About eight even a philosophy. Your daughter about to be eight, about to
be a boy, my youngest boy. I ain't had no kids in eight
years. Boy, I wouldn't. I can't even. I can't even imagine
starting over, starting over with diapers and all that shit. Again, Nah
shout out to much them. Boy, that was a mistake. I mean,
no, bro, yeah right, bro, me having Dorian turning eighteen
and then me it's the ear like here, we're gonna start over. Fuck
no, nigga. Yeah, that's why I say y're gonna got y'alls out
the way. You're cool now, I'm saying. But if case turned eighteen
and you decided to have another one, That's what I'm saying. I mean,
maybe if I'm married to somebody body the only thing you don't get married
with thing you I mean, I don't you know. Yeah, marriage still
is marriage the thing on your radar. It really it never really was.
It wasn't for me either. Look here I am, But I mean,
yeah, you know, who knows what the future brings. Yeah, I
got somebody I care about, so I mean it could be. That's all
it takes. That's to see people like uh I met I met I met
a woman who listens to Phil and Black Widow during All Star, and I
mean she like listen, listen, like she listen listen, And she was
like, I remember when you didn't have didn't want to have kids, this,
this and that and that and every thinking in my head like years past.
That was so long ago, Like that was so long. It is
fucking twenty four. That was that was sixteen fifteen, fifteen sixteen. Yeah,
a long time ago. Yeah, things happened when you when you fall
in love. Man, people grow, people grow, get mature and things
like that. So I just didn't think. I just I just thought that
fatherhood wasn't more difficult. It's only difficult when y'all not together. Honestly,
I feel like if y'all together, you're in the same household, it'd be
a lot easier. Most relationships are just parenting. Well, parenting parenting the
interesting thing to me about. But if y'all don't have kids and y'all not
married, y'all should live apart. I feel until it's time to live together.
You bring up a very You bring up a very interesting topic because I
was thinking, like when you don't when you don't live together, when you
get older. Let's backtrack. I wish that I could date without the responsibility
of marriage. Yeah, Like I wish that women could have kids health like
in that what healthy, in a healthy way for their entire lives. That
way that when you date them, that biological clock isn't ticking because if I
dated, if I date a woman, let's say I meet. I met
a woman in twenty nineteen, I met her in twenty nineteen. And the
reason why I'm saying twenty nineteen because twenty twenty was crazy. So you meet,
say you meet a check at the club. We're doing We're doing illusions.
Boom, we meet a girl at the club January twenty twenty, going
crazy house party, Mike House. I see you're at Illusions, then I
see you at Mike's house party, and then boom, march shut down.
But we talk in this entire fucking time. If you talk to somebody during
twenty twenty, that one year is three yeah, because that ship was feeling
forever forever. Bro So that that that time clock, that time clock of
dating somebody expedites the expectations of marriage, kids, moving together, this,
this, that, that that that, and I don't and I wish I
could date. I wish people could just can just date, just date without
the bioli men can't. Women can what you mean? Women can can date
and just like date, going dates and this and that without even I mean,
of course they think about marriage, but like of course they can't propose
to us, so they can just date until whatever. But like with us,
like we said, like you said, we can't just date and just
it's just that they're gonna put the pressure on us after you know what I'm
saying, sooner or later, nigga, Like what's up? What you what?
What's what's this? Like you think about marriage? What we think about
you know what I'm saying. With us, we ain't ship it. They
gonna just they can just date. We ain't asking none of that ship.
So with us, that motherfucker really can be cool if we all just on
the same page. But if not, then that's where the problems come.
And so I mean, it's just boundaries, I guess cetain boundaries and expectations
and stuff like that, like people be knowing what it is, but make
expectations and then feel be mad about it, Like how are you mad about
some expectations that weren't even Yeah, like now it is because you're gonna like
them, motherfucker, and then not like them. I can like you,
and then I can like you in this space, in this space here,
like the interesting thing about dating, that's crazy. We've been on this topic
because I like thinking about it. I like dating. I missed, but
I don't miss dating. At the same time, you can like somebody in
the summertime. Hm, let's say her name is Tiffany. Tiffany is the
funnest in the summertime. Winter time is a totally different person, totally different
person. It's totally different. Like it is it. It's like spring,
a spring Tiffany versus the summer Tiffany versus winter Tiphany versus a fall Tiffany,
summer and summer and fall, or or in house you cool and then outside
you it's a totally different person. You got a lot of different relationships that
can take place nowadays. Like you can have a bitch that you you never
even seen outside. We friends with social media. We flirt back and forth.
You have some wine one night, you're feeling frisky, you invite me
over. I dropped this dick off, and now we have a relationship where
I come to your crib, I dropped dick off. We might watch a
movie, might smoke, might ear a little bit, and then that be
that. I never even see you outside. Our friends don't know that we're
sucking around, none of the ship. Then you got a relationship to where
you see a motherfucker outside all the time. I see you in the club,
I see you in this. You're a social life. I'm a social
life. We might, we might fuck, we might not might, we
might just be cool. It's just different. It's just different. It's like
people are here, it's just like voids that they feel like that was good.
You know what I'm saying, Like, yeah, so it just be
different. Man, Like motherfuckers don't even be like even like the cheating ship,
Like, motherfucker ain't even gotta be cheating. That's just somebody that's cool.
And we got a cool friendship connection, like what motherfuckers think. Niggas
don't know how to be friends. I do. It's but if you give
me like women y'all be no, It's just it ain't even that. It's
just like y'all be tricky. Women be tricky. Like one minute you making
these sexual jokes and ship. You know what I'm saying. I'm like,
I don't know, Like, is she trying to get me, get me
to get on that like or what I'm gonna just play cool. I'm gonna
wave it off. I ain't hear that, you know what I'm saying.
Sorry, I'm trying to get this fucking audio right, and it's still not
right. A lot of the times I feel like I maybe I maybe I
maybe don't know how to be friends with a woman without taking it to sex.
Because no, for sure, I mean because if I like you,
goddamn it, I won't I want to fuck you? Like I mean,
I'm just curious. Yeah, I'm curious, like you have between your legs.
You're not my sister, you're not my mind, you're not my cousin.
So why can't I experience especially if you like me and I'm like you,
I need to know just the case you trust me, right, If
you're talking about marriage, I need to know. I ain't talking about marriage.
No, I'm just no, I'm just some talking about her. Now.
I'm saying, like you, if you're talking about marriage, I need
to know what that thing like. I'm more so speaking about the nuances of
the nuances of dating, and then the expectations of dating and how women and
maybe men too, you're only good for I don't think we would be good
if we had to start paying bills together. Let me say that, because
now now when shit get real, Now we gotta start worrying about credit scores
and trying to I don't really know if I like you like you like that.
I don't know if I like you in that capacity. I don't see
us in that capacity because it or maybe you yeah, maybe you might feel
like I ain't. I've had conversations with women about nigga food and I was
like, oh no, having a real conversation about it about food, You're
like that, we don't even like the same things, not even that,
just how we how we come to even ordering food like it. We almost
then got in an argument trying to oh yeah, yeah, yeah, nothing,
yeah, yeah, we can't if we argue about stupid shit all the
times. Really no, it's really over argue. Nah, I don't,
And that's what makes them argue because I ain't argue with you. Yeah,
they're like, nah, I just don't want to argue. We ain't arguing,
though, but we you know, I mean we're about to like I
don't even Yeah, I just avoid that shit. Somebody hit me ev and
was asking about what they should do because they they significant other. I've realized
that's backtrack. I realized who I've become and who I'm who I'm becoming,
regardless if I got if I got money or not. People think that I'm
wise. I might not be able to tell you how to get money,
but I can. I can help you and other fastests of your life.
I guess somebody was like, man, what should I do? You know,
my girlfriend don't really like when I'm on Instagram and I double tap models
pages, And I said, why do you gotta double tap it? If
you like this girl, you want to and you want to stick around for
the boy that bullshit the restraints that she got on you, then you should
know don't double tap. Yeah. If you know she feels some type of
way, then don't double tap. Yeah. But if you feel like it
really shouldn't be that deep. Mm hmmm. I don't know these motherfuckers like
mm hmm, I don't know. I feel I feel the way you feel.
Ship I'm double tapping. Yeah, it ain't no, it's a picture
thing. But what does the double tap mean to other person? It shouldn't
mean ship, but it probably means that I feel it's insecurity because now,
just because I like this this picture, you think I'm obsessed with this motherfucker
like or I'm trying to get at this motherfucker. I don't even know this
motherfucker. Fucking don't even live here. What is that? What is that?
