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We don't want to report every thirty
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UFO over hey, we want to
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you wish to find a report of
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what kind of reports clouds areas thirty
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good if it was anybody else above
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ago, we were sending one of
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Yeah, it's murder ten o'clock.
Yes, if you passed over out,

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I don't know what it was,
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thousand feet above us. See,
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ninety one one. We just called
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the airplanes. He is a god
on an unidentified object. Every liberty or

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call or calm on an unidentified flying
object. Welcome to UFO Chronicles, a

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meet tree Frog from the US and she

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believes she has the ability to influence
people in situations and certain settings, something

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that might be considered magic to some. Tree Frog is up next, but

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the show, Hello tree Frog, welcome

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to the podcast. Thank you so
much for having me. Thank you for

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joining us today. And you're calling
from the United States. Yep, a

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little bit of a time change for
us, but it works okay. Now,

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tree Frog, you have a couple
of experiences you're going to be sharing.

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Would you like to style the beginning
please, ma'am, sure, thank

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you. When I was seventeen,
I went to, you know, one

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of the school parties. I wasn't
really a big partier, and I'm kind

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of one of the only people that
actually recalls a lot of the night.

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I was October, so I just
you know, took care of my friends.

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And it was in the summer in
Colorado. It can get cold at

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night still, just because you're up
in the mountains. It got cold that

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night and I ended up sleeping in
the car with my boyfriend in the back

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seat, very uncomfortably. And sometime
in the morning, one of my friends

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came over and she's like, we
got to get out of here. I'm

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like, oh my gosh, I
know there was an accident. We got

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to go before the cops show up, right, because we were out in

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the middle of nowhere and totally away
from civilization, no one would come get

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get us. But because of this
accident, they're going to be where were

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you? Where were you going?
You know, they obviously were going to

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find us. It's a very popular
area. But yeah, I know,

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we got to go. And she's
what do you mean you know? And

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I'm like, yeah, that they
wreck the car coming back from town,

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and you know, we got to
go before the cops show up. She

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how did you know that? Did
you talk outside the car? Like did

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someone say something outside the car around
the car? She's like, I haven't

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seen anyone over here. Okay,
how did I know? And so that

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kind of started my you know experiences
going okay, well something weird happened there,

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and that kind of brushed it off
at the time. But as I've

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gotten older, I've had other similar
experiences and other things happened. So I

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kind of like, Okay, that's
kind of the first time that I consciously

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recall something of that nature. And
then, you know, I went on

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with life. Around two thousand,
I think it was before I enlisted.

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The summer before I enlisted in the
military. I was with from friends and

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you know, we were smoking a
little bit of the ganja and we were

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heading out to a friend's house from
one town to the next, and it

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was it's high desert, but in
that part of Colorado, it's right by

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the river, the Colorado River,
so there are a lot of trees and

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a lot of you know, areas
that have trees, and we're driving across

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them. There's this field right next
to us, but everything else is trees,

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and there's this huge light coming down. It was like a big ball

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light and it seemed like there was
clouds behind it, part of it coming

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behind it, and it was going
almost parallel to the ground, but coming

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down just to train a bit.
And I remember I just stared at it,

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and I was like, guys,
do you see this, Like,

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oh, that's fireworks? What I've
never seen a firework that looked like that.

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There was no other fireworks going off. A lot of times in the

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high desert they have no burns where
you can't light off fireworks because of drought

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and they don't want fires to start
and things like that. So like it

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wasn't super common to see fireworks in
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I just I was, that wasn't
a firework? What was that?

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It didn't seem like it was out
in the atmosphere. It seemed like it

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was in our atmosphere. But it
just it was the strangest thing. And

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they totally didn't even It didn't even
phaze any of my friends, And I

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was, that seems odd, right, So my view of things obviously is

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different than others. That could be
totally wrong, but I just it's very

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vivid in my mind. I can
still see it. And you know,

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something like that, when you start
questioning the world around you, I think

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it kind of opens you up to
more things happening. So I enlisted in

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the military. I was active duty
nine to eleven. That was not fun.

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It was not a good time for
me, very awful time. But

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I dream. So I have a
lot of very visit dreams, especially during

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that time when so much was wrong
in my life, so many things were

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awful. So I had this dream
that one of my friends, and my

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friend was in the dream, he
got in trouble and he was not allowed

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to leave the ship and we went
to a port and he couldn't go anywhere.

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He asked me to pick him up
stuff, and I think it was

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innocuous things like a backpack and something
else in the dream. And I told

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him about it. And at the
time, he was doing things he shouldn't

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have been doing on the ship and
they were trying to catch him, and

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they kept asking me, where is
he doing this? Where is he doing

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this? He was sleeping with a
girl on board and another guy, like

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all three of them were having fun. It wasn't allowed on the ship,

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and our captain was kicking people out
if you got caught. This was the

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first group they didn't do that with
because my buddy was actually a good worker

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and they really liked him and they
kept him. So I was telling him

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and then I have this dream and
I told him about it and he's like,

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oh, is that mean I'm going
to be on restriction, which is

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like the military punishment. You know. I don't know, maybe you should

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stop doing that. And he didn't
got in trouble, got on restrictions.

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We went to a port and he
came to me and was like, could

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you pick me up stuff? And
I was like, yeah, I don't

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know if that's a self fulfilling prophecy, something that just it's gonna happen,

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and it did. So I think
dreams are our subconscious way of speaking to

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us. Hey, moron, you
know, like you should have noticed this,

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But I'm here for you, and
your dreams are speaking to you and

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trying to tell you things. Kind
of like I find a similarity to hero

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readers, because you know, the
words that are used to describe the Tarot

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card always mean something to someone,
and that's something personal enough that it relates

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to what's happening in your life.
So the way I kind of view that

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as kind of the same thing as
a dream, where a dream it has

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symbols. A lot of times it's
very symbolic and those symbols mean things,

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but sometimes it's very real that you
dream something that really happens. My dreams

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have told me things and I think
they're important. So I kind of have

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the ability to push people away without
saying anything. So I know I talked

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about a little earlier where I can
put up kind of a defensive field and

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it's usually pretty close to me,
but in situations where I'm alert or or

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I want someone to leave me alone, I can push that out and most

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people don't know what it is,
and it's confusing to them, and so

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they back off. So I've never
been in a fight. Never in my

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whole life. I've never had to
fight anytime that I was confronted. They

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were just so scared me. It
didn't matter how many of them there were,

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they leave me alone. My sister
was bullied and she wouldn't tell me

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who the kids were because she knew
I would take care of it and she

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didn't want me to get in trouble. And they ran into me one time,

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and I was not scared of them
at all. There was a group

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of them. They thought I was
her at the time. We looked very

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similar, and I made it very
clear that that was my sister and they

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need to leave her alone. And
she started her life got better after that.

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But I don't know how to describe
it other than it's a defensive mechanism

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that I just learned myself growing up, always being the new person, always

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having to be in situations that are
generally uncomfortable, especially when you're young and

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you don't know a lot. I
just had this defensive shield and that's what

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I used. And I used it
against my dad because he was very verbally

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aggressive to me my whole life.
And I used to be able to shut

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down and look like I was listening, and I would not be there.

