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Chapter four, Ryan present. He
drums his fingers on the dashboard. Ryan

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knows it has been annoying his partner
to no end, but Sam just stepped

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out to brave the torrential downpour,
an odd weather system for January in DC.

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It should be snowing, but it's
not cold enough. Instead, there

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are big fat drops of rain that
beat down on the car loudly and unceasingly.

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A crack of thunder shakes the official
government vehicle in which he is sitting,

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and a flash of lightning lights up
the sky. Just then Sam flings

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open the driver's side door and plops
down in the seat, handing Ryan his

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coffee black one sugar Decalf. He
used to take his coffee with three creamers

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and three sugars and as chalk full
of caffeine as possible, but ever since

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the doctor prescribed him blood pressure medication
told him to cut out caffeine altogether.

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He has also the cream for the
calories. It would be a cold day

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in hell, though if he cut
out the sugar. A man can only

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take so much. Sam shakes his
head like a dog and scoffs at his

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partner, dcalf, I don't know
how you do it. What's the point

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If you close your eyes, it
tastes the same. Ryan takes a sip.

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It's cold. Sam ignores him.
I hate the rain. Yeah,

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snow would be better. Yeah,
for this ship, definitely, snow would

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be better. Sam takes his plastic
stir and drums it against the steering wheel.

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This coffee sucks. Ryan takes one
more sip, powers down the window,

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and chucks the plastic cup out into
the rain. Sam shrugs, next

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time you're buying. Then. Sam
takes the stir back into his cup and

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takes another sip. Once we get
this signal here, you're going to wish

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that coffee had been regular, That
caffeine pumpin through you, old man.

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Ryan leans his head back against the
headrest. Sam is right. They have

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been canvassing this house for three days, which is a long time for federal

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marshals to stake out one of their
possibles. The call should becoming any minute,

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and Ryan is ready. He has
been a federal marshal in Washington,

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d C. For twenty years.
At fifty two years old, he is

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not what he used to be,
but he still feels that anticipation and adrenaline

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surging through him every time he's on
the job. The steakouts are still the

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most fun. Ryan is at the
ready, alert, always waiting for that

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call to come. When it does, he goes into high gear. The

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job of a federal marshal is very
specific. Ryan and his partner Sam never

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solve crimes, and they never care
whether a fugitive is guilty. Their job

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is simply defined them murderers, armed
robbers, drug dealers, defendants who skip

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court dates, rapists, prostitutes.
Ryan and Sam hunt them down and chase

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them all. It is a dangerous
job, not for the faint of heart.

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Ryan has participated in standoffs, high
speed chases, and all that other

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shit on television and in movies.
He's lived it. He is the modern

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day wild West cowboy, making sure
the villain gets run out of town,

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or so to speak. At least
that's how he thinks of himself and the

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work he does. This particular stakeout
is one of the higher profile ones.

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DC police had been tracking a known
suspect in the area, a drug lord

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named Marcus Donovan, known on the
street as Maniac. Maniacs started off a

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typical street thug, dealing marijuana and
some crack as he rose up the ranks,

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he began dealing the heavier stuff and
dabbling in other criminal activity such as

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weapons possession and armed robbery. Today, Maniac is wanted an armed robbery and

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murder charges. He graduated to murder
when police were tipped off by one of

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their undercover guys. The police officer, who had been part of Maniac's gang

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for months, had overheard Maniac confessing
to another thug that he and two other

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goons had killed three teenagers who owed
him money for drugs. Allegedly, Maniac

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and his crew had forced their way
into the kid's apartment, tied them up

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in the attic, and shot them
all execution style in the back of the

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head. They then took the money, jewelry, and drugs from the apartment.

