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Can you find out? So um, thank you guys for tuning in to

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this week's episode of Hocially Awkward.
If this is the first time joining us,

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I'm I could properly introduce myself.
I'm hosting favorite holtivational speaker, MEMI

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me me someone hundred or comer walker
if you nasty. I am joined by

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my co host as always, we
got mister tone deaf ed classic man,

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our producer over here producing shit,
getting our visuals ready for this evening.

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See, I never send them in
advance because I'd be wanting real time reactions

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and I'd be wanting everybody to see
shit at the same time. So I

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don't be wanting him to cheat and
see it, and then you know,

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I want us all to watch it
as a unit. We also got got

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because he came on my post on
some bullshit to that he got the narcissist

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nigger the post. It's the same
every week, every week. Every week.

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It is every week, I know, but so I'm the only one.

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I called it. The holes not
rejoice in my name. Narcissistic.

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It is not man. It is
not like there's a whole kingdom of post.

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So are you like the bowser of
homes that ship no bowser begetting beat

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and then all these houses like yop, since we're talking about homes got hit

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with like something that blew my fucking
mind. Hold on real quick so I

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can introduce these two first, and
then we jump into that because we do

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that a lot were cut into the
intros and shit, and then motherfucker's that's

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new. Probably be like, so
who are our other motherfucker going for?

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Start with them, because when you
get to us, we we just like

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we in the right. We also
got the beautiful Sida joining us. Gone

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ahead and plug yourself, darling,
and don't forget to listen to me on

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ninety eight point three, that's what
she said. Hey, can we get

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that over here too? Maybe Okay, I just need to know these things,

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okay. And of course we got
mister essential Tomas is in um now

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wait wait wait wait wait, can
I have some of your delicias? Yeah?

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So I made him wait to ask
me on er because when I came

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in, like I said, I
was like I would have been like on

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time time, but I had to
stop at the liquor store. And then

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he's he was ah see with the
black bag. Then I pulled out.

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You know, my reader, she's
like I thought she has some real dreams,

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can have something. I'm just really
good. I'm just saying like it's

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got something in there. I thought
it was cute her bringing in some drink.

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Very fine, but thank you me
me, I look hot. Look,

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it's been a long it's been a
long day. Not hi, because

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that's it's not a whole hole in
the middle. It's like that little filter

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a baby cap on it. Yeah, just to make sure the drunks don't,

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you know, spill. It was
probably what's good n look at you?

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Yeah, I made sure. Now
I did not go to the shelf.

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It's for everybody. It's for everybody
passed around, Dina said, be

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smarter than the bottom Tommy. Hey, um so, before we even get

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started, I want to go ahead. I'm gonna wait for wine to pour

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up so that he can go ahead
and hop on the buttons kid by you

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man, hey reader, you and
them to the show. Um So,

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before we get started, I want
to let everybody know an update from our

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last show. You know, we
were not in last Sunday because it was

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Easter. Um so it's been you
know, good two weeks. But because

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you were here Thursday. Yeah,
right, didn't. You didn't miss nothing,

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right, y'all didn't. It was
just easter then. But I got

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the job, y'all. So if
you did not see my Facebook posts,

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I did get the job. So
yeah, yeah, yeah, when you

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find out about all your ship,
uh they said two weeks. So was

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it the day that you It was
the day after. I feel like your

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your application process was like the fucking
Hunger Games. That was the foref interview

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and they said they would let me
know in two weeks. But I left

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everything on the table. I was
like, hey, I'm the man for

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your job. Really slattered yourself out, yea, hold myself out? What's

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up? Because though you ain't wrong, Hey, thank you, thank you,

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thank you. Yeah. But I
can tell y'all that UM appreciate it.

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I can tell y'all that I am
really, really really excited. So

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I will actually I'll be starting next
week Monday. Damn. Yeah. They

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And that's what I'm saying, like, this is the fastest I have ever

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like the whole process from you know, applying, interviewing, testing, getting

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hired and all of that shit.
So now no, because I'm drinking this

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um unless y'all want me pooting like
I was when Rapping was here. No,

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but um it's going to be nice. Um. I did go ahead,

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Remember I told you I was kind
of struggle on if I want to

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do the full time of the part
time. I did go ahead and decide

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to just do the part time for
now because I feel like, one,

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that's the reason why I apply it
in the first place, and it'll give

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me the opportunity to really get my
feet wet in the position and see if

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that's even something that I would want
to do full time. And then from

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there, you know, I can
always I try to push forward. But

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the main thing that pushed my decision
was because you know, both of my

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babies are graduating this year. Ree
is graduating high school on May thirty first,

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and then Jellybean is graduating from eighth
grade on her way to high school

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on June fifteenth. And because of
how training is structure, you know,

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you can't miss training, and they're
talking about this shit like four four and

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a half five months of training and
ship and you have to be there.

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I'm not missing my babies graduations,
and as a single parent, I have

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to be there the full day to
help them get ready and get situated and

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all of that shit. So you
know, there's no in hell I would

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have been able to work a full
shift and then be able to get them

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and myself ready for graduation. So
I just went ahead and went with the

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part time. But it's all good
as long as my foot in the door.

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Yeah, I'm sure it was put
back recommendation, you know, I

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know, listen, listen, listen. I was like, yes, do

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you feel like you can sell your
recommendation? I think so. I think

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I can't too, because the same
people every time somebody come to me,

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they always get the job me too, always. Ye, I'm gonna keep

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that in mind. Oh, don't
have them call me. Oh that's it's

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a it's a rap. It's a
rap. I'ven't played a whole like,

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um, what's your last name again? Oh? Yes, yes, aly

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Man, I'm so sad to see
your goal, like I'm going to miss

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herndon going to miss her. But
let me tell you, let lemonade is

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my favorite drinking the entire world.
I'm definitely gonna with you. My pockets

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been a little hit right now,
y'alling up between me being injured and ship.

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But now that I'm back on the
workforce. I got you. Hey

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poo said, you got the munkeys
and ship. Thank you, thank you,

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thank you for all the congratulations.
I am like, I'm I'm excited

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because it's it's been, you know, a couple of years since I've had

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a regular job, and my main
thing is because of the fact that I

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have so many health issues. It's
hard working for people because employers don't give

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they don't give a fu don't know. I got so many it's hard to

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exactly. Kiva Kiva said, Uh, once you in there, you can

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move on up exactly. No,
I definitely got you. Anybody that needs

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references, I'm man. Let me
and if you truly truly know me,

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like not like just Facebook know me, Like, if you truly know me,

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you know how I write shit like
I turn that shit on I'm a

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hood right on Facebook. But outside
of that, nigga, be like,

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I literally I literally referenced every sound
like hey, I sound like sereda on

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Facebook and referenced everything that I witness
you do here. Man works. The

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job is done. She's consistent,
very thorough, and hear love and beyond

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because we definitely don't envy, buts
two hours, very thorough with a research.

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Hey, man, blame them.
They be interacting so much that people

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be drawing the ind Hey, good
shit. Just let me know if you

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ever put mango in anything, because
I am allergic to mango and I'm not

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trying to seize the pineapple on me. So the mang on the pineapple.

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Now we just sucking up bought an
island shit over here. Wow that sounded

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so yeah saying that mango tight seem
That's why I'm glad you've been watching camera

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so fucking childish brother. If y'all, if y'all have not seen like it's

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called, it is what it is, it is what it is camera And

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like I didn't watch a full show. I only called two clips on on

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Twitter. I took a break from
porn Twitter and I've been on a regular

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Twitter. Look there's there's a regular
Twitter. Because I bit because I logged

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into my uh my mimis some one
hundred page my regular page instead of my

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commer walker page. And I was
like, dog this shit, it's fucking

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wild. Like they went not a
dog mace one giving no fu went in

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on PEP. He was like,
joke you out pat I know choking like

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this ship, because what made me
even click on it was the person that

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retweeted it and then caption and that
was like Ken was trying to apologize to

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Pat bad Mason was like, no, fuck that. I was like,

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I gotta watch this. He was
like, oh, he was like,

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oh like that. He was like, and it's like you sounding like murdering,

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I'm sounding like killer. He was
like, yeah, you're right.

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I don't like the side. But
when they talked about, um, Charles

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Barkley with the soap in his ass, oh c D. He said,

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can went in on Charles Barkley.
Yeah, so if y'all haven't go look,

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please watch it. Watch the whole
show. That's some of the funniest

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shit. Keep it talking about.
She don't know how she ended up on

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porn Twitter, but she'd be seeing
stuff. Yeah, that was definitely cooking

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chucked, you know, management like
like that ship was wild as fuck.

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But um, yeah, that that
was like one of the funnier things that

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that I saw on Twitter. Now, Um, for our women that are

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in the comments, I know some
of y'all like that. Uh it's from

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what I heard is pronounced she in, not she it is she in and

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what that that's the name of the
compan like she In. I don't know

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why, but yeah, it's it's
she In instead of she So yeah,

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yeah, So there is UM some
controversy surrounding them, and of course it's

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gone now attention was brought to a
twenty four hours ago. But you can

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go ahead and put that first one
up. So when you go on UM

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as of yesterday, if you went
on their website, UM trying to shop

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for jump suits, like, you
know, searching for jumpsuits on their site.

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You know how most clothing sites,
it breaks things down in the categories

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like okay, well you know,
sizes, patterns, colors, blah blah

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blah blah blah. Um. So
when you went and looked up jumpsuits and

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saw the color black, there was
something that popped up. So you got

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you know, you're playing your neutral
spaghetti strap black. Now from this you

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probably can't tell what that is.
Oh I sent the regular one. You

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don't got a zoom? Yeah?
Oh a monkey on a bunch of bananas

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for black? How do you get
out of that though? Right? Like,

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like, how do you use my
bad dest one? You know,

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white people? Let it go?
Damn? Hey, my bad brother,

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you can't they let her do that? Nope, How do y'all pronounce the

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story? I damn sure, don't
call a galaxy. That's what I call

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cost that. I don't know how
to say that word. I don't never

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word. I just say gallas.
I've never heard anyone say that word.

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Most words you getting here? I
used to work there. How do you

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say, yeah, there's gas,
it's a monkey. But dude, and

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let everybody call whatever bananas you know
to come shot here? Right? Absolutely,

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that's a that's definitely a monkey,
kind of might actually be a gorilla

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because proper representation, that's definitely a
chimp. Like I don't think we chimps.

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I can't be like a simperma,
you know, I'm not. I

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wouldn't even want to be one.
Sees was that nigga? He was a

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chimp? Was yeah? Seeson ran
Ship the white one. That was that

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big albino motherfucker the fuck out here? Seeing you already biased against albinos,

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I bet that was like, get
your ass nigga for you, wasn't it?

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But I'm not biased against albinos.
Let's stop putting that out there so

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you make one. He should makes
a good point, she said, the

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fact we're keeping them in business though, the fucking audacity see, and that

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is why tonight's episode Audacity and food
Lastery, that is the name of tonight's

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episode, because, believe me,
there's a lot of that shit going on

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tonight. So I got a question
to the ladies and sent a comment,

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what's the y'all? What's y'all in
car right now? Say? Now,

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why the fun would they do that? Some dresses? I want to know

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what's in yr machine cart right?
A bunch of sun dresses? You said,

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A whole suit for forty five dollars
is hard to ignore. Yo,

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can't we really be bad at this? Monkey? Because these prices, so

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go to the just the screenshots.
But but you know these prices. Obviously

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there are people that agree these prices
as motherfucker. So, I mean,

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you can't pass them forty five dollars, these are that huh No, it

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makes it pop out. I mean, imagine getting getting getting high end jumpsuits.

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These are just some of the tweets
under the person that brought attention to

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it, because you're not they screening. It was like, dude, what

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the fuck? And they tagged them
on Twitter? Um, so you know,

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obviously there were people that were like
commenting under it, um sho got

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distracted its head trying to find this. Now my card at four hundred dollars

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said right, let's be real,
I'm gonna just oh you know what.

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That's why because this one wasn't first. Yeah, it was so basically the

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of what was that? Oh that
was a video? Yeah, yeah,

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that was the first one. So
the first chick was basically like, I'm

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still go order from there, but
you know, shaking my head. Yeah,

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you can't respect, you can't not
not mad at the honesty. But

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it's the fact that when you look
at how they're acting about this, go

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ahead, you see the next one. I mean, yeah, oh shit,

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we're not these these prices are low. We're not monkeying around. I'm

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house said in my brother's house.
He's supposed to be coming you being for

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me right now. But that's the
kind of text menthy you might get from

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their ass to right. Kayla said
she got too much shit in her card

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right now. Prices prices solo,
we're not monkey, and one said we

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gotta do it like girls used to
doing songs. They ain't talking about me.

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Price is so back she bout the
oscars. Kiva said, damn,

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I literally just submitted the order to
she. She said, I just act

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like I've never seen this because I'm
an order from them. Later then somebody

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else said, I can't see I'm
blind. I guess I can't say.

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I guess my main thing we're here
now it's too many people that actually prices

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lower than n You gotta think about
the ridiculous where you can get like your

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whole weekend wardrone for under sixty bucks. They not, They're not gonna walk

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away from that, Kiva said,
are safe for a later section? O

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c as fuck. I guess my
problem is this? So you got plenty

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black women in the comments. It's
like shit, it is what it is,

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nigga. I'm still gonna shop there
my card and I ain't giving it

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up. You know whatever. These
persons are brananas, you know what,

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Just go ahead dropping for you,
Just go ahead, dumbass down. I

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think I found the joking. Won't
let it go? Um, Kiba said,

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I mean I could boycott if I
wasn't already a frequent shopper for hell,

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how long I've been there before?
I never knowed No, this was

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new that just happened. Yeah,
this was new and then they took it

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down right away. Um, everybody't
even up twenty four hours before somebody,

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you know, I think somebody did
that as somebody got fired and that's what

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they did. Is they going out? No, I guess, like my

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big this thing is the fact that
so many women because it's obviously it's black

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women. You don't see no white
women under there because they don't gotta give

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a fuck. But all of the
black women that are under their like when

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I'm still gonna shop and I'm still
this and I don't give a fuck about

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that or whatever, And it's like
y'all being so dismissive about the blatant disrespect

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and racism, bragging about the fact
that you feel to go place to order

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right fucking now. But I guarantee
you bitches are the exact same ones that

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we're talking about. See this why
I don't shop black that's because black people

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ain't racist enough. Like I bet
that I would bet one of my long

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ass titties your prices so it would
be like, let's see, this is

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exactly why I don't shop around support
black business because you feel like, oh,

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well, they took too long for
shipping. Their motheruckers don't get you

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your ship in two three fucking business
days. That's because you be monkeying around

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with the prices. Your shit ain't
your shit, ain't banas he trying to

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make it land to Median be out
there working on a material and then they

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go back to the previous joke because
they thought it was funny. Oh god,

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that's what you're doing, y'all gonna
laugh. I definitely gonna catch these

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jokes. It's okay. Yeah,
we definitely need to cut his fucking mic

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off key because he bowned it.
Yeah, I don't think I should remember

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this nigga is terrible. Yeah,
no one no laughing laughing at you.

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Cales said, I finally got my
sizing right with them and they do this

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ship on to the next place.
But yeah, and that's my thing.

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That's like, y'all will really talk
about black people don't have custom service skills

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and got attitudes, but they call
you a monkey in your face and like

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submit payment like bro. And I've
never arched anything from that same thing with

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h and them though when they had
a little right, I do act like

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a nigga sometimes, the self admitted
Yeah, I was. But you know

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what, I can't really say that
I'm surprised because it's black women, and

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black women are the same ones that
would take lousy ass niggas back because their

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friends up. So can I?
So can I really be shocked this nigga

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can cheat still and do all of
this ship and it's well, it's a

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different type of love. But you
mad at your friend and cut her off

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and be like, bitches ain't loyal
because she couldn't make your birthday party.

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She was, what do you expect? It might be a good reason to

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cut your friend off, But nigga
beating your ass and cheating on you and

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getting somebody else pregnant and a good
reason to cut him off. They really

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do be taking a nigga who get
somebody else pregnant? I've never let I've

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never did that. I don't know. Like, imagine you sleep in the

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side chick, bring your doorbell,
but now you manage your friend. He

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don't talk to her no more,
I don't. I'm not finding And then

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they used the excuse that the friend
told you to leave the nigga because of

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the side chick as why the friendship
ended. Bro. See, look,

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keeping something use them at me next
time meet me because I say that sometimes.

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See like, how y'all gonna be
like, Bro, I ain't never

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supporting black businesses to get this.
This is why I don't fuck with black

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people. Oh you monkey? Hey, bro, you got that in the

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large? What the fuck? Like? Let me get a medium too,

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because I want to try it on? Like what's the return policy again?

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Okay? Black people for you?
Hey? All I know is I'm still

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waiting on my old man from Coffee
Makes You Black from twenty thirteen. I'm

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still hey, good food for you? Ain't that the slogan fuelcast lower you?

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I was want to say, if
you just kind of squeeze the bottle,

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it comes out a little fast.
It come out chunky though, no

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like you'd be like it comes in
slashes ship. Nobody wants chunky drink.

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I need to take them chunky monkey
is okay? Can't we say that you

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because that's what it's called chunky monkeys
cream? I know, but we know

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why you said you said, well
I said it the other monkey. What

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Yes, long titties. I am
not a shame because guess what when they

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get sucked? He pull one of
these like he lift them. It's like

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elevator. How did we get here? And you can put them together?

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Yep? How how did we get
It's easier to suck when him on top

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two because they just dangle right in
his face. That's the greatest. That

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is the greatest. Want big perky, big perky ts. And he gott

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strained his neck to suck them while
you on top. They appreciate it.

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A little dangle, just hanging his
face like Christmas ornaments, like a baby

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bird. I didn't do this man, we get here no alco without the

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label. Yes, it holds a
crav on, strawberry margarito. This is

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fire. Yeah, but he was
talking shit, a strawberry line, a

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strawberry line. It's about to be
gone. That's the only reason why I

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said something. You can for me
because I'm over here working. Anybody hacked

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them? Who you talk about?
The backyard aget. This is how they

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are when they get together. No, Kna said that she and said that

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somebody somebody got fired and they did
that on their way going out the door.

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Now Kia saying she don't do that
part like about to cutting the friends

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off keeping then no, but I'm
saying like that that is a huge thing,

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especially especially with our women, like
you will see them cut their friends

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off for the slightest fucking reason a
while taking ship from a nigga for years

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and I mean the worst of the
worst from a fucking nigga, all types

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of disrespect, physical abuse, mental
abuse, and everything, and they stick

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through it. One little disagreement for
a friend and bitches ain't real. That's

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why this, This is why I'm
by myself, and that's why I don't

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hang with fuck up for people that
be like I ain't got no friends.

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I want y'all to know that's not
a flex. You are weird of that.

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I just just not a flex.
And I'll tell them I don't have

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as many friends as I used to
because as I grew, I realized I

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had a lot of associates, you
know what I'm saying, but like the

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people that I do have, like
I cherished the funk out of my people,

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like ile no quality over quantities.
Yeah, I think it's a flex.

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If somebody's calling you their friend and
you just say you don't have any

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friends, you obviously are more valuable
than them than you heard they are to

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you. It's kindle. You're telling
me that you don't like anybody or nobody.

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I'm here but to but to what
Timmy said, I will say,

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you have to you have to watch
people like that because there were people that

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I can see, like we have
friendships at the moment, but it's like

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when you have somebody and y'all gotta
buy y'all do all this shit, but

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then you always saying them talking about
how they loaners and they this, and

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they this, and they don't be
like you know what I'm saying, and

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they're like real dismissive of it.
Take that as you're cute. I didn't

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and I should have, so like
now moving forward, when I see that,

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I'm like, oh, bit,
you want to be by yourself?

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You could be by yourself. I
can show you what it is to not

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be your fucking friend since you feel
like you don't have nobody. Yeah,

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sometimes it's fun to go outside by
yourself. Now I'm not talking about that,

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though, I'm saying like, when
you have people that you know have

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never turned their fucking back on you, have always been there wherever you whenever

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you call, and even when you
didn't call, just because they knew you

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that much to know that, damn
I know they need me right now.

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But then you always talking about how
you by yourself. You don't got no

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friends and you were loaner and shit, and it's like, hey, perfect

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example, perfect this perfect face.
Remember y'all know I always go back to

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movies and shit. Remember straight out
of Compton when they when they first told

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Q they was distening to me.
He was like, I adn't say shit

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about all right, and then he
went off, that's me, that's me,

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that's me. God damn, y'all
set it off. I have a

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small circle of friends. How about
that. It's still like, now you

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already hurt my familis, this is
this is a this is family though not

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friends, um Dina says shell maker
shell maker ski either though see in this

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now he's talking about like why chicks
cut off friends instead of that niggas And

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he's saying basically like, well,
it's easier because he has sex with her.

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And it's like, this is one
of those reasons why I tell you

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bitches that feel like it's weird to
masturbate, that's why y'all end up in

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situations like that, because y'all don't
know what self pleasure is. So you

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have to rely on this nigga to
pleasure you to where you have to let

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him disrespect you and treat you like
shit. And you're like, well,

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damn, I can't let him go
because he makes me feel good physically.

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Look, I will motherfucking who's that, Jimmy Hendrix, No, no,

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all on this motherfucker. Okay,
I will print computer blue solo all over

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my pussy, myself all through it, kiss my ass. If anybody at

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my door unannounced, it's not gonna
be a nice exchance. You know.

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That's one thing that I never had
a problem with. Just know that if

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you ever pop up at my house
unannounced, you probably gonna be out there

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for a while because I don't be
having on clothes. But no, but

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this is this is the thing.
Only people only The only people that know

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where I live aren't the people that
I wouldn't mind if they was like,

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hey, meet me, what you're
doing? All right, I'm around the

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corner, open the door. Them
not only people I know where I live

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at anyway, So I think that's
probably why I'm different and don't really care

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about people popping up on me,
because motherfucker's don't be knowing where I live.

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At unless I really really fucked with
you like that, And if I

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really fucked with you like that and
you're in the neighborhood, shit stopped through.

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Yep, Now I'm be doing shit, don't. That's why we used

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to record at her house because she
wasn't doing en you know what, technically

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chicken but the fun Timmy going small
claims for it? What you do you?

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Oh for my my oatmeal from you
can't talk about small? Don't trying

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to make sure you ain't. Tommy
ordered oatmeal. D nobody hate non friend,

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he's ignorant. Oh, my bad
job. The monkey dog is terrible

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man who's more terrible than people that
are still gonna shop? Or my bad

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monkey job. Yeah, you're a
little bit of a little bit of be

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a whole lot of sea. Yes, he wears a headband with his dreads

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every week. He doesn't like his
eye. Don't reach his fucking eyes and

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keep it, replied to him.
She said, big baby, you're batting

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out your headache, you know.
And keiba case, she said. She

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says that she doesn't make friends.
Well, so you know if you got

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in. But she's a loaner and
can go and do places a loaner and

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I feel away. No, I
I do that myself, Like I'm not

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a person where I have to have
people with me in order to go places.

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I go out to eat so much
by my fucking self, like especially

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without my kids, like mainly without
my fucking kids, because I just want

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to get away from everybody. I
got to the bars by myself because um

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I usually, you know, I
might do that shit tomorrow because it's m

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night. But um I do.
I like to go places and hang out

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by myself. But I don't have
a lot of creams anymore. I do

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got a couple, you know what
I'm saying. And the friends that I

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do have, I definitely appreciate them, like I got all you gotta Amazon,

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bro oh God. That same day
every week, that same day shipping

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cool Friday, we took a mental
health day and we went to out back

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and they paid for their own food. He said, what me and the

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girls went to out back and they
paid for their own food. What kind

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of allowance do you give your kids? Here's the crazy part. The allowances

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don't come from me. It'd be
from their grandparents. They just be dropping

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money and they green like cars.
Now they know not to like come up

405
00:35:44.000 --> 00:35:46.280
to my door and like ring the
doorbell. They'll sit in the car and

406
00:35:46.360 --> 00:35:49.320
they'll call me and be like,
hey, you in the crib. You

407
00:35:49.480 --> 00:35:52.159
you know whatever you did, And
I'd be like, give me a minute,

408
00:35:53.039 --> 00:35:59.079
because yeah, even when y'all used
to be like and I think they

409
00:35:59.159 --> 00:36:02.400
knew automatically it was like, bro, what is that? It's some show

410
00:36:02.440 --> 00:36:06.400
that came on ABC that the father
would come home and you take his fans

411
00:36:06.440 --> 00:36:09.199
off right when he came in the
house. Some sitcom that was it was

412
00:36:09.239 --> 00:36:14.519
based on this dude's real life situation. Apparently his father got off work and

413
00:36:14.559 --> 00:36:21.039
come on take his plans. Y'are
always welcome to y'all watched Beef yet I

414
00:36:21.199 --> 00:36:25.400
started it. I think it's just
funny because it all started over bad driving

415
00:36:25.480 --> 00:36:31.559
from two Asians. Ali Wa,
she's funny hel too. Yeah. You

416
00:36:31.599 --> 00:36:35.360
gotta watch her both her stand ups
because she pregnant on both of them,

417
00:36:35.920 --> 00:36:38.119
and she pissed as fuck on the
second one. She pregnant. See,

418
00:36:38.159 --> 00:36:42.320
and I don't I saw a beef, but I instantly thought of, like,

419
00:36:42.800 --> 00:36:45.760
remember them hood videos. They used
to had the Hood DVDs and ship

420
00:36:46.039 --> 00:36:52.880
the beef videos. That's how you
knew what rap beef was going on.

421
00:36:52.320 --> 00:36:58.079
This is not about rap beef because
that's how you learned about rap. I'm

422
00:36:58.199 --> 00:37:04.480
just sad like that would It's funny
the first thing that came right. Yeah,

423
00:37:04.760 --> 00:37:08.000
Um, shout out to Montrey sipping
the tea with Monty because from now

424
00:37:08.199 --> 00:37:15.119
like because of him, I'll be
calling Dick a beef bullet all right time.

425
00:37:15.239 --> 00:37:16.639
You know how to go ahead and
work these things. Go ahead,

426
00:37:17.280 --> 00:37:22.039
turn the radio station off. I'm
out of here. Make sure y'all a

427
00:37:22.079 --> 00:37:28.960
tone different now. Blind spiders popped
up, Um when I finished one show,

428
00:37:29.199 --> 00:37:31.320
and then you know how it automatically
tries to like turn into you're talking

429
00:37:31.320 --> 00:37:37.440
about blind Spoders? Are blind Spotting
because there's a show on Stars called blind

430
00:37:37.480 --> 00:37:40.159
Spotty. Okay, mate, maybe
it's different than because I'm talking about blind

431
00:37:40.239 --> 00:37:44.480
Spotting. That pops up because the
light skinhake with the husband and I don't

432
00:37:44.519 --> 00:37:46.199
know, it just pops up after
power goes off. Yeah, that's blind

433
00:37:46.239 --> 00:37:50.519
spot that's how new Because you said
Stars. Yeah, it's funny as hell.

434
00:37:52.599 --> 00:37:53.519
She didn't have on pants one day
in the preview. I think,

435
00:37:53.639 --> 00:37:59.639
yep, but the mom hit the
crypt killing with no pants because I was

436
00:37:59.679 --> 00:38:00.880
gonna watch it because of that.
I'm like, hey, this should look

437
00:38:00.880 --> 00:38:06.119
funny. But then I never got
into it this second season. Oh yeah,

438
00:38:06.159 --> 00:38:07.039
she's talking about the same one,
she said, because it came on

439
00:38:07.159 --> 00:38:13.719
after us. She was watching Power, Thank you, said, out of

440
00:38:13.760 --> 00:38:15.320
all the shit I do, that's
the final straw for you. Tone.

441
00:38:16.079 --> 00:38:21.039
What about leaving? Yes, you, I have not paid attention to meat.

442
00:38:21.119 --> 00:38:27.719
Leaving, like several times already part
of the routine in the script.

443
00:38:29.320 --> 00:38:32.960
Bullet is crazy, but it's it's
so it's I'm like, damn, I

444
00:38:34.079 --> 00:38:37.559
can't stop calling it a beef bullet. Now. How many times have you

445
00:38:37.679 --> 00:38:40.559
told that light skin bastard, bring
your beef bullet here? Pause? That's

446
00:38:40.559 --> 00:38:46.760
a new one. You are,
was ab said the meat giver outer.

