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Yes, yes, I know, AKA surviving and you're listening to Brian
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As I said, we've got a great guest lined up. We've got Angela
here from Indiana, and Angela is here to share her multiple experiences and encounters
with Sasquatch, and then she shares some other very interesting things that have happened
to her over the course of her life, including seeing something that I don't
even know how to describe it, but I'll let Angela get into all of
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us there. We always enjoy meeting everybody in person. But enough of that.
I know you guys are here for the Sasquatch Encounter, so I'm gonna
stop talking. You gotta sit back, relax and enjoy the Showy Fook's over,
welcome our guests to the show. It is Angela from India and welcome
to the show. Angela, Thank you. I'm so glad to have you
here. So I know you're here to talk about all kinds of things.
But let's start with the bigfoot thing. Was it something that happened to you
that got you interested in the subject, or was it something you were always
interested in before you had any type of encounter. It actually happened when I
was a little girl, the first time I saw one in person, very
close, and I didn't give it much thought before that. I mean,
I did live at the time, you know, in Oregon, you know,
near the coast, and there's a lot of different types of activity in
that area, but the bigfoot in particular was not on my radar. In
fact, from a very young age, I've had lots of different experiences.
So my closest comparison to what my initial thought of this, what this was
was a shadow person. But when I actually realized what it was, then
I knew this is you know, this is a bigfoot and they're real.
And I was probably about seven years old when that happened, had launched itself
and one walked upon me. So well, that definitely sounds like an interesting
and potentially scary situation. So would you mind taking me and the audience back
to where you were, what you were doing, and tell us what happened
to you. Sure. So I lived in Coos Bay, Oregon, and
we took a little weekend trip over to the Charleston Bay area to go clambing.
And my parents have friends that lived up seven Devil's Road from the bay.
So when you go up that road, it's sort of the crest of
a range of hills, and beyond that road, all the way down to
the coast is this massive, I guess wildlife refuge or just huge natural area.
There's nothing out there for just miles and miles. But they had this
really great cabin that they built, and they had ducks and rabbits and goats
and all kinds of animals and things. So after we were done with the
activities we did on the beach down in the bay, you know, we
went up to their house and we were going to spend the weekend there.
So, oh, I don't remember what day it was, but I just
we all we spent one whole day outside, you know, playing with the
animals and climbing trees, and they had these king apple trees with these apples
that were just the size of grapefruits. They were huge, and you know,
we're doing all of that. So what I think happened is that the
whole day that we spent playing outside, the family that we stayed with they
had little boys, and I had two brothers and then there was me.
So if something had been observing us that whole day, it was probably the
first time they saw a little girl. That was what was different. So
that's what I think triggered the curiosity of the big foot to come closer.
And so that what happened was that night we all had gone to bed.
The boys had a second story sort of attic room upstairs, and I was
in the guest room on the main floor, so my window faced outside,
and you know, at that ground level normal height, the bed was pushed
up against the wall right underneath the window, so from my pillow to the
window is probably about three feet. And being you know, a recipient of
all of these supernatural things all of my life already, and I'm in a
strange house with strange sounds and strange people, you know, it's a little
bit uncomfortable to sort of settle in and go to sleep when you're a little
kid, and I was just laying there looking out the window, and I
don't remember it being particularly dark or particularly light. Maybe it was a full
moon or a partial mood. It seemed like I could see the guy,
and I can see the trees and the light through the trees and things like
that. I was just sitting there looking out the window, and the next
thing I know, I see the black just fill the window. And my
initial reaction is, this is a shadow person. That's something big and dark
because is coming. It's not inside the window, it's outside. So as
I'm looking at it and this darkness just fills the window, it literally feeled
it all the way up except or maybe the corners around the head. So
it was quite large. And as it got closer to the window, I
started to features came out from the darkness of the shape, and what I
saw it it was really quite beautiful. Actually, it wasn't that terrifying.
I thought there was something about it. I don't know. People talk about
the feelings that you get, or you know, the impression that they have
emotionally, they sort of have a feeling about them, and that's part of
the experience, is what you're feeling from these beings or these creatures. So
when I saw the face, I was a little shocked at first, and
I was scared, But at the same time, it wasn't a face like,
you know, an angry face looking down at me. It was actually
like this, the little The face was like when you'd see a cute puppy
or a baby and you go, ah, you know how cute that type.
It was like that. So the face had a wide, sort of
flat nose. It was very dark. I could make out the ridge over
the eyes, but it's like the eyebrow ridge was raised, like she just
had this look of surprise on her face, and she was looking down at
me like you would look at a little baby or something. So that's the
feeling I got from it, believe it or not, was that it was
more sort of delighted to see me, I think. And that's and I
just I've thought about it all these years, and someone suggested, well,
maybe it was watching you all day while you were out playing and wanted a
closer look because the boy slept upstairs and that for that night it was a
guest room. The light had been on, so maybe it was drawn to
the fact that it knew somebody was in that room this time, and maybe
it was me, but she came to see and I feel like it was
a female, you know. I just feel like this was a you know,
a feminine energy that came to check out the little girl. That's that
just seemed like the whole thing was that was it. And the thing,
you know, before it actually stepped up to the window. And this is
what sort of triggered me also, was that, you know, you hear
the animals and stuff outside, but at night they're quiet, they've all settled
down and that sort of thing. They were completely berserved just for a few
seconds, and then they went silent, you know, And I was like,
well, that's weird, you know, but I live in organ so
I'm used to there. There could be bears, there could be you know,
all kinds of things out there. So I wasn't really I didn't think
that was anything, you know what I'm saying. I just thought, well,
that's there must be something out there that scared the animals just real quick.
But then after that, because I'm looking, that's when the black filled
the window. But that's what happened, and it was it was three feet
from me, and she she just stepped up put her face right to the
glass and looked down in at me, got a really good look, and
it was like she just took one step and she just vanished. So,
you know, it's it's it's strange how they can just appear and disappear.
I'm not saying she was there and she disappeared. It's like she just took
one step and she was gone. So whether she went backwards and then just
was too far from the window for me to see, just like when she
arrived, it was just this black shape and I didn't actually see the face
till she was really close to the glass. So, well, let's talk
a little bit about that face, because it's rare that somebody gets that close
to one of these things. Face and the facial features have always fascinated me
because that tends to, at least in my mind, I do a lot
of research about what these things could possibly be. It's not something we necessarily
talk about on the show a lot, because I frankly don't think we're at
the point where we should even be concerned with what they are. We are
still trying to prove that they exist, and we'll get there eventually. But
when you start looking into what they might be. You know, some of
the people have theories about Gigantopithecus. Some people think they're Australia epiphysines, Dennis
Ovans, all these different things. The face means a lot. So you
three feet away, can you describe a I guess. Was the face more
humanlike? Was it ape like? You mentioned the nose, the broad nose.
What about color? Was their hair on the face? Can you give
us some more as much description as you can recall in details about the face
that you saw. Sure, again, it was this black mass, and
the details came out as she got close to the glass, so I can
make out where the eyes were and the nose and the shape of everything.
But it wasn't really clear, like there was light shining because I didn't have
the light on in my room and the only light was from whatever the moon
was. And she's obviously blocking the windows, so the lights behind her just
in the corners, and there's no light coming from my side of the glass.