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I would be gone. I don't
remember where I would go. I would

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just go somewhere else in my mind
and not be there. And he would

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start yelling at me, and he's
like, answer me, and I'm supposed

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to give him the right answer.
There were a few times where I wasn't

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paying attention enough to even know what
he was talking about. You would get

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mad at me because I hadn't left
right, Yeah, I have no idea

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what you're talking about. Okay,
what's going on? And of course that

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didn't make him any happier with me. Right. So I also had an

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experience when I was about fourteen or
fifteen. It was like one of my

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first jobs. I watched kids after
school until their parents came home. I

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was their babysitter on the weekends if
they wanted date night. And I remember

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one night I had this overwhelming just
something was wrong with my mom. I

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just something was wrong with my mom. And I called her crying and my

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Mom's like, I'm fine, what
are you talking about? You know?

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Wow? You know, like nothing
is wrong with me, nothing's going to

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happen, and that was about twenty
years before my mom died. And so

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when you start looking into like paranormal
things and things that happened, obviously you're

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going to run into time travel and
learn and those types of events. So

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when you start looking at things like
that so kind of the way that I'm

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viewing that night when I was so
young, I think because when my mom

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died, that just wrecked me.
I had a lot of PTSD from the

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military that I shut down, and
when she passed, it all came out.

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Because I didn't want my mom to
know about anything that I had lived

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through. I thought it would hurt
her too much, and so I just

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blocked it. And then once she
was gone, that reason was gone,

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and so I had to live through
all that that I had been holding in

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for many years. And I think
that pain was very strong, and I

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think, what if that had hit
me at one point in time before right

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my mom was killed by using Johnson
and Johnson's baby powder. She got ovarian

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cancer from it and it killed her, which is not super common. We

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have a lowsuit for it. And
she was using baby powder during that time

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that I freaked out, and if
she would have stopped using it at that

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time, she would be alive today. But I mean, at the moment,

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you don't know that, right,
You don't know why this is happening.

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You may not understand the reasons.
But I feel like a lot of

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people have these things happen, but
they don't question it, and then they

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just forget. And I have a
very good memory. I remember more than

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most people. I have memories from
when I was very young. We left

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California when I was three, but
I remember living there. I remembered every

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place. I actually go on to
Google Maps for fun and I can find

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every place, every town that we
lived in. In the house we lived

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in because my dad was the pastor
of the church, was always next to

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the parsonage is what they call it, so it was always pretty easy to

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find. But I think people are
dumb down enough now that they don't question

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those supernatural things enough, and I
think if they did, they would have

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a more fulfilling life. Lots of
information in a short burst. That's interesting,

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So I know it's probably very difficult
to describe. But when you push

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someone away, wouldn't that be if
there is potentially some danger or they just

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irritating you? Usually I would say
it's more in situations where I feel vulnerable

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and somebody is acting in a way
that is aggressive towards me, and I

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don't like it. I push out
this wave. I don't know how to

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describe it, but it's very solid. I had a friend for a very

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long time who had vulnerabilities, but
she's astro walks, and I don't do

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that. I don't I don't feel
that that's safe. I don't feel safe

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enough, so I don't do anything
like that. And she's you have these

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walls, and she's like, and
I just want to be as strong as

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you. And she tried to take
my power once, but that's kind that

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was kind of weird, and I
don't seek with her anymore. But other

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people recognize this, and sometimes it
happens to I have a friend who's very

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opposite views of me, but she's
very when she talks, she's very middle

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of the line right, and she
consents when that shield has gone up,

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because she'll say something that I completely
disagree with. And I do like to

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debate, so I enjoy debating.
But she can sense that, and so

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I try not to do it around
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she immediately goes on the defensive and
stops talking in those terms and starts describing

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it more, you know what I
mean. So it's just something that I've

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developed over time that it protects me. People won't approach me that I don't

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want to approach me. People won't
try to pick a fight with me because

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they'll look at me and go,
oh, that's not worth it. Even

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though I'm not I'm not tall for
a woman, I'm average type for a

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woman. I'm not big large,
I'm not a mixed martial artist or anything.

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But I can put out that sense
of fear. And obviously it doesn't

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always work, because I've had bad
things happen when you let people in and

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they don't respect you. Obviously can't
work when they're already you know, touching

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me or you know, holding onto
my arm can be overcome. But for

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the most part, its protected me. It's just to protect a defensive mechanism

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that, you know, all the
times that I say things that I shouldn't

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say, because that's what I do. I open my mouth and things come

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out that shouldn't come out. And
I think that that defense mechanism was just

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how I was able to because I
like to experiment. I like to experiment

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with things, and because we moved
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to the point where I was like, well, we're not going to be

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here very long. I started doing
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One time, I didn't correct someone
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I have a very unusual name,
and I never ever corrected them. And

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when we stopped being friends, I
was like, Oh, thank God,

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because I just couldn't handle it anymore. So I never did that again.

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I've done those experiments through life.
I did friend experiments. My friend circle

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is very tiny now, but they
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Right and in the situation of always
being the news person, you don't

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have the choice on friends. And
I got caught in that where I was

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just friends with whoever would be friends
with me. And that's not really a

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smart way to make friends. You
tend to get all types of people that

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will gravitate towards you when you're feeding
vulnerable. Okay, when you're in a

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situation you're feeling vulnerable and you put
out this shield, this wave. Where

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does it come from? Does it
come from the gut or maybe from the

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head. I think more of like
the chests in Western culture. The seed

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of the emotion is the heart,
and so everything is the heart, and

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so I feel like it comes from
my chest, my brain and my chest

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go all right, my brain's like, hey, buddy, something's going on

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here, we need you. My
mind notices it and it activates. I

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guess, so kind of like a
maybe like chi like something like that.

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Yeah, I actually think minus block
right now, so I might have to

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look into that. Maybe a clearing
out and a cleansing. I know in

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the animal kingdom there is Animals can
put out certain frequencies. I think when

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it comes to like big cats like
tigers, I think they have an ability

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to like a frequency out that installs
fear in their prey, which makes them

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a lot more vulnerable. Yep,
yeah, I know. Well obviously,

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of settings, I always have something
up if it's a place I've never been

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before, people I've never met before, But it depends on the context.

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So my significant other very strong,
alpha male. He's not especially large,

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but he is very well respected in
his group of friends. They regard him

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very very highly. And going to
meet those friends, it was a little

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bit different because they were all showing
me respect when I showed up. Oh

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this is your girl. Oh it's
so great to meet you. He's a

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great guy, you know. They
all of them came to me and showed

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respect to me because of him,
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I'm a lot more open because I
know he's with me and no one's going

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to mess with me, no one. He will make sure that if anyone

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says anything wrong to me, he's
going to handle it. So if I'm

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with him anywhere, I generally don't
worry at all. But if I go

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somewhere alone. There's a lot of
immigration right now, and I live in

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a place where there's a lot of
immigrants, I don't generally go anywhere alone

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anymore. And when I do very
quick in out, I don't make eye

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contact with anyone. I very don't
approach me. I guess, is the

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best way to put it. I
can be very persuasive. I think that's

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a little bit part of that defense
mechanism. I can persuade people. I

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can use instead of it being a
defensive shield, I can make it be

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something more, have them be more
receptive. I guess, instead of being

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on guard, you can open that
up and people sense that and then they're

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more receptive to what you're saying.
Does that make sense? It does?

