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What's good. It's a lot of
what's good? What up's mustle? You're

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checking out the Cruise Show podcast.
Make sure to subscribed, right and yo,

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I got somebody I love, someone
who's really important to me, but

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now they addicted to drugs, someone
who know who they used to be,

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and we've been keeping a touch.
I ain't gonna say any names at all

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because I don't want to know to
judge, but I know the song.

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I love it when they call me
out. I'm a soldier. I'm love

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when they think got cool because I'm
sober. Gotta move. I gotta move.

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I gotta move some room, give
me some room. Up on them

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white sleep, you're gonna see me. It's a give me her a street.

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I used to pray like this when
I was seventeen. If you never

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let me, I just hold you. Keep that ad again. That intro

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is by DJ Fuse right there joining
Lucas. Let's go it's crazy right,

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that's yeah dogs Yeah, give him
your watch, bro, it's a bracelet,

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bro saying hey, we in l
a dog join and Lucas is on

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the Cruise Show. Let's get it, yes, sir, how you feel,

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bro? Bro? I'm good gee, yeah, I feel blessed for

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so Yes, sir man, you
know I listened to that intro. DJ

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Fuse knocked that out the park as
usual, Right, it's crazy living back

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to the catalog and there's so many
other more so Yes, actually yeah that

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was crazy. Yeah, I fun
with it. Yeah, we'll send it

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to you. Dog in that too. Yeah, man, I've I've observed

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you for like fifteen seconds. Bro, You're perfectionist and everybody team has to

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play a role. I could tell
you just by the way you look,

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you conduct yourself. I appreciate it. What what where does that stem from?

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I don't know. I think I
think maybe I feel like I always

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I'm always been like that. Yeah, I think I always been like that.

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Yeah. We always organized. Yeah, even as a kid, like

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made your bed in the morning.
No, no, none of that shit,

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None of that ship. It's like
on the on the music game for

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sure. Yeah. Yeah, Yo, the tour bus is outside. Let

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you almost drove into it, so
sorry, I was trying to flick up

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it for ever. To be honest, listen to Manifest docky. I'm big

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on that ship. I'm like,
I've always inspired to have a you know,

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a little bus tour. You know
what I'm saying, something something light,

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But like how is it bro being
on a bus and just living out

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your dreams? That tour life isn't
always so glamorous people, so you associate

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the bus with a tour, But
it's like how I move around, It's

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how you live. It's how I
like move around when I'm on like the

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road or forever I'm going not even
have to necessarily be like you know,

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going to do a show or nothing, but like wherever I go, I

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make sure I have my bus with
me because that's like my home away from

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home. You know. Is it
a comfort thing to you? Yeah,

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it's a comfort thing, but it's
also like you know, it's safe and

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ship, you know what I'm saying. So it's like you know you you

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know, you just you can you
can bring like a lot of people in

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there. You're not sitting there sitting
in like a little small ass SUVs and

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ship. Just I can't do that, you know what I mean. I

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like to be able to go take
a piss if I got to take a

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piss, so I have to go
lay down in my room or like watch

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TV or play video games and like
while we moving you know more while we're

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moving around, sitting up like this
the whole fucking time, like you're taking

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I just I don't like it.
It's custom built. Yeah, what's your

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favorite part about the bus? It's
bulletproof. Bullet fucking proof. The bus

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is bulletproof. Bulletproof bus, bro, the whole thing. Good to know,

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Good to know. Is there a
hard part about touring? Is there

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a hard part about it? Being
away from your kids? Yeah, that's

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like the toughest part for me.
That's tough. Yeah, for sure.

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How often do they come up with
you on the road. I'll fly him

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in here and there, you know
what I'm saying. But they're so young,

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you know what I mean. So
what I ended up doing was just

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making sure that I had certain days
off that I can go fly back home

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with them and come back to Yeah, it's tough to be a dad,

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right. I've also noticed that some
time away does help because then they miss

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you and they respect you a little
more. When they see you every day,

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they start acting funny and they act
like they don't need you because they

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see you every Dingy Joe, Lucas
fuck that need me. It''m gonna take

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some time away you know what I
mean. You realize they're trying to stay

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at my house for the last time. I to I got the extra room.

