1 00:00:00,920 --> 00:00:06,799 Heart choice. Holy Tuesday too. Igres celebrates today San Braulio de Zaragoza. 2 00:00:08,720 --> 00:00:12,160 Is it you, sir, who has suffered death for me to live? 3 00:00:12,720 --> 00:00:16,320 How can I rejoice in my freedom if I owe it, if I owe 4 00:00:16,359 --> 00:00:19,679 it to your trims? Is it you, sir, who has suffered death 5 00:00:19,719 --> 00:00:23,960 for me to live? How can I rejoice in my salvation if I have 6 00:00:24,039 --> 00:00:27,239 loved her for your suffering? Is it you, sir, who has suffered 7 00:00:27,280 --> 00:00:31,399 death for me to live? Lord, have you suffered for what have you 8 00:00:31,440 --> 00:00:35,119 wanted for love and mercy? Is it you, sir, who has suffered 9 00:00:35,320 --> 00:00:40,000 death for me to live? The Gospel of St John, chapter thirteen verses, 10 00:00:40,560 --> 00:00:44,880 twenty- one from now on. At that time, Jesus was at 11 00:00:44,880 --> 00:00:50,119 table with his disciples without durbus in his spirit and I testified by saying in 12 00:00:50,159 --> 00:00:54,320 truth. Truly I say to you that one of you will give me the 13 00:00:54,399 --> 00:01:03,159 disciples. They looked at each other, they looked at each other perplexed by 14 00:01:03,280 --> 00:01:10,159 not knowing who one of them was talking about, who Jesus already loved, 15 00:01:10,640 --> 00:01:14,719 was reclining at the table. In the bosom of Jesus, Simon, Peter 16 00:01:14,840 --> 00:01:18,920 signaled to him to find out why he was saying it. Then he, 17 00:01:19,040 --> 00:01:23,280 leaning on Peter' s breast, asked him," Sir, who is 18 00:01:23,359 --> 00:01:27,680 he," answered Jesus, whom I give this piece of bread and spread 19 00:01:27,719 --> 00:01:33,280 bread to," Judas, son of Simon, the iscariot behind the bread, 20 00:01:33,560 --> 00:01:38,040 came into him satan" Then Jesus told him what you' re going 21 00:01:38,200 --> 00:01:42,120 to do soon. None of the diners understood what Judas meant by keeping the 22 00:01:42,280 --> 00:01:49,680 bag. Some assumed that Jesus ordered him to buy not needed for the feast 23 00:01:49,760 --> 00:01:53,719 or something for the poor Judas. After taking the bread, he left immediately. 24 00:01:55,239 --> 00:01:59,719 It was night when he went out, said Jesus now is glorified the 25 00:01:59,799 --> 00:02:04,400 son of man and God is glorified in him. If God is glorified in 26 00:02:04,439 --> 00:02:09,439 him, God will also glorify him in himself. Soon you' ll be 27 00:02:09,439 --> 00:02:12,000 glorified, little children. I don' t have much left. He can 28 00:02:12,039 --> 00:02:15,520 be with you. You will look for me, but what I said to 29 00:02:15,639 --> 00:02:20,120 the Jews or I say now to you where I go you, you cannot 30 00:02:20,120 --> 00:02:22,360 go. Simon Peter tells you, sir, where you' re going. 31 00:02:23,039 --> 00:02:27,280 Jesus answered where I am going. You can' t go on now you 32 00:02:27,280 --> 00:02:30,879 ' ll follow me later, Pedro, sir, why can' t I 33 00:02:30,960 --> 00:02:32,960 follow you now I' ll give my life for You. Jesus answered him 34 00:02:34,400 --> 00:02:37,719 with what you will give your life for me in truth. I' m 35 00:02:37,719 --> 00:02:42,080 telling you, the rooster won' t sing before you' ve denied me 36 00:02:42,080 --> 00:02:46,199 three times. Lord, I stand in your presence because you are the source 37 00:02:46,240 --> 00:02:49,800 of love. You are my light and my salvation. I believe in You 38 00:02:49,960 --> 