WEBVTT 1 00:00:00.120 --> 00:00:04.719 It had been a long and tiresome day for me. I had left Terence's 2 00:00:04.799 --> 00:00:08.480 place as reluctant as I usually do, returned to get my car at the 3 00:00:08.599 --> 00:00:12.519 YMCA, and stopped by a Whole Foods not far from home to purchase some 4 00:00:12.640 --> 00:00:17.679 items before driving home. My daughter had dropped by, and she and her 5 00:00:17.760 --> 00:00:22.239 kids were home awaiting my belated arrival. It was a good thing I had 6 00:00:22.280 --> 00:00:26.120 stayed away, or else I had been stuck with babysitting duty as usual. 7 00:00:26.440 --> 00:00:30.480 Today was one of those few days I considered myself fortunate, though I did 8 00:00:30.480 --> 00:00:35.880 get to spend some pleasurable hours with my grandkids before they left. Richard hadn't 9 00:00:35.880 --> 00:00:40.240 missed me much, though he appeared sour because his favorite team had lost the 10 00:00:40.320 --> 00:00:45.079 game he had previously watched. The rest of the day went like clockwork. 11 00:00:45.320 --> 00:00:50.000 I made dinner, and we later conversed about everything else while watching a Netflix 12 00:00:50.079 --> 00:00:55.119 movie. I had almost blocked Terence off my mind until I showered that night 13 00:00:55.280 --> 00:01:00.359 and recalled sublime moments spent with him. Even he had been disinclined to me 14 00:01:00.479 --> 00:01:04.480 leaving, which was surprising, it let me know how much he desired me. 15 00:01:06.760 --> 00:01:10.799 Later that evening, Richard and I lay in bed about to retire for 16 00:01:10.840 --> 00:01:15.480 the night. Usually that's when I like to catch up on some reading, 17 00:01:15.719 --> 00:01:19.959 anything to make my eyes weary for the oncoming sleep. Richard was perusing a 18 00:01:21.040 --> 00:01:26.120 newspaper while listening to jazz music on his phone. We were both lost to 19 00:01:26.159 --> 00:01:30.560 our world when suddenly he closed his newspaper, took off his reading glasses, 20 00:01:30.719 --> 00:01:34.200 and turned to me. So, Erica, when are you going to tell 21 00:01:34.200 --> 00:01:42.400 me about him? I turned to him, baffled what. He didn't say 22 00:01:42.439 --> 00:01:47.280 anything, but continued to stare at me. There was more to his stare. 23 00:01:48.359 --> 00:01:51.680 It drove a wedge of fear up my spine and gave me a foreboding 24 00:01:51.680 --> 00:01:55.719 look of what was coming that I was ill prepared for. What are you 25 00:01:55.799 --> 00:02:00.319 talking about, rich I'm talking about the black guy you've been fucking for several 26 00:02:00.359 --> 00:02:06.120 weeks now, he said, you know who I'm talking about, Erica, 27 00:02:06.239 --> 00:02:12.479 Let's not play games. My heart skipped an instant beat. This must be 28 00:02:12.520 --> 00:02:16.240 a dream. I thought, no way, could this possibly be real? 29 00:02:17.639 --> 00:02:25.080 Terence? Richard said, that's his name, right, Terence. You want 30 00:02:25.120 --> 00:02:30.840 me to tell you where he lives too. I closed my book and let 31 00:02:30.879 --> 00:02:34.800 my feet to fall flat on the bed while he patiently waited for my response. 32 00:02:36.000 --> 00:02:40.360 My initial thought was to craft some quickly, anything to stall for time, 33 00:02:42.479 --> 00:02:46.879 but the look in Richard's eyes told me that was futile. He would 34 00:02:46.919 --> 00:02:51.400 know I was lying, and that would make things worse. How long have 35 00:02:51.479 --> 00:02:57.199 you known, I asked. I've known for a while. He said, 36 00:02:58.319 --> 00:03:01.879 you weren't always as smart as you thought, Erica. We went to see 37 00:03:01.960 --> 00:03:08.319 him today, right. I went swimming, I said, at the YMCA 38 00:03:08.560 --> 00:03:14.840 like I said, I was going right, and then you happened to head 39 00:03:14.879 --> 00:03:21.199 over to Terence's place. That's the way it