447
00:38:47.320 --> 00:38:52.079
Yeah, calling the niggas the meat
give up right? Tone fake quit every

448
00:38:52.079 --> 00:38:59.440
show meat provider, butcher, the
meat provider, the butcher, beecher,

449
00:39:00.000 --> 00:39:06.880
butcher. That's a whole different meaning
now, sausage slangy. If two homosexual

450
00:39:07.000 --> 00:39:14.280
men get together, we're not doing
called the butcher. I see, mind

451
00:39:14.400 --> 00:39:19.719
is better one, it was better. Mind was better. You don't know

452
00:39:19.760 --> 00:39:22.119
what mind is better? Because who
didn't get it? Right? Now?

453
00:39:22.199 --> 00:39:24.639
About ten twenty minutes later when they
mind their business, they're gonna get it.

454
00:39:25.000 --> 00:39:28.920
Oh here, because I don't think
I sent you to you never sent

455
00:39:28.960 --> 00:39:34.599
me the tweet, all right,
everybody that you're getting responses, see you

456
00:39:34.679 --> 00:39:45.360
want they're coming too. Don't got
to relax, heyself, Um, I

457
00:39:45.519 --> 00:39:51.840
just sent it. It didn't don't
mind. So, Um, I'm going

458
00:39:51.960 --> 00:40:00.159
to start something new community. I've
been doing that, my mamm. I'm

459
00:40:00.199 --> 00:40:06.639
on pay management. I'm just playing. No you're not, I am no.

460
00:40:07.119 --> 00:40:13.960
Um, what about the bucks?
Right? You know what? It

461
00:40:14.079 --> 00:40:17.400
was not the fun. We lost
your honest and like the first two minutes,

462
00:40:17.880 --> 00:40:24.639
it wasn't good. So it was
the struggle it was, you know,

463
00:40:24.800 --> 00:40:31.440
speaking of Jamie Fox is okay and
prayers up to him. Um.

464
00:40:31.800 --> 00:40:37.840
It looks like he was said to
have a stroke, um that he's recovering

465
00:40:37.960 --> 00:40:44.599
from. And you know, only
this time. Like in all of these

466
00:40:44.760 --> 00:40:49.800
years of Jamie Fox's career, I
don't think I've ever heard of him being

467
00:40:49.840 --> 00:40:53.800
involved in any type of scandal whatsoever. Well, he did marry Tom Cruise

468
00:40:53.880 --> 00:41:02.599
wife. You don't think Jamie Fox
game whoa. So I've actually heard some

469
00:41:02.719 --> 00:41:07.039
things about that. I ain't talking
about that. I'm talking about like problematic

470
00:41:07.119 --> 00:41:10.920
shit. No, sucking a little
wee wee, that's I suck we we

471
00:41:21.760 --> 00:41:25.639
Now maybe it's just me because smoke
a lot of weeks. Lord you know,

472
00:41:25.760 --> 00:41:28.800
said not to be that guy.
But I feel like it was dirty

473
00:41:28.880 --> 00:41:31.840
coke. You were just like put
two and two together like when shit started.

474
00:41:31.880 --> 00:41:37.360
Like, look like remember when Tank
was just doing these radio interviews talking

475
00:41:37.400 --> 00:41:40.079
about like all the gaits. He
was talking about all these things that he

476
00:41:40.199 --> 00:41:45.760
likes to do about sexual right,
and then it was like and then I

477
00:41:45.880 --> 00:41:50.920
watched him he ain't a scandal though
I'm not talking about scandals. I'm just

478
00:41:51.079 --> 00:41:54.599
asking if think Jamie Foxx is game
No, he's b sexual. And then

479
00:41:54.719 --> 00:42:00.840
like I think him would take to
be fucking whoa because all of the things

480
00:42:00.920 --> 00:42:02.119
that Tank was out here saying.
Then I watched these two niggas do a

481
00:42:02.199 --> 00:42:06.639
podcast and this is one thing to
like be friendly with your dog. This

482
00:42:07.039 --> 00:42:14.920
is a little true friend. It
was, I mean, it is Hollywood.

483
00:42:15.000 --> 00:42:17.400
So I just think tank. Would
Tank be describing all these game encounters

484
00:42:17.440 --> 00:42:22.199
he had, I believe they were
Jamie Foxx. I'm one man with an

485
00:42:22.199 --> 00:42:28.000
opinion that's some that's some wild shit, because like if they harmonize into each

486
00:42:28.000 --> 00:42:32.320
other. That's nuts. Can I
go home? Man? During sex?

487
00:42:32.440 --> 00:42:37.639
Before he was singing, Lord,
lay ahead on my pillow, but what

488
00:42:37.840 --> 00:42:43.360
was at my house? So it
was my pillow whispering and Jamie FOXX talk

489
00:42:43.400 --> 00:42:46.400
about when you said to him too
see that's see. He was probably trying

490
00:42:46.440 --> 00:42:51.400
to be funny in the moment and
you just destroy his humor. But this

491
00:42:51.480 --> 00:42:53.920
is my house. Oh Lord,
Dino said, all them Hollywood niggas and

492
00:42:54.159 --> 00:43:09.599
edictrious, Yeah that's funny. Yeah, he would say gay like I got

493
00:43:09.719 --> 00:43:14.440
nothing against I mean you with your
left right. At the same time,

494
00:43:14.599 --> 00:43:17.480
these two, these two niggas are
a little friendly. Let him be you

495
00:43:17.559 --> 00:43:22.760
know, that's cool. Yeah,
but I mean that's I mean, he

496
00:43:22.840 --> 00:43:25.480
was getting the nigga job like,
that's gotta be his babe him on the

497
00:43:25.559 --> 00:43:30.760
road. He let Tank be his
background singer. You know, I harmonize

498
00:43:30.800 --> 00:43:36.719
him. What having the sex of
the gab of RIETI it's crazy. He'd

499
00:43:36.719 --> 00:43:47.719
be blowing his back out singing to
him, is what please do? Remember

500
00:43:47.800 --> 00:43:52.480
when Jamie Fox and that chick was
going back and forth for the little jingle

501
00:43:52.559 --> 00:44:01.800
off right, Jamie Fox singing unpredictable. Oh I can't imagine high notes when

502
00:44:01.840 --> 00:44:07.559
he first put in to do something
you never done before, baby, not

503
00:44:07.840 --> 00:44:13.079
the usual, telling them nigga that
this is not the usual. It's great,

504
00:44:13.159 --> 00:44:30.960
you're gonna get unpredictable, just a
mother g Van Dross this, let's

505
00:44:32.840 --> 00:44:45.000
getting take Luther Van draws crazy,
y'all are terrible people. This is why

506
00:44:45.119 --> 00:44:49.639
y'all have to come on Sunday nights. Most people are gone to bed.

507
00:44:50.360 --> 00:45:00.280
Luther Van draws for the game for
like people that watch Power. So Kiva

508
00:45:00.360 --> 00:45:04.480
said, So, I've been trying
to understand how come on Power when you

509
00:45:04.880 --> 00:45:07.280
Drew begin crack? How come he
always on the bottom? He gives bottom

510
00:45:07.400 --> 00:45:10.920
energy? Though? My thing is, how come Drew is the only one

511
00:45:12.039 --> 00:45:15.880
getting some ass on this show to
be getting as? We don't know that

512
00:45:16.039 --> 00:45:19.760
though it is definitely fucking effict.
No, no, no, no,

513
00:45:19.960 --> 00:45:22.519
What I mean is we don't see
it happening. No, Um, what's

514
00:45:22.519 --> 00:45:29.199
the white boy name? He was
getting some asks five abouts to go to

515
00:45:29.280 --> 00:45:34.280
another level? Wait to the mushrooms? What episode is this? I stopped

516
00:45:34.320 --> 00:45:38.199
counting a while ago, right,
so you're supposed to be keeping track?

517
00:45:40.880 --> 00:45:49.000
What's that position is called? Because
where they wings that note? No just

518
00:45:49.639 --> 00:45:54.480
something I'm going on. We ain't
near two hundred yet, I tell you

519
00:45:54.559 --> 00:45:59.320
that much. We are near two
hundred. It's like when you were like

520
00:45:59.480 --> 00:46:05.079
when I told it was like one
eighties, we were definitely six nights.

521
00:46:05.239 --> 00:46:15.119
Oh shit, damn told you all
right, some two weeks telling me two

522
00:46:15.159 --> 00:46:21.880
weeks because I because I'll be hired
by the end and I gotta worry about

523
00:46:21.880 --> 00:46:24.039
no drug testings. I'm good.
How could they test for shoots anyway?

524
00:46:24.679 --> 00:46:28.519
Drug testing on the jobs that were
real talk, I bet you're gonna get

525
00:46:28.559 --> 00:46:31.480
drugs testing. I don't either,
don't think because they didn't because usually whenever

526
00:46:31.480 --> 00:46:36.000
I get hired, they were like, they give you yo, drugs information

527
00:46:36.079 --> 00:46:40.320
before you even accept the offer.
So yeah, that way they can disqualify

528
00:46:40.400 --> 00:46:45.360
you because yeah, yeah, yeah, I thought that working where I worked

529
00:46:45.360 --> 00:46:51.320
out with the all kind of tests. Look, I believe it. If

530
00:46:51.360 --> 00:46:55.119
you don't, don't. Some places
don't. Some places they actually recommend you

531
00:46:55.239 --> 00:47:00.679
do it because you need a d
stressor yeah, and get jokes about it

532
00:47:00.719 --> 00:47:04.119
at work. I'm like, I
ain't jumping in your jokes. I ain't

533
00:47:04.159 --> 00:47:12.679
count you me saying shit, right, you're correct? Yes, oh,

534
00:47:13.639 --> 00:47:17.119
and definitely have tons of jokes.
I am so interested in seeing like glory

535
00:47:17.199 --> 00:47:23.519
holes up close, like I really
want to. Like, Okay, so

536
00:47:23.679 --> 00:47:36.039
here's the thing. Some niggas are
very like some niggas are very unfortunate looking,

537
00:47:36.880 --> 00:47:38.760
right, I don't want to call
them ugly. Some niggas are just

538
00:47:38.880 --> 00:47:43.679
very unfortunately. Where are you going
with this? But I got something to

539
00:47:43.719 --> 00:47:52.519
follow up on leng their their their
facial features were not um ideally placed,

540
00:47:53.159 --> 00:48:00.599
right, okay, but they got
a nice slab on them. But if

541
00:48:04.400 --> 00:48:06.960
that's what it says, what it
does, maybe want to come out like

542
00:48:07.079 --> 00:48:20.880
this just like this whatever. But
you know, he got a like slab

543
00:48:20.960 --> 00:48:24.239
on him, But I can't get
aroused by it because I've already seen his

544
00:48:24.400 --> 00:48:30.159
face. So it's like, you
know, you got this big just big

545
00:48:30.719 --> 00:48:37.679
being held by niggas like so now
it's like I can't because it's just like

546
00:48:39.599 --> 00:48:46.480
so as ca Okay, So you
know the gloria would be a benefit for

547
00:48:46.559 --> 00:48:51.280
you, right because then it's like
he's behind this wall and then you just

548
00:48:51.360 --> 00:48:53.880
have this big, beautiful dick out
that I'm not biased against because I haven't

549
00:48:53.880 --> 00:48:58.119
seen his face. So then it's
like, man, I can man,

550
00:49:00.199 --> 00:49:04.079
you know, but if I see
his face. First, I be like,

551
00:49:05.000 --> 00:49:24.239
yeah so so yes, So scrolling
through Facebook today while trying to get

552
00:49:24.360 --> 00:49:31.320
shows together, it was dropped on
somebody's timeline if they have made Milwaukee based

553
00:49:31.440 --> 00:49:37.360
pages. Again, so there's Milwaukee
bad bbls. T Hunt not in the

554
00:49:37.440 --> 00:49:39.519
group, but he made a big
Backs page. Yeah, there's like big

555
00:49:39.599 --> 00:49:47.559
Back, Milwaukee Back, Milwaukee little
Dicks, Milwaukee stinky pussy like for somebody

556
00:49:47.639 --> 00:49:53.199
reasons, Milwaukee Big Backs. Yes, there is like five or six random

557
00:49:53.320 --> 00:50:01.519
ass pages where they just talking about
people. How do you somebody just they

558
00:50:01.599 --> 00:50:07.039
sing they I don't know what it
is, but I guess chicks or niggas

559
00:50:07.079 --> 00:50:09.679
are sending the photos up. This
bitch is this and this and they got

560
00:50:09.760 --> 00:50:13.880
photos and they just go to town
river. Can I can I draw a

561
00:50:13.920 --> 00:50:16.800
big bag bitch real quick and you
put it on the screen because your jewels

562
00:50:16.800 --> 00:50:27.639
are unfortunately so immaculate. Gohead.
You doing just like being a heavier size

563
00:50:27.760 --> 00:50:31.280
person in life. You minding your
business, but you're on the heavier side.

564
00:50:31.840 --> 00:50:37.239
It was a minding business, right, you take a big person minding

565
00:50:37.360 --> 00:50:47.280
business? Is why the big like
why sender eating their chicken minding their business?

566
00:50:47.440 --> 00:50:52.840
Like because I automatically because I automatically
pictured your mind and their business was

567
00:50:52.920 --> 00:50:59.719
eating something something. Right, are
we trading like that? Right over here?

568
00:51:00.039 --> 00:51:01.880
Think about that chick that bigg ass
panel asia that she checked back to

569
00:51:01.920 --> 00:51:15.400
the room. Usually noodle's gonna be
sliding all over the place. She's better

570
00:51:15.480 --> 00:51:19.960
get in the bed with a fucking
noodle. A panelis on how do you

571
00:51:20.039 --> 00:51:22.960
get because usually when I'm minding my
business, I'm probably mind your business.

572
00:51:23.559 --> 00:51:27.760
Well, I'm saying, you wake
up to a bunch of notifications and they

573
00:51:27.840 --> 00:51:35.400
got you in this big backpack,
like everybody know my back being friend,

574
00:51:36.840 --> 00:51:39.480
that's like outside of my friends,
it's been like the five hundred and fifty

575
00:51:39.480 --> 00:51:43.239
six people that knew me already that
was cool. But now but just like

576
00:51:43.400 --> 00:51:47.239
tick came up there. But it's
funny because lately they've been making these polets

577
00:51:47.239 --> 00:51:52.079
you can't unbig your back, And
I'm like, how did we get here?

578
00:51:52.360 --> 00:51:59.000
I had people with big bags that
wear like little shirts and big the

579
00:51:59.079 --> 00:52:01.239
grocery store, and I was like, yo, her like her back was

580
00:52:01.360 --> 00:52:07.000
big, and what she looked like
boser Like her back was big, her

581
00:52:07.119 --> 00:52:10.559
arms was a little. She had
very smart titties. You know what she

582
00:52:10.800 --> 00:52:19.360
was built really big back and smart. They really be built like panguins.

583
00:52:19.840 --> 00:52:23.400
Wow, so did somebody say,
y'all fat built like pancus. We're the

584
00:52:23.440 --> 00:52:28.840
bad guy you are. And it's
crazy because when you see him from the

585
00:52:28.920 --> 00:52:31.760
back, like the back of the
head, always sit on that that hump

586
00:52:31.800 --> 00:52:37.719
of meat back there because they're just
a regular big back. It's a hump

587
00:52:37.480 --> 00:52:42.639
of meat like right here at the
top. Like they got a fucking one

588
00:52:42.679 --> 00:52:47.719
of them fucking airplane pillows and they
shut like a linebacker from the eighties.

589
00:52:52.239 --> 00:53:00.320
You know, you know, you're
nothing decorative pillows and ship that women like

590
00:53:00.480 --> 00:53:05.559
right in the front on their bedroom
set. Ye, that's right across the

591
00:53:05.639 --> 00:53:09.719
back and the bootes be sucked then, oh no, it's like that two

592
00:53:09.800 --> 00:53:15.360
of the ground beef that that people
get that audies like they just stay with

593
00:53:15.440 --> 00:53:20.280
that motherfucker right across the back and
it just it's just there. And then

594
00:53:20.400 --> 00:53:23.719
they didn't go in. I feel
like, I feel like we're shaming people.

595
00:53:24.119 --> 00:53:28.599
I was like, what't nigga's minding
their business a minute? But I'm

596
00:53:28.599 --> 00:53:32.400
saying, just you're waking up niggas, Like you're waking up the niggas like

597
00:53:32.480 --> 00:53:37.280
you right now for no reason I
would not be talking about anybody's back.

598
00:53:37.599 --> 00:53:43.000
One you just literally sat was a
hypothetical person. I don't know whose back

599
00:53:43.119 --> 00:53:45.880
is this big seven that white lady. I saw a white women back there

600
00:53:45.920 --> 00:53:51.320
big. Her back was big,
the big they all big. It's no

601
00:53:51.440 --> 00:53:54.119
in between you with that. Her
back was big, her butt was like

602
00:53:54.719 --> 00:54:05.840
non existent. Imagine drawing and then
taking a bottom thumb like that you discussed.

603
00:54:07.360 --> 00:54:10.280
I mean just not in but like
the damage the picture of the heart,

604
00:54:10.360 --> 00:54:15.039
like that's what it looked like.
It is crazy. It looked like

605
00:54:15.119 --> 00:54:23.800
a bad cut of beef tender like
you ever see the tender steak that look

606
00:54:23.880 --> 00:54:36.119
like better? Say, you're definitely
working badly cut that. You know what,

607
00:54:37.800 --> 00:54:40.360
all my state lovers knew what I
was talking about because as soon as

608
00:54:40.400 --> 00:54:43.760
one of the bitches pissed me off
in the comments and I'm like you Chuck

609
00:54:43.920 --> 00:54:49.559
Ro's back, bitch. No,
it is really bitches that be built like

610
00:54:49.679 --> 00:54:57.000
the meat that I put on the
ship and like relaxed black angers. Why

611
00:54:57.039 --> 00:55:06.079
does Chuck Rose sound fatter than any
other ro sharp frost guy? Really fan

612
00:55:08.039 --> 00:55:24.119
when Charles Roast bitches be built like
top third one. That's that's absolutely And

613
00:55:24.559 --> 00:55:29.400
they always be with a black dude, right, the one that we don't

614
00:55:29.440 --> 00:55:32.559
want. So I'll be like,
you couldn't find no one else we didn't

615
00:55:32.599 --> 00:55:36.800
want him, and the black dude
is you couldn't find nobody else gonna come

616
00:55:36.880 --> 00:55:42.920
up him. She'd be driving and
I'm just praying my picture that needs groups

617
00:55:43.000 --> 00:55:47.559
come on back and tad bigger than
it never been. And look, and

618
00:55:47.719 --> 00:55:53.920
I'll be watching cuts to say you're
not proportion with. They'd be like,

619
00:55:54.159 --> 00:55:55.960
that's why I was in the middle
of trying to draw, but I got

620
00:55:57.000 --> 00:56:05.719
distracted because one suck no like do
because it's like, okay, so this

621
00:56:06.280 --> 00:56:10.119
this is the wideness of the back, right, but then it's like it

622
00:56:10.320 --> 00:56:15.840
narrows out being the legs do this
shit and that's actually the legs they built

623
00:56:15.880 --> 00:56:24.440
like ice cream. And it'd be
like, yeah, they built they definitely

624
00:56:24.480 --> 00:56:29.559
got that Cops double scoop action.
This just be built like soft sir.

625
00:56:34.519 --> 00:56:38.119
Do you do you disagree? Hey? Speaking to make flurry that strawberry shortcake

626
00:56:38.280 --> 00:56:43.199
joint. I with it and had
a couple Hey, I wonder you think

627
00:56:43.239 --> 00:56:47.239
they got that. They don't.
They don't even got it on a regular

628
00:56:47.360 --> 00:56:51.519
McDonald's app. I was pissed because
I was trying to use my uh my

629
00:56:51.679 --> 00:56:54.000
code for it. I had to
actually go and ask for it through the

630
00:56:54.000 --> 00:56:55.840
speak. I want to go this. I want to start going to like

631
00:56:55.960 --> 00:57:01.800
McDonald's Windy to start ordering these fast
food items that ain't and coolers are back

632
00:57:02.079 --> 00:57:08.400
at Colvers Yo's Fire. Absolutely,
I can't get the strawberry mango anymore.

633
00:57:08.559 --> 00:57:15.800
That sucks. I can only do
it strawberry. But but the the every

634
00:57:15.920 --> 00:57:19.960
April, I can't wait, Covers
brings their fruit coolers back and then they

635
00:57:20.000 --> 00:57:22.320
stayed throughout the summer. I said, they always bring them back at April

636
00:57:22.320 --> 00:57:27.840
because it prepares a spratorious season.
But when do the peach shakes come to

637
00:57:29.440 --> 00:57:35.559
that all I want? Probably not
until like June too late. It's like

638
00:57:35.679 --> 00:57:42.119
June because they just came out with
the watermelont lemonade. See, and I'm

639
00:57:42.159 --> 00:57:45.599
not a fan of watermelon flavored stuff
because I love the actual watermelon fruit.

640
00:57:45.880 --> 00:57:51.119
And nothing ever tastes like fucking It
never tastes like watermelon to me. It's

641
00:57:51.199 --> 00:57:59.400
like artificial, artificial. It's a
completely different thing. I prefer, uh,

642
00:58:00.119 --> 00:58:02.840
but I don't and I don't like
mint. So that's why I was

643
00:58:02.840 --> 00:58:08.440
actually surprised because I had that that
the simply the little mixers that they have

644
00:58:08.639 --> 00:58:15.599
now simply mixology or whatever they're uh
because I don't like men, but that

645
00:58:19.199 --> 00:58:30.079
it was good, exactolutely good mascot
mules, ginger beer. Do you know

646
00:58:30.119 --> 00:58:32.480
what saying? My question is how
the fuck their legs be that then?

647
00:58:32.519 --> 00:58:42.639
And they're carrying around all that way? That's what I don't get, and

648
00:58:42.960 --> 00:58:51.280
begin pull all the black man peach
shake said already how I really don't want?

649
00:58:51.800 --> 00:58:55.079
No, I don't know, but
you know how you that's my ship.

650
00:58:57.039 --> 00:58:59.400
I don't know what you mean.
You don't want You don't even know

651
00:58:59.440 --> 00:59:01.119
if you're just than this guy.
You never had a conversation. It's just

652
00:59:01.239 --> 00:59:07.119
a look so fat white woman be
buying a man like six rings of Mexican

653
00:59:07.239 --> 00:59:12.719
Jordans. I can't not at all. I don't like that. I mean,

654
00:59:12.840 --> 00:59:15.360
you're gonna say that fat ugly white
woman, at least make that betch

655
00:59:15.440 --> 00:59:20.639
values in retro, please. So
I took a gamble at pot of why

656
00:59:20.719 --> 00:59:23.159
to me right, it was one
hundred dollars. It was one hundred dollars

657
00:59:23.159 --> 00:59:27.480
gamble. I lost, but I'm
okay with it because I was up so

658
00:59:27.639 --> 00:59:30.360
much that it wasn't my money,
it was Poto's money. Um. I

659
00:59:30.480 --> 00:59:36.159
only took a chance because I know
how desperate gamblers get, and I was

660
00:59:36.239 --> 00:59:38.039
like, in the off chance that
this is legit, I'm gonna just go

661
00:59:38.159 --> 00:59:40.480
ahead and I'm gonna give it to
him. If it's not, then I'm

662
00:59:40.519 --> 00:59:44.559
not mad about it, because again, this is money that I do that

663
00:59:44.679 --> 00:59:47.239
I want. And even with me
giving him that, I was still up

664
00:59:49.199 --> 00:59:53.119
hundreds of dollars, so it was
cool. Um. But I was at

665
00:59:53.159 --> 01:00:00.280
Poto and there was this foreign guy
that came up. He was from Dubuying

666
01:00:00.360 --> 01:00:06.159
Ship. Now I had seen him
over there at the tables and ship when

667
01:00:06.199 --> 01:00:10.599
I walked in to the slots.
I had to go to the slots I

668
01:00:10.639 --> 01:00:17.159
have walked past, and he came
in and I was over there. You

669
01:00:17.239 --> 01:00:22.119
know, Like I said, I
was up, I was doing good.

670
01:00:22.199 --> 01:00:28.679
I didn't want to get off my
machine, so I'm going I didn't even

671
01:00:28.679 --> 01:00:30.800
have on my pink hare that day. I had. I had on my

672
01:00:30.840 --> 01:00:39.719
short red curly one. Um,
he comes up and you know, like

673
01:00:39.880 --> 01:00:45.760
he produced himself and he can tell. He is like, bro, don't

674
01:00:45.760 --> 01:00:54.719
ask me to pronounce that ship.
I'm just gonna call him. I think

675
01:00:58.679 --> 01:01:08.880
you're gone. Who needs my family
of my head? Let me buy you.

676
01:01:14.320 --> 01:01:19.599
So he comes up and like he's
he's drunk as fun, and I'm

677
01:01:19.639 --> 01:01:22.920
like, I saw the NIKEA gambler
on the tables when I first walked in.

678
01:01:22.159 --> 01:01:35.800
He's fucking lit and he's talking to
me, and it's like that's you

679
01:01:35.880 --> 01:01:38.400
know, he's talking about a liar, you know whatever, you know,

680
01:01:40.360 --> 01:01:49.679
yeah, no, but but he's
telling me. He's like, but he's

681
01:01:49.679 --> 01:01:53.880
telling me how like how he lost
how he lost ten k on the tables,

682
01:01:54.000 --> 01:02:00.679
right, And because I'm in paddle
so much, I know that that

683
01:02:00.920 --> 01:02:08.599
is not far fetched because niggas that
play the tables well way more money than

684
01:02:08.719 --> 01:02:13.960
us on a slot, Like they
will literally lose tens of thousands of dollars

685
01:02:14.119 --> 01:02:22.599
playing black jack, Roulette and craps. Good yeah, shut up, I

686
01:02:22.719 --> 01:02:25.239
keep telling you about to have my
wig on, bitch, I was.

687
01:02:25.760 --> 01:02:30.760
I was at that because because it
was a because it was a Friday night.

688
01:02:30.880 --> 01:02:34.119
Like if I'm in there on a
weekend, I like to kind of

689
01:02:34.159 --> 01:02:37.360
go undetected, so I switch my
other wig on or I just have on

690
01:02:37.480 --> 01:02:42.480
my hat. But um, yeah, so you know he was talking about

691
01:02:42.519 --> 01:02:45.840
like the money and stuff that he
lost, and he was pulling up his

692
01:02:45.920 --> 01:02:49.039
bank stuff and was like, I
can't you know, I can't get any

693
01:02:49.119 --> 01:02:55.440
more money out of the ATM.
I'm like, you own good. I'm

694
01:02:55.440 --> 01:02:59.320
like, He's like, you know, I just you know, I really

695
01:02:59.400 --> 01:03:01.800
really, I like, I don't
want to gamble no more. I lost,

696
01:03:02.440 --> 01:03:09.559
I lost, I lost, tinkerd
you know, do you want to

697
01:03:09.719 --> 01:03:20.400
go back to So he's asking,
I hate this nigga so much. Job.

698
01:03:20.920 --> 01:03:23.719
This is why I can never do
my stories y'all because wine is immature.

699
01:03:25.679 --> 01:03:30.320
Wine is always fucking up when I'm
trying to tell y'all something. So

700
01:03:30.480 --> 01:03:32.400
when y'all being like, damn,
why the pie so long, It's because

701
01:03:32.440 --> 01:03:38.679
I can't get through my shit.
Oh my god, I have no more

702
01:03:38.760 --> 01:04:14.639
money picking up, I'm gonna shoot
you fucking remoded your glasses. Oh got

703
01:04:14.719 --> 01:04:33.599
real life here? Oh my god, Cat help for your time. You

704
01:04:33.800 --> 01:04:41.000
and me both, cayleb you and
me fucking and I hate the show.