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I mean I've got well a bit
of an interest in neuro linguistic programming.

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It's something I find the fascinating.
It's something which is using business. It

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is used in politics. They use
it on the news during interviews, and

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techniques you can use in everyday life. For instance, psyche, if you're

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in a crowd of people and you've
got someone talking too much or you know,

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you can do certain things to manipulate
the situation to get them to either

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stop or forget what they're talking about. All that and all that kind of

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stuff. It's interesting neurolinguistic program in
now, if you were able to push

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people away, you know, in
a vulnerable situation. Are you able to

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manipulate people in any way? To
say, for instance, if there's only

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one slice of cake left and someone
else really wants it. That's just an

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example, mind, But are you
do you think you're able with this energy

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inside? Are you able to manipulate
a situation to get your own way so

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to speak? Yes, but I
generally don't go after cake. It's usually

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the I want to do this and
someone's saying no, and I'm like,

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all right, what do I need
to do? Make this the yees?

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My parents said no to me to
everything because of that Christian upbringing. I

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wasn't allowed to go to school dances. I had to fight to go,

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and so I just got really used
to overcoming objection because that was the only

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way that I could do anything that
I wanted to do. So I've kind

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of just gotten to the point.
If I want to do something and someone

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is blocking that, I will find
a way. I will, you know,

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make the situation what I want.
I have like a filing cabinet memory.

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You know how that people talk about
a memory palace, and that's how

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they were remember seeing I learned them
out of a memory paluseway later in life,

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then I started this. I use
word association, so in my brain

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I associate words with each other,
and that's how I remember things. I

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recognize traffic patterns so I can get
through traffic a little bit faster than most.

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For some reason, my mom noticed
this. She's like, you and

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your dad, you always hit green
lights when you're driving somewhere, And it's

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just because I got my brain has
mapped an area that I've lived in for

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a long enough amount of time,
my brain is mapped how to get through

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to where I need to go in
the easiest way, the fastest way,

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the best way. And if I
am allowed to manipulate other things around me,

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I can make that happen for other
people. So, for example,

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my significant other, I'm like,
we need to go shopping at this time,

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and he's like, no, I
don't want to, and so we

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go whenever he wants, and whenever
we go when he wants. It's never

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a good situation. There's never baskets
at the store, there's nowhere to park,

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there's lines and no checkers. You
have to stand in line for thirty

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minutes before you can check out.
But yet when we go when I want

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to go, when my body is
saying now, this is when we need

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to go, there's no problems.
There's no lines, very few issues getting

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in and out of a store.
So I've picked up patterns that are off

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of everyone else. And I think
some of that has to do with TV

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programming. On TV, I definitely
believe that commercials cause people to respond in

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the same way. So they all
eat at the same time, they all

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go grocery shopping at the same time, and I am off that system.

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I don't follow that. I'm the
opposite of that, and when you're the

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opposite of that, you tend to
have listener No, I completely agree.

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It's something people need to really take
notes because you are manipulated daily. An

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example would be when you go show
and they put things in certain places so

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you basically you have to walk through
the whole store to say, get milk.

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For instance, the milk is never
at the very beginning of the store.

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It's always at the very back.
It's the idea is to get you

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to buy stuff. I also think
by being aware of when you're being manipulated,

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which is pretty much nine nine percent
of the time, if you're aware

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of it, it's less effective,
I think, and I found a way

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to combat it the other direction.
I guess, oh, this is what

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you want media, Okay, I'm
not going to do that. I'm going

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to do something else. I'm not
going to do what you're telling me.

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People on here which have various different
experiences, say safe people which are mediums

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for instance, a lot of time
they will have a relative like a parent,

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which had the same mediumship abilities.
Do you think that what you possess

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is a thing which has come from
genetics or do you think it's something which

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has come from the environ you're in, So you've built these mechanisms internally because

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of the environments that you grow up
in. I think it's both. I

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think I had a predisposition, right. I already had the ability. I

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know in some families you see stories
and movies about it's passed on by generation,

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and the families that accept it teach
the next generation. But because my

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family was so religious, like my
mom thought it was all demons, it's

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all demons. Well, maybe I'm
kind of one of those open minded people.

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I believe everything and I believe nothing, So I think there's a little

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bit of truth in everything, and
then you have to kind of like sift

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through it and go, Okay,
this is obviously true and this is obviously

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can't be true. You know.
I in college I learned that any book,

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any writer, it didn't matter what
it was, I can make what

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they say align with whatever I wanted. So and because that was so simple

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and easy in college for me,
I was like, well, obviously everyone's

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doing this right. You can take
what anyone says and make it agree with

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you very easily without having to like
edit a bunch. You can make anything,

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say what you want, and make
it seem like it's coming from a

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valid source. So I don't believe. I think the experience is what man

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have made it manifest. Strong for
me is because I was practicing. Does

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that make sense? Like I didn't
know I was practicing, but I was,

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and it was just something that just
over time got stronger and stronger to

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the point that now I recognize that
now I can go, oh, okay,

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this is I used this when I
was a kid. That's why I

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was left alone. I didn't know, you know what I mean. I

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didn't know I was experiencing life differently
than anyone else other than I had lived

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more than most people my age for
a very long time. I still have

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a lot more experienced than most people. I've been to eleven other countries,

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ten on the other side of the
world, traveled out of the US multiple

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times. I've probably spent a year
out of the US, which is a

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lot more than most people in their
life. You know, they stay in

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their home country and they don't really
go anywhere. A lot of people I

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know people who have never left their
state and I'm like, are you kidding

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me? How does that even happen? You know, why do you not

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want to see the world? I
think the world is magic. I was

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the same, you know, I
went traveling when I was younger. I

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went traveling in the world. I
think it's something which is very important because

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it gets you out of the mindset
you're in. They do say, you

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know, travel it broadens the mind, It really does. It makes you

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very very open. I think when
you view another culture that is radically different

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from your own and it's successful and
you see normal people who are almost like

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you, it shows you that the
way of life that you know isn't the

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only way, right. And so
if the way of life you know isn't

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the only way, and there are
things you don't like about your life,

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there are obviously other options and people
who there there's a town. There are

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towns here that have been destroyed by
tornadoes three times in the last twenty years,

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and people still live there. And
I mean, obviously you would hope

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no more. But at three,
I mean, are you gonna leave or

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are you gonna stay? And people
stay and I get it. That's your

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family home, that's your where you
live. For generations. But at the

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same time, like, how do
you get into the mindset of I can't

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leave this place. We used to
have, well still do in the UK

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a lot of flooding, especially the
area where I grew up in and have

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a big flood every few years the
rivers would burst their banks, and then

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a couple of years later there'd be
new homes built on the floodplains. And

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I never understood why people wouldn't look
at the area and go, maybe you

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shouldn't live here, or maybe I
should move. It's a little bit higher

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ground, maybe, but people still
do. Yeah, try to live in

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areas that are safest. But it's
very strange how people who have never experienced

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anything other than that community they stay. And I get it obviously, if

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people didn't stay, you know,
some areas would no longer have anyone.

