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Weird thing happened in the backyard.
Weird, weird, weird. Wow,

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Yo, what's up? What is
starting to feel like a broken record?

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Who? I feel like I always
started that starting, But you know what,

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it's genuine. Today's a special episode. It's Jenny you win, It's

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Jenny Way introduced me already, like
we got my Valentine up, yea,

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this is probably coming on, like
what April, but this is still the

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week of Valentine's Day we were recording
this. I just listened to the Valentine's

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Day? What do you think about
it? I really liked it. I

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knew most everything that was being discussed, but it was funny to hear it

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again because I was literally my car
screaming. And then I text the group

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and I'm like, oh my god, I'm like sending them references from something

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they recorded weeks ago. Have you
ever heard any of the stories that I

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told? Yes, you have,
okay, really forensics. I genuinely don't

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think I've told us soul that I
did not know until I said it on

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the show. That's really bold and
brave of you. I didn't expect.

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Can I say? I did not
see this coming? But people really got

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a kick out of the story of
me getting broken up overdrawing weed smoke,

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and I thought people were gonna be
like, man, what a weirdo.

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I mean, it's kind of like
a legendary cringe moment. Yeah, like

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it really is. Well, I
forgot about it though. That okay,

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that was one aspect that I forgot
about in the story and the SpongeBob part.

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Yeah, that was honest. I
was shocked to think of twelve year

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old Ryan drawing that and I'd never
been like exposed to that is not nature.

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That's okay, Yeah, that's what
I'm saying, Like, how did

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that even come about? Like how
I don't I can't fathom how that came

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out of you at that age.
MTV bro. Honestly, that was the

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truth is I watched my brothers and
I there was a while when we like

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didn't have cable or anything. We
were going through extreme poverty, and we

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just had DVDs that we had had
for many years, and we watched Scarry

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Movie one and two over and over
and over and short he's always smoking weed,

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so I just and they're always laughing, So I just I don't know,

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it was funny. You're like this
will be great, like, yeah,

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oh, she'll love it. Yeah, you were thinking of your head,

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she's gonna fall in love with To
me, that was not even just

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cringe. It was cringe symbol.
Well, I'm kind of never received one

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from you, though, I was
thinking that in my head, like I

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have never received such a drawing well
from my husband. I've been with him

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almost ten years. I've never seen
him draw baby. All right, I

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might draw you a little something yo. And speaking of which, by the

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way, Jenny, Jenny was so
jealous that she didn't get to share any

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of her Valentine's stories. So I
think we should give her a platform and

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let her share. Yeah, do
that. You guys get to see my

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jealousy live. Keep the camera on
Ryan the whole time, like reaction video.

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Remember no names though, right,
Oh my gosh, I would never

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use a name. I work in
pr in marketing. I know Ray,

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of course your media trained. Of
Okay, I have to tell one story

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in particular that I thought would be
hilarious because Ryan opened up the show saying,

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hey, all you lonely lovers,
um, what's the Valentine's thing?

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He said, was that's just basically, what's what's the first memory whatever that

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nobody gets Valentine because that was me. Okay, listen, but there's a

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plot twist, don't don't. So, So what happened was I was in

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I don't even remember. I think
it was an English class or something,

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and I was in the seventh grade. I was one of the new girls

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still I had moved in less than
like six months ago. It was this

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in North Carolina. Yeah, okay, it was. It was at our

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middle school. So I was in
class and everybody it was the type of

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day whenever, like the candy grams
get passed out. Yeah, and I

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always dreaded. I always dreaded the
candy grams, okay, because I never

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got any, or it would be
from my girlfriend and I'm like, like,

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you know, like I love you, like I love you, but

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I don't want one from you,
you know. So anyway, I'm from

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a cute boy. Yeah. Yeah, So the candy grams got bad and

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I didn't get any. Okay,
So twenty minutes later in the class,

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the lady from the front office brings
in roses yeah and said this is for

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Jennifer Maybes. And I'm like what
me, me, Like, are you

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kidding? Me? Like the fact
that I got the like the grand finale,

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I got like the bonus points at
the end. I had no candy

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grams, but I had those roses. I had to pretty much tell the

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guy that like, he had never
ever expressed to me that he liked me

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before this moment, and then I
just got these roses from this random person

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that I don't really pay attention to. So it's like, oh, yeah,

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thank you, Like but in your
class. Yes, he was in

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my class at the time, but
here's the thing, it was a secret

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admirer. It took me days to
figure out who it was. So that's

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how he kept his cool by being
in my class because he's like, oh,

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like, she doesn't know it's me
yet. He didn't tell you.

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How did you find out? He
ended up because one of his friends ended

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up telling me, and then eventually
he texted me and got my number from

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somewhere else and then I were like, oh, friends, but I never

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had interest in him, But it
was just a really nice feeling. That

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was all I was. Like,
Man, that was one of the happiest

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moments of my life. I love
that. Like me and Ryan's stories were

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like hyper embarrassing and like like super
mega cringe and Jenny's like, somebody about

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me. Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, hard life. You had

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to reject them. No, you're
right, you're right. If I had

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known you, then I probably wouldn't
have sent you a candy gram because I

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would have been too like, I
would have been too intimidated. Sure.

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One of my favorite Valentine's Day two
in high school was Emily and I were

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really close friends Ryan's little sister,
of course, and we're still best friends.

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But she walks in. We all
had to sit in the atrium in

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the morning, like in the main
room before we go to work classes,

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right, So she just came in
and I was standing around, you know,

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with another friend, and she comes
in and she just goes, hey,

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happy Valentine Day. It gives me
a kiss on the cheat, and

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I'm like, I'm very much like
an anti touchy feely and I'm just like

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like, okay, I wasn't dating
Ryan yet, but it was just really

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cute. I'll never forget that.
Yeah, your Valentine's stories are way better

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than ours. Ours deserve to be
in like some sort of like museum of

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gringe. The closest thing I had
to You're on the opposite end though,

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like that's why. Yeah, exactly, girls are telling my story. Yeah,

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exactly. The closest thing I ever
had to Valentine was in elementary school

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when everybody in the class got a
card. Yeah, so I just always

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hated the holiday. Damn dude,
Can I also tell another story? Please

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come on. Okay, this is
not does not have something to do with

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the Valentine's Day, but it is
really precious and it's about young love.

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Okay, it's just it's on ye
yeah, it's Brandon. Yeah, it's

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good vibes. So I so everyone
was talking about, oh, I had

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my first girlfriend boyfriend blah blah blah
on that episode, and I was like,

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okay, beachya pre K pre k, bro, you don't know.

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Yeah she was. I was married. I was saying, I was engaged

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in pre k. Okay, So
what happened? Four? I went.

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I went to pre K in Tampa, Florida. UM, and it was

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a big layout and there's a huge
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on the sizer's classroom, so everybody
knows everybody right, and then outside it

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was like we had like a little
cabin outside. We had that one what's

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it tether ball when you throw it
around. I think the thing that spins

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around the pole? Yeah, why
don't people play that anymore? Where'd that

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go? I don't just don't see
it anymore. I know people were probably

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getting real hurt playing that, honestly, like like wrapped around. Yeah yeah,

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yeah, yeah, I feel that. Okay. So there's tetherball thing

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there, picnic tables, blah blah
blah. I go back there and there

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is this little boy, said,
and of course I'm in pre k.

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So he's an identical little boy,
and he was sitting under bench and he's

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literally like weeping and like crying and
so upset, and me, you know,

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kind hearted of course three year old. I go up to this individual

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and I'm like, hey, are
you okay? Like what can I do

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to help? He was sitting under
this bench, and I kind of helped

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get him out underneath the bench,
like what's wrong? Are you okay?

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And because I went up and helped
him and actually gave him attention and showed

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some concern and compassion, he proposed
to me, Oh my goat, I

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feel like I missed part of the
conversation. Oh that's exactly right. It

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was quick. What you heard was
right, and I just met this guy

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and he was like yes, like
thank you so much, but in like

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three year old language and language,
but I still understood. And he goes,

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um, will you marry me?
Just like that, and with I

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didn't hesitate. What did you say? He was probably one of the cutest

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boys in he was. Yes.
But let me tell you, you lied

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before God and you broke your oath
and you're going to hell. No to

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this, Thank God for me.
This is the sad part. And if

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anybody knows me, you know I
watched that's a strange statement. Sorry,

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but okay, if anybody knows it, because it's not true. This is

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not true. It's not really an
own fact about me. But I didn't

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watch Shrek until way late in my
life. Yeah. Again, I feel

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I've missed part of the conversation.
We just watched Shrek like two years ago

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for her first time. That's what
I'm saying. I was a lazy army

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dad and a mother from Germany have
been beating me up about not seeing any

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movie. She gets it too,
Yeah, and his wife gets it too.

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You're not alone in this. Honestly, I'm kind of shocked now that

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you and Casey are so close because
like she that's like her life blood is

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sure. No, but but I
but Casey also didn't watch or do a

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lot before she met you. You're
like you guys true But anyway, Okay,

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this is where Shrek comes in.
One day. This is good storytelling

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here, Yeah, just hopping around. But um, so I walk in

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to the common room and in the
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like it was just something we did. We'd like watched parts of movies

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while like everybody came out. I
did that and Shrek was on and Dakota

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was sitting and my name drop to
due years ago. But anyway, so

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he um, he was sitting next
to another girl and like basically kind of

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like told me that it was done
during Shrek and that was the only memory

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I like or understanding or memory I
had related to Shrek for like twenty years.

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You were never Oh yeah, it
was like part of my first breakup.

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It was my first divorce. It
was traumatic for you. To be

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fair, you do kind of have
a very weird association with movies because like

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to this day, she still has
not seen Terminator, and she refuses to

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believe that they are not in horror
films, dude, how about this?

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This is this is so funny.
I begged Casey for so many years to

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watch Rush Hour with me, like
one of my favorite movies ever, so

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good, and like I probably asked
her twenty times before she finally goes,

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Nick, I am not into racing
movies. I'm not into car movies.

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I don't want to watch that.
And I was like, um, yeah,

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that's not what that movie is about. I've to and from locations and

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I need to explain the terminating about. Oh please. The reason that I

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was scared of Terminator is because I
had had a really powerful dream when I

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was about six or seven, and
essentially I had this image in my mind

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of what a terminator was. I
hadn't seen the movie. I think I

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saw a trailer Likeal not Teal,
like titanium looking ten robots, skeletor bodies.

