Just for the record with me, Angelina, thanks so much for being here
listening to me go on and on about whatever, whatever, all the things
I care about. So I really do appreciate you. If you haven't already,
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on that Angelina on air. In this week's episode, and for the culture,
Britney Spears and her husband Sam have a split and our heading for divorce
and Let's talk TV. I got to see an early screening of the movie
Grants Rismo, based on a true story, and in Bitch, I had
to say good by to my dog of fifteen years, literally crying the whole
time. So by all means, let's get to it. This is for
the culture, for the culture, for la coltura. This is where I
pick a headline and ask if they, she or he did it. For
the culture, Britney Spears and her husband Sam have splits and are heading for
divorce. So TMZ, of course is the one that broke this story.
And anytime TMZ breaks a story, you really just need a step back and
ask yourself what is the motive here? When I was reading this article originally
messy as TMZ reported that they had a huge screaming fight over Britney allegedly cheating
on him. Oh my side, I was side I E. Because you
know you immediately when you hear that, you think about how back in eight
hundred BC, when Britney Spears cheated on Justin Timberlake and come what two thousand
AC Justin Timberlake continued to sing about it and painted himself as the victim and
played a huge han in ruining Britney Spears's career. And honestly, he may
need to thank her for cheating on him, Honestly, like, after all
the years has passed that the herd is gone, he should send her a
thank you card. Like if you don't like Justin Timberlake, you love crimea
River, that song fucking slapped how long he dragged that out and all the
songs he's made about her. M M, I love future sex Love Sounds,
but everything before that, songs about Britney single handedly made that man's career.
So I already I don't like how they're twisting this and like putting you.
I just feel like TMC is constantly trying to paint Britney Spears to be
this truly insane crazy person Demoy. Later after that story, Brogue posted on
their Instagram in case it wasn't already abundantly clear the spin on TMZ, this
is like a text message. I don't know if someone's looking this to them.
It's a Dumoy exclusive, it says, in case it wasn't already abundantly
clear. The spin on TMZ about the brit split is total bullshit. No
one cheated and this is all about reallocating assets to prepare for her lifelong care.
Keeping Sam on the payroll doesn't make sense given that Britney no longer can
stand him because he's largely stopped pretending to give two ships about her. The
lifelong care part sounds so sinister. The comments on this post I hate,
like, I just feel so bad for Brittany, Like I hate every angle
of the story and like what this is blowing up to be someone that commented
under I don't think she has the ability to cheat at the moment, for
those asking about her life on care, the healthcare for her mental health slash
illness, She's not mentally stable to cheat. I know men that have actual
dust balls rolling in their brain, Like if you took one look into some
of these men's brain that I know it's straight up tumbleweeds rolling in that bitch.
Okay, crickets, and these men are fully capable of cheating. I
know, the dumbest of the dumb that can absolutely steal cheat. So shut
the hell up with that. I hate those comments so much. Another thing
is like, I don't know, Sam could be this huge asshole. I
feel like there was a time when he was constantly sticking up for her and
you know, was huge on the big Free Britney moment. Was he using
her to hopefully get his career pop in and maybe it never worked out,
And now he's trying to get money because I think if you do get a
divorce and like it's for infidelity, that person gets more money or something like
that. So I really hope that isn't the case, but it can very
much well be. I don't know what the situation is, and I'm sure
Britney spears. I know there's all those conspiracy theories about her not being a
real person on Instagram and like it being AI, But for the most part,
Britney is pretty vocal and open with her fans and her platform, so
I'm sure she is getting ready to clear shiit up, but yeah, I
don't know what it is. I don't want to point fingers or make any
assumptions. I do think it's incredibly sad because, you know, during this
whole thing, Britney Spears had no really human contact at all with anyone,
thinks to her family, having her closed off from everyone, and all she
really had with Sam, So it's like, who could she even turn to
now, you know what I mean, Like that's literally the only person that
was like in her life. So I really hope he didn't screw up,
you know, screw her in like some malicious, like terrible evil way.
And I really hope Britney Spears is okay at the end of all this and
truly free. You know. I know there's still a lot of people out
there that see her videos of her dancing and just being super cringey. Can
I just say I can aim like up top of the dome right now,
top of the dome. Five bitches I went to high school with that are
ten times more cringer than Britney Spears. Like, they have a crazy conspiracy
theories on their Twitter and Instagram accounts, and they talk to social media every
day speaking straight nonsense. They repost the dumbest shit. They are absolutely just
the cringiest of the cringe, and no one is watching their bank accounts.
They still have access to their money. They are allowed to talk to whoever
the fun they want to talk to. Just because someone is cringe and makes
you uncomfortable. I get she used to be the biggest pop star ever.
Trust me, I know when I was a child, if you saw my
bedroom wall, like you couldn't see it because it was covered with all Britney
spears posters. So like I had all the DVDs, I had all the
CDs, big Britney fans, so I get to see like watch old music
videos and how young and beat full and I guess, you know whatever they
painted her to be in the media. And then seeing these cringe posts that
make you uncomfortable. Okay, maybe you think she's weird or whatever, but
that you could be cringe. But can a bitch be free? You could
be a cringe, but you could be free. Okay, I'm sorry.
It's not illegal to be cringe, or to be crazy for that matter.
It's not. So with that being said, we're gonna have to see how
this unravels. I want to believe Sam is not going to fuck her over
the way I think or the way i'm that I got a feeling in the
back of my head or you know what's being portrayed on social media and like
these accusations. I really hope it doesn't get to that, but you know
what, if it does, maybe the silver lining, Well, first of
all, Karma is real. Karma is real. She is a bitch,
and she will do what needs to be done, and maybe this will be
like the last thing that like truly free Brittany from everything that was happening during
that conservatorship and that had her down. But again, everything is still coming
out, so I'm sure next week we'll be talking more about this split.
