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Fame. He'd like to be walked
on a leash and play really dirty,

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kinky sex games. He's uh the
guy put the cock in the peacock network.

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Okay, bitch, don't call to
come back. I've been here for

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years. I'm rucking my peers,
putting something's in fear making the tears rain

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down like a monsoon. Listen to
the basic boom. Hey, everybody's a

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j Benzi here with your free show
for September eighteenth, twenty twenty three.

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Yes, indeed, don't call to
come back. I didn't go far.

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I was gone a month. Did
you miss me? Did you find yourself

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saying where's aj? Did you find
yourself saying let's put this fucking guy all

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my shows? I know I got
a bunch of yelling and screaming at me.

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I appreciate it. It means you're
longed to content, you like to

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content, but you want it.
I get it. I just wanted to

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give you a little bit of you
know, I'm gonna give you a little

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shit for that's all. I want
you guys in the team. I want

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you as patrons, so you know, once in a while I rain the

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horse say a little bit. See
if you love me, You're not because

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I love you anyway, I'm moving
on. Guys. This is your free

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show September eighteenth, twenty twenty three, your first free show since August seventeenth.

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Honestly, I decided enough time has
passed and it was time to get

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back on the horse and record some
free shows for you guys. So honestly,

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I want to encourage you to become
patrons. It was a hell of

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a month gang, A lot of
good stuff, A lot of stories broke

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that I was on top of and
have been on top of for months.

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Some I was on top for years. Take for example, Hugh Jackman and

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Debrahly Fernas separating. I'm not hanging
on two thin of a branch when I

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said the end was near for those
two lovebirds a long time ago. This

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has been a twenty seven year lavender
marriage. I don't care what you see

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in the news or in the papers. Run the internet of Hugh Jackman riding

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his bike, look looking so upset
and said, you know, he's riding

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a bike for Manhattan, the filthiest
rat hole in America. That's why he

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said, twenty seven years they're married. Am I showing my age? By

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using the term lavender marriage. You
guys know what that means. Many years

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ago, lavender marriage. Lavender was
the color used to represent homosexuals, and

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there were tons of these lavender marriages
in Hollywood, and it still are today.

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It's but you know, it's not
quite as damaging to an actor's career

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as it used to be. But
I you know, I pegged this is

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a lavender marriage a long time ago. And again I'm not saying that I'm

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the great Kreskin. I think I'm
dating myself with the Kreskin reference as well.

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See, Kreskin was a guy that
Johnny Costing used to play who could

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read minds and do whatever. But
some of these marriages, lavender marriage is

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back on the old days in Hollywood's
golden era. That's a big famous people.

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During the nineteen twenties, many people
believed that the actor Rudolph Valentino was

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gay, and this information would eventually
lead to a public relations problem and obviously

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affect the worldwide acceptance of the handsome, top rated actor. The Latin lover,

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by the way, put a pin
in that for a second. I

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told you guys, well, I
told my patrons about the first bungalow I've

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moved into. When I first came
to Hollywood, it was a place called

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Normandy Towers and it was designed and
built by Charlie Chaplin. In fact,

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he lived there. It was so
close to the Warner Brothers lot that back

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then actors would take horses to and
from the set. And when I lived

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there, I was in number nine. Number nine is where Malan Monroe once

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lived. I'm talking tiny bungalow like
I didn't even have room for a couch

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bigger than four feet in My living
room was hardly living room. The kitchen

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was the size of a bathroom,
you know, But I loved it.

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You have to see what I'm taught. Go on go online and look up

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Normandy Towers. If you get a
chance, you'll see how quaint and really

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pretty and beautiful it is now.
But the only reason I found that place

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was because I linked up with this
girl I was friendly with the New York

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City. She was a stripper.
We h got a lot, good girl.

