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seventy- six. Don' t forget to subscribe so you don' t
miss any of the stories. The revelation. The night before we slept very
late, we almost woke up drinking like never before and Dancing the girls had
fallen asleep in the furniture. Marito and Ana in their drunkenness slept on the
terrace of the main living room. Alberto had to take Maro on his shoulders
and Carola and I to the edge of Ebrieza, we dragged almost unconsciously to
one of the rooms. I don' t know what happened to the others.
I didn' t really remember. I know when I woke up at
about eleven I was hugging Carola, we were naked. We did or tried
something last night I really don' t remember. I' m self-
absorbed to see that mass of muscles I' m holding. Carola has really
changed a lot, even though the physicist was now much more voluminous than he
was seventeen years ago. Now she was much more feminine than she was back
then. He used to always be in sports monkeys and flannels and sports shoes,
very macho or marimacha. Now she' s more feminine, sexier and
transmits sexuality. You saw casual heels, jins and linen, plus his blushes,
which he never used before. Skirts and dresses, tight, short and
cleavage, leaving little to the imagination. He' s only seen in sports
outfits when he goes to jimo, he' s home and he never lacks
any color on his face. She' s very beautiful of that I'
ve never had doubts and I' ve always been fascinated by her. She
can give me the future that Malu refuses to give me. She may be
part of the future I want. And all these fuckers is what he wants.
Bad, why don' t you finish telling me once and for all,
Coni will be right, that it' s a trap, and you
' re all set up, because I' m thinking about all this.
But after a little more analysis, it is clear that, after apparently successfully
plotting the conflict with Maru, my goals are now different. I feel,
in addition to the headache, the emptiness of the bad body and releasing Carola
with great care, I prepare to get out of bed when she takes my
hand and makes me lie on her who wakes up opens her arms to me.
I' ll give her a good morning and tell her I' m
going to find Manu to put her in bed with us. She smiles and
tells me we' d better both go get her and get into her bed
naked as we were. We crossed the hallway and entered the room, where
she was lying all through the bed. We flanked her and slept with her
filling her with them and kissing her to make her react. She claimed a
severe headache and let her sleep a little more expensive. And I went to
the room, we took a quick bath and we went out of the cabins
to the upper floors and to the kitchen, where we served ourselves in cups
of coffee and orange juice with headache pills for the three of us. As
Carola went up to the Sundec with my coffee and juice, I came down
with a glass of juice and a pill for bad. Tell me, Carola,
that you spoke to Maru before yesterday I asked him when I arrived at
the Sundec, No, tell me you are Amaru, there is still no
difficulty believing by God give him the benefit of the doubt. I told you
that Maru has changed progressively over the last few months. I made Carola see
that what I really told you was what I talked to her about. I
insisted on the fact that what has already been done is done and that it
is of no use to avoid it now and that for nothing in the world
they should mention that they know what happened in the afternoon of the Testament was
the only credible weapon I used to convince her. Carola told me that much
of what she talked about with Maru had to do with Don Mario after everyone
told their stories of the events, talked about themselves, were honest and told
things that were only told to the sisters and were updated with many things as
s s s NS. They apologized and, apparently, it was all from
the heart. This time, the focus was on the girls. Carola made
him see that she had no influence on her if it had been her father
who had noticed and acknowledged not to think about the bad and that was why
she gave them the support. And well, that was grossly what they had
spoken during the middle of the morning at noon. The others were waking up.
The same thing I talked to Carola, I talked to bad and mother
- in- law, but except that the mother- in- law and
I still had a conversation going on. She wanted to know how much she
knew about Don Mario' s relationships that I saw in the videos and whether
she knew who the women who visited her in the office were, in addition
to her employees. I was too curious about it. The return journey became
short. Actually in the day we played with the children and their toys jl
L or board games, we watched movies in the afternoons, we sang karaoke
and in the night the party was repeated for the second consecutive night. The
trip got longer because we were going through it. Also that I ordered half
- machine to march. The third night we were supposed to be arriving at
the island of Margarita, but I gave the order to go to the rocks
to spend the night and the next day there for the last day of the
beach. In the evenings we could not go up to the Sundek and get
into the Jacuz because the breeze was very strong at the speed we were traveling
and begging for one more night in the Jacussi. I think it was everyone
' s wish. Besides, there were still some joints left. That'
s why I gave the order to go to the rocks first before I went
to Margarita. The plan was to arrive on Thursday night 4th January at the
rocks and Friday 5th would be beach day. Then leaving at nine o'
clock on Friday night to three quarters of a machine guaranteed that we would dawn
in the bay of the Sea. At six o' clock on Saturday morning
we arrived at nine o' clock at night at the rocks. Everybody with
the fever for getting in the water. The girls and boys got into Popa
' s pool under the watchful eye of one of the babysitters and Doña Maria
and the captain, who looked like two turtledoves, and we, the adults,
smokers and drunkards, went to the Sundek. Everything was different this time
knowing that maru would no longer judge us as before. Trying to do so
had lost the charm. However, that first night on the rocks was very
lively. We talked, drank, sang, smoked and laughed a lot more.
