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Weird things happened in the bad so
weird, weird, weird. Wow,

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guys, we're gonna start really quickly
this time, just like we did last

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time, because as always, Vincent
gets in the room and then he starts

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spitting heat and we want to not
like waste a drop of this. So

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we were talking about crystals and then
I was like, pause, pause,

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pause, record, Yes, we
were right, I guess, so wow.

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My wife doesn't even respond that they
when I come into the room.

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Geez, I'm telling you, no, it's so exciting. What I was

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saying just before we started is in
this room, the energy is so unbelievable

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that my soul just wants to leave
and float all over the place here.

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And I've not done any joints,
no dummies, no nothing, and I

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feel that way. You know what
I mean is it's like, you guys

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get used to it, but then
when we come back into it, you

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need to bottle it. And you
know what, you can make some real

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money on this. No, you
don't need to bottle. Just bring people

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into touris you get ten minutes in
here for one hundred dollars, okay,

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And I like that margin, right, and you can leave and take the

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energy with you, and and and
let it last for a week or so.

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I think that that's a great monetization. You're the whole room. Hilarious

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toward the studio of this term in
an apartment dollars to step into someone's apartment

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equipment, why not? Oh totally
yeah, don't. Whatever you do,

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don't have anybody to clear out this
room. This is the energy here is

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fabulous than even Alex contributes to its
energy. It's the energy. No,

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seriously, the energy of you guys
are unbelievable. And one of the reasons

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why I'm excited to be back here
is because of you guys, because you

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reach and I hope you realize you
are reaching all over the fucking globe.

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You understand that. Soul Korea,
I've got clients calling me from Soul Korea

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who got my name from listening to
bledso said so from Russia, Russia right

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in the middle of all this crap
BET's going on over there, which is

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not have anything to do with the
people, and they're listening. And over

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in the Ukraine, I've got them
calling me. I had, of course,

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Australia, that was a long time
ago. Where are some said Japans

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Japan. Japan was another one,
as well as China South Africa. So

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I mean, you are extending everywhere, and that just goes to prove one

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thing. There is no such thing
as isolation. You are not isolated to

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this little room here in Wilmington.
It appears that way, it does,

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right, It appears that way.
But the energy is getting out there because

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you gotta wonder what makes a person
come and want to listen to you?

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What draws them? I still don't
know. Oh, I fucking certainly isn't

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looks we would just have Alex on
the camera all the time. Yes,

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yes, we would forget Vince Vincent. I got an idea. All right,

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you two will be the host and
I can kill your grandfather. At

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this point, at sixty eight years
old, here, I'm getting older.

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My god, you are not.
So yes, I am one of us.

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Get the fuck out of here.
You your body is sixty eight.

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The body don't definitely it is sixty
eight, but it looks it's definitely sixty

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eight. The attitude is still seventeen
sixty. It is. I'm a child

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at hark and h Like I said, my wife is telling me that all

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the time. You child you grow
up, you know what. That's like

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one us said, unless you become
like one of the ease, you'll never

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enter the kingdom. Yeah, totally
exactly. And it's like I want to

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be Peter Pan, you know,
and I'm in this room flying. So

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I've that's going for Maybe we can
do a whole Disney episode. Yeah.

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Yeah, we talked quite a bit
about Disney. It's a strong, potent

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energy having like that that child like
wonder that child like that, that that

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energy is just so I think it
might be one of the most pure,

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strong, most concentrated. You know. It's just like, um, I

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don't I'm not sure if you you
heard, but recently we had some crazy

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experiences. Yeah you're crazy sightings.
Uh. And my whole family was there

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really, Oh yeah, mine,
it's like twenty of us out there together,

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my my my parents, my siblings
and their children and everyone was there.

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And one of the things that Chris
Senior said was to my niece and

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nephew, uh, and and your
nephew as well, these are magnets,

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he said, these kids, these
kids are magnets for this phenomenon. They

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are magnets. It's it's that it's
that purity and that concentrated spirit. I

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don't I don't know what it is. I guess they haven't been bogged down

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by all that. Oh, it's
totally that. It's totally that. And

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that part inside of you is the
closest to your soul that has not been

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bogged down, closest to the incarnation
and the in between space, you know,

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the in between incarnations. When you're
on the other side there and you

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come here, that child part of
you is still bringing that memory with you.

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It's not until you get older that
the mental filtration system turns the memories

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off. But that's intentional also,
it's intentional, But you can't ever forget

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that child inside. Now here's where
the problem is, and that's why I

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wrote the book is very important point
about that child inside. That's the part

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that gets damaged the most quickly,
the secret that's holding you back right,

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And it's all about how our brain
winds up creating defense mechanisms to shield and

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protect us from those original beliefs that
are formed from when we're a child,

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from the messages we received from the
environment. So before we receive those negative

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messages, were the purest and we're
the strongest and children are very psychic.

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Oh Yarry psychic. They know it's
it's like you really need to bring a

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dog and a child wherever you go
and then just ask them both, do

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you like this guy over here?
Just do you like this guy? Do

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you think he's nice? And they'll
give you the true answer. If you

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hear the dog growling or the kid
is hiding behind you, then Jess lee,

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because that's an asshole you're standing.
I am telling you that's great.

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I told women to do that when
they're going on their first date. Oh

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my god, dialed than a dog
and let's see how they respond. And

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don't waste your fucking time with a
little you know right away, you know

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the tails wagons growland, just leave. That's it. That's You're absolutely right

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about the children and they are magnets. Oh yeah, and the psychic thing

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too. Like um. Jonah,
my ten year old nephew, was He

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would h after Chris Senior started telling
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what these things are, and these
are how they respond and all this stuff,

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Jonah would start just like pointing and
we would see a flash where he

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would point. Wow. He just
it was like he just would remember Dad

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said focus your thoughts, you know, towards towards the spot and watched and

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see if he started the second pointing
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like it's like, there's no,
they don't have that the doubt, the

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doubt, the doubt, no doubt, no filtration system at all. Yeah,

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so that's why the energy is pure. Yeah, and it is more

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focused, you know as a child. Now the brain isn't necessarily developed enough

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to understand what's happening. And that's
actually a good part two because it's the

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thinking part of the brain that gets
us in trouble. Oh yeah, it's

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creating that filtration system. Yeah,
absolutely, I think it's It's it's like

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critical thinking sometimes can be the antithesis
of your intuition, Like it could actually

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be the opposite. If you think
too much and you can try to logically

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rationalize what you're seeing, it's like, no, just follow your intuition.

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The kid, a kid doesn't have
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see it, they feel it,
they believe it, and well that you

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are also saying something that I've been
trying to teach the world. There is

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no such thing as the fear of
the unknown. You would never fear something

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you don't know about, which is
why children can be so accepting of that.

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It's not until they're taught that something
like that could harm them. Why

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do you think children will just walk
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Yeah, because they don't know that
they can get hit by a car.

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So if they feared the unknown,
they wouldn't walk in the middle of the

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street. It's not until they're taught. It's not until you see other people

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having these bad experiences. So it's
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what you think can happen. Yeah, And about the animals, why they

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keep doing it? They don't know
exactly. They don't know. And I

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think you're onto something there with the
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the more spiritually potent. Why do
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There you go for the reason?
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could go on for this forever.
Like Solomon in the Bible, there's a

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quote in the Book of Solomon,
it's like the knowledge brings Uh what is

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it? Is it? Misery?
Is it? Like the story goes,

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he yet went crazy because he had
all this right, had too much,

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too much information which is really in
greeting. Um. There is a book

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out called The Flowers for Elginon read
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about it the last time too that
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movie out of it, I thought
so, right. And the whole story

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was about a very ignorant man.
He had some you know, mental pathologies

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going on um and disabilities, so
he wasn't really aware of everything that was

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real and what was going on.
And he was such a nice guy,

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and everybody was making fun of him
though, you know, because but he

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was laughing and smiling because he didn't
know that they were making fun of him.

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Exactly like a great movie it is. And and then it turned out

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that there was a doctor who was
able to do a brain surgery to reverse

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the process and tournament to somebody incredibly
smart, all right. The problem was

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with this surgery they didn't know how
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eventually it might reverse, but reverse
and become even worse. So he agreed.

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A nurse started talking with him and
as best she could got him to

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agree to go along with the surgery. He went along with the surgery,

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and he started to become really intelligent
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He now understood love, and he
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He also started to understand that everybody
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started hurting, all right, right, and then he became smarter and smarter

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and smarter, and then all of
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and he is going backwards. And
now the nurse that falls in love with

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him, she's so sad because it's
going backwards. And the most important thing

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he winds up saying before he goes
off and then winds up dying, is

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it. If I didn't go through
this process, I would have never experienced

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love, and I would have never
experienced what it was to love, you

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experience exactly it was? It was
okay, And Voltaire actually opposed that it

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was a philosopher, but he was
a cynic philosopher from way back when,

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very cynical, Oh totally. He
posed the philosophy and the and the argument

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that well, that debate he put
out up for debate, would you rather

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be completely ignorant, right and totally
unhappy, okay? Or happy sorry and

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totally happy, or absolutely brilliant and
totally unhappy, which would you rather be

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see to me, it's like that's
not even a question, like I just

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want to I would much rather be
happy, you know, like I would

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much rather be ignorant and happy because
I would rather have the knowledge. Yeah,

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I mean exactly. And this is
what the students arguing back and forth

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except for me. Oh really,
yes, this is where I understood that

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I'm more intelligent than most people.
You know, that really is just like

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no, I'm joking about that,
but you don't argue the question at all

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because it's a fake question. It's
a fallacied question. If you were completely

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ignorant, you wouldn't know that you
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idea what you were feeling. You'd
also be defenseless, right, you know,

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totally defenseless to dealing with the suffering
and all of that, so you

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would you wouldn't know. You just
wouldn't know. And if you were completely

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intelligent, you would know how to
make yourself happy. So it's a completely

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fallacied question, and everybody is arguing
no, just like you said, oh,

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I'd rather have all the intelligence and
suffer. I don't care. I

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want the intelligent, like oh my
god, yes, And this is why

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people are miserable because they're thinking those
are the only two choice, and the

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third choice is not to answer the
question at all because it's a ridiculous question.

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It's a conundrum. Yes, it
is totally. Did you ever see

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war Games? No? The movie, Oh my god, it's fabulous movies.

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Matthew Broderick as a kid was in. It was absolutely fabulous and it

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was about a military computer that becomes
so smart. But he hacks into it

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with his friends and he starts playing
the game that they had on. They're

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called war games, but the computer
doesn't know it's a game, and the

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computer is in charge of all the
warheads and the nuclear war. I love

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that kind of stuff. So they're
playing war games and it turns out that

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the computer is going to launch as
soon as he gets the codes, it's

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going to launch the missiles because that's
how far they got in the actual game.

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So he didn't know he was playing
a game. Well, the developer,

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they get the developer of it.
It's a long story, you gotta

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watch it. Really, it's a
fabulous game. Eventually, Matthew Broderick as

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a kid gets the computer to play
Tic tac Toe. Okay, so he

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plays Tic Tac Toe and realizes there
really is no way of winning the game

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Tic Tac Toe. If you're playing
it right, you cannot win. So

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the computer then stops playing Tic Tac
toes and goes through the whole scenario of

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war games, and he shoot firing
missiles and realizing, well, Russia's going

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to fire missiles this country. Which
ever goes first, it doesn't matter.

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It ends the same way. You
see. The screen's going crazy, lighting

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up all over the place because the
computer is learning, like AI. It's

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learning, and it learns at the
end that it's a ridiculous game and the

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only way to win the game is
to not play Yeah, not play it

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at all. So it's the same
thing as Voltaire. You know, we're

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going through all of these debates and
these art even about spirituality and about metaphysics,

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and the whole thing is is that
you will find more peace by not

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arguing it and getting it into that
way at all. Just stop trying to

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answer the question. Is there a
God? Isn't there a God? Stop

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trying to answer the question, and
just live and you'll find out the answer

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that way, you know, rather
than just sitting there and debating it.

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I mean, how long has that
debate been going on? Oh? Forever?