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Another roommate, who had been sleeping
at his girlfriend's apartment that night,

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came home the next day only to
find them all dead. Sam and Ryan

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have been canvassing Maniac's house in the
Noma area for three days. North of

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Massachusetts or Noma is known for being
one of the most dangerous areas in DC,

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and Ryan is growing tired of the
scenery. This is the job,

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though it's never been known for its
esthetics. Ryan and Sam, along with

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DC Metro Police, have a warrant
out against this fucker. Now they just

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need to wait for the call from
their supervisor. Ryan knows Maniac is in

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hiding. He and Sam have not
seen him enter or exit the house since

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they arrived. He is lying low, biding his time, like so many

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of the other criminals do. A
few individuals have come and gone through the

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front door, but they look to
be mostly tweakers out for a fix or

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to sell. They are not who
they want. They will all get arrested

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if they are inside. When Ryan
and Sam finally break down the door,

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but it is Maniac they are really
after. Sam sticks out his hand to

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fiddle with the radio about how the
goddamn thing must be broken. When the

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call finally comes, it is dispatch
calling out the ten twenty six, the

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go ahead to apprehend the suspect.
Sam yells a quick ten to four back

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into the radio and he and Ryan
jump out of the car, guns drawn.

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They run up the dilapidated wooden stairs
to knock on the front door.

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State and federal police follow them,
guns also drawn. They are tracking Maniac

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also because he is alleged to have
traffic drugs over state lines. Sam yells

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into the door that the police are
there and for Marcus to come out with

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his hands up, where they will
break down the door and everyone will be

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arrested. Nothing. None of these
guys ever come to the door, Ryan

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thinks, smirking. He adjusts his
gun arm as Sam yells again. Nothing.

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On the third try, Sam yells, and afterward steps aside to let

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one of the federal police officers use
his battering ram. The officer pushes once,

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and on the second try, the
door gives way, splintering and swinging

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open. The men rush in,
with Ryan leading the way. Ryan yells,

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get down, get down, as
he runs through the house, pointing

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the weapon up and down as he
looks into closets, around corners and through

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hallways. He has seen this vista
a thousand times before. Attics of all

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shapes and sizes hide in corners,
some nodding off, some crying, most

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with needles still stuck in their arms. Babies cry Toddler's scream. The furniture,

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if there is any, is usually
covered with dirty syringes, tie offs,

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crack pipes, and white powder.
This trap house is no different.

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Empty soda bottles and chip bags cover
the floor, and in the back corner

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of the living room, a television
blares a midday Judge show. It is

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a smell that is always the most
disturbing to Ryan. It is a mix

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of yearnin feces, cigarette and crack
smoke. Ryan places his forearm over his

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mouth and nose so as not to
breathe in too much of the rancid smell.

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He kicks a bright red plastic toy
ball out of his way as he

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heads down the hallway. Out of
the corner of his eye, he sees

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three police officers run up the stairs
as two others begin arresting the attics.

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Downstairs. He hears Sam asking the
most lucid of the individuals where maniac is

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and telling her that she will face
lesser charges if she gives him up.

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The woman refuses. In front of
him. Through the kitchen, Ryan sees

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a black man in his early twenties
sprint out the back door. He yells

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to him to stop police, but
the man continues running. Ryan follows him,

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running behind him out the door.
As the man jumps the back steps

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and heads from the adjoy winning yard, Ryan yells into his radio, signaling

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a ten eighty chase in progress and
tucks the gun into his side. As

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Ryan is sprinting toward him. The
black man trips and falls, crashing into

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a fence that lines the side of
the neighbor's yard. Ryan tackles him,

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falling on top of the man as
he squirms underneath him. Shit man,

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let me go. The man looks
up as he wiggles underneath Ryan. It

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is not Maniac. Ryan pins the
man down on the ground with his left

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arm and fumbles into his pocket for
his handcuffs. With his right. He

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is about to read the man his
rights when his radio crackles into action.

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The dispatcher is saying that Maniac has
been apprehended. The subject is in custody.

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One of the guys upstairs must have
apprehended him. Ryan thinks, let's

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go. You're fucked. Ryan says
to the man, yanking him up by

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his arms that are now handcuffed together
behind him. I'm going to read you

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your rights now. I suggest you
listen. The man spits on the ground

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next to Ryan. Ryan ignores him
and walks the man into the back door

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and through the house. He reads
him his rights as they walk, pushing

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him forward. With every step on
the front lawn. Through the chaos,

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Ryan sees Sam escorting maniac to a
state police car. Other officers stand on

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the lawn questioning the other inhabitants of
the house. The toddlers and babies who

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are taken from the house are in
a huddle on the lawn, still crying,

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while an officer kneels down to try
to explain to them why they have

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to go away for a while.
Ryan tries to block out the cries of

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mommy and daddy that he hears.
He doesn't typically succeed. Ryan hands off

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his arrestee to one of the state
officers who will take him to county to

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be booked. It looks as if
the state and federal officers have a hold

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on this one. He signals to
Sam to come meet him by the car.