So it matchin black on black and trying to make out a shape from
that. But I could. There's a few photographs I've seen that are very
similar, and it's more of the human looking type. Face. I can't
really describe the mouth very much because everything under the nose was just too dark,
you know. But the nose was very clear it Like I said,
it was sort of a flatter, wider human type nose. And the eyes
I saw a photograph were drawing that was really close except in mind, I
would say the eyes were more human looking and not as deeply set. They
weren't as as deeply set under the brow line as some of those show like,
you know, you just see all brow and the eyes are just these
dark holes. It wasn't like that at all. It was. It was
much more forward. So I can't even say if like the eyes had whites
around the sides or if they were all black, because that again, it
was just all sort of shadow on top of shadow. Stay tuned for more
sasquatch out right back after these messages. But when I saw that one picture,
I would say, that's the face, but bring the eyes forward and
the eyebrows up, and that's her. Did you have a fear or were
you okay with this thing looking in the window? Do you recall what was
going through your mind? And I'm curious did you tell anybody? Did you
tell adults? About what you had seen. The following day, I was,
I was, I was scared when the animals went off. That that
got you know, that kind of jolted me. But then they got real
quiet again, I'm like, okay, and then that was fine. And
then when I saw the shadow move, that's when you know, like I
said, I've seen it so many times when it was actual shadow person or
some other kind of entity that I sort of have. It's it's not a
fear reaction. I mean, even though I was little, I had seen
so many things already. It's more of an assessment. It's like I quickly
go around my options, like, all right, I'm in the bed.
If I move, will it see me? Will it make a difference?
You know what I'm saying. If I roll off the side and crawl out
the door, which I've done before, you know, my thought was it's
outside, and I didn't think it was going to break the window to get
to me. Again. The facial features were very kind, you know that
they were interested, and you know, as a child, you've seen lots
of parents and other you know, grown ups look at you and go,
oh, aren't you cute? Aren't you sweet? Aren't you know what I
mean, that's that's that's what I got from it. So that sort of
you know, bone deep fear didn't hit. It just didn't. So and
it probably wasn't there more than thirty seconds to a minute. It was there
a while, and it just stood there looking at me, and I just
stepped there and looked back. But there wasn't a lot of like the mind
speak stuff that we talked about, you know, recently and stuff like that.
There wasn't any really telepathic communication or anything. Just the the interest and
the curiosity, that's all it was. So I would just say it was
just like she just stepped up, got a really good look, was satisfied
with what she saw, and stepped back, and that was it. So
possibly she knew if she'd stayed any longer, I might have gotten scared,
and she didn't want to scare me. But she was there quite a while.
I mean, it's it's a long A few seconds is a long time
when you're when you're having these experiences. I'm curious, did you tell anybody?
How long did it take you to tell anybody after you had the experience?
Yeah? The next morning, so we're at breakfast and our hosts parents
were making pancakes, and we were all sitting around at the table, and
the boys started to talk about the animals making the noise last night, you
know, and they were kind of ramping up to tell me that, you
know, say it was a sasquatch or something or a big foot, and
their mom was shutting them down, was saying, knock it off, We're
not going to talk about it. Basically shut up, you know. So
she was trying to keep them from scaring me. But I already knew.
So when she had said that, I just really felt like she confirmed without
them having to say it, that I saw what I saw. So well,
that's not the only experience you've had with these things? How long did
it take you to have another encounter or experience with a bigfoot? Pretty much
all my life, as far as as much time as I have spent out
in the wilderness in nature and everything else, I hadn't seen another one,
believe it or not, until just a few months ago, this last summer
in June, I saw one. Full body had to foot the whole thing.
What would you take us back there and tell us what you were doing?
What happened here? Incident? And I was so excited to see it,
because after all of these decades, to see another one is such an
amazing thing to have happened. And I had a job for the day about
in Cincinnati, so I left home like five am and hit the freeway and
there's literally nobody out there driving except me, not a soul. And about
the time the sun started coming up and things were getting light outside. As
I'm driving eastbound on the sixty four Highway through a southern Indiana, there's we
go through the Hoosier National Forest, and there was a point there's a few
places in the freeway where you've got the lanes going one way, the lanes
go in the other, but they split apart and there's a stand of trees
in the middle, so you can't see the other lanes anymore. So I
was going along a section of the highway where there were trees on both sides
and just my lanes. And as the light is coming up and it's getting
lighter and lighter, I can see the colors of the trees, and even
the darkest trees within the tree lines are still green. So it was light
enough to see, you know, more than black in the shadows. The
darkest trees were still green, and as I was going around sort of a
left curve in the freeway, something big and black was just right there between
the trees and the edge of the freeway. And my first thought was the
only thing that big and that dark would be like a sign or something,
you know, like the National Forest signs or these great big brown things,
right, And I just instantly thought, well, this is the wrong shape
entirely. And as I locked onto it and looked at it, it,
I'm realizing what I'm seeing by that, and I already know because it's as
high as the street sign. It's really tall, it's very dark, darker
than the dark green of the dark trees, you know. And it's shaped
like, you know, like an upright humanoid, and it's really big.
It's thick. It was really thick. And then, like I said,
as I'm getting closer to it again, I'm thinking, okay, I know
what I'm looking at by now. And then there's nobody driving except me,
like nobody, and it could, i know, what, could hear me
coming for like a mile, So if it wanted to not be seen,
it would have not have been seen. So that that's what's curious to me
is why did it wait? Why did it wait for me to get close
enough to see it and then stand there while I'm you know, assessing the
situation. And then by the time I thought, all right, you know,
I know what I've got here, it just took one step and then
disappeared into the trees. But the clearest look that I had at it because
again I'm driving, you know, so I didn't want it. I'm going
to make sure it's not going to cross the road in front of me,
that it was going the other way, and it was. But I saw
as I'm getting right up to it, that's how close I got before it
stepped in. I saw the curve, I mean the top up at the
head and if it was like the back profile basically, so I saw the
back of the head go down into the shoulders and slope down the back and
then around the rump and down the back leg. So I saw the whole
backside outline of it. And it was so thick I didn't see light through
the tummy part, like I couldn't see anything from the front. And it's
as it was moving into the trees, it was like one step and it
was gone. So, but it was. It was huge. I was
right up close to it before it stepped out. I know you were driving,
but were you able to maybe estimate possible height and weight on this thing?
About how big it was? I would say easily eight feet because at
first, as you're driving and things are coming into your view, like road
signs are typically what eight nine feet fall something like that, and that's how
high it was to me, was like a typical road sign. So I
was thinking at least eight feet tall. Yeah, three four hundred pounds.
I mean, I don't know. It wasn't skinny, like I said,
from the back to the I couldn't even see the front, so it's not
like it had a tapered belly. It was really thick from front to back.
That's the weirdest thing about these creatures that the very first episode of this
show ever was a roadside crossing incident here in North Carolina, a couple of
hours from where I live, up at Meadock State Park, and this guy
was driving to work. I think it was two or from work, I
don't remember at this point, and he had a roadside crossing and it was
the most very similar to exactly what you just described, And it has always
fascinated me that these are such elusive creatures that you know, people go out
and look for these things for four or five, even six decades, like
Peter Burne's been looking for these things forever and never had any kind of an
experience. And yet I joke about, you know, it seems like once
or twice a month, I get somebody telling me that they almost hit one
of these things in a prius. It just does not compute with me.
It's it's the weirdest thing, and I don't know what to make of it,
but it's obvious, you know when I've asked people. I think I
asked doctor rush Jones when I had him on the show, like what's up
with these roadside crossings? And He's like, it's just they're trying to get
from one place to another, and there's a lot of roads that they kind
of cross to get wherever they're going. So, you know, I guess
in some ways that sort of makes sense to me. I mean, you
obviously had the experience when you were seven, and then you had this one
just this past year. How did you feel after that? Were you exhilarated,
were you scared? Were you sort of did you feel some validation of
like, yeah, I saw this thing when I was seven, and now
I'm seeing it all these years later. What was your thought process right after
you had this incident? That's exactly it. It's so validating. It's one
thing when you know something happens to your little kid, you can take her
to leave it. You know, people take that with a grain of salt.
