WEBVTT 1 00:00:00.680 --> 00:00:07.360 This This to two seventeen Recovery Podcast with Corey Winfield. No, but you 2 00:00:07.400 --> 00:00:10.119 gotta laugh and you gotta have fun in recovery. That's what we do here 3 00:00:10.240 --> 00:00:13.919 the most. Justin Burke, I got too fat. They want to fit 4 00:00:14.000 --> 00:00:18.480 me. No more, shame body, shame me some more fabulous and Adam 5 00:00:18.600 --> 00:00:23.559 Stevens. Possibilities nowadays. I mean everything's a possibility to me nowadays, with 6 00:00:23.640 --> 00:00:30.239 everything going on, I don't think how you can rule anything out. Yeah, 7 00:00:30.280 --> 00:00:32.479 I mean with all the possibility. It's not that your rule anything out 8 00:00:32.520 --> 00:00:38.039 because all possibilities everywhere. It's fifth of January twenty twenty four. My name 9 00:00:38.079 --> 00:00:42.439 is Corey Winfield. Will Welcome to the two seventeen Recovery Podcast. Justin Burke 10 00:00:42.560 --> 00:00:48.640 joining me. How's it going good, Adam Stevens, how are you doing 11 00:00:48.640 --> 00:00:50.840 great? We're doing great because you gotta be doing great because everything's great and 12 00:00:50.840 --> 00:00:53.359 everything doing there's a lot of possibility. Yeah, a lot of possiblities doing 13 00:00:53.399 --> 00:00:55.840 great stuff like that. Now, how are you guys? The new year 14 00:00:56.000 --> 00:01:00.799 is here. We had a meeting about goals today. Yeah, fabulous time. 15 00:01:00.000 --> 00:01:03.840 Yeah. We had the assistant director in and she was like, I 16 00:01:03.880 --> 00:01:06.959 want to hear their goals. I said, we already want over them. 17 00:01:07.400 --> 00:01:08.079 She said, but I want to hear them. I said, well, 18 00:01:08.079 --> 00:01:11.120 that's that's what you want. And I was told, you want one hand 19 00:01:11.159 --> 00:01:15.079 and you do in the other. See which one fills up first. I 20 00:01:15.120 --> 00:01:18.519 see. She got her away, and that's why we did our goals today. 21 00:01:18.719 --> 00:01:22.159 Well, because I well, you know, you know, I wouldn't 22 00:01:22.200 --> 00:01:23.439 say none of that mess. I was like, okay, how you get 23 00:01:23.480 --> 00:01:26.560 them? Then go get them, guys, go get your goals, bring 24 00:01:26.599 --> 00:01:30.239 them in, let's go over them again. And she had like twenty of 25 00:01:30.280 --> 00:01:34.280 them. Yeah, So I was like, what are you trying to do? 26 00:01:34.719 --> 00:01:38.599 I miss that? Yeah? Yeah, those front and back. Yeah. 27 00:01:38.920 --> 00:01:46.560 He was like seventeen or eighteen. Yeah, yeah. I lost Colin 28 00:01:46.680 --> 00:01:49.359 after ten. She was going to take him, of course, with the 29 00:01:49.439 --> 00:01:56.760 assistant director is Martie, and she was going to take this class or study 30 00:01:56.799 --> 00:01:59.280 up and get these books and study up on this exam that she has to 31 00:01:59.280 --> 00:02:04.560 take in July of twenty twenty five. Well, I said, honey, 32 00:02:04.719 --> 00:02:07.599 that's not stop. You're gonna waste your time because you're not gonna remember any 33 00:02:07.640 --> 00:02:10.759 of it, baby brain, No, it will just short term memory, 34 00:02:10.800 --> 00:02:14.599 you know, like those that stuff, Like, I mean, unless there's 35 00:02:14.639 --> 00:02:17.120 something really good in the exam, it's like to be a social worker or 36 00:02:17.159 --> 00:02:22.599 something whatever, therapist, whatever, Yeah, you know that kind of stuff. 37 00:02:22.919 --> 00:02:24.479 And she's like, yeah, but you still remember stuff that you used 38 00:02:24.520 --> 00:02:28.560 to do, like on the radio and stuff. And I was like, 39 00:02:29.280 --> 00:02:31.879 barely. I'm losing losing a little bit more every day, you know, 40 00:02:32.120 --> 00:02:35.879 like damn, Like there's some things I try to do with audio to trick 41 00:02:35.919 --> 00:02:39.319 it out, and I have no idea how to do it. Basic stuff, 42 00:02:39.360 --> 00:02:43.759 sure, because I was doing that every day, But I'm not going 43 00:02:43.840 --> 00:02:49.960 to study for an exam in July of twenty five and fifth of January twenty 44 00:02:49.960 --> 00:02:53.319 twenty four. I will remember zero of it. We should give each other 45 00:02:53.400 --> 00:02:58.800 an exam. Not well, that's not of bed Well, I mean the 46 00:02:58.879 --> 00:03:06.039 test chart complaint. Yeah, Adam, welcome to the club. It sucks, 47 00:03:06.080 --> 00:03:10.400 man, oh man, Justin hell a thirty eight, thirty seven, 48 00:03:10.479 --> 00:03:15.319 thirty nine, thirty seven with the drug use and everything, probably about fifty 49 00:03:15.319 --> 00:03:20.400 two. Oh probably, Yeah, I'm like one hundred right, where ade 50 00:03:20.479 --> 00:03:25.960 you ten times faster? Yeah, pretty much mummified. It's bad, but 51 00:03:27.039 --> 00:03:30.360 yeah, Justin He'll be in the club soon enough, buddy, you guys 52 00:03:30.400 --> 00:03:35.520 are sport lover. No, I might even said, f you can't do 53 00:03:35.599 --> 00:03:38.080 it no more right, and your kidneys and that was younger than you were 54 00:03:38.120 --> 00:03:40.439 then. Yeah, and then the kid because the kidneys were like, hey, 55 00:03:40.479 --> 00:03:43.520 man, if that's not working, we're not working. So it kind 56 00:03:43.520 --> 00:03:46.960 of by the fault the kidneys shut down. Where we pumping this too, 57 00:03:47.199 --> 00:03:51.840 like nowhere, okay, just chill out for a minute, chill out for 58 00:03:51.879 --> 00:03:55.439 a few days. It's funny because Marnie obviously she's pregnant. If you haven't 59 00:03:55.439 --> 00:03:59.919 heard yet, well, welcome to the news. And we just went in 60 00:04:00.080 --> 00:04:02.719 yesterday for our twenty week ultrasound. And now I get it. You used 61 00:04:02.759 --> 00:04:05.840 to drive me nuts when I'd ask people, hey, oh, your wife's 62 00:04:05.840 --> 00:04:10.719 pregnant, Okay, how far along is she? And they'd be like twenty 63 00:04:10.759 --> 00:04:15.280 weeks. I'm like, math had hurt? How many months is that? 64 00:04:15.639 --> 00:04:19.439 Because I've heard nine months? Baby? Nine months? And that's why most 65 00:04:19.439 --> 00:04:24.480 people hear and you guys were the same when you had had your chitling's. 66 00:04:24.560 --> 00:04:30.199 But man, it's now I get it because it's every week you know when 67 00:04:30.199 --> 00:04:32.240 you're going to change. Yeah, when it's your your