WEBVTT 1 00:00:00.640 --> 00:00:07.519 This is the two seventeen recovery podcast with Corey Winfield. Stuff went numb. 2 00:00:07.559 --> 00:00:09.439 That shouldn't go numb, you know what I'm saying. I was like, 3 00:00:09.480 --> 00:00:13.080 what is it? No, I don't know, you don't and co Holt 4 00:00:13.279 --> 00:00:17.280 Marnie Winfield. It was kind of an awkward thing. He's like, would 5 00:00:17.280 --> 00:00:20.879 you guys want come along? Can you get away to come to the island. 6 00:00:20.879 --> 00:00:27.600 I'm like, yeah, you just got back from there. It is 7 00:00:27.640 --> 00:00:33.399 the twentieth of August twenty twenty three. My name Corey Winfield. My name's 8 00:00:33.600 --> 00:00:37.560 Marnie Winfield. This is the two seventeen recovery podcasts that you've heard about your 9 00:00:37.560 --> 00:00:40.280 friends talking about. You see people wearing sober church. You're like, what 10 00:00:40.479 --> 00:00:44.520 is this podcast? I'm gonna check it out. That's us so welcome, 11 00:00:44.799 --> 00:00:51.479 polcome and kind of bittersweet news that we have to deliver today. And as 12 00:00:51.520 --> 00:00:56.920 I say this, don't let your heart drop. But this is the last 13 00:00:58.280 --> 00:01:07.599 podcast of two seventeen recovery for from the Home location. That is this home 14 00:01:07.680 --> 00:01:12.599 location. And I know what you're thinking, Corey, what the what does 15 00:01:12.640 --> 00:01:18.040 that mean? What are you talking about? That's stupid. We're switching homes 16 00:01:19.760 --> 00:01:26.200 that's what that means. Are you going to get new episodes Tuesday, Thursday 17 00:01:26.239 --> 00:01:30.519 and Saturday? I don't know. Are you getting them now? It's kind 18 00:01:30.519 --> 00:01:34.079 of hit or miss, isn't it. You've always been busy. Girl's been 19 00:01:34.079 --> 00:01:42.439 busy, busy. I grab other people when I can. But no, 20 00:01:42.879 --> 00:01:48.040 you will get episodes from time to time, randomly throughout the week, as 21 00:01:48.079 --> 00:01:55.680 you've continued to get for the past four months five months. Maybe just don't 22 00:01:55.680 --> 00:01:57.879 hold that against us. We do what we can, when we can do 23 00:01:57.959 --> 00:02:01.439 it, how we can do it. But yeah, we're pretty excited. 24 00:02:01.560 --> 00:02:06.680 Yeah, so que happy music. If you had that already, I didn't 25 00:02:06.719 --> 00:02:09.919 have that yet. You get what I'm saying. Yeah, I get it. 26 00:02:10.000 --> 00:02:15.159 You're saying, Okay, well I got this all right, there, 27 00:02:15.159 --> 00:02:19.919 you go buy a car. Now, we got a new location. We're 28 00:02:19.919 --> 00:02:24.439 gonna be broadcasting our broadcast for all every whenever we can. Here you go. 29 00:02:24.719 --> 00:02:28.599 Yeah, this is It's gonna be interesting though, because cats are going 30 00:02:28.680 --> 00:02:31.520 to be in the mix like an mfer. Yeah, it's gonna be a 31 00:02:31.520 --> 00:02:38.919 different setup, but you know it's gonna be just home studio locations. Second 32 00:02:38.919 --> 00:02:44.719 one, we're gonna we're gonna have ever and well this is our first home 33 00:02:44.759 --> 00:02:49.719 home right that we're purchasing, like we're actually home buyers. Pay that team 34 00:02:49.759 --> 00:02:52.879 point two millions. Really exciting. It's right on the lake. It was 35 00:02:53.120 --> 00:02:55.719 overlooks the entire lake of Michigan. No, none of that of elevator that 36 00:02:55.759 --> 00:03:00.159 goes from the ground floor up to the eighteenth floor. So it's ours is 37 00:03:00.199 --> 00:03:06.039 what the important pieces and so how big can Rock and eminem for it? 38 00:03:07.599 --> 00:03:10.479 So what I was getting at is that this is like, these are the 39 00:03:10.879 --> 00:03:15.439 things that happen when you're in recovery. You know, these are these promises 40 00:03:16.039 --> 00:03:22.400 coming true. And it's really it's really made me kind of sit back and 41 00:03:22.879 --> 00:03:27.840 look at you know, I interact with individuals on a daily basis at my 42 00:03:27.960 --> 00:03:34.039 job that they're literally sometimes not even one day clean. I mean, they're 43 00:03:34.159 --> 00:03:38.479 they're sometimes even still under the influence when I'm talking to them, and you 44 00:03:38.520 --> 00:03:46.479 know, it makes makes me really think about how far I've come and and 45 00:03:46.520 --> 00:03:50.719 I can say to them, you know, and total sincerity is I've I've 46 00:03:50.719 --> 00:03:53.520 been exactly where you're at, because I literally have been exactly where they were 47 00:03:53.560 --> 00:03:59.240 at. Maybe not that exact same chair, but that exact same spot and 48 00:03:59.360 --> 00:04:02.680 that exact you know, even that exact same location. I mean, you 49 00:04:02.719 --> 00:04:09.400 know, I've been through detox withdraw management programs time and time again, and 50 00:04:10.560 --> 00:04:15.319 you know, God willing never have to ever be there again. And I 51 00:04:15.360 --> 00:04:19.240 feel pretty good about where I'm at with my recovery. But you know, 52 00:04:19.360 --> 00:04:24.120 so it's it's really kind of crazy to look back and be like, it 53 00:04:24.199 --> 00:04:28.160 was not all that long ago that I was exactly where they were at, 54 00:04:28.480 --> 00:04:32.839 and the things that have come true for me and for us, you know, 55 00:04:32.879 --> 00:04:36.920 as a couple, as a family, and it's like it's mind blowing, 56 00:04:38.600 --> 00:04:42.279 It truly is, and it's it makes me feel, it makes me 57 00:04:42.360 --> 00:04:49.240 have confidence and hope for for others. When you're getting your well you've kind 58 00:04:49.240 --> 00:04:53.000 of got your coin, but your four years is coming up in ten days, 59 00:04:53.199 --> 00:04:56.920 it is coming up, yea to think like, wow, like all 60 00:04:56.920 --> 00:05:00.480 the stuff that's happened in four years, it's it's been crazy, yeah, 61 00:05:00.720 --> 00:05:04.680 but crazy good, crazy good, and the good stuff just keeps happening. 