It's just a campfire story. You were a child, so the credibility
really isn't there, unfortunately, But for myself, having seen it as an
adult as close as I was, again, I mean, to me,
it was it was just so validating. I know what I saw when I
was a kid. I'm not doubting that happened, you know what I'm saying.
But now I've got two stories. But for me, the most exciting
thing is that, you know, if this one thing exists, and I've
seen it twice so I know it does. You know, it's all of
the other things. It puts that into a whole different category of possibility.
So I totally agree with you, and I think that obviously. You know,
I've said it so many times on the show recently when we have these
really out there stories like it happened with Darryl Sims I had on recently,
The Alien Hunter. I got so many different people reaching out to me and
saying, you know, this guy's stories are completely out of whack. You
know, this guy's crazy. All these things can have happened, and I'm
like, you know, look, I can't say that right. Those were
his experiences. Daryl talked about being abducted by aliens multiple times as a child
and even into adulthood, and he's dealt was so many people who have had
alien implants and abduction stories of their own. And you know what, if
Bigfoot exists, And I know for you it's a You're not a believer,
you're a knower, right, But for someone someone like me who has not
had that siding, I'm still fifty fifty with some of this stuff. So
but I agree with you that if Bigfoot exists, then why is it so
difficult to believe that these other things can happen to people? And I know
that Bigfoot is not the only thing that happened to you. You mentioned it
a little bit ago about some of the things that happened earlier in your childhood.
Would you mind taking me and the audience back to what your first experiences
were and talk about some of those other things that have happened to you.
Yeah, I certainly can. But there are two other things that happened that
now looking back, I realized we're probably bigfoot related or even dog man related.
And I just wanted to throw this in there that I went to New
Zealand for three months when I was seventeen and did all of this outdoor survival
stuff, and one of them was a twenty four hour solo hike, and
they took me out last, drove me way out past everybody else, and
left me at the end, out in the middle of nowhere. And now
I know what I was sleeping in then I didn't, but I had found
a little stand of, you know, three or four little trees, and
it looked like there maybe had been a flood or a bunch of water went
through there at some point, so all of this debris was stacked up behind
these trees. It looked like perfect teepee with an opening, and I was
like, well, that's nice, you know. So I got in there
and I built my little fire right outside the door, and I was good
all night. So, you know, forward thirty years and I'm just like,
oh my god, that was a big foot house or bed or tent
or something. I don't know if they have big foot in New Zealand,
but that I mean that I wasn't in a river bed, you know what
I mean. So I was like in the forest. So it's not like
water went through there. But that's the only I mean, That's what I
thought at the time was that's lucky. You know that this just happened to
happen and it's a dry now and I'm gonna I'm gonna spend the night in
there. And I did that. Looking back, and you know, talking
about all these structures and things that they make and nests they build and things
like that. I mean, I'd like to know if anybody's heard any stories
from New Zealand, because oh no, I'm just glad whoever it belonged it
didn't come back and all I was in there. So there was that.
But again, you know, knowing what you know now and looking back,
and though when I was little, I say, you know, I grew
up, you know, running around in the woods chasing bunnies and eating berries,
and so I spent a lot of time you know, out in the
forest, in the woods, and there would be times when things would just
the tone or the feeling or the air pressure would change. And I'm very
in tune to um my energy body being pressed on, if that makes sense.
So when I get that feeling, I know there's something around. It's
kind of like a magnetic push, that makes sense. But there would be
times when I would be out there and all of a sudden, I'd be
like, I'm not alone, and I'd get home as quick as I could.
I knew it was time to leave. But you know when you hear
everything goes silent, or your ears start ringing, or you just get that
oppressive feeling that you are not supposed to be in this place, get out.
You know, That's happened so many times where I've just been out playing
and thought, okay, time to go. You know. I never saw
anything, never heard anything, nothing like that, But I did have those
moments where my security switch flipped for no reason, and I knew it was
time to go. So but having had all of those experiences as a child,
that's what sort of prepped that awareness, I think. But and my
experiences go back to oh my goodness, my first actual sighting of a thing
that wasn't human once when I was three, But prior to that, I
was seeing shadow people my first memory. I was eleven months old, so
I remember back to them. But when I was three, I was outside
in southern California. It was a beautiful, clear blue sky, sunny day,
and I was under a tree in the yard and I was looking at
how the light was playing through the leaves on the ground. And you know
when the sun goes behind a cloud and it kind of dims down and then
it comes out and it brightens up again. It was that brightening up that
I saw, but there was no dimming down first. It was like a
bright day and then it got brighter, and I'm like, well that's weird.
So I go and I look up out of the sky. Coming down
at me are these two enormous hands, and I can't see anything past the
wrist, but they're made a white gold light. They're really big, and
they're reaching down at me. So I put my hands together and I reached
up and these giant hands closed over my hands like a little hug, and
my whole hand was between the fingertip of these big hands. Hofic. They
were and then they just went away. But that was the first time I
had I would say, a light being sort of interaction. I mean,
we would call them angels, I think, But now was it an angel?
I don't know. I just don't know. We don't know. So
that was the first time I saw something that was just completely different. Besides
the shadow thing he's around all the time. Going from there. Oh my
goodness. There were some really big things that happened when I was eight,
you know, seven, eight nine, things like that. When I was
eight, still in Oregon, we had moved way out to this sort of
valley out along stock Slew or that was in Coos Bay, but it was
I can't name it, think of the name of the place now, but
it was just about thirty forty minutes out of town. Weigh out some valley
stay tuned for more sasquat Chote. Moving right back after these messages, and
there was a lot of UFO activity out there. I know that now,
but I didn't know it then. And having moved that far out, I
didn't get to see my best friend very much because we used to be neighbors.
So her family finally allowed her to come and spend the night at my
house, which is a big deal because she has all kinds of anxiety and
different things and doesn't like to be away from home. So around about bedtime
when she freaked out and had a total panic attack and we had to call
her parents to come all the way out there to get her in the middle
of the night. They weren't real happy, but she went home, and
you know, I didn't think much of it because I knew it was possible.
But at the same time, because of what happened right after that,
I'm wondering if she was triggered by something to get her out, because they
were coming for me and they needed me to be alone. So she left.
I went to bed. It was probably ninety It wasn't very late.
I just got into bed, I got comfortable, I rolled over. I
looked around as I always do to assess the area before I go unconscious,
you know, and there are all these people standing around my bed, all
around all three sides, probably you know, fifteen of these beings. And
there were two rows. So there were these little ones that were three four
feet tall, and then behind them were the five or so foot tall ones.
The little ones were shaped different. They had the big heads and everything,
but it seems like they had like straps over their shoulders or something.
So I kind of, because of where we lived, kind of equated that
to being farmers, especially because the ones behind them were thinner and taller and
they were very nurturing. I definitely got a very loving, secure feeling from
them, so that to me was like more feminine energy. So it's like
the next day, I told my mom that all the farmers and their wives
were in my room, but they were the grays, the taller ones,
and the shorter ones. So that happened. I was wide awake and they
were all there, and we had a telepathic conversation and they told me all
kinds of things that I needed to know about how to live my life.
It gave me lots of instructions on what two and what not to do and
things like that. When I was nine, I had moved back down to
southern California with my dad, And these are just I'm just very briefly going
across some of these things. But I was at my grandmother's house and I
had a half a dozen interactions with a solid black entity in the house while
I was there alone all day long. That particular entity followed me for ten
years. It stuck around a really long time. I found out decades later
from my family that everybody saw it, but nobody told me so as a
child, as a nine year old dealing with this entity by myself, it
was that was scary. It took a lot for me to get through that.