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But I've never I've moved so much, I don't really have any loyalty to

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home, if that makes sense.
History is important when you're looking at are

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their paranormal things happening? You know? History is how you can look And

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I always see like the images and
I never know if they're real or not.

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Of like old Aztec drawings and it
looks like a spaceship, you know,

410
00:29:30.079 --> 00:29:34.680
or Egypt drawings that you know look
like aliens or something strange like that,

411
00:29:34.920 --> 00:29:40.839
and people start correlating information. I
think there's even a few that like,

412
00:29:41.359 --> 00:29:44.200
they have a photo from like the
early nineteen hundreds and it's a guy

413
00:29:44.240 --> 00:29:47.720
who looks looks like he's talking on
a cell phone. Obviously that can't be

414
00:29:47.839 --> 00:29:52.160
real, but it also opens up, Hey, it's travel possible. I've

415
00:29:52.160 --> 00:29:56.920
seen that a few times, where
you get really old photographs even engravings where

416
00:29:56.000 --> 00:30:02.160
someone's holding something so people automatically think
it to be a mobile phone. There's

417
00:30:02.240 --> 00:30:04.640
a few problems with that. How
would you get phone service, for a

418
00:30:04.720 --> 00:30:08.240
start, if it didn't exist.
People used to carry stuff, you know,

419
00:30:08.559 --> 00:30:14.440
people used to carry pocket mirrors and
all manner of stuff. So I've

420
00:30:14.519 --> 00:30:18.160
never Yeah, that's kind of frustrating
when someone say this must be a time

421
00:30:18.240 --> 00:30:21.359
traveler because they're holding a mobile phone. Does it really make a lot of

422
00:30:21.480 --> 00:30:26.000
sense? Obviously, it's something you
can debunk pretty quickly in your own head.

423
00:30:26.119 --> 00:30:38.400
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428
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in Google Play and the iOS app
Store. But I think I do think

429
00:31:11.480 --> 00:31:17.200
as a culture, as a you
know, civilization, I think we're coming

430
00:31:17.240 --> 00:31:19.359
to the point where, you know, we're all pretty much connected and we're

431
00:31:19.400 --> 00:31:25.519
being manipulated, you know, if
big businesses are doing it. Obviously there's

432
00:31:25.559 --> 00:31:29.519
other things going on that we're unaware
of, and I don't know. I

433
00:31:29.599 --> 00:31:33.079
think they've done a really good job
of dumbing down all of European countries that

434
00:31:33.279 --> 00:31:37.640
used to be you know, beautiful
and gorgeous. They're not anymore, and

435
00:31:37.720 --> 00:31:41.079
they're not safe, some of them, and you know, they're kind of

436
00:31:41.119 --> 00:31:45.160
in decline compared to their glory days. And that's kind of how I feel

437
00:31:45.160 --> 00:31:48.160
about a lot of the First World
countries. And I you know, in

438
00:31:48.240 --> 00:31:55.119
the back of my mind, it's
at what point are we we're no longer

439
00:31:55.200 --> 00:31:59.279
free? I make I have a
good job. Finally, I make decent

440
00:31:59.400 --> 00:32:02.759
money, but it's not worth anything
now because of the economy and because of

441
00:32:02.799 --> 00:32:07.400
everything that's going on, and it
feels like I'm working for someone else and

442
00:32:07.480 --> 00:32:10.759
I have no choice. I can't
go without a job. I mean,

443
00:32:10.839 --> 00:32:15.000
I'd be all right because I'm set
up now and I'm able to, you

444
00:32:15.119 --> 00:32:19.039
know, make some little moves,
you know, nothing that's going to be

445
00:32:19.119 --> 00:32:24.920
life changing. But I feel like
that level of the ability to manipulate others

446
00:32:25.400 --> 00:32:30.839
is being used against everyone. I
mean, when you elect someone and they

447
00:32:30.960 --> 00:32:35.480
say they're going to do something and
they don't, there's no recourse for them.

448
00:32:35.839 --> 00:32:38.240
But you do. You live it. You know, you're the one

449
00:32:38.279 --> 00:32:42.200
who has to, you know,
work harder. In my mind, if

450
00:32:42.279 --> 00:32:45.599
you work over time, that that
shouldn't go to the government. That should

451
00:32:45.599 --> 00:32:47.599
be one hundred percent mine. If
I decide to work more, they shouldn't

452
00:32:47.599 --> 00:32:52.480
have a right to that, but
they do. They take even more.

453
00:32:52.480 --> 00:32:57.119
They take fifty percent out because they're
like, oh, we got to get

454
00:32:57.119 --> 00:33:01.799
our money, and I pay a
lot taxes. That's a significant amount.

455
00:33:01.880 --> 00:33:05.920
And I know that it's kind of
that way everywhere. I don't think anyone

456
00:33:06.039 --> 00:33:09.559
is not experiencing that. And if
you're not impacted by it, great,

457
00:33:10.240 --> 00:33:13.839
But that kind of just tells you
who you are on the scale of things.

458
00:33:13.920 --> 00:33:17.319
You know, absolutely there's only two
things that are sern in life,

459
00:33:17.400 --> 00:33:22.519
and that's death and taxes. Yep. I think people talk a lot about

460
00:33:22.559 --> 00:33:25.880
taxes, but you know the fact
that people don't really talk a lot about

461
00:33:25.960 --> 00:33:30.960
death is really crazy to me because
I was not prepared when my mom died,

462
00:33:30.960 --> 00:33:32.680
and I knew she was going to
die, and the last we actually

463
00:33:32.799 --> 00:33:37.720
spent the last like day with her
begging her to die because she wouldn't go.

464
00:33:38.599 --> 00:33:40.079
We got the call in the middle
of the night. You know,

465
00:33:40.240 --> 00:33:44.079
she's not She's doing the death rattle
kind of thing, and we're like,

466
00:33:44.160 --> 00:33:47.160
okay, So we all rushed down
there and spent all every minute with her.

467
00:33:47.319 --> 00:33:51.200
Took turns. You know, we
were allowed to bring her dog and

468
00:33:51.359 --> 00:33:54.720
my dog, so we bring the
dogs to fear, but she just held

469
00:33:54.799 --> 00:34:00.359
on for some reason, and we
just begged her for hours and how and

470
00:34:00.519 --> 00:34:02.279
that was probably the hardest thing I've
ever done. And you know, maybe

471
00:34:02.839 --> 00:34:07.279
I did influence her to stay.
The same thing happened with my dog.