705
01:04:45.159 --> 01:05:00.639
Oh god, I'm not easy.
Emose you from the iPhone like I I

706
01:05:00.760 --> 01:05:14.920
can't even blame Rabbi. This week, Dina said, Marguerita's activated clearly,

707
01:05:15.119 --> 01:05:33.280
nigga. Oh my god, I
got more. I'm ready to him turn

708
01:05:33.440 --> 01:05:49.199
one mic off you dog, Okay, I told you I didn't have my

709
01:05:49.360 --> 01:06:00.039
pink wig red. We can't send
him home because he don't fucking dry send

710
01:06:00.079 --> 01:06:18.639
them to the car. Oh my
god, I so so anyway, so

711
01:06:18.920 --> 01:06:25.719
I poost it down and he,
you know, so he talking like about

712
01:06:25.719 --> 01:06:30.239
the money he lost and ship,
and he was like he just really wants

713
01:06:30.320 --> 01:06:31.599
to get drinks from the bar,
like he don't want to, you know,

714
01:06:31.760 --> 01:06:38.960
gamble. So he got bro legs
on and like a bunch of jewelry

715
01:06:39.039 --> 01:06:45.079
and ship and he like, you
know how you know a motherfucker from here?

716
01:06:45.159 --> 01:06:55.199
Like you know, we know it's
Miami. What no Florida. He

717
01:06:55.320 --> 01:07:03.719
doesn't pronounce it Florida. He's like, no Florida, Florida, Florida.

718
01:07:10.960 --> 01:07:16.599
I don't know. Do you know
how to drive? Mm hmm, ok

719
01:07:16.800 --> 01:08:01.400
look over I can. Then we're
not being Funny's liking, yeah, I

720
01:08:01.519 --> 01:08:06.079
know not everytimes I'm taking this and
it's literally the only reason why you don't

721
01:08:06.119 --> 01:08:20.680
fail. I remember one time I
took that motherfucker duh, Like, do

722
01:08:20.840 --> 01:08:27.199
you know what it's like to do
everything right? And the motherfucker on the

723
01:08:27.279 --> 01:08:34.199
side of you not saying nothing.
They ain't frowning up. I'm like,

724
01:08:34.439 --> 01:08:41.319
bro, I was killing me.
He ken of trying to send us home.

725
01:08:41.399 --> 01:08:44.760
She said, thanks for you man
Ac episode three, playing two as

726
01:08:44.760 --> 01:08:46.600
a team until next time. I
gotta go, Like, Bro, I

727
01:08:46.800 --> 01:08:54.039
was out there killing that ship,
like like I practiced parallel parking like one

728
01:08:54.119 --> 01:08:56.319
time. I was like, I
hope they'll ask me do that shit.

729
01:08:56.439 --> 01:09:00.399
This is like I get you parallel
whip that motherfucker. Like I did everything

730
01:09:00.640 --> 01:09:04.279
right and didn't imagine you get in
there, you thinking you for the pastor

731
01:09:04.359 --> 01:09:08.880
ship and above was like, bro, we ain't safe here. You ain't

732
01:09:08.960 --> 01:09:16.119
checking your blind spots properly. Black
bitch, we made it back? Who

733
01:09:16.399 --> 01:09:29.079
was that? Like, you need
to unbate your back, bron. The

734
01:09:29.199 --> 01:09:34.159
fact that that is why it's not
as funny as when Tone said why he

735
01:09:36.239 --> 01:09:42.319
wasn't even smiling. It wasn't you
better pick you up all the time.

736
01:09:42.680 --> 01:09:45.720
And I get highly upset that that's
the only reason why you ain't got your

737
01:09:45.800 --> 01:09:51.279
ell because you can't look over the
seat like I think you're just you.

738
01:09:51.399 --> 01:09:56.680
Probably you probably just not taking your
tests in the big enough vehicle that gives

739
01:09:56.720 --> 01:10:05.199
you you Probably just too fucking restrict
you like whiting big Hamster. That's not

740
01:10:05.319 --> 01:10:15.560
the same. Bro. You can
get with this, or you can get

741
01:10:15.600 --> 01:10:20.880
with that. You can get with
or you can get with that, or

742
01:10:20.920 --> 01:10:30.760
you can get with that sc like
tone never laughed. I'm gonna get my

743
01:10:30.840 --> 01:10:36.479
sho. I tell y'all how I
got scammed in the casino. What I'm

744
01:10:36.520 --> 01:10:42.159
saying, So he was a scammer. He was a scammer. You should

745
01:10:42.199 --> 01:10:46.399
have known all that. But like, but like I said, it's like

746
01:10:48.119 --> 01:10:55.640
and goodness, the event that he
was really really that fucking desperate. It's

747
01:10:55.720 --> 01:11:00.479
like it's gonna be a win or
lose because either way it go. I

748
01:11:00.560 --> 01:11:03.840
was probably gonna put that hundred dollars
back into machine. It was the same

749
01:11:03.920 --> 01:11:12.359
thing, hundred dollars. So thank
you, pink. I think the only

750
01:11:12.399 --> 01:11:14.880
reason you're pissing me off is because
I told you my hair wasn't pink that

751
01:11:15.000 --> 01:11:23.800
night. It was redd. You
sound like, oh round hole, run,

752
01:11:26.039 --> 01:11:32.000
come give me money. Show your
boy what you drinking? Not checking

753
01:11:32.039 --> 01:11:55.640
your bind spossible wearing glasses is wild? Check saying anything is wild or it's

754
01:11:55.680 --> 01:12:02.079
crazy. And it's funny because I
know how difficult, like because I hate

755
01:12:02.199 --> 01:12:04.960
like if I got like a crooking
my neck and I got and I have

756
01:12:05.159 --> 01:12:09.840
to drive, and I know how
that stiff shit is, so I can

757
01:12:09.920 --> 01:12:13.800
only imagine, bro, like I
get it. It's just funny because mine

758
01:12:13.840 --> 01:12:15.720
goes away and you just be like, Bro, I just I can't do

759
01:12:15.840 --> 01:12:20.800
this. I really do think that
it's just the vehicle that you're driving.

760
01:12:21.079 --> 01:12:26.880
Maybe I'll take your shit in the
van, something that like the seat actually

761
01:12:27.000 --> 01:12:31.000
scoops, because like, yeah,
and then Paula is considered big nigga friendly,

762
01:12:31.479 --> 01:12:36.039
but you're not, like you taller
than Monte and you're a little bit

763
01:12:36.039 --> 01:12:40.880
bigger than them, like Monte,
it was different. But you I think

764
01:12:40.960 --> 01:12:45.600
you need like an actual truck or
just something that lets the seat go all

765
01:12:45.640 --> 01:12:50.199
the way back, because um,
like the fone fifty seat, then motherfucker's

766
01:12:50.239 --> 01:12:55.520
go all the way back and all
the way front, like all the way

767
01:12:55.560 --> 01:12:59.800
to the front. I ain't never
seen no ship get give you that much

768
01:13:00.039 --> 01:13:02.479
room in the back seat because they
screwed up that fucking far. So yeah,

769
01:13:02.560 --> 01:13:05.600
I think that's all it is.
I think once you find a vehicle

770
01:13:05.720 --> 01:13:10.399
that gives you the room to be
able to push back and be comfortable enough

771
01:13:10.439 --> 01:13:13.920
where you can just because it ain't
it ain't like you turning your whole fucking

772
01:13:14.000 --> 01:13:19.079
body around just look at me.
Why don't move your body to look over

773
01:13:19.119 --> 01:13:26.920
your shoulder? Yeah he could do. Yeah, that same example. They

774
01:13:26.960 --> 01:13:30.920
want you to over exaggerate it to
guarantee you look so they want you to.

775
01:13:30.199 --> 01:13:33.520
I felt like that, wanted to
fully turn around and my eyes off

776
01:13:33.560 --> 01:13:39.239
the road in front of ye because
you are supposed to take it off the

777
01:13:39.359 --> 01:13:41.760
road in front of You're supposed to
be looking at me. Here. I

778
01:13:41.920 --> 01:13:45.119
saw it back there to know there
wasn't nothing coming for me to merge into

779
01:13:45.159 --> 01:13:46.760
this language. Is what the fuck
you asked me to do? All right,

780
01:13:46.920 --> 01:13:49.920
let's tell you what. How about
you kind of fake it a little

781
01:13:49.920 --> 01:13:53.800
bit, all right, you're a
big guy, so you turn your head

782
01:13:53.840 --> 01:13:56.199
just kind of fake look at your
shoulder a little bit and make it give

783
01:13:56.279 --> 01:14:00.880
the illusion like you turn. So
man, my test, and that's what

784
01:14:01.000 --> 01:14:13.920
it was, because because my body
position is staying the same right and I'm

785
01:14:13.960 --> 01:14:16.159
looking. But then it's like,
see, I look like I turned further,

786
01:14:16.239 --> 01:14:21.319
but I didn't, just because he
puts effort in, go ahead,

787
01:14:21.359 --> 01:14:31.800
do that shoulder shimmy shoulder, shimmy
it out. So back to this niggas

788
01:14:31.840 --> 01:14:36.520
one doing you out of some money, because he definitely did. Um.

789
01:14:36.720 --> 01:14:41.039
Yeah. So and I'm sitting here
and I'm playing, and it took him

790
01:14:41.119 --> 01:14:45.560
a minute, like a long time
because I'm like, bro, I'm hot

791
01:14:45.680 --> 01:14:47.239
right now, and I'm like,
I'm like, I don't know shit about

792
01:14:47.319 --> 01:14:50.239
Drewelry. I don't even know if
that's real, bro, Like I feel

793
01:14:50.359 --> 01:14:59.479
I feel like you addressed like Ali
j oh. Did he me have him

794
01:14:59.520 --> 01:15:02.319
like up a hat on or like
a dude rag or something, be like

795
01:15:02.960 --> 01:15:08.079
like part of you were you were
a black dude rag. Sometimes he got

796
01:15:08.119 --> 01:15:14.079
on this stupid ass yellow jog and
sup Okay, I think yeah, but

797
01:15:14.600 --> 01:15:20.439
no, he wasn't. Um,
you're dress like tigers. It was like

798
01:15:23.520 --> 01:15:31.159
silk shirt, middle Eastern taco meat. His taco me was velvet. They

799
01:15:31.319 --> 01:15:41.560
here be so smooth. Look at
what I'm saying. He spoke proper English

800
01:15:41.600 --> 01:15:44.439
when he tell these people how he
got you that he probably did black like

801
01:15:44.800 --> 01:15:53.319
give me money, he works a
bitch. Yeah. But but it was

802
01:15:53.359 --> 01:15:55.279
for a minute because like I said, I was, I was on the

803
01:15:55.399 --> 01:16:01.359
run. Joan sitting there, he
talking the whole time, and he's talking

804
01:16:01.399 --> 01:16:06.760
to me about so he takes his
change off and he's like, uh,

805
01:16:09.399 --> 01:16:12.119
he put it in my hand.
He like he folds it up like this,

806
01:16:12.319 --> 01:16:14.199
and I'm like, I said,
I don't want you. I said,

807
01:16:14.199 --> 01:16:15.800
I don't know nothing about jewelry.
I don't know if this you know,

808
01:16:16.000 --> 01:16:18.600
I don't And he was like no, l look, he was like,

809
01:16:18.840 --> 01:16:28.760
um like. So he's so he's
talking to me about like the jury

810
01:16:28.840 --> 01:16:31.079
and the ship, about like him
and his family and like the ship or

811
01:16:31.159 --> 01:16:34.239
whatever, and I'm like, damn, like I don't I'm like, bro,

812
01:16:34.760 --> 01:16:36.479
I said, I don't know about
jewelry and nothing. So I don't

813
01:16:36.479 --> 01:16:40.119
know if this was I'm sitting here
and I'm like, he's talking. I'm

814
01:16:40.119 --> 01:16:43.279
sitting here. I'm literally still gambling, like pushing the buttons and shit.

815
01:16:43.720 --> 01:16:45.239
So I go on the bonus around
this nigga rooting for me and shit,

816
01:16:45.359 --> 01:17:01.880
I'm like yeah, bruli shit and
I'm like yeah, what then was no

817
01:17:03.039 --> 01:17:12.920
hand job? So he like he
pulls out his sponge and he opened and

818
01:17:13.000 --> 01:17:15.840
he opened his galloping and ship and
I'm like and I'm like, bro,

819
01:17:15.920 --> 01:17:17.640
I don't want to see me because
I'm thinking that you've been to like to

820
01:17:17.680 --> 01:17:25.640
show a dick pick or something look
at the penis. Look at the penis.

821
01:17:29.640 --> 01:17:33.000
You're like, it the big dick, And I feel like it would

822
01:17:33.000 --> 01:17:39.039
have been so bushy. You're like
a little I should have don that niggau

823
01:17:39.279 --> 01:17:45.640
made me musty, you know,
said, y'all definitely got to relax during

824
01:17:45.680 --> 01:17:49.239
Ramada. No fuck him, he
scammed me. Fu the man a holiday.

825
01:17:54.520 --> 01:17:56.920
Ain't that like a week long?
Because he put that ship. He

826
01:17:57.039 --> 01:18:05.119
put that shit on his guide and
he lied no, but um so he

827
01:18:05.439 --> 01:18:10.840
so he so he grabbed his phone. He pulls his phone and he pulls

828
01:18:10.960 --> 01:18:17.640
up his gallery and I'm like,
that's what I'm like. So I'm like

829
01:18:17.760 --> 01:18:20.439
turning my head and I'm like to
make sure that I can only see the

830
01:18:20.479 --> 01:18:24.239
screen. And then he taps you, and I'm like, yeah, he

831
01:18:24.399 --> 01:18:27.399
was like no. Look he was
like, he was like, we own

832
01:18:27.479 --> 01:18:30.079
we own jewelry stores, and we
blah blah blah blah blah. So I

833
01:18:30.239 --> 01:18:33.319
look and you can see him in
there, like you see all the money

834
01:18:33.359 --> 01:18:36.479
and ship the jewelry day, behind
the counters and all of that little shit,

835
01:18:36.640 --> 01:18:42.039
like not actually like at the counters, but like behind the counters,

836
01:18:42.079 --> 01:18:45.159
like you know, people that were
on it would be So I'm like,

837
01:18:45.199 --> 01:18:47.079
all right, cool, and I'm
sitting like I'm still gambling. I'm like,

838
01:18:47.720 --> 01:18:50.279
it got to it like once I
was up so far, I'm like,

839
01:18:51.279 --> 01:18:55.079
if this nigga is truly that fucking
desperate, it's not go hurt,

840
01:18:55.159 --> 01:19:00.279
it's one hundred dollars because I've seen
niggas do that. I told you one

841
01:19:00.319 --> 01:19:01.680
week when I was in here,
when I said, when a motherfucker h

842
01:19:02.880 --> 01:19:08.279
was at the ATM and left,
they received how much they had over and

843
01:19:08.399 --> 01:19:12.960
they accountant shit. But niggas were
really fucking gambling is like crack. What

844
01:19:13.159 --> 01:19:18.279
crack is for some people, Like
I know y'all have seeing like them stories

845
01:19:18.279 --> 01:19:26.399
and like videos and shit like motherfucker's
literally in the hallway crying in Vegas because

846
01:19:26.399 --> 01:19:38.079
they've they've lost every fucking thing.
Oh I don't not in a system,

847
01:19:38.439 --> 01:19:42.359
not in a sense where I'll lose
everything, but it's like I'll be up

848
01:19:42.600 --> 01:19:46.319
up, but it's like I'm bored. I don't want to go home.

849
01:19:47.199 --> 01:19:50.079
I really blame my family for the
fact that I lose my money back,

850
01:19:50.199 --> 01:19:54.279
because if they were tolerable, I
wouldn't mind going home. And I was

851
01:19:54.319 --> 01:19:56.399
like, oh, I'm up and
going home. But the fact that they

852
01:19:56.439 --> 01:20:01.520
get on my fucking nerves. We
like, I'm not gonna go home,

853
01:20:01.600 --> 01:20:04.840
and then I just sit there and
keep gambling. So then by the time

854
01:20:04.880 --> 01:20:08.399
I go home, I'm mad because
I gotta go home and because I got

855
01:20:08.439 --> 01:20:15.239
my fucking money. So now I'm
double pissed. That sacript it is because

856
01:20:15.279 --> 01:20:16.640
if you just win the money and
didn't go somewhere else should be cool.

857
01:20:16.680 --> 01:20:19.319
Like, yeah, my ex told
me that. He told me I haven't

858
01:20:19.319 --> 01:20:24.600
addictive personality, and I believe that
because how many songs do I put on

859
01:20:24.680 --> 01:20:30.760
repeat? Like the smallest things.
It's like, yeah, like I will.

860
01:20:30.840 --> 01:20:34.239
We could ride somewhere and listen to
one song the entire time, Like,

861
01:20:35.039 --> 01:20:42.000
so I do I have a very
addictive like I will. It'll be

862
01:20:42.079 --> 01:20:44.760
a jam though, Like it'd be
some ship that you don't mind listening to

863
01:20:44.960 --> 01:20:46.840
over and over again. Yeah,
but I will listen to that motherfucker back

864
01:20:46.880 --> 01:20:49.600
to back and not think twice about
it. If she listening to that now

865
01:20:49.680 --> 01:20:53.800
she was listening to this bullshit,
I would, I would say, because

866
01:20:53.800 --> 01:20:56.520
you should probably check the song.
Give me an example of a song,

867
01:20:56.640 --> 01:21:06.520
then that's worthy of that case intentional
well married blise, that's what ship I

868
01:21:06.600 --> 01:21:12.279
could get a few specs. I
do um right now, okay, it's

869
01:21:13.159 --> 01:21:19.000
right now. I've been listening to
Joda see Um on repeat because you know,

870
01:21:20.079 --> 01:21:26.159
crazy and you know and you lose
this fucking shirt in the first thirty

871
01:21:26.199 --> 01:21:31.159
seconds of the song. You know, That's never been one of my ones

872
01:21:31.239 --> 01:21:34.720
that I put on repeat, like
I'll listen to it, but I always,

873
01:21:35.039 --> 01:21:41.159
like, even when i'm like playlist
sing, I'll never that's one of

874
01:21:41.239 --> 01:21:45.119
my one. That's one of my
ones I put on whatever kind of vagina

875
01:21:45.239 --> 01:21:48.279
that he was described, that's too
happy, that wasn't sinking like they wanted

876
01:21:48.319 --> 01:21:53.560
pussy. I know what I'm saying, Like that wasn't one of my things.

877
01:21:56.560 --> 01:21:58.800
He should say. She's ashamed to
how many times she could listen to

878
01:21:58.880 --> 01:22:00.920
us song my money, my house, my house, and my car.

879
01:22:02.880 --> 01:22:15.279
That's favor. Oh no, Jesus, And yeah, who's that when he

880
01:22:15.359 --> 01:22:19.920
saw the stars, the moon,
the mountains, and the rivers, saw

881
01:22:20.199 --> 01:22:25.399
heaven. But right right now,
like as far as like when I get

882
01:22:25.439 --> 01:22:30.279
in the car was cued up to
play My heart belongs to you, okay,

883
01:22:33.079 --> 01:22:50.439
ye, mynd belongs to you whatever
you need. No, you know

884
01:22:50.600 --> 01:22:56.800
that is very like I have a
very very very addictive person like this,

885
01:22:57.159 --> 01:23:00.199
Like, look, look how easy
it was to me for me to get

886
01:23:00.239 --> 01:23:02.720
addicted to cheaperhood after that one sandwich. I'm meant to tell y'all when the

887
01:23:02.760 --> 01:23:11.520
cheaperhood nigga, I don't know what
the fuck I got That ship was fire.

888
01:23:11.800 --> 01:23:17.000
I didn't heal that motherfucker. That's
what I got that. I felt

889
01:23:17.000 --> 01:23:29.680
guilty. I walked by Oak heroes
like I'm loving that. But you know

890
01:23:29.800 --> 01:23:32.680
what's so funny about that for me
to like, I can acknowledge that I

891
01:23:32.760 --> 01:23:41.439
haven't addicted personality, but when it
like guys with good dick, that doesn't

892
01:23:41.479 --> 01:23:48.439
happen. I don't know, not
because you have no because you haven't.

893
01:23:48.520 --> 01:23:55.000
Like we've talked about being digmatized before, and even with me having that type

894
01:23:55.039 --> 01:24:01.479
of personality, like I've never just
been the line's been drawn. Yeah,

895
01:24:01.960 --> 01:24:09.800
Like literally the the only person that
I've ever been like anything with, like

896
01:24:10.000 --> 01:24:13.800
Beata's not Bay. But it's not
because of sex. It's because of everything

897
01:24:13.880 --> 01:24:17.359
else outside of that. I think
you consciously make that not be an issue

898
01:24:17.399 --> 01:24:21.640
though. But Dick, yes,
I think you have a block, like

899
01:24:21.720 --> 01:24:31.079
a dick block in your head.
He would not let whatever. But that's

900
01:24:31.119 --> 01:24:35.600
what I'm saying. But the fact
that I don't try to do that but

901
01:24:35.800 --> 01:24:39.680
everything else is like, oh,
such thing, because that's how I got

902
01:24:39.720 --> 01:24:44.880
addicted to like slots in the first
place. So me and my ex um,

903
01:24:45.359 --> 01:24:47.680
it was my birthday and he was
like, I don't want to see

904
01:24:47.720 --> 01:24:49.600
you sitting in the house. Come
on, let's let's go down the podole.

905
01:24:49.640 --> 01:24:51.520
Let's go play Bengo. I was
like, oh, I always wanted

906
01:24:51.600 --> 01:24:55.760
to play Bingo, So we go. We play beingo not didn't wear nothing.

907
01:24:56.119 --> 01:24:58.359
He was like, you want to
go downstairs. I'm like, all

908
01:24:58.399 --> 01:25:00.640
right, cool. So money that
I had that I didn't, you know,

909
01:25:00.760 --> 01:25:04.319
spend that Bingo, went downstairs,
putting in the slots, putting in

910
01:25:04.319 --> 01:25:09.760
the slots, I start hitting and
I was hitting good. I'm like,

911
01:25:09.880 --> 01:25:15.199
damn all right. And then ever
since that night, like that's what kicked

912
01:25:15.239 --> 01:25:20.399
it off. I had never went
and pottle to gamble like that before ever,

913
01:25:21.319 --> 01:25:25.600
never been in there. And then
from that, that's what kicked it

914
01:25:25.640 --> 01:25:33.800
off. Thinking like twenty it's like
twenty fifteen, sixteen, yea, even

915
01:25:33.840 --> 01:25:36.399
there a few times, and I
would never go back. It's not like

916
01:25:36.680 --> 01:25:44.399
I don't have to go back and
stand like that's that's been my thing.

917
01:25:44.520 --> 01:25:48.960
But I do like I get hooked
on shit so fucking easy, just not

918
01:25:49.239 --> 01:25:53.920
Dick. And that is so crazy
to me looking at all the women that

919
01:25:54.039 --> 01:25:56.760
get hooked on Dick around me,
and it's like, damn, how the

920
01:25:56.840 --> 01:25:59.800
fuck do I have? It's such
an addictive personality. But that is the

921
01:25:59.880 --> 01:26:05.319
one thing. And they'll just be
like, you can go byland because you

922
01:26:05.399 --> 01:26:08.720
can. You can take care of
yourself. So that's a part of it.

923
01:26:13.760 --> 01:26:16.840
Yeah, I just be like Dick's
dick. You'll be all right,

924
01:26:18.000 --> 01:26:21.720
there's another one. They're like us. But when it's them slots. If

925
01:26:21.760 --> 01:26:24.920
I lose, I'm like, bitch
you from giving this back. And then

926
01:26:24.960 --> 01:26:34.760
I'm at the ATM you can.
I was minding my business. He came

927
01:26:34.840 --> 01:26:40.680
up to me because you wanted to
give me your money, Tray said.

928
01:26:40.680 --> 01:26:45.600
I memory playing the same song every
day for months. Big Kenna said she

929
01:26:45.680 --> 01:26:53.640
needed to be in the desert and
leather, singing the power desert and leather

930
01:26:53.840 --> 01:26:57.199
walking on but just like Jesus walking
on water, brabb my ear holding the

931
01:26:57.199 --> 01:27:08.840
waste while singing the Coochie. Those
were the time M these great r and

932
01:27:08.920 --> 01:27:20.840
B Drake. I've said this on
the show before. But I just I

933
01:27:21.039 --> 01:27:30.840
don't think Drake can fuck Drake.
Drake is black adjacent, but I don't

934
01:27:30.880 --> 01:27:35.760
think he got a nigga stroke.
I think Drake got that brad stroke black.

935
01:27:38.319 --> 01:27:41.640
Yeah, I don't. I don't
think Drake. I don't think he'd

936
01:27:41.680 --> 01:27:46.039
be dropping dick off. No,
I think you have. I think that

937
01:27:46.279 --> 01:27:54.439
you have to fuck Drake. I
don't think Drake can fuck you. And

938
01:27:54.560 --> 01:27:57.800
when he does, I feel like
it's weird and like off rhythm and ship

939
01:27:59.159 --> 01:28:01.119
which sucks because it's just like,
how could the nigga that sings be off

940
01:28:01.199 --> 01:28:06.119
rhythm? But I just feel like
it's just he can't help it. He

941
01:28:06.359 --> 01:28:11.279
makes love. Drake gives me little
dicky vibes when it comes to sex.

942
01:28:13.960 --> 01:28:19.800
The rapper rapper dude, Yeah,
yeah that's funny. Yeah I do.

943
01:28:20.000 --> 01:28:24.880
I just, I just I don't
feel like Drake can drop dick off on

944
01:28:24.960 --> 01:28:30.239
nobody. Drake seemed like he takes
his pants off and just like he still

945
01:28:30.319 --> 01:28:33.960
leaves his T shirt hanging over his
dick before climbing the bed. All right,

946
01:28:34.000 --> 01:28:39.800
thank you for another edition Awkward.
Make sure you check us out on

947
01:28:40.039 --> 01:28:46.319
all should you check us out on
all streaming platform. Drake said, he

948
01:28:46.399 --> 01:28:57.079
go starts sweating and want to stop
me a way to clean up this Monday

949
01:28:57.960 --> 01:29:00.359
said Drake looked like he said,
whoa, that was wild? Come here?

950
01:29:08.680 --> 01:29:11.640
Oh man, I just I feel
like when it's over, like he'll

951
01:29:11.640 --> 01:29:19.560
sit there fanning and stuff like who
you had? Right? Yeah, Drake?

952
01:29:19.640 --> 01:29:27.119
Really? He just I don't know
because who's black Drake dad? Yeah?

953
01:29:27.920 --> 01:29:32.159
Okay, now when right? But
when mixed dudes have a black dad,

954
01:29:32.319 --> 01:29:36.079
they typically have a chance of having
black that's usually their best chance of

955
01:29:36.159 --> 01:29:41.079
having black dick. So Drake might
actually have one of those big dicks that's

956
01:29:41.119 --> 01:29:44.760
like darker than him. Because the
only time I really know, like the

957
01:29:44.920 --> 01:29:48.399
only mixed guy that I've known that
had a pink dick like it was lighter

958
01:29:48.479 --> 01:29:55.560
than him, it was the dad
was white and the mama's black. I've

959
01:29:55.680 --> 01:30:00.920
never had a mixed dude with a
black dad that had you know, um

960
01:30:01.359 --> 01:30:10.800
fucking you know little pit bull thing. Everybody else been like, you know,

961
01:30:11.439 --> 01:30:21.239
they had men dingo. Still what
oh I can tell Drake got shirtless

962
01:30:21.279 --> 01:30:27.680
picks, don'ty If it's nipples brown, he's dick brown. Yeah. Yeah,

963
01:30:27.800 --> 01:30:31.760
if he got pink nipples, his
dick is pink. Let's let's take

964
01:30:31.760 --> 01:30:35.840
a look real quick. Yeah,
if he if he got brown nipples.

