Honestly, that was the
truth is I watched my brothers and I there was a while when we like
didn't have cable or anything. We were going through extreme poverty, and we
just had DVDs that we had had for many years, and we watched Scarry
Movie one and two over and over and over and short he's always smoking weed,
so I just and they're always laughing, So I just I don't know,
it was funny. You're like this will be great, like, yeah,
oh, she'll love it. Yeah, you were thinking of your head,
she's gonna fall in love with To me, that was not even just
cringe. It was cringe symbol. Well, I'm kind of never received one
from you, though, I was thinking that in my head, like I
have never received such a drawing well from my husband. I've been with him
almost ten years. I've never seen him draw baby. All right, I
might draw you a little something yo. And speaking of which, by the
way, Jenny, Jenny was so jealous that she didn't get to share any
of her Valentine's stories. So I think we should give her a platform and
let her share. Yeah, do that. You guys get to see my
jealousy live. Keep the camera on Ryan the whole time, like reaction video.
Remember no names though, right, Oh my gosh, I would never
use a name. I work in pr in marketing. I know Ray,
of course your media trained. Of Okay, I have to tell one story
in particular that I thought would be hilarious because Ryan opened up the show saying,
hey, all you lonely lovers, um, what's the Valentine's thing?
He said, was that's just basically, what's what's the first memory whatever that
nobody gets Valentine because that was me. Okay, listen, but there's a
plot twist, don't don't. So, So what happened was I was in
I don't even remember. I think it was an English class or something,
and I was in the seventh grade. I was one of the new girls
still I had moved in less than like six months ago. It was this
in North Carolina. Yeah, okay, it was. It was at our
middle school. So I was in class and everybody it was the type of
day whenever, like the candy grams get passed out. Yeah, and I
always dreaded. I always dreaded the candy grams, okay, because I never
got any, or it would be from my girlfriend and I'm like, like,
you know, like I love you, like I love you, but
I don't want one from you, you know. So anyway, I'm from
a cute boy. Yeah. Yeah, So the candy grams got bad and
I didn't get any. Okay, So twenty minutes later in the class,
the lady from the front office brings in roses yeah and said this is for
Jennifer Maybes. And I'm like what me, me, Like, are you
kidding? Me? Like the fact that I got the like the grand finale,
I got like the bonus points at the end. I had no candy
grams, but I had those roses. I had to pretty much tell the
guy that like, he had never ever expressed to me that he liked me
before this moment, and then I just got these roses from this random person
that I don't really pay attention to. So it's like, oh, yeah,
thank you, Like but in your class. Yes, he was in
my class at the time, but here's the thing, it was a secret
admirer. It took me days to figure out who it was. So that's
how he kept his cool by being in my class because he's like, oh,
like, she doesn't know it's me yet. He didn't tell you.
How did you find out? He ended up because one of his friends ended
up telling me, and then eventually he texted me and got my number from
somewhere else and then I were like, oh, friends, but I never
had interest in him, But it was just a really nice feeling. That
was all I was. Like, Man, that was one of the happiest
moments of my life. I love that. Like me and Ryan's stories were
like hyper embarrassing and like like super mega cringe and Jenny's like, somebody about
me. Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, hard life. You had
to reject them. No, you're right, you're right. If I had
known you, then I probably wouldn't have sent you a candy gram because I
would have been too like, I would have been too intimidated. Sure.
One of my favorite Valentine's Day two in high school was Emily and I were
really close friends Ryan's little sister, of course, and we're still best friends.
But she walks in. We all had to sit in the atrium in
the morning, like in the main room before we go to work classes,
right, So she just came in and I was standing around, you know,
with another friend, and she comes in and she just goes, hey,
happy Valentine Day. It gives me a kiss on the cheat, and
I'm like, I'm very much like an anti touchy feely and I'm just like
like, okay, I wasn't dating Ryan yet, but it was just really
cute. I'll never forget that. Yeah, your Valentine's stories are way better
than ours. Ours deserve to be in like some sort of like museum of
gringe. The closest thing I had to You're on the opposite end though,
like that's why. Yeah, exactly, girls are telling my story. Yeah,
exactly. The closest thing I ever had to Valentine was in elementary school
when everybody in the class got a card. Yeah, so I just always
hated the holiday. Damn dude, Can I also tell another story? Please
come on. Okay, this is not does not have something to do with
the Valentine's Day, but it is really precious and it's about young love.
Okay, it's just it's on ye yeah, it's Brandon. Yeah, it's
good vibes. So I so everyone was talking about, oh, I had
my first girlfriend boyfriend blah blah blah on that episode, and I was like,
okay, beachya pre K pre k, bro, you don't know.
Yeah she was. I was married. I was saying, I was engaged
in pre k. Okay, So what happened? Four? I went.
I went to pre K in Tampa, Florida. UM, and it was
a big layout and there's a huge common like area in the middle and then
on the sizer's classroom, so everybody knows everybody right, and then outside it
was like we had like a little cabin outside. We had that one what's
it tether ball when you throw it around. I think the thing that spins
around the pole? Yeah, why don't people play that anymore? Where'd that
go? I don't just don't see it anymore. I know people were probably
getting real hurt playing that, honestly, like like wrapped around. Yeah yeah,
yeah, yeah, I feel that. Okay. So there's tetherball thing
there, picnic tables, blah blah blah. I go back there and there
is this little boy, said, and of course I'm in pre k.
So he's an identical little boy, and he was sitting under bench and he's
literally like weeping and like crying and so upset, and me, you know,
kind hearted of course three year old. I go up to this individual
and I'm like, hey, are you okay? Like what can I do
to help? He was sitting under this bench, and I kind of helped
get him out underneath the bench, like what's wrong? Are you okay?
And because I went up and helped him and actually gave him attention and showed
some concern and compassion, he proposed to me, Oh my goat, I
feel like I missed part of the conversation. Oh that's exactly right. It
was quick. What you heard was right, and I just met this guy
and he was like yes, like thank you so much, but in like
three year old language and language, but I still understood. And he goes,
um, will you marry me? Just like that, and with I
didn't hesitate. What did you say? He was probably one of the cutest
boys in he was. Yes. But let me tell you, you lied
before God and you broke your oath and you're going to hell. No to
this, Thank God for me. This is the sad part. And if
anybody knows me, you know I watched that's a strange statement. Sorry,
but okay, if anybody knows it, because it's not true. This is
not true. It's not really an own fact about me. But I didn't
watch Shrek until way late in my life. Yeah. Again, I feel
I've missed part of the conversation. We just watched Shrek like two years ago
for her first time. That's what I'm saying. I was a lazy army
dad and a mother from Germany have been beating me up about not seeing any
movie. She gets it too, Yeah, and his wife gets it too.