62 00:05:04.720 --> 00:05:10.800 We saw in front of ours today at the two seventeen Recovery Center, and 63 00:05:10.879 --> 00:05:12.879 yeah, I'll call her friend. You know, she's a big fan of 64 00:05:12.879 --> 00:05:17.959 two seventeen. She's a mutual friend of ours with Tyrone, and you know, 65 00:05:18.079 --> 00:05:24.079 just seeing her, you know, out of treatment, just a different 66 00:05:24.120 --> 00:05:27.839 look on her face, different attitude. Does it mean she's gonna be sober 67 00:05:27.959 --> 00:05:30.199 forever? I don't know. I hope so. But it sounded like she 68 00:05:31.519 --> 00:05:35.959 she's loving this whole new life that she's realizing that she has now these opportunities, 69 00:05:36.000 --> 00:05:41.079 and you know, getting out of that old surrounding, the old neighborhood 70 00:05:41.120 --> 00:05:43.639 that she used to live in and now coming to a different one doing sober 71 00:05:43.680 --> 00:05:46.199 living. She has kind of a new outlook on life. And yeah, 72 00:05:46.240 --> 00:05:53.160 she can have anything she wants to. And when I was talking to Tyrone 73 00:05:53.160 --> 00:05:57.759 the other day because I took him over to the mansion, and he's like, 74 00:05:57.920 --> 00:06:00.800 man Winfield, He's like, you know you inspired me. I was 75 00:06:00.839 --> 00:06:02.600 like, oh, well, you inspire me to right. He's like, 76 00:06:02.680 --> 00:06:05.000 no, you really do. And he was like, you ever think about 77 00:06:05.000 --> 00:06:08.560 writing a book? He's like, you need to write a book. You 78 00:06:08.600 --> 00:06:11.240 and Marty, you need to write a book. I was like, yeah, 79 00:06:11.319 --> 00:06:14.040 I was just gonna jump right to the movie. But okay, maybe 80 00:06:14.040 --> 00:06:16.519 maybe I will write a book. I thought about it and maybe one day. 81 00:06:16.560 --> 00:06:21.399 Sure, because you're right for people to see, you know, where 82 00:06:21.439 --> 00:06:24.879 we are now and where we were, and people that used to know me 83 00:06:24.959 --> 00:06:27.399 back then, they were just like holy shit, like wow, this is 84 00:06:27.439 --> 00:06:32.000 crazy. Some of them shrugged their shoulders and be like I heard you talking 85 00:06:32.040 --> 00:06:34.120 about it a lot, but I didn't know he had it in yet, 86 00:06:34.160 --> 00:06:40.040 you know, and and not saying that I had to be with you, 87 00:06:41.199 --> 00:06:44.720 but our paths definitely did have to cross, you know, to be where 88 00:06:44.720 --> 00:06:47.120 we're at today and to fight each other. And that's something we both wanted 89 00:06:47.839 --> 00:06:51.920 in life. I prayed for it. I had to like look hard to 90 00:06:53.040 --> 00:06:58.199 not settle for just anybody that came along, and I had to like really 91 00:06:58.319 --> 00:07:00.000 pick and choose who who I wanted. I didn't wanted to just sleep around 92 00:07:00.040 --> 00:07:02.959 with a bunch of people. To me, whether it wasn't those pointless to 93 00:07:02.959 --> 00:07:08.240 do that. I'm forty, I'm a grown man. I should have had 94 00:07:08.279 --> 00:07:14.600 that droperty from a coach from o Colhoma State, But anyway, it was 95 00:07:14.879 --> 00:07:16.720 it was time that I had. I had to do that because I could 96 00:07:16.759 --> 00:07:19.439 have made the wrong choice. So many times I was telling Tyrone and this 97 00:07:19.480 --> 00:07:25.199 is how crazy and how simple, but how quick it could go the other 98 00:07:25.240 --> 00:07:30.920 way. When Ryan was getting paid or he took money from that dude when 99 00:07:30.959 --> 00:07:33.319 we were managing the coal or the sort we're living at home in Point City, 100 00:07:33.360 --> 00:07:35.959 when he took money from that guy that has sex with his girlfriend in 101 00:07:35.959 --> 00:07:39.720 the garage. Not Ryan wasn't having sex with the dude's girlfriend. And he 102 00:07:39.759 --> 00:07:42.079 was like, hey, man, because the rule was no sex and house, 103 00:07:43.560 --> 00:07:46.720 and so he was like, hey, I'll pay Ryan, you know, 104 00:07:46.800 --> 00:07:48.160 and who let me have my girlfriend over and I'll have sex with her 105 00:07:48.199 --> 00:07:54.240 in the garage? Real real sexy. Huh Okay, yeah, just gave 106 00:07:54.279 --> 00:07:58.279 me pulsive Okay. Well I found out about it and said hey, o, 107 00:07:58.480 --> 00:08:01.720 no on to Ryan and said, dude, that's that's not what we're 108 00:08:01.720 --> 00:08:05.360 doing here. But that doude offer me money too. And I was in 109 00:08:05.439 --> 00:08:07.759 between jobs, so I could have done the same thing. And what if 110 00:08:07.800 --> 00:08:11.360 I would have What if I would have just said, all right, man, 111 00:08:11.639 --> 00:08:16.000 that's cool, Yeah give me fifty bucks. I'm gonna look the other 112 00:08:16.000 --> 00:08:18.439 way, or you know what if I would have went in there to Ryan 113 00:08:18.480 --> 00:08:22.600 and just been like yeah, like or if I just didn't say anything. 114 00:08:22.600 --> 00:08:24.000 If I didn't go into Ryan and say, hey, I'm telling the guy 115 00:08:24.040 --> 00:08:28.199 who owns the house what's what happened, and I'm gonna let him know about 116 00:08:28.199 --> 00:08:31.240 it tomorrow at the meeting, the house meeting, and then Ryan, you 117 00:08:31.279 --> 00:08:35.360 know, went out and he told the owner or whatever. I think he 118 00:08:35.399 --> 00:08:37.840 made up his own story. I don't know, and I don't really care 119 00:08:37.879 --> 00:08:43.600 because I don't happen perfect. But then for the guy who own the house, 120 00:08:43.639 --> 00:08:46.039 come to me, I'm gonna go with one manager, like after the 121 00:08:46.080 --> 00:08:48.000 meeting, we were supposed to talk, but he goes out with Ryan. 122 00:08:48.039 --> 00:08:50.120 In's dead first, and then it comes to me and he's like, hey, 123 00:08:50.159 --> 00:08:52.000 after he had called me, I was like, I'm worried about Ryan. 124 00:08:52.720 --> 00:08:54.200 I was like, yeah, me too. I can't wait to tell 125 00:08:54.200 --> 00:08:56.840 you something. And so he comes to my room. It's like, look, 126 00:08:56.879 --> 00:09:00.960 man, I'm gonna go with