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They will swing by county to find
out if the other officers need any

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help with the booking, but typically
they are waved away. Sam jogs up

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to the car and joins Ryan behind
it. As they survey the scene,

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Sam choose on a toothpick that he
has fished from his pocket. Ryan places

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his hands on the hood of the
car, then looks up, running his

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fingers through his hair. How's that
coffee treating you just fine? Thanks,

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County. Ryan nods, yeah,
probably won't need us though. Sam agrees,

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in which case, I say we
go grab a beer on you.

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Ryan nods again and opens the passenger
side door. Sam slides into the driver's

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side and starts the engine. One
of the deputies on the lawn is taking

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names of the suspects and gives them
a salute. Ryan looks straight ahead as

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Sam pulls the car away from the
curb. Chapter five, Jessica passed.

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Jessica had never really had much of
a social life. Social lives were kind

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of tough to have when one was
homeschooled. When she turned seven years old

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and realized her birthday party consisted of
dinner ordered in from the local sushi place

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and her parents drinking too much wine
at dinner, she vowed to somehow become

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more normal. She begged and begged
her mother to find her a friend,

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and for years her mother refused.
Lisa Walker told Jessica that Jessica had her

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mother and her father and that was
all she needed. Jessica didn't buy it

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and kept insisting she'd go over to
someone's house. Anyone's house really to play.

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When she was eight years old,
Jessica was taken over to Robbie Miller's

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house to do just that. There
were a few problems with this. First

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of all, Robbie was a boy. Jessica would have much preferred to play

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with a girl of her own age. Secondly, Robbie pretty much kept to

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himself the whole time Jessica was there. That little bastard didn't even want to

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play legos. Jessica tried and tried
to engage with him, suggesting they play

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Hide and Seek or a board game, or swim in Robbie's pool, even

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though Jessica had never liked swimming.
Robbie staunchly refused all of these recommendations.

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It was for these reasons that Jessica
found him boring and unlikable, but then

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again, she found most people boring
and unlikable. The third problem with the

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whole playdate setup was the fact that
her mother had come along. Lisa Walker

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had not just come along to talk
with Robbie's mother, or to have a

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cocktail with her, or to do
any other thing that normal adults who accompany

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their children on play dates would do. No Lisa Walker came to supervise,

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and supervise she did like a hawk. For the forty two minutes Jessica was

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at Robbie's house, her mother kept
both eyes trained on Jessica and a grimace

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on her face. No wonder Robbie
didn't want to do anything, Jessica thought,

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and she couldn't say she blamed him
one bit. After that horrendous showing,

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Jessica decided to let sleeping dogs lie
and never to bring up having a

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play date or a friend in general. Again. She got the sense that

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her mother just wasn't having it and
that she should resign herself to the fact

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that her mother was unusually strict and
controlling. On a daily basis, Jessica

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was expected to have her classes,
eat lunch, which typically consisted of a

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turkey sandwich with mustard and cheese,
carrots and milk, to her homework than

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have dinner with her parents. Jessica
was allowed one hour of TV a night,

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and this was a program of her
mother's choosing, usually Joe Millionaire or

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American Idol. Then it was bedtime
at nine pm up until the time she

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was sixteen years old. Surprisingly,
Jessica didn't feel animosity toward her mother for

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these limitations she placed on her.
She did, however, feel animosity towards

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her father. Maybe it had to
do with the fact that she spent most

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of her time with her mother.
As she taught Jessica her studies from the

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confines of her home every day for
seventeen years, she and her mother developed

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a closer bond. She still found
her mother to be a passive, aggressive,

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weak idiot, but at least she
wasn't a complete asshole like her father.

