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I'm gonna take a bougie throwdale and
then let her pick up whatever you want.

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You love me because I got the
check on me. I heard him

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for the take in. I heard
it got up crazy. I heard him

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for the take in. I heard
it got he's up going crasps something You

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not the one b b B said. The kids on playing games and it's

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loving at the same I don't know
what that that that. You're right,

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it's really back on the cruise show. Let's go. He talk with you?

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Bro? Good bro? How are
you? I can't hear you because

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my headphones are loud all day in
there. It's insane. Do you have

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that issue when you record only when
I fly? Only when you fly and

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I land and I just can't hear
another flight forty eight hours right now for

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real? Man? Then you're like
trying to like pop your ears and all

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that. Yeah, it's insane.
Man. The older we get, the

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more broken down we become. I
guess, what are you doing to preserve

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Bryson tilor you're working out drinking water. I've been drinking a lot of water.

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Yeah yeah, squats, squats,
you know I'm getting there. Yeah,

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it's tough, right, It is
tough. Absolutely, it's making it

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out. By the way, Bryson
Taylor out now, welcome to the show

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that that intro brought to you by
DJ Fuse right there, DJ Fuse,

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come on, man's my favorite one. You gave us nineteen nineteen Crazy songs?

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Congratulations, Thank you. It's a
lot of work. Yeah, you

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know, in a world of EPs, why nineteen songs? Why nineteen Because

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it's gonna be the last one for
a little while. You know, I'm

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taking a little little break. We're
going back inside, going back inside,

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okay, and outside here and there
with my with my kids and family.

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There you go. Is that the
reason? Yeah, spend more time with

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family. That and I'm pursuing a
game design right now, so that's like

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will be my favor saying video games
and all that, right, yep,

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Yeah, it's crazy. So do
you worry about what your fans are gonna

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say or feel when they miss you? Because fans can love you, right,

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but when they miss you, they
get very emotional, right Yeah,

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they do. Like people bug Rihanna
all day for this album and she's like,

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yo, fuck y'all's you know,
as long as you're not asking me

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to leave away? From my kids
and something that I'm really passionate about,

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which is game design. Then it's
cool. Is that the toughest part about

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being a parent? Time? Yeah? It is absolutely yeah. And with

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your schedule, damn, you gotta
feel very guilty at times, right all

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the time actually all the time.
Yeah, all the time. Yeah.

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I mean I'm there with my kids
all the time, and I feel guilty.

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So I can only imagine how you
feel, you know what I mean?

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Yeah, because you miss out on
a few things do man? Yeah?

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Man? Because of music? So
is it a gift in the curse

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music? It definitely is. Yeah. I wish it wasn't. I wish,

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you know, they could just be
with me all the time. I

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could be with them, But it's
tough. That's why I try to take

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them on the roll with me sometimes. You know, my daughter she's gonna

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be on the roll with me start
and tomorrow. So that's amazing. Yeah,

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that's the way to do what.
Let you know, you know,

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going back to to you, you
know, game design, I think I

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admire that. It's it's you're you're
leaving your comfort zone to really just go

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after another dream of yours in and
that in itself not easy. It's not

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it's not easy. But fans are
just on a human level. You got

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to understand that, Like, yeah, you're doing what makes you happy.

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Yeah, man, we only get
one life, you know, I might

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as well do exactly what makes you
happy. Why should I spend, you

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know, the rest of my life
doing something like you know, music made

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me happy for a very long time. It doesn't make me as happy as

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it used to. I definitely have
fun in there a lot of the time

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when I go in there, and
I know I'm good at it, and

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I always be good at but yeah, I just I just want to do

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something else in my life. You
know. For sure, I said I

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would drop my first game before I
was thirty years old. I'm thirty one

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and I still haven't. So I'm
racing the clock right now. You're racing

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the clock. Don't put too much
pressure on your It's not good kind of

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games are you entertaining? Like the
ideas of what kind of games? Every

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every kind of game? You know. To be honest with you, I

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like I like all genres. Yeah, what's been the toughest part about game

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designing that you've like realized? Like, oh, I didn't even really know

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that this went into it. I
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I've been doing a lot of research
and stuff and there's only like a couple

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minor mistakes that I made that could
have been done. But I think that

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the toughest part is balancing my music
career with that, because it's like I

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be on tour and it'd be hard
to talk to my my devs on my

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art team, and it's just it
gets a little Yeah, for sure,

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when you're on stage and performing,
is that muscle memory it is? Yeah,

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Yeah, it's become muscle memory.
So you can do that and then

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get off stage and do something completely
different. Absolutely right away, Yeah,

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right away, because you get on
stage and it's just like you're feeling it.