ended. Yes, it wouldn't 40 00:03:21.240 --> 00:03:27.080 be the first time. Richard looked away momentarily before speaking. We've been through 41 00:03:27.120 --> 00:03:31.039 this before. Erica. You promised you weren't going to go behind my back 42 00:03:31.080 --> 00:03:37.759 again. You promised to take good care of my needs. Richard, you 43 00:03:37.879 --> 00:03:42.479 said you would be there for me sexually. Where did that promise go? 44 00:03:43.840 --> 00:03:49.479 You know about my debilitating problem, Erica, don't play dumb like you aren't 45 00:03:49.479 --> 00:03:53.439 to wear. I'm not the man I used to be ten or five years 46 00:03:53.479 --> 00:03:57.360 ago, but that doesn't give you any right to play around without telling me 47 00:03:57.400 --> 00:04:01.039 about it. I swung my feet off the bed and paced the room using 48 00:04:01.039 --> 00:04:06.240 the little time to gather my strength before turning towards him. Let's say i'd 49 00:04:06.280 --> 00:04:12.000 told you about Terence before he and I started, Richard, would you have 50 00:04:12.039 --> 00:04:16.000 agreed to us meeting for just sex and nothing else. It was a reach, 51 00:04:16.279 --> 00:04:20.360 I know, but I had no other option. I would have given 52 00:04:20.360 --> 00:04:26.600 it some good thought, he replied carefully. It's funny, but any time 53 00:04:26.639 --> 00:04:31.720 you use those words, it means no, tell the truth. Rich You 54 00:04:31.839 --> 00:04:36.040 never would have agreed to me having someone on the side. You would have 55 00:04:36.120 --> 00:04:42.279 been apoplectic with rage if you knew. I should be apoplectic right now, 56 00:04:42.519 --> 00:04:46.360 But I'm not, he said with a tight voice. Don't try deflecting from 57 00:04:46.360 --> 00:04:50.920 the issue here, Erica. You're the one who's messed up by cheating on 58 00:04:51.000 --> 00:04:56.399 me, and you've no idea how upset I am about that. How would 59 00:04:56.399 --> 00:05:00.399 you feel if I'd told our daughter about your infidelity? What sort of mother 60 00:05:00.439 --> 00:05:06.600 would that make you? I stopped in my tracks. Yes, I suddenly 61 00:05:06.639 --> 00:05:12.639 realized the truth. I had messed up, and I had been somewhat selfish 62 00:05:12.680 --> 00:05:15.360 not to have told him, but for adequate reasons, Knowing he would have 63 00:05:15.360 --> 00:05:20.360 compelled me to end my relationship with Terence. It wasn't the first time we 64 00:05:20.439 --> 00:05:26.120 had been involved in such a dilemma before. Once there had been a time 65 00:05:26.160 --> 00:05:30.360 that Richard had no problem sharing me with other men, but then he'd begun 66 00:05:30.399 --> 00:05:36.959 having kidney issues that grew terrible over time. It cut our swinging lifestyle abruptly 67 00:05:38.000 --> 00:05:44.000 short. Where I had wanted to continue feeling sexually neglected for years, Richard 68 00:05:44.040 --> 00:05:47.199 decided he was out of the game, and thus I too had no choice 69 00:05:47.319 --> 00:05:54.759 but discontinue. But that was until I encountered Terence. He had renewed my 70 00:05:54.879 --> 00:06:00.639 sexual curiosity in ways I had never thought before. Over night, I had 71 00:06:00.680 --> 00:06:04.519 gone from being a sex starved, mature wife to a horny gilf. Why 72 00:06:04.639 --> 00:06:11.720 was it Terence, Erica asked Richard. I'm curious to know whatever attracted him 73 00:06:11.759 --> 00:06:19.279 to you. Wouldn't you like to know? Rich He made me feel special, 74 00:06:20.519 --> 00:06:26.399 special in ways I hadn't felt before. How long has it been since 75 00:06:26.439 --> 00:06:31.959 you and I last had fun together? Years? Richard admitted, And I'm 76 00:06:32.040 --> 00:06:38.839 sorry about that, Erica, but you know what's ailing me. It's not 77 00:06:38.959 --> 00:06:44.360 something I wished upon myself. I don't blame you for falling sick. Rich 78 00:06:45.639 --> 00:06:49.800 What happened to you could have happened to anyone I had needs, darling, 79 00:06:50.040 --> 00:06:55.800 and I felt neglected the entire time I cared for you. I know you've 80 00:06:55.800 --> 00:07:00.519 suffered, but do I also need to suffer too? But you could have 81 00:07:00.600 --> 00:07:04.480 told me he complained and beat his fist on the bed. You could have 82 00:07:04.519 --> 00:07:11.360 been honest with me, Erica. I could have yes, and I apologized 83 00:07:11.360 --> 00:07:15.680 for that, honey. But like I said, I was afraid you'd have 84 00:07:15.720 --> 00:07:18.759 said no. Maybe I would have said no, but then I would have 85 00:07:18.800 --> 00:07:24.839 thought about it. I'd like to know how you met him. Can you 86 00:07:24.920 --> 00:07:29.839 be honest with me about that? Sure? I said, and returned to 87 00:07:29.839 --> 00:07:33.160 the bed. If you must know, I was having a bad day when 88 00:07:33.199 --> 00:07:43.519 he and I met asterisk asterisk asterisk. It was a Saturday in August last 89 00:07:43.600 --> 00:07:48.800 year when I met Terence. I remember it like yesterday. I had dropped 90 00:07:48.800 --> 00:07:53.519 you off at the hospital where you needed some test work done. The doctor 91 00:07:53.600 --> 00:07:56.600 said he would finish with you in an hour, so I had time to 92 00:07:56.639 --> 00:08:01.560 burn. I went to a restaurant not far from the hospital and sat there 93 00:08:01.600 --> 00:08:05.800 waiting. At some point, tears filled my eyes and I started to cry. 94 00:08:07.000 --> 00:08:13.319 Terence appeared out of nowhere and offered me a handkerchief. He sat down 95 00:08:13.439 --> 00:08:18.480 and asked what was bothering me. I told him about your situation. He 96 00:08:18.600 --> 00:08:22.920 told me to take heart, saying it wasn't the end of the world and 97 00:08:22.000 --> 00:08:28.480 that you'd likely pull through. He somehow got me laughing, feeling buoyant about 98 00:08:28.519 --> 00:08:33.120 myself. I returned to pick you up, and the doctor said you'd shown 99 00:08:33.200 --> 00:08:35.639 some improvement. I took it as a good sign that Terence had gotten me 100 00:08:35.720 --> 00:08:41.960 feeling optimistic regarding your health. Weeks passed, and I drove you back for 101 00:08:41.039 --> 00:08:46.559 more checkups and went to the restaurant. I wasn't thinking about Terence, nor 102 00:08:46.639 --> 00:08:52.120 had any idea i'd run into him again. But there he was. He 103 00:08:52.240 --> 00:08:56.360 said he worked for an insurance company and his office was across the street. 104 00:08:56.600 --> 00:09:01.919 He was on his lunch break. We got to talk. He got me 105 00:09:01.000 --> 00:09:07.399 laughing, made me feel good about myself, and then we exchanged phone numbers. 106 00:09:07.679 --> 00:09:13.039 He and I talked later that evening while you slept. Everything sounded innocent 107 00:09:13.159 --> 00:09:18.960 at the time, nothing serious or overtly sexual. He was like a genuine 108 00:09:20.000 --> 00:09:24.720 friend. I was a near emotional wreck then, and I had nobody to 109 00:09:24.759 --> 00:09:30.240 talk to. You were weak much of the time while you recuperated. You 110 00:09:30.279 --> 00:09:33.200 couldn't have known what I was going through. Even if I'd told you, 111 00:09:33.519 --> 00:09:37.799 and then you probably would have laughed, thinking I was comparing your problems with 112 00:09:37.840 --> 00:09:41.039 mine. That was how I felt, and I wanted someone to be like 113 00:09:41.120 --> 00:09:46.519 a friend to me. That turned out to be Terence. I called him 114 00:09:46.600 --> 00:09:52.480 days later and we decided to meet for lunch. I told him about how 115 00:09:52.519 --> 00:09:56.840 I was feeling and how bad I felt that you were ill. The longer 116 00:09:56.879 --> 00:10:01.440 we talked, the more I knew I wanted something more from him. Was 117 00:10:01.480 --> 00:10:07.399 that the first time you screwed him? No? I said, that happened 118 00:10:07.480 --> 00:10:11.120 days later, after you'd gotten way better. Where did you too fuck the 119 00:10:11.200 --> 00:10:20.080 first time? Asterisk? Asterisk asterisk? It happened on a rainy Tuesday. 