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And I firmly believe in what you're
saying, Like I you know,

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I can speak to someone who believes
anything and I'm never like, well,

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how about you don't challenge them?
You don't none of that. It's just

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like, oh wow, Like I'm
I look at it, like I could

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I could get a nugget out of
this that I could learn something new,

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even if it's something small. I
can learn something new and like incorporated into

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my own life somehow. But like, there's there's truth to it all,

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and there's exactly it's our interpret at
the end of the day, they've lived

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a perspective that you never have exactly, and you're gonna learn from what they've

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seen. Who am I to invalidate
that by arguing it? You know,

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this is the reason why I like
coming here. And Alex, I know

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you behind the board over there as
a producer. It's just like you get

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intelligent conversations here. It's like unbelievable. I don't have to go to a

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university, I don't have to talk
to a doctor or like that. I

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can come here. I just have
to pay one hundred dollars to come and

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do the You need to monetize this. Damn, I mean that people come

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in I'm telling you, this is
unbelievable here. I'm on such a fucking

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hog. Okay, this is better
than sex. I'm telling you sex take

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work. Oh God, my wife, I lean don't watch this. Okay,

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it's because he's within five feet of
me. Yeah, okay, okay,

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calm down, Alex, relax,
calm yourself down. Hey, look,

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if I can make him excited,
I'm thrilled make anybody excited on thrilled

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these days, I'm sixty eight fucking
years old. You know what I gotta

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tell you, this is really funny. It has nothing to do with nothing

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out there and not spiritual metaphysical at
all. Is like Eileen is always telling

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me, will you close the blinds
at night? Everybody is looking in.

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And my theory is, I'm sixty
eight years old. If you want to

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look at my naked body, I'm
thrilled. Ye, I don't give it.

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Ninety years old, twenty years old. You just go ahead and look.

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And if you're not throwing up a
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better. So I am. You
want to look ahead, you're ecstatic about

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it. Oh, like, that's
very spiritual, by the way, that

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was Yeah, that was that was
profound. Honestly, that's a spiritual lesson.

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I think I'll take along. Well, I don't feel shame anymore.

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I don't need a fig leaf.
Yeah, I don't need even need a

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grape leaf there, maybe a leaf
of a cherry. I don't at this

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point, at sixty eight, that's
all I probably need. Um Oh my

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god, but yeah, no,
this is like, yeah, life has

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a way of torture. You know. Women don't have to worry about getting

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back at men because life will do
that. In age will do that.

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We don't need lorraina bobbitt around,
slicing off penises or anything like that.

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Life will do that. I probam. You guys are young. Enjoy it

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while you see it, or just
enjoy it because it will disappear. I

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can only comprehend what you're saying,
but I believe it. It just goes

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so fast. You have to stay
present right now, so unfair. I

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have a question about something we were
talking about right before. I wish we

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had got it at the beginning.
Okay, go ahead. Something we were

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talking about right before we started was
kind of like the balance between we were

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talking about our work lives and you
know how we all just got to get

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through the mundane daily. You know, we gotta do what we got to

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do to to pay the bills.
But ultimately the best thing is to prioritize

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like your happiness, your your mental
well being that you know, your spiritual

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state of mind and that kind of
stuff. You were you were sharing something

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that was really profound, which is
that you kind of you kind of use

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the universe as like almost it sounded
like a safety blanket or like a uh

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what are they called it? Like
a parachute, Like a parachute. Okay,

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you know you're you're focusing on the
thing that you really want to do

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in life, but then sometimes you
gotta pay the bills, you gotta go

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do something else or whatever. And
the way that you do that is by

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like projecting your wants or your intentions
to the universe and knowing that it will

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provide for you. Yes, is
that something that you have been like actively

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practicing for for quite a while,
like like putting your intentions out or your

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wants out to the universe actively?
Is that something you've been doing a while

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absolutely ever since I got onto this
road and this pathway of spirituality and metaphysics,

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I come to understand the law of
attraction and that and how it works.

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That's the most important part that we
all need to learn is how do

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you get to use this force that's
out there? George Lucas called it's the

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force, but it's exactly the exact
same thing that we're all tapped into.

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So everybody is creating and manifesting twenty
four seven, whether you know it or

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whether you don't know it, and
you're either manifesting what you want to what

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you don't want. So if you
learn how to truly use it, and

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we call it the universe, we
can call it all different things, but

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it really is a force and a
power that just is out there and energy,

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shall we say, the energy does
not think for itself at all,

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So we think that it's God doing
it or the angels doing it, and

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actually it's not. And they're looking
at it's going what is this machine going?

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Are going to get it or not? It's like you're tapped into this

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energy, So you have to learn
how to manifumculate it and use it.

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And you can learn that and what
we were talking about earlier. There are

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so many people that have bread and
buttered jobs. Yeah, right, because

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we need that. We created in
our society the need to make money because

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we have expenses. We have to
pay for a home, either tax rent

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or a mortgage, taxes there.
You can go to some different countries and

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live in any different way that their
policies, you know, demand, but

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it's still gonna You're still gonna have
things that you're gonna need money for food,

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whatever it is, right, Okay, So how do you then balance

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going after a dream that seems like
it may not produce a lot of money.

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I mean, how many kids that
are growing up have dreams and their

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parents turning around and said, well
that's not practical. Yeah. Well,

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honestly, that's the exact reason that
I thought it would be good for us

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to go deep on this right now
on the show, is because I mean,

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I was that kid for such a
long time and it just kind of

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finally clicked that like, oh no, you've got to prioritize your drink in

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a real job, right, like
a real job. That's my parents used

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to say. Well, my mother
was the one who used to say settled

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down because I was. I went
into professional acting from when I was a

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kid and performing I that's all I
wanted to do. But of course there's

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there's times that you're working and times
that you're not right. So always my

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mother was always, well, I'm
just looking forward to the time that you

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settled down. This is like,
what are you talking about. I am

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settled down. I'm settled into the
fact that I want to be an actor

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and I've got to do what I
need to do in order to get that

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done, absolutely well. So many
people will try to do that, but

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then they'll give up and they'll just
get their bread and buttered job. This

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is what I have to accept,
and they get and you get caught up

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in that. You're making a salary, all right, you're making get benefits,

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and especially today, we need the
benefits because those are really expensive,

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right, and so you're staying in
that. But meanwhile you're becoming miserable and

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miserable each day, and you lose
the oh god, the joy of going

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to work. It's now become you
know, told it's work to get ready

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for work, dreadful, right,
and totally dreadful. Tis it is right,

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and you don't and so many people
don't want to do that, but

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they forced themselves to do that.
They look forward to retirement. And I

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find it interesting that within the word
retire is the word tire, and that

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means you're what you're doing is you're
leaving what you're tired of doing. Wow,

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okay. And most because people that
aren't tired of doing it don't retire.

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Yeah, they just they just keep
going forever. Yeah, I will

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be working forever because I love my
work, So why would I want to

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retire from it? And he's great
grandfather worked until he was eighty five,

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and they basically they had to They
had to say, you can't work anymore.

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It was like a factory. Oh
got you know he did, but

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I bet you he enjoyed what he
was doing and and it kept him.

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It also kept him younger and living
that long nine he had ten more years

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after he retired at eighty five.
Wow. You know, it's like more

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people die after they retire. And
it's not just because of the age.

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It's because they decay then because there's
nothing else to do. The emotion they've

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made totally totally or they've tricked themselves
into thinking that their purpose is their job

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and so when they don't have it
anymore, they're like, what do I

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have to do? Well, they're
over well, and let me tell you

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something. It's not that they tricked
themselves into doing it. They actually convinced

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themselves that this is who they are. It defines them. So people have

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got their jobs, not their dreams
defining them. Yeah, So what we

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were talking about is, okay,
learn how to use this power, this

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force out there. So if you
have a bread and butter job and you

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do have a dream and you want
to pursue your dream, don't give up

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your dream never. Just keep going
towards it, understanding that you can make

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your dream profitable and abundant because we
are promised abundance now here. Here's what's

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really interesting. Going after your dream
has more of a chance of you becoming

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abundant than financially secure, versus going
after what's financially secure and thinking that's going

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to make you happy. You have
less of a chance of being happy going

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after what just the money than you
do going after the dream. You're going

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after the dream and happiness that will
bring along the abundance. Going after the

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money alone will not will not bring
along that is not guaranteed to bring along

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that. That makes perfect sense.
Well, of course, it truly makes

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sense because you're you're creating when you're
happy. Yeah, all right, and

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you're believing in yourself when you're following
your dream. You've got something to believe

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in. You're taking a risk,
yes, at absolutely, you know.

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Nature rewards courage. It's like Terence
McKennis. Well, that's the reason why

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it rewards it because you're taking a
self love step. I love doing this,

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therefore I'm going after it, and
so that increases your energy. This

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is one of the reasons why we're
down here and incarnated in this physical world

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is to discover who you are and
what your abilities are as a spiritual being

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as well as a physical being.
So if we are capable of manifesting,

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the more you manifest in your life, the more you're discovering. Hey,

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wait a minute, I'm more than
just this physical being. This is really

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cool. I'm a powerful, divine, magnificent being here. I got to

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tell you some stories of manifesting that
just recently happened. Oh but definitely,

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I'll get to that. But the
point is you can actually tell the universe.

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All right, listen, I'm in
this bread and butter job, or

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bring me this bread and butter job
that is going to be flexible, that

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will give me enough money to live
comfortably. I don't want to have to

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scrape the bottom of the barrel in
order to live, because then I won't

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be able to pursue my exactly at
all. Make it flexible, make it

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enjoyable for me, use my talents. But let that happen while I'm pursuing

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what I'm really what my purpose really
is here, what my dream really is.

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I'm going to pursue this. So
make this work out without interfering in

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this. Now, what you're doing
is you're focusing your energy into different ways.

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You're giving part of the energy is
here, you're going to make this

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work. But now you're directing all
the other energy into here, and you're

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going to make this work too.
And because we're unlimited, we're able to

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do that. But if you're sitting
there thinking, oh, I can't,

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I don't have time, I've got
I've been doing what thousands of readings.

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Now at this point, you know
over forty years of experience. And I've

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been doing this for forty years,
and the majority of people that I work

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with they'll tell me I can't pursue
my dreams because I spend too much time

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on my job. I work fourteen
hours a day. I have to do

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this. I don't have time to
go after my dream. It's not practical

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to go after my dream. There's
no money in my dream. And you

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know what the pandemic did, and
it caused people who lost their jobs to

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now have time. Yes, and
they started going after their dreams. And

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there were more people who went after
their entrepreneur ideas. Yeah, and it

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becomes successful. It was an explosion
of like small businessesneurship, absolutely because their

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souls were telling them ahead of time. No, man, you're not supposed

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like you. For example, I
used you for example. You were doing

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your job. You were telling me
about the work that you were doing.

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You were doing your job, and
you weren't happy at the job you were

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doing. You were getting upset about
it, having to stay at home,

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depressed and a crashing. Your soul
was telling you. But you see,

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you didn't take the steps that your
soul was telling you. When you get

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messages like that, I'm unhappy,
I don't like what I'm doing. That's

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your soul also going it's time to
get out. Go, go take a

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risk, take a chance, go
do something else. Yeah, and if

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you don't, your soul will wait
and also conspire with the rest of the

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universe to help you get out.
Well that happened. I mean I just

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I just suddenly lost my jobs so
suddenly. Oh it wasn't that sudden.

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There was a whole plan, right. The funny thing is planning that,

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you know, I would expect that
it was something like that would happen.

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The immediate feeling would be like,
you know, horrible terror, like oh

408
00:30:27.319 --> 00:30:30.519
my gosh, what am I going
to do? Whatever? I was relieved.

409
00:30:30.720 --> 00:30:33.359
You will feel relieved. I was
relieved. I called him that day

410
00:30:33.400 --> 00:30:37.279
when he texted me. I was
a dinner with my wife and some of

411
00:30:37.319 --> 00:30:40.640
her co workers and he texted me, and I was like, excuse me.

412
00:30:40.720 --> 00:30:41.400
And I walked outside and I called
him and I was like, just

413
00:30:41.400 --> 00:30:45.920
want to make sure you're okay.
He was like I'm fine. I was

414
00:30:45.960 --> 00:30:52.119
like you sure. And that's the
truth of it. And then what happened.