Do? I? No? I feel like it's a double tap.
That's all you can do. Like you you want me to comment, bitch,
I didn't comment, like what you like. It's on Instagram. All
you can do is double tap, So it's like, what the fuck?
Now? Facebook? You loving ship? Then that's different because you can just
like it, you know what I'm saying. So shit, if you tripping
like that, man, that ship, it's just it ain't it ain't nothing
for real? You got insecurity problems. That's how That's how I look at
it. And if we're gonna break up over some stupid ship like that,
then we were never ship anyway. My question is to the person that I
wanted to ask their partner, like, what does the double tap mean to
you? Maybe I'm thinking about it too deeply. But if you post a
picture and niggas is double tapping your picture? Yeah, what does that?
Should I be worried about it? Exactly? Should I? Should I be?
You understand I'm saying, yeah, not definite, Get what you're saying.
So now should I be tripping? And if one of these niggas page
and see who these niggas is because they liking your ship? Because because because
how much emphasis you put on the double tap? Now I got me looking
at the way that these niggas are double tapping your pictures. But me,
honestly, I don't even like people who don't Sierra don't. I don't like
like she don't like social media, so she don't have it at all.
And that's just how it should be. Yes, if you don't like it,
you don't understand the way this works, then get shouldn't even be on
this. I don't even come to this own, God, don't even come
to work. If you don't like playing basketball where they foul hard, don't
play ball in prison some court. You just you just know that this is
this is the way that it's going down. And if you don't like the
way it's going down, that don't even come over here, because honestly,
I don't even be thinking ship of it. I'm just scrolling. I'm bored.
I'm sitting there. I'm just scrolling. I know you boom Like.
I know you boom Like. I don't even if it's a nigga or a
female like. I'm gona like it. I'm gonna like it a lot of
I want to get you. I want to get you some likes. I
know people like having likes and ship. You know what I'm saying. I
know that's what I was I was just about to say that, and I
just hate one fucker's being on your page and not liking shitt's. Let's bring
up a good point. Boogie Bang and Tony Stick's been posting these videos of
them in a last event, and me and Boogie always go back and forth
because Boogie Boogie one of my favorite DJs, and I'd be like, bro,
you don't be posting the ship that I see you do. They make
me go crazy. I don't ever see you do that post it on there.
So he's been doing that lately. But I've noticed that I'm the only
one really comment on all of these videos. I don't I just like it.
My thing is for me because I know how this shit work. If
a nigga who's got a comment, you have to fucking comment to get the
traction. And a lot of the times it bothers me when if you on
social media, this person who has a problem with likes, let's say,
now, this will always. This is always what happens. The person who
don't understand how social media it works and don't like when they partner double tapping,
makes another Instagram page for their business and now they want motherfuckers to come
to their page and double tap and comment on their ship. And now you
now to you. For me, I think it's weird because we all know
that this ship helps boost people ship. So the fact that you just scrolling
and you not double tapping, knowing that your friend is putting in an effort
to showcase their talent or abilities. Like if I see you with some rare
shit and I double tap it, I comment some fire because it takes two
seconds. It don't take nothing. It don't take nothing. So for me,
I think if I do that, if a bitch is on there and
she and she's showing some ass, I don't know what's in the link in
her bio. But shit, if she got he only fans in that motherfucker.
Here, here's some hard here's some hard eyes or something. I ain't
gonna say hard eyes. Here are some emojis for you, some fire emojis
or some motherfucker drip emojis to boost your algorithm up, because I don't know
what you're trying to sell and it's all algorithm based. But this could be
this could be too deep of a topic for people who say they don't like
social media. But it's on social media, because people who don't like Instagram
be on Facebook argument all the time, and I don't really understand that.
I don't get it. They think that Facebook and Instagram are two different entities,
but people are getting paid from the same thing. People are getting people
getting paid from that ship from the Like I said, you can only you
can only double tap on Instagram, Facebook, Damn you got a hell of
options. So if you going on that motherfucker and picking the heart, you
deserve to get your ass cussed out, Like you know what I'm saying,
Like, because you get it, dumbs up. But you could have just
liked it. You you you went choose the heart, bitch, Like but
you didn't like this, they got his shirt off. You love it,
bitch. What's crazy about social media to me now is the fact that nothing
has to be truthful. Nah, you can allow them all day. You
can lie on that mother unless engagement. They don't give a I know,
I know because I'll be some ship from motherfuckers. I'll be like, man,
get the fuck out of here. Bro, I'm about to unfollow you.
Then you're gonna be shitty and you're gonna be asking me why I'm gonna
tell you, because bro, you be lying on there. Bro. I
don't even want to see that ship now, just people be lying, bro,
just saying some ship that you know ain't true, like Nigga. I
know you, Nigga ain't. So should I just let you get off?
Or yeah, I'm gonna let you get off? I might. I'm yeah
that's pause. Oh that was bad, that's crazy. But like I'm gonna
let you. I'm gonna let you talk your ship. But it's like,
I don't want to keep seeing this fake ass ship you talking about Nigga because
I know you. That's what I'm saying. But no, no, no,
not not unfollowed mutile. Yeah, okay, yeah, I ain't never
even think about mutle. I'm ready to get you up off my ship because
I don't be wanting to see that ship. Like I thought. I have
followed this chick. I swear to God followed her boom them their Wednesday.
She was gone by Thursday because all she was talking about. First she started
off just attacking black man, black man, black man, week, young
black man cheat, I'll never fuck with the black man again. She start
talking about white man. I'm gonna get a white man, and that's gonna
do this. And then there's some dumb ass ship like I'm gonna get a
white man, ain't gonna cheat. I'm like, what makes you think that
only black people cheat? Like, what the fuck you got hurt? Yeah?
I was like, I gotta get you off my timeline. A black
girl who only day the white guys she was. I was like, Bro,
you are way too young to be feeling this way, to be feeling
that way. What's crazy is that black women have hurt me more than anybody
man, hurt me more than any motherfucker on the planet. And I'm gonna
steal fu with love. I ain't gonna never stop fucking with you. I've
never black women never. Oh my god, that's the way that they think
when they sweat. I love it, man like I love it in the
summertime, swept between the crack of your booty cheeks, crack on your eyes.
I just don't. I don't understand it, man like for real.
Now, I think I think too, I think they be. I think
people be. I think likes do mean different things for people, like just
people receiving the likes. And what I mean by that is that they might
do a video and that video might get a hundred likes, and they might
do another video that's completely different from that video and they may only get ten
likes. Now they're subject to keep making that same Yeah, so they're gonna
find different variations of the same video to make. And I don't like that
because I really don't. I really don't think that people really taking consideration that
maybe Instagram is forcing people to act a certain way because they want likes,
you know what I mean. Definitely, like it's influencing people to make certain
things or not post certain things, or not like certain things, or I
don't know. I have been thinking about it that lately too, Like when
you post something positive on Facebook, bro. It rarely gets any but that
negative ship. That negative ship it brings or sad ship, sympathy ship.
That's why I have to delete that ship because I don't operate well in that
space. Nah Is it is crazy because I share, I share positive ship
all the time, and that ship might get like one or two likes or
some ship like that. And then I share some funny, crazy something talking
ship or something just outrageous, and that motherfuckers shares and all kinds of ships
that would that wouldn't have sent advised me to be positive. No, it's
gonna make me. In fact, it would incentivize me to be the most
toxic motherfucker. Yes, I'm gonna show I'm gonna just act funny on here
like you got. Motherfucker that just got so much. I've met people they
talk so much on social media and in person, the motherfuckers don't say a
word like you're not the same person that you are on Facebook. Do you
feel like people gotta be or no? Because before I used to think that,
I used to feel like I feel like you should be some type of
somewhat. Sometimes if I come bitch, you ain't even talked you funny at
fucking on there, you ain't you born as hell right now? Like you
know, you know who I like? You? Pause? You know who
I like? Both social media wise and in person, they fix Yes,
he's the same person. He's the same person like dead ass, like my
dog too funny like dead ass, he's a fucking nut on there and and
in real life. Yeah, if you don't know, so did he staff?
Like yeah, Steph, I was talking to her. Yes, she
the same owning off that motherfucker ice cream, Like definitely ice cream. It's
a few people that I know in real life that I be like crazy,
k Yeah, oh yeah, she's not the same owning off that motherfuckers.