965
01:30:38.600 --> 01:30:44.319
M hmm, can we leave in
YouTube? Stay? Yeah? Absolutely absolutely,

966
01:30:45.720 --> 01:30:47.359
he could be packing, but he
would annoy me in conversation and turn

967
01:30:47.439 --> 01:30:51.520
me off. Yeah, that's what
I'm saying. Like Drake is just he's

968
01:30:51.560 --> 01:31:03.920
not a person, and I feel
like like having sex with he got brown

969
01:31:04.000 --> 01:31:08.760
dick, Yeah, jim nipples,
his stick is brown. Haven't got enough

970
01:31:08.800 --> 01:31:23.239
pink meat? Yeah, we just
look Caleb. You know, I got

971
01:31:23.279 --> 01:31:27.359
a house in Calabasas. He just
said, ain't no sex appeal? Yeah,

972
01:31:27.399 --> 01:31:30.800
Like, ladies, I'm talking to
y'all for a minute, Like,

973
01:31:30.079 --> 01:31:35.640
just imagine, especially because we're filthy, if y'all wouldn't, y'all wouldn't be

974
01:31:35.760 --> 01:31:42.920
here. Can't you imagine nigga like
Drake trying to like actually talk dirty to

975
01:31:43.039 --> 01:31:49.960
you during sex, like trying to
talk dominant to you during sex. I

976
01:31:50.039 --> 01:31:54.840
mean, he is a scorpio though, but he October scorpio. So that's

977
01:31:54.880 --> 01:31:57.880
where it kind of falls off.
As Jesus said, the fact that no

978
01:31:57.960 --> 01:32:08.359
one has leaked his nudes, it's
trapped black woman because he goes he goes

979
01:32:09.560 --> 01:32:15.720
black women honestly, for for the
for the male celebrity news that get leaked.

980
01:32:15.760 --> 01:32:20.079
I don't think bitches be leaking them
anyway. You know, you know,

981
01:32:20.239 --> 01:32:24.520
bitches be weird now we want to
share anyway. I really think that

982
01:32:24.560 --> 01:32:31.079
if niggas be leaking their own ship, and that is what we like to

983
01:32:31.119 --> 01:32:43.159
call a call back my friends,
y'all terrible. Trace said that ain't gonna

984
01:32:43.159 --> 01:32:45.760
be in my mirror after sex fixing
your hair. Before I get there,

985
01:32:46.479 --> 01:32:49.479
he'd be putting his hair upon.
She said, Drake, remind me to

986
01:32:49.560 --> 01:32:57.960
do that giggle up for every friend. I feel like, does does it

987
01:32:58.039 --> 01:33:00.880
feel good to you? To feel
good to you? He's gonna be a

988
01:33:00.960 --> 01:33:05.960
Madison may night, but I'm scared
to stage trash, you know. And

989
01:33:06.960 --> 01:33:12.199
this is the thing, like you
think Drake kind of nigga? Mm hmm?

990
01:33:13.319 --> 01:33:16.760
He said, what kind of nigga? And he famous, what?

991
01:33:18.520 --> 01:33:27.239
Oh? I go imagine walking into
an industry party just from I don't know,

992
01:33:27.319 --> 01:33:29.680
but Drake seemed like the zipa nigga, Like if I let him come

993
01:33:29.720 --> 01:33:34.439
over my crib to fuck, he
go wear my hoodie home. He just

994
01:33:34.560 --> 01:33:38.960
like a whole as nigger to me, I feel like you're talking wraps and

995
01:33:39.359 --> 01:33:48.039
then not only does he go whar
smiling and grinning and ship, I'm sorry,

996
01:33:55.600 --> 01:34:03.840
sorry, who I mean? It's
just October scorpions came scorpios we having

997
01:34:03.920 --> 01:34:08.000
to me. I'm assuming that October
ones don't. Okay, so listen,

998
01:34:10.800 --> 01:34:16.920
who determines me by the month of
the version. Actually a November scorpio,

999
01:34:17.880 --> 01:34:23.319
my my favorite scorpio to have sex
with, was actually born in October.

1000
01:34:23.680 --> 01:34:29.279
Like he's on the more dominant side, like he knows what to say but

1001
01:34:29.439 --> 01:34:31.880
to touch, like we're talking to
you, like he has everything down.

1002
01:34:32.039 --> 01:34:40.680
The November scorpios that I've had sex
with a real just yeah, remember speaking

1003
01:34:40.680 --> 01:34:45.439
month a man, I got my
butt eight though, I'll just busting like

1004
01:34:45.479 --> 01:34:48.279
you're ready to get your ass eight
tone. I was like, yep for

1005
01:34:48.399 --> 01:34:59.119
the get out to the grass up
quick, whatever you like, at least

1006
01:34:59.479 --> 01:35:02.159
look at you see asked because they
came in. I told Nigga, I

1007
01:35:02.239 --> 01:35:06.319
said, I got something to do
it give me a minute, give me

1008
01:35:06.359 --> 01:35:14.439
a head start, because we was
I think we was at BW Three's and

1009
01:35:14.560 --> 01:35:15.640
I was like, all right,
I gotta run to mate. You know,

1010
01:35:15.640 --> 01:35:19.600
I'm gonna go home. Give me
a minute, and mante he had

1011
01:35:19.680 --> 01:35:30.720
the keys to my crib. Um. Oh yeah. So before before I

1012
01:35:30.840 --> 01:35:33.840
moved in the house, um,
I was in like a townhouse style apartment.

1013
01:35:34.039 --> 01:35:38.439
I say style because it didn't have
a basement. It had upstairs and

1014
01:35:38.840 --> 01:35:41.680
you know all of that, but
it didn't have a basement. Nope.

1015
01:35:41.720 --> 01:35:45.159
And I that was perfect for me
because I don't like basements. I had

1016
01:35:45.199 --> 01:35:47.319
a laundry room, you know when
you walk in the back doors, the

1017
01:35:47.399 --> 01:35:50.560
laundry room here, but all my
storage and shit. And then you had

1018
01:35:50.600 --> 01:35:54.600
the kitchen. So I was cool
with that because I don't like basements.

1019
01:35:55.479 --> 01:36:00.720
But um, when you walk in
the back door, as soon as you

1020
01:36:00.840 --> 01:36:04.159
step in, you know in the
kitchen is right here. You can see

1021
01:36:04.359 --> 01:36:13.000
right in the living room. So
I was getting my butt munch storm on

1022
01:36:13.119 --> 01:36:18.359
the full time. And I mean
he was like full spread, right,

1023
01:36:25.560 --> 01:36:29.880
And I told them to give me
a minute. Bro didn't clear it with

1024
01:36:30.079 --> 01:36:31.439
me, like all right, is
it safe to come in? Like you

1025
01:36:31.520 --> 01:36:36.920
know whatever. So niggas coming the
back door and he heard the door and

1026
01:36:38.079 --> 01:36:40.479
he thought that it was like I
don't know if he thought it was a

1027
01:36:40.560 --> 01:36:43.359
boyfriend, husband, baby, daddy
or what, because you're like, well,

1028
01:36:43.399 --> 01:36:45.239
who the fuck else? Well,
you know, like have a key.

1029
01:36:45.479 --> 01:36:50.800
So he got and he took off
and he hauled ass and ran out

1030
01:36:50.840 --> 01:37:00.920
the front door and like left,
and I was sound. I don't think

1031
01:37:00.960 --> 01:37:05.279
we ever heard from that young man
again. I know I did remember that

1032
01:37:05.399 --> 01:37:09.159
Facebook post that I made when I
was like, what happened if a duce

1033
01:37:09.279 --> 01:37:14.039
nort coke off your booty and he
eat it after? Did that mean that

1034
01:37:14.119 --> 01:37:18.239
the senior system? Yeah, that
was him for you out here getting Wolf

1035
01:37:18.279 --> 01:37:23.680
of Wall streeted. I never saw
that movie. That's literally one of the

1036
01:37:23.760 --> 01:37:33.359
opening You never seen that. That's
just wild ad. Hey, look,

1037
01:37:33.399 --> 01:37:36.800
I don't judge folks like you know, because he is actually he's he wasn

1038
01:37:36.800 --> 01:37:40.279
smarting, you know he was,
but he doesn't now. But that sound

1039
01:37:40.319 --> 01:37:43.319
like you know, driving trucks and
all that show, like dude off.

1040
01:37:46.800 --> 01:37:49.239
No, it was like it was
on the cheek. But then he like

1041
01:37:49.800 --> 01:37:53.439
ate my butt right away. He
was like motor boating it a little bit.

1042
01:37:53.479 --> 01:37:55.760
And I was like, damn,
I wonder like coke residue like it

1043
01:37:56.239 --> 01:38:00.800
because you know, shit absorbs faster
through your button. So I was like,

1044
01:38:00.920 --> 01:38:03.079
damn, like did I technically do
coke? And I know it like

1045
01:38:03.159 --> 01:38:08.560
it is int my sister now because
he got you know, nos residue in

1046
01:38:08.600 --> 01:38:14.840
my booty hole. Like I didn't
know what was going on, but it

1047
01:38:15.039 --> 01:38:19.520
was. I was so high I
couldn't check out the next day. But

1048
01:38:20.319 --> 01:38:27.039
no, no, no, but
it wasn't that, No, he had

1049
01:38:27.479 --> 01:38:31.239
um. I had never had weed
and liquid form, and as you know,

1050
01:38:31.439 --> 01:38:34.800
when I tried weed and new forms, I tend to overdo it because

1051
01:38:34.840 --> 01:38:41.960
I'm not used to it. And
we all know Mimi loves what fucking lemonade.

1052
01:38:42.239 --> 01:38:46.800
It was weed lemonade, So I
don't know how to fucking gauge.

1053
01:38:48.159 --> 01:38:51.880
I don't know how to gauge fucking
weed lemonade. And who the fuck's just

1054
01:38:53.279 --> 01:38:56.439
Oh, I'm thirsty, but I'm
gonna stop drinking because it's fucking drugs in

1055
01:38:56.520 --> 01:39:00.479
here. Like I killed that shit. So between that and you know other

1056
01:39:00.560 --> 01:39:02.840
shit that was going on, like
I was so high, like I could

1057
01:39:02.960 --> 01:39:08.600
not check out that day. So
that night costs me like an extra two

1058
01:39:08.720 --> 01:39:14.199
hundred dollars because I couldn't check out. But he was so cool about it.

1059
01:39:14.439 --> 01:39:15.920
When I was like, I said
I couldn't leave like I was,

1060
01:39:15.960 --> 01:39:18.560
so he was like, how much
did it cost you to say? So

1061
01:39:18.680 --> 01:39:23.920
he actually he cash shafted me the
money for me having to stay because he

1062
01:39:24.039 --> 01:39:34.359
knew I was fucked up. Whatever
you want, you know what I'm said,

1063
01:39:34.479 --> 01:39:38.279
coke residue from getting your ass eight. It's crazy, but I did

1064
01:39:38.479 --> 01:39:44.279
it. Yeah, I went on
because Okay, So I knew that he

1065
01:39:44.479 --> 01:39:49.159
was gonna have weed because he like
and his weed be weed weed. It

1066
01:39:49.239 --> 01:39:53.760
don't be that huffass ship that niggas
we had. Like, he's a real

1067
01:39:53.920 --> 01:39:56.760
smoker. So when he got this
shit, it's like, damn, nigga,

1068
01:39:57.079 --> 01:39:59.640
you just getting off the elevator.
I smelled shit in my room,

1069
01:39:59.720 --> 01:40:04.000
like got weed weak. So I
was getting edibles and shipped from him because

1070
01:40:04.000 --> 01:40:08.199
I knew his ship was gonna be
legit sudden he was like, hey,

1071
01:40:08.239 --> 01:40:10.760
I got this lemonade, you know, blah blah blah blahm alright cool,

1072
01:40:11.279 --> 01:40:15.279
and then I junk it and I
forgot it was weed lemonade and something like

1073
01:40:15.439 --> 01:40:16.760
damn. And you really don't taste
it to the end either. So that's

1074
01:40:16.760 --> 01:40:19.039
the other things. So if you're
sitting there drinking and drinking, often he

1075
01:40:19.079 --> 01:40:26.039
stopped, he'd be like, oh
shit, too late, because he was

1076
01:40:26.079 --> 01:40:28.119
like he was like, you mind
if I used the bathroom when the fun

1077
01:40:28.199 --> 01:40:30.520
would. I be like, no, you can't go pee, but you

1078
01:40:30.600 --> 01:40:33.079
know, I hate when people asked
that. But he come back and he

1079
01:40:33.239 --> 01:40:38.159
was like, he's like, you
drunk that whole thing. I was like,

1080
01:40:38.279 --> 01:40:42.479
I was thirsty, it's hot in
here. He was like, and

1081
01:40:42.640 --> 01:40:47.439
I felt like that was kind of
a but you know, but we made

1082
01:40:47.479 --> 01:40:54.920
it. But no, it was
really the fact that he was like,

1083
01:40:55.119 --> 01:40:57.399
you know something, you know I've
been wanting to do blah blah blah.

1084
01:40:57.439 --> 01:40:59.760
And I was like what he was
like, he was, I don't know

1085
01:40:59.840 --> 01:41:00.520
how you gonna feel about it.
And I was like, nigga, what

1086
01:41:01.199 --> 01:41:08.079
I was like, an'ta don't He
was like no, he was like he

1087
01:41:08.279 --> 01:41:11.800
was like and he poured it out
of his pocket and then he asked me

1088
01:41:11.920 --> 01:41:14.439
like if he could snore the line
off my boy. I was like,

1089
01:41:14.479 --> 01:41:18.439
I don't care. Then you did
it? You down for whatever because in

1090
01:41:18.600 --> 01:41:24.199
dress, but I didn't. I
didn't know that it was gonna go from

1091
01:41:29.640 --> 01:41:41.479
It was like one fluid motion and
I had no time to react and I

1092
01:41:41.640 --> 01:41:47.920
was like, yeah, it didn't
because I was like, you know,

1093
01:41:48.319 --> 01:41:50.319
but then it's like I kind of
like propped myself up, like I'm like

1094
01:41:50.359 --> 01:41:56.000
elbows a little bit more like give
a little arch. I was like,

1095
01:41:56.039 --> 01:41:58.279
oh shit, like you know,
he didn't have no time to like you

1096
01:41:58.359 --> 01:42:01.000
know, so I know it was
you know, I'm like, dang,

1097
01:42:04.039 --> 01:42:06.960
yeah, mushroom class. Did he
come in with like fly out of college

1098
01:42:08.039 --> 01:42:11.399
like college. Did he come in
with like a shirt opened up to his

1099
01:42:11.520 --> 01:42:15.359
chest with his college alway out to
his shoulders? Oh? No, no,

1100
01:42:15.600 --> 01:42:17.159
he Actually it's funny because he's like
he like one of them, Like

1101
01:42:19.359 --> 01:42:26.479
what do you call like the cool
nerds Tommy. That's why I asked.

1102
01:42:26.720 --> 01:42:30.039
That's why I actually told call him. I knew he would know. I

1103
01:42:30.079 --> 01:42:40.479
don't know, I'm lot key cool
nah man. But that was that was

1104
01:42:40.560 --> 01:42:48.279
a very fun night. Kayla said, I was the chaser, right,

1105
01:42:50.119 --> 01:42:56.560
it's given super fly right. No, he was not born He was not

1106
01:42:56.720 --> 01:42:59.520
born in the seventies. He was
born in the eighties. He only because

1107
01:42:59.520 --> 01:43:01.880
I was born eighty four. He
probably at most he's probably like eighty one

1108
01:43:02.279 --> 01:43:13.720
Jaine. You you know, cocaine
was very popular. The hell of a

1109
01:43:13.800 --> 01:43:16.039
drug. Hey, y'all can see
the outline from my opin when I was

1110
01:43:16.119 --> 01:43:23.399
drawing the fat Bitch that's gone no
on the street. No, not on

1111
01:43:23.560 --> 01:43:43.760
the I mean the outline like through
the grease and ships light. Nah they

1112
01:43:43.800 --> 01:43:47.119
are oh um, so y'all know, like speaking of the nigga that scamming

1113
01:43:47.159 --> 01:43:54.159
somebody bought his jury from Florida.
Ship Um. The only this is probably

1114
01:43:54.520 --> 01:43:59.199
I want y'all to make a note
of this, Okay, Like I want

1115
01:43:59.319 --> 01:44:03.760
y'all to really really soaked this in
because this will probably be the only time

1116
01:44:04.640 --> 01:44:11.560
that you will ever hear me say
on this podcast or otherwise that Florida got

1117
01:44:11.680 --> 01:44:19.319
something right. So Florida lawmakers are
pursuing the death penalty and child rapes.

1118
01:44:20.520 --> 01:44:28.159
Yeah, and I am so for
it. Oh, I'm so forth of

1119
01:44:28.439 --> 01:44:32.760
all the things that they fuck up, that is probably the only thing that

1120
01:44:32.880 --> 01:44:40.199
they have ever proposed that it is
actually fucking smart. Um, Like for

1121
01:44:40.319 --> 01:44:45.479
there to be so many different like
child crimes and shit like that, Like,

1122
01:44:45.640 --> 01:44:48.520
I was actually happy to see.
I'm I was shocked though, to

1123
01:44:48.600 --> 01:44:55.960
see that Florida was like the one
to have that out there. You would

1124
01:44:55.960 --> 01:44:57.880
think it would be somewhere else and
then they might be like, oh,

1125
01:44:57.960 --> 01:45:00.279
yeah, all right, that's kind
of a good idea, We're with that.

1126
01:45:00.720 --> 01:45:04.720
But to see that these motherfuckers was
like, hey, we need to

1127
01:45:04.800 --> 01:45:10.039
offer these niggas is out here touching
kids, Like, well, it take

1128
01:45:10.119 --> 01:45:15.039
so long. Florida is fucking weird. Not even I mean, we can't

1129
01:45:15.039 --> 01:45:21.079
even say it's Florida because right the
whole nation is like, oh, we

1130
01:45:21.199 --> 01:45:25.039
just labeled him and tell everybody and
put them in the house, and right

1131
01:45:25.800 --> 01:45:32.800
that the kid, your name's going
like Jericho the list. That's it.

1132
01:45:33.039 --> 01:45:38.119
Niggas is going on to the list. Elementary school is the worst, though,

1133
01:45:38.680 --> 01:45:41.119
put it on the board, your
name on the board, shit,

1134
01:45:45.720 --> 01:45:49.520
right, check check mark out for
the extra recess. Yeah, teacher ever

1135
01:45:49.640 --> 01:45:56.039
put the word recess on the any
Raci's letter. Yeah, and we don't

1136
01:45:56.079 --> 01:46:04.600
got no letters this night. Terror
we got laugh But you know it's crazy

1137
01:46:04.680 --> 01:46:10.359
about that, Like I understand the
concept of it, right because you know,

1138
01:46:10.439 --> 01:46:15.239
it's it's kind of trying to make
your class accountable for each other.

1139
01:46:16.359 --> 01:46:23.199
But they don't realize that shit got
niggas folded up because if because if you

1140
01:46:23.439 --> 01:46:27.239
were that nigga, if you were
that nigga that got that last letter took

1141
01:46:27.239 --> 01:46:31.159
away, you was getting shredded.
I ain't gonna lie. I helped tune

1142
01:46:31.159 --> 01:46:36.239
a couple of niggas up. I
definitely did. Did you like the real

1143
01:46:36.319 --> 01:46:42.920
gangster about it? Too? Black? Right? Right? And it's crazy

1144
01:46:43.000 --> 01:46:46.439
because they were staying there for a
minute. They already knew they was taking

1145
01:46:46.479 --> 01:46:50.560
the letter, but they want as
many eyes on them as possible at the

1146
01:46:50.680 --> 01:46:55.119
time that they finally decided to erase
it because they want to drive that shit

1147
01:46:55.279 --> 01:46:59.840
home. So if they got to
go two thirds in the classroom, swipe,

1148
01:47:00.680 --> 01:47:04.159
man, we told you man,
and then they try to act like

1149
01:47:04.399 --> 01:47:12.640
men don't get about going outside.
Man, I don't on site, you

1150
01:47:12.920 --> 01:47:16.680
like, you go care nigga.
As soon as that three fifteen, we're

1151
01:47:16.760 --> 01:47:24.039
beating your ass, nigga. So
it was like I said, I got

1152
01:47:24.119 --> 01:47:28.239
it. But at the same time, I don't think they truly realized unless

1153
01:47:29.279 --> 01:47:31.720
it was kind of like a power
play. Yeah, like maybe they knew

1154
01:47:31.840 --> 01:47:35.159
exactly which kids. I was like, I can't stand a little motherfucking I

1155
01:47:35.199 --> 01:47:39.600
know he's gonna sucking. They gonna
beat his ass. So it's so it

1156
01:47:39.760 --> 01:47:45.399
was kind of a set up in
some way, and that help it being

1157
01:47:45.399 --> 01:47:55.840
an asshole in the class like you
just you just knew. Uh. So

1158
01:47:56.000 --> 01:48:00.920
one of the main, main,
main, main mains that I wanted to

1159
01:48:00.000 --> 01:48:05.039
talk about you don't care about replace
no more because they made the fucking scroll

1160
01:48:05.079 --> 01:48:09.960
on my look, go on my
page, push search and hoctially awkward and

1161
01:48:10.000 --> 01:48:17.319
then to come up you, um, what's up? First of all,

1162
01:48:17.439 --> 01:48:20.920
I've never had a set time frame. The only reason why I was timing

1163
01:48:21.000 --> 01:48:24.640
myself was before the Lives. And
then I thought about it. I'm like,

1164
01:48:25.199 --> 01:48:31.640
now they can see the Lives regardless, But um, okay, if

1165
01:48:31.720 --> 01:48:36.159
it's only four minutes, well if
they if they are on time for the

1166
01:48:36.279 --> 01:48:40.039
Lives and actually watch the Lives,
then they don't have to worry about a

1167
01:48:40.079 --> 01:48:44.439
replay that you're incentive to have your
ask her on not getting a replay on

1168
01:48:44.560 --> 01:48:59.439
Monday the little kids. No.
But I saw a post and of course

1169
01:48:59.479 --> 01:49:04.479
it was a chi um because you
know how they do. And she was

1170
01:49:04.600 --> 01:49:10.479
like loud with it, like she
put black women like in all caps and

1171
01:49:10.720 --> 01:49:14.159
she was like, black women are
single because they want to get paid for

1172
01:49:14.279 --> 01:49:19.560
being in a relationship. Where are
your thoughts on that? Because I know

1173
01:49:19.720 --> 01:49:26.920
mine, I can see that POV
from the way the world, the date

1174
01:49:26.960 --> 01:49:36.560
the world is right now, why
agree or disagree that want to be paid?

1175
01:49:38.600 --> 01:49:41.640
That black women are single because they
I don't think that's the main reason

1176
01:49:41.680 --> 01:49:48.319
why they're single. But I can
see Sera is a black woman, I

1177
01:49:48.399 --> 01:49:54.520
would saying no, so I don't
fall into that category. Songs for need

1178
01:49:54.600 --> 01:50:00.159
to be paid. I do not
think they want to be paid, eat,

1179
01:50:00.720 --> 01:50:08.800
but they what I have I have, I don't I don't think they

1180
01:50:08.880 --> 01:50:13.279
want to be paid, but they
don't mind somebody showing them that they are

1181
01:50:13.399 --> 01:50:23.199
able to take care of them.
So my take provider the meat provider,

1182
01:50:27.000 --> 01:50:39.920
but the butcher girl you don't know, but I did. I can't see

1183
01:50:39.920 --> 01:50:45.920
a woman being arousing. I can't
see it. I just can't see.

1184
01:50:45.560 --> 01:50:50.199
If I wore panties I take them
off. I just can't see her going,

1185
01:50:50.279 --> 01:50:55.920
Oh I like that. I like
I really just broad conversation with somebody

1186
01:50:56.079 --> 01:50:58.720
and we were just talking and talking
about I don't forgot what we were talking

1187
01:50:58.720 --> 01:51:01.359
about. And she said, yeah, I want to get fucked. That

1188
01:51:01.439 --> 01:51:04.800
has changed the whole name of the
conversation. I mean, so it worked

1189
01:51:04.840 --> 01:51:11.560
for me. From her, I
was like, oh, well shit,

1190
01:51:11.640 --> 01:51:15.800
let's get that. What's your next
question, like, are you offering no?

1191
01:51:15.000 --> 01:51:20.199
It was it was that was Keshia
saying she disagrees, and Dina said,

1192
01:51:20.319 --> 01:51:25.319
most definitely want to get paid.
Y'all may be different though, so

1193
01:51:25.920 --> 01:51:30.479
it's not necessarily that I'm different.
Um, yes, is there more context

1194
01:51:30.560 --> 01:51:35.880
to this situation or that that's literally
that was her post word for word,

1195
01:51:36.439 --> 01:51:42.159
black women not women. Black women
are single because they want to get paid

1196
01:51:42.199 --> 01:51:47.359
for being in a relationship. That
was her exact post. There is a

1197
01:51:47.479 --> 01:51:56.600
lot of representation online where his financial
status it seems to matter more than what

1198
01:51:57.560 --> 01:52:00.560
how she feels about him. So
I can see that person thinking that you

1199
01:52:00.640 --> 01:52:05.079
know of women, like all of
y'all are single because y'all want to get

1200
01:52:05.520 --> 01:52:11.199
so right now, I'm between blessings
and I have actually let women know like,

1201
01:52:11.359 --> 01:52:14.199
hey, this is where I am, and then it has not been

1202
01:52:14.199 --> 01:52:15.640
an issue. It hasn't been an
issue at all, Like this is what

1203
01:52:15.720 --> 01:52:17.960
I am. I mean, I
can't do this, I can't do that,

1204
01:52:18.239 --> 01:52:20.560
and it's like, hey, that's
all right, this natural season,

1205
01:52:20.640 --> 01:52:23.760
but you know that ain't gonna keep
me from my china. You know,

1206
01:52:24.359 --> 01:52:30.479
do what we gotta do. And
it's funny because so many black women are

1207
01:52:30.840 --> 01:52:38.560
actually like that. It's very rare
that I have been in company of,

1208
01:52:39.079 --> 01:52:47.039
or have seen personally women that weren't
like that. Um, So it would

1209
01:52:47.039 --> 01:52:50.319
be killing me when niggas that don't
even got that much fucking money in the

1210
01:52:50.359 --> 01:53:01.359
first place be making posts like women
are all about money and gold diggers because

1211
01:53:01.399 --> 01:53:05.319
it's like, make up your mind, because the same niggas that will say

1212
01:53:05.399 --> 01:53:11.359
that will get mad when a bitch
that they like don't like them and then

1213
01:53:11.479 --> 01:53:13.880
get to talking about, Oh,
I guess I got to be a bum

1214
01:53:14.039 --> 01:53:18.399
that stay home and play PlayStation all
day and I had no job and I

1215
01:53:18.520 --> 01:53:24.960
pay no bills because you're mad and
she didn't use you. But my taker

1216
01:53:25.000 --> 01:53:31.760
is that that's absolute bullshit because it's
not that black women want to be paid

1217
01:53:31.840 --> 01:53:36.880
for being in a relationship. I
feel like black women are just the only

1218
01:53:36.960 --> 01:53:45.000
ones that are vilified when they want
that standard of a lifestyle because white,

1219
01:53:45.199 --> 01:53:51.239
white, white and foreign women becoming
trophy wives having nothing to offer but a

1220
01:53:51.399 --> 01:53:59.159
smile and what they call it a
tight ass that has been not only fucking

1221
01:53:59.600 --> 01:54:04.640
except but encouraged it for the longest. Like when you look at celebrities and

1222
01:54:04.680 --> 01:54:10.079
shit like you look at motherfuckers like
doctor Dre or anybody like and you were

1223
01:54:10.119 --> 01:54:14.840
like, bro, that's what he
married. Like the strong face as white

1224
01:54:14.880 --> 01:54:18.800
woman, they don't even have to
be cute. They don't have to offer

1225
01:54:18.840 --> 01:54:23.319
anything, they don't have to have
anything on the fucking table. But whenever

1226
01:54:23.439 --> 01:54:28.520
it's us, then it's some more. Yeah, but can you could?