There was quite a lot of different episodes that involved on the pastor of
the church and getting harmed, and you know, I was hurt. I
was physically harmed. Just a lot of things happened with that particular one.
But I don't know, I'm not sure where to keep going or not.
But just throughout my entire life, there's always been one type of thing after
another, and it was just a long chain of coping with. You know,
the thing just happens. You're just in it and you're you're dealing with
it in the moment from whatever you know, perspective you have and as a
child, that's not much. You know, all I have to sort of
back me up is my faith. You know, things that I tried to,
you know, recite stuff from the Bible to make them go away,
and things like sometimes it works, sometimes it didn't, you know, stuff
like that. But I was very psychic. I could see a lot of
things. I could touch something and get images. I have a lot of
I guess spiritual messages that would come through about people and I don't know,
I guess mediumship, that's what it would call it. There's the Claire this,
and the Claire that. I'm kind of a Clare fill in the blank,
you know, the clairvoyance, the Cla Claire audience that all of the
players. The thing is is that I never asked for any of this because
my experience has started at such a young age, and you know, being
in the church, you know, with my dad and stuff like that,
you immediately everything's evil, so you kind of want to stay away from it,
and you treat it like it's evil. So I definitely didn't dabble.
I didn't research, I didn't read things. I didn't even want to look
at scary movies because I didn't want to have anything in my head that wasn't
already there, you know what I'm saying. So if something happened, it's
not because I saw it somewhere else and it manifested in my dream for instance,
none of that. So it's just something that has come after me my
whole life, and I'm wondering if it's because I have these I don't know,
if it's like you just wired a certain way. I'm just open to
it, and it's like they know, so they just come, you know,
and they just they just they never stop. I don't know. You
just sort of go through life figuring out what works and what doesn't and trying
to create boundaries and safe places and things like that. So talking about it,
I can feel the anxiety. Let's go back and talk a little bit
about if you're comfortable talking a little bit about the dark entity, because that's
something I've got a little bit of experience with myself. I sort of dealt
with that as a child. When I was twelve thirteen, we lived in
a haunted house. I think there was some demonic stuff that went on there
before we moved in. I've talked about it on the show before, so
I'm not going to get into that, but I can understand as a child
dealing with that kind of stuff and what that's like. As far as the
dark entity that was around for ten years, can you talk a little bit
more about how that manifested, how it first came into your life and you
don't have to go in any detail obviously you're not comfortable with, but a
little bit about what you were experiencing and then how you ended up getting rid
of that, because I think that sort of an important thing that people are
going to want to know when they hear this. Is ten years is a
long time to deal with anything, so obviously we were a little concerned about
how you got through that. So if you wouldn't mind if you would talk
a little bit about that, I would appreciate it, sure, absolutely,
And I think it's important this particular entity is because it kind of ties into
the other things that I've seen that may or may not have been a sasquatch,
because it's so similar in I guess texture. I don't know how else
to explain it. This thing was completely solid black and you could not see
through it, and if it put its hand out, you could see its
hand, but if it put its hand in front of its body, it
would just absorb and you wouldn't be able to see the difference between the hand
and the body. It had no facial features whatsoever around the entire form head
to toe. It had these little curly tufts all around the edges, so
it was like an old fashioned kind of tufty, furry teddy bear. It
had some kind of you know, furriness all over. So that was the
only detail I could see. Was any time it moved, the edges were
always those little tufts of fur sticking out. Well, what had happened was
I had two brothers, my little stepbrother. My two uncles were just barely
older than we were, so they were fifteen, sixteen, seventeen something like
that. My brother was fourteen or fifteen. I was the youngest, and
then there was my little step brother. They had all gone up the road
to the guy's house up the street that had a pool, and of course
I wasn't invited because, oh my girl. So I was at home all
day by myself while my grandparents were at work, and I thought I would
just help her out and just you know, mop the floor and clean the
house and you know, do the dishes and things like that. So I
was at the kitchen sink and I saw it run past the kitchen window.
And my brother, my oldest brother, is the tallest and he has dark
curly hair, and I thought it was him. So when I looked over
to the siding glass door. There was nothing there. He never came out
the other side, you know. And I went outside and I looked and
I called his name, and there was just nobody there. The gate was
still closed. There was no nowhere for him to go that I couldn't have
seen. And I thought, well, that was kind of weird. But
again, I've already seen so many things that go hush won the corner of
your eye. But it was like right in front of my face, right
there, and it was solid. I thought it was the top of his
head, wasn't there. So a little while later I go into the closet
in the entry of the house and there they have the vacuum system where you
just get the hose and plug it into the wall. So the hose was
in there, and I opened the door and this thing standing right in front
of me inside the door, inside the closet, face to face. I'm
like, with an inches nose to nose with this thing, everything stopped.
I guess I shaking just thinking about it. It was in the closet and
it was pushing all of the hangars from the dry cleaners were just a bunch
of empty hangars hang in there. They were pushed up behind its shoulders and
it was there for maybe a couple of seconds. Is by the time the
boom, you know, the adrenaline hit me, it disappeared and all the
hangars come swinging down and imagine the sound of that makes total horror movie moment.
Okay, I was terrified, and at the same time, you know,
this is the closest anything has ever gotten to me. And I've seen
a lot of things, but this was in my face. It was blatant,
It was game on, you know what I'm saying. So I don't
know how I did it or where I got the bravery, but I just
sort of buckled down into my faith, you know, at the time,
and just called on the protection of everything that I know was supposed to be
true what they tell you in church. If you're this, this, and
this, then none of these things can touch you. Right. So I'm
like, okay, we're gonna go with that. So because it was outside
and then now it's inside the house, I mean, that just took it
to a whole other level. And it was clearly challenging me. That was
a threat obviously, and I'm not, again, just a little kid all
alone in this house. So I go upstairs and I just think, Okay,
I'm just going to do the work and act like this hasn't happened and
not give it any attention. I'm not going to let it in my head.
I'm not going to think about it. I'm just gonna do what I'm
doing. So I was vacuuming upstairs and I heard this bang, bang bang
in the laundry shoot, and I opened the door, deciding not to be
fearful at all, because that's what it wants. I stuck my head in,
going it's in there, because it just banged on the wall inside.
Stuck my whole head in and looked down and it was completely dark and black
in there, and I was like m and I just shut the door and
kept on going. So when I went downstairs and then down to the third
level. Down at the bottom of the lower level stairs is a doorway to
the laundry room and another master's suite, and that's where the laundry shoot would
come out. As I go down the stairs and passed that doorway, it's
standing right inside the doorway. I walked right past it and I turned around
and I faced it. I came up on it like it had done to
me in the closet, and I just went face to face with it,
stood in front of it, and I could see the laundry shoot door was
open, and so the light had to have gone through when I put my
head in there, unless it opened it and got out, you know what
I'm saying. So something happened. It was either in there or whatever.
I would have seen the light or had opened the door. Anyway, I'm
standing there face to face with it. And at this point is when the
paralysis hits and I'm frozen. I cannot move, I can barely breathe.
And it's not my fear, it's it's the sleep paralysis, paralysis. For
all you can do is move your eyes. Everything feels like lead, You
feel like you weigh a thousand pounds, cannot move, you can barely inhale.
And the whole time I'm in my head praying, I'm calling on all
these things. I'm telling it, you can't be here, This isn't right.
You know. I belong to God, you know. And then I
thought, I belong to God, and if you don't, you won't let
me touch you. You can't touch me. And so with all of my
strength I lifted my fingers and it was like they waited. Try lifting a
bowling ball with your fingertips from the bowling from underneath like this, That's what
it felt like. They were so heavy. I could barely move my hand,
but I was able to lift my fingers up just enough to where if
I lifted my hand all the way up, I would have touched it.
