It had been a long and tiresome day for me. I had left Terence's
place as reluctant as I usually do, returned to get my car at the
YMCA, and stopped by a Whole Foods not far from home to purchase some
items before driving home. My daughter had dropped by, and she and her
kids were home awaiting my belated arrival. It was a good thing I had
stayed away, or else I had been stuck with babysitting duty as usual.
Today was one of those few days I considered myself fortunate, though I did
get to spend some pleasurable hours with my grandkids before they left. Richard hadn't
missed me much, though he appeared sour because his favorite team had lost the
game he had previously watched. The rest of the day went like clockwork.
I made dinner, and we later conversed about everything else while watching a Netflix
movie. I had almost blocked Terence off my mind until I showered that night
and recalled sublime moments spent with him. Even he had been disinclined to me
leaving, which was surprising, it let me know how much he desired me.
Later that evening, Richard and I lay in bed about to retire for
the night. Usually that's when I like to catch up on some reading,
anything to make my eyes weary for the oncoming sleep. Richard was perusing a
newspaper while listening to jazz music on his phone. We were both lost to
our world when suddenly he closed his newspaper, took off his reading glasses,
and turned to me. So, Erica, when are you going to tell
me about him? I turned to him, baffled what. He didn't say
anything, but continued to stare at me. There was more to his stare.
It drove a wedge of fear up my spine and gave me a foreboding
look of what was coming that I was ill prepared for. What are you
talking about, rich I'm talking about the black guy you've been fucking for several
weeks now, he said, you know who I'm talking about, Erica,
Let's not play games. My heart skipped an instant beat. This must be
a dream. I thought, no way, could this possibly be real?
Terence? Richard said, that's his name, right, Terence. You want
me to tell you where he lives too. I closed my book and let
my feet to fall flat on the bed while he patiently waited for my response.
My initial thought was to craft some quickly, anything to stall for time,
but the look in Richard's eyes told me that was futile. He would
know I was lying, and that would make things worse. How long have
you known, I asked. I've known for a while. He said,
you weren't always as smart as you thought, Erica. We went to see
him today, right. I went swimming, I said, at the YMCA
like I said, I was going right, and then you happened to head
over to Terence's place. That's the way it ended. Yes, it wouldn't
be the first time. Richard looked away momentarily before speaking. We've been through
this before. Erica. You promised you weren't going to go behind my back
again. You promised to take good care of my needs. Richard, you
said you would be there for me sexually. Where did that promise go?
You know about my debilitating problem, Erica, don't play dumb like you aren't
to wear. I'm not the man I used to be ten or five years
ago, but that doesn't give you any right to play around without telling me
about it. I swung my feet off the bed and paced the room using
the little time to gather my strength before turning towards him. Let's say i'd
told you about Terence before he and I started, Richard, would you have
agreed to us meeting for just sex and nothing else. It was a reach,
I know, but I had no other option. I would have given
it some good thought, he replied carefully. It's funny, but any time
you use those words, it means no, tell the truth. Rich You
never would have agreed to me having someone on the side. You would have
been apoplectic with rage if you knew. I should be apoplectic right now,
But I'm not, he said with a tight voice. Don't try deflecting from
the issue here, Erica. You're the one who's messed up by cheating on
me, and you've no idea how upset I am about that. How would
you feel if I'd told our daughter about your infidelity? What sort of mother
would that make you? I stopped in my tracks. Yes, I suddenly
realized the truth. I had messed up, and I had been somewhat selfish
not to have told him, but for adequate reasons, Knowing he would have
compelled me to end my relationship with Terence. It wasn't the first time we
had been involved in such a dilemma before. Once there had been a time
that Richard had no problem sharing me with other men, but then he'd begun
having kidney issues that grew terrible over time. It cut our swinging lifestyle abruptly
short. Where I had wanted to continue feeling sexually neglected for years, Richard
decided he was out of the game, and thus I too had no choice
but discontinue. But that was until I encountered Terence. He had renewed my
sexual curiosity in ways I had never thought before. Over night, I had
gone from being a sex starved, mature wife to a horny gilf. Why
was it Terence, Erica asked Richard. I'm curious to know whatever attracted him
to you. Wouldn't you like to know? Rich He made me feel special,
special in ways I hadn't felt before. How long has it been since
you and I last had fun together? Years? Richard admitted, And I'm
sorry about that, Erica, but you know what's ailing me. It's not
something I wished upon myself. I don't blame you for falling sick. Rich
What happened to you could have happened to anyone I had needs, darling,
and I felt neglected the entire time I cared for you. I know you've
suffered, but do I also need to suffer too? But you could have
told me he complained and beat his fist on the bed. You could have
been honest with me, Erica. I could have yes, and I apologized
for that, honey. But like I said, I was afraid you'd have
said no. Maybe I would have said no, but then I would have
thought about it. I'd like to know how you met him. Can you
be honest with me about that? Sure? I said, and returned to
the bed. If you must know, I was having a bad day when
he and I met asterisk asterisk asterisk. It was a Saturday in August last
year when I met Terence. I remember it like yesterday. I had dropped
you off at the hospital where you needed some test work done. The doctor
said he would finish with you in an hour, so I had time to
burn. I went to a restaurant not far from the hospital and sat there
waiting. At some point, tears filled my eyes and I started to cry.