1227
01:54:29.159 --> 01:54:30.760
Can you clean? You gotta have
more than this, You gotta have more

1228
01:54:30.800 --> 01:54:33.319
than that. But when it's one
of the mother and motherfuckers, one of

1229
01:54:33.399 --> 01:54:38.680
them pale ones, something gott to
justify your back, they just gotta be

1230
01:54:38.760 --> 01:54:45.039
a fucking just bullshit, bullshit because
because they love spicy Hispanic bitches. So

1231
01:54:45.119 --> 01:54:49.399
I don't want to hear that they
fetishized that they love when a Hispanic bitch

1232
01:54:49.399 --> 01:54:57.600
because them out they love that shit. I'm anna stab you, poppy bus

1233
01:54:57.680 --> 01:55:00.279
she could she clean? Large?
You're done? Kids? Is good?

1234
01:55:00.439 --> 01:55:06.680
Like yeah? So why is that
gotta all be me? That's but you

1235
01:55:06.720 --> 01:55:12.359
know, because of the lifestyle that
you want, this is what you gotta

1236
01:55:12.439 --> 01:55:15.159
do to have it. If you
don't do it, if you won't need

1237
01:55:15.239 --> 01:55:16.760
to go out here and make all
this money and you don't have a care

1238
01:55:16.840 --> 01:55:21.039
in the world, why you can't
do that? But the crest, actually

1239
01:55:21.119 --> 01:55:24.840
that's more of a job than anything. Because actually they just did a study.

1240
01:55:24.880 --> 01:55:26.600
I believe they said, if you're
a stay at home mom. You

1241
01:55:26.640 --> 01:55:29.159
should be paid at least one hundred
and eighty seven. Why is it more

1242
01:55:29.199 --> 01:55:30.840
of a job. And it's just
not the role you chose. You chose

1243
01:55:30.920 --> 01:55:33.119
to be a stay at home mom. You chose to want to live his

1244
01:55:33.279 --> 01:55:35.640
life. I chose to want to
go out here and get it. So

1245
01:55:35.720 --> 01:55:39.479
if I want to give you this
life that you chose to live, this

1246
01:55:39.640 --> 01:55:42.000
is what I gotta do. So
this is what I'm asking you to do.

1247
01:55:42.520 --> 01:55:45.000
Yeah, I means you had enough
money that then you couldn't actually have

1248
01:55:45.199 --> 01:55:47.279
us having made no, no,
we're not having you want to stay at

1249
01:55:47.319 --> 01:55:53.520
home to take care of kids.
But but that's the funny part, right,

1250
01:55:53.880 --> 01:55:57.840
So niggas that don't even make as
much fucking money in the first got

1251
01:55:57.920 --> 01:56:04.399
damn place the ones that should actually
be complaining about having to spend money for

1252
01:56:04.520 --> 01:56:09.199
a kept bitch. They can't keep
a bitch because they don't got the money

1253
01:56:09.239 --> 01:56:12.479
to keep a bit. But it's
like you look at it, like I

1254
01:56:12.520 --> 01:56:15.880
said, like, because niggas don't
be having celebrity money, but they always

1255
01:56:15.920 --> 01:56:18.359
fucking talking like they have celebrity money
to fucking live off of in the first

1256
01:56:18.399 --> 01:56:24.640
place. But you have a celebrity
right, and he has all of this

1257
01:56:24.800 --> 01:56:30.960
money. This bitch has absolutely nothing
to offer him but pussy and being arm

1258
01:56:31.079 --> 01:56:35.399
candy. It ain't about well,
can you cook? Because she got you

1259
01:56:35.520 --> 01:56:40.319
paying for a fucking a chef.
Y'all got a private chef? Can you

1260
01:56:40.439 --> 01:56:43.720
clean? She got you paying for
a fucking maid all of the ship that

1261
01:56:43.840 --> 01:56:48.359
she should be quote unquote doing because
she's staying at home. She got you

1262
01:56:48.520 --> 01:56:53.720
paying for somebody to do that shit. So she is literally just at home

1263
01:56:54.319 --> 01:57:00.800
spending your fucking money. And these
are not even the niggas that's complaining as

1264
01:57:00.840 --> 01:57:03.560
a nigga, As a nigga who
would love to have that type of lifestyle

1265
01:57:03.760 --> 01:57:09.439
that I could trick. I would
love a trick. I would love to

1266
01:57:09.520 --> 01:57:12.760
be able to do that shit,
and most niggas would. So the niggas

1267
01:57:12.800 --> 01:57:15.920
who are talking shit are the niggas
who don't have. No they don't have.

1268
01:57:15.119 --> 01:57:18.880
I definitely pay for convenience. It's
convenience something I would pay for.

1269
01:57:18.880 --> 01:57:21.640
I would pay for everything I don't
would if I don't have to claim my

1270
01:57:21.720 --> 01:57:27.840
house. Definitely pass A real nigga
just not complain about what money he's spending

1271
01:57:27.880 --> 01:57:30.079
on his lady, because that's what
he want to do. That's that's what

1272
01:57:30.199 --> 01:57:34.560
he's gonna do. You want,
right? I like taking care. I

1273
01:57:34.680 --> 01:57:38.319
like taking care of motherfucker. Like
when when the shoes on the other fun.

1274
01:57:41.319 --> 01:57:45.239
No, Because for as for as
many niggas who complain about how women

1275
01:57:45.520 --> 01:57:47.920
like what we're just talking about,
who don't have rapper money, there's a

1276
01:57:48.119 --> 01:57:53.359
bum ass bitch that won't rapper qualities
from your normal nigga that goes to work

1277
01:57:53.439 --> 01:57:56.439
every day that's a nine to five. And then she frowned her face upon

1278
01:57:56.479 --> 01:58:00.600
the end of that line. I
don't day broke niggas m so like it's

1279
01:58:00.600 --> 01:58:06.560
all one of the same. No, But but that's my point. It

1280
01:58:08.000 --> 01:58:11.560
that only falls when it comes to
us. When you got white bitches that's

1281
01:58:11.640 --> 01:58:15.039
literally bread to marry niggas for money
so that they don't have to work for

1282
01:58:15.159 --> 01:58:19.520
nothing. It's fine for them,
but when it's us as bitch, how

1283
01:58:19.680 --> 01:58:24.279
dare you? How how dare you
want me to take care of you?

1284
01:58:24.399 --> 01:58:27.600
And you're not bringing nothing to the
table. These bitches don't have to do

1285
01:58:27.720 --> 01:58:31.319
nothing, and nobody blinks the fucking
eye. They can't. They can't fucking

1286
01:58:31.520 --> 01:58:41.079
boil water without burning a pot.
But you want us to cook fucking goddamned

1287
01:58:41.119 --> 01:58:46.279
soul food movie meals seven days a
week, clean up the house, take

1288
01:58:46.439 --> 01:58:53.520
care of the kids, and still
go half on bills. To you talking

1289
01:58:53.560 --> 01:58:58.279
about niggas who don't know how to
be men, so they sit there and

1290
01:58:58.439 --> 01:59:03.520
bitch online all day because men who
could do it. And I feel like

1291
01:59:03.720 --> 01:59:10.479
some of that should be relative to
what you say, Like if you grew

1292
01:59:10.640 --> 01:59:15.159
up in a in a way where
you watched your pops get that ship and

1293
01:59:15.319 --> 01:59:16.880
take care of your mommy, your
mom don't really got to lift a finger.

1294
01:59:17.239 --> 01:59:19.920
Your mom may work a part time
job, but you're always home with

1295
01:59:20.039 --> 01:59:24.880
you and your little brother, Like
when you watch your father do that shit

1296
01:59:25.000 --> 01:59:28.319
for your mama. When you grow
up and you get your own family,

1297
01:59:28.399 --> 01:59:31.439
you now have your father's mentality to
a degree where like this is what I've

1298
01:59:31.520 --> 01:59:34.399
seen my dad go out there and
get that shit and make sure mom's cool.

1299
01:59:34.680 --> 01:59:38.079
So now my wife, I gotta
go out here and get that shit,

1300
01:59:38.399 --> 01:59:42.359
make sure my wife is cool.
Some niggas grow up watching their mom

1301
01:59:42.520 --> 01:59:45.760
do everything. So now when you
get a girlfriend, you like, well,

1302
01:59:45.840 --> 01:59:47.680
my mama did this, Why you
can't do that? And I got

1303
01:59:47.760 --> 01:59:53.199
my half? You got your half
what's probable I have. I have made

1304
01:59:53.239 --> 01:59:57.560
a post and I share it whenever
it's that time of year, and I've

1305
01:59:57.640 --> 02:00:01.920
said so many times, you're that
yeah, because you know, Facebook memories

1306
02:00:03.079 --> 02:00:13.720
pop up share to tell him that
I feel like women are definitely, definitely

1307
02:00:14.720 --> 02:00:20.319
majorly responsible for breeding some of the
biggest suckers out here because the way that

1308
02:00:21.760 --> 02:00:30.960
they coddle their sons and take care
of their sons and their brothers, their

1309
02:00:30.079 --> 02:00:36.239
nephews. Like I've dated a nigga
where he was surrounded by women, the

1310
02:00:36.399 --> 02:00:40.720
only the only brother that he had. The nigga was always in jelly.

1311
02:00:40.720 --> 02:00:45.560
It would have been the same thing
for him, but his mom, his

1312
02:00:45.760 --> 02:00:50.359
sister, his aunties. Then he
had female cousins. The only other males

1313
02:00:50.479 --> 02:00:55.840
that were indeffant like they were his
sisters kids and they were younger than him.

1314
02:00:56.640 --> 02:01:01.680
So his entire life, it was
always women man coming to the rescue,

1315
02:01:02.239 --> 02:01:06.720
billing him out, never holding him
accountable for anything. Whenever he did

1316
02:01:06.840 --> 02:01:13.680
some shit wrong, it was always
like, you know, it was always

1317
02:01:13.800 --> 02:01:17.159
something to where it took him a
very, very very long time to be

1318
02:01:17.279 --> 02:01:20.840
able to stand on his own two
feet as a man because he didn't he

1319
02:01:20.880 --> 02:01:25.239
didn't know what the fuck to do. He had motherfucker's always cooking for him,

1320
02:01:25.319 --> 02:01:28.920
he had motherfucker's cleaning for him,
he had motherfucker's doing his laundry and

1321
02:01:28.960 --> 02:01:33.039
all of this type of ship.
And it's like single moms of sons get

1322
02:01:33.199 --> 02:01:39.319
mad when you tell them, like, stop colining your son so much.

1323
02:01:39.640 --> 02:01:42.880
That's not telling you not to love
your sons. That's not telling you.

1324
02:01:43.399 --> 02:01:46.119
Yeah, that's not telling you not
to show them affection. Yes, love

1325
02:01:46.199 --> 02:01:49.239
on your fucking babies. If anything, they need that so that they quit

1326
02:01:49.359 --> 02:01:54.880
grow up growing up being fucking terrorists
and hating us for no fucking reason because

1327
02:01:54.920 --> 02:01:57.680
you didn't give him a fucking hug
when he scraped his knee. Bitch,

1328
02:01:57.760 --> 02:02:00.399
they had nonna do with me.
Why are you upset with me? Right?

1329
02:02:00.199 --> 02:02:11.239
I feel like we just say fucked
me for But I've always hated that

1330
02:02:11.439 --> 02:02:15.319
because when it comes to black women, we are not only expected to seek

1331
02:02:16.079 --> 02:02:21.279
and accept struggle love, we are
expected to fucking be grateful when the nigga

1332
02:02:21.359 --> 02:02:27.039
offers us struggle love. The thing
I think that's crazy with all that,

1333
02:02:27.119 --> 02:02:30.840
though, too, is that like
I came from a householware, just like

1334
02:02:30.920 --> 02:02:32.159
how you said, like my dad
was taking care of things. My mom

1335
02:02:32.239 --> 02:02:34.880
worked part time, but guess what, she was also a nurse, so

1336
02:02:35.079 --> 02:02:39.039
she still was making you know,
decent money, is working part time as

1337
02:02:39.079 --> 02:02:42.359
well too, and then still making
sure that you know, home was okay

1338
02:02:42.640 --> 02:02:45.439
and taking care of And so then
when I raised my son, my son

1339
02:02:45.600 --> 02:02:49.359
is capable of doing everything. That's
the one good thing benefit because of him

1340
02:02:49.399 --> 02:02:51.960
being like a seven is seven years
between him and my middle one, and

1341
02:02:53.000 --> 02:02:55.520
then ten between him and my youngest, okay. And so by the time

1342
02:02:55.920 --> 02:02:59.760
you know, I'm having my younger
kids, he up doing everything himself.

1343
02:02:59.800 --> 02:03:01.000
So like you need men make you
something to eat, You need me gonna

1344
02:03:01.000 --> 02:03:03.760
throw that stuff in the wundry,
you need me gonna do whatever. Cool,

1345
02:03:04.279 --> 02:03:06.479
And now he on his own.
He stayed with his girlfriend, but

1346
02:03:06.520 --> 02:03:09.640
he did the same thing where he
makes sure stuff is taking care of in

1347
02:03:09.720 --> 02:03:12.800
the house, and that's she okay. And she worked too. And I

1348
02:03:13.000 --> 02:03:18.800
love that because in so many situations
of friends and family that I've seen like

1349
02:03:18.920 --> 02:03:25.039
grow up, even when the girl
is not the oldest she becomes responsible for

1350
02:03:25.640 --> 02:03:30.960
She's basically a fucking substitute mother for
everybody else. So she didn't have time

1351
02:03:30.079 --> 02:03:33.560
to really be a kid. Because
she had to step up and fucking parent

1352
02:03:33.920 --> 02:03:39.039
everybody else, even fucking older brothers, because she was forced to be more

1353
02:03:39.079 --> 02:03:43.800
responsible because they were so used to
fucking everybody doing everything for them. So

1354
02:03:44.239 --> 02:03:48.119
I don't feel like that is something
that they need to be going around saying

1355
02:03:48.199 --> 02:03:51.600
like it is not the fact that
black women want to be paid for being

1356
02:03:51.760 --> 02:03:57.720
in fucking relationships. That is not
what it is. Motherfucker is just tired

1357
02:03:57.800 --> 02:04:03.119
of always being expected to accept fucking
struggle love And why are we the only

1358
02:04:03.239 --> 02:04:09.000
ones that get talked down on for
that ship for having standards that we are

1359
02:04:09.119 --> 02:04:15.000
literally the only ones. I don't
never see them talking about fucking Becky or

1360
02:04:15.079 --> 02:04:26.840
Consuala for that shit too. Got
to have a job. My thing too

1361
02:04:26.960 --> 02:04:30.760
is like with me is I'm yeah
legacy because it and that goes to what

1362
02:04:31.000 --> 02:04:35.000
um Serida said too. She said
how we are raised plays a big part

1363
02:04:35.439 --> 02:04:42.840
how we act in relationships. And
that's another thing um with me and bad,

1364
02:04:42.920 --> 02:04:47.520
that's not bad no matter what like
I said, like even like we

1365
02:04:47.680 --> 02:04:51.960
haven't talked in a couple of d
he you know, moves twins period,

1366
02:04:54.680 --> 02:04:57.680
But even with me not talking to
him and him having because we'd be cool

1367
02:04:57.720 --> 02:05:00.119
and then all of a sudden,
it be as soon as I get that

1368
02:05:00.560 --> 02:05:04.840
blue fucking message that pops up and
said, can I ask you a question?

1369
02:05:05.479 --> 02:05:08.680
Like, Bro, we ain't gonna
talk for like five days. I

1370
02:05:08.680 --> 02:05:13.000
already know because I know it's going
to be some bullshit. And then it's

1371
02:05:13.199 --> 02:05:17.239
like he'd be on the road too
much with his thoughts, driving the trucks

1372
02:05:17.319 --> 02:05:19.760
late at night. He ain't got
nothing to do but think, and now

1373
02:05:19.800 --> 02:05:25.680
it's going to be some bullshit.
But even with that, if I was

1374
02:05:25.760 --> 02:05:28.479
to call or text him right now
and be like, hey, I need

1375
02:05:28.560 --> 02:05:33.880
you such as such, whatever,
he would look out right. And because

1376
02:05:33.960 --> 02:05:40.600
of how he was raised, like
he watched his dad take care of everything,

1377
02:05:41.199 --> 02:05:44.640
So even when we were younger,
like in our early twenties, that

1378
02:05:44.840 --> 02:05:48.800
was the kind of mindset that he
had whenever I needed something or anything was

1379
02:05:48.840 --> 02:05:53.279
going on. I didn't have to
ask him twice if I had to ask

1380
02:05:53.359 --> 02:05:56.479
at all, If he knew something
was going on, yeah, you're good,

1381
02:05:56.600 --> 02:05:59.039
you got gas in the car,
you're good, you know, jelly

1382
02:05:59.079 --> 02:06:02.840
being all right? Like I didn't
have to because that is what he saw.

1383
02:06:03.479 --> 02:06:08.159
And I've said that um on my
Facebook post. You know, a

1384
02:06:08.239 --> 02:06:15.000
couple of times. How it was
completely different my experiences dating men in two

1385
02:06:15.119 --> 02:06:21.720
parent households where you know, because
their dads were not only involved, but

1386
02:06:23.079 --> 02:06:29.520
they were very dominant in the household
and handle everything, versus dating guys with

1387
02:06:29.680 --> 02:06:34.640
single moms, especially when they had
very troublesome relationships with their mothers. Ye

1388
02:06:38.079 --> 02:06:44.199
like that shit is a completely the
contrast. It's crazy. Yeah, I

1389
02:06:44.399 --> 02:06:48.760
see, I haven't had the privilege
of raising an ain't raised girls, So

1390
02:06:49.680 --> 02:06:54.880
yeah, I feel stuff saying he
ain't Bay. Y'all just weird Bay.

1391
02:06:55.000 --> 02:06:58.359
That ain't Bay. God damn it. That's what I said, Um,

1392
02:06:58.760 --> 02:07:00.640
Ray say, y'all need calling.
We used to fucking have him when we

1393
02:07:00.800 --> 02:07:04.279
was on a block talk that was
a topic on these two Nigga show earlier,

1394
02:07:04.479 --> 02:07:09.760
and was talking about how all of
this started. Do what call in?

1395
02:07:10.560 --> 02:07:14.840
I mean technically it's here you're talking
about when you do the join the

1396
02:07:14.920 --> 02:07:17.119
live thing. Yeah, yeah,
yeah, I just don't want to do

1397
02:07:17.199 --> 02:07:21.119
it. No, you need to
lay down because start something probably prepared.

1398
02:07:24.079 --> 02:07:28.359
We don't have enough infrastructure in our
community that supports relationships and families. That

1399
02:07:28.479 --> 02:07:30.319
was a season. You know,
she had to get deep with it,

1400
02:07:30.880 --> 02:07:34.399
and no, that's true. It's
true, Caleb. Both my relationships came

1401
02:07:34.439 --> 02:07:39.039
from two parents homes and they were
horrible, very active dass. And see

1402
02:07:39.119 --> 02:07:42.039
that's a crazy part with me.
Like with me and my ex husband,

1403
02:07:42.760 --> 02:07:45.479
his mom was more dominant with everything
that she was doing, and I could

1404
02:07:45.520 --> 02:07:49.039
tell. And then when I was
done with crazy controlling, it doesn't matter.

1405
02:07:49.039 --> 02:07:51.720
He was in a single you know
family household was just his mom.

1406
02:07:51.800 --> 02:07:56.399
So that was another one too.
Now with what I'm doing right now somewhere

1407
02:07:56.920 --> 02:07:59.479
with how I grew up. But
see, and I have to worry about.

1408
02:08:00.159 --> 02:08:03.680
But but that's why I was specific
and saying with two parents and two

1409
02:08:03.760 --> 02:08:09.560
parent households where the dad was the
dominant one and handling everything, That's exactly

1410
02:08:09.600 --> 02:08:13.359
why I was specific, because every
two parent household, like it's not the

1411
02:08:13.439 --> 02:08:20.880
same. Because that's like even with
me, like I technically like even after

1412
02:08:20.000 --> 02:08:24.600
my dad, like once my mom, because my mom has been with my

1413
02:08:24.720 --> 02:08:28.439
stepfather since I was graduating eighth grade. That was nineteen ninety eight. This

1414
02:08:28.560 --> 02:08:33.439
is twenty twenty three. But then
again had ship. You are owned ship,

1415
02:08:33.560 --> 02:08:39.279
he didn't you know mom? You
know, my mom was the fucking

1416
02:08:39.640 --> 02:08:43.560
the sour dough, the honey wheat, the multi grain, whatever fucking type

1417
02:08:43.560 --> 02:08:46.600
of bread you got. She was
the bread winner. You know, this

1418
02:08:46.840 --> 02:08:50.720
was the nigga. He cooked all
the meals and shit and you know,

1419
02:08:50.920 --> 02:08:54.520
fix whatever run like. That was
his way of contributing because he had a

1420
02:08:54.600 --> 02:09:01.199
fucking money. He's in all of
these years, I can literally only remember

1421
02:09:01.319 --> 02:09:05.439
him having two legit jobs. And
this was before I graduated high school.

1422
02:09:09.560 --> 02:09:18.760
This nigga singing to le Quod the
Margharitas have kicked in or Tomas. But

1423
02:09:18.359 --> 02:09:26.000
there's also somebody that I dealt with
from a single parent household. But the

1424
02:09:26.159 --> 02:09:31.760
difference was his mother was older.
I've also noticed that dating guys were like

1425
02:09:31.920 --> 02:09:37.640
older parents. That makes a difference
too. So with his mom being up

1426
02:09:37.680 --> 02:09:41.720
there, you know, she fucking
sixty whatever you're like, she don't play

1427
02:09:41.760 --> 02:09:45.640
that ship, and she set a
certain standard for him. So even though

1428
02:09:46.079 --> 02:09:50.279
she was a single mom and he
came from a single mom household, again

1429
02:09:50.520 --> 02:09:54.279
completely different because of how she was, because she was old school with ship.

1430
02:09:54.760 --> 02:10:03.680
So she raised her son not to
be like his father. So let

1431
02:10:03.720 --> 02:10:07.159
me see, Kayla said, I
hate I'm raising my son alone. I

1432
02:10:07.279 --> 02:10:11.760
feel absolutely horrible about it. We're
in very important years and he's literally being

1433
02:10:11.840 --> 02:10:16.319
moded by me because there aren't any
men present. I pray every day he

1434
02:10:16.399 --> 02:10:24.600
don't end up messed up or caused
some turmoil to a woman as I help

1435
02:10:24.640 --> 02:10:26.600
you, bro, I got some
aggression, like we could stump that and

1436
02:10:26.760 --> 02:10:33.800
got out because it's like, I
really don't understand how you're gonna have a

1437
02:10:33.880 --> 02:10:37.079
whole child out in the world and
be like, I really don't. That's

1438
02:10:37.079 --> 02:10:39.399
a lot of people that are like
that, though I don't understand it either.

1439
02:10:41.119 --> 02:10:50.039
That's triggering right now. Yeah,
But like because I've talked to Kayle

1440
02:10:50.119 --> 02:10:54.239
about this, like on her on
her post um because kayleb post you know,

1441
02:10:54.359 --> 02:10:58.359
sometimes she'll put up stuff about,
you know, interactions between her and

1442
02:10:58.439 --> 02:11:07.359
her son. I am not a
boy mind, but there are certain things

1443
02:11:07.479 --> 02:11:11.680
that I understand, like when you
have boys, just because of the type

1444
02:11:11.720 --> 02:11:16.720
of people that I've dated and seeing
what it was, it's like, please,

1445
02:11:18.239 --> 02:11:24.720
please, please do not cater to
these boys in every single way because

1446
02:11:24.840 --> 02:11:30.000
you ain't doing shit but making like
you're not building them up to be the

1447
02:11:30.119 --> 02:11:35.279
men that understand reciprocity. You're not
building them up to be the men that

1448
02:11:35.600 --> 02:11:41.199
understand being providers. You're building up
entitled, fucking brats that are going to

1449
02:11:41.319 --> 02:11:48.800
be looking for women to fill your
shoes. That's all you're doing when they

1450
02:11:48.960 --> 02:11:54.159
they want a women like their mama, not because oh well, my mom

1451
02:11:54.319 --> 02:11:56.520
was wholesome and she was into the
church, and you know when she cooked

1452
02:11:56.560 --> 02:12:00.239
meals and she did this, and
I saw how she treated my dad.

1453
02:12:00.319 --> 02:12:05.159
And this is why I want to
know. They want to replace the fucking

1454
02:12:05.319 --> 02:12:15.000
maid that gave birth to them.
That's literally all it is. I said,

1455
02:12:15.439 --> 02:12:20.680
I'm definitely not Jesus Christ. I
hope not my mom's I love her

1456
02:12:20.800 --> 02:12:28.960
to death, man, fucking annoying
love her, though, I mean,

1457
02:12:30.039 --> 02:12:35.000
and that's the thing, nervous and
and and here's the thing. And I

1458
02:12:35.119 --> 02:12:39.039
can say this about Wine's mom,
I can say this about Wine's grandma because

1459
02:12:39.079 --> 02:12:46.640
I can say this about my mom. Something with Dincin's women is fucking off.

1460
02:12:46.359 --> 02:12:50.520
And that is like I stopped the
cycle with mine. I don't treat

1461
02:12:50.560 --> 02:12:54.399
mine like that. And it's like
their parenting style sucked in the way of

1462
02:12:56.680 --> 02:13:00.359
even when they did a lot for
you, you would wish they fucking didn't

1463
02:13:00.399 --> 02:13:03.960
because they make you. It's it's
like getting in it's like getting in the

1464
02:13:03.039 --> 02:13:09.079
bed with a loan shot it's forever
day. Yeah, for every day,

1465
02:13:09.439 --> 02:13:11.039
remember that day I gave birth to
you, right, Like, man,

1466
02:13:11.680 --> 02:13:15.039
I mean, you chose to do
that shit like I didn't. I was

1467
02:13:16.960 --> 02:13:22.439
like, that was on you.
I used the one I wanted to get

1468
02:13:22.479 --> 02:13:28.039
that the same shit I'm doing now
is what you let you? He said,

1469
02:13:28.119 --> 02:13:31.079
some nice shit. You was like, let me take these draws on.

1470
02:13:31.920 --> 02:13:33.399
I do all the time. I
said, some nice shit, but

1471
02:13:33.560 --> 02:13:37.520
just take their pennies on. That's
what happened to. Tray said, Yeah,

1472
02:13:37.560 --> 02:13:39.479
that's the one thing I can't do. What are you talking about?

1473
02:13:39.479 --> 02:13:43.319
As far as I with being a
boy, mom as easy to say,

1474
02:13:43.439 --> 02:13:48.560
damn me me, Tray said,
I tell oh okay, she said she

1475
02:13:48.640 --> 02:13:54.560
tell him every single day. I
ain't know made Yeah. Um Keisha saying

1476
02:13:54.600 --> 02:13:56.399
my ex told me all this shit
is mom did for history as dad.

1477
02:13:56.600 --> 02:14:03.119
One flag I ignored. Yeah,
but that's something that I have learned to

1478
02:14:03.479 --> 02:14:11.800
like maneuver around. And I mean
it's it's not a fucking foolproof system because

1479
02:14:13.000 --> 02:14:18.159
people turned out how they turn out. I just know a huge red flag

1480
02:14:18.279 --> 02:14:22.479
like when the nigga was raised by
a single mom and their relationship is shitty,

1481
02:14:24.880 --> 02:14:26.920
or he was raised by a single
mom, and he was like,

1482
02:14:28.760 --> 02:14:31.640
because they're there are two different kinds
of mama boys mama's boys, would you

1483
02:14:31.720 --> 02:14:35.560
agree, Yes, I feel like
there is the mama's boy, where they

1484
02:14:35.640 --> 02:14:41.119
have a very healthy relationship with boundaries, and then there's the mama's boy,

1485
02:14:41.199 --> 02:14:46.479
where this is a grown ass man
with his mama titty and his mouth rum.

1486
02:14:46.520 --> 02:14:52.000
One of my relationships where I thought
that shit was sweet with us,

1487
02:14:52.960 --> 02:14:58.279
ended up like it was intolerable because
it was mama's boy with Titian's mom.