472
00:34:07.720 --> 00:34:09.480
When it was time for her to
go, she was still trying to stay

473
00:34:09.519 --> 00:34:12.639
because she wanted to be with me, and I kept having to tell her

474
00:34:12.639 --> 00:34:15.679
it's okay, baby. You know
I'll be all right. You know it's

475
00:34:15.719 --> 00:34:19.800
okay, you can go, Your
job is done, your watch is over.

476
00:34:20.199 --> 00:34:23.760
Sorry, it's okay, all right. But you know that strength did

477
00:34:23.840 --> 00:34:29.760
I cause that? I don't know, maybe that ability that I have.

478
00:34:30.000 --> 00:34:31.880
I didn't want to let go.
You know, I had to say the

479
00:34:31.920 --> 00:34:37.559
words over and over to mean it. I guess. Obviously you don't want

480
00:34:38.679 --> 00:34:40.800
you don't want your mom to die, but at the same time, you

481
00:34:40.840 --> 00:34:44.519
don't want her to be in pain. No, of course not. And

482
00:34:44.639 --> 00:34:49.400
it's a very difficult subject. And
it's actually a conversation I had with my

483
00:34:49.519 --> 00:34:53.920
last guest who he grieved. It
was difficult for him, but we chatted

484
00:34:53.920 --> 00:34:58.199
about that for a while and it's
I think, something which people need to

485
00:34:58.239 --> 00:35:01.000
address more. And I say that
because I only had a conversation with my

486
00:35:01.119 --> 00:35:06.159
mother yesterday. She's sorting all the
funeral stuff out and what she wants done

487
00:35:06.199 --> 00:35:07.760
and all that kind of stuff,
which is obviously very difficult. It's not

488
00:35:07.880 --> 00:35:10.880
something I really want to hear or
have to deal with, but it's something

489
00:35:10.920 --> 00:35:15.079
which has to be addressed. It's
really difficult. I believe that when our

490
00:35:15.199 --> 00:35:22.559
time is over It's sometimes difficult to
people to let go because they have family

491
00:35:22.679 --> 00:35:27.960
here and they don't feel it's their
time. They want to stay and watch

492
00:35:28.039 --> 00:35:31.400
over. So some people they do
hold on, you know, when they

493
00:35:31.480 --> 00:35:36.280
really should let go. It's kind
of strange, because my mom wanted to

494
00:35:36.400 --> 00:35:39.800
die. Deep down, I feel
like she didn't really fight the cancer because

495
00:35:40.719 --> 00:35:45.039
she didn't want to. She did
it, she thought it because we wanted

496
00:35:45.079 --> 00:35:47.280
her to, but she wrote her
heart wasn't in it. A few years

497
00:35:47.360 --> 00:35:52.079
before she died, before they lived
up in the mountains in Colorado, they

498
00:35:52.119 --> 00:35:57.199
got into a really bad accident and
they lived and they were fine, but

499
00:35:57.320 --> 00:35:59.119
she was like, you know,
I kind of just wish we died that

500
00:35:59.239 --> 00:36:01.280
day. I was, that's a
terrible thing to say, Mom, you

501
00:36:01.360 --> 00:36:06.079
know, I say, her passing
was probably one of the most traumatic things

502
00:36:06.079 --> 00:36:08.239
that happened. And I'm very happy
that I was able to live with them

503
00:36:08.360 --> 00:36:12.760
through that and make sure she got
the care she needed, make sure that

504
00:36:12.960 --> 00:36:15.800
the bills were paid for. The
parents made sure that they had money,

505
00:36:15.840 --> 00:36:19.119
and Mom got whatever she wanted.
I bought her whatever she wanted during that

506
00:36:19.280 --> 00:36:22.960
time, and I got to say
goodbye, and a lot of people don't

507
00:36:23.239 --> 00:36:28.000
I got to spend those last moments
with her. You know, our whole

508
00:36:28.039 --> 00:36:30.079
family was in the room with her. My best friend was the only family

509
00:36:30.159 --> 00:36:34.199
member non family member in the room. She flew in because I was freaking

510
00:36:34.239 --> 00:36:38.079
out and my mom happened to die
the day that she was there. I

511
00:36:38.159 --> 00:36:42.360
felt bad about that, but she
is a good friend. I don't think

512
00:36:42.599 --> 00:36:46.079
they ever really leave, you know. I think they always stay around in

513
00:36:46.239 --> 00:36:51.199
some form or another. Visit now
and again, you know, just check

514
00:36:51.320 --> 00:36:54.719
up. I think I only had
it app in once and I just felt

515
00:36:54.760 --> 00:37:00.599
her love. Yes, it was
a dream and I didn't want to you

516
00:37:00.679 --> 00:37:04.760
know. Yeah, you know,
when our love ones pass, they do

517
00:37:04.920 --> 00:37:08.679
visit. You know, I've experienced
it before, and they don't always come

518
00:37:08.719 --> 00:37:13.480
in the form you'd expect. You
kind of expect them to show us a

519
00:37:13.559 --> 00:37:17.039
sign, make something, move,
rap on the door, but they don't

520
00:37:17.039 --> 00:37:22.800
always. And I think when loved
ones can't or not able to make raps

521
00:37:22.840 --> 00:37:25.000
on the door or make sounds in
the house, they come to us in

522
00:37:25.159 --> 00:37:30.199
dreams. So I firmly believe that, and it's nice that there is always

523
00:37:30.280 --> 00:37:34.159
connection next. And I know I
would when I pass, I know I

524
00:37:34.199 --> 00:37:38.400
would visit the ones that remain here. Yeah, because of my mom's beliefs,

525
00:37:38.519 --> 00:37:43.920
I think her stringent beliefs. They
don't I think that's why she hasn't

526
00:37:43.920 --> 00:37:46.079
been around more. I guess I
think, you know, the need for

527
00:37:46.239 --> 00:37:51.800
her had to be strong enough.
You know, she's not into that kind

528
00:37:51.840 --> 00:37:54.760
of stuff. So I don't know. No, I think it tends to

529
00:37:54.840 --> 00:38:00.760
be more along the lines of the
individual that's left here. So if someone

530
00:38:00.960 --> 00:38:07.000
is vulnerable and needs to help isn't
strong enough, then you may you may

531
00:38:07.079 --> 00:38:10.119
see it more. I think,
because you're probably a lot stronger, you

532
00:38:10.239 --> 00:38:15.480
don't necessarily need as much, if
you understand what I mean. Yeah,

533
00:38:15.719 --> 00:38:21.119
Yeah, I was always the strongest
of me and my sister, my dad.