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They're not ten, but they're chrome
looking. Yeah yeah, yeah,

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killing machines. They're terminating. So
I had a dream that a massive one

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showed up in my bedroom and put
both of my parents and a massive black

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trash bag and took them away from
me. Okay, so that's another trauma

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story. And that's why I refused
to watch it because it was terrified.

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Described to me what the terminator looked
like like exactly kind of how I was

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saying, Like the shiny chrome you
could say ten but not really a little

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bit yeah, metallic, and they
had red eyes and it was kind of

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like maybe like Bender from Futurama.
Wow, I'm dying to get her to

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watch that, oh, Futurama.
Back before I ever dated Ryan, I

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knew that he liked Futurama, and
I knew that he liked a few different

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things. So I actually watched a
few episodes of Futurama. Ryan, I'm

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confessing in front of the world that
I watched a few episodes of Futurama.

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It took this to you to admit
this to me. May I have watched

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a few episodes? I I think
I told you that I've seen a few

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episodes, but it was because of
you. Another thing that I watched because

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of Ryan. He used to be
obsessed with whatsbs. No, I haven't

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watched that one, the other one
with the girl with the blue hair him.

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I watched that movie because Ryanne.
Ryan, you watch me and Casey

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watched that like two or three weeks
ago, such a good movie. Like,

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I love that movie. It's incredible. I don't remember any part of

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it. Well, you know,
unfortunately, I was just gonna say,

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like, come on, man,
you gotta give Terminator a chance. Imagine

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this. It's like basically okay,
the kid's name is John Connor, which,

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if you know anything about James Cameron
also j c coincidentally, um he

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puts a lot of like esoteric symbolism
into his movies. And it's argued that

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John Connor is like this sci fi
Christ like savior figure. The whole plot

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of the movie is John Connor is
this child who like is the only one

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who has the for some reason,
you know, it makes sense in the

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movie, he's the only one who
can like stop this a overlord mind from

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destroying mankind on earth. And like
this kid is so important that the Terminators

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are sending robots from the future to
terminate this kid from even being born,

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to kill his mom. And then
he's born, and then they're sending terminators

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to kill the kid. But then
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to stop the evil Terminators, and
it gets crazier and crazy. It's really

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not though, it's an eighties movie
that is so hard. It's like it's

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like boom Ton Travel, I'm from
the future, Come with me if people

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like they're awesome movies, but like
that, that's kind of like the Matrix,

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how like all the sentinels are coming
to kill Neo exactly. He's like

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the one that's going to free everybody. Yeah. Yeah, but I was

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saying that JC think because his initials
are JC and people, you know how

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movie symbolism goes. People are speculating
that it's like a reference to Jesus Christ

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and he's literally like the Savior,
you know, he's he's had oh and

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he has like an immaculate conception.
Well, a lot of people have been

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requesting that for a Discord movie night, So if we do it, then

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you yeah to watch it. Speaking
of the Discord, I want to shout

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out my man, Jeremy West.
Jeremy West. You probably can't see it,

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but it's really cute. It says
feeling the healing on it and it

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has a little crystal on it,
and then it says raising the vibration for

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a higher state of being. And
it's probably one of the deepest pieces of

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merchandise that I own. So shout
out to thank you, thank you,

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at least to you. My wife
is new age driven. Yes, that's

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exactly right. You brought up a
traumatic dream you had about terminators, and

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now we're going to just kind of
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to get a little bit more into
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very profound dreams and sometimes they come
true. Yeah, so I know there

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were some dreams that you wanted to
get into today. Yeah, it's also

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something that you're just like super interested
in. Right, Yeah, I'm injured.

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I started dream journaling this year.
Um, everyone's like, why haven't

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you started a dream journal Honestly,
it's just effort. It's like it's like

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hard to get up and then like, oh, let me drill and I

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and I haven't done it as um
frequently as I thought I would, because

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some dreams it's like whenever you wake
up. Some dreams are very like they

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feel very far away, you don't
fog very much foggy, and then some

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are so vibrant. And I don't
ever want to write down the ones that

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feel foggy, because then it'll be
like saw my dad saw a rooster,

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which at the store. You should
because it changed your brain to subconsciously pay

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more attention to them and memorize.
Yeah, but it sucks because there's some

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dreams that like, you remember forever, and then there's some dreams you only

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remember the second you wake up and
then it's gone, right, Like exactly,

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I can't believe you remembered a dream
from when you were like seven,

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Like I don't, I couldn't.
Oh, well, actually, you know,

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I did tell that story recently about
that like weird sleep paralysis dream I

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had when I was little, so
different different. It's the traumatic ones that

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stick with you. So you you've
got too. I remembered too, dreams

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from childhood very vividly, and both
were getting kidnapped. Yeah, I had

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recurring dreams. See, I have
recurring dreams too, But like, as

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far as we're calling like really old
dreams, I don't know that I do

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a lot of that. But you
just recently started dream journaling, Yeah,

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only only as of last three weeks. Yeah, well yeah this year,

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but um no. Yeah, some
of my childhood dreams stick out the absolute

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most, and it was really interesting
and I really started paying attention to them

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and paying attention more to my dreams. After I UM, I talked with

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Vincent Jenna, who was on the
show Yeah the Psychic Media UM, and

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he's awesome. But he told me, or told us to pay attention to

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our dreams because they are like they
could be past lives or symbols or whatever

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whatever. And ever since, well, ever since the past lives thing,

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I've been really really like if I'm
in a place where I'm completely not familiar

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with any part that's around me,
I'm like, okay, like that triggers

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me in dream Yeah, Like like
I had one really significant dream and I

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know I'm I feel like I'm flying
away from the first dream, but okay

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for the second dream though, it
was I think I might have told this

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during my first episode with you guys, but it was the one where I

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was like in a completely different time
period and it was like a war zone

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and there were like I was in
a subway that was crashed and there were

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fires all around me. And it's
still so vibrant. I don't really remember

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this dream. Oh it's so vibrant
in my brain, like one of my

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more well what happened? It was
so sad. I don't know, I

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might want to like place a little
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a little bit of a sad dream. But essentially what it was was it

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was a war zone and there was
like a baby was mangled and had gotten

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really messed up in the war.
You had this dream when you were a

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kid. Um, this was whenever
I was a teenager. Oh my god.

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And I was like on the subway
startled, and I feel like I

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was part of an organization that like
had like people onto this crash subway to

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be part of the hospital, like
if they turned it into a medical center

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or something during the war. I
don't know. It was weird. So

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I told Vincent Jenna about that dream, and he was like, oh my

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gosh, like that one hundred percent
sounds like a past life, Like you

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need to pay attention to things when
you're completely unfamiliar with them, because I'm

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like, that's totally not like me, Like it's not like me to think

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about sir war, that time period, war, like any of those things

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is not significant to me. And
also the dream was like vibrant red and

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orange, and if anybody knows me, I hate red. I hate the

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color read. So I wouldn't have
wanted to see that it was like it

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was just very like, like I
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and I'm just like, it's like
everything I hate, like war violence.

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This baby's all messed up. And
then now this that sounds so bizarre

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and out of context that it feels
like it like has to be like a

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past life thing exactly. And that's
what I just think is so interesting about

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them. But um what what,
Alex you go you over there gigging for

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There was a dream that I brought
up to Vincent too. Oh what do

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I say? What is? Yeah, it's it's actually very interesting. Just

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just to preface this story, I've
never done cocaine in my entire life,

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Okay, like I swear right.
So I had this reoccurring dream where I

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was doing cocaine with Johnny Depp dreams
too, Alex Well, and this was

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during the trial his his trial,
So I'm like, okay, the Johnny

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Depp part there is not like it's
not too irrelevant. Anyway. I had

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this dream two or three times,
and then we had Vincent on the show

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and I'm like, hey, Vincent, this is the dream I keep having.

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I had this like he I did
it with him. Then I'm like

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running around this warehouse. And then
I went back to him. I'm like,

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yo, give me some more that
He's like, uh, you're cut

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off. I'm like okay, So
I told Vincent and Vincent it's just like

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he said, what does Johnny Depp
mean to you? And I'm like,

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he's just this carefree guy. It's
like the Pirates of the Caribbean Johnny Depp.

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And he's like, Okay, you
just need to take a vacation,

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Like you just need to chill and
go, like relax for a little while.

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That's what your dream means. I'm
like, okay, that's all because

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you're like doing coke with the super
laid back guy in your mind. I

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imagine him in full like Captain Jack
Sparrow regalia, doing cocaine with you.

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Well, like I said, I
have Johnny Depp dreams. Okay, I

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had. I had a recent one
and it's in my dream journal. What

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Yeah, I had a recent Johnny
Depp dream. Hold on is Johnny Depp

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Depp just like invading people's dreams like
Freddy Krueger or something. Oh my god,

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he was in the first Freddy Krueger
movie. That was one of his

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that was one of his first ever
movies. Whoa, Yes, it might

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have been. His first movie was
Nightmare he was a kid. Yeah,

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yes, he's like seventeen. You've
had a Johnny Depp dream? Please come.

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Johnny Depp is the real Freddy Krueger. We are officially now investigating Johnny

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Depp for being a dream walking nightmare
freak. So if you have had any

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Johnny Depp dreams or nightmares, do
not take the cocaine from him. I

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had drugs in it too. Listen, Okay, yes, I'm telling you

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it's he's bringing drugs into people's dreams. Well, but just to play Devil's

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advocate. It was openly discussed on
the trial his drug so that concept is

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out there. I watched. I
was one of those people that, like,

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I work from home, and I
did turn on the trial every day,

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and you did because I enjoyed hearing
it. But I didn't care to

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watch it. Well, but I'm
staring it is you. I what my

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favorite part about watching a trial,
I don't care what it's about. Is

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I just like the nature of law, Like I just think like the argumentative

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stuff. Yeah, like, this's
so fascinating. And there were times where

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I know, like I would call
objections before the judge or like before the

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lawyers would and then I would be
like, Ryan, can you believe it?

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I got the objection, Like I'm
like, wow, objective argumentative.

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Yeah, another people probably did.
Yeah. Yeah, game show Chad that

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we're watching the humiliation it stake down
of someone. It's like and I was

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never I was never like really into
it where I was like tweeting all about

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it every day. I was like
everyone would ask me, so what do

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you think? And I'm like,
I don't know what to think. I'm

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just watching it for entertainment, like
and not entertainment because I'm trying joy from

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that, but it's just interesting.
It is interesting. Yeah, I don't

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care who you honestly, look,
I'll make a confession. Lately, Like

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for the past week or two,
I have been borderline addicted to watching trials.