But at the end of the day, I hope Bernie's okay and Karma she
is a patient bitch. Less talk TV. So I got to recently go
to in early screening of the movie Grants Worst Moo, based on a true
story. The true story is literally crazy. It's about like this kid,
Johan Martinborough, who was obsessed with the Grants Worst Moother video game, played
it NonStop and then Nissan basically had this GT Academy where they took some of
the best grants WORSTMO drivers, put them in real cars and competed to see
who was the best, and then the best went on to race in actual
competitions. So Jan Wadinborough I think he was like one of the most successful
wins. Because this academy was going on for a couple of years. I
was not familiar with the actual story. Like, after I watched the movie,
I was doing like a bunch of research. I was like, hold
up, this is a real thing. I guess when I first was told
about the movie, it seemed very much like this is a video gamer who
became a real racer. So I didn't really know what to take from that.
But I didn't know there was like an actual academy from Nissan. They
had this competition where they did that and people had to go through like steps
to become like the top five and then and then whoever won that was trained
to be a realized racer. So the story is really phenomenal, Like that's
some crazy shit. The movie. I thought it was pretty good. I
have mixed feelings. Honestly, I will say a lot of the CGI was
really good, and there's like really dope scenes where you know he's doing real
life shit, like whether he's playing a video game or I'm don't want to
give a spoiler, but there's a scene where he's like running from the cops
or whatever, and then it turned into like a video game like the shit
he's dealing with in real life. It like the graphics turn into as if
he's playing Grands Rismo. So all the cgi was actually pretty amazing. The
acting was a little iffy, except for David Harbor. He's in the movie
you know, Bruh from Stranger Things, and he plays kind of like the
mean guy that doesn't believe in him but ends up being his mentor and it's
like, you know, really hard on him, and like obviously they end
up having like a really sweet relationship. I think he played that perfect and
David Harvard was really good, But the rest acting is a little iffy,
and I thought I thought the beginning was a little rushed. It was very
much like, yeah, doesn't believe in my dreams. I want to become
a race car driver. Like I just feel like if they spent more time
with his dream to do that, or his relationship with his parents, I
don't know, I just I really feel like the whole beginning was really rushed,
so it was hard to be connected with some of the main characters and
like his dream to become a racer. But I did think the CGI was
pretty dope, and I thought the story in general was a really amazing story.
I will say later when I googled some stuff, not that I think
it's more of like based on actual events versus based on a true story,
you know what I mean, Like, you know, when it shows him
winning, maybe that wasn't the year that he actually won, but he did
end up winning one of the competence as Honestly, I got to do more
research. I think I read this huge article like right after the movie and
then carried on living my life. But I'm sure a lot of scenes were
dramatized. But if you are a big fan of like race car driving,
I think those scenes, like the racing scenes and all the stuff I gotta
do with cars was giving top gun, you know, instead of planes,
it was cars. So I think if you are into that, you would
really enjoy it. But I will say some of the acting, some of
the acting was really effy, and I don't know if I was in love
with how fast the storyline was going, so maybe that kind of threw it
off for me. Oh and the product placement was a little od So if
you were a huge fan of the grants were small movie, though, I
say definitely go see it. Let me know what you think, Okay on
my Twitter Instagram, adds Angelina on air again, I think the story is
incredible. How much of it is actually true, you know, maybe debatable,
but the fact that this is even semi or real story is kind of
crazy. See, like they really took a video gamer and turned him into
a real racer and he like won that whole twenty four hour race that they
do. Like that's kind of insane. So you let me know what you
think. Grant Rismo based on a true story. It's exclusively in movie theaters
August at twenty fifth. I said, bitch, if you wanted to go
to Taylor's, just tell her brother you want to go to tailors? Man?
You said that? Oh hell yeah, man, I laid it out
right, I says, I says, I say, I said, bitch,
bitch. It has been a week for sure, I'm not gonna lie.
I spent the past two days crying my little eyes out me and my
family. We had to put my dog, my Chula Minuda. Her name
is Chula, I just call her. That was my dog for the past
fifteen years. We had to put her down. She was just getting old
and it was about that time. But let rewind a little bit because Alside
Lands weekend right was coming up. So like the Thursday Friday leading up to
Alside Lands. Alsa Lands was Friday, the past Friday. So I think
we're on Wednesday, Thursday. Honestly, the whole week before, I've been
visiting my parents and they'll mention how you know, Chula's getting old, and
like just little little hints of like this possibly might need to happen soon.
But like the moment they ever bring it up, I'm always like, shut
up, don't talk like that, or like don't I don't want to hear
that, Like no, she's gonna live forever. Like I just shut the
conversation down immediately because it's not a conversation I'm ready to have ever. And
I think Alsa Lands that Friday, and I think my mom had text me.