534
00:38:22.079 --> 00:38:24.559
We did foster care in a couple
of different states when I was grown

535
00:38:24.679 --> 00:38:28.440
up, and the last one,
the kids made up a story that my

536
00:38:28.519 --> 00:38:31.119
dad was abusive, and so we
had to go to court over at all

537
00:38:31.199 --> 00:38:37.239
this, and my dad defended himself
and won, but he had me going

538
00:38:37.679 --> 00:38:45.519
on first, and the state prosecutor
or whatever, the state attorney tried to

539
00:38:45.559 --> 00:38:47.760
come after me and tried to trip
me up, and my dad just sat

540
00:38:47.880 --> 00:38:53.159
back and laughed, and because he
knew that her attacking me like that wasn't

541
00:38:53.199 --> 00:38:57.800
going to work. She tried to
get me to disprove what I said,

542
00:38:58.039 --> 00:39:00.760
you know, and see, and
I was now I already said that,

543
00:39:00.199 --> 00:39:02.360
and she was like, did your
dad coach you? And I'm like no,

544
00:39:02.840 --> 00:39:07.400
I was eighteen at the time too, so it's kind of I was

545
00:39:07.400 --> 00:39:09.880
an adult, right, So I
had a little bit higher level than my

546
00:39:10.000 --> 00:39:15.119
sister because she was still under the
age of eighteen. But like that lady

547
00:39:15.239 --> 00:39:19.280
tried to come and get me and
she and she didn't even try with my

548
00:39:19.559 --> 00:39:24.440
mom and my sister. So my
dad's tactic worked because she tried so hard

549
00:39:24.519 --> 00:39:29.360
with me and didn't get anywhere that
she left my sister and my mom alone

550
00:39:29.400 --> 00:39:34.039
when they got in, and we
weren't allowed to be in there for any

551
00:39:34.119 --> 00:39:37.239
of it because it was closed,
so we could only go in when it

552
00:39:37.320 --> 00:39:39.199
was our turn to be on the
stand. But my dad just laughed about

553
00:39:39.199 --> 00:39:42.639
it later. He was like,
it was hilarious. She came after you

554
00:39:42.719 --> 00:39:45.400
and then didn't even try with the
two where it would have worked and they

555
00:39:45.400 --> 00:39:49.119
would have gotten flustered and you know, upset and everything, and it just

556
00:39:49.159 --> 00:39:52.320
didn't work for me. Well,
I'm glad it turned out all right.

557
00:39:52.960 --> 00:39:57.920
Yes, I guess a good example
of, you know, manipulating a situation.

558
00:39:58.199 --> 00:40:00.360
Right when I leave the room and
I go and talk to my mom

559
00:40:00.440 --> 00:40:04.920
and sister, and maybe I was
going to scare them, but I was

560
00:40:05.000 --> 00:40:07.760
just like, no, no big
deal, she's stupid. The whole thing

561
00:40:07.840 --> 00:40:10.679
was stupid. It was Tridon County
and it's a state. They didn't have

562
00:40:10.840 --> 00:40:14.719
enough evidence so they couldn't even take
it to state and you're not allowed to

563
00:40:14.800 --> 00:40:17.000
try an accounting court, but they
did, so it was all messed up.

564
00:40:17.440 --> 00:40:21.639
Would you have any advice for someone, all right, so someone that

565
00:40:22.480 --> 00:40:28.280
maybe looking to get more insight into
this ways of retecting yourself. Did you

566
00:40:28.320 --> 00:40:34.840
have any advice for someone which possibly
in a vulnerable situation? Yeah? So

567
00:40:35.480 --> 00:40:38.960
number one, be very careful and
just know that whatever you do, you're

568
00:40:39.000 --> 00:40:44.760
opening yourself up to something else.
So just be very mindful. But one

569
00:40:44.800 --> 00:40:49.000
thing that you know with dreams,
so lucid dreaming is where you're conscious enough

570
00:40:49.039 --> 00:40:53.119
to control your dream. So I
have been able to switch characters in my

571
00:40:53.280 --> 00:40:59.639
dreams. I've been able to redream
a favorite dream when something bad happened,

572
00:40:59.800 --> 00:41:02.719
and I make the bad thing not
happen and have a great dream. And

573
00:41:04.599 --> 00:41:07.280
I think that is something you can
learn. You can teach yourself how to

574
00:41:07.360 --> 00:41:12.199
lucid dream. So if you can
teach yourself how to lucid dream, then

575
00:41:13.119 --> 00:41:17.559
you can adapt that ability. So
it's a subconscious It's kind of like you're

576
00:41:17.599 --> 00:41:21.960
activating your subconscious. And I think
that has a lot to do with how

577
00:41:22.639 --> 00:41:24.599
I'm able to do. What I'm
able to do is because I'm connected with

578
00:41:24.760 --> 00:41:30.760
that and I allow that communication,
and because of that, I can manipulate

579
00:41:30.840 --> 00:41:37.039
things that otherwise people are like what
I know people who actually they have an

580
00:41:37.159 --> 00:41:40.440
area on their body that they check
to know if they're in a dream or

581
00:41:40.519 --> 00:41:45.079
not because they lucid dream so much. One of the people that I know,

582
00:41:45.400 --> 00:41:46.559
he's like, there's a freckle on
my arm, and in my dream

583
00:41:46.599 --> 00:41:51.719
it's not there. So if I'm
unsure where I'm at or if I'm in

584
00:41:51.760 --> 00:41:53.039
a dream or not, I look
down and if it's not there, then

585
00:41:53.440 --> 00:41:57.880
I know I'm dreaming. So,
you know, some people get so far

586
00:41:58.000 --> 00:42:00.719
into it that they have to distinguish
dream from reality. You know, I've

587
00:42:00.800 --> 00:42:06.159
heard the same thing about checking the
time in a lucid dream. Yep,

588
00:42:06.519 --> 00:42:09.159
yeah, whether the time is right, so you check time before I can't

589
00:42:09.159 --> 00:42:12.800
remember if you check the time before
you get to bed or why does it

590
00:42:12.840 --> 00:42:15.679
work? By non servings to do
with time which is distorted of some sort.

591
00:42:16.079 --> 00:42:19.519
Do you have you ever heard of
a Cairo of the Dawn. He's

592
00:42:19.519 --> 00:42:22.639
a musician. No, I don't
think so. He takes speeches from people

593
00:42:22.800 --> 00:42:29.320
and turns them into music, like
Jordan Peterson, Aurelius, Jocko all a

594
00:42:29.360 --> 00:42:35.199
lot of people who have very motivation
speeches or you know, really good things.