We didn' t feel that need for sex that we used to have
at the top of our skin. About two o' clock in the morning,
we decided to go to bed. We were waiting for a day of
sun and sand and walks along the calluses of the rocks and we had to
take as much time as possible. The next day, at nine o'
clock in the morning we were going down to the big rock to eat the
traditional fish and seafood empanadas on the shore of the beach, and then go
for a walk on the water bikes and the boat for a walk through several
desert calluses, where the women were able to make again toplés for the joy
of Anne To the girls. The joy came out of the pores, they
looked like children. On December 25, with the Christmas gifts, we were
all very toasted by the sun of previous days. Everyone already showed great signs
of skin peeling, so the amount of sunscreen was abundant to protect the new
skin and still could not get too much sun. They were all sensitive to
the sun and by a lot of sun block. The burning became present on
the new skin, so we set out to return to the yacht. After
lunch, we took the respective rest and, taking advantage of the shadow that
he already projected, decided to swim under the shade and there we did our
evening party in the beach area of the yacht, where again the breasts came
out to shine. This modality already seemed to be accepted as normal by Maru,
although the mother- in- law followed Maro' s movements at all
times and we were both aware of it, giving us eyes of approval from
time to time. Who would have thought that after almost destroying the family you
were the one who brought her back together tells me the mother- in-
law at a time when we agreed. I think I can die in peace
now. I said exaggerating and smiling. I still have a hard time believing
what you' ve done with maro and mother- in- law stay calm
and enjoy this new maru take advantage of it while it' s good.
You never know when you can change again. Ah, the sheath is temporary.
If I' m honest with you, I can' t tell you
to fuck off. Pedro seriously let me know in time to get the fuck
out of here. I' m no longer in trouble. So take it
easy with your mother- in- law. I don' t think she
' s backing out at some point, when she' s in bad shape,
she might come out with some reproach, but she can' t change
her mind anymore. I' m still surprised. I don' t really
end up believing that it was that way, so easy for Maru to change
his mind. Look, Sue screams. I' ll be honest with you.
If there are several other things I will tell you in Margarita, but
I also need you to tell me some things. How, what, how
well you were aware of Don Mario' s extramarital activities. Why do you
ask, because in the videos I saw a considerable number of women who passed
through your office, in addition to you and the usual employees. If I
was aware, at least of most, I guess, Pedro Mario and I
didn' t have such secrets. He told me almost every day who visited
him in his office, every day that he came up with a story to
tell and that meant intense sex in my bed. I wasn' t promiscuous
like him. That was a luxury I didn' t move. However,
all that was within normality in our relationship. You were aware of Mrs Rosa,
by God, Pedro Rosa was my right hand to her keeping me informed
with her confirming what Mario told me and I could say that ninety- nine
percent of the cases were true. And I was aware that she and some
of her employees were doing it with him. Mario was very specific in telling
me how and who he was doing it with. Go I' m really
surprised at the degree of trust you had, because it' s something I
learned with Mario since we met. He never felt afraid that Mario would fall
in love with someone else. Yeah, always more than once. The first
years we married him there was a very beautiful young girl that we met in
an exchange and he got caught up with her. I made them see each
other several times in other exchanges, but it didn' t happen that way,
and there were also those who, after the exchanges, had some of
them taken hold of him and tried to conquer him brazenly. Leaving the mother
- in- law calm, we continue to enjoy the sea, the music,
the children and the drinks. Seeing the whole picture. I still had
to solve my situation with bad, but without thinking much, I decided to
enjoy what she was offering me as long as I lasted the condition of remaining
together. If at the end of all this, she took what we have
for granted, then I will decide my future with Carola, I approached bad
and spent the rest of the afternoon being loving to her, who to a
large extent was also very affectionate to me. We saw with enthusiasm the mother
- in- law very cheerful also with the sculdo was noticed in both a
serene joy, always speaking and always smiling. She looked really rejuvenated. I
don' t think even when I was married to Marula I saw how happy
you think of turtledoves. I swear to you, I don' t remember
seeing Mom that long so smiling. At any moment she gets a cramp in
Jaja' s cheeks, and when I lived in the house before, I
saw her so she' ll be in love. Who knows, although she
told me on New Year' s Eve that she still didn' t feel
in love, but I think she said it so she wouldn' t be
exposed. Well, it' s good to see you happy. After they
discovered you and Carola. She hadn' t smiled again. Mauricio always thought
that she hated him, for at the wedding she was not even seen a
smile. Speaking of dead. Which led you to marry him. I know
it wasn' t love. How do you know it wasn' t love.