child and you're living 68 00:04:32.279 --> 00:04:35.560 with them or whatever. You know, it's just like, okay, it 69 00:04:35.639 --> 00:04:39.680 is another week. Yes, we're one week closer. You know, you're 70 00:04:39.680 --> 00:04:43.240 not trying to count months on like four and a half months. I don't 71 00:04:43.279 --> 00:04:46.160 even know. I can't still can't do the math. But it's very, 72 00:04:46.879 --> 00:04:53.079 very exciting though. But her ankles are swollen, did your guys, Oh 73 00:04:53.160 --> 00:05:00.000 yeah, yeah, I remember that man and she went and got compression socks 74 00:05:00.040 --> 00:05:02.839 as your guys, as women do. That sounds right, No, gots 75 00:05:02.879 --> 00:05:06.079 just so long ago. You guys are so old they know what. It 76 00:05:06.120 --> 00:05:09.800 seems frush to me, but it's five years ago. Now. I wonder 77 00:05:09.839 --> 00:05:19.199 if kids age you more than alcohol and drugs mentally yeah, mm hmmm, 78 00:05:19.639 --> 00:05:24.879 well that's what it all is about, right, mentally. So I think 79 00:05:25.120 --> 00:05:29.480 I think they do, because I look at my friends and the lives they're 80 00:05:29.519 --> 00:05:32.399 living, and like their kids just graduated from high school, and I'm like, 81 00:05:32.959 --> 00:05:38.439 stupid old people. You know, you're you're our parents' age now, 82 00:05:38.600 --> 00:05:43.079 remember you know that whole thing, and our parents seemed old. But I 83 00:05:43.079 --> 00:05:46.199 don't feel old, and they look like they feel old, like you said, 84 00:05:46.360 --> 00:05:49.120 justin mentally, I think they've you know, the kids have taken their 85 00:05:49.120 --> 00:05:53.680 toll and of course they post the pictures on Facebook and their kids look just 86 00:05:53.759 --> 00:05:56.240 like, oh, here we go, like the greatest kids in the world, 87 00:05:57.800 --> 00:06:01.319 softball, baseball games, honor Society, whatever. But you know, 88 00:06:01.360 --> 00:06:04.920 them kids are bad as hell, especially if they're raised by my buddy, 89 00:06:05.000 --> 00:06:08.560 because I know, like he was a bad, little bad kid, you 90 00:06:08.600 --> 00:06:12.079 know, And they say it's worse, but yeah, time's worse. Yeah, 91 00:06:12.319 --> 00:06:15.480 Like I couldn't even imagine, could you guys imagine growing up with Facebook 92 00:06:15.519 --> 00:06:21.399 and Twitter and Twitch and what's the other TikTok? And I remember my Space 93 00:06:21.519 --> 00:06:27.120 back in the day. Yeah, that was after I got out of school 94 00:06:27.160 --> 00:06:32.360 and way after probably like my yearbook. So you, Adam, you graduated 95 00:06:32.439 --> 00:06:36.560 then, because I'm forty five, you're forty. So you graduated in two 96 00:06:36.600 --> 00:06:41.720 thousand or two thousand and one? Uh oh two? Actually damn I graduated 97 00:06:41.759 --> 00:06:46.160 in five. Damn. I know. It seems weird, done it awesome, 98 00:06:46.199 --> 00:06:49.399 young and some bitches. So when did you graduate? Ninety six? 99 00:06:49.519 --> 00:06:57.839 Baby? Yeah? Yeah? Were you seventeen? Yeah, as you're younger, 100 00:06:59.279 --> 00:07:03.240 I rolled that so shut out, like I almost stay to the end. 101 00:07:06.560 --> 00:07:11.600 Nah, But so you guys, which obviously is not September, but 102 00:07:12.000 --> 00:07:16.839 nine to eleven guys were actually probably in school. We just like walked through 103 00:07:16.879 --> 00:07:19.959 the halls and they're like, what happened. That's exactly like my night. 104 00:07:20.120 --> 00:07:23.399 It was my senior year, so I was just walking around the halls during 105 00:07:23.399 --> 00:07:26.920 class. I didn't have a real class during the time, and I heard 106 00:07:26.959 --> 00:07:30.160 it and so I went over into uh the library, and I started watching 107 00:07:30.319 --> 00:07:34.519 and it was I remember the process of like, oh my god, how's 108 00:07:34.560 --> 00:07:39.000 that happened? And then you see another plane hit live and I was like, 109 00:07:39.040 --> 00:07:42.319 oh, that's not that's not an accident. You know all that. 110 00:07:43.639 --> 00:07:47.639 I remember watching it all day in school, like they canceled school, made 111 00:07:47.720 --> 00:07:50.600 us all stay in there and just watch the news all day about it. 112 00:07:51.759 --> 00:07:57.240 I was highly upset. In your drawing class, No, I didn't take 113 00:07:57.399 --> 00:08:03.319 art. You're missing math. Yeah, I mean I'd much rather be doing 114 00:08:03.319 --> 00:08:07.360 school works and sitting there watching the news about plane setting the twin towers. 115 00:08:07.839 --> 00:08:11.519 Yeah, and then like nobody knew anything. That maybe even more frustrates he 116 00:08:11.560 --> 00:08:15.639 had all the speculation from all these assholes like on Fox and CNN or whatever, 117 00:08:15.680 --> 00:08:18.680 and you're just like, we don't know. I didn't know what the 118 00:08:18.680 --> 00:08:20.839 twin towers were, right, Oh, you didn't, No, not until 119 00:08:20.839 --> 00:08:26.639 that point. I'm like, what the hell are these? I was a 120 00:08:26.680 --> 00:08:31.240 notorious big fan for a minute, so I knew because it had been bombed 121 00:08:31.240 --> 00:08:35.200 before a little bit. A little truck went in there or something trying to 122 00:08:35.200 --> 00:08:39.840 blow it up from the bottom. Started from the bottom and then went to 123 00:08:39.960 --> 00:08:43.600 the top. You know, like that Drake song? What Drake? That's 124 00:08:43.679 --> 00:08:46.279 that's somebody wrote that song about I wonder. I don't know. He's from 125 00:08:46.279 --> 00:08:50.320 Canada, so probably not. Yeah, but he probably did run it for 126 00:08:50.320 --> 00:08:58.600 a disk on America. Whoa you think? So? M We'll never know. 127 00:09:00.559 --> 00:09:03.000 Look, I'm never gonna talk to Drake. I'd never plan on that. 128 00:09:03.120 --> 00:09:05.480 If you could meet one celebrity, who would it be? Ad him? 129 00:09:07.039 --> 00:09:09.799 Man, I just thought of this the other day too. I might 130 00:09:09.840 --> 00:09:13.639 you might have to give me a second because it was good, But I 131 00:09:13.679 --> 00:09:15.399 don't know if I'm gona be able to come up with it as fast as 132 00:09:15.440 --> 00:09:22.919 I want. Justin uh, STEVEO okay, And I'm still thinking hard. 133 00:09:22.960 --> 00:09:26.000 He's just like, oh, there's what I want to mean. Oh, 134 00:09:26.039 --> 