My mom texts me that day on Friday. I think the day before
we kind of had a conversation, but I kind of blacked out didn't want
to hear about it. Friday, my mom texts me, Hey, our
vet recommended a doctor that's gonna come by, and you know they're gonna put
Chula down like that. We're gonna have them do a full evaluation of course
first, And I think my mom's saying was basically like, if they say
that she has a year or even more to live, than we are not
going through with it. But if she only has a few months, then
we're gonna have to go through with it. And mind you, I have
like so much work this week, so even then, I'm just like,
this is just like the most heartbreaking news to me, Like Chula is up,
my baby. Guys. I literally picked out Chulah when we went to
go get a dog, like I was like, I want this dog,
Like I picked out Chula. And we have two dogs. We have Chula
and Bella. Bella's like a lot younger than Chula, and Chula has lived
I mean, Bella has lived a good life. Bella is sheltered. You
know. When me and my family were doing really good, like they got
a new house, this nice house, and heyward, like Bella has lived
a good life, but chula is truly our right or die, Like we've
been through some shit together. I think maybe a couple of years before I
had I had picked you out. I think a year or two later,
myne and a half passed away and that was like a really our time for
my family, and we had got like evicted from the apartments that we had
lived in, and those apartments I grew up my whole life living on four
Cellis in South Hayward since I was born, like I was born to say
Rose Hospital in Hayward, and we always lived at those town apartments. So
it was like myight not had passed away, we end up having to leave
the apartments I grew up living in. It was that whole time was just
like really were for me, and I was transitioning. I think I was
about to enter high school, so like I'm changing as a person with hormones
and shit. It was like the best and worst time of my life,
like looking back or remembrain because high school was fun for me, like I
you know, found like my group of people I was like solidified with,
like who my friends were. It was just like a mixture of good and
bad times. Okay, life was put in hands on me, but I
also had like a good life as well. But there was a lot of
stuff that we went through, and I feel like my dog was there for
me the whole time, you know what I mean, Like Sheila was there
for me when might not have passed away. She was like truly a companion
animal, you know, when we're going through moving just a whole bunch of
stuff. And then even like fast forward, you know when when my dad
passed away and I was still living at my parents, just Chula has been
through some shit with me and my family versus you know, Bella. Bella
has lived a good life. So like I truly feel like she's our ride
or die. So this was kind of the back of my head and it
was just like I feel like I wasn't facing what was gonna happen. But
I could tell like my vibe being off the first day at Outside Lance,
not that I was a feeling it, but I remember going in like a
little late. I was angry. I remember like the digital team telling me
like what I needed to do, and I remember just like being so annoyed,
Like I just was annoyed, and I probably was a vibe Killer,
and I think it's because that was like in the back of my head,
right, and this Saturday comes and I'm like, yo, I gotta see
the Food Fighters. Oh and mind you, I remember I told you guys
that I like was deciding if I go to Vegas or not because me and
my cousin's bod tickets to the preseason game for the Raiders and Niners. Do
I regret not going? I mean a lot on my Instagram story everyone was
out there. So my whole thing was do I leave early enough on Saturday
so I could get there on time for the game on Sunday, But I
don't want to miss a Food Fighters because they're headlining. Eventually, as dates
got closer, more and more bills came to and my joy still didn't have
my flight, And basically what it came down to, I had one.
All my friends were like, do it live short, catch a red eye,
see the Food Fighters, catch a red eye, go to Vegas Sunday,
live your best life, come back Monday. What Literally one person was
like, what is your gut saying? And they were very much like,
it's just preseason girl, Like this is kind of doing a lot. And
I looked at my bank account on like this is doing a lot, Like
do I really want to cash out three to four hundred dollars on a round
trip flight? Like I have my car? No do? I had another
like super big billdo like broke? Your girl is broke, Jaden broke.
So I listened to this one friend that told me good advice, and I
was like, you know what, this is doing a lot. I told
my cousin because she already asked me, I think someone else had bailed too,
And she had asked me, do you know anyone that wants to go
that is willing to buy a ticket? And I was like, hey,
can you also sell my ticket? I don't think I'm a beable make and
she was super cool about it. They end up selling it, they end
up going. So and I will say Saturday, I enjoyed myself. Friday.
I was in a bad mood because you know that all that stuff was
in the back of my head and I was angry and just irritated. Saturday
comes around, I'm in a better mood. It's a lot more chill.
I'm getting the content I need to get for the station, and I see
the food fighters and Dave Girl was absolutely amazing. Michael Boublay came out.
I had to do an artist interview with Conan Gray, which was super quick,
but we we're waiting forever for like the artist people to come, and
when they did finally come, they're like, here, put this on,
hurry, and we were just grabbing it in this credier. I was like,
yo, can you I need to see you put it on? And
it was like the bison pass, bitch. Little did I know the bison
pass gets you like almost everywhere, Like it gets you into VIP, it
gets you into the artists backstage, so we had like tried it. I
could have snuck into Dave Girl's trailers. All I'm saying. There was a
part where like it was like main stage access, like where you'd be right
down the stage, and I saw this girl go through. That is the
one area the bison passed in that. But then I found out there's like
tears to the bison passed because ours was yellow. But I saw some people
that have like a orange one and a purple one, so the yellow bison
was probably like clean up crew, Like okay, you sending something up in
the back or maybe you're getting them water or you're doing your little artist interviews,
but the purples and oranges, those are like I'm Dave Girl's daughter or
some shay. You know. It was pretty cool, but we're back there,
like they were already on stage. It was just kind of cool to
be like, oh, we snack back here, maybe we could try this
again. But was what was is being able to go to VIP because VIP
got the clean bathrooms and they have better food and there's like a courtyard for
the VIP area and they had like lobster rolls and clam chatter bowls. Kaya
was back there. That's like my favorite roof top bar in San Francisco that
was there. By the time I got there, it was all sold out.
Sweet July was there, So the Corey the VIP pass. Being able
to go into VIP was dope. But yeah, we were on the side,
kind of on the side stage where we were able to see the food
fighters. They killed it. I do not regret my decision to stay there.
Sunday comes up. Oh so Saturday's done. Heading back. It is
my cousin's good friend's birthday. We're all good friends. So I go over
there and I hang out with them. I love all of them like brothers,
and we are getting hurt. I ended up having to get driven home
because I was too litty. We like literally were up till four in the
morning drinking and talking. It was insane. So Sunday comes and I feel
like I woke up still drunk, you guys, and I at first,
I just woke up drunk, like okay, I need to hurry up and
start getting ready because I woke up super late, like at noon, and
it was one of my co worker's birthdays and I read to like get here
at the station early. So week a pregame just before outside Lands because one
of my co workers was also one of the only three people that were was
setting to get content and work outside Lands. That was not happening obviously.