415
00:30:52.200 --> 00:30:55.880
You wind up getting something else that
right now and this right now could

416
00:30:55.880 --> 00:31:03.000
be temporary to while you're transitioning into
discovering you soul's purpose the way that I

417
00:31:03.039 --> 00:31:06.920
tend to look at it is what
we do here with the podcast, what

418
00:31:06.960 --> 00:31:11.000
we do making music. You know, I'm I'm producing an album for Emily.

419
00:31:11.200 --> 00:31:14.920
I'm helping a lot of other people
maps there. That's my dream,

420
00:31:15.000 --> 00:31:21.559
like being creative, that's my dream, and making that turn into a financial

421
00:31:21.720 --> 00:31:25.359
success for you, so you can
continue to pursue that. Absolutely, that

422
00:31:25.359 --> 00:31:30.519
that's the goal that I know that
I am headed towards. I know I'm

423
00:31:30.519 --> 00:31:33.119
moving in that direction. I know
we as a team are moving in that

424
00:31:33.160 --> 00:31:38.000
direction. And so the bread and
butter job to pay the bills, I

425
00:31:38.039 --> 00:31:41.920
don't really care. Okay, as
long as it doesn't drive me. Now,

426
00:31:41.960 --> 00:31:42.920
I'm going to put the two of
you on the spot. Alex,

427
00:31:42.960 --> 00:31:48.319
do I have permission to rip these
guys apart? Oh? Yes, sir.

428
00:31:48.759 --> 00:31:51.240
All right, here's what I'm going
to do. Because I was listening

429
00:31:51.279 --> 00:31:56.359
to the both of you talk about
your jobs, and you both limited yourselves

430
00:31:56.359 --> 00:32:00.640
without you even realizing that you were
limiting yourself. So okay, like this

431
00:32:00.720 --> 00:32:07.480
whole thing of monetization and getting this
to work, you said depends on something.

432
00:32:07.079 --> 00:32:10.119
What does it depend on? I
don't remember. Oh, people listening,

433
00:32:10.319 --> 00:32:14.480
that's right. It depends on numbers. Right, you gave away your

434
00:32:14.559 --> 00:32:17.759
power. It doesn't depend on the
numbers. It depends on you. It

435
00:32:17.839 --> 00:32:22.799
depends on your belief in this.
Now here's what's really interesting. The higher

436
00:32:22.839 --> 00:32:27.119
the bar that we want, the
higher the dream that we want, the

437
00:32:27.160 --> 00:32:32.480
harder it is to believe in it. Yeah. Okay, So so you're

438
00:32:32.599 --> 00:32:38.000
thinking than and and it's automatics,
this is natural that well, the only

439
00:32:38.000 --> 00:32:42.039
way that this is really going to
happen. Yeah, we got to bring

440
00:32:42.079 --> 00:32:45.000
in that power. We got to
bring in those listeners. Man, we

441
00:32:45.079 --> 00:32:49.079
gotta we gotta work our asses off
in order to make this happen. No,

442
00:32:49.200 --> 00:32:53.000
you fucking don't. It's it's like
you don't understand how easy this is.

443
00:32:54.759 --> 00:32:58.920
That's right. You got to believe
your ass off. You've got even

444
00:32:58.960 --> 00:33:02.599
in your job, you would talking
about your job and you are saying that

445
00:33:02.799 --> 00:33:08.160
your success at your job is based
on what this other company does. You

446
00:33:08.200 --> 00:33:14.480
see, Now, it's so easy
to get caught up in the world beliefs

447
00:33:14.480 --> 00:33:16.680
and in the societal beliefs. Right
is it's like what you see with your

448
00:33:16.680 --> 00:33:19.799
eyes. Oh, that's got to
change. No, it doesn't. You

449
00:33:19.799 --> 00:33:24.039
can change that instantaneously. You can
change it and we have an influence over

450
00:33:24.160 --> 00:33:29.400
even others and the way they respond
in the way where they react based on

451
00:33:29.680 --> 00:33:35.680
our beliefs. But we do get
caught up in the natural practicalities of life,

452
00:33:35.680 --> 00:33:38.720
shall we call it, rather than
just saying no, not all of

453
00:33:38.759 --> 00:33:44.200
that is going to be determined by
how strong I can believe in who I

454
00:33:44.279 --> 00:33:49.480
am, my work, my influence
over everything. You can change that position

455
00:33:50.079 --> 00:33:52.240
just like that, just that all
of a sudden you go to work and

456
00:33:52.279 --> 00:33:55.279
now, oh wait, your company
is calling saying, Ryan, we don't

457
00:33:55.279 --> 00:33:59.279
need you to do that anymore.
You've got great job, you've got great

458
00:33:59.279 --> 00:34:02.319
people that you've been that you've got
policies with. We're going to shift you

459
00:34:02.359 --> 00:34:06.720
over here that has even better policies
that you're going to get. So let's

460
00:34:06.759 --> 00:34:09.400
do that today. And you're going, how the hell did that fucking happen?

461
00:34:09.719 --> 00:34:14.360
And it's because you believed that it
was going to happen. And the

462
00:34:14.440 --> 00:34:17.280
same thing with this with Bledsoe said, so, all right, how do

463
00:34:17.320 --> 00:34:21.480
we get this monetized to the point
that this is our job, this is

464
00:34:21.480 --> 00:34:23.239
our work, this is our passion. We love it so much, we're

465
00:34:23.280 --> 00:34:29.239
reaching so many people. Is your
belief in it without even second thoughts.

466
00:34:29.760 --> 00:34:32.800
Second thoughts. I mean, did
you think, and let me ask you

467
00:34:32.840 --> 00:34:37.559
this, when you first started,
do you think it was going to pick

468
00:34:37.679 --> 00:34:40.760
up as quickly as it picked up? No. A part of me,

469
00:34:42.440 --> 00:34:45.480
and I'm being one hundred percent candid, yes, a part of me has

470
00:34:45.519 --> 00:34:50.719
always known that someday it will spread
around the world. But I'm always shocked

471
00:34:51.039 --> 00:34:55.119
when I see the signs that it's
actually happening. Yeah, totally. The

472
00:34:55.360 --> 00:35:00.679
soul inside of you was telling you
the direction you were meant to go,

473
00:35:00.719 --> 00:35:04.760
and is why I'm doing my work. I know that, But the human

474
00:35:05.360 --> 00:35:08.480
inside of it, it's still shocked, became shocked, which is why I

475
00:35:08.519 --> 00:35:13.199
will turn around. And when I
get a phone call from Soul Korea that

476
00:35:13.280 --> 00:35:15.800
I get off, I'm like,
honey, you're not going to believe this.

477
00:35:15.840 --> 00:35:19.559
I just had a fucking call from
Soul Korea. I reach Soul Korea.

478
00:35:19.639 --> 00:35:22.400
That's unbelieved. I'm like, why
why am I so surprised over that?

479
00:35:22.519 --> 00:35:28.440
Why would you be surprised if you
believed what your soul was telling you.

480
00:35:29.119 --> 00:35:32.920
Why would you be so surprised that
it did work? The surprise is

481
00:35:32.920 --> 00:35:37.159
to let you know you still have
more work to do. In your belief

482
00:35:37.159 --> 00:35:42.280
systems. See my problem, I
believe, and you can illuminate this for

483
00:35:42.440 --> 00:35:45.920
me hopefully. I mean, there's
certainly need it. But my problem is

484
00:35:46.000 --> 00:35:50.800
I have one hundred percent belief in
what we're doing in the mission, but

485
00:35:50.960 --> 00:35:55.079
the lack of belief is within myself. For me, it is always that.

486
00:35:55.840 --> 00:36:05.679
It's always that because okay, what
made successful spiritual leaders? And now

487
00:36:06.159 --> 00:36:08.199
let's go all the way back.
Let's go back two twenty three years.

488
00:36:08.239 --> 00:36:12.559
All right, there was a man
walking around and he was thirty three years

489
00:36:12.599 --> 00:36:15.559
old, and all of a sudden
he was awakened to his mission. We're

490
00:36:15.599 --> 00:36:20.880
talking about Jesus, right, Okay, he's awakened to his mission. But

491
00:36:20.920 --> 00:36:24.360
before he started his mission, he
went to wander through the desert for forty

492
00:36:24.480 --> 00:36:28.079
days and forty nights. Why the
fuck did he need to walk through the

493
00:36:28.119 --> 00:36:32.199
desert forty days and forty nights for
if he was Jesus the Christ right?

494
00:36:32.400 --> 00:36:37.880
Why? Because the moment his passion
came out and he knew his purpose,

495
00:36:37.719 --> 00:36:45.840
it scared the shit out of him. And the devil the three temptations were

496
00:36:45.920 --> 00:36:50.800
his own in a demons he had
to face, and his doubts about himself

497
00:36:50.880 --> 00:36:53.199
and the power. What you mean, I'm going to reach the world.

498
00:36:53.440 --> 00:36:58.599
Let's listen to what you just said. He was thinking, you mean my

499
00:36:58.679 --> 00:37:00.599
teachings are going to reach the world. World, And you just said that,

500
00:37:00.920 --> 00:37:04.440
you mean what I'm doing over here
is going to reach the world.

501
00:37:04.679 --> 00:37:07.960
So you had the exact same fears
that Jesus had. The difference between you

502
00:37:08.039 --> 00:37:13.079
and him is he faced his in
a short period of time because he knew

503
00:37:13.079 --> 00:37:15.239
I got to get this going,
because I also have the feeling I'm not

504
00:37:15.280 --> 00:37:19.519
going to be around here. You've
got more time than that. But you

505
00:37:19.599 --> 00:37:22.719
got to get your ship together to
and face your demons. Because why couldn't

506
00:37:22.719 --> 00:37:29.639
you be as good as the Jesus
Is, the Martin Luther King juniors,

507
00:37:29.840 --> 00:37:35.000
the Gandhi's all, the Nelson mandel
Is, the world leaders that change the

508
00:37:35.000 --> 00:37:38.599
beliefs of people. Why can't you
be two of those as the same time?

509
00:37:38.880 --> 00:37:43.719
Why do you see yourself any different? Is because we wind up looking

510
00:37:43.760 --> 00:37:46.360
at those people is up here and
us down here when you're their brothers,

511
00:37:47.039 --> 00:37:51.719
right, you're over here. They
just had more experience and knowledge than you

512
00:37:51.800 --> 00:37:53.960
do at the time. That didn't
make them better. I think the beauty

513
00:37:53.960 --> 00:38:00.320
in this message is we all can
awaken christ consciousness. Yeah, I'm the

514
00:38:00.320 --> 00:38:04.800
only one who of it. He
phased his fears because he was a normal

515
00:38:04.840 --> 00:38:07.639
man, just like you are feeling
just right now, and so it you

516
00:38:08.039 --> 00:38:14.519
and the same with me. But
we have a mission here because what inspired

517
00:38:14.559 --> 00:38:17.480
you to do this show is the
fact that you are meant to change the

518
00:38:17.519 --> 00:38:22.199
world. If you weren't, you
wouldn't even have the followers that you have

519
00:38:22.360 --> 00:38:25.239
right now. In the message wouldn't
have gone as far as zul Korea,

520
00:38:25.360 --> 00:38:30.320
Russia, the Ukraine, Australia.
It would never have gone out there.

521
00:38:30.400 --> 00:38:32.079
People would not be bothered by it. They would have turned it off a

522
00:38:32.119 --> 00:38:37.079
long time ago. But the evidence
is in it getting out there now.

523
00:38:37.119 --> 00:38:44.239
How far it gets out there and
how many people it reaches is completely based

524
00:38:44.360 --> 00:38:51.000
on you, because you're putting the
power in the reaching others, and that

525
00:38:51.039 --> 00:38:53.800
you're good enough. Nobody else,
none of your guests, not even me

526
00:38:53.880 --> 00:39:00.679
coming here, even though you know
I'm fucking good, I really da,

527
00:39:00.719 --> 00:39:04.880
even though I'm fucking good, like
that was supreme comf that, like,

528
00:39:04.960 --> 00:39:07.159
well, I have to I'm the
only one who saying that about me.