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You've been here before, you're accustomed
to it, and you can do

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it with your eyes closed. Yeah
pretty much. Yeah, I'm there with

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it. But you're also there for
the crowd too. I mean, you're

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that crowd. I mean, I
know it's muscle memory, but the crowd

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still feels like you're there just for
them, and you are. Yeah,

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some of the crowds, uh can
be a bit robotic, you know,

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but uh, and then there's other
crowds who are just like electric and they're

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just like, oh my god,
believe your here. It's just like that

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makes me sometimes forget the muscle memory
and I'm just like doing new ship on

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stage here in the moment. Yeah
yeah, yeah, man, I'm doing

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a backflip. Yeah, I'm glad
for it. My throw. Yeah.

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But sometimes when you say robotic,
yeah, sometimes the crowd makes you work.

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Oh yeah, it's okay, that's
fine, you know what I mean,

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Like, yeah, that's cool.
Yeah. Who's been the biggest or

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best celebrity you've seen in the crowd
when you're on stage. I've never seen

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a celebrity in the crowd. I
only see him after after Yeah, you

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never see them like, yo,
that's so and so right there, Like

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no, I don't really, I
see like some diamond chains or not.

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What's up, Jack? When you're
on stage? How often is it that

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you forget your lyrics? Every now
and then? Sometimes I might miss a

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cue or I might like skip certain
like there'll be certain lyrics. I'm like,

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hen, what did I say?
Right there? It yeah, not

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that often, especially like you said, muscle memory. So if I'm doing

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it long enough, then you know
I'm pretty pretty good with that. If

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you can compare the music game to
a video game? What what? What

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video game would it be? Would
it be Zelda? Would it be fucking

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Super Mario? Would it be Gta
uh Frogger? What video game? And

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I go back to the video games, because that's what makes you happy right

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now, So I want to get
the happiness out of you. You know

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I would. That's a great question. I will compare it to the game

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that I'm making right now, which
I can't tell you. I we'll compare

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it to the game. We'll make
it right now. It's a crazy game.

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I played it a few minutes ago
already, No wow game, you

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know what's crazy. I've always had
the dream of, like one of my

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songs that I create, make it
onto a video game. So I'm might

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have to stign into the DSH when
the videos over, like when we get

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on the soundtrack. No, no, no. When I was twelve,

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I went on the Twitter activision.
I used to go to buy and Girls

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Club and video games or something that
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could afford video game calls soles,
so I probably did so I didn't really

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play. But video gids are always
kind of like fire. Yeah, man,

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it's my life. Yeah, No, for sure, it's life,

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and so is music, and so
is being a parent and a friend.

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Yeah, and family. Is it
tough to balance? Man, it's gotta

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be. All I do is this
radio show, and it's tough to balance.

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So I can only imagine your life. Yeah, it's pretty tough,

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right Yeah. Yeah man, So
your family's blowing you up all days.

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Just where your kids are blowing you
up all they want to talk to you.

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You got to keep telling them that
you're working. Like that's the worst.

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That's the worst. Right. It's
tough because like my kid graduated today

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from his Kindertots and I wasn't able
to be there because I'm here with you.

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Yeah, you know what I mean. I chose you over my Why

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Price and Chiller appreciate it. Creating
core memories is what we're doing. Therapy,

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No, man, it's work.
Work, work is is everything,

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you know what I mean. I
grew up work ethic was extremely important,

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and you show up. You know, it's kind of like being on stage,

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right, and like the process of
creating an album, you have to

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show up not only for everyone around
you, but you got to show up

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for yourself. Yeah right, and
you got to bring these songs to life.

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Yeah. Man, that's the one
thing that I had to learn earlier

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in my career. I didn't really
know that. I was like Dann,

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people are coming to see me,
believe that I'm me, and early on

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I didn't. I didn't. I
look in the mirror and I didn't see

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what other people saw. You know, Now I do, but uh,

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or or at least I'm getting there
anyway. But yeah, yeah, man,

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you know, is KFC to people
from Kentucky like like Taco Bell is

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the Mexicans in La probably Yeah,
yeah, I would say Mexican consider Taco

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Bell like real Mexicans. I love
Taco Bell, but yeah, you feel

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me. But are you a fan
of KFC in Europe? In Europe?