one house manager. I'm gona with Ryan. 127 00:09:01.039 --> 00:09:03.039 And I was like, what the fuck are you kidding? Me? 128 00:09:03.799 --> 00:09:07.000 Like wow, that dude, okay man, and my pride was hurt. 129 00:09:07.360 --> 00:09:09.200 And I immediately texted you and you're like, well, I can't say that 130 00:09:09.320 --> 00:09:15.080 I'm disappointed about that because I was kind of felt stuck because I told him 131 00:09:15.080 --> 00:09:16.879 I would do it for a year and I was supposed to follow through my 132 00:09:16.919 --> 00:09:18.679 commitments, you know, and I'm like, damn, it, and you 133 00:09:18.759 --> 00:09:22.759 were just like, hey, I'm pregnant with your baby, and I'm like, 134 00:09:22.919 --> 00:09:26.000 oh man, I want to be with you. So like that had 135 00:09:26.000 --> 00:09:31.080 to happen exactly how it did. If it didn't, who knows. I 136 00:09:31.120 --> 00:09:33.519 mean, I'm probably sure I would have made the same choice. I'm like, 137 00:09:33.559 --> 00:09:35.799 all right, guys, I'm not sticking around here much longer. But 138 00:09:37.159 --> 00:09:41.960 just something so simple like that, you know, doing the right thing. 139 00:09:43.080 --> 00:09:45.399 Yeah, it was hard for a minute, so I would say, and 140 00:09:45.440 --> 00:09:46.440 Tyrone just was like, man, they did you dirty. You know, 141 00:09:48.000 --> 00:09:50.320 I don't think they did me dirty. I mean Ryan kind of did, 142 00:09:50.399 --> 00:09:58.519 but like the whatever, it is, what it is. But some guys 143 00:09:58.559 --> 00:10:03.200 would have probably drank over that probably, you know. And for me, 144 00:10:03.480 --> 00:10:05.399 you know, to just be like all right, well what am I going 145 00:10:05.480 --> 00:10:07.120 to do next? And then you were like, hey, let's get a 146 00:10:07.120 --> 00:10:09.720 place, and it's like, okay, great, that sounds awesome. I 147 00:10:09.720 --> 00:10:13.080 don't have a job, I got some counts of money I owe apartment complex, 148 00:10:13.120 --> 00:10:16.279 like seven hundred fifty bucks if you can, and so yeah, let's 149 00:10:16.279 --> 00:10:20.440 get that figured out. And then then how that kind of rolled into a 150 00:10:20.480 --> 00:10:26.080 tearful moment for me because I was on this I'm setting boundaries. I'm doing 151 00:10:26.080 --> 00:10:28.120 it by myself thing. I'm not asking mom before no more money, you 152 00:10:28.120 --> 00:10:31.399 know, like I'm gonna do it by myself. And then that comes up 153 00:10:31.440 --> 00:10:33.840 and it's like, oh crap. When we're trying to get an apartment at 154 00:10:33.879 --> 00:10:39.559 COVID's just happening, it's impossible to even see or look at apartments. I 155 00:10:39.639 --> 00:10:43.039 finally we have a chance to get one, and you're doing like tons and 156 00:10:43.080 --> 00:10:48.000 tons and tons behind the scenes work to pull every string you can, and 157 00:10:48.039 --> 00:10:50.840 you're asking for help from everybody, you know, as far as like churches 158 00:10:50.879 --> 00:10:56.240 and organizations and stuff like that. Yeah, And I had to reach out 159 00:10:56.279 --> 00:10:58.799 to my mom and ask her. You know, I tried being cute with 160 00:10:58.840 --> 00:11:03.519 it it because the COVID money, the first like thousand dollars Trump was about 161 00:11:03.519 --> 00:11:07.320 to release or something send out, and so I told my mom like, 162 00:11:07.360 --> 00:11:09.279 hey, you know, I was trying to be cute with it, and 163 00:11:09.360 --> 00:11:13.600 like, you want to earn some money. If you give me seven fifty 164 00:11:13.360 --> 00:11:16.960 for like a week, I'll give you a thousand in a couple of weeks. 165 00:11:18.120 --> 00:11:20.559 And as I'm like going on in this stupid text message, She's like 166 00:11:22.080 --> 00:11:24.080 sends it to me, and I'm like wait what. And I was to 167 00:11:24.120 --> 00:11:26.840 the point where my mom would not loan me money, she would not give 168 00:11:26.879 --> 00:11:30.919 me money. If I needed gash, she would drive my ass to the 169 00:11:30.919 --> 00:11:35.919 gas station and watch me put it in, you know. So that that 170 00:11:37.039 --> 00:11:39.240 was a very tearful moment for me. I would like sign in the bed 171 00:11:39.279 --> 00:11:41.279 and cried and I was just like, oh my gosh, like to have 172 00:11:41.360 --> 00:11:46.240 that trust back, you know, And that was that was something that that 173 00:11:46.320 --> 00:11:52.000 was special. And you know, with this this place that we had here 174 00:11:52.080 --> 00:11:56.919 for three years now, like it's been great, and you know, doing 175 00:11:56.960 --> 00:12:01.600 podcasts from the studio, I remember, I don't know if we ever used 176 00:12:01.639 --> 00:12:07.039 the really crappy mics in here. Maybe we did, I don't, I 177 00:12:07.759 --> 00:12:09.879 don't think so. I think he had some pretty, you said, some 178 00:12:09.960 --> 00:12:18.200 decent ones, which is what Mitch and Jeremy are using now. They do 179 00:12:18.279 --> 00:12:24.200 their from the two seventeen Recovery Center. It's called redacted Recovery Story or recovery 180 00:12:24.320 --> 00:12:31.240 or yeah, just look up redacted Facebook or whatever. But we'll share some 181 00:12:31.720 --> 00:12:35.679 of our podcasts as soon as they like hit the ground running. But they're 182 00:12:35.720 --> 00:12:37.480 just dipping their toes in the water right now, and I think they're they're 183 00:12:37.480 --> 00:12:41.039 going to do some great stuff, but they're using those blue microphones we had 184 00:12:41.080 --> 00:12:43.879 in here. But then we had the pod mics, and then we actually 185 00:12:45.639 --> 00:12:50.399 got some really really good mics, and you know it wasn't really anything well, 186 00:12:50.440 --> 00:12:52.440 I mean technically we bought them. I mean, you bought this for 187 00:12:52.559 --> 00:12:58.440 me for my for Christmas. And then I believe my mom got that mic 188 00:12:58.519 --> 00:13:03.080 that you're on for Christmas. Like that's all I was kept asking for was 189 00:13:03.519 --> 00:13:07.320 it was Mike's. And then