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The weird things, weird, weird, weird. Step two of the preparatory

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process. Technically step one is they
play waves, ocean waves to relax you.

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Then you have the energy conversion box. Then you have the om chanting,

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because that's why we did that the
first night we were we were changing

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our vibration for the rest of the
week. Then you do a couple of

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minutes of chanting every meditation you could
do e or awe or whatever value vowel

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you want, it doesn't matter.
You want the vibrations bouncing around in your

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skull. And then you do the
resonant energy balloon. And this particular their

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technique is reminiscent of Rosicrucian magic,
gnostic magic, all these different ancient occult

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practices. I want to be careful
putting a label to it, but it's

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things that we have studied and things
we have discussed. It is a very

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ancient practice, and it's visualizing.
It's basically a form of visualizing energy.

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And I've always heard about these techniques
and I thought, wow, so cool,

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but never really took it serious.
Tried it a couple times, you

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know, I'm like, this is
cool, but didn't really pursue it.

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But this is a foundational part of
the preparatory process that you must do every

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time, and it is very important, and I've come to believe it is

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very real. And you focus on
white light coming from the top of your

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crown out of your head, and
it fountains out of your head in all

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directions and goes around your body,
and then it fountains back up into your

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feet like a terroidal field. And
then that energy when it is through your

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feet, it spirals through the center
of your being up back to your head,

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fountains out of your head, and
you're creating a torus field of magnetic

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energy. And you constantly keep this
visual going. And when you meditate,

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you focus on this, you focus
on this, and eventually, I'm telling

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you, dude, you can do
it all the time throughout the day.

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You'll start to feel the tingles in
your head and in your feet. You'll

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start to feel it vibrating. And
then after doing it for so long,

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so many different sessions, they teach
you how to subconsciously program it into your

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brain where you can think of a
switch and it'll activate. And the Monroe

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switch, I'll just go ahead and
say it because it can still be programmed.

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The Monroe switch is because this is
first achieved in the focused ten state.

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You think of a glowing circle of
light with the number ten in the

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center of it. This is what
this is Monroe's method. But they're like,

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but you can make your own.
You can create your own subconscious symbolism.

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It doesn't matter. So you think
of this glowing circle of light with

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the number ten, and you take
a deep breath, and then you visualize

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you're blowing out the circle. You're
blowing out the circle with the number ten

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in it. You're just you're exhaling
it out of your body. After so

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many times of doing this throughout the
week, you do this trigger and immediately

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you hit an altered state, or
at least I did, and you feel

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the vibrations in your head and in
your feet, and it's just like boom.

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You can instantly recall this state.
Who And the idea is that it

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keeps your energy from leaking out,
but it keeps negative energies from permeating your

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energy field. That's the idea of
the force field yes type thing. Yes,

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because when you're going out of body, you want to be protected of

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course, yeah, yeah, And
I started to realize that's orbs. Oh

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my, whoa, hold though,
that's crazy. Whoa it's orbs yo.

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That blew my mind a little bit. I blew mind when I was sitting

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there learning it. It's orbs.
These interdimensional beings just can do it a

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little better. Yeah, like you're
describing it, and I'm literally like picturing

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like a doun't like a almost like
a ball, like a force field around

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Yes, dude, wait what the
that's nuts? Right? Oh my god,

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that's so incredible because we've seen them
step out of the orbs. That's

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not their form. But I don't
know. I just in meditation it came

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to me that, like, we
must do this, we must master this,

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because it's it's like even though we
don't see it. I mean,

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you know, there's not light,
we're not super saying, right, you

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know what I mean, it's not
coming out of us. It's it's in

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the etheric field, in the in
the astral world that this light is around

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us, and entities and spiritual forces
can see this light and we can sense

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it. And another cool thing that
they don't us is that you can manipulate

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the physical world with this force.
And if there's somebody that you're at odds

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with, or you know you're upset
with, or their energy is offensive.

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You can visualize your field expanding to
include the minute. And they have found

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over the years of experimenting with this
that people who are upset or something,

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you know, there's just some sort
of situation going on. And those who

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are in the know of this and
they focus on putting their field around others,

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Over time, their their energy will
equivalate and and it'll calm down and

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they'll, you know, be more
at peace with one another. My teacher,

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Archie, he was he's from Spain, right, So he was at

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a conference in Spain, and he
saw this guy across the room and there's

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thousands of people all around him,
and he's like, oh, I bet

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I could get that guy to look
at me. He started thinking about his

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They call it a reball resonance energy
balloon because remember they're trying to destigmatize any

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They don't want to call it anything
from religion. They want their own terminology,

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so reball. He's like, I
bet if I extend my re to

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be around him and really focus intently
on it, he'll I can get him

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to look at me. And he
said, the guy was turned around and

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he was thinking on it really hard, and then the guys he just did

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a one adio. He just he
looked at him. What the fuck?

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I really say that? Did the
guy really say that? My teacher?

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He was like, what the fuck? Like he looked at me like it

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shocked your teacher. Yes, because
he actually looked I wasn't work. Yeah,

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yeah, oh my god, it
actually worked. Wow. So maybe

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there's something to that whole thing where
people say you can feel if somebody's staring

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at you. Yeah, maybe I
don't know, that's crazy. Yeah,

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I love that he reacted. So, I mean, they're just they're really

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cool people. Man, They're they're
really ordinary, but not so ordinary,

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just smiling, life loving, humble
people. They're not like you must forsake

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you a wife, and it's not
like that, you know, It's just

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it's like like that's the first thing
Mina told me. She was like,

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I lived in India for two years
and meditated by palm trees and reached inner

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peace, and they realized I like
owning things. There's some charm to this

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physical realm. There is. Yeah, you can like both we're in it

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too, yes, you know,
and we're equally in this. She came

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to Monroe and she got one week
of She got more out of one week

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at Monroe than she did two years
living in ascetic lifestyle in India, meditating

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for hours a day, transcendental meditation
and all that. That says a lot

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because people devote their lives to going
to like pilgrimage, right, like on

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pilgrimage to India. That's what I'm
saying, man, Monroe is the pilgrimage.

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It is real, it's perfected.
It's like, oh, you don't

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want to spend forty years mastering this
here, just just lay down, get

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real cozy and just listen to my
voice. Yeah, and just know that

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it's possible because you are more than
your physical body. Indian Pilgrimage is the

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rake and Monroe is the leaf blower. Yeah yeah, yeah, good point.

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Yeah, Man, Monroe ows the
damn artificial intelligence robot with laser vision

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cutting the grass and it's the most
engine tech Yeah, dude, it's the

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most cutting edge spiritual thing. I
mean, it's it's it's mind blowing.

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And it came to me in meditation. That's why I brought up the reball

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thing, because when you get to
these altered states, the things that are

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in your mind, you see them
as if they're very clear. And that

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was one thing I noticed that the
more I focused on the reball the resonant

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energy balloon, the deeper I would
go into the meditation. And it came

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to me. I was like,
holy shit, this is what orbs are.

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These advanced beings can do this,
but it literally alters the physical world,

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you know, potent right, yeah, but it's the same thing.

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It's It just came to me.
I was like, this makes sense.

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We can visualize these orbs of light, you know, spiraling through our body

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and being around us, and and
and it can change our lives, like

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it can have an effect, protect
our energy field and help others with it.

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And they were like, imagine yours
going around other people in the room.

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If you're in a room full of
people and you want to have a

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good time, extend your field to
the entire room. So when I was

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in deeper meditation, I was like, fuck that, I want to extend

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it around the whole world. Bring
them all, bring God, bring everybody.

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Yeah, yeah, shroud the world. And I told Maya, She's

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like, hm, I never heard
that one I was like, I'm trying

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to reach people. I'm trying to
reach people trying to explode their energy field.

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Man, get it around the whole
world. And I did, and

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it was it was a very nice
feeling. I love that I even wrote

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my thoughts down here. After exercise
too, I did the resident energy Balloon

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visualization and really loved it. During
phase ten, when I focused on the

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reball I saw visuals kind of like
DMT. I also saw myself flying in

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Amerca. But I wonder if orbs
or celestial beings manipulating their energy in a

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similar way to travel the cosmos in
between worlds. I felt a strong vibration

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in my right foot the first time
Bob got to the count of eight,

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Because the first early stage is getting
to focus ten. You count all the

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way from one to ten, and
you like go through this guided relaxation of

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the whole body. By like day
three, the track is like I'll see

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you in Focus ten and you just
have to do it on your own because

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you've like kind of basically mastered it
at that point. It's baby steps the

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first time. Now relax your toes. Now, you know, on count

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of two, relax your feet and
then he's like, I'll see you.