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Her father seemed to like golfing more
than he liked his family. Her

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father seemed to like working more than
he liked his family. Most nights,

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it would only be Jessica and her
mother eating something her mother had made for

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dinner, or dining on takeout from
one of the local restaurants because they never

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went out to eat With no Martin
Walker in sight. He'd come home late,

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typically giving her mother some bullshit excuse
as to why he had missed the

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meal he had to work or was
coming from drinks with buddies. Jessica knew

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this was bullshit because her father didn't
have any buddies. Much like herself,

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her parents didn't have friends. The
three lived into Funiac Springs, Florida.

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Jessica was born there, but felt
no sort of way about the place.

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It was too hot, too white, trash for her, too few people,

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although since she never saw anyone anyway, she supposed the population of the

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town mattered little. There was nothing
to do, no one to see.

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It was a humdrum existence. Martin
seemed to find plenty of things to do.

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He was always off golfing or drinking. Jessica assumed it was by himself

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or out doing god knew what.
At first, Jessica resented him for going

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out and doing things while her mother
and she were stuck in the house playing

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school and being bored, But soon
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was perfectly content to keep to herself, do homework and watch Joe Millionaire on

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Fox. She often wondered why her
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that Martin take her out, show
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outside of cooking pasta in the kitchen
of fourteen oh three Done d Street,

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but she never did. Perhaps Lisa, much like Jessica, didn't want to

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spend much time with Martin Walker four
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summer, spring, and fall,
her mother would take Jessica shopping at

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the Defuniac Springs Mall. Jessica enjoyed
this. Lisa Walker still never let her

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out of her sight, but it
was something to do. Jessica liked getting

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new clothes, even though no one
besides her mother and father ever saw her

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wear anything. They only went four
times a year because, as Lisa Walker

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said, it wasn't prudent to replenish
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Jessica wanted to counter with the fact
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all other than for summer clothes because
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almost always over seventy five degrees,
but she held her tongue. She wanted

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to go shopping, so she didn't
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Jessica was surprised one day in May, when she was a junior in filling

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out college applications, that her mother
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going shopping. They had already been
shopping for Jessica's new spring wardrobe at the

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beginning of April. For what Jessica
asked capping her pen and shoving her folder

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to the side for a dress.
Silly, this is a special occasion.

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What's the special occasion. Your father's
company is having a party. He was

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one of the top brokers this year. Good for him, Jessica was unimpressed.

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Jessica didn't know what her father did
for a living or care. It

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was something to do with money.
That was all she knew. She had

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no desire to dig deeper into the
world of Martin Walker. We're both invited,

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it's tonight. Her mother could not
contain her excitement. Okay, Then

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Jessica stood up and reached for her
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the chair. I'll believe it when
it happens. Oh, don't be so

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negative, Jessica. Her mother scolded
her. You know your father and I

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used to I know, I know, Jessica cut her off. He used

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to go out all the time to
fancy parties and to meet celebrities. I

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get it. Her mother pressed her
mouth in a firm line, but didn't

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reply. She reached for her keys, and Jessica followed her to the garage.

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Her mother told her all the time
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she and her father used to go
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galore. She gave no explanation as
to why they didn't. Now, Jessica

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always got the feeling that her mother
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She couldn't imagine why, and she
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just a feeling. Jessica got.
Another thing her mother and Martin always told

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her was that they would be attending
fancy parties and fundraisers and charity functions present

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day. They never went. Something
always fell through. Usually, Martin would

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have some excuse as to why they
couldn't go to whatever it was they were

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invited to, and he would act
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with. Jessica and her mother would
get ready for said event and wait downstairs,

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her mother making constant excuses as to
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After an hour passed the scheduled time
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Martin would come home, tie askew
and sigh as he placed his briefcase on

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the counter. After putting on his
best I'm tired face, he would whine

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and moan about how it had been
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and how would it be okay if
we just stayed home tonight and I'm exhausted

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and blah blah blah. Her mother
would console him, patting him on the

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back and would say, of course
we can stay home. Your coworkers will

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understand. Let me order us in
something to eat, and Jessica and her

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mother would take off the new dresses
they had bought just for the occasion,

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and they would all sit and watch
TV while she ate pizza and her parents

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drank wine. That was always how
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anytime her mother wanted to take her
shopping for a special occasion, Jessica was

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never too optimistic. This time was
no different. They went to Sax's Fifth