595
00:42:35.360 --> 00:42:37.800
And one of them one of my
favorites. I can't remember who it

596
00:42:37.880 --> 00:42:39.119
is. I'll have to. I'll
look it up while I'm talking. My

597
00:42:39.280 --> 00:42:45.079
favorite is any Dream You Wanted.
So it's a song talking about how what

598
00:42:45.199 --> 00:42:50.320
if you could do whatever you wanted
in your dream and every night you'd have

599
00:42:50.480 --> 00:42:53.800
glorious parties. You'd live for seventy
five years. You'd you know, meet

600
00:42:53.800 --> 00:42:59.199
all the beautiful women, you do
all these amazing things that you've always wanted

601
00:42:59.239 --> 00:43:01.320
to do, and the next night
you do the same thing, and you

602
00:43:01.480 --> 00:43:06.360
finally get done with like the partying
and having fun, and you start to

603
00:43:06.480 --> 00:43:10.000
travel and you start seeing amazing things, and then the next night you know,

604
00:43:10.119 --> 00:43:13.639
you live seventy five years every night, one hundred years every night,

605
00:43:13.800 --> 00:43:15.480
and the next side, you know
what, I want it to be a

606
00:43:15.559 --> 00:43:22.119
little more dangerous, and so you
start going on adventures. And that's kind

607
00:43:22.119 --> 00:43:24.800
of like how life is supposed to
be, where you start off young and

608
00:43:24.920 --> 00:43:30.039
everything is happy and everything is great, and then you start to adventure out

609
00:43:30.039 --> 00:43:32.039
into the world. You know,
it's just a different way of looking at

610
00:43:34.239 --> 00:43:37.519
life. Right, You're like,
you know what I can do that if

611
00:43:37.599 --> 00:43:40.639
that you know, I do have
dreams. I did start off with my

612
00:43:40.760 --> 00:43:46.360
dreams being very small, right,
and very generalized or localized, and then

613
00:43:46.559 --> 00:43:51.840
you start getting bigger and bigger.
I don't know, just my view of

614
00:43:51.920 --> 00:43:55.760
things, I guess. Yeah,
So I'm of the thought of intention,

615
00:43:57.039 --> 00:44:00.199
So I believe you can shape the
future in a way. So I think

616
00:44:00.320 --> 00:44:06.880
if you intend, by putting intention
out there, you're able to change things,

617
00:44:07.639 --> 00:44:10.480
whether it's to do with luck or
you know whatever. Dreams was something

618
00:44:10.519 --> 00:44:15.159
I used to really experiment with when
I was a teenager. I would even

619
00:44:15.519 --> 00:44:19.360
go to bed a little bit earlier. I'd even eat cheese because it's always

620
00:44:19.400 --> 00:44:22.480
said that cheese helps you to dream
more. Oh wow, I love cheese.

621
00:44:22.719 --> 00:44:27.320
Yeah, Apparently, if you it
could just be an old wives tale.

622
00:44:27.480 --> 00:44:29.679
But if you eat a load of
cheese before you go to bed,

623
00:44:30.159 --> 00:44:32.760
you dream more. Now I think
you dream for about I think three or

624
00:44:32.840 --> 00:44:37.519
four episodes a night. In any
case, even if you don't remember your

625
00:44:37.599 --> 00:44:39.559
dream, you're dreaming. Yep.
Yeah, but that was something I used

626
00:44:39.599 --> 00:44:45.159
to really get into. Yeah,
I've had like some extremely vivid dreams were

627
00:44:45.639 --> 00:44:50.159
and it's not super common. Most
of my dreams are feeling. I don't

628
00:44:50.199 --> 00:44:53.280
always remember images, if that makes
sense, But there have been a few

629
00:44:53.440 --> 00:45:00.119
that were very very vivid, very
very violent, and it was because at

630
00:45:00.159 --> 00:45:02.719
that time in my life, the
people that I called my friends were not

631
00:45:04.000 --> 00:45:06.920
friendly to me, and that was
the dream is they got put me in

632
00:45:07.000 --> 00:45:08.679
a situation that my life was at
risk and I got out live and no

633
00:45:08.719 --> 00:45:13.039
one else did in the dream.
So there were other dynamics, but it

634
00:45:13.199 --> 00:45:15.519
was very very violent, and I
can vividly see it in my head still

635
00:45:15.599 --> 00:45:20.480
right now, and that was fifteen
years ago or more so. Yeah,

636
00:45:20.519 --> 00:45:23.119
I think I think dreams are a
good place to start for anyone who wants

637
00:45:23.239 --> 00:45:30.400
to try to learn any of that
stuff, just because it's a safer place

638
00:45:30.559 --> 00:45:35.519
than you know, astral projecting or
out in the real world where there are

639
00:45:35.920 --> 00:45:38.239
other variables that you can't always account
for. When you're at home, you're

640
00:45:38.280 --> 00:45:42.400
in your bed, you're in a
place that should be safe, because if

641
00:45:42.480 --> 00:45:45.320
you don't feel safe in your home, in your bed, then you're probably

642
00:45:45.599 --> 00:45:50.719
not safe anyway, and should probably
remedy that before you start looking at dreams.

643
00:45:50.920 --> 00:45:52.800
And it's always a good idea to
when you go to bed, have

644
00:45:52.840 --> 00:45:58.119
a little notebook next to your side
cabinet and take notes so when you do

645
00:45:58.280 --> 00:46:01.079
wake up, right down what you
experienced in your dream, because it could

646
00:46:01.119 --> 00:46:05.320
be a matter of seconds and then
you just forget about it all. I

647
00:46:05.400 --> 00:46:08.400
taught myself how to remember those dreams
though, that word association thing. So

648
00:46:09.239 --> 00:46:13.280
if I wake up and go back
to sleep and I remember a very vivid

649
00:46:13.360 --> 00:46:17.239
dream, I think very hard on
one word. One word, this is

650
00:46:17.320 --> 00:46:23.199
the word for that dream, and
then it could be eight hours later it'll

651
00:46:23.400 --> 00:46:28.599
pop in my mind and I'll remember
everything. So I don't write it down.

652
00:46:28.800 --> 00:46:30.360
I think of a word, and
then that word brings it all back,

653
00:46:30.639 --> 00:46:36.679
which is crazy in my mind.
And would it be a word that's

654
00:46:36.760 --> 00:46:40.280
associated with the situation, or would
it just be a random word usually associated

655
00:46:40.320 --> 00:46:44.199
with the situation. I would just
think of a word in the moment,

656
00:46:44.519 --> 00:46:45.920
and then I'm like, okay,
this word, this word, this word,

657
00:46:45.960 --> 00:46:50.519
and then I would fall back asleep. And you know, I think

658
00:46:50.679 --> 00:46:52.440
there have been a few times where
it was like a day later, that

659
00:46:52.559 --> 00:46:57.039
word would somehow reappear in my mind. I might see it somewhere, I

660
00:46:57.119 --> 00:47:00.599
might hear it. Something triggers that
memory and comes all back. And sometimes

661
00:47:00.639 --> 00:47:04.679
it takes a little bit longer,
because so I realized, when I start

662
00:47:04.760 --> 00:47:07.679
talking about a dream, I start
to remember more, if that makes sense,

663
00:47:07.039 --> 00:47:10.679
Like the color come back, colors
come back, emotions come back.

664
00:47:12.079 --> 00:47:15.519
If there's any visualization, I can
still visualize that. I think I have

665
00:47:15.760 --> 00:47:22.079
like a tiny bit of a photographic
memory, not enough to obviously recite a

666
00:47:22.159 --> 00:47:25.159
page from a book. But that's
how I always got straight a's, and

667
00:47:25.239 --> 00:47:29.440
we moved all the time, and
school is always changing and always different.