00:09:30.519 I know it's good too, and I just I don't know. I might 135 00:09:30.559 --> 00:09:35.799 have to think something else, but I don't see what would have some interesting 136 00:09:35.919 --> 00:09:39.039 stories of his younger years. I think he would be so an annoying you 137 00:09:39.039 --> 00:09:45.440 think, so oh god, yeah, oh god yeah. And plus like 138 00:09:45.480 --> 00:09:46.679 he's got to be the center of attention, and I have to be the 139 00:09:46.720 --> 00:09:50.919 center of attention. So just we wouldn't we wouldn't work out, you know. 140 00:09:50.960 --> 00:09:52.919 And I just but I think he would get annoying and hey, and 141 00:09:52.960 --> 00:09:56.600 he would like start grabbing off my desk or I got my scissors, watch 142 00:09:56.679 --> 00:10:00.919 me cut my penis off. You knows down, bro, Just get out 143 00:10:00.919 --> 00:10:03.159 of here. Hold on almost sable something to my nipple. No, just 144 00:10:03.559 --> 00:10:07.679 get out of here. I'm not like that anymore. And thus his voice 145 00:10:07.759 --> 00:10:11.399 is annoying. That's what I was gonna say. His voice is annoying. 146 00:10:11.399 --> 00:10:13.320 But that's what I was also going to say, though, is you get 147 00:10:13.399 --> 00:10:16.639 him out of recovery conversation and it might actually be a good conversation because it 148 00:10:16.639 --> 00:10:20.639 was his experience with I think this is just my personal opinion. This could 149 00:10:20.639 --> 00:10:24.039 be totally totally wrong, but I think he'd be the guy that like, 150 00:10:24.120 --> 00:10:28.559 yeah, man, I used to like snort coke off of like penises and 151 00:10:28.559 --> 00:10:33.559 stuff. I used to do this. Then he would be like the one 152 00:10:33.919 --> 00:10:35.320 in the story. Yeah, like glorify. I'm not that it would glorify, 153 00:10:35.399 --> 00:10:37.120 but I think he'd be like, oh man. I remember one time 154 00:10:37.159 --> 00:10:41.759 I put a bottle of Vaca up my ass and I chugged it, you 155 00:10:41.799 --> 00:10:43.720 know, and I think that he would be that guy. He wouldn't be 156 00:10:43.759 --> 00:10:48.240 like wow, man. Like I remember we were talking one day, Adam, 157 00:10:48.279 --> 00:10:54.200 and I was comparing my journey to like a rat in a maze, 158 00:10:54.440 --> 00:10:56.639 where I'm just gonna keep going my own way until I hit the wall every 159 00:10:56.679 --> 00:11:00.679 single time. And then finally It's like when I was put it together, 160 00:11:00.759 --> 00:11:03.879 I understood, like, okay, help me. Every way I went, 161 00:11:03.919 --> 00:11:07.600 I hit a wall. So let's but I had to try every way. 162 00:11:07.000 --> 00:11:09.360 I had to try away every way possible before I would be like, all 163 00:11:09.399 --> 00:11:13.840 right, you can't see straight. Yeah, help me out, you know. 164 00:11:13.879 --> 00:11:15.559 And you were like that's a good analogy. I don't know if you 165 00:11:15.559 --> 00:11:18.000 would like break out those like he'll be like, eh man. I was 166 00:11:18.000 --> 00:11:20.080 sitting there with a Voca bottle on my ass, and I realized like, 167 00:11:20.120 --> 00:11:22.159 Hey, this is really in the life for me anymore. I don't huh. 168 00:11:22.799 --> 00:11:26.000 Really, he let me cut my paints off, give them scissors stop 169 00:11:26.039 --> 00:11:31.600 at Steve O. Maybe not. Maybe he'll be cool as hell. But 170 00:11:31.799 --> 00:11:35.519 you let me know, justin because you have a chance to meet him maybe 171 00:11:35.559 --> 00:11:37.279 one day. No, just send him a message, get up in his 172 00:11:37.360 --> 00:11:45.159 DMS. Yeah him, come here to the office. Yeah yeah, invite 173 00:11:45.200 --> 00:11:50.080 them the twenty ninth February. Yeah, I'll recovery Story's Message of Hope Part 174 00:11:50.120 --> 00:11:54.080 two. So, Adam, has it come to your mind yet? Who 175 00:11:54.600 --> 00:12:01.240 the celebrity would be that you would love to meet? No, but I 176 00:12:01.240 --> 00:12:05.200 guess just so are on the same page. It was somebody that I've been 177 00:12:05.279 --> 00:12:16.360 watching and whatnot that I don't neighbor, right mailer letter First, No, 178 00:12:16.720 --> 00:12:22.159 I watch you. It's something to do with someone spiritually or whatever that I 179 00:12:22.279 --> 00:12:24.840 listened to, and I would listen to so much that I don't know. 180 00:12:24.919 --> 00:12:28.200 But I almost got beat up by this kid for snoring. But I was 181 00:12:28.240 --> 00:12:31.360 like four times this size. So I mean, yeah, alright, Mitch, 182 00:12:31.679 --> 00:12:35.480 that's who Mitch wants to meet. Huh. Yeah, you can't pull 183 00:12:35.559 --> 00:12:39.840 one person out of it. I mean Sky, it's like I'd like to 184 00:12:39.840 --> 00:12:43.519 meet that guy. It always used to be like Barry Sanders, you know, 185 00:12:46.159 --> 00:12:50.840 I'd say, Brad Pitt. Yeah, it's your celebrity crush. Yeah, 186 00:12:50.600 --> 00:12:56.519 matthe McConaughey, if I can double up two for one special alright, 187 00:12:56.720 --> 00:13:03.399 alright, alright, be a lot cooler. Did watch the leather Man? 188 00:13:05.960 --> 00:13:09.039 I think a lot about these high school girls. Man, it's been kind 189 00:13:09.039 --> 00:13:13.519 of hard trying to find a like a nineteen twenty year old. Yeah, 190 00:13:13.559 --> 00:13:18.600 thanks, Mitch, thank you fabulous. All right, So we're just kind 191 00:13:18.600 --> 00:13:24.279 of doing a podcast kind of chilling here today. We have the Recovery Story 192 00:13:24.279 --> 00:13:28.519 Semester Pope coming up on the twenty ninth. Justin, you're gonna do a 193 00:13:28.559 --> 00:13:31.919 story this time, Adam. You and I did the Recovery story last time, 194 00:13:33.159 --> 00:13:35.399 but you're gonna do it again this time. Mitch is going to do 195 00:13:35.440 --> 00:13:39.559 it, and then I'm gonna step out and let somebody else do it. 196 00:13:39.679 --> 00:13:43.559 Justin. You have some people of mind, but we're looking for people to 197 00:13:43.559 --> 00:13:48.159 get nominated, so and we're just bouncing around ideas too. I think that'd 198 00:13:48.159 --> 00:13:52.159 probably be easier just to just go ahead and select somebody, so, but 199 00:13:52.360 --> 00:13:58.519 we'll see how that goes. But the first one I recorded, and if 200 00:13:58.559 --> 00:14:03.919 you follow on Facebook or if you've seen our website, you've seen all of 201 00:14:03.000 --> 