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And when I came to La looking
for a place, I was in

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here yet I was visiting staying my
uncle Vinny. I knew she worked in

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La. She moved I went to
the restaurant to go see her at the

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Bellache Hotel and let's go out for
drinks. And we go back to her

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place, and she was living in
Normandy Towers, and I couldn't believe what

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I was looking at. Beautiful smells, the boorgan villa, vines everywhere,

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there's lavender in the air. Then
you lipt this trees. Oh, it

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was like the smells was so different
than New York City, and I couldn't

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believe how small and quaint these places
were. So she began to give me

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the history of the place, and
she told me she was living in the

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bungalow that Rudolph Valentino used to live
in. Valentino was known as a Latin

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lover, like I said, and
his exploits with both men and women were

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known all around town. And she
moved a piece of furniture to show me

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these three old rusted bolts that were
still sticking out of the floor. And

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the story goes that Valentino had built
a sex chair in that spot, and

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he never bothered to remove the bolts
when he left, so the bolts have

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always stayed there, and no one
fox with the bolts because it's history and

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man it's a great story. Texts
were to live there. So many people.

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I gotta look it up, so
many people. It was so close

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to the studio that it was just
easy to go to work and come back

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home. Great. I mean the
list of people who lived there, unbelieving,

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Mary Pickford, Douglas Fairbanks, Sior, Adolf Manjoux, Gertrude Astor,

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Claudette Colbert Man. Forget about it. You gotta look on the website.

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It's beautiful, really beautiful. Seven
two one nine Hampton Amnue. They say

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West Hollywood, it's not. It's
Hollywood period. I don't know where West

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comes from. But yeah, a
little diversion there for a second, because

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they just brings back some great memories
of me living there with me my little

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my little dog Chesiray, my little
Yorkie. Next to me was a a

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fully tattooed rocker named Johnny Hawaiian.
He's online too. You can't miss this

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guy. His whole face was tatted, his whole body's tatted, long before

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people were doing that. Everything on
his face just handsome. Kid looked like

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Matt Damon, but all covered up
with tats and a big heroin addict and

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crazy stories with that guy. He
was always getting sick and I'm me,

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I'm so stupid. I go,
Johnny, you're thrown up again. Yeah,

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I had bad Chinese food. He
was. He was going through withdrawals

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and finally we need admitted to me. I said, well, you know,

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how do we help How can I
help you? He's like to get

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needles. I think I have one. I said, no, don't,

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don't do that. You don't know
what that needle has been. Man,

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I'll get some. Feel Let's go
get in a call. I'll get some.

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I felt bad for him, so
we bought fresh needles, and then

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he went, I said, I'll
buy him for you, But I want

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to see you shoot up? Why? I said, I just want to

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see it. Maybe I'll play that
in the movie one. I want to

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see it in front of me.
And I had watched him do it.

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Booh scary, and he started to
nod out. Oh, we're way off

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topic here, but anyhow, so
lavin the marriages Ruda Valentino was in one

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of those, obviously, and the
studio could not afford to have its biggest

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stars sexuality called out. So the
solution of the studio executives at the time

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was to wed Valentino to the actress
Gene Acker, and the marriage was a

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match made in heaven because Valentino's costume
designer, Natasha Rambova was also involved in

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a lesbian relationship then as well,
so the couple attempted to show their fans

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that they were a straight couple by
getting married right. And while the marriage

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between Valentino when Natasha gained watch but
attention, it ended as a big,

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big failure, and then things took
a really sour turn. On the wedding

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night, actor obviously regretted her actions
and locked she locked Valentino outside of the

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hotel room and there they divorced not
too long after that, but after his

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first failed marriage, Valentino decides to
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he married Natasha Rambova nineteen twenty three. She was a costume designer, sometime

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actress, really pretty, and this
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to really take off, and by
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him because the roles he'd started to
take on was seen as less masculine,

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and by the time his marriage to
Rumbova ended a year later, many people

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were already calling Valentino the pink powder
puff. We can't even say it nowadays.

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They obviously he got this name playing
effeminate roles. So the marriage asked

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an under two years before they split, and people who had suspicions about those

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marriages being lavender were right. Another
big one was Rock Hudson and Phyllis Gates,

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another lavender marriage that fooled a huge
portion of the public. Now it's

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safe to say that Rock Hudson's sexuality
was not a secret in Hollywood. Hudson

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was a type of Hollywood star that
always had women flocking around him. And

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if you look, there's a great
documentary on I think it's on HBO about

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Rock Hudson's life. He lived with
an actor for off, look at the

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actor's name. You know, if
you see the pictures that they ran in,

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like Life magazine, all these big
spreads or Rock Hutson, you see

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a bunch of guys in a pool
with the bathings to of the day was

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tight tight, you know, little
tight tight nut huggers for the guys.