You're not alone in this. Honestly, I'm kind of shocked now that
you and Casey are so close because like she that's like her life blood is
sure. No, but but I but Casey also didn't watch or do a
lot before she met you. You're like you guys true But anyway, Okay,
this is where Shrek comes in. One day. This is good storytelling
here, Yeah, just hopping around. But um, so I walk in
to the common room and in the morning, we're watching like everyone's watching Shrek,
like it was just something we did. We'd like watched parts of movies
while like everybody came out. I did that and Shrek was on and Dakota
was sitting and my name drop to due years ago. But anyway, so
he um, he was sitting next to another girl and like basically kind of
like told me that it was done during Shrek and that was the only memory
I like or understanding or memory I had related to Shrek for like twenty years.
You were never Oh yeah, it was like part of my first breakup.
It was my first divorce. It was traumatic for you. To be
fair, you do kind of have a very weird association with movies because like
to this day, she still has not seen Terminator, and she refuses to
believe that they are not in horror films, dude, how about this?
This is this is so funny. I begged Casey for so many years to
watch Rush Hour with me, like one of my favorite movies ever, so
good, and like I probably asked her twenty times before she finally goes,
Nick, I am not into racing movies. I'm not into car movies.
I don't want to watch that. And I was like, um, yeah,
that's not what that movie is about. I've to and from locations and
I need to explain the terminating about. Oh please. The reason that I
was scared of Terminator is because I had had a really powerful dream when I
was about six or seven, and essentially I had this image in my mind
of what a terminator was. I hadn't seen the movie. I think I
saw a trailer Likeal not Teal, like titanium looking ten robots, skeletor bodies.
They're not ten, but they're chrome looking. Yeah yeah, yeah,
killing machines. They're terminating. So I had a dream that a massive one
showed up in my bedroom and put both of my parents and a massive black
trash bag and took them away from me. Okay, so that's another trauma
story. And that's why I refused to watch it because it was terrified.
Described to me what the terminator looked like like exactly kind of how I was
saying, Like the shiny chrome you could say ten but not really a little
bit yeah, metallic, and they had red eyes and it was kind of
like maybe like Bender from Futurama. Wow, I'm dying to get her to
watch that, oh, Futurama. Back before I ever dated Ryan, I
knew that he liked Futurama, and I knew that he liked a few different
things. So I actually watched a few episodes of Futurama. Ryan, I'm
confessing in front of the world that I watched a few episodes of Futurama.
It took this to you to admit this to me. May I have watched
a few episodes? I I think I told you that I've seen a few
episodes, but it was because of you. Another thing that I watched because
of Ryan. He used to be obsessed with whatsbs. No, I haven't
watched that one, the other one with the girl with the blue hair him.
I watched that movie because Ryanne. Ryan, you watch me and Casey
watched that like two or three weeks ago, such a good movie. Like,
I love that movie. It's incredible. I don't remember any part of
it. Well, you know, unfortunately, I was just gonna say,
like, come on, man, you gotta give Terminator a chance. Imagine
this. It's like basically okay, the kid's name is John Connor, which,
if you know anything about James Cameron also j c coincidentally, um he
puts a lot of like esoteric symbolism into his movies. And it's argued that
John Connor is like this sci fi Christ like savior figure. The whole plot
of the movie is John Connor is this child who like is the only one
who has the for some reason, you know, it makes sense in the
movie, he's the only one who can like stop this a overlord mind from
destroying mankind on earth. And like this kid is so important that the Terminators
are sending robots from the future to terminate this kid from even being born,
to kill his mom. And then he's born, and then they're sending terminators
to kill the kid. But then more Terminators are coming back from the future
to stop the evil Terminators, and it gets crazier and crazy. It's really
not though, it's an eighties movie that is so hard. It's like it's
like boom Ton Travel, I'm from the future, Come with me if people
like they're awesome movies, but like that, that's kind of like the Matrix,
how like all the sentinels are coming to kill Neo exactly. He's like
the one that's going to free everybody. Yeah. Yeah, but I was
saying that JC think because his initials are JC and people, you know how
movie symbolism goes. People are speculating that it's like a reference to Jesus Christ
and he's literally like the Savior, you know, he's he's had oh and
he has like an immaculate conception. Well, a lot of people have been
requesting that for a Discord movie night, So if we do it, then
you yeah to watch it. Speaking of the Discord, I want to shout
out my man, Jeremy West. Jeremy West. You probably can't see it,
but it's really cute. It says feeling the healing on it and it
has a little crystal on it, and then it says raising the vibration for
a higher state of being. And it's probably one of the deepest pieces of
merchandise that I own. So shout out to thank you, thank you,
at least to you. My wife is new age driven. Yes, that's
exactly right. You brought up a traumatic dream you had about terminators, and
now we're going to just kind of shed away the terminator conversation. We're going
to get a little bit more into dreams, because you tend to sometimes have
very profound dreams and sometimes they come true. Yeah, so I know there
were some dreams that you wanted to get into today. Yeah, it's also
something that you're just like super interested in. Right, Yeah, I'm injured.