1488
02:14:58.640 --> 02:15:03.479
So it's like, even though he
had one of those older moms that you

1489
02:15:03.560 --> 02:15:07.960
know, taught him all of this
ship and he knew how to treat me,

1490
02:15:07.079 --> 02:15:09.520
he knew how to provide and all
of this kind of shit, it

1491
02:15:09.600 --> 02:15:13.119
was like it was always a wedge
because it was always with my mom my

1492
02:15:13.239 --> 02:15:16.800
mom my, mom my mom.
And it's like, who are you fucking

1493
02:15:16.920 --> 02:15:26.600
here? Bro? Like I'm like, you know, and and it's nah,

1494
02:15:26.840 --> 02:15:31.800
because it's because some shit is real
weird, you know, it's like

1495
02:15:31.920 --> 02:15:33.840
borderline ancestral. So you're kind of
like, okay, and it's like and

1496
02:15:33.960 --> 02:15:37.039
I and I look at the same
way about when I look at certain ship

1497
02:15:37.239 --> 02:15:41.840
that boy mom's post on Facebook and
it's like, bro, that's not your

1498
02:15:41.920 --> 02:15:45.680
man, that's your son, right. I hate that. I hate passion,

1499
02:15:46.119 --> 02:15:56.880
but I didn't seeing Kelly said one
thing I ain't doing is clean it

1500
02:15:56.960 --> 02:16:07.399
alone. I'll cut all this shit
off, right, um my girl,

1501
02:16:07.960 --> 02:16:11.359
and I couldn't wait. And that
was the thing. And it was like

1502
02:16:13.039 --> 02:16:18.000
my mom didn't like she didn't want
us choosing a washing machine because she thought

1503
02:16:18.000 --> 02:16:20.079
she I was like, man,
I really like I wanted to do my

1504
02:16:20.159 --> 02:16:22.319
own ship, Like I wanted that
extra independence. I wanted to be able

1505
02:16:22.319 --> 02:16:26.319
to show that I was responsible and
able to do my own ship. So

1506
02:16:26.479 --> 02:16:28.920
it was certain like I just wanted
to learn I couldn't actually keep me out

1507
02:16:28.920 --> 02:16:33.840
of cook because we had this conversation, heard that apron and fucking Salisbury Steak

1508
02:16:33.840 --> 02:16:35.799
and Grants biscuits. Wre to go
fucking cut it. But you know what

1509
02:16:35.920 --> 02:16:39.799
she did when she could Tracy he
makes his own food, cleans his room,

1510
02:16:39.879 --> 02:16:43.600
et cetera, and Tristan being there
helping because he liked to follow his

1511
02:16:43.680 --> 02:16:46.319
brother. I still love on my
boys though, And that's the thing,

1512
02:16:46.920 --> 02:16:50.799
like I said, a lot of
women get offended when you bring that point

1513
02:16:50.879 --> 02:16:56.600
up to them because they think that
we're telling you to just stonewall your fucking

1514
02:16:56.639 --> 02:17:00.879
son, like, don't show them
emotion, don't hug gum, don't kiss

1515
02:17:00.920 --> 02:17:03.920
them, don't tell them you love
them, just fucking ignore them. No,

1516
02:17:03.840 --> 02:17:09.040
give your boys all of these things
because they need it. They fucking

1517
02:17:09.319 --> 02:17:13.440
need it. They need to be
able to not only show love, but

1518
02:17:13.680 --> 02:17:18.239
to be able to feel that shit. They need to know what love feels

1519
02:17:18.319 --> 02:17:28.000
like when they are coming up.
That's what some people are not teaching.

1520
02:17:30.440 --> 02:17:35.000
I'm lucky to have not I'm just
looking to have the children I have because

1521
02:17:35.040 --> 02:17:37.319
I hear what people go through and
the struggles that have. I keep looking

1522
02:17:37.399 --> 02:17:43.559
at Timmy here because his shit is
popping the day. Can't y'all can't see

1523
02:17:43.639 --> 02:17:52.360
the definition? I camera here right
find hold on very defined. That's saying

1524
02:17:52.559 --> 02:17:56.159
hold on, hold on. I
got to use it as twenty two pro

1525
02:17:56.319 --> 02:18:01.719
can for this. And I'm posting
this in the group like the butters it's

1526
02:18:01.840 --> 02:18:13.040
shiny baby, I'm posting this and
a host butters like I was saying,

1527
02:18:13.239 --> 02:18:16.840
I have a very privileged to have
had girls that I did not have any

1528
02:18:16.920 --> 02:18:22.159
problems with whatsoever. So this whole
like like twenty six years of having children,

1529
02:18:22.200 --> 02:18:26.319
I've never had to run into know
like bitch ass nigga behavior. I

1530
02:18:26.399 --> 02:18:30.879
mean, they do what they're supposed
to do. They clean up when they're

1531
02:18:30.879 --> 02:18:33.200
supposed to clean up, they come
home when they're supposed to come home.

1532
02:18:33.319 --> 02:18:35.200
They I mean, I've never had
any issues with them, So I think

1533
02:18:35.200 --> 02:18:39.200
I've just been blessed. So I
feel bad. I feel bad when people

1534
02:18:39.319 --> 02:18:41.920
have like bad situations with their children
and find out that they are growing to

1535
02:18:43.000 --> 02:18:46.559
be hole ass niggas and shit like
that. And I don't think I was

1536
02:18:46.559 --> 02:18:50.040
supposed to have boys. I don't
think I was supposed to raise That would

1537
02:18:50.040 --> 02:18:52.600
break my heart to look at my
son. But like you really your fuck

1538
02:18:52.719 --> 02:19:01.159
nigga, right, like you really
That's how That's how jelly Bean's dad talks

1539
02:19:01.200 --> 02:19:07.479
about I mean, jelly Bean's granddad
talks about her dad awesome. He wasn't

1540
02:19:07.520 --> 02:19:11.399
raised like this. But it's like, Okay, you say that, and

1541
02:19:11.559 --> 02:19:13.879
I understand where you know you feel
like, well, I was always there

1542
02:19:13.920 --> 02:19:16.959
for him, but it's like you
wasn't in the same state as him,

1543
02:19:18.680 --> 02:19:22.440
Like you know, y'all had a
relationship to where you know, if he

1544
02:19:22.559 --> 02:19:24.799
come visit and whatever, like you've
never turned your back on him. But

1545
02:19:26.000 --> 02:19:28.799
at the same time, you weren't
a constant presence in his life either.

1546
02:19:30.760 --> 02:19:33.040
Not to say that's you know either, you know, y'all split, you

1547
02:19:33.159 --> 02:19:35.760
and his mom split. She wanted
to live here, you wanted to live

1548
02:19:35.799 --> 02:19:41.879
there. It is what it is, but you weren't a constant in his

1549
02:19:43.079 --> 02:19:46.159
life to where it's like, well, every day I get to see my

1550
02:19:46.200 --> 02:19:48.040
pops, like, hey, with
my pops or whatever, like y'all had

1551
02:19:48.360 --> 02:19:54.319
huge gaps in between because y'all had
to schedule time between. All right,

1552
02:19:54.360 --> 02:19:56.520
well, he got school in Mississippi. He can't just come out to fucking

1553
02:19:56.559 --> 02:20:00.440
California, and when he do,
you know, it's fucking nine months in

1554
02:20:00.440 --> 02:20:01.559
between because he got the school year, all right, Well he out here

1555
02:20:01.600 --> 02:20:05.440
for the summer. Like so,
I don't know if maybe that's a thing

1556
02:20:05.879 --> 02:20:09.600
that kind of makes him feel like, all right, well, she can

1557
02:20:09.680 --> 02:20:11.559
live without me, because you know, I used to have to live without

1558
02:20:11.559 --> 02:20:13.920
my dad for you know, so
much months at a time. Like I

1559
02:20:13.000 --> 02:20:16.920
don't know what it is, but
it's like you feel like you didn't raise

1560
02:20:18.079 --> 02:20:22.680
him to be the kind of father
that he is because you were always available

1561
02:20:22.280 --> 02:20:26.799
as a father to him, but
you weren't always present as a father to

1562
02:20:26.920 --> 02:20:31.479
him. Two totally different things.
But imagine being present and doing everything right

1563
02:20:31.559 --> 02:20:35.719
for your kids and teaching them right
for wrong. You go to basketball games,

1564
02:20:35.879 --> 02:20:39.760
give them the love and to teach
them everything, and he'll grow up.

1565
02:20:41.920 --> 02:20:45.079
That's crazy to me. The one
thing that I may have done,

1566
02:20:45.600 --> 02:20:50.959
because my oldest is single still is
probably how old is your oldest? Twenty

1567
02:20:50.040 --> 02:20:54.639
six? That ain't got anyhing to
do with you? No, she didn't

1568
02:20:54.719 --> 02:20:56.479
ran some whole as niggas and she
like, I'm just gonna chill out.

1569
02:20:58.079 --> 02:21:01.959
My friends are saying, made me
be happy. Maybe her standards are just

1570
02:21:01.280 --> 02:21:07.799
way too high, or her standards
are normal people can't right, right,

1571
02:21:07.920 --> 02:21:11.159
I mean, yeah, I recognize
that because the dating pool got shipping there

1572
02:21:11.159 --> 02:21:15.559
at this point. No, I
don't think of that, because I mean

1573
02:21:15.879 --> 02:21:18.520
I may have spoiled them to the
point where the expectation of that, Hey,

1574
02:21:18.600 --> 02:21:24.000
you know you can do better a
father, that's literally your job more

1575
02:21:24.159 --> 02:21:31.440
need to do. And I feel
like her being twenty six and single,

1576
02:21:31.360 --> 02:21:35.680
it's okay, you can stay with
me. Yeah, like no, but

1577
02:21:35.840 --> 02:21:41.319
that whole situation, I'm actually happy
to hear it, because you know what

1578
02:21:41.399 --> 02:21:46.360
that says to me about your daughter. She's not fucking settling, and so

1579
02:21:46.639 --> 02:21:50.639
you raised her to have a standard
enough, So she was like, look,

1580
02:21:50.159 --> 02:21:52.600
I know what this feels like to
be loved. I know what a

1581
02:21:52.639 --> 02:21:56.680
man is supposed to do in my
life. You're not gonna come here and

1582
02:21:56.760 --> 02:21:58.840
short change me, right, So
fuck you. I'd rather be by myself.

1583
02:22:00.280 --> 02:22:03.520
So for her to be not even
thirty years old and already have that

1584
02:22:03.639 --> 02:22:07.479
realization and standard for herself, when
a lot of women they got to be

1585
02:22:07.559 --> 02:22:09.559
fucking thirty five before they're really damn
man, I wasted all my twenties on

1586
02:22:09.639 --> 02:22:13.760
this fu niggas. You know what, from this point forward, no more

1587
02:22:13.799 --> 02:22:18.159
fuck niggas. She already has that
down. Yeah, I hope so about

1588
02:22:18.159 --> 02:22:20.440
it. And the good thing about
it is is she don't have to stay

1589
02:22:20.479 --> 02:22:24.120
in a situation. She don't have
to because she knows she can always come

1590
02:22:24.159 --> 02:22:28.520
to her daddy house no matter what. Fuck you, nigga. That's why

1591
02:22:28.559 --> 02:22:33.079
I don't understand why people be so
mad at Lorie Harvey. She said on

1592
02:22:33.159 --> 02:22:37.000
an interview a long time ago that
her daddy told her she it, don't

1593
02:22:37.000 --> 02:22:41.680
ever forget she is the prize.
Don't don't ever forget that. So if

1594
02:22:41.760 --> 02:22:46.000
she ever ends up in a situation
where she feels like it's no longer serving

1595
02:22:46.079 --> 02:22:48.280
her and it's not you know,
it's not for her. Leave it.

1596
02:22:48.639 --> 02:22:52.159
You do not have to stay in
no situation. I applause everything she do,

1597
02:22:52.399 --> 02:22:54.920
all this, all these fun niggas
who talks about her being a whole

1598
02:22:54.920 --> 02:23:05.879
whatever nigga? What cause she move
around like you definite? Yeah, yeah,

1599
02:23:07.600 --> 02:23:13.200
there's a lot of broks. This
is probably shot because my dad just

1600
02:23:13.360 --> 02:23:16.920
kind of you know how when you're
reading the clothes captions and they'd be like

1601
02:23:18.479 --> 02:23:22.159
nervous chuckle. That was my daddy. When I told him, I said,

1602
02:23:22.319 --> 02:23:24.959
I said, I said, I
feel like my love life is Joe

1603
02:23:26.040 --> 02:23:28.840
Karma. I said, I feel
like I'm being punished for yo see him

1604
02:23:28.840 --> 02:23:33.440
sometimes. I told him that,
I said, I said, sometimes I

1605
02:23:33.840 --> 02:23:37.959
do. I feel like, you
know, all of the stuff that you

1606
02:23:37.120 --> 02:23:39.920
did and like stuff that you put
my mom because my mom and dad were

1607
02:23:39.959 --> 02:23:43.920
like they were together since high school
and out of all of those years,

1608
02:23:45.000 --> 02:23:48.680
they didn't even get married until I
was already in the third grade, after

1609
02:23:48.840 --> 02:23:52.360
being together since high school, so
they were together for a very long time.

1610
02:23:52.360 --> 02:23:58.040
Um, and it's like out of
all of that, I feel like,

1611
02:23:58.319 --> 02:24:05.879
you know, as your firstborn,
Carmen was like dice and I crapped

1612
02:24:05.920 --> 02:24:07.600
out and I ain't even hadn't it, bro? First of all, I

1613
02:24:07.760 --> 02:24:11.120
wasn't even supposed to be here.
Bro, I was on an abortion docket,

1614
02:24:13.120 --> 02:24:18.520
nigga, I was penciled in.
She was sitting I tell y'all all

1615
02:24:18.559 --> 02:24:26.399
the time. I tell y'all all
the time. My mom's was in the

1616
02:24:26.479 --> 02:24:31.200
paper gown ass out reading the jet
mad and dad was, please don't kill

1617
02:24:31.280 --> 02:24:35.920
my baby, please, And he
talked her out of that ship just to

1618
02:24:35.120 --> 02:24:39.040
leave her to be a single mom
in the end. So I know,

1619
02:24:41.760 --> 02:24:45.920
so you know, and sometimes I
feel like, because don't get me wrong,

1620
02:24:46.079 --> 02:24:50.360
my mom a thousand percent when it
came to being a provider, taking

1621
02:24:50.440 --> 02:24:56.239
care of business, pa like,
she never dropped the ball. But when

1622
02:24:56.280 --> 02:25:01.479
it came to being a nurturer and
like a mother, she didn't know how

1623
02:25:01.520 --> 02:25:07.079
to do that right. And it's
like, I'm turning thirty nine this year

1624
02:25:07.520 --> 02:25:11.920
and I still have to kind of
wrestle with myself, like, Bro,

1625
02:25:13.040 --> 02:25:15.879
you gotta forgive her for that,
because it's like, Bro, she didn't

1626
02:25:15.920 --> 02:25:18.559
even want to be a mom,
you know, she didn't like she wasn't

1627
02:25:18.639 --> 02:25:22.319
ready for it or even toil what
you're saying. And like my mother was

1628
02:25:22.360 --> 02:25:26.840
not raised by her mother. She
was raised by her father and her grandmother.

1629
02:25:26.319 --> 02:25:31.360
So same similar thing where my mother
did love her everything, but she

1630
02:25:31.399 --> 02:25:33.159
didn't have that maternal instinct. Yeah, so she didn't know how to do

1631
02:25:33.239 --> 02:25:35.920
those things. So like I was
overcomp and saying I could tell with my

1632
02:25:37.040 --> 02:25:41.120
kids where I was always telling them
because I probably nine. I was like

1633
02:25:41.200 --> 02:25:43.959
in my late twenties thirties, that's
when I finally heard my mother said I

1634
02:25:43.040 --> 02:25:46.639
love you. I never heard that
my father. I never heard my father

1635
02:25:46.719 --> 02:25:50.079
say I love you until my son
forced him to do it when my son

1636
02:25:50.200 --> 02:25:52.079
was two, And that's the first
time I've heard my father say it.

1637
02:25:52.479 --> 02:25:56.239
So stuff like that, when you
look back and recognize you, like,

1638
02:25:56.319 --> 02:25:58.280
damn, I'm the one that had
the basically like change that standard in the

1639
02:25:58.360 --> 02:26:01.520
family. Black. No, I'm
loving all my kids and everything. And

1640
02:26:01.760 --> 02:26:05.479
my son now he's six three,
two fifty, you know, and I'm

1641
02:26:05.520 --> 02:26:11.879
still that's my baby. And it's
like their words, I'm not in this

1642
02:26:11.959 --> 02:26:15.399
business. He got his own house. He got his own house old so

1643
02:26:15.559 --> 02:26:24.280
he and a month and I have
conversations with my kids because I am not

1644
02:26:24.719 --> 02:26:28.399
if I ever get this book out, like I really need to. I

1645
02:26:28.559 --> 02:26:37.840
really need this book done. But
um, i've you know, I've talked

1646
02:26:37.879 --> 02:26:41.319
about this before, like I don't
consider myself the perfect mom, broybe a

1647
02:26:41.440 --> 02:26:48.120
long shot. Um, there are
a lot of things that I went through

1648
02:26:48.600 --> 02:26:58.360
as a kid that kind of molded
my personality. And it was hard having

1649
02:26:58.600 --> 02:27:05.399
kids and adjusting that part of my
personality, like my mom not being like

1650
02:27:05.600 --> 02:27:11.200
having that maternal instinct, like she
didn't you know, spend time with me

1651
02:27:11.840 --> 02:27:16.079
when we were when I was a
kid, like I even had like you

1652
02:27:16.159 --> 02:27:20.079
know, my foster sister, Like
my mom didn't take us and just oh,

1653
02:27:20.280 --> 02:27:22.600
you know, let's go have s
five days and let's you know,

1654
02:27:22.719 --> 02:27:26.520
go to the movies or let's just
go out Like I didn't have those moments

1655
02:27:26.879 --> 02:27:28.760
with my mom. My mom was
a homebody. She didn't like to do

1656
02:27:28.840 --> 02:27:31.600
anything. Like she get off work, she come home, she you know,

1657
02:27:33.600 --> 02:27:35.639
go in the room. And that
was kind of you know, she

1658
02:27:35.760 --> 02:27:37.719
stayed put unless she came out like
cooked dinner or something, she's back in

1659
02:27:37.760 --> 02:27:46.440
her room. And I found myself
being like that. And it's like when

1660
02:27:46.479 --> 02:27:48.520
they come in there, like like
I interact with them, or it was

1661
02:27:48.520 --> 02:27:50.040
like, hey, you know,
y'all want to sit down and I want

1662
02:27:50.040 --> 02:27:56.479
to watch this movie and stuff like
like so I try to do some things

1663
02:27:56.559 --> 02:28:00.360
with them, Like I said,
like, you know, even if it's

1664
02:28:00.360 --> 02:28:03.239
just hey, y'all want to sit
here, just we watch watch a bunch

1665
02:28:03.280 --> 02:28:05.040
of Marvel movies together, watch Harry
Potter movies, or you know, if

1666
02:28:05.079 --> 02:28:07.959
it's something that they wanted to you
know, it was hey, man,

1667
02:28:07.040 --> 02:28:09.479
can you watch this? And it's
like it ain't complete bullishit like but I'm

1668
02:28:09.479 --> 02:28:13.760
not gonna watch see when Universe get
on my face. I'm gonna watch this

1669
02:28:13.840 --> 02:28:18.280
YouTube and watch but you know,
but we but we can, you know,

1670
02:28:18.479 --> 02:28:22.799
do stuff. So that portion I
had to learn from because it's like

1671
02:28:22.239 --> 02:28:26.319
I knew how I felt when I
felt like my mom was kind of like

1672
02:28:26.520 --> 02:28:33.879
secluding herself for me in the house. But it took me a minute because

1673
02:28:33.159 --> 02:28:37.479
I was feeling like, well,
I do shit with them outside the house.

1674
02:28:37.559 --> 02:28:41.680
Then my mom didn't do. I
take them skating whenever Marvel movies come

1675
02:28:41.719 --> 02:28:43.280
out. Where we're at, we're
the first one. We're in the movies.

1676
02:28:43.479 --> 02:28:46.920
You know what I'm saying, We're
going bowling we go, I take

1677
02:28:46.000 --> 02:28:50.879
them out to eat. It was
a point where when I was working two

1678
02:28:50.959 --> 02:28:54.399
jobs, I still make sure I'm
like, all right, well, bowling

1679
02:28:54.760 --> 02:28:58.040
every Thursday or you know, skating
every Wednesday, like little stuff like that.

1680
02:28:58.280 --> 02:29:01.520
Like I was doing shit like my
mom. She never did that with

1681
02:29:01.639 --> 02:29:05.719
me. So it used to piss
me off when I felt like my mom

1682
02:29:05.920 --> 02:29:09.920
used to like try to criticize my
parenting and It's like, how the fuck

1683
02:29:11.000 --> 02:29:15.440
can you criticize me? Do you
know? I felt like Eddie, I

1684
02:29:15.520 --> 02:29:18.559
like, what the fuck are you
to put me on trial? Like I

1685
02:29:18.680 --> 02:29:24.559
got mad? Um? And this
might be news to you know some of

1686
02:29:24.639 --> 02:29:26.879
you, but if you've been friends
with me on Facebook for a while,

1687
02:29:26.879 --> 02:29:31.079
you probably already knew. But there
was a point where, like Bree was

1688
02:29:31.200 --> 02:29:35.479
having mental health issues back in twenty
eighteen um, and I had to,

1689
02:29:35.840 --> 02:29:41.399
you know, put her through a
program um she was, you know,

1690
02:29:41.760 --> 02:29:45.760
suicidal thoughts and everything, and I'm
like, I've been through that. And

1691
02:29:46.280 --> 02:29:50.239
my mom wasn't the nurturing type to
be like whoa, you know, what

1692
02:29:50.399 --> 02:29:54.600
help do you need? How can
I help? You know, talk to

1693
02:29:54.719 --> 02:29:56.520
me? You know this and that, And it was kind of like,

1694
02:29:56.719 --> 02:29:58.239
well, what you want to do
you know, like I gotta get back

1695
02:29:58.280 --> 02:30:01.760
the work type shit like that was
her thing, and it was like for

1696
02:30:01.920 --> 02:30:05.479
me, it was being a lot
more proactive than being involved. Like I

1697
02:30:05.600 --> 02:30:11.040
talked to my kids all the time. I asked them how they feeling every

1698
02:30:11.280 --> 02:30:15.520
single day when they walk in the
door. How was school today? I

1699
02:30:15.799 --> 02:30:20.600
work today? You know like today? Like and I was. I was

1700
02:30:20.760 --> 02:30:24.079
proud and cracking up at the same
time because Ree finally had her you know,

1701
02:30:24.239 --> 02:30:28.159
y'all know she just started sucking work
and what did she do? She

1702
02:30:28.639 --> 02:30:31.239
when she was like, somebody pissed
her off and get the hell out of

1703
02:30:31.280 --> 02:30:37.559
her face off. It's like she
eighteen now, but no, um.

1704
02:30:37.719 --> 02:30:39.680
But she was talking to me about
how, you know, how annoyed she

1705
02:30:39.959 --> 02:30:46.760
was because at work she's doing her
ship. Don't just come assuming because she

1706
02:30:46.959 --> 02:30:54.079
feels that they are looking at her
and underestimating her or they basically like they're

1707
02:30:54.120 --> 02:30:54.959
looking down at her. Like she
she was like, I know how to

1708
02:30:56.000 --> 02:31:00.639
fucking read it says this, I'm
making it this way. Don't come fucking

1709
02:31:00.680 --> 02:31:03.040
on my ship because you think that
you know, I made it this way

1710
02:31:03.120 --> 02:31:07.239
because the customer said, no this
and you come, oh, well this

1711
02:31:07.360 --> 02:31:09.840
is supposed to come with this on
it and then just dumping on my fucking

1712
02:31:09.879 --> 02:31:13.319
sandwich. I didn't put it on
there for a reason, right, And

1713
02:31:13.440 --> 02:31:16.479
then I guess one of her managers
was like, oh, well, when

1714
02:31:16.760 --> 02:31:18.680
you're wrapping a cold sandwich to go, you're supposed to put it on this,

1715
02:31:20.239 --> 02:31:20.959
and she's like, I just look
at and I kept doing. She

1716
02:31:22.079 --> 02:31:24.879
was like, because it was a
it was a for here order. So

1717
02:31:24.040 --> 02:31:26.479
then the lady repeated like, um, I don't see the same when she

1718
02:31:26.600 --> 02:31:30.840
was like, well, that's fine, but this is an order for Oh

1719
02:31:30.920 --> 02:31:33.239
well, why didn't you just say
that? Why are you over here fucking

1720
02:31:33.280 --> 02:31:37.319
with me like I can't read us
on the screen, right, because you

1721
02:31:37.399 --> 02:31:41.120
could have easily started out, is
that order for it to go? Okay?

1722
02:31:41.159 --> 02:31:43.079
Well, if it's to go,
then make sure that you blah blah

1723
02:31:43.079 --> 02:31:45.239
blah blah blah. You just came
over here, assuming I didn't know what

1724
02:31:45.280 --> 02:31:48.319
the funk I was doing, so, you know, being able to just

1725
02:31:48.520 --> 02:31:52.520
vent to me about shit like that. Jellybean every single day she getting the

1726
02:31:52.840 --> 02:31:54.879
car and she's how was school to
that? Oh? Well we did this,

1727
02:31:56.079 --> 02:31:58.879
we did that. I hate kids
blah blah, like you know,

1728
02:31:58.040 --> 02:32:05.479
because they were pressing. It sounds
like we're parenting similar children. Definitely.

1729
02:32:11.520 --> 02:32:16.959
Yeah, But um, that's something
that I had to learn based off of

1730
02:32:18.200 --> 02:32:22.399
what I knew I was missing.
And I tell people all the time,

1731
02:32:22.719 --> 02:32:26.639
no, I am not a perfect
mom, but all of the areas that

1732
02:32:26.840 --> 02:32:31.200
my mom went wrong with me,
those holes that she had in her parenting,

1733
02:32:31.399 --> 02:32:33.280
I plugged them in mind. Ye
I knew where she went wrong.

1734
02:32:33.799 --> 02:32:41.239
So it's like, now I feel
like so many parents are parenting out of

1735
02:32:41.399 --> 02:32:45.559
guilt instead of parenting out of love. And parenting out of guilt means that

1736
02:32:45.639 --> 02:32:48.120
you were going to be too worried
about appeasing your kids and I pissing them

1737
02:32:48.159 --> 02:32:52.719
off instead of telling them what they
need to hear and doing what's best for

1738
02:32:52.840 --> 02:32:56.719
them, or the perception of reality
people who don't give a fuck that you're

1739
02:32:56.719 --> 02:33:01.200
a good parent. Yeah, so
like we're re We wanted to go to

1740
02:33:01.360 --> 02:33:05.520
Riverside. That was going to be
her first choice on you know, her

1741
02:33:05.600 --> 02:33:11.520
high school selection. I was like, oh, that's fine, arts,

1742
02:33:13.079 --> 02:33:18.440
but my arts you only want because
because no one was at Riverside? Right?