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See, the thing is, you
stay with le you're gonna cheat on

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your wife, not with him.
There's female company in the building. But

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what what what's the toughest part about
being a dad? Then we got to

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get to the music dog tough The
toughest part about being a dad? I

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don't really think it's tough at all. Honestly, I feel like it's I

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think it's I think it's I love
being a father, bro, like I

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really do. I think teaching and
teaching you know your kids the way you

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know what I mean, and and
hoping that they take the advice that you

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give them. And you know,
I tell my son, if if there's

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one thing that, if there's one
thing that I want you to remember no

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matter what happens right with me,
you know what I mean, in life

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or you know, at some point
I'm not going to be here anymore,

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I want you to remember that the
one thing that's important to me is that

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you're a good person even when nobody's
looking. That's right, I drummed that

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into his seat. Just be a
good person with nobody's character, be a

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good person when nobody's looking absolutely,
you know. And it's like these are

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things that that I try to teach
him. You know, My my youngest

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is not even too yet, so
he doesn't you know, I try to

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tell him that he doesn't understand what
you as a parent? What are you

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doing the same and what are you
doing different? What am I doing the

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same? And what am I doing
different? I think everything is different.

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Yeah, everything is. We have
to do everything different. We got undo

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every everything, undo everything that has
been done, you know. And you

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know, one time, one time
I made the mistake of you know that

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my son had to be like joy
and I had to be like four or

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something like that, and like,
I don't know, I forgot what he

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did. He did something that pissed
me off, right, and you know,

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he really enjoyed taking he he enjoys
taking baths in my bathroom because I

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have like a like a like one
those hot with jets, and like he's

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got the TV and like it's crazy, rights, right, Jesus, And

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I know how much he enjoys taking
a bath in that room. But he

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also has his own shower, you
know, And and he pussed me off,

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and it was it was a little
bit late, and it was like,

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you know what, just we just
take a shower and just go to

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bed. But he was like,
can I take a bath in your room?

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And I'm like, nah, that
bath is not for if. That

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bath is for good boys, right, And I'm like, you take a

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shower in your shower, right.
And then when he was and I felt

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like ship bro for saying that to
him, right, because I'm like,

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damn, bro, like, how
am I telling this kid like that he

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can't take a bath in the bath
because that's a bad it's a good boy

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bath, that's a bath. And
it's like, why the fuck did I

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tell him that? Right? And
I went insed, Bro, it's what

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I'm saying. It's like, bro, like, that's not the right way,

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right, And it's like, bro, what And when I said it

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to him, he didn't he didn't
like feel any way about it. He

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was like, oh, okay,
so that's so this shower is for good

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but this is for good boys and
then this is for bad boys, okay.

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Yeah, And I'm like no,
no, no, no, no,

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no no no right, yeah,
So I had to let me do

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that. Me undo that shit,
right, because I don't want him to

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think that. And then I just
went in his room and I gave him

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a hug, and I apologized to
him for saying that, and I said,

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let's don't but I told you about
the shower and the bath. Forget

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I ever said that, let's go, let's go take a bath, right,

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Yeah, took him in the room, gave him a bath in my

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bathtub. It's like, I can't. I can't tell you you can't take

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a bath because you did. It's
like, what the fuck is wrong with

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me? Right? Why would I? And I think that that comes from

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that's that's ship that my bitch ass
father would do to me. You know

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what I'm saying, or say to
me? You know what I'm saying,

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Like, so it's like, let
me undo what has been done to me?

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You know what I'm saying, Like
these are things that my generation didn't

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really think about or came and it's
like, bro, I you know so

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when I when I say that,
I had to really think about what I

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just did and what I said.
And it wasn't to him, he didn't

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look at it like a big deal. But to me, that was a

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big deal. You know what I'm
saying, like, yeah, because that

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could that could later go off in
his head one hundred percent. Now that

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go that that might bring him down
the path of jail, you know.

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And it's like, you know,
you can't shower over here, you gotta

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take showers. It's like I don't
want I don't want that ship, you

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know what I mean. We're not
institutionalizing his house. And what I did

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was institutionalize you and tell you that
you can't, you know, take a

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shower here or a bath here because
you did this. And now it's like,

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man, nah, yeah, And
I told him, I said,

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oh, Daddy was wrong when I
said that to you. I'm wrong for

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saying that. Undo everything in your
head that I just said about the shower

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in the bath. Take it all
out. I know what I realized.

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Real men apologize to their kids one
hundred percent. One hundred percent, bro.