Like when we when I first married, she said, you know, like
you got a good medium sized dick, the first thing she ever said crazy,
I mean, not a bad thing. I man, it's a good
size. It's not real. I could tell. I was like, what
the fuck are you even? And I just had to realize that this is
a personality. A lot of the times too, I feel like we need
to understand that sometimes it is easier for people to be a personality a lot
easier outside, Like when you go outside, it's easier to be come a
personality because now if people don't like the personality, it's not a direct stab
at you personally, because you can change that personally. Yeah. Yeah,
I've noticed that too, Like I've seen some people out and they forgot to
bring in personality outside and I could tell that, could tell that they wanted
to be hidden a little bit, whether they had to have magic shoes on,
or a different wig on or a different chain on or something like that.
I've noticed that it could be, you know, moods change with all
that type of shit, But you notice that too. It just ain't even
dating chicks too, Like sometimes I want sometimes I've wanted to date the personality
that I've seen online. Yeah, that's that I get for sure. I
always there was a way to do that, Like you not even because what
if you could like what if you what if they make it to where you
can feel touch and then another I know that they're working on it, but
what if you can put on them goggles, the iPhone goggles and you can
feel So can I have a would I be able to have a girlfriend in
the fake world and a different girlfriend in the world world because I would date.
I would date somebody for their person out their online personality that doesn't match
with their real life personality. It's kind of like a work husband type of
thing, work wife type of thing. Did that makes sense? So say
like you dating Tiffany in real life, but on Instagram you have another girlfriend,
Steph, and then on Facebook you got another girlfriend. Because these are
different worlds. These are all different worlds. I wonder, I wonder have
I know people ain't thought about that. Women. Man right now, niggas,
you're cheating, you cheat your nigga. Hell no, I'll go fuck
different planets, different worlds. You cheating nigga. If I go, if
I get if I get into a spaceship and go to another planet, I'm
fucking something and they don't count. Should that don't count, That don't count.
Probably won't even remember when I get back. The whole mind stayed over
there where I was at. Yeah, I think that would be cool in
the future, if motherfuckers can have I don't know, I think. I
think. I think it's gonna get to a point where niggas gonna be so
broke they we're gonna have to start shocking up like your motherfucker. I think
motherfuckers is gonna start thinking about polygamine in the financial sense and not a motherfucking
sex sense. I think. I mean, yeah, that's that's that's what
I think about anyway, damn it. But money, hell yeah, we
got three incomes coming in this motherfucker. We got everybody can clean up,
do whatever motherfuckers can cook. This day is just mhm. It be seeming
like, you know, it can be a great thing. But I think
I think, I think our I think our mentality towards uh, what life
is supposed to look like in our head fucks up. What life really could
be. I could be if I was having a conversation with my aunt I
was talking about before we started recording, and she asked me, why do
I hold the beef I have with my dad, whatever beef it is,
rather be big or small, Why do I hold that against her and my
grandfather? Uh? And it's not that I'm being mean to them. I
just don't go around them like that. I don't really go around my dad's
side of the family like that because I just don't feel like I belong over
there. And she was like, why do you feel like that. I've
always welcomed you with open arms instead, just because your dad didn't don't mean
that you gotta treat me like this. And I told her I had to
call her back because bitch, you make it too much sense. And I
don't got no answer for that. I don't know. I don't know,
and I just took it as y'ah, I ain't messed with me for sure.
And you know, I mean some ship that you know, my mom
saying some ship kind of kind of eased made it easier for me to to
u fun with them like that. But then I started thinking, like maybe
I have a misconception of what relationships or what close close friendships are close relationships
are supposed to look like because the only the only ones that I've seen are
on TV? Does that make sense? Like I only know what I'm basing
love, I'm basing I'm basing marriage off the Cosby Show and that's not real.
I'm basing uh fresh prince And yeah, I'm basing it like that,
you know what I'm saying, Like when I was fucked up, because you
always see it like their families weren't perfect, but you always see them like
get through it, you know what I'm say? Yeah, but but you
might not get through it. No, that's what I'm saying. In real
life, Nah, that ship ain't like that. I'm thinking of my head
ship when I was fucked up. I ain't had no uncle fhiel No,
That's why I said. They always make that ship look good on TV when
it came to like families and ship like that sometimes in real life, and
that ship ain't never like that. Not Maybe it is just not for me.
I was like, man, when I was fucked up, Man,
y'all weren't trying to save me. She was like, we was fucked up
too, And I was I didn't even you know a lot of the times
I'll be thinking that back in the day when I was really fucked up,
I used to just think that I was the only one fucked up, and
I thought that everybody else had to figure it out. And she was like,
we don't. I'm fucked up. Now, you ain't saving me.
Should I feel a way about you? I was like, man, you
just asked me too many you older though, basically you older though. Shoot,
I thought you had to figure out. Stop coming to me with all
these with this stuff, you fucking my head up, making me feel bad.
I think I think too, like relationships I think we think that it's
supposed to look a certain kind of way or feel a certain type of way,
and then that look and feel is supposed to be the way that it's
supposed to be. One hundred percent of the time. People know they ain't
nothing perfect, but they feel like it's supposed to be perfect though, Like,
and that's what I don't so they don't fuck me up. But it
sucks a lot of people up because they think shit is perfect and it's not.
Oh yeah, they think the job supposed to be perfect, the job
supposed to be perfect, relationship post to be perfect, life supposed to be
perfect. No, it's not. Never have being nothing that's perfect in this
world. I see a lot of videos on Instagram. I followed this page.
A lot of videos. I followed this page. Whether this person goes
to older people and be like, what was what is something? What is
something you thought was important as a kid or your twenties that are no longer
important now in your sixties, And everybody, every single one of them say
money. Every single one of them say money. Every single one of them
they be saying, like, the best thing that you can do is take
care of yourself as a younger, youngster, and like, you know,
health little healthier. You look at the man walk a little bit more.
So when you get older you can you'll be all right. But you know,
right now, it just seems like money is being stripped from us.
And then they're probably gonna be no bills in the years to come. It's
gonna be some type a card or some type of chip or some type of
something that that your money go to. I just like everything is just getting
to technology, like robots, all this ship they doing all that, and
the men and myffer ain't gonna even have jobs. They're gonna have robots working
for us and ship. What's gonna happen to all the people and the money?
What do you think gonn happen with that? MM ain't no telling what
they I don't like talking about it like this because I take it there motherfuckers
be nothing. They don't think I'm crazy conspiracy, Yeah, the conspiracy,
man ain't. I ain't gonna say I'm conspiracy, but some of that should
be making sense though, Like what let's talk about it, Let's get into
let's talk about I mean, just like you think you think me gay,
I don't know. I don't be wanting to just put that ship on nobody.
I just think. I just think. I just think if everybody,
if we supposed to be pro o gay and pro choice and pro gender,
how come me suspecting that this person is gay it's bad? How come it
is bad when I suspect this person might be a killer or yeah, yeah,
that's just how would always be that shit is crazy? Yeah, just
like when they say in the movies and ship a nigga, as soon as
the nigga played gay, they like he gay. I don't know why he
playing gay. He he's acting. But this nigga is motherfucker playing a serial
killer. He a serio killer. He's a nice man. No, he
not really like that motherfucker. He not really like that. Yeah, it's
weird, but he he was just special with a boy in the more I
knew, well he was my fucking killing people. I thought mick miil was
bad. I thought mcmil was gay when I saw him throw that punch.
I always I just thought he was always the lame mass nigga. But I
ain't. I'm as a grown man, I'm not letting the motherfucker call me
daddy. Bro, you don't let this nigga call you daddy too many times
without you saying nothing, without stopping them, without even giving a mean look
on your face. Nigga, are awkward look on your face or none of
that. I think you're too comfortable with that ship. Why is Diddy holding
the camera? Hold the camera recording you, bro, calling you daddy while
you're in the pool. Tuned it up. Then you bouncing like a jumping
like a fucking bunny, like no, it wasn't No, that's real.
Hell my nigga was fucking bounced, jumping like a bunny, and he called
him daddy that time too, recording him again. Kenny, you only got
but too many times you can put your phone out of record mead no period
that first time. I'm saying in general, no, I don't give a
fuck that first time I'm saying, I'm saying you as my nigga since ninety
five, it's only but so many times that you can pull your phone out
and record me. Period. So the fact that you pulled your phone out
multiple times and called me daddy, I'm on your ass. Bro. The
first fucking time you had your phone out and I heard you say daddy,
I would have smacked that motherfuck out your hand. The fuck wrong with you?