Terence appeared out of nowhere and offered me a handkerchief. He sat down
and asked what was bothering me. I told him about your situation. He
told me to take heart, saying it wasn't the end of the world and
that you'd likely pull through. He somehow got me laughing, feeling buoyant about
myself. I returned to pick you up, and the doctor said you'd shown
some improvement. I took it as a good sign that Terence had gotten me
feeling optimistic regarding your health. Weeks passed, and I drove you back for
more checkups and went to the restaurant. I wasn't thinking about Terence, nor
had any idea i'd run into him again. But there he was. He
said he worked for an insurance company and his office was across the street.
He was on his lunch break. We got to talk. He got me
laughing, made me feel good about myself, and then we exchanged phone numbers.
He and I talked later that evening while you slept. Everything sounded innocent
at the time, nothing serious or overtly sexual. He was like a genuine
friend. I was a near emotional wreck then, and I had nobody to
talk to. You were weak much of the time while you recuperated. You
couldn't have known what I was going through. Even if I'd told you,
and then you probably would have laughed, thinking I was comparing your problems with
mine. That was how I felt, and I wanted someone to be like
a friend to me. That turned out to be Terence. I called him
days later and we decided to meet for lunch. I told him about how
I was feeling and how bad I felt that you were ill. The longer
we talked, the more I knew I wanted something more from him. Was
that the first time you screwed him? No? I said, that happened
days later, after you'd gotten way better. Where did you too fuck the
first time? Asterisk? Asterisk asterisk? It happened on a rainy Tuesday.
We met for lunch, but I wanted something more. Terence knew it,
and we got into my car and drove to some quiet spot off the main
highway. We started kissing the instant I switched off the engine. Minutes later,
we unclipped our seat belt and maneuvered ourselves into the backseat. Terence unzipped
his pants and I knelt beside him with my but pressed against the side window.
I sniffed his prick seconds before he whipped it out and offered it to
me to suck on. Suck on it I did. He tasted good.
I wanted more of his cock, so I sucked him. His cock grew
hard in my mouth. I found myself moaning like I was the happiest woman
ever. I felt his fingers probing past my panties, feeling against my wet
pussy. The feel of his fingers reminded me of how sex starved I was.
I'd never been so eager to fuck that rainy afternoon. I lifted my
skirt, pulled my panties to the side, slid across his thigh, and
straddled him. His prick pressed against my thigh. Terrence adjusted himself and I
helped to insert his prick inside me. His hands pawed my butt and slid
my panties over my ass cheeks. While I rode him, the car jerked
against us. It was tough riding him in that cramped back seat. I
reminded myself that next time we would do it in his car instead. I
worked my booty against his cock as hard as I could. I breathed against
his face while we kissed. Our breathing got heavy, and the back windows
got misty, but the feel of his cock inside me was incredible. I
kept jerking my butt up and down and then side to side. I could
feel my count creaming over his prick. We gasped harder the longer we fucked.
Asterisk, asterisk, asterisk. Did he come inside you? No,
I answered, we stopped before he did. I slid off him and jerked
his cock till he came in my hand. What did you then do,
Richard asked, I licked his come off my palm. I said, what
happened next? We waited until we felt better than We drove back to the
restaurant, said our good byes, and went our separate ways. And that
the start of your relationship with Terence? Yes, it was, I said,
Is that all you want to know? Rich Can we call it a
night now? Just one last thing, And I don't want any arguments about
this. I want to meet Terence good night. He switched off his bedside
light and curled under the covers with his back towards me, and fell asleep.
I watched him for a while before switching off my bedside light and letting
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