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Like there's there's people on YouTube who
will throw together like these documentaries,

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like hour long documentaries covering like true
crime. Uh like like you know,

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cases and stuff, and it's almost
all I've been watching lately. Huh for

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you, Jerry Duty, I have
never had jury duty. He'd like that

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you probably get word to be there, you know, Yeah, it's a

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major inconvenience, but I'd much rather
be we're watching it at home. I

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don't know, can you imagine being
part of the jury on that Johnny Depp?

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Oh than dude, Like, can
you imagine if there's like a die

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hard John I mean, those people
wouldn't be allowed to be part of the

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jury in the first place, but
if they were, Like, can you

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imagine that? It would be so
hard to ignore all of them because when

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you go into jury duty, either
like you can't read any media, you

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can't like go on Twitter, and
I'm like, for the cases that we're

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covering locally, like nobody's talking about
these cases, but like the Johnny Depp,

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everybody's talking about the case. So
it would be so hard to be

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a jury member and to have to
ignore all of that stuff. That's true

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because when it was happening, literally
everyone was talking about it. Yeah,

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wow, we derailed this hardy.
That was how much he invaded our dreamy

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poison No, but what he did
in my in my dream is we were

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having a podcast hangout and I all
of us like it was us in the

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dream plus Johnny Depp, So I
was there too. Nice yeah, well

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whoa, whoa, maybe are connected? WHOA? What if it was the

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same night? Was this pre vincent
Jenna? No before after? Sorry?

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Yeah? But so what he did
is but we we were like he was

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giving us first sort of drug.
Yeah. Yeah. We were in my

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apartment, in my place and he
was giving us like drugs and weird and

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this weird things started happening. But
Johnny Depp was apparently in my dream,

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some sort of ex lover or something, and we had passed. We had

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drama there and all I remember is
he gave us that this was not a

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very vivid dream, but he gave
us the drugs. And we had been

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fighting all day and arguing and he
was trying to humiliate me and like was

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mimicking me and not being nice,
and then he was like being abusive after

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I like called him out for Jenny, you were amber heard in this dream.

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I wonder you were ever heard of
this dream? Like like literally how

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insulting? Yeah, but but anyway, yeah I know that, And I've

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also had another one. I just
don't remember what was your first dream?

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You never told the first one,
you only told the second. What was

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the context behind the first one?
I don't even remember, Yeah you did,

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you did? You said the first
one, you said, I'm flying

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by the first one, and then
we talked about the second one. It'll

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come to you. Yeah, the
first one that she talked about just a

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second ago was didn't have something too, was like, I don't remember,

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I honestly don't remember. Moved past
it. Yeah, I wanted to talk

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about your recent dream that has that
you know what I'm talking about, that

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dream that you just had recently?
Is what made you say I want to

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come on the show again? Do
you want to you want to give the

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whole load down line. Oh my
gosh. So that was fun, and

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I'm glad that you brought that up
because I did want to talk about it.

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But um, so we have had
If you remember Emily's second episode,

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part her part two episode, they
talked about certain tapes that she had gotten

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from the Monroe Institute and then the
Monroe Institute. The people from the Monroe

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Institute have also sent them to Ryan
and I because their family was associated with

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the program and those things. Well, it's out now, so we're safe

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to say that the final chapter of
Dad's book is entirely about his experience as

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Yeah, exactly forgot. Dad's manager, who has also mentioned in the last

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chapter of the book and of the
acknowledgements is um he's in deborativement. Yeah,

407
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so we have a connection there too, you know. Yeah, so

408
00:28:23.960 --> 00:28:30.359
he passed them on to us,
and I was interested in it because we

409
00:28:30.680 --> 00:28:34.039
covered this during my last episode.
Is whenever I first started having really meaningful

410
00:28:34.640 --> 00:28:41.200
paranormal experiences with the Bledsoe family was
after listening to tapes andeen. It had

411
00:28:41.240 --> 00:28:45.640
taken me two years to experience something, after already being in a relationship with

412
00:28:45.759 --> 00:28:51.000
Ryan for two years and being friends
with Emily since many years before then,

413
00:28:51.599 --> 00:28:55.000
and so it was just really always
frustrating for me because I'm like, okay,

414
00:28:55.160 --> 00:28:57.119
like I guess they don't like me
very much, as you fully believed,

415
00:28:57.160 --> 00:29:00.880
But because you were so determined as
he's something, it was like,

416
00:29:00.000 --> 00:29:03.759
probably it was it was most likely
getting in the world, or it could

417
00:29:03.880 --> 00:29:08.440
be honestly, it could have been
honest disbelief shifting to belief, you know

418
00:29:08.480 --> 00:29:12.079
what I mean. And I'm not
saying I ever disbelieved, but you know,

419
00:29:12.119 --> 00:29:15.960
it's a there's a small part of
the brain, it's a shocked voice

420
00:29:15.000 --> 00:29:18.039
thing to go into. It's real, it's yeah, it's really shocking.

421
00:29:19.000 --> 00:29:23.440
At that point, I had heard
all of these CIA, NASA agents everybody

422
00:29:23.519 --> 00:29:29.720
talking about that, you know,
So it wasn't that I was like totally

423
00:29:29.920 --> 00:29:33.519
disbelieving. It was just like,
what if in the back of my mind,

424
00:29:33.720 --> 00:29:36.839
sure, like the devil on your
shoulder, an angel on your shoulder.

425
00:29:37.000 --> 00:29:41.799
I think everybody that hears about this
stuff probably has that at first.

426
00:29:41.559 --> 00:29:45.839
That's what that's what our human body. That's what I can tell you without

427
00:29:45.839 --> 00:29:49.119
a doubt that it is fifty fifty
people either immediately believe or they don't.

428
00:29:49.359 --> 00:29:52.640
Yeah, yeah, I feel it
is either way. Oh and we should

429
00:29:52.680 --> 00:29:56.480
say when when you say you've been
listening, you were listening to the tapes.

430
00:29:57.039 --> 00:30:02.000
The tapes are like sacred frequent Yeah, yeah, exactly from the Monroe

431
00:30:02.039 --> 00:30:06.160
Institute. They have different frequencies and
different kinds of nature sounds, and it's

432
00:30:06.519 --> 00:30:11.480
mixed by a professional I guess,
but engineers. Yeah they yeah, they

433
00:30:11.480 --> 00:30:15.279
mix it all together and then put
out these tapes. So many, many,

434
00:30:15.279 --> 00:30:18.279
many years ago. I was listening
to the Hemi Sinc. Tapes.

435
00:30:18.839 --> 00:30:22.920
Yes, yes, earlier, yes, back in the day from twenty fifteen.

436
00:30:22.960 --> 00:30:26.880
But I listened to those and had
opened me up to really powerful dreams

437
00:30:26.880 --> 00:30:30.720
that I've addressed before, but for
um And, I started seeing like beings

438
00:30:30.759 --> 00:30:36.799
in my dreams and actually experiencing them
while I was awake as well. And

439
00:30:36.880 --> 00:30:42.000
so this pastime that I listened to
the tapes, UM, I listened to

440
00:30:42.000 --> 00:30:48.400
the tape for the first time,
and I had a very stressful wedding dream.

441
00:30:48.440 --> 00:30:52.079
Okay, which seems meaningless, but
I'm getting somewhere. So it was

442
00:30:52.119 --> 00:30:56.160
one of those stressful wedding dreams where
you're like, where's my hair makeup person,

443
00:30:56.519 --> 00:31:00.759
where's my where am I? Like
it? Yeah, like how come

444
00:31:00.839 --> 00:31:03.400
none of my bridesmaids are here?
Like? It was just really crappy.

445
00:31:03.440 --> 00:31:08.119
But but the main part of my
dream that I noted is stress and nobody's

446
00:31:08.160 --> 00:31:12.400
doing my hair and I don't know
where I'm at. So later on in

447
00:31:12.440 --> 00:31:15.599
that day, I ended up seeing
Emily again, Ryan's younger sister, and

448
00:31:15.799 --> 00:31:19.319
I was like, Emily, oh
my gosh, I had the worst dream

449
00:31:19.400 --> 00:31:25.279
last night. I had a stressful
wedding dream and she goes, no way,

450
00:31:25.359 --> 00:31:27.839
me too, and I was like
what and She's like, yeah,

451
00:31:27.880 --> 00:31:32.319
I had a dream that like you
wouldn't help me with my hair. I'm

452
00:31:32.359 --> 00:31:34.640
like, I know I had the
dream that you wouldn't help me with my

453
00:31:34.680 --> 00:31:38.559
hair, and we were getting all
like what you know what I mean?

454
00:31:38.680 --> 00:31:41.960
So I was like where were you? Where were you in the dream?

455
00:31:41.960 --> 00:31:44.200
And she was like, I have
no idea. I'm like I don't either.

456
00:31:44.440 --> 00:31:47.759
What was that place? We just
kind of syncd up and we were

457
00:31:47.799 --> 00:31:49.240
like, okay, like we get
it, we get it, Like where

458
00:31:49.240 --> 00:31:52.599
were we at that point? Because
it turns out she had listened to the

459
00:31:52.599 --> 00:31:59.839
tapes that same night and it was
just really strange. It was like the

460
00:32:00.039 --> 00:32:02.559
weirdest synchronicity, and we were in
the middle of all and at the time,

461
00:32:02.559 --> 00:32:05.880
like the book was being written,
it was just a lot of like

462
00:32:06.000 --> 00:32:07.680
hype in all of this. So
we just like immediately were like, oh

463
00:32:07.720 --> 00:32:13.559
my gosh, I mean total synchronicity. Something is going right, so weird,

464
00:32:13.640 --> 00:32:17.119
Like you had almost the identical dreams
at the same time. Now here's

465
00:32:17.119 --> 00:32:22.079
what I want to know, unprompted, what how do you think that happens

466
00:32:22.240 --> 00:32:28.359
or what do you think that means
that you and Emily had the exactly Well,

467
00:32:28.400 --> 00:32:31.640
my perspective is that when you're in
real life is when you're in the

468
00:32:31.720 --> 00:32:35.839
dream. I know that sounds kind
of cliche. But for me, it's

469
00:32:35.960 --> 00:32:47.079
like our conscious I always going to
confuse consciousness consciousness, but I feel like

470
00:32:47.599 --> 00:32:52.039
that's the real us. This is
the stage, right exactly, This is