I started dream journaling this year. Um, everyone's like, why haven't
you started a dream journal Honestly, it's just effort. It's like it's like
hard to get up and then like, oh, let me drill and I
and I haven't done it as um frequently as I thought I would, because
some dreams it's like whenever you wake up. Some dreams are very like they
feel very far away, you don't fog very much foggy, and then some
are so vibrant. And I don't ever want to write down the ones that
feel foggy, because then it'll be like saw my dad saw a rooster,
which at the store. You should because it changed your brain to subconsciously pay
more attention to them and memorize. Yeah, but it sucks because there's some
dreams that like, you remember forever, and then there's some dreams you only
remember the second you wake up and then it's gone, right, Like exactly,
I can't believe you remembered a dream from when you were like seven,
Like I don't, I couldn't. Oh, well, actually, you know,
I did tell that story recently about that like weird sleep paralysis dream I
had when I was little, so different different. It's the traumatic ones that
stick with you. So you you've got too. I remembered too, dreams
from childhood very vividly, and both were getting kidnapped. Yeah, I had
recurring dreams. See, I have recurring dreams too, But like, as
far as we're calling like really old dreams, I don't know that I do
a lot of that. But you just recently started dream journaling, Yeah,
only only as of last three weeks. Yeah, well yeah this year,
but um no. Yeah, some of my childhood dreams stick out the absolute
most, and it was really interesting and I really started paying attention to them
and paying attention more to my dreams. After I UM, I talked with
Vincent Jenna, who was on the show Yeah the Psychic Media UM, and
he's awesome. But he told me, or told us to pay attention to
our dreams because they are like they could be past lives or symbols or whatever
whatever. And ever since, well, ever since the past lives thing,
I've been really really like if I'm in a place where I'm completely not familiar
with any part that's around me, I'm like, okay, like that triggers
me in dream Yeah, Like like I had one really significant dream and I
know I'm I feel like I'm flying away from the first dream, but okay
for the second dream though, it was I think I might have told this
during my first episode with you guys, but it was the one where I
was like in a completely different time period and it was like a war zone
and there were like I was in a subway that was crashed and there were
fires all around me. And it's still so vibrant. I don't really remember
this dream. Oh it's so vibrant in my brain, like one of my
more well what happened? It was so sad. I don't know, I
might want to like place a little bit of a trigger warning just because it's
a little bit of a sad dream. But essentially what it was was it
was a war zone and there was like a baby was mangled and had gotten
really messed up in the war. You had this dream when you were a
kid. Um, this was whenever I was a teenager. Oh my god.
And I was like on the subway startled, and I feel like I
was part of an organization that like had like people onto this crash subway to
be part of the hospital, like if they turned it into a medical center
or something during the war. I don't know. It was weird. So
I told Vincent Jenna about that dream, and he was like, oh my
gosh, like that one hundred percent sounds like a past life, Like you
need to pay attention to things when you're completely unfamiliar with them, because I'm
like, that's totally not like me, Like it's not like me to think
about sir war, that time period, war, like any of those things
is not significant to me. And also the dream was like vibrant red and
orange, and if anybody knows me, I hate red. I hate the
color read. So I wouldn't have wanted to see that it was like it
was just very like, like I said, it fires ablaze all around me,
and I'm just like, it's like everything I hate, like war violence.
This baby's all messed up. And then now this that sounds so bizarre
and out of context that it feels like it like has to be like a
past life thing exactly. And that's what I just think is so interesting about
them. But um what what, Alex you go you over there gigging for
There was a dream that I brought up to Vincent too. Oh what do
I say? What is? Yeah, it's it's actually very interesting. Just
just to preface this story, I've never done cocaine in my entire life,
Okay, like I swear right. So I had this reoccurring dream where I
was doing cocaine with Johnny Depp dreams too, Alex Well, and this was
during the trial his his trial, So I'm like, okay, the Johnny
Depp part there is not like it's not too irrelevant. Anyway. I had
this dream two or three times, and then we had Vincent on the show
and I'm like, hey, Vincent, this is the dream I keep having.
I had this like he I did it with him. Then I'm like
running around this warehouse. And then I went back to him. I'm like,
yo, give me some more that He's like, uh, you're cut
off. I'm like okay, So I told Vincent and Vincent it's just like
he said, what does Johnny Depp mean to you? And I'm like,
he's just this carefree guy. It's like the Pirates of the Caribbean Johnny Depp.
And he's like, Okay, you just need to take a vacation,
Like you just need to chill and go, like relax for a little while.
That's what your dream means. I'm like, okay, that's all because
you're like doing coke with the super laid back guy in your mind. I
imagine him in full like Captain Jack Sparrow regalia, doing cocaine with you.
Well, like I said, I have Johnny Depp dreams. Okay, I
had. I had a recent one and it's in my dream journal. What
Yeah, I had a recent Johnny Depp dream. Hold on is Johnny Depp
Depp just like invading people's dreams like Freddy Krueger or something. Oh my god,
he was in the first Freddy Krueger movie. That was one of his
that was one of his first ever movies. Whoa, Yes, it might
have been. His first movie was Nightmare he was a kid. Yeah,
yes, he's like seventeen. You've had a Johnny Depp dream? Please come.
Johnny Depp is the real Freddy Krueger. We are officially now investigating Johnny
Depp for being a dream walking nightmare freak. So if you have had any
Johnny Depp dreams or nightmares, do not take the cocaine from him. I
had drugs in it too. Listen, Okay, yes, I'm telling you
it's he's bringing drugs into people's dreams. Well, but just to play Devil's
advocate. It was openly discussed on the trial his drug so that concept is
out there. I watched. I was one of those people that, like,
I work from home, and I did turn on the trial every day,
and you did because I enjoyed hearing it. But I didn't care to
watch it. Well, but I'm staring it is you. I what my
favorite part about watching a trial, I don't care what it's about. Is
I just like the nature of law, Like I just think like the argumentative
stuff. Yeah, like, this's so fascinating. And there were times where
I know, like I would call objections before the judge or like before the
lawyers would and then I would be like, Ryan, can you believe it?
I got the objection, Like I'm like, wow, objective argumentative.
Yeah, another people probably did. Yeah. Yeah, game show Chad that
we're watching the humiliation it stake down of someone. It's like and I was
never I was never like really into it where I was like tweeting all about
it every day. I was like everyone would ask me, so what do
you think? And I'm like, I don't know what to think. I'm
just watching it for entertainment, like and not entertainment because I'm trying joy from
that, but it's just interesting. It is interesting. Yeah, I don't
care who you honestly, look, I'll make a confession. Lately, Like
for the past week or two, I have been borderline addicted to watching trials.
Like there's there's people on YouTube who will throw together like these documentaries,
like hour long documentaries covering like true crime. Uh like like you know,
cases and stuff, and it's almost all I've been watching lately. Huh for
you, Jerry Duty, I have never had jury duty. He'd like that
you probably get word to be there, you know, Yeah, it's a
major inconvenience, but I'd much rather be we're watching it at home. I
don't know, can you imagine being part of the jury on that Johnny Depp?
Oh than dude, Like, can you imagine if there's like a die
hard John I mean, those people wouldn't be allowed to be part of the
jury in the first place, but if they were, Like, can you
imagine that? It would be so hard to ignore all of them because when
you go into jury duty, either like you can't read any media, you
can't like go on Twitter, and I'm like, for the cases that we're
covering locally, like nobody's talking about these cases, but like the Johnny Depp,
everybody's talking about the case. So it would be so hard to be
a jury member and to have to ignore all of that stuff. That's true
because when it was happening, literally everyone was talking about it. Yeah,
wow, we derailed this hardy. That was how much he invaded our dreamy
poison No, but what he did in my in my dream is we were
having a podcast hangout and I all of us like it was us in the
dream plus Johnny Depp, So I was there too. Nice yeah, well
whoa, whoa, maybe are connected? WHOA? What if it was the
same night? Was this pre vincent Jenna? No before after? Sorry?