00:14:07.039 the recovery stories published. First it was Lenny. Then I did Kendras, 202 00:14:07.519 --> 00:14:11.279 and I did Jersey Adam that I did mine, and I just put together 203 00:14:11.559 --> 00:14:15.960 Mary h she spoke and hers was actual, like more of a story story 204 00:14:16.639 --> 00:14:20.240 versus like twelve minutes long. And then David g His was like twenty five 205 00:14:20.240 --> 00:14:24.320 minutes long, his story and his message of hope. So those are the 206 00:14:24.360 --> 00:14:28.480 messages of hope. And I just finished editing them today, so I should 207 00:14:28.519 --> 00:14:35.480 have it all put together, hopefully by next week. Now, I don't 208 00:14:35.519 --> 00:14:41.159 know. I don't plan on copywriting it or anything, but I do want 209 00:14:41.159 --> 00:14:41.759 to add music to it. And I thought, oh, this would be 210 00:14:41.799 --> 00:14:46.600 a great time to add music to it, because I don't My understanding of 211 00:14:46.639 --> 00:14:50.080 it is as long as I'm not making money off it, I can use 212 00:14:50.120 --> 00:14:54.480 it. And it's educational, so we can really pull the whole nonprofit card 213 00:14:54.519 --> 00:14:58.960 on that round too. But I don't want to make money off it. 214 00:14:58.200 --> 00:15:01.000 I just want people to see it because I think it's really good. And 215 00:15:01.080 --> 00:15:07.919 if I use I don't know, if I use like copyrighted music, then 216 00:15:07.080 --> 00:15:11.759 I don't think anybody could steal it and post it. I mean we could 217 00:15:11.799 --> 00:15:15.360 post on our Facebook and like I said, as long as we're not making 218 00:15:15.440 --> 00:15:18.720 money off it, which we're not making money off our YouTube channel, I 219 00:15:18.720 --> 00:15:22.080 think they're cool with it, so we shall see and that way people can 220 00:15:22.159 --> 00:15:26.039 see it and that'll be pretty kick a ass. Yeah, stolen stolen music 221 00:15:26.080 --> 00:15:28.600 that I didn't pay for, but I didn't make any money off of either. 222 00:15:30.559 --> 00:15:37.360 Right, Okay, do you have for lunch chicken strips that you have 223 00:15:37.399 --> 00:15:43.200 heartburns? It just comes up you had stomach issues though? How long were 224 00:15:43.279 --> 00:15:48.679 you? How did how did that come about? Like before you Oh, 225 00:15:48.720 --> 00:15:52.200 my upper valve and my stomach never worked? Right? What is that? 226 00:15:52.320 --> 00:15:58.759 Always puke? We had the same thing. And so like the older I 227 00:15:58.799 --> 00:16:03.759 got, it didn't heal itself at all. It I was like twenty one 228 00:16:03.840 --> 00:16:07.799 twenty two and it got so bad I actually started seeing a doctor because of 229 00:16:07.840 --> 00:16:11.159 it. Like like you would just be standing there and a doctor would you'd 230 00:16:11.200 --> 00:16:15.759 see a doctor? No, Like I was actually in pain. I went 231 00:16:15.840 --> 00:16:18.720 to the doctor. I went to like, man, it hurt so bad. 232 00:16:18.759 --> 00:16:22.639 I was seeing doctors. No, thank you, Adam. And then 233 00:16:22.679 --> 00:16:26.960 they gave me a bunch of ant acids to try and it was a long 234 00:16:27.080 --> 00:16:33.600 process, but I ended up having to goal see two different specialists. First 235 00:16:33.600 --> 00:16:38.159 specialists because I was on medicaid, said there's nothing wrong with him. Yeah. 236 00:16:38.639 --> 00:16:41.960 And then the second specialist I went and seen, said you do have 237 00:16:42.039 --> 00:16:49.399 a problem about the bottom five inches of your esophagus is about gone due to 238 00:16:49.440 --> 00:16:55.320 your stomach acid erosion. Damn, he goes. If you don't have surgery, 239 00:16:55.360 --> 00:17:00.679 you got about three to five years to live. Like No, I 240 00:17:00.720 --> 00:17:03.880 had surgery and I can make it to the twenty seven club, the eight 241 00:17:03.920 --> 00:17:11.559 club ven but you know perfect. I ended up having the stomach surgery. 242 00:17:11.440 --> 00:17:17.359 They took my stomach, cut out a piece of my esophagus, wrapped my 243 00:17:17.519 --> 00:17:22.680 stomach around my esophascus, created like a little sphincter. Whoa which if people 244 00:17:22.720 --> 00:17:26.119 don't know what sphincter is, it's like a butthole, which is like one 245 00:17:26.119 --> 00:17:30.519 way valve. We're gonna find out today. Yeah. So I have a 246 00:17:30.519 --> 00:17:36.799 one way valve so I can eat anything I want but never puke again in 247 00:17:36.880 --> 00:17:41.079 my life. So if I do get like sick where I want to throw 248 00:17:41.200 --> 00:17:45.039 up, I just try heave so it hurts really bad and I feel like 249 00:17:45.079 --> 00:17:53.720 I want to die. So getting the flu sucks. Damn does it come 250 00:17:53.759 --> 00:17:59.400 out the other end? Then it's like rhea. Yeah, sometimes damn, 251 00:17:59.440 --> 00:18:02.720 so that happened, you ad him, Well, it wasn't as drastic. 252 00:18:02.799 --> 00:18:07.599 I was just a premi and everything I ate. I puked up projectile everything 253 00:18:07.599 --> 00:18:12.559 when I was a baby and I had to go on pre digested formula. 254 00:18:12.759 --> 00:18:18.920 I guess, so like your dad would drink the formula and then spin it 255 00:18:18.960 --> 00:18:22.359 back out into your mouth. No, but probably a similar process. I 256 00:18:22.400 --> 00:18:25.519 have no idea how, yeah would he? I don't know what? Yeah? 257 00:18:25.640 --> 00:18:27.240 Were you second and this was the eighties, so it's gotta be way 258 00:18:27.279 --> 00:18:32.960 worse than now. Were you secondhand breastfed? I think your dad would drink 259 00:18:33.000 --> 00:18:34.759 the breast milk or it was you said it was formula, though it had 260 00:18:34.799 --> 00:18:40.240 to be formula's formula. That wouldn't be as fun. Like I gotta drink 261 00:18:40.279 --> 00:18:45.400 this damn formula and then regurgitated because that's some bird's doing stuff. My uh 262 00:18:47.160 --> 00:18:51.640 my mom tells me that her, my doctor at the time, informed her 263 00:18:51.680 --> 00:18:56.519 when I was like for three four months old, to add like rice to 264 00:18:56.599 --> 00:19:00.759 my formula to make it thicker like a paste, so that keep it down. 265 00:19:02.759 --> 00:19:06.559 Am my stomach? Is that ever? Just sitting there because there's gold 266 00:19:06.559 --> 00:19:10.079 Burt me, and I'd just puke it all back up. They'd be crying, 267 