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And And and it made me feel
like shit the whole night. I

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really thought about that's the worst.
When they go to bed and you used

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to running back everything you said and
did to them throughout the day, and

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you're like, why did I say
this? Why did I do that?

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It's torture. I don't want him
to grow up and remember that shit,

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right and think about these things and
then feel some type of way. I

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don't want that. I want us
to have a really like you know what

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I'm saying. I don't want it
to be like no shit like that,

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bro. So it's like I had
to realize as a man, like you

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know, as a father, like
we fuck up, brou We're not fucking

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perfect parents, fuck up, you
know, but you catch that ship in

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real time, in real time and
be like powerful, fucked up, do

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that to me. But then you
gotta I also think back, right,

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because I used to be upset with
my parents for a little bit, but

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I love him. You know,
they did the best with what they had,

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right. They were just trying to
figure it out too, with less,

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with less than what we have,
resources, education, you name it.

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Yeah, and then it's tough.
You know, they're working, you

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know, they gotta go to work
and then be stressed out at work because

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it then come home and then they
gotta be a mommy or daddy mode and

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then they got to work and all
that shit. And I guess that's the

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you know, that's the price of
being parents. However, I do not

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feel like that's the child's fault.
You know what I mean, It's not

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the child's fault. My son didn't
ask to be born. Sometimes I catch

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my son's I catch myself slipping when
you know, I'm like this niggas spoiled.

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You know, I have this mentality
because you got the indoor pool,

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you got all these fucking gadgets and
toys and iPads and all this ship spoiled.

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You're spoiled. He's not fucking spoiled. This is all he knows.

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He didn't ask to be It's not
his fault that he does give it to

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him. You know what I'm saying. He don't know what it's like to

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be poor. He don't know what
it's like to have So it's like sometimes

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I be wanting to be really thinking
about taking the trip to another country with

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this nigga so he could really see
what the yeah fuses trying to have a

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baby? Man, Is there any
advice should he? Should she be on

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top of what? You really want
to have? Kids? Bro? Just

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have them? Have them? Bro. Kids are sucking. It's amazing.

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Man. It is hard, but
it's the best. Bro. I wouldn't

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trade it for the world. Man. And it's like I want to have

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more, and I'm gonna have more, and I'm gonna have kids all the

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way until eighty. Bro, that's
right. I don't know. I just

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know that, you know. I
just want to have kids all the way

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up until eighty same baby, mama. We're gonna spread the wealth. We're

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gonna spread it. That's right.
No, thank you very much for stopping

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by them. Man, we'll see
you later. Some ship that. But

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let me open up for you.
It's crazy. What the problem, man?

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Let me let me open up for
you. You're right, that was

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right after that having a baby conversation. Let me you was off, not

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now, I'm busy. Phenomenal project, bro, congratulations man, bars are

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crazy, it is. It's just
unbelievable. Exactly quality you feel me best

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for me featuring jelly Roll. It's
a very very very sincere song. Man.

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I appreciate it. Yeah. Man, it's a letter. It almost

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feels like a intervention letter. Yeah
somebody, yeah, somebody very important and

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jelly Roll comes in and that pain
just seeps through. It's crazy. This

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person is an actual person that you're
speaking to and you're speaking for I guess

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yeah, man, it's a relative. I don't want to say, I

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don't want to talk, but it's
somebody's love. Yeah, it is love,

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and it's in you know, the
record was not only in tending for

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this person, but it's also you
know, intended to help anybody else.

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Has you know been through it,
or know somebody that's going through an addiction.

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You know, Yeah, that addiction
is crazy, bro. So you

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know, but you say, you
say in the song, you know,

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people call it a disease, and
you use that as an excuse, yeah,

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to keep going. And I guess
that's right because if you call it

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a disease, and I guess in
a way it is right. But some

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people may perceive that as an excuse
and say, hey, it's happening to

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me, right, right, right, right, There's nothing I can do.

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It's happening to me, right.
I think that when you are addicted

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to something or anything, you know, you try to you know, minimize,

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you know, or you try to
put the blame on something you know

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and not yourself, you know,
because accountability, you know, So saying

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that it's a disease like the you
know it and it actually is technically classified

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as a disease, right, The
scientists would say that this is an actual

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disease at this point, right,
And it's interesting that it's called that,

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uh you know that is labeled as
an actual disease, you know if it

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is. But I think that once
you're hip to that, then it makes

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it easier for you to hold onto
that as a crush, you know what

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I on that? Yeah, when
you're when you're ultimately in control and you

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yourself are sober, right, Oh
yes, are you California sober or like

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sober sober? No, I'm sober
sober. Yeah, I'm sober sober.