Yeah? But so what he did is but we we were like he was
giving us first sort of drug. Yeah. Yeah. We were in my
apartment, in my place and he was giving us like drugs and weird and
this weird things started happening. But Johnny Depp was apparently in my dream,
some sort of ex lover or something, and we had passed. We had
drama there and all I remember is he gave us that this was not a
very vivid dream, but he gave us the drugs. And we had been
fighting all day and arguing and he was trying to humiliate me and like was
mimicking me and not being nice, and then he was like being abusive after
I like called him out for Jenny, you were amber heard in this dream.
I wonder you were ever heard of this dream? Like like literally how
insulting? Yeah, but but anyway, yeah I know that, And I've
also had another one. I just don't remember what was your first dream?
You never told the first one, you only told the second. What was
the context behind the first one? I don't even remember, Yeah you did,
you did? You said the first one, you said, I'm flying
by the first one, and then we talked about the second one. It'll
come to you. Yeah, the first one that she talked about just a
second ago was didn't have something too, was like, I don't remember,
I honestly don't remember. Moved past it. Yeah, I wanted to talk
about your recent dream that has that you know what I'm talking about, that
dream that you just had recently? Is what made you say I want to
come on the show again? Do you want to you want to give the
whole load down line. Oh my gosh. So that was fun, and
I'm glad that you brought that up because I did want to talk about it.
But um, so we have had If you remember Emily's second episode,
part her part two episode, they talked about certain tapes that she had gotten
from the Monroe Institute and then the Monroe Institute. The people from the Monroe
Institute have also sent them to Ryan and I because their family was associated with
the program and those things. Well, it's out now, so we're safe
to say that the final chapter of Dad's book is entirely about his experience as
Yeah, exactly forgot. Dad's manager, who has also mentioned in the last
chapter of the book and of the acknowledgements is um he's in deborativement. Yeah,
so we have a connection there too, you know. Yeah, so
he passed them on to us, and I was interested in it because we
covered this during my last episode. Is whenever I first started having really meaningful
paranormal experiences with the Bledsoe family was after listening to tapes andeen. It had
taken me two years to experience something, after already being in a relationship with
Ryan for two years and being friends with Emily since many years before then,
and so it was just really always frustrating for me because I'm like, okay,
like I guess they don't like me very much, as you fully believed,
But because you were so determined as he's something, it was like,
probably it was it was most likely getting in the world, or it could
be honestly, it could have been honest disbelief shifting to belief, you know
what I mean. And I'm not saying I ever disbelieved, but you know,
it's a there's a small part of the brain, it's a shocked voice
thing to go into. It's real, it's yeah, it's really shocking.
At that point, I had heard all of these CIA, NASA agents everybody
talking about that, you know, So it wasn't that I was like totally
disbelieving. It was just like, what if in the back of my mind,
sure, like the devil on your shoulder, an angel on your shoulder.
I think everybody that hears about this stuff probably has that at first.
That's what that's what our human body. That's what I can tell you without
a doubt that it is fifty fifty people either immediately believe or they don't.
Yeah, yeah, I feel it is either way. Oh and we should
say when when you say you've been listening, you were listening to the tapes.
The tapes are like sacred frequent Yeah, yeah, exactly from the Monroe
Institute. They have different frequencies and different kinds of nature sounds, and it's
mixed by a professional I guess, but engineers. Yeah they yeah, they
mix it all together and then put out these tapes. So many, many,
many years ago. I was listening to the Hemi Sinc. Tapes.
Yes, yes, earlier, yes, back in the day from twenty fifteen.
But I listened to those and had opened me up to really powerful dreams
that I've addressed before, but for um And, I started seeing like beings
in my dreams and actually experiencing them while I was awake as well. And
so this pastime that I listened to the tapes, UM, I listened to
the tape for the first time, and I had a very stressful wedding dream.
Okay, which seems meaningless, but I'm getting somewhere. So it was
one of those stressful wedding dreams where you're like, where's my hair makeup person,
where's my where am I? Like it? Yeah, like how come
none of my bridesmaids are here? Like? It was just really crappy.
But but the main part of my dream that I noted is stress and nobody's
doing my hair and I don't know where I'm at. So later on in
that day, I ended up seeing Emily again, Ryan's younger sister, and
I was like, Emily, oh my gosh, I had the worst dream
last night. I had a stressful wedding dream and she goes, no way,
me too, and I was like what and She's like, yeah,
I had a dream that like you wouldn't help me with my hair. I'm
like, I know I had the dream that you wouldn't help me with my
hair, and we were getting all like what you know what I mean?
So I was like where were you? Where were you in the dream?
And she was like, I have no idea. I'm like I don't either.
What was that place? We just kind of syncd up and we were
like, okay, like we get it, we get it, Like where
were we at that point? Because it turns out she had listened to the
tapes that same night and it was just really strange. It was like the
weirdest synchronicity, and we were in the middle of all and at the time,
like the book was being written, it was just a lot of like
hype in all of this. So we just like immediately were like, oh
my gosh, I mean total synchronicity. Something is going right, so weird,
Like you had almost the identical dreams at the same time. Now here's
what I want to know, unprompted, what how do you think that happens
or what do you think that means that you and Emily had the exactly Well,
my perspective is that when you're in real life is when you're in the
dream. I know that sounds kind of cliche. But for me, it's
like our conscious I always going to confuse consciousness consciousness, but I feel like
that's the real us. This is the stage, right exactly, This is
us being put on the stage, and then we're actually linking up in the
spiritual realm. And another thing Vincent Jenna told me is that the same souls
stay with you forever and ever and ever and ever. Like where you are,
what souls that you are around, you will be around those souls forever,
whether one is you know, whether your mother is your daughter in this
life, whether your brother is your dad in this life, right, You'll
always be in this Yes. So for me, I just honestly think that
it was written in the stars that I was always meant to be near Emily
and Ryan, and I know that our souls are very close together, and
that we have that power to be able to join in that other realm because
that's where our real selves are. And then this is just us on the
stage right, connecting all of the dying. Yeah, and just kind of
like picking up on it. I know that's true because the only reason I
genuinely asked you out in the first place is because I had a full blown
entity experience. The night before our first date, and when we were hanging
out, it wasn't a day, right, we were just going to go
like grab lunch. Yeah, you know, I've I've already told the story
a handful of times. But the night before I was just so nervous.