He quickly rebuked me if you' d been in love, you wouldn
' t have married, how do you know? He insisted on his own
experience. You' re in love with me right now, but you don
' t want anything serious with me. I told him with all intent staring
at her, Haha, don' t make me laugh, Pedro Laugh all
you want. I think so. One of these days I might tell you
why. But one day very far away and smiling he walked away from me
and went where he was nicarola swimming with the girls. I had hit him
with the sore and smiling I went to drink with Marito and Alberto. The
latter was already regretting what happened in the new year. Spending the night before
at the Jacusi Sintoplés without Chow seemed boring to him. They weren' t
the same from other times, but this promised day told us very smiling and
I wasn' t very wrong. The atmosphere was really pleasant. The women
were drinking early and the children have been in the water all day. They
' ll fall into bed early. Six o' clock. The cold breeze
made us all go out and we stayed in the animated main hall singing karaoke.
At seven o' clock dinner was not served at the table, sandwiches
were served in the living room while enjoying the atmosphere. While he was slowly
starting the navigation towards Margarita, he kept looking at Maru, talking with everyone,
smiling and dancing. He made himself proud, thinking also of Don Mario
and what would have pleased him to see the family like this. How are
you doing? Maru asked him at a certain point I' m having a
great time, Peter, thank you and you, excellent, don' t
know how much. I' m glad we' re all having a good
time and you' re the reason for it. Nor so, Peter,
that if I were not here, surely now there would be an orgy,
for you are wrong. It' s not too early yet, and we
' d have to wait for the kids to sleep. I was surprised that
nothing happened yesterday. If the same thing was asked, Alberto had already gotten
used to you running him into the room. The poor man is restless.
I' m gonna reward him tonight. If Maru, please, don'
t make him suffer anymore. That one' s like green milky Jaja Peter
for God' s sake. Maru stopped and went to dance with Alberto,
although Rola and Malo were conspiring severely, settling a new encounter their naughty looks
those of the taban. Marito was talking to his mom and the captain,
the girls who own the karaoke microphones with the boys. I was at the
bar taking a whisky. When the mother- in- law approached, just
who she wanted to talk to. My mother- in- law, I
' ve seen her happy today You' re going to go on with the
same thing, too. Everyone' s got me a son made out of
that, mother- in- law, it' s not for the least.
You weren' t known for always smiling about yourself I accept it because
you didn' t know me before, but my daughters did see me when
I was also happy with Mario, maybe after they banned him from having sex.
I wasn' t the happiest, but I was at peace until you
came and ended the peace of the house. She' s gonna tell me,
mother- in- law, I didn' t give her a joy
when we were together. That' s not even a question. It was
good times, Peter, just that good something yes, I can tell you
then I didn' t have this joy that you have now either. I
told him, getting up and pointing one of the furniture we went over there
to sit down clearly we didn' t. But it' s not why
you' re always thinking. Ah, do you know what I think?
Of course I know, Pedro, you only think with the other head.
Haha mother- in- law, don' t be so cruel. I
know he' s happy too, because everyone' s happy and smiling.