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He's like, do the prep process
and then I'll see you in Focus fifteen.

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We progress. It's fast. Yeah. Exercise three of Focus ten we

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had to do this thing with a
light wand where you like focus on a

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single speck of light and then you
extend it and then you think of it

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flickering really fast, and you think
of all these different colors and different patterns.

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And you take this wand and you
can move it to out your body

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or other people's bodies and scan their
energy field and then scan their emotional body

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and then scan their physical body and
see if there's like any sort of problems

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there and try to send healing energy. And funnily enough, my friend Larry,

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who is the very coincidentally actually he's
the original guy who ever told the

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Bloods of Family about the Monroe Institute. And he's the original guy who got

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us in touch with a lot of
these CIA operatives, and he's a very

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well connected guy behind the scenes.
And his wife had multiple sclerosis. I

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was trying to that's a hard word
to say, but she had multiple sclerosis

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and she was completely healed this way. No, that's an inhalable, incurable

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Oh yeah, that's a really really
rough one. Yes, it's completely healed

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through hypnotic trance like states energy healing, all that stuff. It's real.

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Wow. You know it depends,
you know, how much you believe it,

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how much you set your intention to
achieve it. Yeah. You know,

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even somebody who wouldn't believe in like
this spiritual side of things would call

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it like the power of the mind. You know, they like to they

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like to throw that around, but
they won't commit fully. And but what's

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the difference at the end of the
day, Really, the mind is the

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spirit the logos right placebo is magic
at the end of the day, everything

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is mental, right, facts,
that's the first thing about Monroe. It's

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like this is all possible because you
are more than your physical body. That's

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it. That's that's the whole.
That's all Folks like, there's there's no

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secret here. Like they're very open
about this. It's it's a very wonderful

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thing to see with all these societies
out there that want to keep it secret.

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You know, they're like, yeah, I mean, you know,

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come to a retreat and you'll you'll
know you'll experience this, yeah, beyond

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any doubt. Yeah, So the
third exercise of that day I did Yeah.

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So we did four meditations that day. I got into a state of

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deep relaxation almost instant because by the
third time, it's like, Okay,

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I'm starting to understand this, and
you know, you can kind of just

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your brain remembers too. It's like
lifting a muscle. They tell you this,

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it's like lifting a weight. Like
the more you do this, the

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more your brain gets stronger and stronger
at doing this, and then by the

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end of the week they have you
with all these different images in your mind

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that you think of and you just
get there. The last day, we

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achieved focused twenty one. Walking through
the woods like no frequencies or anything.

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I'm telling you, man, it
was like being on mushrooms. I was

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walking around. I was like,
ah, these leaves are just so beautiful.

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Man, Oh my god, and
this bumblebee flew around my head.

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Shit, I said, oh,
it's like the reball, and then it

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landed on my crown. No way, no way. Yeah, I'll get

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to that story later. I instantly
went into a deep state of relaxation,

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and when it came time to construct
the light on again, I could see

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myself and body as a gigantic cosmic
entity made of stars and galaxies. And

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then I clicked out. So that's
a very common thing that happens randomly,

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is you'll get so into the meditative
trance state that you actually will click out,

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where you just basically forget the rest
of it and you're like kind of

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woken up when his voice comes on
at the end. But base, yeah,

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it is. They call it clicking
out, and they're like, but

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don't worry because you're still getting the
benefits. It's still suggesting into your mind,

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like don't even worry about it.
And some people were clicking out,

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They're like, fuck, nothing happened. And then other people are like,

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I saw you in the astral world. WHOA what did I say? And

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then and then they share the message. It's like, oh my god,

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that's real, you know, like
that was happening all week, and other

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people be like I clicked out,
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free flow focus ten and that time I

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didn't click out. I was very
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like orbs, the whole the reball
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I forgot to say the morning of
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mission was to show like kind of
entice people to SkyWatch with me. On

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day four or five, the morning
of the first day, Chris Ramsey walks

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up to me and he's like,
hey, man, how do you feel

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about skywatching tonight? Like would you
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Basically like he was being really nice
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these act phrasing. He's like,
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Like is that something you'd be willing
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was like fuck fuck funk. I
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be that'd be cool. You wanted
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it day like four or five,
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Yeah, he was like, want
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man, well yeah, me and
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I come up to him privately.
I'm like, hey, we're going to

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be skywatching tonight. I just thought, you know, if you were there

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helping me, because I know you've
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have better chances. And then I
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hey, we'll come be skywatching tonight. The people I knew. Next thing,

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you know, Chris is like,
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but he was like so and so
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like, oh, there's ten people, wow, okay and yeah. By

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by about four or five o'clock,
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just invite everybody. Just shout it. Bring yeah, get the megaphone,

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bring God. Yeah, my grandpa
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came and we all saw stuff.
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was a little nervous because the doubt
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was like, I don't have this
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just do this ship on command and
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happened before, but that's that's not
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and I called Dad because Dad always
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call me, and I called him. He talked to everybody, said what's

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and we saw quite a bit and
it was a good vibe that was easy.

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You know, Night one ten people
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we'll pick up on that later.
So Day one was pretty awesome. I'm

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gonna end that one there. So
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the crystal very cool, and then
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Focus twelve, which is basically where
the magic begins. Focus twelve, I'll

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just read it from the pamphlet.
I think it would explain it better than

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me. The state of expanded awareness. This is a state where conscious awareness

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is expanded beyond the limits of the
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different facets, including exploring non physical
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and enhanced creative expression. Now,
this is something I want to actually teach

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you guys, Like this is something
that we can all do from home obviously.

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I mean I thought about it yesterday
and I've been talking about it with

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Jenny today. But I do think
it'd be really cool if we all somehow

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figured out how to get there that
like bloed so set so thing. Wow,

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Like that's that's definitely something that I
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think it would. I Mean,
you know, there's these corporate cultures where

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Jenny's Bossel, you know, send
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and hang out and for morale,
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like that? Yeah, you know, and should Yes, absolutely, yes,

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that's something that I would I would
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yeah, so it in the meantime, it's it's something that we can still

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do, like you can you can
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before Alex walked in today, coincidentally, moments before he knocked on my door,

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my session ended and I was doing
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I woke up, my vision was
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yes, because I haven't experienced this
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any of the like serious Focus twelve
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so hard to integrate being home.
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They explained that Focus twelve is the
most productive state, right, you have

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all these higher states of consciousness where
you can do very profound things, Like

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the next day is Focus fifteen.
We'll get to that later. You have

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Focus twenty one, and then it
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do things with these states. You
can achieve these states and have specific purposes,

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Like, for example, Focus fifteen
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Focus twelve is perfect for being productive. I'm writing a new song, but

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I'm kind of blocked. Let me
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to expand. Dude. I'm telling
you, dude, we can really use

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this. Incredibly interesting. Listen to
me. They have a program called Creation

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Station where literally artists, musicians,
creators of all different types come for a

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week and the program is specifically focused
on creativity and locking the channel of creativity

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through Focus twelve. My friend Ignasio, he's one of the audio engineers from

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Monroe. Very wonderful, amazing human
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to him for many months, just
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and they've been chatting. She's been
telling me, oh my god, you

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gotta meet Ignacio. He's so wonderful. And I get there and I find

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out he's doing it with me.
Like even though he's a Monroe instructor and

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he's an audio engineer and he's like
part of the institute, he was on

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our side doing the program with us. Wow, which was very cool.

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There was actually two instructors doing it
with us. That's so cool. Two

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instructors teaching and then two doing it
with us. And then the other instructor,

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Emily. I'll talk about her later. She has a really really cool

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specialty that's probably gonna come out of
left field and you'd be like, what

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the hell. Yeah, we'll get
to that later. But anyway, so

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the creativity stuff is like, that
would change my life. Oh, and

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it works. That would change my
life. So then I struggle with Agnasio

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is explaining to me that you can
Oh, this is where I was going

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with this. The audio engineers there
like Agnasio and Bob Holbrook and there's others

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that I haven't met. They are
so smart with this stuff, dude.

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They have mastered it now to where
you don't for the new like focused twelve

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state frequencies and focus beyond like fifteen
twenty one. That's how far the app

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goes. They're going to implement more
focus levels as they go, I think

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because the app is a more recent
concept for them. It's a nonprofit.