And it's not like I was nervous to hang out with her. I was
nervous because I was like, this is my sister's best friend. It's just
the right move. I can't, like, I can't stop hanging out with
her, but like should I? Should I not be this kind of thing?
And I saw a fully visual white into tea And when I say white,
I don't I don't mean like human skin. I mean like it was
a white light, right, Yeah, you know it was a white light
and it flashed across the yard and then all that other stuff I've told before,
the door locking on me, all the lights flipping off and all this
stuff, and I was like, all right, just good, I'm on
the right track. And then next thing, you know, I told you
the next day, like i've you know, I didn't exactly ask you out
that day, but I basically made it pretty clear. And then the rest
is history, and I don't take entity manifestations lightly. Yeah, so definitely.
I mean I do feel the same way, like we probably do have
some sort of all of us, oh for sure, like you if you
break it down, like even me, a Knicks friendship is so weird,
Oh it is. It's it's so weird and then been intertwined forever for sure.
And I have an equal friend too that I'm always like, Okay,
my friend Randy, Randy is like she's always been my Nick right like literally
and it's really funny, like like I literally called and for me, I
always said that ye always yeah, And I just think that we've just been
intertwined for sure. There's too many synchronicities, like it's it's so strange.
But for you, the wildest thing is having Christopher or what was it being
sketched Chris Chris being sketched into your house because oh yeah, just in case
there's listeners who don't remember that story. Nick grew up in the house that
my dad's first wife lived in that my dad built. So the first time
I ever went to Knick's house, my dad had his name with his own
hand was scratched into the window sill in the wood permit from like the eighties.
Yeah, for for years seventies maybe, yeah, yeah, for for
years growing up, we would just like see that and just be like what,
like why is that there? And then years into our friendship you were,
I found out that your dad built the house and I was like,
wait a minute, yeah, and his wife's family. Yeah, so that's
why he did it. Yeah, because it was his wife's house. No,
I agree with with that. What what you were saying, like,
like souls are are are intertwined and they kind of reincarnate together and they stick
to the same like in a in a pack or whatever. You know,
me and me and Alex used to fuck in a previous uh you know,
you know what I'm saying, like we we it's cyclical and whatever. The
thing that's interesting to me is like, for instance, like you know,
Emily and your dad at at Monroe or even um uh what what was her
name them? Amy? Yeah, shout out Amy. Anyway, that was
an amazing joint, yeah, minating joy. But like they like saw each
other consciously in whatever you want to call it. That's what's that. That's
what's interesting to me because like you know, like Carl Jung talks about like
the collective unconscious, which is like the concept that like the dream realm is
is sort of like an actual place that are our souls kind of travel to
when we're unconscious or asleep or whatever, and like if you're seeing other souls
in that realm, that makes sense to me. But it's like it's like
you and Emily had the same exact dream, but from a first person perspective
without seeing each other there, which is like almost kind of extra weird to
me. Yeah, like only differences. Who was the observer, That's what
I'm the only different Like it would almost be less weird if you saw Emily
there and Emily saw you there. Yeah, you know what I'm saying,
Like that's that that part is just super bizarre to me because it's like you
were the same person. That is really strange. Jenny and I started having
really weird synchronistic moments very early on in our relationship, like shortly after we
got together. A couple of years after we got together, I graduated college,
and for a while I didn't know exactly what I was gonna do.
I knew at some point we were moving here together, and it is kind
of hard to just like get started on something when you know you're going to
move to a new town. So I wore construction with my dad and my
brother for a while, and there was one day where I was painting the
wall. I wasn't even listening to music. I was like literally in a
a person's house, just painting, and I was singing this song that I
just I don't even it was. Its a well known song. I don't
remember the artist or the song, but it's something that like you heard on
the radio your whole life, like a very well known household type song.
And I was just singing it and Jenny texted me from like twenty five miles
away, Oh my gosh, I forgot about that, telling me, oh
so and so songs on the radio. Well, she was listening to it,
and was it Eescence? No no, no, no, no,
no, no, it was it was. It was. It wasn't Red
Hot Chili Peppers, but it was. It was some kind of just like
regular radio hit that that is always on the radio. But I gotta listen
to that. I listen to death metal. Ryan. We had synchronicity over
Evanescence too, though probably at one point do you remember that I don't do
you It's no, that's my asking. It was It wasn't the wake Me,
Wake Me Up inside. It was the um My Immortal, which is
like, oh, yes, synchronicity about that, because we love that song
too, think on it. But I want to go back to seeing spirits
in dreams because you're right, that's even that's a deeper concept. It's really
strange to think about, like I don't know, just being present and seeing
the spirits. But anyway, so I had a dream whenever my um grandma
died. The night that I found out that my mom's mom had passed away,
my mom had woken me up in my sleep. So my mother's from
Germany, so they are five hours ahead, six hours ahead in the time,
and my mom had gotten a call at three in the morning that her
mother had passed away. And I'm an only child and my mom and I
are best friends. So the first thing that she does is she runs in
my room and wakes me up from my sleep and was crying her eyeballs out,
saying, Ohma has passed away, and she was just hysterical, and
you know, I'm just like waking up processing it. But also I understand
that you know why she would have done that. I know she's freaking out.
Did you say how old you were when this happens? Oh no,
twenty twelve? Twelve, so that was what ten years ago? Yeah?
Yeah, ten years ago? So um I was I was a child,
teenager. But so whenever I went back to sleep after all of that,
I had a very significant dream that is um like, I can see the
image in my head, it's so vibrant, but essentially what it was was
it was a wooden floor and there was a glowing woman and she was walking
away from me and I could see her glowing footsteps kind of linger and she
walks out the door and leaves like she's leaving. And I think it was
my grandma because my mom also claims that. You know, my mom has
lived away from Germany since thirty years now, so she you know, didn't
get a whole lot of time with her parents, and she has always had,
you know, the distance has always I think promoted some sort of a
like spiritual thing where you kind of like look at something and then picture that
it's like that you're there, you know what I mean. I think she's
always had that a spiritual like attachment to her family in Germany. So yeah,
so it was wasn't there something with your sort of weird? Like That's
what I'm saying, Like they're like always paranormal things have always happened with my
grandparents on my mom's side, I feel like. And yeah, like then
night that my grandfather died, which was in two thousand and one, so
I was like a child child, and I my mom always kept mine.