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I don't really you know, I
don't really I'm not into you know,

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doing any type of drugs at all, you know, barely drink type ship.

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But yeah, it's just not my
ship, you know what I mean.

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I'm just not into it like that, you know what I mean?

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Yeah? Is it to protect yourself? I think honestly, I think my

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body just doesn't it just doesn't like
it. And also my kids, yeah,

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bro, like you know what I'm
saying. My kids, Man,

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my kids need me, bro,
Like what yes, they do, you

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know what I mean? And they're
gonna need me faverris. So it's like

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I can't I can't do anything that's
that's gonna you know, fuck me up

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and make it and jeopardize. You
know, you got to protect home.

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Bro, I'm ill. It's crazy
fun with you? Could you not thank

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you? That ship is crazy?
Like? What's wrong with you? Bro?

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You don't something gotta be wrong to
be that good? Bro? That's

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it Like if you're an artist like
yourself, Bro, like something is clearly

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wrong. And I get it.
Something's wrong with all of us. But

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when you hear i'm ill, it's
like, okay, bro, this dude,

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right here, this is different.
This is pain, this is happiness,

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This is a lot of emotion.
Thank you, bro, You're very

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welcome. Bro. You funk with
the album because god dang, yeah,

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Bro, it's crazy. Why the
visuals? Why you know there's blood everywhere?

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So what's going on? Man?
So there's a there's a there's a

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message on that, sir. The
album about you know, killing off my

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old self in order to become you
know, the new version of Hawaiian today.

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So with the visuals as representation of
that, you see the blood the

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blood come from. Yeah, when
you're when you're moving forward right and you're

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growing right, it does take some
violence, I guess mentally. Yeah,

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Yeah, that's what that that's what
that means on there, Yeah, bro,

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very violent, but very artistic.
Yeah, thank you. How far

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into the dream chasing would you say
you started being intentional about the stuff you

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put into your music? What do
you mean by that? Like everything you

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say is so raw, so authentic? Has it always been that way?

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Like when you started rapping? Was
it now or were you rapping about different

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shit? I think in the are
you talking about like in general in life?

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When I got on? Like when
in life? Yeah? Yeah,

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I mean I think that I went
through many different phases. Are trying to,

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you know, find my voice,
and you know there's there's different levels

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to join her, you know what
I mean. Like you got the storytelling

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Joiner, you got turn up Joiner. You know you got the lyrical Joiner.

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And it's not just I'm not just
one Joiner, you know what I

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mean, it's different layers appreciate one
hundred percent. So I think I try

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to show that as much as I
can in the music, and I let

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the beat really take me into the
direction I need to go. Yeah.

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I love the way you open up
the album too. I guess we could

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pause that as well. Put me
on this crazy congratulations. You know what

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I go back to as well is
Riding Solo twenty fifteen. Man. I

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heard that the other day, bro, and I'm like, man, it's

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been He's come such a long way, right you have, but you're still

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that guy. Thank you lyrically,
thank you. Yeah, Riding Solo is

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like damn you brought it back,
like that ship with the UFO on the

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cover. Doll crazy along came Joiner. Yeah you're talking about that album,

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yes, sir, Yeah, like
that. The album was a science experiment.

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It's a whole bunch of different sounds
and a whole bunch of I didn't

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know what the world wanted to hear
from me, so I put that out,

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you know, trying to see which
record people gravitated towards to the most

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out of there. Then once I
figured out what that was, then it

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would be like, okay, like
this is the sound? Is that what

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happened with like Lisa, Lisa?
Right? You sampled on the new project?

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Is that something you grew up listening
to? Yep, my mom had

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a free style ship playing style.
There's so many like freestyle records that I

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want to sample, Bro, Like
you gotta start getting all them clearances from

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Stevie B and everybody else. And
I heard getting Debbie Depp sample was pretty

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pretty crazy, I've heard, Yeah, I tried. Did anybody sample that?

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Fucking I remember when we first start, Who's who sampled that? Nobody

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sampled that ship? Yeah, yeah, that's ship hard. I mean you

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we could d m Stevie bo.
Right, he's still shows man's freestyle shows

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allowed dog. Yeah, people still
fuck with that ship. Yeah right.