120 00:10:20.240 --> 00:10:24.919 We met for lunch, but I wanted something more. Terence knew it, 121 00:10:24.159 --> 00:10:28.440 and we got into my car and drove to some quiet spot off the main 122 00:10:28.559 --> 00:10:35.039 highway. We started kissing the instant I switched off the engine. Minutes later, 123 00:10:35.360 --> 00:10:41.399 we unclipped our seat belt and maneuvered ourselves into the backseat. Terence unzipped 124 00:10:41.399 --> 00:10:46.320 his pants and I knelt beside him with my but pressed against the side window. 125 00:10:46.639 --> 00:10:50.159 I sniffed his prick seconds before he whipped it out and offered it to 126 00:10:50.200 --> 00:10:56.039 me to suck on. Suck on it I did. He tasted good. 127 00:10:56.240 --> 00:11:01.320 I wanted more of his cock, so I sucked him. His cock grew 128 00:11:01.360 --> 00:11:07.480 hard in my mouth. I found myself moaning like I was the happiest woman 129 00:11:07.559 --> 00:11:13.120 ever. I felt his fingers probing past my panties, feeling against my wet 130 00:11:13.120 --> 00:11:18.200 pussy. The feel of his fingers reminded me of how sex starved I was. 131 00:11:18.360 --> 00:11:24.320 I'd never been so eager to fuck that rainy afternoon. I lifted my 132 00:11:24.399 --> 00:11:28.240 skirt, pulled my panties to the side, slid across his thigh, and 133 00:11:28.360 --> 00:11:35.360 straddled him. His prick pressed against my thigh. Terrence adjusted himself and I 134 00:11:35.440 --> 00:11:39.399 helped to insert his prick inside me. His hands pawed my butt and slid 135 00:11:39.399 --> 00:11:45.240 my panties over my ass cheeks. While I rode him, the car jerked 136 00:11:45.240 --> 00:11:50.000 against us. It was tough riding him in that cramped back seat. I 137 00:11:50.120 --> 00:11:56.240 reminded myself that next time we would do it in his car instead. I 138 00:11:56.320 --> 00:12:01.679 worked my booty against his cock as hard as I could. I breathed against 139 00:12:01.720 --> 00:12:05.840 his face while we kissed. Our breathing got heavy, and the back windows 140 00:12:05.879 --> 00:12:13.000 got misty, but the feel of his cock inside me was incredible. I 141 00:12:13.080 --> 00:12:16.559 kept jerking my butt up and down and then side to side. I could 142 00:12:16.639 --> 00:12:22.159 feel my count creaming over his prick. We gasped harder the longer we fucked. 143 00:12:24.399 --> 00:12:31.360 Asterisk, asterisk, asterisk. Did he come inside you? No, 144 00:12:31.919 --> 00:12:37.960 I answered, we stopped before he did. I slid off him and jerked 145 00:12:37.960 --> 00:12:41.200 his cock till he came in my hand. What did you then do, 146 00:12:43.559 --> 00:12:48.480 Richard asked, I licked his come off my palm. I said, what 147 00:12:48.679 --> 00:12:54.799 happened next? We waited until we felt better than We drove back to the 148 00:12:54.879 --> 00:12:58.679 restaurant, said our good byes, and went our separate ways. And that 149 00:13:00.200 --> 00:13:05.559 the start of your relationship with Terence? Yes, it was, I said, 150 00:13:05.799 --> 00:13:09.679 Is that all you want to know? Rich Can we call it a 151 00:13:09.799 --> 00:13:15.600 night now? Just one last thing, And I don't want any arguments about 152 00:13:15.600 --> 00:13:20.919 this. I want to meet Terence good night. He switched off his bedside 153 00:13:22.000 --> 00:13:26.159 light and curled under the covers with his back towards me, and fell asleep. 154 00:13:26.200 --> 00:13:31.320 I watched him for a while before switching off my bedside light and letting 155 00:13:31.320 --> 00:13:35.559 the night take me. 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