00:19:10.119 --> 00:19:12.799 I'm hungry all over again. Did she say you were like a pain 268 00:19:12.839 --> 00:19:15.839 in the ass or did she say you're worth it? She said it was 269 00:19:15.839 --> 00:19:21.680 a good baby, says you're puking all over everybody. That'd be frustrating, 270 00:19:22.039 --> 00:19:25.359 you know, for parents. I feel for your guys as parents because like 271 00:19:26.039 --> 00:19:30.200 obviously went to the ultrasound yesterday and we're just like praying fingers crossed because I 272 00:19:30.200 --> 00:19:32.599 mean, we don't know one hundred percent. But the doctor said, your 273 00:19:32.640 --> 00:19:34.480 baby looks great. You know, everything's everything is worth's supposed to be. 274 00:19:34.559 --> 00:19:38.400 Everything's cool, and Marnie like, you guys heard well, I think Adam 275 00:19:38.440 --> 00:19:41.119 you had already left to go to Detox to talk to the group. But 276 00:19:41.559 --> 00:19:45.359 I think justin you were there when she was saying that she was kind of 277 00:19:45.359 --> 00:19:48.279 freaking out because they were having a hard time finding one of the artists. 278 00:19:48.359 --> 00:19:52.119 Yeah, she's like, oh my gosh, it's taking away too long to 279 00:19:52.119 --> 00:19:56.920 find this, so she's like started freaking out. But that happens because are 280 00:19:56.000 --> 00:20:02.480 very not cooperative during altsounds. No, he was not a big fan of 281 00:20:02.519 --> 00:20:04.279 it. He's like, no, I don't want to do. That's a 282 00:20:04.400 --> 00:20:08.160 camera punch of Marni in the stomach, like, oh, get this baby 283 00:20:08.200 --> 00:20:15.160 to turn over and stop being in my stomach trying to take ant. Nah. 284 00:20:15.240 --> 00:20:18.839 But it's it's crazy, you know, this whole experience as a dad, 285 00:20:18.359 --> 00:20:25.039 you know, becoming a father. And I don't know if you guys 286 00:20:25.039 --> 00:20:33.039 are nervous, you guys are so young. Though I was nervous both times, 287 00:20:33.720 --> 00:20:37.519 like just nervous about like I don't know what to do. Yeah, 288 00:20:37.640 --> 00:20:41.319 more of the fact that I was afraid I was going to fail. I 289 00:20:41.319 --> 00:20:44.799 think it is a lot different to the age like I was, like, 290 00:20:44.839 --> 00:20:47.319 you know, I just was. I always wanted to be a dad, 291 00:20:47.359 --> 00:20:48.240 Like I was even in high school, and my Grammar's like, what do 292 00:20:48.240 --> 00:20:49.720 you want to be when you grow up? And I was like, I'm 293 00:20:49.759 --> 00:20:52.759 just want to work so I can be a dad, you know, like 294 00:20:52.839 --> 00:20:56.079 that was my thing. And then but at twenty two, I was expecting, 295 00:20:56.119 --> 00:21:00.680 like thirty is what I was planning, and so I think it was 296 00:21:00.759 --> 00:21:04.039 just worry and of where I was at my life and everything. But this 297 00:21:04.160 --> 00:21:08.119 time around it was a lot better. But I think it's because I already 298 00:21:08.160 --> 00:21:12.960 had the experience. But do you blame your dad for your week pull out 299 00:21:12.960 --> 00:21:22.680 game or do you thank him for that dude that my son was God Like, 300 00:21:22.799 --> 00:21:27.039 They're like, he she shouldn't have happened like it. I don't know 301 00:21:27.079 --> 00:21:30.640 how, you know what I mean, like, but yeah, it just 302 00:21:30.720 --> 00:21:37.559 had like we'd just me well yeah right, so yeah, it's it's back 303 00:21:37.599 --> 00:21:42.039 when Adam was pimping. I just met he had pulled the Tyreek Hill. 304 00:21:42.680 --> 00:21:45.000 And then the one time I tried, you know, when I tried this 305 00:21:45.119 --> 00:21:49.200 next time, it was literally like must have been the first time we tried, 306 00:21:49.319 --> 00:21:52.480 it worked, you know what I mean. So I don't know, 307 00:21:52.559 --> 00:21:53.960 I just well, I think I'm potent. I mean maybe you knew, 308 00:21:55.240 --> 00:21:56.200 you know, like you said back in high school, you just were like, 309 00:21:56.200 --> 00:22:00.720 hey, I'm just gonna get a job, be dad. Women were 310 00:22:00.720 --> 00:22:04.119 probably like, well, it's not dating Adam, right right. I thought 311 00:22:04.119 --> 00:22:07.440 you were going somewhere else with that. I was like, maybe it was 312 00:22:07.519 --> 00:22:11.359 just meant to be what was to come. Yeah that's what I meant. 313 00:22:11.440 --> 00:22:14.799 Yeah, right, that's why women are afraid to get with you, like, 314 00:22:14.920 --> 00:22:18.079 oh no, Adam, Steven's nope, I know if I getm pregnant. 315 00:22:18.119 --> 00:22:22.960 Today seems funny because I always felt like I was running from everyone else. 316 00:22:23.000 --> 00:22:32.160 But it's it's amazing though, Like what it takes to like have everything 317 00:22:32.279 --> 00:22:36.720 like come together at the right time. I'm not talking about that just I 318 00:22:36.799 --> 00:22:41.480 mean, like everything like happened at the same time with this being there and 319 00:22:41.519 --> 00:22:45.839 that being here, and you only get it like a window of like twelve 320 00:22:45.920 --> 00:22:49.440 hours or something crazy, you know, and it's just nuts. Older you 321 00:22:49.440 --> 00:22:56.440 get your window closes to I've heard it's crazy and that has to happen, 322 00:22:56.480 --> 00:23:00.720 and just one of your guys got to be the good one, you know, 323 00:23:00.799 --> 00:23:07.720 and then everything lining up. It's amazing. They also say they're really 324 00:23:07.759 --> 00:23:11.519 fertile right after they get done. Give him per too good. If you're 325 00:23:11.559 --> 00:23:14.920 trying for a second one, yeah, Martie's like nope. I'm like, 326 00:23:15.240 --> 00:23:18.119 but honey, you just don't want one. You need to have to. 327 00:23:18.400 --> 00:23:22.720 And that's how she was with a kitten. You know, we got the 328 00:23:22.759 --> 00:23:25.720 second cat and then she's like, oh, the little kitty needs a friends. 329 00:23:25.759 --> 00:23:29.680 Then we got a little no, we got BRN and then he died. 330 00:23:29.960 --> 00:23:32.759 Oh yeah, he got a little kitty COVID. That was just one 331 00:23:32.759 --> 00:23:36.960 of the saddest things ever. He was such a sweet little Kitty, and 332 00:23:37.000 --> 00:23:41.359 then we got Hudson's that's his little punk ass. He's just he's just the 333 00:23:41.400 --> 00:23:45.119 little guy. He's a little boy, and he's just cute as shit, 334 00:23:45.240 --> 00:23:48.359 and he does bad things. He just like squints his eyes and looks at 335 00:23:48.359 --> 00:23:51.880 you, like, but I didn't know he's climbing the whole damn curtain. 