That's how close we were. And just as I was about to touch it,
it disappeared. So that's what told me, you know, it wouldn't
let me touch it. It won't let me put the light on it,
you know what I'm saying. That's how I processed that. I'm like,
okay, I'm going to be okay. This thing is afraid of me.
Just a few moments later, in the room that was down there, it's
like a big recreation room. There's a pool table with TV and couches and
all. So I was going to vacuum down there, And just as I
was stepping away from that into the room and getting ready to do that,
there's one whole wall that faces the backyard that's all sliding glass doors, like
I don't know, fifteen twenty feet of glass, and there's a curtain across
the whole wall, and I see this ripple go through the whole curtain like
somebody had run his hand down from one end to the other on the curtain.
So the curtain goes and I'm following that, and when I do,
it appeared against the next wall behind the pool table. The thing is,
every time I saw it, it was always leaning on something. It was
leaning on the wall in the doorways, leaning on the wall behind the pool
table, it was leaning on the hangars in the closet. Was always leaning
on something. And I'm not sure what the significance of that was, unless
it was just being coffee, you know, But that's what it was.
It was standing there, leaning up, and it had its arms crossed like
this, because I could see the outline in the elbow. So it's had
its arms crossed, It's leaning up against the wall, just standing there.
And I just stood there and it stood there quite a while, and so
I finally said something, you know, I said, what do you want?
You know, I said, you're wasting my time and just stand there
and say nothing. I said, tell me what you want. Get that
out of my house, you know, that type of thing. So and
again that thing, no reaction, nothing, So then I started to recite
the Lord's Prayer, which I had never memorized. I don't know where it
came from, but it all came out, and it stood there and listened
to the whole thing, did nothing. And then I hit John three sixteen
and I said as soon as I said, for God, so love the
world. As soon as I said God, it disappeared. It was just
like flipping a light, just completely gone boom that quick. So there's no
like slow fade or anything like that. It's just gone. So that's kind
of I mean. More happened later on that night with my brother. It
was standing right next to my head. I was laying on the floor in
its toes are practically in my ear. My brother was right next to me,
and I was like, do you see something? Do you see something
standing next to my head? And he got completely freaked out, started crying,
was screaming at me, shut up, that's not funny. He was
crying. So I think he had already had some kind of interaction with something
in that house, possibly this thing, and me acknowledging it and making it
real for him was too much because he completely crashed over that. But yeah,
that's a lot, but that was all in one day. That was
the same day. But here's the good part. When a lot of these
really negative things come after me, there's always something good that follows right behind
that makes it okay, that remind me I'm protected and it was never alone.
I'm doing a good job. Stay tuned for more sasquatch out to seeing
right back after the East messages because before that happened with my brother my grandparents
came home. I was supposed to go up the road to get my brothers
from the poolhouse bring them home for dinner. My parents had come back,
so everybody was there. But as I was going up the road, it
was getting dark, and I was scared to go outside. When as it
was getting dark, because I knew that thing was going to come with man
knew it would follow me out of the house because it had been outside,
it had come in. I knew it was going to go out again with
me, especially by myself, away from everybody, and it did. And
as I'm going up the road, I can see it moving along behind bushes,
behind the windows, through windows of cars that are parked, you know,
things like that. So I can see it moving behind things, and
it would go back and forth, you know, on both sides of the
road, all the way up. And then when I got to the house,
until my brothers is time to come, of course they're not going to
come right that minute. And I didn't want to get in trouble and I
didn't want to stay outward to get darker, so I went back by myself,
and that was even scarier because this road is so steep. I mean,
think of San Francisco steep. Okay, it was Ranchi Palace Burda is
California, up in the hills, and I could save the name of the
street, but because of the privacy of the people that have that house now,
I won't. There's been a lot that happened there and it's an infamous
house. At this point, as I was walking down the hill, it's
one of those things where you have to really concentrate on going slow because you
can easily get to where you're going too fast and you lose control and you'll
fall. And that's how steep it was, and that's what happened. Because
I was panicking. I wasn't again. I wanted to get down the hill,
get in the house, the thing was still with me, and I
started to walk too fast and my feet were slapping too hard, and next
thing I know, I'm running and I'm out of control and I'm falling forward
and I am almost horizontal, thinking how bad is this going to hurt?
When I faced plant on this sidewalk and these two enormous hands, much like
the ones I saw come out of the sky when I was three. They
were huge. I could tell how far the thumbs overcrossed across my back and
the hands overcrossed, you know, across my front. So it picked me
up like this essentially, and full body grabbed me around my torso lifted me
up into the air my feet were easily three feet off the ground, and
then set me down at a complete stop. And then the hands just were
gone. Oh my gosh, I was so. I was so. I
don't there's not a word for it. I can't even pick a word to
describe the feeling. But my initial reaction was take that black thing. You
know what I think, because I know you saw what picked me up,
So if you're going to mess with me, you're messing with that too.
That's that's what I had. You know what I'm saying, so that that
was super exciting and a complete flip from the whole entire day's you know,
feeling of just utter dread and all of these things. And I even looked
around. I was hoping because it's dinner time, somebody he is at the
fitch and window and saw this happen. But there there were no lights and
the curtains are closed or whatever. Nobody saw it. So there's that I
can't breathe just telling this is so oh my god. I can definitely tell
the reaction that you're having going back to that, and I know it's probably
not the easiest thing in the world. So that was one day that you
dealt with this and you said this thing even got physical with you. I
mean, what was a day to day like. Was it only happening at
your grandparents house in that house or did it follow you other places? Do
you think it was rooted and connected to the house, or do you think
that it was something to do with you talk a little bit about that and
give us a few more details about some of the things that what a day
to day struggle dealing with this thing was. Here's what I think happened.
Now, one of my uncles was heavy into the heavy metal and the dungeons
and dragons and the skulls and the black posters and you know, all that
kind of stuff. I'm not saying that's all evil. I'm just saying he
was in a vibe. Okay. There was a crawl space under the house.
The boys would get into that I was not allowed in. It was
like their fort. So who knows what was going on down there. If
you asked me, it was a whole lot of stuff. But that's where
it came from. I know, because before any of this happened. I've
been going to that house since I was a baby. Okay. I was
terrified of the fireplace. And it wasn't the fireplace, it was what was
under it, and I knew it. I felt this horrible, I want
to say stench. It wasn't a smell, but it was a feeling,
and that I wouldn't even go in the living room. I absolutely hated it.
But it's always been there, and I think my uncle had manifested something
into that space through the things that he was involved in. So when I
came along, this bright and shiny soul, you know, it's like a
tasty, little morsel, you know, So feeding time, it just latched
on and it followed us home. It went home with us, And there
were lots of interactions at my house with my dad's house. He had chased
something of the house on several occasions and actually shot at it. And I'm
pretty sure it wasn't a person. It was this thing. Yeah, I
saw it lots of times. I can tell stories about that thing all day
long. But the most significant situation with that going home was that when we
would go to church, I would feel amazing when I was on the property
of the church, but the moment our car drove across the sidewalk into the
street, I would get a massive migraine. Who was like, this energy
just hit me so hard. All I could do is just go home and
be in the dark and just sit there and just I was in tremendous,
horrible pain. And I was sitting on the end of my bed and in
this state. Right after church, and I see this big ball manifest in
the corner by the ceiling of my room, and it's black and it has
the curly curls all around the edges. And that's when I know it came
with us. Even though it was a different form, obviously, it's the
same feeling of the presence of this thing. You recognize it energetically, so
I see it there. And then the bed starts of vibrating, it starts
shaking, and then is slamming against the wall, and I'm sitting on an
I can't move and I'm just taking it, and it moves across the ceiling
to the corner behind me where I can't see you. Now it's behind me,
and the bed is banging against the wall. Everything on the shelves start
shaking, and then they shoot across the ceiling pet the other wall and fall
down everything. And at some point I was able to just broke free and
I was able to jump up and run through the house, and I'm screaming,
there's an earthquake. There's an earthquake. And I go into the office
and my mom's on my stepmom she's on the phone with my grandma, whose
house this came from, Okay, And I'm screaming, there's an earthquake in
my room because that's I'm running through the house. Nothing else is shaking,
and she's like, shut up, I'm on the phone, and I'm like,
then she goes, oh my god, you're kidding, and I'm like,
I thought she was talking to me, like she just realized what I
said, and I said no, and she's like, shut up. You
know, oh my god, there's an earthquake at your grandma's house and then
boom, it hits our house. I was like, literally screaming, there's
an earthquake two minutes before it actually happens. You know, that never registered.