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No girls. There a bunch of
guys in the pool frolicking, and then

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the inside pictures show him. Was
it Randolph Scott was the guy's name.

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Yeah, Randolph Scott Rock and Randolph
Rock and Randolph I liked that they met

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at Paramount making a movie Hot Saturday. It was called, And of course

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sparks flew on screening off. Now
there's this scene. Really, there is

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a scene, and Randolph Scott's very
tall, and he dances with his fiance

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Ruth, portrayed by Nancy Carroll.
And there's Carry Grant, twenty eight years

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old, and Carry Grant emerges from
the rumble seat of his car as he

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arrives at this dance, and Grant
cuts in on Carol and Scott, and

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the sexual tension between the two men
is so hot that Nancy Carroll is all

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but superfluous. It's on Netflix,
Go watch Hot Saturday. But there's pictures

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of Randolph Scott and Rock Hutson.
I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry,

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I'm so off. Basis, Randolph
Scott and Carry Grant, What an

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asshole? Not Rock Carry Grant and
Randolph Scott wore together. Jesus Christ,

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I get my gaze mixed up.
But Rock Hudson had a ball and they

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were you know, he had a
lover who lived with him. But in

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the beginning when when they were first
was his Hollywood career was jumping to a

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big, big start. He lived
with a guy, and the magazines would

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say, oh, they want to
save on a rent. These two,

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these two bachelors are saving on a
rent through it the smart thing, you

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know. It was like whatever they
could do to write good stories about big

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time Hollywood stars was I mean,
publicists got paid good money back then to

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make sure these guys stayed in the
closet with the door shut and locked firmly

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behind them. And as a kid
growing up, I mean not a kid,

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but like twelve, thirteen, fourteen, he's not looking at these pictures

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going no, this ain't right.
These guys just aren't there to save money.

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These guys having a ball, These
guys are in love. There's pictures

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of them in the steam room,
a bunch of guys. I look,

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look, I don't whatever makes them
happy, it's fine. I feel bad

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they have to hide this. I
really feel bad that they have to make

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believe this straight in order to save
their career. Now you've got I mean,

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look at what we're on now,
Look at what Hollywood allows. Now

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I shouldn't even say allows, but
the fact that Hollywood has, you know,

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full gay on display constantly every TV
show, every commercial, every cartoon.

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It's okay to be gay on TV
and movies. It's fine. I

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had no problem with it. Now
we introduce trends and Polly and all these

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other crazy situations and guys like Rock
Hudson and Valentine and all these big time

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starts have to hide this. And
you wonder how much damage that caused them

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up in their head that they couldn't
really live the lives they wanted to live.

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And yet nowadays you've got schmucks writing
cartoons, putting gay characters in SpongeBob.

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It just they're everywhere. I'm not
saying I'm mad at that, but

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I just it's for the old time
guys who have to just hide everything,

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you know. But eventually, you
know, people found out, or at

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least they had a good hunch about
it. And Rock Hutson's problems began when

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a group of reporters from Confidential magazine
they threatened him. They threatened to publish

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a piece exposing his hidden set escapades
so to salvage his career. Rock Hutson's

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agent quickly said, you don't,
I'm your press secretary Mary Mary Phillis Skates,

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Mary Phillis, that was just press
secretary. And to think that a

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studio would have more financial leverage and
say in an actor's future is unbelievable.

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But they did. And rather than
lose money at the box office or have

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the whole country find that he's gay, they ordered him to marry his secretary.