471
00:32:52.119 --> 00:32:58.200
us being put on the stage,
and then we're actually linking up in the

472
00:32:58.839 --> 00:33:02.759
spiritual realm. And another thing Vincent
Jenna told me is that the same souls

473
00:33:02.759 --> 00:33:07.079
stay with you forever and ever and
ever and ever. Like where you are,

474
00:33:07.160 --> 00:33:09.400
what souls that you are around,
you will be around those souls forever,

475
00:33:09.839 --> 00:33:14.039
whether one is you know, whether
your mother is your daughter in this

476
00:33:14.119 --> 00:33:16.920
life, whether your brother is your
dad in this life, right, You'll

477
00:33:16.960 --> 00:33:21.400
always be in this Yes. So
for me, I just honestly think that

478
00:33:21.440 --> 00:33:25.519
it was written in the stars that
I was always meant to be near Emily

479
00:33:25.559 --> 00:33:30.440
and Ryan, and I know that
our souls are very close together, and

480
00:33:30.480 --> 00:33:35.440
that we have that power to be
able to join in that other realm because

481
00:33:35.480 --> 00:33:38.920
that's where our real selves are.
And then this is just us on the

482
00:33:39.000 --> 00:33:44.720
stage right, connecting all of the
dying. Yeah, and just kind of

483
00:33:44.759 --> 00:33:47.480
like picking up on it. I
know that's true because the only reason I

484
00:33:47.519 --> 00:33:52.119
genuinely asked you out in the first
place is because I had a full blown

485
00:33:52.279 --> 00:33:54.759
entity experience. The night before our
first date, and when we were hanging

486
00:33:54.759 --> 00:33:58.160
out, it wasn't a day,
right, we were just going to go

487
00:33:58.279 --> 00:34:01.240
like grab lunch. Yeah, you
know, I've I've already told the story

488
00:34:01.240 --> 00:34:05.039
a handful of times. But the
night before I was just so nervous.

489
00:34:05.079 --> 00:34:07.319
And it's not like I was nervous
to hang out with her. I was

490
00:34:07.359 --> 00:34:09.320
nervous because I was like, this
is my sister's best friend. It's just

491
00:34:09.360 --> 00:34:13.400
the right move. I can't,
like, I can't stop hanging out with

492
00:34:13.440 --> 00:34:15.679
her, but like should I?
Should I not be this kind of thing?

493
00:34:15.880 --> 00:34:22.519
And I saw a fully visual white
into tea And when I say white,

494
00:34:22.639 --> 00:34:23.800
I don't I don't mean like human
skin. I mean like it was

495
00:34:23.840 --> 00:34:27.760
a white light, right, Yeah, you know it was a white light

496
00:34:27.800 --> 00:34:30.119
and it flashed across the yard and
then all that other stuff I've told before,

497
00:34:30.639 --> 00:34:34.800
the door locking on me, all
the lights flipping off and all this

498
00:34:34.840 --> 00:34:37.199
stuff, and I was like,
all right, just good, I'm on

499
00:34:37.239 --> 00:34:39.039
the right track. And then next
thing, you know, I told you

500
00:34:39.079 --> 00:34:43.719
the next day, like i've you
know, I didn't exactly ask you out

501
00:34:43.760 --> 00:34:45.920
that day, but I basically made
it pretty clear. And then the rest

502
00:34:45.000 --> 00:34:52.599
is history, and I don't take
entity manifestations lightly. Yeah, so definitely.

503
00:34:52.639 --> 00:34:54.039
I mean I do feel the same
way, like we probably do have

504
00:34:54.079 --> 00:34:59.159
some sort of all of us,
oh for sure, like you if you

505
00:34:59.199 --> 00:35:00.719
break it down, like even me, a Knicks friendship is so weird,

506
00:35:00.800 --> 00:35:07.119
Oh it is. It's it's so
weird and then been intertwined forever for sure.

507
00:35:07.639 --> 00:35:09.159
And I have an equal friend too
that I'm always like, Okay,

508
00:35:09.239 --> 00:35:15.199
my friend Randy, Randy is like
she's always been my Nick right like literally

509
00:35:15.440 --> 00:35:19.960
and it's really funny, like like
I literally called and for me, I

510
00:35:20.079 --> 00:35:25.599
always said that ye always yeah,
And I just think that we've just been

511
00:35:25.639 --> 00:35:30.079
intertwined for sure. There's too many
synchronicities, like it's it's so strange.

512
00:35:30.119 --> 00:35:36.519
But for you, the wildest thing
is having Christopher or what was it being

513
00:35:36.559 --> 00:35:42.199
sketched Chris Chris being sketched into your
house because oh yeah, just in case

514
00:35:42.239 --> 00:35:45.920
there's listeners who don't remember that story. Nick grew up in the house that

515
00:35:46.000 --> 00:35:52.079
my dad's first wife lived in that
my dad built. So the first time

516
00:35:52.079 --> 00:35:57.239
I ever went to Knick's house,
my dad had his name with his own

517
00:35:57.280 --> 00:36:00.400
hand was scratched into the window sill
in the wood permit from like the eighties.

518
00:36:00.639 --> 00:36:06.199
Yeah, for for years seventies maybe, yeah, yeah, for for

519
00:36:06.400 --> 00:36:08.559
years growing up, we would just
like see that and just be like what,

520
00:36:08.760 --> 00:36:14.920
like why is that there? And
then years into our friendship you were,

521
00:36:15.119 --> 00:36:16.400
I found out that your dad built
the house and I was like,

522
00:36:16.440 --> 00:36:20.719
wait a minute, yeah, and
his wife's family. Yeah, so that's

523
00:36:20.719 --> 00:36:22.000
why he did it. Yeah,
because it was his wife's house. No,

524
00:36:22.079 --> 00:36:25.039
I agree with with that. What
what you were saying, like,

525
00:36:25.039 --> 00:36:30.159
like souls are are are intertwined and
they kind of reincarnate together and they stick

526
00:36:30.400 --> 00:36:32.880
to the same like in a in
a pack or whatever. You know,

527
00:36:34.239 --> 00:36:38.239
me and me and Alex used to
fuck in a previous uh you know,

528
00:36:38.320 --> 00:36:42.719
you know what I'm saying, like
we we it's cyclical and whatever. The

529
00:36:42.800 --> 00:36:46.519
thing that's interesting to me is like, for instance, like you know,

530
00:36:46.559 --> 00:36:53.679
Emily and your dad at at Monroe
or even um uh what what was her

531
00:36:53.760 --> 00:36:58.119
name them? Amy? Yeah,
shout out Amy. Anyway, that was

532
00:36:58.119 --> 00:37:02.639
an amazing joint, yeah, minating
joy. But like they like saw each

533
00:37:02.679 --> 00:37:09.400
other consciously in whatever you want to
call it. That's what's that. That's

534
00:37:09.400 --> 00:37:14.440
what's interesting to me because like you
know, like Carl Jung talks about like

535
00:37:14.480 --> 00:37:20.519
the collective unconscious, which is like
the concept that like the dream realm is

536
00:37:20.519 --> 00:37:23.960
is sort of like an actual place
that are our souls kind of travel to

537
00:37:24.199 --> 00:37:30.119
when we're unconscious or asleep or whatever, and like if you're seeing other souls

538
00:37:30.199 --> 00:37:32.199
in that realm, that makes sense
to me. But it's like it's like

539
00:37:32.400 --> 00:37:37.880
you and Emily had the same exact
dream, but from a first person perspective

540
00:37:38.239 --> 00:37:44.960
without seeing each other there, which
is like almost kind of extra weird to

541
00:37:45.039 --> 00:37:47.960
me. Yeah, like only differences. Who was the observer, That's what

542
00:37:49.000 --> 00:37:52.719
I'm the only different Like it would
almost be less weird if you saw Emily

543
00:37:52.760 --> 00:37:54.880
there and Emily saw you there.
Yeah, you know what I'm saying,

544
00:37:54.960 --> 00:38:00.559
Like that's that that part is just
super bizarre to me because it's like you

545
00:38:00.559 --> 00:38:04.559
were the same person. That is
really strange. Jenny and I started having

546
00:38:04.599 --> 00:38:07.679
really weird synchronistic moments very early on
in our relationship, like shortly after we

547
00:38:07.719 --> 00:38:14.119
got together. A couple of years
after we got together, I graduated college,

548
00:38:14.199 --> 00:38:15.400
and for a while I didn't know
exactly what I was gonna do.

549
00:38:15.400 --> 00:38:19.119
I knew at some point we were
moving here together, and it is kind

550
00:38:19.119 --> 00:38:21.960
of hard to just like get started
on something when you know you're going to

551
00:38:22.039 --> 00:38:24.239
move to a new town. So
I wore construction with my dad and my

552
00:38:24.280 --> 00:38:29.199
brother for a while, and there
was one day where I was painting the

553
00:38:29.239 --> 00:38:31.119
wall. I wasn't even listening to
music. I was like literally in a

554
00:38:31.840 --> 00:38:37.079
a person's house, just painting,
and I was singing this song that I

555
00:38:37.239 --> 00:38:39.719
just I don't even it was.
Its a well known song. I don't

556
00:38:39.719 --> 00:38:43.599
remember the artist or the song,
but it's something that like you heard on

557
00:38:43.639 --> 00:38:46.199
the radio your whole life, like
a very well known household type song.