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Munroe is a nonprofit, but then
they have the other division where they're kind

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of like able to make a profit. So they're like, we have an

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app. We have frequencies. You
know, a nonprofit can't you technically make

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profits. So they have to be
creative about how they Sure, yeah,

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you know, sort of market monetarily
into the world. But anyway, their

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app is amazing. They explained to
me that they figured out how to get

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people to these states without headphones.
Right. These are binaoral beats. You

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guys know how that works. Right, You take a four hurtz frequency you

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want to get there, But that's
beneath the what a what a phone speaker

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could even do, right, It's
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Yeah, So in order to do
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where like let's say you have one
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brain is going to interpret these two
frequencies and it's going to basically synchronize and

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understand it as four hurts. Right. They won't explain it. It's proprietary

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technology. I didn't ask anyway,
because I'm not trying to prye on their

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secret sauce I kind of respect the
craft. But they they have figured out

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how to do it without headphones,
and I did it today. I literally

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did it, right, before Alex
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Yes, wow, yes, I
have an idea of how they do

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it, but obviously they won't.
It's there, it's there. We'll talk

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later. I was curious, like
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I was like, I wonder if
this is something that could be made at

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home. But I don't know because
I'm just I'm so like support of them,

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you know, and what they're doing, and obviously it can be done

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at home if you have the knowledge, I mean, anybody, it's the

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brain that does this, you know. It's it's very curious how they do

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it, but anyway, so they've
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So when we started getting into Focus
twelve, I started to notice my

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awareness expanding, not just from within
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but visualizing the room and then visualizing
the hallway, seeing Chris because his

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room was beside mine, seeing Brad, which is another good friend of mine

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that I made. His name is
Brad Young and he I don't know if

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you guys know much about Randall Carlson, but he's like sort of like a

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partner with him, and they do
podcasts together. He's he's like always on

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the road with him, and he's
like his carlson. That guy's been on

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Rogan, hasn't he a lot of
times? Yeah? A bunch. Yeah,

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he's like his best friend. And
we were there together and and is

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just such an amazing guy. And
his room was beside me and Chris's,

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and then Sean Webb, the mind
hacking happiness guy, his room was upstairs.

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I began to as when I hit
Focused twelve, I began to become

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aware of them, like seeing them
in my mind, seeing our unit,

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and then expanding up past the building
and sort of seeing the property, looking

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down at the cabins and the crystal, and then seeing the mountain, and

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I was like, oh my god. I just kept expanding higher and higher,

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and then I felt like I was
in up in the clouds, and

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I felt like I was in orb
and I saw and I saw in my

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mind thousands of beings of light over
the mountains surrounding us and watching us.

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And I'll write down I'll tell you
what I wrote down, but I said

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that is in Yeah, let me
find the exact thing that I wrote down.

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But I'm just picturing like experiencing that
firsthand, like my self first person

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like that, that would be very
intense. It be hard to like feel

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grounded. But I guess that's the
whole point of that is the whole point

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going here and doing this thing is
like you're trying to be not grounded.

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Yeah, you go there to not
be grounded. I for some reason didn't

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write this one down. I think
it was just so like incredible to me.

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But I saw myself as an orb
up in the clouds, and then

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I saw thousands of orbs around the
mountain. And then the words came clearly

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into my mind because they're very clear. They're like, speak to your higher

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self when you're in these states,
set an intention, ask your higher self

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for a message, ask for guidance. And I was like okay, and

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you know, asking for a message. And the words came very clear into

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my mind. It said tonight there's
gonna be a miracle. And I was

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like, okay, cool. And
after this session, I went and I

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had lunch. I actually I kind
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that's okay. But after this session, I went and I had lunch.

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important. But setting up what happened. When I got to lunch, Alan

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the CEO was there, Paul the
CTO, and I think that was it.

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They were there visiting us. They
only came twice. We didn't get

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to see them like the whole week
and everything. And I was like,

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Hey, Alan, I'm Chris the
Son. I'm so excited to because you

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know, they've met, they know
each other dad and he's been there a

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few times, you know, oh
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he met with a lot of these
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So I said, Hey, I'm
Chris a Son. I'm so happy

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to be here. Thank you for
having me. I just wanted to say

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hello. And she said, hey, yeah, come come sit with me.

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Let's have lunch together. And I
was like, okay, great.

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I was like, I have to
tell you what I just saw on Focus

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twelve, and sitting with me and
Alan was also Amy shout out, Amy

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illuminating Joy, a very lovely,
wonderful person who we actually manifested. Know

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if you guys remember that we talked
about I guarantee when we meet up,

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it's going to be at Monroe and
we did. We Manifested meeting at Monroe,

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which is the craziest thing. If
you guys go listen to our episode

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that we did with Amy, she
says that epid. At the very end,

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we were like, well, manifest
being there together. Yeah, I

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think she said it. Yeah,
and we did, and we were like,

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holy shit, here we are.
Yeah. So me and Amy,

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Arkie and Alan were sitting down eating
lunch and I was telling her some of

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the things I was seeing and I
said it in Alan. I don't know

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if this means anything, but the
words very clearly came to my mind to

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focus twelve tonight, there's going to
be a miracle. And she was like

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hmm. And we were talking about
it and we were like, but you

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know what, everything that happens here
is a miracle. I mean, you

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know, going out of body and
remote viewing and they benspoons and psychoconesis stuff

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which I need to get around to
that, And I mean, all of

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this stuff is miracle by the conventional
sense. It could be anything could happen,

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right, We've already seen miracles.
People are getting messages in the astral

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and they're like yeah, yeah,
yeah, don't put so much pressure on

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it. I'll get back to that. Throughout the day in Focus twelve,

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I just I started to see things
so much more clearly. And this was

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very weird. This is gonna sound
very weird, but whatever, this is

408
00:28:11.000 --> 00:28:15.119
exactly what I wrote in my journal. I felt like I was visited by

409
00:28:15.160 --> 00:28:19.880
a Curatoriama, and I saw a
faint white light flashing with my eyes closed,

410
00:28:19.920 --> 00:28:23.319
and I felt him near me,
and I started getting all this information

411
00:28:23.359 --> 00:28:27.440
in my brain that was like,
all this stuff in dragon Ball Z is

412
00:28:27.480 --> 00:28:32.640
this is symbolism that's encoding at the
subconscious level the reball they're glowing with their

413
00:28:32.759 --> 00:28:36.400
energy. I started to think about
it's the year of the Dragon he died,

414
00:28:37.279 --> 00:28:40.400
and all this profound stuff about a
Curatoriyama. And when my eyes were

415
00:28:40.400 --> 00:28:42.079
closed, I saw this flashing white
light and I felt like it was a

416
00:28:42.160 --> 00:28:47.640
spirit. And then I saw an
image of Jeering meditating in dragon Ball Super

417
00:28:47.680 --> 00:28:49.920
and he has this bubble around him
and nothing can penetrate the bubble, and

418
00:28:49.960 --> 00:28:53.640
I was like, huh, that's
really weird. And then I realized day

419
00:28:53.720 --> 00:29:00.720
one I wore my dragon Ball boxers
as my lucky pair of boxers to go

420
00:29:00.759 --> 00:29:03.240
there, and I was like,
this is getting weird. So when I

421
00:29:03.240 --> 00:29:06.039
brought that up in the debrief,
because every lesson we're all supposed to kind

422
00:29:06.039 --> 00:29:11.160
of debrief what happened and openly share
and be vulnerable. And Ignacio, my

423
00:29:11.240 --> 00:29:15.599
friend, the audio engineer and the
trainer, said, if you're surprised,

424
00:29:15.680 --> 00:29:18.480
you're not making it up. So
I was like, okay, I'll go

425
00:29:18.519 --> 00:29:21.720
along with it. Yeah, okay, maybe I really did see kuratory on

426
00:29:22.000 --> 00:29:25.319
and that's that's not so bizarre to
think. I mean, I've been so

427
00:29:25.440 --> 00:29:27.640
obsessed with him my whole life and
this work. I mean, and he

428
00:29:27.759 --> 00:29:32.599
is dead, so you know what
I mean. And it was a recent

429
00:29:32.720 --> 00:29:36.119
thing, and you're the Dragon and
I am at a place where I'm kind

430
00:29:36.119 --> 00:29:38.599
of broadcasting a signal, Hey I'm
more than my physical body, come see

431
00:29:38.640 --> 00:29:41.559
me, you know. So I
don't know, I don't know, but

432
00:29:41.759 --> 00:29:47.759
it was interesting and I just I
clearly saw that there was something profound to

433
00:29:48.200 --> 00:29:51.359
DBZ and the way there are a
glows when they you know, visualize it,

434
00:29:51.400 --> 00:29:56.559
and I just was like, this
is weird. And some other kind