Well, at first I thought it was. You know, I woke up
like new, and I'm like, okay, if I just hung up and
get ready make it to the station. I'm looking at the schedule. There's
like this at three pm, there's a Reggae throwne party, and I'm like,
oh, we're making it to the Reggae thrown party. I think I
even like text my friend Angel Lake, like oh, look at we all
to this and she's like, yes, girl, where are you? And
I was like, okay, I'm about to get ready, and I literally
tell her like I'm heading to my parents because that's my thing, Like okay,
I'm a gonna go put my makeup on for me and I'm gonna do
everything fast boom. But the moment I get in my car, you guys,
I'm feeling the hangover is hitt and I'm like, I need to pull
over and yak, I'm not well. I need a vitamin water, a
yellow energy vitamin water. Stats. I'm struggling. I'm on the struggle bus
and I'm literally like, am I even gonna go to alside Lance? As
I'm driving, I was gonna make it. I had to turn around.
I'm like, I'm going back in bed real quick. I call my cousin
Chris because he oh, so I'm the I don't know if it was the
last episode, like two episodes ago when Chris was on. Remember, I
was like, I'm gonna go to Vegas. So that day that I go
to Vegas on Sunday, I'm just gonna give you my alside Lance pass and
you could go. Obviously, I text Chris with the bed and he's like,
hey, Vegas is not happening. I'll let you know if I could
pull some strings or whatever, but most likely is bad. Sorry, but
I'll keep you posted, you know, like you never know what's gonna happen.
So I'm calling him because now at this point, he's like that sucks,
but I'm actually down to like buy an Alside Lance pass and meet you
on Sunday. Still, so I'm talking to him, like, bitch,
I'm so hung over, Like I'm thinking in the back of my head,
I'm like I might literally skip out of Aulside Lance and be like, Chris,
you know what, here's my pass. You could go. Chris is
also hungover, and he's talking about how like he is dying and he's at
work. But we're both kind of like should we go? Should we go?
Should we go? I don't know what takes over me, Like I
think I think I adored ash my energy vitamin water down that and I kind
of have a little bit of life in me. And I'm like, Chris,
if you're down to go, I'm down to go. He's like,
Okay, well, my friend said he'll sell me his for one hundred and
fifty call me back, call me back, because he's like taking breaks.
He's literally out work, so he keeps like going to the break room to
call me, and we keep like contemplating if we're gonna do this and man
up and go to Outside Lands last day, and then I'm like looking at
my wrist and I'm like, wait, I have this fucking Bison Pass.
Obviously, I don't know what this pass does, but I know it got
me into VIP, it got me everywhere. Like I'm sure I could get
in with the Bison Pass. If it's led to me everywhere else, why
don't I take off my media pass because it's still loose, because I planned
on giving it to Chris Sunday anyway, and give him the media pass and
me the Bison Pass, and we both are able to go to Outside Lands.
So in mind you, I finally think this, even though we've done
haved like five phone carvers pais because I'm so hungover in brain dead, but
now I kind of got a little bit of a brain thanks to the yellow
energy vitamin water, and I'm like, wait a minute. I literally text
him, don't buy like texting like a caveman, like call me don't buy.
I call him, I'm like, yo, I forgot to tell you
this, but I have this bison pass and I tell him the whole story
about how I had to interviewed someone and they gave it to me. Found
out it gets everywhere, do you think? He and he's like, what
the hell's the bison passed? Like show me what does it look like?
And I literally text some picture of my wrist and he's like, bitch,
we out, let's do this. So now I have this like burst of
energy. I'm like, I'm gonna get ready, you guys. I look
like trash. My makeup is still on from last night and it's like crusty
because I slept in it, and I'm still like still semi drunk from last
night. I still feel like it's like the blurred line of like bout to
enter hangover era, but still filling the alcohol a little bit. I put
the bummiest outfit on, Like I have my cute little cargo pants, but
I just on like this white tank top that definitely has a stain on it,
my my little Oakland ruse jacket to cover up the stain. I put
on sunglasses, said I don't have time to do my hair. I put
it in a like a little low bud. I'm a hot mess. I
brush my teeth and I think I don't even think. I took off my
makeup like I was like, yo, we're just gonna touch this up.
In the car, I go to Nidos where Chris is working. The host
is like, can I help you? And I look at Chris and I'm
like I see him. He's talking to tables and I'm like, wrap it
up. I'm like, throw my hands on it. I said, wrap
it up, close out your tables. And the guy at the host is
like cracking up. I'm like, I'm here for Chris, and he was
like all good. Like if you want to go to the bar, you
go to the bar. And when you got the bar for Chris, I
get a meet you, Lada. Chris orders me some rice and beans.
He wraps up his tables. I got that, like the rice and beans?
Did me right? Then? MEETI did me right. I took Chris.
I'm like, you're driving my car, let's go. And I we
have so much energy, like all of a sudden, we have this flip
and we're so excited. I have thought shit, I repeat, I have
a whole Megan the Stallion playlists. We're like ready for Outside Lands. We're
driving straight there. I was like, because usually we would drive to the
station park and like maybe call a lift or something, which honestly probably would
have been smarter anyway, but in our heads it's like four pm at this
point. Megan goes on at six, We're like, we just need to
get there, so we're smashing too. Outside Lands. Oh wait, I
need to tell you guys a story real quick before I get there. My
dumbass on Friday or was it Saturday, one of the days. I think
it was Friday. It was the first day. Yeah, it was a
Friday, first day, my ass because my co workers left before me because
we I didn't meet with them in time because I got there a little late.