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Avenue and Lisa Walker picked out a
deep blue dress with a plunging neckline for

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herself, and Jessica got a yellow
dress with a swirly skirt. She felt

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the dress was too young for her, but when she saw the price tag,

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she decided to keep quiet. It
was four hundred dollars. Jessica had

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never owned a four hundred dollars dress
before, for she felt special and very

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pretty. Her mother then picked out
tiny pearl drop earrings for herself and Jessica

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and matching Bengal bracelets. As she
was paying for the jewelry, her mother

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suddenly turned to face, her eyes
flashing excitedly, Let's go get her hair

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and makeup done. What do you
say? Lisa Walker looked at Jessica and

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grabbed her hand, pulling her toward
the salon. It will be a special

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treat. Jessica let herself be pulled
along. She was excited. She had

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never had her hair and makeup done
before, and she thought maybe this time

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it would be different. Maybe they
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where she would talk to grown ups
about things like politics and current events and

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the law thinks she was interested in
and had researched extensively. She would wear

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her pretty yellow dress and Martin's co
workers would probably mistake her for a year

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young broker at the company, and
she would laugh and explain that, oh

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no, she was just Martin's seventeen
year old daughter, and the co workers

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would gasp and exclaim, but you're
so beautiful and so wise beyond your years,

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how can that be? And Jessica
would simply smile and sit the champagne

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that she would have taken with no
questions asked. This was the scenario that

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played over and over in her head. She didn't even mind when, while

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the Korean girl was doing her nails, her mother told her a little too

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loudly not to take the tag off
her dress, you know, just in

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case we need to take it back. Jessica found this to be completely ghaush

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and mortifying, but she was in
such a good mood she didn't let it

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bother her. Two hours later,
hair and makeup done and dresses on,

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she and her mother sat across from
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Her mother was drinking wine and Jessica
was eating a book. Her father was

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supposed to be home at seven pm
in order to take them to the function.

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At seven oh five, Jessica heard
his car in the garage. She

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stood up, smoothing her dress.
Her father had never arrived home on time

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before. Maybe they would actually be
going. Her father came in the back

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door, and her mother greeted him
with a kiss. Jessica waited expectantly.

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Lisa, Jessica. Her father greeted
them as if he were across the table

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from them. In a high stress
litigation matter you both look lovely, he

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finished, without actually looking up at
them. Instead, he headed for the

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wet bar against the back wall in
the kitchen. There he poured himself four

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fingers of whiskey. He typically drank
wine. The three of them stood in

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uncomfortable silence until Martin finally spoke again. Lisa, I'm exhausted. It was

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quite a day at the office.
The boss was on my ass all morning,

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and I just can't drag myself to
the function, not tonight. He

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took a sip from his glass.
Jessica's mother patted him contritely on the head.

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There there, That's okay. We
understand, don't we, Jessica.

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Let's just order a pizza and relax. Jessica, can you get me the

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pizza delivery menu? Jessica ignored her. She was seething her father had fooled

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them again. But Dad, isn't
this party for you, for you being

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the best broker or something. Don't
you think you should probably show up at

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your own stupid party. Martin's face
darkened and he placed his glass on the

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bar. I said, he started
pausing between every word for emphasis. I

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said, I tired. We are
not going end of discussion. Jessica Marie

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Walker. He turned to his wife, I will take pepperoni and pineapple on

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my pizza and order a salad.
I'm going to lie down with that.

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Martin headed to the couch while Jessica's
mother was already on the phone with the

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pizza store. It was on speed
dial. Jessica glared at her mother.

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The glare went unnoticed. She then
flipped her father off. No one could

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see it because she was already halfway
up the stairs, stamping her feet and

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taking them two at a time.
She ran into her room and slammed the

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door. She tore the pearl earrings
out of her ears and pulled the bracelet

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off her wrist. Jessica threw them
both in the trash can next to her

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desk. She then pulled her new
yellow dress over her head and flung it

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on the bed. Without hesitation,
and with great pleasure, she ripped off

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the price tag from the top of
the dress, just because her mother had

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explicitly told her not to. Chapter
six, Ryan present it's way too hot

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to be wearing a leather jacket.
Ryan realizes it's too hot to be wearing

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blue jeans, but jeans are one
of the few clean laundry items in his

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apartment, and he all but threw
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When packing. He forgot how hot
this damned desert sun can be.