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Whye Europe? Because uh, you
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little slice of American back home whenever
you overseas and everything's just you know,

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you order some you know, I
don't know if the meals over there be

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crazy sometimes. But I did do
a lot more dabbling this time. I

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was in Europe and just trying different
foods and stuff, so you know,

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I didn't really eat too much fast
food. You're going to Europe? Right?

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Yeah? So so next week,
bro, where you going U?

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Portugal, London, France? Oh
okay, any tips, man, I'll

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take France. Yeah, go to
Caesars. Caesars great, yeah, yeah

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yeah, Caesars restaurant. Yeah,
it's a great restaurant. I love it.

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Great pasta. If it's yelled,
how many money signs is on the

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yell? Right? Because I don't
know she was working on radio budget.

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I never I'll give five stars for
sure. Five stars? Are you saying

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you're payings for the first meal?
That's what you're here to say? You

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come on, man, I'm speak
up overseas. I followed Night Trained and

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I see videos of the actual shows. Man, energy is crazy, even

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on the pre show, like him
just dropping a few records up the crowd.

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I'm like, I can just imagine
when when you when you're on stage

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performing, like the level goes I
was twenty. Yeah, he gets him

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ready for me, for sure,
they be turned up for Night TREMP.

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But he's also just an excellent DJ. You know, he really knows what

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he's doing. He's a star himself. So yeah, how did that?

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How did that link up happen?
Organically. Man. I went to a

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club out here called the Highlight Room
for the first time, and I was

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just in love with the music.
I was like, Yo, what is

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happening right now? That feels like
a dream or something. This is the

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first time I ever it's the first
time I ever enjoyed a club. So

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then I was like, I gotta
go say something to the DJ. And

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it was night train, you know. I walked up to him like,

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Yo, bro, this is amazing, and then you know we've just been

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locked in ever since. That's what's
up. Did he fan out? Nah?

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He sees everybody up right, fool, He's used to it, right,

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Yeah, yeah, I got yes, yes, sir, man.

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Has anyone corrected you on the spicy
like to hendline? Wow because it's not

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spicy? No, because it's pronounced
da heen. No, you said him.

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No, I didn't to him.
I didn't say to him he said

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to him in the song. No, I said's spicy like to He absolutely

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not play it right? Now,
play it right down, play right.

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You might say he somewhere, but
there's there's to him clearly in there,

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and we always look at each other
like, yo, does he know he's

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saying it wrong, but I understand
sometimes the music you have to change the

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way the words sound. The first
thing, the some song line I said

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before that was what, uh,
she don't hold a damn thing thing.

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She's spicy like I was. It
was in that was what I was rhyming

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with. I don't remember what the
line was before that. For the record,

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I'm team Brice and Dog. I
know it's got Definitely don't say we're

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not even its wild. I didn't
say. I have seen people spell it

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like that whenever they're doing like drink
menus for me and stuff. I'm like,

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that's not that's not you spelled.
Are you a fan of the heen?

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Uh? Yeah, you put it
on the fruit. I had it

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with a drink one time. Yeah, so you think that he belongs on

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drinks as like. I didn't mind
it, you know, yeah, it's

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fine on the rim, right,
Pauls. Yeah, Like, Bro,

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I'll stop you said it. I
mean you laughed time he reminded you of

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his bully, that's right. If
he told him that he reminded me a

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bully that you had back in the
day. Damn, I don't even what

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you said to make you said,
it's the way I look for real?

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You bullied by Mexicans? Is that
the problem I'm trying to Yeah, that's

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crazy, Child's going crazy to Congratulations, Thank you bro for sure, man.

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Yeah, that's it's gotta be a
special song right on the project.

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Yeah yeah, it is definitely one
of the definitely the standouts. Yah.

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Yeah, it's kind of like the
opposite or whatever she wants to because it's

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like whatever she wants is like I'm
I'm gonna spend it all. It's whatever

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you want, and Child's like I'm
tired to spend them Like on you man,

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I ain't getting none out of this. Get your own job. I

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ain't getting none out of this.
I'm out. Yeah, you wrote the

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problem and the solution. Yeah,
you got to offer the problem like that.