668
00:47:29.559 --> 00:47:34.239
I just got really good at memorization
and reading something once and being able to

669
00:47:34.280 --> 00:47:37.920
recall it and like think about the
page and think about the words on the

670
00:47:37.960 --> 00:47:40.320
page, and I'd be able to
find the answer. I am starting to

671
00:47:40.360 --> 00:47:45.719
have a terrible memory for things,
but it tends to high stress times I

672
00:47:45.719 --> 00:47:51.440
don't remember as much because my body
is focused on the stress and not a

673
00:47:51.679 --> 00:47:54.639
world around me. Yeah, my
system is failing. My personal system is

674
00:47:54.679 --> 00:48:00.320
failing a little bit, but just
focusing on other things. Glad people are

675
00:48:00.519 --> 00:48:08.280
interested because I think the more people
who understand that these things do happen,

676
00:48:08.760 --> 00:48:14.920
they'll be able to start realizing how
much it's being used against them. I

677
00:48:15.079 --> 00:48:19.320
agree, A hunder percent agree.
I believe we are so much more than

678
00:48:19.400 --> 00:48:22.920
we believe. We have the ability
to have more control over our health,

679
00:48:22.280 --> 00:48:27.719
our mental stability. I think so
much stuff and so much crap, so

680
00:48:27.840 --> 00:48:32.840
much dunk information is thrown us daily
that we're constantly fighting this stuff off.

681
00:48:34.039 --> 00:48:37.440
And I think if we were able
to take time out, get off social

682
00:48:37.519 --> 00:48:43.000
media, stay away from the TV, just focus on ourselves, we will

683
00:48:43.039 --> 00:48:47.880
be able to deal with ourselves a
lot better mentally as well as physically.

684
00:48:49.119 --> 00:48:52.400
Yep. Yeah, that's one of
my art projects. They drew something in

685
00:48:52.480 --> 00:48:57.400
high school and that's the basis of
my art is that drawing. I mean,

686
00:48:57.440 --> 00:49:01.920
it's a woman with two bases,
and so it's about how trauma causes

687
00:49:02.039 --> 00:49:06.360
us to be someone other than who
we think we are or want to be,

688
00:49:07.039 --> 00:49:10.480
and the whole idea behind the project
is how do they resolve that trauma?

689
00:49:12.159 --> 00:49:16.320
Do they become one? Do they
stay split? Do they resign themselves?

690
00:49:16.400 --> 00:49:21.519
So this is who I am,
and people don't have that conscious conversation

691
00:49:21.679 --> 00:49:24.920
with themselves. Hey, something happened
to me and it obviously made me different.

692
00:49:25.639 --> 00:49:29.519
Do I want to be that way? Do I want to consciously stay

693
00:49:29.559 --> 00:49:31.679
this way? Or do I want
to be better? Do I want to

694
00:49:31.960 --> 00:49:37.320
move on? Do I want to
learn from that experience and make it part

695
00:49:37.400 --> 00:49:40.360
of me or not? That brain
disconnects between who you think you are and

696
00:49:40.440 --> 00:49:46.119
what the world sees you as,
right and making sure that goes align a

697
00:49:46.159 --> 00:49:52.159
lot of people, you know,
they build their strengths from trauma. I

698
00:49:52.280 --> 00:49:57.719
also think when people go through certain
things when they're younger, it certainly does

699
00:49:57.840 --> 00:50:01.760
shape you. I know people which
you've gone off the rails having very small

700
00:50:02.039 --> 00:50:07.519
things happen to them, and then
I know people which have had extreme amounts

701
00:50:07.599 --> 00:50:13.800
of trauma and have turned out just
fine. So that's something which is slightly

702
00:50:13.920 --> 00:50:19.760
puzzled me how some people are more
able to process the things that happen to

703
00:50:19.840 --> 00:50:24.239
them better than others. Knowing about
that though, and knowing that you can

704
00:50:24.360 --> 00:50:29.280
overcome that. Sometimes people don't realize
that, right, So just you know,

705
00:50:29.639 --> 00:50:32.760
not knowing what an airplane is.
If you live in rural Africa and

706
00:50:32.840 --> 00:50:37.719
you've never been to a city,
you know, how do you perceive something

707
00:50:37.800 --> 00:50:40.239
that you've never experienced before. Parents
wanting to give a better life to their

708
00:50:40.360 --> 00:50:45.440
children. The problem with that,
though, is if your children don't live

709
00:50:45.559 --> 00:50:49.440
through problems or you know. I
have a very weird opinion on bullying.

710
00:50:50.039 --> 00:50:53.679
In my mind, I feel some
of it needs to happen, but obviously

711
00:50:53.840 --> 00:50:59.159
not fighting, not physical, But
I feel like bullying is how kids make

712
00:50:59.239 --> 00:51:06.280
each other stronger. That's how kids
grow and overcome things, is by overcoming

713
00:51:06.360 --> 00:51:09.000
those challenges when they're young. And
now they're oh, no, don't bully,

714
00:51:09.119 --> 00:51:13.880
no bullying policy, and obviously we
see that doesn't work. But in

715
00:51:14.039 --> 00:51:15.960
my mind, I have a little
bit different view on it. And maybe

716
00:51:16.000 --> 00:51:20.519
it's because I have that defense mechanism
and I never had that problem. But

717
00:51:20.960 --> 00:51:24.320
there were times I did feel bullied, but it didn't bother me. Long

718
00:51:24.440 --> 00:51:29.639
term, it's over. I don't
care. I have no connection to that.

719
00:51:30.280 --> 00:51:32.719
At the time was something that felt
very traumatic. Right when you're young,

720
00:51:34.360 --> 00:51:37.679
you I'll have all those emotions you're
not used to and you don't know

721
00:51:37.760 --> 00:51:40.239
what they mean, and so I
don't know. I think you have to

722
00:51:40.800 --> 00:51:46.000
hard in order to grow and be
better. Exactly good stuff, okay,

723
00:51:46.719 --> 00:51:51.000
tree Frog. I really appreciate you
coming on and sharing that for our listeners.

724
00:51:51.360 --> 00:51:53.000
Thank you so much for having me. Had a good time, the

725
00:51:53.079 --> 00:51:58.280
pleasure was mine. Take care all
right, and we will speak soon.

726
00:51:58.639 --> 00:52:01.119
That's good. Thank you all right, bye fan Now that is all for

727
00:52:01.239 --> 00:52:07.320
this episode. Keep updated and connected
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728
00:52:07.480 --> 00:52:09.280
And if you have an encounter that
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729
00:52:09.840 --> 00:52:15.400
you can email me at UFO Chronicles
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730
00:52:15.480 --> 00:52:20.519
can reach out to me via the
contact page on my website UFO Chronicles podcast

731
00:52:20.719 --> 00:52:23.239
dot com. A big fang in
a tree Frog for sharing tonight, and

732
00:52:23.519 --> 00:52:29.079
thank you all for listening. I
will be back next week. Till then,

733
00:52:29.320 --> 00:53:30.800
stay safe and keep watching US skies. Goodbye a