I moved now to cameras Christmas and like, 190 00:13:07.399 --> 00:13:09.360 just want one gifts like you can keep the socks, you can keep the 191 00:13:09.399 --> 00:13:13.399 little towels, the pants, the candles, the beef jerky, whatever, 192 00:13:13.519 --> 00:13:16.639 keep all that. Just give me, give me a microphone. And to 193 00:13:16.639 --> 00:13:20.080 see where we come down. I mean there's a lot of growth in it 194 00:13:20.200 --> 00:13:24.120 personally professionally, I mean the business when we first started, Like I'll always 195 00:13:24.159 --> 00:13:30.039 remember sitting here like losing my mind when I was trying to become a non 196 00:13:30.039 --> 00:13:33.080 emergency medical transportation provider and the stuff you have to go through with all these 197 00:13:33.120 --> 00:13:39.519 like different thanks to the State of Michigan and Sigma and gotta have this, 198 00:13:39.679 --> 00:13:43.159 and then it's like I just remember it was like June. It was hot, 199 00:13:43.200 --> 00:13:46.480 and I was just losing my mind and you know, having the conversations 200 00:13:46.519 --> 00:13:50.200 with some of the people you know in this very room, and I don't 201 00:13:50.240 --> 00:13:54.720 know, it's just just just been insane the growth of it. And now, 202 00:13:54.759 --> 00:13:56.919 you know, look at us. We have an office which hopefully we 203 00:13:56.960 --> 00:14:00.679 still have a few months and we can have it for a while because we're 204 00:14:00.679 --> 00:14:03.600 doing some really good things and you know, people are people are coming and 205 00:14:03.639 --> 00:14:07.480 taking advantage of, you know, having meetings at our spot and hanging out 206 00:14:07.519 --> 00:14:11.399 with us and doing recovery coaching there. And that's the thing. Like, 207 00:14:11.399 --> 00:14:13.240 if you need to recovery coach in the Traverse City area, or maybe you're 208 00:14:13.279 --> 00:14:16.639 not you know, maybe you're just in Michigan, or maybe you're in Florida, 209 00:14:16.759 --> 00:14:18.799 whatever, man, you know, look us up online, call us 210 00:14:18.919 --> 00:14:22.720 say you want to recovery coach, you know, like that services as of 211 00:14:22.840 --> 00:14:28.639 right now is open to anybody. Oh but I don't have insurance. I 212 00:14:28.720 --> 00:14:31.799 have insurance. That to me, I don't think it matters. You know, 213 00:14:31.840 --> 00:14:33.960 if you're calling and want to talk to somebody, call us. I 214 00:14:33.960 --> 00:14:37.519 mean I've been people been hitting me up this week and like crazy, Yeah, 215 00:14:37.840 --> 00:14:41.440 yeah, and people saying they're having problems a month ago, and one 216 00:14:41.480 --> 00:14:46.399 guy the same name as me, may because I want to added, like 217 00:14:46.440 --> 00:14:50.000 every Quarty win Field on the planet that has a Facebook page, I add 218 00:14:50.039 --> 00:14:54.320 them as friends. I think you did that time. I did, but 219 00:14:56.519 --> 00:15:00.240 hey, everything happens for a reason. And you'd reached out and in a 220 00:15:00.279 --> 00:15:01.240 different state, and I'm just like, man, I don't really know how 221 00:15:01.279 --> 00:15:03.799 the things work there. And I tried looking, but I've been so busy 222 00:15:05.600 --> 00:15:09.279 with trying to write another Corey win Field reached out to you. Yeah, 223 00:15:09.279 --> 00:15:13.519 that's crazy. I know. I was like, I've definitely got to help 224 00:15:13.559 --> 00:15:16.519 this guy. But it was it was tough because I've been so busy trying 225 00:15:16.559 --> 00:15:20.159 to do other things, and you know, with all the moving and trying 226 00:15:20.200 --> 00:15:24.480 to buy a mansion and what all the moving, all the move I'm watching 227 00:15:24.519 --> 00:15:30.360 you do. Hey, I took my cologne over there, and I took 228 00:15:30.399 --> 00:15:35.039 some some clothes. Yeah you did. You gotta pack up the studio. 229 00:15:35.240 --> 00:15:39.639 That's that's that's a lot of thinking I gotta do. It's the doing part 230 00:15:39.720 --> 00:15:41.879 that we can think it all day long. It's kind of like getting sober, 231 00:15:43.039 --> 00:15:46.440 like we were like, I'm gonna do it. I'm really gonna do 232 00:15:46.519 --> 00:15:50.279 it. I even have a plan on how I'm gonna do it. We 233 00:15:50.399 --> 00:15:52.679 gotta have a plan. I'll even tell you about my plan and what it's 234 00:15:52.720 --> 00:15:58.399 going to look like. But until it actually happens and there's some action that 235 00:15:58.440 --> 00:16:03.759 takes place, that's when I'll be like, all right, man, well, 236 00:16:03.799 --> 00:16:07.039 I mean just that'll just s throw that stuff in the box, stuff 237 00:16:07.039 --> 00:16:15.080 on the wall. We should probably take the soundproofing stuff you're planning right now. 238 00:16:15.279 --> 00:16:18.399 He's literally looking around the room right now, so that but we should 239 00:16:18.480 --> 00:16:22.440 probably throw all the sound proving stuff in your car. And I wonder how 240 00:16:22.440 --> 00:16:29.399 what's gonna sound in the new studio because it's open, Yeah, you know 241 00:16:29.480 --> 00:16:33.519 what I mean. And we're gonna find out. We're gonna find out there 242 00:16:33.519 --> 00:16:37.799 were eight deer running around right outside the window. You have a little we 243 00:16:37.879 --> 00:16:41.639 have a little wildlife animals in our backyard fall into the ocean or the lake 244 00:16:41.679 --> 00:16:45.879 Michigan. Oh my god, they're so cute, water front, They're so 245 00:16:45.960 --> 00:16:49.200 cute. Yeah. I looked at tyros over I was showing it, you 246 00:16:49.200 --> 00:16:52.360 know, So I took him over there, and he's just like, what 247 00:16:52.440 --> 00:16:53.639 are them cats gonna do? When they see all these animals and like, 248 00:16:53.639 --> 00:16:56.519 what are you talking about? It's like, you've got animals one field. 