336 00:23:51.920 --> 00:23:53.680 I'm like, dude, you know, like I beat you many times. 337 00:23:53.720 --> 00:24:00.000 I haven't beam ever, actually, but I don't know. I think maybe 338 00:24:00.160 --> 00:24:02.359 she'll be like that, maybe not. Maybe it just be like, hey, 339 00:24:02.359 --> 00:24:03.279 we're just blessed to have one, which we are. You know, 340 00:24:03.319 --> 00:24:07.960 we feel very blessed. I mean we're old as hell and rocking out a 341 00:24:07.039 --> 00:24:11.559 kid, you know, like we've we tried for a long ass time and 342 00:24:11.599 --> 00:24:15.640 it was a hell of a process. But to be here at the end 343 00:24:15.680 --> 00:24:18.559 of it, just thinking, wow, like we're blessed and you know, 344 00:24:18.880 --> 00:24:23.119 we're very grateful, and it's all supposed to went the way it was supposed 345 00:24:23.119 --> 00:24:26.480 to be. Yeah, I think about that. Well, you just said 346 00:24:26.519 --> 00:24:29.160 that, I'm the way it's supposed to be. I think about that a 347 00:24:29.160 --> 00:24:33.519 lot. And even if I didn't, you know, and it all goes 348 00:24:33.559 --> 00:24:37.920 back to which it probably goes back way further. It can, it can 349 00:24:37.960 --> 00:24:41.440 go back as far as I wanted to. But even having a liver failure, 350 00:24:41.920 --> 00:24:45.599 if I didn't have that, I never would have met Marnie. I 351 00:24:45.599 --> 00:24:49.519 would have met you guys, you know. And if I didn't decide to 352 00:24:49.519 --> 00:24:52.759 take the job to come back home, I want to know you guys, 353 00:24:52.759 --> 00:24:56.759 I would have died in Arkansas. I guarantee it. And then just everything 354 00:24:56.799 --> 00:25:00.240 that happened along the way. If you know, I didn't I want to 355 00:25:00.279 --> 00:25:03.319 work at the treatment center, I was like, I don't want to work 356 00:25:03.319 --> 00:25:06.480 there, and then I kind of had to, So Okay, if I 357 00:25:06.519 --> 00:25:08.680 didn't do that, never would have matter, you know, like every little 358 00:25:08.720 --> 00:25:15.559 thing, like just just one decision. It's just it's crazy if you really 359 00:25:15.599 --> 00:25:18.279 think about it. And I'm sure everybody's lives are kind of like that. 360 00:25:19.079 --> 00:25:22.680 And I think you know you're you're feeling it too, and it only gets 361 00:25:22.720 --> 00:25:26.759 more. But I now where I'm at with my life and learning what I've 362 00:25:26.799 --> 00:25:30.079 learned and everything. I was going back to this before and I go back 363 00:25:30.079 --> 00:25:33.519 to it even more, and like I can't change I would. I could 364 00:25:33.559 --> 00:25:40.920 never change a single little thing before my son or daughter was born because they 365 00:25:40.920 --> 00:25:45.400 were supposed to be here, and one little thing would mean that I wasn't 366 00:25:45.440 --> 00:25:48.200 in the right place at the right time, and it wouldn't be Kaylee and 367 00:25:48.279 --> 00:25:52.759 Quinton, you know. And it's just so you can't. I can't regret 368 00:25:52.799 --> 00:25:57.519 anything I've ever done before my kids were born. I can't even after, 369 00:25:59.160 --> 00:26:03.119 right because you're here for a reason. Yep. You know, we're exactly 370 00:26:03.160 --> 00:26:04.920 where we're supposed to be. And I remember hearing that when I was going 371 00:26:04.960 --> 00:26:11.599 through treatment. You know, you're exactly where you're supposed to be. No 372 00:26:11.720 --> 00:26:12.640 I'm not, you know. I used to fight that, you know, 373 00:26:12.680 --> 00:26:15.359 No I'm not. But it did make it easier when I accepted that, 374 00:26:15.440 --> 00:26:18.119 you know, like I am, I'm exactly where I'm supposed to be. 375 00:26:18.440 --> 00:26:21.839 You know, I might not agree with where I'm at at this minute, 376 00:26:22.480 --> 00:26:25.119 but what can I do to change that? And that's the thing. It's, 377 00:26:25.200 --> 00:26:29.599 you know, it's what don't you like about this situation? And what 378 00:26:29.640 --> 00:26:32.480 can you do? You know, like, what what is the lesson there? 379 00:26:32.559 --> 00:26:33.960 You know? Yeah, that's what it's always about. And if you 380 00:26:34.000 --> 00:26:37.519 can do that, I just That's what I was talking about at detox a 381 00:26:37.519 --> 00:26:41.880 lot today. Is that exact thing is you know that we're Every part of 382 00:26:41.920 --> 00:26:45.480 my journey had to be there for me to be where I'm at right now. 383 00:26:45.519 --> 00:26:48.759 And I don't regret any of it, you know, because I'm happy 384 00:26:48.920 --> 00:26:52.920 finally, you know, you know, I'm I'm satisfied in that way. 385 00:26:52.240 --> 00:26:56.559 So there's probably times where you would say or look back and just think, 386 00:26:57.359 --> 00:27:00.039 man, I wish I would have did that different, or man, I 387 00:27:00.039 --> 00:27:04.279 wouldn't have done that, I wouldn't do that again. Back in the past, 388 00:27:04.359 --> 00:27:07.440 he might have said that, you know, and I used to that 389 00:27:07.519 --> 00:27:10.079 all the time. I wish I wouldn't have moved back home. I've screwed 390 00:27:10.160 --> 00:27:15.519 up my radio career, blah blah blah blah. But that's really just putting 391 00:27:15.559 --> 00:27:18.279 the blame on other things too, really though, you know, it's like 392 00:27:18.839 --> 00:27:25.200 it's kind of getting out of that of that was you know, that was 393 00:27:25.240 --> 00:27:27.759 me, and that's what you have to face. I'm grateful I got out 394 00:27:27.759 --> 00:27:32.240 of radio, right, I'm grateful that all that happened. You know. 395 00:27:32.319 --> 00:27:33.880 At the time I was going through it, I was pissed. I hated 396 00:27:33.920 --> 00:27:38.480 it. It was stupid. But then you make it out and you realize, 397 00:27:38.480 --> 00:27:41.680 Okay, that didn't kill me, and that's what you have to have 398 00:27:41.720 --> 00:27:45.960 that faith that you're going to see You're going to see why someday, like 399 00:27:45.039 --> 00:27:48.720 anything's bugging you right now. If you can have that faith, you'll see 400 00:27:48.720 --> 00:27:52.839 it someday. And I keep seeing it, you know what