I literally call I park at the station. I just called a lift
to a fucking what was the park called to Golden Gay Park. I didn't
look on you know, Outside Lands, you know the info, because I'm
sure there's like a street where you need to get dropped off. Specifically,
I literally just put on my lift Golden Gay Park and it drops me off,
and I didn't realize how big that park is like, am am,
I even from the Bay Area. I'm such an East Bay girly. I'm
thinking, like whatever, I'm sure I'll just hear music and walk towards it.
You guys, I'm like, I don't see no music. It's actually
really quiet, and I'm in the area. If you're familiar, like it's
it's like an open road, but everyone's just walking. You see people skateboarding.
There's like little footprints. I ask one guy, I'm like, do
you know how far I am from the festival, And he's like he's telling
me, like, okay, just keep going straight, you're gonna hit the
leg. Go. Another guy passes jogget He's like two miles. You're two
miles away. I'm like, fuck my life. And then the other guy
that's giving me advice, he's like, yeah, you know, it's a
beautiful walk. You should just walk it. Don't even bother call in an
uber because like cars aren't even allowed over here, because I'm my job like
already started walking. Oh my god, damn it. So I walked like
a whole two as miles. Finally, when I get towards the end,
there was a shuttle that came and it was like one stop. So I
basically walked that whole thing. That's why I was so angry and annoyed when
I finally got there. But anyways, fast forward at Sunday, me and
Chris, They're like, let's just get there. We are like so excited.
We got the playlist. I remember this one car pulled up to us
at a red light and they were like also jamming to their playlists. So
we just had a little moment. I was like, Oh, I love
the Bay Area. We park, we cannot find any parking. We parking
at tim Buck two and like the houses, walk probably another two miles to
get to the festival, like I did on Friday. We get there and
I feel like my hangover starting to hit once again, like that that energy
that I had was kind of dying. Me and Chris go to the media
tent. That is the best part about having a media pass at Outside Lands
because the media tent there is free beer. Baby that's it's Heineken, but
you know what, free bear, what are you gonna do? And it's
right by the land Ends stage, So whoever that headliner is, you get
to watch it from the media tent. So like Friday, I got to
see Janelle Monet from the media tent, and I mean I could have saw
Megan and whoever else, so that was cool. But by the time Megan
started, I literally was downing liquid death like crazy because that was also the
free water they had at the media tent. And there's parts where I was
like, oh, I feel a little dizzy, like it's hidden. It's
hidden, but I'm trying to join her set. I'm not gonna lie.
I love me some Megan. I don't think it was the greatest performance.
She looks amazing. She had this red fit on. I know she was
complaining because it was like coming apart and she was like, oh, someone
from wardrobe was in trouble. But I feel like she didn't rap a lot
of the songs, like even one of the clips I posted on my Instagram
story. I'm like, I always come to sing along. I'm gonna sing
every word every song. I got a no word for word at any concert
I go to you, But I did not come to see me perform,
like I'm gonna need you to also be rapping. So I mean the torking
was she was torking for sure, but she wasn't. She was a lot
of the songs she wasn't rapping to the point where it was like very evident.
So I was kind of annoyed with that. And she didn't play thought
shit, Like there was two three songs that I didn't know, and I
feel like she could have swapped it out with that, Like I literally had
thought shit on repeat driving to Outside Lance. I was so bummed that she
didn't do that. And also when she ended, I forgot what song it
was, but she literally just walked off the stage like didn't say goodbye,
walked off mid song, like the record is still playing and she's not there,
And that was kind of like, Okay, it's a wrap, And
someone next to us told us like, oh yeah, she did this at
Pride LA or something. Also like literally just walked off the stage while the
records playing, like no goodbye. Nothing. One thing I did like though,
I love that she played Big Goldfree because that's my favorite Megan the Stallion
song. And I do like that she did the Savage remix and like did
Beyonce's verse, I'm I did not like Savage when it dropped, but the
remix I remember, like I remember when it dropped. I remember I was
in my room. This is when I lived with my parents. I remember
popping out of bed like I was gonna sleep in, but I was like,
because Beyonce wasn't feeding us, you know, she didn't give us anything.
This is obviously way before Renaissance no album, so like goes like Beyonce
and it was shipped talking Beyonce. I said this before I'll say it again.
Shit talking Beyonce is my favorite Beyonce. So I remember like literally like
that pop up. You know when you're like laying down, you just like
hop on your knees, hop on your legs right away. That's what I
did when I saw this came out. I saw I'm a big stand of
the Beyonce Savage remix. Chris actually loves the original, so I know he
was kind of I'm like, oh, is this version? He didn't hate
it. We'll let him talk about it next week if if he pulls up.
But I was I was thrilled for that. I was like, Okay,
I respect that, Doug. We're gonna do Beyonce's verse and she wasn't
like skipping any Beyonce's versus either, So I thought that was really cool because
does the Queen Bee but overall, I feel like her performance was mid and
I was a little disappointed. I hate to say that, but she was
beautiful and I'm glad that. I'm glad that she did a couple of Tina
Snow joints because I think I'm a bigger a Tina Snow a Megan fan.
But yeah, So after that, me and Chris are after Megan's we're kind
of done. Like I think we're like full on hungover. We're so tired.