249 00:16:56.559 --> 00:16:56.960 I was like, what are you talking about? And I look out and 250 00:16:57.000 --> 00:17:00.320 there's a deer just standing right there. There's another one, one, another 251 00:17:00.320 --> 00:17:03.639 one, and I look up and there's like two little ones of the white 252 00:17:03.639 --> 00:17:06.720 one white spots, and there's two more kind of down in the forest. 253 00:17:06.759 --> 00:17:10.799 And I'm like, what in the hell? So I started counting on my 254 00:17:10.880 --> 00:17:15.279 hunt eight and I was like, holy cow, like that's crazy. So 255 00:17:15.400 --> 00:17:18.079 anyway, but yeah, so we're excited, as you can kind of tell, 256 00:17:18.119 --> 00:17:19.359 and yeah, it'll be interesting to see what it sounds like. And 257 00:17:22.279 --> 00:17:25.440 I don't know, because it's just such an open space. I don't know, 258 00:17:25.559 --> 00:17:29.880 like here, it's not the perfect for acoustics, but I think it 259 00:17:29.880 --> 00:17:33.359 sounds all right. I'd like this better than the North Studio, yeah, 260 00:17:33.599 --> 00:17:37.480 from work, because that has too much I think. And I don't know. 261 00:17:37.640 --> 00:17:41.920 Yeah, but it's really cool because I mean, I know most of 262 00:17:41.960 --> 00:17:45.480 our listener. I mean, I'm sure there's still people who start listening to 263 00:17:45.559 --> 00:17:49.240 us a long time ago, and I've kind of like been here throughout all 264 00:17:49.279 --> 00:17:53.920 these transitions because we're pretty open about like stuff that's going on, you know, 265 00:17:55.079 --> 00:17:59.039 in our in our world, because that's what keeps me sober, right, 266 00:17:59.039 --> 00:18:00.799 talking about what's going on, Like that's what I do. Want to 267 00:18:00.839 --> 00:18:03.319 go to meetings like what's up with you? How things been? Like what 268 00:18:03.400 --> 00:18:07.799 are my challenges? What are my achievements, what are my successes? Like 269 00:18:07.880 --> 00:18:11.440 the whole shebang. And this kind of is a platform for at least for 270 00:18:11.480 --> 00:18:15.559 me, and I know it's for you too, is to like talk about 271 00:18:15.559 --> 00:18:18.519 that stuff, you know, and checking in and being like, this is 272 00:18:18.559 --> 00:18:23.400 where we're at. And so if you really were our a listener who's listened 273 00:18:23.559 --> 00:18:27.680 for the past three years? How many years is it now? You've been 274 00:18:27.680 --> 00:18:34.599 doing this four So I started joining around three years ago or so. Anyway, 275 00:18:36.000 --> 00:18:38.119 Like that's a lot of stuff and we've had. It's not all been 276 00:18:38.119 --> 00:18:42.519 great either. I mean there's been some trials for sure. You know, 277 00:18:42.640 --> 00:18:48.440 crappy stuff does happen in sobriety, lots of things that probably fit the bill 278 00:18:48.559 --> 00:18:53.640 for you know, I drink because fill in the blank, but you know, 279 00:18:53.839 --> 00:18:57.759 I choose not to because there's nothing that can bring me back to that. 280 00:18:59.599 --> 00:19:04.279 There's no thing that I can think of that would make me decide to 281 00:19:04.319 --> 00:19:08.480 go back to drinking, because it doesn't Drinking doesn't fix it, doesn't make 282 00:19:08.480 --> 00:19:14.039 it go away. Nope, it just makes it worse. But in that 283 00:19:14.119 --> 00:19:17.279 early phase of it, it's what we know. That's what we know. 284 00:19:17.359 --> 00:19:18.680 You know, when your brain lies to your brain tells you just do it, 285 00:19:18.680 --> 00:19:22.160 it's fine, and it's not, and it takes away that consequence. 286 00:19:22.160 --> 00:19:27.200 That's what's the front brain part is is what deals with consequences, and you 287 00:19:27.240 --> 00:19:30.039 know, like it just takes that right out of there and says, no't 288 00:19:30.119 --> 00:19:33.759 just just drink and you'll be good. And you're like, okay, I'll 289 00:19:33.839 --> 00:19:36.200 yeah, I'll drink it. I'll be good. And but you might be 290 00:19:36.240 --> 00:19:37.000 good for a minute, least you think you are, but then you're not. 291 00:19:37.079 --> 00:19:41.480 And you know that time that you can have, So like when people 292 00:19:41.799 --> 00:19:44.319 say, oh, man, I had four months and I failed and I've 293 00:19:44.359 --> 00:19:47.359 screwed up, and we'll get back up and keep going, because that that 294 00:19:47.480 --> 00:19:51.279 time that your brain is healing is time that your brain is healing and the 295 00:19:51.359 --> 00:19:52.519 next time you might get three months, you might get four months, you 296 00:19:52.599 --> 00:19:56.000 might get ten days, whatever, Get back up, keep going, you 297 00:19:56.000 --> 00:20:00.839 know it. If it sucks, you want to beat yourself up you want 298 00:20:00.880 --> 00:20:04.480 to say you're worthless and your piece of shit. Whatever. Okay, move 299 00:20:04.519 --> 00:20:07.039 on. You know, it's about what you do next, and just keep 300 00:20:07.079 --> 00:20:11.359 adding that time up and then it'll get easier for you to accept that you 301 00:20:11.400 --> 00:20:15.240 can never drink again, that you can never do drugs again. And once 302 00:20:15.240 --> 00:20:18.720 you have your mind made up and you can lay it down as not an 303 00:20:18.720 --> 00:20:22.240 option. Oh, I had a bad day at work. What are you 304 00:20:22.240 --> 00:20:25.079 gonna do. I'm eat ice cream, I'm gonna go to bed, I'm 305 00:20:25.079 --> 00:20:27.880 gonna take a shower, I'm gonna make prying phone calls. I don't know. 306 00:20:27.960 --> 00:20:32.440 Whatever you do, that will be your options. You know, drinking 307 00:20:32.480 --> 00:20:33.880 will not be one of them. Using drugs will not be I'll be one 308 00:20:33.920 --> 00:20:37.440 of them. Take that off the table, Just take it off. Well, 309 00:20:37.440 --> 00:20:40.720 I'm gonna go see him, my boy, Doug, But Doug does 310 00:20:40.799 --> 00:20:42.759 meth so well, Doug's not your boy no more. You know, like, 311 00:20:44.359 --> 00:20:45.519 don't talk to Doug. If Doug needs help, one day, he 312 00:20:45.519 --> 00:20:48.400 can reach out to you. He'll see what you're doing and how good you're 313 00:20:48.400 --> 00:20:52.799 doing. That's how you can do. You can't fix