Man, You better watch your motherfucker mouth nigga. But it's crazy,
like I feel like people know that Diddy is really like that, like he
really about that life because he called a lot of niggas daddy and they let
that ship slide. And I ain't nothing. You think he a killer,
he will get you cute. You think he's the ultimately you think, But
the stories that I've heard, I'm like, Damn, he the real shug
night man. Yeah, yeah, I think he got night beat. He's
the real Shug night This nigga hang up sucking over balconies and ship. I
think I think there's a I think there needs to be a case study on
gay rage in a young Black community. And what I mean by that is
is that I know gay men that are openly gay, and the motherfuckers is
just like so nice, they cool, They super cool, They super sweet
with him. I got cousins and all that shit, like yeah, I
got I guess some homies that are gay and they's just super super super nice,
and they could because I'm a handsome nigga. In the pause, I
don't know if they just being nice because I'm a handsome nigga and that smell
good, or they just genuine like genuinely like that. They just cool.
I don't like all the extra shit. Yeah, neither. But when it
comes to there needs to be a case study about young black men and the
aggression that they have tied to the inability to be openly gay. I think
there needs to be a study between that because there's a lot of niggas who
might feel like they need to be super duper aggressive to prove that they not
know punk although they like men. Does that make sense? So I feel
like I feel like Diddy might be the ultimate version of that. Like he's
his daddy dying, getting killed when he was a kid, and then growing
up dancing and wearing shiny like everything. When you think back on Diddy's career,
everything he all that gay, Take that, take that like everything bad
boy, come out and play like what everything all makes sense now? Like
you're the Boogeyman. If you talking about you sound like Freddy Krueger one two,
Diddy's coming for you. If you think about when it comes to Diddy,
it is a little suspect, bro It is suspect. But if now
you're telling me that this nigga is I just know he I just know he
really gotta be about that because that nigga. Joe Budden didn't want to say
a goddamn word about that nigga. He said, I ain't talk We're not
talking about this. Okay, We're gonna leave that alone. We can talk
about every motherfucker thing else, but we ain't gonna talk about that. That'd
be the craziest thing about Joe Budden. Listen to Udden, but nigga,
you be by tongue with certain people. Yeah, what was what? What?
What let me know that they don't be really honest was when Rory and
Academics got into it and they y'all be trying to make it seem like Academics
is a bitch and although he might have some messy ways, he told Rory
when he fucked up Roy's whole relationship because they was fucking the same chick.
I felt like not enough was talked about that situation on Joe Budden, because
you you Rory getting mad at academics because Academics was fucking Rory's side, chick.
When Rory is openly engaged and talking about his relationship. But I think
Academics was the one that got mad though, and called and called his and
call his girl because he was fucking with the side chicks. So he called
his wife. He was mad because Buddy was fucking inside. I think Rory
said something and I think that's what made him do that. Like he he
he went to his house. Rory went to Academic's house and left a note
there and said, I know where you stay. And then that's what made
him call because I'm calling you, bitch, don't come to my career,
bro, I'm calling I'm calling her. But I think I think it's probably
because it was it was something, Yeah, But I think I'm just saying
to why he pulled up on him though. Yeah, I feel like when
whenever, when they didn't talk about that, I could I took everything that
they said with a grant of talk. Granted they just it's just niggas talking.
But when it comes to this Diddy ship, Joe never says anything about
the industry rumors that we all here, and I know he be knowing.
I know that Nigga be knowing. Bro, that Nigga know everything. He
know that ship here. I don't like I don't. I don't even want
to talk about that ship. I was like, Dad, I just was
waiting to see I'm like, damn, he really nothing. I'm talking about
that, huh. But then you talk about everything else, everything, and
everybody man be on some other ship. Bro, me is laming the bitch.
I think I think all of this ship is like w W man,
all scripted. Man, everything in life is scripted. Bro. Like that
what I say, Like, I just all right, so I don't get
I don't care what nobody is saying. I think this is how. This
is how I feel. I think the Earth is flat. I think we
are in a globe. I don't think yes, I don't think nobody ever
went to the moon, bro, Like, come on, like, you
mean to tell me that they can record showing motherfucker's flying to the moon all
that ship back way back then. But they can't do that ship now with
all this technology. But we ain't seen the more fun countdown ever ever.
And then every time you see that ship it go up there, motherfucker starts
slanting like this, it never go And then you know what I'm saying,
like ship weird like with a rainbow when you see a rainbow. All right,
Say like you put a light on, like a plastic clear or something,
and it shows it shows a rainbow, and then it's a reflection.
It's two rainbows. When you be seeing a rainbow and it be a rainbow,
then it'd be like a reflection, a rainbow on top of that?
Motherfucker? What is it reflecting off of us? You know what I'm saying,
Like, I'll just be sitting. I'm sure that they have scientific explanations
for what. I bet the fuck they do. I bet the fuck they
do. I don't believe none of that shit. I'm sorry. Out of
space, none of that ship, bro, I'm sorry. I ain't nobody
ever went to no motherfucking moon. What you're saying, you don't believe out
of spaces? Really, ain't nobody went to no fucking moon. What I'm
saying, I agree? Do you not believe how they can show? I
used to, but no, I don't. All that ship is fucking probably
fake green screen. Goddamn it, because how how is it fucking eight eight
fucking planets? Now? Pluto just disappeared. It's just not a planet no
more. It just don't count no more. It's still fucking Pluto only a
funck. If it disappeared or not, it's still a planet. You know
my theory, you want to know my theory about planets. My theory is
the White Man or the Neanderthals, the Aliens had they started on Pluto,
and they hit every single planet and it used up all the resources to all
of the planets. And now they're on Earth and we're watching in real time
the White Man drain Earth from its resources. Because if you when I think
about when I think about food, when I think about water, like this,
we're the land animals and land animals, mammals, whatever, are the
minority of the planet because the planet is seventy five percent water. So with
that, with that, and we never really explored all of the water.
No, we don't know. We can't even go to an arca, so
we don't really know if if this is down or that's up. Don't even
know. Shit you did that makes sense? If we maybe the maybe the
bottom of the ercean, ocean is really the top. Yeah, they say,
what above below below? It's some some sty level above above man,
So basically it's a it's a dome. It's water on the Earth. I
don't know Man, this shit's crazy. I just don't. I just be
feeling like I really feel like we've been lied to our whole and play with
our whole fucking life. Bro, I know we have, I really do.
If it's if it's easy for me to lie to my son and he
believed that ship, it's easy for them to lie. We've been growing up
just giving us this ship and that we've been going by. My son Believe
anything I tell him, Bro, anything my daughter too, I can.
My son believes anything I tell them? Yeah, sure, yeah, yeah
yeah. And I'll be having to I be having to remind myself not to
a lot of my son, like because sometimes I just wanted to shut the
fuck up because he because he's in that he just turned forward, so he
in that why stage? Why why? Why? Why? Why? And
I be yesterday we went to get a terry cut, and uh, the
barber went to high school with her. She's a good barber. She was
like, why he keep asking why she ain't got no kids? And I
said, well, he's four, and the answer that you give him,
he's asking you because he's never asked this question before ever. So you're a
barber and you're telling him to not move, and he's asking you why you're
getting agitated because you think that he should know, but he doesn't know that
if he moves, you're gonna suck up his line. Yeah, so you
have to explain this to him. And she was like, oh, I
said yeah. And a lot of the times I can hear I can hear
the toxic in you saying because I said so, She said, because I
said so. Because I said so, I said, you should probably tell
him why so you can get and he'll stopped asking you. But I feel
that way about the world, you know what I'm saying. I feel that
way about everything. I feel like I don't feel like I'm getting the right
answer to my questions. And I also feel like, since we conspiracies,
I feel like humans we are walking iPhones, meaning that I got an iPhone
and I might only know how to use it to the whole motherfucker. Yeah,
you know what I'm saying. So I feel like we are walking iPhones
because niggas don't. So the pain that I was experiencing. For however long
I was experiencing it, it never dawned on me like, oh, maybe
people should start stretching and working out to counter not only the work that they
do. So if you sit all day, you should do some type of
hamstring quad exercises to bring some mobility and some motion and some blood back to
the your glutes, your hamstrings, and your quads. And never dawned on
me that as much as we sit, we lay for eight hours straight,
lay for eight hours straight on whatever part of the body, and we never
wake up and be like, oh, maybe I should do something to counter
what I just spent eight hours doing. And now people are walking around with
pain that's coming from not that they sit all day. It's coming from them
sitting all day and them laying for eight hours out of the day. But
we don't even know how to use our body. I feel like we niggas
talking about oh weak. We should learn financial literacy in school. We should
not, no nigga. We should learn how to fucking stretch in school.