So I said, please, after all of that, just come look
at my room because nothing else in the house it's fine, and get to
my room. It looks like a tornado went through there. And she was
so mad because she had given me these beautiful dolls from all around the world
and they were just everywhere like they were, you know, precious, and
she thought I had done that. And she's like, don't come out of
here till this is clean and shut the door. And I'm like, oh
my god, no, I can't even get out of the room where the
thing is. That the thing is in here, and I'm not allowed to
leave. And I have to touch everything in that room that this thing through,
that this thing touched right after it touched it. I have to pick
it all up and put it back, and I was so afraid I put
something on the shelf and turned around and it would shoot it hit me before
I got the next thing, you know what I mean. That didn't happen,
but that's the kind of intensity that I was dealing with, tying back
into the thing. The visitors that were in my room and that were standing
around my bed. That's the same room, the same time, the same
period where all of these other things happened, where I was waking up with
these you know, hemorrhaging bloody noses, and I'd wake up chanting things,
or I'd wake up and my pajamas would be inside out or backwards or both.
You know, I would wake up because I was being dropped and I
thought I fell out of my bed, but instead of hitting the floor,
I was hitting the mattress, which made no sense because I know I fell
and I'd hit the mattress and wake up and then I'd be all, you
know, all messed up. So that's when all that started. When I
was nine, after that black thing, you were dealing with this entity.
How did you finally break free from this? Or have you? I guess
is a better question, have you? And how did that come to be,
and how did that come to pass? That particular one, I think,
Okay, good, I forget the question by the time I told all
the story. But tying back into that, over the years, I've had
certain friends that saw it also, so I mean, it wasn't just my
family and just me. It was other people that witnessed it with me also.
I just never got the validation from my own family until I was in
my twenties that they had all seen it as well. I thought I was
alone with it the whole time. And when I'm telling them these things are
happening, they're acting like, oh, no, it's not happening. And
they saw it. How can they do that? Oh that is so upsetting
to me that they left a child alone with this thing when they knew it
was real because they saw it too, they just said, no, it's
not so. How it dissipated, and that's a good word, is that
over the years it took on smaller and smaller forms, So it's almost as
if it was releasing all of this negativity and confusion and darkness that it was
made of. I think from hanging out with me, watching me and listening
to me and learning from me that it maybe learned about itself somehow and was
able to release some of this as it went. And so it got physically
smaller and smaller and smaller, and it was the size of maybe a really
big cat or a small dog, but it was shaped like a rat.
This was when I was in high school. I was probably fifteen or sixteen
to be a little older. I had a friend over. We were sitting
on the couch watching TV. In the hall is right there. You can
see all the way down the hall, and it's dark, you know,
the doors are closed, lights are out. It comes running up the hall,
gets up on its hind feet like this, takes a good look at
us, and then darts back down the hall. He screams like a little
girl, levitates over the couch, lands behind it. What is that,
you know? And I'm like, well, it's the thing, you know,
the thing that I've always told you about. Right That's when I realized
he never believed me. I realized then, after all, that he never
believed me until he saw it for himself. And that was that, and
I was like, wow, you know, so we turned on the lights,
we go down the hall. Now a mouse can squeeze under some pretty
impossible spaces. Okay, but the size of a big cat is not squeezing
under any door. All the doors were closed. There's no refer it to
have gone, and it just, you know, down the hall was gone.
That's what I think what happened. The last time I actually saw it,
it was like a bird. And now even now when I see crows
or ravens or anything like that, only because I don't have the energetic recognition,
I know it's not that. But that one time I knew it was
that black bird. I had the energetic recognition, and it flew away and
that was it. I think it learned and released itself. That's an interesting
theory. I've never really heard that before. And for your sake, whatever
happened, I'm glad that it happened. I want to go back to the
visitors in the room and the falling and the nose bleeds and things like that,
looking back in retrospect, and maybe you already know the answer to this,
or maybe it's just something that you've thought about. Do you think you
were having encounters with alien entities and were you abducted? Do you have any
recollection or memory of any of those events that happened to you. Yeah,
I have total conscious recall of every interaction I've ever had. The ones I
don't remember, I can't even imagine. I don't even want to talk about
what could be in there. But no, every incident that I've had,
I have full conscious you know, right as it's happening, right after it
happened, before it happens, because I can feel the energetic signature of them
arriving, you know, I mean all of it. I remember everything.
But yeah, that went on all my life, so I didn't actually see
them from that introduction when I got my instructions until I was fifteen. I
had a chain of events within two or three day period. That was my
first on ship event, and I was shown all kinds of stuff. But
that was actually that started off with an ORB. And I could not have
told you what an ORB was, you know what I'm saying. That was
not on my radar either and never seen one. But it was the same
color as the hands. It was that white, cold light. And in
my room I had a window on one end of sliding glass door on the
other and it came through the window. And of course, again it's not
even eight thirty nine o'clock at night, I'm wide awake, just in my
room and I see the light. Now, there's no cars that could put
headlights in that direction, so when I see a light, I'm thinking the
neighbors doing something with a flashlight, or it's something's outside my window. My
brother's friends are messing around. Whatever it is, I see the lights,
so I look and it's the size of a grape route. It's absolutely huge,
and it's just cruising through really slow through my bedroom and I'm looking at
it, and when it gets right in front of me, it kind of
goes really slow, not quite stopping. But it stayed there a lot longer
than it took to get through to get there, and then to leave,
so it might check me out, and then went out through the siding glass
door and was gone. And so the whole time this is happening. Now
again, I'm much older, so a lot has occurred. I'm in my
head the whole time, thinking, who are you? What do you want?
This is no tell me you're here. I acknowledge that I see you.
What is this about? Tell me I need to know? And nothing
I got absolutely nothing. And then a moment later the whole ceiling of my
room disappeared, and I'm looking and instead of my ceiling, I'm seeing the
face of a massive white wolf, Like she just put her face right through
my ceiling and she's right there and it's big as the whole room. And
that's just the craziest thing, because it's like this full blown, three D
live vision and it wasn't like a static image of a wolf. Her eyes
are removing, she's looking at me, her pupils are changing. The fur
is like the wind is on the fur. You know what I'm saying.
Her ear twitches, I mean, it's alive, and the same thing.
I'm like, who are you? Why are you here? You know,
I'm thinking all of these things. I don't want to speak out loud.
I don't want to move, I don't want to do anything that's going to
stop the experience, because sometimes if you do anything shuts down, so it's
all telepathic. I'm thinking all of these wonderful thoughts, you know, and
I got nothing. She just took a good look at me and then poof,
just like flipping a switch, just gone, like she was never there.