Yeah, my mom always kept my door cracked to where like the door was
touching, but it wasn't locked or like latched closed. So this is my
bedroom door whenever I was asleep. My mom would always keep my door like
that. And the night that she found out that he died, my door
had been wide open, and that never happened. You remember that. I
think that I could have sworn your mother told me she saw something in the
house as well that same night the tropot died. Gotcha, I don't remember,
because your mom is like, she's pretty open minded spiritually, right,
She's seen ghosts on numerous occasions. Really, Yes, there was a time
that me and Jenny were there hanging out with her mom and dad, and
behind us it was either behind me or behind Jenny she saw a ghost walk
through the house like live, Like we're sitting right here talking to her at
her parents house. Her mother has allays had paranormal experiences, and that's kind
of like why I believe we more wild thing is behind my neighborhood. There
are a few houses back there, but there are gravestones, And if I
did not know that, it weirds me. Yes, there are gravestones back
there. And every time my mom says that she sees something, it's always
like the time period colonial right war looking. She was telling me, you
guys's wedding about a past life regression that she had that took place during like
World War two or something that, Yeah, she went through like three different
times in that same regression. One of them was like World War two,
one of them was like Jesus times, and then one of them was like
seventeen eighteen hundreds in France. Yeah, I think I think you're right,
though, I think that that was probably because really what we're talking about is,
I mean, you could call it so many different things, but it's
like being spiritually sensitive or psychically sensitive. Yeah, right, And it's like
you you obviously come from a family that is very spiritually sensitive, psychically sensitive,
and it sounds like you do too like but you do too well.
Sure, but but I'm just saying, like, that's that that makes sense
to me. The magnetic attraction. Yeah, and like all these weird synchronicities
popping up. It was, it's like the universe like nudging you guys together.
For sure. For sure, I think I feel like it works like
that. Chris Junior and his fiancee are like that. She comes from a
very like, very um spiritual. I guess I'm not not like religious,
but like spiritually minded family. Um. You remember we did a whole episode
with Jack and we heard that mind blowing story that I learned on the show
about a flash of light being above his grandmother when his mother when she was
pregnant with his mother, and like even things like you like, dude,
the more I talk to your dad, man, the more I realize how
how incredibly spiritual that man is. I don't you You're not just a teenager
going to someone's house being like, wow, your mom and d that's very
spiritually. You're not paying attention to it. You know, we're playing games
where Yeah, yeah, I didn't really notice that until as a grown man
going and hanging out with your mom and dad, like there's there's there's something.
Yeah, I just find myself. You know who My dad's favorite person
in the world is Michael Jordan Jenny Oh, I know, I know,
y'all don't even know. And Nick's mom's name is Jennifer, so that's even
funnier. Yeah, just enhances. I love him too, though, Yeah,
yeah, yeah. No, Like like hanging out, I just find
myself being And it's not even a conscious choice. It's like, the more
I talk to people that I'm very close to in my life and do some
digging and pay attention, I find there's some really spiritual shit in their background,
and I'm like, that explains it, we all do. I think
it's inherent. I think that whenever the reason we're brought together, when we're
born, we are naturally supposed to be spiritual and in touch with consciousness.
That's our more, that's our most natural self. The second that we get
here and we're influenced by every everything that's around us, that's what's changing us.
We're changing every single second, millisecond of our lives. We are rapidly
changing, changing even your biology. Yes, exactly, Yeah, it's wild.
And that's another thing is like time is different, like with our bodies
and with consciousness, you know what I mean, Like time really only applies
here in the physical realm and in the right now. Like, well,
I'm saying a different tend you here. But what I was trying to say
is like, according to like quantum physics or whatever, the only thing that
is truly real, so to speak, is what is being observed in the
exact present moment. And it's like that's the crazy thing if you think about
it, anything you've ever experienced it was real, was only ever in the
present. Oh yeah, whatever you've experienced in the past and the future can
be changed, like in your mind. Yeah yeah, but but but that
has an effect on reality. They've proven that, you know. So it's
like it's it's just crazy when you think about it, like we're we're always
rapidly in the now, which is always now, you know from perspective,
We're always changing. Yeah. No, I think I think you said something
really cool, like when we come here to this realm, we are like
unbridled. There are no filters, there are no distractions, there's none of
that stuff. We're just a little antenna for all this spiritual energy and all
this you know, all this stuff, and then we get all these distractions,
all this fear. Fear I feel like plays such a huge role in
suppressing that. You want to know what though? That makes two thousand one
of Space Odyssey. So, I mean, I love that movie. I
haven't seen it in so long, but there was whenever I first watched that
movie, which is like two years ago, I watched it like I probably
watched it ten twelve times together. Every yeah, for the first time,
every single day while I worked from home, I would play that movie because
every single time that you look up and it's beautiful, it'll be beautiful no
matter what in the soundtrack is so oh yeah score, And I have a
thing for like old sound design too, like from the sixties and seventies.
It all sounds so textural, yes, you know what I mean. So,
but the fact that you're seeing that baby that at the very end spoiler
alert, the it's the most raw form of like consciousness is inside of that
little bubble. Yeah. So it's a light being and there's a there's like
a it's encased within energy. It's wild it because and then your dad also
calls them the children again. Yeah, it's that innocence. I don't know,
it's all coming to it's all coming together. I feel like I feel
like that's why. You know, for a long time, you always hear
like, oh, meditation is like the most spiritual thing you can do.
It will it will put you in you know, into contact with the collective
consciousness, it'll center all this stuff. For a long time, I was
like how why, yeah, why would that help me whatever? But like
that is literally practicing breaking down all those filters that we're that you're talking about
from when we're born. All that stuff is getting jammed into our heads to
distract us from the real thing. And meditation is silence. Is that it's
trying to get back to the original feeling of like just being in touch.
And I've started doing yoga this year, um, and I will say that
like wait, wait, wait, whoa, whoa, whoa. I thought
you were a yoga expert. I seem to remember you. Yeah, instructor,
Yeah, you were an instructor. And you let a competition now two
idiots that we're screaming at you gotta do this now, everybody, Yeah,
hey, yeah, exactly. I like the way he's saying, I derailed,
but now you're fine. But I started taking yoga, and I've been
trying to like taking those moments to meditate are so important, because I um.
I went to yoga first few times this year and it was perfect,
it was great. I really enjoyed it. A couple of times i've been
going, I've been a little bit stressed, and I think it's because I've
been more anxious in the past few weeks. And then also during one of
the yoga classes, I couldn't join the open meditation because I had a call.