558
00:38:46.599 --> 00:38:54.000
And I was just singing it and
Jenny texted me from like twenty five miles

559
00:38:54.039 --> 00:38:57.920
away, Oh my gosh, I
forgot about that, telling me, oh

560
00:38:58.000 --> 00:39:00.079
so and so songs on the radio. Well, she was listening to it,

561
00:39:00.800 --> 00:39:04.960
and was it Eescence? No no, no, no, no,

562
00:39:04.840 --> 00:39:07.239
no, no, it was it
was. It was. It wasn't Red

563
00:39:07.280 --> 00:39:09.719
Hot Chili Peppers, but it was. It was some kind of just like

564
00:39:09.880 --> 00:39:14.880
regular radio hit that that is always
on the radio. But I gotta listen

565
00:39:14.880 --> 00:39:17.039
to that. I listen to death
metal. Ryan. We had synchronicity over

566
00:39:17.079 --> 00:39:22.159
Evanescence too, though probably at one
point do you remember that I don't do

567
00:39:22.239 --> 00:39:25.320
you It's no, that's my asking. It was It wasn't the wake Me,

568
00:39:25.519 --> 00:39:30.800
Wake Me Up inside. It was
the um My Immortal, which is

569
00:39:30.840 --> 00:39:36.119
like, oh, yes, synchronicity
about that, because we love that song

570
00:39:36.159 --> 00:39:38.239
too, think on it. But
I want to go back to seeing spirits

571
00:39:38.280 --> 00:39:43.400
in dreams because you're right, that's
even that's a deeper concept. It's really

572
00:39:43.440 --> 00:39:47.400
strange to think about, like I
don't know, just being present and seeing

573
00:39:49.119 --> 00:39:54.480
the spirits. But anyway, so
I had a dream whenever my um grandma

574
00:39:54.599 --> 00:39:59.000
died. The night that I found
out that my mom's mom had passed away,

575
00:39:59.599 --> 00:40:01.320
my mom had woken me up in
my sleep. So my mother's from

576
00:40:01.360 --> 00:40:06.920
Germany, so they are five hours
ahead, six hours ahead in the time,

577
00:40:07.280 --> 00:40:08.519
and my mom had gotten a call
at three in the morning that her

578
00:40:08.559 --> 00:40:13.400
mother had passed away. And I'm
an only child and my mom and I

579
00:40:13.440 --> 00:40:15.000
are best friends. So the first
thing that she does is she runs in

580
00:40:15.079 --> 00:40:19.960
my room and wakes me up from
my sleep and was crying her eyeballs out,

581
00:40:20.000 --> 00:40:24.199
saying, Ohma has passed away,
and she was just hysterical, and

582
00:40:24.360 --> 00:40:29.000
you know, I'm just like waking
up processing it. But also I understand

583
00:40:29.039 --> 00:40:31.119
that you know why she would have
done that. I know she's freaking out.

584
00:40:31.440 --> 00:40:34.599
Did you say how old you were
when this happens? Oh no,

585
00:40:34.679 --> 00:40:38.840
twenty twelve? Twelve, so that
was what ten years ago? Yeah?

586
00:40:38.960 --> 00:40:43.119
Yeah, ten years ago? So
um I was I was a child,

587
00:40:43.159 --> 00:40:47.519
teenager. But so whenever I went
back to sleep after all of that,

588
00:40:47.599 --> 00:40:52.719
I had a very significant dream that
is um like, I can see the

589
00:40:52.760 --> 00:40:57.440
image in my head, it's so
vibrant, but essentially what it was was

590
00:40:57.480 --> 00:41:02.519
it was a wooden floor and there
was a glowing woman and she was walking

591
00:41:02.559 --> 00:41:07.920
away from me and I could see
her glowing footsteps kind of linger and she

592
00:41:07.000 --> 00:41:13.760
walks out the door and leaves like
she's leaving. And I think it was

593
00:41:13.760 --> 00:41:19.440
my grandma because my mom also claims
that. You know, my mom has

594
00:41:19.480 --> 00:41:25.599
lived away from Germany since thirty years
now, so she you know, didn't

595
00:41:25.599 --> 00:41:30.280
get a whole lot of time with
her parents, and she has always had,

596
00:41:30.400 --> 00:41:34.039
you know, the distance has always
I think promoted some sort of a

597
00:41:34.239 --> 00:41:38.960
like spiritual thing where you kind of
like look at something and then picture that

598
00:41:39.039 --> 00:41:44.119
it's like that you're there, you
know what I mean. I think she's

599
00:41:44.119 --> 00:41:49.239
always had that a spiritual like attachment
to her family in Germany. So yeah,

600
00:41:49.320 --> 00:41:52.480
so it was wasn't there something with
your sort of weird? Like That's

601
00:41:52.519 --> 00:41:57.039
what I'm saying, Like they're like
always paranormal things have always happened with my

602
00:41:57.199 --> 00:41:59.960
grandparents on my mom's side, I
feel like. And yeah, like then

603
00:42:00.119 --> 00:42:04.719
night that my grandfather died, which
was in two thousand and one, so

604
00:42:04.800 --> 00:42:07.360
I was like a child child,
and I my mom always kept mine.

605
00:42:08.719 --> 00:42:14.280
Yeah, my mom always kept my
door cracked to where like the door was

606
00:42:14.360 --> 00:42:17.719
touching, but it wasn't locked or
like latched closed. So this is my

607
00:42:17.719 --> 00:42:22.079
bedroom door whenever I was asleep.
My mom would always keep my door like

608
00:42:22.159 --> 00:42:25.360
that. And the night that she
found out that he died, my door

609
00:42:25.400 --> 00:42:30.440
had been wide open, and that
never happened. You remember that. I

610
00:42:30.519 --> 00:42:34.960
think that I could have sworn your
mother told me she saw something in the

611
00:42:35.000 --> 00:42:38.119
house as well that same night the
tropot died. Gotcha, I don't remember,

612
00:42:38.159 --> 00:42:42.880
because your mom is like, she's
pretty open minded spiritually, right,

613
00:42:42.920 --> 00:42:45.599
She's seen ghosts on numerous occasions.
Really, Yes, there was a time

614
00:42:45.599 --> 00:42:50.159
that me and Jenny were there hanging
out with her mom and dad, and

615
00:42:50.639 --> 00:42:53.480
behind us it was either behind me
or behind Jenny she saw a ghost walk

616
00:42:53.519 --> 00:42:58.039
through the house like live, Like
we're sitting right here talking to her at

617
00:42:58.039 --> 00:43:00.599
her parents house. Her mother has
allays had paranormal experiences, and that's kind

618
00:43:00.599 --> 00:43:07.280
of like why I believe we more
wild thing is behind my neighborhood. There

619
00:43:07.320 --> 00:43:10.840
are a few houses back there,
but there are gravestones, And if I

620
00:43:10.880 --> 00:43:15.199
did not know that, it weirds
me. Yes, there are gravestones back

621
00:43:15.239 --> 00:43:21.239
there. And every time my mom
says that she sees something, it's always

622
00:43:21.280 --> 00:43:27.480
like the time period colonial right war
looking. She was telling me, you

623
00:43:27.480 --> 00:43:30.400
guys's wedding about a past life regression
that she had that took place during like

624
00:43:30.440 --> 00:43:35.440
World War two or something that,
Yeah, she went through like three different

625
00:43:36.519 --> 00:43:38.320
times in that same regression. One
of them was like World War two,

626
00:43:38.559 --> 00:43:42.239
one of them was like Jesus times, and then one of them was like

627
00:43:42.599 --> 00:43:46.239
seventeen eighteen hundreds in France. Yeah, I think I think you're right,

628
00:43:46.280 --> 00:43:51.320
though, I think that that was
probably because really what we're talking about is,

629
00:43:51.639 --> 00:43:52.920
I mean, you could call it
so many different things, but it's

630
00:43:52.960 --> 00:43:59.719
like being spiritually sensitive or psychically sensitive. Yeah, right, And it's like

631
00:44:00.119 --> 00:44:06.039
you you obviously come from a family
that is very spiritually sensitive, psychically sensitive,

632
00:44:06.199 --> 00:44:08.159
and it sounds like you do too
like but you do too well.

633
00:44:08.159 --> 00:44:12.719
Sure, but but I'm just saying, like, that's that that makes sense

634
00:44:12.760 --> 00:44:16.440
to me. The magnetic attraction.
Yeah, and like all these weird synchronicities

635
00:44:16.480 --> 00:44:21.239
popping up. It was, it's
like the universe like nudging you guys together.

636
00:44:21.440 --> 00:44:23.000
For sure. For sure, I
think I feel like it works like

637
00:44:23.039 --> 00:44:27.440
that. Chris Junior and his fiancee
are like that. She comes from a

638
00:44:27.519 --> 00:44:34.000
very like, very um spiritual.
I guess I'm not not like religious,

639
00:44:34.000 --> 00:44:37.559
but like spiritually minded family. Um. You remember we did a whole episode

640
00:44:37.559 --> 00:44:42.159
with Jack and we heard that mind
blowing story that I learned on the show

641
00:44:42.679 --> 00:44:45.360
about a flash of light being above
his grandmother when his mother when she was

642
00:44:45.400 --> 00:44:49.519
pregnant with his mother, and like
even things like you like, dude,

643
00:44:49.519 --> 00:44:52.079
the more I talk to your dad, man, the more I realize how

644
00:44:52.079 --> 00:44:55.519
how incredibly spiritual that man is.
I don't you You're not just a teenager

645
00:44:55.639 --> 00:45:00.400
going to someone's house being like,
wow, your mom and d that's very

646
00:45:00.400 --> 00:45:02.159
spiritually. You're not paying attention to
it. You know, we're playing games

647
00:45:02.199 --> 00:45:07.639
where Yeah, yeah, I didn't
really notice that until as a grown man

648
00:45:07.800 --> 00:45:09.719
going and hanging out with your mom
and dad, like there's there's there's something.

649
00:45:09.960 --> 00:45:14.000
Yeah, I just find myself.
You know who My dad's favorite person

650
00:45:14.039 --> 00:45:16.480
in the world is Michael Jordan Jenny
Oh, I know, I know,

651
00:45:16.880 --> 00:45:21.920
y'all don't even know. And Nick's
mom's name is Jennifer, so that's even

652
00:45:21.920 --> 00:45:24.440
funnier. Yeah, just enhances.
I love him too, though, Yeah,

653
00:45:24.519 --> 00:45:28.440
yeah, yeah. No, Like
like hanging out, I just find

654
00:45:28.480 --> 00:45:31.800
myself being And it's not even a
conscious choice. It's like, the more

655
00:45:31.840 --> 00:45:35.320
I talk to people that I'm very
close to in my life and do some

656
00:45:35.400 --> 00:45:38.719
digging and pay attention, I find
there's some really spiritual shit in their background,

657
00:45:38.760 --> 00:45:43.119
and I'm like, that explains it, we all do. I think

658
00:45:43.159 --> 00:45:46.480
it's inherent. I think that whenever
the reason we're brought together, when we're

659
00:45:46.599 --> 00:45:53.239
born, we are naturally supposed to
be spiritual and in touch with consciousness.

660
00:45:53.320 --> 00:45:58.280
That's our more, that's our most
natural self. The second that we get

661
00:45:58.320 --> 00:46:02.519
here and we're influenced by every everything
that's around us, that's what's changing us.

662
00:46:02.519 --> 00:46:07.360
We're changing every single second, millisecond
of our lives. We are rapidly

663
00:46:07.440 --> 00:46:13.760
changing, changing even your biology.
Yes, exactly, Yeah, it's wild.