Stay tuned for more Sasquatch outsing right back after these messages, and then
after that I had my first out of body experience, and then I was
on the ship, the wolves were there again and the whole shebang. So
yeah, the on ship thing was interesting because that was what I would consider
happening in a dream state like and I could easily say, okay, well
that was a dream. However, the information I was given, the things
I was shown, and then decades later finding out that the characters that were
there are actually identifiable and it was aw his two sons and their sister,
So they were on a knock three years ago. I couldn't have told you
what that meant. But some things happened in twenty twenty, pretty heavy all
year long. That forced me to finally research and go ahead and read things
and look stuff up and try to identify some of these major touch points throughout
my experiences. And that's kind of what brought me to start talking about it.
So here's the question that always comes up, at least in my mind
when I talk to people who have had multiple experiences with different I guess phenomenon
would be the word, or, for lack of a better term, phenomenon.
I know, at least with alien contact. I know some people don't
like the word abductees. Most people like to be called contacts, however you
phrase it. But obviously with the sasquatch, this dark entity, and the
mediumship and now the abductee contact situation, with these entities, I think the
thing for me always comes up is why why you? Because a lot of
people go through life and they never have any experience at all. Right,
And when I talk about the few experiences i'ved and I used to say,
you know, when I first started the show and people would come on and
have multiple experiences with different things, people automatically the skeptical hairs go up,
the spity sense goes up and says, there's no way that somebody can have
all of this in their life. And there was parts of me that was
that person. And then I started looking at my own life. I think
I've had an experience with a sasquatch when I was twelve. We've heard things
and had experiences here on my property. As an adult, I lived in
a haunted house that had dark entities. I was hearing things, voices,
and then I've seen a UFO. So I am one of those people who
have had these multiple experiences throughout life, and I can't tell you why.
There's nothing in my history, in my family and my extended family, even
that I'm aware of, that would predispose me to any of those things.
So I'll ask you in retrospect, looking back, and maybe you know the
answers. I mean, maybe you're way more enlightened than I am why these
things happen to you, or at least your thoughts on why that is that
you've had all these experiences, some good and not so not so great.
But why do you think you have had these experiences? I think, after
hearing people's near death experiences that that's possibly what happened. And I think it
happened when I was born. There's a couple other things I really want to
talk about, so I don't want to spend it too much time on this,
But I was born with the quarter around my neck. It had been
severely delayed because the doctor wasn't there and the nurses literally were holding me in
by the top of my head, so they didn't know I was suffocating.
They were just waiting for the doctor to get there. They thought everything was
fine, and then when I was finally why was purple blue whatever not breathing
I was basically a was never confirmed and I haven't asked my mother, but
it's very possible I had an NDE at Earth through that experience, and so
maybe that is what left that door wide open that I had to disconnect and
the reconnect, and when you do that, you don't really reconnect the way
you were intended to the first time. And I think that's what it is.
I think that's why we're able to step back and forth between the realities
because the anchor is no longer there. That's what. And there's a whole
bunch of other stuff that's possible, a lot of theories and things, But
as far as the black entity, this is what I've been thinking of recently.
And I've only heard of one other person that saw the same thing I
saw with the black shadow being, you know, with the curing not wine.
He said he saw the exact same thing, but he had a big
one and a little one. So he always thought they were entities or some
kind of you know, spiritual interdimensional type being, you know, think fairy
world or something. I don't know, but a lot of people will say
sasquatch are two. I don't know, but I don't think the thing that
I saw was like that. I think it was it was summoned or created,
whereas he thought his were a being from another dimension sort of thing,
but they were identical. So I've had that kind of made things a little
weird. So going from that to the thing that I saw at the mim
Amounds, that was definitely not a Sasquatch. It was most definitely not human.
It would you want to call it an et? Was an interdimensional was?
I don't know, but I want to tell you about that because I've
never really talked about it, and it's something I don't talk about because this
is the one that's going to have everybody go, Okay, no credibility,
just forget it. That's the stupidest thing I've ever heard. But this is
what happened. So it's interesting with you know, a lot of times when
things happen to me, I will ignore ninety percent of what goes on.
But when there's a series of events that are closely related or timing wise,
they all happen in a cluster, that's when I really kind of give it
my attention, but I'll ignore most. So that day, going out to
the Mima amounts. It's in Olympia, Washington, and time my mom had
an office on Black Lake, which is real close there. On the drives
out there, some weird stuff happened because, you know, the fawn jumped
out of the bushes and went boing boing boing across the road in front of
us. We're like, oh, my gosh, how cute. And then
of course you always want to wait because this mom is somewhere and there's probably
another one. Sure enough, bing boing boing, here comes the second one.
They're like, oh, that's so amazing, and then boing boing boing
the third one. At that point we're like, hey, is it possible.
Yes, but a lot of little things come in threes that aren't bonds,
so that's always in the back of my mind. And then we couldn't
find the entrance to the park. And again it's one of those things where
there's a great big wooden sign with a huge yellow arrow saying mine amounts.
Because it's like you know, a national you know type of thing. It's
they're they're clearly marked. We went all the way to the heck end of
the road and we never saw the entrance to the park, so what happened.
We turned around, we came back and then it's like right there and
the signs are massive, So something happened on the way to the anyway,
we pull in and the way the parking lot goes is sort of you just
come in and then it's like the trees kind of come together, and then
you go through there and then it opens up into the parking lot. And
as you're passing that tree section, that's where the bathroom building is. So
you drive in, there's the bathroom, you kind of pass some trees,
and then it opens up to this big parking lot and there's nobody out there.
It's early in the morning, and we're driving along to going to the
far end of the parking lot to get as close to the mountains as we
can to park there instead of having to walk all the way out there.
So we're driving across the back end of the length of an actual parking space.
So what is that twenty feet maybe twenty five feet, but the most
to the sidewalk. I don't know where this person came from, but all
of a sudden, there's someone walking down the sidewalk and there's no cars,
there's nobody there. I don't know where. You can see. You can
see far all around you. They didn't come from anywhere. They were just
there. And I'm looking and I'm not thinking anything except something's not right because
it's extremely tall, it's impossibly thin, it's wearing clothes, and the clothes
are so bright and so new. You can see the fold lines, and
it had then entire body was covered in something. Okay, here's where it
gets really weird. So the whole time I'm looking at this person that's not
making sense. I have no fear. Again, I'm twenty something years old
by now, I've seen it all. This is just another whatever. Let's
see what this is. Okay, So I'm absorbing this. We're getting closer
because we're rolling in the car and it's walking towards us, and there it
is, so at the closest point, it's fifteen feet away. It's right
there. It has brand new, bright white tennis shoes on. Okay,
it has some kind of hosiery or pantyhose that you can see through, so
not tight, but actual pantyhose that were black, but through the hose.
If you were a sasquatch and you okay again, I'm sorry if you were
to pull something up your leg, the fur would all turn backwards in clumps.
Don't you think That's what I was seeing? So there was all these
lumps of fur pulled up underneath these hose. It has a long skirt just
past the knee, but it's made of sweatshirt materials, like a jersey or
red. It was bright red and had a matching hoodie. Underneath the hoodie.
There was a big lump, and it had one arm holding this lump
inside the hoodie, so something was in the hoodie that it was holding.
It had its other hand. It was grabbing the hoodie around its face,
trying to cover as much of its face as it could. It had glasses
on, but they didn't sit right on the face, so I could see
behind I'm the glasses and it had the hoodie, and then there was underneath
there was like a scarf that was kind of you know, because sometimes hoodies
only come so far. There was a scarf wrapped around in there trying to
cover more. But I could see, you know, this whole area except
for a hand, and the hoodie was like trying to cover everything, but
I could see the eyes, the glasses, everything. It had fur on
its face all the way up to the rim of the eye. And as
I was watching it pass and I'm looking behind the glasses, I can see
the eye itself is entirely black. And that's when it turns and looks at
me. And then my bones literally turned to jelly. That is when this
fear hit me. And it wasn't my fear. It was impressed upon me
in that moment, run or die. And I literally couldn't even move.