them, you can't 314 00:20:52.799 --> 00:20:56.880 do anything else. You can just fix you, and that's hard enough so 315 00:20:56.079 --> 00:21:02.839 you just keep going do what you do and don't look back. And it 316 00:21:03.359 --> 00:21:07.920 takes a minute to get that routine down and have it feel normal. Right, 317 00:21:07.960 --> 00:21:12.319 I'm not gonna lie because you know, I remember in early sobriety and 318 00:21:12.359 --> 00:21:17.839 I was like, I'm not really having that much fun, like in like 319 00:21:17.960 --> 00:21:22.359 life is not like woo who like this is you know, I'm like living 320 00:21:22.400 --> 00:21:26.000 the life. It's not. It wasn't like that. But I knew that 321 00:21:26.039 --> 00:21:29.640 things would get better, and I knew that I needed to grow into my 322 00:21:29.680 --> 00:21:33.359 own sobriety, that I needed to get like things that I wanted down the 323 00:21:33.440 --> 00:21:36.000 road, that's exactly what they were going to be. They were gonna be 324 00:21:36.039 --> 00:21:38.759 down the road. And so it was like I just got through the day, 325 00:21:38.920 --> 00:21:41.079 and then I got through another day, and then I got through another 326 00:21:41.160 --> 00:21:45.519 day, and I mean, you know, I found joy and things that 327 00:21:47.319 --> 00:21:52.079 I didn't think that I ever could, simple things, you know, and 328 00:21:52.640 --> 00:22:00.680 you really start appreciating just life in general. And now like my most favorite 329 00:22:00.680 --> 00:22:06.440 thing to do is nothing, Right, That's what's up. You know what 330 00:22:06.480 --> 00:22:10.400 I'm saying. You know, like I don't mean absolutely nothing, but like 331 00:22:11.119 --> 00:22:15.799 just like hanging out and having no there's no bells and whistles and fireworks and 332 00:22:15.880 --> 00:22:22.559 plans and tickets and you know, it's just chilling and enjoying being sober. 333 00:22:22.359 --> 00:22:27.960 And I mean to think that the chaos that my life was four years ago, 334 00:22:29.079 --> 00:22:32.000 it's just like I said, the only word I can think of is 335 00:22:32.000 --> 00:22:36.960 it just pulls my mind. And he said something there though, he said 336 00:22:37.000 --> 00:22:40.119 down the road, And that's that's a great way to look at things because 337 00:22:40.519 --> 00:22:42.039 I remember one time you had to walk to work, which is way way 338 00:22:42.079 --> 00:22:45.440 way across town. I can't remember why I didn't take you or a way 339 00:22:45.440 --> 00:22:47.400 he didn't take the car, but we only had like one car, or 340 00:22:47.559 --> 00:22:51.079 only had one car sharing it, and I don't know what was going on 341 00:22:51.200 --> 00:22:55.279 then I had to take it and be so important. But you got to 342 00:22:55.359 --> 00:23:00.920 ride. I think, stupid people you didn't ride. It's kidding, but 343 00:23:00.160 --> 00:23:03.079 anyway, but yeah, that's so that that day that you walked from here, 344 00:23:03.160 --> 00:23:07.960 which I feel bad about, and it's probably like three miles or something. 345 00:23:08.240 --> 00:23:11.240 Yeah, one way, hopefully I picked you up. I think I 346 00:23:11.279 --> 00:23:15.400 did. Pick three. I'm here to where I was working at the time. 347 00:23:15.519 --> 00:23:19.759 Yeah, so when you left here, you weren't like I'm going to 348 00:23:19.799 --> 00:23:22.079 walk to work and then you just hit the door and boom you were there. 349 00:23:22.640 --> 00:23:26.640 Nope, then you walk to the road, but you got to the 350 00:23:26.720 --> 00:23:30.079 road, it wasn't like boom, Hey, I might work and hope you 351 00:23:30.119 --> 00:23:33.640 start to keep going. You know, Like that's that's a good way to 352 00:23:33.640 --> 00:23:36.519 look at your recovery. It's like, look, you might have a goal 353 00:23:36.680 --> 00:23:38.799 of where you're going, and that's great, and you can't get there, 354 00:23:38.839 --> 00:23:44.720 absolutely, but it's going to take time that that road is shorter longer. 355 00:23:45.119 --> 00:23:48.240 Who knows for different people. But if you have a destination and you have 356 00:23:48.279 --> 00:23:52.519 a place that you're going, you can't get there, you know whether how 357 00:23:52.559 --> 00:23:57.799 long it's going to take that depends on so many different things. But that's 358 00:23:57.839 --> 00:24:00.400 kind of a way to look at things and don't get like, oh, 359 00:24:00.640 --> 00:24:06.640 I've been sober for six months and none of this is working. But okay, 360 00:24:06.799 --> 00:24:08.160 well then there's time to sit down and go, Okay, what's not 361 00:24:08.240 --> 00:24:11.960 working? But did you say you're six months sober? Yeah, it is 362 00:24:12.000 --> 00:24:15.039 working. Yeah, but I don't have a job and I don't like this 363 00:24:15.160 --> 00:24:18.839 or I'm not I don't have an apartment, I don't have this. Okay, 364 00:24:18.880 --> 00:24:21.640 well that's time to sit down and figure out how do we get those 365 00:24:21.640 --> 00:24:26.359 things? Because you just had a job that you hate or whatever whatever you're 366 00:24:26.359 --> 00:24:30.839 doing, maybe it's not working for you. Maybe this is God saying, 367 00:24:30.880 --> 00:24:33.799 okay, it's it's time to switch gears. Man, Like it's not gonna 368 00:24:33.799 --> 00:24:37.880 fall on your lap. You know, you have to make those calls. 