529
00:39:07.199 --> 00:39:08.480
I don't get that. At home, we say that about you too.

530
00:39:09.119 --> 00:39:13.800
Good. Jenna is fucking good.
I'm saying it right here, right,

531
00:39:14.159 --> 00:39:17.079
go to bed with you, guys. But hey, just my wife.

532
00:39:17.320 --> 00:39:20.960
That happens, and you know,
after being with her, do you know

533
00:39:21.039 --> 00:39:30.039
that tomorrow's our forty fifth anniversee fifth
anniversary? Today we're recording congradually, really

534
00:39:30.119 --> 00:39:34.719
really and manly in love too.
Wait, my parents just had their forty

535
00:39:34.719 --> 00:39:38.440
fifth anniversary. I think we get
married and eighty three. I old,

536
00:39:38.480 --> 00:39:40.400
my gosh, I woul Jeff,
Look, I just wished them a happy

537
00:39:40.400 --> 00:39:44.320
anniversary, and I was I'm wondering
what it would see the forty four to

538
00:39:44.480 --> 00:39:46.039
forty five. But you're right,
I think it forty five. Yeah,

539
00:39:45.840 --> 00:39:52.000
ye, a lot in common,
No, to be to be serious and

540
00:39:52.079 --> 00:39:55.360
to and to to go back to
move to sacredness here. Um, the

541
00:39:55.480 --> 00:40:01.440
idea is that we are not seeing
ourselves as glorified as these beings. How

542
00:40:01.440 --> 00:40:07.239
do you ever get to prove that
you're divine and god like if we can't

543
00:40:07.280 --> 00:40:10.599
start tapping into that and understanding we
are. Because the problem is not that

544
00:40:10.639 --> 00:40:14.440
we believe that, the problem is
that we don't believe that. Right.

545
00:40:14.639 --> 00:40:19.280
That's a fantastic point. A person
who acts like God is not believing that

546
00:40:19.320 --> 00:40:22.760
he is like God, because if
he was, they would be bringing us

547
00:40:22.840 --> 00:40:24.840
together, they would be loving,
they would be caring, they would be

548
00:40:24.880 --> 00:40:29.960
sharing, they would be or have
all the compassion in the world. That's

549
00:40:30.000 --> 00:40:34.920
exactly what the spiritual leaders try to
teach us and to remind us that we

550
00:40:35.000 --> 00:40:38.400
are like that because we were created
in its image. Right, what does

551
00:40:38.400 --> 00:40:43.280
that mean? As we have the
same capacity, and it's the lack of

552
00:40:44.199 --> 00:40:47.519
realizing that. It's the separation from
that that makes us act the way we

553
00:40:47.559 --> 00:40:52.800
are acting today. Yeah, I
think I think it's so easy sometimes to

554
00:40:52.000 --> 00:40:58.760
like slip into the doubt, right, Like you hear it everywhere, especially

555
00:40:58.920 --> 00:41:01.440
us doing the show. We have
you know, guests like the the fucking

556
00:41:01.480 --> 00:41:07.119
amazing Vincent Jenna here and Articulate and
and some others that say, believe,

557
00:41:07.280 --> 00:41:10.119
believe, believe, believe, belief, belief, Belief is the key.

558
00:41:10.320 --> 00:41:14.599
Belief is how you manifest. Belief
is how you get what you want.

559
00:41:15.280 --> 00:41:17.400
And it's like when I hear it, when I talk about it, it

560
00:41:17.440 --> 00:41:22.960
resonates, I feel it is so
true, and then it's like in practice

561
00:41:22.360 --> 00:41:28.400
in the day to day, it's
so easy to forget. It's just so

562
00:41:28.440 --> 00:41:34.519
easy to slip a constant battle to
say, I'm realizing more than ever that

563
00:41:34.679 --> 00:41:37.239
it's not even so like once you
get past the level of understanding belief,

564
00:41:37.760 --> 00:41:44.639
it boils down to baith. You
know. Faith is belief, right right,

565
00:41:44.719 --> 00:41:47.079
It's belief is what it is.
Belief is. I can't articulate it,

566
00:41:47.119 --> 00:41:51.239
but I feel like faith is just
a minor step further where it's like,

567
00:41:51.679 --> 00:41:55.880
Okay, I'm giving up and I
have the trust in this belief that

568
00:41:55.960 --> 00:42:00.199
even though right now I feel very
upset and very scared and rest everything around

569
00:42:00.199 --> 00:42:05.400
me is on fire exactly, I
have to trust that it is going to

570
00:42:05.440 --> 00:42:07.639
be okay, you know, absolutely
faith. Yeah, and I think that

571
00:42:07.920 --> 00:42:13.440
I think I'm just kind of realizing
through this conversation that I think maybe,

572
00:42:13.480 --> 00:42:17.280
at least just for me, part
of that key to to not slipping into

573
00:42:17.320 --> 00:42:22.719
those doubtful thoughts and stuff is to
be more active about it, be more

574
00:42:22.880 --> 00:42:32.440
proactive and like actively believe vigilant.
Yeah. So actively believing is another term

575
00:42:32.480 --> 00:42:37.199
for walking you talk, uh huh. Yeah, you have to walk your

576
00:42:37.239 --> 00:42:39.519
talk, and you've got to do
it every day, and you've got to

577
00:42:39.519 --> 00:42:43.519
do it consistently, and you've got
to commit to yourself to be able to

578
00:42:43.559 --> 00:42:47.559
do it. And when you go
into work and you see that negative person

579
00:42:47.679 --> 00:42:52.800
there, or you see a situation
that it appears that it's not working out,

580
00:42:53.159 --> 00:42:59.000
that's all an illusion that's to fake
and make you go along with it.

581
00:42:59.199 --> 00:43:04.280
But it doesn't have any power over
you until you buy it, until

582
00:43:04.320 --> 00:43:07.000
you buy into it, until you
play the game. That play the game

583
00:43:07.840 --> 00:43:13.400
exactly. If you go along with
that, then you I've just made that

584
00:43:13.519 --> 00:43:16.760
true. But if you look at
it and going they want to believe that

585
00:43:16.760 --> 00:43:20.039
this is a problem, go ahead, believe that this is a problem.

586
00:43:20.079 --> 00:43:22.079
It's not a problem for me.
I know I'm going to do fine.

587
00:43:22.559 --> 00:43:28.880
Totally. We've got evidence of that
every single day. The people who did

588
00:43:29.000 --> 00:43:32.880
not buy into all that negative stuff
are the ones who are successful. I

589
00:43:32.920 --> 00:43:37.800
mean, why, why would any
of the spiritual leaders speak anybody, anybody,

590
00:43:37.880 --> 00:43:43.199
not just a spiritual leader, anybody
who made any major changes. If

591
00:43:43.239 --> 00:43:46.760
they listen to the doubters, I
mean, if they followed that, then

592
00:43:46.800 --> 00:43:50.800
we wouldn't have it. They were
the ones that said, no, fuck

593
00:43:50.880 --> 00:43:52.119
you, I don't believe in that
at all. I'm going I believe in

594
00:43:52.159 --> 00:43:55.280
what I believe, what I'm seeing
in my head when I'm feeling in my

595
00:43:55.360 --> 00:43:59.519
heart that's what I believe. And
by the way, I want to I

596
00:43:59.559 --> 00:44:05.400
want to share this. Um,
I use profanity purposely. We love it

597
00:44:05.599 --> 00:44:12.119
right right right, because what spirituality
isn't about the special words that are said.

598
00:44:12.480 --> 00:44:15.920
It's about what how things are said. Okay, how things are said,

599
00:44:15.960 --> 00:44:20.840
the context in it. And if
I say this is fucking great,

600
00:44:21.400 --> 00:44:24.679
you know that that has I'm putting
a punch too. You're putting energy in

601
00:44:24.960 --> 00:44:29.000
putting not about being. That's exactly
why I do it as well. It

602
00:44:29.119 --> 00:44:31.519
or not not about the world.
It's not about being holy. No,

603
00:44:31.599 --> 00:44:37.800
it's not about Yeah, I'm intending
to be curse. I didn't see that

604
00:44:37.880 --> 00:44:42.679
in one of the commands at all. It's like, fuck no. The

605
00:44:42.719 --> 00:44:49.039
fact I believe they said the fucking
ten commandments, okay, ten command the

606
00:44:49.159 --> 00:44:52.679
ten motherfucking commandments, right, this
is like, so fuck your neighbor.

607
00:44:54.119 --> 00:45:00.480
People would have fucking steal ye to
take it a little more seriously, yeah,

608
00:45:00.480 --> 00:45:06.760
And and and don't fucking kill mean, don't fucking kill Okay, nothing,

609
00:45:06.960 --> 00:45:09.679
nobody, don't fucking kill. I
think there would have been more people

610
00:45:09.800 --> 00:45:14.760
charging it with that energy, definitely, But no, thou shalt not take

611
00:45:14.800 --> 00:45:20.039
a piss on statues. It's like, thou shalt not with adult three,

612
00:45:20.079 --> 00:45:23.440
thou shalt. Yeah, so you
use the Lord's name in vain? I

613
00:45:23.599 --> 00:45:27.599
you know I had. I was
thirty years old before I figured that fuck

614
00:45:27.639 --> 00:45:30.199
are out. It's like, what
does that mean? Don't use it a

615
00:45:30.280 --> 00:45:32.199
name like I can't say goddamn right. It's it's like, no, I

616
00:45:32.280 --> 00:45:39.960
thought using it in vain meant using
God's name to condemn somebody. That's using

617
00:45:40.000 --> 00:45:45.599
it in vain, right, that's
using that's taking God as a power and

618
00:45:45.880 --> 00:45:51.559
using that to condone your negativeness.
Yeah, that's using it in vain.

619
00:45:51.599 --> 00:45:53.880
It'd be like if you said to
someone else you said, like God,

620
00:45:53.960 --> 00:45:58.119
damn you. You know, then
you're you're, oh, yeah, damning

621
00:45:58.159 --> 00:46:00.719
you right ahead, and damn you. That's using it in vain. But

622
00:46:00.880 --> 00:46:05.880
go oh god, damn it.
It's like shit, that just means you're

623
00:46:05.880 --> 00:46:10.400
from New York and probably too.
It's an expression. It has nothing.

624
00:46:10.400 --> 00:46:14.239
Oh my god, he would give
too much power. We get, yes,

625
00:46:14.280 --> 00:46:16.239
we get too much. But we
were talking about manifesting. So I

626
00:46:16.239 --> 00:46:20.559
have to tell you this group.
I was just put it on Facebook and

627
00:46:20.679 --> 00:46:23.639
you might have some some some of
the views or listeners may have have seen

628
00:46:23.719 --> 00:46:28.599
this before. But um, so
you know, I was a professional actor

629
00:46:28.599 --> 00:46:31.199
and when I moved here, I
was still acting at a regional theater in

630
00:46:31.360 --> 00:46:36.159
Raleigh, North Carolina. Theater is
one of the professional theaters there, and

631
00:46:36.400 --> 00:46:40.000
they would bring in you know,
Broadway people and local people to do shows.

632
00:46:40.000 --> 00:46:43.840
So I did a lot of these
shows when I first moved here.

633
00:46:43.960 --> 00:46:46.599
That's awesome. But then I stopped. Okay, Then then I got so

634
00:46:46.639 --> 00:46:52.280
involved in my work now as a
psychic therapist and spiritual teacher and a medium

635
00:46:52.320 --> 00:46:55.440
and an author. Now, right
of the secret that's holding you back?