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It makes him uncomfortable standing and sweating
in the sun for so long. He

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doesn't know how these desert people do
it. He'd go crazy being this hot

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every goddamn day. The clerk at
the Super eight Kingman had looked at him

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suspiciously as he checked in. Ryan
assumed that was because he was wearing a

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leather jacket when the temperature was a
hundred degrees outside, and because he never

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took off his sunglasses while he talked
to her. Ryan didn't want to be

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rude, but they had only exchanged
a few words, and the Native American

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clerks seemed like she had better things
to worry about than some white man behind

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her counter not taking off his sunglasses. Ryan had assumed she had seen weirder

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and worse. Plus, he had
just driven two thousand, three hundred miles

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with one stop overnight for a three
hour rest before hitting the road again to

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drive the remaining ten hours of his
thirty four hour trip. He was not

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concerned with how he looked or smelled. He always stayed at the Super eight

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when he came to Peach Springs.
He chose it the first year he came

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to check up on her because it
was the cheapest motel around. Back then,

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in nineteen ninety five, it had
cost fifteen dollars a night. These

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days it was forty two dollars a
night. Because price inflation was a bitch.

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Ryan kept staying there because it remained
the cheapest motel in the area.

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Also, he was a creature of
habit and he liked knowing that he would

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be someplace familiar when he came around. Even though the Super eight Kingman was

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a good thirty five miles outside of
Peach Springs where she lived, it was

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a stone's throw from the truck stop
where she worked. Ryan didn't like hanging

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around Peach Springs to keep tabs on
her. He felt slimy and stokersh even

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though that's exactly what he was.
He knew he was, but he didn't

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want people in the town knowing that
as well. Indians gossip a lot,

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and Ryan wanted to avoid the scrutiny
as best as he could, so he

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stayed at the Super eight and went
to the truck stop. Most days he

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was there, he ate breakfast,
lunch, and dinner at the diner.

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Inside. The food was decent and
new Kingman Butler was severely lacking in dining

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choices, but those weren't the reasons
why he ate there so frequently. It

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was just to see her. It
was just to make sure she was doing

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okay. A few years ago,
he figured the smart efficient thing to do

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would be to inquire about her schedule, to inquire about her shifts, and

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to come in to eat at the
truck stop during the times when she worked.

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But he soon put aside that thought, realizing not only would that make

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him seem completely creepy and scary,
but also that he enjoyed being in the

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restaurant. Even when she wasn't there. He still felt her, He still

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saw her face as he sat in
the cracked plastic booth, somehow easily convincing

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himself that she was safe even when
not in his presence. The diner was

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his safety blanket of sorts, so
was the super Eate. This is why

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he traveled between the two locations for
as long as his schedule allowed him to

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stay in Arizona, typically a week
was about all the time he could get

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off before his next assignment, So
for a week he would sleep at the

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motel, eat three meals a day
at the diner, and in between them,

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sit in his car parked at the
side of the truck stop, where

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he could see in the diner windows
without attracting too much attention. He could

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keep an eye on her without being
seen, and she would never notice him.

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He had never once taken off his
sunglasses in the twenty three years he

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had been coming to Arizona to see
her, unless he was alone inside his

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hotel room. And now he's back. Ryan stemps out of the sedan,

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noting that the car is already starting
to get stifling after only two minutes,

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and looks around at the familiar landscape. What a shit town, he thinks.

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The same thought goes through his mind
every year. Who in their right

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mind would want to live here?
As he fumbles with the car keys in

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order to automatically lock the doors,
he sees her leaning against the wall of

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the truck stop, smoking and staring
at him. He feels as if the

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wind has been knocked out of him. He wasn't expecting to see her until

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he set foot inside the diner,
but there she is, right in front

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of him. She is wearing a
white tank top with a small hole near

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the right bottom corner, and a
pair of indecently short jean shorts. Through

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the flimsy tank he can see the
outline of a triangle shaped bikini top,

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both sides of which are flush against
her skin. Because of the almost complete

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lack of breast tissue on her chest, she has the upper body of a

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twelve year old boy. The daisy
dukes barely cover her ass cheeks, where

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there is more of a shape to
her. She is wearing hot pink tattered

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flip flops, with one of the
straps being held together with duct tape.