435
00:29:56.559 --> 00:29:59.039
of personal things. I thought it
was funny though, that I did wear

436
00:29:59.119 --> 00:30:03.480
my Lucky Dragon ball underwear. Yeah
the first day. Yeah, I think

437
00:30:03.480 --> 00:30:07.279
that's no coincidence. When I woke
up from the Focus twelve state, I

438
00:30:07.400 --> 00:30:11.559
was so delirious and groggy, and
I was searching around my room for several

439
00:30:11.599 --> 00:30:17.079
minutes from my glasses. And every
time you go into a session, you

440
00:30:17.160 --> 00:30:18.599
take off anything. You take off
jewelry, you enter your pockets, take

441
00:30:18.599 --> 00:30:22.480
off your shoes, some people get
their underwear. I did one time,

442
00:30:22.559 --> 00:30:26.440
actually, and you get completely comfortable. So I'm always taking off my glasses,

443
00:30:26.480 --> 00:30:27.720
throwing them on my journal. And
I got up after the session,

444
00:30:27.720 --> 00:30:30.759
I'm looking around for my glasses,
like, what the fuck. I can't

445
00:30:30.799 --> 00:30:33.680
afford to lose these, They're my
only pair. And when I crossed by

446
00:30:33.680 --> 00:30:36.960
the mirror, they were on my
face. I just I couldn't. There

447
00:30:37.039 --> 00:30:41.039
was a lapse in my Sometimes you
have a lapse in your consciousness when you

448
00:30:41.039 --> 00:30:45.440
wake up and you don't remember everything
because you're so deep into meditation. WHOA,

449
00:30:47.160 --> 00:30:49.279
So I had already put him on. I just didn't remember, and

450
00:30:49.319 --> 00:30:53.599
I was like, Okay, this
is getting weird. Whoa, it's like

451
00:30:53.799 --> 00:31:00.680
Spider Man after he becomes Spider Man, Like yeah, but it was kind

452
00:31:00.680 --> 00:31:02.079
of like that. I was like, what the heck? Yeah, I

453
00:31:02.160 --> 00:31:04.079
didn't even notice that I could see
clearly. I was just frantically searching for

454
00:31:04.319 --> 00:31:07.480
but I apparently put them on right
when I got up, and I just

455
00:31:07.519 --> 00:31:10.200
I couldn't see it in my mind
that I did it. I couldn't recall

456
00:31:10.240 --> 00:31:12.960
it. When I was in Focus
twelve, I saw the reball and I

457
00:31:14.000 --> 00:31:15.640
thought more deeply about that, and
I thought about, like I kind of

458
00:31:15.640 --> 00:31:22.160
saw this visual of you know,
we really are more than our physical body.

459
00:31:22.200 --> 00:31:26.880
That's something that Monroe very heavily emphasizes. And they taught us very clearly,

460
00:31:26.039 --> 00:31:30.480
you never die, truly, Just
like it's crazy because we just did

461
00:31:30.480 --> 00:31:33.480
the Hermeticism episode where we talked about
this just the week that I left.

462
00:31:33.839 --> 00:31:38.920
You never die. They teach that
there is no hell, that trapped souls

463
00:31:40.079 --> 00:31:45.720
upon death are stuck in a thought
form of fear. So like typically they

464
00:31:45.799 --> 00:31:51.160
teach that the souls that remain as
ghosts or have trouble ascending to higher realities

465
00:31:51.240 --> 00:31:56.640
upon death don't have a really good
idea of what it's like in the afterlife

466
00:31:56.720 --> 00:31:59.680
or what to expect, or maybe
they really fear it because they don't believe

467
00:31:59.720 --> 00:32:01.680
in any thing, or they don't
believe they'll go anywhere good, or maybe

468
00:32:01.680 --> 00:32:04.799
they have a religion that says I
have to wait in my grave for a

469
00:32:04.880 --> 00:32:10.119
thousand years to hear a trumpet call. So there's all these ideas about what

470
00:32:10.119 --> 00:32:13.680
happens or where we go and we
die, and people get trapped in these

471
00:32:13.759 --> 00:32:17.480
thought forms. Because we are ultimate
energy. We are you know, from

472
00:32:17.599 --> 00:32:22.839
God, from source, so we
we really do have the power to when

473
00:32:22.839 --> 00:32:27.160
we die, we can we can
sort of we can ascend to higher realities.

474
00:32:27.200 --> 00:32:30.240
But you know what if we don't
know that, you know, then

475
00:32:30.279 --> 00:32:34.519
we could be trapped. And that's
hell, that's like the real kind of

476
00:32:34.559 --> 00:32:39.440
hell. Yeah, And it came
it flashed into my mind that that part

477
00:32:39.559 --> 00:32:44.480
of the experience here. It's like
a river man, Like the river is

478
00:32:44.559 --> 00:32:47.079
flowing and you have a steady stream
and then sometimes there's rocks in the stream

479
00:32:47.160 --> 00:32:50.799
that kind of breaks up the flow
and it's a little choppy, but the

480
00:32:50.839 --> 00:32:53.519
stream keeps going. And I thought
about that, like the soul living through

481
00:32:53.559 --> 00:32:59.480
lifetime. Sometimes it's suffering. Sometimes
it's very hard, and literally all you

482
00:32:59.519 --> 00:33:04.839
can do is keep focusing on the
reball. But it's a metaphor like keeping

483
00:33:04.880 --> 00:33:08.359
your energy bright and strong and protected
and trying to weather those bad times.

484
00:33:08.440 --> 00:33:10.440
I saw it in the form of
the reball, Like, huh. If

485
00:33:10.480 --> 00:33:15.640
I keep focusing on my energy and
keep focusing on maintaining that glow when it's

486
00:33:15.680 --> 00:33:21.839
hard, you know, you'll just
pass through and just you know, you'll

487
00:33:21.920 --> 00:33:23.200
end up on the other side.
Okay, that's kind of how it came

488
00:33:23.240 --> 00:33:27.960
to me. It's important to even
when it's tough, especially when it's tough,

489
00:33:28.000 --> 00:33:32.079
to strengthen your your light. Yeah, and then I had to think

490
00:33:32.079 --> 00:33:37.920
about the miracle. Oh I did
write this, I said, I wrote,

491
00:33:37.960 --> 00:33:39.720
I saw myself in an orbit of
white light floating through time. I

492
00:33:39.759 --> 00:33:47.079
saw myself in past lifetimes having the
burden of trying to help people awaken against

493
00:33:47.160 --> 00:33:52.079
dark forces. I understood that I
must protect my energy and vibrate at my

494
00:33:52.200 --> 00:33:55.119
highest level and the beings will light
the way, just float through time,

495
00:33:55.400 --> 00:33:59.799
strength and light through suffering. Many
lifetimes we suffer, and it's just a

496
00:33:59.799 --> 00:34:01.920
part of the process and we just
have to weather it. I saw thousands

497
00:34:01.920 --> 00:34:05.079
of light beings here at Monroe and
a miracle in the sky, and I

498
00:34:05.079 --> 00:34:06.799
went and told Alan. I was
like, I saw a miracle in this

499
00:34:06.880 --> 00:34:08.960
guy. Okay, So moving forward, So that night Joe mcmonaga came.

500
00:34:09.000 --> 00:34:13.159
It was a surprise, we hung
out with Joe mcmonagall. For those who

501
00:34:13.199 --> 00:34:17.039
don't know Joe mcmonagall, he is
the original psychic spy for the US military

502
00:34:17.679 --> 00:34:22.719
and he's chapter one of Dad's book, and ironically Monroe is the last chapter.