I mean, I couldn't feel. My bones were gone, That's what it
felt. Likely Just everything in me just went to liquid. And that wasn't
my decision to assess this thing and become afraid of it. It looked at
me and said run or die, but without saying it. But that was
the impression that I got. And as soon as it said that, and
my physical body was completely affected by this very intense necessity to survive, I
got a visual of what would happened to me if I didn't get the heck
out of there. Immediately, as I was able to move, I was
slapping down the locks on the doors and the mine and the passenger side behind
me, I reached over and grabbed the other one. I mean I was
out of my seat, I was slapping locks, I'm grabbing my mom's knee
and I'm shoving her knee down on the gas and a drive drive drive.
That was oh my god. I didn't even finish talking about what it was
wearing. The hands were covered because it had you know, in logging areas
when you handling lumber and stuff like that, they have these yellow, fuzzy
gloves. I don't know if you've ever seen them, but they're they're like
a really thick felt or something. It had those on, so that just
gets even weirder. So anyway, that's what happened. And I don't know
what this thing was because to me, with the communication and the thin,
the impossible thinness of the leg, even with the leg and the fur,
it was still literally as round as just the bone itself, if that makes
any sense. That's how skinny it was. Now, I know there are
people that have conditions that can explain a lot of these things, but that
was not human. That absolutely was not a human being. Yeah, I
mean that that was the second most terrifying thing I think I've ever experienced,
was that moment that it impressed into me run or die and I knew that
if I didn't think, if I took too long to think about it,
I was already That's the way it felt. What was your mom's reaction when
all this clearly she saw the same thing that you saw. What was her
reaction was what was going through her mind? Did she have the same fear
or was it something completely a different experience for her. I was slapping her
leg again, I was. I was literally mashing her knee down to hit
the gas, and she just turned around and we left and we drove ably
thirty minutes in complete silence. Both of us were completely just crying. We
didn't say a word. We were just crying and driving, and she finally
pulled over and she said, what the was that? I said, I
don't know. She says, okay, she said, you tell me what
you saw, and I will tell you if that's what I saw. And
so I described everything like I described to you, and she goes, that's
what I saw. She goes, what was that? I said, that's
that's nothing from this world. That that was definitely alien. I don't know
why was it. Obviously it was disguising itself. It failed because it was
wearing such weird stuff that it wouldn't didn't. You know what I'm saying,
didn't work. It's very interesting, obviously, but I've heard, well,
maybe not similar things, but something very similar to that in some of the
men in Black stories that you hear when what appears to be some people are
not human, there's some sort of humanoid that shows up at people who have
seen UFOs and had experiences, and it's something very similar. It's there's something
off, not as blatant as what you just described, but it's clearly not
human. There's something off about the clothes, the fit, the way that
there's just always something that's just not quite right and you just can't put your
finger on it. Obviously, there was a lot more in what you described.
I'm with you, I don't know with that description. I don't know
what it could be other than something that's clearly not human. So I don't
know. That's definitely a headscratcher. You mentioned a couple of things earlier.
I don't know if we covered both of the things that you wanted to talk
about outside of that, and we were talking about We've talked about so much.
I don't want to leave anything on the table. So was that one
of the other things that you wanted to talk about, or was there another
experience that you wanted to share with us. Yeah, that was the main
thing, because it kind of ties in. Like I said that, there's
just certain details that span all these different experiences that are clearly not related.
The clearly three different, completely different things, but there's still elements that cross
over. But the other thing was you know that the eye contact is such
an important detail because in all of my experiences, when they have eye contact
with you, they have access, they have a form of control, they
have options, things that they can do against your will. Without the eye
contact that that it's not as strong. So when it turned and looked at
me, that was when the connection was made and I felt the full force
of this thing. It's the same thing with et you know, like if
I'm face to face with one, they will not they will they'll they won't
look directly at me. They'll be like standing, I'll go over here and
they're looking past me, and if I say something or I'm communicating with them,
they'll like turn their head towards me, but they won't look at me.
Because once they look at you, you don't have your free will anymore.
It changes everything and they know that, you know what I'm saying.
So I've had interactions where I've had the option of communicating without being controlled,
and which is amazing. But that eye contact, when it looked at me,
that's when the connection was made and it was inside my everything, you
know what I'm saying, And that is terrifying, terrifying. Ooh, I
don't know. There was one other thing, but it kind of goes into
something I saw on a tree that scared me just as bad to think what
could have possibly done this to this tree. But that's a whole other story.
Yeah, just to tie things in nicely together with dog Man and whatever
happened to that tree. I had a farm in Kentucky for a decade,
just two miles from you know, Barkley, Kentucky Lake. Every summer we
keep our boat at Barkley Lake and we so we're down there all the time,
and we had you know, I had the farm and all of that.
So I spent a lot of time in that area. And I know
there's a lot of stories about LBL which is land between the lakes. It's
the space between Kentucky and Barkley Lake. So I've got all kinds of stuff
going on over there, but i'd have photographs. I actually sent them to
you before this in case you wanted to take a look or we'd ended up
talking about it. But I think we're kind of out of time. So
that was one thing was that I think once you, like I said,
you see these things face to face, if this is possible, and that's
possible, then there's a whole list of things that I will never tell somebody.
I don't believe you because whatever it is you thought you saw, you
know, I can fully embrace the idea that that actually happened, because believing
I've been on the receiving end of so much of it that why why would
I ever tell someone you know, that's I can't. I can't. I
agree as long as something is possible, I leave my mind open to that.
I say it all the time. Everybody's experiences are their experiences. I
created this show and all of the shows that I do to give people a
space to come and talk about those things and not feel crazy, and not
be judged, and just get it out there in the zeitgeist. Because sometimes
I'm the only person that people have ever told their story too. I think
it's very important for other people in the audience to hear that because I've said
it before. I think there's probably plenty of people that are going to hear
this and they've had very similar experience as to what you've had, and they're
going to a no, they're not alone, and be that it's okay to
talk about it and tell other people, because I think there's power in that.
In my personal opinion, I think there's a lot of power in sharing
your story. And I appreciate you coming on. It's been fascinating. I
think we could probably go for another hour and a half. I really appreciate
you coming on and allowing me the opportunity to hear your stories and share it
with the audience. So I really do appreciate it. I did want to
tell you that after that I saw the thing at the mime Amounts. I
did call the BFR in the area and reported it. They called me back
five or six times. Is tell it again, tell it again, tell
it again. They just they kept calling back and asking me to tell it
again. And then I never heard anything else. And if you if you
look it up, that the case isn't isn't there you can't find it,
so I don't know what that was all about. But they were very interested
in hearing me say it over and over and over, and I think part
of the reason of that is because it was so bizarre. You know,
they want to see if I tell it the same way every time, I
think, to see if details changed or something, you know what I mean.
But that's that's I mean. I did report it because I thought that
was the closest thing to what it could have been, but I knew it
wasn't. I had to tell somebody, and that's so that's what happened.
But yeah, it's important. I think the details, the touchstones, the
touch points that are the same in every single event, no matter who had
it, what state they were in, you know, state of mind,
their consciousness or whatever, there are certain details that are always the same,
and I think those are key when we start to connect the dots on those
unchanging points, that is where we're going to find the answers. I definitely
agree. Well, Angela, it's been a pleasure to have you on and
maybe we'll have to have you back sometime in the future and dig a little
deeper. Thanks so much for the opportunity, and that's all I really want
to do. It's just talk about it and give people the opportunity to connect
some dots. And you know, if they want to find me on Facebook,
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