I'm like, yo, you want to go get some fun and leave
now? Run into my co workers. Tell them aboutfully. They're like,
you're leaving. I'm like, yeah, I got enough content. I'm about
here. We go. I'm trying to see what fus spots are open,
and Chris lives in Alameda, so I'm trying to, you know, look
for something. We're on the East Bay side. We go to the spot
in Alameda. Me and Chris took separate cards. I dropped him off to
go pick up his car at his job, and then we're going to meet
up the spot in Alameda. I see Chris where he's sitting. I'm sure
he's cracking up on my reaction because I walk in and I'm like, what
the fuck you guys? This place was like a rave. It wasn't packed
like a rave, but the music is blasting, it's so there's so much,
it's so spacious, it's so open, like there's tables where people could
sit. But it looks like, I don't know if you guys been to
that one pizza spot in downtown Hayward that like tries to be an after It's
not after our spot, but it looks like it needs to be. It
looks like something's happening that they're not announcing, like it's an after hour spot,
but only the cool people know that it is. It's giving that vibe
because you know the pizza spotting downs on hereward. It has all that space,
and it's like, what the hell is this for? Is it supposed
to be a dance floor? Like are you gonna put something here? That
was the vibe of this place. But what made it worse Not only was
there a blasting music in the front, there was a whole separate party,
like maybe someone rented it out in the backside so you can hear both like
music, both both of the speakers from whatever music they're playing in the back
and the one that's blaring in the front. And also the seats were so
uncomfortable, you just like sank right into him. So me and Chris are
both looking at each other because he's already looking like bitch, I know,
this is crazy, this is insane. I'm so tired. I just wanted
to, like some thought to soothe my soul and make me warm and then
after I take my fun or eat my fuck head home, go to bed.
This is not the vibe. The music is giving me a headache.
I'm like, let's go. He's like, I'm so down to dip.
Let's get a monkey king down the street. I don't even know. I've
been in Muky King many times, so I know the music was going to
be loud there too, Like it's always that's like the spot you go after
the club, right, but I haven't been there at a while, and
I'm not gonnae. When we got there, I was like, oh,
this music, it's not that it's loud. It's like it's just a bass
like whatever is playing loudly. I don't even know what the song is because
you can only hear the bass. So it's a chaotic night. But we
got the garlic noodles. The garlic noodles from like a kinggle smack every time.
It's strictly butter. Those noodles are listening, honey, but so good.
When you're hungover, you know you and you're just like, you're not
even hungry, but you keep eating because you want the food to like absorb
you're alcohol and you're hangover, so that hit. Of course, I got
the sng pepper wings yum, and some hot and sour soup because you know,
I'm a soup grilling and that's what I originally wanted. Of course,
like the portions were Hella bag, we end up taking Hella home and then
I went home. And now that I'll say Lands is over, I know
it's time to face reality. So I finally like it's Monday, so I
go over to my parents' house and I go say good bye to Chula.
I'm gonna emotionally even talk about it right now. I'm just so sad,
Like I think for me, I hit me extra hard on Monday because I
knew that I was not going to be able to come over Tuesday when the
person was coming to put her down, and me and my family kept going
over this because I know my stepdad felt the same way, and I'm sure
my mom did too, Like this is definitely not an easy decision to make,
but for me, like I known Chula to be old for a while
now like this, you know, with those for fifteen years, so I'm
used to her like limping. I mean, it's definitely been extra this year.
And like, I also don't live with my parents anymore, so they
see like her really bad days, and you know, they see her all
the time, so when I see her, it's like, oh, she
was just limping. She's okay, and like, okay, she's panting,
but she always pants. But my mom said, like the last like like
two or three weeks before, it was like really really bad, like they
said she wasn't even eating because at Google, I was googling to like when
is it time to put your dog down? My mom said, like it
was really really bad, like the weeks prior. But she said, since
they've been talking about like putting her down, all of a sudden, she
looked at like a spunk in her and was like eating her food, you
know, trying to walk better. So it was really hard for my parents
to like finally come to this decision and what to do. But my mom
was like, you know, they're gonna come to a full evaluation and they'll
let us know because like, you know, if she does have a year
or two, we're not going to go through with it. So I'm just
like laying with her and like it was just really sad for me because I'm
like, oh, it's probably last time I'm going to see her, you
know, because I knew I did not want to, and I also,
I guess I went back and forth on like feeling bad if I didn't come
on Tuesday because a part of me, a big part of me, felt
like I should be there, you know, this is gonna be like her
last day, be there with her last breath, because I was like my
baby. But Monday was so hard for me, Like I was like I
couldn't stop crying, and I was like, no way I could go through
it Tuesday, Like it's just it's too much for me. And I still
had to go into work early because of course both Monday and Tuesday I have
artists interviews. There's just like too much going on. So Monday I am
a mess, And exactly I was even more of a mess because I'm like,
damn, this is my last time I'm going to see my dogs.
Every time I like hugged her or said anything like, I'm just bawling.
It's just too much for me. In another part, I'm sorry, this
is what I was trying to get at for me, like exactly, like
me seeing Chula, it's regular for me to see her like exactly always limping
like she's been she has the gray face for a while, so just it
seemed wrong for me to see her that way and just like to have someone
put her down, like because to me, it's just a selfish thing,
like I'm like, no, we need to wear until she can't move and
she's throwing up, like that's when it's her time to go. Like to
me, I'm like, well, this is her normal, so I feel
like, you know, it's okay, like she doesn't need to be put
down. But yeah, I went to work after Monday so I could bye
to her. I'm a hot fucking mess. My eyes are like bloodshot.
I'm like I've been crying my eyes out. I try to get it together.
I put some makeup on because I have an interview with that Mexicano t
that Mexicano t I was doing my research. I do love him. He's
a great rapper and stands for that Mexican out of Texas. You might be
familiar with one of his clips that went viral when he redid or made like
a trap version to Lama Lama red Pajama. Honestly, all the interviews I
watched with him, he was so wild, like he's talking about doing cocaine,
how much he loves it, all this out of pocket shit, all
these crazy stories. So a little part of me was like, damn,
I need to warn my boss that this might not be top forty or like,
I don't know if this is gonna be an appropriate interview for a while
at ninety four nine, how crazy it might get. So maybe I'll do
it like strictly for my podcast, Like we'll just see how it goes.
But I gave I just told my boss, like, yo, it probably
will go viral because he is a viral sensation and like has that he has
a huge following and his fan base is like kind of crazy about him.
But just let you know, Like I don't know if it's like something that
we can use on the New hit List or even on Wild ninety four nine.