503
00:34:22.800 --> 00:34:27.519
So that was really cool full circle
moment for me, and I got

504
00:34:27.559 --> 00:34:34.559
like an hour of footage of Joe
just spitting just the ultimate wisdom about like

505
00:34:34.840 --> 00:34:37.360
a lot of the stuff he says
is reminiscent of what my dad says,

506
00:34:37.400 --> 00:34:40.440
like you got to keep a positive
attitude. Something he said was, see,

507
00:34:40.480 --> 00:34:45.039
you have bought into the illusion that
time and space are real. I

508
00:34:45.159 --> 00:34:51.480
violated every day, and he said, you know we're ultimate, magical,

509
00:34:52.519 --> 00:34:58.840
powerful, capable, spiritual beings.
And then you know, basically, you

510
00:34:58.880 --> 00:35:00.360
know, you have to understand you
more than your physical body. It was

511
00:35:00.400 --> 00:35:05.239
just this very profound speech. He
gave told a little bit of the history

512
00:35:05.239 --> 00:35:07.920
of like how he started remote viewing, and a lot of those stories there

513
00:35:07.960 --> 00:35:12.360
when we were with Joe, and
we were with him for about two and

514
00:35:12.360 --> 00:35:15.360
a half hours watching some documentaries about
him with him and then he would give

515
00:35:15.360 --> 00:35:21.519
commentary, and then we practiced remote
viewing his original targets with just co ordinates

516
00:35:21.559 --> 00:35:23.440
on the screen and then he would
like kind of give input on how to

517
00:35:23.519 --> 00:35:27.119
do it and kind of guiding us
through it. And everybody was getting hits

518
00:35:27.119 --> 00:35:31.880
too. Chris was Chris Ramsey specifically
amazing remote viewer. He drew the entire

519
00:35:31.920 --> 00:35:38.199
picture. WHOA, whereas I can
show you what I drew. I drew

520
00:35:38.280 --> 00:35:44.639
shapes, I drew these arches.
Came to mind it was the Saint Louis

521
00:35:44.719 --> 00:35:47.199
Arch. WHOA, oh, well, show it to the camera. I

522
00:35:47.280 --> 00:35:52.320
drew the Saint Louis Arch. I
mean I drew like arches, waves,

523
00:35:52.559 --> 00:35:53.800
and then I was like, maybe
it's pointy. It was the Saint Louis

524
00:35:53.880 --> 00:36:00.280
Arch. He drew the damn stadium
beside it. Yeah, and other people

525
00:36:00.280 --> 00:36:01.519
too. We're getting like very accurate
hits, Like I want to say,

526
00:36:01.559 --> 00:36:06.639
Marco, shout out Marco, Marco
J Williams. He's a very cool guy

527
00:36:06.639 --> 00:36:09.599
who has this like spiritual Instagram channel. He was getting very accurate hits too.

528
00:36:10.519 --> 00:36:15.039
And then the second one I drew, is this a circle? No,

529
00:36:15.079 --> 00:36:19.079
it's like a very tall, pointy
object. And I wrote metal,

530
00:36:19.400 --> 00:36:22.239
very tall, possibly rock because in
my mind I started to see how a

531
00:36:22.280 --> 00:36:25.760
crystal or a rock has like striations
in the geode. It turned out to

532
00:36:25.760 --> 00:36:30.400
be the Devil's Tower, a very
tall rock structure. So it's like,

533
00:36:30.440 --> 00:36:34.480
okay, like I was getting kind
of like elements of it and shapes of

534
00:36:34.519 --> 00:36:37.840
it, and then some people were
drawing the thing, the exact thing,

535
00:36:37.960 --> 00:36:40.719
yes, yeh, yes, and
Joe was coaching us and it was it

536
00:36:40.760 --> 00:36:46.199
was really cool. We watched a
documentary. I'm very curious, like,

537
00:36:47.719 --> 00:36:52.639
can you talk about how that the
process? The process? Yeah, and

538
00:36:52.639 --> 00:36:54.519
I'm not saying like give away his
secret sauce, not a secret, they

539
00:36:54.559 --> 00:36:58.119
teach it. Yeah, I'm just
saying like, can you hit on that

540
00:36:58.159 --> 00:37:00.559
a little bit more? Yeah,
process of how that happened, just going

541
00:37:00.599 --> 00:37:10.159
off memory here, it's it's basically
like you okay, so you have to

542
00:37:10.239 --> 00:37:14.119
understand you are more than your physical
body, right, That's that's how this

543
00:37:14.239 --> 00:37:16.519
is possible. He's so involved with
Monroe and obviously you know, believes all

544
00:37:16.519 --> 00:37:22.320
this stuff and practices it too,
because you are more than your physical body,

545
00:37:22.360 --> 00:37:27.760
and time and space are not real, they're not linear any point of

546
00:37:28.079 --> 00:37:30.639
he what he said, like I
have it on video. He said,

547
00:37:30.679 --> 00:37:32.800
like you are literally writing the script
for your own movie, your life.

548
00:37:34.039 --> 00:37:37.239
The script was written by you before
you even lived here, like you can

549
00:37:37.360 --> 00:37:40.840
access all of this information. And
he was so good that he told the

550
00:37:40.880 --> 00:37:45.159
story where he had to do like
a it was with Disney actually the Disney

551
00:37:45.199 --> 00:37:49.119
Channel back in like the eighties or
nineties or something. They wanted to try

552
00:37:49.159 --> 00:37:51.840
to get him, like we want
to record you remote view and a target,

553
00:37:52.320 --> 00:37:58.440
but we're gonna give you the coordinate
like months in advance. And you

554
00:37:58.480 --> 00:38:00.800
know, is this kind of they
did this tricky process, and they had

555
00:38:00.840 --> 00:38:06.920
these four different targets in mind.
The moment he heard the four coordinates,

556
00:38:07.079 --> 00:38:12.199
he knew them. He just he
knew exactly what they were. Whoa yeah,

557
00:38:12.280 --> 00:38:15.079
and and he had it accurately mapped
out. They tried to get him.

558
00:38:15.119 --> 00:38:19.039
The guy that was like doing the
whole bit didn't even believe it was

559
00:38:19.079 --> 00:38:22.400
real. He blew all their minds. Had it one hundred percent accurately.

560
00:38:22.440 --> 00:38:24.519
And they tried to go so far
as to make the target like a boat

561
00:38:24.559 --> 00:38:29.599
out in the middle of the water
without like concrete coordinates, and like change

562
00:38:29.599 --> 00:38:32.000
it up on him, and he
followed every change and accurately nailed it.

563
00:38:32.039 --> 00:38:35.920
And they were like what the fuck
And the producer, Hey, this is

564
00:38:35.960 --> 00:38:40.079
Disney cut you gotta we got to
re record that. And he's like,

565
00:38:40.119 --> 00:38:46.679
gosh, darn it, like he
blew their minds. And yeah, they

566
00:38:46.679 --> 00:38:51.639
were trying to trip him up because
they didn't believe it. Whoa and uh

567
00:38:51.760 --> 00:38:53.400
yeah, the moment he got the
envelope and he wrote top secret on it

568
00:38:53.440 --> 00:38:58.400
and he was a military guy doing
this, so he's like, not breaking

569
00:38:58.400 --> 00:39:00.239
the protocol. It has to be
respected. They wanted to break the protocol

570
00:39:00.360 --> 00:39:04.960
just to prove him and it's not
real. Change the coordinates on him,

571
00:39:05.760 --> 00:39:08.360
and it was so funny because the
guy told him months before they filmed the

572
00:39:08.400 --> 00:39:10.400
segment and he got the coordinates.
He's like, I'm gonna be honest with

573
00:39:10.440 --> 00:39:14.920
you. I don't believe in this
shit. And you know, I don't

574
00:39:14.920 --> 00:39:16.199
think it's real. I think it's
hocus pokets. I think it's a magic

575
00:39:16.239 --> 00:39:21.159
trick. And Joe said something back
to him that was really funny. I

576
00:39:21.159 --> 00:39:24.480
can't remember it's on the video.
And then he said that night he went

577
00:39:24.519 --> 00:39:29.800
to his hotel and he just had
like a big steak dinner and drank a

578
00:39:29.840 --> 00:39:31.559
glass of wine, got in the
hot tub or the bathtub or whatever,

579
00:39:31.639 --> 00:39:35.639
and just relaxed and he watched a
Western movie, and he went to sleep

580
00:39:35.679 --> 00:39:38.800
and he was just like totally at
peace, Like he wasn't even phased by

581
00:39:38.840 --> 00:39:42.440
the fact that they were, you
know, skeptical. It's really funny when

582
00:39:42.440 --> 00:39:46.000
he tells the story. So the
whole process is you just you know this.

583
00:39:46.159 --> 00:39:49.840
You know that time and space are
not linear. So you clear your

584
00:39:49.840 --> 00:39:54.400
mind and you think of the coordinates
right, and you allow impressions to come

585
00:39:54.440 --> 00:39:58.119
in and over time, the more
you do it, the better you get.

586
00:39:58.480 --> 00:40:00.599
And whatever comes to your mind,
the first thing that comes your mind,

587
00:40:00.639 --> 00:40:05.800
you write it down. You're not
like you cannot inject your doubt.

588
00:40:06.400 --> 00:40:07.719
Oh well maybe it's not this,
Maybe it's not that. That's what I

589
00:40:07.760 --> 00:40:12.199
do. That's why I couldn't get
the full picture. Whatever you if you

590
00:40:12.239 --> 00:40:15.239
get it's a it smells good,
write it down. You just got to.