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So Rocket and Phillis were rocking around. They even included moral clauses that

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prevented these actors and actresses from being
involved in any scandals that would alienate the

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public. Now, Phyllis Gates was
always saying, the marriage is real,

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The marriage is real, thought Lavender, Okay, a lot of public members

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had a different belief. Hutton also
never publicly admitted to being gay. He

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didn't have to, unfortunately, because
when he started on Dynasty Back of the

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Day, looking very gaunt and sick, many people picked up on the fact

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that, oh god, he looks
he's got that HIV AIDS look. And

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you know then that it became the
biggest story in the world for a time.

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And it was sad that kissing scene
when he has to kiss Lynda Evans

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on the lips and Lynne Evans had
no idea. People on the set had

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no idea Rock knew, and he
was afraid, he didn't I know of

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just kissing her would spread to the
disease. So he kept his mouth shut.

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And Linda Evans later said, he
was so you know, so sincere

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and safe, and he kept his
mouth closed. That's not the way Rock

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Hudson kisses, but he did it
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Obviously she didn't. We know much
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but very very sad. But because
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many secrets were kept and it was
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details except they were connecting the dots. Again, it's a pity when guys

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like Rock Hudson had to exist during
a period where their sexuality was socially unacceptable,

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and you have so many of these
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But his story would have been very
different today, His career would have

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been very, very different today if
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come out, literally come out and
say he's gay. And again, I'll

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mention Carry Grant again. The reevaluation
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in an event and it was out
of his control. But just the mirror

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existence of the story calls into question
carry grants sexuality and the fact that he

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would publicly kind of say he was
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memoir of Scottie Bower's Full Service.
He wrote a book called Full Service,

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My Adventures in Hollywood and the Secret
Sex Lives of the Stars. I did

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a whole show on him on Patreon
about two and a half years ago.

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I want to say, it's a
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the guy used to work at a
gasoline station and all the stars were gonna

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get guessed there, and that's how
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was a good reader of people's sexual
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man from a straight man. And
he hooked up girl lesbians together, gazed

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together, and he had a lot
of fun too. But this memoir read

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it, it has a lot of
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interesting and in the book he indicates
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these sex capades. In one of
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sexual relationship between Carry Grant and Randall
Scott. So I just got ahead of

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myself, that's all. But that
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Grant's family. Back in twenty twelve, Carrie Grant's daughter, Jennifer Grant,

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she refuted the statement in Bower's memoir. She says that my father was very

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straight. There've also been questions about
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he made a lot of shit up. I don't know. I don't know.

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He writes about a lot of people
who are dead who can't speak up

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for themselves. My father and mother
always told me Carry Grant was gay,

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and so father bat in a thousand
and By the way, my father told

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me that, and Griffith and Donnachris
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I forgot about that and I looked
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do that tomorrow on Patreon. Andy
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Yep, Heartbreakers, dream Makers.
You may not have ever heard of William

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Haynes and Jimmy Shields, but this
story is not like the others. William

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Haynes was one of those gay actors
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the public knowing what his preference was. And Haines was a popular actor in

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the thirties and he just refused to
hide his sexuality. He even had a

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very public relationship with his partner.
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Haynes had an agreement with MGM,
but he was also living with some former

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sailor Jimmy Shields, and despite the
public having acknowledged that Haynes and Shields were

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romantically involved, it didn't affect his
popularity until much later. And at that

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point MGM issued Haynes and until made
him either you perform in a straight marriage

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or you forfeit the contract you have
with us at MGM, and those frigs

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made him choose between his career and
his partner. And the interesting thing is

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that Haynes stuck by his gay partner
and later on he eventually left Hollywood and

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began interior design business. And today
he's renowned as one of the first gay

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stars to come out of the come
out of the closet, and come out

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to the public. And I bet
you never heard of him. The next

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pair are pretty well known by the
way I'm doing Old Hollywood for a bit

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about three days last week on Patron, I did a bunch of stories on

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old Hollywood that people tended to really
like. And I like going back into

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that pool, dipping my toe back
in that in that water. It's fun.