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Her skin is white, almost alabaster, with small freckles dotting a good majority

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of it. Her brown hair comes
to just below her shoulders, and as

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he watches, she snaps a black
hair tie off her wrists and winds it

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expertly in her hair until it becomes
a ponytail, all the while never taking

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her eyes off of him or removing
the cigarette from her lips. At least,

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he has always assumed her hair is
brown. Ryan realizes he's never looked

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at her before without sunglasses. On, and they turn everything to a darker

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hue. He is suddenly overtaken by
the urge to see her true hair color,

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to touch it, and smell it, but he does none of these

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things, and nervously adjusts his sunglasses
instead. She continues to look suspiciously at

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him, pursing her lips into a
small shape. She flicks a cigarette to

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the ground, places her hands on
her hips, and slowly cocks her head

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to the side, as if studying
him. Her eyes move up and down,

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taking him all in, sizing him
up. She speaks first, Hey,

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glasses your back. Long time no
see it is the most beautiful sound

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he has ever heard. That nickname. He loves kids named Ryan don't grow

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up having a nickname, and she
was the first person ever to give him

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one. He never takes off his
sunglasses around her either. He wants to

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God he does, but he hasn't, and he won't. What are you

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doing out here? Shouldn't you be
inside working? Freedom mimes smoking with her

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right hand, putting two fingers up
against her lips and pulling them away from

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her face. Got to quit those
things, they're bad for you inside,

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Ryan winces. He hates sounding like
her father. Didn't you use to smoke

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glasses? Sure everyone did, but
it's not the same. It was a

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different time. Yeah yeah, Well
what else am I supposed to do out

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here in reservation country? It's so
boring you need to smoke. If not,

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everyone go crazy with nothing to do. Ryan ignores this comment and instead

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heads for the door of the restaurant. You coming, it's too hot out

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here. Freedom kicks her feet as
she follows him, sending sand spraying up

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around her ankles and Ryan's she's like
a little girl, Ryan thinks, acting

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out and pouting. Freedom shows him
to a booth by the window, where

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Ryan has a lovely view of the
parking lot to the west. She sits

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down across from him, twirls her
hair in her fingers. Dakota's been on

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my ass all day, buggin' me
wants me to entertain all the truckers.

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That sounds thrilling. Ryan picks up
a menu and pretends to look at it,

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but in reality, he is studying
her. She looks slightly more gaunt

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than last year, like she's lost
weight. She's always been thin, but

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this time she looks like a rail. She continues talking about the truckers.

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I ain't in the mood you know
not today? Don't say ain't Freedom gaffas

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glasses you're always trying to correct my
english. Give it up. I ain't

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ever gonna talk all proper like U
DC folk. Now she's making fun of

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him, taunting him. Besides,
what are you gonna have? Don't act

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like you don't know that menu like
the back of your hand. It ain't

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change none since you've been here last. I'll have the ruben hold the Thousand

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Island dressing coming right up. Freedom
scoots out of the booth, and,

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with not even so much as a
glance back at him, heads toward the

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kitchen. Ran wonders if she'll continue
to sit with him while he eats.

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Sometimes she does, and sometimes she
doesn't. It depends on how busy she

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is that hour and what kind of
mood she's in. She can be fickle

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or downright rude and ignore him.
Ryan doesn't mind the fickle, but he

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dislikes the rude and hates being ignored. He has to remind himself that she

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has no idea that he drives thirty
four hours just to see her, and

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that if she ignores him, his
feelings are hurt. Ryan takes her every

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action personally, which he knows he
shouldn't. It's not like she knows what

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they are to one another or anything
about their past relationship. He's chiding himself

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for having such pussy esque thoughts.
When Freedom walks back with his sandwich,

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she places it in front of him
and sits down again in the booth across

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from him. Ryan suppresses a smile, so she is going to sit with

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him. The dressing is on the
side. She points to a small paper

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cup filled with thousand island dressing that
is dangling precariously off the side of the

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plate. I see that. Yeah, well, Eduardo in the backs,

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not so good on the English if
you catch my drift. I told him

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to leave it off, but he
put it on the side instead. Freedom

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finishes her sentence and looks at him
expectantly, as if daring him to comment

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on such a mundane statement. That's
fine. Ryan nudges the paper cup off

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of his plate with the tip of
his knife and picks up his sandwich.