591
00:40:15.280 --> 00:40:19.519
You gotta write down every impression you
get. Most people that did this

592
00:40:19.559 --> 00:40:23.320
weren't getting it the picture, you
know, they're getting details. They got

593
00:40:23.360 --> 00:40:27.400
so good at it. In the
Army and then the CIA that they were

594
00:40:27.440 --> 00:40:31.320
basically like the Minority report, like
they would they they actually stopped a I

595
00:40:31.360 --> 00:40:37.079
think it was a Russian ambassador within
eight minutes of being assassinated. They they

596
00:40:37.159 --> 00:40:42.119
had the idea that he was in
this this facility, they were able to

597
00:40:42.119 --> 00:40:45.679
remote view. Oh god, there's
you know, there's eight entrances, there's

598
00:40:45.719 --> 00:40:49.000
two exits. He's up here.
We need to enter here, take the

599
00:40:49.000 --> 00:40:51.280
shot here. And they did that
and it was like eight minutes away from

600
00:40:51.360 --> 00:40:53.079
him having the trigger pulled on his
head, and they stopped it like Minority

601
00:40:53.119 --> 00:40:58.239
Report, like they they were stopping
crimes even sometimes before they happened. And

602
00:40:58.280 --> 00:41:02.599
he said, every single time that
he ever had to remote view a child,

603
00:41:04.199 --> 00:41:07.360
uh, he never failed, even
if he found a corpse that you

604
00:41:07.400 --> 00:41:12.440
know, sometimes it was saving children
in hostage situations. Sometimes it was finding

605
00:41:12.440 --> 00:41:15.280
the body because they were already dead. But he always was able to do

606
00:41:15.360 --> 00:41:19.239
it. And he got really famous
doing this because he found the ancient corpse

607
00:41:19.239 --> 00:41:23.800
of a Japanese princess because she had
a mysterious hidden tomb and they're like,

608
00:41:23.840 --> 00:41:27.960
we want to find her burial side
as sacred and he was like, well,

609
00:41:28.159 --> 00:41:30.679
you guys are dinging fucking golf balls
onto it. She was under a

610
00:41:30.679 --> 00:41:36.880
golf course. Yeah, he found
her body. Yo, he needs to

611
00:41:36.960 --> 00:41:42.559
remote you freaking Merlin find out where
his body's at. Yeah, come on,

612
00:41:42.960 --> 00:41:47.519
he needs to remote hercules for a
lot of stuff. That would be

613
00:41:47.519 --> 00:41:52.760
windy, dude. A Japanese princess, Yeah, whoa the true story underneath

614
00:41:52.800 --> 00:42:00.880
a golf course Japan. So that
night we were watching an old TV segment

615
00:42:00.920 --> 00:42:02.880
of him. We had a bunch
of videos to watch with him, and

616
00:42:02.960 --> 00:42:06.760
it was like an interview in the
eighties or nineties that he did, and

617
00:42:06.800 --> 00:42:12.440
the lady on the TV said,
Joe, this is fantastic. Everything you've

618
00:42:12.480 --> 00:42:16.000
done today is a miracle. And
me and Amy were like, it's the

619
00:42:16.079 --> 00:42:21.920
miracle. We had the miracle tonight. What the fuck? It was the

620
00:42:21.960 --> 00:42:25.920
miracle. We were freaking out and
Archie was there, the teacher. I

621
00:42:25.960 --> 00:42:28.719
was like, Arcie, it's the
miracle. He was like, oh my

622
00:42:28.800 --> 00:42:34.559
god, it's miracle. There's gonna
be a miracle tonight when I was a

623
00:42:34.599 --> 00:42:39.599
Focus twelve. So we're like,
okay, and it's getting freaky wow dude.

624
00:42:39.639 --> 00:42:45.039
Yeah. And I saw some other
stuff too, like I saw being

625
00:42:45.079 --> 00:42:49.280
in the Egyptian temple in a past
life, and I saw laying in a

626
00:42:49.280 --> 00:42:52.119
coffin like Osyrius, because that's what
they would do in these rituals. They

627
00:42:52.159 --> 00:42:57.239
would induce near death experiences. Or
out of body states, and they would

628
00:42:57.360 --> 00:42:59.639
we talked about this, how they
would, you know, sometimes they'd smoke

629
00:42:59.639 --> 00:43:01.440
blue loo, or they would do
these other things to try to go out

630
00:43:01.440 --> 00:43:04.880
of body or walk in their dreams. We've talked about this a lot on

631
00:43:04.920 --> 00:43:07.440
the show. But I saw myself
doing it in the temple in ancient Egypt,

632
00:43:08.000 --> 00:43:14.039
and I saw a light being in
the temple, and I had the

633
00:43:14.159 --> 00:43:17.480
sense this is something I've never considered
before, but now it doesn't sound so

634
00:43:17.519 --> 00:43:22.119
crazy to me. I had the
sense that back then their connection was so

635
00:43:22.199 --> 00:43:25.559
much stronger, that these initiates in
the temple were like perhaps the beings were

636
00:43:25.559 --> 00:43:30.559
actually materializing face to face, because
that's what I saw in a past life,

637
00:43:30.559 --> 00:43:34.599
that I was face to face with
a being just like we see now,

638
00:43:35.159 --> 00:43:37.519
and that throughout time, I got
the sense that this is what they

639
00:43:37.519 --> 00:43:40.639
were doing back then, the out
of body stuff orbs, all of it

640
00:43:42.000 --> 00:43:45.719
that in ancient times, in ancient
times in Egypt, in the temple and

641
00:43:45.840 --> 00:43:52.760
wherever. And I was like,
okay, this is pretty deep. And

642
00:43:52.800 --> 00:43:54.480
then I want to say, yeah, that was still the same day.

643
00:43:54.679 --> 00:43:57.920
Okay, yeah, so this is
the first day I went out of body.

644
00:44:00.199 --> 00:44:02.760
So then the drumming monocle thing was
at night. But skipping back a

645
00:44:02.800 --> 00:44:07.199
little bit, we did the first
intro to body intro to out of body

646
00:44:07.199 --> 00:44:12.199
exercise and it was like we get
into focus twelve and then we visualize the

647
00:44:12.239 --> 00:44:15.639
reball really strongly. Pay attention to
it, because not every time you're supposed

648
00:44:15.639 --> 00:44:17.440
to pay attention to it. It's
just part of the process. You like,

649
00:44:17.760 --> 00:44:22.239
activate it and then it's like,
I want to speak to my higher

650
00:44:22.280 --> 00:44:24.679
self, I want to do this, do that. They have all these

651
00:44:24.719 --> 00:44:28.599
exercises, but this time was like, pay attention to the reball. Now,

652
00:44:28.679 --> 00:44:31.840
imagine your body rising to the sky. It's a guided meditation with Robert

653
00:44:31.840 --> 00:44:36.639
Monroe, and then gently falling back
into your body. And it's just really

654
00:44:36.679 --> 00:44:39.000
slow, guided process and you can
do it three times, rising to the

655
00:44:39.000 --> 00:44:44.559
sky as high as you can go
and then back to your body. And

656
00:44:44.639 --> 00:44:46.760
you're already in such a deep focus
to a state by the time you start

657
00:44:46.760 --> 00:44:51.760
this exercise. You know when you're
on a roller coaster and you fill your

658
00:44:51.760 --> 00:44:53.960
stomach drop, Oh yeah. I
started to feel that. I started to

659
00:44:54.000 --> 00:44:59.280
feel oh shit, I'm rising.
Oh now I'm falling, And it felt

660
00:44:59.280 --> 00:45:02.559
like being on a roller I could
feel the energy in my body lifting and

661
00:45:02.599 --> 00:45:06.320
I'm getting lighter on the bed and
then I'm falling, and then you do

662
00:45:06.360 --> 00:45:07.320
it the third time, and I
was like, Okay, that wasn't so

663
00:45:07.400 --> 00:45:10.480
bad. And then they play about
thirty minutes of the frequency, just kind

664
00:45:10.480 --> 00:45:13.719
of silent, and they didn't tell
you what's gonna happen, and I just

665
00:45:13.760 --> 00:45:15.440
started laying there. I was like, huh, I guess I didn't go

666
00:45:15.480 --> 00:45:17.559
out of body, and I'm just
kind of there in the focus twelve state.