He's like, I trust you, just do it whatever, We'll see
how it goes. But he was very and again, mind you, I'm
like heartbroken because I just liked bind him my dog and were your puffy as
eyes? Crying my eyes out? So that threw me off a lot too.
But I will say the interview like there was a lot of serious moments,
which I respect, like he was being very real, but I will
say it threw me off a little bit, like I think there and maybe
the interview will be out by the time I put this out or by next
week, like you know, I told him how like I love how you
know he has like songs where he's like being so obnoxious and like I love
like arrogant bars like some of the ship, he says. I said,
but you also have like a lot of vulnerable records, and you know,
I you know, I'd tell him, like, you know, and one
song you talk about how your mom passed away when you're eight, and then
you know the next track after that you go more in depth about how it
makes you feel. And I'd like asked, you know, do you consider
this, you know, form of therapy or like or are these do you
talk about like how you feel about your mom often or like are these harder
records to write? And he literally just responded, he was like that shouldn't
that don't do shit for me, and like just this long pusse Like I
guess I didn't know if he was going to be talking more so I kind
of like, you know, I didn't want to respond right away. He's
like that shit don't help me, and it just got very serious and I'm
sure like thinking back, like I could appreciate it, because you know,
that's some real shit. Like he's like, no, it's I just wasn't
expecting it, like you know, brs just like yeah, like that helps
me. So I guess I just wasn't expecting that response. And in the
back of my head, I'm like, oh, did your mom die when
you're eight? But did your dog die when you were twenty nine? Just
kidding being selfage is sad. I'm just like, in the back of my
head, I'm just depressed, a little depressing, little stressy. So I'm
trying to focus on this interview and I was expecting it to be like crazy
and funny, and when this got deep because obviously like hiss it was crazy
too. It was just sad. I was like, damn, well what
makes you happy? So you got you got you guys will watch it.
But I will say I think I just think my head's everywhere, you know.
I don't honestly, I don't even know if it's a good interview.
I gotta see it when they send it back to me. But I will
say I didn't come out feeling like, damn, my helly killed that interview.
And I don't know why. I don't know why I feel that way.
I think maybe just because I have all these emotions and I have like
so much going on that I couldn't like fully be in it. I feel
like I was fully in it, and I had prepared my questions even beforehand.
I don't know. I was just feeling very uneasy, and I think
I just had anxiety about everything that was happening, Like at the end of
the day, that's the stuff that was in the back of my head.
And then Tuesday came and I did not go over to my parents, and
like that whole night, I literally Monday night stood up crying, like the
whole night. I didn't get any sleep. I went to better like five
in the morning and woke up, but I knew I was very much awaken
nine am. I knew that's when the doctor. The doctors were going over
or the vet by nine and ten am, so I knew they were over
there. And I kept contenting, like should I just go their church?
Just go over there, But then I kept crying thinking about it, so
I was like, no, it's it's just gonna be too much, but
I did. I went to texting my mom like Okay, what's happening.
What did they say? And you know, she told me like you know,
no, like it's not just like her joint problems that she has,
Like they just definitely said there's like neurology problems. And my mom was telling
me even before that they think she might have dementia. Because when I lived
with my parents, I always let Chila sleep with me, like telling me,
that's my girl. Okay. We spent a lot of time in that
room together. But when I moved out, my sister got the room and
then I gets my sister and the baby and my sister. My sister loves
chi La too, but she always kicks to the all the room. She's
like, ah, I'll go on the parents room, So that whole time
that, you know, since I moved out, she loves always gone to
my parents' room, like Chila will let her her end Bella. They both
let everyone know when they're time to go to bed. They don't even wait
for everyone and be like, okay, let's go, Like they go straight
to the room when they're feeling tired. But my mom had told me,
like the past couple of weeks, since it's been like an ongoing conversation like
that, has been going to my old room. So she's like, you
know, maybe she does have dementia, Like she's thinking, like you know,
back when she used to always go in there. So sad, I
don't want to cry. I'm so tired of crying. Uh, it was
just hard. Saying about your dog is like the war should ever Like I've
had a lot of deaths and we will do a grave differently. I was
not saying it's like I'm more sad, definitely not, but it just hits
different. I can't explain it. It's just so sad trying not to be
a cry baby right now on this podcast. I hate when people record themselves
crying. I mean, obviously on a podcast is different. But yeah,
I've just been an emotional wreck this whole week. So Tuesday it happens,
I'm texting my mom, She's letting me know what's happening. I'm crying,
bawling my eys out of my room because I feel like I'm there and I
need a hurry up and get ready because I have this artist's interview at two
with Ally, So I'm like putting on as much Conceller and fucking Foundations that
I can trying to get my life together. It's funny if you go,
like on the New hit List or on One Nighty for nice Instagram page,
we like did a TikTok and my eyes like puffy as hell over here like
gott a white blahma rasta. But like, clearly I've been crying like it's
ridiculous, and I just feel like my vibe was thrown off, Like I'm
doing this interview with her. She was so sweet. Cally was so sweet.
But again, I feel like the interview just could have been better.
And maybe I'm just in my own head because I wasn't fully there, like
maybe it was a great interview. It's just me being in my head.
But if I don't come out feeling like I fucking killed that interview. Then
I'm feeling like it's trash. Like if it's not great, it's it's terrible.
No in between for me. And there was just like a lot of
facts. She had her dog and the dog was like barking in the back
and I'm like, girl, my dad just died. I was so annoyed.
So yeah, I think it just hasn't been my week. You know,
it was a tough one. So we did the interview. I think
we did get some cute content though Tuesday wraps up. Yeah, and I
just feel like my soul I think it's a factor of things like that was
really traumatic and I'm really sad about it, and I just there's so much
should do at work, but I just want to go home and like eat
my hot cheet, doesn't cry myself to sleep, And luckily I was able
to cry a lot on Monday and Tuesday. But I feel like I need
like a full day to just like be by myself and cry and be sad
or do anything going on hot girl walk, do something and read a book.