I mean? 401 00:27:52.880 --> 00:27:56.920 You find it out. Hear people say like, why would God do that 402 00:27:57.000 --> 00:28:00.759 to me? I was hearing people say that, and I heard somebody saying, 403 00:28:02.680 --> 00:28:07.200 it's not up to us to understand why. It's for us to know 404 00:28:07.240 --> 00:28:11.680 that it did. You know, for why did that happen? Not up 405 00:28:11.680 --> 00:28:15.200 to us to know why. Just know that it did and it was for 406 00:28:15.279 --> 00:28:18.559 a reason. And a lot of people will say that. When you know 407 00:28:18.599 --> 00:28:21.200 people pass on, you're like, why would God take her from me? 408 00:28:21.279 --> 00:28:25.359 You know, why would God do that? It's not up to You're gonna 409 00:28:25.400 --> 00:28:27.319 drive yourself nuts if you're trying to find out why, because A you're never 410 00:28:27.359 --> 00:28:32.759 going to fight out why, and B you just have to accept that it 411 00:28:32.839 --> 00:28:37.599 did happen. And you know, if you've lost somebody, and this is 412 00:28:37.640 --> 00:28:41.559 easier said than done, but to just cherish the time that you did have 413 00:28:41.680 --> 00:28:44.319 with them, and that's not going to take away your pain. You're going 414 00:28:44.400 --> 00:28:47.519 to have that pain probably for the rest of your life. But to just 415 00:28:47.680 --> 00:28:51.960 understand, like I'm glad I knew that person, whether it was a parent 416 00:28:52.039 --> 00:28:56.559 or a friend or whoever. You know, just know that it happened for 417 00:28:56.720 --> 00:28:59.240 whatever reason, but it didn't happen, and you have to move on. 418 00:29:00.279 --> 00:29:03.519 And by moving on, I don't mean forget him, but just remember those 419 00:29:03.559 --> 00:29:07.400 good times. You know. I had to do that with my grandma when 420 00:29:07.440 --> 00:29:10.119 she passed away, and that was a big one. That was that was 421 00:29:10.160 --> 00:29:15.000 probably like one of the first big losses I had in my life. And 422 00:29:15.000 --> 00:29:18.279 it's just like, you know, remember those good times and and think about 423 00:29:18.279 --> 00:29:22.680 her that way. You know, like she lives on in my brain. 424 00:29:22.880 --> 00:29:26.480 Can't call her nothing, but I still talk to her. I don't know 425 00:29:26.480 --> 00:29:30.279 if that's weird. Do you guys do that? You talk to my grandma 426 00:29:30.920 --> 00:29:36.720 mine? Oh okay, I got her ashes sitting on my dresser. I'll 427 00:29:36.759 --> 00:29:41.480 earn next to my uncle David. He's not in an urn. He's been 428 00:29:41.559 --> 00:29:48.319 kidnapped, So you just do you because I'll just be driving on the road 429 00:29:48.319 --> 00:29:51.000 and I'll be talking to him all the time. So I mean, you 430 00:29:51.000 --> 00:29:53.480 don't like have to be in your room next to the ern talking to him. 431 00:29:53.519 --> 00:29:57.680 I mean, he might, but I do. Sometimes there's got to 432 00:29:57.720 --> 00:30:00.920 be something else out there. Adam's like, oh yeah, let me talk 433 00:30:02.000 --> 00:30:04.519 about this. I was watching some show last night. I watched a couple 434 00:30:04.559 --> 00:30:08.880 of shows, but one show last night it was about the ice Bridge. 435 00:30:08.880 --> 00:30:14.240 You guys have heard of that, right where it goes from like Asia through 436 00:30:14.720 --> 00:30:19.599 whatever, Russia whatever, over to Alaska, blah blah blah. Well, 437 00:30:19.920 --> 00:30:25.880 there's a guy who was down in Mexico, like in the middle of southern 438 00:30:25.920 --> 00:30:30.079 Mexico, so he's not by any ocean or anything, and he's like finding 439 00:30:30.160 --> 00:30:36.200 like tools that date back further than when they said people crossed through the ice 440 00:30:36.240 --> 00:30:38.559 Bridge. And so he brought it up and was like, hey, man, 441 00:30:38.640 --> 00:30:41.519 like this dirt around it, that was all because you can't they say 442 00:30:41.599 --> 00:30:45.880 you can't like carbon date stone or something, but you can carbon date the 443 00:30:45.920 --> 00:30:49.279 dirt around it. And it was like dating back to like way back, 444 00:30:49.359 --> 00:30:52.720 you know, because they say it was like eighteen million or eighteen thousand years 445 00:30:52.759 --> 00:31:00.000 ago, probably back to like Pangaea. I don't know who knows that scam 446 00:31:00.039 --> 00:31:03.279 One lady was like saying, like it's all racist, which if you think 447 00:31:03.279 --> 00:31:06.640 about it, kind of is because they like created this whole race, like, 448 00:31:06.680 --> 00:31:07.680 oh, nope, this race came from here, and this race did 449 00:31:07.720 --> 00:31:11.559 it all. And he's like, well, you know, what about the 450 00:31:11.680 --> 00:31:15.480 natives? What about the people that were living in America? Right? Maybe 451 00:31:15.480 --> 00:31:18.079 they were here first, you know, maybe they were the first of everything, 452 00:31:18.640 --> 00:31:21.559 you know, but you get these other people. No, Africa it 453 00:31:21.640 --> 00:31:23.000 is, and it's in a million books, and that's where we're going to 454 00:31:23.039 --> 00:31:27.319 be and that's how southern people are. But so they denied his shit and 455 00:31:27.319 --> 00:31:30.039 they're like, Nope, that didn't happen. Nope, you just you dug 456 00:31:30.039 --> 00:31:32.799 it up wrong in the wrong dirt. And he's like, no, I 457 00:31:32.799 --> 00:31:34.759 didn't it. So then he went to this other cave and started digging and 458 00:31:34.759 --> 00:31:38.599 he found something that was like thirty thousand years ago. It's like way way 459 00:31:38.680 --> 00:31:42.000 back, like twice as long. He's like, can't deny that. And 460 00:31:42.039 --> 00:31:45.720 then like these other people in Canada were finding stuff and they're like, yeah, 461 00:31:45.759 --> 00:31:48.480 this is like the same tribe. And he's like thinking, like they 462 00:31:48.519 --> 00:31:56.319 actually migrated north from South America. It's like whoa, well, and that's 463 00:31:56.319 --> 00:31:57.680 the thing, and keep want to get into it, and they say all 464 00:31:57.799 --> 00:32:01.119 the polls shift and stuff, so the you know, it could have been 465 00:32:01.759 --> 00:32:06.200 migrating north to get warmer. I mean back then, it could have been. 466 00:32:06.599 --> 00:32:07.839 Yeah, we don't know. When the Aliens put the moon there, 467 00:32:08.160 --> 00:32:12.200 you know, that really shifted everything. Yeah, stopped the earth from being 468 00:32:12.279 --> 00:32:15.759 all wonky and just spending on the same people to stop swimming walking on land. 469 00:32:15.920 --> 00:32:22.359 Mm hm hm. Who knows it's called history. That's probably why we 470 00:32:22.359 --> 00:32:30.359 stopped thinking his story history. I don't think that's his story. It is 471 00:32:30.400 --> 00:32:36.480 in this room. Oh I got to play it now, got your ass? 472 00:32:36.640 --> 00:32:40.920 Oh got me? That was for you guys, getting me, got 473 00:32:40.960 --> 00:32:47.000 you as. We got to bring that guy in some day, have Aaron 474 00:32:47.079 --> 00:32:51.480 on call him in. But hey, dude, in this hit every drop 475 00:32:51.519 --> 00:32:55.119 of got your ass on it? Yeah, that would he my weather man 476 00:32:55.319 --> 00:32:58.880 and he was so funny though. But yeah, we just started. We 477 00:32:58.880 --> 00:33:05.000 could start using his u slams on the cowboy back on him, right, 478 00:33:05.440 --> 00:33:08.359 like, Aaron, you know why he's so dumb. I don't know if 479 00:33:08.359 --> 00:33:16.079 we got the answer, ass, I can't believe that that's a flu Back 480 00:33:16.079 --> 00:33:21.319 in the day, listen my stuff. She's like, you'd be so fired. 481 00:33:22.599 --> 00:33:24.799 That's She's like, people think that's racism. I'm like, but back 482 00:33:24.839 --> 00:33:30.599 then, you're allowed to make fun of people's nationalities without being told that you're 483 00:33:30.799 --> 00:33:36.279 racist and everything else that comes along with it. I think they'll call you 484 00:33:36.359 --> 00:33:39.160 racist, But I wasn't. I wasn't personally doing it. I wasn't like 485 00:33:39.240 --> 00:33:45.480 having him on my show going. He would just do a segment. And 486 00:33:45.599 --> 00:33:46.559 when I did, like the Mexican word of the day, it was just 487 00:33:46.599 --> 00:33:52.319 a segment. I never talked to the guy subcontracting. It wasn't me talking 488 00:33:52.319 --> 00:33:54.559 as a person. It was funny. It was an idea. I thought 489 00:33:54.559 --> 00:34:05.599 it was funny, just saying it was funny too. I still think that. 490 00:34:05.599 --> 00:34:08.679 I almost was like, do I want to admit that, No, 491 00:34:08.840 --> 00:34:13.440 something like that's so funny. I don't care who you are. Yeah it 492 00:34:13.559 --> 00:34:19.000 is. But but we also grew up in a different era. Yeah that's 493 00:34:19.039 --> 00:34:22.199 true. Instead of being trodered, we're told to go outside and go play 494 00:34:23.039 --> 00:34:27.480 one of the places. You got beat kicked out of the house anyways, 495 00:34:27.679 --> 00:34:32.800 get beat. Sorry. I did an elementary school and I started lifting weeds. 496 00:34:35.360 --> 00:34:37.679 That's my trauma. Like, Dad, we're gonna have it out. 497 00:34:37.719 --> 00:34:45.480 I'm not going out side Dad to do something about it. Well, I 498 00:34:45.519 --> 00:34:49.119 guess we'll wrap it up it's uh, it's past five. Yeah, so 499 00:34:49.320 --> 00:34:52.960 I didn't even realize it. But wow, it's five twenty. We got 500 00:34:53.000 --> 00:34:57.000 like an hour, hour and a half left to go to match. Mitch. 501 00:34:57.559 --> 00:34:59.960 Yeah, I don't know how to do. Mitch was and we'll do 502 00:35:00.039 --> 00:35:01.719 that. We'll do a little Mitch talk here before we get off, just 503 00:35:01.760 --> 00:35:05.679 because we want them to know that we're thinking about them. I watered all 504 00:35:05.760 --> 00:35:07.679 of the plants, all of them. Okay, I see you water a 505 00:35:07.679 --> 00:35:13.599 single plant today and Friday so crazy. I was born with mine, but 506 00:35:13.800 --> 00:35:16.400 I'm but I can identify it now. I'm glad you found it. Mitch. 507 00:35:16.440 --> 00:35:21.079 I mean, damn, probably weed it. God. But he was 508 00:35:21.119 --> 00:35:22.880 talking about and I think it's a great idea, and this is a really 509 00:35:22.920 --> 00:35:27.559 good idea if you're starting a podcast to have experts on. And I did 510 00:35:27.599 --> 00:35:30.480 the example of Okay, if he's going to interview it, if he's gonna 511 00:35:30.480 --> 00:35:31.920 be talking about strippers, he's going to want to interview a stripper, right, 512 00:35:32.719 --> 00:35:36.039 this is about spiritual stuff or whatever. So I don't know who's gonna 513 00:35:36.039 --> 00:35:37.280 be talking to you, so I just use an example. And he's like, 514 00:35:37.360 --> 00:35:39.639 yeah, yeah, I've reached out to a couple of people and I 515 00:35:39.679 --> 00:35:43.039 just wanted to say, like, Mitch, did they know your podcasts are 516 00:35:43.039 --> 00:35:45.679 two hours long? Because they probably think they're going to come out and do 517 00:35:45.679 --> 00:35:49.159 a ten to fifteen minute interview. The podcast that he listens to are like 518 00:35:49.199 --> 00:35:52.079 an hour and a half two hours long. Yeah, see that's crazy. 519 00:35:52.519 --> 00:35:54.159 Yeah, I don't have that much time, Like this is like forever, 520 00:35:54.880 --> 00:35:58.760 right, And you guys are like, yeah, because it's after five on 521 00:35:58.800 --> 00:36:01.679 a Friday, Homie like gots to go home. You see my kid, 522 00:36:04.280 --> 00:36:08.440 and yeah, have fun with that. I will. You don't have diapers 523 00:36:08.440 --> 00:36:13.039 to change. No, she's thirteen and a half. Oh yeah, maybe 524 00:36:13.079 --> 00:36:19.239 her boyfriend could come over. No, Sam, I've got a while for 525 00:36:19.320 --> 00:36:27.079 that. Time flies that does. I bet Justin will be a granda. 526 00:36:27.159 --> 00:36:31.840 Well of course, you well what that's weird. Let's say by the time 527 00:36:31.920 --> 00:36:38.199 Adams Adam's daughter is twenty, you'll be a grandpa. But probably maybe hopefully 528 00:36:38.320 --> 00:36:43.360 my daughter is smart. And wait till after college. Keep your girls away 529 00:36:43.360 --> 00:36:47.480 from Parker please, mine's too old for Parker. Well you never know, 530 00:36:49.719 --> 00:36:53.159 it would be a little creepy. Well, times times do change. I 531 00:36:53.199 --> 00:36:58.639 don't know, but yeah, but thanks guys for for jumping on and have 532 00:36:58.760 --> 00:37:02.519 a great weekend. All right later. Thanks for listening to the two seventeen 533 00:37:02.639 --> 00:37:07.719 Recovery Podcast. 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