We should learn the proper foods for Oh I'm bloated, I need to eat
this. Oh I have this, I should eat this. That's what we
should be learning as human beings. But there is no case. There is
no pamphlet that you get that say here's how to be a human there's just
the Bible. There is no Oh, there is no If you you only
need eight hours of sleep, if you eat this type of food, you
need five hours of this. Everything is like a sleep eight hours, walk
this much, drink this much water, and then everything else. You just
got to kind of figure out. But there is no as a human being,
we need to do this, and there isn't a pamphlet like that.
And that bothers me, bro like that. When I really think about that,
doctor said, trying got them up too. They're there needs to be
a We don't need people to know we got cures for all this stuff,
even even if you don't have. Like my when your dad was dying,
bro, his body was deteriorating. I mean like he was just losing weight
so fast, so fast, so fast, And I was like, man,
what hurts, I'm just being nosey and Ship he was like, he
was like, I'm he said, I'm laying all day, all day and
that ship just eating. I know, I got a cousin that's paralyzing,
and he'd just be he got somebody be coming to clean him and take care
of him. He's just been laying down for for man for years, like
twenty plus type ship. Yeah, so his deteriorat like it's the muscles back
and all that, like it's just fucking eating it up, sowred and yeah,
he had the bed swords and crazy, bro. I was like,
damn. He was like, yeah, I just I really just wish that
I could just walk and I and I really do feel like if he would
have walked, if he was if he was to be able to walk and
walk and move, walk and move and get some blood circular, it wouldn't
have been as bad. No, man. And I feel like I feel
like too many people have died from cancer for us to be shocked that cancer
at the same exact way every single time. Like my cousin Tweety died,
Uh, Angie, My cousin Angie died and she had breast cancer. Bro,
she had she put her phone on her titty. That was her that
was her phone case, that's that and that's where that's where the cancer was
at. For sure, I was like, what the fuck? But not
but I've never heard nobody say don't hold this I have Yeah. Yeah,
yeah, it's a lot of stuff they say with the cell phone. Real,
she'd be crazy, man. Yeah, just and I used to think
too, like, oh man, that the FDA or the government would never
allow us to consume some ship that would kill us. Wrong. I was
wrong about that. Yeah, they put they put that ship out here.
All that ship legal. All that ship you can buy whatever you want,
damn near. That's the crazy to be it. You can buy, you
can buy, you can you can consume as much as this ship as you
want to. And to me, that's very troubling because there is like outside
of like drugs, Like you you would think, like since cigarettes is one
of the things that cause cancers, you know what I'm saying, Like that
that ship would be illegal. You can still go by the motherfucker the MOUs
legal as fuck. But we but we remember is illegal. I remember what
was illegal. I remember when Independence Day first came out. Whatever year that
was ninety six, damn there, hey serie, anyway, whatever year that
was, that was right in Speedway. Remember that uh fifty cent movie in
Speedway? Yeah, yep, that's what we used to be over in Speedway.
That was the first time I don't know, I remember that movie.
That movie is so good. That was the first time I seen a teenager
smoke cigarettes, Like what is mama white. He was a white dude.
He was made like fourteen fifteen, sixteen years old smoking cigarettes, And I
was like, what the fuck? Bro, I was like, what the
fuck is going on my mama? Like they don't even smoking, But like
I just I just thought that. I just thought that that was crazy.
They different, Yeah, but I just thought that. You know, as
a parent, you wouldn't want to see your kids smoke. You wouldn't.
Hell no, but they probably got that habit from being around that ship in
the house. The cigarettes legal, you can smoke back then, you can
smoke that ship anywhere restaurants. I hated that ship. Bro. Western Yeah,
Western Bowl, all that ship anywhere you used to can smoke any fucking
where. I was so happy when they stopped that ship was man, because
that ship stink. Bro, that ship is I did not like that ship.
And if you if you ever watch commercials back in the day, they
had motherfucker smoking on the beach blood man. I seen the commercial Nigga Camel
commercials. Motherfucker was in the ocean. Are here, boy water hit that
motherfucker. That motherfucker you try to light it again, bro. I saw
niggas at the beach with bathing suits on in the water smoking squares. Bro,
that ship looks crazy crazy, ain't fu I swear to God. If
I see somebody smoking a square in the ocean today, you a damn food.
I'm recording you. I'm recording look at this motherfucker. Man, Ope,
but shark jump up and cigarette at your now another movie enemy of the
state. When I see that, I'm like, oh, damn, the
government be on ship like that. So if they really wanted the government,
man, bro, if they really wanted to, if I had some ship
today, did you get vaccinated? No? No, fuck dem bro me
fucked up? Bro, You I ain't making me do ship. That's when
I get hard headed as a sagittarist. You if you yell at me,
if you yell at me or or tell me like force me to do some
ship, my ears closed. I'm hard headed than the now. I'm gonna
do it when I feel like it. Tell me you're gonna you're gonna get
to vaccinat. I ain't getting ship. I don't know who you think you're
talking to. Watch this. Let me show you something because I ain't got
damn getting damn getting a goddamn nothing. That God damn, y'all ain't shoot
shit at me. My first time about they was getting sick off that ship.
No, hell no, I was mad my mom and them got that
ship. I was mad as fuck. But she worked at the hospital,
so she ain't have a choice. And she's been there for three years.
So yeah, like someplace ain't have a choice a choice. Yeah, working
at the schools, Yes, you have to get that ship. No,
not even that. The darktor cousin she had low blood pressure with with the
twins. Oh, it was like, you should, you should get it
to prevent you from because if you if something whatever, start to get that
ship. But she was like, you don't get it. I was like,
yeah, na, bitch trying to get me because we was both anti
I'm like, hey, hey, you know we both can't get it now.
Somebody gotta be Somebody gotta be alive, somebody got to be able to
pay attention around this month. I don't know, niggas. That was I
never that was something that I didn't understand, right, I didn't understand how
people was I scared of COVID kind of but not really kind of not really.
I'm like, too many damn flus around this bitch. That y'all.
It's y'all always bringing some shit in here and taking it. My thoughts,
my I didn't have that thought that's a good thought. I didn't even never
thought about that. I thought I more so thought like I felt like they
were scaring us, like hurting us to go to whatever direction they wanted to
go. And the VACS seemed like the destination. And because I do not
understand the destination, I don't want to go to that destination. That's what
I felt like. I felt like y'all was hurting the government was hurting us
like sheep and cattle to take this vaccination. Now I know niggas who got
the vacs, and they tried to make us, They tried to make us
feel like it's cool, not even try to shun us, basically like you're
mature, You're you're immature if you don't want so, now you don't want
to trust the government. I never trust the government. No, I'm not
gonna start now, motherfucker. Now look look, look now, I don't
trust these motherfuckers. Now, look I ain't got the vaccine in the same
boat, same boat you got that ship. You let them motherfuckers talk talk
you into that ship. Yeah, the government man. A lot of movies
make me scared of the government. I mean, yeah, just I mean
just the way they treat niggas, bruh. The government is something else.
They're real gangsters, man, the government man. They're really on some they
they really on some Rockefeller then running the world. They running small fell aliens,
So they run this motherfucker. They now are aliens, but they've been
living forever. One of them just died though. Oh one of them just
died, one of the Rockefellers, like one hundred and ten ninety something.
It's like ninety something. Nigga, look older, mother, They already they
already done breeding. And all the people below, the family below, they
just gonna hand it to them. It's gonna keep going. Yeah, they
definitely look like they definitely look away. Like if you see a picture of
the niggas, they definitely look they drink blood and all that. They definitely
they drink blood, bro for sure, out of motherfucker. What do you
think they drink their blood out of them? Temperature cold or they warmed up.
That's probably room temperature. That that glass that jay Z be having for
the breakfast. The Rockefeller Breakfast, the brunch. Yeah, that's the glass
they drink it out of. He probably drinks. Jay Z one of the
mother niggas too. Where I just do not. I don't, I don't,
I don't, I don't, I don't. I don't know if I
trust him or not. Like I don't, I don't know if I ain't.