664
00:46:13.800 --> 00:46:17.519
And that's another thing is like time
is different, like with our bodies

665
00:46:17.559 --> 00:46:22.800
and with consciousness, you know what
I mean, Like time really only applies

666
00:46:22.920 --> 00:46:25.679
here in the physical realm and in
the right now. Like, well,

667
00:46:25.719 --> 00:46:28.960
I'm saying a different tend you here. But what I was trying to say

668
00:46:29.039 --> 00:46:31.480
is like, according to like quantum
physics or whatever, the only thing that

669
00:46:31.639 --> 00:46:37.760
is truly real, so to speak, is what is being observed in the

670
00:46:37.800 --> 00:46:40.400
exact present moment. And it's like
that's the crazy thing if you think about

671
00:46:40.400 --> 00:46:43.760
it, anything you've ever experienced it
was real, was only ever in the

672
00:46:43.800 --> 00:46:46.159
present. Oh yeah, whatever you've
experienced in the past and the future can

673
00:46:46.199 --> 00:46:51.639
be changed, like in your mind. Yeah yeah, but but but that

674
00:46:51.840 --> 00:46:53.920
has an effect on reality. They've
proven that, you know. So it's

675
00:46:53.960 --> 00:46:57.559
like it's it's just crazy when you
think about it, like we're we're always

676
00:46:57.719 --> 00:47:01.320
rapidly in the now, which is
always now, you know from perspective,

677
00:47:01.360 --> 00:47:05.280
We're always changing. Yeah. No, I think I think you said something

678
00:47:05.280 --> 00:47:08.199
really cool, like when we come
here to this realm, we are like

679
00:47:08.400 --> 00:47:14.159
unbridled. There are no filters,
there are no distractions, there's none of

680
00:47:14.159 --> 00:47:17.400
that stuff. We're just a little
antenna for all this spiritual energy and all

681
00:47:17.400 --> 00:47:22.159
this you know, all this stuff, and then we get all these distractions,

682
00:47:22.280 --> 00:47:24.239
all this fear. Fear I feel
like plays such a huge role in

683
00:47:24.280 --> 00:47:30.400
suppressing that. You want to know
what though? That makes two thousand one

684
00:47:30.440 --> 00:47:36.719
of Space Odyssey. So, I
mean, I love that movie. I

685
00:47:36.760 --> 00:47:39.599
haven't seen it in so long,
but there was whenever I first watched that

686
00:47:39.599 --> 00:47:45.000
movie, which is like two years
ago, I watched it like I probably

687
00:47:45.039 --> 00:47:49.159
watched it ten twelve times together.
Every yeah, for the first time,

688
00:47:49.519 --> 00:47:53.239
every single day while I worked from
home, I would play that movie because

689
00:47:53.239 --> 00:47:58.199
every single time that you look up
and it's beautiful, it'll be beautiful no

690
00:47:58.280 --> 00:48:00.960
matter what in the soundtrack is so
oh yeah score, And I have a

691
00:48:01.000 --> 00:48:05.559
thing for like old sound design too, like from the sixties and seventies.

692
00:48:05.599 --> 00:48:07.280
It all sounds so textural, yes, you know what I mean. So,

693
00:48:07.440 --> 00:48:12.159
but the fact that you're seeing that
baby that at the very end spoiler

694
00:48:12.199 --> 00:48:16.559
alert, the it's the most raw
form of like consciousness is inside of that

695
00:48:16.639 --> 00:48:22.519
little bubble. Yeah. So it's
a light being and there's a there's like

696
00:48:22.519 --> 00:48:29.000
a it's encased within energy. It's
wild it because and then your dad also

697
00:48:29.039 --> 00:48:31.960
calls them the children again. Yeah, it's that innocence. I don't know,

698
00:48:32.039 --> 00:48:35.320
it's all coming to it's all coming
together. I feel like I feel

699
00:48:35.360 --> 00:48:37.519
like that's why. You know,
for a long time, you always hear

700
00:48:37.599 --> 00:48:42.119
like, oh, meditation is like
the most spiritual thing you can do.

701
00:48:42.400 --> 00:48:46.079
It will it will put you in
you know, into contact with the collective

702
00:48:46.079 --> 00:48:50.079
consciousness, it'll center all this stuff. For a long time, I was

703
00:48:50.119 --> 00:48:54.760
like how why, yeah, why
would that help me whatever? But like

704
00:48:55.199 --> 00:49:00.960
that is literally practicing breaking down all
those filters that we're that you're talking about

705
00:49:00.280 --> 00:49:05.079
from when we're born. All that
stuff is getting jammed into our heads to

706
00:49:05.199 --> 00:49:10.679
distract us from the real thing.
And meditation is silence. Is that it's

707
00:49:10.719 --> 00:49:15.639
trying to get back to the original
feeling of like just being in touch.

708
00:49:15.760 --> 00:49:19.880
And I've started doing yoga this year, um, and I will say that

709
00:49:19.960 --> 00:49:22.880
like wait, wait, wait,
whoa, whoa, whoa. I thought

710
00:49:22.920 --> 00:49:30.280
you were a yoga expert. I
seem to remember you. Yeah, instructor,

711
00:49:30.400 --> 00:49:32.960
Yeah, you were an instructor.
And you let a competition now two

712
00:49:34.000 --> 00:49:39.159
idiots that we're screaming at you gotta
do this now, everybody, Yeah,

713
00:49:39.320 --> 00:49:43.400
hey, yeah, exactly. I
like the way he's saying, I derailed,

714
00:49:43.559 --> 00:49:46.360
but now you're fine. But I
started taking yoga, and I've been

715
00:49:46.400 --> 00:49:54.159
trying to like taking those moments to
meditate are so important, because I um.

716
00:49:54.239 --> 00:49:58.079
I went to yoga first few times
this year and it was perfect,

717
00:49:58.119 --> 00:50:00.800
it was great. I really enjoyed
it. A couple of times i've been

718
00:50:00.800 --> 00:50:02.760
going, I've been a little bit
stressed, and I think it's because I've

719
00:50:02.760 --> 00:50:07.360
been more anxious in the past few
weeks. And then also during one of

720
00:50:07.400 --> 00:50:12.039
the yoga classes, I couldn't join
the open meditation because I had a call.

721
00:50:12.119 --> 00:50:15.239
I was on the phone with somebody, and so I missed the whole

722
00:50:15.360 --> 00:50:21.079
opening meditation, which is like about
ten minutes. Yeah, the start and

723
00:50:21.119 --> 00:50:23.480
beginning of each class, at least
where we go is like you're just laying

724
00:50:23.480 --> 00:50:27.280
there meditating, and then they kind
of ease you into the stretches. So

725
00:50:27.360 --> 00:50:30.599
just so imagine there's a whole room
of like forty people, thirty people,

726
00:50:30.960 --> 00:50:35.239
like just laying there peacefully, and
then when you know, Jenny missed all

727
00:50:35.239 --> 00:50:37.159
that and she walks in right to
the brutal stretches. Yeah, and it's

728
00:50:37.159 --> 00:50:42.719
not about jars my experience, that's
how most yoga places are yeah, yeah,

729
00:50:43.480 --> 00:50:46.480
yoga medica, but just conceptually imagine
that walking in. But it's not

730
00:50:46.559 --> 00:50:50.840
even about the like the strength.
I know. I didn't get to stretch,

731
00:50:51.079 --> 00:50:52.599
I didn't get to know well,
it's not even about that. For

732
00:50:52.639 --> 00:50:55.480
me, it was more like my
mind wasn't with it, and I'm like,

733
00:50:55.480 --> 00:50:59.480
I don't like I was like kind
of grumpy in my mind, like

734
00:50:59.559 --> 00:51:01.039
no, I don't want to sit
and do this lunge. I just don't

735
00:51:01.039 --> 00:51:04.400
feel like doing this. I don't
want to do it. Whenever you meditate

736
00:51:04.440 --> 00:51:07.639
before or like in my experience,
whenever I do it normally and I don't

737
00:51:07.679 --> 00:51:13.159
missopening meditation. It's so like you
fall in love with your body once you

738
00:51:13.199 --> 00:51:16.960
get that chance to like at like
not falling in love with my body.

739
00:51:17.000 --> 00:51:21.760
I'm like, damn, I wish
I was stronger. Well, you feel

740
00:51:21.800 --> 00:51:25.519
positive about your body. Yeah,
So for me it was just like man,

741
00:51:25.639 --> 00:51:30.119
like I really love my body whenever, but then whenever I don't do

742
00:51:30.159 --> 00:51:32.199
it, I'm just in a completely
different mental space. I love it.

743
00:51:32.239 --> 00:51:36.719
One thing I will say I've done
three. I just started. So Jenny

744
00:51:36.840 --> 00:51:39.159
went to some sessions before me to
scope out the place I've had engagements.

745
00:51:39.159 --> 00:51:44.280
I couldn't always go. We try
to go once a week now and I

746
00:51:44.320 --> 00:51:46.280
started going with her, and I've
been to yoga with her in the past,

747
00:51:46.320 --> 00:51:49.599
and like was a student of martial
arts for many years, and my

748
00:51:49.639 --> 00:51:52.800
first experience with yoga was like I
didn't care about it because at the time,

749
00:51:52.840 --> 00:51:55.639
I didn't know anything about it.
I didn't really understand the spiritual benefits

750
00:51:55.639 --> 00:51:59.679
of it, and I had just
been on a short break from martial arge.

751
00:51:59.679 --> 00:52:00.440
So I was like, I'd rather
just go back to kung fu,

752
00:52:00.559 --> 00:52:02.559
Like I don't I don't want to
do this shit, Like I'd rather go

753
00:52:02.639 --> 00:52:06.800
train. Yeah, So I had
a different attitude back then. But I

754
00:52:06.840 --> 00:52:09.440
remember yoga was hard as hell because
we used to do power yoga. It

755
00:52:09.519 --> 00:52:15.480
was like hot power yoga where it
was like literally isometric like strength building yoga.

756
00:52:15.679 --> 00:52:20.119
It was brutal. It was brutal. So I'm like scared to come

757
00:52:20.119 --> 00:52:24.039
back to this with her. And
I will say that although it is rigorous,

758
00:52:24.159 --> 00:52:29.320
I'm never finding myself bored. Even
in martial arts, which I was

759
00:52:29.360 --> 00:52:32.719
obsessed with, I had a difficult
time. Like the good news is like

760
00:52:32.800 --> 00:52:35.719
it's not like you had to focus
on the drills. It was just a

761
00:52:35.719 --> 00:52:38.239
lot of repetitive, like you know, placements of hands and you know,

762
00:52:38.320 --> 00:52:42.320
things like that. It was so
repetitive you don't have to think. But

763
00:52:42.440 --> 00:52:46.239
I found myself so bored. Like
as much as I love the art,

764
00:52:46.239 --> 00:52:47.840
I was like, what is this
gonna end? What is this gonna end?