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Barbara Stanwick and Robert Taylor big stars. Stanwick and Taylor big time actors

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during their time, but their private
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They had this inability to sleep with
the opposite accepts and that was unacceptable

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to the public. At the time, Barbara Stanwick was under contract with Warner

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Brothers and Columbia. She also worked
for MGM as well, and when it

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became clear that the gay escapades of
Stanwick and Taylor could no longer be contained,

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MGM called both stars for a meeting. You get your crazy queer assis

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in his office tomorrow at ten am. Now they didn't say that, but

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they might have. But conclusion to
the meeting basically was, you're gonna get

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married. That's what we're gonna do. You're gonna get married. It was

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the last ditch effort to save the
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So Stanwick and Taylor got married in
May of nineteen thirty nine, and after

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the wedding ceremony, Taylor refused to
kiss Stanwick and went home to spend the

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night at his mother's place. Oh
Jesus Christ, the next one I love?

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You know, I find it weird
because a lot of gay men are

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still attracted to beautiful women, you
know, like gay men are different that

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way. I don't know, Like
like one time, an next girl friend

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of mine who was always around photographers
and stylists who were gay, and they

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would like poll you know, pull
her, pull her on their laps and

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just having fun back in the nineties
and so and all these gay men would

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have would be hard. It's something
strange, right, I wouldn't work like

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that was me, But for the
gay men it did. They love beauty.

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I don't know the next one I
love. My father never liked the

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actor Danny Kay, and I asked
why one day and he told me.

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He asked, like he loves women, but he doesn't aj he likes men.

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I think it was also because,
if I remember correctly, somehow Danny

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Kay got out of serving in World
War Two, and that really pissed off

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my father. He said, it's
fine. We did fine without him.

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Fuck him, but Danny kay and
Sylvia fine. Many people may remember Danny

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kay was a very big entertainment,
very popular entertainer. Does nothing for me,

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but people loved him. He was
never macho, manly of the strong

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type, and as a result of
his lack of masculinity, Danny Kaye was

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often chosen to act in weak,
effeminate roles. He had more talent than

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that, but he was banging guys
since his vaudeville days, and despite reports

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of his sexuality, he still married
someone of the opposite sex. He got

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married to Sylvia Fune, who was
a piano player. They spent a reasonable

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amount of time together and the union
produced a baby girl named Dina. But

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the public was The public was more
or less in on Danny Kay's act,

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and many people believed that their marriage
was nothing more than a force. And

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they were right, it was a
force. But still he went the extra

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mile and had a kid. The
other guy couldn't even have one night in

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bed after the wedding. Unbelievable.
This is gay, then his gay?

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This one. I love Katherine Hepburn
and Spencer Tracy. I've always I didn't

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want to believe Spencer Tracy was gay, not because there's anything wrong with that,

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It just he looked so butch and
you know, tough. Spencer Tracy

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was the man go look at Twelve
Angry Men to mention one of his great

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movies. But the union between Kate
and Spencer Tracy one of the It's one

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of the instances when the lavender marriage
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in this memoir, Scottie Barrow's memoir, Hepburn and Tracy never had a typical

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marriage. They never officially married,
but they had an admirable bond that lasted

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up to four decades. And this
type bond was enough to dispel any negative

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rumors that had built up about their
sexuality. You know, both stars could

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be seen in the company of each
other, and they had sexual preferences that

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couldn't be expressed openly. I grew
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I mean, they loved each other, but they just weren't. Then they

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weren't having sex. Maybe they did
a couple of times, but that's not

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what they wanted. He wanted men, she wanted girls. I mean,

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look, she's wearing she's wearing pants
playing golf. I know it's not a

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big tale, but for me,
it's a tell. And there were reliable

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reports that Hepburn had a woman on
his side, and Spencer would also liked

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it. Once in a while,
I get a blowjob with men when he

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was drunk. What what do you
mean when I was no, I was

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drunk, you didn't blow me?
I love that excuse. Bower's book really

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paints Katherine Hepburn as a lesbian and
Spencer Tracy is bisentraal. The memoir also

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says that he fixed Katherine Hepburn up
with more than one hundred and fifty different

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women in about forty years. He
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next one is a shocker to me, shocker to many people because it includes

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the stud Tyrone Power, and he
was absolutely labator. But what was truly

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unique about Tyrone Power was the nature
of his lavender marriage. This guy was