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Freestyle was big in your neighborhood.
But then like my mom's and aunts and

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ship used to, it had a
moment. It was an era. Speaking

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of me, Yeah, speaking of
music, what's the last concert you went

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to as a fan? Bro?
Last concert? You know what, I

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don't want to be Joiner today.
I just want to be fan. I

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don't know. It might it might
have been a Tie Dollard sign concert.

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I stayed outside. I went to
his concert, and then like after I

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watched Ti dolland Sign perform. I
remember hitting up my I wasn't on at

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all. Nobody knew who I was. I was just trying to, you

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know, get on. But I
went to see Tie perform live because I'm

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such a huge fan of Tie and
when I left that show, I was

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like, yeah, I was like, bro, the guy is a phenomenal

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performer. But also you know he
I noticed the stage set. He had

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a lot of props and ship on
stage, Like you had a big blow

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up side all the sun logo.
You had like a bunch of lights and

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a bunch of ship. There's production
value there, production value, And I'm

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like that I need to raise my
production value. And I performed because I

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feel like that helps with the perception. Because if you're going on stage with

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just the mic, you don't got
no lights, you don't got no screen,

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you don't got ship, and kind
of yourself makes it like hard,

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right, Like that's crazy if you
can pull that off, but you need

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you need some production value, give
the people some some kind of show,

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elevate your presence. Yeah, yeah, for sure, I think that.

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I I think that was the last
concert that I that I went to that

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I was really like, went on
some fan ship that I was like,

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yeah, this ship is fire.
For a second, I thought you were

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going to say Olivia Rodrigo for some
with Taylor Swift. Yeah we should that's

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that bad. You just got to
figure out what's up Jackie when it comes

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to your kids, who has your
personality out of out of all your kids,

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who has your personality the most as
my personality? Nobody? I don't

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know because like a joiner, I
see like certain things that he does that

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reminds me of me, but he
also has his own He's into ship that

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I wasn't into when I was a
kid. He's into like karate fighting,

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kung fu. Ship he's into like
he's into he's into like robots and like

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fucking cartoons and like he's into like
Yugo fuck you know that all the ships,

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the animate ship. Like he's into
ship like that. I never was

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into that ship. I never I
was into music. He's not really into

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music like that. Right, he
has a whole different ship, and I

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love that. I don't want to
push anything on my kid. I want

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them to have their own unique personalities
and their own ship, and I just

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want to support what they want to
do and the right Javari is about the

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year and six seven months or something
like that, and uh, you know

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he's he's a he's a very smart
you know, he knows a sign language.

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Whoa Yeah, Like it's like really
knows it. Like he tells me.

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He doesn't talk, so he tells
me when he's hungry, and ship

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he tells me when he's full.
Amazing, he tells me like he's able

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to communicate in confidence. It's Miss
Rachel. Bro. She's a fucking genius.

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She taught my Miss Rachel Bro,
she taught my son how to sign

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language. Bro. This nigga tells
me he's hungry. Bro. He tells

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me, I want more. He
tells me when he's full, tells me

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all done. I'm like Miss Rachel. She's online, bro, She's on

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YouTube. Miss Rachel, she's the
biggest ship and she's outside. She's outside.

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I'm telling you, just have babies
and put Miss Rachel on the fucking

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TV. I'm doing that with my
son. Man, you're my younger to

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sign with the music language Miss Rachel
Crazy Crazy from Gang signs and sign Let's

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go Hey, best for me featuring
Jelly Roll on all streaming platforms. Let's

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go not now, I'm busy on
all streaming platforms. A tour Crazy,

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there's a day off between Vegas and
l A. Do you go back home

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with the kids for your surpri go
back home for the kids. I probably

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do the private jet ship get there
quick boy by bound, I'm gonna do

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that. I'm gonna do that a
few times. But yeah, it's important

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for me to see my kids because
if I went out of my when I'm

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not like I spend, if I'm
too like, go too long without seeing

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them, then I start feeling like
sad. And Ship said, I don't

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feel like guilty and guilty and I
start I don't feel like myself, you

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know what I mean, like like
when I see my kids and shit,

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I'm good. I get that boost
back, get charge my you know my

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fucking battery real quick. I'm good. After that, everything's in perspective,

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right, it feels like one yeah
view purpose right yeah, hey check get

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