I was on the phone with somebody, and so I missed the whole
opening meditation, which is like about ten minutes. Yeah, the start and
beginning of each class, at least where we go is like you're just laying
there meditating, and then they kind of ease you into the stretches. So
just so imagine there's a whole room of like forty people, thirty people,
like just laying there peacefully, and then when you know, Jenny missed all
that and she walks in right to the brutal stretches. Yeah, and it's
not about jars my experience, that's how most yoga places are yeah, yeah,
yoga medica, but just conceptually imagine that walking in. But it's not
even about the like the strength. I know. I didn't get to stretch,
I didn't get to know well, it's not even about that. For
me, it was more like my mind wasn't with it, and I'm like,
I don't like I was like kind of grumpy in my mind, like
no, I don't want to sit and do this lunge. I just don't
feel like doing this. I don't want to do it. Whenever you meditate
before or like in my experience, whenever I do it normally and I don't
missopening meditation. It's so like you fall in love with your body once you
get that chance to like at like not falling in love with my body.
I'm like, damn, I wish I was stronger. Well, you feel
positive about your body. Yeah, So for me it was just like man,
like I really love my body whenever, but then whenever I don't do
it, I'm just in a completely different mental space. I love it.
One thing I will say I've done three. I just started. So Jenny
went to some sessions before me to scope out the place I've had engagements.
I couldn't always go. We try to go once a week now and I
started going with her, and I've been to yoga with her in the past,
and like was a student of martial arts for many years, and my
first experience with yoga was like I didn't care about it because at the time,
I didn't know anything about it. I didn't really understand the spiritual benefits
of it, and I had just been on a short break from martial arge.
So I was like, I'd rather just go back to kung fu,
Like I don't I don't want to do this shit, Like I'd rather go
train. Yeah, So I had a different attitude back then. But I
remember yoga was hard as hell because we used to do power yoga. It
was like hot power yoga where it was like literally isometric like strength building yoga.
It was brutal. It was brutal. So I'm like scared to come
back to this with her. And I will say that although it is rigorous,
I'm never finding myself bored. Even in martial arts, which I was
obsessed with, I had a difficult time. Like the good news is like
it's not like you had to focus on the drills. It was just a
lot of repetitive, like you know, placements of hands and you know,
things like that. It was so repetitive you don't have to think. But
I found myself so bored. Like as much as I love the art,
I was like, what is this gonna end? What is this gonna end?
When I'm ready to get out here yoga, I'm not like that,
but you want. I'm here right now. I'm almost curious to know.
And I don't know if this would change the state. I don't know if
this would actually be applicable. But think about meditating before you go to kung
fu, Like what if you were to meditate before you went into kung fu
class? Yeah, I would do that, and you and you meditated in
that same way to where you're like, I'm going to do this. You're
telling yourself these affirmations, and then you go into kung fu class. I
bet you you'd freaking kill it. See. The reason that yoga is so
awesome is because you're meditating and every single move is intentional, every breath is
intentional, and she's constantly guiding you back to notice your yes, it's telling
you a smile, telling you to you know, like telling you to pop
your head about telling smile, smile, smile and make us like laugh while
we're doing it, and it does help. Yeah. So it's just like
I think the intention by it's the mind is so powerful. It is.
The mind is so powerful because we're sitting here talking about it has so much
power. We can literally dream things and we can literally say it's all.
It's all the mind. Every crazy everything is the mind. Like if you
want to get real spiritual with it, like real mystical. Literally everything is
one big mind and this thing is just here, like you said, as
it's like a dream, as it's like a distraction. I think there's a
hermetic law about that. It is. Oh really, it's the first one.
The thing is everything is mental, oh right, right, right,
right, right right, exists within the mind of the all. And then
there's that like original transcription of the first general talent. No, no,
no, no, the first book of the Bible, where you know,
it's like in the beginning was the Word, and the word was God in
the Words with God, well, the original was logos in Greek in the
Book of John, which is mind. Yeah. Oh, in the Book
of John, right right right, which is mind. Right in the beginning
was the mind, and the mind was with God, and the mind was
God. Yeah, most Powerful actually wrote that. Like I'm not talking like
what the Bible claims. I'm talking like real history, like like um Neoplatonist,
gnostic type Christian people. Yeah. But um, so with yoga,
I have a question. I'm curious, do you feel like, because yeah,
every every class I've ever gone to, it is like meditate, then
you do the the actual yoga, and then you meditate again. So it
seems like they're they're very closely like intertwined. They're you know, they're intertwined,
the two of them. But I'm kind of curious, like, do
you think that even if you weren't to meditate before or after the act of
just putting your body into those specific forms and shapes with the intention going into
it, Like, do you think that that still has a like a palpable
spiritual effect. Yes, yeah, hard resent does because it's like they're they're
just mudra's yeah right, yeah, yeah, Mudra doesn't necessarily just mean specifically
to hands. It just means gesture. But the reason I believe it's so
good for you is because trauma, as you know, especially with your dad
and my mom, you know, being told this about fiber mi aalga,
trauma is stored subconsciously in the body. Yoga is like this ancient system that
these sages figured out how to put your body in these intricate stretches to release
that trauma. It's it's like, it's it's the way I feel after a
good hot yoga session is like it's it's like a massage, but it's not
on the outside. It's on the inside. Yeah, Like you know Jenny's
favorite show Naruto, it's like you you know, it's like with the hand
signs and stuff. It's it. They do that to to channel their chakra
in specific ways, and like it's Moodro's it is. It's it's it's a
depiction of Moodra's And Yeah, to be honest, I never really thought about
yoga as being like the body so everything is the reason that meditation is so
important again is because we're humans, and because without mental strength, it's really
hard to do much of anything. And your body has given you, has
given you limitations, so it makes it hard to do certain moods and so
then you kind of have to have the mental strength to hold it and to
breathe properly and too, you know. So I think that it's just much
harder if you don't meditate, especially because you're you're meditating to get your mind
right right, sure, silence your mind. Your body you know, will
do it whether you're meditate or not. But it's getting that certain effect and
putting that intention for awareness. It probably also has like an energetic effect,
yes, because you know, like when you meditate, you go into that
like flow state and you become more high vibrational, more energetically sensitive. So
it's almost like supercharging yourself before you do the moodras. So that the moodras
is it supposed by the way, not quite sure. That's one. I
thought you were And that's the wacky waving inflatable arm this one, So it
is it is one, Okay, it is one. So when you do
the pos like this, uh, if if you're like in a flow state
or if you've been meditating, it's like you're energetically charged. So those you
know, those moves and you also have string you know what. I just
remember when we like first started talking again and you guys came over to that
party, you and I have a picture on the wall of us going like
this. That was used to be my favorite thing. That's crazy. I
just like subconsciously did that. But there's literally a picture on our wall me
and Jenny going like that. That's weird. That was kind of like a
friendship thing we had going on there. We should bring it back, sho.