I'm not necessari talking about trust. I just don't understand when he became
the nigga whose opinion mad at the most, who gives a fuck with you
when he when he when he became he ain't he ain't ship but a rapper
bro with them motherfuckers. He ain't. He's a business man now he's not
a rapper no more listen to Rule. We don't listen to Nelly because we
don't listen to Eminem. These niggas don't have these ain't they ain't like Eminem
has surpassed Jay business wise, nigga, he been surpassed record wise, nigga,
influence wise, all that ship. When it comes to like in the
field, I feel like I don't know what business he I don't know.
I don't give a about this business in the Oprah when listen to Tyler period.
We don't so why why I don't even think niggas listening to fifty and
I feel like they should. Fifty Ship. I'm sticky, a real lass
nigga. Fifty's one of really smatherfuckers out here. Bro. That nigga's on
Diddy's head, Bro Paul bro always though he used to be on jay Z
Bro Sugar, now he's still on ten tons of all them niggas. Bro,
it ain't matter who you was, I ain't changing nigga. You he
he is the definition of motherfucking nigga. You bleed like I do. Yeah,
you put your clothes on. Just you imagine getting shot nine nine times
then it's back. Bro. I couldn't imagine paying to have you killed.
And they told me that you survived right, Like God, damn it.
This not even that, not even that, not even say that. That's
say I thought that you got the you got the picture. I thought you
got the picture. I'll shut you nine times. Maybe the nigga that I
had shoot you hear it up there too, But that's just the name of
the game. But then you come out with that that do you know how
mad I would be? Man? Mad is here? You're gonna come out
and you know, you got one of the hardest albums ever, and and
then you now you're rich and show you're still out here going going up.
No, I'm in jail. That's crazy. That's why I'll be saying like
I ain't no, I ain't no being a bigger person man. Funk all
that. Bro, I'm gonna hate you forever, my nigga, because if
I would have died, if you try to kill me, fuck you.
What do you think about? What's your spiracy about the ghetto? Why do
you think the ghettos exist both black and white? Do you think now let
me let me retract that. Do you think that? I mean, I
feel like they set us up to be because they put liquor stores and and
all that type of shit on every motherfucking corner, and then they put churches
on every motherfucker everywhere, just so we can go in there and praise to
a God. Or out of all the out of all of America, how
much out of one hundred percent of America, how much do you think it's
ghetto like like poor like not ghetto like black, but just like ghetto meaning
poor whites, blacks, Mexicans, Asians, whatever percentage percentage probably like almost
half, probably like forty m hm. I was thinking about like maybe like
fifty one fifty three. You think it's more important, definitely okay, probably
hiring that name and not even not even just see a lot of the times
I wish I could talk to people in the ghetto in the hood and tell
them that y'all are living a lot better than a lot of niggas. A
lot of people are neck deep in credit card debt. I don't have a
credit card, so I don't have any credit card debt. So a lot
of people are living A lot of motherfuckers didn't but their name was on the
motherfuckers because their mama's credit be fucked up before they even two years old.
A lot I feel like a lot of people in the ghetto believe that m
hmm. That that the that the stress that they feel month to month when
it comes to bills, and you know what I mean, Yeah, that's
what they do. I feel like they take it differently, they feel it
differently than somebody in the middle class air quote because you know what I mean,
because they ain't gonna be living it. I think I think the water
looks worse. If the ghetto was pretty, I don't think that they would
know that they were in the ghetto exactly. But then again, nigga's gonna
make whatever look like the ghetto because it's just that it doesn't matter. They
can they make they like they could build some nice apartments and then make them.
You know what I'm saying. Whatever it's gonna be, and niggas moving
there, they're gonna be trashed. But then you know, you know Devinson
Plaza right here Orlington, it's called Devinson Plaza. You know what Alison High
School? Oh yeah, okay, it was one last shop in that plaza.
Yeah it's gone. They kicking it out. Yeah yeah, the supply
beauty. Yeah who kicking it out? I guess the state. They're making
them move because they like, she ain't about to keep pay for this.
This motherfucker go all this shit empty. This the only thing left. Probably
knocked that ship down and bill something. You're gonna take your property, nigga,
and we buying it. Did you sell you let us buy it or
we're gonna take it. Yeah. Yeah, that's the area supposed to be
moving over too. Yeah that shit crazy man. Just the just the way
that And I was thinking too, like niggas, niggas get money and they
move out of the hood. It's just man, it's I'm telling you they
they they pay us enough to where we get that paycheck. I'm gonna let
paycheck to paycheck unless you unless you got a great, nice job to pay
you good, then you're not gonna be living in the hood. But if
you're living in the hood, you working that jobs paycheck to paycheck, it's
stressful. This week over, I'm going to this motherfucking liquor store or wherever
and telling that ship that's just how it is. Is just fucked up out
here, because when I be out here in Greenwood and motherfucking Noah's feeling ship,
it isn't it is not no liquor. They got liquor stores, but
they are not everywhere. You know what I'm saying. It's not everywhere.
It ain't. It ain't so many. The main ship that they got is
fucking animal, the little where you take the dogs, the vets and ship.
They got a million of them, motherfuckers. They got more of them
than churches and everything else in that motherfucker. Bro I'm not playing people love
their animals. Man, what they got them bitches on every damn corner.
Yeah, I think that if black people. I think too, Like when
people get money, like the neighborhood, the neighborhood that Seer's parents house they
were moving into, it's filled with parents, grandparents like that them. Neighborhoods
be cool. Yeah, the neighborhoods wide and super it's that. But I'm
thinking in my head, why don't we just all go back home and let
our taxes pay for the neighborhood that we grew up in where our parents live,
because our parents, like once your once your mom and your dad retire,
they do they're gonna fixed income. And now that now that area,
let's say that whole area is like your mom and Rod. Now that area
don't get enough tax dollars to make it look the way that it's supposed to
be looking. So that means that we should go back and live there.
So the taxes that we have can make the neighborhood and shit look better,
grocery stores and should look better. But the fact that niggas get money and
then move to white neighborhoods or better neighborhood to boost up the economy where while
the neighborhood that we're from goes to Ship. I don't necessarily like that,
and I didn't understand that until we had to move back, and I was
like, damn, I don't like the way this looked. I don't want
to be around. I don't want to be around the Ship. But they
ain't gonna do nothing, but like they do with some of these other houses
that's in the hood, redo them and just up the motherfucking price on.
That's just gonna keep the niggas out of them areas. Yeah, I know,
but I feel like they're trying to kick kick niggas to the outskirts anyway.
How they did in Chicago, get mother fuckers away from downtown because because
Indy have too much you know what I'm saying, traffic is the east side
of the outskirts. Yeah, they're gonna save my fuckers east north east east
north, so far east. Maybe I'm not east enough. A lot of
people been moving German Church and Cumberland and all that ship, but I'm not
moving that for But that's it's decent out there, but it's starting to be
like more black people that's moving out there, though. But I don't know,
man, All the East Side is like, that's the only good part
is out that way. Ship to be all the Franklin, the may Horford.
No, it's ashy over there, man. And I'm not from over
there, bro. I couldn't live out there. I will be uncomfortable.
I got to. I got no choice. Well, I mean, when
you're gonna be in a decent neighborhood, I am in a nice neighborhood.
The thing that the thing is is, it's kind of like I'm trying.
I'm trying to convince myself and my wife that, yeah, east I got
the hitting, hidden hitting gyms, they got their hiding. That nice neighborhoods.
You gotta find them. You gotta find them. My thing is if
you can, if you can move into a house and don't have to pay
rent, that's the lick. Yeah, I don't give fuck where it's at.
That's the lick, man, because rent is side. I'm like the
mother fucking the sun place. I'm then there cool. I ain't nothing that
forty second and forty shaking in Mayhopper or post post me one of the motherfuckers
and posts I want to say, and yeah, you delivered over there one
way in, one way out. No. I mean, you know,
younger days call them over the bitch, pull it up death not I've been
back then. I took them chances for that motherfucking whiffle man. And now,
bitch, you better get the fuck out. Get off my phone.
You live there, I'm not even talking to you. Delete my number.
Please. There's some areas in the Annapolis where I don't I don't went,
and I was like, I didn't even know if people lived over here.