We took a look at everyone. In that, Carola approaches us. You
can tell why so much smile is on you. Now one cannot smile Simula
Molestia, the mother- in- law before Carola' s accusation, because
here we are thinking what the next conflict will be. I' m just
kidding Don' t mention it. Pedro, don' t be so scary,
says the alarmed mother- in- law. There' s something else
left to know. Question, Carola, I don' t know. We
' ll have to wait for the final reading of the will to see if
Mario doesn' t come out with another one about surprise. Over there Hahaja
would be the last straw, says the mother- in- law turning her
eyes. That' s what we see coming out of the hallway that gives
the rooms that way. Mario José, who was coming out of the bathroom
gracefully glued to one of his sandals, a long piece of toilet paper and
was dragging him along with every step he took. Maru sees him and yells
at Andrea. Andrea, please take your brother to the bathroom and check him
out. He is turning his face grossly in the opposite direction of Mario José
and with one hand pointing to where the bathroom is supposed to be. Maru
still gets Asco the toilet paper. Mom, ay daughter, you, you
haven' t seen anything. That got worse with childbirth. She couldn'
t even change the diapers. Many times she left in vomit when she changed
Andrea and Malhu and I had to do that job. Carola laughs and separates
and goes in the direction of Maru, assuming that to laugh at her or
talk about the subject in question. I imagine her at one of those moments,
meeting Maru with her obsession, with cleaning, her terror of seeing dirty
paper, and her aversion to full bins. It was unique and I was
paralyzed looking in my mind at a Maru in front of a trash bin full
of used papers and there I saw everything. My breath got in it starts
to speed up and I feel my heart beating quickly hold my arm tightly to
the mother- in- law and look at her? My breathing starts to
speed up and I feel my heart beating quickly. The mother- in-
law is surprised and looks at me with an interrogating eye. What' s
going on Pedro l the wastebasket I say with difficulty what with it in the
wastebasket Maru pregnancy tests. My heart seems out of the question, beating faster
and faster. You find out because Joan tells you she saw the pregnancy tests.
Not Joan, and Elizza corrects me. The mother- in- law
did, yes, but it was Juana who told her that Jelit sa saw
the positive pregnancy tests in the bin right, yes, and you asked Marus
if she was pregnant. No, but I asked him if I didn'
t suspect him from fainting. I didn' t want her to know that
she knew and she what she did the next day. She went to take
the test if she already knew about the trash test. Why didn' t
you confirm it or tell him you suspected it when you hinted at it.
Well, Pedro, in the situation at the moment, I wasn' t
going to start analyzing that sheath of that was the least I was looking at,
and that' s what it has to do with it now. Maru
didn' t run those tests, why she would never have thrown them in
a trash can full of used papers in her room. There were never bins.
Remember, it was the toilet bin in the hallway. My heart beats
at me by the hour. Then he tells me with an anguished face,
understanding what God means. The evidence wasn' t bad. I confirm it
and I feel broken in that moment with my heart beating me by the hour,
Pedro, calm down, please, tell me mother- in- law
quickly with firmness. As I see my sudden state on the verge of collapse
and getting very close to me, my breaths are cut short and getting faster.
I felt like I was getting more and more short of air. I
' ve got my eyes nailed to the wrong and I don' t pay
attention to what you' re telling me. The mother- in- law
had a bunch of feelings and I couldn' t say at the time which
one was stronger. I feel my eyes unsink and a mute is lodged in
my throat. I feel the hand of the mother- in- law who
tightly presses my chin and makes me turn towards her as I look at her.
He' s got watery eyes, too. Their expression is fear and
pain. His pain was coming up again. We' re going out there.
He commands me at the same time that he stands up and takes my
hands hard. It makes me stand up too and quickly drags me to the
main terrace, where is the aft pool, the sea breeze. It makes
my eyes drain and I feel the tears, fall quickly and breathe deep several
times looking to calm me look inward where they are all. I know you
can' t see me easily and there I see her as beautiful as ever,
pretending a smile to whom she speaks. But she' s staring at
the sliding door through which we go out and look through the reflections of images
inside, in the glass, some sign of us until we find each other.