636
00:46:55.639 --> 00:47:00.960
Yeah? Amazon, right, exactly. Yes, it comes in audio,

637
00:47:00.239 --> 00:47:05.320
eat book and paperback. Yeah.
Did you do the audio book? Yes,

638
00:47:05.360 --> 00:47:08.639
of course you did audio book.
I got people listening to it going,

639
00:47:08.800 --> 00:47:12.000
oh my god, I love your
voices, and I'm like, oh

640
00:47:12.039 --> 00:47:15.039
my god. I hated doing it. I had fun. It was okay,

641
00:47:15.400 --> 00:47:16.480
okay doing it, but yeah,
now you get to listen to my

642
00:47:16.559 --> 00:47:22.440
voice even more. Um and so
um, I stopped acting and I got

643
00:47:22.480 --> 00:47:25.679
into this full time, which I
absolutely love. And I kind of feel

644
00:47:25.719 --> 00:47:29.800
like I do one man shows when
I do live events because I'll sing it

645
00:47:29.880 --> 00:47:31.800
them. Also, I have seen
him live. Oh yeah, yeah,

646
00:47:31.880 --> 00:47:36.760
George right, yeah, yes,
where we met it was like that's right,

647
00:47:36.800 --> 00:47:40.039
it was. It was nothing short
of like spiritual stand up. That

648
00:47:40.320 --> 00:47:44.760
was hilarious. Spiritual stand up,
right, That's what I love that.

649
00:47:45.199 --> 00:47:47.840
It's really like spiritual stand up right
exactly. So I do that. But

650
00:47:49.000 --> 00:47:53.000
then I'm just recently I missed actually
doing a musical because that's what I used

651
00:47:53.000 --> 00:47:55.519
to do as musicals. So this
is what I did. And this was

652
00:47:55.639 --> 00:48:01.480
back in um the end of March, the end of March. I turned

653
00:48:01.519 --> 00:48:05.199
around and I go, Universe,
this is what I mean about controlling the

654
00:48:05.280 --> 00:48:08.360
universe and this law of attraction.
Yeah, you know, and the God

655
00:48:08.400 --> 00:48:12.599
force that's part of it. Now, okay, listen the universe and God.

656
00:48:13.280 --> 00:48:16.119
I'm in the mood to do a
musical. Bring one along that I

657
00:48:16.159 --> 00:48:21.400
can do. Okay. Come the
first week of April, which is my

658
00:48:21.519 --> 00:48:28.320
birthday week. Okay. I receive
an newsletter from one of the other local

659
00:48:28.440 --> 00:48:32.559
professional theaters that they're doing this season
is Jersey Boys is the first showing that

660
00:48:32.599 --> 00:48:37.000
they're doing for the season. Now, the reason why I love Jersey Boys

661
00:48:37.079 --> 00:48:39.280
is I actually was supposed to do
it on Broadway and one of the parts

662
00:48:39.679 --> 00:48:45.440
in it is a mafia boss.
Oh man, okay, And I was

663
00:48:45.519 --> 00:48:52.000
being held to do a replacement him
on Broadway for a year. Eventually I

664
00:48:52.119 --> 00:48:55.559
was brought back in and for the
director to see me, and the director

665
00:48:55.599 --> 00:48:59.960
didn't like me, and he didn't
think I was subtle enough. He thought

666
00:49:00.000 --> 00:49:02.559
I was too Italian. He has
no taste, all right. So no,

667
00:49:02.719 --> 00:49:06.480
that was a disappointment. But now
all of a sudden, this theater

668
00:49:06.559 --> 00:49:08.840
is doing Jersey Boys, so I'm
like, this would be really cool.

669
00:49:09.000 --> 00:49:13.000
My daughter even called me up and
your dad, you're not going to believe

670
00:49:13.000 --> 00:49:15.679
this. The theater is doing Jersey
Boys. You gotta go in audition for

671
00:49:15.719 --> 00:49:17.679
it. I'm like, no,
I can't. I'm doing all of this

672
00:49:17.719 --> 00:49:22.840
stuff. And oh, there's no
guaranteeing if I audition it is don't hire

673
00:49:22.920 --> 00:49:27.119
me exactly. The negative thought came
in right away. If they don't hire

674
00:49:27.119 --> 00:49:29.639
me, forget it, then I
really feel bad, you know, not

675
00:49:29.719 --> 00:49:30.840
doing it at all. And she
said, no, you should really try

676
00:49:30.840 --> 00:49:32.840
it. I'm like, oh,
damn, I don't know. I don't

677
00:49:32.840 --> 00:49:37.719
know. I don't know. Okay. So a couple of weeks go by

678
00:49:37.800 --> 00:49:42.599
and then all of a sudden,
I get the newsletter that they're having open

679
00:49:42.679 --> 00:49:45.400
calls, and I'm like, I
do not want to I'm sixty eight years

680
00:49:45.440 --> 00:49:49.119
old. I do not want to
go on an open call with all these

681
00:49:49.159 --> 00:49:52.239
young people to have to audition a
to pain in the end. So I

682
00:49:52.280 --> 00:49:57.719
go back to the universe again and
I say, Universe, God, do

683
00:49:57.840 --> 00:50:00.719
me a favor. If I'm supposed
to do this show, let them send

684
00:50:00.719 --> 00:50:05.960
me an invitation to do it.
The producer knows me. I happen to

685
00:50:05.960 --> 00:50:07.840
know the director. I did a
show with him. He's actually the director

686
00:50:07.880 --> 00:50:12.880
who was one of the four seasons
in the Broadway show. So now he's

687
00:50:12.960 --> 00:50:15.880
doing the directing of this show,
all right, And so I said,

688
00:50:15.960 --> 00:50:20.480
let me get an invitation. I
get an invitation, then that means I'm

689
00:50:20.519 --> 00:50:22.760
meant to do the show, and
that you telling me to do it.

690
00:50:22.320 --> 00:50:27.599
Okay. So I have my phone
in my hand. You know, I

691
00:50:27.639 --> 00:50:30.599
was sitting in the living room.
I was kind of watching TV, and

692
00:50:30.639 --> 00:50:35.280
I had this conversation with the Universe
and God, and I needed to check

693
00:50:35.320 --> 00:50:38.119
my email until I go and I
look at my email and new emails just

694
00:50:38.239 --> 00:50:44.119
came in, and this top one
is from this casting agency out of New

695
00:50:44.199 --> 00:50:49.199
York to Vince and Jenna. I'm
like, um, what the fuck is

696
00:50:49.239 --> 00:50:54.400
that? It's like? But they
went through this website called Actors Access,

697
00:50:54.440 --> 00:50:59.679
which I used to be a member
of. It's the way actors get contacted

698
00:50:59.760 --> 00:51:05.079
by my different casting agencies and producers
and all other agents to come and do

699
00:51:05.199 --> 00:51:08.400
something right. So, but I
hadn't been on that for like fourteen years.

700
00:51:08.679 --> 00:51:12.800
I didn't even know what my fucking
password was, right, So but

701
00:51:12.920 --> 00:51:15.400
meanwhile I have to go to it
in order to get the message from this

702
00:51:15.440 --> 00:51:20.519
castle. So I'm going, all
right, So I'm going on Actors Access.

703
00:51:20.559 --> 00:51:22.519
I'm punching in all of these passwords. Of course they're not working.

704
00:51:24.119 --> 00:51:28.440
No, but it wouldn't even work
resetting it. I couldn't reset it.

705
00:51:28.960 --> 00:51:31.920
It just happened to be somebody a
live chat. So I chatted with the

706
00:51:31.960 --> 00:51:35.639
guy. I said, you got
to get me into this sight because I

707
00:51:35.679 --> 00:51:38.960
got a message from a casting agent. So he resets my password. I

708
00:51:39.159 --> 00:51:45.079
get in. I opened the damn
thing and it says, the production team

709
00:51:45.440 --> 00:51:51.519
of Jersey Boys would like to invite
you to come do the part of Jip

710
00:51:51.559 --> 00:51:57.320
de Carlo in the production if you
are interested. Damn How funny is that

711
00:51:57.320 --> 00:52:02.000
that literally the obstacle was placed in
your path to It's like being funny at

712
00:52:02.079 --> 00:52:05.320
you. You said, let them
send me and invite. You had to

713
00:52:05.320 --> 00:52:09.280
work to open it, Yes,
work to open it. So it was

714
00:52:09.360 --> 00:52:14.480
so easy that if you pay attention, you know, but it's like,

715
00:52:14.760 --> 00:52:16.760
do you really mean it? You
really want this? Because if you really

716
00:52:16.800 --> 00:52:20.800
want it, now you've got to
here's I'm hanging it for you. But

717
00:52:20.880 --> 00:52:23.920
you still have to You got to
work a little bit more for it if

718
00:52:23.920 --> 00:52:29.079
you really want it. And it's
always a tease that way, but there

719
00:52:29.119 --> 00:52:34.679
it was. It's an invitation right
after I said, send me an invitation,

720
00:52:34.719 --> 00:52:36.880
and it was a top one.
It's not like I had to go

721
00:52:36.960 --> 00:52:39.559
through a whole bunch. It was
the top one. And I was like,

722
00:52:39.599 --> 00:52:44.159
that is unbelievable. So of course
I went down. Now not only

723
00:52:44.199 --> 00:52:49.199
did I get the part three week
production they only normally do two weeks,

724
00:52:49.400 --> 00:52:52.400
but Jersey Boys, they knew that
it was going to be really populous,

725
00:52:52.400 --> 00:52:57.480
so they added an extra week of
shows. Not only was it so much

726
00:52:57.480 --> 00:53:01.159
fun to do, but it turned
out that the asked and the show was

727
00:53:01.480 --> 00:53:06.400
top notch. A people was saying
it was even better than the Broadway show.

728
00:53:07.199 --> 00:53:10.440
And so it was like I did
a Broadway show and people were coming

729
00:53:10.440 --> 00:53:15.079
two and three times, were sold
out all the time. The reviews went

730
00:53:15.119 --> 00:53:20.480
incredible. The director gave me five
parts to do, not just the main

731
00:53:20.639 --> 00:53:23.639
part of Jip to Carlo, but
four other parts because he figured I could

732
00:53:23.639 --> 00:53:29.280
do it. It was even mentioned
in the review how I did these five

733
00:53:29.400 --> 00:53:32.639
parts and each one incredibly different and
on top. And that's what people So

734
00:53:32.760 --> 00:53:39.000
I became popular because I did so
many parts and did each one so good.

735
00:53:39.039 --> 00:53:44.079
I was even surprised over that.
But it was get out of my

736
00:53:44.119 --> 00:53:47.239
way. See, I said,
I don't care whether I do this or

737
00:53:47.280 --> 00:53:52.719
not. It would be nice.
So it wasn't a great high bar,

738
00:53:52.440 --> 00:53:57.280
right and it was very easy for
me. How arrogant is it to turn

739
00:53:57.360 --> 00:54:00.280
around and say, let them send
me an invitation. But that show to

740
00:54:00.320 --> 00:54:02.679
belief that I had it did right, Yeah, a certain belief that I

741
00:54:02.679 --> 00:54:07.920
went, oh, no, they
know me. But here's the the caveat

742
00:54:07.960 --> 00:54:10.760
to that too, is really interesting. The producer knew I wasn't acting anymore,

743
00:54:12.360 --> 00:54:16.079
you know the dark, and I
thrown I'd stopped it. She knew

744
00:54:16.119 --> 00:54:20.960
that, but out of the clear
blue both her and the director turned around

745
00:54:21.000 --> 00:54:23.920
and said, let's ask Vinny to
do this part and I get the part.

746
00:54:24.840 --> 00:54:30.360
Congratulations, thank you. I had
such a blast on that it actually

747
00:54:30.440 --> 00:54:32.840
made me miss Broadway, real Broadway. And I'm like, okay, all

748
00:54:32.920 --> 00:54:37.719
right, universe, let's let's as
long as you did. But what did

749
00:54:37.760 --> 00:54:40.000
I say? Now the bar is
a little bit higher because I'm thinking Broadway?

750
00:54:40.239 --> 00:54:43.480
Oh, are they going to think
I'm good enough for Broadway? And

751
00:54:43.519 --> 00:54:49.320
there's where you get stuck with that
good enough feeling? And yes, relic

752
00:54:50.480 --> 00:54:55.360
replicate that you exactly. You had
that that complete total confidence and belief that

753
00:54:55.440 --> 00:54:59.880
you would get that part. You
got it exactly in the way that you

754
00:55:00.079 --> 00:55:02.000
asked for it. So we're just
moving to the next step. Dan,

755
00:55:02.119 --> 00:55:06.800
I'm gonna throw that right at the
both of you. The three Yeah,

756
00:55:06.880 --> 00:55:12.000
yeah, okay. In how many
weeks did it take before you got up

757
00:55:12.000 --> 00:55:15.760
to two hundred thousand followers? It
in a short period of time, two

758
00:55:15.840 --> 00:55:23.320
hundred thousand you got those views?
Views you Yes, you got those views.