Remember how the meadows used to be. I've never been in the meadows,
man, them bitches. Was never been to the meadows them bitches was so
cheap. Boy, It's just a certain place I've never been that I hear
about. I've never been. The mother fucks was on thirty eighth Street.
Never never have I ever, never have I ever been over there. Them
motherfuckers looked like remember on Candy Man, Yeah, them apartments. What's crazy
that people just what when people don't help it, when people don't feel good
about themselves. The environment shows it because I'd be like, man, let's
just get together and let's just cleaning shit up. Niggas like fuck you,
my MoMA, nigga. Fuck you ain't doing the ship for this motherfucker then,
But don't you want it to look better? Yeah? But motherfucker,
we fucked up out here. I won't give a fuck I look right now
because we ain't got ship to show for it. I'm changing that when I
move over there on everything, I'm changing all of that. I'm changing all
of the ship. I'm changing all of this ship. Hey, I do
this ship myself. I just don't want to. I don't want. You
got motherfuckers that's doing it. You got the neighborhood. Motherfuckers. We got
a meeting on seven o'clock Tuesday. I don't even need a meeting. I
do it. I just don't want to pull up to my house and then
and I get and I feel away because the outside, the outside, motherfucker's
the outside street, which is a I forget. I forget, you know
what I mean? Yeah, No, motherfuckers, I say it's deaf different.
Bro. You go when you going to Noblesville and you just getting looking
at like damn boys, neighborhood goods. Fuck me, it's motherfucker. The
ho a is real over here that grass green and I went to this one
neighborhood. When I used to do landscaping, we used to go to this
one house and they got many. They don't even gotta lead this motherfucking neighborhood.
Bro. They got a motherfucking grocery store, whole Lott Love Strip mall
and ship. They even got a school in their fucking housing edition a fucking
school. Bro. Yeah, I said, we made the decisions. These
niggas got a school, and they, like I know what, got schools
in their neighborhood. This motherfucker. You can tell this motherfucker was just made
just for this neighborhood. Imagine growing up like that. You have no idea
about the my thing is you no, No, you don't know what nothing
else is. Yeah, I'm glad you said that because my I was going
to say, you have no idea about the real world, and who's to
say that the world that we're living in it's the real world. So I'm
glad you changed it because I'll be thinking about that now, like because like
when I be delivering it, when I used to go to Tipton and I
go to Sheridan stealing shit, like and I used to see these schools when
I play sports, like you know at the bottom. I used to like
tiped in, share it in, you know, ok Arcadia ship like that.
I used to be like, damn, I'm going now pulling up to
these schools. I never even Yeah, these motherfucker Tipton Elementary, middle school,
high school on the same street, all connected. I'm nothing. I
man, I would hate that shit to go to school from the same fucking
school from kindergarten to twelfth. This is all that's all I know around this
motherfucker. I ain't never been no fuck No. I love how I went
to an elementary school that was about six blocks from the high school and then
went to a middle school the school you went to sixty one. I went
to nineties sixty one Northwest. Yeah, nigga Northwest only six. But it's
different. It's different people every time, and it's just a differ ferent drive,
but different. There's different people because different bus, neighborhood, different bus.
Like is no my mom and we've been in the same neighborhood. It's
just it's just it's different. Like, I like the fact that I went
to this school for five years. I would have I would have loved to
walk to this school. I would have liked to go to Garden City where
I went, then Ben Davis Junior and then Ben Davids High School. I
would have liked, but I would have liked them to be they ain't.
They weren't together. I would have liked you would have liked that. I
would have liked it. Nigga. We didn't have social media. That many
friends I lost, Nigga, I've never seen again. I know. I
was just talking about that. Where I seen I seen I would have had
a consistent friend. I've seen a yearbook and I've seen names and ship I'm
like, oh my god, what what. I just start typing sh on
Facebook. Some of them did ye. I'm like, yeah, what's up
the that's the reaction. That's the same reaction I get. I got a
yearbook when I worked at the Zoo from this white kid I want this white
guy want to elementary school with, but you can have them. I looked
at these motherfuckers and every white person that I looked up, they was like,
oh my gosh, Eric, have you for real? Like damn man.
That's one thing I do regret that I went to. I went to
public school, like we had white people, but it wasn't. You know,
it wasn't. And it's a lot of them act like, you know
what I'm saying whatnot. But like I've been around black people my whole life,
even even college. I went to black college. So it's like I
ain't got the other side. I want. I get awkward when I get
around a lot of white people and you know what I'm saying, and I
don't really know how to talk to him and ship like that, so I
get real awkward around them. Mhm. So yeah, I'd be like,
damn, I wish all went to maybe like a North Central or something.
Or what I don't like is that I don't like that white people and black
people think that they have the different experiences in America because of our race.
I'm starting to realize that if you poor, you poured on that. If
you pour, if you pour, black and white, y'all going through the
same shit. It's the same shit. We just have to deal with race.
Now. When you get money, you know that race shows as long
as it becomes I don't even talk about you have money. I think you're
a nigga at the end of the day. Yeah, but I think I
think too. I think that's I think that's the wrong. I think you're
right, But I also think like middle class, middle to low class and
low class and poor poor, I think that I think that I think we
all fighting the same exact fight, we just hide it differently. So I
think that I think that poor people and maybe I don't even know what I
mean by poor, Maybe maybe I'm ignorant, but I just think that poor
people living patre to paycheck that will have to suck man, because if your
rent was only if your if your monthly income, if your monthly bills was
only like fifteen hundred, I mean, I really still feel like everybody then
paycheck to paycheck people, even people that got caught up to some money,
they probably got most of that ship put up just you know what I'm saying,
just in case for emergencies or whatnot. I think, and then I
think everybody for bills, and I just think everybody floating in this space up,
yeah, and they just triggering it out and making it making it work
for them. Like I said, we keep hearing celebrities that's fucking crying here
and they bitch, you got more money than me, but to live that
life style that you've been living yeah, it's probably is fucking with y'all.
I just can't imagine people that live patrick to paycheck leasing a car. Yeah,
like people people. My wife gave me grab about my oldes mobile.
She gave me like, why are you driving that old ass car? And
I was like, bro, I don't no payments, niggas, no payments.
My insurance is low, my tags is low. Everything is low when
you when niggas is going out of their way to driving a car that was
made in two thousand and something for real, that the plates, the places
and the motherfucking insurance, all that shit be how its fucked? Yeah,
place insurance in the monthly notes, we smacking motherfuckers in the face. We
didn't got your rent yet, and that ships so high now, nigga,
niggas, some people should be month themn there almost rent prices, their car
payments and ship I saw seven hundreds, like nigga on one of my homegirls.
She was like, yeah, I got new cars. Damn. She
was like yeah, it's about seven hundred dollars a month. I said,
what do you sleep with this motherfucker? That's what I'd be like that fuckers
really get money out of here. I'm doing something wrong or something because motherfuckers
just kneed deep nig nigga neck deep and stress from my financial But twenty twenty
threes and ship, I don't need no damn twenty twenty three. Can't nothing
go wrong twenty three? Bro, can't nothing in your life go wrong?
Bro, you can't get sick, nigga, can't nothing in life go wrong.
I can't take no days off for real. Well, if you got
that's why I need another job because I need benefits to y'all. Yeah,
y'all, anybody job hiring in Indianapolis, hit me up sending them. I
need to be able to work in mornings though I'm not working. I'm not
fucking with knights. Niggas who work nights is crazy. I can't do that
ship no more. But most jobs they be doing that. I mean,
you start, you gotta work nights because the older motherfuckers get to get the
days and ship. I need days, all right. Yeah. If I
can't get days, I'm them there cool. I'm nothing unless I can get
on the forklift and I do that ship tonight. Other than that forklift in
it. If I gotta be in the warehouse, I gotta be on forklift.
I ain't nothing. I ain't loading no trucks. I'm not doing none
of that ship HMMs. Getting to that point picking sort none of that ship,
picking up the warehouse and the new cotton. Yes, me walking around
this motherfucker looking for let me fucked up. I never worked at Amazon before
you Amazon. I was on the slim line, so I ain't and that
shit be born too. Sh just it was only cool because it used to
be like six of us there so we could talk and shit had conversations ship.
But I'm nothing. I need to be forklift. That ship was crazy.
I nerd like I remember working there. I got there in like March.
I was there for the whole time. I was there before everybody came.
So when they start hiring people doing peak, you see like two three
hundred motherfuckers coming in and then it's just like, I don't know. That
shit was just crazy, man, but it was cool. I fucked with
it. I never worked at the warehouse before ship. I don't FedEx.