She' s fixing her eyes on us. He can' t see
us clearly, but he can see us where we are. Peter, we
' re not sure that these tests have been real positive. We' re
not sure they were hers either They could' ve really been Maro' s
It sounds calmer, but he' s still scared. Maria, you know
they' re bad. Joan told him they were positive. I' m
heading straight for her. Maru could never have thrown those evidence in there They
were probably on paper. I don' t think the evidence was at first
sight on the surface and Maru wouldn' t have hidden it, let alone
filled in papers. The trash can. She' s got watery eyes,
too. His fear is obvious. He' s reliving his pain. You
' re feeling scared because you know it' s like that. Pedro,
no, that can' t be. He continues to deny with weeping eyes.
I have to talk to her. No, Pedro, don' t.
I' m not begging you here. Now wait to get to the
island and they' re going to your apartment. Don' t do it
here. Think about it, fill yourself with patience. Please, don'
t calm down. She has to explain. He was full of rage and
with what right you can demand that he explain. He replied with a lot
of character, regaining his fortitude. You left with the tail between your legs.
Pedro, I still interrupted her. We talked almost every day since I
left. We never failed in that. She looks at me in both eyes,
wet, full of fear and safe rage, just like mine. At
that moment, his eyes went from one side to the other, just like
mine, looking at his eyes. He is also breathing quickly and his chest
full of Pecas is agitated, Peter. We' re drawing conclusions that may
not be the case. I don' t know it' s irrational,
I' m sorry, but I must know from your mouth. Knowing what
Malo says on the railing on the top floor terrace, I turn up and
she' s very serious looking at us. He had gone up the internal
stairs to the upper floor and went out to the terrace to spy on us.
I look at the mother- in- law who with fear in her
eyes tells me nothing. She quickly says the mother- in- law without
letting me speak, pressing me tightly with her fingernails one of her arms out
of Malo' s sight. I look with obvious annoyance at the mother-
in- law. I let go of his grip and I' m going
after the side stairs to climb up. The mother- in- law follows
me and takes me by the arm with force, momentarily stopping my departure.
Pedro, please, I beg you, take it easy, don' t
make another scandal. Not right now, not here, it tells me like
a whisper and letting go of me to follow my path. When I climb
the stairs, hand is very serious. With his body lying on the terrace
railing, he has an haughty look. You obviously don' t know what
I want to talk about. At least I don' t think he suspects
it. I approach her staring at her. Then she sees in my face
the traces of tears and surely saw in my eyes something that made her doubt
seventeen years ago. You became pregnant, I said safely and saw immediately as
a surprise showed that it immediately suppressed the vein from her neck. Did he
start beating fast? What' s wrong with you? You' ve gone
crazy, answer quickly accusing me of telling me the truth. Bad or not
pregnant with me I insist you would be looking at both eyes, what you
' re talking about, of course not, where you get such a thing.
Bad, you got pregnant, don' t deny it, why didn
' t you tell me, what you' re not listening to and turns
away from me. I' m taking her arm and turning her towards me.
Bad, you got pregnant, why didn' t you say it,
what happened. It' s got to do with you not wanting a future
next to me. That she doesn' t yell at me letting go of
my grip what you don' t understand I knew she' s gonna deny
it to death. I didn' t get pregnant. It was Maru where
you got me pregnant. Because of the pregnancy tests you left in the bathroom
bin. His face is immutable. She cuts her breath momentarily, but the
vein in her neck goes crazy beating. Mom told you that. That'
s what they were talking about. You guys, yeah, that' s
what we were talking about, but she doesn' t think it' s
yours. The evidence, of course, was not yours. Maru found out
about her pregnancy with a laboratory test and could not find out about her earlier
with those tests and then confirm with the non- hand test she did not
insist. The evidence was yours. They were in the bathroom in the Maro
corridor in his bathroom He didn' t have bins. You know very well
that she doesn' t use them. You can' t see them.
You didn' t notice. A while ago, when Mario Jose came out
with the paper glued to his feet. Just like he got. Those evidences
were among the papers of the Trash impossible for Marulas to throw there. Well,
yeah, they were mine and that doesn' t prove anything. They
gave negatives. He responded with haughtiness quickly, filling his face with rage were
positive. The tests you don' t know. You can' t know
that, because I do. It turns out that a few days after those
tests, Maru had one of his fits of anger in the Attic and fainted.