00:02:53,240 because you are faithful to your promises. I trust you because you' re 39 00:02:53,319 --> 00:02:57,159 the friend who gives his life for friends. I love you because you have 40 00:02:57,800 --> 00:03:02,360 loved me first, Lord inspire me the desire to follow you, to give 41 00:03:02,400 --> 00:03:07,039 myself to You unreservedly and persevere in love. Lord, may I realize that 42 00:03:07,039 --> 00:03:09,520 I am a Christian in need of your grace, of your love, to 43 00:03:09,639 --> 00:03:15,479 realize that without your grace I cannot be faithful to your friendship. A long 44 00:03:15,759 --> 00:03:21,759 time ago I got that testimony from the parents that really at that moment and 45 00:03:21,879 --> 00:03:24,719 I remember it with affection, it excited me just as I misled you. 46 00:03:25,159 --> 00:03:30,360 I don' t know Antonio or Isabel, but I' m impressed by 47 00:03:30,560 --> 00:03:34,280 what Antonio says and it helped me realize that we have to stand by the 48 00:03:34,360 --> 00:03:38,199 lord and ask him for forgiveness, recommending every time we offend or deny him. 49 00:03:39,800 --> 00:03:44,719 Antonio. Isabel has two children, six and seven years old. Friday 50 00:03:44,759 --> 00:03:49,479 afternoon, prepared food store, puts me two tortillas, one with onion and 51 00:03:49,560 --> 00:03:55,039 one without and one with croquettes. When I see myself asking for so many 52 00:03:55,080 --> 00:03:59,919 things, accompanied by my two little children, the person in charge of reading 53 00:04:00,080 --> 00:04:06,039 questions of who is Picum, whose is he turns out My seven- year 54 00:04:06,599 --> 00:04:08,680 - old daughter, overflowing with happiness says it is not my summit. I 55 00:04:08,719 --> 00:04:15,319 ' m just going to make the first confession. Earth bring me the dependent 56 00:04:15,360 --> 00:04:21,279 asking why I hadn' t understood my proud daughter well by explaining and I 57 00:04:21,319 --> 00:04:27,120 literally plugged her mouth dead of shame. I even take my daughter away and 58 00:04:27,120 --> 00:04:30,560 tell her to shut her eyes. If I am disconcerted as Peter is, 59 00:04:31,560 --> 00:04:36,639 the crowing of the rooster strikes me and I realize how much I have betrayed 60 00:04:36,720 --> 00:04:41,920 her and the lord. How many times, sir, I' ve gone 61 00:04:42,120 --> 00:04:45,480 from praising you on Sunday as in bouquets to getting you the day after work. 62 00:04:46,439 --> 00:04:49,480 How many times internally I have been ashamed of you of the vocation you 63 00:04:49,519 --> 00:04:54,600 have given me of my children, of my family. How many times I 64 00:04:54,720 --> 00:04:58,560 compare myself to others and I think the party of life is elsewhere and I 65 00:04:58,560 --> 00:05:02,480 ' m missing it. How many times, sir, I look only at 66 00:05:02,560 --> 00:05:09,360 the reflection of my family, unable to thank such a great gift. So 67 00:05:09,360 --> 00:05:15,560 far the testimony, so far I do not forgive. I kept saying, 68 00:05:16,120 --> 00:05:20,920 Antonio, I don' t like Santa week. I think because I don 69 00:05:21,040 --> 00:05:26,959 ' t like to know the sinner. I prefer to feel redeeming as an 70 00:05:27,600 --> 00:05:31,319 example to follow, but in Holy Week I usually have been in breach of 71 00:05:31,319 --> 00:05:32,759 my purposes for about forty days. I have not prayed what I wanted, 72 00:05:33,160 --> 00:05:36,639 I have not listened, I have not served, I have not and like 73 00:05:36,720 --> 00:05:41,519 