But it's just been like that traumatic event happening for me and then just
like go go go, like outside lands, like need to beginning content and
need to be talking to co workers, need to be talking to people.
Artist interview with that Mexicot Next Day Artist interview with CALLI doing my live show,
like being happy on air and like talking about all this stuff when you
talk about and being local and writing blogs and posting on socials. And then
me and Gabby. I'm so excited, Like Gabby's flying down tomorrow. I'm
gonna pick her up from the airport. We're gonna pregame, We're gonna go
to Drake. One of the record labels got us take us to Drake.
We're gonna get content. She's fine down for that, and I'm so excited
to go the show. But it's just it's just so much going on.
Like Friday, Okay, I need to pre record my show. I like,
after this, I need to go send my brakes in for the mix
that's pre recorded, so I need to finish that and like all my shows
that are due before I leave Drake Saturday. I hope I don't have anything
going on, but I probably should like clean or do something or I you
know, I think Gabby wants to go get brunch with green Us. We're
probably gonna do something like that, and then I'm gonna drop her off at
the airport. And then Sunday is my best friends. She's having another bridle
fitting because I'm her maid of honor. I think we talked about it in
the past episodes. So I'm like excited for all these things. But i
just think my social battery is like by baby ba baby like girl a low
battery. Charge me, charge me, charge me, And I'm satisfied because
I had to put my dog down. So it's been a lot, but
we are going to power through. We are gonna get through this. But
yeah, that's what's going on no today in the Bay today because I'm like,
oh, there's just so much sad news. Like that's another thing I
keep looking at the news, you know, the stuff with the Maui fires.
By the way, all my Instagram story, I think I'm gonna put
a link in my bio. There is this link someone put this schoogle dock
together that like all the goal fun fund means that go directly to the families.
So if you hit on my Instagram at angelian on there, I'm actually
gonna put that link in my link tree, so if you hit the link
in my bio, it's gonna be the first clip if you're willing to help.
But just lopped and right there was something one of my co workers,
one of his family members, passed away. Like it's it's just been sadness
everywhere. I'm like illllllll ill every time I opened the news. So I
think it's just been like a down week for me. It's like the most
down but also most exciting week ever. There's a lot going on. I'm
looking forward to or resting next week. I'm looking at my calendar, not
much on it. I mean, you never know. By Monday, I'm
sure my job's gonna hit me up with twenty million things. But yeah,
guys, I'm just sad my chula actually, just kid, I'm looking at
my calendar. There's a lot of stuff to do next week, whatever,
whatever, whatever. After I dropped Gabby off on Saturday, I don't know.
I'm having a full rest day next weekend. I need to have like
a real treat yourself self care day. You know. Maybe I'll buy me
a little face mask, maybe I'll have a friend over, you know,
my girl Christina or one of my besties. We'll have some a little wine
night cry, watch a movie, put on sleeping. I do have so
much Launcher I need to catch up on. I did not know this was
a thing, but my friend was telling me, like, obviously I've been
a dry cleaner, is like, but dry cleaners to me is like okay,
that one peak coat that you can't put in the washer, you know,
or like your down comforter or something. My friend was telling me there's
places in like San Francisco, and I think even in Oakland we could drop
off like your dirty hamper, and not only do they wash the clothes,
but they fold them for you. And I was talking to my other coworker
Van about this today and he was like, yeah, you didn't know that,
like all the I think all the dry cleaning places do that. And
I'm like, no, I didn't know that. I think we were talking
about what we would do if we were like billionaires, and then I was
like, yo, you know what I think. I mean, I'm not
a billionaire. I don't hope this isn't crazy expensive, because I'll say it
how I never want to do laundry ever again. If I become a billionaire,
it won the lottery. But if I'm gonna look up how much this
is because I think that's the one thing when I have depression room. It's
not that my room's hell a messy, but it's just that my clothes are
overflowing and just the clutter of them being there. You don if I hide
them all behind my closet, knowing that it's behind there, it's stressing me
the hell out, Like I have like three hampers. So I'm actually gonna
look into that. If I could pay someone to wash all my clothes and
fold them, that is a game changer. When I tell you, guys,
I hang everything up because I do not want to fold. I'm going
to my closet. I'm the hang You're like, Mama, wear this underwear
today, Just kidding out, gonna go that far. But I also don't
fold my underwear. It's all thrown in the thing. I'm gonna look into
that. But yeah, next weekend is definitely gonna be a treat yourself weekend.
Even my parents, like you know, they're all going through it too.
I call them today. It's just sad for all of us we're going
through. This is a big family loss. You know, She's impacted all
of our lives in so many stupid ways, and losing a pet is just
really one of the most heartbreaking things ever. So that's my life. But
yeah, I know today in the bay, today I'm just send up there,
all dogs go to heaven, bitch. So many people kept telling me
that, and it's like, I know, I'm not sad because I think
my dog's going to hell. Okay, It's like when people tell you,
like, oh, they're in a better place. Now, I know I'm
not sad because I'm like, damn, is this person going to hell?
Are they not going to be in a better place. I'm sad because they're
not here on earth with me anymore. That's what I'm sad about. So
just let me be sad, you know what I mean. But truly,
I know she is in a better place, and she's running up there and
doggy Heaven, living her best life and licking the hell out of her pause.
That's one thing we would always yell at Chella out because she would lick
her paws like crazy and like that noise is just so annoying. It would
always be like Chula and yell at her. But hopefully in heaven, no
one is yelling at her, and she got the cleanest pause in the game.
She look at the cleanest pause in the game, and that's going to
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