759
00:55:23.639 --> 00:55:29.320
Yea real quick, pretty super I
think within the first year. Who

760
00:55:29.639 --> 00:55:35.599
was before the first year, probably, Yeah, it was very total views.

761
00:55:35.679 --> 00:55:39.079
So okay, so there was evidence
there for you to understand that all

762
00:55:39.159 --> 00:55:45.400
these people were watching you. Why
then would it be so difficult for you

763
00:55:45.440 --> 00:55:49.800
to think that there would be more? Why because you're going back to those

764
00:55:49.880 --> 00:55:52.679
numbers. Now, how many people
are signing up, how many people are

765
00:55:52.719 --> 00:55:57.280
subscribing? Okay, well that number
may not be moving as fast, but

766
00:55:57.320 --> 00:55:59.920
it was really Oh this is really
cool. Look at this. All these

767
00:56:00.000 --> 00:56:01.960
refused, Wow, this is great. On I'm so excited about that.

768
00:56:02.400 --> 00:56:06.239
But all you have to do is
carry that over. Oh, if we

769
00:56:06.280 --> 00:56:08.320
can get that many in the US, we can absolutely get that many signing

770
00:56:08.400 --> 00:56:13.400
up. You have to have that
kind of faith. Oh yeah, the

771
00:56:13.440 --> 00:56:17.400
proof. The proof comes after the
belief and the faith, not before.

772
00:56:19.119 --> 00:56:22.000
I just kind of had a realization. They always say with manifestation, you're

773
00:56:22.039 --> 00:56:30.320
supposed to envision the feeling very vividly, how how you should feel when you

774
00:56:30.400 --> 00:56:34.400
achieve what it is that you need. You know what I mean. That's

775
00:56:34.480 --> 00:56:37.400
that's a way that you're supposed to
manifest is like, Okay, let's say

776
00:56:37.440 --> 00:56:39.119
someone's trying to manifest a lot of
money, and it would be something to

777
00:56:39.159 --> 00:56:44.920
the effect of like vividly trying to
imagine what it would feel like to hold

778
00:56:44.960 --> 00:56:46.800
the check in your hand, you
know, and like, oh man,

779
00:56:46.840 --> 00:56:51.519
I'm so happy absolutely to feel it. I just kind of realized that my

780
00:56:51.599 --> 00:56:58.079
problem is is I've I've never in
my life really felt that positive feeling about

781
00:56:58.119 --> 00:57:02.480
what I'm trying to achieve, because
it's not every it's not every lifetime that

782
00:57:02.639 --> 00:57:06.760
you know when you're not to boohoo, But when you're a you're full of

783
00:57:06.800 --> 00:57:08.400
shit. Your dad goes, let
me tell you why you're full of shit?

784
00:57:09.440 --> 00:57:14.559
Okay, tell me you think you're
the dumbest around. You think you're

785
00:57:14.559 --> 00:57:16.159
the dumbest around, or do you
think you're pretty smart? I don't think

786
00:57:16.199 --> 00:57:19.800
I'm the dumbest around. Would you
think you're pretty smart? You got a

787
00:57:19.800 --> 00:57:22.920
lot of knowledge inside of you,
don't you? Yes, you know?

788
00:57:22.519 --> 00:57:28.159
I mean, I'm just agreeing with
you these like agree you can say you're

789
00:57:29.719 --> 00:57:34.559
absolutely you've got all of this wisdom
you've got and more than most your rage.

790
00:57:35.119 --> 00:57:37.480
Would you agree to that? I
would agree to that? Okay,

791
00:57:37.519 --> 00:57:44.199
So why is it so difficult to
believe that you're that special to be able

792
00:57:44.199 --> 00:57:47.480
to make more happen in your life
for you? If you if you already

793
00:57:47.519 --> 00:57:53.559
have evidence, Okay, you're not
a dumbass. You cared enough to gain

794
00:57:53.719 --> 00:57:59.800
all of this wisdom and knowledge,
So why can't you go further with that?

795
00:58:00.119 --> 00:58:04.079
Understand that was for a reason.
That must mean something about me.

796
00:58:04.559 --> 00:58:07.800
I do believe that logically, but
I think there's like an energetic blockage there,

797
00:58:07.960 --> 00:58:12.400
you know, like being fifteen years
old, the Discovery Channel came out

798
00:58:12.480 --> 00:58:16.880
and we were laughed and mocked and
absolutely crazy by everybody. Literally so many

799
00:58:17.000 --> 00:58:21.360
external voices saying you're crazy, You're
dealing with the devil. We got that,

800
00:58:22.159 --> 00:58:24.119
and now you know, the History
Channel episode with us is about to

801
00:58:24.119 --> 00:58:27.639
come out in a few weeks,
and I'm just like, oh my god,

802
00:58:27.679 --> 00:58:30.119
I feel like I'm fifteen again.
What if it happens again? You

803
00:58:30.199 --> 00:58:37.480
know, coming back to happen.
Okay, first of all, all of

804
00:58:37.519 --> 00:58:40.079
the people, I don't have that
model. I don't have that positive model.

805
00:58:40.400 --> 00:58:45.239
But you also don't have the negative
model. You have the negative model

806
00:58:45.400 --> 00:58:51.519
from negative people. Okay, negative
and negative becomes positive. What happens?

807
00:58:51.559 --> 00:58:54.400
Did you remember your math? Negative
times negative, it's positive, it's positive.

808
00:58:54.800 --> 00:59:00.760
So you have negative voices, negative
treatment from negative people, which completely

809
00:59:00.880 --> 00:59:07.000
negate means all of that. It
means absolutely nothing. But you're you're wanting

810
00:59:07.000 --> 00:59:08.760
to buy into those negative people,
just like I wanted to buy into my

811
00:59:08.800 --> 00:59:15.719
negative mother. My mother had absolutely
no esteem whatsoever about herself, And anytime

812
00:59:15.840 --> 00:59:20.480
I said I wanted to be an
actors, it's like nothing comes from the

813
00:59:20.559 --> 00:59:23.599
jen as anyway. Why do you
think you're so special? And so that's

814
00:59:23.639 --> 00:59:29.679
the voice I hear when I'm doing
my work and I want to go high

815
00:59:29.760 --> 00:59:32.039
with it. Now, I've been
able to get pretty far so far,

816
00:59:32.360 --> 00:59:36.320
but I'm still not at the level
that I want to be at and being

817
00:59:36.320 --> 00:59:39.559
out there, but that extra level, those extra numbers that you want,

818
00:59:39.920 --> 00:59:45.199
require such a dip deep belief in
how good we are to get that.

819
00:59:45.599 --> 00:59:51.079
Why not you? Why not the
both of you? Why do you think

820
00:59:51.239 --> 00:59:54.159
somebody else? Why do you think
Logan Paul is that this was at class

821
00:59:54.239 --> 01:00:00.920
one. He's a great guy,
but he acts like an idiot. Okay,

822
01:00:00.280 --> 01:00:05.159
but he took the risk to believe
the reason why he is so successful

823
01:00:05.519 --> 01:00:07.360
is because he was too stupid to
think he was stupid. And then it

824
01:00:07.559 --> 01:00:10.840
was like he was just gonna believe
whatever he did that everybody was gonna love

825
01:00:10.880 --> 01:00:15.599
it, and he was absolutely right. Yeah, And if you think about

826
01:00:15.639 --> 01:00:20.280
it, it's like, what's the
worst thing that can come from you believing

827
01:00:20.280 --> 01:00:23.360
in yourself like that, and I'm
talking, I could tell you the worst

828
01:00:23.400 --> 01:00:28.599
thing, what is it? The
worst thing is your belief in the fear

829
01:00:28.760 --> 01:00:32.679
that it doesn't come. Now you
realize you were wrong about yourself. And

830
01:00:32.719 --> 01:00:37.079
if you realize you're wrong about yourself, then the only conclusion you come to

831
01:00:37.280 --> 01:00:39.119
is well, I'm not so special, I'm not so smart, I'm not

832
01:00:39.159 --> 01:00:45.039
so good. So then what is
it about finding the right balance of believing

833
01:00:45.039 --> 01:00:49.360
in yourself? Then? Because no
balance, it's it's either are yeah,

834
01:00:49.360 --> 01:00:52.880
there is no there's no gray shade
you either believing in yourself. That's that's

835
01:00:52.920 --> 01:00:57.159
what I mean, Like what what
could what bad could come from you?

836
01:00:57.199 --> 01:01:00.880
And just believing in yourself to the
fullest, that's what That's what I'm yeah

837
01:01:00.960 --> 01:01:05.000
exactly. Only good can come from
it. But again, like I said,

838
01:01:05.519 --> 01:01:13.360
is people fear. Most people feel
their specialness as souls. They really

839
01:01:13.400 --> 01:01:15.519
do. Even the people with no
talent, no skills, no way,

840
01:01:15.519 --> 01:01:21.000
you ask anybody. And this is
what scares everybody else because you look at

841
01:01:21.039 --> 01:01:25.119
somebody who's not producing anything major,
not not a star. You look at

842
01:01:25.119 --> 01:01:30.039
the guys and the girls who are
auditioning for American idol and think that the

843
01:01:30.079 --> 01:01:32.280
greatest thing is around, right,
and they think they're special, but they're

844
01:01:32.280 --> 01:01:36.360
really not. And now you're looking
at them and you're going, wait a

845
01:01:36.360 --> 01:01:40.119
minute, I think I'm special,
right right? I think I'm really talented.

846
01:01:42.280 --> 01:01:47.079
What makes me more talented than them? He is the different sustenance sustenance.

847
01:01:49.199 --> 01:01:53.840
Your belief is true if you have
sustenance to prove it behind it.

848
01:01:54.360 --> 01:02:00.239
Those people who believe that they're great
singers never had the sustenance of being a

849
01:02:00.280 --> 01:02:04.800
great singer. They never had it. They're actually latching onto that belief to

850
01:02:05.079 --> 01:02:10.920
counter how bad they feel about themselves. So it's that narcissism idea. Narcissists

851
01:02:10.960 --> 01:02:15.360
truly do not believe they're great.
They absolutely believe they're the biggest shits on

852
01:02:15.400 --> 01:02:22.079
the planet, but their defense mechanisms
counter that, and their brain purposely creates

853
01:02:22.440 --> 01:02:28.880
grandiose ideas about themselves to counter that
low self esteem that they have. Otherwise

854
01:02:28.920 --> 01:02:34.440
they would never survive. So the
difference is sustenance. You have sustenance,

855
01:02:34.480 --> 01:02:38.840
You've got content, You've got proof
already that what you have to say and

856
01:02:38.920 --> 01:02:46.440
do is real, is real.
So therefore your feelings about yourselves and your

857
01:02:46.480 --> 01:02:51.559
feelings about this show have to be
real. And here's the other part that's

858
01:02:51.639 --> 01:02:55.159
deep, that's so deep, the
way that you just related it to like

859
01:02:55.599 --> 01:03:00.800
narcissism and that personality disorder and like
that that was like a map for me.

860
01:03:00.920 --> 01:03:05.599
I almost like I understand that fully. Now you've got it. You've

861
01:03:05.639 --> 01:03:07.159
got it. You've got to believe
it. And and and here's the other

862
01:03:07.199 --> 01:03:12.559
part that you need to believe along
with it. You wouldn't have this feeling

863
01:03:13.000 --> 01:03:16.960
and as sustenance if it didn't happen
already. So you're thinking, I have

864
01:03:17.039 --> 01:03:22.920
to explain that. Yeah, you're
thinking you're creating something new. You're not.