369 00:24:37.279 --> 00:24:41.680 And sometimes it'll feel like, oh, that's impossible, but it's not. 370 00:24:42.079 --> 00:24:47.680 And there'll be plenty of doors that slam in your face. And that's fine. 371 00:24:47.559 --> 00:24:49.519 Yea. Those doors weren't meant for you. They weren't meant for you 372 00:24:49.559 --> 00:24:53.640 know. If they were, a God would open them. Yep. That 373 00:24:53.759 --> 00:24:56.960 sound like at things. And and there'll be times where you can get set 374 00:24:57.039 --> 00:25:00.680 up to make a wrong decision real quick. You know, stick to your 375 00:25:00.720 --> 00:25:03.319 moral stick to your plan. You know, like I said, if I 376 00:25:03.319 --> 00:25:06.359 would have been like, all right, man, just give me the fifteen, 377 00:25:06.480 --> 00:25:08.359 I'll look the other way, or if I would have been like, 378 00:25:08.480 --> 00:25:14.440 Hey, I'm gonna go work at this restaurant and be a waitress because I 379 00:25:14.480 --> 00:25:18.000 know I can make decent money. You know, most of this entry level 380 00:25:18.079 --> 00:25:26.240 job that's that has the worst schedule ever, because I want to I knew 381 00:25:26.240 --> 00:25:29.000 what I needed to do and what I knew what I didn't need to do, 382 00:25:30.000 --> 00:25:34.000 and I had already tried all that before, so you know, yeah, 383 00:25:34.039 --> 00:25:37.000 but then you could have had an apartment, you could have had dudes 384 00:25:37.039 --> 00:25:40.200 over and said you live a tumble. But see, here's the thing. 385 00:25:40.440 --> 00:25:45.279 None of that would even none of that even would have like unfolded because it's 386 00:25:45.359 --> 00:25:48.759 I mean, I can't say for sure, but I know for a fact, 387 00:25:48.839 --> 00:25:53.559 like everything that I did is is is I don't want to say boring, 388 00:25:53.680 --> 00:25:57.359 but as like simple as I made it, it was exactly what needed 389 00:25:57.400 --> 00:26:03.599 to happen. And you still had a man over, yeah, to my 390 00:26:03.680 --> 00:26:10.079 mom's house where I was living. Yeah, I mean I kept it simple. 391 00:26:10.240 --> 00:26:15.319 I kept it super simple for sure. Yeah. So it's it's it's 392 00:26:15.359 --> 00:26:18.759 great to reflect every once in a while, you know, like I said, 393 00:26:18.759 --> 00:26:22.759 Tyrone's proud of us and things that we're doing. Stuff. It's insane. 394 00:26:23.480 --> 00:26:29.119 I'll try to my best. Well, I'm no, I'm gonna get 395 00:26:29.119 --> 00:26:33.599 this room packed or whatever, this office and then my bathroom and whatever else 396 00:26:33.640 --> 00:26:41.759 you're telling me too, But it's here we go. Perfect example, I 397 00:26:41.799 --> 00:26:45.039 showed the guys how I worked the other day, I was writing this grant, 398 00:26:45.119 --> 00:26:47.640 which I really hope we get because we can really make a difference. 399 00:26:47.640 --> 00:26:49.640 I'm telling you, I have such a strong feeling about this. It's a 400 00:26:49.799 --> 00:26:56.519 grant for like a media grant for a certain kind of addiction, and I 401 00:26:56.599 --> 00:26:57.519 thought, man, like this, this would be good for us. So 402 00:26:57.839 --> 00:27:04.319 it was due five o'clock on Friday, four fifty six. I sent that 403 00:27:04.440 --> 00:27:07.599 in. That's about sounds about right, and I was like, oh, 404 00:27:07.599 --> 00:27:11.319 well, that one file was real big. Let me send the other file 405 00:27:11.440 --> 00:27:15.759 just alone. I sent that in at four fifty nine. I was like, 406 00:27:15.799 --> 00:27:21.759 see, guys, I get things done like, that's the Windfield way. 407 00:27:21.839 --> 00:27:25.680 It's gotta be last minute usually be hereful what you say, you're incorporating 408 00:27:25.720 --> 00:27:30.160 the Windfield me being Windfield as well, because that's not the way I do 409 00:27:30.240 --> 00:27:36.039 things. Sounds okay, this is a Corey way, then the Corey Windfield 410 00:27:36.039 --> 00:27:38.119 way. You can say that, yeah, but I mean it gets in 411 00:27:38.160 --> 00:27:41.319 there. I mean I'm not I'm not saying I don't like no, I 412 00:27:41.880 --> 00:27:45.839 wait the last minute on stuff too, for sure, I really do. 413 00:27:45.200 --> 00:27:48.599 So I have a little bit of that in me. Let's go back from 414 00:27:48.680 --> 00:27:51.759 vacation. And honestly, I was like trying to get you to look at 415 00:27:51.759 --> 00:27:52.440 it and working out with me, and you're like, I know, I 416 00:27:52.559 --> 00:27:56.920 know. I was like, never mind, get with Adam and do it. 417 00:27:57.079 --> 00:28:00.559 I want you looking at that anyway. No, we yeah, it's 418 00:28:00.599 --> 00:28:07.480 just h yeah, we have it's kind of like, ah, I don't 419 00:28:07.480 --> 00:28:14.200 know. There was stuff that I saw that was and here's the one thing 420 00:28:14.240 --> 00:28:15.599 that I wish I could have turned in with. It was a video of 421 00:28:15.640 --> 00:28:22.920 me kind of explaining why I thought that was a dear as a little dog 422 00:28:22.599 --> 00:28:32.880 under window, Oh my window, I can't stand the rain anyway. The 423 00:28:32.559 --> 00:28:37.839 yeah, the certain thing we applied for and we want to like raise awareness 424 00:28:37.920 --> 00:28:42.319 for this thing and whatever. And if you go to where they're supposed to 425 00:28:42.319 --> 00:28:48.480 be helped, now, it's not laughable because it's not funny. You and 426 00:28:48.480 --> 00:28:52.000 I both know how hard it is to try to get help sometimes and just 427 00:28:52.039 --> 00:28:55.799 by googling things or by going directly to the website that's supposed to help you 428 00:28:56.480 --> 00:29:00.640 and it has nothing on there for you. And I know there are people 429 00:29:00.640 --> 00:29:04.559 out there that help people in this particular thing, but they're not listed, 430 00:29:06.079 --> 00:29:07.880 you know. But to actually do the work to find these people and then 431 00:29:07.920 --> 00:29:12.000 create a whole new platform, and I think that would be great, But 432 00:29:12.039 --> 00:29:18.480 to actually show in our proposal for the grant, like look it without sounding 433 00:29:18.559 --> 00:29:23.119 like this sucks, we need us but to be more about solutions, but 434 00:29:23.240 --> 00:29:26.759 just to show like this go over there. It's frustrating, like nobody knows. 435 00:29:26.920 --> 00:29:32.000 Like the people that have gone there, they're they've went there once, 436 00:29:32.200 --> 00:29:33.839 twice, three times. They're done. They're not going back, you know, 437 00:29:33.920 --> 00:29:38.000 And it's just I don't know. That's the one thing I would have 438 00:29:38.079 --> 00:29:41.960 I wish I could have had time to do. It's kind of like just 439 00:29:41.079 --> 00:29:47.000 explain, like here's what we're doing and here's how it's going to be different. 