1743
02:33:18.200 --> 02:33:20.879
Where was no Ad? Oh?
No, it was that Golden Who

1744
02:33:20.959 --> 02:33:26.799
the fuck Jonathan was at Riverside?
Was it Jonathan? No, no,

1745
02:33:26.840 --> 02:33:31.639
no, I'm talking to wind uh
his nephews son. I think that was

1746
02:33:31.719 --> 02:33:35.799
Jonathan was at Riverside, but it
was Jonathan. And then it was like

1747
02:33:35.879 --> 02:33:39.000
a couple of her friends and you
know, I want to go to No,

1748
02:33:39.440 --> 02:33:43.079
because there's no there's no reason for
that. And imagine she wanted to

1749
02:33:43.159 --> 02:33:48.040
go to Riverside because they had volleyball. But I told you all how bad

1750
02:33:48.079 --> 02:33:52.120
she sucked that volleyball. So just
so just imagine had had had I not

1751
02:33:52.399 --> 02:33:56.120
vetoed that decision and like, oh
well, yeah, you can go there,

1752
02:33:56.280 --> 02:34:01.280
and then she got to play fucking
volleyball and she goddamn sucking m So

1753
02:34:01.479 --> 02:34:09.920
now what So now we are sitting
here but no opportunity whatsoever because I let

1754
02:34:09.000 --> 02:34:15.159
you do what you wanted to do
versus me doing what's best for you as

1755
02:34:15.200 --> 02:34:18.360
your mother. Ye, because I
didn't give a fuck if I pissed you

1756
02:34:18.440 --> 02:34:22.559
off or not. So she was
mad at first, like, oh man,

1757
02:34:24.000 --> 02:34:26.040
yeah, go do about in your
room, Go slay me, go

1758
02:34:26.159 --> 02:34:28.559
right about me in your journal,
go draw me as a hangman. I

1759
02:34:28.559 --> 02:34:33.200
don't give a fuck. You're going
through the arts. And now look what's

1760
02:34:33.239 --> 02:34:39.000
happened in that time, thirty seven
out of forty thousand dollars paid for for

1761
02:34:39.079 --> 02:34:45.559
her freshman year because of scholarships herself
during that time frame, too, right,

1762
02:34:45.840 --> 02:34:50.360
And it's like different if it was
riverside. Oh yeah, yeah,

1763
02:34:50.520 --> 02:34:54.840
she meant the cheaperhood. Oh we
listened out on comments. We can we

1764
02:34:54.959 --> 02:35:03.920
can we getting yoll that in the
comments, y'all try said, it's the

1765
02:35:03.000 --> 02:35:07.319
balance she had to learn. Um. Dino said, I'm proud of y'all

1766
02:35:07.360 --> 02:35:13.719
for changing your family structures. No
bullshitkay, let's say yep. I had

1767
02:35:13.760 --> 02:35:16.319
to learn to be affectionate with my
son because my mom wasn't. Now she

1768
02:35:16.440 --> 02:35:18.799
hugs me, and it feels weird
because she didn't do that with us,

1769
02:35:18.840 --> 02:35:24.600
as kids complain it now. Just
a disgust though, too, because I

1770
02:35:24.680 --> 02:35:26.959
know it was like that initially my
mom. And then we had that conversation

1771
02:35:28.000 --> 02:35:28.879
about that because I said there,
I was like, look, I said,

1772
02:35:28.920 --> 02:35:35.360
don't try to do this now out
of guilt, the conversation about it,

1773
02:35:35.399 --> 02:35:37.159
and then after we did, we
were good. Out of guilt.

1774
02:35:37.760 --> 02:35:39.440
Yeah, it was, she she
told me it was. Dino said,

1775
02:35:39.479 --> 02:35:43.239
we were still learning every day.
There's no concrete parents and mangua at all

1776
02:35:43.600 --> 02:35:48.280
and there was a thing with my
mom that some of y'all may not know.

1777
02:35:48.799 --> 02:35:54.799
But um, when when I first, like while I was locked up,

1778
02:35:54.959 --> 02:35:56.600
I had you know, I signed
over rights to my mom to be

1779
02:35:56.680 --> 02:36:00.360
able to handle everything so they didn't
have to contact me for nothing. If

1780
02:36:00.399 --> 02:36:05.280
anything happened, my mom was able
to make all the decisions. And knowing

1781
02:36:05.440 --> 02:36:09.920
my mom and how she likes to
control shit, I dated it until because

1782
02:36:11.040 --> 02:36:13.440
and I put my release date there. I got it notarized, sent it

1783
02:36:13.559 --> 02:36:16.239
up. So anything that she did, whether it was doctor Poyman's or whatever,

1784
02:36:16.360 --> 02:36:24.079
she she had this document. Um. But my mom like really tried

1785
02:36:24.200 --> 02:36:28.040
to take over with re Read,
like jelly Bean was she wasn't even thought

1786
02:36:28.079 --> 02:36:37.239
of at this time. And my
mom spent so much time re Read and

1787
02:36:37.360 --> 02:36:43.319
she's been away more active and involved
grandmother than she was a mother. And

1788
02:36:45.280 --> 02:36:50.840
I always felt like that was out
of guilt because she she wasn't like that

1789
02:36:50.639 --> 02:36:56.239
with me. So when re Read
was a baby, and then even you

1790
02:36:56.319 --> 02:37:01.079
know, when she got Tyler and
jelly Bean was born, her and my

1791
02:37:01.159 --> 02:37:05.639
stepfather like they always had my kids
always, and I didn't think nothing of

1792
02:37:05.760 --> 02:37:09.799
it because I mean that's that's how
I grew up. I was always at

1793
02:37:09.840 --> 02:37:16.200
my grandpa house, my grandma.
Like that's what grandparents fucking interacted with their

1794
02:37:16.239 --> 02:37:20.879
grandkids back then. So that's a
tradition that I expected to carry on because,

1795
02:37:20.959 --> 02:37:22.440
like I told you, like me
and Wine, we grew up in

1796
02:37:22.559 --> 02:37:28.879
the same house because we lived where
with our fucking grandmother. Like granny house

1797
02:37:28.000 --> 02:37:31.040
was open at all, so it
was like my mom and me living there,

1798
02:37:31.239 --> 02:37:33.680
his mom and him living there and
this, you know, it was

1799
02:37:33.799 --> 02:37:39.120
room for everybody type shit. So
it wasn't out of the ordinary for my

1800
02:37:39.319 --> 02:37:46.520
mom to want to spend so much
time with my kids. I didn't dump

1801
02:37:46.600 --> 02:37:50.799
my kids off on her. I
can be at home and they come pick

1802
02:37:50.879 --> 02:37:52.719
them up, and I'm like,
well, shit, when Nigga's on to

1803
02:37:52.840 --> 02:37:56.000
night, next thing you know,
I'm in the whole dress, I'll mixed

1804
02:37:56.159 --> 02:38:01.879
because the kid's gone, I'm gonna
I'm gonna enjoy it. And then it's

1805
02:38:01.920 --> 02:38:09.079
like yeah, and it's like I
would literally like through the week my mom

1806
02:38:09.280 --> 02:38:13.280
was at home, I'm spending the
fucking school week with my grandmother and shit,

1807
02:38:13.760 --> 02:38:18.719
because my grandmother lived closer to my
school, so may Mark, she

1808
02:38:18.879 --> 02:38:20.680
was like, well, no,
I don't want you to have to,

1809
02:38:20.799 --> 02:38:22.159
you know, worry about that.
I'll get her up, I'll get her

1810
02:38:22.159 --> 02:38:28.120
ready for school, you know.
So I was basically raised by my grandmother.

1811
02:38:28.520 --> 02:38:31.040
And then it's like even on the
weekends, Brian going home on my

1812
02:38:31.120 --> 02:38:33.120
friends in the hood. You I
don't know nobody el We're in a fucking

1813
02:38:33.159 --> 02:38:35.760
apartment building up there, and nigga
can't bounce no ball over there. I'm

1814
02:38:35.760 --> 02:38:39.360
staying at Granting house. So I
was always at my grandmothers house, so

1815
02:38:39.559 --> 02:38:45.360
that wasn't something that was foreign to
me. So for me to find out

1816
02:38:46.639 --> 02:38:50.159
that my mother was feeding to my
kids, like, oh yeah, mama

1817
02:38:50.200 --> 02:38:52.959
just want a party all the time. So she leave y'all like she made

1818
02:38:54.000 --> 02:38:58.399
them feel like I was jumping them
off on her when that was a voluntary

1819
02:38:58.479 --> 02:39:03.360
decision for her and my stepdad to
pick them up. And me and re

1820
02:39:03.520 --> 02:39:05.719
have had this conversation. She was
like, I'm not gonna lie. She

1821
02:39:05.920 --> 02:39:09.719
was like, I felt the way
about you all of these years. She

1822
02:39:09.920 --> 02:39:13.319
was like, but finding out that
that's not the case, she was like,

1823
02:39:15.200 --> 02:39:16.879
now me and Granny not close no
more because I don't like how she

1824
02:39:18.000 --> 02:39:22.479
did that. So now my mom
feels the way because her and Reid's relationship

1825
02:39:22.760 --> 02:39:24.600
has suffered, and Reid's not as
close to her because they got the same

1826
02:39:24.680 --> 02:39:30.520
birthday. But she was like,
she really made it seem like it was

1827
02:39:30.639 --> 02:39:35.799
this way and we didn't know no
better. Yeah, because you did that.

1828
02:39:37.879 --> 02:39:39.200
So I'm like, because we was
talking one day and I'm like,

1829
02:39:39.440 --> 02:39:43.879
we really gotta you know, I
had to sit down and I'm like,

1830
02:39:43.959 --> 02:39:46.280
all right, so I don't punch
you in the forehead. What is your

1831
02:39:46.319 --> 02:39:52.000
problem? You know? And when
she was I was like what, I

1832
02:39:52.159 --> 02:39:54.760
was like, No, I said, your granny was just fucking come get

1833
02:39:54.799 --> 02:39:56.719
you. I said, I didn't
even have plans until after they decided they

1834
02:39:56.840 --> 02:40:01.520
was go throw y'all in the back
of the fucking car, like you know,

1835
02:40:01.639 --> 02:40:05.600
because I wasn't. I didn't plan
shit like that. So after having

1836
02:40:05.680 --> 02:40:11.360
that conversation with her, her whole
perspective of me as a mother chance because

1837
02:40:11.399 --> 02:40:15.040
she was like damn this whole time, I'm thinking, like damn, like

1838
02:40:15.159 --> 02:40:16.719
she ain't Vonnus or something, or
she just didn't whatever, like because we

1839
02:40:16.760 --> 02:40:20.799
always at her granny house and I'm
like, no, nigga, that was

1840
02:40:20.840 --> 02:40:24.159
your granny's fucking I did. I
used to be at home board sometimes and

1841
02:40:24.280 --> 02:40:28.559
she's like, damn man, she
go get my kids, you know.

1842
02:40:28.920 --> 02:40:31.200
But because of the fact that I
always felt like my mom was trying to

1843
02:40:31.440 --> 02:40:35.600
make up for not being a mother
like that to me, I let her

1844
02:40:35.680 --> 02:40:39.959
have those moments. But when I
bought the house, I'm like, they

1845
02:40:39.959 --> 02:40:43.479
ain't coming over there. So I
had to break that and keep my kids

1846
02:40:43.520 --> 02:40:46.200
at home. And then she started
seeing like she started feeling bad, like

1847
02:40:46.280 --> 02:40:50.120
because you made my kids really think
that I was just fucking dumping them off

1848
02:40:50.200 --> 02:40:56.040
on you and didn't want them to
fucking be at home because I wanted to

1849
02:40:56.159 --> 02:40:58.959
party, when me partying was a
result of y'all just fucking coming and get

1850
02:41:00.200 --> 02:41:03.520
them. Or we went over to
visit and I'm putting their coats on.

1851
02:41:03.600 --> 02:41:07.360
Oh you would just leave them here? You sure? Well, shit,

1852
02:41:07.440 --> 02:41:09.200
it's already you know such and such
they and ate already, just you know,

1853
02:41:09.680 --> 02:41:15.120
we I give them a bath,
put them whatever. Sucker in my

1854
02:41:15.239 --> 02:41:18.879
heart, shit, you know,
because that's that's how I was used to

1855
02:41:20.319 --> 02:41:26.600
growing up. There were literally times
where and even now I can't tell you

1856
02:41:26.360 --> 02:41:31.520
what the fuck I ate last week, but I can tell you times when

1857
02:41:31.559 --> 02:41:37.799
I had on my little fucking Carabar
pajamas and being sleep and filling my body

1858
02:41:37.920 --> 02:41:41.680
doing this ship and it's my mom
lifting me up and sneaking my coat on,

1859
02:41:43.360 --> 02:41:46.120
picking me up to take me home
in the middle of the night.

1860
02:41:46.360 --> 02:41:48.879
And then my granny like, well, why are you taker? She was

1861
02:41:48.879 --> 02:41:52.360
like, Wellma, you was you
know, you had her all week.

1862
02:41:52.520 --> 02:42:00.559
You know, I just brought her
home. Yeah. So that it's something

1863
02:42:00.680 --> 02:42:03.440
that, you know, I've wanted
to talk about the fact, like me

1864
02:42:03.719 --> 02:42:13.799
having my kids, it took a
longer time to build that foundation with them

1865
02:42:13.000 --> 02:42:20.239
because my mom broke a trust with
them, making them think that something completely

1866
02:42:20.079 --> 02:42:24.959
off the map was how I felt
about them. So even with that,

1867
02:42:26.120 --> 02:42:28.440
it's like me and my mom,
like we fell out for a long time

1868
02:42:28.520 --> 02:42:35.840
behind that. Yeah. Yeah,
So I'm happy now that they have a

1869
02:42:35.000 --> 02:42:39.760
full, you know, understanding of
the situation. And I explained to them

1870
02:42:39.840 --> 02:42:43.440
like, well, you know,
your granddad ain't shit, but this is

1871
02:42:43.479 --> 02:42:46.719
how I grew up with his dad. You know, I was always over

1872
02:42:46.840 --> 02:42:50.239
there. I was always at my
granny house, or I was always I

1873
02:42:50.360 --> 02:42:54.920
was literally never at home. It's
to a point where what kids don't stay

1874
02:42:54.120 --> 02:43:01.239
home on Christmas Christmas Eve, I
would go spend a night at my cousin

1875
02:43:01.360 --> 02:43:07.600
house and my mom and dad would
sneak presence to my aunt and uncle like

1876
02:43:07.760 --> 02:43:09.600
here, you know, put these
under the tree for her, because Santa

1877
02:43:09.719 --> 02:43:13.280
was still a thing then, so
that I would think, well, how

1878
02:43:13.399 --> 02:43:16.840
Santa no I was here because he
real he knows where all the kids is

1879
02:43:16.879 --> 02:43:22.760
that type shit. So I'm not
even staying home on fucking Christmas night because

1880
02:43:22.799 --> 02:43:24.479
I'm I'm staying at other people's house. But I didn't look at that as

1881
02:43:24.559 --> 02:43:28.159
something wrong. I didn't look at
that as being fucking neglectful. I wanted

1882
02:43:28.239 --> 02:43:31.239
to be where it was fun at
I was the only child at that time,

1883
02:43:31.280 --> 02:43:33.959
Like I didn't have foster siblings at
that time. Like I didn't want

1884
02:43:35.000 --> 02:43:37.280
to be at home. I was
by my fucking self. It was lonely

1885
02:43:37.760 --> 02:43:39.440
at granny house. My cousins and
ship was there and I want to go

1886
02:43:39.559 --> 02:43:45.239
kick it. So that, you
know, that was a huge thing that

1887
02:43:45.440 --> 02:43:52.159
I had to learn from from my
own childhood, like how I felt about

1888
02:43:52.799 --> 02:43:58.120
my mom and feeling like she was
avoiding me and shit because she really didn't

1889
02:43:58.159 --> 02:44:01.959
want to be a fucking mom.
Like I didn't even know about the abortion

1890
02:44:01.040 --> 02:44:03.319
shit back then. But like as
I I older, I'm like a lot

1891
02:44:03.360 --> 02:44:07.959
of shit makes sense because you probably
liked bitch as Nigga left me in the

1892
02:44:07.000 --> 02:44:11.000
house with this fucking kid that I
didn't even goddamn won't. Now I'm taking

1893
02:44:11.079 --> 02:44:13.920
care of everything. He was fucking
dead beating. She just here like,

1894
02:44:15.159 --> 02:44:20.399
you know, hey, it'd be
like that sometimes. Held on reality.

1895
02:44:20.760 --> 02:44:24.239
Keisha said, you got a seriousness, break it up and get all the

1896
02:44:24.319 --> 02:44:28.399
back. Dino said, kids learned
from adult examples of how to do shit

1897
02:44:28.600 --> 02:44:33.840
from talking to morals. Yeah,
my girl bounced back like a player though.

1898
02:44:35.040 --> 02:44:41.280
What Yeah right, Oh, Keisha, time about her boss. Time

1899
02:44:41.319 --> 02:44:48.520
on TERRB. Throw that home the
grill. Yeah, my school, she

1900
02:44:48.600 --> 02:44:52.959
went to the better school. Uh, y'all leaving us out in the comments.

1901
02:44:52.079 --> 02:44:58.000
Sorry, not bad. When we
get to talking, I know right,

1902
02:44:58.200 --> 02:45:05.680
it gonna be way behind. Wasn't
paying attention. I think I gotta

1903
02:45:05.799 --> 02:45:11.159
start like rotating, like keeping the
laptop in front of me. Comments.

1904
02:45:11.959 --> 02:45:16.600
Uh, saying my grandma always had
us, raised me my whole first year.

1905
02:45:16.040 --> 02:45:22.280
And that's the thing, and it's
like and it works and black households

1906
02:45:22.399 --> 02:45:28.920
like back then, like grandparents were
very very very important. Now grandparents ain't

1907
02:45:30.000 --> 02:45:33.440
done being young, so they still
want to party and ship because and I

1908
02:45:33.479 --> 02:45:41.760
don't that nineteen. I don't,
but no, because I mean, you

1909
02:45:41.840 --> 02:45:46.879
were me and we are twenty years
apart. But my mom was always like

1910
02:45:46.079 --> 02:45:52.479
from the very beginning, my mom
has always been an outstanding fucking grandmother.

1911
02:45:52.520 --> 02:45:54.319
I will never take that away from
her. But she has spent way more

1912
02:45:54.399 --> 02:45:58.399
time with my kids and she's ever
spent with me. And I'm twice re

1913
02:45:58.600 --> 02:46:03.159
fucking age. She was still growing
up with you. Uh no, she

1914
02:46:03.280 --> 02:46:07.559
said, we're the same person,
literally child. Oh my mother in law.

1915
02:46:09.479 --> 02:46:11.840
I said, maybe your grannie did
the same to your mom. Sorry

1916
02:46:11.840 --> 02:46:13.920
if that's the first, Oh,
no, that that and and I think

1917
02:46:15.000 --> 02:46:18.120
that's the thing that hurt me so
bad about it, because my grandmother has

1918
02:46:18.399 --> 02:46:22.879
never ever ever treated my mom the
way that my mom has treated me.

1919
02:46:24.680 --> 02:46:31.840
Like my grandma's demeanor and just everything
is completely fucking different. My mom was

1920
02:46:31.920 --> 02:46:37.440
the baby of all of my grandie's
kids. Um My mom was number nineteen,

1921
02:46:39.479 --> 02:46:41.879
twenty and twenty one, was twins, but they didn't they didn't live

1922
02:46:41.920 --> 02:46:43.719
too long, so my mom was
the baby. She was number nineteen,

1923
02:46:45.879 --> 02:46:50.479
instant favorite, and shit, you
know about it, I was kind of

1924
02:46:50.520 --> 02:46:54.000
like the favorite grandchild. And shit, I didn't have those problems, like

1925
02:46:54.159 --> 02:46:58.159
my my Grannie didn't she wouldn't like
that to my mom at all. Actually,

1926
02:46:58.280 --> 02:47:03.440
the house that I grew up in
UM with my grandmother, me and

1927
02:47:03.559 --> 02:47:05.920
Juan, she actually ended up like
she signed that house over to my mom,

1928
02:47:07.760 --> 02:47:09.200
and people were mad about that,
and she was like, well,

1929
02:47:09.760 --> 02:47:13.319
Brenda worked hard, she do you
know, like she did everything from my

1930
02:47:13.399 --> 02:47:18.159
mom because my mom was a type
to do everything for herself. You're so

1931
02:47:18.319 --> 02:47:24.479
lucky to have your grandparents in your
life, however, and on my dad's

1932
02:47:24.520 --> 02:47:28.879
side, and I think that's what
hurts me so much about my um,

1933
02:47:31.000 --> 02:47:35.760
my dad and his side of the
family, like they're not active with my

1934
02:47:35.920 --> 02:47:41.840
kids. And I grew up with
all of my grandparents except my mother's father,

1935
02:47:41.920 --> 02:47:46.440
and that's because he passed when she
was nine. So on my dad's

1936
02:47:46.520 --> 02:47:52.360
side, not only did I have
his mother and his father, I had

1937
02:47:52.639 --> 02:48:00.200
both full sets of my great grandparents
from both of his parents. So I

1938
02:48:00.360 --> 02:48:03.959
was going to Louisiana every summer and
I was seeing both sets of my great

1939
02:48:05.040 --> 02:48:13.799
grandparents. So yeah, and then
we shoot over the little rock. Uh.

1940
02:48:13.120 --> 02:48:16.959
Motherfucker said I was crazy and she
would never help me again. After

1941
02:48:16.040 --> 02:48:20.719
I had the cop call the cops
on her for keeping Tristan story for another

1942
02:48:20.840 --> 02:48:22.639
day. If you want to be
a quote unquote parents, start with the

1943
02:48:22.719 --> 02:48:28.760
ones you had and stopped making it
seem like I'm a bad parent. Yeah,

1944
02:48:28.840 --> 02:48:33.600
that's wild. Uh, it'd be
so hard because like I can't just

1945
02:48:35.079 --> 02:48:41.760
scroll with my finger. We almost
side of here, y'all, tone being

1946
02:48:41.840 --> 02:48:48.760
weird, like he don't know my
shows being on the everybody tell you started

1947
02:48:48.920 --> 02:48:50.799
nine, y'all, I got so
much anger. Now I'm in therapy to

1948
02:48:50.840 --> 02:48:54.680
get over all that shit. Um. I can attest to that because when

1949
02:48:54.719 --> 02:49:01.280
I started therapy, my mom was
mad. Um. I didn't realize how

1950
02:49:01.479 --> 02:49:05.000
my mom was the root and like
the trigger for a lot of my issues.

1951
02:49:05.959 --> 02:49:07.360
And then once I started addressing ship, my mom was like, well

1952
02:49:07.360 --> 02:49:11.319
that bitch just trying to turn you
against me, and she a lot because

1953
02:49:11.360 --> 02:49:20.600
I'm actually addressing. Yeah, that
therapy definitely helps. Um. Yeah,

1954
02:49:24.120 --> 02:49:26.799
I can said to my granny,
my mama, and my mom's be hot

1955
02:49:26.840 --> 02:49:33.440
about it. They'd be like that
child, you know. It's funny.

1956
02:49:33.760 --> 02:49:37.440
Um, for those that know about
like my relationship with Marvin and his mom,

1957
02:49:39.520 --> 02:49:43.680
um, my girls are like they've
always been like super super close to

1958
02:49:43.760 --> 02:49:48.079
her, like she doesn't have any
biological grandkids because her daughter passed I think

1959
02:49:48.159 --> 02:49:54.840
twenty fifteen, and then Marvin doesn't
have any kids yet. And me and

1960
02:49:54.959 --> 02:50:01.959
her relationship was so close because she
has mothering instinct. Like I said,

1961
02:50:01.040 --> 02:50:05.680
she's older, she's in her sixties, and she has that nurturing to her.

1962
02:50:05.079 --> 02:50:09.280
So when I was sick, like
she's making me homemade soup and she's

1963
02:50:09.360 --> 02:50:13.239
making sure I'm okay. And if
I spent the night over there and had

1964
02:50:13.280 --> 02:50:16.120
to go to fucking work the next
morning, she here, I made you

1965
02:50:16.200 --> 02:50:18.680
breakfast and here, you know,
take this for lunch. Like she you

1966
02:50:18.760 --> 02:50:20.680
know, she just that's the kind
of person that she was. She would

1967
02:50:20.719 --> 02:50:24.319
call and make sure I'm good.
She's a type day you know, when

1968
02:50:24.360 --> 02:50:26.760
you come in give her hood,
like she slides you twenty dollars in your

1969
02:50:26.799 --> 02:50:30.399
hands, like you know what grand
And I was like, my mom wasn't

1970
02:50:30.479 --> 02:50:33.799
like that. So my mom would
get mad because I had to go in

1971
02:50:33.879 --> 02:50:39.719
install you know, like one of
the little nest things and that up for

1972
02:50:43.120 --> 02:50:46.600
I'm like, she doesn't make me
feel like I'm obligated to do it.

1973
02:50:46.280 --> 02:50:50.840
You make a motherfucker feel like they're
obligated to do something for you because you're

1974
02:50:50.920 --> 02:50:54.680
my mom. Even though when you
do shit for me, it always comes

1975
02:50:54.760 --> 02:50:58.399
with a price. It's always going
to come up later. It's always going

1976
02:50:58.520 --> 02:51:03.360
to bite me in the ass.
You have been living here with me,

1977
02:51:03.680 --> 02:51:07.719
rent and build free for all of
this time. But if I were to

1978
02:51:07.840 --> 02:51:11.959
ask you for something that's a problem, it's it's gonna bite me in the

1979
02:51:11.079 --> 02:51:18.879
ass somehow how, because that's how
Dinkins mothers are. And I don't know

1980
02:51:18.959 --> 02:51:22.959
where they got that from, because
my granny wasn't fucking like that, like

1981
02:51:22.200 --> 02:51:26.799
not at all. Like my granny
died with motherfucker's like depending on her and

1982
02:51:26.840 --> 02:51:31.639
ship um. My grandma always tell
my mama that I was her cold and

1983
02:51:31.680 --> 02:51:35.200
she didn't care what my mama said. Like your own kids, I'm barely

1984
02:51:35.239 --> 02:51:37.760
fuck with you, but you want
to make up for it through my kids.

1985
02:51:37.879 --> 02:51:45.760
Have a good fucking day, ma'am. Your show's therapy today second half

1986
02:51:46.000 --> 02:51:52.840
is man therapist therapy saved my life
last year. I love my therapist for

1987
02:51:52.920 --> 02:51:56.760
myself because of the two she gave
me to release reset and when shout out

1988
02:51:56.760 --> 02:52:05.040
to that coming ready to go lately, you know, don't like that he

1989
02:52:05.159 --> 02:52:16.719
always becoming ready to go. He
do, though, I gotta be here

1990
02:52:16.840 --> 02:52:24.799
since like that is not my fun
because who moved me? Who moved me

1991
02:52:24.879 --> 02:52:28.840
to Sundays because they said, well, you can do Sundays because that way

1992
02:52:28.920 --> 02:52:31.840
nobody's on after you, and then
we don't have to worry about you.