667
00:45:19.280 --> 00:45:22.239
And then I started to see warping
like on Star Wars with the or

668
00:45:22.320 --> 00:45:25.280
like Stargate with the white lines the
white lights, and I was just kind

669
00:45:25.280 --> 00:45:30.119
of like, oh shit. And
then I just felt like I was completely

670
00:45:30.159 --> 00:45:36.440
out of body and I was in
this just nonsensical abstract dimension. Now when

671
00:45:36.480 --> 00:45:38.960
I say I was in, I
would compare it to DMT, like when

672
00:45:38.960 --> 00:45:42.679
you smoke DMT and then you're out
and you're you're gone from your body.

673
00:45:42.719 --> 00:45:45.840
It was like that I was completely
out of my body, not aware of

674
00:45:45.880 --> 00:45:52.199
it, and it was this fucked
up, whimsical cartoon looking abstract dimension with

675
00:45:52.239 --> 00:45:54.599
these weird little characters doing these things. And I was like ah, and

676
00:45:54.639 --> 00:46:00.000
I shocked back immediately and I woke
up and I was like, uh,

677
00:46:00.400 --> 00:46:05.199
okay, that was stressful. And
I was like really quiet for an hour

678
00:46:05.280 --> 00:46:07.679
and I went back to class and
I was like, we did the debrief

679
00:46:07.800 --> 00:46:13.519
and I was like, I think
I went out of body and honestly it

680
00:46:13.639 --> 00:46:16.800
was really stressful and really scary blah
blah blah blah blahlah. And I was

681
00:46:16.840 --> 00:46:21.159
just like I didn't expect that it
was intro and they were like, yeah,

682
00:46:21.159 --> 00:46:24.000
it sounds like you went way too
far. And they teach this model

683
00:46:24.000 --> 00:46:28.679
where there's layers of dimensions where it's
like the first layer is like, oh

684
00:46:28.719 --> 00:46:30.440
look, I'm like Casper. I
can walk around in the physical world like

685
00:46:30.480 --> 00:46:34.400
Bob started doing that. You could
just kind of walk around and see people.

686
00:46:34.480 --> 00:46:38.199
Yeah. This girl Hannah shout out
Hannah, Hannah, Hannah summer Hill.

687
00:46:38.280 --> 00:46:44.360
She's a manifestation expert and she's also
a podcaster and she was there and

688
00:46:44.480 --> 00:46:47.199
she went out of body and she
was like, I went to France because

689
00:46:47.239 --> 00:46:52.599
my sister lives there, but first
I stopped by the baguette bakery and went

690
00:46:52.639 --> 00:46:55.440
in there, and then I went
to see my sister and it was amazing,

691
00:46:55.440 --> 00:47:01.840
and I'm like, yeah, I
just went to a fucking nonsense town.

692
00:47:01.960 --> 00:47:07.119
Yeah, abstract place that was like
frightening, and I was just like,

693
00:47:07.320 --> 00:47:08.400
what the heck. I didn't expect
that, and I was kind of

694
00:47:08.440 --> 00:47:13.760
like scared to go back into the
next session. I was really freaked out

695
00:47:13.840 --> 00:47:20.800
because it was very real and very
stressed, and I just I dove in

696
00:47:20.840 --> 00:47:22.480
without fear to the next one.
I was like, whatever, I'll just

697
00:47:22.480 --> 00:47:25.239
do it without fear. And that
actually came to me in the meditation.

698
00:47:25.360 --> 00:47:29.639
It was like my higher self came
in and it was like, you have

699
00:47:29.719 --> 00:47:31.880
to see without fear. I will
see you without fear. So that was

700
00:47:31.920 --> 00:47:35.440
my affirmation for the rest of the
week, I will see without fear.

701
00:47:35.480 --> 00:47:37.960
And it worked, and every time
I went out of body after that,

702
00:47:37.039 --> 00:47:39.760
anytime I saw something that was scary, I was like, I will see

703
00:47:39.760 --> 00:47:43.440
without fear, and I could think
about it changing and it would change.

704
00:47:44.000 --> 00:47:45.960
Like I saw this thing that kind
of looked scaly and looked really weird,

705
00:47:46.119 --> 00:47:47.920
and then I thought about it and
I was like, nope, I don't

706
00:47:49.000 --> 00:47:51.960
like that, and it started turning
into stone. Like you could just change

707
00:47:52.039 --> 00:47:57.480
things around you when you became conscious
of what was happening. One minute,

708
00:47:57.519 --> 00:47:59.280
I was running around like the flash. And then I was like, I

709
00:47:59.360 --> 00:48:01.760
want to fly like Superman and I
just started flying around and it was it

710
00:48:01.800 --> 00:48:07.960
was just really weird. Yeah,
So that that was basically that day,

711
00:48:08.079 --> 00:48:10.519
day two, and and it was
that time when I was like, I

712
00:48:10.519 --> 00:48:14.760
will see without fear that it came
to me tonight there will be a miracle.

713
00:48:15.199 --> 00:48:17.960
Then the drum mcmonocle thing. So
let's move on to the next day.

714
00:48:20.239 --> 00:48:22.199
Oh, I did see Merlin's temple, by the way, what really,

715
00:48:22.599 --> 00:48:27.239
I mean? Yeah, yeah,
I saw a castle on a cliff

716
00:48:27.280 --> 00:48:30.599
over the ocean, and in my
mind I heard the word Merlin's Temple or

717
00:48:30.719 --> 00:48:36.199
Merlin's Castle, and I wrote I
was one with the stars in the night

718
00:48:36.239 --> 00:48:38.639
sky, like I was a star
in the night sky. And my main

719
00:48:38.639 --> 00:48:44.280
affirmation was I will see without fear. This was a much more gentle experience.

720
00:48:44.320 --> 00:48:46.559
I wrote this down because the first
one I wrote, I could feel

721
00:48:46.599 --> 00:48:50.639
tingles in my body as if I
was actually rising and falling. I set

722
00:48:50.639 --> 00:48:53.320
an intention to see my wife because
they're like, see if there's interroed out

723
00:48:53.320 --> 00:48:55.159
of body, see if there's anyone
who want to go see. So I

724
00:48:55.199 --> 00:48:58.239
was like, huh, I asked, I Nazia I was like, what

725
00:48:58.280 --> 00:49:00.199
should I do? He's like,
try to go see your wife? Like

726
00:49:00.239 --> 00:49:05.960
okay, way too far, And
I wrote, I would set an attention

727
00:49:06.000 --> 00:49:07.960
to see my wife, but instead
I went through a portal into a nonsense

728
00:49:08.000 --> 00:49:13.440
sensical world that looked like abstract cartoons
and has shocked me back. Going through

729
00:49:13.440 --> 00:49:21.760
the portal was literally like d MT. So then for the next one,

730
00:49:22.280 --> 00:49:24.840
it came to me that the gift
of sight is a burden, like to

731
00:49:24.920 --> 00:49:29.760
be able to see things that others
can't see as a burden because they don't

732
00:49:29.800 --> 00:49:32.119
believe you. They lash out at
you, they criticize you, and to

733
00:49:32.239 --> 00:49:36.719
a sense, you live in fear. And I asked it, where do

734
00:49:36.800 --> 00:49:39.719
I begin? Where? Where do
where does my purpose or journey begin?

735
00:49:39.800 --> 00:49:43.840
And I saw Egypt. I saw
the pyramids. Then I saw a castle

736
00:49:43.880 --> 00:49:47.360
on a cliff over the ocean.
I heard Merlin's Temple, and then I

737
00:49:47.360 --> 00:49:51.960
felt like I was one with the
stars and the night sky. I saw

738
00:49:51.960 --> 00:49:54.400
a glowing magical eye, like just
a giant eye. It felt like I

739
00:49:54.440 --> 00:49:59.280
was seeing my third eye, but
it was massive and it was light,

740
00:49:59.360 --> 00:50:00.800
and it kind of like blinked at
me. And then it said, forget

741
00:50:00.800 --> 00:50:05.679
what you know. I was like, oh shit, what does that mean?

742
00:50:05.880 --> 00:50:08.880
I don't know. Wow. So
then moving on to the next day,

743
00:50:09.000 --> 00:50:14.320
you're gonna like this one. So
this is Focus fifteen. Focus fifteen

744
00:50:14.400 --> 00:50:17.000
is no time, no space.
This state has a dual nature. One

745
00:50:17.039 --> 00:50:21.760
experience is a vast blackness, the
void, a sense of one pointedness.