440 00:29:47.079 --> 00:29:49.200 And there's these other people that are applying for it, and they get 441 00:29:49.240 --> 00:29:53.319 it. I think every year. If they're that good at it, ww 442 00:29:53.319 --> 00:29:56.319 come it's not right, you know, because they're just doing the bare minimum. 443 00:29:56.319 --> 00:30:00.359 But that's not what we do. And addiction for the most part, 444 00:30:00.400 --> 00:30:06.240 addictions addiction, yep, you know, And we're not going to leave somebody 445 00:30:06.240 --> 00:30:11.559 who's a heroin addict out there suffering because they're not an alcoholic. We're not 446 00:30:11.599 --> 00:30:14.400 gonna leave an alcoholic out there because he's not a heroin addict. No, 447 00:30:14.480 --> 00:30:18.720 I mean addictions addiction, man, And we got to help those people out. 448 00:30:18.000 --> 00:30:22.960 Yeah, that's kind of the deeper part of it. Absolutely so. 449 00:30:23.279 --> 00:30:27.079 But yeah, so I got it in there. So my point here is 450 00:30:27.200 --> 00:30:34.160 this room will be done in time. Yep, Okay, it's good, 451 00:30:37.039 --> 00:30:41.599 just letting you know. Don't worry about me. So the next time that 452 00:30:41.680 --> 00:30:45.960 we talk to you, guys, well no that's not true because you probably 453 00:30:45.960 --> 00:30:48.799 will do one from the other's from the office studio. It seems like there's 454 00:30:48.799 --> 00:30:52.519 something I gotta do on Tuesday. I just don't remember what it is. 455 00:30:52.160 --> 00:30:56.319 But oh yeah, write a grant. But we will let you. We 456 00:30:56.359 --> 00:30:59.119 will let you. There's a huge grant. I have to get done this 457 00:30:59.319 --> 00:31:07.640 by this Friday at five, So we're on again. Yes, not funny. 458 00:31:07.839 --> 00:31:12.039 So yeah, this is the last studio from this location. So the 459 00:31:12.079 --> 00:31:15.920 next one might sound a little different, might not with all the ocean waves 460 00:31:17.279 --> 00:31:23.400 or the waves from like Michigan questioning it's the mansion and I'm telling you beautiful 461 00:31:23.440 --> 00:31:32.880 sunsets and sunrise is it's weird like in the perfect Spot, we go out, 462 00:31:33.960 --> 00:31:37.680 go out the east and we get the sunrise and then go out the 463 00:31:37.680 --> 00:31:42.200 west deck. We'll go up to the fourteenth floor for that one. Yeah, 464 00:31:42.359 --> 00:31:48.960 we're looking watch the sunsets so lovely. Oh my gosh, yeah, 465 00:31:49.000 --> 00:31:55.519 I know full of it. Yes you are so Thanks though for listening, 466 00:31:56.000 --> 00:31:59.519 and we we'll be back who knows when, but it will be from a 467 00:31:59.519 --> 00:32:04.039 different thinks and two seventeen recovery dot Com. Oh yeah, man, I 468 00:32:04.039 --> 00:32:07.200 was gonna hate on Facebook because I got this message today. I know your 469 00:32:07.200 --> 00:32:08.079 money was getting ready to get up. She's like, all right, we're 470 00:32:08.079 --> 00:32:12.119 done, don't you know me better than that. I'm not done with this 471 00:32:12.200 --> 00:32:15.119 podcast as yet. I had to pitch found something. No, I got 472 00:32:15.119 --> 00:32:17.000 this. I'm like so over Facebook. I'm so over social media. I 473 00:32:17.000 --> 00:32:21.440 don't if it's because I'm forty five or what. I'm not a kid anymore. 474 00:32:21.559 --> 00:32:23.799 I just don't care. But I feel like, okay, we have 475 00:32:23.920 --> 00:32:27.759 to have it because whatever, you know, because they could reach people. 476 00:32:27.880 --> 00:32:30.680 Okay. Cool. When I get this message from Facebook today and it's like 477 00:32:31.359 --> 00:32:38.160 we've deleted or suspended your business account, like what it's like because someone's flagged 478 00:32:38.200 --> 00:32:45.200 you for it inappropriate content? And I was like what The last podcast was 479 00:32:45.240 --> 00:32:49.200 pretty awesome. It was just joking around from the studio, but I didn't 480 00:32:49.240 --> 00:32:52.519 break any of Facebook's content rules. I was like, man, what are 481 00:32:52.519 --> 00:32:54.799 they trying to do. Is this their attempt to like squeeze money out of 482 00:32:54.799 --> 00:33:00.680 you like Twitter was trying to do, like get to verify button for ten 483 00:33:00.759 --> 00:33:05.279 books or whatever it was. I don't even remember. I don't know. 484 00:33:05.319 --> 00:33:08.079 I'm just like over that. And I just wrote them back because I'm sure 485 00:33:08.079 --> 00:33:09.839 it was a robot, and I was like, yeah, thanks for asking 486 00:33:09.880 --> 00:33:13.559 me about that, thanks for checking with me first about that. Yeah, 487 00:33:13.559 --> 00:33:17.000 I appreciate it. Thanks for showing me what you're even talking about. But 488 00:33:17.039 --> 00:33:20.799 it's probably just one of those things where, well, if you were verified 489 00:33:20.839 --> 00:33:23.240 for twenty five ninety nine, I'm just gonna delete it. I don't even 490 00:33:23.319 --> 00:33:30.880 care. I'll think use Facebook to post videos and pictures of myself and you 491 00:33:30.119 --> 00:33:36.960 and my cats. Maybe something else soon. But anyway, I had to 492 00:33:37.000 --> 00:33:40.200 throw that dig in on Facebook because I didn't didn't make me happy. But 493 00:33:40.240 --> 00:33:44.319 see, in those situations, you know what I do. I just send 494 00:33:44.400 --> 00:33:46.160 some smart ass remark back to robot that's never gonna read it. And then 495 00:33:46.200 --> 00:33:52.599 I moved f on bitch butt on the podcast. Done. There you go, 496 00:33:52.359 --> 00:33:54.440 There you go, There you go. Kids, there's an example. 497 00:33:55.519 --> 00:34:00.119 I hope you enjoy it all right, Now I'm done Yeah, all right, 498 00:34:00.240 --> 00:34:04.960 thanks everybody, have a great night. Thanks for listening to the two 499 00:34:05.160 --> 00:34:10.880 seventeen Recovery podcast. When a bunch of free spit from two seventeen Recovery go 500 00:34:12.079 --> 00:34:17.800 to the app all the website two seventeen recovery dot com