Mrs Juana and some of the maids helped bring her down to her room
and told your mom that the fainting was because she was pregnant. Why they
' d seen the positive tests in the bathroom. Your mom told Maru that
if she didn' t suspect that she was pregnant so she wouldn' t
give her away, thinking the evidence was hers and maro. The next day
the lab test was done and, as you just confirmed to me that if
the tests were yours the sr juana already knew they were positive. What happened
to that pregnancy. Bad I asked her spicy. Finally, Malu stays very
still. Looking at me, you aborted mentioning that word. It was the
drop that spilled the pitcher. Bad stays petrified and his eyes flood very quickly.
A knot in his throat becomes evident and his lips begin to tremble.
A deep sadness is drawn on his face. My heart wrinkles and with it
too my eyes get wet. Again I feel the pain of loss and it
is much stronger than the first. The tears of both begin to fall freely
as if they had opened a stream without being able to say anything. I
hug her tightly in my chest and we both break in grief to cry.
Suddenly she twists in my embrace and makes me let go violently, because she
doesn' t yell at me by drying her eyes with anger. I promised
myself once that I wouldn' t cry anymore about that, let alone in
front of you. You didn' t give a shit about that. I
didn' t know, like you expected me to care if you kept it
from me and you didn' t care to know shit, Pedro. All
the times I asked you to see me back then, how many times I
called you in those weeks to see us talk and you just flipped everything over
what I wanted was just sex the day I called you like thirty times you
never made the call didn' t go through your head to think what the
hell happened to me or what I wanted and why you didn' t tell
me by phone or when we did. I answered upset because you wouldn'
t let me talk. Pedro, let me show you what was going on
Hello, my little girl. How you' re putting a hand with your
thumb and pinky spread out in one ear, pretending to be me and putting
the voice thick well, Peter, I need to talk to you or see
you already repeating the same operation, but with the other hand, pretending to
be her. At that moment I too my love, I also have a
terrible desire to see you and make things. It' s not that,
Pedro. I need to talk to you, I need to tell you something.
I have to tell you or what or? What' s okay?
So, when I see you, I warn you, call me later,
let me look for hotel, room apartment. I' m moving, marketing.
When I get out of work, I warn you, I go to
a meeting, I have a call from the lawyer, I meet your dad
and when I get out I warn you, my car crashed that if the
play I have to travel, I have diarrhea, I have the flu and
what was never missing with all the others I just mentioned, call me tomorrow
and we fit in with bad security. I' m not a fortune teller
to know. You should have made me understand that you had something important to
say to me, Pussy Peter, you didn' t let me talk since
you answered the phone, you took the call and you drove it in one
direction. You never let me talk, and I realized that you really didn
' t care about me. Every day I received the same answer I was
disappointed more and more. Then, I finally felt that it had been used
only to quench your morbid vice by forbidden and unbridled sex. You know that
' s not true, but that' s how I felt and it'
s horrible to feel used, to feel that you were just a toy and
that you were thrown away overnight. It sounded with deep rage. There was
not a day in those three or four weeks when the anguish of trying to
tell you, the frustration and anger of not being able to do so and
the disappointment and sadness of realizing that I was worth nothing to you bad.
You know very well the situation I was going through. He wanted to tell
me something and I didn' t leave it and if I already know the
situation I caused, I was doing everything I could to try to amend with
Maru everything that had happened without hope and I knew it, but I had
to try. You think I haven' t known since it started. Everything
I knew I had always made it clear to the point that the night you
were discovered with Carola, I was about to tell you that I had a
suspicion to, but thinking of you for what you were going through at the
time, I didn' t say anything to stop tormenting you the night with
another burden. But my problem wasn' t something that had to happen under
the table. That' s why I tried to talk to you later,
but in view of the fact that I had no answer, I took it
anyway you should have told me to let me talk. I made the decision
to have it. Obviously, I couldn' t talk to Mom. With
everything that was going on, she would have died faster than Dad, who
I had heard about. Just then he had a pacemaker and could not receive
strong emotions. I still decided that I was going to talk to him,
although then moms in s I wouldn' t have cared anymore. If Dad
decided to help me, I' d tell him it was from a guy
from Liseus and that by giving him the news, he refused to accept it
and his parents took him abroad. I was sure Dad would have helped me.
He pauses and sighs deeply. Then the bomb fell that Maro was pregnant.