746
00:50:21.800 --> 00:50:25.079
A second aspect is quite active,
allowing one to explore a sense of timelessness,

747
00:50:25.480 --> 00:50:32.039
all potentiality in creation of patterns on
levels beyond time and space. This

748
00:50:32.239 --> 00:50:38.320
is the state of consciousness that is
basically transcendental meditation, where the mind is

749
00:50:38.360 --> 00:50:44.199
completely clear of thoughts. People spend
their entire life twenty thirty forty years going

750
00:50:44.239 --> 00:50:46.400
and meditating by waterfalls and they're like, I will clear my mind, and

751
00:50:46.400 --> 00:50:49.440
they're like, I don't want to
think. I don't want to think.

752
00:50:49.960 --> 00:50:53.960
Day four, listening to the tapes, we got there and I definitely had

753
00:50:53.960 --> 00:50:58.320
some out of body experiences in Focus
fifteen, but after the first one they

754
00:50:58.320 --> 00:51:04.039
weren't scary anymore. So they say
because of this, because you are at

755
00:51:04.079 --> 00:51:08.480
such a deep level of meditation where
your mind is literally silent, and it's

756
00:51:08.519 --> 00:51:12.880
like it's in the void, it's
in blackness. You're not having external thoughts.

757
00:51:13.880 --> 00:51:17.280
Literally, your perspective of time begins
to dissolve to where it could have

758
00:51:17.280 --> 00:51:21.280
been five minutes, it could have
been three hours. You're not sure you're

759
00:51:21.320 --> 00:51:23.360
content being there. You're like,
this is kind of nice. I'm just

760
00:51:23.440 --> 00:51:28.360
laying here, I don't even know
what time it is, and your mind

761
00:51:28.480 --> 00:51:34.800
is just so locked into this void. Because of this, it's the ideal

762
00:51:34.960 --> 00:51:40.239
place for manifestation. So they have
a whole program where basically they use Focus

763
00:51:40.239 --> 00:51:45.239
fifteen for manifestation. And again,
the Monro Institute is genius in the way

764
00:51:45.280 --> 00:51:49.599
they package terms and phrase them,
so they call it patterning. So you

765
00:51:49.639 --> 00:51:54.119
create these patterns in your mind in
Focus fifteen that you want to see unfold

766
00:51:54.119 --> 00:52:00.960
in your life. So they had
us do like a manifestation exercise and just

767
00:52:00.159 --> 00:52:02.440
they do free flow where they're like
we're gonna get you there and leave you

768
00:52:02.480 --> 00:52:04.960
there for an hour and you do
whatever you want to do. If you

769
00:52:04.960 --> 00:52:06.960
want to talk to your higher self, that's fine. You want to try

770
00:52:06.960 --> 00:52:07.719
to go out of body, that's
fine. You do whatever you want.

771
00:52:07.719 --> 00:52:10.519
You're gonna free flow. And then
the next one might be like, Okay,

772
00:52:10.559 --> 00:52:15.039
we're gonna do patterning, and then
it's like Okay, present The next

773
00:52:15.079 --> 00:52:19.639
session might be like, have five
questions for your higher self, write them

774
00:52:19.760 --> 00:52:22.400
down, and then when you're in
that state, just think in your mind,

775
00:52:22.480 --> 00:52:27.719
Okay, I have my questions written
down. Can these answers be presented

776
00:52:27.760 --> 00:52:30.800
to me? Because what they teach
is like, your higher self knows everything.

777
00:52:30.280 --> 00:52:34.719
Time doesn't exist, physical space doesn't
exist. So all the answers you've

778
00:52:34.760 --> 00:52:37.920
ever needed in your whole life exist
outside of time already. You just have

779
00:52:37.960 --> 00:52:40.360
to kind of remember them. So
you get into this Focused fifteen state,

780
00:52:40.400 --> 00:52:46.559
you can kind of speak with your
higher self and it's real. They said

781
00:52:46.599 --> 00:52:52.599
it's like Zen meditation. The masters
zen monks Focus fifteen state. That's what

782
00:52:52.639 --> 00:52:54.239
they've spent their whole lives achieving.
I'm just writing down other notes. It's

783
00:52:54.280 --> 00:52:59.599
beyond time, the nothingness of the
mind, like transcendental meditation, silence,

784
00:53:00.079 --> 00:53:06.079
the void. All potential is possible. You can initiate infinite possibilities of being

785
00:53:06.159 --> 00:53:10.679
this and opposites are reconciled and merged
in this state of consciousness. And they're

786
00:53:10.719 --> 00:53:15.880
like, if there's a if there's
a problem in your life that you want

787
00:53:15.880 --> 00:53:17.960
to find the answer. When you
get to Focus fifteen, just think about

788
00:53:19.320 --> 00:53:22.400
in your mind. Okay, show
me higher self, show me where this

789
00:53:22.519 --> 00:53:27.679
problem arose in the past and where
it will be resolved in the future.

790
00:53:27.719 --> 00:53:30.880
So I did that exercise, and
the problem is personal and I didn't even

791
00:53:30.880 --> 00:53:35.039
know the problem. Actually. I
was just like, whatever limitation I'm facing

792
00:53:35.039 --> 00:53:37.280
in my life, show me when
it occurred. And it came to me

793
00:53:37.760 --> 00:53:42.400
a real problem in my childhood.
That it is personal, but a real

794
00:53:42.480 --> 00:53:45.400
problem. And I was like,
okay, that's kind of fucked up.

795
00:53:45.400 --> 00:53:49.400
It makes sense. Now show me
the future where they merge. And I

796
00:53:49.519 --> 00:53:52.800
clearly saw it flash in my mind
and it was Jenny having our first baby.

797
00:53:52.679 --> 00:53:59.000
And I was like, okay,
this makes perfect sense. That's so

798
00:53:59.039 --> 00:54:01.280
sweet. Oh yeah, I wrote
go to the place where conflicts meet and

799
00:54:01.320 --> 00:54:07.960
resolved. I didn't write the problem
because I didn't want anybody to read it

800
00:54:07.000 --> 00:54:12.119
ever or have the ability to read
it. Just in case anyone ever read

801
00:54:12.159 --> 00:54:15.679
through this, I said, is
there something that happened that created a particular

802
00:54:15.840 --> 00:54:17.719
difficulty for me? Take me there
so I can resolve it. And it

803
00:54:17.719 --> 00:54:22.000
popped up childhood trauma. I didn't
write what it was, saw me having

804
00:54:22.039 --> 00:54:28.400
a child. I saw the Oh
this is where I saw the Egyptian thing.

805
00:54:28.679 --> 00:54:30.119
I saw the Temple of Egypt and
felt like I was inside of it

806
00:54:30.159 --> 00:54:32.559
and I was fucking there, dude, I was out of body. I

807
00:54:32.599 --> 00:54:36.360
was in ancient Egypt. I was
in the temple laying like Osyrus, because

808
00:54:36.360 --> 00:54:38.320
that's what they did in their funerary
rituals. They would lay there and mimic

809
00:54:38.400 --> 00:54:42.960
being like the Lord of the underworld. And I saw that it symbolized eternal

810
00:54:43.000 --> 00:54:47.320
life, that they would do this
to honor that we are immortal beings and

811
00:54:47.519 --> 00:54:52.679
you know, we exist after death. It's a symbolizing death and rebirth,

812
00:54:52.760 --> 00:54:58.239
eternal life. I had the sense
that they received knowledge and communication from beings

813
00:54:58.280 --> 00:55:04.119
in the temple. I requested my
uh higher self to take me out of

814
00:55:04.119 --> 00:55:06.400
body because Session three it was like
you do whatever you want, it's free

815
00:55:06.400 --> 00:55:07.440
flow. So I was like,
okay, take me out of my body.

816
00:55:08.079 --> 00:55:13.280
I want to go out of body
again. And it's weird because it's

817
00:55:13.280 --> 00:55:15.920
not like, you know, it's
not like smoking d MT where you're like,

818
00:55:15.880 --> 00:55:19.400
uh, okay, this HiT's gonna
do it and you're out. It's

819
00:55:19.400 --> 00:55:21.400
not like that. It's like you
kind of lay there for a moment,

820
00:55:21.440 --> 00:55:23.519
you think about the meditation, and
then you just kind of start dissolving into

821
00:55:23.599 --> 00:55:25.599
it and next thing you know,
what's happening. You're not. It's not

822
00:55:25.639 --> 00:55:29.440
like, let's do it right,
It's not like that. It just kind

823
00:55:29.440 --> 00:55:34.679
of creeps up on you where things
happen in the backyard and lets owe house

824
00:55:35.800 --> 00:55:53.199
hit like that. It's so weird
you're having cluster to that, like smirre

825
00:55:53.280 --> 00:56:05.440
ling on the inside of it.
No, I know, discome I ever

826
00:56:05.639 --> 00:57:12.119
done a sord Being a happy