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Absolutely outside it's crazy as well,
Thank you, thank you. And

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the content in the music as well. I believe that it was chosen very

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carefully and peacefully. Is Does that
make sense? Yeah? Yeah, it

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makes perfect sense. I was you
know, there was a lot of different

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layers of love that I wanted to
make sure, like I just thought about

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versus like my first album drop,
So it was like really just one mood

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and the mood was like me trying
to get somebody back on me, talking

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about right my wrongs and just it
being like something bad going on in the

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relationship or whatever about how I missed
somebody. I'm longing for a woman I

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used to be with, a woman
I used to be with. This album

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is just like there's a different mood
for each song, you know what I'm

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saying. So, like the first
song on the album was called Attention.

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I wanted it to be a very
sensual song without talking about sex at all.

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I never mentioned sex, but I
wanted to make women feel that carefully,

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like you know, walked around it. Yeah. Yeah. And then

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you know there's songs like Found My
Way where it's just like it feels more

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like, man, I'm in love
and it's is just this is just what

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it is. And then there's whatever
she wants. It's just different layers of

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just things that you go through and
love. You know what I mean?

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Those are those are our experiences as
human beings, right exactly. We're saying

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one day we're insane, the next
we're in love. We're not in love.

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We wanna we want a whole phase, we don't want a whole phase.

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Yeah, it's a lot of you
know, there's a lot We're complex

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humans, man, we're human beings. So I try to tell Jackie Eltown

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it was just human beings, you
know what I'm saying. She hates men.

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That's why she's got, she's got, you know what I mean.

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But she's it's always it's always a
thing with men. I don't understand,

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but maybe it's maybe it's our fault
as men. It always is man,

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it always accord. That's right,
that's her model. Yeah, as a

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person this year, what do you
think you're doing different than last year to

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be better? I don't really hear
too many other outside voices like that.

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You know, sometimes you hear you
play other people's voices in your head,

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like when you're doing stuff, and
I'm just I've just gotten a lot better

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at like tuning it out and just
doing me, just having fun. Because

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at the end of the day,
I was just thinking about it. I

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was like, Man, if I'm
crazy for thinking that I'm dope or I'm

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a dope artist, or that I
can make a dope game and that I

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could be a game designer, then
call me crazy. I'm just gonna live

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and living that delusion and just you
know, because I only get one life,

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Like, why not If this just
makes me crazy, then I'm crazy,

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I guess. But there's a fine
line with delusion R. Because there's

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some people I'm sure that have sent
you music. Oh yeah, I have

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asked you to hear music, and
you're like, you just don't have it,

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you don't get it, you know, they just they just there's a

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disconnect, you know. But even
me, like when I first started off,

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everybody starts somewhere, you know what
I mean. Like I used to

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be the guy DMM. I used
to send Soldier boy Ding messages on Xbox

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Live like yo, and check out
my music, man, you know what

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I mean? And I was trash
at that time, you know, not

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the best anyway, But everybody starts
somewhere, So you know, maybe they

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didn't got to figure it out right
now, but you know, five years

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from now, you know them me
not seeing their message, that definitely can

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be fuel for them to be like, I gotta get better. I just

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I want this person to hear me
and respect me. So you ever get

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a chance to tell Soldier boy yo, bro, you slept on me.

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I wouldn't even say he slept on
me. He said, he just probably

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has never seen it. He was
the hottest thing, and he's busy being

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soldier boy. Yeah, exactly,
yeah, soldier boy telling that's our guy,

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Soldier Boy's legend. Man. Absolutely, yeah, nobody can take that

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away from him. Good dude.
He still needs to send us something though,

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right a topic, Forday price to
tell it? Yo? Do you

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fight off the urge to get like
a face cat? I was just talking

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to people about this. I was
thinking, I just don't want I got

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the kids, and I'm just like, not that you can't have face tatsing

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kids. I just be thinking about
going to school and dropping them off,

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and I'm just like, they already
see me as the just the black baby

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daddy probably and I'm just like,
you're a celebrity guess no, no,

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no, no, I'm talking about
yeah, And I'm just like, I

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don't, I don't. Yeah,
I'm just I'd rather just keep it all,

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keep it clean, yeah, yea
yeah yeah. So do you cover

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up when you go to school?
I mean other I mean you can't really

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see my they don't really see my
hands like that. Yeah, So for

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sure, Yeah, there's got to
be teachers throwing it, throwing themselves at

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you nah nah teachers eight at least
nope. Lunch later the lunch lady.

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The lunch lady Nah, Nope,
experienced him more milk rice untila. Congratulations

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