You tell me how the fuck I could say it. Then it was
impossible. What a coincidence the two pregnant sisters. At the same time,
he had just been discovered with Carola. Knowing that Maro was pregnant meant terror
to me, seeing the reactions that Marus had in tipavor, what you think
would have been the odds that Marus suspected you were the author of my belly
and just imagine that the baby would come out just like you just couldn'
t have it, no, there was no way I could have it at
home. Then I made one last desperate attempt to talk to you and two
or three days after the big news I called you more than thirty times and
you never made the most disappointed call. You couldn' t feel me and
I made the decision not to have it sighs and turns my back looking towards
the darkness of the horizon where the little lights of the rocks are getting lost.
That day I hated you with all my soul and cried all night like
I' ve never cried in my whole life. I cursed you a thousand
times, and one more time you made me feel less than a worm at
dawn. I said I wasn' t going to call you anymore, but
the next day, in the morning, you called me all happy for the
news. How ironic life was, for you should have yelled at me,
holding her by the arm and turning her towards me. That wasn' t
stopping you before when you wanted to tell me things like the night of the
workshop, like when your mom caught us infraganti or you could send me a
message. I' m pregnant. That would have been enough. What the
hell did I win? That interrupts me by letting go of my grip.
You think that when you found out that she was pregnant, you were gonna
send all the shit out to take care of us, because she didn'
t scream with the peep you had on Maru and with the news that she
was pregnant, you would have severely sent me out. I didn' t
send you the message. Why did you show me that I wasn' t
enough, that I was never enough for you, that I was just a
rag that you used the times you wanted and then you threw it away.
You should have told me. Anyway, you couldn' t assume I was
gonna send you not to have it. We were practically screaming and I remembered
the mother- in- law and decided to lower the wrong tone. Everything
has a solution in this life. You shouldn' t have thought if it
was enough for me to think about the being that grew inside you in life,
that I was growing up, but then I didn' t know what
you expected me to do. Understand that I was sixteen years old Peter,
and it was a very big decision for me and I took the only solution
that could fit and just because you weren' t there when I needed you,
I paused and sighed deeply after I pulled it out I felt something better
and I suffered it. Of course I suffered and cried. One day I
' d regret it, but the next day I' d thank myself for
doing it. With Maru' s passing of time and pregnancy, which,
by the way, was gloomy, seemed like a pregnancy product of rape,
Maru was always sad and in a bad mood. It looked like he didn
' t want it. Seeing all that made me feel more relieved. Only
at the end of the pregnancy. It was that Maro reacted better. In
the end I was also relieved. You should have told me in any bad
way. Maybe I wouldn' t have let you do it. You see.
I didn' t know. Peter said with haughtyness. You never wanted
to see me and you made me feel so bad that I admit I made
the wrong decision, but I didn' t know that at the time when
I had Andrea in my arms the first time she came home, at that
time I realized how wrong my decision had been and I drowned in a cry
that I couldn' t contain full of guilt and regret from just thinking that
that baby could have been my baby. After that, I woke up at
night crying about why. I dreamt that we had formed a family and when
I woke up to reality, I started to cry heartlessly. Those beautiful dreams
were nightmares that accompanied me many nights. I won' t be sorry about
that. No one in the family is going to forgive me for that again,
tears were running down her cheeks and she started crying again. His crying
got intense. It was gradually increasing and it became a grief- stricken cry
without crying. My eyes also shed abundant tears. I felt her pain and
it hurt in my soul to see her. So, I wanted to approach
her and hug her, but she didn' t leave me with a hand
on her chest. He turned me away with the other, slightly denying with
his head his crying was becoming more and more out of control and seemed to
drown in weeping. I do forgive you. Daughter arrived the mother- in
- law hugging her also crying. I' ve been listening to everything and
they start crying together. No, Mom and I can' t do it
myself. You don' t know how I felt It says between jimoteos.
Yes, child, I do. I know what it' s like to
lose a baby. I had a loss, too. It' s not
the same, mother, a loss, it' s not intentional. What
I did has no forgiveness. If Daughter I do know, because I also
aborted Peter. He said with determination looking into her eyes that you what.
The scream Maru makes us jump and see her terrifiedly come out the sliding door
from the terrace without giving a bad chance to react to the news from her
mom. So far, today' s chapter came until the next one.