Yeah, I was gonna try to do UPNS. I'm nothing that motherfucker.
It's slave free for what happened what truck after truck at the truck and it's
just hot as fucking that bitch. I don't give fuck if it's wintertime.
It's hot as hell in there, and it's just too much to me.
I'm cool, And the pay was not nothing. Yeah, if you got
to drive them trucks down there, I have some money and ups. What's
crazy about you know, ups usps all that type of shit. It's just
sending a niggashit that they ordered. Niggas are just ordering like a motherfucker,
and now it's just that's all they do. That's why a lot of stores
is closing and going down because all my fuckers do is order online. Bro,
what's crazy is? I just think I just thought that. That's when
I learned fact that motherfuckers was lazy. When I worked at Amazon. Niggas
ordered any any fucking thing. Bro. I'm like, bro, y'all ordering
paper plates. Bro. If y'a don't get your ass something up to the
store and getting paper plates, y'all could have been eight. I think if
y'all waiting on the plates and paper cups and ship, I think Walmart just
dropped the ball on the on the online thing. I think Walmart really dropped
the ball on that they still dropped it. I just it's just not easy.
He chopping online for Walmart, Walmart, Croger and ship Coogar Ship.
Yeah, I mean you could do the instacard. I ain't talking about instacard.
I'm talking about niggas. You don't know you. I know you heard
about the video TV. What about that Walmart bought it? Did they?
Yeah, so it's now Walmarts. So now when you watch a video TV,
they saying that it's clocking you to generate ads specifically for you and what
you like, which is what Chrome has been doing, Safari or what the
internet, what Instagram do? Right here talking so I know when I you
know, on Facebook, something gonna pop up that we've been talking about.
And I don't understand that. Why not? Because how the fuck do they
know that? Because they're hearing us, That's what I'm saying. Government,
I don't give a fuck. I don't give a fuck. Neither y'all can
hear me fucking in all kinds of ship. Government. They're not listening for
that. They're not listening for that. They're just trying to they cut it
off, cut it off, long deck and cut it off. This is
a freaking name. I say you got them weirdos the god damn, I
just yeah, I just I just I'm trying to figure out. So we're
gonna I'm gonna say this and let me get out of here. I'm looking
up at Black Widow. Shit, new shit, new concept I got look
at the analytics. The writer, one of my writers, Homegirl, she
was like, yeah, you should make the the girl that you're talking to
twenty eight look on my analytics. Analytics say that women that listen to Black
Widow from the age twenty eight thirty four, like they give me analytics based
off of the listeners. But it was like, damn, I don't think
I've ever really looked at the analytics and created content specifically for what the analytics
say. Because you can look up you couldn't look up anything like you can
get information about anything. They can say, what do what do women twenty
eight to thirty four usually watch? What are they listening to? Because my
eliens tell me that they're listening to Jazzmine Sullivan, Chris Brown Drake. They
tell me, they tell me what they listened to it, they tell me
when they listen to it, they tell me where they live, they tell
me all of this shit. It's like, I want a more detailed version
of this so I can craft something specifically to manipulate my audience and to loving
me and to give me their money. I know that sound bad, but
shit, I gotta eat you gotta eat man. We make mothers trying to
make content for y'all, So what would that be like for clothes? Though?
Sheit same thing for real. I feel like when it comes to anything
like that, finding your audience. Find find your audience. Talk directly to
your audience, because I'm now I'm not I used to say y'all a lot
when I used to make posts. You know what I'm saying you mm hmmm,
I'm now talking directly to a specific person. Yeah, I just seen
something on here, right say a woman? Woman says playing video games for
money is cringey. And young young uh young and a said he made eighty
K in the first month. Bitch, shut up. If I make eighty
K in the first month playing a video game, be quiet, because ain't
nobody say nothing about y'all. You'll only fans. Yeah we are, that's
cringey. What only fans? They're making money up events? Because I don't
think it's cringey. I just don't I don't know what you want from me.
Yeah, I don't know what you want from me. Like if if
if if I know a girl that I'm interested in that she make money from
only fans, I don't know how I feel. Can we make something too?
That's what I'm saying. Yeah, that's what my approach. That's definitely
approach because what what else? Were? What is what else? What we're
doing? Hub right, I'm looking for something to spank my spank my meat
too, miss uh. It was team of Steve t E E T E
A M S T E. That that's a that's a couple, and then
Trey Schlans and there was a girl tear of Fox whatever whoever he was sucking
his videos. I wanted more videos of the Fox. So I'm looking up
Fox and I found her on Twitter. She's not even a fucking porn star.
She was just a regular girl. They be regular girls. You got,
you got porn stars to do it? What you got a lot of
regular girls they're doing They just be doing it with like their nigga. Yeah
that she said that she one of her tweets, Like she said, I
just can't believe I actually dated and fell in love with a porn star because
she just did I guess she probably just did it. But yeah, I
mean if I if I talk to a girl and she did the only fans
and I didn't know about it, that would be it. That would be
more of a shock and be like, oh, okay, because I guess
you could have you can have under wraps because I wouldn't know. I didn't
even know. But but if I know, if I know, it's just
like, sha, make some bread. Yeah, if we could just wake
up a fuck and put it out and go about our day, make some
bread for you feel I have seen some chicks pos state shit and I'd be
like, boy, women got it easy for real, like cause niggas are
perverts and you got motherfuckers that can that's just gonna send you money. And
just to see dumb ass ship like I was on somebody's uh this it was
I don't even I don't even know the chick I just seen her shit was
free. This was a couple of years ago doing COVID and shit got on
her ship and she don't she live. She was just trying to make a
thousand niggas. She made that shit so fast, bro, motherfucker's sending her
five hundred three hundred. I'm like, what the fuck? She ain't even
doing shit? She even did shit yet, she ain't did nothing yet,
just took off her little top titty show and she ain't she gon she she
ended up doing a lot, but I'm just like, damn, she ain't
even did shit yet. Y'all niggas are probably old ass white men on there.
You know what I'm saying, Like you look cast me out. Chick
said she made a bank roll a SAP. Soon as she turned eighteen,
she made one the motherfuckers perverse was way, you know what I'm saying,
but I don't seen my fuck's postation. Shit, and it be two hundred
thousand shit. I'll tell you all this. And now, really I had
to start thinking about my number, right because like I'm now, I'm now
toying with this idea. I think I said the last time of becoming women's
virtual or audio boyfriend. So I'm crafting audio specifically for women to listen to,
to feel good, whatever, what, whatever. I had to think
about a number that I needed to sustain a life for me and my family,
and I was like to me. It sounds weird to say that I
can make a living off of being this fantasy for women. But when you
talk about OnlyFans, I've seen motherfucker say they make like ninety k a month.
Bro. I seen a motherfucker post that shit. It said two hundred
thousand. I said, man, what in the fuck? Bro? Like,
I don't know, Man, it's crazy niggas. There's some niggas that
be making bread too women, but women are the only fans too. I
had what's the what's the what's the really dark skinned chick name? She be
in Philly? I think she was in Hollywood videos. I know you're talking
about niggas. I was. I had discovered her and I has send it
to one of my homegirls on Instagram. She said, oh yeah, I've
been on her only fans for like two years. Yeah. Girls, girls,
Yeah, girls that be on there. That's why I say it's some
niggas that that do good on there. But it's just hard because motherfuckers ain't
female. Females ain't really buying niggas like that they're gonna buy the female ship.
They ain't because they feel like I can get that I need a free
They should or whatnot, but like it's interesting, yeah, I mean,
or it's gonna be the ones you don't want. And probably some niggas too
that's gonna get on that motherfucker too. And that's why I wouldn't because I
used to think like that, like them, I want to do that ship
I promote, but I'm like nigga followers. I ain't even trying to post
my ship on Twitter and ship and niggas see my ship like nigga Keen's meat.
Yeah, I'm cool. That'd be my thing. When I post the
Black Widow ship, I'd be like, man, I don't I'll be really,
it's for the women like my like you know what I'm saying. It's
like Talma Vision, It's for the women. But niggas. I got a
nigga followers time. I'm just like ship, I don't give a you really
down there, can't give a fuck though. Yeah, I can't give a
fuck about that ship. All right, man, let's get up out of
here. Yes, I'm Eric Dizzy. Follow me on all social media platforms.
I'm here, my brother man, mister who the fucker yo Keenan,
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