I hate to cut your friendship short. But we're in an hour,
so what I know? I know. So first of all, just because
we in the show doesn't mean I'm done with Nick. I just make any
segue. I'm not sitting here trying to wreck a home or nothing. But
before we go, are there any other dreams or any profoundcy chronicities you man
in the moment, it's hard to remember. Well, it's it's it's cool.
You'll have time to think of It's not like you'll ever be on the
show again. Yeah, I guess we'll allow you to come back. I
wish. I guess no that that would be great, But no, I
can't really think of any dreams right now. But all I'm saying is just
for me, taking a second to silence your mind, and you know,
meditate more can help, I think, can help make your dreams more powerful.
I think that's the whole that's message just kind of behind everything because whenever
you're not tuning in to so many things in this real life and putting your
attention towards so many things, like you can turn your attention inwards, Yes,
inwards. And you know how sometimes you do something like oh, I
ate chicken today, and then in your dream, like you dream of a
chicken or something. Does that ever happen anybody? Maybe you dream of like
Jack? Yet maybe Jack you dream of like a representation of what happened yesterday,
Like if I watched Barney yesterday, he might show up in my dream,
is what I'm crossing much recently? Did you did you see that they
rebranded Barney Barney? There's an animated choke. That's what we're talking about.
Got the surgery that all the uh that all the celebrities. Yeah, cheek
wheeler, No, they take out all the cheek fat. Oh listen.
I saw that yesterday because I was I was at my co I don't have
cable, but I was at my co workers how she has cable, and
the Today's Show was on, and here comes Barney unquote Barney. I was
like, that is not my Barney, not my Barney tag. Not my
Barney, guys, I said, I wasn't that like he used to be
my everything. One years old, I dressed up as Barney Halloween. I
did too. I don't think I was one, but when I was really
little, Barney first of all was my number one favorite. Mine too too.
Then you're triggered about the new level, very trigger Yeah, because you're
a man, and I don't really have an opinion about it. You know
why why? It's because I'm like twenty nine years old, hag, not
my Barney. Tell you're gonna have a kid some day, I think,
because I want to kid. They'll be watching Dragon balls listen, they'll be
listening to metal. Yeah, they'll be watching Dragon. Barney will be no
a dinosaurs run the same, right, We're gonna have to talk after this.
This is bad, but but no, you know it's nostalgic. Yeah,
but you know what, not my Barney. Maybe I won't be watching
it. Not my bone you lost today to get it right? Well,
but the old ones kind of creepy nowt that you look at him. All
right, let's get out of here. This is this is this is like
just crashing into Barney episode. I think this is the best contisodes. It's
turning into a riot about Barney's appearance. Honestly, Hey, to be fair,
I haven't really gotten a good look at what it looks like. I
just saw that. It doesn't like look bad, it does. He really
looks ridiculous. He does well, it's just not Okay, you know what,
can you pull up a picture so before this episode areas we can confirm,
right, we're gonna do it live. I want to see. I
want to give my honest assessment. Yeah, okay, I'm googling Barney new
look real deep. He looks like he looks like he's part of a different
cat. It's like that. Yeah, Like, it looks like he's in
a different cat. Oh, it looks like a big purple frog. Yeah,
I know. Hashtag not my Barney. First first though, I love
you so much, Jenny. I hope you guys had fun. It was
all it always is that zip bar I can't believe that was an hour was
wonderful. You're literally always welcome to come and do this with us. You're
literally are our manager. Literally. Typically I sit on the other side of
the door with my ear pressed against you know, the door, and I
have tears in my eyes because I can't join every time. But now I'm
just kidding all the all the I am, I'm just I'm just a wall
away. Yeah, just right on the other side of the wall. All
the social media presence, all the marketing, all that stuff. That's one
hundred percent Jenny. She's our boss. Yeahs is If you guys ever saw
my life as Liz, Yes, I feel like that's me sometimes, Like
Jenny is my boss daily like without her, without her, I can't even
get out of bed and function. I just I think we should stress out
a little bit though, Like without Jenny, this does this would not air
right. I mean we could probably all get in the same room and have
these same conversations, but like the whole go to market for this would just
not It just wouldn't happen. But without all of us though, sure,
yeah was sitting on the couch if Jenny, you know what, that's not
happening without your direction. Thank you boys, that was so sweet. You
are you are a critical self neglector when people give you praise and compliments,
you neglect. And you know what you are amazing, Yeah, neglecting neglect,
that deflect neglecting, deflect. That's what I was meaning to say.
Deflect. Yeah, I think you were saying. I think you were meaning
to say negate and deflect. But now we're just gonna debate. Oh my
god, Oh my god. Yeah, what happens when I get involved?
This is what happened. No, but I really do appreciate it, and
this is a lot of fun. I have fell with it, and all
I will say, there's so many people I know they're like, I'm so
jealous that you have something that you're passionate about that you can work on outside
of work or whatever. And it really is nice to This is definitely my
passion project. And when people ask me what my job is like, I
feel like this is part of my job. It is and nobody could do
it better than you. Nobody. Oh my gosh. Same for you guys
though, But oh you're doing it. I'm not crazy. People. You
just saw a lot. All right, let's hit them with it, all
righty, you're ready, love you, thanks your eyes. I was going
to say it isn't and I did ask and I got her flowers real and
lego flowers, Lego flowers. Ryan got me the lego set. He came
through. Guys. My co workers were asking me. Let us know.
I don't care how old you are. I don't care who you are.
When your wife says I want a Lego bouquet of flowers, you buy that
ship. I love Legos. I'm getting into puzzles. I got myself a
puzzle table. They're expensive. Casey's been asking me for one of those for
a long time, and they're just expensive. Bro, I know, but
that's why I did it for Valentine's Day. Yeah, it's one day a
year. I feel you, all right? Did my legs ready? Weird
things happened in the backyard. What so house? Yeah? I got so
weird. Kind of closer too, like spirling on the inside of it.
No one knows. Wow, which comes for I never time? Shine?
He ain't happy.