865
01:03:22.760 --> 01:03:29.840
You're tapping into what you already created. When before were you, before

866
01:03:30.000 --> 01:03:36.039
you came down and incarnated in this
world you put out into the universe into

867
01:03:36.079 --> 01:03:42.960
a dimension your plan. Right.
See, if we're if we're needing to

868
01:03:43.000 --> 01:03:51.039
experience who we are, then it
isn't about anything we create that needs to

869
01:03:51.119 --> 01:03:57.880
prove that. What proves who we
are is the ability to create, not

870
01:03:57.920 --> 01:04:03.880
what we've created. Okay, nothing
like sending a rocket to the moon wasn't

871
01:04:03.880 --> 01:04:11.159
the important part, but the belief
that we could, Oh my god,

872
01:04:11.199 --> 01:04:14.280
look at how far we were able
to go, Yeah, so who gives

873
01:04:14.280 --> 01:04:15.800
a ship now that it landed on
the moon, we hear that, so

874
01:04:15.960 --> 01:04:18.880
it's now now that nothing. Now
we want to go to Mars. Right,

875
01:04:19.400 --> 01:04:26.199
so the idea is then and and
all of your luminaries knew this all

876
01:04:26.280 --> 01:04:30.159
right, and they expressed it to
each other when Wilbur Wright woke up and

877
01:04:30.280 --> 01:04:33.599
said to his brother one day,
you're not going to believe this. We

878
01:04:33.679 --> 01:04:39.679
need to make a vehicle because I
just saw a picture in my head of

879
01:04:39.679 --> 01:04:44.400
a vehicle going through the air carrying
people in it. And Orville said,

880
01:04:44.519 --> 01:04:47.079
oh my god, you're nuts.
But what did you take last night?

881
01:04:47.199 --> 01:04:58.199
And this was before gummies day dream
about the plane, wanting to talk him

882
01:04:58.199 --> 01:05:00.719
out of it, and he said, no, you don't understand. If

883
01:05:00.760 --> 01:05:05.840
I dreamt it, that means it's
real. Yeah, Plato, I said

884
01:05:05.840 --> 01:05:11.719
this. I said this before is
Plato came out with the concept of forms,

885
01:05:12.320 --> 01:05:15.679
and his theory was, if you
can make this couch, it's because

886
01:05:15.719 --> 01:05:20.599
the form of it exists in a
dimension somewhere and you're just tapping into it.

887
01:05:20.800 --> 01:05:26.880
So you guys making Bledsoe said,
so into this famous you know,

888
01:05:27.079 --> 01:05:30.199
monetize and you're going to live off
of this. That's nothing. That's not

889
01:05:30.320 --> 01:05:35.800
your job, right, Your job
is believing you can and that it already

890
01:05:35.840 --> 01:05:40.880
exists. So by your believing in
it, you'll manifest it right into existence.

891
01:05:41.679 --> 01:05:46.199
But it's the belief that makes you
go, oh, now I know

892
01:05:46.280 --> 01:05:48.960
who I am and who we are. Look at where we were able to

893
01:05:49.000 --> 01:05:55.320
create great you know, and quite
honestly, you may reach the pinnacle that

894
01:05:55.400 --> 01:06:00.039
you want to reach and the next
day the world ends, yeah, and

895
01:06:00.119 --> 01:06:05.400
everyone will have still been totally successful. Yeah, honestly, that is so

896
01:06:05.480 --> 01:06:11.039
profound, Like and you know,
like all the all the monetization stuff is

897
01:06:11.039 --> 01:06:13.639
great, and like we'd be lying
to you if we told you like,

898
01:06:14.639 --> 01:06:17.079
at a certain point, we can't
evolve the show without you know, being

899
01:06:17.119 --> 01:06:20.679
able to live on it and been
in the old ways of our lives and

900
01:06:20.800 --> 01:06:26.519
Nick move here. But my whole
thing is I just want to awaken as

901
01:06:26.519 --> 01:06:29.760
many people as possible, you know, I want to help people awaken,

902
01:06:30.360 --> 01:06:33.760
And that's why I wanted to do
this. After they pushed me to do

903
01:06:33.800 --> 01:06:36.039
this, you know, I started
to see it more clearly, like,

904
01:06:36.079 --> 01:06:40.679
wow, we could really reach people, and it's just it's to me,

905
01:06:40.760 --> 01:06:45.119
it's like documenting the awakening, you
know, a meta documentary the whole thing,

906
01:06:45.159 --> 01:06:47.960
the whole time. That's been my
whole imaginary vision of this is this,

907
01:06:48.119 --> 01:06:54.360
like documenting the awakening, intention is
actually what gives power to it.

908
01:06:54.440 --> 01:06:59.199
Even more so when your intention is
that pure, okay, then is absolutely

909
01:06:59.239 --> 01:07:01.760
nothing stopping you. I can tell
you without a doubt. This team has

910
01:07:01.840 --> 01:07:08.360
never had a single, like vain
conversation of being like man o bunch of

911
01:07:08.480 --> 01:07:12.960
money. Would you know? It's
not about It's never never been about that

912
01:07:13.000 --> 01:07:17.000
for us. The monetary part is
simply so that we can do it more

913
01:07:17.159 --> 01:07:24.039
and do it better. That's all
we care about. Like and and sure

914
01:07:24.199 --> 01:07:27.239
it'll support us, you know,
so that we don't have to have some

915
01:07:27.280 --> 01:07:30.440
other job. That's cool, But
I mean we just we just want to

916
01:07:30.679 --> 01:07:34.199
This is our baby. We just
want this to be as good as it

917
01:07:34.239 --> 01:07:39.079
can be. Uh And so yeah, I think And the whole idea of

918
01:07:39.119 --> 01:07:43.880
wanting to awaken people is because apparently
you already have, which is the reason

919
01:07:43.960 --> 01:07:47.079
why the desire is inside there.
You're just thinking it's a new desire,

920
01:07:47.440 --> 01:07:50.719
it's not. It's an old desire. It's been part of your plan.

921
01:07:51.119 --> 01:07:55.320
You didn't go to school, and
you didn't pick up all the books and

922
01:07:55.400 --> 01:07:58.559
learn all that you learned just so
that you can pack it in here for

923
01:07:58.639 --> 01:08:02.239
yourself. You're it out all over
the place in this podcast, and the

924
01:08:02.280 --> 01:08:06.320
two of you didn't hook up with
your interest in your abilities and having this

925
01:08:06.400 --> 01:08:13.800
conversation just so that you can play
fun with the microphones and everything. You

926
01:08:13.840 --> 01:08:17.000
are doing this to awaken people,
and you've already been making it happen.

927
01:08:17.600 --> 01:08:20.840
So the more you believe in the
success of it, that it's out there,

928
01:08:20.960 --> 01:08:25.279
Like I want to speak in front
of eighty thousand people. I see

929
01:08:25.359 --> 01:08:30.520
myself standing on a stage in an
arena with eighty thousand people, making them

930
01:08:30.720 --> 01:08:36.640
feel their godness and seeing that auditorium
that's that stadium go crazy in them finally

931
01:08:36.680 --> 01:08:41.640
realizing who they are. That's what
I'm seeing about. Imagine the energy in

932
01:08:41.680 --> 01:08:45.079
that room. Well, absolutely is
what I want. But I think you

933
01:08:45.159 --> 01:08:50.880
kind of are doing that. Oh
already, Well I yes, yes,

934
01:08:50.960 --> 01:08:54.800
I am, and I'm not going
to deny that. I'm very I feel

935
01:08:54.920 --> 01:08:59.239
very blessed by that I feel And
this is what's really important and everybody needs

936
01:08:59.239 --> 01:09:03.319
to understand this. I feel so
good that I am doing it right now.

937
01:09:03.359 --> 01:09:06.840
That doesn't mean that I'm doing it
the rightest way. I know that

938
01:09:06.880 --> 01:09:11.279
it's more that I can do to
make it better, and I'm always working

939
01:09:11.319 --> 01:09:14.359
towards that. But damn it,
I like what I'm doing. Do you

940
01:09:14.439 --> 01:09:17.520
like what you fuckers are doing?
Yes? You think you guys are great?

941
01:09:17.640 --> 01:09:23.520
Are pissers? You you make?
You bring out the best in some

942
01:09:23.680 --> 01:09:28.520
jerk like me that's coming as Italian
New Yorker. Absolutely, And this guy

943
01:09:28.640 --> 01:09:31.359
hiding behind over here, I mean, he puts it all together and he

944
01:09:31.439 --> 01:09:38.119
doesn't realize his energy is just as
important as bringing out your energy. And

945
01:09:38.199 --> 01:09:45.359
I hope he does realize that we
couldn't do it, don't You've You've got

946
01:09:45.399 --> 01:09:49.239
to appreciate that and go walking away
going damn, I am reaching people.

947
01:09:49.319 --> 01:09:54.479
This feels great, and everybody needs
to do that. Our problem is not

948
01:09:54.600 --> 01:09:59.479
that our egos are overinflated. Our
problem is we have no egos because they've

949
01:09:59.520 --> 01:10:04.000
been thwar and taken away and beaten
down by every single negative out there,

950
01:10:04.039 --> 01:10:08.760
and every single day and every time
you go to work, your ego is

951
01:10:08.800 --> 01:10:12.840
being thrashed because of all the other
ship that they're doing and what the other

952
01:10:12.880 --> 01:10:15.439
people are doing that's wrong and what
you're not liking about your work, and

953
01:10:15.479 --> 01:10:20.520
only shit is and with jet that
is not inflating our egos. This is

954
01:10:20.560 --> 01:10:25.840
what's meant to make you feel who
you really are. I'm waking up people,

955
01:10:26.000 --> 01:10:29.720
and I love that I'm doing that. I love that. I love

956
01:10:29.800 --> 01:10:32.520
people. Okay, I love that
I can love. I just went to

957
01:10:32.520 --> 01:10:36.880
see the guy who did Frankie Valley
in the show that I did. He

958
01:10:38.039 --> 01:10:42.000
just went down to Hilton Head and
did it at a theater there and we

959
01:10:42.119 --> 01:10:45.079
drove, We drove, my wife
and I drove five hours to see him

960
01:10:45.239 --> 01:10:48.119
to support him because I love the
guy. He's wonderful and I love that

961
01:10:48.239 --> 01:10:53.239
about me. Yeah, you guys
have to love that and how you make

962
01:10:53.279 --> 01:10:57.640
people like me feel how you feel. And this is everybody needs to feel

963
01:10:57.640 --> 01:11:01.199
that for themselves and about themselves.
It's important. It's really important. Like

964
01:11:02.000 --> 01:11:06.000
life is so hard to get through
sometimes, like you have days where you're

965
01:11:06.000 --> 01:11:12.600
just like nothing I'm doing is working. I feel like I'm completely incompetent.

966
01:11:13.119 --> 01:11:16.960
There's there are a few things in
this life more important than believing in yourself.

967
01:11:17.039 --> 01:11:20.800
I really believe nothing. That's the
most important thing, because you can't

968
01:11:20.840 --> 01:11:26.319
make anything happen in life, neither
for you nor anybody else in your life

969
01:11:26.439 --> 01:11:30.560
unless you believe in yourself first.
It's just like what the flight attendant says

970
01:11:30.920 --> 01:11:36.279
on the Arab is not just a
seatbelt. When the oxygen mask comes down,

971
01:11:36.840 --> 01:11:41.600
put it on your fucking face first
before you put it on your baby's

972
01:11:41.640 --> 01:11:45.720
face. Otherwise you'll be dead,
won't be able to se It always starts

973
01:11:45.720 --> 01:11:48.439
with you, right, Yeah,
And we're being taught too many times by

974
01:11:48.439 --> 01:11:56.760
too many so called religious and spiritual
concepts and philosophies out there that selflessness and

975
01:11:57.000 --> 01:12:00.159
not thinking about you is what we're
supposed to do. Service two others.