765
00:52:47.840 --> 00:52:51.280
When I'm ready to get out here
yoga, I'm not like that,

766
00:52:51.519 --> 00:52:54.039
but you want. I'm here right
now. I'm almost curious to know.

767
00:52:54.280 --> 00:52:59.639
And I don't know if this would
change the state. I don't know if

768
00:52:59.639 --> 00:53:05.360
this would actually be applicable. But
think about meditating before you go to kung

769
00:53:05.400 --> 00:53:07.880
fu, Like what if you were
to meditate before you went into kung fu

770
00:53:07.920 --> 00:53:12.079
class? Yeah, I would do
that, and you and you meditated in

771
00:53:12.079 --> 00:53:14.880
that same way to where you're like, I'm going to do this. You're

772
00:53:14.880 --> 00:53:16.920
telling yourself these affirmations, and then
you go into kung fu class. I

773
00:53:16.920 --> 00:53:21.199
bet you you'd freaking kill it.
See. The reason that yoga is so

774
00:53:21.239 --> 00:53:25.239
awesome is because you're meditating and every
single move is intentional, every breath is

775
00:53:25.280 --> 00:53:31.239
intentional, and she's constantly guiding you
back to notice your yes, it's telling

776
00:53:31.280 --> 00:53:35.840
you a smile, telling you to
you know, like telling you to pop

777
00:53:35.840 --> 00:53:38.119
your head about telling smile, smile, smile and make us like laugh while

778
00:53:38.119 --> 00:53:42.119
we're doing it, and it does
help. Yeah. So it's just like

779
00:53:42.199 --> 00:53:45.880
I think the intention by it's the
mind is so powerful. It is.

780
00:53:45.920 --> 00:53:49.559
The mind is so powerful because we're
sitting here talking about it has so much

781
00:53:49.559 --> 00:53:52.880
power. We can literally dream things
and we can literally say it's all.

782
00:53:53.039 --> 00:53:58.000
It's all the mind. Every crazy
everything is the mind. Like if you

783
00:53:58.039 --> 00:54:02.199
want to get real spiritual with it, like real mystical. Literally everything is

784
00:54:02.360 --> 00:54:07.400
one big mind and this thing is
just here, like you said, as

785
00:54:07.480 --> 00:54:09.320
it's like a dream, as it's
like a distraction. I think there's a

786
00:54:09.360 --> 00:54:14.880
hermetic law about that. It is. Oh really, it's the first one.

787
00:54:14.880 --> 00:54:16.679
The thing is everything is mental,
oh right, right, right,

788
00:54:16.760 --> 00:54:20.880
right, right right, exists within
the mind of the all. And then

789
00:54:21.480 --> 00:54:27.280
there's that like original transcription of the
first general talent. No, no,

790
00:54:27.280 --> 00:54:29.920
no, no, the first book
of the Bible, where you know,

791
00:54:29.920 --> 00:54:31.320
it's like in the beginning was the
Word, and the word was God in

792
00:54:31.320 --> 00:54:35.800
the Words with God, well,
the original was logos in Greek in the

793
00:54:35.800 --> 00:54:37.119
Book of John, which is mind. Yeah. Oh, in the Book

794
00:54:37.119 --> 00:54:40.760
of John, right right right,
which is mind. Right in the beginning

795
00:54:40.880 --> 00:54:45.519
was the mind, and the mind
was with God, and the mind was

796
00:54:45.639 --> 00:54:50.719
God. Yeah, most Powerful actually
wrote that. Like I'm not talking like

797
00:54:50.719 --> 00:54:54.159
what the Bible claims. I'm talking
like real history, like like um Neoplatonist,

798
00:54:54.159 --> 00:54:58.920
gnostic type Christian people. Yeah.
But um, so with yoga,

799
00:54:58.960 --> 00:55:01.800
I have a question. I'm curious, do you feel like, because yeah,

800
00:55:01.880 --> 00:55:06.440
every every class I've ever gone to, it is like meditate, then

801
00:55:06.519 --> 00:55:10.320
you do the the actual yoga,
and then you meditate again. So it

802
00:55:10.360 --> 00:55:15.000
seems like they're they're very closely like
intertwined. They're you know, they're intertwined,

803
00:55:15.119 --> 00:55:17.800
the two of them. But I'm
kind of curious, like, do

804
00:55:17.840 --> 00:55:23.880
you think that even if you weren't
to meditate before or after the act of

805
00:55:24.320 --> 00:55:31.679
just putting your body into those specific
forms and shapes with the intention going into

806
00:55:31.719 --> 00:55:37.360
it, Like, do you think
that that still has a like a palpable

807
00:55:37.760 --> 00:55:40.920
spiritual effect. Yes, yeah,
hard resent does because it's like they're they're

808
00:55:40.920 --> 00:55:46.800
just mudra's yeah right, yeah,
yeah, Mudra doesn't necessarily just mean specifically

809
00:55:46.840 --> 00:55:51.039
to hands. It just means gesture. But the reason I believe it's so

810
00:55:51.519 --> 00:55:53.719
good for you is because trauma,
as you know, especially with your dad

811
00:55:53.719 --> 00:55:57.480
and my mom, you know,
being told this about fiber mi aalga,

812
00:55:57.800 --> 00:56:01.039
trauma is stored subconsciously in the body. Yoga is like this ancient system that

813
00:56:01.079 --> 00:56:06.599
these sages figured out how to put
your body in these intricate stretches to release

814
00:56:06.679 --> 00:56:09.719
that trauma. It's it's like,
it's it's the way I feel after a

815
00:56:09.760 --> 00:56:14.360
good hot yoga session is like it's
it's like a massage, but it's not

816
00:56:14.400 --> 00:56:16.239
on the outside. It's on the
inside. Yeah, Like you know Jenny's

817
00:56:16.280 --> 00:56:22.119
favorite show Naruto, it's like you
you know, it's like with the hand

818
00:56:22.159 --> 00:56:27.440
signs and stuff. It's it.
They do that to to channel their chakra

819
00:56:27.599 --> 00:56:32.199
in specific ways, and like it's
Moodro's it is. It's it's it's a

820
00:56:32.199 --> 00:56:37.280
depiction of Moodra's And Yeah, to
be honest, I never really thought about

821
00:56:37.639 --> 00:56:43.679
yoga as being like the body so
everything is the reason that meditation is so

822
00:56:43.719 --> 00:56:49.559
important again is because we're humans,
and because without mental strength, it's really

823
00:56:49.639 --> 00:56:53.800
hard to do much of anything.
And your body has given you, has

824
00:56:53.880 --> 00:57:00.119
given you limitations, so it makes
it hard to do certain moods and so

825
00:57:00.159 --> 00:57:04.760
then you kind of have to have
the mental strength to hold it and to

826
00:57:05.000 --> 00:57:07.880
breathe properly and too, you know. So I think that it's just much

827
00:57:07.920 --> 00:57:12.760
harder if you don't meditate, especially
because you're you're meditating to get your mind

828
00:57:12.840 --> 00:57:15.480
right right, sure, silence your
mind. Your body you know, will

829
00:57:15.519 --> 00:57:20.840
do it whether you're meditate or not. But it's getting that certain effect and

830
00:57:20.880 --> 00:57:24.719
putting that intention for awareness. It
probably also has like an energetic effect,

831
00:57:24.880 --> 00:57:28.480
yes, because you know, like
when you meditate, you go into that

832
00:57:28.519 --> 00:57:32.760
like flow state and you become more
high vibrational, more energetically sensitive. So

833
00:57:32.800 --> 00:57:37.400
it's almost like supercharging yourself before you
do the moodras. So that the moodras

834
00:57:37.679 --> 00:57:42.840
is it supposed by the way,
not quite sure. That's one. I

835
00:57:42.880 --> 00:57:45.480
thought you were And that's the wacky
waving inflatable arm this one, So it

836
00:57:45.559 --> 00:57:49.280
is it is one, Okay,
it is one. So when you do

837
00:57:49.320 --> 00:57:52.400
the pos like this, uh,
if if you're like in a flow state

838
00:57:52.480 --> 00:57:58.559
or if you've been meditating, it's
like you're energetically charged. So those you

839
00:57:58.599 --> 00:58:00.440
know, those moves and you also
have string you know what. I just

840
00:58:00.480 --> 00:58:06.039
remember when we like first started talking
again and you guys came over to that

841
00:58:06.119 --> 00:58:07.840
party, you and I have a
picture on the wall of us going like

842
00:58:07.880 --> 00:58:12.480
this. That was used to be
my favorite thing. That's crazy. I

843
00:58:12.559 --> 00:58:15.639
just like subconsciously did that. But
there's literally a picture on our wall me

844
00:58:15.719 --> 00:58:20.000
and Jenny going like that. That's
weird. That was kind of like a

845
00:58:20.039 --> 00:58:22.119
friendship thing we had going on there. We should bring it back, sho.

846
00:58:22.320 --> 00:58:24.519
I hate to cut your friendship short. But we're in an hour,

847
00:58:24.760 --> 00:58:29.719
so what I know? I know. So first of all, just because

848
00:58:29.719 --> 00:58:32.239
we in the show doesn't mean I'm
done with Nick. I just make any

849
00:58:32.360 --> 00:58:37.079
segue. I'm not sitting here trying
to wreck a home or nothing. But

850
00:58:39.199 --> 00:58:45.199
before we go, are there any
other dreams or any profoundcy chronicities you man

851
00:58:45.360 --> 00:58:49.719
in the moment, it's hard to
remember. Well, it's it's it's cool.

852
00:58:50.119 --> 00:58:52.000
You'll have time to think of It's
not like you'll ever be on the

853
00:58:52.000 --> 00:58:54.679
show again. Yeah, I guess
we'll allow you to come back. I

854
00:58:55.079 --> 00:59:00.280
wish. I guess no that that
would be great, But no, I

855
00:59:00.320 --> 00:59:02.440
can't really think of any dreams right
now. But all I'm saying is just

856
00:59:04.360 --> 00:59:08.679
for me, taking a second to
silence your mind, and you know,

857
00:59:09.159 --> 00:59:13.599
meditate more can help, I think, can help make your dreams more powerful.