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Evidently this humorous Freedom, because she
starts to giggle. What you got against

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Russian dressing glasses? Nothing but this? This isn't Russian dressing, Okay?

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Freedom rolls her eyes. What you
got against thousand island dressing? She hits

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the word thousand an island hard,
denoting her sarcasm. Don't like it.

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Freedom, who seems bored, reaches
for her cigarettes in her apron and lights

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one myself. I don't care for
them. Russians didn't they hack everybody?

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Or something something like that. She
is chatty today. Ryan continues eating the

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sandwich tastes like a cigarette because of
the lingering smoke in the diner, and

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because of the smoke, Freedom is
blowing in his face. But Ryan doesn't

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care. He'd rather have her here
talking to him cigarette smoke or not,

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than have her be out of her
sight or God forbid, waiting on another

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table. Lucky for him, he
seems to be the only customer save for

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one trucker sitting at the bar.
Ryan gets jealous when she talks to other

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00:41:05.159 --> 00:41:09.440
men. Hell, he gets jealous
if she talks to other women, especially

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that drunken cunt of an Indian who
was her boss. He could kill that

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00:41:15.079 --> 00:41:20.760
fat bitch for treating Freedom the way
she does. Freedom is still talking,

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going on and on about Russians,
or maybe now it's about the Mexican Wall

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he's not quite sure. Ryan takes
the opportunity to study her. She is

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a passionate person, and once you
get her on a roll, she never

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shuts up. She talks like she
knows what she's talking about, but Ryan

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isn't sure she does. He is
eating and half listening when Freedom suddenly snaps

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her fingers in his face. Ryan, startled, looks up, Hey,

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glasses Hello. She draws out the
last word to convey her annoyance with him.

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He's just spent all of six minutes
with this woman, and already he

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seems to be annoying her. Story
of his life? Sorry, what was

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00:42:07.000 --> 00:42:12.559
that? He puts down a sandwich
to give her his full attention. I

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said, what's with that car of
yours? You a cop or something?

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What makes you think that it's a
badass looking car? It is? Ryan

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00:42:23.679 --> 00:42:28.719
grabs a few French fries, dipping
them in and ketchup and pretends to be

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nonchalant, but secretly he is excited
that she thinks his car is badass.

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Yeah kinda. I mean everyone else
here got trucks, you know, same

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old, same old. You're different, You're like an international man of mystery,

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00:42:46.079 --> 00:42:51.679
like that movie. She seems proud
of herself as she stubs out her

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00:42:51.679 --> 00:42:55.440
cigarette into the ashtray that looks like
it hasn't been dumped out since last week?

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00:42:57.639 --> 00:43:06.039
What movie Austin powers you know?
She seems exasperated. He's now spent

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00:43:06.119 --> 00:43:08.960
ten minutes with a woman who is
caught on to the fact that he's also

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a complete moron again the story of
his life. Before he can comment,

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00:43:15.679 --> 00:43:21.400
Dakota rumbles out from behind the counter
where the trucker is sitting and yells to

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Freedom to get back in the kitchen. Ryan doesn't understand why, seeing is

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that there is no work to be
done, but what does he know?

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Freedom looks at him, puts two
fingers up to her head in the shape

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of a gun, and metaphorically pulls
the trigger with her thumb. She exit

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the booth without another word. She
is busy for the next twenty minutes and

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00:43:44.119 --> 00:43:49.840
doesn't return to Ryan's table, Busy
or Dakota is keeping her away from him.

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Ryan thinks he gets to be quite
the conspiracy theorist when it comes to

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her. He finishes his sandwich and
tries to get her attention at the back

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of the rest, but he is
unable to as she seems to be fighting

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with Dakota for a majority of that
time. Frustrated, he gives up and

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leaves a twenty dollar bill on the
table. He pushes open the side door

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of the restaurant and heads to the
car, where he will sit and wait

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for a few hours. He will
be back for dinner.