976
01:12:00.239 --> 01:12:06.479
Only fuck that, Yeah, not
only just maybefty nine. No, it

977
01:12:06.680 --> 01:12:13.479
starts with you one hundred percent because
we're unlimited, so that means we have

978
01:12:13.680 --> 01:12:17.680
two hundred percent. So one hundred
percent for me as I take care of

979
01:12:17.720 --> 01:12:24.359
myself, and then I have one
hundred percent for you as well. Yeah,

980
01:12:24.439 --> 01:12:26.720
you got to fill your cup before
you can fill that. But what

981
01:12:26.840 --> 01:12:30.840
he's saying, what he's saying is
your cup is limitless. That you can

982
01:12:30.880 --> 01:12:36.039
pour everything into yourself and pour every
pour it into and when you believe that,

983
01:12:36.039 --> 01:12:39.520
that's when you get the energy.
People ask me all the time,

984
01:12:39.560 --> 01:12:43.279
Like, when I'm doing all my
readings, aren't you exhausted? Aren't you

985
01:12:43.359 --> 01:12:45.760
tired? You're you going to do
as good if a reading for me I'm

986
01:12:45.760 --> 01:12:49.199
like giving me. I am completely
energized because of all the work I just

987
01:12:49.279 --> 01:12:53.239
did. So yes, you're going
to get a great reading, you know,

988
01:12:53.359 --> 01:12:57.760
completely energized. Kobe Bryant had a
quote that was almost exactly like that.

989
01:12:57.840 --> 01:13:01.319
People were warning him about putting too
many eggs in one basket or whatever,

990
01:13:01.399 --> 01:13:03.479
like what are you gonna do if
you put all your eggs into this

991
01:13:03.520 --> 01:13:06.640
one basket and then it doesn't pan
out? And he said, I'm gonna

992
01:13:06.640 --> 01:13:12.199
get more eggs. You're limitless.
You're limitless, gonna get more eggs?

993
01:13:12.359 --> 01:13:15.840
Well, yeah, for God's sakes, doesn't the government show that every day

994
01:13:15.079 --> 01:13:17.520
they run out of money, what
do they do? Get more? They

995
01:13:17.600 --> 01:13:24.439
print more? Yeah, that just
an example. It's it seems like,

996
01:13:24.479 --> 01:13:27.439
well, that's going to get us
in trouble eventually, it seems that way,

997
01:13:27.439 --> 01:13:29.359
But no, it's not. It's
only going to get us in trouble

998
01:13:29.399 --> 01:13:32.560
when we want it to get us
in trouble. We are completely limitless,

999
01:13:32.560 --> 01:13:38.640
really, and so but it's our
belief in our limitedness that has caused all

1000
01:13:38.640 --> 01:13:42.760
the problems, because that's why we
want to protect ourselves, protect our belongings.

1001
01:13:42.800 --> 01:13:45.239
I don't want you taking them.
I don't want you stealing them.

1002
01:13:45.560 --> 01:13:47.760
But that's why I was said,
if if a thief comes along and steals

1003
01:13:47.760 --> 01:13:50.840
your shoes, give them your cloak
as well. You'll get another one.

1004
01:13:51.119 --> 01:13:54.720
Yeah, it's all good, you'll
get it. You'll get it. So

1005
01:13:54.920 --> 01:13:58.279
all of this to make you believe
more and go after your dreams. And

1006
01:13:58.359 --> 01:14:01.119
you guys out there, believe even
more and go after your dreams. And

1007
01:14:01.159 --> 01:14:04.520
when you believe, your dreams will
surface. Because that's the other thing.

1008
01:14:04.560 --> 01:14:06.680
People always ask me, well,
I don't know what my dreams are.

1009
01:14:08.079 --> 01:14:11.079
Yes, you do. You came
in with a shitload of them. You've

1010
01:14:11.079 --> 01:14:15.359
forgotten them because you don't believe you
can attain them. And it's easier to

1011
01:14:15.479 --> 01:14:18.359
leave this life with the thought of, oh, I never knew what my

1012
01:14:18.479 --> 01:14:23.039
dreams were, rather than the thought
of oh I knew what my dreams were,

1013
01:14:23.079 --> 01:14:26.560
but I was a chicken shit to
go after them. Yeah that's harder.

1014
01:14:26.760 --> 01:14:30.520
Oh yeah, So the defense mechanism
will turn off the dreams to protect

1015
01:14:30.560 --> 01:14:33.720
you again. Oh that's so true. It is true. Oh, I

1016
01:14:34.000 --> 01:14:39.800
mean I have been that person,
and I have people in my life that

1017
01:14:40.000 --> 01:14:44.359
are like that, and I just
so you just tell them you gotta believe

1018
01:14:44.359 --> 01:14:47.640
anyway. You gotta start with believing
in yourself first, and that stuff will

1019
01:14:47.680 --> 01:14:53.840
reveal itself through time. And keep
on believing in yourself. Don't back up

1020
01:14:53.880 --> 01:14:57.520
on the believing in yourself, because
then after you find out what the dream

1021
01:14:57.640 --> 01:15:00.760
is, then you'll start seeing it
come true. Absolutely, that's beautiful.

1022
01:15:01.079 --> 01:15:04.960
You know, why is it that
I feel all the time when we are

1023
01:15:05.079 --> 01:15:11.119
doing this show and we're ending this
show, that I've had the greatest joint?

1024
01:15:13.479 --> 01:15:16.039
Why do I feel that it's like, right, it's like this incredible

1025
01:15:16.159 --> 01:15:24.399
high the energy we're uh and it's
not And without anything down to the little

1026
01:15:24.479 --> 01:15:28.479
roach there, I'm telling you,
yes, that's it's actually the reason why

1027
01:15:28.560 --> 01:15:33.720
people did drugs to come to these
kinds of understandings. Right. Well,

1028
01:15:34.079 --> 01:15:39.439
we we've done that and that actualization
without having to do any of the drugs.

1029
01:15:39.520 --> 01:15:42.039
Right well. You know, you
know, really funny thing is a

1030
01:15:42.079 --> 01:15:47.119
lot of these like spiritual gurus and
leaders and enlightened people they like there's examples

1031
01:15:47.159 --> 01:15:51.000
of you know, Terrence McKenna,
he was like a big like the psychedelic

1032
01:15:51.159 --> 01:15:58.279
Yes, yes, he gave an
enlightened guru acid like the guy was willing.

1033
01:15:58.319 --> 01:16:01.319
The guru was willing to take it
whatever, Curly Baba right, yeah,

1034
01:16:01.359 --> 01:16:05.760
wow, it had zero effect on
him. Oh remember because he tricked

1035
01:16:05.840 --> 01:16:08.920
him. Yeah, he took it
and he started going, oh, like

1036
01:16:09.000 --> 01:16:11.479
he was freaking out or something.
And then he's like, I'm just just

1037
01:16:11.560 --> 01:16:15.720
kidding. It's not I'm not doing
anything right because he'd been tripping without it

1038
01:16:15.880 --> 01:16:18.319
exactly, that he was able to
get to that level. That's that feeling.

1039
01:16:18.399 --> 01:16:23.920
That's absolutely absolutely so. Here we
are and at the end, my

1040
01:16:24.000 --> 01:16:27.880
gosh, the only thing we don't
have a time limit, We don't go

1041
01:16:28.159 --> 01:16:31.880
forever, but is reasonably Oh yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, this

1042
01:16:31.880 --> 01:16:35.720
this has been the absolute coolest.
We got to have you back a million

1043
01:16:35.800 --> 01:16:41.600
more times. You know, I
love being here. Yeah, always is

1044
01:16:41.640 --> 01:16:45.680
gonna continue, you know, like
we we love having you on. And

1045
01:16:45.920 --> 01:16:47.560
I'm not kidding, Knicks, not
kidding, alex Ni kidding. We've been

1046
01:16:47.600 --> 01:16:49.880
telling you this the whole time you've
been here. Yes, you are one

1047
01:16:49.880 --> 01:16:54.800
of our very most requested repeat guests. Oh yeah, probably the most.

1048
01:16:54.960 --> 01:16:57.880
Well, thank you you guys,
and you listeners out there, thank you,

1049
01:16:57.960 --> 01:17:00.520
and and you know what they should
do. They should be writing in

1050
01:17:00.600 --> 01:17:06.239
questions that they want to have answered
and to you too, well do you

1051
01:17:06.279 --> 01:17:11.680
guys on the show just in general, first of all, what to give

1052
01:17:11.720 --> 01:17:14.960
you topics, but also for me
to answer when I could do come back?

1053
01:17:15.560 --> 01:17:19.000
Great, we already do that and
it's called what if. And we

1054
01:17:19.039 --> 01:17:23.640
can have Vincent on a what if. I think that would be really awesome.

1055
01:17:24.159 --> 01:17:28.600
I think it might be even cooler
since you have so many people in

1056
01:17:28.680 --> 01:17:30.640
our audience that love you so much. I think it would be cool to

1057
01:17:30.680 --> 01:17:36.920
do an extra special what if where
people write him questions specifically that would question

1058
01:17:38.079 --> 01:17:41.319
yeah, yeah, I want to
know what you want to know. I

1059
01:17:41.359 --> 01:17:44.000
don't want to just speak my shit. I mean, you know this is

1060
01:17:44.720 --> 01:17:46.680
going to help you. Oh,
this has been fantastic, but that is

1061
01:17:46.880 --> 01:17:53.039
that's like a next level idea.
So next time will coordinate it. You

1062
01:17:53.159 --> 01:17:57.600
just to walk in and answers.
Good. I love that. God if

1063
01:17:57.600 --> 01:17:59.800
I don't have to think. But
then again, most of my talking I

1064
01:18:00.159 --> 01:18:02.840
think I think anyway, That's what
my wife is always telling me. Do

1065
01:18:02.920 --> 01:18:06.600
you never fucking think about what you're
saying? It's just like no, because

1066
01:18:06.600 --> 01:18:12.760
if I did, I wouldn't say
it for sure. Oh thank you guys.

1067
01:18:12.800 --> 01:18:16.359
I just love you. I just
I'm filled with your energy. My

1068
01:18:16.479 --> 01:18:19.920
heart is filled with everything that's going
on for you guys, and and your

1069
01:18:19.960 --> 01:18:25.840
success. You really are amazing and
and bled so said so is just on

1070
01:18:25.880 --> 01:18:29.319
the tip of everybody's tongues out there. We're going to make it even more

1071
01:18:29.359 --> 01:18:34.359
so. We love you, we
love having you here. And you remember

1072
01:18:34.359 --> 01:18:40.119
how we in the episodes hold thought. Where for everybody listening out there,

1073
01:18:40.119 --> 01:18:42.960
where can they find you where you
need them to go? All right?

1074
01:18:43.079 --> 01:18:45.720
You can just go to Vincent Jenna
dot com. That's with a G E.

1075
01:18:45.880 --> 01:18:48.560
N NA. You can connect with
me. You can go to my

1076
01:18:48.680 --> 01:18:53.119
podcast to Jenna Effect. From there, um, you can go to Amazon

1077
01:18:53.199 --> 01:18:56.880
dot com. Now listen, people
have been calling me and and setting appointments

1078
01:18:56.920 --> 01:19:00.560
up after they read that book because
it is transforming their lives. It includes

1079
01:19:00.640 --> 01:19:05.199
the work you need to manifest all
your dreams, and so that's the secret

1080
01:19:05.279 --> 01:19:09.199
that's holding you back. So go
to Vincent Jenna dot com, go to

1081
01:19:09.279 --> 01:19:13.000
Amazon dot com, and then come
to faithbook dot com. Shit, you

1082
01:19:13.039 --> 01:19:17.159
come to any dot com to find
that awesome, awesome I love you,

1083
01:19:17.159 --> 01:19:23.159
You're amazing and um just so thankful
you joined us today. And yeah,

1084
01:19:23.239 --> 01:19:25.680
so we end all saying bye guys. It's cheesy, but it's like a

1085
01:19:25.680 --> 01:19:28.359
little ritual of ours. So on
account of three, we're gonna say bye

1086
01:19:28.359 --> 01:19:34.840
guys. Ready, three, two
one, Bye bye guys. Weird things

1087
01:19:34.920 --> 01:19:49.319
happen in the backyard whatshouse? Yeah, I got so weird coming close your

1088
01:19:49.399 --> 01:20:00.439
to my heir state, like spiraling
on the inside of it. No one,

1089
01:20:04.560 --> 01:20:48.039
Wow, it's come. I never
time. Shine ain't happy.