Judas, I do not want to stand before the crucified scourged lord because I 74 00:05:41,519 --> 00:05:46,959 feel. I feel that I have not been up to it and Antonio continues, 75 00:05:46,279 --> 00:05:50,560 but St Paul reminds me of who will separate us from his love and 76 00:05:51,079 --> 00:05:55,680 it is true, nothing neither persecution, nor pain, nor those of two 77 00:05:56,120 --> 00:05:59,560 worse sins can separate you from the love of God, who did not forgive 78 00:05:59,639 --> 00:06:05,800 his own son for the reeds let yourself be rescued God, God be God, 79 00:06:06,120 --> 00:06:12,839 He loves us, as we are with our sins, unconfessable with the 80 00:06:12,920 --> 00:06:16,040 hell we have created and does not want us to carry alone the crosses that 81 00:06:16,040 --> 00:06:20,079 have touched us. He seeks his help in prayer and in the sacraments. 82 00:06:20,399 --> 00:06:26,079 I will say as Peter, you know everything, and he will give you 83 00:06:26,519 --> 00:06:29,720 new strength to take care of that flock, that family that entrusted you. 84 00:06:30,040 --> 00:06:34,000 Now yes, so far the belt that I prefer not to comment on, 85 00:06:35,040 --> 00:06:39,360 because I spoil it has given me a lot to think about. There is 86 00:06:39,399 --> 00:06:45,040 also the possibility in our lives of betraying or defending the teacher. For this 87 00:06:45,160 --> 00:06:49,480 reason it is necessary to live in continuous communion with God. Every day we 88 00:06:50,000 --> 00:06:55,839 must ask the Lord to grant us the grace of the final perseverance of our 89 00:06:55,920 --> 00:07:00,079 faith. The experience of failure, of limitations, of weakness and of sin 90 00:07:00,120 --> 00:07:04,439 should lead us to reflect on the fact that, through our efforts alone, 91 00:07:04,759 --> 00:07:10,879 nothing can, but helped by the grace of God, we will be ends 92 00:07:10,879 --> 00:07:15,519 to the friendship of Christ. If Jesus cannot do anything about St John, 93 00:07:16,079 --> 00:07:21,480 we must learn that great love and that great trust in Jesus Christ as the 94 00:07:21,480 --> 00:07:28,879 beloved disciple. We are called to seek our comfort and joy with the tabernacle 95 00:07:29,199 --> 00:07:32,680 at some point prays a father of ours and makes a spiritual community to ask 96 00:07:32,839 --> 00:07:36,800 God for the grace not to abandon him. Jesus, you know me well 97 00:07:38,120 --> 00:07:43,560 you know who I am you know that without you I am weak and weak, 98 00:07:43,920 --> 00:07:46,319 but with you I can do everything. I ask you never to walk 99 00:07:46,360 --> 00:07:49,199 away from me and do not allow me to turn away from you, I 100 00:07:49,279 --> 00:07:54,079 need you, my God, because without your love my life is meaningless. 101 00:07:54,240 --> 00:07:59,079 I give you the blessing God, merciful father, who left us the witness 102 00:07:59,120 --> 00:08:01,439 of his love in the wave passion son Jesus Christ. Give you the admirable 103 00:08:01,439 --> 00:08:07,839 gift of his blessing for the service of the terios and men, for you 104 00:08:07,319 --> 00:08:11,319 believe that by the temporary death of his son I was freed from eternal death. 105 00:08:13,319 --> 00:08:16,720 Give you the reward of future life and, following his examples of humility, 106 00:08:16,240 --> 00:08:22,879 you deserve to share in his resurrection and the blessing of God almighty father 107 00:08:22,000 --> 00:08:26,480 son and holy spirit. Decline upon you, and abide always Amen.