1993
02:52:31.000 --> 02:52:35.000
Russian who put me on Sundays because
I was on Tuesdays. I was on

1994
02:52:35.120 --> 02:52:45.680
Tuesday, I was on Tuesdays.
I multiple days, I remember, I

1995
02:52:45.879 --> 02:52:50.280
remember now initially I was after Scales, and Scales used to be here sometimes

1996
02:52:50.360 --> 02:52:54.760
and end up making me late.
I moved and I moved her to Mondays

1997
02:52:56.559 --> 02:53:01.719
and moved Keyana to Tuesdays, and
then Keyana almost killed. We have a

1998
02:53:01.879 --> 02:53:07.879
very respectful lineup of shows now that
we honor each other's time. I appreciate

1999
02:53:07.000 --> 02:53:13.079
that. Yeah, really, except
for except for me. Don't come on,

2000
02:53:13.639 --> 02:53:31.079
I do what the four minutes I'll
be like nervous chuckle. I appreciate

2001
02:53:31.200 --> 02:53:33.879
the man. And we ain't even
hit three hours yet, and he complaining,

2002
02:53:35.159 --> 02:53:39.040
no, it's a podcast, you
know who You start to get like

2003
02:53:39.719 --> 02:53:46.600
that that other podcast across town that
go forever in a day. People listen

2004
02:53:46.760 --> 02:53:50.239
and they usually listen to me at
work too, so that helped them get

2005
02:53:50.239 --> 02:53:52.040
through because they had their jobs.
One thing I appreciate. There's no dead

2006
02:53:52.079 --> 02:53:56.159
horses being beat here. No,
it's topic after topic after topic. It's

2007
02:53:56.200 --> 02:54:03.920
true, it's no waste space that
you want. But but that's for a

2008
02:54:03.959 --> 02:54:20.360
minute. The monkeys that hair get
a joke out gonna you know what that

2009
02:54:20.520 --> 02:54:26.159
one that one character on a black
TV show who's just there to be funny

2010
02:54:26.799 --> 02:54:31.239
and sometimes a joke don't land,
but he don't give a fuck because he's

2011
02:54:31.239 --> 02:54:37.239
still gonna check. That's why I
look, man, you miss that's his

2012
02:54:37.280 --> 02:54:43.319
whole career. One of the motherfucker
jompers going swish. Don't do that in

2013
02:54:43.399 --> 02:54:48.559
the playoffs though, Bro, Yeah, that's been time trying. Not news,

2014
02:54:50.159 --> 02:54:54.399
damn. But if if you you
know, I've been in a similar

2015
02:54:54.479 --> 02:54:58.680
situation, trust me, I get
it. And that is definitely some shit

2016
02:54:58.840 --> 02:55:05.399
that you really really really got to
work through because how many times have we

2017
02:55:05.760 --> 02:55:09.680
heard people, you know, talk
about breaking generational curses, but they've never

2018
02:55:09.840 --> 02:55:16.520
actually broken generational curses. And I
haven't broken all of them, you know,

2019
02:55:16.760 --> 02:55:22.559
but I've done my absolute best to
make my kids feel loved, because

2020
02:55:22.760 --> 02:55:31.600
growing up I knew my mom loved
me. But it's like I didn't necessarily

2021
02:55:31.879 --> 02:55:35.799
feel that from her. It felt
more like an obligatory love. Yeah,

2022
02:55:35.840 --> 02:55:39.360
it's an obligation because the thing is
that they weren't emotionally available to you,

2023
02:55:39.600 --> 02:55:43.079
so they didn't know how to provide
that emotional support to you. Like I

2024
02:55:43.200 --> 02:55:45.639
try to have a conversation with my
dad about that, and he went off

2025
02:55:45.680 --> 02:55:46.760
on me and I said, you
know what, you're not ready for this

2026
02:55:46.879 --> 02:55:50.040
conversations. My mom never gonna have
this. I said, but that's okay

2027
02:55:50.040 --> 02:55:52.319
because now I know where you stand
and I know where I stand, and

2028
02:55:52.319 --> 02:55:56.440
I'm good. That's why she got
to snapping talk about my therapists, and

2029
02:55:56.319 --> 02:56:00.120
you know, because you try to
sweep it was like, well, I

2030
02:56:00.440 --> 02:56:01.639
going to church. I said,
what's that got to do what we're talking

2031
02:56:01.639 --> 02:56:05.680
about right now? My wife got
to bring the church into it. I

2032
02:56:05.719 --> 02:56:09.360
said, I want to bring the
church into it. I'm parts of feelings

2033
02:56:13.040 --> 02:56:18.920
because they think they can pray everything
away. And I've talked about that with

2034
02:56:18.040 --> 02:56:24.879
my therapist as well. Um,
but with my mom it was crazy because

2035
02:56:24.920 --> 02:56:28.479
it's like I told y'all, when
you know, Ree was going through her

2036
02:56:28.520 --> 02:56:35.760
suicidal shit and everything, and it's
like I'm calling my mom and like Brian

2037
02:56:35.879 --> 02:56:39.319
to this lady like she was in
Alabama at the time, because it's like,

2038
02:56:41.920 --> 02:56:45.399
this is my first born and she's
going through this, and it's like,

2039
02:56:46.319 --> 02:56:50.040
even though I know that I know
how this feels like at the time,

2040
02:56:50.120 --> 02:56:54.319
I don't know exactly how to help
her write in this moment other than

2041
02:56:54.440 --> 02:57:00.719
you know, bringing somebody else in. And the first thing that she did

2042
02:57:00.920 --> 02:57:05.879
was blame me. Yeah, blame
me for refiling this way. It didn't

2043
02:57:05.920 --> 02:57:09.799
have shit to do with me,
but she automatically that that was that was

2044
02:57:09.879 --> 02:57:15.200
the direction that she went, like
when you know, this is your fault

2045
02:57:15.239 --> 02:57:18.159
because and I'm like, I just
hung up on her. Yeah, yeah,

2046
02:57:18.159 --> 02:57:22.440
as it should um, But it
was like that that was a difficult,

2047
02:57:22.559 --> 02:57:28.360
difficult thing, not being able to
talk to my mom about real shit

2048
02:57:28.520 --> 02:57:33.840
like that. Me and my mom
have always had an openation ship, but

2049
02:57:33.360 --> 02:57:37.719
it was never about like the heavy
hitting and emotional shit right that I needed

2050
02:57:37.799 --> 02:57:43.479
to be able to talk to her
about. We've always had an open relationship

2051
02:57:43.600 --> 02:57:50.280
where I was able to discuss bullshit
with her, or sexual shit with her,

2052
02:57:50.440 --> 02:57:54.520
or you know, just day to
day shit where I didn't have to

2053
02:57:54.639 --> 02:58:00.159
filter things with her. But when
it came to actual emotion and love and

2054
02:58:00.319 --> 02:58:07.079
nurturing and like meeting her to be
an actual support person that was not there.

2055
02:58:07.280 --> 02:58:13.319
So me being able to provide that
to the girls is something that you

2056
02:58:13.440 --> 02:58:18.440
know, I am. I am
proud of because me being able to notice

2057
02:58:18.559 --> 02:58:24.920
patterns. Okay, I know that
when I was this age and I was

2058
02:58:24.000 --> 02:58:28.000
acting this way or I felt like
this, this is what was going on.

2059
02:58:28.200 --> 02:58:31.639
Let me step in, let me
have a conversation. How can we

2060
02:58:31.799 --> 02:58:39.639
fix this? So RhE is like
a complete you know, one eighty for

2061
02:58:39.760 --> 02:58:41.760
what the fuck I was as a
kid, because I was able to be

2062
02:58:41.920 --> 02:58:48.680
there for her emotionally and mentally more
than my mom was for me. Like

2063
02:58:48.799 --> 02:58:52.680
I said, I can't say that
I didn't drop the ball. Sometimes there

2064
02:58:52.799 --> 02:58:56.639
was a point where I was working
two jobs. I'm getting off one job,

2065
02:58:56.840 --> 02:58:58.239
going right to the other, I'm
going to school, I'm doing all

2066
02:58:58.280 --> 02:59:01.760
this shit, and by the time
I might come home, like Nigga's getting

2067
02:59:01.760 --> 02:59:03.319
ready to go to bed, I
wasn't able to spend that time with them.

2068
02:59:03.879 --> 02:59:07.840
So you know, I did feel
guilty about that because I'm like,

2069
02:59:07.879 --> 02:59:11.799
bro, you're turning and say your
mom like you, You're not able to

2070
02:59:11.879 --> 02:59:15.440
give them that time and shit that
you wanted from your mom at that time.

2071
02:59:15.559 --> 02:59:18.559
There wasn't really anything that I can
do about it, because financially,

2072
02:59:18.639 --> 02:59:22.799
that's what needed to be done.
But all I can do is let them

2073
02:59:22.959 --> 02:59:24.760
know, like, you know,
I do love you. I'm just you

2074
02:59:24.840 --> 02:59:28.760
know, this is what Mommy got
to do right now. You know,

2075
02:59:28.040 --> 02:59:31.399
I hate that, you know,
we can't do this and do that,

2076
02:59:31.559 --> 02:59:33.920
but I don't want y'all to think
that I'm avoiding you. And that was

2077
02:59:35.000 --> 02:59:37.040
something that I also had to talk
to them about when I was dealing with

2078
02:59:37.120 --> 02:59:43.239
my own mental health issues. I
have my points where I still spiral sometimes

2079
02:59:43.920 --> 02:59:46.920
and they haven't understanding, like you
know, Mom, we understand you know

2080
02:59:48.079 --> 02:59:50.680
you dealing with you know shit.
But I've had to talk to them about

2081
02:59:50.719 --> 02:59:54.479
that, like because when I'm in
those modes where I'm depressing, my shit

2082
02:59:54.680 --> 02:59:58.159
is all out of wrack, like
I want to be left alone, and

2083
02:59:58.639 --> 03:00:03.399
I have to tell them like I
don't ever want y'all to feel like it's

2084
03:00:03.559 --> 03:00:07.079
y'all. Like I don't want y'all
in my space. I don't want to

2085
03:00:07.120 --> 03:00:09.479
be bothered with y'all. I don't
want nothing to do with y'all. Is

2086
03:00:09.520 --> 03:00:15.520
just mommy's having a difficult time right
now, and it's hard for me to

2087
03:00:15.719 --> 03:00:20.319
really be engaged and interact with y'all
how I would like to, because this

2088
03:00:20.559 --> 03:00:24.600
is affecting me. And now I've
gone to this, I've gone through similar

2089
03:00:24.760 --> 03:00:26.360
as well too. I've had to
have those same conversations with my kids,

2090
03:00:26.399 --> 03:00:30.479
and like my younger, she takes
it because, like I said, I

2091
03:00:30.680 --> 03:00:33.399
feel like we probably parent with the
same kids, But like my younger,

2092
03:00:33.479 --> 03:00:37.000
she takes it very literally, like
she thinks it's her and I have to

2093
03:00:37.120 --> 03:00:39.479
constantly sit down with her and be
like, look, you didn't do anything

2094
03:00:39.559 --> 03:00:41.920
wrong. Yep, you didn't do
nothing. I said. You're doing the

2095
03:00:41.000 --> 03:00:45.440
best that you can. You're doing
good. I appreciate everything you're doing.

2096
03:00:45.760 --> 03:00:48.399
It's that I'm having a hard time
right now. I says, a lot

2097
03:00:48.440 --> 03:00:52.680
of things going on and it's over
your head and it's not something that you

2098
03:00:52.799 --> 03:00:56.479
can do anything about. All I
can ask for you to do is just

2099
03:00:56.639 --> 03:00:58.760
to be supportive towards me, just
like how I'm supportive towards you. Yep,

2100
03:01:00.040 --> 03:01:01.600
we're gonna go ahead and we're gonna
work through this together. And that's

2101
03:01:01.639 --> 03:01:05.799
all I can do. Yeah,
I get it, and it is,

2102
03:01:05.920 --> 03:01:09.760
and it's like a lot of times
just like they'd be kind of like stay

2103
03:01:09.799 --> 03:01:15.520
out of grown folks business type ship, and you have to have those conversations

2104
03:01:15.600 --> 03:01:20.440
with them because if you're not talking
to them about it, it's gonna internalize

2105
03:01:20.479 --> 03:01:24.559
some shit and they go get to
like, damn, man, my mama

2106
03:01:24.639 --> 03:01:26.840
really don't like me right, like
you know, and i'd be feeling bad,

2107
03:01:26.879 --> 03:01:30.360
like damn read chill up. Like
she'd be on her friend on the

2108
03:01:30.399 --> 03:01:33.239
phone with her friendship like, oh
shit, I don't know about that.

2109
03:01:33.319 --> 03:01:37.000
Mama ain't like that. Like,
bro, you know, you don't gotta

2110
03:01:37.040 --> 03:01:41.200
say it like that, but like
she'd like she'd be reason you know how

2111
03:01:41.280 --> 03:01:48.879
scorpios are, but she she'd be
kind of like just kind of out of

2112
03:01:48.040 --> 03:01:52.479
her mouth with it, Like I
don't think she thinks twice because I know

2113
03:01:52.639 --> 03:01:56.440
she'd be kind of like damn,
I'm glad I don't gotta deal with that.

2114
03:01:56.639 --> 03:01:58.440
But it's like, bro, day
in the middle, like venting and

2115
03:01:58.600 --> 03:02:01.680
feeling away and it's kind of like, you know, it's just like whoo

2116
03:02:03.920 --> 03:02:07.399
kind of suck for you. Yeah, Like I told like with her turn

2117
03:02:07.479 --> 03:02:11.000
of eighteen, and you know,
they were basically like projecting on her,

2118
03:02:11.120 --> 03:02:15.239
talking to her like, oh girl, you're gonna be eighteen your mama And

2119
03:02:15.319 --> 03:02:18.079
she was like, she's like I
got one of them. Yeah, she

2120
03:02:18.280 --> 03:02:20.200
was like she was like, my
mama said nothing about me moving out,

2121
03:02:20.280 --> 03:02:26.040
Like and look, she's starting falling
to college and starting college in the falling.

2122
03:02:26.079 --> 03:02:28.319
Where the fuck is she fing to
be? Write in her bedroom,

2123
03:02:28.840 --> 03:02:33.559
like nothing happened. She just going
from fucking the high school to college at

2124
03:02:33.639 --> 03:02:37.719
this point, Like, I'm not
at a point where I want to make

2125
03:02:37.799 --> 03:02:41.520
her feel like she has to leave
when she leaves, I want her to

2126
03:02:41.639 --> 03:02:46.920
be fully prepared. Now, that's
one thing like with my mom, I

2127
03:02:46.040 --> 03:02:50.200
was always able to go back home, but she always made me regret it,

2128
03:02:50.559 --> 03:02:54.239
right because it always seemed like there
was an obligation attached to it.

2129
03:02:54.639 --> 03:02:58.479
There was always some kind of terms
or stipulations, like something was always held

2130
03:02:58.520 --> 03:03:01.719
over my head for it. And
it's like that is one thing that I'm

2131
03:03:01.760 --> 03:03:05.840
actually kind of glad that my mom
did because that showed me how not to

2132
03:03:07.000 --> 03:03:11.440
be with my kids. So no
matter what my kids do, like it's

2133
03:03:13.319 --> 03:03:18.200
you're not obligated to me for anything. You did not ask me to be

2134
03:03:18.399 --> 03:03:20.760
here anything that I am doing for
you. It is because I want you

2135
03:03:20.920 --> 03:03:24.799
to succeed and I want you to
be better than I am. It's not

2136
03:03:24.879 --> 03:03:28.000
because I want you to owe me. Like Reid's working now she's eighteen.

2137
03:03:28.520 --> 03:03:33.079
How many black households because she is
eighteen and working even if she wasn't eighteen,

2138
03:03:33.200 --> 03:03:37.520
because she started working, start playing
some of these bills now, Well,

2139
03:03:37.559 --> 03:03:39.760
you gotta have to start giving me
some on the light bill or the

2140
03:03:39.799 --> 03:03:41.280
water builder. No, you gotta
pay your phone bill now, or you

2141
03:03:41.319 --> 03:03:45.000
gotta do something else. Like even
when my son, my son moved out

2142
03:03:45.040 --> 03:03:46.719
when he was because he's twenty three
now, who moved down when he was

2143
03:03:46.840 --> 03:03:52.319
almost twenty one? And that's just
because he was like, my I'm I'm

2144
03:03:52.399 --> 03:03:54.079
doing my own thing with some of
the stuff that I'm doing dad, you

2145
03:03:54.159 --> 03:03:56.920
know, tripping on me or whatever. And I'm like, well, you

2146
03:03:56.959 --> 03:03:58.360
can come over here. Sometimes I
said, you can't be here all the

2147
03:03:58.440 --> 03:04:01.399
time. I'm like, I'm like
you can. I'm like, you can

2148
03:04:01.440 --> 03:04:03.120
still be here if you want you, Like now, I'm gonna get my

2149
03:04:03.159 --> 03:04:05.639
own place, okay. But it
wasn't something that was forced on him,

2150
03:04:05.879 --> 03:04:09.840
like you have to go do it
so Olive Reese paychecks when she gets paid,

2151
03:04:11.239 --> 03:04:15.319
they go right into her account and
reads cheap, so they go stack

2152
03:04:16.479 --> 03:04:20.200
that nigga do not like to spend
no fucking money around. Look at you

2153
03:04:20.360 --> 03:04:26.120
like so, But I'm happy for
that because she knows how to save money.

2154
03:04:26.520 --> 03:04:31.360
And one thing that even with one, there was a point in time

2155
03:04:31.399 --> 03:04:35.520
because I know how our mothers are. I tried to help one. I

2156
03:04:35.719 --> 03:04:41.479
had one to move in with me
so that he can get a job and

2157
03:04:41.639 --> 03:04:46.520
actually save his money. I knew
that I would be able to cover my

2158
03:04:46.600 --> 03:04:52.840
rent without him being there. Save
your money within a slight little shit like,

2159
03:04:52.920 --> 03:04:56.799
all right, at least just put
some tissue in this motherfucker something.

2160
03:04:56.840 --> 03:05:00.760
You know, you got a lot
more ass than I do. Bro Put

2161
03:05:00.840 --> 03:05:07.000
some put some on a charm in
my nigga. So my daughter, my

2162
03:05:07.120 --> 03:05:11.479
daughter had came came home during the
pandemic. She had already graduated, and

2163
03:05:11.719 --> 03:05:16.280
she was staying with my uncle.
And my uncle was older, and you

2164
03:05:16.319 --> 03:05:20.159
know, back then they were like
elderly people were more susceptible to the COVID

2165
03:05:20.200 --> 03:05:22.520
And she was trying to go in
and out the house, and they had

2166
03:05:22.559 --> 03:05:24.799
this conversation where you're like, hey, you need to be still and She's

2167
03:05:24.799 --> 03:05:28.120
like, I probably just need to
go home. I was just come home.

2168
03:05:28.239 --> 03:05:30.000
So she came home and stayed with
me, and she didn't stay with

2169
03:05:30.079 --> 03:05:33.280
her mother. She could stay with
me, and the stipulation was come home,

2170
03:05:33.399 --> 03:05:37.399
get yourself. Freddie even decided going
to go to grad school whatever,

2171
03:05:37.520 --> 03:05:39.280
just you know, just stay with
me to you figure it out. I

2172
03:05:39.520 --> 03:05:43.879
ended up dating somebody who had an
issue with the fact that I wasn't making

2173
03:05:43.959 --> 03:05:48.840
her pay for anything like that wasn't
the agreement I had, Like, I'm

2174
03:05:48.840 --> 03:05:54.680
not gonna renig on the agreement,
and and uh, that's projecting. She

2175
03:05:54.840 --> 03:05:58.840
was probably projecting whatever might have happened
to her aunt you because she had to

2176
03:05:58.920 --> 03:06:01.840
deal with whatever that was. Because
the argument on social media is always parents

2177
03:06:01.959 --> 03:06:05.479
feel like they have to charge their
kids to live with them, to teach

2178
03:06:05.559 --> 03:06:11.680
them responsibility rights. She got like
fifteen thousand dollars stage she knows how to

2179
03:06:11.719 --> 03:06:15.399
do it. She got a cardinal
I co signed in the car. She's

2180
03:06:15.440 --> 03:06:18.239
she's paying the cardinal. I've never
had to worry about that shit. And

2181
03:06:18.280 --> 03:06:22.159
I gave her her cell phone bill, like you pay your cell phone bill,

2182
03:06:22.200 --> 03:06:26.360
and she has favorite car assharance.
Yeah, she's And I think that

2183
03:06:26.479 --> 03:06:28.399
was the only thing that I said
I might have restart doing, and it's

2184
03:06:28.479 --> 03:06:33.079
spectrum. It is twenty nine ninety
nine a month, just so that she

2185
03:06:33.200 --> 03:06:37.360
can get used to like paying having
a study bill and put somebody on the

2186
03:06:37.479 --> 03:06:41.399
charman. Oh no, if anybody
got to put some on the scharman,

2187
03:06:41.440 --> 03:06:45.000
it's fucking jelly. Being the smallest
ass in the house, shoes is the

2188
03:06:45.040 --> 03:06:52.040
most Why hey, I said,
the little girls eat tissue. The smallest

2189
03:06:52.319 --> 03:06:56.879
ass in the fucking house uses all
the tissue. Yes, I agree,

2190
03:06:58.600 --> 03:07:01.959
yeah, but I do. I
really, really really want to be able

2191
03:07:03.040 --> 03:07:07.639
to provide a foundation for my girls
to be able to build off of and

2192
03:07:07.799 --> 03:07:11.479
be successful and not have to keep
looking over their shoulder like, damn without

2193
03:07:11.559 --> 03:07:15.040
my mama, now, my mama
now, without my mama now, or

2194
03:07:15.120 --> 03:07:16.040
let me hurry if I'm trying to
get this money together so I can get

2195
03:07:16.079 --> 03:07:22.600
out of here, right, because
that's how I was because baby on my

2196
03:07:22.680 --> 03:07:24.760
hip out the house. Um,
my mom's sister. She ain't my auntie

2197
03:07:24.799 --> 03:07:35.639
no more. Her um every every
Christmas, every Christmas. Her Christmas gift

2198
03:07:35.719 --> 03:07:43.559
to us was fifty dollars savings bobs
every Christmas. So I wasn't obviously allowed

2199
03:07:43.600 --> 03:07:48.319
to spend those I had to let
them, you know, acimulate yea,

2200
03:07:48.840 --> 03:07:54.200
to mature. But because Ship was
so bad, like to the point like

2201
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when my mom like I with my
stepping and sh and I'm like, bro,

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03:07:56.959 --> 03:08:01.000
I'm not gonna stay here, like
something that I could still been saving

2203
03:08:01.360 --> 03:08:03.639
and invest you know, letting build
for my future. And ship I took

2204
03:08:03.639 --> 03:08:07.040
out, I shouldn't cash it in
just so I can get my fucking security

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03:08:07.079 --> 03:08:15.559
depositing ship for me to be able
to move the fuck out. Yeah,

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03:08:15.719 --> 03:08:18.239
And and I didn't even do it
as soon as I turned eighteen, like

2207
03:08:18.319 --> 03:08:20.239
it just it was it was super
I'm like, I can't live here,

2208
03:08:20.840 --> 03:08:26.280
but like the money that I was
making, I'm like, I need my

2209
03:08:26.360 --> 03:08:31.159
security deposit so that I fucking cash
my shit in to get my security deposit.

2210
03:08:31.479 --> 03:08:33.959
And then I moved out, ye
and then gets who ended up pregnant

2211
03:08:35.000 --> 03:08:41.719
with re read ended up backfucking home
anyway. Yeah, I'd already had my

2212
03:08:41.840 --> 03:08:43.719
son, so he was just a
little bit over one at that time when

2213
03:08:43.760 --> 03:08:46.520
I moved out, and I was
like, I got to get out here.

2214
03:08:46.719 --> 03:08:50.639
I'm like, y'all just doing too
much. Yeah, so I don't

2215
03:08:50.799 --> 03:08:54.680
want her to feel that she has
to leave if she ever gets to a

2216
03:08:54.719 --> 03:08:58.719
point where it's like, bro,
look, I really just want to walk

2217
03:08:58.760 --> 03:09:01.799
out with my coucie out and have
my girlfriend here. I gotta move.

2218
03:09:03.360 --> 03:09:05.600
It is what it is. I
get it. And that's because I own

2219
03:09:05.680 --> 03:09:09.680
this. I own this, motherfucker. I can't even walk out with my

2220
03:09:09.799 --> 03:09:13.000
coucie out with my nigga, you
know, just hey, I'm gonna get

2221
03:09:13.040 --> 03:09:15.719
it quickie by the toaster. I
can't do nothing of that because it's always

2222
03:09:15.719 --> 03:09:18.440
a house full of people here,
and I paid for the house. So

2223
03:09:18.559 --> 03:09:22.479
I think about having joined cust go
home right now and just walk around the

2224
03:09:22.559 --> 03:09:30.760
way I feel and be okay with
it. Ia is responsible. God I'm

2225
03:09:30.799 --> 03:09:35.360
so jealous, but yeah, uh, hear your traumas, man, so

2226
03:09:35.479 --> 03:09:39.319
you don't pass them down to your
kids and and really really really try to

2227
03:09:39.479 --> 03:09:46.680
like do better by your kids and
your parents did by you. Look at

2228
03:09:46.680 --> 03:09:48.479
the support that you need as well
too, because I'm there are people like

2229
03:09:48.639 --> 03:09:52.559
myself with our coaches, and that's
what we do. We work with people

2230
03:09:52.600 --> 03:09:56.239
and we are able to assist you
with your traumas and things like that as

2231
03:09:56.319 --> 03:10:01.559
well. So to go ahead and
plug myself no, see, see he'd

2232
03:10:01.600 --> 03:10:05.120
be put out. Yeah, he
rolling the fucking tissue off into the shower

2233
03:10:05.200 --> 03:10:11.559
and ship, said Chris, and
rolling the rolls right into the shower.

2234
03:10:11.680 --> 03:10:15.360
And if we saw its fuck then
he rolls in the balls and chew on

2235
03:10:15.440 --> 03:10:18.079
it or it's all over the tub
and y'all know how hard like wet tissue

2236
03:10:18.120 --> 03:10:22.120
and ship you got to really scoop
that shit up because it'd be sticking.

2237
03:10:24.360 --> 03:10:33.840
Yeah. So our takeaways from today, like our little therapy session, boy

2238
03:10:33.000 --> 03:10:43.440
moms, stop fucking hiding them from
responsibilities and accountability. Okay, you can

2239
03:10:43.559 --> 03:10:48.879
love on them, you can provide
them with affection, you can be supportive,

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03:10:48.239 --> 03:10:54.319
but there is some point where you
have to realize he has to be

2241
03:10:54.440 --> 03:11:05.360
a man without me taking over everything. Oh, I mean or douchebags.

2242
03:11:09.719 --> 03:11:15.719
Don't be a douche No. So
one of our Facebook friends, she acts

2243
03:11:15.760 --> 03:11:20.760
like, what is the white equivalent
of bitch ass nigga? Now? I

2244
03:11:20.920 --> 03:11:28.479
said, cracker ass cracker Now.
Unfortunately, I don't know if anybody else

2245
03:11:28.520 --> 03:11:33.319
has noticed this, the cracker emoji
is no longer available. I noticed that.

2246
03:11:33.639 --> 03:11:37.159
Yeah, I think because the context
in which we were using it.

2247
03:11:37.280 --> 03:11:48.639
Then the Castrolians. Yeah, so
so now we no longer half the other

2248
03:11:48.319 --> 03:12:05.600
cracker emoji. It might be a
castle rowdition pad bucko. You are people

2249
03:12:05.440 --> 03:12:13.920
you don't call, don't say listen
here there's a buck there's a castro.

2250
03:12:18.000 --> 03:12:20.399
What's what white people love? Buddy
too? Oh yeah, I was gonna

2251
03:12:20.399 --> 03:12:28.479
say that. Look at here,
buddy, there it is castle row look

2252
03:12:28.520 --> 03:12:35.559
like a burger on the laptop.
Yeah, because because if you because if

2253
03:12:35.639 --> 03:12:39.639
you type, if you type cracker
now it brings up like one of them

2254
03:12:39.719 --> 03:12:46.040
Japanese cracker with seaweed on it.
It's a rice cracker, which technically tone

2255
03:12:46.079 --> 03:12:50.600
calling the rice skin it rice crackers. It's still white people. I told

2256
03:12:54.280 --> 03:13:00.559
my favorite m h, well,
um, we're gonna go ahead and get

2257
03:13:00.600 --> 03:13:03.959
out of here because I'm tired of
these bitch ass niggas fucking crying, like

2258
03:13:03.239 --> 03:13:05.959
why put me on Sundays for me
to do my show my way and then

2259
03:13:07.079 --> 03:13:11.600
complain about me doing my motherfucker show
my way. So anyway, if you

2260
03:13:11.680 --> 03:13:15.760
were not able to catch the full
show, we will not have a replay,

2261
03:13:15.840 --> 03:13:18.719
but you can always go on my
page and then just scroll and look

2262
03:13:18.760 --> 03:13:26.479
for tonight's episode Audacity and Full Assery
that will be available on my page,

2263
03:13:26.680 --> 03:13:33.319
or you can always stream on all
of your favorite platforms starting on Tuesdays at

2264
03:13:33.399 --> 03:13:35.879
ten am every single week, well
every week that we actually have a podcast,

2265
03:13:35.920 --> 03:13:43.239
because you're not. So before I
go, I'm gonna say I want

2266
03:13:43.239 --> 03:13:46.959
to say one more thing about these
bitch ass niggas rushing me. Right.

2267
03:13:46.479 --> 03:13:50.200
Tone said before we came in here
that he already knew that it was gonna

2268
03:13:50.239 --> 03:13:54.680
be a long show because we had
to skip last week because the Easter.

2269
03:13:54.920 --> 03:13:58.399
But yeah, he's still rushing me, So fuck these niggas until next time

2270
03:13:58.879 --> 03:14:01.159
we got a hope. It wasn't
rushing. I was just bitching and moaning.

2271
03:14:01.200 --> 03:14:05.159
It's different, Well I got rushing. You would I would have kept

2272
03:14:05.200 --> 03:14:07.360
trying to close the black on appointments. I'm