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considered to be bisexual or gay by
many tabloids, and there were numerous errors

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about his affairs with other top Hollywood
actors. But Power was not forced into

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a marriage of convenience to save his
reputation. Instead, he chose to marry

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Annabella, a French actress, just
named Annabella. He chose to marry it

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out of his free will, and
everything seemed to be going fine until,

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you know, until Tyrone couldn't keep
it in his pants. And then there

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are these reports of unending affairs with
several men and women. He was just

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going, just going crazy out there, and the marriage to Annabella finally ended

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after one of his extra mattal affairs
with Judy Garland of all people, resulted

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in an unwanted pregnancy. Annabella found
out and she flew the coop. I

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don't want to even think about what
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I can only imagine. I've heard, I've heard what they did at times,

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and it's horrifying to think that code
hangers. I just can't even imagine.

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Oh my god, didn't there are
Hollywood stuff. Didn't. Didn't Woopy

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Goldberg used a hanger? I think
she did. I think when Whoopy was

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really down and out, you know, like welfare kind of shit. I

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think I think I remember her being
pregnant and her saying in a book or

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something that she used the wire hanger
to abort the child. Oh god,

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damn, I mean, that's got
to change your whole perspective on life.

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An Yeah, Drudy Garland is one
of the many men when many women to

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get married to a gay Hollywood actor
Vincent Minnelli. Vincent Minnelli was a gay

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man long before are hitting it big
in Hollywood, but after he rose to

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the limelight, his life gained more
scrutiny from reporters and members of the public,

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and these restraints on morality ensued.
I'm sure it actually that that Minnelli's

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career was going to struggle. That
I get a ship together, can't be

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seen romping around with men. And
years later it was clear that Judy Garland

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was completely aware of who her husband
was, and she would later advise her

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daughter to marry gay men because they
were the best husbands. She believed that

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they shared a connection like never before. Judy Garland was never shy of being

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around a gay man and would later
get into extra mountal affairs like I told

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you earlier with Tyrone power. But
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who had not one, but two
lavender marriages, Liza Minnelli, Liza

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Nelly and Peter Allen. Great story
wasn't exactly a Hollywood marriage, but it

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falls into the same category as other
high profile unions that were born at a

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convenience. Look, she just followed
in mom's footsteps when she married gay Australian

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singer and dancer Peter Allen, and
throughout the marriage many people believed that Allen

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was engaged in an affair with Mark
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I used to see Mark at at
Peter Allen shows me and my family,

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As I told my patron, audience
became very friendly with Peter Allen. My

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sister Lorraine loved, my father loved
his music. He turned my sister Lorraine

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onto it, she turned me onto
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every time Peter Allen played at Carnegie
Whole Radio, City Music Fair, you

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name it, Westberry Music, we
went. We saw Peter Allen like five

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or six times. And since he's
Australian, my sister would always get a

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little kangaroo, a stuffed cap claulabear
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blaming you know Rio, not blame
it. I just saw blaming on Rio

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on TV. No No that's an
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Really fun movie. Dem Me more
Young, dem Me more No.

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The Big the Big Sendolf saw was
called Rio. When my baby smiles to

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me, I'd go to Rio.
P Jennarrow, it's a great song.

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In the house comes down, all
the women run up and throw flowers and

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koala bears and whatever. And he
he took the stuff Adamo from my sister

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Larrain one night and he put it
on the piano while he sang, and

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she was she couldn't believe we were
was screaming, we were nuts. And

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we'd always go backstage and hang out
with him. And I saw Mark here

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and there a number of times that
was his man. But it wasn't until

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the marriage was dissolved between Eliza and
Peter Allen that that he explained his truth

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as a gay actor. I mean, Minelli also married another gay man,

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David Guest. I mean, you
know, I have heard people say Jewish

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men make the best husbands, but
I've never heard someone said gay men make

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the best husbands. I don't know. Look, I could see this sort

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of thing happening once, I really, you know, I really can't,

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but I guess if my career and
my livelihood were on the line, maybe

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I'd have to do the same thing. But to do it twice, I

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don't know. Not too many years
ago, when me and my screen running

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part of Neil Gumpel were just not
able to sell a script. We weren't

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getting a pitch meeting, we weren't
selling the script in the room. It's

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really frustrating. It was during that
era of people are selling scripts during the

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pitch meetings and getting three four hundred
thousand dollars at least on the spot.