858
00:59:13.679 --> 00:59:17.000
I think that's the whole that's message
just kind of behind everything because whenever

859
00:59:17.000 --> 00:59:21.800
you're not tuning in to so many
things in this real life and putting your

860
00:59:21.800 --> 00:59:25.559
attention towards so many things, like
you can turn your attention inwards, Yes,

861
00:59:25.679 --> 00:59:30.639
inwards. And you know how sometimes
you do something like oh, I

862
00:59:30.800 --> 00:59:32.360
ate chicken today, and then in
your dream, like you dream of a

863
00:59:32.440 --> 00:59:38.000
chicken or something. Does that ever
happen anybody? Maybe you dream of like

864
00:59:38.239 --> 00:59:43.119
Jack? Yet maybe Jack you dream
of like a representation of what happened yesterday,

865
00:59:43.159 --> 00:59:45.679
Like if I watched Barney yesterday,
he might show up in my dream,

866
00:59:45.760 --> 00:59:52.119
is what I'm crossing much recently?
Did you did you see that they

867
00:59:52.199 --> 00:59:58.480
rebranded Barney Barney? There's an animated
choke. That's what we're talking about.

868
01:00:00.039 --> 01:00:05.159
Got the surgery that all the uh
that all the celebrities. Yeah, cheek

869
01:00:05.159 --> 01:00:07.800
wheeler, No, they take out
all the cheek fat. Oh listen.

870
01:00:08.599 --> 01:00:13.199
I saw that yesterday because I was
I was at my co I don't have

871
01:00:13.280 --> 01:00:15.559
cable, but I was at my
co workers how she has cable, and

872
01:00:15.639 --> 01:00:21.280
the Today's Show was on, and
here comes Barney unquote Barney. I was

873
01:00:21.360 --> 01:00:25.199
like, that is not my Barney, not my Barney tag. Not my

874
01:00:25.239 --> 01:00:29.519
Barney, guys, I said,
I wasn't that like he used to be

875
01:00:29.599 --> 01:00:34.559
my everything. One years old,
I dressed up as Barney Halloween. I

876
01:00:34.599 --> 01:00:37.039
did too. I don't think I
was one, but when I was really

877
01:00:37.119 --> 01:00:42.360
little, Barney first of all was
my number one favorite. Mine too too.

878
01:00:42.440 --> 01:00:45.639
Then you're triggered about the new level, very trigger Yeah, because you're

879
01:00:45.639 --> 01:00:47.840
a man, and I don't really
have an opinion about it. You know

880
01:00:47.880 --> 01:00:54.400
why why? It's because I'm like
twenty nine years old, hag, not

881
01:00:54.480 --> 01:00:58.880
my Barney. Tell you're gonna have
a kid some day, I think,

882
01:00:59.000 --> 01:01:01.639
because I want to kid. They'll
be watching Dragon balls listen, they'll be

883
01:01:01.679 --> 01:01:07.119
listening to metal. Yeah, they'll
be watching Dragon. Barney will be no

884
01:01:07.280 --> 01:01:12.400
a dinosaurs run the same, right, We're gonna have to talk after this.

885
01:01:12.719 --> 01:01:17.320
This is bad, but but no, you know it's nostalgic. Yeah,

886
01:01:17.360 --> 01:01:20.679
but you know what, not my
Barney. Maybe I won't be watching

887
01:01:20.679 --> 01:01:28.039
it. Not my bone you lost
today to get it right? Well,

888
01:01:28.920 --> 01:01:30.320
but the old ones kind of creepy
nowt that you look at him. All

889
01:01:30.360 --> 01:01:35.079
right, let's get out of here. This is this is this is like

890
01:01:35.239 --> 01:01:40.519
just crashing into Barney episode. I
think this is the best contisodes. It's

891
01:01:40.559 --> 01:01:45.159
turning into a riot about Barney's appearance. Honestly, Hey, to be fair,

892
01:01:45.320 --> 01:01:49.039
I haven't really gotten a good look
at what it looks like. I

893
01:01:49.079 --> 01:01:52.000
just saw that. It doesn't like
look bad, it does. He really

894
01:01:52.039 --> 01:01:54.039
looks ridiculous. He does well,
it's just not Okay, you know what,

895
01:01:54.079 --> 01:01:58.000
can you pull up a picture so
before this episode areas we can confirm,

896
01:01:58.079 --> 01:02:00.960
right, we're gonna do it live. I want to see. I

897
01:02:00.960 --> 01:02:04.280
want to give my honest assessment.
Yeah, okay, I'm googling Barney new

898
01:02:04.320 --> 01:02:14.239
look real deep. He looks like
he looks like he's part of a different

899
01:02:14.280 --> 01:02:15.920
cat. It's like that. Yeah, Like, it looks like he's in

900
01:02:15.960 --> 01:02:21.199
a different cat. Oh, it
looks like a big purple frog. Yeah,

901
01:02:21.199 --> 01:02:30.840
I know. Hashtag not my Barney. First first though, I love

902
01:02:30.880 --> 01:02:32.480
you so much, Jenny. I
hope you guys had fun. It was

903
01:02:32.519 --> 01:02:37.440
all it always is that zip bar
I can't believe that was an hour was

904
01:02:37.480 --> 01:02:39.719
wonderful. You're literally always welcome to
come and do this with us. You're

905
01:02:39.760 --> 01:02:45.760
literally are our manager. Literally.
Typically I sit on the other side of

906
01:02:45.800 --> 01:02:47.679
the door with my ear pressed against
you know, the door, and I

907
01:02:47.679 --> 01:02:52.559
have tears in my eyes because I
can't join every time. But now I'm

908
01:02:52.599 --> 01:02:55.920
just kidding all the all the I
am, I'm just I'm just a wall

909
01:02:55.960 --> 01:02:59.360
away. Yeah, just right on
the other side of the wall. All

910
01:02:59.360 --> 01:03:01.199
the social media presence, all the
marketing, all that stuff. That's one

911
01:03:01.239 --> 01:03:07.159
hundred percent Jenny. She's our boss. Yeahs is If you guys ever saw

912
01:03:07.239 --> 01:03:12.360
my life as Liz, Yes,
I feel like that's me sometimes, Like

913
01:03:12.840 --> 01:03:15.719
Jenny is my boss daily like without
her, without her, I can't even

914
01:03:15.760 --> 01:03:19.400
get out of bed and function.
I just I think we should stress out

915
01:03:19.400 --> 01:03:22.280
a little bit though, Like without
Jenny, this does this would not air

916
01:03:22.639 --> 01:03:24.920
right. I mean we could probably
all get in the same room and have

917
01:03:25.000 --> 01:03:30.119
these same conversations, but like the
whole go to market for this would just

918
01:03:30.199 --> 01:03:32.039
not It just wouldn't happen. But
without all of us though, sure,

919
01:03:32.119 --> 01:03:39.559
yeah was sitting on the couch if
Jenny, you know what, that's not

920
01:03:39.639 --> 01:03:44.639
happening without your direction. Thank you
boys, that was so sweet. You

921
01:03:45.039 --> 01:03:51.119
are you are a critical self neglector
when people give you praise and compliments,

922
01:03:51.280 --> 01:03:55.679
you neglect. And you know what
you are amazing, Yeah, neglecting neglect,

923
01:03:55.800 --> 01:04:00.800
that deflect neglecting, deflect. That's
what I was meaning to say.

924
01:04:00.880 --> 01:04:04.880
Deflect. Yeah, I think you
were saying. I think you were meaning

925
01:04:04.880 --> 01:04:10.840
to say negate and deflect. But
now we're just gonna debate. Oh my

926
01:04:10.920 --> 01:04:14.280
god, Oh my god. Yeah, what happens when I get involved?

927
01:04:14.360 --> 01:04:15.519
This is what happened. No,
but I really do appreciate it, and

928
01:04:15.559 --> 01:04:17.320
this is a lot of fun.
I have fell with it, and all

929
01:04:17.360 --> 01:04:19.320
I will say, there's so many
people I know they're like, I'm so

930
01:04:19.400 --> 01:04:23.960
jealous that you have something that you're
passionate about that you can work on outside

931
01:04:23.960 --> 01:04:27.360
of work or whatever. And it
really is nice to This is definitely my

932
01:04:27.440 --> 01:04:30.679
passion project. And when people ask
me what my job is like, I

933
01:04:30.679 --> 01:04:32.519
feel like this is part of my
job. It is and nobody could do

934
01:04:32.559 --> 01:04:35.079
it better than you. Nobody.
Oh my gosh. Same for you guys

935
01:04:35.079 --> 01:04:41.480
though, But oh you're doing it. I'm not crazy. People. You

936
01:04:41.559 --> 01:04:44.519
just saw a lot. All right, let's hit them with it, all

937
01:04:44.599 --> 01:04:50.360
righty, you're ready, love you, thanks your eyes. I was going

938
01:04:50.400 --> 01:04:55.079
to say it isn't and I did
ask and I got her flowers real and

939
01:04:55.280 --> 01:04:59.039
lego flowers, Lego flowers. Ryan
got me the lego set. He came

940
01:04:59.119 --> 01:05:00.840
through. Guys. My co workers
were asking me. Let us know.

941
01:05:01.199 --> 01:05:03.239
I don't care how old you are. I don't care who you are.

942
01:05:03.559 --> 01:05:08.000
When your wife says I want a
Lego bouquet of flowers, you buy that

943
01:05:08.039 --> 01:05:11.719
ship. I love Legos. I'm
getting into puzzles. I got myself a

944
01:05:11.719 --> 01:05:15.159
puzzle table. They're expensive. Casey's
been asking me for one of those for

945
01:05:15.199 --> 01:05:18.079
a long time, and they're just
expensive. Bro, I know, but

946
01:05:18.119 --> 01:05:20.480
that's why I did it for Valentine's
Day. Yeah, it's one day a

947
01:05:20.559 --> 01:05:29.960
year. I feel you, all
right? Did my legs ready? Weird

948
01:05:30.039 --> 01:05:41.639
things happened in the backyard. What
so house? Yeah? I got so

949
01:05:41.719 --> 01:05:53.000
weird. Kind of closer too,
like spirling on the inside of it.

950
01:05:55.679 --> 01:06:18.679
No one knows. Wow, which
comes for I never time? Shine?

951
01:06:19.840 --> 01:06:43.559
He ain't happy.