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So we were really hungry for that
kind of deal, and at this point

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were so depressed and pissed off.
We said, you know what, why

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don't we get married, like let's
we were both married to women, of

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course, but we said, let's
just get married. Let's go, let's

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go to Beverly Hills Courthouse and get
married. We'll hold hands walked down Santa

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Monica Boulevard. While hanging around Boystown. People will spot us. They'll say,

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I never know A j was gay
holding hands with his boyfriend. Big

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scandal. But apparently Neil's wife got
jealous. So we never did it.

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My life was old for it,
so don't don't do it. Do it,

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get some work, get some money
in the house. That would have

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been great, a lot of fun
back then. But no, we couldn't

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hold hands on Santa Monica Boulevard.
But I guess with these people, with

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the big money they had, the
big careers they were building, you know,

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I guess you have to do what
you have to do. But it

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just seems weird to me. But
I wanted to end this on Lisa and

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Peter Allen because this whole laven and
marriage thing began with the sad news the

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other day that Debra Lye Furness and
Hugh Jackman were ending their marriage of convenience.

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Now, neither of them have ever
admitted to Jackman being gay, but

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I feel otherwise. I can't say
no for sure. I really have a

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strong feeling otherwise, and so that
many people. And I think this ties

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everything into a nice little bow because
the moment that cemented you Jackman being gay

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in my mind was watching him play
Peter Allen and the great Greatest Showman.

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See how nice and tight we tied
that bow today. So listen, my

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free friends, my freebirds. He
missed a lot this past month. He

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missed a huge health update for me. You missed the inside stories why Ashton

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Kutran Mila Kunis immediately regretted sending out
their letter of support for their gingerhead rapist

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friend Danny Matterson. You missed what
secret private clubs Jimmy Fallon likes to go

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to and get good and loaded while
he was apologizing for creating a toxic work

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environment. You missed Town nine to
eleven changed my life and what I did

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in the immediate aftermath of that horrifying
day. You missed some people talking that

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Jamie Fox may have been cloned.
I don't believe that at all, but

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I do question why didn't we see
the warrior tattoo across the back of his

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head when he was in a McDonald's
recently talking to a fan who was filming

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the conversation. Interesting. You miss
Howard Stern's private side while I was a

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regular on his show, and my
family's surprising fondness and friendship with the late

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Great Peter Ellen. And I went
some old school, Like I said,

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I went old school. On the
mysterious death and the scandalous lives of hard

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Luck actresses Susan Cabott and Lynn Baggett, as well as the scary times of

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actress Mayo Method Male Method. It's
a weird name. It's mthot, but

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it's pronounced method and the crazy passion
that she and Humphrey Bogart shared. Old

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crazy actresses, some of them very
beautiful, very talented, all falling victims

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to drugs and alcohol and PTSD and
rape and murder. You got a check

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it out. I'll be doing some
more on Patreon. It reminds me of

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my day shooting the Misters and Scandal
series for e How did in the seventy

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two episodes five years? A lot
of memories and sometimes you guys put up

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a face on the podcast of Tess
Page and it brings back a lot of

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memories of that shoot, what it
was like, and it gets me back

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into that mode. So don't be
Bashville. Come on over. This last

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month I got letters from well,
I got direct messengers, emails, letters,

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at least fifteen new patrons of all
said I'm so glad I came to

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Patron. You're so worth it,
So go to patron dot com, slash

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fame as a bitch and spring for
the five bucks. All right, I'll

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talk to us later in a week. I'm a J. Benzon. That

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was your free show for Stember eighteenth, twenty twenty three. Talk to us

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later, Thank you for listening.
Fame as a Bitch is an AJ Benza

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Workhouse Connect product featuring the endless wisdom, insightful commentary, and sometimes fucked up

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perspective of a J. Benza.
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